Iris

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00:02:15 I want you to come quick.
00:02:17 Don't go!
00:02:34 Edward Lanman was sitting in
00:02:40 The sun was shining
00:02:58 Iris.
00:03:00 Iris, wait for me.
00:03:02 Just keep tight hold of me and it'll be all right.
00:03:05 -You won't keep still.
00:03:08 I can't catch up with you.
00:03:33 -Iris, you've got bicycle oil on your ankle.
00:03:39 Those of you, our guests...
00:03:41 ... on whose magnificent generosity
00:03:43 ...we really are most frightfully grateful...
00:03:46 ...will need no introduction to
00:03:51 ... an honorary fellow, Dame Iris Murdoch.
00:03:55 She's a noted philosopher as well as
00:04:00 And we are honoured to have her with us today.
00:04:03 As well as the distinguished
00:04:07 ...who has the great good fortune
00:04:11 I need say no more about her.
00:04:13 For good wine needs no bush.
00:04:15 But she will not mind comparison with...
00:04:19 ... say, a really fine vintage claret.
00:04:25 ... Dame Iris will speak to you
00:04:41 Education doesn't make you happy.
00:04:48 We don't become happy
00:04:53 ... or because we've been educated, if we have.
00:04:56 But because education may be the means...
00:04:59 ... by which we realise we are happy.
00:05:02 It opens our eyes, our ears.
00:05:04 Tells us where delights are lurking.
00:05:07 Convinces us that there is only one freedom...
00:05:11 ... of any importance whatsoever.
00:05:14 That of the mind.
00:05:16 And gives us the assurance,the confidence...
00:05:19 ...to walk the path our mind,
00:05:26 I shall tell him all my love.
00:05:31 All my soul's adoration.
00:05:35 And I think he will hear me.
00:05:39 And will not say me nay.
00:05:43 It is this that gives my soul.
00:05:47 All it's joyous elation.
00:05:52 As I hear the sweet larks sing.
00:05:57 In the clear air of the day.
00:06:03 Yes, of course there's something fishy...
00:06:05 ... about describing people's feelings.
00:06:07 Try hard to beaccurate, but...
00:06:09 ... as soon as you start to define
00:06:11 ... language let's you down.
00:06:12 When we really speak the truth,
00:06:15 Almost everything,
00:06:20 ... is a lie of a sort.
00:06:26 And pass the gravy.
00:06:33 But love, or at least unsatisfied love...
00:06:34 ... is concerned as much with understanding.
00:06:36 And real love, extreme love...
00:06:38 ... once it's recognised
00:06:40 Ah, John, may I call you, John, may I?
00:06:42 Meet Miss Murdoch.
00:06:44 Iris, my dear, John Bayley.
00:06:45 One of the more promising young lecturers
00:06:47 Though I caught him out over
00:06:51 A minor question of Anglo-Saxon syntax.
00:06:57 Wine!
00:07:00 I mean...
00:07:02 ... It went down the wrong way.
00:07:04 Yes, I like that.
00:07:07 There is a right way down, of course.
00:07:09 Amazing how most of us find it
00:07:12 I rarely think...
00:07:14 If you think about it, you'll never find it.
00:07:16 Best thing to do
00:07:19 Human beings love each other.
00:07:21 In sex, in friendship...
00:07:24 ... and when they're in love.
00:07:28 And they cherish other beings.
00:07:30 Humans, animals, plants - even stones.
00:07:35 The quest for happiness
00:07:40 --is in all of this
00:07:45 I'm writing a novel.
00:07:48 I don't suppose you have the time
00:07:52 I've written one. It's going to be published.
00:07:54 And I'm writing another.
00:07:56 Can I read it?
00:07:59 No-one has read It -- None of my friends.
00:08:03 What's it about?
00:08:05 About? It has something for everyone.
00:08:08 A bit like Shakespeare?
00:08:09 Perhaps, yes.
00:08:11 Please don't talk to anyone about it.
00:08:14 No. Course not.
00:08:16 I won't tell a soul.
00:08:26 Every human soul has seen,
00:08:31 ... pure forms. Such as justice, temperance...
00:08:37 ... beauty ...
00:08:39 ... and all the great moral qualities
00:08:42 We are moved towards what is good...
00:08:45 ... by the faint memory of these forms.
00:08:48 Simple - -and calm and blessed...
00:08:52 ...which we saw once in a pure clear light...
00:08:56 ... being pure ourselves.
00:09:03 'Wholegrain'.
00:09:07 What is whole?
00:09:11 Oh, spaghetti.
00:09:13 If you have a whole you have a whole.
00:09:14 Ooh, sausages.
00:09:16 You and me is a whole.
00:09:17 If you toddle off there's a hole in the whole.
00:09:20 But a whole can't be broken,
00:09:23 -Baked beans.
00:09:25 Do you want Premium points?
00:09:27 Do we deserve them?
00:09:28 -Do you want bags?
00:09:30 You know, it's all around us,
00:09:33 I know, I know.
00:09:35 Bag for life:
00:09:37 -For life?
00:09:39 We have to ask, give you the choice.
00:09:42 Ooh, rather.
00:09:44 You just have to listen, that's the job.
00:09:46 You call it a job but it's like music, what you do.
00:09:50 You live with the angels,
00:09:54 Nowadays the only language
00:09:58 ...is pictures. Paint the picture.
