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Latter Days
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When I first came to Los Angeles, |
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All jumbled and disconnected. |
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It was pretty disorienting. |
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What the fuck are you doing? I'm straight. |
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That is so how all guys say that |
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Oh really? It's too bad. 'Cos I'm amazing. |
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I don't like to brag, but I can suck the engine block |
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Really? |
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Oh. So you know cars, yeah? |
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See, unlike with women, you can crack one open right after.. |
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It'll just be a little fun between buddies, you know. |
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Till you're up for another round, that is. |
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You're not worried about Elizabeth coming in? |
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I'm here for a date with Elizabeth. |
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This is 243B. As in 'Blowjob'. |
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No. |
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Oh, shut up! You're so lying to me. |
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September 20th. Oh my God! That is so funny! |
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I can't believe you've almost done with your demo |
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Yeah, I can't believe that the tree falls in the forest |
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Hey, J. Martinis, vodka or gin? |
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You know, I only have one friend who can actually do that, |
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I mean the base player. We were just |
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but the second song it |
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Excuse me, wannabees, order up. |
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One callback, she's Margo Channing |
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I'm so getting this. Soon, I can kiss you losers goodbye |
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You ever read for Barry Wolf? |
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Barry Wolf read me once for this commercial, |
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They don't call him the 'Wolf who cried Boy' for nothing. |
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crappy TV 'Wacky Gay Neighbour' thing? |
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Maybe you're not neighbourly. |
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Excuse me, darlings. I hate to interrupt this important |
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I'll settle for medium star. |
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In the meantime, I hear that Disney's opening a Fantasia |
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Until then, what to do. Hot stuff, coming through. |
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Hi guys. |
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You take one of my tracks and give |
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Also two-for-one margaritas? |
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Enjoy your meal. |
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Quit gawking, we don't have all day. |
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Au, fuck. Yeah, fuck you too. |
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I'm here. Isn't this where you called |
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I don't know, but I woke up without |
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I wouldn't worry about it. |
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So, why are you calling me and not just tiptoeing |
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I tried that, I thought you'd gone. Spin class is starting. |
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Hey, hold up a minute. |
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We've met. Um, no, I'm brand new here. |
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Hey, Green, let's get it moving along huh. |
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All unpacked...final bell, Harmon is down. |
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Hey Gilford why don't you come |
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Wrong tree. Barking. Think I'm |
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David? Come on, Green, help a guy, |
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Come on, Gil, just like ten |
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You're on. No, I asked you first. Nope. |
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That hurts! |
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Hey. |
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You remember me, from across the way? |
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I brought you guys a 'Welcome |
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Uh, thanks, but we don't drink. |
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What kind of frat boys are you? |
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Who called up |
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Geez, Ryder a little louder and he'll probably hear you. |
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You see those |
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Just check that. |
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There was the most adorable man, |
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I thought I might introduce you. Really? |
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Blue shirt, end of the bar? |
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August, 3rd... yup. |
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Andrew, can I have a glass of that Merlot there? |
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Well, I suppose if he calls this late in the week, |
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Oh oh, you guys wanna hear something |
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that moved into Elizabeth's old |
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Quadruplet porn stars. This town? Hardly |
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No, listen, it's even weirder than that. |
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Oh. Although rodeo clowns |
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They must've loved your aberrant |
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His family put him through shock |
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Then he wanna throw |
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So, you live on the first floor. |
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Now, wouldn't it be funny if you converted |
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Could you imagine? No, I've seen these boys, |
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I bet he can't do it. |
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Oh, wait. Are we betting here? |
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Oh no, this is big. |
