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In My Father s Den en
00:00:27	One day, in a town at
00:00:30	...the tide went out
00:00:36	The sea just left without warning.
00:00:45	At first people were
00:00:47	They continued to gossip and...
00:00:49	...fight over the same
00:00:54	soon a silence began to
00:01:06	A desert of unbelievable
00:01:08	...was forming before
00:02:13	We come together as
00:02:16	...to farewell him
00:02:19	We think especially
00:02:22	...Andrew, Penny, Jonathan.
00:02:26	For the loss of a father, a
00:02:33	Part of our grief may be regret...
00:02:35	...for things done or left undone,...
00:02:39	...words said or words never said.
00:02:43	Subtitles by 232324
00:02:53	Yes?
00:02:56	Is Andrew there?
00:02:59	You must be Paul...
00:03:02	Please, come in...
00:03:08	I'm Penny.
00:03:10	- Hi Penny.
00:03:15	Ah, they're in here.
00:03:21	Andrew?
00:03:26	His brother.
00:03:29	Sorry, my.
00:03:31	...plane was delayed in Hong Kong.
00:03:37	Paul?
00:03:41	- Thank you.
00:03:52	Jonathan!
00:03:59	So...
00:04:00	...how's London? Is
00:04:03	Actually I'm spending more
00:04:11	Oh Jesus, fuck it...
00:04:12	My balance is complete, fuck.
00:04:15	It's fine, really.
00:04:22	You...have a nice place.
00:04:28	I'll get Penny to make
00:04:30	No that's fine. I made
00:04:32	- No really...it's no trouble.
00:04:40	So...
00:04:43	- ...he's gone
00:05:36	Paul wait...
00:05:40	Paul wait...
00:05:42	Paul come back home...
00:05:45	Paul don't leave...
00:05:48	Paul
00:06:22	Andrew?
00:06:25	Shit the lawyers.
00:06:27	Oh fuck!
00:06:29	Sorry.
00:06:31	Sorry, I wanted to be there.
00:06:35	Slept in. How did it go?
00:06:38	He left you a third.
00:06:41	Well, you deserve two thirds.
00:06:46	He left me a third as well.
00:06:53	And the rest?
00:07:00	He left it to a charity.
00:07:07	He... Listen I need to move on this.
00:07:10	We need to clear the orchard and the
00:07:13	I made an appointment for you
00:07:15	- Well, I'll drop by and see him later.
00:07:21	- You can't just drop by and see them Paul.
00:07:26	Hey, you know what? Another
00:07:31	I'm leaving...
00:07:32	Tomorrow.
00:07:39	Well you obviously have
00:07:42	- I'll see you in another 17 years.
00:07:45	Come on Andrew don't what?
00:07:47	How long have you been
00:07:49	Forget the fact this all just leaves me.
00:07:52	You're just like when Mom died.
00:07:53	Leave Mom the fuck out of it. At
00:07:56	- Decency?
00:07:57	You think you're the one being decent?
00:07:59	Swanning in here like some
00:08:03	You know nothing about me, Andrew.
00:08:11	Listen...
00:08:12	...he would have wanted
00:08:20	I almost forgot.
00:08:22	They handed me this
00:08:24	You dropped it at the pub
00:08:26	It could be useful going home.
00:08:31	You didn't have to lie to me, Paul.
00:08:36	We weren't expecting
00:13:19	That's good wine you're spilling.
00:13:24	How did you find this place?
00:13:26	I heard music.
00:13:31	Mom doesn't know about this place?
00:13:33	No she doesn't.
00:13:43	It's okay.
00:13:44	You can stay.
00:14:33	When do you think you'll learn?
00:14:35	As soon as we get these blood samples
00:14:40	I've extended my trip.
00:14:42	Let's sort the house out.
00:14:53	Paul!
00:14:56	Thanks.
00:15:13	Green Tea.
00:15:16	What's he doing down there?
00:15:17	There's been an outbreak of some
00:15:25	He cares about you, Paul.
00:15:27	He never told Jonathan about me.
00:15:31	We each have our own way
00:15:38	I can't believe how
00:16:18	Who is she?
00:16:22	That's Hope.
00:16:31	Is she crying?
00:16:34	She's thinking.
00:16:40	What about?
00:16:43	Many things.
00:17:26	Jesus!
00:17:28	What are you doing here?
00:17:32	It was just a place that I found...
00:17:34	...that no one else
00:17:38	- Did he let you come here?
00:17:40	No one else knows that I come here.
00:17:45	You know I should probably go.
00:17:48	Yeah, you should.
00:17:50	I'll give you a couple of minutes to
00:19:31	Paulie? Paulie Prior?
00:19:35	Hey, Winnie.
00:19:39	- Look who it is.
00:19:44	I was looking for you at the service.
00:19:47	I thought I bet the little bugger is here
00:19:50	No, I had some complications.
00:19:54	Hey, you remember Pat...
00:19:55	Pat, look, look who
00:20:00	Ms. Seager?
00:20:01	Well, well...
00:20:05	- Kia ora Paul.
00:20:08	What? You thought I'd dropped
00:20:11	And he even has the fancy
00:20:25	War zones.
