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00:00:06 And you have everything, right?
00:00:15 Work hard, Elijah.
00:00:17 April 2, 2007
00:00:25 Wow. That looks nice.
00:00:28 Looks bigger than the one they tore down.
00:00:30 - Sure put it up fast.
00:00:33 Boys, wait for your sister.
00:00:38 Hi. Hey. Hello. Rebecca.
00:00:41 Look at you, getting around so well.
00:00:44 I've been practicing.
00:00:46 Well, have a wonderful day at school.
00:00:49 I know things won't be the same, but...
00:01:02 Thanks for coming in on your day off
00:01:05 Are you kidding me?
00:01:08 I've never had a story hit me so hard.
00:01:13 It's changed how I see everything.
00:01:23 Six Months Earlier
00:01:39 Such a racket on a Sunday, Rebecca.
00:01:43 - Sorry. I'll knock quietly next time.
00:01:46 I'll not hold my breath.
00:01:48 Good Sunday, Mary Beth.
00:01:51 She truly is
00:01:54 Ah. You forget what you were like before
00:01:58 I was never a horse.
00:01:59 Oh, no. More like a hopping,
00:02:04 Now look at you...
00:02:07 Barely a feather left.
00:02:10 Bet I could still fly if I wanted to.
00:02:13 I've no doubt.
00:02:18 Does this mean you're going
00:02:21 - Do you think I'm ready?
00:02:26 We're going to help Dat set up the barn!
00:02:30 Oh, boy!
00:02:32 Now, your sister... she's a half-blind colt.
00:02:34 Mmm-hmm.
00:02:38 Move along, girls.
00:02:48 Whoa.
00:02:51 Wie geht's, Isaac?
00:02:54 Where's Rebecca?
00:02:56 No, no. She's been a big help.
00:03:08 - Hi.
00:03:10 Good Sunday.
00:03:12 No bean chowder?
00:03:14 Good. Chowder with Isaac doesn't agree.
00:03:16 It doesn't sit well with Gideon either.
00:03:19 I got a package from Emma. Look.
00:03:23 Look. Her boys are taller than she is now.
00:03:30 She's my sister. And was a friend to you.
00:03:35 She's shunned, Ida.
00:03:38 You shouldn't open her letters.
00:03:46 Good Sunday.
00:03:49 Hannah and Jacob
00:04:00 - She's so beautiful.
00:04:02 - Want to come with me?
00:04:05 - Can we come too?
00:04:07 Well, I mean, if they really want to come,
00:04:12 But they annoy me.
00:04:14 Well, then, we'll just have to
00:04:18 Have you heard Rebecca sing?
00:04:20 Oh.
00:04:25 I went to the horse auction this week.
00:04:29 And an English man said to me...
00:04:32 "Why do you keep yourselves separate"?
00:04:36 Well...
00:04:38 I will tell you what I told him.
00:04:41 "We are separate so that we do not stray".
00:04:46 "Someone who boasts
00:04:48 "must walk in the path of Christ".
00:04:51 Then he said to me...
00:04:53 "Can you not walk in the path
00:04:58 I said, "Well, that would be
00:05:05 How can we keep our minds on God...
00:05:07 if we're distracted by worldly pursuits?
00:05:11 The answer is, "We cannot".
00:05:14 We keep our lives simple so that our path
00:05:19 and not cluttered with obstacles.
00:05:22 Let us lift our voices now...
00:05:24 in expectation of arriving
00:05:29 # Safe in the arms #
00:05:32 # Of Jesus #
00:05:36 # Safe on his gentle breast #
00:05:43 # There lie His love #
00:05:46 # Overshared #
00:05:50 # Sweetly my soul #
00:05:53 # Doth rest #
00:05:57 # Hark, 'tis a song
00:06:03 # Borne in the sweetest voice #
00:06:11 # Echoed by saints in spirit #
00:06:17 # Making my heart rejoice #
00:06:27 - Kick it hard, Katie!
00:06:29 Hyah!
00:06:45 I got it!
00:06:47 Children, time to wash up for supper.
00:06:55 Lass uns essen!
00:07:10 Mom, after we eat, will you tell
00:07:15 I will... if you go talk to Teacher Ruth.
00:07:20 - I will.
00:07:23 God is with us...
00:08:03 - It's the, uh...
00:08:07 - You know, I hear they're building a new house.
00:08:09 - Oh, the people across the street?
00:08:12 Teacher Ruth, I was wondering...
00:08:14 Are you finally gonna ask her
00:08:16 Katie, you little spiller!
00:08:18 It's all right, Mary Beth.
00:08:20 I think the whole settlement knows
00:08:24 No, I don't want to be teacher yet.
00:08:27 I'm only 14. I know I'm not old enough.
00:08:30 But I would like to start helping...
00:08:32 just so that I could be ready
00:08:34 Well, I'd love the help.
00:08:36 In fact, if you hadn't asked me,
00:08:41 Truly?
00:08:42 You'll make a wonderful teacher.
00:08:45 Thank you.
00:09:18 There you are.
00:09:21 Dad just called. He wants to know
00:09:24 Um, just one more day.
00:09:26 Okay. Can you call him
00:09:31 Are you gonna call him and tell him?
00:09:34 Could you call him? I want to catch
00:09:39 Okay. Okay.
00:09:42 Where's Daddy going?
00:09:45 He go night-night? He going night-night.
00:09:49 Now, Dirk refused
00:09:52 so they locked him up
00:09:54 until one cold, bitter night,
00:09:59 Only one of the guards saw him,
00:10:02 So Dirk was running as fast as he could
00:10:05 until, all of a sudden,
00:10:08 and he turned around
00:10:10 crashing through the ice
00:10:12 Well, Dirk knew that
00:10:15 and he also knew that this was
00:10:19 But he turned around, he went back...
