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00:02:17 I'm really going to miss you
00:02:20 Sam, just couple of weeks
00:02:23 which is gonna seem like an eternity
00:02:28 an eternity, and then some
00:02:31 oh, it's better, you
00:02:34 - say it again
00:02:38 I love hearing you use english swear words
00:02:41 'bloody'
00:02:43 - say 'bugger'
00:02:45 you bugger, you bloody bugger.
00:02:48 That's the word.
00:02:54 Oh, crap.
00:02:56 I have to get dressed, run through my notes
00:02:59 Have a nervous breakdown, ignore your
00:03:03 Just stay right there and don't move
00:03:07 - Don't tell me, there's a gift.
00:03:10 There's always a gift.
00:03:15 Well, that is the general idea.
00:03:17 I have a present, too I'll give it to you later
00:03:21 Great. I love surprises.
00:03:28 - It's perfect.
00:03:31 Vintage portobello road
00:03:33 And it does come with this.
00:03:39 Nice lining, silk.
00:03:50 What?
00:03:51 I have to get ready, you know
00:03:55 If it goes well, you know
00:03:57 Lan...
00:03:59 sam,
00:04:02 please have mercy.
00:04:04 You know that's what I was thinking that
00:04:09 it would be a perfect time
00:04:12 - and?
00:04:17 I want you to go to my mom's wedding with me
00:04:26 You're not coming?
00:04:30 I tried to free things up
00:04:36 I'm really sorry.
00:04:40 That's okay.
00:04:46 Look, I'm really sorry to
00:04:49 Ohio.
00:04:51 Bugger, I'm sorry, again.
00:04:53 I'm just going to have to meet your
00:04:56 What wedding?
00:04:57 Ours. Next year.
00:05:00 Me? Marry you?
00:05:02 A guy who confuses the buckeye state with
00:05:06 - I'm going to take a shower now.
00:05:21 Sam?
00:05:30 I am cool. Ready for breakfast?
00:05:35 Hey, I don't care how big this meeting is.
00:05:38 Sorry, there's no time.
00:05:41 Aw, I'm such a klutz.
00:05:48 Show me.
00:05:51 - Better?
00:05:55 Good.
00:06:08 One day accessing one's genetic make-up will be
00:06:11 'That knowledge gives us the power
00:06:16 Alter destiny?
00:06:18 Yeah, of course I do. I'm telling you
00:06:22 people are still going to die.
00:06:24 It'll still rain right after you wash your car
00:06:30 That stuff's out of your control.
00:06:36 Okay.
00:06:37 Well, that would be the
00:06:39 But I don't have time to debate destiny.
00:06:42 Excuse me.
00:06:44 In case we don't talk later dinner tonight
00:06:47 Tonight, seven o'clock?
00:06:50 Kidding, not that
00:06:53 My concert.
00:06:55 The one I've been preparing for
00:06:59 Yeah. Your graduation concert.
00:07:02 tonight. Seven o'clock.
00:07:07 I'm an ass.
00:07:11 I'm so sorry, sam.
00:07:22 Good luck. In your meeting.
00:07:31 I'm sorry.
00:07:38 You've got to be kidding me.
00:07:43 Oh no, the stupid jerk.
00:07:47 You know, don't be late. I'll take care of this.
00:07:51 Concert? What concert?
00:07:55 I was kidding. Kidding you see, because it turns out
00:08:00 oh, this must be that british sense of humor
00:08:06 Okay.
00:08:21 'Gentlemen, we at ags are not only
00:08:26 not the forefront, the vanguard!
00:08:30 Bollocks!
00:08:31 What happened?
00:08:32 I cracked it this morning.
00:08:34 But it says eleven o'clock.
00:08:36 Well, the hands must have moved.
00:08:38 At least it'll be right
00:08:41 Do me a favor.
00:08:43 Call tantra, push my
00:08:46 And have someone dash over to harvey nicks.
00:08:48 for samantha's graduation concert.
00:08:51 How did you remember that?
00:08:53 I'm not sure, could be because she told me
00:08:56 she sent you an invitation which is on your desk
00:09:01 okay, got it, got it.
00:09:04 Anyway, I promised her a surprise.
00:09:07 So, how about a sweater?
00:09:10 Red! Red's her
00:09:12 She's already got one.
