Noriko No Shokutaku Noriko s Dinner Table

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00:00:22 NORIKO'S DINNER TABLE
00:00:40 December 2001
00:00:53 I tore off a thread that was
00:01:01 I had run away from home.
00:01:07 I arrived at Tokyo Station.
00:01:25 Female, age 17.
00:01:36 Just a kid. That was me.
00:01:53 I carried my big bag pretending
00:02:05 Walked to Ginza.
00:02:11 It was right before Christmas.
00:02:17 Bright with neon lights.
00:02:29 Everyone was better dressed than me,
00:02:46 NORIKO
00:02:49 I had a father, a mother,
00:03:11 I'm done.
00:03:16 Eat, Noriko.
00:03:19 When she has a problem,
00:03:23 I was 17.
00:03:26 Always fighting with
00:03:31 He wanted me to go to a local university,
00:03:35 I knew it would be boring.
00:03:38 I wouldn't find a boyfriend
00:03:46 He peeled a tangerine
00:03:54 Boys in Tokyo are worthless...and...
00:04:00 He hesitated to say.
00:04:04 But I knew. My cousins.
00:04:07 Sato and Kei got pregnant
00:04:12 Taeko? Hello.
00:04:16 Sato and Kei just came by.
00:04:22 Dad thought,
00:04:28 Boys are trouble...
00:04:32 I watched the neatly
00:04:34 ...slowly return
00:04:40 Tangerine, tangerine...
00:04:43 Orange-colored tangerine.
00:04:47 I had a friend named Tangerine
00:04:53 I thought people called her that
00:05:01 I had thought that...
00:05:05 One day, when I was with Yuka,
00:05:11 Norippe?
00:05:15 It's me. Tangerine.
00:05:19 I didn't recognize her at first.
00:05:26 What's up, Norippe?
00:05:27 No one called me that anymore.
00:05:33 Do you know which school
00:05:35 Her uniform?
00:05:37 You have no idea, right?
00:05:43 It wasn't her school uniform.
00:05:47 She said that after junior high...
00:05:49 ...she began working at an "image club"
00:05:53 I'm handing out packets
00:05:55 "All-Girl Fantasy School"
00:05:56 I've heard of this place.
00:06:02 That's the school I go to now.
00:06:06 That was the day I found out why she was
00:06:10 Okay, class. Who do you admire?
00:06:14 Mom and Dad.
00:06:16 In 2nd grade, the teacher asked,
00:06:23 Tangerine.
00:06:25 That's how I got my nickname.
00:06:30 No.
00:06:31 I don't know why I said that.
00:06:37 She laughed loudly.
00:06:41 Gotta go to work.
00:06:44 Nice seeing you.
00:06:46 Bye.
00:06:50 I still love tangerines.
00:06:55 She waved goodbye and left.
00:07:01 On our way home,
00:07:07 I was shocked that
00:07:13 I admire Tangerine.
00:07:18 So am I.
00:07:22 You don't understand.
00:07:25 What?
00:07:27 Life as a woman.
00:07:34 All I did was skip class and read
00:07:42 Tangerine was so inspiring to me.
00:07:47 Idiot.
00:07:48 Yuka called me an idiot.
00:07:51 She's a whore.
00:07:53 You don't even like being a woman.
00:08:00 All I'm saying is,
00:08:05 Are you saying that 'cause Dad is
00:08:14 Gotta go. Bye.
00:08:19 Adults...
00:08:23 My father was an adult...
00:08:31 He was a reporter for a local
00:08:38 It didn't matter if there was a war
00:08:43 Come here!
00:08:45 Yeah, I'm coming.
00:08:47 - It was a deer?
00:08:49 they only reported local news...
00:08:52 Ah, but today is a wonderful day.
00:08:55 "Deer Rampage Continues"
00:09:00 Trivial, local news.
00:09:03 "Shoppers Galore"
00:09:12 Great. Look this way. Okay, cheese.
00:09:16 "Cactus Park Breaks
00:09:18 Just peaceful stuff.
00:09:19 I love this town... and
00:09:22 I had no interest in his work.
00:09:25 I love this town... and
00:09:27 But I ended up writing
00:09:34 Published once a month.
00:09:45 I was editor-in-chief.
00:09:50 Let's ask for more computer time.
00:09:53 Pleased to meet you.
00:09:58 I thought Dad's paper was
00:10:04 So, by writing pieces
00:10:08 I felt I was rebelling
00:10:14 For example, advocating unlimited
00:10:27 I think we should be able to
00:10:39 'Cause if we could,
00:10:45 ...information.
00:10:48 I think we deserve that.
00:10:53 Yeah, but...
00:10:54 The rules must be changed.
00:11:00 We only had one PC at home.
00:11:06 I'm still using it.
00:11:13 Cactus Park was fun, huh?
00:11:18 Noriko angry because she can't use
00:11:24 One more picture.
00:11:28 Let's take a picture together here.
00:11:31 Excuse me, would you mind?
00:11:34 Thank you.
00:11:39 Let's go over there.
00:11:43 I was a teenage girl stuck in the boondocks.
00:11:48 I wanted to talk to girls
00:11:53 so I wanted to go
00:11:57 Gotta get out of here.
00:12:01 Go somewhere different.
00:12:05 What?
00:12:08 I'm definitely going.
00:12:15 Am I crazy?
00:12:16 Whatever.
00:12:18 I wanted to go
00:12:23 but I didn't know where.
00:12:27 Stubborn, ditsy, rebellious, reckless.
00:12:36 After a while, the teacher decided
00:12:42 What's the verdict?
00:12:45 Good news, we can grant your request.
00:12:47 Really?
00:12:57 I had a favorite website.
00:13:01 A strange name...
00:13:05 There, 16- and 17-year-old girls talked
00:13:11 I quickly became a regular member.
00:13:18 The name of French perfume.
00:13:20 When I became Mitsuko,
00:13:26 And I made some friends.
00:13:30 Hello, Cripple #5.
00:13:35 "To Mitsuko: Hello. "
00:13:40 Hello, Long Neck.
00:13:48 Hello, Midnight.
00:13:54 Hello, Broken Dam.
00:13:59 "To Mitsuko: Hello. "
00:14:07 And Ueno Station 54...
00:14:11 Hello, Ueno Station 54.
00:14:17 "To Mitsuko: Hello. "
00:14:20 Whenever Ueno Station 54 showed up,
00:14:27 It was like we were all standing on a
00:14:34 And the conversation would begin.
00:14:41 I'm walking...
00:14:48 I'm on top of it.
00:14:51 I was happy and surprised that
00:15:00 They were girls in Tokyo.
00:15:01 They were girls in Tokyo.
00:15:09 (Everything OK?)
00:15:15 But you haven't even met
00:15:20 As I was about to tell him
00:15:26 ...to meet my friends...
00:15:33 The power went out.
00:15:36 Our house was very old.
00:15:45 No big deal.
00:15:50 Looks like the breaker has switched off.
00:15:51 Yuka came out of her room.
00:15:55 Turn the power back on, Dad.
00:16:11 Taeko, is everything all right?
00:16:14 The breaker isn't fixing it.
00:16:16 Dec. 10, 2001.