00:10:02 See, now I'm bagged for life.
00:10:06 Love's the only language everyone understands.
00:10:08 Ooh love, yes.
00:10:10 I can read It but I can't speak it.
00:10:20 My coat's caught on your chair.
00:10:33 And the captain said
00:10:36 ..."which would you rather have, Mr Smith?"
00:10:38 "The bigger one, sir."
00:10:40 "Wrong, Mr Smith, wrong."
00:10:43 ...choose the lesser of the two weevils."
00:10:45 Patrick O'Brian.
00:10:46 "Between two evils
00:10:49 Mea West. Oh my vest!
00:10:52 I tore my vest again this morning.
00:10:53 You must get some new vests.
00:10:55 Jolly good.
00:10:57 You must get some new vests.
00:10:59 I just said that.
00:11:03 You're always saying
00:11:06 Good job
00:11:09 You remembered.
00:11:11 No, but I remembered
00:11:14 They were very sweet about it.
00:11:16 Glad not to have listen to you, I expect.
00:11:18 Oh, I'm sure.
00:11:20 They'd have been delighted
00:11:22 I always have been.
00:11:34 -Iris!
00:11:39 Than kyou. Keep the change.
00:11:41 -Janet. Janet!
00:11:45 Am I late?
00:11:47 Oh no, it's the hokie-cokie.
00:11:51 Oh, John, wait. I've got my stocking caught up.
00:11:56 Stupid things. Really.
00:12:11 I'm not sure I'm entirely -- I'm so sorry.
00:12:15 Oh, sorry.
00:12:19 Cha-cha-cha.
00:12:28 Cha-cha-cha.
00:12:33 -Thank you.
00:12:37 That was my husband.
00:12:41 Cha-cha-cha.
00:12:45 Are you with Iris?
00:12:48 Hoping so.
00:12:50 You know we have...
00:12:51 I thought we had.
00:12:52 ...nearly met.
00:12:54 -Are you a friend of Iris?
00:12:56 She seems to have a lot of f...
00:12:59 Janet Stone. John Bayley.
00:13:06 -How do you do?
00:13:09 Shall we?
00:13:10 What are your rooms like?
00:13:12 Adequate,thank you.
00:13:14 I'd like to see them.
00:13:19 Do you have a lot of friends?
00:13:22 Is a list of my friends necessary?
00:13:23 I justwondered if you had many.
00:13:26 There aren't many people
00:13:30 Iris!
00:13:39 You might fall.
00:13:41 Would you like some champagne?
00:13:43 That would be nice.
00:13:44 I've had some since Christmas...
00:13:56 I shouldn't be doing this.
00:13:59 What?
00:14:00 Having women in my room. It's not permitted.
00:14:03 I wouldn't say you'd had me exactly.
00:14:06 Have you danced before?
00:14:12 It was all right, wasn't it?
00:14:15 Oh, I think so.
00:14:16 Broke the ice, so to speak.
00:14:19 -"Ice"?
00:14:21 It'll do.
00:14:24 Aren't you particular
00:14:27 I'm only here under sufferance really,
00:14:32 I get all the Americans
00:14:36 You love words, don't you?
00:14:39 If one doesn't have words, how does one think?
00:14:44 Shall I do that?
00:14:47 What is your novel about?
00:14:50 About?
00:14:54 How to be free.
00:14:55 How to be good...
00:14:59 ...and how to love.
00:15:01 Well, that's all there is, I'd say.
00:15:06 Language is all very well, you know, but...
00:15:09 ...it's not the only way
00:15:13 There's sight and...
00:15:14 ...and smell and...touch, of course.
00:15:22 I love your nose.
00:15:26 It's snub.
00:15:36 Snubby...
00:15:38 ...snubby, snubby.
00:15:42 it's snubby, snubby, snubby.
00:16:06 Let me do that to you.
00:16:08 Take off your jacket.
00:16:33 If we were, as it were, married...
00:16:37 ...we could do this all the time.
00:16:39 Perhaps?
00:16:41 We should be doing it nearly all the time.
00:16:43 Yes, but if...
00:16:51 Thank you.
00:17:27 Look.
00:17:38 I'm stopping you working.
00:17:40 Yes, well, I don't mind.
00:17:45 How's it coming along?
00:17:48 It's harder to write than all the others. Much.
00:17:50 Have you noticed?
00:17:52 Just that you've seemed...
00:17:57 That's it, yes.
00:18:00 Puzzled.
00:18:04 Puzzled. It's a funny word.
00:18:10 All words are like that
00:18:15 Have you got a title?
00:18:19 'A lot of trees...
00:18:21 ...seem near.'
00:18:27 We must stop it.
00:18:28 What to do?
00:18:30 The window, John, the window!
00:18:34 No. See...
00:18:36 ...it's gone.
00:18:46 We all worry about going mad, don'twe?
00:18:51 How would we know...
00:18:53 ...those of us who live in our minds anyway?
00:18:59 Other people would tell us.
00:19:03 Would they, John?
00:19:10 I don't want to set the world...
00:19:12 Sorry.
00:19:14 ...on fire.
00:19:20 John Bayley.
00:19:39 Haven't seen her for ages.
00:19:41 Jolly good -- nice.
00:19:44 Takes all sorts. Not that I ...
