Metallica Some Kind of Monster
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So, what we're gonna do is, |
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some of the band's new songs. |
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There'll be no cameras allowed |
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There'll be no video, |
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You can only walk in |
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- We're ready. |
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You want a single? |
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Camera over here. |
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Was there ever a moment you |
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or the whole band was falling apart? |
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Was it a kind of a power struggle |
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How did you manage |
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Where in God's name are you |
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on this new album? |
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Why did it take so long to release |
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After 20 years, |
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that, you know, you guys once had |
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Do you think the young generation of |
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Eighty-five million records, 22 years. |
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I think it's 11 albums |
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One word. |
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Oh, my God. |
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One word to span our career? |
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We are scanning the scene |
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We're looking for you |
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There is an evil feeling in our brains |
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But it's nothing new |
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Running, on our way |
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Dying, 1,000 deaths |
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Running, on our way |
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Dying, 1,000 deaths |
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Searching |
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Seek and destroy |
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Searching |
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Seek and destroy |
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Thank you! |
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After 14 years of headbanging, |
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has quit the band, citing: |
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"Private and personal reasons |
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to myself over the years |
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Metallica's management had no |
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if there's a replacement |
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But the band is still scheduled to begin |
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That's the news for now. |
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I mean, I think everybody understands |
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That's getting to a place where |
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get in the way of artistic expression. |
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I mean, do you wanna say more? |
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I met Metallica through |
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after having seen me work |
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when they called |
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with Jason announcing |
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needed to take a look |
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"Well, what's going on here? We've lost |
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and face some of the issues that I think |
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You know, we haven't really worked |
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When we were talking a couple |
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You know, if we wanted |
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I was wondering if having these |
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Because I'm just-- |
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when it's just a few people |
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and I'm just wondering |
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if we're gonna go back |
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battling each other and trying |
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What intimacy? |
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I think, to me, it's not gonna |
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the cameras are in play, |
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but whether or not you guys |
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to risk being seen by other people. |
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We're here in the Presidio |
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and this is gonna be the location |
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is gonna start recording |
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We decided that we didn't wanna |
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and do kind of, like, the same thing |
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We had to kind of change things up. |
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And this is one of the things |
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was to go into a space |
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bring in kind of, like, a portable studio |
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and basically make |
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You know, don't buy new furniture, |
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Don't do anything. |
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They're such a success |
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I don't think they wanna be |
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There's definitely a vibe in here. |
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They got a lot of attitude, |
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to come out on this next album. |
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How did you approach |
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Did you talk about things, did you |
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that you wanted to put across |
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putting the whole thing together? |
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Well, ego was a big one. |
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and not bringing a riff, |
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not bringing a title. Nothing. |
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Me and James did not meet |
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and come in here with material, |
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This time we all got in a room |
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And that's how we wrote songs. |
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The idea is it should |
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in a garage for the first time. |
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Only the band's Metallica. |
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I really like going fast. |
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Just go off and meditate |
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As corny as it sounds, it works, |
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It's a good way to just let the weight |
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It is-- It is kind of strange being, |
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like, a famous guy. You know. |
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This is-- This is part of me |
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But it's also |
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You know, is this a big pose? |
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I mean, am I driving down the street |
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I mean, "rebellious" is kind of |
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- Have you got a plug-in here? |
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So, what exactly are you doing? |
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Well, you'll just hold it |
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Oh, okay. I got you. |
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Yeah! |
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Give me fuel, give me fire |
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I got some bad news. |
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Change the lyrics? |
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I like this thing, Bob. |
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- What? |
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I used to kid myself that art was |
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And I think I've become |
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that my interest in art, music |
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is not separate from anything. |
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You know, where does he feel |
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of that kind of gold thing? |
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How come there isn't |
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up in that black area up there, |
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Where are the starting points |
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if you know what I mean? |
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What the fuck does |
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When's a record done? |
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You know, where does a record start? |
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Where does the process start? |
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All that type of stuff. |
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- Daddy! |
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Yes, sweetie. |
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I don't feel anything great there. |
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I don't think |
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- How do you hear the riff then? |
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And then: |
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Yeah. |
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In nine days, it'll be |
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It's taken the place of a lot |
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So I basically stopped doing |
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and cut way back on my drinking. |
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You can't surf |