00:10:23 and he pulled that guard
00:10:26 But what happened to Dirk?
00:10:29 Well, it's really sad.
00:10:32 - They burned him at the stake.
00:10:36 - You're such a baby, Hannah.
00:10:38 - Yeah, you are.
00:10:40 Don't worry, Hannah. He died in peace...
00:10:44 because he knew that
00:10:47 So he went straight up to heaven to live
00:10:50 Okay. So who wants
00:10:53 Tell the one about the angels.
00:10:58 Daddy, Mom says it's time
00:11:12 Do they fit?
00:11:14 - Danke.
00:11:17 No. No, these
00:11:21 But... Please?
00:11:25 Well...
00:11:28 We'll see what your mom says.
00:11:30 Gideon, the milk truck is still outside. Maybe
00:11:34 Danke.
00:11:38 - Good one, Mama.
00:11:40 Oh! They're lovely.
00:11:43 What the hell?
00:11:48 Damn you!
00:11:51 Charlie.
00:11:53 - Can I lend a hand?
00:11:57 No, I'll get it.
00:11:59 How are Amy and the children?
00:12:08 Well, you let me know
00:12:20 Katie...
00:12:23 Katie was determined to sleep in her boots.
00:12:26 I thought we were gonna
00:12:37 What is this?
00:12:40 Emma sent it. A gift.
00:12:43 And you accepted it? She's shunned.
00:12:46 I know.
00:12:48 Then... what are you doing?
00:12:52 She's my sister. I miss her.
00:12:55 I was hoping...
00:12:59 I want to visit her.
00:13:01 I think you want more than that.
00:13:03 Not for me. For Mary Beth.
00:13:06 - She wants to be a teacher.
00:13:10 Yes, but what if she chooses not to stay?
00:13:12 To teach the English,
00:13:14 She's so bright, Gideon.
00:13:17 - Shouldn't we at least consider...
00:13:19 It was the right choice for us,
00:13:21 Will choose for herself
00:13:24 By then it will be too late. She'll have
00:13:27 Listen, Gideon. Emma has
00:13:30 She said that Mary Beth
00:13:33 - and see what it's like to go to an English school.
00:13:36 I'm saying maybe we should try...
00:13:38 - You want our daughter to be shunned too?
00:13:40 You know she wouldn't be shunned.
00:13:45 I just think she deserves
00:13:48 More than what?
00:13:51 She is a child of God.
00:13:54 She is already everything
00:14:01 It is Emma who is putting
00:14:04 Emma who lives with outsiders,
00:14:07 Oh, you mustn't talk to her anymore.
00:14:09 Promise me, Ida...
00:14:11 that you won't talk to Emma again.
00:14:26 I don't deserve you.
00:14:39 Mary Beth, I hope you're not going out
00:14:43 Are you finished milking already?
00:14:45 I'm sorry, Dat. I overslept.
00:14:48 I tried to tell her it was time to get up.
00:14:50 Well, the cows asked about you...
00:14:53 but I told them you'd be back tomorrow.
00:14:57 I can't tell if we're still
00:15:00 We're not.
00:15:04 An apple is not a proper breakfast.
00:15:07 Here. Sit and eat.
00:15:10 for your first day as teacher's helper.
00:15:14 The first thing I'm going to do is
00:15:18 Teacher Ruth says she's a little slow-headed
00:15:22 You have a good heart...
00:15:25 Teacher Mary Beth.
00:15:34 All right.
00:15:36 I'm off to my prayer meeting.
00:15:39 The bus is coming in 15 minutes...
00:15:41 so finish your breakfast
00:15:43 Hey.
00:15:45 Hey.
00:15:48 Make sure you get a few hours of sleep
00:15:51 Okay.
00:16:12 Slow down, Katie. It's not a race.
00:16:17 Do I have to call you
00:16:19 No, of course not, silly.
00:16:24 Why are you walking so funny?
00:16:27 New boots. They're still a little stiff.
00:16:30 Well, mine aren't.
00:16:33 Really? 'Cause you just tripped.
00:16:43 Bye, Dad.
00:17:00 I'm going to the feed store.
00:17:03 A packet of needles would be nice.
00:17:28 You're it!
00:17:47 All right, everyone, take your seats.
00:17:51 How's everybody doing today?
00:17:53 - Beautiful.
00:18:03 ...with your sums today.
00:18:11 All right, Mary Beth, can I have...
00:18:13 - my teacher's helper up front, please?
00:18:19 Okay.
00:18:49 911 dispatch. What is your emergency?
00:18:52 There's a man. He just
00:19:11 - What is it?
00:19:13 - Has something happened?
00:19:15 Levi came to get Isaac. He says
00:19:18 They told me to stay put,
00:19:30 Hello?
00:19:32 Hey, Charlie. I just got Maddy to sleep.
00:19:38 What?
00:19:40 What are you talking about?
00:19:42 Charlie?
00:20:05 - Katie!
00:20:08 - Katie!
00:20:10 There's a bad man in school, Mama.
00:20:12 Oh. But you got away.
00:20:16 Emma and I ran out the side door,
00:20:20 And I thought Mary Beth would run too.
00:20:24 Mary Beth is still
00:20:26 - Yes.
00:20:32 He said he wouldn't hurt us
00:20:35 But I ran.
00:20:39 What should we do?
00:20:41 We should pray.
00:21:03 - There you go.
00:21:06 Ah, man, I'm allergic to Mondays.
00:21:08 - I just brewed a fresh pot of coffee if you want to go grab some.
00:21:10 - Oh, Jill, look alive.
00:21:13 School shooting,
00:21:16 Amish? That doesn't make any sense.