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We're going high |
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I've seen the guys on the bikes. I'm |
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Really? -Bullshit. 50 says he |
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50, 2 weeks, can't. |
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Oh, cool. We on? So what are we |
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Do anything? Blowjob? |
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I knew this other Mormon guy in the army. |
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Get one of those. Sacred undies? |
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I will get one of those boys out of their underwear |
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Alright, we're going out tonight? |
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Oh please, not another episode of 'Christian hooks up'. |
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Hey, leaving? Yeah, yoga. You? |
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Hey, I don't think we've met. I'm Julie Taylor. |
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I'm just studying. You know, I thought I'd come outside. |
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Oh, wow, bummer. It's pretty much like this all the time here. |
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So, what is it that you guys do? |
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Oh really? Chris likes |
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Sometimes it helps people to find meaning in their lives. |
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Void? I said 'void'? Well, maybe we can come talk to you. |
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Bye. |
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Subtle... Yeah, I got 50 right on you. See you at work. |
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Thank God she's leaving. Can you |
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the new sweetheart of American cinema? |
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That cunt? She made Julie take |
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I hadn't bathed recently. Like she |
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Yeah, did you check out her legs? |
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I bet after sex, she smokes a ham |
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Darling, give me a glass of Cuvet |
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I do hope we're not speaking disparagingly |
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Gossip is so ignoble. |
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Especially regarding those less |
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You know something... tell. |
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No, I would never tell tales, such as |
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with the frequency she does it |
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the poor child must think that binging |
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She hardly looks bulimic. Yes, if |
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a little more of the purging, |
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But I would never say such things. |
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You should avoid it |
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Hear, hear. I shall be in the office, |
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Oh, and Ben called. He |
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Do you suppose Lila is |
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Fucking skank... that's not a tip, that's an indictment. |
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Some A and R guy. She has drinks with |
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and now she fears for her virtue. Hey! |
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He's totally cute. I bust my ass making a great demo, |
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who so obviously just wanted to fuck me. |
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What, you would have sex to help your career? |
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Sex for my career would be noble. |
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Ben, I'm not ready to make that kind of decision yet. |
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Here's Andrew's wine order. |
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Is there something else? Everyone thinks Ben is your boyfriend, |
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Is everything OK? Young man, I will not |
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Sorry. |
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And that's how, through Joseph Smith, |
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Have any questions? |
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How come if God talks to Joseph Smith, he's a prophet |
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but if God talks to me, I'm schizophrenic? |
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What's the Mormon church's stand on black people? |
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have been allowed to hold the priesthood since 1978. |
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Women don't get to hold the priesthood, what they get |
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Oh, sharing. See, sharing is good. Christian here was wondering |
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Um well... There's no such thing. |
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Oh, but 'right' and 'rightwing' go hand-in-hand? |
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You're gonna come into my house and tell me |
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And the French! |
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God hates the French? |
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Just push the orange button. Oh, you are such a sweetheart |
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Ma, you're flashing the whole terminal. I can't help it. |
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Oh, I'm losing the only other sane one around here. |
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I think this belong to you now, son. Do us proud. |
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You know, you have yourself a real safe trip, OK? |
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Ma, you promised. If you start, I will. |
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And you always will be. |
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You okay? |
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Look, if there's a problem, I could come back. |
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Homesick? For Idaho? |
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It's just.. When I left home... I zoomed like a rocket here. |
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What? I've been away from home. Just, not for two whole years. |
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That's 'Young Frankenstein'. Yeah. |
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We're not allowed to call or go home in the holidays, |
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Wow, where do I sign up? |
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After all, a boy's best |
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'Psycho'! That's 'Psycho', right? |