00:19:47 ...we're all men at St Anthony's.
00:19:50 Do you like women?
00:19:52 I mean, do women like you?
00:19:55 You mean lesbians?
00:19:57 Yes.
00:19:59 Would it bother you if they did?
00:20:00 Oh no, the some thing happens with me.
00:20:04 And do you go to bed with them?
00:20:06 Lord no.
00:20:08 At the college... they are all,
00:20:12 ..."Old fashioned lesbians of the highest type".
00:20:15 And do you go to bed with them?
00:22:59 -Dame Iris?
00:23:03 It's this way.
00:23:04 She's written philosophy and plays and poetry...
00:23:07 ...but her novels are her lasting literay legacy.
00:23:11 Iris Murdoch is acknowledged
00:23:15 ...of her generation.
00:23:16 A little excessive, don't you think?
00:23:20 What do you reckon, shall I take that again?
00:23:24 Her novels embrace the subjects of freedom...
00:23:27 ...and what it means to be good.
00:23:29 And they're all studies
00:23:33 She's written philosophy and plays and poetry...
00:23:37 ...but her novels are her lasting literay legacy.
00:23:40 People, ofcourse,
00:23:43 ...want to appear what they call 'ordinary'.
00:23:48 Everybody has thoughts they want to conceal.
00:23:52 Perhaps even
00:23:56 People have obsessions and fears and...
00:24:00 ...and passions which they don't admit to.
00:24:02 I think any character
00:24:09 it's a novelist's privilege to...
00:24:12 ...see how odd everyone is.
00:24:15 In your novels you yourself...
00:24:17 ...were very exacting your use of language...
00:24:20 ...but in general terms, do you think
00:24:25 Reading and writing...
00:24:27 ...and the preservation of language
00:24:30 ...and...
00:24:32 ...the kind of eloquence
00:24:39 ...is something terribly important
00:24:42 ...this is connected to thought.
00:24:47 If children are not taught...
00:25:01 What did you say? Did you ask...?
00:25:03 I was asking about the importance of language.
00:25:31 John.
00:25:33 John. John.
00:25:35 Iris?
00:25:39 John.
00:25:42 -Oh, you're there. I'm back.
00:25:44 -Much earlier than I thought.
00:25:48 I didn't know why I was there.
00:25:50 You were going to do an interview.
00:25:52 -Well,what interview?
00:25:53 And see your publisher?
00:25:56 -Was it your publisher?
00:26:00 I didn't expect you back for ages.
00:26:01 -Has Norah rung?
00:26:03 Iris, Norah's dead.
00:26:07 Oh, so she is. Oh,that is sad.
00:26:11 Of, well, nevermind.
00:26:12 It must have been Ed.
00:26:14 What for?
00:26:16 Oh, so I came back.
00:26:23 What is...
00:26:26 ...the name of the Prime Minister?
00:26:34 -Are you asking me?
00:26:39 I know.
00:26:41 Okay, what is the name of the Prime Minister?
00:26:44 I don't know. Ask John. Surely It doesn't matter.
00:26:46 Okay. Well, no, not really.
00:26:49 Someone will know.
00:26:56 Who would you like to see?
00:26:58 -I mean, is there anyone...?
00:27:00 Shall I look up some names, talk to someone?
00:27:03 I've got a lot of ideas,
00:27:05 It happens all the time, forgetting names.
00:27:11 So, does it happens all the time?
00:27:13 Does she mean "writer's block"?
00:27:16 -Iris can always write, Doctor.
00:27:17 -Iris is a person of some...
00:27:22 But surely in her case,
00:27:26 We'll have to be certain.
00:27:29 Well, I don't think I can...
00:27:34 Iris finds her new book very tiring and difficult.
00:27:37 Basically, I'll arrange something.
00:27:40 Iris has a very clear mind...
00:27:42 ...mine's a muddle but not hers.
00:27:45 She does everything, always has.
00:27:47 ...tickets for things...
00:27:49 I never know how she manages
00:27:54 Well, they can get your help.
00:27:56 No, nobody would suit. We're odd, you know.
00:28:02 There's a very good place,
00:28:04 -Not necessary.
00:28:06 -Not your fault. I'm sorry.
00:28:08 Well...take care.
00:28:11 Goodbye, Doctor.
00:28:16 Iris!
00:28:18 I'm sure the country won't go to the dogs.
00:28:20 Not knowing the Prime Minister's name
00:28:24 -Absolutely.
00:28:26 It'll be all right.
00:28:28 Well, it will be if you stop worrying.
00:28:31 I've got a book to finish.
00:28:33 ...Tony Blair. So there.
00:28:43 Iris, are you comfortable?
00:28:46 I'm going to start the scan now.
00:28:50 Try to relax.
00:29:21 John.
00:29:23 -Oh Janet.
00:29:25 Is Iris still...? I'm so sorry I'm late.
00:29:27 I don't know what's going to happen, Janet.
00:29:29 I've left the car outside - the engine's running.
00:29:32 -...won't be a mo.
00:29:33 -See you out there.
00:29:52 -John, I'm frightened.
00:29:59 Janet's got the car.
00:30:03 It will -- be...
00:30:14 -It's done.
00:30:17 I thought you were close.
00:30:19 So far it hasn't made any difference.
00:30:22 Here's to it.
00:30:25 Must try and keep working.