00:09:14 A red cashmere sweater.
00:09:17 She went on and on about
00:09:20 Really? Where was I?
00:09:22 Right next to her.
00:09:37 'You have no idea... '
00:09:40 'what I feel inside'
00:09:43 'hold me, babe'
00:10:06 sorry to make you pick me up
00:10:09 Don't know why
00:10:10 Pick up, pick up...
00:10:13 Shit. Voicemail.
00:10:16 I just found your blue folder.
00:10:19 I'm on the way to the hotel
00:10:20 Go.
00:10:25 Sorry, sorry.
00:10:47 Ladies, gentlemen,
00:10:50 today we are given an opportunity
00:11:13 - Excuse me, sir.
00:11:15 Could you please take this folder into the
00:11:19 My... Mr. Wyndham's expecting it.
00:11:21 I'm sorry, miss, but that's
00:11:25 But he could lose his job.
00:11:27 That's tragic.
00:11:29 But alas, not my problem.
00:11:32 God, even when you guys are nasty
00:11:35 Now, in terms of your investments...
00:11:38 shit. Briefcase is open.
00:11:42 Excuse me for interrupting, Mr. Wyndham.
00:11:46 This is for you, I just thought that you might need
00:11:53 I see.
00:11:55 Okay, well...
00:11:58 false alarm. Terribly sorry.
00:12:00 I just thought, I just wanted to make sure
00:12:07 Because he worked so hard on it.
00:12:11 I mean, really dedicated...
00:12:14 and he deserves for this
00:12:20 Not like this.
00:12:25 So anyway, really nice to
00:12:31 You were right, they really are
00:12:36 In a good way.
00:12:41 So, in conclusion...
00:12:45 Ian's good. Give him the money.
00:13:02 So, move on, shall we?
00:13:09 I forgot my purse.
00:13:15 He already had the folder.
00:13:18 I never want to see it again.
00:13:22 - I think that went well.
00:13:25 Yeah, the glaring, the awkwardness.
00:13:30 Just what I was hoping for.
00:13:32 I think I talked too much.
00:13:35 Come on, let's go to work.
00:13:37 There's a guy there who loves your
00:13:54 I can't do it. I'm bad.
00:13:57 Come here.
00:14:00 You are not bad.
00:14:04 Because if you were bad, then that would
00:14:07 and in fact
00:14:11 Hence, you couldn't
00:14:16 You've got a point.
00:14:20 Come on.
00:14:24 You're ready?
00:14:39 did you land the money then?
00:14:41 I had them, I had them
00:14:43 I can't believe samantha pulled
00:14:46 she spent all morning being peeved at me for
00:14:51 All birds are like that.
00:14:52 Especially the yanks.
00:14:55 Oprah.
00:14:56 Oh, right.
00:14:57 You're up guys.
00:15:00 Excuse me, miss. I couldn't help
00:15:04 I was just wondering
00:15:09 Oh, just piss off, will you?
00:15:22 Oh, shit. Sorry, mate.
00:15:26 That's all right, mate.
00:15:31 samantha. Right.
00:15:35 Bye bye, romeo.
00:15:38 - I think she liked you.
00:15:53 I just need an objective
00:15:54 if the surrealist nudes should go on the e
00:16:00 they look pretty amazing
00:16:03 I bet they do.
00:16:07 Is that Ian?
00:16:14 What's he doing?
00:16:23 Surprise.
00:17:18 Clifton hall, please.
00:17:27 That's a music school, isn't it?
00:17:28 Yeah, there's a concert
00:17:31 Your girlfriend's a musician.
00:17:34 That's right.
00:17:36 And you're having problems with your love life.
00:17:41 How in the world did you know that?
00:17:43 People in my profession are second only to bar
00:17:52 So what's the trouble?
00:17:55 Ah, don't wanna talk about it.
00:17:57 That's a good idea. The thing will
00:18:09 Well, I can't seem to
00:18:13 How can you love someone
00:18:17 how to love her?
00:18:19 So you do love her?
00:18:21 Yes, very much.
00:18:23 Yeah, well that's all that matters.
00:18:25 She's going away tomorrow, two weeks.
00:18:28 She wants me to go with her.
00:18:30 What if she never came back?
00:18:33 What sort of a question is that?