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She goes a bit mad sometimes.. |
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At least you got your |
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What, Ryder? No, we just got assigned |
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Oh. Well, better you than me. |
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Kind of a funny coincidence, all you guys |
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You think I'm an Elmer? -Well, you're not? |
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Oh, that's a good thing. Somebody naming you Elmer, |
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We're not allowed to use them. What? Why not? |
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It's Aaron. |
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You're gonna sort through those, right? |
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Oh wait, you've never done your laundry before either, have you? |
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That's what I have to do, 'cos I'm |
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So I have to do everyone's laundry, |
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Really? Psyche'! |
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Well, thanks for the laundry tips. |
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Geez, Elder. |
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How you doing, Green? Good. |
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You know, when I was a Green, it was really tough. |
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so I wouldn't have to wake up to another day of this. |
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I couldn't take going back to the family, you know, |
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at my missionary farewell. You know what's that like, |
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They set this thing up to be difficult, OK? |
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we're never supposed to be alone. |
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I mean, what, we're 19, 20 years old, |
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and we're not even allowed to beat off. |
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Some nights I wake up and I find teeth marks |
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Look, I put my time in here so that I can go home, |
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See? It's amazing what we'll do for sex. |
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I know you did! I did not, I promise you. |
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Hey, we'd like to play here. |
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You're just farting around. |
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Bounce the ball, bounce the ball. |
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There's one afternoon a week |
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and play some hoop, and you have |
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Oh, listen to that, Julie. I didn't think Mormons liked whine? |
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I didn't know fairies liked sports. |
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Why don't we just play two on two? |
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But then I am black, so maybe I can. |
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narrow-minded stereotypes can kick your |
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Which one will it be? Black girl... and a fag? |
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Fine. We're shirts, you're skins. |
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Uh... no... |
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Fine, we'll be skins. |
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That's unfair put your shirts back on |
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You can play. Yeah, we can learn a skill. |
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but only with other jocks. |
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Maybe we should cut the chatter. |
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OK slackers, how's the studying coming? Ryder? Right. |
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All right, First Corinthians 7,1. Ryder? Right. Anybody? Gil. |
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And therefore these promises, dearly beloved, |
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of the flesh and spirit, perfecting holiness |
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Well, all right Green! You know, if Gilford wouldn't be |
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Yeah, Harmon, I got your heartbreak right here. |
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Elder, you got the devil in you! |
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Hey. |
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Oh, shit. Jesus Christ! Sorry, I stabbed myself. |
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You okay? |
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What? I think you.. fainted. |
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I'm OK, really. |
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Ryder! Wanna give me a hand? |
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Damn Ryder I'm gonna hit you and it's gonna hurt. |
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All right. No, Aaron, come on. Do me a favor |
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tell me if I stiches or something. |
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I can't really tell. |
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All right, look! Come on I'm not going to lunge at you |
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Let's see here.. |
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Is it bad? |
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Do you have any disinfectant? |
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It's funny, you know. I'm not squeamish. |
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but I was the only one who wanted to watch surgery. |
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scrubbed me down, and they put me in these |
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You have Band-Aid? |
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and there it was, this heart, this human heart. |
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it's more of a dance. |
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And I couldn't get over it that's all |
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That tethers us to this planet you know that... |
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...fragile little muscle |
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and it's tiny you know, in the scheme of things... |
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if you think about all the things that can stop it |
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there's got to be something else |
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some miraculous thing that keeps |
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you know what I mean? |
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I'm sorry... I'm gonna stop talking |
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I have to lay down now. |
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It's hot |
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I'm hot |