00:20:27	From the genocide in Rwanda to the
00:20:32	...and the horrors of
00:20:35	War zones have been both home
00:20:39	...to the man you are about to meet.
00:20:40	A man whose dedication and
00:20:43	...an international reputation
00:20:46	...not to mention the numerous
00:20:49	...both his articles and photographs.
00:20:52	And that he is an old dear student of
00:20:58	I present to you Paul Prior.
00:21:12	Thank you.
00:21:13	That was a very generous
00:21:18	My school reports were never that good.
00:21:23	The truth is that...
00:21:25	...I've been called many things...
00:21:28	...many worse things since I last
00:21:33	Vulture, parasite, leech.
00:21:38	And...
00:21:41	...it's amazing how insults in most
00:21:46	I was once...
00:21:49	...held captive for three days...
00:21:51	...and publicly urinated on.
00:21:55	I don't really know what to say.
00:21:58	But I'd be happy to answer any
00:22:47	He was a finalist for the Pulitzer.
00:22:50	Pulitzer? What the hell is that?
00:22:52	It's a huge prize.
00:22:55	He had a one in three
00:22:59	He first work for printing
00:23:02	But he does both.
00:23:04	- How do you know this shit?
00:23:07	Sounds like a lonely wolf.
00:23:11	That reminds me I'm thinking
00:23:15	A little unicorn... Right here.
00:23:18	Why? Steve has exactly the same one?
00:23:21	No, I just think it would be cool.
00:23:28	So anyway...
00:23:31	...how'd it go with Jake?
00:23:34	- Piss off.
00:23:42	First of all we had a moonlight
00:23:45	...and a candlelight dinner...
00:23:47	...and then he told me
00:23:50	Really?
00:23:51	Hayýr, çük kafalý.
00:23:53	No you dickhead... He only got
00:23:56	He talks like is from
00:23:59	Yo man. Yo bitch.
00:24:04	But I don't think it
00:24:10	I was reading the local rag today...
00:24:14	...the medic team...
00:24:17	Front page.
00:24:23	Oh God! I'd forgotten how quiet it is.
00:24:27	I've had this bloody ringing in
00:24:32	Maybe the change here will do you good.
00:24:35	Like I said, if you ever get
00:24:43	You weren't being serious were you?
00:24:46	I'm three staff down, Paul.
00:24:50	I know it might sound desperate but...
00:24:51	Pat, I'd be hopeless, I've
00:24:54	You got out and made something
00:24:59	Half these kids don't even know what's
00:25:27	Paul?
00:25:29	- Great! Take one of your Mom
00:25:45	Paul gave it to Jonathan
00:25:47	It's got a good Zeiss lens.
00:25:53	It's much, much too kind.
00:25:55	Noit's fine. Honestly, I'm
00:25:58	If you're going to be a serious
00:26:08	See you tomorrow then.
00:26:17	- Goodnight.
00:26:28	Jonathan said he gave
00:26:33	Apparently the kids really liked him.
00:26:37	Good.
00:27:53	- Can I fuck you now?
00:27:59	Sorry, what do you want to do then?
00:28:06	What you all doing man?
00:28:08	Just playing.
00:28:15	Just play carefully...
00:28:19	Shit! Ah! Fuck you, crazy bitch!
00:28:24	You're meant to stay still!
00:28:58	You look well.
00:29:01	Well used more like it.
00:29:04	It's different. Your
00:29:08	You think?
00:29:10	Well, it was inevitable.
00:29:12	...sick of being called an Australian.
00:29:14	Fair enough.
00:29:16	- Help yourself.
00:29:22	- Kids?
00:29:25	One of each.
00:29:27	- Remember Ben?
00:29:31	Yeah.
00:29:33	We got together about
00:29:36	He died when my first child was five.
00:29:39	- Motorbike.
00:29:45	I was pregnant with
00:29:48	...I had the kids to think about and
00:29:52	What was that?
00:29:54	Butchery.
00:29:55	Shortest butcher in New Zealand!
00:30:02	Really?
00:30:03	Yeah well I'm a ninja
00:30:04	No surprises there.
00:30:10	I see your brother from time to time.
00:30:14	Yeah, he's.he's up to
00:30:20	Is he still married?
00:30:22	No, yeah, no. I don't
00:30:42	How many times have I told you about
00:31:06	If you think you're going to
00:31:14	You disgust me.
00:31:20	Who the hell is this guy?
00:31:21	- Look, just an old school friend. It's no big deal.
00:31:25	Where's my jacket?
00:31:28	Celia, it's rubbish night.
00:31:29	And please tie the bags. I don't
00:31:36	Hey, we'll be waiting.
00:31:41	Need a hand with that?
00:31:44	Done your homework?
00:31:48	Please take your foot away?
00:31:51	What? Do you think I've
00:31:55	Just asking.
00:32:03	I'm sure we used to be able to do this.
00:32:26	Did you think of me?
00:32:30	I was terrified of seeing you.
00:32:49	You remember those poems and
00:32:52	I was going to put music
00:32:56	What were we going to call ourselves?
00:33:00	What was it? Was it silly bastards?
00:33:07	Sillystupid buggers?
00:33:10	Sick mother fuckers?
00:33:11	Sick fuckers, wasn't it?
00:33:14	Sick Puppy, actually.