00:18:35 Well, come on, picture it. You wave goodbye
00:18:40 you never see her again.
00:18:43 Could you live with that?
00:18:49 No.
00:18:54 No, I couldn't.
00:19:02 Well, you know what to do.
00:19:05 Appreciate her, and what you have.
00:19:10 Just love her.
00:19:16 It's not for another two blocks.
00:19:18 You can't show up empty-handed.
00:19:39 You know, if Ian bought a ticket
00:19:42 that's really sweet. I mean
00:19:45 I hope so, you deserve it.
00:19:48 And if Ian doesn't know that
00:19:51 You always know exactly what to say.
00:19:54 Now remember, you are the bee's knees.
00:19:58 It's a good thing.
00:20:02 Thank you, bye.
00:20:32 Next, melvina walters will sing
00:20:36 juliet's waltz, by guno.
00:21:05 Hi, thanks.
00:21:09 Ready?
00:21:10 Uh, yeah. See you later.
00:21:13 Enjoy the great trip.
00:21:18 Hey oliver, oh, you made it, hi!
00:21:22 Are you kidding? He wouldn't
00:21:25 She was the best one.
00:21:29 I love ms. andrews, everyone does.
00:21:33 It I was just a few years older...
00:21:36 you!
00:21:41 - This is for you.
00:21:45 Lan, is this not just the cutest card?
00:21:49 Yeah, we should go.
00:21:53 - Well, I...
00:21:56 we need to go too.
00:22:03 It was a disaster,
00:22:05 dunbar passed, drown is pissed
00:22:09 - God, Ian, I'm so sorry...
00:22:21 So, what else is going on?
00:22:25 Lottie has an exhibit tomorrow
00:22:27 some bigshot gallery, the 'zinc. '
00:22:31 I went down there to help with...
00:22:33 sounds like fun.
00:22:41 Wanna dance?
00:22:45 When have you ever seen me dance?
00:22:49 So where did you go this afternoon after your
00:22:53 Oh I turned it off
00:22:56 Spent the rest of the day
00:22:59 About?
00:23:00 About us, and whether we're gonna make it.
00:23:05 No I didn't mean that
00:23:10 I have to admit our morning was
00:23:18 I was wondering what to do and then
00:23:24 A cab driver, you talked...
00:23:26 sounds weird, but it was good, really.
00:23:28 He made me realize that even though you and I
00:23:33 We enjoy each other, and
00:23:37 It's underneath everything
00:23:42 I adore you.
00:23:47 I guess what I'm saying is, I...
00:23:50 I wanna soldier on
00:23:53 I really do.
00:23:56 Okay?
00:24:08 No.
00:24:09 No what?
00:24:10 I don't wanna soldier on.
00:24:16 Lan, if I were to stay in london now
00:24:21 For us, and I would do that in a heartbeat
00:24:26 if I thought that we were really special.
00:24:29 - We are.
00:24:31 You never tell me how you feel
00:24:34 You don't wanna meet my family
00:24:37 we ran into my favorite student
00:24:44 Lan, I know you have
00:24:49 but I just think that I'm a very
00:24:58 That hurts.
00:25:03 And the worst part is
00:25:08 I don't understand.
00:25:11 I know.
00:25:16 It's what kills me.
00:25:20 If there'd just been one day, Ian...
00:25:22 one day, when nothing else mattered for us
00:25:26 - I adore you.
00:25:32 I wanna be loved.
00:25:36 Where are you going?
00:25:39 Spend the night at lottie's
00:25:45 I can't do this anymore.
00:25:56 I saw you at the travel agency,
00:26:00 where are you going?
00:26:02 Johannesburg, business.
00:26:21 samantha, samantha wait, please
00:26:25 you can't do this to me.
00:26:30 You're saying, you're saying that
00:26:40 You coming or not?
00:26:49 In or out my friend, it's your choice.
00:27:28 samantha!
00:27:56 No, samantha!
00:28:00 Baby, baby please no!
00:28:06 Baby, baby please...
00:28:11 help me, help me, help me!
00:30:07 So sorry.
00:30:15 I wanted to be with her...
00:30:21 I really did.
00:30:35 How can this happen?
00:33:54 Read one word, and I'll kill you.
00:34:07 I was just kidding!