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Maybe I should get you a cool cloth |
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I haven't done anything... |
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...anything like this... happened... |
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It's OK...this doesn't have to mean anything |
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Yes it does |
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It can be just a little fun... between friends |
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My first time could just be a little fun for you? |
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Maybe you can equate sex with a handshake |
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That's what... like a badge?! |
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What do you want me to congratulate you? |
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Hey... don't preach to me, OK? |
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I know you are some kid from the sticks |
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You come in here an fucking judge me? |
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Yeah... I am some dudah pudnacker from Pocatello... |
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they ship us here from dork island |
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I'm saying I know how retarded you think I am OK |
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You found me out, alright? |
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My worst secret |
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Now I'm humiliated so your work is done here |
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Wait... I don't think you are a dork |
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but if you know how ridiculous you look, |
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Don't you believe in anything? |
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Yeah... |
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Tell me one thing in your life beyond a shadow of a doubt |
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I believe Ann Margret has never been given her due |
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Duh! For Tommy alone, I mean, did you see her when she was... |
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Is that something you can build a life on! |
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Look at yourself! |
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You're so pretty and colorful on the outside... |
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...but on the insde you're nothing but fluff |
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You're like a walking... talking... marshmallow peep |
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That's not fair |
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It doesn't matter when it's true |
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I can't believe what I was about to do |
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When there is nothing Christian, nothing about you |
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Do you believe in God? |
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What, who are you talking to? |
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No, everybody...alright, general question: |
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You mean other than Madonna? |
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Fucking A yeah, I do... why not? |
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I believe in harmony as a law in the universe like gravity |
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Well being positive since I was 17 gives meaning |
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I mean without getting all holy on your ass |
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The mormones are mindfucking him |
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Oh honey you do not want to let them get |
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You start off listening to Amy Grant but then |
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...it's 3 am and you got your Visa card and you're giving it |
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Hello Chris we have a bet going here. |
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Did you forget who you are talking to here? |
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But let me just say... |
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I dated this guy once... actor, cute southern |
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well his parents found out he was gay |
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They sent him to one of those Christian change ministries |
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Wow, did he change? |
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His thing used to be a tux |
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a box of birds... they love that! |
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How about twirlier than a party dress |
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Well I'm now being fucked with |
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It's just... I'm not shallow, am I? |
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Honey, you don't have to be deep |
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OK, you're not helping |
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If you have something to prove |
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6:30 in the morning... why? |
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You have to sacrifice if you want to find yourself |
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or whatever it is you're doing |
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You don't think I'll be there |
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Quit bitching it's the early bird who gets the worm |
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There's an incentive... specially as we don't get |
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OK, here's the deal |
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after your training I'm going to set you up on a route |
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A route! On my first day? |
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It's what you do already, it's delivering food |
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Think as yourself as a waiter on wheels |
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Great, I will give you some hot pants and roller skates |
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For all of us... |
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Hi! We're from the Church of Jesus Christ.. |
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Honey? Stacey, you'll wanna hear this... |
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What have we here...! |
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Hello, Project Angelfood, hello? |
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I said come in three goddamn times |
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Sorry, I didn't hear you |
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Where do you want me to put this |
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I don't care, I'm not hungy |
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OK, well maybe I can just turn a light on in here |
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You're not going to last long if you look |
