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Nome Pr prio Camila Jam
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| 00:03:02 |
Get out. |
| 00:03:06 |
Get out, Camila. |
| 00:03:08 |
This is my house |
| 00:03:10 |
Get out of my house! |
| 00:03:16 |
You love me. |
| 00:03:21 |
Stop it! Let go of me! |
| 00:03:23 |
Stop it! |
| 00:03:25 |
You fuck! |
| 00:03:28 |
What the fuck? |
| 00:03:31 |
Are you keeping this? |
| 00:03:34 |
Sex Pistols! |
| 00:03:37 |
You gave it to me, |
| 00:03:41 |
I don't want it! |
| 00:03:43 |
What is it? |
| 00:03:45 |
Are you trying to act |
| 00:03:48 |
That has been cheated on? |
| 00:03:52 |
Did you think I would play |
| 00:03:56 |
You bought the whole package! |
| 00:04:00 |
You can't! |
| 00:04:01 |
Go and complain to that prick |
| 00:04:07 |
Fuck! |
| 00:04:09 |
You hurt me! |
| 00:04:11 |
You coward, you hurt me! |
| 00:04:16 |
Shit! |
| 00:04:23 |
Fuck! |
| 00:04:41 |
You love me. |
| 00:04:48 |
Are you done? |
| 00:04:51 |
Get out. |
| 00:04:54 |
Out. |
| 00:04:56 |
Out. |
| 00:05:13 |
He kicked me out of my own house. |
| 00:05:16 |
I told you he wouldn't understand. |
| 00:05:22 |
I need help to go get my stuff. |
| 00:05:28 |
I need a place to stay, Márcio. |
| 00:05:32 |
Camila, |
| 00:05:35 |
I'll stay in the maid's room. |
| 00:06:13 |
- Don't you have anything to drink? |
| 00:06:16 |
And everything is closed |
| 00:06:23 |
You should try to get some sleep. |
| 00:06:28 |
I'm going to write |
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If you need anything... |
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just call me. Okay? |
| 00:07:09 |
FELIPE... |
| 00:07:12 |
IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT... |
| 00:07:15 |
YOU SON-OF-A-BITCH! |
| 00:07:32 |
You leave! |
| 00:07:35 |
Get out, asshole! |
| 00:07:37 |
Get out, bastard! |
| 00:07:40 |
Prick! |
| 00:08:21 |
Your foolish pride |
| 00:08:27 |
So much pride. |
| 00:08:30 |
Why? |
| 00:08:33 |
Why so much pride |
| 00:08:38 |
Why? |
| 00:08:41 |
We don't need that. |
| 00:08:44 |
We don't need that. |
| 00:08:55 |
Felipe... |
| 00:09:10 |
NO ONE LIVES A LOVE... |
| 00:09:19 |
UNSCATHED. |
| 00:09:26 |
THE INTENSITY IS... |
| 00:09:29 |
A CONTAGIOUS DISEASE. |
| 00:09:36 |
AND I CAN'T IMAGINE A LIFE... |
| 00:09:41 |
YOU NEVER CATCH. |
| 00:09:53 |
I KNOW ABOUT THE PAIN |
| 00:10:01 |
BREATHLESS, |
| 00:10:09 |
I KNOW NOTHING ELSE |
| 00:10:22 |
AND THE WORLD... |
| 00:10:26 |
GETS SMALL... |
| 00:10:31 |
AND MEANINGLESS. |
| 00:11:41 |
So love also ends? |
| 00:11:44 |
Not as far as I'm concerned |
| 00:11:46 |
I know it turns into raw material |
| 00:11:50 |
And life ends up turning it |
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Into hate |
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Or rhyme |
| 00:12:03 |
Shit! |
| 00:12:26 |
BALANCE CONFERENCE |
| 00:12:29 |
PREVIOUS BALANCE: 195.00 |
| 00:12:31 |
BALANCE OVERDRAFT: 600.00 |
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In advance, for the phone bill. |
| 00:13:26 |
- Take it! |
| 00:13:31 |
Go. Or your boss |
| 00:13:36 |
Take care. |
| 00:13:43 |
Paula! |
| 00:13:46 |
It's me, Camila! Paula? |
| 00:13:51 |
Where are you? |
| 00:13:59 |
Call me, please. |
| 00:14:02 |
Come here and help me! |
| 00:15:06 |
WHAT DID THE WHORE DO TO FELIPE? |
| 00:15:09 |
Damn! |
| 00:15:23 |
São Paulo, |
| 00:15:26 |
July 17th, 2001. |
| 00:15:33 |
Statement: |
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'My blog is not a diary. |
| 00:15:41 |
I write because I need to. |
| 00:15:44 |
Rather, I live because I write. |
| 00:15:48 |
I don't want opinions, |
| 00:15:52 |
My life is my own business. |
| 00:15:54 |
That's why there are |