00:34:09 You're, you're, you're here!
00:34:11 Yes yes, and you're scaring me.
00:34:14 I, I, I...
00:34:18 you...
00:34:20 I...
00:34:21 you...
00:34:24 okay, I'm gonna approach you,
00:34:29 and and, now I'm gonna hug you.
00:34:47 It's okay, everything's gonna be okay.
00:34:55 I'm really gonna miss you.
00:34:57 Me too, I really will miss you sam
00:35:00 It's important that you believe me.
00:35:03 I believe you.
00:35:04 And I hate, hate for you to have
00:35:08 so instead of missing me
00:35:13 samantha...
00:35:15 you're definitely not coming.
00:35:17 I can't.
00:35:18 Of course you can't, work
00:35:22 I... I had a meeting...
00:35:27 Ian, calm down.
00:35:31 look, you're very prepared for today
00:35:40 Don't go anywhere
00:35:42 Sit, don't move your cute
00:35:47 - There's a gift.
00:35:52 This can't be happening.
00:35:54 Well of course it can
00:36:01 Portobello road.
00:36:04 Plus, look at this.
00:36:09 Oh my god!
00:36:11 Okay, not the reaction I was looking for.
00:36:14 I'm sorry, I just, I had a terrible nightmare.
00:36:21 And I can't seem to get rid of it.
00:36:24 I... and you...
00:36:30 we?
00:36:31 We...
00:36:35 should... eat?
00:36:37 Yes, yes! We should have breakfast.
00:36:42 Let's have breakfast, together.
00:36:47 Okay.
00:37:15 I am the coolest.
00:37:19 samantha? Watch out, the coffee pot!
00:37:23 I see it, crazy yelling man.
00:37:28 I know, I just thought you might hurt yourself.
00:37:41 Sam,
00:37:48 oh, I'm sorry. Am I too loud?
00:37:50 No. I was actually hoping
00:37:54 You need to get out more.
00:37:57 You are a great songwriter.
00:38:03 It's an amazing gift.
00:38:05 You're biased.
00:38:07 That's true.
00:38:16 God, I am such a klutz.
00:38:20 You burned yourself on the hand.
00:38:22 Keen powers of observation.
00:38:34 Lan, what's wrong with you? I burn myself with
00:38:39 You do?
00:38:40 Yes, I do.
00:38:48 What are you doing?
00:38:49 We always go that way.
00:38:51 And do you know why?
00:38:55 Why?
00:38:56 Because that's where you work
00:39:00 Let's try a new way. Loop around.
00:39:20 I like this route better, don't you?
00:39:35 Care to explain?
00:39:36 I just thought the scooter
00:39:45 Watch where you're going!
00:39:47 You've got to be kidding me.
00:39:54 It wasn't a dream.
00:39:56 What?
00:39:58 All these things happening today
00:40:02 What do you mean?
00:40:03 The leatherjacket. The burn.
00:40:07 I already saw or dreamt those things
00:40:12 okay Ian, calm down. You know
00:40:16 but it's not deja vu.
00:40:18 it feels like it's already happened.
00:40:22 Alright, what happened in the dream
00:40:26 It was...
00:40:34 it was awful.
00:40:37 Okay. Let's be logical about this.
00:40:41 In your dream or vision, or whatever
00:40:50 You go back to the apartment to wash
00:40:55 That is awful.
00:40:59 On the way to my meeting, my watch cracks.
00:41:04 Okay. So here's what we're going to do.
00:41:07 We'll walk to your office together.
00:41:11 then we'll know something's going on
00:41:17 Okay?
00:41:38 Almost there.
00:41:44 We're holding hands.
00:41:47 Me too.
00:41:50 Do you have the time?
00:41:54 Sorry. Watch. Sore subject.
00:42:07 It's fine.
00:42:10 You're just nervous.
00:42:14 You're right, I'm sure you're right.
00:42:17 So, you okay?
00:42:23 Yes.
00:42:25 Good luck. Not that you need it.
00:42:31 I'll see you tonight at the concert.
00:42:34 Concert?
00:42:37 I was kidding.
00:42:41 You know, the british sense of...
00:42:45 never mind.
00:42:49 Bye.
00:42:51 Yeah, see you tonight.