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I'm going to put this down over here |
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So... you got a cigaret? |
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ahuh... isn't that an oxygen tank? |
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Couldn't that... explode? |
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Boom |
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That would be such a terrible way to go |
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So come on how about that cigaret |
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Sorry, I don't smoke |
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What are you doing here? |
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I'm delivering your food, I thought we'd been |
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No no I mean you |
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Pretty boys don't usually do shit like this |
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Are you punishing yourself, or something? |
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Feel... guilty for being so good looking... |
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...and there are so many ugly fucks in the world? |
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you get tired of doing reps at the gym? |
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and bragging about your latest conquests |
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Fuck you. |
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Of course I do |
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I had a career...friends... looks |
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but now I am just a skeletol reminder that |
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OK, I'm gonna go now |
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I'm just fucking with you right? |
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You should have seen your face |
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I get bored, I'm sorry... I like to rattle the newbies |
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I must really look like shit |
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Could you just help me with this pillow under me |
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anyway sort of christ my butt has wasted away to nothing |
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it's too bad cause I used to have a killer ass, I did |
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I've got pictures of it around here somewhere |
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I take your word for it |
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Snow! |
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What did you just say? |
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Maybe it's the meds but... |
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Sometimes I get this weird read on people |
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all I see is snow |
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What do you suppose that means? |
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Nothing |
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I'll see you |
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No you won't |
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We should go in. |
| 00:38:29 |
Ah for the love of flippin Pete |
| 00:38:34 |
That's sick, and not in a good way |
| 00:38:36 |
Let's just see if they let us leave some |
| 00:38:39 |
And you're dancing solo, cowboy! |
| 00:38:55 |
They only allow non-denominational literature in the lobby |
| 00:38:58 |
What did I flippin tell ya! |
| 00:39:09 |
You OK? |
| 00:39:15 |
Is there anything I can do? |
| 00:39:18 |
I.. I'm sorry |
| 00:39:22 |
I don't do this |
| 00:39:25 |
I refuse to break down in front of strangers |
| 00:39:30 |
But someone dies |
| 00:39:34 |
I'm so sorry |
| 00:39:39 |
They shouldn't have made me do it |
| 00:39:41 |
Turn it off... like... |
| 00:39:46 |
watching a line on a little screen just... go... |
| 00:39:53 |
...straight |
| 00:39:56 |
He always said that television would be the death of him |
| 00:40:01 |
Was he your husband? |
| 00:40:07 |
No...never my official husband... |
| 00:40:15 |
then again |
| 00:40:18 |
probably my best friend |
| 00:40:22 |
His doctor Ben called me and said that it was time |
| 00:40:26 |
This is what he wanted |
| 00:40:30 |
I should have been prepared for it |
| 00:40:51 |
Who are you? |
| 00:40:52 |
Cary Grant? |
| 00:40:56 |
No Ma'am |
| 00:41:03 |
We just pass out pamphlets |
| 00:41:06 |
and they give us these discussions that |
| 00:41:13 |
I really don't know what to say here |
| 00:41:21 |
Did you read the Sunday Comics? |
| 00:41:24 |
I beg your pardon? |
| 00:41:26 |
The comic page |
| 00:41:29 |
When I was a little kid I used to put my face |
| 00:41:35 |
and I was just amazed because it was just this |
| 00:41:38 |
I think life is like that sometimes |
| 00:41:42 |
but I like to think that from God's perspective |
| 00:41:45 |
life... everything...even this.. |
| 00:41:51 |
makes sense |
| 00:41:54 |
it's not just dots |
| 00:41:57 |
in stead we're all... we're all connected |
| 00:42:03 |
and it's beautiful |
| 00:42:05 |
and it's funny |
| 00:42:08 |
and it's good |
| 00:42:11 |
from this close we can't expect it to make sense |
| 00:42:15 |
right now |
| 00:42:23 |
Thank you |
| 00:42:28 |
Would you come and see me? |
| 00:42:33 |
Drinks are on the house |
| 00:42:36 |
Oh I don't drink |
| 00:42:39 |
That must make your church a bit of a hard sell |
| 00:42:42 |
At times |
| 00:42:45 |
Well just hold on to it anyway |
| 00:42:47 |
Maybe you can come by for a meal... |
| 00:42:51 |
I will |
| 00:42:52 |
Promise? |
| 00:42:54 |
I promise |
| 00:43:03 |
So, did you have fun? Talking to crying lady? |
| 00:43:05 |
Yeah, I did actually |
| 00:43:07 |
Good. |
| 00:43:18 |
I've seen you guys going out early in the morning |
| 00:43:21 |
I bet you are wondering where I am off to huh? |
| 00:43:23 |
You are always at the gym |
| 00:43:26 |
No, I am volunteering now |
| 00:43:29 |
That's great |
| 00:43:32 |
What do you want from me.. |
| 00:43:35 |
No... I just... you know what you said about me |
| 00:43:39 |
Fine! It's not true and the world is a better place |
| 00:43:50 |
You're not doing that cause of what I said, are you? |
| 00:43:52 |
No, I just thought we could... |
| 00:43:57 |
Hang out? Be best friends? Ride off into the sunset? |
| 00:44:02 |
I don't know |
| 00:44:07 |
Everyone seems to think that... they treat me like I'm... |
| 00:44:12 |
Yeah... maybe so at times |
| 00:44:14 |
And you are the first person I've met that's made me feel |
| 00:44:22 |
So I just thought... |
| 00:44:28 |
Don't |
| 00:44:33 |
We're colours and whites... |
| 00:45:01 |
Oh fuck I got to piss |
| 00:45:05 |
Hall in, first door on your right |
| 00:45:33 |
I don't kiss |
| 00:45:41 |
What's your name again? |
| 00:45:44 |
Dick? |
| 00:45:46 |
Dirk |
| 00:45:46 |
Dirk? Your parents named you Dirk? |
| 00:45:49 |
It's really Mort |
| 00:45:50 |
My friends call me Watersports Sport |
| 00:46:01 |
It's not that I don't appreciate what you're doing back there but... |
| 00:46:07 |
Could we have a little talk? |
| 00:46:09 |
Talk? |
| 00:46:10 |
Cool! |
| 00:46:11 |
I'm into that |
| 00:46:14 |
Fuck yeah... I am your nasty little slut boy |
| 00:46:18 |
You're gonna spank momma's ass cause |
| 00:46:23 |
Oh, OK that's not exactly what I meant |
| 00:46:27 |
I meant conversation |
| 00:46:30 |
Conversation? |
| 00:46:32 |
Why? |
| 00:46:34 |