00:33:20	Live at the Hammersmith.
00:33:23	See that's me. Eight years
00:33:29	But, you know, still thinking
00:35:27	Hi. I've got an assignment
00:35:30	...interview an important
00:35:34	And it was a choice between you and Mr.
00:35:39	I was just wondering if
00:35:45	Can I come in?
00:36:09	Is there real coffee?
00:36:14	Sure. How do you love it?
00:36:17	Macchiato thanks.
00:36:29	I'm Celia by the way.
00:36:48	- I gather you do have some questions?
00:36:54	Okay. So, how did you
00:36:58	Well, I was working for a paper
00:37:00	...and they needed
00:37:03	That's right, yeah. You were working
00:37:06	...and you studied
00:37:08	...and found your break as a feature article
00:37:14	And for the past 3 and a half years
00:37:17	...living between London,
00:37:20	Well done. Yes. That's it.
00:37:26	People must worry about you
00:37:29	Your wife? Children?
00:37:32	No. Not married.
00:37:38	What's it like going
00:37:40	I'm not there to watch.
00:37:43	Is that how you got those scars?
00:37:46	No.
00:37:50	I fell off my bike when I was
00:37:54	No other scars?
00:38:01	Are you going to drink your macchiato?
00:38:11	What's the hardest thing
00:38:14	Jesus...Are these
00:38:19	I don't know, finding a loo when you need one,
00:38:35	Why don't you celebrate
00:38:41	Now tell me, which article
00:38:43	It was your birthday when you
00:38:46	The one you won the Pulitzer for.
00:38:48	I was shortlisted.
00:38:49	I read that when you got nominated...
00:38:54	...you withdrew the entry.
00:38:56	Long story.
00:39:05	I've got a 120-minute tape.
00:39:18	I was in Grozny.
00:39:20	I heard about an offensive that was
00:39:25	I was warned by some friends
00:39:27	...the Russians caught whiff
00:39:30	- So what did you do?
00:39:33	Then I declined sending
00:39:37	They found out anyway.
00:39:38	And they retaliated by massacring over 100
00:39:45	And I'd been out all night
00:39:46	...who were killed a few hours later.
00:39:48	The girl in the photo was
00:39:53	- Did you know her?
00:39:58	Was there anyone else around?
00:39:59	Not at the time, no.
00:40:01	- Just you?
00:40:05	So then what?
00:40:11	I think your batteries are running flat.
00:40:24	Are you...
00:40:26	...Ben Steimer's daughter?
00:40:29	- Did you know him?
00:40:31	We went to school together.
00:40:38	- It's a photo of a baby.
00:40:41	- I don't know. Do I mean to?
00:40:48	No. Look: "Celia
00:40:52	That's roughly 8 months after I left.
00:41:04	I sent that photo nearly 16 years ago.
00:41:06	Why did you send it?
00:41:12	Why did you send it Jax?
00:41:18	You want an explanation?
00:41:23	Do you know what's it
00:41:28	Even just a postcard.
00:41:31	A phone call.
00:41:35	Hi, Sid...
00:41:36	...up there next to the hoggets.
00:41:54	It's in the past, okay?
00:41:57	Just leave it.
00:42:12	- Will you be needing a copy of that?
00:43:17	I think I need to rescue
00:43:20	Is a gook book is it?
00:43:23	The Cloud of Unknowing,
00:43:26	Where are you from?
00:43:29	Where am I from?
00:43:32	Along way from here.
00:43:34	Me too. Might for join you?
00:43:41	- Have a drink?
00:44:06	Kiss me.
00:45:17	Am I warm?
00:45:24	Getting closer.
00:45:25	- Warmer?
00:45:27	Warmer?
00:45:29	- Warmer, in springtime.
00:45:57	Alone we are born And die alone
00:46:02	Yet see the red-gold cirrus
00:46:08	Upon the upland road Ride easy, stranger
00:46:13	Surrender to the sky Your heart of anger
00:46:19	Don't be frightened
00:46:23	She's a wonderful mistress.
00:47:08	It's okay.
00:47:10	It's okay...
00:47:49	Go back to sleep.
00:48:18	I'm helping out for a couple of weeks.
00:48:19	And I'm new at this,
00:48:26	Who knows how many words there
00:48:28	- Ten thousand.
00:48:33	Dictionary. There's
00:48:37	And I was a...I thought maybe
00:48:41	...any word, doesn't matter what, preferably
00:48:43	...and then compose something
00:48:47	It could be just a static image
00:48:50	But, just so I get an
00:48:54	...and what the fuck
00:50:08	Hope. Her mind is a graveyard.
00:50:11	Her heart is an island.
00:50:16	She and I are not good friends...
00:50:18	...but I've known
00:50:24	She sits in my belly
00:50:27	...and her whispered
00:50:30	...will never comfort me.
00:50:33	Mom?
00:50:43	I'm on to her tricks.
00:50:48	"Go away," I tell her.
00:50:49	"I'm busy today I've
00:50:54	But this acquaintance
00:50:58	It's not a question of why she...
00:51:00	...befriended me
00:51:03	It's more a question of why
00:51:48	Teabag! Teabag!
00:51:52	Go away, you animal!
00:51:56	Come on babe!