00:43:00 Do me a favor. Call tantra and
00:43:04 And have someone dash over to harvey nicks.
00:43:07 for samantha's graduation concert?
00:43:12 Yes, no, I don't know. I don't know
00:43:17 I forgot yesterday
00:43:24 Did you wear that yesterday?
00:43:26 Quite possibly.
00:43:28 On the pittance you pay me
00:43:32 Claire, can I ask you a question?
00:43:34 If you must.
00:43:36 Did you ever have a dream and
00:43:41 You know, like it's from the dream?
00:43:44 Yes. I have. For example
00:43:48 I dreamt that you would bore me to death
00:43:53 come on, seriously.
00:43:55 Seriously?
00:43:58 Yes.
00:44:01 Lan, I believe dreams are very important.
00:44:06 They should be listened to.
00:44:08 You really think so?
00:44:10 Yes.
00:44:14 And I also believe that you should
00:44:18 or you'll be sacked, and I'll be on the dole.
00:44:24 And those are
00:44:26 ags's main objectives.
00:44:28 To design new ways to treat, cure,
00:44:30 or prevent the countless illnesses
00:44:38 I'm happy and more than
00:44:40 that ags is way ahead
00:44:48 Now...
00:44:54 in terms of your investments...
00:45:11 these 7-year projections clearly document everything
00:45:16 We've amortized the cost of the research over
00:45:20 I knew it! I knew you'd be here!
00:45:45 Okay.
00:45:48 You've heard my pitch, and I can tell by the
00:45:56 come on, guys. Settle down.
00:46:01 This research isn't about perfect projections
00:46:07 It's about giving people the most
00:46:13 This is a great opportunity, and I say grab it.
00:46:18 What do you think?
00:46:25 - Did you land the money?
00:46:29 And it was the strangest thing because the other
00:46:32 I thought she messed everything up.
00:46:36 Oh, I didn't tell you guys
00:46:39 Of course not, because that would be tonight.
00:46:42 Okay. Tell us about the dream.
00:46:45 It's more of a deja vu.
00:46:46 Deja vu. Sometimes dismissed as
00:46:50 but is often a message
00:46:53 And when the soul comes tapping at the door
00:46:58 Oprah.
00:46:59 No.
00:47:02 Dr. Phil.
00:47:05 You're up guys.
00:47:06 No, no, no. That's not
00:47:09 There are certain things that
00:47:13 Excuse me?
00:47:17 in my dreams.
00:47:19 Oh, just piss off, will you?
00:47:21 You see? I knew that would happen.
00:47:23 We all knew that would happen.
00:47:28 Can you remember anything useful?
00:47:32 No I'm afraid not.
00:47:36 It's just in a slightly different order.
00:47:44 Slightly different order
00:47:54 I've got to go.
00:48:08 Mackenzie street, please.
00:48:10 Yes, sir.
00:48:22 You've got to be kidding me.
00:48:24 Excuse me, sir?
00:48:26 You're the driver from yesterday.
00:48:29 Anything's possible.
00:48:31 Yesterday you knew
00:48:34 About your love life?
00:48:36 Yes.
00:48:37 Yeah well people in my profession are
00:48:41 in knowing about problems
00:48:43 And that, you said that exactly.
00:48:48 So if you're the same
00:48:52 then everything else today
00:48:55 At the end of the day, my girlfriend
00:48:59 it stops at a light
00:49:08 is that going to happen?
00:49:12 Is it?
00:49:20 What if she doesn't get
00:49:24 What if I take her out of london?
00:49:29 Maybe if we stay in the apartment...
00:49:34 tell me, what can I do?
00:49:39 There's one something.
00:49:42 Appreciate her.
00:49:48 Just love her.
00:49:58 Will you let me out?
00:50:01 Certainly, sir.
00:50:04 No, that's alright, sir.
00:50:07 Why not?
00:50:09 You paid me yesterday.
00:50:14 Better hurry up.
00:50:43 samantha andrews, where is she?
00:50:45 I have no idea.
00:50:50 Oliver?
00:50:57 There's three next door, as well.
00:51:07 Oliver?
00:51:38 samantha!
00:51:45 I'm sorry.
00:51:50 Sam?
00:51:59 Lottie!
00:52:09 Come on...
00:52:34 can I help you?
00:52:37 Hi. I know you don't know me.