00:30:27 -You must.
00:30:29 And here's to the next one.
00:30:30 Just keep working,
00:30:33 Keep at it.
00:30:34 I shall come on
00:30:37 Be liked a starved dog.
00:30:39 No, no, no. I'll keep you at it.
00:30:42 I feel...
00:30:45 ...as if I'm sailing into darkness.
00:30:54 Thing you eat with.
00:30:58 animal
00:31:00 An-im-al.
00:31:07 Toothbrush.
00:31:10 ...no...
00:31:13 Yes.
00:31:16 Por...
00:31:21 No. See...
00:31:24 Portrait
00:31:26 Tennis thing.
00:31:31 dog
00:31:33 God.
00:31:36 Iris is getting tired, I'm afraid.
00:31:38 Can we have the blinds?
00:31:41 Dame Iris, thank you very much. Than kyou.
00:31:44 Well done, puss.
00:31:45 Dame Iris, thank you very much indeed.
00:31:48 It's so kind of you to come, Dame Iris.
00:31:50 Thank you, I like it. Thank you very much.
00:31:52 Is it any help?
00:31:53 Well to us? Yes.
00:31:55 It's implacable.
00:31:59 What does that mean?
00:32:01 It means inexorable.
00:32:03 I know what the word means -- to me. To us.
00:32:07 You see, words have meant everything to her.
00:32:10 They would still mean something?
00:32:13 It can't just be dead birds dropping.
00:32:17 I know what it means and,
00:32:21 ... it frightens me, but...
00:32:23 ...and then sometimes
00:32:26 ...that's just as bad
00:32:31 No, it's not...It won't win.
00:32:36 It will win.
00:32:39 There. It will win.
00:32:42 That's very kind.
00:32:52 Iris.
00:32:53 Iris,wait for me.
00:32:55 Just keep tight hold of me and it'll be all right!
00:32:59 You won't keep still!
00:33:01 I can' tkeep still!
00:33:03 I can't catch up with you!
00:33:05 Speed up!
00:33:21 Oh, good morning.
00:33:23 Ah, no...
00:33:25 I think it's the...
00:33:28 ...person who brings the post, John!
00:33:31 -Yes, it is.
00:33:34 John! So Sorry.
00:33:36 -Thank you.
00:33:38 So Sorry.
00:33:45 Go on. Go on, go on, go on...
00:33:51 It's only the postman.
00:33:52 -It's only the postman.
00:33:55 It's only the postman.
00:33:57 It's for you -- It's your book.
00:34:00 -What's that?
00:34:03 It's only the postman.
00:34:05 It's your book.
00:34:07 -IRIS MURDOCH - JACKSON'S DILEMA
00:34:10 Why don't you look at it?
00:34:14 It's only the postman.
00:34:24 Oh, damn!
00:34:26 Stop nudging up to me like a water buffalo.
00:34:30 I have a lot to do. Lots to do, Iris.
00:34:35 See what I've done now?!
00:34:37 It's not your fault. Not your fault. Sorry, sorry.
00:34:40 -It's only the postman.
00:34:43 So sorry. There's lots to do.
00:35:08 Which side do I go?
00:35:25 Ask me my three
00:35:29 ...and I tell you...
00:35:31 ...education, education and education.
00:35:35 John. John! Why does he keep saying that?
00:35:40 -By what?
00:35:46 I think he means learning,
00:35:50 Why does he keep saying it?
00:35:52 Politicians have to keep repeating things
00:35:57 They have to do anything
00:36:04 Why does he want to eat a sheep's ear?
00:36:09 Shall I turn it off?
00:36:10 No!
00:36:11 We could go for a swim tomorrow,
00:36:14 -No.
00:36:17 When you swim you love it, swim?
00:36:23 When are we leaving?
00:36:26 Not today.
00:36:28 Are we going to London?
00:36:30 No, we're going for a swim.
00:36:33 When are we leaving?
00:36:36 Not today.
00:36:39 When are we leaving?
00:36:53 Iris -- Iris, wait for me.
00:37:05 -You dirty old man!
00:37:11 There we go. Well done.
00:37:14 No, Iris, not with your socks on, your socks!
00:37:30 No, no, give me your hand. Give me your hand.
00:37:32 Give me your hand...
00:37:34 You'll pull me in. No, no...
00:37:38 You're all right. I won't let you go.
00:37:42 Let me get you dry. You're all right.
00:37:45 Where are your socks? Socks? No?
00:37:51 Uppy, uppy hands. Uppy hands. Let's get it on.
00:37:53 That's it.
00:37:55 Iris, come on. Just put your hand...
00:38:00 ...like this. Up hand. Up.
00:38:01 -Let's get your head through.
00:38:04 No, let's go now.
00:38:06 Iris, as soon as we've got your head in! Iris.
00:38:07 -Let's go now...
00:38:09 Where's my petticoat?
00:38:11 Here.
00:38:19 Are you sure he's expecting me?
00:38:35 Maurice.
00:38:37 I've brought John. You said I might...?
00:38:39 Did I? And did you say you would?
00:38:43 Yes. Well...come in.
00:38:46 -Maurice Charlton.
00:38:55 Isn't it hot?
00:38:57 Yes, Itis. I've got just the thing will cool.
00:39:03 I imagine your friend
00:39:07 Not today, is he?
00:39:19 You and I
00:39:22 I think so.