00:51:57	Be my whore in front of the camera.
00:53:45	Your knee's bleeding.
00:53:47	I know. I fell.
00:53:58	Come on. Let's take a look at that.
00:54:33	Weeks passed...
00:54:35	...and there was still
00:54:40	The people grew worried.
00:54:43	It was decided to send a small
00:54:47	...in the hope of
00:54:59	All right, attention please.
00:55:01	I'd appreciate it if everyone listened.
00:55:04	It includes you, Mr. Brook
00:55:09	Look. Have any of you
00:55:18	No? Well, if she gets in
00:55:21	..., you know where
00:55:27	All right. Settle down. We've
00:55:40	- Paul.
00:55:41	Look, Just wondering. Can
00:55:44	- I'm already late for a class.
00:55:47	Back to class!
00:55:57	Hey, Pat, It's fine. I'm just
00:56:00	Thanks Pat.
00:56:07	Did you see Celia on the weekend?
00:56:11	No.
00:56:13	She used to visit though?
00:56:18	Yeah.
00:56:21	She came by sometimes to borrow books.
00:56:25	How often did she pop by?
00:56:29	She liked to drop by most
00:56:34	Liked?
00:56:36	Likes. I said likes, I think.
00:56:39	You see, cause I think
00:56:43	I mean I've known her
00:56:45	She's my daughter's best friend.
00:56:48	I also know that you sent her an e
00:56:50	...asking her to come by and visit.
00:56:52	She wasn't too happy about
00:56:56	You see I know this Paul because
00:57:01	Actually she did drop by briefly.
00:57:06	I don't know where did she go back.
00:57:09	It's nice out there at the orchard.
00:57:11	Quiet.
00:57:13	Private.
00:57:19	So why did you stay on?
00:57:21	Favour for a friend.
00:57:26	- How long did you guys go out for?
00:57:29	Mom.
00:57:31	Oh, she mentioned me.
00:57:34	When did you break up?
00:57:37	God, seventeen.
00:57:39	- The way...
00:57:49	Listen, what you wrote the other day...
00:57:50	...I thought it was well considered.
00:57:57	Well considered?
00:57:59	Intriguing.
00:58:11	I like what you've done here.
00:58:14	Where did all these books come from?
00:58:17	He never told me. Wanted to
00:58:21	Father's have got a lot to answer for?
00:58:49	Hey beautiful.
00:58:53	Sorry I'm late.
00:59:15	She can't have gone far.
00:59:25	Me and some mates are going to
00:59:30	Can you bring those?
00:59:34	Sure.
00:59:38	I asked for an essay about the pros and cons of
00:59:43	Louise, Tonga has a
00:59:47	I think you'll find there's more to
00:59:50	What? Like secret book clubs?
01:00:00	Paul?
01:00:06	Sgt. O'Neill's back. He's waiting
01:00:11	I told him you were busy.
01:00:20	You had nice handwriting as a kid.
01:00:25	Is this one of the books she borrowed?
01:00:29	I didn't, I...I didn't keep a
01:00:35	What? Other things
01:00:40	We found this on the side of the road
01:00:45	Just want to know how
01:00:51	Did she ever talk to you about leaving?
01:00:53	Name a teenager around here who doesn't.
01:00:57	There are a few actually.
01:01:30	- You'll make me walk in a tree.
01:01:36	Stop.
01:01:41	Okay, you can open your eyes.
01:01:45	Happy birthday.
01:01:56	Who is this anyway?
01:01:58	- Kiri Te Kanawa. You chose it.
01:01:59	- Who's she?
01:02:03	There are people in this country...
01:02:05	...who would shoot you
01:02:07	There are people in this country...
01:02:08	...who would shoot you
01:02:11	- Not that I can do such a thing.
01:02:16	So what's she singing about?
01:02:20	Love.
01:02:27	What do you normally
01:02:28	Who do you hang out with when
01:02:32	What do you do, go to parties or what?
01:02:33	If you can call them that.
01:02:37	You actually might get
01:02:39	Tea bagging? What's that?
01:02:42	Well, That's when guys get
01:02:46	...and then they take turns in lowering
01:02:49	... and film it.
01:02:52	And if they're really kind they
01:02:56	First class excitement.
01:02:57	It's not funny!
01:03:02	- I don't know what we're talking about.
01:03:09	Well I hope you keep your distance from
01:03:14	So, tell me about you and Mom...
01:03:18	...back in the dark ages.
01:03:20	It wasn't that long ago.
01:03:49	My Mom wanted to sing like this?
01:03:52	Your mother wanted to be Patti Smith...
01:04:47	Come with me. Come on.
01:04:50	- I'll show you something.
01:05:08	Where did this place come from?
01:05:13	No one knows except my Dad.
01:05:16	So what are you doing here?
01:05:18	Write.
01:05:21	Think.
01:05:25	Mystery boy. So many secrets
01:05:36	What are you doing?
01:05:40	Giving you something
01:05:46	Mom the rock star.
01:05:48	It's hard to believe
01:05:55	- Do you want to know what my dream is?
01:06:02	I'm sitting in a café in Spain.
01:06:07	And don't know a single person there.
01:06:09	And I can't understand a single
01:06:14	I've got a glass of wine.