00:52:40 This will sound really strange
00:52:45 Never seen you around before.
00:52:46 Actually I’m her best friend's boyfriend.
00:52:50 Of course. I love miss andrews.
00:52:55 If I was just a few years younger...
00:53:33 zinc!
00:53:34 Hey, can we eat at some point?
00:53:36 Don't be such a big girl's blouse.
00:53:40 A wimp. A wuss.
00:53:46 samantha!
00:53:50 Lottie, I’m sorry, but I have
00:53:52 What is with you today?
00:53:53 You have to trust me. Things are happening
00:53:57 but they're happening
00:54:00 We already went through this.
00:54:01 I know, and maybe you're right.
00:54:04 is that we have to leave london.
00:54:08 I promised lottie.
00:54:09 You've helped loads. You're right.
00:54:15 Lan, I have my concert tonight.
00:54:17 I'll have you back in time. I swear.
00:54:27 Let's go. I have to get you
00:54:57 Okay, let's go.
00:55:00 Now will you tell me
00:55:01 You said anywhere I want to.
00:55:04 So stop asking. Just enjoy not knowing
00:55:21 Hang on a minute.
00:55:22 What do you think?
00:55:24 If you don't want to stop here
00:55:27 - But how did you even know that this was my...
00:55:31 I've never met your family.
00:55:34 They've been busy.
00:55:37 I really want to see where you grew up.
00:55:41 I want to see where little Ian
00:55:44 Sorry, football, american.
00:55:50 I want to see where you
00:55:56 If you had something to hide
00:56:21 I think I heard thunder.
00:56:25 You do know it's raining, right?
00:56:27 You're just trying to get out of this.
00:56:29 Feed me soon
00:56:32 This was a lot steeper when I was a kid.
00:56:34 They must have come in here with
00:56:37 Unless you've changed.
00:56:38 Me? Not possible.
00:56:41 Are we going to that shack?
00:56:42 - No. We need to get to the top, so keep walking.
00:56:46 So what's at the top of 'Ian's magical hill? '
00:56:49 Nothing, really. Except the solitude.
00:56:53 Being away from everything.
00:56:58 I felt safe there, at peace.
00:57:01 It's definitely going to pour.
00:57:06 Pouring rain in england? Not likely.
00:57:09 Come on.
00:57:27 No wonder you never took me to meet your family.
00:57:35 Why didn't you tell me about them?
00:57:38 I'm always yapping about my friends and family
00:57:44 Sam, let's just forget about everything.
00:57:47 You know... I just want to
00:57:50 I just want to be here.
00:59:20 You really don't want to
00:59:31 The past doesn't matter.
00:59:37 What matters is only now.
00:59:46 You really are acting funny today.
00:59:50 Keep it up, okay?
00:59:56 Can I ask you a question?
00:59:58 Sure.
01:00:02 If for some reason you thought
01:00:04 you mean today?
01:00:08 No, I mean in life.
01:00:13 If you had one day left
01:00:18 That's an odd question.
01:00:20 I'd just like to know.
01:00:23 Well, let's see...
01:00:28 Shoe shopping.
01:00:33 And there's that calvin klein underwear model.
01:00:43 It's an easy answer. A no-brainer.
01:00:48 I'd spend it with you.
01:00:51 Really?
01:00:53 Of course.
01:00:56 Just being together. Like now.
01:01:00 Doing nothing.
01:01:07 And that's it?
01:01:14 Nothing else?
01:01:19 A closeness.
01:01:26 Really sharing things with each other.
01:01:29 Silly things. Difficult things.
01:01:36 That's what I’ve always wanted for us
01:01:41 nothing could hurt us.
01:01:53 I love you.
01:02:00 Good.
01:03:04 The rain's letting up. Do you want to go to the top of your hill?
01:03:09 No.
01:03:14 I want to take you somewhere else.
01:03:17 Do I have to climb?
01:03:33 Maybe we should wait another minute.
01:03:37 Good idea.
01:04:22 Your dad was a very handsome guy.
01:04:25 So I guess you took after your mom, right?
01:04:30 He spent a lot of time here?
01:04:32 Yeah, he did.
01:04:34 After he got laid off in '93. here all the time.
01:04:40 When I was a kid, my dad was my hero.
