Mysterious Skin

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00:02:19 The summer I was
00:02:21 5 hours disappeared
00:02:24 5 hours.
00:02:26 Lost.
00:02:27 Gone without a trace.
00:02:36 Last thing I remember I was
00:02:38 at my Little League game.
00:02:42 It started to rain.
00:02:44 What happened after that
00:02:48 Brian?
00:02:49 Brian?
00:02:52 You, dork.
00:02:53 What the heck are
00:02:56 Hey.
00:02:58 You're bleeding.
00:03:09 Whew! It is
00:03:11 Mom!
00:03:12 Hello, sweetheart.
00:03:15 Brian got a bloody nose
00:03:17 Whatever on Earth were
00:03:20 Are you okay, sweetheart?
00:03:23 They had me cooped up all
00:03:26 I didn't even know it was
00:03:29 Hold still.
00:03:31 Ow.
00:03:32 Did one of the other moms
00:03:34 - I'm going to bed.
00:03:37 I knew he'd get hurt playing
00:03:40 You know, when I was a kid, I wasn't
00:03:44 But at least I gave it my all,
00:03:47 Sorry, Dad.
00:03:50 - Good night.
00:03:54 I told your father that
00:03:56 was a stupid idea.
00:03:58 Hold your nose.
00:04:04 Mom made me quit baseball
00:04:24 This was when
00:04:27 ...and the nose bleeds.
00:04:29 I wet the bed several times...
00:04:32 ...and then there
00:04:36 I'd feel my eyes
00:04:38 I'd crumple to the floor
00:04:47 The darn thing's not
00:04:49 Maybe it's screwed up from
00:04:52 Oh, your father's going to be
00:04:55 What time's Dad getting home?
00:04:57 Not for another hour,
00:05:01 Mom. Deborah.
00:05:07 It's a UFO!
00:05:08 Oh please, it's just a
00:05:11 No, look what it's doing to the TV.
00:05:16 It's flying over the house!
00:05:18 Let's go up on the roof.
00:05:20 No, wait!
00:05:27 That summer, those were the
00:05:31 The cramped, stale
00:05:35 And, equal in power
00:05:39 out there somewhere traveling
00:05:47 The summer I was 8 years old,
00:05:51 I was watching my Mom going at it
00:05:53 Alfred, in my old swing set.
00:05:58 Alfred was all Marlboro man,
00:06:03 What I would, years later,
00:06:09 And only the most boring,
00:06:11 have ever come out of his mouth.
00:06:12 But seeing him like this,
00:06:15 like a helpless animal, I
00:06:35 I'd been masturbating for
00:06:38 that summer that jizz actually
00:06:42 Couldn't wait to show Coach.
00:06:44 Oh, maybe I should start
00:06:46 Back in June, my Mom signed
00:06:49 It was Alfred's idea, a way
00:06:51 without the expense
00:06:54 Are you excited?
00:06:56 Coach Heider?
00:07:02 Desire sledgehammered me.
00:07:05 He looked like the lifeguards,
00:07:07 I'd seen in the Playgirls that my
00:07:11 Back then, I didn't know
00:07:13 They were like, a gift I had
00:07:17 - Hello.
00:07:18 I'm Ellen McCormick.
00:07:22 Hello, Neil.
00:07:24 Honey, don't you want to
00:07:28 Don't worry, it takes him a
00:07:34 I quickly became the
00:07:38 Which wasn't saying much
00:07:40 were a bunch of
00:07:42 Our first game,
00:07:45 I whacked a triple
00:07:47 The crowd went fuckin' nuts.
00:07:50 But I didn't care about that.
00:07:52 All that mattered was
00:07:56 After that first victory,
00:07:58 to tell her he was taking the team
00:08:06 Hey, big guy,
00:08:08 - Coach?
00:08:10 Where's everybody else?
00:08:12 Well, it looks like it's just going
00:08:14 - Really?
00:08:17 Cool.
00:08:20 I picked "Blood Prom," an
00:08:23 with tons of cool gore
00:08:25 When this one really
00:08:27 got her head chopped off,
00:08:29 After the movie, we
00:08:31 and headed back to Coach's.
00:08:34 Coach's house was awesome.
00:08:36 He had a giant TV, an Atari with
00:08:40 All my favorite games.
00:08:47 Hah. You exploded.
00:08:52 Sure your mom's
00:08:54 No.
00:08:55 She's probably got a date
00:08:58 My guess is you spend a lot
00:09:01 Yeah.
00:09:03 I just ride my
00:09:05 It's cool.
00:09:08 Oh shit!
00:09:12 Sorry.
00:09:14 Hold on.
00:09:18 Come here for a sec.
00:09:19 Bring one of those
00:09:27 Now, this might seem a
00:09:30 But I need to record
00:09:32 especially my best players.
00:09:35 Okay?
00:09:36 Take this.
00:09:41 Now just speak into it
00:09:45 Well, what should I say?
00:09:47 Whatever you like.
00:09:48 Start with your name.
00:09:51 Neil.
00:09:52 Now take a big sip
00:09:59 Shit.
00:10:01 Good.
00:10:02 Say that again.
00:10:03 Shit.
00:10:04 Again.
00:10:06 Shit, shit,
00:10:10 Shit.
00:10:11 Hell!
00:10:13 Damn!
00:10:13 Now, look up
00:10:15 Now stick your tongue out.
00:10:19 Make a funny face.
00:10:21 Good. Good.
00:10:24 Yeah.
00:10:25 Yes, Neil, yes.
00:10:26 Yes.
00:10:31 Open your mouth real wide.
00:10:36 Neil, that's perfect.
00:10:42 July 2nd.
