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Nuodemes Uzkalbejimas Whisper Of Sin
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Whisper of Sin |
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I don't really understand. |
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Schizophrenia seems the worst. |
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Is Clerambault more horrible? |
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Kandinsky-Clerambault Syndrome- |
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Thinking becomes muddled; |
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Interpretational ravings can occur. |
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Your husband can be aggressive. |
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He can be dangerous- |
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You are young, beautiful. |
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Everything is ahead of you. |
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Maybe I shouldn't say this. |
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Sacrificing yourself |
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for an incurable, |
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it's pointless. |
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His illness will progress. |
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The wisest... |
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is divorce. |
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No |
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I dreamed- |
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Vika, it will get bad- |
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Before taking your life |
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you did it many times |
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Death is not worth |
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Suicide is a loss |
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leaving only a vital, |
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You'll be unable |
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for you will become |
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with no lid |
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Vika, remember this, |
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In the name |
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and the Holy Spirit. |
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The Lord be with you. |
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My brothers and sisters, |
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to prepare |
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with pure hearts, |
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let us call to mind our sins |
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and ask God's forgiveness. |
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I confess to Almighty God |
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and to you, |
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I've sinned |
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in my thoughts, |
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in what I've done |
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I'm guilty, I'm guilty, |
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I'm very guilty, |
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I'm ready to hear you. |
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I don't know how to start. |
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Just start; that's all. |
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Ask me something. |
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I don't know what to say. |
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I loved one person, |
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a person now gone. |
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I want to forget this person. |
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Is this person gone |
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only as far as |
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Only me |
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Was it a man? |
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Yes, he's a man. |
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Does he have a name? |
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His name is Paulius. |
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Was he your husband? |
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No |
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but I loved him very much. |
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Do you still love him? |
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No... Yes... |
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I don't know. |
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I want to forget him. |
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Vika |
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Was it good with me? |
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I feel like I'm in church. |
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I so much wanted |
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This is our last time. |
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Forgive me. |
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Did something happen? |
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Nothing |
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Paulius... |
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No... |
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You always forget who I am. |
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Me? Forget? |
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Let me remember. |
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You are a priest, |
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the one who hears my sins. |
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You see I remember who you are. |
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You are the one who forgets. |
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That's why |
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What will that change? |
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Responsibility |
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What about being |
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You must choose. |
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I did choose. |
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Vika |
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Vika, please understand... |
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I don't want to. |
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I do not want to. |