Don't you ever want to get to know someone? |
| 00:46:37 |
Have it... mean something |
| 00:46:43 |
You wanna what... Sleep together? |
| 00:46:48 |
I don't know man.. |
| 00:46:51 |
Excuse me, a moment ago you were licking my spleen |
| 00:46:56 |
Woa.. now you're freaking me out |
| 00:47:00 |
I didn't know you were into weird shit |
| 00:47:03 |
I'm just gonna go man |
| 00:47:31 |
I'ts back... |
| 00:47:35 |
Or maybe I'm not suffering enough yet |
| 00:47:39 |
I didn't expect to see you again |
| 00:47:42 |
Oh come on now you don't think you going all |
| 00:47:49 |
Maybe it's just dementia setting in |
| 00:47:52 |
Sometime I read people and I... |
| 00:47:58 |
And sometimes I growl at people |
| 00:48:02 |
I'm just going to put this right about here |
| 00:48:08 |
I don't remember asking if you were |
| 00:48:11 |
I just deliver the stuff, remember |
| 00:48:13 |
But my friend Andrew made this and he doesn't even cook for his |
| 00:48:19 |
... and eat it |
| 00:48:21 |
I don't have to pretend to be polite I think I've earned that right |
| 00:48:26 |
Oh yes, that's right... you're dying you're bitter... blah blah blah |
| 00:48:31 |
Fortunately I'm shallow so I'm impervious to that |
| 00:48:34 |
Now eat it |
| 00:48:35 |
Impervious... |
| 00:48:37 |
I bet you don't know how to spell that |
| 00:48:39 |
Sure I do.. It's spelled 'Bite me' |
| 00:48:43 |
Now just to show that our little problems in this world |
| 00:48:46 |
...I'm going to read about some people who have some real trouble |
| 00:48:53 |
Say it isn't so! |
| 00:48:57 |
What |
| 00:48:58 |
Well, apparently poor Pam Anderson |
| 00:49:02 |
and put back in so many times |
| 00:49:07 |
Oh they have bikini pictures |
| 00:49:10 |
They're horrible! |
| 00:49:12 |
No they are seriously, they're down to her knees |
| 00:49:15 |
Eat your chicken and I'll show you |
| 00:49:21 |
Prick |
| 00:49:30 |
Give me the fucking magazine |
| 00:49:41 |
Aaron, what happened! |
| 00:49:43 |
There was an accident |
| 00:49:49 |
There was this car that was just going way too fast |
| 00:49:55 |
Ryder... I should have warned him |
| 00:49:59 |
Accidents.. they happen |
| 00:50:02 |
I was thinking.... I wasn't even paying attention |
| 00:50:22 |
Look... you're in no position... I should.. |
| 00:50:27 |
go |
| 00:50:41 |
Ah for flippin... Gross! |
| 00:50:46 |
Pretty boy is not the only fag here |
| 00:50:48 |
OK, look, nothing happened here guys |
| 00:50:49 |
We walked in here and you two were mackin' like schoolgirls and |
| 00:50:54 |
Well maybe you can try and reach down in your little |
| 00:50:57 |
I don't think you get to be making requests here gayboy |
| 00:51:01 |
Dude you so got to be leaving |
| 00:51:07 |
Yeah, it kind'a is |
| 00:51:09 |
Please just go |
| 00:51:40 |
Um...hi. Is Davis around? |
| 00:51:46 |
you'd better betcha they're putting your boyfriends butt |
| 00:51:51 |
and now we have to move again cause we can't live across |
| 00:51:57 |
thank you very much |
| 00:52:00 |
You stay! Your friend and I are gonna have a little talk |
| 00:52:04 |
OK asshole the way I see it you've got a big mouth |
| 00:52:09 |
so how is it going to look when a big flamer kicks |
| 00:52:12 |
Ryder... tell me where he is |
| 00:52:16 |
This may come as a surprise to you |
| 00:52:22 |
He took this whole thing serious as a seizure |
| 00:52:25 |
But we were getting through it OK |
| 00:52:29 |
So why him? Huh? |
| 00:52:34 |
did you go fuck him up |
| 00:52:38 |
He doesn't deserve the kind of grief |
| 00:52:40 |
Nothing was supposed to happen to him |
| 00:52:42 |
Oh pucky! You were gunning |
| 00:52:47 |
and if you want to know where he is I want to know why |
| 00:52:53 |
It was...it was just stupid.. it was just a dumb bet |
| 00:53:00 |
It's not about that at all |
| 00:53:03 |
Please |
| 00:53:09 |
You're too late anyway his flight left 10 minutes ago |
| 00:53:20 |
Hey... if it's any help... there's a five hour lay-over in Salt Lake |
| 00:53:31 |
Thanks! |
| 00:54:07 |
Aaron! |
| 00:54:10 |
Sorry |
| 00:54:28 |
God I hate the snow |
| 00:54:34 |
What are you doing here |
| 00:54:37 |
I came after you |
| 00:54:39 |
How could you leave without saying anything |
| 00:54:43 |
It's not my choice |
| 00:54:46 |
I'm being sent home in shame |
| 00:54:49 |
And I'm probably going to be excommunicated |
| 00:54:52 |
For just a kiss? |
| 00:54:54 |
Don't get me wrong it was a nice kiss but hey come on |
| 00:54:59 |
You wouldn't understand |
| 00:55:08 |
See I've never made a fool out of myself in front |
| 00:55:14 |
But I've never felt this way before about anyone |
| 00:55:19 |
What for just some guy you can't have |
| 00:55:23 |
And then next week you're get to be on to your next conquest |
| 00:55:26 |
But what if you're not |
| 00:55:29 |
Huh? What if everything in my entire pathetic life |
| 00:55:35 |
What if you are the blinding light |
| 00:55:39 |
that strikes me like the guy in... |
| 00:55:43 |
him! |
| 00:55:44 |
And what if everything's changed like that... |
| 00:55:53 |
What if you're the one I have been waiting for my whole life |
| 00:56:02 |
You have no idea what I'd be giving up |
| 00:56:04 |
Damnit... what's wrong with you |
| 00:56:08 |
You want revelations engraved in gold and |
| 00:56:14 |
what if this is it in stead |
| 00:56:17 |
Me telling you I love you, right here.. |
| 00:56:25 |
I think that is pretty miraculous |
| 00:56:28 |
But if you don't... I'll go |
| 00:56:35 |
you can pretend there wasn't some reason we met |
| 00:56:41 |
That you're sorry I ever walked into your life |
| 00:56:51 |
God I hate the snow |
| 00:57:15 |
Ho... door must have froze shut |
| 00:57:21 |
My we're closing the whole airport because of this storm |
| 00:59:00 |
How long did we go at it |
| 00:59:18 |
Two and a half hours |
| 00:59:21 |
It's OK right? |
| 00:59:23 |
OK? |
| 00:59:26 |
That's amazing |
| 00:59:30 |
I don't know how long you're supposed to do it |
| 00:59:34 |
You carry a pocket watch! |
| 00:59:38 |
It was actually my great grandfathers |
| 00:59:42 |
... I don't think you came here for a geneology lesson |
| 00:59:51 |
You know, I thought you'd be a little more reticent |
| 00:59:54 |
Well... I'm already going to hell for kissing you so.. |
| 00:59:58 |
I may as well take the scenic route |
| 01:00:02 |
What God do you believe in |
| 01:00:17 |
It's not just God... |
| 01:00:20 |
...it's everything |
| 01:00:24 |
this... you... tonight |
| 01:00:29 |
I'm just... turning my back on it all |
| 01:00:33 |
But you know I guess... a guy like you really doesn't |
| 01:00:38 |
to be completely cut off |
| 01:00:48 |
When I was 13 years old my dad... |
| 01:00:58 |
...he was this macho hot shot banker guy |
| 01:01:04 |
and I was just this skinny little kid... |
| 01:01:07 |
who'd been caught trying on his mother's |
| 01:01:11 |
anyway, my dad said he would rather die |
| 01:01:16 |
and I thought I would rather die than be one |
| 01:01:21 |
So my dad, who'd never been out of the city |
| 01:01:26 |
decided we're going to go hunt deer |
| 01:01:28 |
so my dad drags me to this lodge up in the Sierras right... |
| 01:01:37 |
it's early November |
| 01:01:40 |
the same as now |
| 01:01:46 |
and there is this storm rolling in |
| 01:01:54 |
my dad was so determined that |
| 01:02:07 |
snow came at us from all sides |
| 01:02:11 |
the air, the sky, the ground they all became the same |
| 01:02:17 |
and horrible screaming...white |
| 01:02:23 |
and I thought we're gonna be OK, right |
| 01:02:30 |
and then I saw my father's eyes |
| 01:02:36 |
and they were that same white... |
| 01:02:42 |
and that's when he did it |
| 01:02:45 |
And do what? |
| 01:02:51 |
Ran |
| 01:03:03 |
He didn't come back for you |
| 01:03:08 |
Uh uh |
| 01:03:11 |
But I got calm... |
| 01:03:15 |
and that's when I heard it |
| 01:03:18 |
an angel |
| 01:03:19 |
singing |