00:10:43 We had a 7:30 game against
00:10:46 I know you're gonna kick
00:10:48 You gonna knock one out
00:10:49 hard-working mom?
00:10:52 So you're gonna get a ride
00:10:54 - Yeah.
00:11:05 You're mine and I love you
00:11:15 Boy, were you
00:11:17 It's the best
00:11:18 Thanks, Coach.
00:11:20 Hey, can we play some more of
00:11:24 Sure we can.
00:11:25 But I gotta show
00:11:41 Ew.
00:11:43 No.
00:11:44 You look perfect.
00:11:47 Like you're having
00:11:52 Neil, I've been thinking
00:11:58 I'm hungry.
00:12:01 Sure.
00:12:02 You want a pizza?
00:12:04 I might have something
00:12:10 Whoa!
00:12:13 What'll it be, little buddy?
00:12:15 My mom never buys
00:12:17 She says they're a
00:12:19 Let's eat then.
00:12:23 Which one do you want?
00:12:24 I don't know,
00:12:26 Corn pops.
00:12:27 Then I'll have uh...
00:12:29 Cocoa Krispies.
00:12:46 Shit.
00:12:47 Sorry.
00:13:12 You do one.
00:13:19 Whew!
00:13:40 Here we go.
00:13:52 I like you, Neil.
00:13:55 I like you so much.
00:14:04 When I really, really
00:14:15 ...there's a way I
00:14:24 Shhh.
00:14:26 Angel.
00:14:29 There's nothing wrong with
00:14:32 Don't ever let anyone
00:14:45 It happened.
00:14:47 That's what I told myself.
00:14:48 It just happened.
00:14:50 And after it was over,
00:14:52 at the mess on the floor.
00:14:54 It was like a kaleidoscope
00:14:57 And when I swallowed, the taste
00:15:02 You liked it.
00:15:04 It's okay that you liked it.
00:15:06 Everything's gonna be okay.
00:15:32 Do you know him
00:15:35 I met Wendy Peterson
00:15:37 She was eleven, one grade
00:15:41 What are you doing?
00:15:43 Damn. No razor.
00:15:44 You're insane.
00:15:45 If I wasn't queer we would
00:15:48 sloppy teenage sex and
00:15:50 contributing more fucked up,
00:15:54 But instead, she
00:15:58 And...one true
00:16:02 Let's kidnap him.
00:16:04 His mom says we're
00:16:10 Where are you taking me?
00:16:11 A house with lots
00:16:14 Goody.
00:16:18 Beeewaaaaaaare.
00:16:22 Bewaaare.
00:16:25 These are the eyes of the
00:16:34 - Come on, Satan.
00:16:37 I never much cared
00:16:40 but this particular year,
00:16:42 that something
00:16:46 And there was nothing
00:16:47 Wait outside for me.
00:16:53 You hold him while
00:16:55 - What are we gonna do?
00:17:10 - What's the matter, Satan?
00:17:16 What a loser!
00:17:18 Loser!
00:17:21 Loser!
00:17:36 Brian?
00:17:39 Brian?
00:17:43 I thought that was you.
00:17:50 Lie down.
00:17:51 Lie down, retard.
00:17:55 What are you doing?
00:17:56 Shut up!
00:17:58 Point the beam over here.
00:18:01 Open your mouth.
00:18:02 I said open your mouth.
00:18:05 Keep these in your
00:18:06 You better do what we say,
00:18:11 Give me the matches.
00:18:13 Wendy, come on, give me
00:18:31 Shine the flashlight on him.
00:18:35 Neil, he's gonna tattle!
00:18:37 Don't worry.
00:18:39 There are things we can
00:18:43 That's it.
00:18:44 Just lay still for a minute.
00:18:46 You're my little green buddy
00:18:48 I wanna show you.
00:18:51 When I was little, a man
00:18:54 You're really gonna like it.
00:18:56 There.
00:18:58 That's my boy.
00:19:00 Wendy never looked at me
00:19:03 Sharing this part of myself...
00:19:05 I'd never showed
00:19:07 I knew we'd be bound
00:19:15 I woke up, once again not
00:19:18 or what had happened to me.
00:19:20 By the time I
00:19:22 Deborah said I'd been
00:19:24 But I couldn't
00:19:26 All I knew was that it was somehow
00:19:29 the night I
00:19:32 And I also knew that,
00:19:35 I had to find out what
00:19:37 I had to find an
00:19:43 When I was 15, I overheard some
00:19:46 A place that you could find even in
00:20:07 Bingo.
00:20:37 Here we go.
00:20:50 - How's it going?
00:20:54 - I'm Charlie.
00:20:58 Wanna go for a ride?
00:21:02 Sure.
00:21:05 You got cash?
00:21:06 I'll pay 50, no higher.
00:21:09 You've got to be
00:21:12 The cops patrol this
00:21:15 and they've got brains
00:21:18 I'm in Hutchinson
00:21:20 I supply snack foods
00:21:23 Go ahead.
00:21:24 Take whatever you want.
00:21:33 Hungry, huh?
00:21:43 We've only got an hour,
00:21:54 Wait.
00:21:56 Let me.
00:22:07 Beautiful.
00:22:14 So, what do you like to do?
00:22:18 Tell me what you
00:22:21 Whatever.
00:22:27 You like older guys, huh?
00:22:29 Tell me.
00:22:31 Yeah.
00:22:39 That feels nice.
00:22:45 You are such a beautiful,
00:23:27 I'm gonna come.
00:23:30 I'm gonna come.
00:24:19 I know what you're thinking.
00:24:21 That wasn't safe.
00:24:22 But we're in
00:24:24 not some big city
00:24:28 Plus, you're only a kid.
00:24:48 Boo.
00:24:50 Maniac.
00:24:51 You scared me!