00:21:19 The shooter wasn't Amish.
00:21:22 He, uh, shot a bunch of young girls.
00:21:26 Call us if you get any other details.
00:21:36 - Hey, Bill.
00:21:40 But my son... he got out, so...
00:21:43 I don't know anything about
00:21:49 Come, boys.
00:21:51 We'll ask Dat. He may know.
00:21:55 Ida. Have they told you anything?
00:21:58 Just that we have to stay here.
00:22:01 And that one girl has passed for certain.
00:22:03 - Who?
00:22:07 They asked us for a photo of Mary Beth.
00:22:10 I told them we didn't have one...
00:22:12 on account of God doesn't
00:22:15 I can't leave Katie.
00:22:18 I'll go.
00:22:22 Yes. Is this the Sheriff's Office?
00:22:25 Well, I've been trying to get ahold
00:22:28 I... I just got a very disturbing
00:22:31 Scared the heck out of me. I...
00:22:33 I don't know. I don't know
00:22:37 Yes, I will hold.
00:22:41 Dad. Thank God you're here.
00:22:44 I have to go find Charlie. He just...
00:22:46 There's something you need to see.
00:22:48 Although no official statement
00:22:51 is a lone gunman apparently entered
00:22:55 He allowed the boys to leave,
00:22:57 - God.
00:22:59 - What... Why are you showing me this?
00:23:03 The truck I loaned Charlie last week!
00:23:06 Wait, Sheriff, what can you tell us...
00:23:08 I'm sorry, Ma'am.
00:23:21 No word on names or any other details?
00:23:23 No, the news conference
00:23:26 Yeah. Yeah, I got it.
00:23:28 Leonard doesn't want us
00:23:30 He wants us to go live in 10,
00:23:33 and I'm gonna find a uniform to talk to.
00:23:37 I think that's one of the parents.
00:23:45 Do we know anything new?
00:23:47 No, not yet.
00:24:07 Oh, dear God.
00:24:20 No then. I understand.
00:24:22 I need to know where my daughters are.
00:24:24 Ma'am, that's what I'm trying
00:24:27 But we got girls sent
00:24:29 They're all wearing the same clothes,
00:24:33 Has no one asked the girls their names?
00:24:36 Ma'am, from what I understand,
00:24:47 Ruth.
00:24:52 I should have stayed, shouldn't I?
00:24:56 I just thought that if
00:25:00 There's no way that you could have known
00:25:03 - A total stranger.
00:25:08 I've seen him before... lots of times.
00:25:11 Where? Who was he?
00:25:14 The man who drives the milk truck.
00:25:18 It was Charlie? Charlie Roberts?
00:25:26 I did find this letter
00:25:30 saying that he was mad at God...
00:25:33 because our little girl had died,
00:25:37 That's her.
00:25:38 Lisa died the day she was born.
00:25:42 He... He called. and I... I didn't
00:25:48 I thought he was telling me
00:25:50 I don't think it's possible
00:25:54 My husband is... was a good man.
00:25:57 Ma'am, we found a list of the items
00:26:02 And receipts from the hardware store
00:26:06 The dates on those receipts
00:26:10 We believe that your husband had been
00:26:21 Would you please excuse me?
00:26:29 It appears that Charles Carl Roberts IV...
00:26:32 a local milk truck driver
00:26:34 entered the school at 10:35 this morning
00:26:38 a shotgun, several pistols,
00:26:42 He ordered all the boys
00:26:44 and then took 10 girls hostage.
00:26:48 Soon after police arrived at the scene...
00:26:50 Roberts shot all 10 girls
00:26:53 We're being told that three of the girls
00:26:57 or died shortly thereafter.
00:26:59 All of the other girls
00:27:01 and are being treated at local hospitals.
00:27:04 You okay?
00:27:07 Yeah. I... I just... I just need a minute.
00:27:10 Okay.
00:27:24 It's Hannah.
00:27:26 She's safe in the arms of Jesus now.
00:27:29 Oh, Hannah. Oh, no.
00:27:33 - Sarah and Rebecca are still alive... at different hospitals.
00:27:35 - I must find Isaac.
00:27:38 We'll pray for them.
00:27:47 - Forgive me.
00:27:49 I was wondering if you had
00:27:52 Mary Beth Graber. She's...
00:27:55 She's the oldest girl. Uh, 14, brown hair.
00:28:00 Sorry. Her name's not
00:28:02 Well, what does that mean?
00:28:05 - I'll make a call, try and find out.
00:28:07 Excuse me.
00:28:17 Did they tell you about Mary Beth?
00:28:21 I don't know.
00:28:24 Perhaps she did run after all.
00:28:26 Perhaps, uh...
00:28:29 Perhaps she'll come walking
00:29:12 Do we have a definite
00:29:19 Heads up. Here he comes. folks.
00:29:21 We have some questions for you, sir.
00:29:26 - Mr. Taskey?
00:29:28 What is she going through right now?
00:29:31 Excuse... Uh... My name is Henry Taskey.
00:29:34 I'm here on behalf
00:29:37 She's been devastated by what happened today.
00:29:41 She's written the following statement.
00:29:50 "The man who did this today..."
00:29:52 "Was not the Charlie
00:29:56 "He was an exceptional father".
00:29:58 "He took the kids
00:30:01 "played ball with them in the backyard".
00:30:06 "He never said no when I asked him
00:30:09 "Our hearts are broken,
00:30:12 "and we grieve for the innocent lives
00:30:17 "Above all, please pray".
00:30:20 "Pray for the families
00:30:26 "Please pray for our children
00:30:30 - That's it.
00:30:32 Mr. Taskey... Mr. Taskey...
00:30:35 - A few questions, please, sir.
00:30:37 Mr. Taskey, please!