| 00:15:57 |
Much less about my life. |
| 00:16:03 |
You don't like it? |
| 00:16:31 |
FELIPE, WE CAME |
| 00:16:37 |
TODAY, EIGHT MONTHS LATER... |
| 00:16:40 |
YOU THREW ME OUT OF OUR HOUSE. |
| 00:16:43 |
I KEEP GETTING E-MAILS... |
| 00:16:46 |
ASKING WHAT I DID TO YOU? |
| 00:16:50 |
AND WHAT YOU DID TO ME? |
| 00:16:53 |
WHO BETRAYED WHOM? |
| 00:16:58 |
YOU'RE DELETING THE PROJECT... |
| 00:17:02 |
THAT BROUGHT US HERE. |
| 00:17:06 |
CAN'T YOU SEE THAT BETRAYAL... |
| 00:17:11 |
IS BREAKING WITH THE |
| 00:17:36 |
Here. It's delicious. |
| 00:17:39 |
Silence can kill. |
| 00:17:44 |
You need to eat! |
| 00:17:46 |
Please, Márcio. |
| 00:17:57 |
You're crazy to take those pills. |
| 00:18:02 |
Have you ever loved a medicine? |
| 00:18:05 |
Have you ever loved |
| 00:18:11 |
Hello! |
| 00:18:37 |
He called me to say 'Fuck you! ' |
| 00:18:40 |
'Fuck you, Camila.' |
| 00:19:35 |
Double standard, right, Felipe? |
| 00:19:39 |
You fucked your cousin... |
| 00:19:41 |
your ex-girlfriend, |
| 00:19:45 |
and I didn't say a word. |
| 00:19:48 |
Now it's you and your silence. |
| 00:19:50 |
Trying to change |
| 00:19:56 |
Why can't I just fuck |
| 00:20:01 |
You act as if the fault |
| 00:20:08 |
What about you? |
| 00:20:10 |
What is your share in it? |
| 00:20:22 |
To wait. |
| 00:20:31 |
To write. |
| 00:21:16 |
FOR YOUR INFORMATION... |
| 00:21:19 |
I DON'T KNOW WHO THE GUY WAS |
| 00:21:27 |
YOU CAME HOME AT THE WRONG TIME. |
| 00:21:32 |
ALL THE WORSE FOR YOU. |
| 00:21:35 |
BESIDES, WE'RE LIVING INTENSELY. |
| 00:22:45 |
Disgusting! |
| 00:22:52 |
Men are sick! |
| 00:26:46 |
Fuck! |
| 00:27:28 |
Who are you? |
| 00:27:32 |
Who are you? |
| 00:27:33 |
I'm the caretaker. |
| 00:27:38 |
The caretaker? |
| 00:27:42 |
Caretaker. |
| 00:27:45 |
'Care-taker'. |
| 00:29:21 |
I don't wanna be part |
| 00:29:25 |
Then make me part |
| 00:29:29 |
Listen... |
| 00:29:31 |
if you expose me again, |
| 00:29:34 |
- I swear I'll come back here... |
| 00:29:37 |
- because you're a coward. |
| 00:29:39 |
No one needed to know what |
| 00:29:42 |
If I hadn't provoked you, |
| 00:29:46 |
the betrayed man. |
| 00:29:47 |
- So now you are the poor guy? |
| 00:29:50 |
Your pride is ridiculous! |
| 00:29:53 |
Are you crazy? |
| 00:29:56 |
What I feel doesn't count |
| 00:29:59 |
Of course not. |
| 00:30:03 |
I'm the one who looks for it, |
| 00:30:05 |
Isn't it what you think? |
| 00:30:07 |
You screw and fuck everyone... |
| 00:30:08 |
and then you save your love and passion |
| 00:30:12 |
Grab your love and passion... |
| 00:30:13 |
stick it up your ass and forget me! |
| 00:30:18 |
You love me. |
| 00:30:21 |
- Man, you're ridiculous. |
| 00:30:23 |
You're pathetic! |
| 00:30:25 |
Look at you! |
| 00:30:29 |
I should have taken a picture |
| 00:30:32 |
who was screwing you... |
| 00:30:34 |
and post it on the web so everyone |
| 00:30:38 |
You're a pathetic slut! |
| 00:30:42 |
There's more. |
| 00:30:44 |
I was never rude to you, |
| 00:30:48 |
One more line about me |
| 00:30:51 |
- my name or a word about me... |
| 00:30:54 |
I'll come back here |
| 00:30:56 |
- Are you going to beat me up? |
| 00:31:02 |
Get out of here, asshole! |
| 00:31:05 |
You're the cheater! You are the |
| 00:31:08 |
- Fuck you! |
| 00:31:12 |
I gave my body, |
| 00:31:16 |
Can't you see that, you fuck? |
| 00:31:19 |
Can't you see that, |
| 00:31:23 |
Fuck! |
| 00:32:44 |
I swallowed a rock. |
| 00:32:48 |
There's a rock inside me. |
| 00:32:52 |
There's a rock. |
| 00:33:41 |
MY ART IS MY FEAR |
| 00:33:47 |
'I keep thinking thatnobody ever |
| 00:33:53 |
And thatpain is like pores |
| 00:33:58 |
Everything is overflowing in me. |
| 00:34:01 |
Meanwhile, there is nothing in me. |