01:06:18	And I can see the sea.
01:06:27	- ...don't worry.
01:06:34	I'm just writing.
01:06:38	And.yeah. And you know, it doesn't matter
01:06:46	But, you know, I don't
01:06:49	I justI just want to be there.
01:06:59	Anyway, I'd rather be
01:07:02	...than someone nowhere.
01:07:06	I've already packed my suitcase.
01:07:10	- I'm not joking.
01:07:15	I had a similar dream once.
01:07:18	Really?
01:07:22	Tell me.
01:07:30	Sometimes I'd see
01:07:32	...faces...
01:07:34	..at night before I fell asleep...
01:07:37	...and people I'd never met.
01:07:41	And I'd wonder who they were...
01:07:44	... where they might
01:07:48	It was strange because...
01:07:50	... it was like they knew
01:07:55	Why did you become a war journalist?
01:08:01	Who you set out to be is
01:08:05	You know, things happen, plans change...
01:08:13	I see them too.
01:08:17	Faces.
01:08:23	I wanted to give you something.
01:08:33	Yeah, right.
01:08:34	I just...I think you should enter.
01:09:13	You never talk about your Mom.
01:09:15	My Mom? She's very religious.
01:09:17	She had these little sermons about the
01:09:21	Is that what your Dad
01:09:24	No, they...
01:09:26	I think she was just quiet.
01:09:30	My Dad and her were very different.
01:09:32	My Dad didn't believe in
01:09:35	My brother and her were very close.
01:09:39	I heard she had an accident.
01:09:42	Yes she did. She
01:09:44	...she was diagnosed
01:09:49	And doctors prescribed lithium
01:09:53	What happened?
01:10:00	She was standing in the river at
01:10:04	...she pointed up to
01:10:06	...and then when I
01:10:09	Found the body two days later.
01:10:17	Is that why you push people away?
01:10:25	I do as I fucking please, Celia.
01:10:28	You know I hate to spoil
01:10:30	...the world out there...
01:10:32	...isn't a bed of roses
01:10:33	...what ever it was you said, a glass
01:10:39	You understand?
01:10:41	It wasn't an insult.
01:10:48	Sorry.
01:10:54	OK.
01:11:09	Hey Jax!
01:11:12	Hi. I saw the smoke and I
01:11:16	... I remembered it was
01:11:33	Get in the car!
01:11:36	- No!
01:11:38	- Get in the car. When I said get in the car, get in the car!
01:11:44	You have no right to be
01:11:55	You have the audacity to bring
01:11:58	Jax, it's not what you think.
01:12:05	You even presume to know what I think.
01:12:22	Shit!
01:12:26	Excuse me.
01:12:28	I.need a notebook. I
01:12:34	I'm...sorry Dad.
01:12:36	There's nothing to be sorry for...
01:12:39	- ...as long as you're being cautious.
01:12:43	Allways.
01:12:44	I'll be on my way.
01:12:54	You shouldn't be here.
01:12:57	He doesn't care.
01:12:59	I mean you saw for yourself.
01:13:01	I care.
01:13:02	What are you telling me? That
01:13:05	...what goes on in your head?
01:13:08	There's just parts of me you can't have.
01:13:12	No one can.
01:13:23	- Hey. You're okay?
01:13:28	Get it back to your place.
01:13:36	What's this?
01:13:42	Jesus Christ.
01:13:44	Did she do this? Celia
01:13:50	I don't want to talk
01:13:58	Hey, where is he?
01:13:59	- Paul, what are you doing?
01:14:00	- Paul, what're you doing in my house?
01:14:03	- Is this the asshole?
01:14:04	Who the fuck is this?
01:14:06	Just shut up, Gareth.
01:14:08	So this is the famous Paul.
01:14:11	You like beating up little girls, do
01:14:14	You touch her again. I'll kill you.
01:14:16	Is that right mate?
01:14:18	Yeah. What do you call it, dickhead?
01:14:26	Fucking prick.
01:14:33	Mind your fucking business.
01:14:38	Cut your fuck off. Is that clear, hey?
01:14:42	You still wanna fucking kill me, cunt?
01:14:43	- Get the fuck inside! - He did fucking
01:14:50	Do you think you can come here and...
01:14:51	...do this shit in front of my kids?
01:14:53	Have you seen her fucking bruises?
01:14:55	She got a lot more than she got.
01:14:59	You changed the birth certificate.
01:15:02	When were you going to tell her?
01:15:07	Just stay out of our lives, all right?
01:15:15	See you around Paul.
01:15:16	You fucking prick.
01:15:25	Hello... Hello...
01:15:29	Hello... Celia?
01:15:49	She might have gone to Spain.
01:15:54	No, no, no, wait. My daughter
01:15:57	...and he sees nothing, I
01:15:59	Come on Jackie it not like it's the
01:16:02	Oh, great.
01:16:04	How good, this is good. So
01:16:08	Okay, so when exactly did she
01:16:11	She didn't. She didn't
01:16:13	...she had the ticket. I thought she was
01:16:17	That's all. I didn't know what to think.
01:16:18	Yeah. Well I know what I think.
01:16:22	She made me promise not to tell a soul.
01:16:26	I'm her mother. Okay?