00:39:24 Does it matter?
00:39:26 No.
00:39:27 It's not important, is it?
00:39:30 What Maurice means is that most of my real...
00:39:32 ...my other friends are -- older than me.
00:39:35 Much older.
00:39:38 Yes, and there's a
00:39:40 She likes people with a bit of a past.
00:39:45 She uses them... Don't you?
00:39:47 No I don't.
00:39:48 For your novel, don't you Iris?
00:39:50 -I haven't read it
00:39:53 Neither have you Maurice, so don't play games.
00:39:55 Nobody reads it.
00:39:59 The gentle lady hasn't yet
00:40:03 Iris doesn't like to talk about it. Do you Iris?
00:40:06 It's because it's full of people she knows.
00:40:09 All these masters of thought
00:40:13 Bound to be. We all know. Isn't it, Iris?
00:40:17 No. You can think what you like,
00:40:20 Nobody knows but me.
00:40:22 And -- I'm not telling.
00:40:25 I thought it was as secret?
00:40:26 I know Iris doesn't want it talked about.
00:40:29 Come on, Iris,
00:40:32 I don't see how you -- anyone can.
00:40:35 They won't. They won't.
00:40:38 I hate that sort of thing. I won't ever do it.
00:40:40 I don't see the point
00:40:41 There's no fun in that.
00:40:43 They won't see themselves.
00:40:44 Don't people written about in novels
00:40:48 -I'm sure they do, but...
00:40:50 "You can use anyone you like in a novel...
00:40:52 ...as long as you
00:40:55 -...even though..."
00:41:00 Evelyn Waugh.
00:41:01 "And so to bed." Samuel Pepys.
00:41:05 So, have you granted your favour to John?
00:41:08 Told him who's in the novel?
00:41:10 We have other things to talk about.
00:41:18 No-one has read my novel.
00:41:20 -No-one but the publisher.
00:41:22 Well, it does matter, I feel let down.
00:41:25 Am I not a small part of your life?
00:41:36 You were very gallant.
00:41:37 Very stupid.
00:41:39 No, John.
00:41:46 Will you come in?
00:41:54 Have you been entertained?
00:41:56 Yes.
00:41:59 All these people...
00:42:00 ...and to think I chose you
00:42:05 thought that... I thought no competition.
00:42:08 What's this?
00:42:09 A friend made it.
00:42:11 Is she a cook, your friend?
00:42:13 No, he's ap hilosopher. But
00:42:18 I'd like you to read this.
00:42:23 I was rather afraid you might not like it.
00:42:29 Thank you.
00:42:33 I value your opinion.
00:42:41 Perhaps it's time we made love?
00:42:44 Yes?
00:42:45 Yes. That's what I thought.
00:42:50 Have you got a French letter?
00:42:54 A rubber thingy?
00:42:56 Oh, good Lord, no.
00:42:59 Well...
00:43:06 ...we'll just have to be careful.
00:43:31 I don't exactly...
00:43:34 Probably easier if you take your trousers off.
00:43:38 Yes, of course. I've never...
00:43:43 I'm a rather late starter.
00:43:46 My brother used to have to...
00:43:48 ...tie my shoelaces for me till I was seven.
00:43:51 -I don't know if...
00:43:56 It'll all go...
00:44:00 swimmingly.
00:44:02 -Help.
00:44:03 Iris, calm down. No.
00:44:08 No. Help, help.
00:44:13 I am trying to help you.
00:44:53 Sorry.
00:44:57 Please don't, Iris.
00:45:02 You have nothing to be sorry about.
00:45:09 It'd be unfair and I couldn't bear it.
00:45:14 We should be saying sorry to you.
00:45:19 And not just sorry, but...
00:45:28 Shall I read to you? Shall I?
00:45:40 Occupied in observing
00:45:44 Elizabeth was far from suspecting...
00:45:47 ...that she was herself
00:45:51 ...in the eyes of his friend.
00:45:54 Mr Darcy had, at first,
00:45:59 I wrote.
00:46:03 Yes, my darling clever cat.
00:46:07 You wrote books.
00:46:09 Books. I wrote.
00:46:13 You wrote novels.
00:46:15 Wonderful novels.
00:46:20 I wrote.
00:46:22 Such things you wrote.
00:46:26 Special things...
00:46:28 ...secret things.
00:46:38 Do you know many secrets now, Iris?
00:46:44 You have shown me a map of Iris'...
00:46:48 ...brain world. Empty...
00:46:51 You tell me that its hidden mysteries and ...
00:46:54 ...and all the unknown life
00:46:59 How then...
00:47:01 How can she say things
00:47:05 Which bit of the empty jungle
00:47:10 -We don't know.
00:47:13 Don't hide, please.
00:47:17 Is it not remotely possible...
00:47:22 ...that what Iris says
00:47:27 yes, perhaps.
00:47:28 So, perhaps we ought to learn her language...
00:47:34 ...before the lights go out.
00:47:36 The lights -- will go out.
00:47:39 Yes, of course they will.
00:47:40 You all keep telling me, us, that.
00:47:42 I know that. She may even know that herself.
00:47:46 Iris.
00:47:51 I'm sure you can write it.
00:47:54 Persevere.
00:47:56 Iris, your notebook!
00:48:13 No, Iris. No, no. Come, come.