| 00:34:04 |
And nobody. |
| 00:34:09 |
and nobody.' |
| 00:34:15 |
Hello! |
| 00:34:18 |
This is she. |
| 00:34:20 |
Hi, Sílvia. How's is going? |
| 00:34:23 |
I'm fine. |
| 00:34:26 |
Ajob? |
| 00:34:29 |
My boss now is on my back. |
| 00:34:33 |
He was after me |
| 00:34:37 |
- You're paranoid, Márcio. |
| 00:34:40 |
Like you've been smoking pot. |
| 00:34:44 |
Look at you! |
| 00:34:49 |
Márcio... |
| 00:34:52 |
one thing. |
| 00:34:55 |
Please, don't try to find me a job. |
| 00:34:59 |
I must concentrate. |
| 00:35:02 |
I'm too distracted, |
| 00:35:07 |
And it's now or never. |
| 00:35:09 |
I must start writing my book! |
| 00:35:18 |
It's incredible! |
| 00:35:19 |
The minute I'm single again |
| 00:35:24 |
I feel like I've smoked pot. |
| 00:35:27 |
Yeah. |
| 00:35:28 |
When I smoke pot, people look lame, |
| 00:35:32 |
they all stink like Cheetos. |
| 00:35:35 |
Jeez, Camila! |
| 00:35:37 |
Not you, Márcio! |
| 00:35:39 |
You smoke pot |
| 00:35:42 |
Good. |
| 00:35:45 |
I have a negative balance with you. |
| 00:35:48 |
- Yes. Yes, you do. |
| 00:35:51 |
- So go on and choose it! |
| 00:35:54 |
What is your fantasy? |
| 00:35:57 |
Tell me, what do you want? |
| 00:35:59 |
Do you prefer a bad funky girl |
| 00:36:02 |
Or a Big Brother hot girl? |
| 00:36:05 |
- Tell me what you want, Márcio. |
| 00:36:08 |
I prefer you as... |
| 00:36:12 |
as Camila. |
| 00:36:15 |
- Yeah, right, Márcio. |
| 00:36:25 |
I need to fall in love again. |
| 00:36:30 |
Thanks. |
| 00:36:33 |
- I don't understand! |
| 00:36:36 |
Why men never call the next day? |
| 00:36:41 |
- Do you really want to know? |
| 00:36:44 |
The problem is all men in the world |
| 00:36:51 |
- How old are you, Márcio? |
| 00:36:57 |
Fifteen. |
| 00:36:59 |
Get real, Camila. |
| 00:37:01 |
Take a good look at me. |
| 00:37:03 |
You can tell I'm over 18. |
| 00:37:06 |
I have a car... |
| 00:37:08 |
a good job... |
| 00:37:10 |
and... |
| 00:37:13 |
I like a girl. |
| 00:37:23 |
Márcio, when I'm out with you... |
| 00:37:27 |
no one ever comes on to me. |
| 00:37:30 |
But today |
| 00:37:33 |
Have you noticed? |
| 00:37:39 |
I met this guy who danced |
| 00:37:44 |
We were flirting and about |
| 00:37:48 |
- How's it going? |
| 00:37:51 |
Is everything okay? |
| 00:37:57 |
I fell in love right away |
| 00:38:02 |
I went crazy for him! |
| 00:38:06 |
Henri. |
| 00:38:10 |
I could no longer sleep without... |
| 00:38:14 |
withoutkissing him in |
| 00:41:11 |
DANIEL SIQUEIRA DE PÁDUA, 27. |
| 00:41:14 |
WOULD-BE MUSICIAN. |
| 00:41:17 |
HANDING OUT BUKOWSKI POEMS... |
| 00:41:20 |
IN THE WOMEN'S RESTROOM |
| 00:41:25 |
CLOSE READER |
| 00:41:28 |
PROPOSES EXCHANGE |
| 00:41:32 |
WITH THE AUTHOR. |
| 00:41:37 |
Mari, it's Camila. |
| 00:41:42 |
My number here |
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So call me! |
| 00:41:50 |
Bye. |
| 00:42:02 |
- What? |
| 00:42:06 |
Sweet? |
| 00:42:08 |
I swear! |
| 00:42:11 |
Sweet! |
| 00:42:15 |
Let's toast |
| 00:42:23 |
Thank you. |
| 00:42:25 |
- Can I borrow your cell phone? |
| 00:42:30 |
quickly because I'm waiting |
| 00:42:33 |
Just wanna know if he's coming. |
| 00:42:35 |
- What's up? |
| 00:42:39 |
- Everything okay? |
| 00:42:42 |
Leo, this is Camila, my friend from |
| 00:42:45 |
She came to Rio |
| 00:42:48 |
A Frenchman that gives her |
| 00:42:51 |
Welcome to Rio. |
| 00:42:56 |
So let's make a toast. |
| 00:42:58 |
- To Léo and Mari. |
| 00:43:01 |
Can I have 3 more of the same? |
| 00:43:04 |
- Strawberry, right? |
| 00:43:06 |
Two strawberry |
| 00:43:10 |
So tell me. How did you |
| 00:43:13 |
That's another story. What matters |
| 00:43:17 |
I'd like to make a toast |
| 00:43:22 |
- To us, Mari... |
| 00:43:29 |