01:04:43 I thought he was the strongest man in the world.
01:04:47 He was so proud.
01:04:50 His job at the factory wasn't
01:04:55 Everyone loved him.
01:04:58 And his family, we all worshiped him.
01:05:02 He sounds wonderful.
01:05:04 He is.
01:05:07 Well, he was.
01:05:10 Then the owner decided to relocate
01:05:16 He never found another.
01:05:27 From the age of 15 on
01:05:32 And I’ve been determined not
01:05:37 To live my life at the whim of others.
01:05:40 You don't have to.
01:05:44 I know that now.
01:05:49 I just wish I could have helped him.
01:05:51 You were only a kid.
01:05:53 I know.
01:05:57 But to watch your father
01:06:03 just dissolve right before your eyes...
01:06:08 you really loved your dad.
01:06:12 Yeah.
01:06:15 I hope he knew how much.
01:06:20 Wherever he is
01:06:27 Lan, death doesn't put an end to love.
01:06:37 You think so?
01:06:39 I know it.
01:06:52 Why didn't you ever tell me any of this?
01:06:59 I guess...
01:07:03 I guess I just didn't want to feel any of it.
01:07:11 I'm so glad we're here.
01:07:18 Me, too.
01:07:32 I wish we didn't have to go.
01:07:33 Go where?
01:07:34 Back to london. My graduation concert.
01:07:38 Let's not go back.
01:07:40 Let's just get on a train and ride off somewhere.
01:07:45 Let's see. I've been playing
01:07:50 I've been studying for 3 years. I'm about to grad
01:07:56 I think we should go home.
01:08:03 You coming?
01:08:18 Yeah.
01:08:54 What are you doing?
01:08:56 Just a small surprise.
01:09:02 Okay.
01:09:12 I don't think there's enough time.
01:09:13 Don't be silly.
01:09:15 Maybe we should go back to the apartment.
01:09:26 Come on.
01:09:28 And you know why I haven't?
01:09:33 Baby, there's nothing to be afraid of.
01:09:40 The doors.
01:09:53 It's beautiful.
01:10:01 Still scared?
01:10:05 That's weird.
01:10:09 Hey, I’m sorry for being such
01:10:20 What?
01:10:22 Where did you get that from?
01:10:24 Lottie. Did I use it right?
01:10:27 It couldn't have been better.
01:10:34 Thank you.
01:10:36 What for?
01:10:37 The perfect day.
01:10:46 I think I’ll wear this to dinner.
01:10:50 Is it that opera that I’m so fond of?
01:10:56 I'd rather stay here and listen to you sing.
01:10:58 Be serious.
01:11:02 I am. I don't understand why you don't
01:11:06 What are you afraid of?
01:11:12 Yes.
01:11:14 Sam.
01:11:15 I will sing them. I will.
01:11:18 When?
01:11:19 One day. Someday.
01:11:28 Have you seen my keys?
01:11:30 - Your...?
01:11:36 It's alright. I've got them.
01:11:40 The office? Now?
01:11:44 I wasn't there all afternoon.
01:11:50 It'll just take a second.
01:11:53 See you there.
01:11:55 Yeah.
01:12:06 Hi. I need 75 copies
01:12:09 No problem.
01:14:24 Ladies and gentlemen...
01:14:25 that was to have been the last performance of the evening,
01:14:28 but we have a very special treat for you.
01:14:32 samantha andrews, a visiting artist from america...
01:14:35 has agreed to grace us with one of her own compositions.
01:14:42 samantha.
01:14:55 You don't want to let down
01:15:00 You are in big trouble.
01:15:59 # Today, today I bet my life
01:16:06 # you have no idea...
01:16:09 # what I feel inside
01:16:15 # don't be afraid to let it show
01:16:21 # for you never know
01:16:25 # if you let it out
01:16:34 # I love you, you love me
01:16:38 # take this gift and don't ask why
01:16:42 # cause if you will let me
01:16:46 # I’ll take what scares you
01:16:50 # and if you ask me why...
01:16:54 # I’m with you
01:17:03 # love'll show you everything
01:17:13 # one day
01:17:20 # I know you'll be standing
01:17:33 # I love you, you love me
01:17:38 # take this gift and don't ask why
01:17:41 # cause if you will let me...