01:16:29	When exactly did she
01:16:32	Was it when you were
01:16:34	I wasn't plying her
01:16:35	...a glass, Jackie. A
01:16:37	A child did drink it.
01:16:39	Oh yeah. And did he think of that when he was
01:16:42	Fuck off. Don't bring me into it.
01:16:43	Sneaking up to her. Pissing in the
01:16:48	If it took her going half way around the world
01:16:51	- You want a fucking bite?
01:16:54	You two stay in here.
01:16:55	You, get in my office.
01:17:00	- What's he talking about?
01:17:02	- What the fuck is he talking about?
01:17:09	Tell me about the last time
01:17:11	We were at the gate. She
01:17:13	She said goodbye and she left.
01:17:15	- No special goodbyes?
01:17:17	No, she had a couple of books she hadn't got
01:17:20	- Names of these books?
01:17:25	Owls Do Cry by Janet Frame and...
01:17:26	...another one, Camus, The Outsider.
01:17:31	That's Camus not
01:17:35	You smug prick.
01:17:37	Not all of us had to run
01:18:41	I guess you've seen this.
01:18:46	Small town bloody gossip.
01:18:51	I don't know what to do about this Paul.
01:18:55	The board of trustees
01:19:01	You don't deserve this.
01:19:03	You know it's fine, Pat. It's
01:19:10	Hey, Jonathan. Jonathan!
01:19:28	Jonathan! Hey, Jonathan! Get in.
01:19:35	Jonathan, get in the
01:19:39	Come on.
01:19:41	Put your seat belt on.
01:19:48	Were you having sex with her?
01:19:51	What?
01:19:56	You know who.
01:20:00	Who said that? Who said that?
01:20:03	Who?
01:20:08	Kids at school...
01:20:10	...said you were giving
01:20:20	And you believed them?
01:20:26	And you believed?
01:20:36	How's that camera going? I
01:21:07	As the days went on, more
01:21:20	The people searched far and wide.
01:21:22	But the ocean had
01:21:31	The quiet land once bountiful...
01:21:34	...had become hard
01:21:46	Then a shape appeared
01:21:51	Through a blaze of hate...
01:21:53	..., the people saw what looked like
01:21:58	A wave of excitement
01:22:01	...as they anxiously
01:22:05	But as it grew closer the shape
01:22:11	What looked like
01:22:14	... was in fact wild horses.
01:22:17	Everywhere they turned, they saw
01:22:25	Their excitement turned to fear.
01:22:28	And their fear became panic...
01:22:31	...for it seemed that nothing
01:22:36	Which as the ocean's
01:22:39	...had come without warning.
01:22:44	But then no one...
01:22:46	...not even for a moment...
01:22:48	..., had stopped to question why the
01:23:09	Mr. Prior.
01:23:11	I am Detective Inspector
01:23:14	This is Detective Dunleavy.
01:23:16	I have a warrant to
01:23:18	...and I'll need you to accompany
01:23:23	I'll need your passport
01:23:28	I believe there's a shed
01:23:41	Right then, let's get you home.
01:24:04	Why did Celia come to
01:24:10	- Did you hear the question?
01:24:13	I understand that she
01:24:17	What was the nature of the visits?
01:24:19	- We talked about things.
01:24:22	Europe.
01:24:24	Books.
01:24:27	Celia wants to be a writer.
01:24:41	I am not flesh. I am not blood.
01:24:45	...but they'll never see me.
01:24:47	...or hold your hand again in this life,
01:24:55	It's called "Poem for a Lonely Friend".
01:24:59	Would you consider yourself lonely Paul?
01:25:11	Thank you.
01:25:13	Would you keep that door closed please?
01:25:21	Why did Celia keep visiting you even
01:25:25	- Parents?
01:25:27	I guess she saw something in me.
01:25:30	And what was that?
01:25:33	Well, I'm not Celia.
01:25:35	Then perhaps you'd like to tell
01:25:41	I know this is diffi...
01:25:46	I remember being her.
01:26:01	Fuck off! Fuck you!
01:26:07	What did you do this time?
01:26:09	Come on leave me alone now. Go away.
01:26:13	Just fucking go.
01:26:15	- Come on, leave me alone. I don't need this shit, Celia. Just..go.
01:26:20	Did Mom say something to you?
01:26:20	Your Mom threatened to
01:26:23	No it's not okay.
01:26:26	God she's so fucking presumptuous.
01:26:30	Who the fuck cares what she thinks?
01:26:32	She's got a fucking boyfriend.
01:26:34	He wears boat shoes. He bought her a
01:26:39	You never see a fucking
01:26:47	I just came to tell you
01:26:50	Well that's great, now get going.
01:26:51	It's not like we're
01:26:58	That was you who said
01:27:00	...what other people think of us?
01:27:09	Or were you just saying that?
01:27:52	...how you and Mom used to go out...
01:27:54	...and now it's me and
01:27:59	I feel like I've known
01:28:02	Yeah, well it's a small world.
01:28:05	No, it isn't a small world.
01:28:10	Were you guys in love?
01:28:17	There must've been something going
01:28:23	It's a little hard to
01:28:26	Well, you're not the first person
01:28:30	Anyway it's a long time ago.
01:28:36	When I was implant...