Let's toast then... |
| 00:43:32 |
To success... |
| 00:43:34 |
and eternal happiness |
| 00:44:10 |
I'm going for a swim! |
| 00:44:17 |
Nothing ever works outright away. |
| 00:44:20 |
I know. |
| 00:44:22 |
In the end, |
| 00:44:26 |
Only the end remains. |
| 00:44:28 |
The everlasting end of all things. |
| 00:44:32 |
So I dissolve before the end. |
| 00:44:36 |
I dissolve. |
| 00:46:37 |
Breathe. Breathe. |
| 00:46:49 |
Easy, breathe. |
| 00:47:02 |
Lay down. |
| 00:47:30 |
I don'tknow if it's |
| 00:47:33 |
I don'tknow if it's |
| 00:47:36 |
I know it's a |
| 00:47:39 |
a spilling of things. |
| 00:47:41 |
A fainting. |
| 00:47:43 |
A sigh without a body. |
| 00:47:45 |
A beast. |
| 00:47:50 |
It's being a beast or a wind. |
| 00:47:53 |
As much as a person in the storm. |
| 00:47:57 |
or being nothing and empty. |
| 00:47:59 |
THERE'S NOTHING LEFT EXCEPT |
| 00:48:05 |
TO DIE A LITTLE, TO COME WITHOUT |
| 00:48:36 |
Your things. |
| 00:49:25 |
You don't know me. |
| 00:49:30 |
And I don't know who you are. |
| 00:49:36 |
Amazing, isn't? |
| 00:49:54 |
BUS STATION - BUS SCHEDULES, |
| 00:50:10 |
MARI, |
| 00:50:15 |
IT JUST HAPPENED. |
| 00:50:18 |
I WAS THE ONE THAT LOST. |
| 00:50:24 |
I'M HOPING SOME DAY |
| 00:51:57 |
Your friend only paid until Sunday. |
| 00:52:02 |
but you need a guarantor... |
| 00:52:04 |
or pay up a deposit |
| 00:52:10 |
It's R$ 1,500 by tomorrow, |
| 00:52:16 |
Otherwise, |
| 00:52:23 |
MÁRCIO, |
| 00:53:01 |
'S.O. S! URGENT! |
| 00:53:09 |
I NEED A PLACE TO STAY! |
| 00:53:13 |
I'M GOING TO BE EVICTED TOMORROW! |
| 00:53:20 |
IN OTHER WORDS, TUESDAY |
| 00:53:26 |
HELP! I'M OUT, I FAINT. |
| 00:53:48 |
A horrible feeling |
| 00:53:51 |
to the point where |
| 00:53:54 |
Fucking shit! |
| 00:53:57 |
Shit! Shit! |
| 00:54:10 |
Márcio, my friend from the days |
| 00:54:14 |
who hasn'tmissed reading a post |
| 00:54:18 |
vanished without a trace. |
| 00:54:22 |
I'm going to suffer |
| 00:54:26 |
I'm going to lose the glow |
| 00:54:28 |
My hair is going to fall out. |
| 00:54:31 |
I'll toss and turn in bed... |
| 00:54:33 |
my mouth will go bitter. |
| 00:54:36 |
I'll yearn for the earth |
| 00:55:05 |
- How much? |
| 00:55:16 |
Do you accept euros? |
| 00:55:19 |
The two of us once again |
| 00:55:25 |
It's going to rain |
| 00:55:30 |
- That's nice. |
| 00:55:56 |
- It's for you. |
| 00:55:58 |
- To take with you. |
| 00:56:01 |
Take all of this too, please. |
| 00:56:03 |
All right. |
| 00:56:11 |
Your loss. |
| 00:56:14 |
I was writing for you. |
| 00:56:22 |
It's going to rain |
| 00:56:26 |
Drops of love |
| 00:56:45 |
You're fucked. |
| 00:58:09 |
Thanks! |
| 00:59:03 |
CAMILA, DID YOU HAVE TO GO LIVE |
| 00:59:07 |
IT'S WEIRD LIVING WITH SOMEONE |
| 00:59:12 |
WHAT ABOUT OUR FRIENDS |
| 00:59:14 |
DID YOU GET SICK OF THEM, |
| 00:59:19 |
DON'T MOVE TOO MUCH, |
| 00:59:22 |
I'LL BE THERE IN A WEEK TO SAVE YOU. |
| 00:59:48 |
- You wanna get me drunk and fuck me? |
| 00:59:55 |
Shit! |
| 00:59:58 |
Paula is always right. |
| 01:00:01 |
I'll pay. |
| 01:00:09 |
What do you mean you'll pay? |
| 01:00:12 |
I want to pay to fuck you. |
| 01:00:16 |
Gee... |
| 01:00:21 |
You're making me horny! |
| 01:00:34 |
Your laptop for a blowjob! |
| 01:00:39 |
Too expensive. |
| 01:00:42 |
Expensive?! |
| 01:00:47 |
How much do you think |
| 01:00:54 |
Come on! |
| 01:00:57 |
Tell me how much |
| 01:01:10 |
I'll sleep. |
| 01:01:17 |
I'm tired. |
| 01:01:29 |
Good night, Guilherme. |
| 01:02:58 |
Hi. |
| 01:03:00 |
I took this, OK? |
| 01:03:07 |
CAMILA, |
| 01:03:11 |
REASON ENOUGH FOR ME |
| 01:03:19 |
YOU MUST HAVE BUSTED ASS |
| 01:03:26 |
IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN DYING. |
| 01:03:35 |