00:24:52 Thanks for meeting me.
00:24:53 Yeah, well,
00:24:55 My mom will kill me if she
00:24:58 I have something
00:25:04 Ew.
00:25:14 Look.
00:25:18 Yeah. So?
00:25:21 That's me.
00:25:28 You're such a liar.
00:25:31 I don't believe you.
00:25:33 I'll prove it.
00:25:35 Okay. How?
00:25:36 Oh, my God, what are you...
00:25:38 Put that back in your
00:25:41 Look.
00:25:41 No way, perv.
00:25:42 Look what the guy did to me.
00:25:52 Are those bruises?
00:25:54 Fucker gnawed on my dick like
00:25:57 I didn't even realize he was hurting
00:26:00 Well, you better
00:26:02 Next time someone might
00:26:06 Seriously.
00:26:07 Even Hutchinson has
00:26:09 You trick with the wrong guy and
00:26:12 Okay, "Mom".
00:26:20 I wish there's a movie
00:26:23 Me too.
00:26:25 A film about our lives.
00:26:27 Everything's that's
00:26:30 And the last scene would just
00:26:34 Just you and me.
00:26:39 Yeah.
00:26:56 I hear something.
00:27:02 It's the voice of God.
00:27:18 I hear him.
00:27:26 I hear him.
00:27:44 Mom!
00:27:45 It's about to begin.
00:27:47 Alright, I'm coming.
00:27:50 VCR on?
00:27:51 I checked it twice.
00:27:52 It's probably going
00:27:55 The commercial showed this
00:27:57 aliens beamed him up right
00:28:02 If you're going to make fun,
00:28:07 Shh, it's starting.
00:28:09 Tonight on "World
00:28:11 we investigate the
00:28:15 Is it mass hysteria or
00:28:19 They kept me
00:28:21 They examined me like I was
00:28:27 And then they stuck a
00:28:30 I still got the scar
00:28:35 Look at that.
00:28:36 I always got scared anytime
00:28:40 Even "E.T." scared me.
00:28:43 Poor thing.
00:28:44 She looks so homely and sad.
00:28:46 Avalyn Friesen lives in the tiny,
00:28:52 Inman?
00:28:54 That's only 30 miles away.
00:28:56 32 years old,
00:28:58 Lives with her father
00:29:00 as a secretary.
00:29:02 But there is something
00:29:04 For as long as
00:29:06 things have happened to her,
00:29:09 I'd heard about people who've
00:29:12 Whole chunks of their lives
00:29:16 Under hypnotic regression
00:29:19 I had been abducted
00:29:22 Oh, please!
00:29:23 Quiet.
00:29:24 The first time
00:29:26 I was on my way home from a
00:29:29 It was dark and we got lost,
00:29:33 Grandpa lost control of the
00:29:36 There was this
00:29:39 But the aliens weren't
00:29:42 They floated me up
00:29:45 using some sort
00:29:50 That's it.
00:29:52 I'm gonna get some ice cream.
00:29:53 - Want some?
00:29:56 I remember lying on a table.
00:29:58 It was cold,
00:30:01 The aliens surrounded me.
00:30:02 They were bald with huge
00:30:07 But the worst part
00:30:10 The only way I can
00:30:13 black diamonds,
00:30:39 I can't believe I'm finally getting
00:30:44 You better let me know
00:30:48 Or else.
00:30:49 You better come.
00:30:53 New York City.
00:30:54 You're so lucky!
00:31:05 Hey, assface.
00:31:06 What you gawking at?
00:31:15 Faggots!
00:31:16 Shit, go, go, go!
00:31:22 Fuck you!
00:31:38 Remember the guy I told
00:31:40 White Camaro?
00:31:41 That's him.
00:31:43 I've fucked every single
00:31:46 Except for White Camaro.
00:31:48 So it's time for
00:31:50 Stop scaring my
00:31:53 You want us to come
00:31:55 Yeah, if you want.
00:31:56 I'll be done by, like, 7.
00:31:58 We'll meet you.
00:31:59 Speak for yourself, Eric.
00:32:01 I gotta get home
00:32:03 Alright, call me tonight.
00:32:04 I'll see you later.
00:32:14 You better be careful.
00:32:16 Of what?
00:32:18 I'm serious, Eric.
00:32:19 You're not in
00:32:21 I see the way
00:32:24 He's so beautiful.
00:32:27 I can't help it.
00:32:29 He's like a god.
00:32:31 You don't have to tell me, I
00:32:36 But I know all Neil's secrets
00:32:38 you don't even want
00:32:40 Trust me.
00:32:42 Once I'm gone, you'll
00:32:44 and you have to
00:32:46 Where normal people
00:32:48 Neil McCormick's has a
00:32:51 And if you don't watch out, you can
00:33:04 Ahh.
00:33:27 Brian?
00:33:29 Yeah, Mom.
00:33:40 No class today?
00:33:41 I've got English Comp
00:33:45 You have mail.
00:33:46 Looks like one
00:33:48 And one from "A. Friesen"?
00:33:54 I can't believe
00:33:55 Who?
00:33:57 Avalyn Friesen.
00:34:00 She didn't have to dump a whole
00:34:05 What did she say?
00:34:07 She wants me to
00:34:32 Thanks for the ride, Preston.
00:34:36 Later.
00:34:43 You just missed it, sweetie.
00:34:45 This little old lady
00:34:50 What did she get?
00:34:52 She got a trip to Scotland,
00:34:57 a brand new car.
00:35:00 I can't remember the name of
00:35:07 Are you wearing cologne?
00:35:11 Was work okay?
00:35:13 It was the pits.
00:35:16 When is our ship
00:35:18 Soon, Ma.
00:35:22 Soon.