00:48:18 That's it.
00:48:23 we'll walk -- we'll read...
00:48:27 ...and then you'll write. Be just like the old days.
00:48:41 It's Iris, mama.
00:48:47 Look who's here, Iris.
00:48:48 Hello. Hello.
00:49:02 Yes, Iris, sea.
00:49:05 I thought we'd walk, calm her down a bit.
00:49:07 She has an idea for a novel.
00:49:10 -Hello, Iris.
00:49:12 Talk to her, Janet.
00:49:15 Hello, Iris. The sea's a bit cold for swimming.
00:49:20 Stay as long as you like, there's plenty of room.
00:49:22 -We don't want to be nuisance...
00:49:25 It's as much for mum as anyone,
00:49:27 Can't rush around these days,
00:49:33 -Is she ill?
00:49:36 She's really not...
00:49:41 What do we do?
00:49:42 Just talk to her.
00:49:44 Say things to her
00:51:13 It's all right, is it, John?
00:51:17 It'll get better
00:51:24 Iris has got more than one world
00:51:27 ...a secret world.
00:51:30 Until another book comes out.
00:51:33 I'm only friend that knows of her secret world.
00:51:35 Oh, John.
00:51:37 No, no, it's like living in a fairy story.
00:51:39 I'm the young man in love
00:51:42 ...who disappears into an unknown
00:51:45 ...but who always comes back.
00:51:57 Iris!
00:51:59 Look.
00:52:01 Iris, look, he's got his clothes on.
00:52:04 He's got his clothes on!
00:52:06 He's got his clothes on. He's got his clothes on.
00:52:12 Seems very sensible to me.
00:53:02 -Janet, are you all right?
00:53:04 I thought I'd get her to sign this.
00:53:09 Anything is fine. Just get her to write.
00:53:14 Does she know anything about her past?
00:53:17 Her career, work, friends?
00:53:19 Something of a closed book.
00:53:24 But it's there -- I know it.
00:53:45 Oh, that's wonderful. Well done, puss.
00:53:49 Good to see your book so well received, Iris.
00:53:53 Yes, wasn't it?
00:53:54 You thought you'd never finish it, didn't you?
00:53:57 I read her the reviews.
00:53:58 You hated me doing it before.
00:54:03 Would you sign your new book for me, Iris?
00:54:07 Like postcards, do it at once or you don't.
00:54:09 Please?
00:54:47 I see an angel.
00:54:50 I think it's you.
00:55:02 We're undewater now.
00:55:05 There are some drugs, aren't there, Iris?
00:55:08 But they don't last long.
00:55:10 And when the friendly fog disperses...
00:55:14 ...there yawns
00:55:21 They're beautiful.
00:55:24 Horrible, isn't it, puss?
00:55:26 Horrible thing...
00:55:30 ...when you're there
00:55:35 You can say anything you like as...
00:55:37 ...long as you make it sound like it's a joke.
00:55:39 Oh, don't John, that's cruel.
00:55:40 that's where you're wrong.
00:55:41 It's not cruel, it's nothing...
00:55:43 ...because it's not understood.
00:55:44 She's in her own world now.
00:55:48 Which is perhaps what she's always wanted.
00:56:00 Come on. Let's go in.
00:56:38 When do we go?
00:57:20 Chin up, John.
00:57:27 Janet.
00:57:29 Yes, puss. Yes.
00:57:50 Going, going. No, I do go.
00:57:54 Soon, we'll -- we'll go soon.
00:57:59 Now... now.
00:58:05 Who is it? Who is it?
00:58:09 Hello, hello.
00:58:11 Are you there?
00:58:14 Where this?
00:58:23 ...soars enchanted...
00:58:27 As I hear the sweet lark sing
00:58:32 In the clear air of the day.
00:58:33 How much is that doggy in the window?
00:58:37 The one with the waggly tail
00:58:41 How much is that doggy in the window?
00:58:44 I do hope that doggy's for sale.
00:58:57 Sing your mother's song.
00:59:00 Sing your mother's song.
00:59:03 All my soul's adoration.
00:59:07 And I think he will hear me.
00:59:11 ...soars enchanted
00:59:15 I hear the sweet lark sing...
00:59:25 ...of the day.
00:59:28 It is this that gives my soul.
00:59:32 All its joyous elation
00:59:36 As I hear the sweet lark sing
00:59:41 In the clear air...
00:59:45 ...of the day.
00:59:48 Dear thoughts are in my mind
00:59:54 And my soul soars enchanted.
00:59:59 As I hear the sweet lark sing
01:00:05 In the clear air of the day.
01:00:11 For a tender beaming smile...
01:00:15 ...to my hope has been granted
01:00:21 And tomorrow he shall hear...
01:00:27 ...all my fond heart can say
01:00:34 As I hear the sweet lark sing...
01:00:38 ...in the...
01:01:00 Come, gentlemen...
01:01:02 ...we shall have to do better than this.
01:01:18 aren't you a bad cat?
01:01:28 And tomorrow he shall hear...
01:01:31 ...all my fond heart can say
01:01:37 Teletubbies!
01:01:43 Morning.
01:01:45 Morning. Oh thank you.
01:01:47 -Okay. Bye.
01:01:52 It's only the postman.
01:01:58 Time for teletubbies -- Time for Teletubbies.