00:16:22 A cold winter night.
00:16:30 In the dark, I packed my bags.
00:16:33 Tokyo, Tokyo, Tokyo...
00:16:36 I had no idea what was in Tokyo,
00:16:43 I had to find out.
00:16:47 The important things in my room...
00:16:54 I looked for all the things
00:16:56 What did I really need?
00:16:59 What is it?
00:17:01 I was born to breathe.
00:17:06 I inhaled oxygen and exhaled
00:17:14 I wanted to go somewhere different,
00:17:21 Female, 17, ditsy, stubborn, rebellious.
00:17:35 I just realized that I was a virgin.
00:17:40 Everything made me
00:17:41 Just everything. But I
00:17:44 I was worried about everything and nothing.
00:17:48 Men, life, love, growing up...
00:17:55 Life was weird.
00:17:57 I wanted to tackle something.
00:18:06 I wanted to live, challenge, wish,
00:18:14 ...see, stare, understand, hear,
00:18:24 ...and be there.
00:18:26 I wanted to stand on with my own heart.
00:18:35 I had to talk to Ueno Station 54.
00:18:41 I knew she'd be there.
00:18:52 www. haikyo. com
00:19:02 To the message board.
00:19:10 "Ueno Station 54?
00:19:16 "I finally ran away from home
00:19:21 "I'm at an internet cafe now.
00:19:29 "Can we meet in person tomorrow?
00:19:36 "Maybe I'll be free forever. "
00:19:42 "I've been pretending to be busy until now.
00:19:51 "Suddenly without restraint,
00:19:58 "Like I'm walking around naked.
00:20:06 "Today, I realized I'm still a virgin. "
00:20:11 "Maybe that's because
00:20:30 I sound like any other girl.
00:20:38 Did I disappoint her?
00:20:43 We met online this past summer.
00:20:50 Ueno Station 54 had been a moderator
00:20:58 - "To Mitsuko: How are you?"
00:21:04 She replied to all the messages
00:21:10 Hello, I'm Mitsuko.
00:21:16 "Be strong, Mitsuko. "
00:21:20 "You can do it, Mitsuko!"
00:21:22 I became Mitsuko and tried so hard
00:21:30 I wondered. Could Noriko meet
00:21:39 I realized that I wasn't Mitsuko.
00:21:46 I was afraid that Ueno Station 54
00:21:53 I received her reply.
00:22:04 She wrote
00:22:12 I went to Ueno right away.
00:22:24 SHIMABARA
00:22:49 MITSUKO
00:23:00 I set my alarm for 9 AM.
00:23:08 I needed 2 hours to get ready.
00:23:14 Be ready emotionally, breakfast,
00:23:24 I faded into darkness.
00:23:29 I was ripe for growth.
00:23:42 I didn't dream. But when I got up,
00:23:49 Being active, I was happy.
00:24:00 I was Mitsuko.
00:24:10 Once again, I tore off a thread
00:24:17 I had left home...
00:24:37 I didn't know what
00:24:51 Where is #54?
00:24:53 I don't know.
00:24:56 What's #54?
00:24:58 No idea. Sorry.
00:25:01 Almost 11 AM.
00:25:06 I should have left my luggage
00:25:26 105.
00:25:31 133.
00:25:34 9O.
00:25:37 84, 79, 74...
00:25:42 It's close.
00:25:52 54.
00:26:04 Ueno Station 54?
00:26:09 Mitsuko?
00:26:14 6 months later,
00:26:19 That happened.
00:26:37 54 high school girls threw
00:26:46 They hide their inner selves.
00:26:50 "7:29 PM, Track 8"
00:26:51 According to the police press
00:26:55 Here is an eyewitness testimony.
00:27:07 What a tragic occurrence.
00:27:09 According to the police press conference:...
00:27:13 The 54 girls were not all from the same
00:27:21 I t was horrible.
00:27:23 "54 Dead at Shinjuku"
00:27:24 I t was horrible. The platform
00:27:37 I wanted to be silly.
00:27:45 Like all the girls my age,
00:27:54 I hated crying.
00:28:00 YUKA
00:28:04 Yuka, stop.
00:28:07 Thought I'd jump?
00:28:10 Just kidding.
00:28:11 Ever considered suicide?
00:28:13 No.
00:28:14 Maybe my sister killed herself.
00:28:18 Being silly.
00:28:19 You know the recent
00:28:23 At Shinjuku?
00:28:25 I hear most victims
00:28:30 They're still trying to
00:28:34 54 total.
00:28:36 Hand in hand...One, two, three!
00:28:37 Hand in hand...One, two, three!
00:28:41 You sound amused.
00:28:45 But I couldn't help it.
00:28:47 They jumped so happily, right?
00:28:51 No, she just ran away.
00:28:56 You think so?
00:28:58 Yeah.
00:29:02 Maybe.
00:29:03 What, you want her dead?
00:29:06 I understand, Sis.
00:29:11 I know you're alive somewhere.
00:29:14 You know how they managed
00:29:17 54 of them were from different
00:29:26 I know.
00:29:28 How?
00:29:32 It's a secret.
00:29:34 A secret?
00:29:36 And I know what it is.
00:29:39 Hey, common. Tell me, Yuka.
00:29:43 Wait, Yuka. Tell me!
00:29:53 Stop! Check this out.
00:29:57 What?
00:29:57 The red dots are women.
00:30:02 Stop.
00:30:04 Fine.
00:30:05 What's this?
00:30:08 The night before the mass suicide,
00:30:18 It's a signal.
00:30:20 A signal? For suicide?
00:30:23 Yeah.
00:30:26 Or maybe a threat.
00:30:27 What's this?
00:30:31 Am I connected to myself, Sis?
00:30:32 "Are you connected to yourself?"
00:30:37 Ueno Station 54?
00:30:40 Mitsuko?
00:30:48 Hi, I'm Kumiko.
00:30:53 Nice to meet you.
00:30:55 You too.
00:30:57 This is my dad.
00:31:00 Hi, I'm Kumiko's father.
00:31:02 My mom.
00:31:04 I'm her mother.
00:31:07 I'm her brother.
00:31:10 Let's go, Mitsuko.
00:31:18 Dec. 2001. I wrote this on Haikyo. com.
00:31:22 Dec. 2001. I wrote this on Haikyo. com.
00:31:27 "That day, I was suffering from PMS,
00:31:46 "I thought about my sister Yuka.
00:31:58 "We got in their van and drove to
00:32:08 Grandma!
00:32:10 "Her grandma came out and
00:32:15 "The grandma and Kumiko's parents
00:32:24 "When Kumiko said, 'Hi, Grandma,'
00:32:34 I wondered what Yuka would think
00:32:39 I kind of thought she had been
00:32:44 This girl "Yoko" sounded like Yuka.
00:32:52 See ya.
00:32:53 Wait. Hey, wait up!
00:32:57 I wondered what she'd think
00:33:39 "Yuka, I'm good friends with
00:33:48 "Surprised? We're both here now,
00:33:57 "Understand, Yuka?"
00:34:01 "By the way,
00:34:06 "I wrote about Ueno Station 54 before.