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Paulius, I don't want to. |
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Don't look at me like that. |
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Don't leave; |
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Vika, what are you doing? |
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What did you do!? |
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It hurts! |
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I want you to hurt. |
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I knew... |
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I knew the day would come. |
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The priest fucking me will say- |
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I knew by heart |
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So now I'm telling you. |
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Don't go away. |
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Paulius, don't leave. |
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Played around, had your fun |
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and got rid of me, |
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It won't be so easy |
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My God, Vika, |
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Don't say God's name in vain. |
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Obey all God's commandments. |
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Get out! |
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Live well and be happy. |
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Just know this! |
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I will know this |
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Good |
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Let's formulate this problem. |
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You want to no longer love him? |
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I want to no longer love him. |
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I don't want to love him. |
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What's the difference? |
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I want to forget him, |
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I want to heal. |
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You'll forget me |
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Paulius, I really will forget. |
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God, I can't imagine tomorrow. |
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You'll wake up, wash up, |
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have breakfast... |
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and go to work. |
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Tomorrow I don't need |
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Tomorrow you must |
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and visit your husband. |
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You talk like a priest. |
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Anyway I love you. |
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What happened |
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I was nauseous. |
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I crawled to the bathroom. |
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I didn't vomit. |
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I saw my image in the mirror. |
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It reminded me of Paulius. |
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Do you look alike? |
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No |
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I reminded myself of him. |
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Waiting for him, |
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Paulius was never on time. |
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Before we met |
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He made me anew. |
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He was everywhere. |
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He was on my lips. |
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He was in my eyes, on my face. |
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I wanted to cut up, |
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You didn't cut yourself up? |
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I wanted to throw up. |
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As I said, |
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and laid on kitchen floor. |
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And after that? |
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I couldn't go back in the room, |
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back in bed |
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I drank cognac. |
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I smoked. |
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I'm cold. |
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Vika? |
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Paulius, |
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Vika, you have died. |
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Want me to open the window? |
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Fly, Vika, fly. |
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You have died. |
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Thank you |
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Can you give me... |
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How would you |
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I think that person wants to kill. |
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Who? |
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Me |
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Kill me within himself. |
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Is an hour over? |
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OK, let's meet Thursday. |
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Uzi! Uzi! Uzi! |
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Paulius was a wonderful lover. |
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Before Paulius... |
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I'd consider it all- |
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It was different with him. |
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When we were together, |
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it was as though |
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I'd hover by the ceiling. |
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I'd watch myself squirming |
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on the floor or in bed. |