01:28:39	...Mum was only sixteen.
01:28:48	You'd tell me if you knew anything?
01:28:59	Is that a promise?
01:29:07	Oh stuff it.
01:29:09	Let's get wet. Come on.
01:29:55	Oh geez! Andrew...Jonathan
01:29:59	We were on our way home from church
01:30:02	Fuck!
01:30:05	It's freezing!
01:30:17	Have you seen this new
01:30:19	It looks like a giant barn.
01:30:25	I'm gonna to go to the bathroom.
01:30:36	I'll put the kettle on.
01:30:50	Family and friends
01:30:54	... are doing everything possible to help
01:30:57	...are now scouring waterways and
01:31:00	The 16 year old Rapari Junction H.S. student
01:31:05	D.I. Robin Farland says...
01:31:07	... they have to
01:31:10	She acknowledged a local man...
01:31:11	... is helping them
01:31:13	...and the police will also be
01:31:34	He'll be fine.
01:31:36	Let them handle it.
01:32:24	- Please just use an ashtray.
01:32:28	Listen, I spoke to the
01:32:30	...and he reckons he's handled
01:32:34	He wants you to give him a
01:32:38	Hey, what
01:32:41	What sexual position creates
01:32:47	- What sexual position creates...
01:32:51	Ask your mother!
01:32:56	Can you imagine if she saw
01:32:58	What do you think she'd say?
01:33:01	Two brothers having a drink and a chat.
01:33:04	What do think? She'd be proud, or what?
01:33:09	- Why are you doing this, Paul?
01:33:12	- You know exactly what.
01:33:24	Fuck you.
01:33:27	What the fuck are you looking at?
01:33:38	You want to talk, let's talk.
01:33:41	Forget the fact you come in here
01:33:43	...but then you just bring up Mom
01:33:47	I realize you are in
01:33:49	...but that doesn't give you the
01:33:53	You were never there for Mom when
01:33:56	Brilliant. So you do have an opinion. OK
01:33:59	I couldn't get near her.
01:34:01	Blame it all on me. I had to be
01:34:04	You made fucking sure of it.
01:34:05	A happy little fucking threesome:
01:34:09	You were begged to do it.
01:34:12	And you never took one
01:34:14	I never want when Dad turned
01:34:16	...at least for all his faults,
01:34:18	I was the one who made
01:34:20	Do you understand? You've always
01:34:23	You listen, listen to me.
01:34:26	You know sometimes I look at you...
01:34:29	...and all I see is him.
01:34:32	Just him.
01:34:34	I find that quite disheartening.
01:34:41	Yeah, well, at least I didn't
01:34:50	She's always been like that or
01:34:55	Go to hell Paul.
01:36:47	- Just open it.
01:36:49	- Give...the letter to me.
01:36:52	- Celia, give me the fucking letter
01:36:57	It doesn't matter.
01:37:12	Open it. Will you just open it?
01:37:14	No. You open it.
01:37:16	- Open it.
01:37:24	- Ha?
01:37:47	One day confused...
01:38:01	Amid the 2000 or so entries we were...
01:38:03	...delighted with Ms Steimer's story.
01:38:05	This work shows an emerging
01:38:09	It catches a sense of
01:38:11	...without ever losing
01:38:15	I wonder who came in first.
01:38:21	I'll tell you who came first.
01:38:23	Someone three times your probably, someone
01:38:43	Thank you for making it special for me.
01:38:49	The den and everything.
01:39:03	I need a cigarette to cope
01:39:07	In the car. I'll be back in a tic.
01:39:09	Can you leave me your jacket?
01:40:14	Are you going to be home tonight?
01:40:16	I need you to baby sit Sam.
01:40:22	Celia, I asked you a question?
01:40:40	Fuck!
01:41:07	Is he my father?
01:41:19	I wish it were that simple.
01:41:33	Hey! You!
01:41:39	What's up?
01:41:59	Did you know?
01:42:03	Did you know?
01:42:05	- Answer me! Did you know?
01:42:17	I know what you did when you
01:42:21	You walked away and left her.
01:42:23	That's why you withdrew the entry...
01:42:25	...so you wouldn't even
01:42:27	- You don't know...
01:42:31	Was she just another photo?
01:42:34	Just another picture of
01:42:37	...that you try to figure out?
01:42:41	Was she just like me?
01:42:44	Was she just like me?
01:42:47	...you could pick up and
01:43:00	How do you live with yourself?
01:43:21	Andrew!
01:43:23	Penny, are you there?
01:43:28	Will you just open the door?
01:43:32	I just need somewhere to stay.
01:43:40	Come on Penny, I know you're in there.
01:44:05	You know Jonathan all
01:44:08	...that's all just speculation.
01:44:10	All right? That's...
01:44:11	...It's rubbish. They have no proof.
01:44:20	I'm still your uncle
01:44:28	No you're not.
01:44:30	Do you think we're both fucking stupid?
01:44:32	- What did you say?
01:44:34	I hope they kill you.
01:44:36	I hope they...
01:44:37	Why did you do?
01:44:40	- Why did you do?
01:44:48	It's all right. I know you like her.
01:44:49	I know you like her. It's all right.