00:30:39 The coroner is gonna need
00:30:42 to the morgue to identify your daughter.
00:30:44 But I... I did identify her...
00:30:49 when they carried her out at the school.
00:30:52 Let me call the office and see
00:30:55 I... If they do, we are not able to drive.
00:30:58 I'd be happy to take you.
00:31:04 I want to go.
00:31:07 No. No, I will go. You...
00:31:10 You shouldn't see her... the way she is.
00:31:15 It... It will upset you.
00:31:33 "He leadeth me in paths
00:31:38 "Yea, though I walk through the valley
00:31:42 "I will fear no evil,
00:31:50 Are we leaving?
00:31:52 Policemen are asking for our help...
00:31:55 but I need you to stay here
00:31:59 You keep her close.
00:32:05 So, anything that we can do.
00:32:10 I don't have an answer yet. I'm on hold.
00:32:13 It doesn't matter. Please take me
00:32:46 I'm the same way.
00:32:52 - "Our hearts are broken"...
00:32:55 Well, I expect you'll have to get used to that.
00:32:58 I don't want to get used to it. I don't want
00:33:07 I think you're gonna have
00:33:11 the whole mess...
00:33:13 so they don't find out from somebody else.
00:33:18 How am I supposed to do that, Dad?
00:33:21 How am I supposed to tell
00:33:26 I can't even say the words
00:33:29 How am I supposed to tell Andy and Ryan...
00:33:32 "Your daddy went and murdered..."
00:33:36 "I don't know how many little girls..."
00:33:39 "girls the same age as you"?
00:34:12 We thank you for the ride.
00:34:14 All right. Wait a minute.
00:34:19 - Gentlemen, can we ask you a question?
00:34:22 Please... Can you explain
00:34:24 Sir? Are you here to...
00:34:27 It appears that some elder gentlemen
00:34:31 to visit the Roberts family.
00:34:34 Uh, none of them would
00:34:43 - Looks like some Amish fellas.
00:34:47 I couldn't tell you.
00:34:49 But the last thing you need is
00:34:53 - I'll talk to them.
00:34:57 - They have every right in the world.
00:34:59 - You didn't do a thing wrong.
00:35:02 - Amy, you're not thinking clear-headed about this.
00:35:09 May we come in, Mrs. Roberts?
00:35:18 Like they were going in for tea.
00:35:21 - Have you ever seen anything like that?
00:35:25 I didn't know what Charlie was planning.
00:35:27 I swear to God, I didn't know.
00:35:30 That never once entered our minds,
00:35:35 I just... I don't know what happened to him.
00:35:37 I'm horrified. and I'm so sorry.
00:35:42 I would give anything...
00:35:44 to get those girls back.
00:35:49 Were any of you rel... related to them?
00:35:59 My daughter Mary Beth...
00:36:04 died this morning.
00:36:08 I'm sorry. You must be suffering deeply.
00:36:16 It is a deep wound, yes.
00:36:24 But she is in heaven...
00:36:26 with her Father now and...
00:36:30 She is at peace.
00:36:39 I'm so sorry. So sorry.
00:36:44 We're sorry for your loss too.
00:36:51 My loss?
00:36:53 You lost a husband.
00:36:56 Your children have lost their father.
00:36:58 We grieve for you as well.
00:37:01 We will harbor no anger at Charlie.
00:37:05 He was known to most of us.
00:37:08 We come here
00:37:18 You forgive him?
00:37:20 "For as ye forgive men their trespasses..."
00:37:24 "your heavenly father
00:37:31 Matthew 6:14.
00:37:35 We will not allow hatred into our hearts.
00:37:43 We know that you will be
00:37:48 and we would like to offer our help.
00:37:52 We are your neighbors...
00:37:54 and if you or your children
00:37:58 we hope that you will let us know.
00:38:15 We came to tell Mrs. Roberts that we carry
00:38:22 I don't even know what to do with that.
00:38:25 I mean, how do you forgive
00:38:28 I have two nieces. There's no way I could...
00:38:31 I raised three girls, and I...
00:38:36 Do you think he was being on the level?
00:38:38 They went into the house.
00:38:41 Why would they do that
00:38:44 All right.
00:38:48 We'll let people make up their own minds.
00:38:50 But tomorrow I want the both of you
00:38:54 Find out if this is just a deacon
00:38:57 or if the families who lost children really
00:39:19 She'll never sleep here again.
00:39:28 She's sleeping in a better place now,
00:40:11 They're taking Mary Beth
00:40:14 I want to get up early
00:40:19 I'm sure that there are others that would
00:40:23 I want to do it. I want it ready tomorrow.
00:40:26 I don't like thinking about her lying there
00:40:38 Do you plan to come with me tomorrow?
00:40:43 I'll be there.
00:40:47 You weren't with me today.
00:40:51 You were at the house of her murderer.
00:40:55 I was doing my duty.
00:40:57 According to whom? Levi?
00:41:01 According to God.
00:41:03 God!
00:41:07 God had a plan for her, Ida.
00:41:11 He sent her to us.
00:41:14 He has the right to call her home.
00:41:16 Oh.
00:41:20 To question that will do us no good.
00:41:26 But I don't know how to be without her.
00:42:08 Gideon is up.
00:42:12 You should not blame him for what he did.
00:42:15 He was right to go with Levi.
00:42:17 You can say that even now?
00:42:21 Charlie Roberts is dead.
00:42:24 To forgive him makes it easier.
00:42:27 We don't have to see him.
00:42:29 His fate is in God's hands.
00:42:33 Rachel, how are your girls?
00:42:39 God called Sarah home during the night.
00:42:44 I'm sorry.
00:42:48 I was hoping...
00:42:50 Both of Judith's daughters died.
