Meninas Teen Mothers
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Take the cup to the toilet |
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"TEEN MOTHERS" |
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LUANA, AGE 15, |
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- Was it planned? |
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Planned? |
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Are your parents alive? |
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Only my mother, |
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DR. ELISABETH ROEDER, |
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What did he die of? |
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He was a drug dealer, |
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- What was he? |
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Oh, drug dealer, I see. |
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Was he murdered? |
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Do you live with your mother? |
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- Four sisters. |
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We're five girls. |
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Are you the oldest, |
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The oldest. |
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Five. |
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Like it? |
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I like this one best. |
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There are trousers, |
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I like this one too. |
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A friend of my mother's |
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Her daughter is 2 months old |
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They're in this dream world, |
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ANTONIZIA, LUANA'S MOTHER |
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I had her when I was 23, |
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when she has her first child? |
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What does she know |
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His mother even asked me: |
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A 15 year-old girl having an abortion, |
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But regrettably that 's what |
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I told her she's lucky |
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if I weren't I'd never do that, |
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I'm a church goer or I'd kick |
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I hope it 's a boy. |
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I always wanted a boy. |
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EVELIN, AGE 13, |
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It 's great living here... |
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EVELIN'S MOTHER |
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But what are we supposed to do? |
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I can't afford to go somewhere else, |
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putting our lives at risk, |
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But Rocinha has been |
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a lot of peace. |
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Look at the view. |
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I still can't believe she's pregnant, |
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thinking how I wish |
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hoping for a better future |
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to finish school, |
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go to university one day, |
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she doesn't feel like it. |
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Her father was very strict |
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but she kept bugging him, |
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and they ended up letting her go |
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And there are all sorts there, |
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I met him at a party on 1st Street. |
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up here, we started seeing |
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And that 's how it started, |
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He gave me this, when he used |
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These letters are made out of gold, |
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Most of the girls only like them |
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and have guns, |
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I didn't like him like that... |
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it was love at first sight |
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I felt I had to be with him, |
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he's just really cool. |
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But he got out, thank god, and now |
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The drug dealers |
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they told him that |
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So I went there with him, |
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who said okay, |
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I used to like hanging out |
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playing with dolls. |
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We met here in the neighbourhood, |
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I started noticing her and |
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EDILENE, AGE 14, 7 MONTHS PREGNANT |
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so this whole thing |
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ALEX, AGE 21 |
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I'm very gentle with him |
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We dated for 6 months, then split |
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I'm only staying here |
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Because he's got another |
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I've never been a father before, |
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and twice. |
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It 's not just me in the wrong, |
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Because she loved me, |
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and she was playing hard to get, |
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because of all |
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I said: "Edilene, come back |
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I did everything to get her back, |
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I hounded her and she |
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working and got another girlfriend |
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So after a little, while she said |
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and she was pregnant. |
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got pregnant, |
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I dreamed of studying, |
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and joining the navy. |
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JOICE, AGE 16, 6 MONTHS PREGNANT |
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Because they won't |
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or if you have a child. |
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I've liked him ever since |
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He asked my father |
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But after all this happened, |
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the other girl also got pregnant. |
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And then we split up, |
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I don't know whether it 's |
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but it sure hurts. |
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Young kids today, they have |
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JOICE'S FATHER |
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The father and mother have |
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If no one punishes them, |
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They'll keep doing the same |
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I was talking to a judge who |
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It 's a serious matter because |
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And the law says whether |
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it was attempted sexual |
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I have an appointment. |
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This is your baby's face, see? |
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The mouth and nose. |
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Do you already know |
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No. |
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A little girl. |
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- Girl. |
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I'm working. |
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Girl... a girl... yes, a girl... |
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it 's amazing. |
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Don't be surprised. |
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Ah, Luana... |
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Is the baby, all right? |
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Trust you! |