01:44:54	Listen you have to tell me
01:44:58	Look at me. What did you mean
01:45:01	Tell me what you meant by both of us? I'm not going
01:45:12	What is it Jonathan?
01:45:15	I was looking for my camera.
01:45:41	I thought he was hiding
01:45:49	Where is he?
01:45:51	In Christchurch 'til tomorrow.
01:46:06	Paul? Paul, are you there?
01:46:28	I just heard from the lawyer.
01:46:31	What do you mean you don't want to sell?
01:46:33	You can't. I'm up to my eyeballs...
01:46:39	- What the hell did you do that for?
01:46:42	Get up!
01:46:48	What were you going to do? Plant
01:46:51	This is really unnecessary. Okay. Okay.
01:47:02	There was a time I wondered
01:47:06	You knew what he was up to, didn't you?
01:47:09	At least look at me and tell me...
01:47:10	...you didn't know before
01:47:17	You know the really sad part?
01:47:20	I didn't even find out
01:47:23	That's how far back I was. But
01:47:28	I was only a kid, a 15 year old kid.
01:47:32	You killed me when you
01:47:33	...with that evil piece of scum.
01:47:35	You think you even get a second
01:47:40	And you had the gall to come back here
01:47:44	My mother's house!
01:47:46	And God knows what
01:47:48	...but then like father like son.
01:47:49	Andrew, you don't know what
01:48:02	He was screwing that
01:48:04	- No!
01:48:06	- No!
01:48:07	Andrew no!
01:48:08	It's got nothing to do with you.
01:48:10	You saw it with your own eyes.
01:48:11	You knew and you walked
01:48:14	What did you do to her?
01:48:15	Our mother died the moment
01:48:17	Just tell me.
01:48:22	Wherefore come out from among them,
01:48:26	And touch not the unclean thing.
01:48:40	Mom!
01:48:43	Tell me.
01:48:44	Go ahead and cry. It's about
01:48:47	I'll kill you. I fucking
01:48:53	I told her everything.
01:48:55	Everything.
01:48:57	Someone had to set the record straight.
01:49:00	I had a right to that money, Paul.
01:49:03	That money was mine if
01:49:09	And I should give her a third at
01:49:14	Rather convenient, hey!
01:49:16	Nice and smooth.
01:49:19	She wanted proof.
01:49:24	She asked to see the will.
01:49:30	Wait here.
01:49:44	Mom was there.
01:49:48	What?
01:49:53	What?
01:50:28	What are you doing in here?
01:50:30	I was just looking.
01:50:32	Who are you?
01:50:34	He brought me here.
01:50:41	I know what you are.
01:50:43	You have no right to be in my house.
01:50:46	I want you to stay away from
01:50:49	Stay away.
01:50:55	So he told you about me.
01:51:00	Haven't you told her?
01:51:05	I told you to wait outside.
01:51:09	Is it true, Andrew?
01:51:24	You people.
01:51:27	Get out!
01:51:40	She smiled, Paul.
01:51:43	Simple misunderstanding.
01:51:47	What's done is done...
01:52:02	For what it's worth,
01:54:02	Uncle Paul.
01:54:04	Jonathan?
01:54:06	Can you come over?
01:55:14	I rang the police.
01:55:16	Am I in trouble?
01:55:32	No you're not.
01:57:16	Paul wait...
01:57:18	Paul wait...
01:57:21	Paul come back home...
01:57:24	Paul don't leave... Paul
01:57:44	The people had no
01:57:46	...that the horses would
01:57:54	Without reins or saddles...
01:57:56	...they rode the horses
01:58:08	But the ocean had
01:58:18	And the people,
01:58:22	...had no choice but to face
01:58:27	They made a home for themselves
01:58:31	Although one that
01:58:37	They learnt to live in the
01:58:45	Although it lingered
01:58:58	- Celia! - Your e-mail
01:59:06	Yeah, II just wanted to see you.
01:59:11	I've just been reading your story.
01:59:15	So, you want to come
01:59:21	I'll make you a macchiato.
01:59:28	I wanted to give you this.
01:59:32	It's a bit out of date.
01:59:34	I don't think the world has
01:59:39	Have a look inside.
01:59:51	- What's this?
01:59:56	It's open. So you can
02:00:00	You can leave after schools finished.
02:00:08	Hey, Celia, this is not some pathetic
02:00:12	It's.It's just...
02:00:19	...the ticket is just a gift.
02:00:25	You knew about Mom and
02:00:32	But I didn't know about you.
02:00:38	Why didn't you just tell me?
02:00:40	I didn't know how.
02:00:44	I'm sorry.
02:00:52	Look.
02:00:57	In Spain...
02:01:00	..., there's a place called Andalusia.
02:01:04	It's hot and it's white and dusty.
02:01:08	And you can see the ocean.
02:01:10	This is it.
02:01:23	I can drive you home.
02:01:25	It's okay. I can walk.
02:01:34	Hey Paul,...
02:01:38	...about the ticket...
02:01:39	Don't worry about it, of course.
02:01:42	Promise?
02:01:43	Yeah, it's our secret.
02:01:47	Es nuestro secreto.
02:01:51	I thought you couldn't speak Spanish.
02:02:04	Adios brother.
02:02:18	Bye Celia.
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