THAT'S ENOUGH FOR ME |
| 01:03:42 |
A KISS. MY BEST ONE. |
| 01:04:05 |
Who are you? |
| 01:04:10 |
My name is Camila. |
| 01:04:14 |
What are you doing here? |
| 01:04:16 |
I'm staying here. |
| 01:04:19 |
You're staying here? |
| 01:04:21 |
With whose permission? |
| 01:04:24 |
What a jerk! |
| 01:04:27 |
So your mom is the other woman? |
| 01:04:31 |
And I am the bastard son. |
| 01:04:33 |
No drama, please! |
| 01:04:36 |
Didn't he accept you? |
| 01:04:40 |
So what are you complaining about? |
| 01:04:47 |
I have some money. |
| 01:04:49 |
That's enough, Guilherme. |
| 01:04:50 |
You've already |
| 01:04:54 |
You had fun on me, didn't you? |
| 01:05:04 |
When I was 13, |
| 01:05:08 |
I can rent a place for you. |
| 01:05:10 |
Then you can write only. |
| 01:05:42 |
That is my room |
| 01:06:22 |
It's working. |
| 01:06:26 |
One on the new fridge. |
| 01:06:34 |
Paula! |
| 01:06:38 |
I missed you! |
| 01:06:47 |
Enjoy it, because |
| 01:06:50 |
I love it. |
| 01:06:56 |
- This is a classical nerd! |
| 01:06:59 |
But nerds are pretty good. |
| 01:07:01 |
With so many porn movies, |
| 01:07:04 |
The sex machine behind the glasses, |
| 01:07:08 |
and their thousand whack-offs. |
| 01:07:11 |
Our next T-shirt: |
| 01:07:13 |
- You're playing with danger! |
| 01:07:15 |
Watch out. |
| 01:07:17 |
They're repressed perverts. |
| 01:07:20 |
A whole life without sex! |
| 01:07:22 |
They will go after you |
| 01:07:25 |
- tireless thing. |
| 01:07:28 |
- Like an erupting volcano. |
| 01:07:30 |
Let me whisper in your ear, |
| 01:07:35 |
Years of fasting avenged |
| 01:07:38 |
They fuck in all ways... |
| 01:07:40 |
every single hole of your body. |
| 01:07:43 |
They just wear you out! |
| 01:07:46 |
What a great porn movie! |
| 01:07:50 |
- Should we write that? |
| 01:07:53 |
You are going |
| 01:07:55 |
and the movie |
| 01:08:44 |
Fuck! |
| 01:08:47 |
All this on the internet? |
| 01:08:53 |
- The jerk is good at it. |
| 01:08:57 |
Are you crazy? |
| 01:08:59 |
Do you think it's nice |
| 01:09:02 |
If you don't care, fuck you! |
| 01:09:05 |
Give me his phone number! |
| 01:09:08 |
There's nothing you can do. |
| 01:09:11 |
Everyone must have copied it |
| 01:09:17 |
Camila, get out of my sight! |
| 01:09:19 |
I want to kill you! |
| 01:09:22 |
- Out! |
| 01:09:26 |
Guilherme, this is Paula. |
| 01:09:28 |
Get this shit out |
| 01:09:31 |
Lmmediately! |
| 01:09:34 |
Or I'll come over and cut off |
| 01:09:39 |
I haven't been |
| 01:09:42 |
Get this thing offline! |
| 01:09:59 |
Paula? |
| 01:10:04 |
Stop it, Paula! |
| 01:10:13 |
Paula? |
| 01:10:23 |
Paula! |
| 01:10:34 |
I must organize |
| 01:10:44 |
The problem is that to me |
| 01:10:54 |
It's Guilherme who's paying rent. |
| 01:11:04 |
My book. |
| 01:11:09 |
I will make money with it. |
| 01:11:19 |
I'm sorry, Paula. |
| 01:11:26 |
The problem is that I'm not |
| 01:11:36 |
That's the only difference |
| 01:11:39 |
It's one of them. |
| 01:11:52 |
Let's improve your life materially. |
| 01:11:56 |
I had an idea. |
| 01:11:58 |
Let's place an invitation |
| 01:12:01 |
'Camila Lopes' |
| 01:12:04 |
We welcome a comfortable couch, |
| 01:12:10 |
'And a computer desk.' |
| 01:12:17 |
DANIEL, WE KNOW HOW DIFFICULT |
| 01:12:21 |
BUT FEAR NOT. |
| 01:12:23 |
AND COME TO MY PARTY. |
| 01:12:25 |
MY BALLS ARE A METAPHOR |
| 01:12:31 |
THAT'S ALL. |
| 01:12:34 |
Hungry? |
| 01:12:36 |
COME. CAMILA.' |
| 01:13:05 |
Daniel? |
| 01:13:12 |
Some guy asked me to deliver this |
| 01:13:16 |
CAMILA'S PARTY DIDN'T HAPPEN, |
| 01:13:19 |
FROM DANIEL TO CAMILA |
| 01:13:26 |
Goodbye, my girl. |
| 01:13:36 |
Camila, you don't need... |
| 01:13:41 |
to expose yourself so much. |
| 01:13:44 |
What for? |
| 01:13:56 |