00:34:14 "When she decided to call herself
00:34:19 "that's when it all began. "
00:34:24 I come here every night at 8
00:34:36 Dad gave me this music box
00:34:43 "None of the stuff was actually hers. "
00:34:47 This pink dress is what my mom wore
00:34:52 Cute.
00:34:53 Yeah?
00:34:54 This is the harmonica I used during
00:34:58 "She just collected a bunch of stuff
00:35:07 "And made up her own stories. "
00:35:11 These rain boots were the first things
00:35:21 But it didn't rain much,
00:35:26 "She had no genuine memories.
00:35:35 You wanna put a memory in here?
00:35:41 Me?
00:35:50 This.
00:35:53 "Ever since I met Kumiko,
00:36:01 "...she and I are similar."
00:36:03 "Maybe it means I'm fabricating
00:36:09 "I'm no longer Noriko.
00:36:18 What's this?
00:36:21 Mitsuko's umbilical cord.
00:36:30 "I finally became the person
00:36:38 Okay, Mitsuko.
00:36:55 "Everything is our made-up story.
00:37:03 "No End to Rash of Suicides"
00:37:07 Let's go.
00:37:08 Right.
00:37:09 The pomelos are doing well this year.
00:37:12 - What about damage from the birds?
00:37:14 Tetsu, take a picture. please.
00:37:17 Okay.
00:38:06 I decided to become Yoko,
00:38:09 I decided to become Yoko,
00:38:14 A clue for Dad.
00:38:29 Free tissues.
00:38:51 I kept hearing my sister's voice,
00:39:00 My sister's voice...
00:39:12 Taeko. Taeko...
00:39:17 Dad was shocked that
00:39:29 Where are you?
00:39:31 It was a month after I ran away...
00:39:36 ...that Dad finally started
00:39:45 "Daddy"
00:39:53 He quit his job right after I left.
00:39:57 Listen...
00:40:02 I quit.
00:40:04 For a few weeks, he had searched
00:40:12 But he lacked
00:40:18 Finally, he started looking for
00:40:26 I stopped writing right there.
00:40:32 I was just thinking
00:40:38 what would my father,
00:40:42 What would he do?
00:40:47 How would he know anything about us?
00:40:56 My father, Tetsuzo, would
00:41:01 ...behind that poster in our room.
00:41:06 "Yuka's handwriting, "
00:41:09 "Ueno Station 54 Haikyo"
00:41:11 A month later, Tetsuzo's wife Taeko
00:41:19 They searched their daughters' room
00:41:28 They checked every website
00:41:35 "1. Noriko was friends with
00:41:41 "2. Ueno Station 54 meant
00:41:47 Tetsuzo, a former reporter,
00:41:53 Meanwhile, he stopped sharing
00:41:59 What's wrong?
00:42:03 Nothing.
00:42:05 He thought it would be like saying
00:42:11 Like saying aliens had
00:42:21 There was no way
00:42:30 He became more and more convinced
00:42:42 He was afraid. It would be wading into
00:42:47 He was sure that his wife would
00:43:00 "Suicide Club Exists." The tabloid
00:43:09 He knew the Suicide Club existed.
00:43:16 He had been fooling himself that...
00:43:20 ...Toyokawa was some kind of paradise,
00:43:26 Simple Toyokawa had become
00:43:32 Because of the Suicide Club?
00:43:37 "What's your connection to you,
00:43:44 "How are you connected to yourself?"
00:43:53 Dec. 11, 2002.
00:43:56 After 3 months of investigation,
00:44:05 "1. The Suicide Club exists. "
00:44:11 "2. Members meet on Haikyo.com"
00:44:17 "3. The dots onHaikyo.com
00:44:22 "The white ones are men.
00:44:44 What was I writing?
00:44:57 Where's Tangerine?
00:45:00 I don't know.
00:45:06 On to the last scene.
00:45:12 What has the power to get the magma flowing?
00:45:15 Tetsuzo tried to speculate...
00:45:21 But he told himself to
00:45:27 He wrote so hard that he could see
00:45:35 Wait...
00:45:48 What if I tore this page from
00:45:57 Who would shade my blank pages
00:46:04 I managed to reach my sister's heart.
00:46:18 Nobody would care about my imprint.
00:46:30 A beautiful day in Toyokawa...
00:46:35 That was the last time
00:46:40 And the last time
00:46:48 KUMIKO
00:46:54 What's wrong?
00:46:57 Nothing.
00:47:00 PMS?
00:47:03 Kumiko...Ueno Station?
00:47:06 Call me Ueno Station if you want.
00:47:09 Real name?
00:47:22 Here.
00:47:26 Hello.
00:47:30 Grandma, it's been so long.
00:47:34 The first day, we went to
00:47:40 I'm almost done with elementary school.
00:47:43 Good for you.
00:47:51 I wasn't related to them at all,
00:47:59 ...and it was cozy.
00:48:06 They were the epitome of happiness.
00:48:16 I had lived as a member of the
00:48:24 But we had been cold and distant.
00:48:31 The bonds holding Kumiko's family together
00:48:35 Each relationship an artery of happiness
00:48:39 Kumiko's happy family.
00:48:43 I wanted so badly to be
00:48:53 We'll visit again.
00:48:55 We waved and said goodbye to Grandma...
00:49:01 ...and then left for another
00:49:30 Come on, Mitsuko.
00:50:02 The other grandmother also
00:50:10 How are you?
00:50:14 They greeted each other.
00:50:17 This time I wasn't so nervous
00:50:21 The conversation went on exactly
00:50:24 This is my classmate Mitsuko.
00:50:30 Thanks.
00:50:38 The most ideal brother
00:50:45 Kumiko helped her mom in the kitchen.
00:50:50 The perfect mother and daughter.
00:50:54 Hey, Shingo! Come on! Dad!
00:50:59 Kumiko's dad gave Grandma
00:51:04 Could there be a more family-like family
00:51:10 Make yourself at home, Mitsuko.
00:51:15 She called me Mitsuko.
00:51:19 I, as Mitsuko, became
00:51:26 "The most important thing
00:51:36 "I'm connected to myself, Yuka"
00:51:41 "You understand, Yuka?"
00:51:45 The members of Kumiko's family
00:52:20 Wait 5 minutes, then come inside.
00:52:25 Okay...
00:52:57 Grandpa.
00:53:00 You're late, Mitsuko.
00:53:03 Where were you?
00:53:06 Mitsuko.
00:53:07 Come see your grandfather.
00:53:12 Mitsuko is here.
00:53:16 Mitsuko...
00:53:20 Come closer...
00:53:26 Grandpa!
00:53:32 Grandpa.
00:54:36 The new girl is good.
00:54:40 He likes you.
00:54:43 Good job.
00:55:01 You even change your toothbrush
00:55:09 Pick yours.
00:55:17 I'll take this one.
00:55:33 A great story opens your eyes.
00:55:43 There was a baby born in a locker.
00:55:48 Born in a locker?
00:55:51 Years later, the mother found out
00:55:59 ...see her.
00:56:00 No way.
00:56:02 They met.
00:56:03 Really?
00:56:05 Yeah, but the woman was a bad actress.
00:56:23 Once upon a time, there was a family.