00:35:28 Oh, Neil, don't forget.
00:35:30 Tomorrow's my date.
00:35:33 The guy who always comes
00:35:36 Don't worry, because
00:35:38 It's the last tournament
00:35:40 Vincenzo.
00:36:24 Brian!
00:36:28 Brian, hey!
00:36:29 Patches!
00:36:31 Sorry, she gets a
00:36:33 Hi, you must be Brian.
00:36:36 Dad?
00:36:39 This is the young man
00:36:44 Don't mind him.
00:36:45 He's just a little
00:36:47 I'm so glad you're here.
00:36:52 It isn't showy, but it's home.
00:36:55 Have you eaten?
00:36:58 - I hope you don't mind.
00:37:02 So, you saw the show?
00:37:04 Several times.
00:37:07 They left some stuff out, but they
00:37:14 I think I was taken too.
00:37:16 You mentioned that
00:37:18 You're at the point I
00:37:21 where you're just starting
00:37:22 There are many of us and
00:37:25 to know what happened.
00:37:26 So...you think that's
00:37:30 Just from what I told you
00:37:33 I'm sure of it.
00:37:37 Feel like going on a walk?
00:37:40 What's that you're carrying?
00:37:41 It's a Dream Journal.
00:37:44 I keep a log of
00:37:46 Whatever bits and pieces
00:37:51 I feel like it's slowly
00:37:53 That's a really good idea.
00:37:54 Your subconscious is where
00:37:57 For you and me and people
00:38:00 single thing we do stems
00:38:03 Come here, I want to show you
00:38:05 on "World of Mystery".
00:38:10 I've been tagged.
00:38:12 Part of their experiments.
00:38:14 Touch it.
00:38:18 When I was taken,
00:38:20 but I didn't remember
00:38:22 Then, under hypnosis is when
00:38:26 they implant the
00:38:28 Now everything
00:38:31 In fact, I wouldn't be
00:38:32 spying on us right now.
00:38:34 When I was found that
00:38:39 The old up-the-nose trick,
00:38:46 Don't forget to write.
00:38:50 Don't you forget
00:38:52 Okay.
00:38:58 You better come see
00:39:00 I will.
00:39:06 I will.
00:39:36 Stay out of trouble, you two.
00:39:42 Bye.
00:39:52 I can't believe it's so late.
00:39:55 You still live with your mom?
00:39:57 My dad moved out 7 years ago.
00:39:59 I don't see him much.
00:40:01 You wanna read me
00:40:04 I just, you know, scribble them
00:40:08 Sometimes I can
00:40:10 That's okay.
00:40:22 This is from 2 nights ago.
00:40:26 "There's a blue light.
00:40:28 I'm in my Little
00:40:31 and a tall alien is
00:40:34 "Someone else is with me.
00:40:40 "Panther?"
00:40:43 That was the name
00:40:48 Let's see, uh...
00:40:50 "The alien has big black eyes.
00:40:58 "I want to cry out
00:41:02 "I can't. I can't."
00:41:07 You're on your way to
00:41:10 Think of yourself as a
00:41:13 Maybe concentrate on the
00:41:15 he could help you find the
00:41:21 Two outs.
00:41:22 Third baseman Jackson up,
00:41:24 on deck.
00:41:27 Jesus.
00:41:29 Hubba hubba.
00:41:30 Ew...
00:41:32 are you joking?
00:41:33 No, I'd fuck him for free.
00:41:37 Please return all foul
00:41:40 Thank you.
00:41:42 You don't think
00:41:44 Dude, he's fat and bald!
00:41:48 Different folks,
00:41:52 My Daddy hit this.
00:41:55 Well, come here, come on in,
00:41:58 Thank you so much.
00:42:04 Alright...
00:42:05 Cash or bubbles?
00:42:08 You can't decide.
00:42:15 - Thanks!
00:42:19 See you later.
00:42:23 What?
00:42:24 When kids do good,
00:42:26 Oh, Christ.
00:42:27 It's Hinton,
00:42:30 I am so, fucking wasted!
00:42:35 Oh, shit!
00:42:38 - Where's your mom?
00:42:40 She's probably out with her
00:42:48 I've got a wicked headache.
00:42:51 - Do you have any pot?
00:43:03 Here.
00:43:09 There's a porno in the
00:43:13 Thanks.
00:43:15 You got a lighter?
00:43:18 Yeah. Here.
00:45:09 You like that?
00:45:10 It tickles a little.
00:45:12 That feels good,
00:45:14 Mm-hmm.
00:45:15 Can we put the blanket over our
00:45:21 Here we go.
00:45:29 Find what you
00:45:30 Yeah.
00:45:34 Glad I could help out.
00:45:35 I used to write for
00:45:38 back in the day.
00:45:39 Well, this will really make a
00:45:42 Maybe you'll win
00:45:44 Maybe.
00:45:45 Just let me know if there's
00:45:48 Thanks so much.
00:46:00 You done already?
00:46:02 I'm on kind of a
00:46:04 Well, good luck.
00:46:07 That's two outs.
00:46:09 Heim on deck.
00:46:16 Scoot your chair back
00:46:19 That's better.
00:46:31 Wait.
00:46:33 And at the end of 3
00:46:35 Hutchinson First
00:46:37 Wichita Coleman
00:46:40 Okay. Go on.
00:46:47 Where have you been?
00:46:48 Sorry.
00:46:50 I didn't realize the time.
00:46:51 Well, your dinner's
00:46:54 That's okay.
00:46:57 Brian, what's going on?
00:46:58 You've been acting
00:47:00 Disappearing for hours.
00:47:02 It's just school, Mom.
00:47:04 College is way different
00:47:06 Did you ever call
00:47:07 I've been busy.