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I didn't recognize myself. |
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Uzi! |
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Aw, who's this poor baby? |
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Where's your owner, huh? |
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Are you all alone, poor doggy? |
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Where's your tag? |
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Good doggy! |
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Oh you good, good boy! |
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Where was he? |
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I'm not telling. |
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Wait, I owe you. |
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I'm in a rush. |
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Wait, a burr's on your coat. |
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It's roots used to be a diuretic. |
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This plant treated |
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Uzi and I want to thank you. |
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Let's go to a cafe. |
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We're colleagues. |
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Only I work with the dead. |
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What profession is that? |
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It's a calling like a priest has. |
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A philosopher? |
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In a sense yes |
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I know all about |
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I'm a pathologist. |
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But- death is a pathology? |
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It's just as natural as life is. |
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You do autopsies on people? |
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Yes but mostly on children. |
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Usually on newborns |
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What are dead-borns? |
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They died before birth |
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It's not an easy craft, right? |
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Colleagues call me |
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But I don't get mad. |
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Leo the butcher- |
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I've heard about you. |
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Poor recommendation, |
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Women talk a lot |
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Maybe I'll come by. |
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I won't be an easy patient. |
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A few details- I'm divorced. |
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My ex-wife won't |
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Why not? |
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She thinks that |
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But babies have no odor. |
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It's like dissecting angels. |
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Thank you but I've got to go. |
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Your eyes are beautiful. |
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But you should |
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- Thank you. |
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I don't have time for myself. |
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No, no more wine. |
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You won't get drunk. |
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I've no time for myself either. |
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By the way, |
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- Us, a couple? |
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No, I have a husband. |
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Seems you haven't had one |
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He got lost somewhere. |
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Maybe so |
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But I want no changes. |
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Without good cause |
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This is my address. |
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We meet every Saturday |
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Join us. |
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What kind of company? |
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Two shepherds, |
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No, I have no dog. |
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So, buy one. |
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All right |
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See you |
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Daina... |
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Don't start in on me. |
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I haven't said anything yet. |
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Then don't. |
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I know what you want to ask. |
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What do I want to ask? |
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Where do I live? |
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Am I fucking whoever? |
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Am I pregnant? |
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I want to ask |
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I haven't lost my key. |
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No need sitting around, |
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Very well, |
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Take this. |
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In the name |
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and the Holy Spirit. |
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I do not love |
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I love a priest. |
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I know it's a mortal sin. |
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We will both burn in hell. |
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I curse the entire male race. |
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This is also a sin. |
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But they deserve it. |