00:56:34 They were seemingly happy.
00:56:41 However...
00:56:56 The mother was smart and polite.
00:57:02 The father was hard-working.
00:57:07 But he didn't try to understand
00:57:19 That's why they ran away.
00:57:21 The first time in Tokyo's Suginami Ward.
00:57:25 Stray cats roamed the back alleys
00:57:33 Stray cats form families instantly.
00:57:39 No need to feel sorry for them.
00:57:52 We have to relate to each other
00:58:01 We own Tokyo, OK?
00:58:04 We do?
00:58:09 Cool.
00:58:16 While I was chewing gum,
00:58:21 "Yes, we own Tokyo. "
00:58:50 A middle-aged man came out.
00:59:00 What are you wearing?
00:59:10 Get in.
00:59:22 We went inside.
00:59:30 At that point, I had no idea
00:59:37 But I knew Kumiko would tell me.
00:59:42 This way.
00:59:47 I walked down the hall.
00:59:51 I saw many mortuary tablets
00:59:58 Photographs.
01:00:20 We went into the living room
01:00:25 Sit!
01:00:48 He lit a cigarette.
01:00:56 I looked at Kumiko.
01:01:02 She closed her eyes.
01:01:13 Don't cry, stupid.
01:01:15 But...
01:01:17 I'm not a kid anymore.
01:01:40 Dad.
01:01:45 My turn.
01:01:48 Dad looked at me with teary eyes.
01:01:55 I was his daughter.
01:02:03 Suddenly, I had a vision
01:02:08 Headline "Dad is Lonely"
01:02:12 No, not true.
01:02:16 That wasn't my dad.
01:02:33 He looked depressed.
01:02:40 Ever since you girls disappeared,
01:02:54 ...thinking about you nonstop.
01:03:03 I didn't forget for a moment.
01:03:09 We shouldn't have come back.
01:03:16 Wait.
01:03:17 We ran down the hall,
01:03:25 I heard Dad sobbing behind me.
01:03:30 I couldn't stop.
01:03:34 You crying?
01:03:36 Let's go back, OK?
01:03:39 Slurring my words, I tried to
01:03:49 Let's go back.
01:03:53 Yes, let's go back.
01:04:29 Let's do everything over.
01:04:31 Can you hear me, Yuka?
01:04:37 I cried with my face buried
01:04:43 I had never done anything like that.
01:04:48 I was moved.
01:04:51 Kumiko snuggled up to us and sobbed.
01:04:57 We reconciled.
01:05:02 Eat all you want.
01:05:07 Sorry it's not much.
01:05:09 Next time I'll get more food.
01:05:17 It'll be fun.
01:05:21 Your dad just won big on...
01:05:25 ...bicycle races.
01:05:28 Awesome, Dad.
01:05:30 Great.
01:05:32 Horse racing, pachinko...
01:05:40 It's like a miracle.
01:05:43 You're so lucky.
01:05:47 So, with that money...
01:05:53 I want us to start over.
01:06:02 I won't cause you any trouble.
01:06:13 Your mother is
01:06:22 Just got kind of emotional, huh?
01:06:25 Let's eat.
01:06:31 This is a little too sweet.
01:06:48 Time's up.
01:06:51 Well...can we finish dinner?
01:06:54 Time's up.
01:06:57 You're right.
01:07:01 Time just flew by.
01:07:09 A little bit longer, Dad.
01:07:16 Really?
01:07:20 Yeah, you just got back, so...
01:07:28 Don't leave again.
01:07:30 Dad.
01:07:32 Don't go. Please stay.
01:07:35 Don't get carried away, asshole.
01:07:39 Rules are rules, you fuck.
01:07:49 Let's get out of here.
01:07:56 Get up.
01:07:59 Get the fuck up.
01:08:03 Wanna stay here forever?
01:08:22 "Yuka? By now, you know what we do?"
01:08:29 "It's called 'family rental.' You know it?"
01:08:34 That...that was fun. Very fun.
01:08:36 "Kumiko, born in a coin locker,"
01:08:38 "has her 25th birthday is coming up,
01:08:43 "...which family to celebrate with. "
01:08:50 1 year later
01:08:52 In Tokyo, I was waiting for her.
01:08:57 Kumiko, a. k. a. Ueno Station 54.
01:09:09 Excuse me.
01:09:12 I'd like to talk to you about something.
01:09:16 An ordinary girl.
01:09:18 If you have any questions about
01:09:24 What?
01:09:25 I can't explain anything
01:09:37 You can't run away from me.
01:09:40 "Your support. Personnel placement.
01:09:43 I'll get you.
01:09:57 "...24 Dead..."
01:09:58 "...Mass Suicide..."
01:10:12 They're late.
01:10:17 Are they here?
01:10:21 Who?
01:10:32 That guy?
01:10:37 Him?
01:10:43 No.
01:10:49 Be cool, be cool, be cool...
01:11:04 They're not here yet.
01:11:15 Mr. Shimabara?
01:11:18 Yes.
01:11:19 What do you wanna know?
01:11:21 What?
01:11:23 I wanna know the truth.
01:11:35 Be cool, be cool...
01:11:45 Are you connected to you, Tetsuzo?
01:11:49 What?
01:11:51 Are you connected to yourself?
01:11:58 Yes. That's why I'm here.
01:12:02 I know all about you.
01:12:07 Good for you.
01:12:13 Is this Suicide Club's headquarters?
01:12:16 Suicide Club? No such thing.
01:12:23 There are theories of
01:12:25 of cult groups
01:12:27 ...and the apocalypse,
01:12:31 Suicide Club this, Suicide Club that.
01:12:35 It's even in the media.
01:12:40 Don't pretend like you don't know.
01:12:43 But it seems like they've forgotten
01:12:51 54 people died there.
01:13:00 People forget everything.
01:13:04 There is no Suicide Club. It's all a
01:13:06 Be cool, be cool...
01:13:13 Even strongly put...
01:13:16 - Be strong. - ...it's more of a
01:13:24 A circle?
01:13:26 Anyway, imagine that the Sun Goddess
01:13:36 The collapse of civilization began
01:14:08 Ueno Station, locker #54.
01:14:13 She runs a family-rental business
01:14:16 She runs a family-rental
01:14:18 "Three-Day-Old Coin
01:14:20 When requested, they go spend time
01:14:26 ...and pretend
01:14:32 Sometimes for 10 years or 2O years.
01:14:38 What is he saying?
01:14:43 She has many companies, including
01:14:48 Do you understand?
01:14:53 What about the Suicide Club?
01:14:54 What about it?
01:14:58 It's the result of
01:15:05 What Kumiko wanted was...
01:15:09 ...to live a normal life
01:15:16 So she acted like a normal girl
01:15:22 But that wasn't enough.
01:15:29 She wanted to turn
01:15:34 There's nothing more to tell you.
01:15:39 What?
01:15:40 I told you everything.
01:15:44 Now, everyone else is starting to realize
01:15:52 Don't you know?
01:15:56 Be cool, be cool...
01:16:06 You tried so hard to figure us out.
01:16:14 I know all about you.
01:16:20 You used to be a reporter.