00:47:10 I'll get it.
00:47:13 Hello?
00:47:15 Yes.
00:47:16 He's eating his
00:47:18 - Who is it?
00:47:22 I'll get it in the hall.
00:47:25 Got it.
00:47:29 Brian?
00:47:30 I was just going
00:47:32 I found a photo of the boy.
00:47:33 The one from my dreams.
00:47:35 That's amazing.
00:47:36 What are you
00:47:38 Nothing.
00:47:39 There's something
00:47:41 Something important.
00:47:43 Sure.
00:47:46 Hi, honey.
00:47:48 Fuck you.
00:47:59 I'm so fuckin' sick of this
00:48:20 Patches, shhh, quiet!
00:48:21 You'll wake Daddy.
00:48:22 Brian!
00:48:24 No problem.
00:48:26 I stole this from the
00:48:29 That's him.
00:48:32 Look at his face.
00:48:34 It's almost like you can
00:48:38 What are you doing?
00:48:47 "N. McCormick."
00:48:48 You can start looking for
00:48:50 Maybe he still
00:48:52 Meanwhile, I have to show you
00:48:58 I've fucked every single guy and
00:49:03 Twice.
00:49:12 You want one?
00:49:14 One of us has to drive.
00:49:20 I got a postcard from Wendy.
00:49:21 I think she's mad at me
00:49:25 Yeah, her last P.S. is...
00:49:27 "Tell Fuckface
00:49:29 So you wanna hear
00:49:34 "Hey, ass.
00:49:35 So New York is insane and
00:49:38 Pardon me.
00:49:41 Can we help you?
00:49:42 I was wondering if I might
00:49:45 Fuck off.
00:49:48 You heard me, fag.
00:49:50 Fuck...off.
00:49:52 Stuck up little pricks.
00:49:54 Harsh.
00:49:56 Wasn't he kinda your type?
00:49:58 I hate it when they look like
00:50:01 Let's get out of
00:50:04 But we just got here!
00:50:07 Patches.
00:50:10 Patches, get
00:50:15 Farmers have been finding
00:50:17 around here for years.
00:50:18 I told "World of Mystery", but
00:50:22 Daddy says it's just a bunch
00:50:25 going around chopping up cows.
00:50:26 Ha! Come here.
00:50:29 Let me see your hand.
00:50:32 Feel that?
00:50:34 Its sex organs.
00:50:35 They're gone.
00:50:37 The aliens, they experiment
00:50:40 poor things are so defenseless.
00:50:41 Us, on the other hand,
00:50:43 so they just leave behind
00:50:45 of what they've done.
00:50:47 Which in a way
00:50:49 Notice anything
00:50:51 There's no blood.
00:50:53 They took that, too.
00:51:04 Brian?
00:51:05 Oh, my God, Brian!
00:51:09 Brian!
00:51:15 Here we go.
00:51:17 Oh, my God.
00:51:19 Tell him you like it.
00:51:22 Brian!
00:51:23 Oh, Brian, are you okay?
00:51:25 Oh, God.
00:51:26 Brian?
00:51:28 Brian!
00:51:29 Neil. What are you doing?
00:51:32 Come on.
00:51:37 You called me
00:51:45 Are you sure Wendy's going
00:51:47 I don't want you getting
00:51:49 Ma, you don't have
00:51:51 Call me collect the
00:51:53 - Promise me.
00:51:54 Promise me, Neil.
00:51:55 Okay.
00:52:01 We should've at least gotten
00:52:06 I have to take a piss.
00:52:08 Preston?
00:52:10 We'll be right back.
00:52:14 - Fuck, man!
00:52:17 I don't know.
00:52:17 My fucking dick itches
00:52:21 What do you want
00:52:23 Just look down there.
00:52:25 Preston, come on,
00:52:30 What the fuck's
00:52:33 Dude.
00:52:40 I mean, it's no big, man.
00:52:42 You just go to the drug store
00:52:47 You better be
00:52:49 I stay in control.
00:52:52 Honey, your bus is boarding.
00:52:54 Alright.
00:53:03 My baby.
00:53:04 You're all grown up.
00:53:11 You gonna be careful?
00:53:13 Yeah, I will.
00:53:21 You're mine and I love you.
00:53:46 Come on.
00:53:48 So what are you gonna
00:53:50 - Kill myself, I guess.
00:53:54 Well, I start Hutchinson
00:53:57 Really?
00:53:59 Pathetic is more like it.
00:54:01 Well, you know you are
00:54:03 to the house, even
00:54:05 Thanks, Mrs. M. I may
00:54:09 You better.
00:54:14 Who the hell is that?
00:54:16 Incognito Boy Scout?
00:54:24 Can I help you?
00:54:26 - Is this your house?
00:54:30 I'm really sorry
00:54:32 but I got your address
00:54:34 I've spent the whole
00:54:36 McCormick in Hutchinson and
00:54:40 Anyway, I don't
00:54:42 What do you want?
00:54:45 I'm looking for an N. McCormick.
00:54:47 Are you FBl?
00:54:49 Sorry honey, but it looks
00:54:52 You mean there's no
00:54:56 I mean we just put him on
00:55:02 I'm Neil's friend, Eric,
00:55:05 "Neil"?
00:55:10 Yeah.
00:55:13 I'm Brian.
00:55:27 So you still
00:55:29 Big surprise.
00:55:30 But Wendy says you're
00:55:32 I've been wanting to tell
00:55:34 I met 3 weeks ago.
00:55:36 No, we're not fucking.
00:55:37 Get your mind out
00:55:39 He's not even gay,
00:55:41 In fact, his vibe is
00:55:45 His name is Brian Lackey.