Don't worry. |
| 01:14:00 |
I'm Devil Girl, remember? |
| 01:14:12 |
For your hangovers, |
| 01:14:33 |
This came in this morning. You weren't |
| 01:14:44 |
SURVIVAL KIT. |
| 01:16:50 |
Nice to meet you, I'm Rodrigo. |
| 01:16:52 |
I'm from Ribeirão Preto. |
| 01:16:55 |
and I want to make |
| 01:16:59 |
What's your name? |
| 01:17:06 |
There's nothing in Ribeirão Preto |
| 01:17:09 |
to make me want |
| 01:17:15 |
All right. |
| 01:17:18 |
Can I offer you a glass of wine |
| 01:17:23 |
I'm drinking vodka. |
| 01:17:27 |
So I studied in the US |
| 01:17:31 |
I'm an expert |
| 01:17:37 |
- Do you know in the movies... |
| 01:17:40 |
Do you know in the movies... |
| 01:17:42 |
when the thief |
| 01:17:45 |
so he can move |
| 01:17:51 |
It's cool. |
| 01:18:10 |
It was nice meeting you. |
| 01:18:20 |
Beatriz. |
| 01:18:24 |
See you later, Beatriz. |
| 01:18:36 |
What a pain in the butt! |
| 01:18:38 |
It happens, honey. |
| 01:19:15 |
Beatriz, right? |
| 01:19:17 |
Rodrigo, right?! |
| 01:19:19 |
This is Carmem, Taís. |
| 01:19:22 |
You're a little bit lost, aren't you? |
| 01:19:30 |
Enough! |
| 01:19:59 |
I need someone... |
| 01:20:06 |
to make me shut up. |
| 01:20:13 |
Someone to force me to listen. |
| 01:20:21 |
Someone to control me. |
| 01:20:46 |
I need that to stop |
| 01:21:00 |
I need someone to heal me. |
| 01:21:08 |
A man to heal me. |
| 01:21:15 |
I think that man doesn't exist. |
| 01:21:22 |
I mean, I haven't found him yet. |
| 01:21:31 |
But I will keep looking. |
| 01:21:37 |
Beatriz, I need to pee. |
| 01:22:11 |
Did you hear that, you shit? |
| 01:22:14 |
Did you hear, you faggot? |
| 01:22:22 |
Because you can't. |
| 01:22:24 |
You can't treat a woman right, |
| 01:22:30 |
You like to bite! |
| 01:22:33 |
Go ahead. |
| 01:22:39 |
- I want to go. |
| 01:22:42 |
I want to go. |
| 01:22:45 |
Stop. I want to go. |
| 01:22:50 |
- naked like that. Ridiculous. |
| 01:22:55 |
Tell me why. |
| 01:22:58 |
Standing there, |
| 01:23:02 |
- Grab my dick then. |
| 01:23:05 |
Leave me alone, damn it! |
| 01:23:07 |
Come on, Beatriz. |
| 01:23:09 |
- Come on, are you leaving? |
| 01:23:13 |
Come on, put your pants back on. |
| 01:23:21 |
What is it? Are you all right? |
| 01:23:25 |
You're not feeling all right. |
| 01:23:28 |
- Stop it. |
| 01:23:31 |
Calm down. |
| 01:23:50 |
Stop it. |
| 01:23:55 |
Give me your purse here. |
| 01:24:02 |
Why don't you go take a piss? |
| 01:24:04 |
Go! Go! |
| 01:24:07 |
Go to the bathroom. |
| 01:24:11 |
- Go after that other girl. |
| 01:24:14 |
Go! |
| 01:24:16 |
- Go with that other girl at the bar. |
| 01:24:19 |
I'm with you. |
| 01:24:24 |
Let's enjoy it. |
| 01:24:27 |
Come on. |
| 01:24:30 |
- I'm not going to sleep with you. |
| 01:24:35 |
It's all right. |
| 01:24:39 |
You wanna grab my little dick? |
| 01:24:44 |
Here. |
| 01:24:46 |
- You fuck! |
| 01:24:47 |
Don't hit me, all right? |
| 01:24:50 |
No hitting, all right? |
| 01:24:54 |
Give me a hug. |
| 01:24:57 |
- I don't want to. |
| 01:25:01 |
Come here. |
| 01:25:03 |
There you go, give me a hug. |
| 01:25:05 |
Isn't this good? |
| 01:25:08 |
You don't know. |
| 01:25:11 |
- You don't know. |
| 01:25:14 |
- You can't. |
| 01:25:16 |
- You can't. |
| 01:25:20 |
Come here. |
| 01:25:33 |
I'm caressing you. |
| 01:25:38 |
- Kiss me, damn it! |
| 01:25:42 |
You like to bite, don't you? |
| 01:26:05 |
Stop it! |
| 01:26:09 |
You make me horny, damn it! |
| 01:26:12 |
- But you don't. |
| 01:26:14 |
No. |
| 01:26:22 |
Like that. |
| 01:26:26 |
You're not man enough. |
| 01:26:30 |
You're not man enough for me. |
| 01:26:32 |
You're not man enough for me. |
| 01:26:37 |
Let me be. |
| 01:26:42 |
What a fucking faggot. |
| 01:26:44 |