01:16:27 I want my daughters back.
01:16:29 "Missing"
01:16:31 I want my daughters back.
01:16:32 "Searching for Lost Puppies"
01:16:38 It's time for you to wake up to your role.
01:16:44 Who are you?
01:16:46 You said you were connected
01:16:51 You're not believable
01:16:58 The world is full of lies that people
01:17:03 They fail as husbands, wives,
01:17:10 So, the only way to figure out
01:17:14 ...is to lie openly
01:17:20 Feel the desert.
01:17:26 Survive the desert.
01:17:45 That night, I had a strange dream.
01:17:49 The desert.
01:17:56 I was in their hideout.
01:18:00 Was this really their hideout?
01:18:04 I sensed Noriko and Yuka were here.
01:18:08 I knew they were alive.
01:18:14 I felt their presence profoundly.
01:18:20 Noriko...her voice...
01:18:23 Yuka...5 years old...running into
01:18:31 They were alive.
01:18:33 Why did Noriko run away from home
01:18:40 Tetsuzo, what's your connection
01:18:47 To yourself?
01:18:54 Yuka.
01:19:07 Noriko.
01:19:21 I heard that guy's voice.
01:19:32 I had to go on and find them.
01:19:39 I woke up.
01:19:43 TETSUZO
01:20:33 Hello?
01:20:35 Tetsu? It's me.
01:20:38 I'm almost there.
01:20:43 What story are you working on?
01:20:47 I'll tell you later.
01:20:50 OK. I'll see you shortly.
01:21:02 What would I say to Yuka?
01:21:06 What was she thinking
01:21:08 Even if I was there,
01:21:18 She disappeared the next day...
01:21:21 It wasn't just some kind of
01:21:24 She was clearly expressing anger at me.
01:21:29 Immediately quitting my
01:21:31 ...the day after Yuka ran away...
01:21:34 I didn't do that.
01:21:39 I went to work like nothing happened,
01:21:47 Is it OK like this?
01:21:52 That's fine.
01:21:53 Now, about the new
01:21:58 The following day, our top story was
01:22:06 It was 2 months later
01:22:13 Because my wife killed herself.
01:22:20 Can I take a picture?
01:22:24 I thought Yuka would be shocked.
01:22:26 I was an even worse father
01:22:31 I chose my career over my family.
01:22:34 Would you like to
01:22:35 I chose my career
01:22:37 I took pride in my work because
01:22:56 In Toyokawa, The blue sky, the ocean,
01:23:06 It was the perfect town.
01:23:10 I wrote pastoral fluff pieces for the paper,
01:23:21 We all lived in this perfect town.
01:23:27 My daughters were residents of Toyokawa.
01:23:36 Point at that thing.
01:23:39 Look at Daddy.
01:23:41 Let's take a picture.
01:23:43 Picture time.
01:23:45 Come on, Noriko.
01:23:48 Right there.
01:23:51 Point at that thing.
01:23:54 Ready?
01:24:01 Impressive.
01:24:08 Come take a look at this.
01:24:12 Noriko, Yuka, come on.
01:24:17 Look.
01:24:20 A happy family.
01:24:24 When my wife did a painting
01:24:29 I failed to notice
01:24:35 Yuka wrote "All he understood was that
01:24:45 When I read that, I cried.
01:25:19 Fuck this.
01:25:21 A bunch of crap.
01:25:31 I had all these notes
01:25:48 Fuck all this.
01:25:53 A month later...
01:25:58 My wife died.
01:26:02 She was tired.
01:26:04 Taeko.
01:26:12 I read the notes repeatedly.
01:26:17 Even though Yuka saw right through me...
01:26:22 Yuka could simulate me,
01:26:24 but I couldn't simulate my
01:26:30 ...or my wife's.
01:26:41 Right here.
01:26:50 Here.
01:27:01 I'm so sorry.
01:27:04 It's all my fault.
01:27:08 Had I been a good mother,
01:27:11 What?
01:27:15 It's not your fault.
01:27:40 Taeko.
01:27:49 What are you still doing up?
01:28:01 Taeko?
01:28:04 Hey, Taeko?
01:28:15 Hey...
01:28:37 While I had my eyes averted from
01:28:44 ...my two daughters disappeared
01:28:53 Taeko!
01:29:09 Calm down.
01:29:28 It's all right.
01:29:35 No red balloons.
01:29:39 I would've done
01:29:41 ...if they'd promised
01:29:49 Tetsu.
01:29:57 How you been?
01:29:58 Hey. This way.
01:30:00 What's the hurry?
01:30:03 Sit.
01:30:08 You know the Suicide Club?
01:30:12 I started talking right away.
01:30:15 A summary of my life in 30 sec.
01:30:20 This is my daughter.
01:30:22 I then explained why I was in Tokyo.
01:30:25 I then handed him my notes,
01:30:31 ...to finish what I had started,
01:30:39 I don't understand.
01:30:45 Things have changed.
01:30:49 After today,
01:30:54 You're the only one I can trust
01:31:00 What exactly do you want me to do?
01:31:04 If you disappear, then what?
01:31:07 Suppose this Suicide Club exists.
01:31:14 You'll know what to do.
01:31:20 I'm gonna go now.
01:31:24 She'll be here in a minute.
01:31:32 This is the scenario
01:31:37 They'll play your daughters.
01:31:44 Kumiko will play your wife, Taeko.
01:31:49 Noriko and Yuka will be called...
01:31:52 ...Mitsuko and Yoko, respectively.
01:31:59 Anyway, I have to go.
01:32:47 Yeah?
01:33:00 You called us?
01:33:02 Yes.
01:33:04 We appreciate your business.
01:33:08 Come on in.
01:33:10 Thanks.
01:33:15 Please sit.
01:33:17 So, let's talk.
01:33:21 You want to be the father, correct?
01:33:24 Yes.
01:33:26 You want a wife and two daughters?
01:33:30 Yes.
01:33:33 Look through this photo album
01:33:49 I like this girl.
01:33:56 The older sister will be Mitsuko.
01:34:08 And my wife...
01:34:26 Hey, Sis.
01:34:30 Sis?
01:34:35 Mitsuko doesn't need to act right now.
01:34:41 No acting when you have no role.
01:34:44 I was embarrassed. I knew she
01:34:51 I needed more practice.
01:34:56 You need more practice.
01:35:01 You're Yoko.
01:35:05 Not Yuka, not Noriko.
01:35:09 Forget that.
01:35:29 Memorize this address.
01:35:34 Stores, banks, cigarette machines...
01:35:43 He wants to act like he's been
01:35:47 So we have to act like
01:35:56 He wants us to be
01:36:02 I'm his wife.
01:36:07 This time you're sisters.
01:36:22 This guy is your father.
01:36:25 They stared at the photograph,
01:36:30 They imagined being his daughters.
01:36:34 ...doing that made the father's face
01:36:38 I look at the customer's face.
01:36:43 But to make sure it wasn't
01:36:51 That guy I met - Tetsuzo.
01:36:58 I knew for sure he was behind this.
01:37:04 Tetsuzo Shimabara.
01:37:14 Mitsuko.
01:37:17 Yes?