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You can't surf if you've been up |
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There's a sort of individualism, |
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I mean, when it's your moment, man, |
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And no one can help you. |
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For all intents and purposes, we go |
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Everybody contributing |
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just as much on the lyric front |
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with drum parts and... |
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As soon as you started talking |
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Yeah. Yeah. You flash back now. |
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Well... |
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You wanna hear it with vocals? |
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Go sing it. |
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You guys had some rules |
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Quite frankly, I don't give a fuck. |
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You couldn't talk about his lyrics, |
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therefore, he couldn't talk about |
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- Right. |
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And you and him did the solos, |
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so you weren't allowed to comment |
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Do you know what I mean? |
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Are you telling me that |
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In the past, what we did was |
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started with a bunch of ideas existing |
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Then me and James would sit down |
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And then we would tell the rest |
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and when to play |
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There was never any, |
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You know, it's a whole new thing |
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You know, writing in front |
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because I've always just gone |
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and wrote stuff down, |
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and putting them down. |
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What I was thinking is, is like-- |
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"This is the face that--" |
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Building a Frankenstein |
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- Yeah. Pretty much. |
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- "This is the top of my head that's flat." |
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"These are my bolts..." |
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We're on the same |
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We're just all working |
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And it's inspiring to me. |
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Now I can further express myself |
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now that, you know, James has |
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- This is "clay," right? |
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- Not "clam." |
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"These hands finger the clam." |
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These are the eyes |
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This is the tongue |
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Make sure you really, like, |
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These are the eyes |
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These are the eyes |
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These are the hands |
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- "This is the--" |
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This is the eye-- |
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This is the eye |
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This is the hand |
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These are the boots |
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This is the voice of silence no more |
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- What is this about? |
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It's not that far off, |
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So, I mean, some kind of monster. |
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Some kind of monster? |
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- You know? |
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- It is-- It is good. |
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I like that. |
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Some kind of monster |
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Some kind of monster |
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The monster lives |
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"We come now to create |
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Throughout our individual |
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sometimes through pain and conflict, |
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we've discovered the true meaning |
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As we accomplish ultimate |
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we become healers of ourselves |
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and the countless who embrace us |
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We have learned, |
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Now we must share." |
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- So that's just-- |
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- A what statement? |
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- Mission? |
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- It's like-- You know, it sets a goal, |
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so you just can, like, just always be |
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You know, what the ultimate goal is. |
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All right. |
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It's my world, you can't have it |
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It's my world, you can't have it |
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It's my world, my world |
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Sucker! |
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Excellent. |
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Come on, little man. Let's go. |
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Skylar, do you want your purse? |
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- Daddy. |
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Come, Daddy. Come, Daddy. |
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I don't know how you guys feel, but |
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The four of us can just go |
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and roll that kind of shit |
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Pull it out of thin air, man. |
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It's so exciting, because |
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I couldn't get to sleep last night, |
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How do you feel? You don't |
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What the hell. |
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- How's it going? Good to see you. |
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- How many bears did you kill? |
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Russia's fucked up. |
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you put a bottle of water here |
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That was it, |
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- Did you drink vodka? |
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- You did? |
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As soon as you got there, |
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Na zdoroviya! |
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That's a pretty big bear. |
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- Is bear edible? |
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That freaked me out when |
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You know, they have been hibernating |
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so they haven't pissed or shit |
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- Oh, so they're toxic? |
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Third day, I killed my bear, |
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and I was just in camp |
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I was like, "Oh, my God." |
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- Worked on lyrics? |
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That was a lot of time, man. |
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A lot of time. |
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I worked on lyrics in Siberia. |
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How to drink vodka |
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Temptation |
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Temptation |
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Temptation |
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Temptation |
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Temptation |
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Fuck you up |
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No, no, no, no |
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Can't say no |
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No |
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Can't say no |
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Oh, no |
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Go away |
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Leave me be |
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Just leave me be |
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So, what were the reactions you got |
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I mean, how did the family react? |
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I'm just-- I don't know. |
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and just come in and say, |
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I'm going to Russia for two weeks |
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You know, and, "What?" You know. |
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Yeah, I'm getting better at that, |
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because that was the most |
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- You know? |
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And it was, you know, |
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- Right. |
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Of course, we had a little vodka |
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Did a little shot for him |