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Father... |
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you men go nuts about a penis, |
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a phallus, dick- whatever. |
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Seems it's not |
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but an almighty, |
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hidden away in your pants. |
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To hear men talk about it! |
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"He's tired; |
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Their expressions- |
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shoving their treasure |
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like children |
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Shut up. |
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Don't torture yourself or me. |
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All right |
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No more torture |
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Live on peacefully and happily. |
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And you- live on too. |
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I'll live... |
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I absolve you |
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in the name of |
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and the Holy Spirit. |
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Go in peace. |
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The news yesterday read: |
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in her husband's wedding tux. |
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What story was she |
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Was that good? |
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It's always good with you. |
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You're lying. |
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Six months |
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You never missed it. |
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Why not? |
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You're always busy; |
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You know yourself. |
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Rita, I have another woman. |
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Tomas... |
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Tomas... |
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It's middle-age crisis. |
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It'll pass. |
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I had so many cases like this. |
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Other diagnoses happen too. |
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You know that as well. |
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No, no, |
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I'm leaving to live with her. |
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- When? |
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What about Daina? |
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Daina knows everything. |
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You told her |
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Yes, we talk from time to time. |
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And what about me? |
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You'll be fine. |
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Oh, sure! Yes! |
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Yes, of course |
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Tomas... |
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Rita, is your daughter home? |
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No |
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A girl on the stairs- murdered! |
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I'm scared. |
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One version-3 guys plus the accused |
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The victim made a call to emergency, |
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You're her mother? |
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No... |
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I don't know about this... |
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I didn't see any of this. |
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I can't help you. |
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We don't need your help. |
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Walk around... Question... |
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How did all this start? |
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Why do I have to |
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All I want is to forget him. |
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What is hardest |
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Is that important? |
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Yes |
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What did you love the most? |
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Was it his soul or his body? |
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His body, |
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I know that's |
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- May I smoke? |
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To you it means |
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That's your interpretation. |
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How did you meet this person? |
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Need it in detail? |
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Yes |
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Go, you're due |
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You're bothering us. |
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Don't you realize |
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Get out of here! |
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My husband is mostly |
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We all call him Go. |
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He thinks he is like... |
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Gauguin, |
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Van Gogh... |
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and Toshiro Mifune. |
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A year ago I'd visit him, |
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and he'd talk about |
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You'd think every Sunday |
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a holy man stepped |