01:37:20 Do you still have the coat you were
01:37:28 Yeah.
01:37:31 You have it now?
01:37:37 Yeah.
01:37:40 Can I see it?
01:37:48 Sure.
01:37:56 I remember this.
01:38:00 Can you put it on?
01:38:04 Okay.
01:38:16 Can you imitate Noriko with this?
01:38:32 I want you to wear it today, Mitsuko.
01:38:40 Former sisters...
01:38:43 He's not a regular client.
01:38:48 Be careful.
01:38:51 They weren't ready for this.
01:38:56 Often times, people came to us
01:39:05 Business card.
01:39:06 5 years ago, I met someone who
01:39:11 She begged for a chance to fix
01:39:18 Sayuri Yoshida?
01:39:24 What's that?
01:39:29 You read my letter?
01:39:32 Yeah.
01:39:37 I read it, Mom.
01:39:40 I called her Mom.
01:39:42 Thank you.
01:39:45 Mom.
01:39:49 Once again.
01:39:51 Slowly.
01:39:53 Mom.
01:39:55 Mitsuko.
01:39:57 I don't know that name.
01:40:01 You know how much I missed you?
01:40:04 I'm sorry, Mitsuko.
01:40:06 Who's Mitsuko?
01:40:09 I always think about you.
01:40:14 Thank you, Mitsuko.
01:40:20 Where's Dad?
01:40:25 We're back together now.
01:40:36 And? You suck at acting.
01:40:40 What do you mean?
01:40:41 You want me to play the mother's role?
01:40:47 Now you listen to me.
01:40:52 If you want, I can play your mother,
01:41:04 A locker is my mother.
01:41:08 I told her a locker was my mother.
01:41:13 The woman cried and screamed,
01:41:22 You' re so cruel!
01:41:23 - I' m cruel?
01:41:26 Even if she was my real mother,
01:41:31 Express more suffering.
01:41:32 Express more suffering.
01:41:34 Just an amateur actress.
01:41:38 She couldn't play it well.
01:41:40 So easy. Crying is the easiest
01:41:42 I thought about showing her
01:41:53 I want to start over.
01:41:57 Would Tetsuzo say that too?
01:41:59 Practice with us.
01:42:03 I'll do anything.
01:42:13 She says she'll practice
01:42:18 Sayuri.
01:42:20 I'll do anything.
01:42:30 Take her.
01:42:42 Wait.
01:42:43 Bring along your man.
01:42:50 He's here now.
01:42:55 Where?
01:43:03 Mitsuko.
01:43:06 Take him too.
01:43:09 Their daughter was
01:43:25 Mitsuko...
01:43:34 A few years later,
01:43:49 If you do a good job tonight,
01:43:58 OK.
01:44:00 Mitsuko?
01:44:03 OK.
01:44:07 But remember, you're not real sisters.
01:44:13 The guy will play your father.
01:44:17 Don't let him confuse you.
01:44:22 OK?
01:44:34 "8:29 PM"
01:44:35 I had all the lights on.
01:44:40 I heard a car stop outside.
01:44:45 It was a gamble.
01:44:49 They're here.
01:44:54 What did I want?
01:44:57 To regain my pride and dignity?
01:45:01 No, I just wanted to show them
01:45:09 This was a party.
01:45:11 A surprise party.
01:45:16 I grasped my wife's knife
01:45:21 I suddenly regretted my whole life.
01:45:23 For some reason as I felt that regret,
01:45:30 How was Hokkaido?
01:45:45 We're home.
01:45:48 I had looked for a house
01:45:57 This one's very similar.
01:46:03 You're right.
01:46:04 - Can we go look at it now?
01:46:08 Thanks.
01:46:09 Here.
01:46:10 Great.
01:46:12 I think it meets your criteria.
01:46:17 Can we go inside?
01:46:19 Sure.
01:46:21 Be careful.
01:46:26 I transported everything.
01:46:29 Furniture, Noriko's stuff, Yuka's stuff...
01:46:39 Everything.
01:47:02 We're home.
01:47:05 I'm exhausted.
01:47:07 Welcome home.
01:47:09 Hi, Dad.
01:47:11 I'm so tired.
01:47:17 I missed you.
01:47:25 Noriko and Yuka carried
01:47:38 It was the first time in 2 years
01:47:44 My heart was beating.
01:48:29 Mitsuko, Yoko...
01:48:32 Something wrong?
01:48:45 "How was Hokkaido?"
01:48:51 I humored him.
01:48:53 Mitsuko, smiling,
01:49:00 I missed you.
01:49:02 I missed you too.
01:49:06 It wasn't the same without you.
01:49:10 Corny acting. Was this what their
01:49:18 But I was lonely and desperate too.
01:49:25 I've prepared sukiyaki for you.
01:49:29 Wonderful.
01:49:32 Oh, no.
01:49:33 What?
01:49:35 Taeko, come here.
01:49:38 What?
01:49:40 Problem?
01:49:47 What's the matter?
01:49:50 I forgot to buy meat.
01:49:57 What was I thinking?
01:49:59 You're just tired.
01:50:03 I'll go buy it.
01:50:06 But you just got back.
01:50:08 It's OK. I'll be right back.
01:50:11 Get me 3 packs of Cherry Cigarettes, too.
01:50:16 OK.
01:50:16 I needed to buy time.
01:50:20 Cherry Cigarettes were hard to find.
01:50:26 Kumiko was gone.
01:50:29 I heard the door shut.
01:50:34 Vegetables, shirataki noodles...
01:50:41 Ikeda went back to the room.
01:50:51 Put your bags in your room.
01:51:32 Sis?
01:51:35 Yeah?
01:51:40 Been a long day, huh?
01:51:45 Yeah.
01:51:51 Just like old times, isn't it?
01:51:55 Come downstairs.
01:51:57 Hurry.
01:51:59 OK.
01:52:19 I didn't have much time.
01:52:24 I had to act efficiently.
01:52:27 My daughters were smiling.
01:52:30 They looked so lovely.
01:52:38 I had made up my past
01:52:41 ...in the back of a cold
01:52:46 But in reality
01:52:49 Soft and fragile,
01:52:55 An outline...
01:53:02 I wanted to make him a solid father.
01:53:08 It wasn't long ago that
01:53:12 Phone for you.
01:53:15 How may I help you?
01:53:19 What?
01:53:20 He wants to kill me.
01:53:21 You're gonna die?
01:53:23 Maybe. Could you leave?
01:53:26 Cheerfully, Broken Dam delivered
01:53:30 Cheerfully, Broken Dam delivered
01:53:33 I took psychology.
01:53:35 In class, a bully and
01:53:40 ...and the bully felt the victim's
01:53:45 He what?
01:53:47 He wept.
01:53:48 - Sorry I'm late.
01:53:52 The bully learned his lesson
01:54:01 So, someone has to play
01:54:10 Everyone wants to be champagne,
01:54:20 But the world needs glasses and vases.
01:54:26 Like a master/servant relationship.
01:54:32 - What's capitalism?
01:54:35 Lovers, spouses, family members...
01:54:40 We all need to reverse roles and...
01:54:44 ...figure out what each of us
01:54:52 Survival of the fittest?