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We didn't always have protection... |
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I used to get condoms from |
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because they're free, |
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so we didn't always use them. |
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JUNINHO, AGE 18 I was the one who |
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He thought I was crazy... |
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that I shouldn't be thinking |
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that it 's not the right time. |
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So when it happened, it happened. |
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Neither of us expected it. |
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And what made you want a child? |
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I used to look after Talita. |
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having looked after my sister. |
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Because she came from the |
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Iooking after her, |
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I still have this dream, |
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before I die this dream will come true. |
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do comedy, for TV... |
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and I did these photos |
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of getting somewhere, |
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People say I look a bit |
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here's one as |
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there's Evelin when she was 3... |
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there's another one, |
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Some say: "oh, it 'll change |
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no one will date you anymore... |
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but I don't listen to what |
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I've still got the results |
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Can I see? |
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On 23rd October, |
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to see if it was true... |
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that 's my birthday, |
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to his place took him the results. |
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He was pleased, |
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I like waking up in the morning, |
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I sit there listening to them sing, |
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now I have a son, a wife... |
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and also because I'm looking |
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I'm no longer single, when I was |
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dance funk, mostly funk. |
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I was a ladies man, |
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Now, that I've started liking |
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GEMINI ALEX |
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It 's my star sign and |
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The same day I did it she had one |
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And this baby Edilene is expecting, |
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which I want to fulfil with her, |
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MARIA JOSÉ, EDILENE'S MOTHER, |
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I dreamed of having a betterlife, |
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I thought I wouldn't get |
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but my daughter's father was |
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we had sex and I got pregnant. |
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But he says he |
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he says I'm now pregnant because |
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I did everything to get rid of it, |
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to get rid of the baby, |
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Love, I think it 's something you |
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I mean sometimes I get angry |
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He wasn't my first man. |
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To be honest I was |
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I was curious to see what |
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On my first time I only used |
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I never took the pill. |
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we only used it to start with then |
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Even so it 's a sort of miracle, |
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come inside me and nothing |
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But it 's better like this... |
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My child can grow up |
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and we can go out together, |
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it can go out with me |
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I think I've still got |
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JOSÉ GENTIL, |
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It was a shock for me, because |
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She's still so small she plays |
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her bedroom and she'll be combing |
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She sucks her thumb when |
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Just a child. If we'd given |
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a little more love, |
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I swear she wouldn't. |
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I'm guilty too. |
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I told him: "If you want |
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you've got to |
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You're putting her life at risk, |
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This isn't good for us, |
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because if the worst suddenly |
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and you're in here with us, |
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and then what 's going to happen? |
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shoot my children, |
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So think about what you're doing. |
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Juninho, he's shy... |
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a joker like me, |
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together with all my sisters |
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a bunch of clowns, |
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Sometimes he dresses up as |
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and the girls dress up as men. |
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But as soon as my mother arrives, |
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Juninho goes all quiet. |
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My mother goes on about |
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but we don't want to marry. |
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I don't know... |
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I don't like the idea, |
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Things are fine just |
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Where's granny's tummy?! |
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Let 's see granny's tummy! |
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So, I'm there at work |
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LÚCIA, ALEX'S MOTHER |
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My God! |
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I get so anxious, |
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on the landline or on the |
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When I heard she was pregnant, |
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to do the ultrasound. |
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I cried, |
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I'm not just a mother-in-law, |
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because she's so young, so's he. |
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I was 16 when I had Alex, 16 to 17. |
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I was also very young when I had |
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my children, I'm giving my |
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- Are you staying here? |
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- Why not? |
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- Why? |
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Edilene, look, |
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Dating you I'd have sex without |
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- With her too! |
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- With her too. You told me. |
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Let me finish! |
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For ages I had sex with you with |
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- So what, Chuleco? |
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So what?! |
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- It was my bad luck. |