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He called him Father. |
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Father Paulius |
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Your husband and I talk often. |
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We have |
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- I'm Father Paulius. |
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Go told me about you. |
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I can give you a ride. |
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Do you feel safe with a woman? |
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Why do you ask? |
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Forgive me |
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A priest affects a woman... |
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It's the taboos, |
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A gift from your husband... |
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Oh on that promised street, |
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White lilies on your breasts, |
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All awash in plant-like... |
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...green |
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Where are we going? |
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We'll see. |
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Then I felt an |
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Paulius felt it too- |
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I yearned from him |
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I thought |
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Paulius became the one |
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A sin must be heard |
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Mortal was my every thought |
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...oh stars pulsing |
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I sat thru the night- |
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I wanted Paulius |
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I imagined him as a father, |
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not only for a future baby, |
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Paulius convinced |
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Go would feel better at home. |
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Go wanted visits twice a week. |
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The priest came to our home. |
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More and more nightmares |
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I couldn't face |
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Vika... |
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Somebody's by the door... |
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A woman? |
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Go, want a drink? |
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Yeah |
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There's no one here. |
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It's only me. |
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Go! Blood! |
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Why? |
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There's no one here. |
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You're not listening. |
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No, Vika, I am. |
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Has an hour passed? |
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No, it hasn't. |
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How do you know? |
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Right |
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It decorates the office. |
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Can I make a suggestion? |
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No, thanks. |
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You look lovely. |
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Something happened. |
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Why? |
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Give me your hand. |
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Your palm is damp. |
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If I'm nervous, |
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I'm not nervous at all. |
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Young gals are |
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They think they'll never die. |
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I like older women. |
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They're closer to death. |
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I'm not ready to die- yet. |
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I need you alive, not dead. |
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Forgive me. |
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This profession affects me. |
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My reports are straightforward. |
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Either an umbilical cord |
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Do you... |
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Sometimes |
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I don't want to talk about it. |
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- Let's change the subject. |
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So, what happened in your life? |
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My husband has a lover. |
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Oh, it's middle-age crisis. |
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Now I can hear you out. |
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When did you find out? |
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When did it happen? |
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I don't know when. |
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- Where you ever unfaithful? |
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So, I'll be the first? |
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No, I won't need your services. |
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Maybe I should go. |
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We could sit awhile; |
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What's there to console? |
| 00:36:18 |
I'm just tired. |
| 00:36:20 |
Let's go to my place. |
| 00:36:25 |
Besides I cook |
| 00:36:28 |
No |
| 00:36:29 |
Woman, |
| 00:36:31 |
Thanks, I have my own bed. |
| 00:36:36 |
Maybe next time |
| 00:36:38 |
What if there is no other time? |
| 00:36:46 |
Too bad |
| 00:36:56 |
Come in. |