01:01:59 Tinky winky Tinky Winky
01:02:01 It's only the postman.
01:02:07 It'sonlythepostman.
01:02:11 It's only the postman.
01:02:15 It's only the postman.
01:02:47 Where have the Teletubbies gone?
01:03:03 remember Proteus?
01:03:05 -What about Proteus?
01:03:07 You've got to keep hold of me
01:03:10 Even thought he changed into...
01:03:12 ... a lion and a fish...
01:03:14 ...and a snake.
01:03:58 I'm worried about the river, we swim.
01:04:05 You never know, sir.
01:04:32 I have, of course,
01:04:57 Everything you do...
01:04:59 ...everything you say, write...
01:05:04 ...you do it superbly.
01:05:06 And you're always going to, all your life...
01:05:09 ...whatever you turn your hand to. I know it.
01:05:14 And I know you must feel
01:05:19 I don't.
01:06:22 Between the soup and the baked beans.
01:06:24 Thank you so much.
01:06:26 I caught her before she got to the check-out.
01:06:28 She's been gone for hours...
01:06:30 ..I thought I'd never see her again. Never.
01:06:33 Well... all's well that...
01:06:35 Please do, tell me your name?
01:06:39 I'm Maurice, John.
01:06:43 Iris' friend.
01:06:45 I was a witness at your wedding.
01:06:50 Well, I'm late for a meeting.
01:06:52 -Maurice, so sorry...
01:07:28 Were you trying to get away from me?
01:07:32 Did you want to leave me, Iris?
01:07:38 Please?
01:07:54 I feel as if I don't know anything about you.
01:07:58 When you know
01:08:00 He's a Professor of Ancient History..
01:08:02 They have a maling influence on you I think.
01:08:04 They all have, all your 'friends'.
01:08:05 He's a teacher, a master of thought.
01:08:08 You talk, do you. You master thoughts together?
01:08:11 We make love, yes,
01:08:13 Then he goes home to his wife in London.
01:08:15 Does it frighten you?
01:08:17 I feel as if I'm standing in a long line of suitors...
01:08:21 ...waiting for a kind word.
01:08:23 I'll always give you a kind word.
01:08:25 We must accept me as I am.
01:08:27 And I'm to be kept in my box or not kept at all.
01:08:30 Nothing matters except...
01:08:34 ...loving what is good.
01:08:35 Am I good?
01:08:39 Just...
01:08:41 ...keep tight hold of me and it'll be all right.
01:08:50 Who are you with now, Iris?
01:08:53 Who is it?
01:08:59 We're lost.
01:09:04 We're lost. We're lost...
01:09:16 There is no reason for this.
01:09:18 And if there is I don't know it.
01:09:20 I hate you Iris. You stupid cow.
01:09:24 I bloody loathe you.
01:09:26 Every bloody inch of you.
01:09:29 All your friends have finished with you.
01:09:32 Nobody else has you anymore...
01:09:35 ...except your fucking best friend
01:09:40 ...with all his fucking gifts.
01:09:43 I've got you now and I don't want you.
01:09:47 I've never known anything about you at all...
01:09:50 ...and now I don't care.
01:10:01 I think it's time I told you about...
01:10:02 ...some of my friends...
01:10:04 ...the people in my past -- of my heart and...
01:10:08 ...and not.
01:10:11 Oh dear.
01:10:20 ought I to take notes?
01:10:29 There was a friend who was a student with me.
01:10:33 No, no, he can wait.
01:10:37 He was not the first person I went to bed with...
01:10:40 ...that was Harry..
01:10:43 then there was Roger,
01:10:46 And Oscar
01:10:50 ...and Tom...
01:10:53 ...who far too clearly could but...
01:10:58 So, the student friend
01:11:03 ...joined the Army during the war....
01:11:04 ...and promptly asked me to marry him for...
01:11:07 ...he was certain he was going to be killed...
01:11:09 ..and wanted me to have the window's pension.
01:11:13 Yes, I know they all said that.
01:11:16 Anyway...
01:11:18 ...I didn't want to marry him...
01:11:22 ...but I did go to bed with him.
01:11:24 ...I thought that best before
01:11:34 ...anyway, he, he was killed--
01:11:36 --my student friend...
01:11:40 ...and we weren't married.
01:11:44 So no pension.
01:11:53 there.
01:11:55 It wouldn't have been much anyway...
01:11:56 I know, because I had friends killed.
01:11:58 Their wives got very little, they get very little.
01:12:05 Is that all? I mean, roughly?
01:12:09 What about the 'friends' in your other world?
01:12:13 You know more about me than anyone on earth.
01:12:19 You are my world.
01:12:42 Thank you.
01:12:45 After all that I rather hoped it might be time...
01:12:47 ...for me to get my kind word.
01:12:56 You don't need to do it on your own.
01:12:59 You're exhausted, you know that.
01:13:01 Of course I am. It's something that we share.
01:13:03 We're in a state of grace.
01:13:06 I think we understand each other.
01:13:09 What do you think?
01:13:11 I don'tknow. There's always help if you need it.
01:13:16 There isn't any help for her.
01:13:22 What?
01:13:24 Sorry? Sorry?
01:13:27 Nothing.
01:13:37 Why has Willie Thorne
01:13:39 I don't know, why has Willie Thorne
01:13:42 Cos from a distance they look like hares.