01:17:45 # I’ll take what scares you
01:17:49 # and if you ask me why...
01:17:53 # I love you and why I’ll never leave
01:18:02 # my love'll show you every-thing
01:18:10 # my love'll show you everything
01:18:19 # my love will show you every-thing
01:18:28 # our love will show us everything.
01:19:21 I can't believe you did that!
01:19:23 What an amazing feeling!
01:19:27 You certainly didn't show it.
01:19:29 In the beginning
01:19:32 and then this calm came over me.
01:19:36 You were so incredible.
01:19:37 You're biased.
01:19:40 Guilty as charged.
01:19:43 Hey, I’m starved.
01:19:45 Anywhere you want to.
01:19:46 Okay.
01:19:50 You like this place?
01:19:55 it's exactly my style.
01:19:59 You looked really cute today
01:20:04 I mean strong and manly.
01:20:11 What are you saying?
01:20:12 You strong like bull.
01:20:18 But you didn't come to work today.
01:20:21 I brought you the blue folder
01:20:24 so I slipped away.
01:20:29 You did look really cute
01:20:40 Close your eyes.
01:20:55 Happy graduation.
01:20:59 Oh my god.
01:21:01 Some of the charms are old
01:21:06 That's a musical note.
01:21:10 But there's no sense in that at all
01:21:19 Let's see.
01:21:24 That's the eiffel tower
01:21:32 And there's a frying pan.
01:21:37 You're the only person I know that
01:21:47 This one's a heart.
01:21:50 My heart.
01:21:56 It's yours now.
01:22:14 Are you ready?
01:22:16 You sure we can't walk?
01:22:17 It's pouring rain, silly.
01:22:28 Wait!
01:22:48 What?
01:22:56 I love you.
01:22:57 I love you, too.
01:23:01 I want to tell you why I love you.
01:23:03 It's raining.
01:23:09 I have to tell you this
01:23:16 I've loved you since I met you...
01:23:19 but I wouldn't allow myself
01:23:23 I was always thinking ahead.
01:23:31 Today, because of
01:23:38 every choice I made was different
01:23:44 And I’ve learned that if you do that
01:23:51 It doesn't matter if you have
01:24:02 samantha, if not for today
01:24:06 I would never have known love at all.
01:24:15 So thank you for being
01:24:21 And to be loved.
01:24:27 I don't know what to say.
01:24:32 You don't have to say anything.
01:24:38 I just wanted to tell you.
01:24:50 Thank you.
01:24:54 Let's go home.
01:25:00 Are you coming?
01:25:07 Of course.
01:25:13 Ludgate square, please.
01:25:15 Yes, ma'am.
01:26:03 You haven't got much time.
01:26:11 Anything's possible.
01:26:49 I'm so sorry.
01:27:06 I can't believe he's gone.
01:27:09 Why am I here and he isn't?
01:27:12 Some things are just out of
01:27:18 Lan had a premonition or a dream
01:27:27 He knew.
01:27:31 And he kept trying to tell me
01:27:38 Right before we got into the cab...
01:27:42 he told me about
01:27:50 Loving him was so easy for me.
01:27:57 He just wanted to say everything.
01:28:46 # It'll be all right...
01:28:50 # you said, tomorrow...
01:28:56 # don't you cry...
01:28:59 # don't you shed a tear
01:29:06 # when you wake up...
01:29:09 # I will still be here
01:29:15 # when you wake up...
01:29:18 # we'll battle all your fears
01:29:24 # and now I'll...
01:29:32 # leave your pictures on the floor
01:29:36 # steal back my memories
01:29:41 # I can't take it anymore
01:29:45 # I’ve cried my eyes out
01:29:51 # oh, and now I face the years
01:29:55 # the way you loved me...
01:30:01 # vanished all the tears
01:30:06 # just a little more time
01:30:11 # just a little more time for me to see
01:30:16 # oh, the light that life can give you
01:30:21 # or how it can set you free
01:30:27 # so now I’ll take my heart back
01:30:35 # leave your pictures on the floor
01:30:39 # steal back my memories
01:30:45 # I can't take it any more
01:30:49 # I’ve cried my eyes out
01:30:54 # oh, and now I face the years
01:30:58 # the way you loved me...
01:31:04 # vanished all the tears.