01:54:57 So cute.
01:54:59 We need rabbits.
01:55:03 Rabbits and lions can't switch places,
01:55:10 Some will kill.
01:55:16 That's the circle of life,
01:55:21 Just like the numbers after
01:55:26 real circles can never be perfect.
01:55:30 But if you draw a circle with
01:55:37 ...a thick outline will
01:55:44 I'll give you a sense
01:55:48 You can be a lion.
01:55:54 I don't need thick outlines.
01:55:58 My metal box is starting to rot.
01:56:01 I'm gonna go to a higher level.
01:56:06 A rabbit, a suicide, a killer, evil,
01:56:13 I'll be whatever no one else wants to be.
01:56:17 I'm sick of shameless outlines of
01:56:22 They don't wanna be rabbits.
01:56:26 There's no such jungle.
01:56:29 While our club expanded...
01:56:33 Broken Dam, Cripple #5,
01:56:40 Some killed themselves.
01:56:45 Broken Dam went
01:56:47 ...who hated his Wife in
01:56:52 Red carpet in the hall.
01:56:54 I'll turn it on.
01:56:56 You know what song he requested?
01:57:01 - Some SMAP song?
01:57:03 What?
01:57:04 Hint? Think, a geyser of blood.
01:57:08 What?
01:57:10 Blood won't be noticeable here.
01:57:14 - I got it. "Wine-Red Heart"?
01:57:18 Just turn on the radio in 3O sec.
01:57:21 OK.
01:57:26 Why weren't you with me that day?
01:57:29 I'm sorry, sweetheart.
01:57:30 - "Bright Red Sun"?
01:57:37 Forgive me.
01:57:39 Why did you go see him?
01:57:44 I'm sorry I betrayed your trust.
01:57:46 I'm sorry I betrayed your trust.
01:57:47 ...beautiful song, isn't it?
01:57:50 This next song is a request from
01:57:55 It's called "Blossom of a Red Rose. "
01:57:59 "Blossom of a Red Rose. "
01:58:02 It's your favorite.
01:58:04 - It's your favorite. Let's sing.
01:58:06 # "A rose has bloomed, a rose
01:58:09 ...a rose has bloomed...
01:58:12 ...a rose has bloomed...
01:58:13 "In my lonely garden a rose has bloomed"
01:58:19 ...in my lonely garden...
01:58:26 ...one tiny rose...
01:58:35 ...in my lonely garden...
01:58:45 ...rose... little rose...
01:58:54 ...bloom just...
01:58:57 "A rose has bloomed, a rose has bloomed,
01:59:04 "My lonely garden
01:59:17 Here. Thank you.
01:59:23 Thanks.
01:59:28 A look of satisfaction on his big fat
01:59:31 "The rose lost its petals so suddenly"
01:59:33 A look of satisfaction on his big
01:59:37 Broken Dam said over and over.
01:59:42 "My garden is lonely as it was before"
01:59:43 "You deserve this,
01:59:46 "My garden's rose has
01:59:49 The man stabbed her repeatedly.
01:59:52 "My garden's rose has lost its petal but"
01:59:53 Broken Dam played her role
01:59:58 "A rose has bloomed in my lonely heart"
02:00:03 Did she really die?
02:00:06 Yeah.
02:00:07 Alright!
02:00:09 You're next.
02:00:10 "Oh rose, rose, rose of my heart"
02:00:12 I'll do my best.
02:00:14 "Forever blooming there"
02:01:05 Cripple #5, Long Neck, and Midnight...
02:01:06 "Forever blooming there"
02:01:11 ...jumped off the platform.
02:01:14 I made Mitsuko witness it.
02:01:19 I wanted her to undertake a task
02:01:25 She was still seeking happiness.
02:01:32 But I knew she'd transcend it.
02:02:09 After I finished shopping,
02:02:22 THE KNIFE IN MY P0CKET
02:02:35 What?
02:02:39 Are you 0K, Dad?
02:02:49 Something wrong, Dad?
02:02:52 They kept saying "Dad."
02:02:54 Was that how they pleased
02:02:59 There's someone I want you to meet.
02:03:07 Who?
02:03:08 This is fun.
02:03:15 Come on out, Tetsu.
02:03:23 Tetsu.
02:03:26 Now.
02:03:59 Hello.
02:04:07 He has wanted to see you.
02:04:14 Sit down.
02:04:20 We're not gonna wait for the meat.
02:04:25 Come on.
02:04:27 Introduce yourself.
02:04:30 You want me to introduce you?
02:04:38 Do something.
02:04:40 You're their father.
02:04:54 What are you doing?
02:04:59 What's this guy's problem?
02:05:04 Hey, stranger.
02:05:10 Stranger?
02:05:12 This is Yoko. You don't know?
02:05:20 By the way, stranger...
02:05:23 I'll tell you my name.
02:05:30 Can you remember that?
02:05:34 I'm Mitsuko.
02:05:47 I want to start over.
02:05:50 Noriko.
02:05:52 Yuka.
02:05:55 I'm your dad. Your father.
02:06:01 I'm out of here.
02:06:05 Noriko, Yuka.
02:06:20 Time's up.
02:06:22 Let's go.
02:06:24 It hasn't been an hour yet.
02:06:26 Who are you?
02:06:29 I thought you were my father.
02:06:35 Take this guy and leave.
02:06:37 Now, Yuka, call him "Dad. "
02:06:49 I'm back.
02:06:56 Hey, I'm back.
02:07:03 What?
02:07:04 Stop.
02:07:05 You're hurting me.
02:07:36 Stay out of this.
02:07:47 What is this, sweetheart?
02:07:52 Stop this stupid act.
02:07:57 What?
02:08:00 Stop this stupid act.
02:08:05 I'm the customer here.
02:08:10 Customer?
02:08:14 Sometimes, I would forget
02:08:18 Sweetheart?
02:08:20 No, I'm Ikeda.
02:08:35 You come with me.
02:08:39 Get up.
02:09:14 Stranger...
02:09:21 Get out of here.
02:09:43 Noriko...
02:09:47 Noriko...
02:09:49 I'm Mitsuko.
02:09:53 I'm Mitsuko.
02:10:12 Noriko.
02:10:14 I'm Mitsuko.
02:11:04 I felt like I was back in 2002,
02:11:13 I tore off a thread that was
02:11:19 54 girls lined up on the platform
02:11:24 Open a window. I needed some air.
02:11:31 I walked past the stranger
02:11:37 I opened the window.
02:11:43 It was snowing.
02:11:45 Saliva started to flow in my mouth.
02:11:53 It might have been drool. Cold drool.
02:11:57 I couldn't breathe,
02:12:02 Drool dripped on the floor.
02:12:06 The table, reflected in the window,
02:12:22 Guys from our circle were beating up the
02:12:57 I crouched down and
02:13:07 I was drooling,
02:13:16 Soon, everything turned white.
02:13:22 It felt like there was sand everywhere.
02:13:30 But I wasn't in the desert. I was in some
02:13:40 And I was talking to Tangerine.
02:13:44 Tangerine, Tangerine... Round,
02:13:48 ...was standing in the snow.
02:13:51 What's up, Norippe?