00:42:54 That's five girls killed.
00:42:57 And Rebecca... how is she doing?
00:43:00 Still in the coma.
00:43:02 Well, we will pray for her.
00:43:26 You were up all night.
00:43:31 Sewing this dress is the last thing
00:43:45 Why were you showing Rachel
00:43:48 Rachel asked to see them.
00:43:52 We agreed that God probably wouldn't have
00:43:55 if we had just one photo
00:43:59 You do not need a graven image
00:44:03 No.
00:44:06 But it would comfort me.
00:44:12 But you do not need comfort, do you?
00:44:17 Of course I do.
00:44:20 I loved Mary Beth more than my life.
00:44:22 And yet you went to the house
00:44:25 and you put out your hand to his wife.
00:44:27 Because it was the right thing to do.
00:44:31 We must trust God's wisdom.
00:44:33 What wisdom?
00:44:35 Why would God want a beautiful,
00:44:40 I don't know!
00:44:45 All I know...
00:44:48 is that if we forgive,
00:44:55 God has shattered my heart.
00:45:04 And I will not betray my daughter...
00:45:07 by forgiving the man who killed her.
00:45:10 I will not do it, Gideon.
00:45:13 I cannot.
00:45:25 Whoa, whoa, whoa.
00:45:29 I need to move the horse off the street.
00:45:39 You're Charlie Roberts's wife.
00:45:44 Is this where...
00:45:47 - Is your husband here?
00:45:49 No, I was just seeing if they...
00:45:56 I can take his body somewhere else.
00:46:05 Our deepest condolences on your loss.
00:46:17 Mr. Taskey.
00:46:19 Mr.... Graber.
00:46:22 - I'm so sorry for your loss.
00:46:26 Good day.
00:46:44 Mama...
00:46:47 is Mary Beth wearing her new dress now?
00:46:51 Does she look pretty?
00:46:55 Yes.
00:46:57 Yes, very pretty.
00:47:15 There's no need for you to cook.
00:47:19 Why not let our friends bring us food?
00:47:22 I don't want to see anyone else right now.
00:47:25 Ida...
00:47:29 We are a people that share our burdens.
00:47:31 We are a people
00:47:41 When I picked Katie up,
00:47:45 grief counselor at the firehouse later on.
00:47:50 That she was willing
00:47:52 and help them work through their grief.
00:47:54 I prefer not.
00:47:55 But you need to...
00:47:59 perhaps more than anyone.
00:48:00 Why? Because I'm so unreasonable?
00:48:03 - Those are not my words.
00:48:06 But you are disappointed in me...
00:48:09 because I dare to hate the man
00:48:20 If you want me to go, I'll go.
00:48:22 I'll change my dress.
00:48:57 I hate that man too.
00:49:00 He did a bad, evil thing...
00:49:03 and I hate him more than anything.
00:49:11 He did do an evil thing.
00:49:14 And... I don't blame you for hating him.
00:49:18 And you can hate him...
00:49:22 for as long as you like.
00:49:28 But tell me, this hate that's...
00:49:33 how does it feel?
00:49:35 Does it feel good?
00:49:40 Not very good.
00:49:44 No.
00:49:49 Hate is a very big...
00:49:52 very hungry thing,
00:49:56 and it will...
00:49:58 eat up your whole heart...
00:50:02 and leave no room left for love.
00:50:08 We are lucky...
00:50:12 that God understands this.
00:50:16 He is the one that will
00:50:19 so that we don't have to carry all this
00:50:24 if we don't want to.
00:50:26 If we're willing to forgive.
00:50:33 Maybe I could forgive him...
00:50:36 and still hate him just a little bit.
00:50:59 Ho. Ho!
00:51:03 Excuse me. Jill Green, WEBG News.
00:51:06 I wonder if I might
00:51:09 Uh, we don't have to talk on camera...
00:51:11 but a lot of people are wondering
00:51:14 with this terrible tragedy.
00:51:18 Excuse me. Jill Green, WEBG News.
00:51:22 Would you like to comment on why
00:51:24 to forgive the man
00:51:35 We don't have to talk on camera.
00:51:38 I just want to know, because, honestly...
00:51:40 I'm having a hard time understanding it.
00:51:56 I know this is very difficult.
00:52:02 Your lives have been turned upside down.
00:52:06 Your grief is new, and very painful.
00:52:11 But with time...
00:52:13 you can create
00:52:17 especially if you stop
00:52:23 Why don't we start...
00:52:25 by talking about the memories you cherish
00:52:32 Hannah was seven...
00:52:34 and so sweet.
00:52:36 Everyone always told me how sweet she was.
00:52:39 She loved working with me in the garden.
00:52:43 She'd take such care planting each seed...
00:52:46 patting it into the ground
00:52:49 then practically drowning it with water.
00:53:00 Sarah was 12.
00:53:04 She liked gardening too.
00:53:07 But what she loved most was horses.
00:53:12 She'd just got a new mare.
00:53:15 The first night
00:53:19 Sarah slept in the barn.
00:53:30 Our Mary Beth was 14, and...
00:53:33 she loved to read.
00:53:37 I think she read the Bible
00:53:42 She loved to tell stories.
00:53:44 - Once, she wrote a...
00:53:54 Anna was seven.
00:53:56 Lydia was eight.
00:54:00 They did everything together.
00:54:06 One evening...
00:54:10 Charlie Roberts came to get our milk...
00:54:14 and he had his sons with him.
00:54:17 And they played
00:54:26 I'm so sorry... that I left.
00:54:31 I keep praying to God...
00:54:33 that he will give me
00:54:36 so that I can stay.
00:54:39 Ruth, if you hadn't run for help, the police
00:54:44 They told us that he was planning to do
00:54:48 Yes. Ruth. You did the right thing.