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But I would've loved to have |
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Who's here? |
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This is Daddy working. |
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- This is where Dad works? |
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- What does your dad do for work? |
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- He plays drums? |
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- Let me play drums. |
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- Daddy, wanna play drums? |
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I'm okay. You play for a while. |
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- Those guys, |
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you know, their plate is filled |
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And music is just one of the things. |
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- Say, "Bye, James." |
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Bye, buddy. |
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I chose not to have children |
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My music, that's my children. |
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Daddy's gonna stay and work |
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But since I decided to do it |
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then that's what I have |
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Echobrain is one of the projects |
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And now it's come to fruition. |
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And then when it comes to the time |
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tells me that basically |
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if I did the-- |
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And after 15 years of working |
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and, you know, the stories, man... |
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There was no way that this thing |
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could affect the monster of Metallica. |
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And so-- And saying things like that, |
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I couldn't accept that kind of |
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limited acceptance. |
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I also know that this relationship |
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You know, he'll-- It'll come |
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You guys will make contact. |
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At that time the managers suggested |
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that we have a psychotherapist |
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a man that meets |
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you know, big-ego, big-dollar guys |
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but have to make |
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so everybody else and everybody |
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And I actually said: |
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"I think that this is |
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and weak that we |
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Look, the biggest heavy band |
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And the things we've been through, |
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about squillions of dollars |
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And this, we can't get over this?" |
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Was it more than just |
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Because that's, like, you know, |
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He felt like he wasn't free enough |
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Since he wasn't getting his creativity |
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he needed to get it out |
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And I totally understand that now. |
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And... |
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On my side of that was, |
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I didn't want him to enjoy that |
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I didn't want anyone |
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I didn't want to feel |
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or something like that. |
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And it was-- Through my-- |
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I guess the way I learned how |
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was just to choke them to death. |
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You know? |
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You know? |
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Okay. |
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Need a pen, none of this pencil shit. |
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Check it out, man, |
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"Metllica." |
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I feel guilty that I'm not inspired |
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You know, especially |
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It's like, "Okay." |
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where the song is looped twice |
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and I know Bob's gonna hit me up |
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"Oh, shit." I was, like, |
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It's like, "Why are you dreading it? |
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Well, you're dreading it |
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- Let's get to the fear. |
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- And so if you didn't have anything-- |
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to have something or letting down |
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One, two, three, five. |
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Say it, I'm lonely, yeah |
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Motherfucking in my head |
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It's like I'm almost, |
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There's, like, weird-ass fear of like: |
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"I gotta come up with something |
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before somebody else comes up |
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And then if I don't like it |
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then I'm just being a selfish, |
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It's a fear response. |
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that's the time to move into it, |
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Because there's going to be |
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or some kind of breakthrough. |
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Motherfucker, yeah |
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Metallica. Metallica. |
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Kirk. |
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Kirk. |
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Kirk. Kirk! |
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- Kirk. |
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- Kirk. |
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- Yes. |
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- James is trying to talk to you. |
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Yeah, it's a bit stock. |
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Check it out, guys. |
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I don't know how you feel. |
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And I'm not digging it right now. |
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Even last night, I gotta tell you, |
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I hate to tell you, looked pretty burnt. |
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I agree. |
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And if we don't start earlier |
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I'm not gonna be in a good mood |
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That was totally weird for me. |
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You hear that, Bob? |
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Why don't you try getting |
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- Regular. |
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- You called it regular. |
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because I know it bugs you |
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So a little more solid, then. |
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Fuck! |
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Maybe we should talk |
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- Well, all next week is therapy. |
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Do we have to do that? |
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I mean, we gotta find-- |
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You know, the Phil stuff's important, |
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and I hope we all feel that that's |
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It's an important part of the record. |
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Get all holy again |
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Let me just go put one together. |
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Get all holy again |
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- It's just real confusing sounding. |
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I mean-- I mean, |
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But, I mean, I don't see |
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I think that's how you hear it, dude. |
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I'm just trying to do something |
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I mean, I'm-- I'm used to having |
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You know what I mean? |
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What I'm hearing is... |
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Choose my words carefully here. |
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It's pretty straightforward. |
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You know, it's a little stock. |
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So I started trying to introduce |
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Those things we throw out |
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You know? "It sounds too stock. |
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I mean-- |
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You know what I mean? |
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so you can get your point across |
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I mean... You know, |
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- To you. |
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I think it's fucking stock. What--? |
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I think it sounds stock to my ears. |