Do you want me to hit you? |
| 01:26:46 |
- Faggot! Faggot! |
| 01:26:52 |
Holy fuck! |
| 01:26:56 |
This is so... |
| 01:27:00 |
Little shit! |
| 01:27:02 |
- Yes, because you're hitting me. |
| 01:27:11 |
- You want me to control you? |
| 01:27:17 |
Come here. Come here. |
| 01:27:30 |
Go ahead and try. |
| 01:27:56 |
Fuck! |
| 01:28:27 |
Yeah! Yeah! |
| 01:28:55 |
Now, fuck me, damn it! |
| 01:28:58 |
Is this what you want? |
| 01:30:45 |
The days go by, |
| 01:30:51 |
Bodies rot... |
| 01:30:53 |
Therefore I am nothing but words. |
| 01:31:07 |
When I write, I assentmyself. |
| 01:31:10 |
When I speak, |
| 01:31:14 |
When I think, |
| 01:31:18 |
My body, word. |
| 01:31:51 |
SAVE AS 'BOOK. DOC' |
| 01:34:18 |
Who is it? |
| 01:34:23 |
I'm the lawyer representing |
| 01:34:26 |
and I need your signature... |
| 01:34:28 |
in this agreement canceling |
| 01:34:36 |
What if I don't sign it? |
| 01:34:38 |
It's your decision. |
| 01:34:42 |
they'll pay your rent |
| 01:34:44 |
Otherwise, we will follow |
| 01:34:49 |
How much do you get paid |
| 01:34:54 |
If I were you, I'd sign it. |
| 01:35:36 |
Fuck Kerouac! |
| 01:35:41 |
I'm going out. |
| 01:35:42 |
I'll find some boys. |
| 01:35:44 |
I'll work as a waitress at Charles'. |
| 01:35:46 |
I want lots of tips |
| 01:35:49 |
I'll become a sex object, |
| 01:35:56 |
Alone? |
| 01:36:01 |
And vaccinated against |
| 01:36:04 |
Wow! Irritable, |
| 01:36:10 |
What character? |
| 01:36:12 |
'Ask the lonely trees |
| 01:36:16 |
Ask them about Camila... |
| 01:36:19 |
and they will whisper her name.' |
| 01:36:25 |
Why are you quoting Fante, |
| 01:36:28 |
I don't know if I know you. |
| 01:36:31 |
My name is Daniel. |
| 01:36:38 |
Daniel who? |
| 01:36:40 |
Siqueira de Pádua. |
| 01:36:45 |
- From the e-mails? |
| 01:37:00 |
You're a sadistic prick. |
| 01:37:03 |
Why? |
| 01:37:06 |
Every day I checked e-mails looking |
| 01:37:12 |
So I began to make you up. |
| 01:37:15 |
I needed that, understand? |
| 01:37:19 |
You never showed up, |
| 01:37:23 |
You sent me flowers |
| 01:37:26 |
Youve made me read 38 e-mails |
| 01:37:29 |
Iooking for you in each phrase. |
| 01:37:32 |
Trying to find out on which one |
| 01:37:37 |
Now you show up out of the blue? |
| 01:37:40 |
- You are Daniel! |
| 01:37:44 |
Nice to fucking meet you, Daniel! |
| 01:37:49 |
I live inside my mind, |
| 01:37:53 |
So good night. |
| 01:37:58 |
So I can have Daniel back. |
| 01:38:04 |
Yeah... |
| 01:38:06 |
Good night. |
| 01:38:11 |
I don't know |
| 01:38:16 |
Camila... |
| 01:38:18 |
doesn't fiction happen to you |
| 01:38:21 |
So rewrite me. |
| 01:38:27 |
Do you want to marry me? |
| 01:38:40 |
I never want to sleep |
| 01:38:43 |
Never again. |
| 01:38:48 |
I asked you not to |
| 01:38:49 |
and even as we slept, |
| 01:38:56 |
I'm scared. |
| 01:38:58 |
You're perfect for me. |
| 01:39:01 |
All. |
| 01:39:05 |
From your voice |
| 01:39:10 |
Now I don'tmind... |
| 01:39:12 |
I don't think anything... |
| 01:39:16 |
I don't care about anything. |
| 01:39:20 |
I've given myself up in you. |
| 01:39:36 |
Nothing has ever been this good. |
| 01:40:50 |
This is for you, my favorite slut. |
| 01:41:21 |
TODAY I'M GOING TO SEARCH |
| 01:41:26 |
THAT SLIPPED |
| 01:41:30 |
THAT SLID FROM MY HANDS. |
| 01:41:36 |
TODAY I'M GOING TO CONTAIN |
| 01:41:40 |
THAT WON'T STOP SWEEPING ME |
| 01:41:44 |
TODAY I'M GOING TO SIT STILL... |
| 01:41:48 |
WHILE THE PHRASES TAKE SHAPE... |
| 01:41:51 |
WHILE WHOLE PARAGRAPHS... |
| 01:41:53 |
ARE FIXED ON THE SCREEN. |
| 01:41:59 |
AND I LET THEM ESCAPE... |
| 01:42:01 |
BECAUSE I KNOW I CAN CATCH UP... |
| 01:42:05 |
WITH THEM LATER ON, EVEN BETTER. |
| 01:42:19 |
I'M NO LONGER DESPERATE. |
| 01:42:22 |