02:13:57 Boys are trouble...
02:14:01 I remembered that we used to
02:14:10 Recognize my uniform, Norippe?
02:14:14 That's the school I go to now.
02:14:18 It was a snowy night,
02:14:23 I still love tangerines.
02:14:30 Tangerines.
02:14:37 Yuka was crying.
02:15:22 Mitsuko. Yoko.
02:15:27 Mom.
02:15:28 I got some meat.
02:15:32 What happened?
02:15:37 Let's eat.
02:15:41 Can you go get the portable stove
02:15:47 So cold today.
02:15:49 I know.
02:15:51 Can you close the window?
02:15:56 Also, can you go get the pan?
02:16:01 My hands are numb.
02:16:07 What?
02:16:08 It doesn't work, Mom.
02:16:13 Where are extra gas cartridges?
02:16:18 He'll find them.
02:16:21 - Don't put it on the stove.
02:16:24 It's out of gas.
02:16:25 I'll put it here for now.
02:16:30 - I'm so hungry.
02:16:33 Do we have extra cartridges?
02:16:56 Sweetheart, you wanted us
02:17:04 Didn't you?
02:17:12 Please.
02:17:19 Kill me.
02:17:23 Who's this man?
02:17:26 He's your father, silly.
02:17:29 Noriko, your father's looking for
02:17:34 Noriko?
02:17:36 Kill me now.
02:17:41 Just kill me.
02:17:47 No, I'm not Noriko.
02:17:58 Don't make a face, Noriko.
02:18:03 No.
02:18:06 You're a girl.
02:18:07 I'm not Noriko.
02:18:12 Girls shouldn't do that.
02:18:15 No.
02:18:16 Dear, don't you agree?
02:18:18 Mom, I'm Mitsuko.
02:18:23 We wanna avoid pain.
02:18:27 We just wanna avoid pain, right?
02:18:35 You, me...
02:18:39 We just wanna avoid pain, right?
02:18:44 We all just wanna avoid pain.
02:19:04 It's time to go, but...
02:19:14 Are we going?
02:19:19 Or staying?
02:19:25 What do you wanna do, sir?
02:19:39 I'm so tired.
02:19:42 Right, sir?
02:19:50 Sir?
02:20:01 Do you want more time?
02:20:17 I think...
02:20:23 Can I say what I think?
02:20:32 Is it OK, Mitsuko?
02:20:48 You all look like lions to me.
02:20:58 You all look like lions.
02:21:20 Let's be rabbits again.
02:21:30 Let's be rabbits again, OK?
02:21:45 I want to extend this session.
02:22:02 Let's extend it.
02:22:22 Mm, this is good.
02:22:34 Ow, hot!
02:22:37 Home-cooked meals are the best.
02:22:40 You have to eat vegetables too.
02:22:44 Get me some meat, Mom.
02:22:49 - Get it yourself.
02:22:53 I gave you vegetables, too.
02:22:56 - Want some meat, Dad?
02:23:02 It's delicious.
02:23:07 Tea?
02:23:09 Refill, please.
02:23:12 - Here. Yuka, you want tea?
02:23:14 Honey, excuse me. Oh, watch out!
02:23:17 There is no Suicide Club.
02:23:23 Warms you up, huh?
02:23:25 I know.
02:23:29 You can eat more, right?
02:23:31 My face is burning.
02:23:34 The world is the Suicide Club, with far
02:23:42 Being close to death gives living value.
02:23:46 Only a small fraction of our
02:23:52 Not all members commit suicide?
02:23:55 It was a stupid question.
02:23:59 Only the members whose roles
02:24:06 If you saw a lion eat a zebra,
02:24:13 Lions eat zebras.
02:24:19 The circle of life.
02:24:35 - Are you eating vegetables?
02:24:39 But there's still a lot.
02:24:42 'Cause you're only eating meat Sis.
02:24:47 Sorry.
02:24:51 I want...
02:24:56 I want to start over.
02:25:09 What are you talking about?
02:25:11 Listen to me.
02:25:15 Taeko.
02:25:23 I want to redo everything. Starting now.
02:25:50 But...
02:25:54 Don't you know...
02:25:56 We're all sick and tired of
02:26:03 Dad...
02:26:07 You've always been so selfish.
02:26:11 Noriko.
02:26:13 She had never said anything
02:26:19 If she had, I probably would've hit her.
02:26:24 I'm so sorry.
02:26:27 I was wrong.
02:26:38 So let's...
02:26:44 ...make a fresh start.
02:26:53 Let's die once...
02:26:58 ...and come back to life.
02:27:19 I'm done.
02:27:24 It was delicious.
02:27:26 - I'm full.
02:27:28 We finished it all.
02:27:31 3 hours had passed.
02:27:33 The extension on my time was about over.
02:27:39 I was happy.
02:27:46 I wanted to shout, "Happy!"
02:27:51 My dad...my sister...
02:27:56 ...and Kumiko as my mother.
02:28:07 Happy!
02:28:11 I reminisced about...
02:28:15 ...the stuffed animal attached to
02:28:22 ...memories...in rapid succession...
02:28:31 After dinner, my sister and l
02:28:39 Sis.
02:28:40 Do you remember,
02:28:42 ...when he was discovered
02:28:45 We talked about our past...
02:28:52 Yeah, I remember.
02:28:59 I couldn't tell if this woman
02:29:04 but she was laughing
02:29:11 You must be tired.
02:29:13 You must be too.
02:29:17 Mom, Dad.
02:29:21 I wanted the power to go out
02:29:28 But the whole house remained
02:29:37 I'm a little dizzy from the heat.
02:29:42 Gotta get up early tomorrow, right?
02:29:45 - Gotta get some sleep.
02:29:50 G'night.
02:29:51 Good night.
02:30:02 I wanted to thank my father
02:30:12 That night, I thought I could
02:30:19 She had always said...
02:30:24 "Gotta go somewhere different.
02:30:30 I had laughed at her.
02:30:34 But I finally understood her.
02:30:46 I watched her sleep
02:30:53 She was moaning in her sleep.
02:30:59 Sounded familiar.
02:31:03 I wanted to tell her,
02:31:09 I'm sorry, Sis.
02:31:29 Then I quietly got out of bed.
02:31:35 Tiptoed down the hall.
02:31:40 Something I wanted to see.
02:31:49 Grinding his teeth...
02:31:55 Thank you, Dad.
02:32:39 While I was putting on my shoes,
02:32:45 I held it in.
02:33:06 I opened the door and went outside.
02:33:14 6 AM. It was still dark.
02:33:19 I took a deep breath.
02:34:16 I started to walk down the street
02:34:22 I wanted to go somewhere
02:34:30 I sneezed.
02:34:36 I'm walking for the first time.
02:34:44 I was through with Yoko.
02:34:50 Just some nameless girl.
02:35:51 Your heart is a small glass.
02:35:59 ...tears will spill out.
02:36:04 Goodbye, Yuka.
02:36:09 Goodbye, my adolescence.
02:36:13 Goodbye, Haikyo. com.
02:36:17 Goodbye, Mitsuko.
02:36:24 I am Noriko.
02:39:00 Screenplay and Directed by Sion Sono