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I mean, do you want me |
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- Oh, yeah, please write it down. |
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- I can't hear you. |
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No, when you say-- You're telling |
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You're telling me, "You should |
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- And I'm telling you it's stock. |
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You know what, you guys, why don't |
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all right, instead of hammering |
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We're in shit moods, and we're not |
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- All you wanna do is pick a fight. |
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This is so silly. |
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"I'm in a really pissy mood and--" |
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And I fucking told you |
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- Right. |
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I'm not trying to do fucking shit. |
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You're just sitting here |
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You're-- You're really helping matters. |
00:31:24 |
I was straight up with you, |
00:31:28 |
And what have you been doing? |
00:31:32 |
Come on, guys. |
00:31:35 |
Yeah, I do. I do. |
00:31:57 |
Metallica front man, James Hetfield, |
00:32:01 |
to undergo treatment for alcoholism |
00:32:05 |
In a statement posted |
00:32:08 |
the band writes, "James has entered |
00:32:11 |
and he will continue to receive |
00:32:15 |
Until then we have postponed |
00:32:17 |
including recording sessions |
00:32:20 |
Metallica, whose hard-partying ways |
00:32:24 |
have been working on their follow-up |
00:33:04 |
I think it's easy to see that, |
00:33:06 |
Metallica brought a kind of |
00:33:12 |
Let's say the Beatles, |
00:33:15 |
you know, and all that inspired |
00:33:19 |
that then developed after that. |
00:33:21 |
And let's say the metal music |
00:33:23 |
and Led Zeppelin and Black Sabbath |
00:33:26 |
And then, out of that again, |
00:33:29 |
then came Lars |
00:33:32 |
So I think that they have certainly |
00:33:37 |
Lars had a very good vision |
00:33:40 |
of where he saw that particular-- |
00:33:44 |
You know, the metal music going, |
00:33:46 |
with European ears and eyes maybe. |
00:33:49 |
Don't you feel that it's great for you |
00:33:53 |
to have your father's perspective on |
00:33:58 |
I think that's incredible. |
00:34:00 |
You talk about the lineage... |
00:34:03 |
we talked a little bit |
00:34:05 |
It's very difficult to admit it, |
00:34:08 |
It's easier to talk about it |
00:34:11 |
But... |
00:34:16 |
What would you--? |
00:34:19 |
- To who? |
00:34:21 |
Say it. |
00:34:23 |
Well, I mean, I've already said it |
00:34:26 |
Well, have you said it to him? |
00:34:32 |
You brought it up. I didn't bring it up. |
00:34:34 |
What is it you feel you've said |
00:34:38 |
I think maybe in some ways |
00:34:40 |
To me that's-- |
00:34:41 |
Fear of status quo comes a little bit |
00:34:47 |
I think that-- |
00:34:50 |
than when I have to go to him |
00:34:52 |
and know there's something |
00:34:54 |
And he can see right through that |
00:35:36 |
Comments on that one? |
00:35:39 |
I would say, you know, if you said: |
00:35:43 |
"If you were our adviser, |
00:35:47 |
Then I would say, "Delete that." |
00:35:53 |
I mean-- I mean, |
00:35:56 |
For me, it doesn't cut it. |
00:36:00 |
- But-- |
00:36:03 |
You know, now-- I mean, other |
00:36:05 |
the only other people who've heard |
00:36:09 |
When Cliff Burnstein heard that, he |
00:36:12 |
Yeah. I mean, that could well be. |
00:36:16 |
But I'm pretty sure that-- |
00:36:19 |
That I really-- That I really-- |
00:36:24 |
You know? |
00:36:29 |
- Right. |
00:36:31 |
That doesn't sound right |
00:36:34 |
Unless I'm a guy |
00:36:39 |
in some kind of echo chamber. |
00:37:12 |
So I think one |
00:37:14 |
is to act like a band |
00:37:17 |
We're going on. |
00:37:20 |
We're exploring ourselves individually, |
00:37:23 |
And we really need to get together, |
00:37:27 |
act like the band exists, |
00:37:31 |
And if we don't do that, |
00:37:37 |
of the process slipping off the planet. |
00:37:41 |
This is a bit |
00:37:45 |
What does it--? |
00:37:49 |
And then there were two? |
00:37:52 |
So a good friend of mine |
00:37:56 |
And he knew where James was. |
00:37:58 |
- Really? |
00:37:59 |
He couldn't even imagine James |
00:38:07 |
I'm prepared for the worst. |
00:38:10 |
I'm pretty confident that, you know, |
00:38:13 |
we will come together |
00:38:16 |
But knowing when |
00:38:20 |
or not knowing |
00:38:23 |
is very, very uncomfortable. |
00:38:26 |
I hope that at some point |
00:38:32 |
and try and finish the making |
00:38:36 |
lf... |
00:38:46 |
If he walked away from Metallica, |
00:38:48 |
that it would surprise me. |
00:39:01 |
Say your prayers, little one |
00:39:03 |
Don't forget, my son |
00:39:09 |
I've always felt that James |
00:39:14 |
compassionate person than he |
00:39:26 |
I can remember |
00:39:29 |
I mean, when him and Dave Mustaine, |
00:39:33 |
with their big, you know, |
00:39:36 |
and the whole thing was very much |
00:39:40 |
It was just, like-- |
00:39:42 |
And looking back on, I mean, |
00:39:45 |
I mean, I just felt so alienated, |
00:39:48 |
from the upbringing |
00:39:52 |
Well, here's to you, my friends. |
00:39:54 |
But then, at the same time, |
00:39:58 |
that the sort of depressive things |
00:40:00 |
as a result of the alcohol |
00:40:02 |
it was just very difficult for him |
00:40:07 |
- You want some or not? |
00:40:09 |
a lot of these different fronts. |
00:40:10 |
Whether it's alcohol, that gives |
00:40:14 |
or the front man in Metallica |
00:40:17 |
or, you know, macho bullshit |
00:40:20 |
All right, now you guys are drunk, |
00:40:23 |
Now this is the fun part, man. |
00:40:26 |
I want to help him. |
00:40:28 |
And I want to do the best I can |
00:40:30 |
to make him the best person |
00:40:34 |
So I don't know how the fuck |
00:41:00 |
It's really healthy for me to be here |
00:41:04 |
or anything related to the band |
00:41:07 |
or anyone who would remind me |
00:41:12 |
And to recognize what's real. |
00:41:17 |
Our sessions with Phil really stirred up |
00:41:22 |
that he thought that he needed |
00:41:26 |
Mentally, it's really taken-- |
00:41:28 |
Taken its toll on myself, you know, |
00:41:33 |
And, you know, whenever |
00:41:38 |
they don't-- They don't focus on, you |
00:41:42 |
They go much deeper, you know? |
00:41:45 |
They crack you open |
00:41:48 |
and examine all the things |
00:41:52 |
I've spoken to him a few times, |
00:41:54 |
and, you know, |
00:42:01 |
No matter how bad it gets, eventually |
00:42:07 |
sooner or later. |
00:42:10 |
Whether it's good or bad, |
00:42:16 |
I watched the people |
00:42:18 |
what a great guitar player Kirk is |
00:42:21 |
and what a piece of shit I am. |
00:42:26 |
And I wasn't good enough for them. |
00:42:31 |
And I've had to deal with that |
00:42:37 |
It's a dreadful experience. |
00:42:41 |
It's been hard, Lars. |
00:42:43 |
It's been hard to watch everything that |
00:42:47 |
and everything I do fucking backfire. |
00:42:51 |
And I'm sure there's |
00:42:54 |
they would consider my backfire |
00:42:58 |
You know? And am I happy |
00:43:03 |
You know? You're just now |
00:43:06 |
I've been going |
00:43:09 |
I've never had a chance |
00:43:13 |
talking to Lars, the guy in Metallica. |
00:43:15 |
Never talked to my little Danish |
00:43:19 |
I remember the day you and I talked |
00:43:22 |
and smoking hash |
00:43:26 |
That to me is the stuff that's, like-- |
00:43:31 |
You know? And we've never had |
00:43:36 |
Do I feel some guilt? Yes, I do. |
00:43:40 |
But at the same time, |
00:43:43 |
that the only thing that you feel |
00:43:47 |
when you look back |
00:43:51 |
is rooted in the Metallica thing. |
00:43:57 |
Okay. |
00:44:00 |
Have you ever thought what--? |
00:44:03 |
I think I've had an awareness |
00:44:07 |
That's not what I said. |
00:44:09 |
Okay. |
00:44:11 |
Do you have any idea--? |
00:44:12 |
- Of what I put you through. |
00:44:17 |
I mean, people hate me |
00:44:21 |
You know, I walk down the street, |
00:44:25 |
say "Metallica" at me, |
00:44:29 |
I mean, when I would hear Metallica |
00:44:31 |
I would be like, |
00:44:33 |
because I just keep thinking, |
00:44:38 |
Right. |
00:44:41 |
I've been waiting for this day |
00:44:45 |
You know? And by no means |
00:44:49 |
somebody else very important |
00:44:51 |
Right. |
00:44:55 |
Do I wish it was 1982 all over again, |
00:44:57 |
and you guys woke me up and say: |
00:44:59 |
"Hey, Dave, you know what? |
00:45:09 |
I'd give anything for that chance. |
00:45:16 |
Is there any last words you wanna |
00:45:19 |
Metal up your ass! |
00:45:22 |
Okay, thank you. This is Donna Davis, |
00:45:33 |
This is, like, a pretty bitchin' club |
00:45:36 |
- Yeah. |
00:45:38 |
- Stoked. |
00:45:41 |
- Freaking out? |
00:45:44 |
It's un-fucking-believable is what |
00:45:48 |
- You can say whatever you want. |
00:45:54 |
Echobrain. Yeah. |
00:45:57 |
I don't know, I just-- All of a sudden |
00:46:00 |
I don't understand. |
00:46:03 |
I get one phone call, it's like everybody |
00:46:07 |
I thought it'd be Jason, like, |
00:46:11 |
in front of, you know, like, 20 drunks |
00:46:15 |
And now, I guess, to my own |
00:46:20 |
That's what-- I guess that's |
00:46:23 |
So now I'm realizing that supposedly |
00:47:05 |
- Hey, what's happening, man? |
00:47:07 |
- Sounded good, man. Very good. |
00:47:10 |
- Awesome. Awesome. |
00:47:13 |
- I'm Lars. How you doing? |
00:47:16 |
Where's Jason? |
00:47:17 |
- Jas? |
00:47:19 |
I think he went back to-- |
00:47:21 |
- He went back to-- |
00:47:23 |
Nice. Go back to say hey, |
00:47:27 |
Elvis has left the building. |
00:47:31 |
There's Zach. Hey, Zach. |
00:47:34 |
See, he's even blowing me off. |
00:47:38 |
Jason blows me off. |
00:47:40 |
How quick we become |
00:47:43 |
No-- No kidding. |
00:47:45 |
See, there's a guy |
00:47:47 |
Yeah, that's Steve over there. |
00:47:51 |
Well, he is. |
00:47:53 |
- Really? |
00:47:54 |
I remember that guy. |
00:47:56 |
I remember him. |
00:47:58 |
- Which guy? |
00:47:59 |
- The guy in the red shorts? |
00:48:02 |
that's walking across right now. |
00:48:06 |
Todd. He works at the studio too, |
00:48:08 |
- Who? |
00:48:11 |
I'm sure they're all here, Bob. |
00:48:13 |
I mean, the only two people |
00:48:14 |
not working for him is me and you. |
00:48:17 |
Hetfield's gonna freak. |
00:48:20 |
I'm in fucking hell. |
00:48:23 |
This whole gig has brought |
00:48:24 |
Yes, it has. |
00:48:26 |
- You really wanna come clean. |
00:48:31 |
I mean, I can't hold my band together, |
00:48:35 |
I start records, |
00:48:38 |
I fucking-- |
00:48:46 |
Jason is the future. |
00:48:51 |
I've never had a break like this |
00:48:54 |
Do you know what I mean? And just-- |
00:48:58 |
is just not knowing. |
00:49:00 |
You know what I mean? Not knowing |
00:49:06 |
- Kirk talked to him. |
00:49:10 |
What did he say? |
00:49:12 |
He basically said that, |
00:49:16 |
His family's the priority right now, |
00:49:18 |
and he needs time to work |
00:49:22 |
before he can reach out |
00:49:26 |
And that he loves us, |
00:49:30 |
to understand that he needs time. |
00:49:34 |
And he also went on |
00:49:38 |
talking to you about it, |
00:49:42 |
And, you know, he spoke |
00:49:45 |
to be in control of the situation or in |
00:49:50 |
And he said that this is a time |
00:49:53 |
he needs complete control |
00:49:56 |
And he said, you know, all the |
00:49:59 |
all that stuff, you know, just has-- |
00:50:04 |
So, you know, I got the feeling that |
00:50:08 |
with the business side of things, |
00:50:10 |
which was actually |