I FOUND THE RIVERBED |
| 01:43:19 |
Hello, Daniel. |
| 01:43:22 |
Camila. |
| 01:43:26 |
I'd like to talk to you. |
| 01:43:31 |
I have your pink lighter. |
| 01:43:37 |
So call me. |
| 01:43:40 |
Bye. |
| 01:43:57 |
He's trying to defend himself? |
| 01:44:00 |
Defend from what, Paula? |
| 01:44:03 |
This is too cliché. |
| 01:44:07 |
I don't believe that! |
| 01:44:09 |
This is for women who don't want |
| 01:44:13 |
That's not what happened. |
| 01:44:16 |
Yes, he liked me. |
| 01:44:18 |
He looked into my eyes! |
| 01:44:21 |
He stayed here! |
| 01:44:24 |
It was wonderful! |
| 01:44:27 |
No, I'm not history. |
| 01:44:31 |
Maybe he's dead! |
| 01:44:34 |
I'm sorry, Paula. |
| 01:44:37 |
I know it's long distance. |
| 01:44:39 |
But what happened, Paula? |
| 01:45:00 |
I'm empty. |
| 01:45:03 |
My apartment is empty. |
| 01:45:07 |
São Paulo is empty. |
| 01:45:14 |
The world is empty. |
| 01:45:17 |
I meant to give you |
| 01:45:21 |
but I'm dry. |
| 01:45:25 |
I can't even cry. |
| 01:46:13 |
One more. |
| 01:46:40 |
I won't be a victim of this guy. |
| 01:46:44 |
He will be my victim. |
| 01:47:17 |
Let's call for the check. |
| 01:47:20 |
- Let's order another one. |
| 01:47:41 |
What's your name? |
| 01:47:44 |
- Aurora. |
| 01:47:49 |
Camila. |
| 01:47:52 |
- All right. Yeah. |
| 01:47:54 |
Camila, please! |
| 01:47:58 |
- Aurora? |
| 01:48:01 |
Do you think he's afraid? |
| 01:48:04 |
Maybe he thinks |
| 01:48:08 |
Listen, Camila. |
| 01:48:12 |
But not now, okay? |
| 01:48:15 |
Not like that. |
| 01:48:20 |
- Let's go, guys. |
| 01:48:24 |
- Let's go. |
| 01:48:26 |
He thinks I'll put out |
| 01:48:29 |
Stop it, Camila! Goddamn it! |
| 01:48:31 |
- Give me a break! |
| 01:48:35 |
- What a shame! |
| 01:48:38 |
Later my ass, Daniel! |
| 01:48:41 |
- Let me go after this chicken shit! |
| 01:48:44 |
- Yes, I will! I will! |
| 01:48:49 |
- Who the fuck are you? |
| 01:48:53 |
So tell me where he went. |
| 01:48:56 |
Camila, give him a break! |
| 01:48:59 |
Fuck he is! |
| 01:49:02 |
I waited for him |
| 01:49:05 |
staring at the phone |
| 01:49:08 |
So I get here |
| 01:49:10 |
Who is this fucking Aurora? |
| 01:49:16 |
Tell me where he went. |
| 01:49:19 |
I need to talk to him! |
| 01:49:21 |
If I don't, I'm gonna go crazy! |
| 01:49:47 |
This is ridiculous. |
| 01:49:50 |
You're a jerk. |
| 01:49:54 |
Couldn't you have sent me an e-mail? |
| 01:49:57 |
- Camila, I'm in love with Aurora. |
| 01:50:02 |
It can't be, Daniel! |
| 01:50:05 |
Tell me what happened! |
| 01:50:08 |
What about those 3 days |
| 01:50:11 |
- Was that fiction? |
| 01:50:15 |
But the way you talk about it, |
| 01:50:18 |
- with the Daniel you made up. |
| 01:50:22 |
Don't use what I said. |
| 01:50:25 |
Isn't it how you |
| 01:50:28 |
Didn't you want to be rewritten? |
| 01:50:30 |
Now the book has ended. |
| 01:50:37 |
Shit! |
| 01:50:41 |
I'm not crazy. |
| 01:50:43 |
I know exactly what we had. |
| 01:50:46 |
Now it doesn't matter |
| 01:50:49 |
Do what you want, what you can. |
| 01:50:54 |
The only thing I wanted back |
| 01:50:58 |
- What did I take from you? |
| 01:51:17 |
CAMILA LEFT THE PARTY TRYING... |
| 01:51:22 |
TO DISGUISE HER PAIN. |
| 01:51:25 |
AS SOON |
| 01:51:29 |
SHE WEPT IN THE ELEVATOR, SHE WEPT |
| 01:51:35 |
SHE WALKED OVER TO |
| 01:52:44 |
SHE CAUGHT THE FIRST BUS |
| 01:52:46 |
SHE WEPT ON THE BUS. |
| 01:53:03 |
AT HOME, SHE NESTLED INTO THE |
| 01:53:39 |
Sometimes they break my legs, |
| 01:53:43 |
they stomp on my fingers. |
| 01:53:46 |
I survive. |
| 01:53:48 |
I've always survived. |
| 01:53:50 |
I'm scarred. Yes. |
| 01:53:53 |
But I make the most of each |
| 01:53:58 |
Camila JAM |
| 01:54:33 |
Done by (c) dCd / August 2009 |