00:55:46 He lives in Little River
00:55:48 attends Hutchinson
00:55:51 Anyways, the day you left...
00:55:52 ...your mom and I found him
00:55:55 looking for you.
00:55:56 He says you and him played
00:55:58 like 10 years ago.
00:55:59 He was the worst player on the
00:56:02 He's full of
00:56:04 But, of course, I
00:56:06 i.e. about your
00:56:09 I did say you were
00:56:10 only because I figured
00:56:12 But now, are you ready
00:56:15 He thinks that when you
00:56:17 ...you were both abducted
00:56:20 How brilliant is that?
00:56:22 But he was completely
00:56:25 Like you should've seen
00:56:27 So, what's the story, dude?
00:56:28 Were you abducted
00:56:32 P.S. - Are your crabs gone yet?
00:56:41 - Brian?
00:56:47 - You have a visitor.
00:56:49 I was just in the neighborhood
00:56:51 see how you're doing.
00:56:54 I'll be in the front
00:56:56 Thanks, Mom.
00:57:01 Didn't care for that film.
00:57:03 That, I didn't see.
00:57:05 Your Mom doesn't
00:57:08 She thinks I'm trying
00:57:10 Any luck in your
00:57:13 I met his mom and
00:57:16 but he's in New York right now.
00:57:18 New York. Really?
00:57:23 Here. Sit down.
00:57:31 Had any more of
00:57:33 Yeah.
00:57:35 But they seem to
00:57:38 Maybe it's just because I've
00:57:41 with Eric, Neil's friend.
00:57:44 But it's becoming clearer
00:57:47 Neil that is, is a
00:57:51 Like he was there with me
00:57:59 I can't.
00:58:00 I can't.
00:58:01 Don't. No.
00:58:04 I can't.
00:58:05 It's okay.
00:58:07 No. No.
00:58:09 It'll feel good.
00:58:10 Don't!
00:58:13 I'm sorry.
00:58:14 You better go.
00:58:17 Please.
00:58:19 I'm sorry, Brian.
00:58:35 I pay 120.
00:58:39 Okay.
00:58:41 Shall we?
00:59:27 Fuck me!
00:59:29 Fuck me up the ass with
00:59:37 Wait!
00:59:38 What the fuck are you doing?
00:59:48 Okay.
00:59:52 I'll put it on for you.
00:59:59 There.
01:00:04 Well, come on, stud.
01:00:39 We're not in Kansas
01:00:41 You have got to
01:00:45 I know.
01:00:46 Don't "I know" me,
01:00:49 This is New York City.
01:00:51 You do the wrong thing with
01:00:54 Period.
01:01:00 Just promise me
01:01:04 Okay.
01:01:07 Here.
01:01:31 Are these the only kinds
01:01:35 Why? You don't like it?
01:01:37 No, it's cool.
01:01:42 So, has Neil gotten
01:01:47 Let me explain The
01:01:50 He's like a planet,
01:01:53 And we're all like little
01:01:57 Now, do planets
01:02:01 But I do know that he'll be
01:02:04 What?
01:02:05 His mom told me that she sent
01:02:06 for Baby Jesus's Birthday.
01:02:08 So I'll introduce you then.
01:02:10 Brian?
01:02:14 Yeah?
01:02:15 Thought you two might
01:02:18 Thanks, Mrs. Lackey.
01:02:19 Thanks, Mom.
01:02:24 It's 11:30.
01:02:27 If it's Avalyn...
01:02:29 tell her I'm not here.
01:02:34 Hello?
01:02:35 No, I'm sorry, Avalyn,
01:02:38 No problem.
01:02:39 I thought you
01:02:42 I just...
01:02:46 I think I just need a little
01:02:48 I always thought she
01:02:51 So, I'm off to bed.
01:02:53 Good night, boys.
01:03:15 Hello.
01:03:18 I'm a...I'm Zeke.
01:03:22 Neil.
01:03:28 Neil.
01:03:29 What are you doing
01:03:41 That's a..
01:03:45 Well, it's sort of a Vermeer.
01:04:38 You are exquisite.
01:04:46 I guess it's my turn, huh?
01:05:18 Hope these don't
01:05:23 They...have a habit of popping up
01:05:38 Oh, I know.
01:05:43 This is gonna be the safest
01:05:55 If you could
01:05:58 Really, I need to be touched.
01:06:22 Yes, yes, yes,
01:06:26 Oh, make me happy.
01:06:28 Make me happy,
01:06:44 Yes, yes, yes,
01:06:58 Oh, make me happy.
01:07:25 You were 100
01:07:28 Yeah.
01:07:29 I told you I just jerked off.
01:07:30 He watched from
01:07:32 For the first time in my
01:07:38 Maybe you should try and find
01:07:44 You know,
01:07:51 Yeah, maybe.
01:08:05 You're the only
01:08:09 I know.
01:08:10 I never told Eric,
01:08:14 And I know some people
01:08:16 or terrible, or whatever?
01:08:19 But what happened that
01:08:24 No one ever made me feel
01:08:29 Like I was, I was special.
01:08:34 Neil...you were 8 years old.
01:08:39 Yeah, but he really loved me.
01:08:45 I mean, there were other
01:08:48 I was his prize.
01:08:56 I was his one true love.
01:09:16 Happy birthday.
01:09:18 You didn't have to
01:09:20 It's just a little
01:09:28 Wow.
01:09:31 Cool.
01:09:32 I thought it'd go great
01:09:34 It's so cool.
01:09:38 Thanks.
01:09:48 You alright?
01:09:51 I'm drunk.
01:09:55 I've never been
01:09:58 I'm corrupting you.
01:10:00 At last!
01:10:04 Hey.
01:10:08 Yeah, sure.