00:50:17 |
But I think that's-- |
00:50:20 |
I think that explains a lot |
00:50:27 |
We're just in limbo, and the longer |
00:50:33 |
from dealing with us, |
00:50:37 |
And I just feel so disrespected. |
00:50:45 |
And that's the key thing. |
00:50:51 |
Was the future of the group |
00:50:53 |
Even when James went |
00:50:55 |
Lars and I, we were wondering |
00:50:59 |
when James was going to finally feel |
00:51:05 |
where he can come back |
00:51:07 |
And after a certain amount of months, |
00:51:12 |
"Well, is he ever gonna come back |
00:51:14 |
And that was a really big question |
00:51:17 |
Whether or not, you know, |
00:51:28 |
James wrote something in the new |
00:51:33 |
He wrote a kind of |
00:51:36 |
That note was probably |
00:51:39 |
that I'd ever seen come |
00:51:46 |
Tomorrow is shaping up, |
00:51:51 |
yes, the first sit-down |
00:52:12 |
Why are we filming this? |
00:52:15 |
I don't know. |
00:52:30 |
We're in very different places. |
00:52:31 |
Or at least I am in a very different |
00:52:38 |
That's a huge understatement. |
00:52:43 |
So we just have to find that if-- |
00:52:45 |
You know, if the movie will be |
00:52:51 |
To me there was a lot of intrusion, |
00:52:54 |
and I kind of went with it and felt-- |
00:52:58 |
I felt uncomfortable. |
00:53:02 |
You know, a boom |
00:53:04 |
and it just felt like I was |
00:53:07 |
And I didn't-- |
00:53:09 |
While we were in the Presidio |
00:53:13 |
- did you feel it then too? |
00:53:15 |
It was-- It was pretty much |
00:53:18 |
Do you think you're |
00:53:19 |
- We gotta find some... |
00:53:22 |
Some place that |
00:53:24 |
And the last thing we wanna do |
00:53:26 |
because that's more important |
00:53:28 |
You know, one answer |
00:53:31 |
Maybe there shouldn't be a film. |
00:53:32 |
I mean, that's the range of possibilities |
00:53:36 |
because, I mean, |
00:53:39 |
Even you said you hope |
00:53:42 |
That's a big question, |
00:53:45 |
It came along with being in Metallica. |
00:53:47 |
"Hey, we're gonna do this." |
00:53:50 |
That's part of this, all of this... |
00:53:54 |
The bigness of Metallica, |
00:53:58 |
You might look at it as a friend. |
00:54:02 |
And it's sucked a lot of me into it. |
00:54:07 |
You were maybe the keeper |
00:54:09 |
You know, because you were the |
00:54:14 |
And, of course, |
00:54:17 |
between what |
00:54:18 |
but if Metallica collectively decides |
00:54:23 |
then I think Metallica |
00:54:26 |
I don't know. That scares me again. |
00:54:28 |
Metallica is three individuals. |
00:54:31 |
And three individuals have to decide |
00:54:34 |
But I still think that the priority |
00:54:40 |
until all the people involved |
00:54:44 |
say that the priority |
00:54:48 |
And so far, you're the only one |
00:54:51 |
I haven't said that. |
00:54:54 |
I haven't heard him say that. |
00:54:55 |
So I feel that it's still-- |
00:55:08 |
We met from, like, maybe, |
00:55:11 |
before we actually picked up |
00:55:16 |
That was when we came in, |
00:55:19 |
we actually used this studio, HQ. |
00:55:23 |
Anyway, here we are. HQ. |
00:55:30 |
Right on. Well, we're here. |
00:55:34 |
And the camera's here. |
00:55:36 |
And my friend the boom is here. |
00:55:39 |
- Hovering. |
00:55:43 |
Do you want me to play the music? |
00:55:45 |
Yeah, let's go. I'm-- |
00:55:48 |
I'll put the big speakers on. |
00:55:54 |
I was afraid to pick up a guitar |
00:55:59 |
Would I not like it? Would I love it? |
00:56:02 |
Would I not be able to write |
00:56:05 |
Would I write just recovery stuff? |
00:56:09 |
James. |
00:56:11 |
It was probably the best sound |
00:56:14 |
just the fact that you |
00:56:18 |
- Hey, Zach. |
00:56:21 |
Play a riff. |
00:56:59 |
- What? |
00:57:02 |
See? It feels pretty good, doesn't it? |
00:57:05 |
- Yeah. |
00:57:09 |
A year later, the next day. |
00:57:19 |
It will be interesting |
00:57:21 |
because we really haven't. |
00:57:23 |
And kind of the overview is, you know, |
00:57:27 |
the more productive we'll be, |
00:57:30 |
It's like we're more focused |
00:57:34 |
That all sounds really good. |
00:57:40 |
So I think that, don't talk it, walk it. |
00:57:47 |
At some point, we are gonna |
00:57:50 |
- Yes. |
00:57:53 |
What do you mean? |
00:57:55 |
- What does that mean? |
00:57:57 |
When you say harder, |
00:57:59 |
You know, if we can go deep |
00:58:05 |
be intense... |
00:58:07 |
I spoke up because, |
00:58:09 |
we have to, you know, |
00:58:11 |
- And I got fearful right then. |
00:58:16 |
I mean, it's like... Yeah. |
00:58:18 |
- To do eight hours? |
00:58:41 |
Any lyric ideas? |
00:58:43 |
I'm searching for-- |
00:58:45 |
Searching for doughnuts. |
00:58:47 |
- Searching for doughnuts |
00:58:52 |
What was the whole thing |
00:58:54 |
- The Buddhist-- |
00:58:56 |
No, the Buddhist thing that you had. |
00:58:58 |
Birth is pain, life is pain, |
00:59:03 |
The cycle of suffering. |
00:59:06 |
Where are you with this, James? |
00:59:09 |
Somewhere else. |
00:59:12 |
Where's today's sweat going? |
00:59:15 |
"I've worn out being afraid. |
00:59:19 |
of fear that I've constantly made." |
00:59:22 |
"My lifestyle determines |
00:59:25 |
A rising tide that pushes |
00:59:35 |
I've worn out being afraid |
00:59:38 |
Of fear that I've constantly made |
00:59:41 |
Frantic tick tick tick tock |
00:59:45 |
Oh, I need know the answer |
00:59:50 |
I can't find it |
00:59:53 |
- It just-- It doesn't work. |
00:59:55 |
You did one great thing. |
00:59:59 |
You did this one syncopated thing. |
01:00:05 |
Do the whole verse like that. |
01:00:07 |
I've worn out always being afraid |
01:00:10 |
An endless stream of fear |
01:00:13 |
Frantic tick tick tock |
01:00:17 |
It's weird. It's weird. And it works. |
01:00:19 |
No, but the second time you felt |
01:00:22 |
- Right. |
01:00:27 |
I gotta get rolling, guys. Sorry. |
01:00:47 |
I feel like the bad guy saying, |
01:00:51 |
If we all know, and we all do know, |
01:00:56 |
then, I don't know, then I won't feel |
01:00:59 |
"I gotta go eat dinner |
01:01:01 |
Because I have a feeling |
01:01:04 |
and you're gonna go in there |
01:01:06 |
- and it's like, that's not right. |
01:01:08 |
I mean, if I wanna listen to it, |
01:01:12 |
But we should at least listen to it-- |
01:01:14 |
But I know you'll sit there |
01:01:16 |
Maybe Bob doesn't wanna sit |
01:01:19 |
things get talked about |
01:01:21 |
And I feel I walk into something |
01:01:24 |
And it's a total uphill battle |
01:01:27 |
I don't like that feeling. |
01:01:29 |
Well, that's, like, |
01:01:31 |
- Yeah. |
01:01:32 |
Well, let's talk about this |
01:01:35 |
- Or do you wanna take time out--? |
01:01:38 |
because it's past 4. |
01:01:41 |
It's hard to introduce structure |
01:01:46 |
So, what do you think, Lars? |
01:01:48 |
Can we hear the song |
01:01:51 |
That we all heard together? |
01:01:53 |
How is that different? |
01:01:55 |
Because we all heard it |
01:01:57 |
- He wants to be part of everything. |
01:02:00 |
Yes, you were. |
01:02:04 |
- You came in. |
01:02:05 |
As long as you don't talk about it. |
01:02:08 |
- Is that a way around it, or--? |
01:02:11 |
How about if we just save up |
01:02:15 |
Seriously. I mean, that's okay, |
01:02:52 |
I'm excited to see |
01:02:57 |
Up and back. Up and freeze. |
01:03:01 |
What is this called? |
01:03:03 |
Arabesque. |
01:03:08 |
Super proud of you, sweetie. |
01:03:10 |
I'm so glad I got to see it. |
01:03:11 |
I'm working on-- |
01:03:13 |
the best dad and father |
01:03:18 |
And the best me. |
01:03:19 |
You worked hard. |
01:03:22 |
I don't wanna lose |
01:03:24 |
I know it could all go away |
01:03:26 |
and that's a tough part of life. |
01:03:29 |
And then-- And it's just-- |
01:03:33 |
looking at life in a whole new way. |
01:03:36 |
You know, all the other drinking and |
01:03:41 |
it was so predictable, so boring. |
01:03:43 |
I'm out there looking for excitement |
01:03:47 |
The results are the same, man. |
01:03:49 |
I wake up the next day somewhere |
01:03:52 |
I don't know who this person |
01:03:54 |
and I'm drunk, completely hung-over |
01:03:58 |
And the result is the same. |
01:04:01 |
You know? |
01:04:05 |
You don't know |
01:04:07 |
when you're kind of clear |
01:04:11 |
In the moment. |
01:04:20 |
My lifestyle determines |
01:04:23 |
A rising tide |
01:04:26 |
My lifestyle determines |
01:04:30 |
A rising tide |
01:04:33 |
I think those two feel the best to me. |
01:04:37 |
It's a tough one to decide. |
01:04:39 |
some charm, don't you think? |
01:04:40 |
Yeah, I'd be interested to hear |
01:04:42 |
From the first take. |
01:04:44 |
Well, let's play it. |
01:04:46 |
- Is it okay? |
01:04:47 |
- Yeah, we are. |
01:04:49 |
- We never really settled that, did we? |
01:04:52 |
Yes. We're allowed. |
01:04:55 |
Feel free to leave the room, whoever |
01:05:04 |
I felt like it was an agreement. |
01:05:09 |
and then we would not work. |
01:05:12 |
Well, if Lars and I |
01:05:16 |
or go through the Presidio stuff, |
01:05:18 |
it's not because we wanna do |
01:05:21 |
It's for you. |
01:05:23 |
And basically what I heard |
01:05:26 |
- What the fuck is that? |
01:05:30 |
The more it goes in a different |
01:05:33 |
The harder it is to get that back. |
01:05:36 |
What is it you have to get back? |
01:05:39 |
Some control. Some sense |
01:05:47 |
When I was running this morning, |
01:05:50 |
and the word "fuck" |
01:05:53 |
Seriously, it's really true. |
01:05:56 |
- Is that in anger? |
01:06:00 |
"Fuck." |
01:06:03 |
I just think you're |
01:06:07 |
And what makes it worse is |
01:06:13 |
You always talk about me. |
01:06:15 |
and "manipulation" a lot. |
01:06:20 |
and I think you control inadvertently. |
01:06:22 |
I think you control by the rules |
01:06:26 |
I think you control by how you |
01:06:29 |
I think you control by your absence. |
01:06:32 |
I think you control all of this |
01:06:39 |
I don't understand who you are. |
01:06:43 |
I don't understand all this stuff, |
01:06:45 |
I realize now that I barely |
01:06:50 |
And all these rules |
01:06:52 |
this is a fucking rock 'n' roll band. |
01:06:55 |
I don't want fucking rules. |
01:06:58 |
I understand that you need |
01:07:02 |
I respect it. |
01:07:04 |
But don't tell me I can't sit and listen to |
01:07:09 |
What the fuck is that? |
01:07:11 |
You know, I don't wanna end up |
01:07:16 |
I don't want to be pushed away. |
01:07:21 |
Let's do it, and let's fucking do it |
01:07:26 |
Fuck. See? |
01:07:28 |
Fuck. |
01:07:31 |
Fuck! |
01:07:32 |
Fuck! |
01:07:35 |
Yeah! |
01:07:39 |
- Yeah! |
01:07:42 |
Rock 'n' roll. |
01:08:32 |
Let's hear it for Elena! |
01:08:49 |
We're not anywhere near |
01:08:53 |
Well, let's get them. |
01:08:56 |
I don't know. I guess the playing part, |
01:08:59 |
and then mainly being in the room |
01:09:02 |
I guess I had higher expectations, |
01:09:04 |
maybe I'm disappointed in myself. |
01:09:06 |
Maybe... I don't know. |
01:09:09 |
You wanna talk about that? |
01:09:11 |
I'm not enjoying being in the room |
01:09:17 |
Searching |
01:09:20 |
Seek and destroy |
01:09:24 |
Searching |
01:09:26 |
Seek and destroy |
01:09:31 |
Searching, yeah |
01:09:33 |
Seek and destroy |
01:09:37 |
If you are not having any fun, |
01:09:41 |
let me let it be known to you that |
01:09:45 |
But I've-- I am not interested |
01:09:48 |
if you're not happy in there. |
01:09:50 |
I just don't want to be a-- |
01:09:54 |
Okay? So if you're not happy |
01:10:12 |
Is there enough that connects us |
01:10:17 |
for a way through this? |
01:10:24 |
I don't know. |
01:10:26 |
There are moments |
01:10:31 |
Really doubt it. |
01:10:33 |
I'm glad you said that. |
01:10:35 |
Because I really, deep down, |
01:10:41 |
There's just some empty, just... |
01:10:44 |
Just an ugly feeling inside. |
01:10:46 |
Just... I don't know. |
01:10:51 |
How much work |
01:11:06 |
- Then you're doing the: |
01:11:10 |
Let's do our little roundtable thing |
01:11:14 |
Everybody's gotta participate. |
01:11:17 |
Lars, come on. |
01:11:44 |
Hey, Castor, why don't you look at all |
01:11:48 |
And say bye to everybody. |