01:13:49 Janet's dead, Iris.
01:13:55 They want me to say a few words
01:13:58 Janet's dead, Iris.
01:14:11 I miss Janet very much.
01:14:16 I miss Janet because I used to store up...
01:14:21 ...funny things to tell her that happened to us.
01:14:25 ...things I can no longer tell Iris.
01:14:28 Another friend visited us...
01:14:31 ...in Oxford overnight recently....
01:14:33 ...and I found her cleaning the bath.
01:14:36 I said, "Oh, please, there's no need".
01:14:39 She said, "Oh yes there is,
01:14:47 I was hoping to be able...
01:14:49 ...to tell Janet that story...
01:14:51 ...she would have enjoyed it.
01:14:54 She would have...laughed.
01:14:59 I mean, I think...
01:15:06 ...Anna Karenina, Tolstoy, you know...
01:15:09 ...when on her way to the station
01:15:14 ...sees something funny
01:15:17 ...her lover, about...
01:15:18 ...we all do it, I do it with Iris...
01:15:21 ...and Janet, all our friends...
01:15:23 ...but, then Anna thought that
01:15:29 ...because she was about to kill herself.
01:15:35 Oh, but, you don't want to hear this...
01:15:40 ...Janet didn't kill herself...
01:15:46 But, if there's one thing
01:15:52 ...Anna from throwing herself under a train...
01:15:55 ...that would be it,
01:16:02 ...to the man she loves.
01:16:08 The love is over...
01:16:14 ...though...
01:16:20 ...life will...
01:16:23 ...soon be over.
01:16:27 That's all.
01:16:30 Goodbye, Janet.
01:16:32 No, no, Janet. Jan!
01:16:35 It's all right, Iris.
01:16:49 Wrong, wrong, wrong.
01:16:50 -Wrong driving.
01:16:51 Wrong driving!
01:16:53 No. Stop it, Iris.
01:16:54 -Not house. Not mother..
01:16:58 Them! Them!
01:17:05 Iris!
01:17:12 Puss.
01:17:16 My old mouse -- My old cat mouse.
01:17:19 Where are you?
01:17:48 I...
01:17:53 ...love...
01:17:57 ...you.
01:18:00 Ah, little mouse. I know you do.
01:18:21 I used to be...
01:18:23 ...so afraid of being alone with you...
01:18:27 ...now I can't be without you.
01:18:38 Let's get us -- home...
01:18:42 ...and then there'll be tomorrow...
01:18:46 ...and the nex tday...
01:18:49 ...and the next...
01:18:51 ...and on we go...
01:18:54 ...getting closer and closest together...
01:19:01 Oh, your ring.
01:19:04 It's so worn now.
01:19:05 Where did you get it?
01:19:06 From a pawnbrokers.
01:19:09 I like things that are worn down.
01:19:13 Which wear and wear and wear...
01:19:18 ...until they go.
01:19:37 We've had a bit of luck.
01:19:39 Usual thing, I'm afraid -- Somebody's died.
01:19:44 Iris...
01:19:46 ...don't you have a smile for Doctor Gudgeon?
01:19:50 No?
01:19:54 No.
01:19:56 So -- the time has come.
01:20:01 You know it would, Professor Bayley.
01:20:04 Yes.
01:20:06 She didn't have a smile for you today.
01:20:09 Yes. Well, we must make a start.
01:20:14 -What do I do?
01:20:19 Vale House is a very friendly place, you know.
01:20:23 I was, surpr....
01:20:26 ...I mean, this is one of the best.
01:20:30 More difficult to get into than...well, Eton.
01:21:14 -Taxi for Vale House?
01:21:18 Lady's on the stairs, but I can't get her down.
01:21:22 Shall I?
01:21:29 You all right, my love?
01:21:34 We're going for a little drive.
01:21:38 What's your name then?
01:21:44 Iris.
01:21:47 Yes, it's Iris.
01:21:50 All right then, Iris...
01:21:53 ...you'll be all right, my love, come on.
01:21:54 Come on, upsy-daisy.
01:22:02 There you go.
01:22:04 Lovely.
01:22:32 Human beings love each...
01:22:35 ...in sex -- in friendship...
01:22:38 ...and when they're in love.
01:22:41 And they cherish other beings...
01:22:43 ...humans -- animals, plants...
01:22:48 ...even stones.
01:22:50 She'll be fine now, won't you Iris?
01:22:55 You can visit any time you like...
01:22:57 ...come all day if you want to.
01:23:03 Stay the night, that's all right...
01:23:06 ...we can make arrangements
01:24:04 It was so quiet...
01:24:09 ...when she died.
01:24:13 Do you know,
01:24:19 I had a joke to tell her.
01:24:25 It wasn't a very good one
01:24:31 We need to believe in something divine.
01:24:33 Without the need for God.
01:24:36 Something we might call love...
01:24:39 ...or goodness.
01:24:41 As the psalm says...
01:24:44 ..."Whither shall I go from thy spirit...
01:24:47 ...whither shall I flee from thy presence?
01:24:50 If I ascend unto Heaven thou art there...
01:24:53 ...if I make my bed in Hell behold thou art there.
01:24:58 If I take the wings of the morning...
01:25:00 ...and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea...
01:25:03 ...even there shall thy hand lead me...
01:25:06 ...and thy right hand shall hold me."