| 00:37:02 |
There's a lack |
| 00:37:05 |
No, there's been plenty of women. |
| 00:37:08 |
I tried to forget |
| 00:37:10 |
So, you brought me here. |
| 00:37:13 |
With you I thought we'd talk |
| 00:37:20 |
What an awful photo? |
| 00:37:23 |
Come on; I'll tell you. |
| 00:37:26 |
It's a brain of a newborn. |
| 00:37:29 |
Blood oozed in. |
| 00:37:31 |
It's a birth trauma. |
| 00:37:34 |
And this... |
| 00:37:38 |
And this... |
| 00:37:43 |
Pretty as a flower, |
| 00:37:47 |
I don't understand |
| 00:37:52 |
A man and a woman |
| 00:37:56 |
and decide to be together or not. |
| 00:38:02 |
- So who's first to shower? |
| 00:38:06 |
Or maybe you? |
| 00:38:09 |
Where's your shower? |
| 00:38:11 |
Over there |
| 00:38:34 |
Come here. |
| 00:38:40 |
Come, darling. |
| 00:38:48 |
Won't you take off your robe? |
| 00:38:52 |
Come here. |
| 00:38:59 |
Since my wife left me, |
| 00:39:02 |
Do whatever you like. |
| 00:39:05 |
No |
| 00:39:14 |
Did you see |
| 00:39:29 |
Vika, I didn't want to wake you |
| 00:39:36 |
You won't believe my dream. |
| 00:39:39 |
I woke up in a cave. |
| 00:39:43 |
It stunk; it was wet. |
| 00:39:46 |
It was like a womb. |
| 00:39:51 |
Fetuses swam around me. |
| 00:39:54 |
I've never seen such creatures. |
| 00:39:58 |
They grew incredibly fast. |
| 00:40:02 |
They kept multiplying. |
| 00:40:04 |
My prison- actually the womb |
| 00:40:11 |
Fetuses crowded forth. |
| 00:40:13 |
Every time one left, |
| 00:40:21 |
I couldn't get out in any way. |
| 00:40:26 |
I was the last to leave. |
| 00:40:28 |
When I left, |
| 00:40:30 |
Vika... |
| 00:40:31 |
my mother, two brothers, |
| 00:40:36 |
They laid dead. |
| 00:40:40 |
No, not dead... |
| 00:40:42 |
They were lifeless. |
| 00:40:44 |
They were dogs! |
| 00:40:47 |
Vika, it's unbelievable! |
| 00:40:52 |
a dog! |
| 00:40:54 |
After the hospital, |
| 00:40:58 |
for a call from father Paulius- |
| 00:41:04 |
I knew it would happen, |
| 00:41:10 |
in a car, in a bed |
| 00:41:14 |
It had already happened. |
| 00:41:19 |
The last step |
| 00:41:24 |
Are we close to the essence? |
| 00:41:28 |
Yes, Vika, I hear you. |
| 00:41:36 |
I went to his home |
| 00:41:44 |
The bravest horse ever belonged to |
| 00:41:47 |
Alexander of Macedonia |
| 00:41:52 |
The horse feared nothing |
| 00:42:01 |
India built a monument to him. |
| 00:42:06 |
Caligula- he was the one... |
| 00:42:10 |
He adored his horse. |
| 00:42:12 |
He made him a citizen, put on the Senate, |
| 00:42:16 |
and then nominated him |
| 00:42:24 |
He slept on marble, |
| 00:42:34 |
masterpieces hung in his stable. |
| 00:42:42 |
Do you know what Caligula means? |
| 00:42:47 |
A sandal of a soldier |
| 00:42:52 |
Know the name of Caligula's horse? |
| 00:42:59 |
Initiate- the fleet-footed |
| 00:43:05 |
Excuse me a minute. |
| 00:43:08 |
Hello! |
| 00:43:14 |
No, I don't handle that. |
| 00:43:19 |
I don't have time now. |
| 00:43:23 |
Goodbye |
| 00:44:37 |
I'll never understand |
| 00:44:46 |
It wasn't a sin. |
| 00:44:51 |
It was a supreme secret. |
| 00:44:54 |
We were not together, |
| 00:44:59 |
We were one person. |
| 00:45:05 |
You might otherwise see that moment |
| 00:45:07 |
when life turns upside down. |
| 00:45:13 |
I'm interested in all you say. |
| 00:45:16 |
Really? |
| 00:45:21 |
But I've already told it all. |
| 00:45:33 |
It's time for evening Mass. |
| 00:45:37 |
I'll go with you. |
| 00:45:43 |
No, tonight I'm busy. |
| 00:45:46 |
And tomorrow as well |
| 00:45:50 |
Hey, we barely know each other. |
| 00:45:55 |
What? |
| 00:45:57 |
Maybe sometime... |
| 00:46:00 |
Another time, maybe so... |
| 00:46:02 |
Hey, little one, |
| 00:46:25 |
Hi, I'm Vika. |
| 00:46:28 |
So what? |
| 00:46:29 |
We agreed to an interview. |
| 00:46:31 |
So what? |
| 00:46:33 |
But you promised... |
| 00:46:33 |
Hey! Who let her on the set? |
| 00:46:36 |
Goodbye |
| 00:46:43 |
Then I wrote for a magazine. |
| 00:46:47 |
All my interviews with artists |
| 00:46:54 |
Actually falling in love since the feeling |
| 00:46:58 |
lasted no more than a few hours. |
| 00:47:03 |
Sometimes it'd last |
| 00:47:09 |
I had heard a lot about Go. |
| 00:47:12 |
Get away from me! |
| 00:47:24 |
- Hi there |
| 00:47:27 |
Here's your deal. |
| 00:47:29 |
- Do I owe you? |
| 00:47:32 |
- Great- till next time |
| 00:47:40 |
Go, you promised an interview. |
| 00:47:47 |
Where my dear? Here?! |
| 00:47:49 |
Why not here |
| 00:47:53 |
With somebody like you... |
| 00:47:56 |
I'd rather have it right here. |
| 00:48:04 |
Then move over here. |
| 00:48:07 |
I'm fine right here. |
| 00:48:13 |
Well, if you're fine, |
| 00:48:17 |
On that secret city street, |
| 00:48:22 |
As squirrel on wheel racing, |
| 00:48:27 |
There's vines and spiders, |
| 00:48:32 |
Homes aloft like kites, |
| 00:48:40 |
Oh on that promised street, |
| 00:48:47 |
All awash in plant-like green, |
| 00:48:51 |
Naked on a windowsill you sit. |
| 00:49:02 |
Go was everything for me. |
| 00:49:05 |
I fell madly in love. |
| 00:49:08 |
I think he did too. |
| 00:49:20 |
A month later, |
| 00:49:26 |
He had a lot of women. |
| 00:49:27 |
When I had jealousy fits, |
| 00:49:32 |
"You are my... |
| 00:49:33 |
L.S.L." |
| 00:49:36 |
Last Sad Love |
| 00:49:53 |
Why aren't you whistling? |
| 00:49:57 |
You want a son? |
| 00:49:59 |
Masai men whistle |
| 00:50:05 |
- Why don't you whistle? |
| 00:50:08 |
I'm about to whistle. |
| 00:51:04 |
Want to run away? |
| 00:51:05 |
I must get to work. |
| 00:51:10 |
I'm very angry. |
| 00:51:12 |
No woman ever ran |
| 00:51:16 |
I didn't want to wake you. |
| 00:51:18 |
- Forgive me. |
| 00:51:21 |
Did you see |
| 00:52:00 |
Daina, you came back. |
| 00:52:05 |
You look terrible. |
| 00:52:08 |
- Gonna eat? |
| 00:52:10 |
I met a friend; |
| 00:52:14 |
I see it all. |
| 00:52:16 |
What do you see? |
| 00:52:18 |
Where women come from so early. |
| 00:52:20 |
A lot you know. |
| 00:52:23 |
You don't wanna talk, |
| 00:52:25 |
I want to, |
| 00:52:35 |
I won't ask where you've been. |
| 00:52:36 |
So don't ask. |
| 00:52:38 |
Only call; our child worries. |
| 00:52:41 |
You're bright; |
| 00:52:43 |
I don't; |
| 00:52:46 |
That's how it is, Rita; |
| 00:52:48 |
OK, Tomas, OK. |
| 00:52:55 |
"...And their sight was restored. |
| 00:52:59 |
'See that no one knows.' |
| 00:53:04 |
But they went out and spread news |
| 00:53:06 |
about him all over the region." |
| 00:53:10 |
The Gospel of the Lord. |
| 00:53:14 |
May the Gospel |
| 00:53:19 |
How did Paulius smell? |
| 00:53:24 |
Paulius... |
| 00:53:27 |
He smelled like mountain air. |
| 00:53:31 |
I'm kidding- good cologne. |
| 00:53:35 |
At times, incense... |
| 00:53:37 |
he brought this smell |
| 00:53:43 |
When were you |
| 00:53:54 |
The very next day. |
| 00:53:57 |
That soon... |
| 00:54:00 |
Want me to tell you about it? |
| 00:54:02 |
I do because you need it. |
| 00:55:08 |
Whatcha you doin' here? |
| 00:55:15 |
My cat ran away. |
| 00:55:19 |
Your cat's over here. |
| 00:55:21 |
Come on, we'll catch it. |
| 00:55:24 |
The cat's over there. |
| 00:56:07 |
I see ya got the experience. |
| 00:56:09 |
I won't surprise you. |
| 00:56:12 |