01:11:50 |
Bye, Castor. |
01:11:52 |
- Is Daddy going bye? |
01:11:55 |
- Bye, guys. |
01:11:57 |
So, what's the deal? How does |
01:12:01 |
The chorus lyrics will definitely work |
01:12:04 |
- Yeah. |
01:12:08 |
- What about you? What do you think? |
01:12:11 |
You think it's good? Was there |
01:12:15 |
No, I wasn't paying attention |
01:12:18 |
That's just-- It's a lot of good stuff. |
01:12:40 |
I can take you back, when me and him |
01:12:46 |
listening to the new wave of |
01:12:49 |
As soon as there was somebody else |
01:12:51 |
it just became this, like-- It just had |
01:12:59 |
- Is there any of that that's usable? |
01:13:03 |
- That's a fuck-- That's a fucking bitch. |
01:13:09 |
The first time I got |
01:13:12 |
was when Mustaine came |
01:13:16 |
When James was with Mustaine, |
01:13:18 |
he became like he never |
01:13:25 |
One time during the recording |
01:13:29 |
where me and him went out and-- |
01:13:32 |
it was like, "Oh, dude, I love you." |
01:13:35 |
But it could never have materialized |
01:13:41 |
and we were alone. |
01:13:48 |
That was good. |
01:13:51 |
Are you sure I don't have |
01:13:53 |
Yeah, I'm sure. |
01:13:56 |
- For what? |
01:13:59 |
- When? |
01:14:09 |
From day one, it's been competitive. |
01:14:13 |
And in a way, that's what has made |
01:14:17 |
That's what's driven us further. |
01:14:21 |
What feels good to you? |
01:14:23 |
I don't know. |
01:14:25 |
Can you try maybe like a: |
01:14:29 |
Almost like a strum. |
01:14:35 |
My parents split |
01:14:39 |
And then my mom passed on |
01:14:43 |
The only thing I felt that I really had, |
01:14:51 |
My wanting to keep everything |
01:14:53 |
and, you know, it's out of a fear |
01:15:00 |
I'm afraid to get close to people |
01:15:03 |
I don't know |
01:15:10 |
- Cool. |
01:15:12 |
Yes. |
01:15:14 |
That's the first amp I ever owned. |
01:15:17 |
That right there. |
01:15:35 |
I think we have it. |
01:15:37 |
Okay. |
01:15:55 |
Okay. Now we gotta talk about it. |
01:15:59 |
You started talking about the idea of |
01:16:04 |
maybe being something that was |
01:16:09 |
and maybe reintroducing |
01:16:13 |
But can I say something |
01:16:15 |
This whole fucking solo out, |
01:16:19 |
That's so bullshit. You know? |
01:16:21 |
If you put a guitar-- If you don't play |
01:16:24 |
that dates it to this period. |
01:16:26 |
And that cements it to a trend |
01:16:31 |
I think that's stupid, |
01:16:33 |
I know that's not what I said. |
01:16:35 |
like, where could it go |
01:16:39 |
instead of just repeating |
01:16:41 |
I'm not interested in playing |
01:16:45 |
- You know, that's just-- For me, it's-- |
01:16:48 |
It's just boring, you know. |
01:16:49 |
To me, if you can add a colour |
01:16:53 |
that satisfies you and works |
01:16:55 |
then that's what we should do with it. |
01:16:57 |
But I don't wanna get in the position |
01:16:59 |
we put something down on the tape |
01:17:03 |
my ego, Lars' ego or James' ego. |
01:17:05 |
I think it should serve |
01:17:08 |
Like, in other words, there shouldn't be, |
01:17:11 |
There shouldn't be a rule of solos. |
01:17:14 |
And I agree. |
01:17:17 |
all about serving the song, |
01:17:19 |
I feel much better about that, |
01:17:22 |
because, you know, I just don't wanna |
01:17:26 |
that I see other bands following. |
01:17:28 |
We don't necessarily have |
01:17:30 |
but we also don't have |
01:17:42 |
I'm actually very, very comfortable |
01:17:47 |
I've actually always been very, very |
01:17:57 |
I'm not a really egotistical person. |
01:18:00 |
In fact, I've-- I spend a large |
01:18:05 |
downplay my ego |
01:18:09 |
That's part of my beliefs. |
01:18:11 |
I try to be an example |
01:18:28 |
Hi! This is Kirk from Metallica. |
01:18:32 |
And if you want money, |
01:18:35 |
And then some other guy's |
01:18:40 |
Twenty years' worth of integrity, |
01:18:42 |
and, you know, |
01:18:45 |
The next five minutes |
01:18:52 |
"Hey, man, keep it locked right here, |
01:18:56 |
"We'll help you score $1,000." |
01:18:59 |
This is James from Metallica. |
01:19:05 |
Your money-shot to snatch |
01:19:09 |
In order to suck both |
01:19:13 |
we are now standing here |
01:19:18 |
Up to 50 motherfucking grand, |
01:19:21 |
Win a bunch of money. |
01:19:23 |
And walk away. |
01:19:25 |
This is stupid! |
01:19:27 |
Sharpen that booger-picking finger |
01:19:30 |
and be the 50th-- |
01:19:33 |
Hey, it's Lars from Metallica. I'm |
01:19:38 |
One dollar at a time. |
01:19:43 |
I was telling Lars last night |
01:19:47 |
- you guys squirm like you were. |
01:19:50 |
Because I wanted to say anything, |
01:19:53 |
I can't imagine Bono or the Edge |
01:19:57 |
saying what you guys |
01:20:02 |
- Dad, can I have one of those? |
01:20:05 |
Should we catch up |
01:20:08 |
Okay. Now, they're |
01:20:12 |
You know, it's like 75, 80 stations |
01:20:15 |
And if you guys think it's crappy, as a |
01:20:21 |
I mean, that's their idea. |
01:20:24 |
So strategically-- |
01:20:25 |
Why are we doing it, then? |
01:20:28 |
Yes. |
01:20:30 |
And they won't say, "Fuck you, |
01:20:35 |
We're gonna fuck you |
01:20:38 |
People would do that? |
01:20:40 |
"Because you didn't give us something, |
01:20:43 |
Yes, James. They would. |
01:20:46 |
I'm not saying that they |
01:20:49 |
That's so funny. |
01:20:50 |
- It wouldn't stop them from trying. |
01:20:53 |
I understand the "wash your back, |
01:20:57 |
"Wash my--" "I'll wash your back |
01:21:01 |
- Right. |
01:21:02 |
Okay. Why don't we get off |
01:21:04 |
Well, you know, we should have this |
01:21:07 |
- Later. |
01:21:08 |
- See you. |
01:21:10 |
That's insanity. "We're gonna hurt you |
01:21:14 |
I wash your back |
01:21:17 |
Well, that's a good line for a song. |
01:21:24 |
I guess I just want something |
01:21:27 |
Wash your back so you won't... |
01:21:31 |
Wash your back |
01:21:33 |
Step on a landmine. |
01:21:35 |
Keep you in my back pocket. |
01:21:38 |
Blind leading the blind. |
01:21:41 |
I'll rip out your fucking spine. |
01:21:44 |
Okay. |
01:21:47 |
All right. |
01:21:53 |
Wash your back |
01:21:55 |
Get in bed with your own kind |
01:21:58 |
Wash your back |
01:22:01 |
Get in bed with your own kind |
01:22:05 |
- That was really good. |
01:22:08 |
- That was really good. |
01:22:09 |
- Really good. |
01:22:13 |
Landmine |
01:22:15 |
Landmine |
01:22:17 |
No landmines |
01:22:20 |
No landmines |
01:22:23 |
Wash your back |
01:22:28 |
Get in bed with your own kind |
01:22:38 |
There's a witch at the foot of my bed. |
01:22:43 |
Did you--? |
01:22:46 |
He says, "Yeah, Kirk stopped reading, |
01:22:51 |
- That's what you said. |
01:22:53 |
- What'd you say? |
01:22:55 |
Oh, sulking. |
01:23:20 |
Shit! |
01:23:25 |
In the 11 months since he's |
01:23:27 |
ex-bassist Jason Newsted has been |
01:23:31 |
than his former band mates. |
01:23:33 |
While Metallica drummer Lars Ulrich |
01:23:36 |
and singer James Hetfield |
01:23:39 |
Newsted hooked up in the studio |
01:23:43 |
Our own lann Robinson got all the |
01:23:47 |
and the current state |
01:23:50 |
A good friend hinted |
01:23:52 |
that Jason would really like |
01:23:59 |
Man, I popped his little bubble |
01:24:05 |
I'll be quite honest. |
01:24:06 |
I think the heart and soul of Metallica, |
01:24:10 |
and has been for a while, since |
01:24:15 |
I think you will never, ever, ever find |
01:24:20 |
My opinion. |
01:24:26 |
There was also tragedy |
01:24:29 |
Metallica's bassist Cliff Burton |
01:24:32 |
while the band was on tour |
01:24:36 |
Metallica bassist Cliff Burton |
01:24:38 |
in the San Francisco area. |
01:24:41 |
Jason Newsted. |
01:24:44 |
who was killed in an auto accident |
01:24:46 |
Jason told... |
01:24:48 |
It pisses me off that Cliff left us |
01:24:51 |
because we'd never have |
01:24:56 |
just going on and on. |
01:24:58 |
You know, when I talk about it, |
01:25:03 |
And we're-- We're dealing with that. |
01:25:05 |
I gotta capitalize |
01:25:09 |
The Cliff message that I get |
01:25:13 |
that treasure the three of you. |
01:25:16 |
Treasure every moment |
01:25:20 |
And the four of you have. |
01:25:22 |
Treasure it because you never know. |
01:25:26 |
And one of the sad things |
01:25:29 |
is that people have never |
01:25:33 |
to really embrace each other |
01:25:37 |
It's a sin if you-- |
01:25:52 |
Phil has been like an angel for me. |
01:25:56 |
He's been sent to help me. |
01:26:00 |
And, you know, I've got |
01:26:02 |
you know, a father figure, |
01:26:05 |
and all of that, that it makes |
01:26:07 |
It comforts me. |
01:26:09 |
But also, we don't want to have |
01:26:15 |
We'd like to be able to stand proud |
01:26:22 |
There'll be a time for that. |
01:26:24 |
And we just have to discuss |
01:26:33 |
You know, there is purpose |
01:26:38 |
I think it's very effective. |
01:26:41 |
I have to decide whether |
01:26:53 |
It sometimes is a distraction. |
01:27:04 |
So, what part of our career |
01:27:07 |
I thought I'd do the whole thing, |
01:27:11 |
If you guys could run something, |
01:27:12 |
then it would be easy to step back. |
01:27:18 |
Is today the first day you're |
01:27:21 |
- I don't wanna get into that. |
01:27:23 |
No. I don't think |
01:27:25 |
- I think it's time-- |
01:27:26 |
- Yeah. I think it's time. |
01:27:29 |
Well, it's about the only thing |
01:27:33 |
- I haven't sung. |
01:27:36 |
We got to a point |
01:27:39 |
that we wanted to scale Phil back |
01:27:45 |
And we were getting ready |
01:27:48 |
four weeks from when |
01:27:51 |
And two weeks |
01:27:54 |
we had to sit Phil down and say |
01:27:59 |
Because we got really... |
01:28:03 |
I don't know. Scared, I guess. |
01:28:07 |
There were some things |
01:28:09 |
that, really, Phil helped with a lot. |
01:28:11 |
Live from the news leader |
01:28:14 |
NewsCenter 4. Night Beat. |
01:28:16 |
The Metallica v. Napster battlefield |
01:28:21 |
Metallica drummer Lars Ulrich |
01:28:25 |
of people who have downloaded |
01:28:29 |
Metallica is suing Napster, |
01:28:33 |
which allows people to download |
01:28:36 |
Metallica drummer Lars Ulrich testified |
01:28:38 |
earlier this month that Napster has |
01:28:43 |
The band said |
01:28:46 |
are downloading its music for free. |
01:28:48 |
A group of former Metallica fans |
01:28:51 |
I don't want anything to do |
01:28:53 |
I'm gonna be trashing their CDs. |
01:28:57 |
and I'm gonna be destroying them. |
01:28:59 |
Are you proud |
01:29:01 |
Are you proud in hindsight |
01:29:04 |
Being the most hated man |
01:29:06 |
Yeah, that was-- That was my goal. |
01:29:08 |
I got an idea. |
01:29:10 |
Everything's going a little too well. |
01:29:12 |
Let's see, I wanna turn myself |
01:29:14 |
into the most hated fucking |
01:29:18 |
Like, good afternoon, my name is, you |
01:29:22 |
I worked for years to get |
01:29:24 |
Me and my buddy |
01:29:26 |
have shed blood, sweat and beer |
01:29:29 |
Beer, good. |
01:29:31 |
Who do you think you are? |
01:29:33 |
because you, like, made us rich, |
01:29:36 |
Songs that we spent upwards |
01:29:38 |
like 24 to 48 hours writing |
01:29:41 |
Our team of lawyers and researchers |
01:29:43 |
and you Napster users, we'll see you |
01:29:54 |
Some minutes |
01:29:55 |
and I can stand there and just go, |
01:29:59 |
I'm bulletproof, it doesn't matter. |
01:30:01 |
I got Hetfield and Hammett, |
01:30:03 |
You know what I mean? |
01:30:05 |
it means nothing, and I just |
01:30:12 |
You know, |
01:30:15 |
about where Napster |
01:30:18 |
We never sat there and talked about |
01:30:20 |
We just sat there and thought about, |
01:30:25 |
So wait a sec. |
01:30:29 |
That was awesome! |
01:30:31 |
It's like I had to stay |
01:30:34 |
and stay to my convictions, |
01:30:39 |
And then maybe it could go |
01:30:42 |
"What difference did l/we actually |
01:30:47 |
And if that could-- It's like if that |
01:30:51 |
but remain unanswered, |
01:30:55 |
All the shots I take |
01:30:59 |
What difference did I make? |
01:31:03 |
All the shots I take |
01:31:07 |
I spit back at you |
01:31:19 |
"All the shots I spit back at you." |
01:31:21 |
That's awesome, dude. |