| 01:03:22 |
An angel? |
| 01:03:25 |
Turned out not to be an angel at all |
| 01:03:28 |
What was it |
| 01:03:30 |
Just the wind... over some rocks |
| 01:03:34 |
A cave |
| 01:03:37 |
Inside at least I was out of the snow |
| 01:03:41 |
when I woke up it was dark |
| 01:03:44 |
it was still snowing hard and I heard |
| 01:03:50 |
and it grabbed me and it picked me up |
| 01:03:54 |
all I could do was knock the bear's hood off |
| 01:04:02 |
Turned out to be a bear only in the sense |
| 01:04:05 |
That's when it got weird |
| 01:04:08 |
And not until then? |
| 01:04:09 |
He ripped off all my clothes |
| 01:04:11 |
and he tore all his clothes off |
| 01:04:14 |
Sure you weren't delirious? |
| 01:04:16 |
Then he stuffed us into a sleeping bag |
| 01:04:19 |
Oh wait... hypothermia... I remember from the boyscout manual |
| 01:04:29 |
I was so... tired |
| 01:04:34 |
and cold |
| 01:04:39 |
despite of it all.. |
| 01:04:43 |
I popped the biggest woody ever |
| 01:04:48 |
And he wrapped those big arms around me |
| 01:04:51 |
pulled me into that hairy chest |
| 01:04:54 |
and told me I was OK |
| 01:05:02 |
That was the first moment in that whole ordeal |
| 01:05:08 |
I don't blame you I would have been freaked out too |
| 01:05:11 |
No... |
| 01:05:14 |
it was joy |
| 01:05:17 |
I thought I'd rather die than be gay |
| 01:05:24 |
I got a pretty good idea what dying felt like |
| 01:05:30 |
But lying there in the arms of that man |
| 01:05:34 |
I thought if this is what being gay feels like |
| 01:05:41 |
Bring it on |
| 01:07:52 |
Come on... let's get you home |
| 01:08:23 |
Hello? |
| 01:08:24 |
Oh that's very funny |
| 01:08:31 |
Boy... where have you been |
| 01:08:35 |
Salt Lake |
| 01:08:37 |
OK if you haunt your guys all that way |
| 01:08:42 |
I think I'm the loser on this one... |
| 01:08:46 |
Hey hey hey..don't let it get to you... |
| 01:08:54 |
Fucking Andrew! |
| 01:08:57 |
Is he doing his crackhead telemarketer again? |
| 01:08:59 |
No he is jerking me around by... |
| 01:09:04 |
on the offchance just... you didn't happen to give my |
| 01:09:11 |
Um.. yeah.. this Angel Food guy delivered to him |
| 01:09:15 |
and he said he was once in the music business but.. |
| 01:09:17 |
you know I thought he might like it |
| 01:09:18 |
I think he gave it away |
| 01:09:20 |
To? |
| 01:09:21 |
Oh Julie oh no I mean he's on heavy medicine |
| 01:09:26 |
you can't take what he says seriously... |
| 01:09:30 |
Who did he give it to? |
| 01:09:33 |
Davis?? |
| 01:09:35 |
Clive Davis? |
| 01:09:37 |
Oh fuck me I hung up on Clive Davis? |
| 01:09:40 |
Oh my God answer it |
| 01:09:42 |
No you answer it.. |
| 01:09:44 |
Au Julie that's the arm that I... |
| 01:09:47 |
Hello? |
| 01:09:49 |
Julie Taylor? |
| 01:09:51 |
Um... so is that Clive with a D of Clive with a V |
| 01:10:43 |
Oh well.. it's official... winter's here |
| 01:10:49 |
Bundle up |
| 01:10:55 |
Ah... much better |
| 01:10:59 |
So... guess what...this A and R guy from the record company |
| 01:11:05 |
when I introduce you, you can totally nail him |
| 01:11:09 |
well... so to speak |
| 01:11:14 |
I go pass on this one... |
| 01:11:20 |
What's wrong with you... |
| 01:11:27 |
wait... are you still not over missionary man? |
| 01:11:32 |
I don't know |
| 01:11:34 |
Chris |
| 01:11:36 |
It's weird with him disappearing like that |
| 01:11:40 |
OK... wel then stop moping like a schoolgirl and |
| 01:11:46 |
Just dial 1-800-TORTURED MORMON? |
| 01:11:49 |
Probably sounds they've got enough of them |
| 01:11:51 |
But I think you should just get the hell over it |
| 01:11:58 |
I mean LA is a city where everyone dances with |
| 01:12:04 |
like we're all waiting for something better to walk in |
| 01:12:08 |
Who would even recognize it if it did? |
| 01:12:12 |
It would be nice to stop circling |
| 01:12:15 |
It would be nice to stop equating sex with a handshake |
| 01:12:19 |
And it would be nice to have it mean something |
| 01:12:24 |
Listen to you, you are turning into a chick |
| 01:12:28 |
Shut up! |
| 01:12:33 |
What? |
| 01:12:37 |
This is me not talking to you |
| 01:12:41 |
OK wait but you're still coming to the show tonight, right? |
| 01:12:56 |
As president of the Pocatello stake it is my unhappy duty |
| 01:13:01 |
Aaron Davis for grave and grievous sin of homosexuality |
| 01:13:18 |
In the light of your abnormal and abonimable state |
| 01:13:22 |
and your refusal to see you have been duped |
| 01:13:24 |
into a hogwash alternative lifestyle.. |
| 01:13:27 |
I wish my shame was enough for both of us |
| 01:13:33 |
a family... our ancestors... |
| 01:13:41 |
Dad...your grandfather had half a dozen wifes |
| 01:13:47 |
Same goes for every single person in this room... |
| 01:13:56 |
Are you calling us hypocrites? |
| 01:13:57 |
No we've gone way beyond hypocracy Dad, |
| 01:14:22 |
With the authority invested in me by |
| 01:14:25 |
and in the name of Jesus Christ I have no choice |
| 01:14:28 |
but to begin excommunication proceedings against you |
| 01:14:34 |
the garments... and membership in this church |
| 01:15:20 |
Still at it? |
| 01:15:23 |
There are a lot of Davises up there |
| 01:15:26 |
Hi, I'm trying to reach an Aaron Davis |
| 01:15:34 |
Hi, I'm looking for Aaron Davis... |
| 01:15:39 |
No no no, he is younger than that... |
| 01:15:43 |
Does he have a son named Aaron? |
| 01:15:45 |
No! Yeah! Let me talk to your wife |
| 01:15:53 |
Hi, hello I'm looking for an Aaron Davis |
| 01:15:58 |
What? The Davis Boy, yeah that sounds like him |
| 01:16:05 |
No, he's not in anymore trouble... |
| 01:16:10 |
I'm sorry... I'm not trying to pry |
| 01:16:13 |
Ferron Davis can you spell that? |
| 01:16:16 |
On Stone Creek... really...Thank you so much |
| 01:16:22 |
Buck Owens... really... they still run that? |
| 01:16:28 |
OK, thank you |
| 01:16:58 |
Hello? |
| 01:17:05 |
Oh, I'm sorry... Aaron? |
| 01:17:16 |
Los Ang... are you one of the Elders in Los Angeles? |
| 01:17:23 |
No...you know what, my son has no desire to speak to you |
| 01:17:36 |
Is Dad missing dinner again? |
| 01:17:42 |
there is no point in this getting cold |
| 01:17:46 |
If you are just gonna play with it... |
| 01:17:49 |
I don't know why I bother anymore |
| 01:17:52 |
Julie! get out here... I found him |
| 01:17:56 |
You talked to him? |
| 01:17:59 |
Um... bitch! |
| 01:18:00 |
No, but if he really did not want to |
| 01:18:02 |
have had a problem putting |
| 01:18:05 |
And next time he will probably pick up |
| 01:18:06 |
Damn girl I didn't know getting hung up on |
| 01:18:10 |
Good! Then we're going out because you |
| 01:18:27 |
Did something fall again? |
| 01:18:29 |
Yeah, just a little dropsy... you go on |
| 01:18:32 |
Mum? |
| 01:18:37 |
Mum... |
| 01:18:41 |
What? |
| 01:18:43 |
It's nothing I just wanted to see if you |
| 01:18:49 |
I'm looking at you... what am I suppose to be seeing |
| 01:18:53 |
Nothing |
| 01:18:57 |
His name was Christian, wasn't it |
| 01:18:59 |
What? |
| 01:19:01 |
Is Christian the one? |
| 01:19:07 |
What did he do to you! |
| 01:19:11 |
He loved me |
| 01:19:14 |
Don't say that! Do you know how ridiculous that sounds? |
| 01:19:21 |
Two men? Men don't love Aary... |
| 01:19:28 |
But Ma he told me he loved me... |
| 01:19:31 |
He flattered and beguiled you... tools of the devil |
| 01:19:36 |
You don't know that |
| 01:19:38 |
You don't know that |
| 01:19:41 |
I called your mission president |
| 01:19:45 |
I was worried sick about you.. and you know what he said? |
| 01:19:49 |
Your missionary companion told him that that Christian |
| 01:19:58 |
That's not true... |
| 01:20:04 |
That's all you were worth to him and you know what? |
| 01:20:06 |
He's probably forgotten all about you |
| 01:20:12 |
Mum he wouldn't.. |
| 01:20:17 |
you can never think about him again, ever... ever again |
| 01:20:22 |