I wanna fuck an expert. |
| 00:56:28 |
Ya got syphilis or anything? |
| 00:56:30 |
No, I haven't. |
| 00:56:34 |
Let's find that pussy. |
| 00:56:49 |
Whatcha pullin' your pud? |
| 00:56:53 |
A whore like you |
| 00:56:57 |
Spread your legs! |
| 00:56:59 |
Spread your legs, bitch! |
| 00:57:02 |
Flamin' bitch gonna fuss? |
| 00:57:11 |
Now ya gonna suck |
| 00:57:29 |
Why did you go into that place? |
| 00:57:40 |
I thought if... |
| 00:57:42 |
I killed myself |
| 00:57:46 |
nobody would find me |
| 00:57:50 |
I only imagined suicide one way- |
| 00:57:56 |
But that takes time too. |
| 00:58:00 |
Every other way scared me. |
| 00:58:02 |
I was ready to do it, |
| 00:58:05 |
but I was stopped. |
| 00:58:09 |
Did you tell anyone about this? |
| 00:58:12 |
I told Paulius in confession |
| 00:58:14 |
all in more detail than now. |
| 00:58:18 |
Why about that sleazy house? |
| 00:58:22 |
Why in church? |
| 00:58:25 |
I already said- |
| 00:58:27 |
to confess my sin. |
| 00:58:29 |
I craved punishment. |
| 00:58:31 |
Why are you lying? |
| 00:58:32 |
It's no excuse |
| 00:58:35 |
I'm not. |
| 00:58:38 |
Why lie to yourself? |
| 00:58:41 |
I don't know. |
| 00:58:43 |
I'm not so annoying, analyzing my deeds. |
| 00:58:46 |
Time to analyze |
| 00:58:50 |
I said about |
| 00:58:54 |
Yes |
| 00:58:55 |
The taste of sin was not then. |
| 00:58:58 |
Then when? |
| 00:59:01 |
In church |
| 00:59:04 |
Mass was in a few hours. |
| 00:59:08 |
We were alone in the sacristy. |
| 00:59:13 |
He told the choir boys- |
| 00:59:18 |
though they were nearly-new. |
| 00:59:52 |
No, don't... |
| 00:59:58 |
Forgive me, Vika. |
| 01:00:01 |
Then Mass began. |
| 01:00:05 |
I watched Paulius, thinking |
| 01:00:13 |
those hands caressing me |
| 01:00:17 |
are now blessing. |
| 01:00:22 |
Those lips kissing me |
| 01:00:25 |
are now speaking the Gospel. |
| 01:00:29 |
I couldn't believe I was in church |
| 01:00:33 |
lusting for him at the altar. |
| 01:00:52 |
I got your message. |
| 01:00:53 |
Did something happen? |
| 01:01:05 |
Yes it has. |
| 01:01:07 |
I don't know |
| 01:01:11 |
Don't explain who's guilty, |
| 01:01:20 |
Aren't you undressing? |
| 01:01:25 |
Hello... |
| 01:01:29 |
No... |
| 01:01:37 |
I don't need your love |
| 01:01:46 |
I can't... |
| 01:01:51 |
- Can you try? |
| 01:01:54 |
You must forgive to forget him. |
| 01:01:58 |
Try one simple way. |
| 01:02:01 |
Just say this. |
| 01:02:04 |
Just say, |
| 01:02:06 |
I have no demands; |
| 01:02:08 |
I don't blame you. |
| 01:02:11 |
You don't need to change; |
| 01:02:14 |
I bid you farewell |
| 01:02:15 |
With no pain, |
| 01:02:19 |
I forgive you. |
| 01:02:20 |
I want to vomit |
| 01:02:23 |
What am I doing here? |
| 01:02:26 |
Wasting my time for money! |
| 01:02:28 |
Wait, I'll help you. |
| 01:02:29 |
Just sit down. |
| 01:02:32 |
We'll try another method. |
| 01:02:35 |
Calm down. |
| 01:02:37 |
- I'm relaxed. |
| 01:02:40 |
Let's push that man out |
| 01:02:43 |
- Like what object? |
| 01:02:45 |
Concentrate; |
| 01:02:47 |
See him in front of you. |
| 01:02:51 |
See him? |
| 01:02:53 |
I do. |
| 01:02:57 |
Imagine him like an object. |
| 01:02:59 |
What object? |
| 01:03:00 |
Any object- answer quick! |
| 01:03:04 |
A grand piano |
| 01:03:05 |
A grand piano? |
| 01:03:09 |
A grand piano- |
| 01:03:10 |
big, black, shiny, on wheels |
| 01:03:15 |
On wheels, I see. |
| 01:03:18 |
It'd better to see him |
| 01:03:20 |
as a small, blue marble. |
| 01:03:22 |
I can't imagine him as a marble. |
| 01:03:26 |
He's a grand piano, |
| 01:03:30 |
Play it often? |
| 01:03:32 |
Often |
| 01:03:33 |
How does it sound? |
| 01:03:35 |
Badly |
| 01:03:36 |
Have you tuned it? |
| 01:03:38 |
- No |
| 01:03:42 |
I had no time. |
| 01:03:43 |
Play well? |
| 01:03:45 |
- Not very well |
| 01:03:48 |
Cause I never played in my life. |
| 01:03:51 |
I don't understand all this! |
| 01:03:53 |
Want to know my intimacies? |
| 01:03:57 |
I'll tell you |
| 01:03:59 |
It's only about a piano; |
| 01:04:02 |
But I know enough. |
| 01:04:06 |
Smile now. |
| 01:04:52 |
Oh, look |
| 01:04:59 |
I'm worried about you. |
| 01:06:10 |
You see... |
| 01:06:12 |
Everybody left us. |
| 01:06:17 |
Vika... |
| 01:06:24 |
It's hard for people |
| 01:06:27 |
who believed in |
| 01:06:37 |
They sidestep |
| 01:06:44 |
They can't dive into non-being. |
| 01:06:52 |
Vika, |
| 01:06:59 |
Non-being |
| 01:07:03 |
and joy. |
| 01:07:25 |
The restorers do the ceiling. |
| 01:07:28 |
We fill in the floor, |
| 01:07:32 |
We're out of here next week. |
| 01:07:35 |
What about the walls? |
| 01:07:37 |
It's too cold; |
| 01:09:16 |
...chose to leave... |
| 01:09:21 |
that ill-fated life. |
| 01:09:26 |
Did you suspect anything? |
| 01:09:28 |
About what? |
| 01:09:31 |
- That Go is insane. |
| 01:09:35 |
I thought he could act strange. |
| 01:09:38 |
Because he is Go. |
| 01:09:40 |
I needed adventures. |
| 01:09:42 |
I needed to escape. |
| 01:09:45 |
I had to run from myself. |
| 01:09:48 |
Will you run |
| 01:09:54 |
Go was also running. |
| 01:10:06 |
Go really changed. |
| 01:10:09 |
And it wasn't only |
| 01:10:12 |
He stopped creating. |
| 01:10:14 |
He canceled his concerts. |
| 01:10:16 |
He started hating his guitar. |
| 01:10:18 |
He especially hated himself. |
| 01:10:22 |
Actually his songs died |
| 01:10:35 |
Go already belonged there- |
| 01:10:39 |
in the long halls, |
| 01:10:44 |
Twilight hours |
| 01:11:07 |
Vika... |
| 01:11:09 |
How tired I got, |
| 01:11:11 |
how hungry. |
| 01:11:15 |
My last sad love- |
| 01:11:21 |
But I... |
| 01:11:23 |
conquered Satan. |
| 01:11:34 |
After that... |
| 01:11:39 |
What happened? |
| 01:11:50 |
I'll never forgive myself. |
| 01:11:58 |
Go, won't you whistle? |
| 01:12:07 |
Vika, I feel so good. |
| 01:12:13 |
That's not mine! |
| 01:12:15 |
Right away |
| 01:12:35 |
Go! |
| 01:12:39 |
Go jumped out the window. |
| 01:12:41 |
He broke his back. |
| 01:12:46 |
He's been a cripple since. |
| 01:13:41 |
Go |
| 01:13:46 |
I'm with you. |
| 01:14:16 |
While we fucked, I remembered |
| 01:14:21 |
Once in winter |
| 01:14:28 |
Crying, afraid, I ripped it away. |
| 01:14:35 |
Now I feel that same fear. |
| 01:14:37 |
What fear? |
| 01:14:43 |
My dick might get stuck |
| 01:14:47 |
Why you...! |
| 01:14:48 |
I want no attachment to you. |
| 01:14:54 |
I'd rather do the rejecting! |
| 01:14:56 |
This is our last time! That's all. |
| 01:15:02 |
So, I'm a worthless woman? |
| 01:15:10 |
Understand, a women and a lover- |
| 01:15:15 |
Each woman isn't a good lover. |
| 01:15:19 |
That takes talent! |
| 01:15:30 |
Leo, you are sick. |
| 01:16:30 |
It's best to trust a God. |
| 01:16:33 |
I'm just a middleman. |
| 01:16:39 |
I came to you. |
| 01:16:42 |
Paulius, I am sick. |
| 01:16:47 |
Anything serious? |
| 01:16:52 |
It's serious. |
| 01:16:56 |
I will die soon. |
| 01:17:01 |
Who told you this? |
| 01:17:03 |
The doctors |
| 01:17:07 |
It's a female thing. |
| 01:17:11 |
When did you find out? |
| 01:17:13 |
Today |
| 01:17:16 |
It's so bad to think about death |
| 01:17:22 |
especially every night. |
| 01:17:25 |
Hold on, |
| 01:17:31 |
I knew long ago I would die. |