01:31:23 |
- Fuck me. |
01:31:25 |
- fit right in. |
01:31:48 |
These two kicks, |
01:31:50 |
- It's different. |
01:31:52 |
Go to the master. What really gets |
01:32:00 |
You know, there. |
01:32:08 |
Lars, what I wanna know is, |
01:32:10 |
do the four of you just go in there |
01:32:13 |
You're hearing excerpts |
01:32:17 |
You're hearing-- Look at it as a funnel. |
01:32:20 |
You're hearing the very part |
01:32:24 |
- Right. |
01:32:25 |
- what we're doing now to arranging. |
01:32:30 |
He is. He's Pollock, |
01:32:35 |
It's gonna sound fucking amazing |
01:32:37 |
with 100,000 people |
01:32:39 |
up to the sky and saying, |
01:32:45 |
Oh, can we fast-forward |
01:33:09 |
I think what I'd like to do is, |
01:33:10 |
I'd like to talk about |
01:33:14 |
We're very cognizant of the fact |
01:33:17 |
that things have changed |
01:33:20 |
And they've changed |
01:33:23 |
Why can't we figure out what works |
01:33:26 |
in their personal lives, |
01:33:32 |
What if you just do a stadium tour, |
01:33:35 |
where you play Friday, Saturday |
01:33:37 |
and then you go home |
01:33:43 |
I just wanna put out that, |
01:33:45 |
you know, it might be a kind |
01:33:49 |
because people might not know |
01:33:53 |
and I don't really know either. |
01:33:57 |
And, you know, I wanna tour. |
01:34:01 |
I don't wanna fall off the wagon, |
01:34:03 |
I don't wanna go out there-- |
01:34:06 |
Doing things for the first time again, as |
01:34:14 |
I don't know about you, |
01:34:16 |
And to me, it's fucking |
01:34:22 |
Yeah. Well, I'm gonna take time |
01:34:25 |
and I just wanna say cheers |
01:34:28 |
and fucking thanks for coming down |
01:34:50 |
I blew my voice out |
01:34:52 |
doing "So What," the cover song. |
01:34:55 |
And we had a bunch of Metallica |
01:34:59 |
And I went to this coach. I didn't-- |
01:35:02 |
I didn't wanna go. I was scared. |
01:35:04 |
I thought he was gonna make me |
01:35:07 |
But I went there, |
01:35:10 |
and this is the tape. And I've had |
01:35:23 |
- Was there a turning point? |
01:35:24 |
I think when we had accumulated |
01:35:29 |
you know, a great kind of... |
01:35:33 |
I don't know, |
01:35:35 |
we took stock, so to speak. |
01:35:37 |
The only songs that |
01:35:40 |
are the songs that |
01:35:43 |
And out of 30-plus songs, |
01:35:51 |
Sweet Amber |
01:36:07 |
Sweet Amber |
01:36:11 |
How sweet are you? |
01:36:16 |
How sweet does it get? |
01:36:19 |
How sweet are you? |
01:36:23 |
How sweet does it get? |
01:36:26 |
- Yeah, right. |
01:36:28 |
I mean, there's some explosive playing. |
01:36:32 |
It's like you guys have spent |
01:36:35 |
to come back to find yourselves. |
01:36:38 |
- That's what it sounds like to me. |
01:36:43 |
Yeah, how are you doing? |
01:36:45 |
- Wanna hear more? |
01:36:48 |
Squeeze all within my hands |
01:36:53 |
Choke within my hands |
01:36:56 |
I'm madly in anger with you |
01:37:01 |
I'm madly in anger with you |
01:37:06 |
Time, time, times like this |
01:37:08 |
- Boy |
01:37:10 |
- So |
01:37:13 |
Across your spine |
01:37:18 |
Temptation, fill no hole |
01:37:24 |
No |
01:37:26 |
No, no |
01:37:28 |
Temptation |
01:37:31 |
You know, the first four songs |
01:37:33 |
all pretty much knocked me out. |
01:37:35 |
Okay? But if you've got it going, you |
01:37:41 |
You want people to be able |
01:37:45 |
"Jesus Christ, there's |
01:37:48 |
There's no fucking letup." |
01:37:50 |
Fuck ballads. You know? |
01:37:53 |
There definitely is some Presidio stuff |
01:37:57 |
You gotta analyse it. Maybe you're |
01:38:02 |
watering it down in some way. |
01:38:08 |
- It's your call. |
01:38:11 |
I know that... |
01:38:15 |
"Temptation," |
01:38:18 |
It came out. |
01:38:22 |
"Temptation" kind of sums up |
01:38:26 |
that are in this new kind of project. |
01:38:31 |
So-- And that-- And it's cool |
01:38:35 |
long before recovery |
01:38:38 |
I mean, I can tell that you're singing |
01:38:41 |
You're definitely wearing your heart |
01:38:45 |
To me, it's more like a jam. |
01:38:48 |
Is there a song in there? |
01:38:51 |
Potentially. |
01:38:54 |
You know, there's almost nothing |
01:38:57 |
into something better than it is |
01:38:59 |
that could probably |
01:39:02 |
to being something |
01:39:05 |
You know, but then it just goes away |
01:39:09 |
At least, what I see the purpose |
01:39:11 |
which is show up with what you-- |
01:39:13 |
You know, what are your A-pluses? |
01:39:18 |
Well, when I hear Lars talk |
01:39:20 |
into decent shape," I agree. |
01:39:23 |
And we did that on |
01:39:27 |
And this is us trying to choose |
01:39:29 |
before we take it to those extremes, |
01:39:31 |
- Exactly. |
01:39:34 |
That was a pretty major thing that I |
01:39:38 |
that, wow, I'd heard him, |
01:39:41 |
Oh, it's like, "Oh, okay." |
01:39:43 |
It's like it takes the cutting edge |
01:39:46 |
or the personal attack off of it, |
01:39:51 |
Things are a lot less dramatic |
01:39:53 |
within the chemistry |
01:39:57 |
Less head games, abuse of power |
01:40:03 |
But can we just do one thing? |
01:40:05 |
For lack of a better word, |
01:40:09 |
I just want you to scream, |
01:40:11 |
as hard as you can fucking scream. |
01:40:15 |
Fuck |
01:40:24 |
Okay. It should be slower. |
01:40:26 |
It should be more like: |
01:40:31 |
I want four of them. Do it again. |
01:40:48 |
Lars is selling paintings |
01:40:50 |
because he's ready to move on |
01:40:56 |
or next decade |
01:40:58 |
And a lot of what these paintings and |
01:41:01 |
is the last ten years versus |
01:41:09 |
He's getting rid of some pretty |
01:41:14 |
in the majority of his collection. |
01:41:18 |
He's wiping the slate clean. |
01:41:24 |
Midnight, New York City. |
01:41:26 |
One last look at the paintings. |
01:41:29 |
- It's a celebration. |
01:41:32 |
- Of how far you've come. |
01:41:35 |
With Phil Towle. |
01:41:37 |
Some paintings have visited us |
01:41:40 |
And now we wanna share them |
01:41:43 |
- Okay? |
01:41:44 |
- It's a choice. |
01:41:51 |
I never looked at it as an investment, |
01:41:55 |
Versus some of the other guys |
01:41:57 |
a big pile of money and parking |
01:41:59 |
I would always, like, take a big pile |
01:42:06 |
I can just feel some of the adulation |
01:42:10 |
at these paintings, |
01:42:13 |
I've never been this close to it. |
01:42:15 |
These are great paintings, whether |
01:42:20 |
The only thing that matters |
01:42:22 |
and what feeling you get out of that |
01:42:27 |
And it's never been |
01:42:29 |
It's always been about something |
01:42:32 |
But, fuck, they do look awesome. |
01:42:40 |
It's been a good time. |
01:42:42 |
- And it will be a good time. |
01:42:46 |
I feel better about this |
01:42:48 |
- It's weird, I don't know why. |
01:42:50 |
Shit. |
01:43:24 |
$300,000. |
01:43:25 |
$300,000 |
01:43:27 |
It's two of you in the room, |
01:43:32 |
Jean Paul, $300,000. |
01:43:35 |
Twenty-one is the moderna |
01:43:40 |
the Jean-Michel Basquiat showing |
01:43:44 |
- All right, here we go. |
01:43:46 |
$900,000. At $1.9 million. |
01:43:48 |
1.9, 2 million. |
01:43:50 |
$1,100,000. |
01:43:53 |
- Can we get more cocktails? |
01:43:57 |
- 580. |
01:44:00 |
- 720. |
01:44:02 |
- Come on, 4. |
01:44:06 |
$680,000. |
01:44:08 |
And selling at $5 million. |
01:44:12 |
- All right. |
01:44:18 |
It went well. |
01:44:19 |
I got myself drunk to numb the pain. |
01:44:26 |
But it went well. I'm happy. |
01:44:42 |
Like, let's talk about the zone |
01:44:44 |
Because there is a way to help |
01:44:49 |
To-- I mean, you could consider |
01:44:52 |
or apply the meditative principles |
01:44:57 |
I don't want this to sound |
01:44:59 |
but if you do that, |
01:45:02 |
and you do it anyway, unconsciously, |
01:45:07 |
by starting to jam with each other. |
01:45:10 |
I just think, |
01:45:12 |
I've been making records a very |
01:45:15 |
to how much work you put in |
01:45:17 |
You know, it's just tough. Sometimes |
01:45:22 |
And I like to stretch the frontiers |
01:45:26 |
And I understand about that. |
01:45:29 |
I don't want, for my mind, to settle... |
01:45:51 |
I guess I'm not gonna |
01:45:55 |
Well, I'm gonna go out |
01:45:58 |
So everybody's... |
01:46:03 |
You know, we've had |
01:46:06 |
with a lot of great productivity, |
01:46:10 |
The more we feel good |
01:46:13 |
and the higher we ascend, |
01:46:15 |
it will be to our psyches. |
01:46:18 |
You know, I understand it. |
01:46:21 |
but sometimes it just bugs me. |
01:46:23 |
I think the-- That thing was |
01:46:28 |
All of them around the studio, |
01:46:31 |
That way of thinking, it just |
01:46:34 |
And I was a little pissed off at it, |
01:46:36 |
because right now in my life |
01:46:39 |
- I'm glad to know that's how you feel. |
01:46:42 |
And if you feel that way |
01:46:46 |
- I'd appreciate that too. |
01:46:49 |
- Yeah. |
01:46:51 |
to be pretty much available |
01:46:56 |
So when this record's done, |
01:46:58 |
do we want to collectively end |
01:47:07 |
I'm afraid he's under the impression |
01:47:10 |
Yeah. |
01:47:12 |
And I see him coming on the road, |
01:47:16 |
But after that I don't-- I don't see him |
01:47:22 |
holding our hand |
01:47:27 |
So is that something we wanna |
01:47:29 |
- Yeah. I think that-- |
01:47:31 |
I think it's something-- |
01:47:34 |
we need to do |
01:47:37 |
Yeah, because |
01:47:49 |
Yeah, hello? Hello, hello. |
01:47:53 |
Are they on the phone? |
01:47:54 |
They're on the phone, |
01:47:56 |
Oh, okay. |
01:47:58 |
- James Hetfield is in the room. |
01:48:01 |
- Hey, James, how you doing? |
01:48:03 |
I'll let Marc do the talking. He's |
01:48:08 |
Okay, this afternoon, |
01:48:12 |
- Assuming you wanna do it. |
01:48:15 |
Cool, man. |
01:48:18 |
The only thing that you guys |
01:48:21 |
is show up for rehearsal |
01:48:23 |
for the show on the 3rd, |
01:48:26 |
you guys take the stage |
01:48:29 |
- So, what's Jason's role in all this? |
01:48:32 |
Cliff? I mean, |
01:48:36 |
He lost his icon status |
01:48:41 |
- Nice one, Cliff. |
01:48:43 |
I think MTV would like the fact |
01:48:47 |
the introductory performance |
01:48:51 |
whether it's the new member |
01:48:52 |
When is it supposed to be? |
01:48:55 |
May 3rd. Saturday, May 3rd. |
01:48:57 |
See, that means you'd have |
01:49:00 |
- Okay. |
01:49:03 |
You'd be required to be in |
01:49:05 |
Because we didn't get a new |
01:49:08 |
thought maybe that we were |
01:49:11 |
We never started looking for a new |
01:49:15 |
We worked on ourselves, |
01:49:21 |
so when someone else steps in, |
01:49:25 |
They're not stepping in our shit, |
01:49:30 |
All right, thinking about |
01:49:33 |
So we're gonna need |
01:49:36 |
You know, we know you're |
01:49:39 |
We need to make sure... |
01:49:41 |
Jason kind of triggered this whole thing |
01:49:45 |
And I can't believe it's been two years. |
01:49:48 |
We realized that we kind of wanted |
01:49:52 |
Somebody who had been |
01:49:55 |
We've grown a lot, man. |
01:49:58 |
and this band. |
01:50:00 |
And last time, when we did this |
01:50:05 |
16 years ago, I guess it was, |
01:50:06 |
we literally sat down and started |
01:50:10 |
you know, the day after |
01:50:12 |
So now it's 16 years later, |
01:50:18 |
When Jason left, |
01:50:22 |
Do you want a four or five? |
01:50:24 |
Whatever. |
01:50:29 |
This one's a five-string. |
01:50:33 |
Keep searching |
01:50:36 |
Keep on searching |
01:50:39 |
This search goes on |
01:50:42 |
This search goes on |
01:50:45 |
The band-- These guys |
01:50:47 |
like, five to 600 guitars, |
01:50:52 |
On and on |
01:50:53 |
Tick tick tick tick tick tick tock |
01:50:57 |
Tick tick tick tick tick tick tock |
01:51:00 |
Tick tick tick tick tick tick tock |
01:51:03 |
Tick tick tick tick tick tick tock |
01:51:08 |
You went into |
01:51:11 |
Which one of me are you talking to? |
01:51:14 |
Think that we should just spend the |
01:51:19 |
Don't you? |
01:51:21 |
I had a vision of us jamming |
01:51:25 |
I guess I just feel this is just |
01:51:28 |
like, just doing our own thing. |
01:51:32 |
This morning I heard him say |
01:51:36 |