01:10:09 No, really.
01:10:11 You have definite
01:10:16 What?
01:10:19 That's an interesting touch.
01:10:23 So, what's the "deep meaning"
01:10:29 I have no idea.
01:10:43 Boo.
01:10:50 - How was work?
01:10:55 - You need a hand?
01:11:02 So, I've got news for you.
01:11:04 Hey, me too.
01:11:07 Okay.
01:11:09 Look what my Mom
01:11:11 She wants me to come
01:11:15 Your mom is the coolest.
01:11:17 Like mine would
01:11:19 It's weird.
01:11:20 I hate Hutchinson
01:11:23 But I'm kind of looking
01:11:25 just for a short visit.
01:11:28 - Plus you get to see Eric.
01:11:33 So what's your news?
01:11:36 I think I found you a job.
01:11:38 A what?
01:11:40 I was talking to this friend
01:11:43 It's only minimum wage at a
01:11:50 What?
01:11:51 You're not into it.
01:11:53 It's cool.
01:11:54 No, no, tell me
01:11:58 Really?
01:11:59 Yeah, really?
01:12:01 - You do?
01:12:17 You sure you're
01:12:19 I'm just glad my
01:12:26 Thanks for everything.
01:12:28 This has been...the
01:12:35 You're welcome.
01:12:41 Oh shit.
01:12:43 - Who's that?
01:12:54 Dad?
01:12:56 Son.
01:13:00 Your Mother said she didn't
01:13:03 Happy Birthday.
01:13:06 What are you doing here?
01:13:08 I'm not allowed to wish my
01:13:11 Dad, I haven't seen
01:13:14 Well, maybe if you returned
01:13:17 Maybe I don't want to return
01:13:20 Maybe I just want you
01:13:23 Brian, don't be like this.
01:13:24 I drove all this way.
01:13:26 I just wanted to see
01:13:27 Well, let me tell you
01:13:29 Something happened to
01:13:32 Do you know what
01:13:34 What happened to me
01:13:36 bleeding in the cellar?
01:13:37 Where were you that night?
01:13:39 God, I can tell you
01:13:42 You're drunk.
01:13:43 Quit avoiding the subject!
01:13:45 I was bleeding,
01:13:48 I wet my fucking bed
01:13:51 And what about that Halloween
01:13:54 Something happened to
01:13:56 What do you know about it?
01:13:57 Tell me!
01:14:01 I'm sorry, Brian, I...
01:14:04 I can't help you.
01:14:50 Welcome to Subz.
01:14:54 Brian?
01:14:56 Deborah!
01:15:00 - Redecorating?
01:15:05 So how ya been, Bri?
01:15:07 Good.
01:15:09 Hold on, you two.
01:15:10 Why don't we continue this
01:15:12 over the peanut-butter peach pie
01:15:16 Good to see you,
01:15:18 You too.
01:15:45 Need a lift?
01:15:50 Sure.
01:15:55 Where we going?
01:15:57 My place.
01:16:06 - It's Christmas Eve tomorrow.
01:16:31 - Where are we?
01:16:58 Bedroom's this way.
01:17:16 Do it.
01:17:24 Again.
01:17:38 Strip.
01:17:55 Open wide and suck it, slut.
01:17:59 What are you
01:18:04 Suck it!
01:18:07 You like that,
01:18:10 Take it deep.
01:18:15 Moan for me.
01:18:16 Wait, wait.
01:18:22 Slut knows what's
01:18:24 I'm gonna give the slut just
01:18:26 Wait, wait, wait.
01:18:27 There's some
01:18:28 Wait.
01:18:30 Hold on.
01:18:53 You're getting fucked, slut,
01:19:00 Slut!
01:19:04 Slut! Slut! Slut!
01:19:16 God, you love it!
01:19:18 Take that cock all
01:19:21 Take it, slut.
01:19:23 Yeah. Yeah!
01:19:27 Are you ready?
01:19:28 Here it comes.
01:19:29 Are you ready?
01:19:30 You ready? Ready?
01:19:55 Mom.
01:22:21 Today is the day.
01:22:33 Brian!
01:22:35 I'm going out with Eric.
01:22:36 You don't want to stay and
01:22:38 I'll be back soon.
01:22:40 Don't be late, young man.
01:22:41 Christmas Eve dinner's at 6 sharp.
01:22:43 Okay.
01:22:52 Here we are.
01:22:54 Do I look okay?
01:22:56 Okay's a relative term.
01:22:59 I'm kidding.
01:23:00 Excited?
01:23:02 Yes.
01:23:03 And nervous.
01:23:06 Don't worry.
01:23:07 I'm sure you guys
01:23:09 I hope you're right.
01:23:17 Ellen?
01:23:18 Ellen?
01:23:22 Oh, hi, Eric.
01:23:23 Hey, Mrs. M.
01:23:25 You remember Brian.
01:23:27 Of course I do.
01:23:29 Hi, Brian.
01:23:30 Merry Christmas.
01:23:31 So where's the
01:23:33 I was going to call you.
01:23:34 Why?
01:23:37 There's been an accident.
01:23:39 Neil, he got mugged on
01:23:45 Is he okay?
01:23:47 He's going to be fine.
01:23:53 Well, maybe we should
01:23:55 Maybe.
01:23:57 Or you stay if you'd like,
01:23:59 and we'll see if he's...
01:24:04 Honey, you're up.
01:24:07 The fuck you staring at, Preston?
01:24:12 Brian says that you both were
01:24:15 Mm-hmm.
01:24:17 So how long has it been since
01:24:21 10 years.
01:24:23 5 months and...7 days.
01:24:28 Well, you must have a lot
01:24:33 Turn right off Main
01:24:36 So what the fuck happened?