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It was my bad luck! |
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I'm not talking to you. |
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Yeah. |
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You say you're not |
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and before long |
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I don't understand you. |
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I'm going to wake Evelin, |
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Went to the party last night. |
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The party on 1st Street, |
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She went out at 1 am, with her |
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they'll be round soon. |
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Her boyfriend went with her, |
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if he hadn't gone they would |
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She said if they didn't go |
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to see his face again. |
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I woke up with them arguing. |
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Teenager stuff. |
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I don't know if he's in |
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Evelin! |
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- What is it? |
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What 's wrong? |
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Speak to your mother |
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Open up! |
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Oh mom, give me a break! |
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What 's wrong with you, |
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That 's terrible, |
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Well I did, so there! |
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Hey, get dressed, get up, |
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Hey, lvan! |
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What a lot of candles! |
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And we haven't even |
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I used to think Luana |
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more of a teenager. |
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And suddenly, all at once, |
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to have this responsibility |
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and at the same time |
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wants to swap her mind with |
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Sometimes I even lose my |
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because you're talking |
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who thinks she can answer you |
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I don't accept that! |
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I said: "Luana, when the baby is |
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to get by, |
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That 's all I ask, a little help. |
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I'm tired. |
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I hardly have time for lunch. |
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I get so tired, sometimes I get |
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and I never can, an argument |
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when I finish my day at work, |
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and not go home, |
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it 's as if it were no use, |
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Not all mothers would accept |
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with a boy in her own house... |
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feeding them, washing their |
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usually the daughter who gets |
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because it 's his, so he should |
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But I don't want Luana |
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When these two children are born, |
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support them. |
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The money I earn I already give |
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There's none left for me. |
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I work here, |
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I think about when she leaves, |
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Whenever I get home I try |
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And the answer is always |
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She won't change. |
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The thing she wants me to do to |
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To let my other child be born |
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That 's what she wants me to do. |
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Evelin Rodrigues dos Santos. |
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You see that, that white ball, |
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that round white bit is |
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At the point of the arrow, can you |
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a white one, black and then |
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That 's your little |
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What, were you expecting |
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so tell your hubby you have |
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By tomorrow you'll |
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It 's kicking. |
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WALFRIDES PEREIRA |
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- Are you relaxing? |
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Then when the doctor tells |
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By tomorrow you'll |
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God willing. |
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Jaqueline, are you drinking |
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Luana, I'm going to need Juninho. |
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- The fridge! |
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Wow, Pereira sure |
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Wesley dropped it |
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Who asked you to buy |
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I'm sorry. |
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Okay. |
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Here! |
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- I know what it is. |
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- Another girl! |
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Didn't I tell you it was a girl? |
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To play with Raiane! |
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It 's so cool. |
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- That 's the head? |
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He told me if I took 4 bread rolls, |
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that would be her weight. |
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I'm right here, I'm staying |
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Cute, isn't he? |
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That 's it. Hold him well up. |
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Look at all those stretch marks. |
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Stretch marks, like hell! |
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Stop! |
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- You Stop! |
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Stretch marks! |
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The navel will puff out. |
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No it won't, because it 's so deep, |
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Kids are great, you know, |
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People who haven't, want kids, |
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That 's the truth of it. |
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I'll take him to court |
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Oh sure, he doesn't work, |
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So if he's not working he'll |
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Spend a few days in jail so he |
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getting girls pregnant. |
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If he were setting up a home, |
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the father, that would be okay, |
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around and all that, but he |
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He's only a man in |
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- Shut up! |
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It 's colic. |
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Hadn't you heard her yet, grandma? |
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granddaughter, you see, rejection |
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The child is hers, don't you |
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let her be the mother! |
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I don't really know whether |
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only after it 's born... |
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I'll see that it 's mine... |
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I'll have to take care of it. |