It's not about what he says. |
01:51:41 |
- All right? |
01:51:44 |
Yeah. I guess the only other thing |
01:51:47 |
you know, when we leave this up |
01:51:51 |
a lot of it depends |
01:51:54 |
You know, |
01:51:57 |
Not that I wanna break up |
01:51:59 |
if you wanna go deeper, you know? |
01:52:01 |
But I think what might be really good |
01:52:06 |
go out and do this... |
01:52:18 |
Metallica stuff? |
01:52:20 |
- I could try "Battery." |
01:52:23 |
You can play that fast |
01:52:26 |
Battery |
01:52:53 |
That's a fucking pretty mighty |
01:52:56 |
- Yeah, it's fucking-- |
01:52:58 |
It's the Mesa and the Hiwatt. |
01:53:00 |
Is there anything else you know |
01:53:50 |
Cliff. It was just like you saw Cliff, |
01:53:52 |
and me and James went, |
01:53:56 |
He hit it out of the park. |
01:54:00 |
And that's where it |
01:54:03 |
Because if Cliff Burton |
01:54:05 |
maybe he wouldn't be the guy either. |
01:54:09 |
I mean, the three guys that I like |
01:54:12 |
that I would love to Frankenstein, |
01:54:15 |
- Yeah! Definitely. |
01:54:17 |
That would be great. |
01:54:21 |
I don't think you should settle. |
01:54:26 |
If you don't hit it out of the park |
01:54:28 |
then you're gonna end up |
01:54:31 |
in the same situation you did |
01:54:36 |
A four count, then... |
01:54:40 |
Just follow. |
01:55:07 |
He was the first guy of any of them |
01:55:10 |
- that didn't look like he was struggling. |
01:55:14 |
Do you know what I mean |
01:55:16 |
You know, with some |
01:55:18 |
it was sort of 10 percent |
01:55:21 |
or something like that. You don't |
01:55:24 |
It's like the last three songs, |
01:55:26 |
like "Sanitarium," "Nothing Else |
01:55:30 |
- "Sad But True." |
01:55:33 |
I looked over at him |
01:55:35 |
and he was just right in the pocket |
01:55:38 |
And then afterwards, when he |
01:55:42 |
it hadn't been played that way |
01:55:46 |
It's just, like: |
01:55:50 |
- Yeah. |
01:55:53 |
- Yeah. |
01:55:57 |
All right, are we |
01:56:31 |
Well, the second time |
01:56:33 |
I mean, that was, for me, |
01:56:35 |
that you make us play better, man. |
01:56:37 |
You make the band sound |
01:56:40 |
- So solid. |
01:56:43 |
Well, I feel awesome, man. |
01:56:45 |
- You're the chosen one. |
01:56:49 |
And we want you to be a real member |
01:56:53 |
And we'd like to offer you-- |
01:56:57 |
To show you how serious |
01:56:59 |
offer you a million dollars |
01:57:04 |
- And-- |
01:57:06 |
And as a kind of a good-faith thing |
01:57:09 |
It's an advance. |
01:57:11 |
you're gonna be making |
01:57:13 |
Here's money up front to get you |
01:57:18 |
"This is a reality. This is my future. |
01:57:22 |
with my new family." |
01:57:27 |
I can't really talk right now. |
01:57:29 |
Invisible kid |
01:57:32 |
Got stuck where he hid |
01:57:35 |
Invisible kid |
01:57:38 |
Where he'll never be known |
01:57:41 |
Invisible kid |
01:57:44 |
Got stuck where he hid |
01:57:47 |
Invisible kid |
01:57:50 |
Where he'll never be known |
01:57:56 |
There's things that I miss, |
01:57:58 |
and things, you know, like that. But |
01:58:02 |
and way more days and even hours |
01:58:08 |
all right. |
01:58:11 |
You know, "You did the right thing |
01:58:21 |
I don't know if it's the right time |
01:58:24 |
but, I don't know, |
01:58:27 |
About, you know, you and us and |
01:58:34 |
And, you know, when I heard |
01:58:36 |
and all of that, that brought up |
01:58:39 |
"Wow, what is Phil's perception of, |
01:58:45 |
with Metallica?" You know? |
01:58:47 |
Well, I appreciate that. I was-- |
01:58:50 |
If it scared you, and that's part |
01:58:53 |
then let me say we haven't decided |
01:58:56 |
I've tried to make it clear |
01:59:01 |
I think we've told people we're selling |
01:59:03 |
but that doesn't mean |
01:59:07 |
And we won't likely move |
01:59:09 |
if there's not a future out there |
01:59:14 |
because, you know, that's my-- |
01:59:17 |
I wanna make sure |
01:59:20 |
I wanna be sure that the tour's on. |
01:59:22 |
And I also, as I said, |
01:59:26 |
for each of you and for the band. |
01:59:32 |
I'd like us to honour what we had, |
01:59:36 |
and if you wanna be away from-- |
01:59:38 |
You know, on your own or something |
01:59:40 |
until we come back in June, |
01:59:43 |
I don't know. I guess I have a problem |
01:59:45 |
with the, "Let's see how it works out. |
01:59:48 |
and then, "No, let's honour what |
01:59:51 |
You know? That's kind of strange |
01:59:55 |
Because I think that you use |
01:59:59 |
when they're convenient at times, |
02:00:02 |
Personal stuff or business things. |
02:00:06 |
They're-- The boundaries are-- |
02:00:13 |
There's that element of-- Of trust that |
02:00:19 |
And l-- And that-- I'm really sorry |
02:00:24 |
I've been swimming uphill on that one |
02:00:27 |
and I'd like for us |
02:00:29 |
But maybe we can't. |
02:00:30 |
I've gotta tell you that l-- |
02:00:34 |
either James or us, says: |
02:00:37 |
You know, then I really think that |
02:00:44 |
you know, just, you know, |
02:00:47 |
You know, it's just, you know, |
02:00:49 |
you know, timeout for a while, |
02:00:52 |
That is great, although we-- |
02:00:56 |
Then it should be put on the table, |
02:01:00 |
and should be able to walk away |
02:01:05 |
which is now there are trust issues |
02:01:07 |
I don't know how to separate out-- |
02:01:10 |
In its simplest form, |
02:01:13 |
that you tell him that he needs |
02:01:16 |
- If he has-- |
02:01:17 |
I'm not saying that. |
02:01:18 |
I see that as a conflict of interest. |
02:01:20 |
Look, I am saying you guys |
02:01:25 |
It's okay for me to say |
02:01:29 |
The premise is, |
02:01:32 |
And I'm good with that. |
02:01:35 |
Anyway, you go... It's-- |
02:01:40 |
- Anyway, let's jam. |
02:01:42 |
I'm taking off. I'll see you |
02:01:46 |
Thanks, man. |
02:01:48 |
Who's in charge of my head today? |
02:01:53 |
Dancing devils in angel's way |
02:01:58 |
It's my time now |
02:02:02 |
It's my time now |
02:02:07 |
Look out, motherfuckers |
02:02:11 |
I'm gonna make my head my home |
02:02:17 |
The sons of bitches |
02:02:21 |
Tried to make me |
02:02:23 |
You've been in the band for five |
02:02:25 |
It's such an honour, |
02:02:36 |
Your voting interest will equal |
02:02:38 |
in a new account, |
02:02:40 |
will be one-third of the difference |
02:02:41 |
between 100 percent |
02:02:44 |
This is about as lawyer as you get. |
02:02:48 |
- Sort of laying out-- |
02:02:50 |
Okay, so, for instance, in the first |
02:02:55 |
So when we do a vote, you |
02:02:58 |
you get 32 votes, you get five votes, |
02:03:01 |
- But this doesn't mean anything. |
02:03:05 |
I think in the spirit |
02:03:07 |
we better do 25, and then |
02:03:10 |
That works, that's fine. Cool. |
02:03:33 |
Now, here it also says, "You will not |
02:03:36 |
in the new Metallica account, |
02:03:38 |
to recover any losses out |
02:03:40 |
For instance, buying the documentary, |
02:03:44 |
If the documentary loses money |
02:03:47 |
any more money again, |
02:03:50 |
Exactly. |
02:03:54 |
"What'd you do with your money?" |
02:03:56 |
"I went and bought a car, |
02:03:58 |
and we went and bought |
02:04:00 |
It was just-- You gotta keep |
02:04:16 |
By the end of this week, |
02:04:21 |
Because in three days, we won't |
02:04:24 |
Well, the thing that stood out to me |
02:04:29 |
I mean, there's-- |
02:04:33 |
- I like that title quite a bit. |
02:04:36 |
just to say, |
02:04:38 |
- Yeah, well, it's true. That's cool. |
02:04:40 |
I think Frantic is a better album title. |
02:04:44 |
- I think that's-- |
02:04:46 |
- It's more about the record. |
02:04:49 |
It's an original statement. |
02:04:52 |
Well, this is an angry record, |
02:04:54 |
but you read the lyrics, |
02:04:57 |
- It's also frantic. |
02:04:58 |
Frantic is more like, |
02:05:03 |
They don't-- |
02:05:05 |
They don't know what they're doing. |
02:05:06 |
They're trying to climb back up |
02:05:10 |
They're not sure of themselves." |
02:05:12 |
I mean, hello, that's a fair thing. |
02:05:14 |
I mean, if you think that Frantic |
02:05:18 |
I never thought of it like that. |
02:05:20 |
If it's St. Anger, |
02:05:23 |
"These guys are angry. I know it. |
02:05:25 |
They're angry about Napster. |
02:05:28 |
that's coming in. |
02:05:31 |
I'm angry too. I get it." |
02:05:38 |
I think you guys know the idea about |
02:05:44 |
So let me get this straight. |
02:05:45 |
You're gonna go to |
02:05:47 |
and Metallica's gonna play |
02:05:50 |
- Yeah! |
02:05:54 |
St. Anger 'round my neck |
02:05:59 |
St. Anger 'round my neck |
02:06:04 |
He never gets respect |
02:06:09 |
St. Anger 'round my neck |
02:06:14 |
I've been asked to come out here |
02:06:17 |
about what this song means to us. |
02:06:19 |
Anger's an emotion that I've struggled |
02:06:25 |
- St. Anger 'round my neck |
02:06:30 |
He never gets respect |
02:06:38 |
There's a lot of misspent anger |
02:06:40 |
that has come out sideways |
02:06:44 |
Including yourselves. |
02:06:46 |
And if I hadn't had music in my life, |
02:06:48 |
it's quite possible I could be in here, |
02:06:53 |
And I'd much rather be alive. |
02:06:59 |
Madly in anger with you |
02:07:01 |
I'm madly in anger with you |
02:07:04 |
I'm madly in anger with you |
02:07:07 |
I'm madly in anger with you |
02:07:10 |
I'm pretty nervous up here. |
02:07:13 |
I'm just trying to share |
02:07:15 |
I'm not here to sell nothing, |
02:07:24 |
Everyone is born good. |
02:07:27 |
Everyone's got the same size soul, |
02:07:31 |
So we're very proud to be |
02:07:33 |
and play some music for you. |
02:07:57 |
More than any other record, |
02:07:59 |
but for me, this is like product |
02:08:02 |
of what we're just doing, hanging out. |
02:08:05 |
- It's almost like a diary. |
02:08:07 |
It's like, here's our memories on CD, |
02:08:11 |
It's like we've proven that |
02:08:15 |
- without negative energy. |
02:08:17 |
Okay, and I don't think anybody ever |
02:08:22 |
You know? You can make |
02:08:24 |
and fucked up, okay? |
02:08:28 |
- between the people creating it. |
02:08:32 |
It hit me, you know? This project's |
02:08:36 |
I think I'm kind of bummed |
02:08:38 |
I'm kind of, just, kind of liking |
02:08:44 |
or the safeness in that. |
02:08:49 |
Creating, you know? |
02:08:55 |
I've been kind of coming down |
02:09:02 |
I mean, getting up at 5 in the morning, |
02:09:06 |
Just not really knowing |
02:09:10 |
So I'm with you. |
02:09:14 |
Like, I don't wanna let you go home. |
02:09:17 |
I don't know. |
02:09:19 |
I really appreciate that. |
02:09:25 |
I don't know, I can feel myself |
02:09:27 |
with some depression or something, |
02:09:34 |
And I don't wanna do that. |
02:09:35 |
I wanna feel the sadness of-- |
02:09:37 |
I mean, I didn't feel depressed, |
02:09:40 |
And that's when I knew it was |
02:09:44 |
My old stuff, you know? |
02:09:46 |
I mean, there is some of that, but... |
02:09:51 |
Sadness and depression, I guess |
02:09:57 |
And, Phil, all the stuff |
02:10:01 |
You've set out all the tools, |
02:10:04 |
And you allowed us to build |
02:10:12 |
With guidance. |
02:10:15 |
I really appreciate your bringing |
02:10:19 |
And there is a difference between |
02:10:21 |
Clearly. |
02:10:28 |
This is the hugest chapter in my life. |
02:13:47 |
If I could have my wasted days back |
02:13:50 |
Would I use them to get |
02:13:56 |
Stand back. Stand back. |
02:13:58 |
- I love you. |
02:14:02 |
Can I find it inside |
02:14:04 |
Could I have my wasted days back |
02:14:13 |
You live it or lie it |
02:14:16 |
You live it or lie it |
02:14:19 |
My lifestyle determines my deathstyle |
02:14:23 |
Determines my deathstyle |
02:14:26 |
Keep searching |
02:14:32 |
This search goes on |
02:14:38 |
Keep searching, keep on searching |
02:14:43 |
This search goes on |
02:14:48 |
Frantic |
02:14:50 |
Frantic |
02:14:53 |
Frantic |
02:14:56 |
Frantic |
02:15:08 |
Go! |
02:15:22 |
Thank you so much |
02:15:24 |
for supporting Metallica through all |
02:15:28 |
Metallica loves you! |
02:15:32 |
Yeah! |
02:15:47 |
Yeah! |
02:15:49 |
Fucking a! |
02:15:56 |
Metallica! Metallica! Metallica! |