00:54:58 I forgot to mention
00:55:01 Uh, how good she was
00:55:04 She was the only one that
00:55:07 when he was having an asthma attack.
00:55:10 She helped him up until the day
00:55:16 Oh, that's right.
00:55:19 She's shunned for taking up
00:55:22 We can forgive the man
00:55:27 but... but we cannot forgive
00:55:38 I told you I shouldn't have come.
00:55:45 Yeah, no. I can't get anyone to talk
00:55:49 - Hey, are you all right?
00:55:51 I want to go home.
00:55:53 Well, we can give you a ride.
00:56:03 This isn't a good idea.
00:56:08 My husband will be unhappy
00:56:12 Your husband was one of the men
00:56:16 They don't understand how it bothers me.
00:56:20 They don't understand that...
00:56:22 That some things are unforgivable?
00:56:42 My colleague Ann Curry
00:56:45 from Lancaster County,
00:56:48 - Ann, good evening.
00:56:51 Along with forgiveness...
00:56:53 Those people out there
00:56:56 Still, the Amish people here
00:57:00 - burying their anger even before burying their children.
00:57:05 You don't need to be watching that.
00:57:08 Where are the kids?
00:57:10 Lillian from church took them
00:57:13 What about you?
00:57:17 This time a week ago, I was...
00:57:19 bringing Charlie a plate in the garage.
00:57:22 He was fixing Andy's bike.
00:57:26 I thought we had a good life.
00:57:29 I would have bet money he thought
00:57:33 He actually picked going to hell
00:57:41 Uh, how about I, uh...
00:57:44 make you a grilled cheese...
00:57:47 since that's the only thing
00:57:51 - What's this?
00:57:55 It's donations.
00:57:58 so they gave them to the boys.
00:58:00 Huh. I'll be.
00:58:04 They really put their money
00:58:11 I asked the community what they wanted
00:58:15 and I was told, "Tell the world
00:58:19 "But also remember to pray
00:59:06 Katie, no! Oh. What are you doing?
00:59:10 Making cookies for after
00:59:14 Katie!
00:59:16 Katie. I'm sorry for yelling.
00:59:20 Oh, Katie, I said I was sorry.
00:59:22 This should be my funeral too.
00:59:25 I should have gotten shot too.
00:59:27 I don't know why I ran.
00:59:30 It would be better
00:59:33 She would never burn the cookies.
00:59:35 Oh, Katie.
00:59:38 Shh.
00:59:41 I thank God you ran.
00:59:46 I thank God you're here.
00:59:49 And don't ever think...
00:59:52 that you should have been shot or...
00:59:54 or that you shouldn't be here
00:59:59 we love you.
01:00:01 And we need you. So, please...
01:00:04 Please, please...
01:00:06 Don't ever feel bad for being alive.
01:00:13 Now, let's go and make
01:00:22 Isaac just returned from the hospital.
01:00:25 He says Rebecca opened her eyes three times
01:00:28 Oh, that's wonderful news.
01:00:32 Will you come with me to the hospital?
01:00:36 But Mary Beth's funeral...
01:00:37 It isn't until tomorrow.
01:00:40 Please, Ida.
01:00:43 If it turns out she's not waking up...
01:00:46 - I can't bear to sit there alone.
01:00:48 Yes, of course. I'll go change.
01:00:53 I'm so happy for you.
01:00:56 - We just need to pray that she's waking up.
01:00:59 So you have one of the families saying...
01:01:02 that they have no intention of doing
01:01:04 No, not a family. A mother.
01:01:07 Her husband is clearly
01:01:09 He was one of the men
01:01:12 Is she being pressured to toe the line?
01:01:14 Is that what that powwow
01:01:16 No. No. It was, uh,
01:01:20 Although Ida was pretty upset
01:01:23 So I suppose there could be
01:01:26 Well, then, what are you sitting here for?
01:01:29 - Find out.
01:01:32 Do we really want to pursue this angle?
01:01:34 All the networks are pretty much
01:01:36 I don't take anything at face value.
01:01:39 I'm not gonna report something as a fact
01:01:42 I mean, if you find evidence that this
01:01:45 then fine. I'll let you run with it.
01:01:48 But if what we really have
01:01:50 making devastated parents feel like
01:01:55 it's a different story.
01:02:01 So this is where the fireman picks you up?
01:02:04 He says it's on his way to work,
01:02:07 - He said he'd get another to drive me.
01:02:11 I must say...
01:02:13 all our lives we're told to keep ourselves
01:02:19 been nothing but generous
01:02:26 Looks like a woman.
01:02:33 Oh.
01:02:43 Hi.
01:02:45 I... I, uh, went to the firehouse to see
01:02:50 They said a mother needs
01:02:54 Yes.
01:02:56 Yes, that's me. I'm Rachel.
01:03:02 This is Ida.
01:03:07 And it's very kind of you to take me.
01:03:10 Isn't she kind, Ida?
01:03:14 Please, let me help.
01:03:18 Yes. Please. Ida.
01:03:23 Let's go.
01:03:25 So who is it you're going to visit?
01:03:29 Rebecca.
01:03:32 She's 10.
01:03:34 Well, I'm glad she made it.
01:03:39 Her other daughter, Sarah, was killed...
01:03:41 along with my daughter.
01:03:46 It seems very warm for this time of year.
01:03:49 I guess it is.
01:03:54 My husband says our corn
01:03:57 I hope that won't cause you any problems.
01:03:59 Oh, no. It's a bit of a blessing
01:04:04 so occupied.
01:04:09 You know, if there's anything I can do
01:04:14 I can give you rides anywhere you gotta go.
01:04:20 That's very generous.
01:04:23 We don't have a phone, but...