You got... you have got to put this thing behind you |
| 01:20:29 |
You've seen how they look at us |
| 01:20:32 |
You've seen how people just turn their carts around |
| 01:20:37 |
and how they look away at the bank |
| 01:20:41 |
Why do you think your father doesn't come home anymore? |
| 01:20:45 |
What if it is not something I've done... |
| 01:20:48 |
Don't say that. Don't you ever even think that! |
| 01:21:08 |
You can be forgiven...maybe heavenly Father can forgive |
| 01:21:17 |
He could never forgive something like that. |
| 01:23:17 |
You know... I think I am going to heat up that casserole |
| 01:23:32 |
Where are you going? |
| 01:23:36 |
I left some stuff down the church... |
| 01:23:42 |
Our son... we've just come back from... |
| 01:24:02 |
Hello? |
| 01:24:07 |
My son? Let me tell you something you son of a bitch |
| 01:24:13 |
Thanks to you my son took a razor to his wrists |
| 01:24:18 |
Thanks to you I have lost my son |
| 01:24:22 |
And I hope you burn, I hope you burn for ever! |
| 01:24:48 |
Chris? |
| 01:24:55 |
Sit down |
| 01:25:04 |
Drink that |
| 01:25:09 |
Toss it |
| 01:25:11 |
That way it's medicinal |
| 01:25:20 |
Good it's vital for a man to have a couple of |
| 01:25:25 |
I think Hemingway told me that... |
| 01:25:29 |
Margot actually |
| 01:25:34 |
But beauties don't always escape tragedy |
| 01:25:37 |
Oh God, this is hell... |
| 01:25:42 |
I've done something |
| 01:25:45 |
I'm guilty... |
| 01:25:48 |
and I'll burn for it |
| 01:25:53 |
Funny thing about guilt... there is nothing so bad that you |
| 01:26:00 |
and there is nothing so good you can't add a little guilt to it |
| 01:26:06 |
Guilt distracts us from a greater truth... we have |
| 01:26:14 |
We seem intent on living through even the worst heartbreak |
| 01:26:22 |
How? |
| 01:26:26 |
Practice |
| 01:26:46 |
3 am... you slut |
| 01:26:50 |
I worked through in the studio... I can't seem |
| 01:26:56 |
You? |
| 01:26:59 |
So what... you sit here in the dark? |
| 01:27:03 |
Hey. Let's just say fuck the no-carbs thing |
| 01:27:12 |
Yeah... I think I'm just going to go back to bed |
| 01:27:49 |
Tuesday, 3 am, once again I can't sleep |
| 01:27:54 |
It's like I am waiting for time to fix some part of me |
| 01:27:59 |
I've already thrown out the newspaper and washed |
| 01:28:04 |
nothing to do but sit here and think |
| 01:28:09 |
As a citizen and voter in the city of |
| 01:28:14 |
if you will allow... |
| 01:28:34 |
Where are you going with my goddamn flowers |
| 01:28:37 |
But they are... |
| 01:28:43 |
Deal? |
| 01:28:47 |
And another thing... you've got to quit coming over here |
| 01:28:57 |
I am depressing you? |
| 01:29:00 |
That's what I'm saying... If we've reached the |
| 01:29:04 |
we've got a problem... seriously |
| 01:29:10 |
you got to do something... it's time to make a move |
| 01:29:18 |
Find a way to get past this |
| 01:29:21 |
Are you being the Oracle right now? |
| 01:29:26 |
Nah... I'm just being a friend |
| 01:30:16 |
Hello may I help you? |
| 01:30:20 |
I am sister Davis yes |
| 01:30:22 |
I knew your son, in Los Angeles |
| 01:30:25 |
Ah you must be one of the elders from there |
| 01:30:29 |
No, my name is Christian |
| 01:30:35 |
He lost his watch |
| 01:30:40 |
I wanted you to know how sorry I am |
| 01:30:44 |
It kills me to think that I could |
| 01:31:17 |
Wait! |
| 01:33:19 |
Could be worse... could be raining |
| 01:33:22 |
Oh yeah... it is raining |
| 01:33:26 |
Only in LA it does rain when |
| 01:33:31 |
Don't suppose there is bills |
| 01:33:43 |
Oh my God...it's a copy of my video.. |
| 01:33:47 |
What? |
| 01:33:49 |
Get outta here... it's about damn time |
| 01:33:51 |
Been waiting to see this |
| 01:33:54 |
Come on girl it's been so top secret |
| 01:34:05 |
OK, I don't want you to |
| 01:34:10 |
Why... It's some kind of like nasty-ass-Christina |
| 01:34:16 |
No, it's just... |
| 01:34:34 |
Tuesday, 3 am |
| 01:34:39 |
once again I'm wide awake |
| 01:34:44 |
waiting for time to mend this part of me |
| 01:34:51 |
that keeps on breaking |
| 01:34:54 |
newspapers I threw away |
| 01:35:00 |
washed the dishes in the sink |
| 01:35:05 |
What the fuck... |
| 01:35:09 |
That's from my journal what the fuck |
| 01:35:14 |
You were the one always telling me to write |
| 01:35:18 |
or ask you or whatever... |
| 01:35:22 |
so you what? You'd steal my most private personal hell |
| 01:35:28 |
and throw it back in my face |
| 01:35:30 |
I just thought that something good could come |
| 01:35:33 |
Oh for you maybe... |
| 01:35:34 |
Jesus Chris... I did want to tell you |
| 01:35:38 |
Look... I don't want to tell you |
| 01:35:44 |
want me to move to New York for a while |
| 01:35:48 |
cause... all the hot producers work in the clubs there |
| 01:35:54 |
Have a nice trip |
| 01:37:01 |
Help you? |
| 01:37:02 |
I was looking for Christian... |
| 01:37:09 |
Want me to give him a message or anything? |
| 01:37:28 |
I heard you didn't get the part |
| 01:37:30 |
I hate to admit it but I'm gonna miss you |
| 01:37:33 |
Who said anything about leaving |
| 01:37:35 |
Come on, you hate LA |
| 01:37:38 |
Look if you tell anybody that I said this |
| 01:37:43 |
I was miserable in New York |
| 01:37:45 |
At least in LA you can be miserable |
| 01:38:11 |
My dear boy |
| 01:38:14 |
I was hoping this was still good |
| 01:38:18 |
Of course it's still good |
| 01:38:23 |
I didn't have any place else to go |
| 01:38:28 |
Welcome |
| 01:38:33 |
Give my young friend whatever he wants |
| 01:38:36 |
What will it be... |
| 01:38:39 |
Nothing stronger? |
| 01:38:42 |
You look like you could use it |
| 01:38:44 |
If you don't mind me saying you look like um... |
| 01:38:47 |
Why? |
| 01:38:50 |
I didn't come to unload on you |
| 01:38:52 |
Well, you gave me that privilege once |
| 01:38:59 |
After we met I was sent home and excommunicated |
| 01:39:06 |
for being gay |
| 01:39:10 |
Your church doesn't like alcohol or homosexuals |
| 01:39:14 |
Well, I am definitely not joining |
| 01:39:19 |
Can't imagine heaven without both |
| 01:39:22 |
Sorry, go on |
| 01:39:26 |
That led me to a brief but disastrous affair |
| 01:39:46 |
After the hospital stitched me up |
| 01:39:49 |
my parents put me in this place |
| 01:39:55 |
this facility where they were supposed to change me |
| 01:40:00 |
and fix me |
| 01:40:02 |
this one night I was on restriction |
| 01:40:05 |
and I was cleaning this floor with a toothbrush |
| 01:40:10 |
that's when I heard it |
| 01:40:12 |
this voice |
| 01:40:16 |
it was like an angel |
| 01:40:30 |
It was just the TV |
| 01:40:36 |
It was the strangest coincidence |
| 01:40:40 |
I don't believe in coincidence |
| 01:40:42 |
these days I believe in miracles |
| 01:40:46 |
Maybe |
| 01:40:49 |
Because the girl who was singing |
| 01:40:53 |
she is only almost famous you wouldn't know her |
| 01:40:56 |
but I did |
| 01:41:00 |
And I know people feel this way about certain songs |
| 01:41:07 |
but I felt like she was singing right to me |
| 01:41:17 |
This is my young friend |
| 01:41:19 |
We've met |
| 01:41:21 |
I went by your place... |
| 01:41:23 |
Is this, this isn't... |
| 01:41:39 |
He's a great tipper |
| 01:41:52 |
Darlings the food is not gonna get |
| 01:41:55 |
Hot stuff coming through! |
| 01:42:15 |
A toast |
| 01:42:18 |
An affirmation |
| 01:42:21 |
A prayer of thanks |
| 01:42:25 |
I want you to know that wherever |
| 01:42:30 |
Whatever our successes |
| 01:42:33 |
Come this time of year you will always |
| 01:42:38 |
and a place in my heart |
| 01:42:58 |
Sometimes it all still feels like a mass of dots |
| 01:43:03 |
but |
| 01:43:04 |
more and more these days |
| 01:43:07 |
I feel like we're all connected |
| 01:43:10 |
and it's beautiful |
| 01:43:12 |
and funny |
| 01:43:15 |
and good. |
| 01:43:36 |
Subtitles by Itsonlyme, Bigmim and Snerfje... |