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keep an eye on Jéssica, |
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If she's dating she |
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if a boy comes on to her she's all |
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My mother is scared of criminals, she's |
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the criminals |
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they've no respect. |
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They used to respect you, |
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For instance if I walk by and they |
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and smile, then they |
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The next time I pass by they grab |
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I was going to break up with him, |
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I told him I don't want anything |
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Because one time |
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I was pregnant... |
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he wants to be my boss but |
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really hard in front of everyone, |
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I was wearing high heels. |
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And when I got up he punched |
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My mother told me, when he |
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that it was my choice... |
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is bound to get beaten up, |
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And I didn't believe her. |
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What do you regret? |
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Having gone out with him. |
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But what was I supposed to do? |
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I'm leaving! |
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I'm leaving because he's got |
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and I don't accept that. |
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Just to think of her walking down |
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I asked him if he'd see her |
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That he wants to |
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Now she's going I don't know |
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I feel this emptiness |
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The only thing I don't want is her |
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Because I've been acting like |
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and take responsibility for everything |
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I've been very hurt by her. |
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Although I like her... |
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Are you taking him upstairs, |
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Takes it with you. |
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You know the days you have |
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Friday, Saturday and Sunday. |
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I know. |
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- Friday, Saturday and Sunday? |
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She'll bring him Friday, |
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It 's going to cost a lot |
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- Okay. |
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Jesus is precious to me |
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Jesus is precious to me |
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Sinner come into the light |
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for He came down |
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You need Jesus |
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Oh Lord, censure all evil in |
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save the family, marriages, I deliver |
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Come on, let 's start, |
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Mosquito net? |
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Wrong! |
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A cot sheet, |
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My God! |
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A lotion. |
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It was you who gave it to me, |
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It 's so embarrassing! |
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Juninho hasn't been |
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Lovely! |
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How cute! |
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I want to be a baby! |
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I like Rocinha because it 's so |
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places for people to go, |
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Some people don't like it |
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but I love the noise. |
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My mother gets nervous when |
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Not me, it 's really wild, I start |
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That 's no good. |
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This'll have to do. |
00:47:57 |
They're clean. |
00:48:31 |
I've suffered so much, |
00:48:36 |
because of this baby. |
00:48:39 |
it was her choice to leave. |
00:48:45 |
Edilene said she left |
00:48:47 |
I don't think that 's a reason. |
00:48:51 |
Because when a woman likes a man |
00:48:55 |
like me... |
00:48:59 |
I think Edilene pities her mother, |
00:49:05 |
and the mother needs to work, |
00:49:08 |
the woman of the house... |
00:49:10 |
she looked after |
00:49:12 |
and she'll look after this one. |
00:49:14 |
That 's the problem, |
00:49:18 |
I know I told Edilene that I'll |
00:49:22 |
grandson... |
00:49:24 |
and so will Alex, I know R$ 75 |
00:49:30 |
- That 's Alex's allowance? |
00:49:34 |
If he earns 2OO it should be |
00:49:46 |
I couldn't wait for the day when |
00:49:51 |
Her birth was rather complicated, |
00:49:55 |
I had no strength, I couldn't |
00:49:59 |
so the doctor had to put his elbow |
00:50:03 |
After she was born I didn't |
00:50:05 |
the only thing I could do was |
00:50:08 |
Nothing else, just gazing. |
00:50:15 |
I hope that, |
00:50:18 |
he'll come to see his daughter. |
00:50:21 |
It 's only normal, |
00:50:23 |
so he'll have to come |
00:50:26 |
Oh, boy! |
00:50:29 |
I can't believe this girl. |
00:52:14 |
It hurts more now. |
00:52:23 |
Mom! |
00:52:27 |
Easy, easy now. |
00:52:35 |
Your mother's right |
00:52:42 |
That 's it. |
00:52:56 |
Oh I'm going to die! |
00:52:59 |
Pull her out, doctor, |
00:53:19 |
I'm taking her now because she |
00:53:32 |
You can't go any further, guys! |
00:53:35 |
ADAPTING NURSING HOME |
00:54:35 |
Today I was asleep when milk |
00:54:38 |
I woke up in the night and |
00:54:41 |
I thought I was dribbling. |
00:54:44 |
Then I saw my blouse was wet, |
00:54:49 |
So much milk coming out of |
00:54:55 |
I don't know, it must be weird |
00:54:58 |
I told my mother, |
00:55:00 |
how are you supposed to hold |
00:55:03 |
I can't wait for it to be born, |
00:55:11 |
Some pregnant women don't |
00:55:15 |
I don't think it 's bad, |
00:55:18 |
They say it bothers them but it |
00:55:55 |
You're tired, it 's lunchtime. |
00:56:22 |
You like her, Paulinha? |
00:56:24 |
Come here, Talita! |
00:56:26 |
Who are all these girls? |
00:56:30 |
Who is it? |
00:56:32 |
You see? |
00:56:34 |
Isn't she cute? |
00:57:06 |
Life is rather difficult now. |
00:57:08 |
When one baby cries, |
00:57:10 |
if one cries the other wakes up. |
00:57:13 |
I have to look after both of them, |
00:57:16 |
So it 's tough. |
00:57:20 |
I'd like to study but it 's |
00:57:54 |
I can't stop him crying. |
00:58:00 |
Not even the other one... |
00:58:06 |
- How old are you now? |
00:58:08 |
Twenty-one. |
00:58:09 |
Twenty-one, |
00:58:13 |
It 's so tough, |
00:58:17 |
I know because I've been through it, |
00:58:20 |
what I lost because |
00:58:22 |
Your fingers will have to dig, |
00:58:25 |
your bloody nails. Because |
00:58:27 |
and the other, if they play |
00:58:50 |
Is he chubbier than his father? |
00:58:52 |
Strong, aren't you? |
00:59:16 |
I can't stand it anymore, |
01:00:24 |
Luana, give her to me! |
01:00:34 |
It 's more work than |
01:00:37 |
Because being a mother is getting |
01:00:43 |
I used to make sports... |
01:00:46 |
I've had to stop going to my |
01:00:50 |
I can only go to school |
01:00:52 |
Last night I couldn't go |
01:00:57 |
Now I see how much I regret |
01:01:00 |
because my mother is doing |
01:01:03 |
and she has run up a lot of |
01:01:07 |
My dream is to get a job, |
01:01:10 |
and take the weight of my |
01:01:24 |
The anger has passed, mostly. |
01:01:28 |
When I see him it |
01:01:31 |
We talk and are |
01:01:34 |
But on the one hand it was good to |
01:01:38 |
said he'd go back to her and |
01:01:45 |
he hasn't gone back |
01:01:56 |
It 's nothing like what |
01:02:00 |
Now it 's no use thinking of myself... |
01:02:02 |
because I've got |
01:02:07 |
I'm fine alone with my daughter, |
01:02:11 |
Just me and her is fine. |
01:02:15 |
And anyway, apart from that |
01:02:18 |
so what 's the point of finding |
01:02:20 |
Just for me to suffer and make |
01:03:27 |
This one's the same. |
01:03:30 |
Red? |
01:03:33 |
Go on, then. |
01:03:40 |
Lower your hand a little. |
01:03:48 |
There, there! |
01:03:55 |
There we are, Mariana, |
01:04:02 |
There, finished! |
01:04:04 |
Pain in the neck! |
01:04:16 |
Cry baby! |
01:04:19 |
Push the dummy out. |
01:04:35 |
She's my doll. |
01:04:38 |
I'm back playing with dolls! |
01:05:43 |
Three months after we |
01:05:45 |
Evelin's boyfriend was killed in |
01:05:51 |
He left a four-month-old daughter |