01:04:26 - I'll be happy to take your number.
01:04:28 - I have to get out of the car.
01:04:30 - I don't feel well. I need to get out.
01:04:38 Ida!
01:04:41 Ida!
01:04:42 - What are you doing?
01:04:45 Sitting in the car beside Amy Roberts
01:04:48 I cannot bear the sight of her!
01:04:50 Ida, this is not a fitting way to talk.
01:04:54 Mary Beth is dead because of her husband!
01:04:57 - And you're gonna defend her and scold me?
01:05:01 And I want to scream at the world too.
01:05:04 But more than that, I do not want to make my heart...
01:05:06 a battleground between hate and love.
01:05:08 It hurts too much.
01:05:12 We have suffered enough damage.
01:05:15 We must choose love.
01:05:20 I cannot go to the hospital with you.
01:05:23 Mary Beth's funeral is tomorrow.
01:05:37 You think Leonard's
01:05:40 Pretty much.
01:05:42 You gotta admit...
01:05:44 we don't know for sure
01:05:51 Is that who I think it is?
01:05:54 It's Ida Graber.
01:05:57 Ida?
01:06:00 Are you all right?
01:06:03 Can we give you a ride?
01:06:06 Not today. But...
01:06:08 the day after tomorrow...
01:06:12 Yeah, yeah, we could do that.
01:06:14 Uh, where do you need to go?
01:06:16 To Philadelphia.
01:06:19 I can't stand to be here anymore.
01:06:23 I have to get out of this place.
01:06:27 Will you do it?
01:06:36 I'll pick you up
01:07:11 - Is that for one of the girls they say Daddy killed?
01:07:15 It's for Mary Beth Graber.
01:07:19 I think they made a mistake.
01:07:21 I think Daddy went into the school
01:07:26 and the real bad guy
01:07:28 So...
01:07:31 they just think it was Daddy,
01:07:36 Oh, honey.
01:08:31 Thank you for talking to me today.
01:08:36 Those are some big ears.
01:08:38 Ah.
01:08:45 Smell it.
01:08:47 - Mmm.
01:08:50 The harvest is late this year.
01:08:53 - You ever walk through a cornfield at night?
01:08:56 No, this is a first for me, day or night.
01:08:59 When it's quiet,
01:09:03 God's work... it's all around us.
01:09:10 Not everything is God's work.
01:09:15 For many years,
01:09:20 We're not afraid to die.
01:09:24 Young girls should not have to die
01:09:29 No.
01:09:31 No, no. It may not seem so to us...
01:09:33 we who are left to bear
01:09:38 but it is not our place to decide
01:09:42 That, especially, is God's work.
01:09:47 Charlie Roberts
01:09:50 that he wanted to offend God...
01:09:53 for taking his baby daughter.
01:09:56 He was purposely doing evil.
01:09:58 All the more reason
01:10:02 Do you say things like that
01:10:06 I believe that you're asking me
01:10:12 No. No, I'm sorry.
01:10:15 It's just...
01:10:17 I don't see how you can forgive someone...
01:10:20 who hasn't show regret
01:10:24 I don't see that as genuine forgiveness.
01:10:26 Forgiveness comes from an open heart...
01:10:30 and it comes without condition...
01:10:34 or it does not come at all.
01:10:59 It was a long day.
01:11:05 I'm glad it is done.
01:11:11 I have to leave, Gideon.
01:11:17 What are you saying?
01:11:20 - What are you...
01:11:25 I'm going to the city.
01:11:27 I want to find a place near Emma...
01:11:30 and I want to take Katie with me.
01:11:38 I want you to come with us.
01:11:40 I don't want us to be apart. And...
01:11:42 Katie won't be happy without you.
01:11:52 You will never leave, will you?
01:11:56 Not even for me.
01:11:59 I'm a plain man, Ida.
01:12:03 I can be nothing else. This is my place.
01:12:06 - Our place.
01:12:08 Not anymore it isn't.
01:12:10 - You're in pain. You're not... You're not thinking clearly.
01:12:14 Pain clears the mind very well...
01:12:16 and I know that I do not belong here.
01:12:19 I am not a meek little sheep
01:12:24 Like you, offering up our daughter
01:12:28 You will mock our faith now?
01:12:30 Our faith is the only thing
01:12:33 No! we had so much more than that!
01:12:36 We had Mary Beth! Our child...
01:12:39 was of priceless value, and you made her
01:12:42 It is not easy to forgive!
01:12:45 The Lord does not set us on an easy path!
01:12:50 But this I know.
01:12:53 Faith, when everything is as you want it
01:12:57 It is only when our lives
01:13:01 that we have the chance
01:13:05 Now, if you do not have true faith,
01:13:09 Perhaps you don't belong here.
01:13:14 So you will let me go?
01:13:24 I would not force you
01:13:31 Do this one thing for me.
01:13:33 Come with me to the firehouse tomorrow
01:13:37 They said Amy Roberts will be there.
01:13:43 All right, I'll go.
01:13:47 And Katie and I will leave after.
01:13:55 - Gideon...
01:13:59 I hope you will come see us
01:14:08 I will not see you.
01:14:10 You will be shunned.
01:14:14 But I will come and fetch Katie and...
01:14:17 bring her here to visit with me.
01:14:50 Hey.
01:14:52 - Everything okay?
01:14:59 - I bet Gideon's pretty upset.
01:15:02 And it pains me terribly
01:15:07 I do not see any other way.
01:15:11 If you want to take a few more days
01:15:13 No. It won't be any easier
01:15:22 I promised Gideon
01:15:25 The families are meeting with Amy Roberts.
01:15:27 Oh. I hadn't heard.
01:15:31 Will you come?
01:15:33 I would just love
01:15:37 understands how I feel.