01:24:38 It's a long story.
01:24:39 Just drive for now.
01:24:41 It's nice to see New York hasn't
01:24:49 So you're the legendary Brian.
01:24:54 We have a lot in
01:24:56 I think so.
01:25:08 Make a left at the
01:25:13 Is this starting
01:25:21 Pick us up in a half hour.
01:25:24 Okay.
01:25:39 You ready?
01:25:52 Blue.
01:26:05 No one's home.
01:26:12 We have to get in.
01:26:16 I know a way, here.
01:26:24 Voila.
01:26:25 You were the best player
01:26:29 That's what he
01:26:42 Help.
01:26:55 This was his bedroom.
01:26:57 At least the ceiling's
01:27:01 I used to get lost for hours
01:27:04 Whirls, speckly,
01:27:10 Come on.
01:27:22 Oh, man.
01:27:24 He used to keep
01:27:39 This is it, right?
01:27:51 So, why now?
01:27:58 I'm tired of it.
01:28:01 I want to dream about
01:28:19 "Away in a Manger."
01:28:22 It took till I actually laid
01:28:27 When Eric wrote me about you,
01:28:31 hazy picture in my head.
01:28:32 Like a staticky TV.
01:28:35 Same here.
01:28:38 But seeing you here
01:28:42 I feel like he's
01:28:48 I have no idea what
01:28:51 After that summer,
01:28:54 I don't even know if
01:28:56 Maybe it's his ghost
01:29:00 Tell me everything you can.
01:29:08 Well, I was his favorite.
01:29:12 Out of everyone,
01:29:16 I know that sounds
01:29:18 when it first
01:29:22 I felt honored.
01:29:24 Go on.
01:29:29 I don't know, this is
01:29:32 all the cool video games.
01:29:34 That's the kitchen.
01:29:36 The first time,
01:29:44 It lasted that whole summer.
01:29:49 I saw him one other time.
01:29:52 On Halloween, a
01:29:55 I was lost.
01:29:58 He said my name.
01:30:00 Brian?
01:30:03 Brian?
01:30:08 I thought that was you.
01:30:13 The game had just started.
01:30:15 I was sitting on
01:30:18 It started to rain...
01:30:20 Sprinkles at first,
01:30:26 The ump called the game.
01:30:29 And no one came
01:30:30 My Mom was working
01:30:35 Everyone else drove
01:30:38 I was left there all alone.
01:30:40 Then you were in the dugout
01:30:44 We'll take you home.
01:30:49 And we got in Coach's
01:30:58 He brought us here.
01:31:02 It's all right, Brian.
01:31:03 We're just going to have
01:31:09 And he didn't want you in the
01:31:12 So it all happened
01:31:16 Keep going.
01:31:19 Don't stop until you've
01:31:24 Anytime there was
01:31:26 it was always the same.
01:31:27 Coach used me as a
01:31:30 He'd take off my clothes
01:31:34 to make it seem like fun, like this
01:31:38 Go ahead, show him, Neil.
01:31:39 All right, here
01:31:41 First I kiss you,
01:31:44 then it's his turn.
01:31:47 Are you ready?
01:31:51 Here we go.
01:31:56 My God!
01:31:58 You want me to stop?
01:32:07 So I put my tongue
01:32:11 getting it all wet and shiny.
01:32:14 Then it was his turn.
01:32:17 Watching his big lips
01:32:19 I remember thinking, "oh, he's
01:32:26 So we took off your clothes
01:32:31 whimpering puppy sound
01:32:38 Coach and me had this thing
01:32:41 and wrap it around my dick and balls
01:32:45 He did that to me.
01:32:48 Then I tried to do it to you
01:32:50 my mouth was too small.
01:32:56 Then...
01:32:58 he went down on you.
01:33:02 For what seemed like
01:33:06 Your eyes were closed mostly,
01:33:09 they would flutter open, and just
01:33:15 And then I leaned
01:33:20 It's fun, right?
01:33:35 We're almost finished.
01:33:38 You're gonna be able?
01:33:39 Yeah.
01:33:44 Then we played
01:33:47 When Coach would ask me to
01:33:52 And if I could do them,
01:33:54 It's okay.
01:34:07 He made us fist him.
01:34:17 I went first, of course.
01:34:20 And on that night, the 5 dollars
01:34:24 my little fist up his ass and
01:34:31 And goddamn it, I did it.
01:34:33 I'll never forget
01:34:35 It felt like his whole body
01:34:39 Devour me.
01:34:43 And then I did it too.
01:34:52 And then we drove you back to
01:34:57 The End.
01:35:03 And my nose was bleeding.
01:35:07 How did that happen?
01:35:20 When it was over and we
01:35:24 your face looked like
01:35:29 Like you were
01:35:32 And you just fell.
01:35:33 Face first on the floor.
01:35:36 And when we pulled you up,
01:35:39 Like this?
01:35:44 Like this?!
01:35:45 Shh. Stop. Stop. Stop.
01:35:59 What are you doing?
01:36:00 No one's even home.
01:36:01 No, someone's there.
01:36:03 I can see them.
01:36:06 Look, I see them, too.
01:36:08 What's going on?
01:36:10 I think that
01:36:43 And as we sat there
01:36:45 I wanted to tell Brian it was over
01:36:49 But that was a lie, plus,
01:36:55 I wish there was some way for
01:37:00 But there wasn't.
01:37:02 There was nothing
01:37:05 So I just stayed silent and trying
01:37:10 how sorry I was
01:37:15 And I thought of all
01:37:17 and fucked up suffering in the
01:37:18 and it made me
01:37:22 I wished with all my heart
01:37:24 leave this world behind.
01:37:27 Rise like two angels in
01:37:31 disappear.