| 01:17:34 |
Today I was told there's a way out. |
| 01:17:37 |
What is it? |
| 01:17:41 |
I must give birth. |
| 01:17:48 |
Good way out |
| 01:17:57 |
You'll be a good mother. |
| 01:18:01 |
I need your child. |
| 01:18:05 |
Specifically by doctor's orders |
| 01:18:09 |
Don't make fun of me. |
| 01:18:11 |
Am I the one making fun? |
| 01:18:15 |
You know it's impossible. |
| 01:18:17 |
It could have happened, |
| 01:18:19 |
Any women in my place |
| 01:18:22 |
I didn't want to fool you. |
| 01:18:27 |
Because I love you. |
| 01:18:30 |
You must understand. |
| 01:18:32 |
It is impossible. |
| 01:18:35 |
- Why? |
| 01:18:38 |
It's clear you didn't think about me. |
| 01:18:42 |
How can I live here knowing |
| 01:18:47 |
How will I feel |
| 01:18:52 |
Consider it calmly a few days. |
| 01:18:55 |
Take a month, a half year. |
| 01:19:00 |
No! |
| 01:19:02 |
Definitely no, Vika |
| 01:19:05 |
What should I do? |
| 01:19:06 |
You're an attractive woman. |
| 01:19:10 |
Talk to another man. |
| 01:19:21 |
And you- suggesting that? |
| 01:19:25 |
Forgive me, Vika. |
| 01:19:29 |
I love you, Paulius. |
| 01:19:34 |
I want your baby. |
| 01:19:37 |
Vika- Stop it! Please! |
| 01:19:41 |
Vika- What are you doing?! |
| 01:19:44 |
I'll drive you home. |
| 01:19:46 |
I love you! I want your baby! |
| 01:19:55 |
I'm begging you, Vika! |
| 01:19:59 |
I need your help. |
| 01:20:02 |
Everything's falling apart. |
| 01:20:05 |
Everything... |
| 01:20:07 |
What? |
| 01:20:10 |
This isn't desire... |
| 01:20:14 |
Sorrow Heartache |
| 01:20:20 |
Leo... |
| 01:20:24 |
Why did you hang up? |
| 01:20:37 |
Say something. |
| 01:20:43 |
You complained- something I didn't say. |
| 01:20:48 |
What was that? |
| 01:20:51 |
I love You. |
| 01:20:56 |
Now we won't owe one other anything. |
| 01:21:16 |
Hold on. |
| 01:22:15 |
How can I go on living? |
| 01:22:28 |
It is like it is, Vika. |
| 01:22:31 |
It can't be otherwise. |
| 01:22:38 |
I want it to be otherwise. |
| 01:22:45 |
You never satisfied my one desire. |
| 01:22:47 |
You never heard my one plea. |
| 01:22:49 |
Maybe you were not obliged |
| 01:22:52 |
We owe each other nothing, anymore. |
| 01:22:56 |
I make no demands of you. |
| 01:23:00 |
I do not blame you. |
| 01:23:02 |
You don't need to change; |
| 01:23:06 |
I bid you farewell |
| 01:23:09 |
with no anger, with no pain or sorrow. |
| 01:24:13 |
So, who ya wanna see? |
| 01:24:15 |
Nobody... |
| 01:24:17 |
I'm looking for a cat. |
| 01:24:20 |
We gonna find your cat. |
| 01:24:24 |
Don't hurt me, please. |
| 01:24:29 |
Understood... Right away |
| 01:24:33 |
Hold on... Wait... |
| 01:24:35 |
Just please don't hurt me... |
| 01:24:41 |
That smell... |
| 01:24:43 |
It's my perfume. |
| 01:24:44 |
Richka never had this kind! |
| 01:24:54 |
I ain't gonna hurt ya. |
| 01:25:07 |
Sit. |
| 01:25:11 |
Got problems? |
| 01:25:15 |
Say the word- |
| 01:25:19 |
And Richka'll fix 'em. |
| 01:25:23 |
Just say what ya want. |
| 01:25:27 |
I can bite through brakes, |
| 01:25:31 |
burn down a house, |
| 01:25:36 |
pound kidneys |
| 01:25:41 |
Say what ya need. |
| 01:25:46 |
Who hurt ya? |
| 01:25:49 |
Sit! |
| 01:26:08 |
Hi |
| 01:26:09 |
Did something happen? |
| 01:26:11 |
Something happened. |
| 01:26:13 |
You've got to find... |
| 01:26:16 |
another therapist, a better one. |
| 01:26:22 |
I'm sorry. |
| 01:26:24 |
Come inside. |
| 01:26:34 |
I don't know |
| 01:26:37 |
Go, Paulius, now you |
| 01:26:42 |
You must help me. |
| 01:26:46 |
You're obligated to help! |
| 01:26:49 |
You want me to end |
| 01:26:52 |
You have to help me! |
| 01:26:54 |
I can't help, Vika; |
| 01:26:57 |
I have no right at all |
| 01:27:03 |
I need help myself. |
| 01:27:08 |
I'm leaving. |
| 01:27:12 |
I just don't know where. |
| 01:27:15 |
Off to the desert? |
| 01:27:19 |
Maybe |
| 01:27:23 |
I don't want you to treat me. |
| 01:27:29 |
You don't help me |
| 01:27:40 |
Rita... |
| 01:27:43 |
Don't leave me. |
| 01:27:51 |
I don't need a doctor. |
| 01:27:55 |
I just... |
| 01:27:58 |
I need a person. |
| 01:28:01 |
A person who would understand, |
| 01:28:04 |
excuse me... |
| 01:28:07 |
or condemn me. |
| 01:28:10 |
Rita, I'm asking you, |
| 01:28:13 |
don't leave me now. |
| 01:28:15 |
I need a friend. |
| 01:28:18 |
It's not possible. |
| 01:28:21 |
The Honor Code of Psychiatry |
| 01:28:22 |
doesn't permit friendships |
| 01:28:30 |
What shit |
| 01:28:35 |
Paulius didn't ask a bishop to let him fuck me. |
| 01:28:45 |
Read something. |
| 01:28:48 |
The only thing I have is the Holy Bible. |
| 01:28:54 |
OK |
| 01:29:04 |
No, Go, |
| 01:29:05 |
Read- I said read. |
| 01:29:09 |
I asked you to read. |
| 01:29:11 |
The Gospel according to John, |
| 01:29:13 |
no. 13, line 21- |
| 01:29:18 |
find it? |
| 01:29:21 |
"After he had said this, |
| 01:29:23 |
Jesus was troubled and testified: |
| 01:29:27 |
'I tell you the truth, |
| 01:29:31 |
one of you is going |
| 01:29:36 |
One of the disciples |
| 01:29:39 |
was reclining next to him. |
| 01:29:44 |
Simon Peter motioned and said, |
| 01:29:48 |
'Ask him which one he means.' |
| 01:29:53 |
Leaning back against Jesus, |
| 01:29:57 |
'Lord, who is it?' |
| 01:30:01 |
Jesus answered, |
| 01:30:04 |
'It is the one to whom |
| 01:30:07 |
I'll give bread |
| 01:30:11 |
Then, dipping |
| 01:30:16 |
he gave it to Judas, |
| 01:30:19 |
son of Simon Iscariot. |
| 01:30:24 |
As soon as Judas took the bread, |
| 01:30:29 |
Satan entered into him. |
| 01:30:37 |
Jesus told him: |
| 01:30:43 |
'What you are about to do...'" |
| 01:31:09 |
Stop pretending. |
| 01:31:11 |
What's happening to you? |
| 01:31:17 |
You don't tell me everything. |
| 01:31:22 |
It doesn't matter. |
| 01:31:24 |
I'm tired. |
| 01:31:26 |
Let's go to sleep. |
| 01:31:29 |
I can't sleep. |
| 01:31:32 |
Vika... |
| 01:31:35 |
I can't sleep; I'm afraid. |
| 01:31:40 |
I'm afraid to dream. |
| 01:31:45 |
You know... |
| 01:31:49 |
I've never... |
| 01:31:51 |
I've never loved anyone. |
| 01:31:55 |
And no one ever loved me. |
| 01:32:03 |
I never took a risk for anyone. |
| 01:32:10 |
I can't help anyone. |
| 01:32:13 |
Is your opinion so bad |
| 01:32:17 |
No need to get hurt |
| 01:32:21 |
It's necessary. |
| 01:32:26 |
Everything is just starting. |
| 01:32:28 |
What? |
| 01:32:30 |
I'll tell you |
| 01:32:37 |
I'm forgetting Paulius. |
| 01:32:42 |
I forgave him. |
| 01:32:44 |
He left me. |
| 01:32:46 |
That's it. |
| 01:32:52 |
Then I helped? |
| 01:32:54 |
Maybe not how I expected. |
| 01:32:56 |
But it doesn't matter. |
| 01:32:59 |
At times you can't know |
| 01:33:00 |
who's a victim, |
| 01:33:04 |
You must do one thing. |
| 01:33:07 |
What's that? |
| 01:33:10 |
You must divorce Go. |
| 01:33:13 |
Maybe... |
| 01:33:17 |
But the more I think about it, |
| 01:33:18 |
the more I know I can't escape. |
| 01:33:22 |
He is my just reward. |
| 01:33:27 |
Then I can rest. |
| 01:33:28 |
Why? |
| 01:33:33 |
You won't kill yourself. |
| 01:33:37 |
I'm going out to the desert. |
| 01:33:42 |
That means into apathy- |
| 01:33:46 |
absolute apathy. |
| 01:35:48 |
Body of Christ |
| 01:35:57 |
Body of Christ |
| 01:36:01 |
Body of Christ |