01:15:45 Okay.
01:15:50 Thank you.
01:16:00 I want to thank you all
01:16:04 I have been so much wanting to tell you...
01:16:09 how sorry I am...
01:16:12 for your girls.
01:16:15 S... So deeply, incredibly sorry.
01:16:19 It's just, um...
01:16:24 what Charlie did is, uh...
01:16:28 it's incomprehensible to me...
01:16:31 and to everyone who knew him.
01:16:33 My son...
01:16:41 You've all been so kind to me...
01:16:44 and to my children.
01:16:49 Even to... Charlie.
01:16:53 Seeing you forgive him...
01:16:57 when some things are just unforgivable.
01:17:03 We all deserve forgiveness, Mrs. Roberts.
01:17:10 Is God going to forgive Charlie
01:17:15 I don't see how any of you...
01:17:21 I'm sorry. I... I... I...
01:17:25 I don't mean to be rude.
01:17:28 It's...
01:17:29 No, it's all right.
01:17:34 Our forgiveness isn't about Charlie.
01:17:42 Forgiving...
01:17:45 doesn't mean forgetting.
01:17:47 It doesn't even mean a pardon.
01:17:51 we know that Charlie
01:17:58 But we also know that if we hold on
01:18:04 then it is only ourselves
01:18:08 It's true.
01:18:10 Every morning when I wake...
01:18:13 I expect to hear Anna and Lydia singing
01:18:19 But the silence reminds me
01:18:26 And I become so full of anger...
01:18:30 that I can barely breathe.
01:18:35 But then I offer that anger up to God...
01:18:39 and I forgive.
01:18:43 And sometimes I have to
01:18:47 and again an hour after that.
01:18:50 But if I did not do that...
01:18:55 I don't know how I would
01:18:57 I don't care if I ever breathe again.
01:19:01 I don't understand how he could
01:19:05 to me, to his children!
01:19:08 I don't know how to forgive!
01:19:10 I don't know...
01:19:12 - We will pray with you.
01:19:16 - We will help you.
01:19:19 None of us is alone.
01:19:27 Oh, my God.
01:19:41 What can I do? Do you... Do you want me
01:19:45 - Do you want me to take you home?
01:19:47 - I don't know.
01:19:49 No.
01:19:53 Ida, Gideon... you need to come
01:19:57 - Rebecca is asking for you.
01:19:59 She remembers everything,
01:20:13 Look who I brought.
01:20:16 Good to see you, Rebecca.
01:20:21 God must have known how much
01:20:27 I told them you remember what happened
01:20:31 Did you want to tell us what happened?
01:20:36 I want to tell you about Mary Beth.
01:20:42 I want to tell you
01:20:47 Go on. We'd like to know.
01:20:53 After he got his gun...
01:20:55 he was standing over me.
01:20:59 I was so scared.
01:21:03 Mary Ann Fisher...
01:21:05 She said, "Shoot me first".
01:21:14 So he went over to her...
01:21:18 and he said...
01:21:20 "You girls should pray for me".
01:21:25 But Sarah said,
01:21:32 And Mary Beth said...
01:21:35 "I will. I will pray for you".
01:21:46 She said she'd pray for him...
01:21:48 even though she knew
01:21:52 Mary Beth was the bravest one of all.
01:21:55 She was.
01:21:59 She was a good girl. She was...
01:22:03 She was the best, bravest girl.
01:22:08 Thank you for telling us that.
01:22:15 As soon as you come home,
01:22:34 Take me home.
01:22:37 I want to go home.
01:22:49 Funeral services
01:22:52 Not a lot of people.
01:22:54 No. About a dozen, if that.
01:22:57 Poor Amy. I thought she belonged
01:23:02 Doesn't look like it today.
01:23:57 We're very sorry for your loss.
01:23:59 I don't understand.
01:24:03 Before she died...
01:24:05 my daughter had forgiveness in her heart.
01:24:09 I can do no less.
01:24:13 Thank you.
01:24:18 Thank you.
01:24:31 On this, of all occasions...
01:24:34 we cannot pretend
01:24:37 We cannot pretend that even the most
01:24:40 cannot be swayed by darkness...
01:24:43 to carry out evil acts...
01:24:46 acts that leave
01:24:51 But as our Amish brothers
01:24:56 when we do not
01:25:01 when we open our hearts
01:25:04 then the darkness is banished...
01:25:07 and evil is no more.
01:25:16 - Six Months Later
01:25:17 that has changed the lives
01:25:21 The Amish community...
01:25:25 Ready to get this show on the road?
01:25:27 You go ahead. Pick your spot.
01:25:29 - Ida! Hello.
01:25:32 I was hoping to see you all here today.
01:25:34 Katie...
01:25:36 you've grown a foot
01:25:38 - I know. Dat says he's going to sit on my head.
01:25:43 Miss Green.
01:25:49 - Katie looks wonderful. Is she doing okay?
01:25:52 She misses her sister terribly.
01:25:55 We all do. But, yes.
01:25:57 Katie's always been a happy soul,
01:26:02 And you and your husband?
01:26:04 It bothers me to think that
01:26:08 Oh, please, don't think so.
01:26:10 You were a friend to me
01:26:14 I'm grateful to have known you.
01:26:18 I'm grateful too.
01:26:25 Do you think Amy Roberts
01:26:28 I don't know. They said that
01:26:32 Oh, wait. There she is.
01:26:50 I was wondering if I'd see you here.
01:26:52 I wanted to come.
01:26:55 I needed to see the new school.
01:26:58 It's good you're here.
01:27:36 Of the five girls who survived
01:27:47 Life changed forever in Nickel Mines.
01:27:50 Life changed forever in Nickel Mines.
01:27:54 Translation: