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Private Lives Of Pippa Lee The
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OK, alright, hold up. |
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Someone has to say something |
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so I'm gonna give it a shot. |
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I have followed Herb Lee |
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I followed him through three publishing |
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It's embarrassing to need your editor |
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that he has now followed me |
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I didn't follow you, |
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This was a pre-emptive strike |
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Well, whatever brought you here |
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to the beautiful |
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I just want to say I'm glad you're here, |
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and as long as Pippa |
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I'll do anything. |
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That's fine, |
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Wait, one more thing. |
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I have known Pippa Lee for 25 years... |
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...and I think |
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She is a mystery. An enigma. |
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Giving, caring, beautiful, intelligent, |
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the very icon of an artist's wife. |
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- What are you talking about? |
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And who precisely is this artist |
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Exactly! |
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Yes, that's my point! |
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The one true artist's wife |
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and she ended up with a publisher. |
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To Herb and Pippa |
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Yeah, I just, er, got three new poems. |
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Wonderful. If you'd ever like to show |
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- I'd be happy to take a look at them. |
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I would like that. |
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I wish Sam wouldn't keep saying |
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He's a satirist. Anyway, nothing's |
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It's you I'm worried about. |
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It's time for dessert. |
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But, Herb, what is the real reason |
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Scaling down, making life more simple. |
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I've liquidated everything |
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Pippa and the kids can get everything |
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I thought you loved paying taxes. |
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I have to admit, I actually like |
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I'm glad you feel that way, sweetie. |
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Though I can't help wondering |
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Your problem is you're too adaptable. |
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To be perfectly honest, |
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I wanna be known. |
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Like many people, |
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so we're going to have to start |
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Breathe. Breathe. |
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I see the head. Come on, one good push! |
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Oh, fuck you! |
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Good girl. |
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My birth was marked |
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First of all, |
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- Why is she furry? |
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When a baby's this late, |
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from the time that we were monkeys. |
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I had a monkey! I had a monkey! |
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You can expect to have |
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The hair is just vestigial, |
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I'm sorry if it offends you, Father, but |
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- humans were covered with fur. |
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So, is it a baby or a pet? |
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Suky knew my condition |
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It was all her fault, |
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her own little stash of sin. |
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- How's my pal? |
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Are you having a hard time |
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It's strange having so much time on my |
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but there's gonna be charity work |
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- You wanna move back to the city? |
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- Well, we can get another one. |
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No. |
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I'm just having a hard time |
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I think it's sort of romantic... |
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So little stuff. |
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Must you always look at the bright side? |
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Can I get you anything? |
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- Some carrot juice? |
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What was that cheese |
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It was vacherin. I was so excited |
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I love that cheese. |
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Once I lost my furry coat, |
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that she became sort of obsessed |
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She even took a drawing course |
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the sole purpose of which |
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Sweetheart, |
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I think God took all of our best |
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Don't you move. Almost done. |
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Why, you little... |
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Ouch! |
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She dressed me up as angels, |
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I was her prize possession. |
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# You're real, real cool |
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# For you I'm a fool |
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- # Teen baby, be mine |
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- # Teen baby, be mine |
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# Baby, be mine |
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# All of the time |
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# Oh, don't you know |
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# I love you so |
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- # Glad you're my date |
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# With me, you're great |
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Who else has a key? |
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But I can't see Miss Fanning |
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to have chocolate cake |
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- And the maintenance people? |
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- You think I'm losing my marbles? |
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- Hey. |
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Hi, Daddy. |
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- You look great. |
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- Hey, Mom. |
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- I'm starving. Can I get lamb chops? |
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- Do you want a drink first? |
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Oh, Ben says, er, |
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- so we should just order without him. |
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OK, these are just work prints, but... |
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- Oh, my God. |
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That's incredible. It's amazing, even. |
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Were you in a doorway? Where were you |
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Yeah, I just waited there. |
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That's incredibly powerful. |
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Oh! |
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- These are so... powerful. |
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Grace, this... Hmm. |
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- Were you alone when you took these? |
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You had a guide? |
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And I hitched a ride with, |
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- With Giles Oppenheim? |
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- How did you manage that? |
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Did you hear about that photographer |
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Uh-huh. |
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You heard about the bomb? |
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- Ben, shut up. |
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- She was with Oppenheim. |
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And they heard the whistle. |
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And he wanted to go left, |
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and she pulled him towards it, |
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They turn around, |
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they would have been |
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- She thinks she's immortal now. |
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- Why can't you ever not say something? |
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Sweetheart, everybody knows you're |
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- You have to use your common sense. |
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There's no way |
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If you had seen what I saw, |
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You would want to give these people |
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- Just be careful. |
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- What's new with you? |
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Since when do you say "cash cow"? |
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I never said it |
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- What's it about? |
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- and, er, bad weather. |
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A certain kind of good. Highbrow |
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Summer reading for people |
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- Used to be us. |
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So, how are you, Ben? |
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- Fine. |
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- The right to die. |
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Or the right to kill. |
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# A sweet little kiss with a wee embrace |
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Suky's energy was unflagging, |
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In spite of |
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for which she took pills |
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12 noon, and four each afternoon, |
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that she was secretly pretending |
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or a movie, and she was the star. |
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- I thought she was absolutely perfect. |
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Then there were days when Suky |
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- like a run-down robot. |
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I always felt my real mother |
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It scared me and made me angry. |
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I thought it must be my fault |
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and it was up to me |
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I thought maybe |
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Her moods ruled my life. |
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My baby. |
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Oh, hello, Dot. |
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- Would you like some coffee? |
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- This is my son, Ben. |
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Not yet. Nice to meet you. |
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- And Herb. You met Herb. |
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Oh, my Lord. |
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That's Mr Swaggart. |
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Erm, h-have a seat. |
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You know, there are |
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You see them jogging around. |
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- Is everything OK? |
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But my son, erm, Chris... |
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- In Utah? |
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He might be coming... east. |
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Oh, that should be nice, |
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The thing is, he's had some kind |
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He's left her, and he's... |
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He's living in his car. |
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He was always sort of half baked. |
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You know, it's painful, I know... |
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...but sometimes you just have to maybe |
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I mean, I-I feel that with my daughter. |
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You're right. |
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I knew that I should come to you. |
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- He's living in his car? |
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- I wonder what that means. |
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Hello? |
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Hello, Marianne. |
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What? What? |
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No, tell him 45 |
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If he goes somewhere else, |
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Stop worrying. Everything's fine. |
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Have a nice morning, Marianne. |
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Your blood pressure went |
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Since when did you become a nurse? |
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A little appreciation... |
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Would you like to go to the doctor's |
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We gotta change our number. |
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- I need an office. |
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The point is I spent 40 years |
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and they're crapping it up. |
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If I had an office, |
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talk to Marianne, read my manuscripts, |
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Then we can be really together. |
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You had three heart attacks. |
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Yeah. |
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- I gotta go. |
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- Love you. |
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- Back home. |
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What's happening here? |
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OK. If I'm losing my marbles, |
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How long |
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- The half-baked son is moving in! |
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# After the ball is over |
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# After the break of morn |
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- # After the dancers' leaving |
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Glad you could come by. |
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Thank you for having me. |
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I... wish you would keep an eye on Dot. |
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She's having a hard time. |
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- Well, sure. Erm, where is she? |
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Can you believe it? |
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when his parents |
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I told her this was a bad idea. |
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- OK. |
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Get her to drink a Pepsi Cola |
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- OK. |
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You can go out there for five minutes. |
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Why are you crying? Stop crying. |
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- Yeah? Who is it? |
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Oh, dear. |
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Erm, hi, Dot. |
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Well, look at me. |
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I can't go out there. |
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I'm Pippa Lee. |
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Chris. |
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Oh, why are you putting that on? I... |
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I ironed you that shirt I got you. |
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Excuse me, |
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Where are you going? |
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Where are you? |
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He was the sweetest little boy. |
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When you adopt, you just |
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Look out! |
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Amazingly, it took me 16 years |
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to figure out what was |
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- She's taking Dexedrine. |
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Mom. |
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- What's Dexedrine? |
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It's why she never sleeps, |
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Mom doesn't act weird. |
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- Mom, why do you take this stuff? |
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- These pills. What do you take 'em for? |
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Can you put it back, please? |
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Chester told me it was speed. |
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Chester doesn't know |
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- What happens if you don't take them? |
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Is that what you want? You all want me |
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- No. |
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Better yet, why don't you help me? |
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Why doesn't anybody around here |
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The cross is made of |
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The vertical beam |
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The horizontal beam is the line |
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That's what's neat about Jesus. |
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I'd like to know |
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- What do you mean? |
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Stop being so overdramatic. |
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So stop. I don't care if you get fat. |
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It's my medicine. |
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OK, fine. |
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Father, thank you for this food, |
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for the gift of being together |
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For these beautiful children around me. |
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Suky's cold turkey |
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Who is the President? |
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Does anyone know |
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Boys, it's lawn-mowing day tomorrow. |
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Imagine a dinner like this |
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I know you want to get out |
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She was taking |
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I never knew who she was gonna be |
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And I also would like someone |
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# Can't you hear me calling, calling? |
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# Calling for your love? |
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Excuse me. Pippa! |
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What's going on here, miss? |
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Come dance with me, Mom. |
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- Put your feet on, OK? |
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Put your feet on. Come on, remember? |
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Mommy, I got a little secret now, OK? |
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I totally did it. |
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What? What are you talking about? |
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- Huh? |
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Now we can both be high together, OK? |
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Oh, you took my medicine. |
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I don't know. It's OK, though, Mommy. |
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Mom, I love you so much. |
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We just can't tell your dad about this, |
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- You're OK with this? |
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Yeah. |
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- I am so... sick of you! |
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I knew you were bad |
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- You! |
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She was never going to back down. |
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She was never going to change, even if |
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Oh, Herb. |
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Herb. Herb. Herb! |
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- Herb, wake up! It's me. |
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- It's me on the video. |
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- What are we talking about? |
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I just saw it on the video. |
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It was you? |
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I was sitting on the floor, |
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Herb... I think I'm going insane. |
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- Maybe I'm going insane. |
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Take it easy. |
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Look at it this way. |
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is a hell of a lot better |
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- Hmm? |
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Sleepwalkers are a dime a dozen. You'll |
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Oh, my God. |
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Pippa Lee, right? |
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Oh, hello. |
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- You got a job already. |
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- It's a beautiful day. |
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Oh, and a pack of Marlboro Lights. |
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- Costly habit. |
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I don't smoke, I just, erm... |
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- You don't work here at night, do you? |
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Why do you ask? |
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Oh, I just always thought, |
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just waiting for someone |
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- Matches? |
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I'm sorry about ducking out on you. |
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Oh, no, no, no, |
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Erm, actually, I don't need a bag. |
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And give your mother my best. |
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These strawberries are so sweet. |
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- These strawberries. So sweet. |
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- How's the book coming? |
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- You know. |
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Cos you always do that. You pretend |
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I have an idea. Why don't you |
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since you know what I'm thinking? |
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Well, there's a good idea. |
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Do bats really get in your hair? |
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Can you please |
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that isn't a weird little cliché? |
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I think I left the lights on in the car. |
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Aunt Trish was |
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We can talk about it later. |
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Go get some rest. |
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Who are you? |
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I'm Kat. This is my room. |
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I'm sorry. |
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No problemo. |
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Hey. Did you sleep OK? |
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- Who's Kat? |
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Listen, your parents |
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What? |
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You have to deal with them |
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As far as I'm concerned, |
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so long as you end up |
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I know there's a problem at your house. |
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- You do? |
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No one else is gonna say it, so I will. |
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Hmm? |
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- Ta-dah. |
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Bye. Bye. |
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- See you tonight, Pippa. |
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Wow, Aunt Trish. |
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We're a couple of black sheep, |
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I'm not running away. |
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I'm just done, that's all. |
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But what does that mean, you're done? |
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It means I don't wanna live with you. |
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Oh, so this is all my fault. |
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- What's all your fault? |
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I didn't do anything to you. |
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I'm done. Don't you get it? |
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You're not even gonna come home |
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No, I didn't say that. I... |
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I just... |
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I think it's better |
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What... What did I do to you? |
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What did I do to you to make you |
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Nothing. |
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- What did I do to you? |
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Please. |
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Don't be sad. |
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No, no, you don't be sad, honey, honey. |
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My baby. It's OK. I love you so much. |
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It's OK. It'll be OK, OK? |
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I can't. |
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- I can't. |
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- I'm done. |
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I promise. I promise! |
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I would never go home |
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I was free. |
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- Thank God. |
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I thought you'd left me. |
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I can't take it any more. |
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Aw. |
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Look, maybe if you laughed along? |
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I have been laughing for four years |
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- I think Sandra's having an affair. |
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Well, she's talking about splitting |
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She's terrified of being on her own, |
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Maybe she wants you |
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so you'll tell me, and I'll tell Sam, |
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You really think |
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It's what women are like, |
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- Conniving? |
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It's survival of the fittest. |
| 00:33:26 |
- Never mind. |
| 00:33:31 |
I'm going to sleep. |
| 00:33:40 |
I still think she's having an affair. |
| 00:33:45 |
Oh, by the way, |
| 00:33:51 |
- This is perfect. |
| 00:33:54 |
It only took two days |
| 00:33:57 |
I just thought it would be great to |
| 00:34:03 |
What's this for? |
| 00:34:06 |
- Drop a phone on my foot? |
| 00:34:09 |
Well, why don't we get an EKG for |
| 00:34:14 |
- OK, I'll leave you to it. |
| 00:34:18 |
What a sweet woman you are. |
| 00:34:32 |
- He jumped right out at me. |
| 00:34:39 |
I don't know what he was thinking. |
| 00:34:48 |
- Is he yours? |
| 00:34:58 |
Shit! |
| 00:35:15 |
- Hi. I'm so sorry I'm late. |
| 00:35:18 |
- That's a beautiful purse. |
| 00:35:21 |
Oh, God. You look so beautiful. |
| 00:35:25 |
- What are you doing different? |
| 00:35:29 |
I wish I could be peaceful and good |
| 00:35:32 |
Good? |
| 00:35:36 |
- What is it? |
| 00:35:39 |
It's over between Sam and me. |
| 00:35:42 |
And it's just all so |
| 00:35:48 |
and I don't know what to do. I... |
| 00:35:52 |
I'm never gonna have a normal life. |
| 00:35:56 |
You can be married to anybody, |
| 00:36:00 |
- Anybody? |
| 00:36:06 |
I mean, I adore Herb, |
| 00:36:08 |
but our marriage functions |
| 00:36:12 |
If you leave love to hold everything |
| 00:36:16 |
Love comes and goes with the breeze, |
| 00:36:20 |
But you make it sound |
| 00:36:23 |
Pick any man over 50 in this room. |
| 00:36:26 |
Either one of us |
| 00:36:29 |
OK. What about that one? |
| 00:36:34 |
He just needs his routines, that's all. |
| 00:36:38 |
before he knows he has them, |
| 00:36:41 |
And that one? |
| 00:36:47 |
He needs a lot of praise, |
| 00:36:49 |
but if you stick your finger |
| 00:36:52 |
he won't give you any trouble at all. |
| 00:36:57 |
I wonder if maybe I'm having |
| 00:37:01 |
- Did you get the boots? |
| 00:37:04 |
- But I got 'em. I did it. |
| 00:38:01 |
Mrs Lee? |
| 00:38:12 |
- I want some cigarettes. |
| 00:38:16 |
- The white ones. |
| 00:38:32 |
Pippa. |
| 00:38:35 |
Oh, my God. |
| 00:38:42 |
It's OK. |
| 00:38:46 |
Would you like me to drive you home? |
| 00:39:02 |
Maybe you shouldn't tell anyone |
| 00:39:05 |
- I'll try not to. |
| 00:39:10 |
It might slip out one day. |
| 00:39:13 |
What? |
| 00:39:21 |
I think I just figured out |
| 00:39:29 |
You can't lie, can you? |
| 00:39:38 |
OK. Well, thank you. |
| 00:40:20 |
What's up? |
| 00:40:23 |
Pippa, for Christ's sakes, |
| 00:40:27 |
I'm sorry. |
| 00:40:36 |
Aunt Trish's apartment was a haven |
| 00:40:39 |
after the hysteria |
| 00:40:43 |
I fit in easily with the two of them, |
| 00:40:49 |
maybe because she seemed |
| 00:40:53 |
- Bye. |
| 00:41:04 |
So, chicklet... Boom, boom! |
| 00:41:06 |
- What's your favourite subject? |
| 00:41:10 |
- Well, what do you like? |
| 00:41:14 |
- You must be good at something. |
| 00:41:17 |
- Well, I think you're special. |
| 00:41:21 |
Special like I can't believe |
| 00:41:24 |
Almost makes me believe in destiny. |
| 00:41:29 |
- Hey. |
| 00:41:33 |
- Wow. |
| 00:41:36 |
- You were right. She's perfect. |
| 00:41:39 |
Let's get this show on the road. |
| 00:41:43 |
So, what do I do? |
| 00:41:45 |
When I was in the film business, |
| 00:41:48 |
We just showed up |
| 00:41:50 |
Look at the camera like it's someone you |
| 00:41:54 |
Yeah, like that. That's Kitty. |
| 00:41:57 |
- Who's Kitty? |
| 00:42:00 |
- That's what the pictures are for. |
| 00:42:06 |
She's fearless. |
| 00:42:09 |
- I guess so. |
| 00:42:12 |
you wouldn't cry every time you hung up |
| 00:42:16 |
- You'd forget the past. |
| 00:42:21 |
I'm the girl from Pluto. |
| 00:42:25 |
- Can we get doughnuts? |
| 00:42:27 |
OK, this is the scene where |
| 00:42:30 |
- and finds you in her playpen. |
| 00:42:33 |
Mrs Washington is the woman |
| 00:42:38 |
and one day, you come home and you |
| 00:42:42 |
OK. So, listen. |
| 00:42:44 |
so I need you |
| 00:42:47 |
- I'm just not really feeling anything. |
| 00:42:50 |
OK. Let's go. |
| 00:42:55 |
Come on, let's go. Come on, Shell. |
| 00:42:59 |
Is she gonna hurt you? |
| 00:43:03 |
That's right, that's your baby. |
| 00:43:07 |
Yeah, now the spanking, alright? |
| 00:43:09 |
- What? |
| 00:43:13 |
- Is this good? |
| 00:43:15 |
- Ow! |
| 00:43:17 |
- Sorry! |
| 00:43:19 |
Sorry. |
| 00:43:21 |
You alright? |
| 00:43:24 |
You wanna do it again? |
| 00:43:28 |
- Yeah. |
| 00:43:31 |
Let's do another one. |
| 00:43:33 |
- Whoops. |
| 00:43:38 |
Yeah, that's right. OK. |
| 00:43:41 |
Pippa, leash. |
| 00:43:44 |
Go on, little puppy dog. That's great. |
| 00:43:47 |
I let those two weeks of my life |
| 00:43:50 |
I felt I had no choice. |
| 00:43:54 |
It wasn't coercion. I liked |
| 00:43:59 |
Anyway, Aunt Trish came home sick. |
| 00:44:18 |
That was the end of my stay |
| 00:44:25 |
You slept late. |
| 00:44:27 |
I'm sorry. |
| 00:44:31 |
OK, I'm off. |
| 00:44:34 |
See you at lunch. Oh, is there anything |
| 00:44:38 |
- other than the apricot spread? |
| 00:44:42 |
What? |
| 00:44:43 |
Since we moved to the old folks' home, |
| 00:44:46 |
That's cos I'm not setting my hair. |
| 00:44:49 |
OK. |
| 00:45:09 |
Chris? I'm sorry. It's Pippa Lee. |
| 00:45:15 |
I forgot I'd left my car |
| 00:45:20 |
I'll just wait out here. OK. |
| 00:45:30 |
Your mother told me |
| 00:45:33 |
You could say that. |
| 00:45:37 |
I come home to find my wife |
| 00:45:41 |
Wow. That's bad. |
| 00:45:43 |
Yeah, well, there's probably |
| 00:45:48 |
- What? |
| 00:45:53 |
You are? |
| 00:45:54 |
I don't know why, |
| 00:46:01 |
That tattoo you have |
| 00:46:05 |
I tried to join a Jesuit seminary once |
| 00:46:09 |
- You were gonna be a priest? |
| 00:46:14 |
But they rejected my application. |
| 00:46:21 |
- Do you still have a vocation? |
| 00:46:27 |
What made you lose your faith? |
| 00:46:32 |
I stopped believing God was a mystery |
| 00:46:37 |
but by that time, my parents |
| 00:46:40 |
I was married to a Jesus freak, |
| 00:46:43 |
and I was just as pissed off at |
| 00:46:47 |
which brings us more or less |
| 00:46:54 |
What are you thinking? |
| 00:46:58 |
- I was thinking that you seem like... |
| 00:47:03 |
Just that you seem so bright. It's a |
| 00:47:07 |
It would make your life |
| 00:47:11 |
- OK. Well, thank you. |
| 00:47:15 |
I suggest you go back to that little |
| 00:47:19 |
I'm sure you're very happy |
| 00:47:25 |
You're right, you know. |
| 00:47:28 |
Told you. |
| 00:47:36 |
In the years after I left Trish, |
| 00:47:38 |
all I can remember |
| 00:47:42 |
# I will love you for a while |
| 00:47:44 |
# Just how long I cannot say |
| 00:47:49 |
It was a freefall. |
| 00:47:55 |
# While there's fire in your eyes |
| 00:47:58 |
Truth is, I took every pill |
| 00:48:01 |
It's no wonder |
| 00:48:06 |
One day, |
| 00:48:09 |
I tried to remain as numb as possible. |
| 00:48:14 |
That was my boyfriend, Jed. |
| 00:48:19 |
Oh, no, it was Craig. |
| 00:48:21 |
I can't believe you sold a painting |
| 00:48:24 |
Who is she, anyway? |
| 00:48:26 |
She is an heiress, collector, |
| 00:48:32 |
She knows Andy. |
| 00:48:34 |
- Hi, everybody. |
| 00:48:40 |
This is Sam Shapiro, the novelist. |
| 00:48:42 |
That material |
| 00:48:45 |
I know, but I'm moving back |
| 00:48:49 |
Let the sequences accumulate. |
| 00:48:52 |
I'm looking for that staccato feeling. |
| 00:48:54 |
Hello. |
| 00:48:57 |
Yeah, with Craig. |
| 00:49:00 |
Oh, yeah. This is Max, I'm Herb. |
| 00:49:03 |
- And you are? |
| 00:49:06 |
- What kind of a name is that? |
| 00:49:09 |
Ah. Well, welcome. |
| 00:49:16 |
You don't have a bathing suit? |
| 00:49:22 |
Come on! |
| 00:49:49 |
I'm so happy to see you. I want |
| 00:49:55 |
Have you been in Paris before? |
| 00:49:59 |
That's fantastic. |
| 00:50:12 |
What's going on? |
| 00:50:25 |
Pippa. Pippa Sarkissian. |
| 00:50:31 |
Sit. Talk to us. |
| 00:50:36 |
So, Pippa, what does a free spirit |
| 00:50:41 |
- Does she look like she eats breakfast? |
| 00:50:46 |
- No. |
| 00:50:49 |
So, first thing in the morning, |
| 00:50:52 |
I don't have a studio. |
| 00:50:54 |
You gotta be an artist |
| 00:50:56 |
- Well, what do you do? |
| 00:50:59 |
You have no ambition? |
| 00:51:03 |
No one has ever walked through that |
| 00:51:07 |
The butler is writing a short story. |
| 00:51:09 |
- He told me so himself yesterday. |
| 00:51:12 |
- You want a drink, Pippa? |
| 00:51:14 |
- Get me another one of these. |
| 00:51:22 |
This is the most amazing house |
| 00:51:26 |
It's not a house, it's a mausoleum. |
| 00:51:28 |
There isn't one comfortable |
| 00:51:32 |
- It's like living in an aquarium. |
| 00:51:36 |
My wife. I could never afford a place |
| 00:51:42 |
So, Pippa, when are you going to start |
| 00:51:46 |
What do you mean? |
| 00:51:48 |
Doesn't it get dispiriting |
| 00:51:50 |
I mean, the times, |
| 00:51:57 |
What? |
| 00:52:00 |
You have such a sweetness about you. |
| 00:52:05 |
No, I'm not sweet. |
| 00:52:08 |
Well, you can be experienced |
| 00:52:12 |
It's an innate thing with you, it seems. |
| 00:52:18 |
I haven't seen that quality in a person |
| 00:52:23 |
We're all going swimming! |
| 00:52:27 |
Oh, God. |
| 00:52:29 |
I didn't realise it yet, |
| 00:52:32 |
and once that happened, watch out. |
| 00:52:34 |
She's making me nostalgic |
| 00:52:38 |
and trust me, that's saying something. |
| 00:52:42 |
You're interesting, Pippa. |
| 00:52:45 |
- You have? |
| 00:52:52 |
- OK, and what are you like? |
| 00:52:56 |
I'm waiting for the right girl to come |
| 00:53:01 |
You realise that if I leaned in |
| 00:53:04 |
I'd be the third guy tonight. |
| 00:53:09 |
Yeah, you would. |
| 00:53:24 |
- Your turn. |
| 00:53:30 |
Come on! |
| 00:53:33 |
- There you go. Thanks. |
| 00:53:36 |
Next? |
| 00:53:40 |
Fish tonight? |
| 00:53:43 |
Oh! Well, he, erm, comes all the way |
| 00:53:50 |
- You feel guilty about the fish man? |
| 00:53:55 |
- I'm sorry about the other day. |
| 00:54:01 |
- How are you doing? |
| 00:54:05 |
I-I actually went to see someone |
| 00:54:09 |
and he basically thinks I'm off my nut, |
| 00:54:13 |
Erm, see, it's a psychiatrist. |
| 00:54:16 |
That's because he thinks I'm gonna need |
| 00:54:19 |
He suggested that we bolt |
| 00:54:23 |
and Herb hide the key, and erm... |
| 00:54:25 |
Oh, I'm supposed to take up a hobby. |
| 00:54:31 |
- Would you like to go for a drive? |
| 00:54:35 |
After you get your fish. |
| 00:54:38 |
I'll make pasta. |
| 00:54:41 |
Where do you want to go? |
| 00:54:46 |
I don't know. Erm... |
| 00:54:49 |
- I could show you where I grew up. |
| 00:54:56 |
How do I get there? |
| 00:54:57 |
It's straight for a couple of miles. |
| 00:55:03 |
It's close. |
| 00:55:06 |
There it is. |
| 00:55:15 |
- Seems so small. |
| 00:55:20 |
No. |
| 00:55:27 |
That's my daughter, Grace. She hates me. |
| 00:55:33 |
I wonder... |
| 00:55:36 |
- What? |
| 00:55:41 |
I just didn't want to suffocate her |
| 00:55:46 |
I think it happens like that in families |
| 00:55:50 |
You just keep swinging back and forth |
| 00:55:54 |
getting it wrong, the opposite way. |
| 00:56:01 |
It was so simple with Ben. |
| 00:56:06 |
But you know, she, erm, |
| 00:56:11 |
Travels all over the world, wherever |
| 00:56:15 |
- Wow. |
| 00:56:17 |
We must have done something right. |
| 00:56:22 |
Sounds like your daughter's like you. |
| 00:56:26 |
- Why? |
| 00:56:32 |
Well, I was reckless with my life, |
| 00:56:45 |
I never saw her again. |
| 00:56:49 |
- Who? |
| 00:56:52 |
After I ran away, she died. |
| 00:56:58 |
Oh, I can't wait to see. |
| 00:57:02 |
If I could have anything, |
| 00:57:04 |
I would ask for one more afternoon |
| 00:57:07 |
Look at her eyes. |
| 00:57:10 |
I would be kind. |
| 00:57:12 |
Beautiful. |
| 00:57:21 |
I've been going to Dot's pottery class. |
| 00:57:23 |
- Oh, good. |
| 00:57:28 |
The doctor said |
| 00:57:37 |
- Tell me what you like about me. |
| 00:57:40 |
Yeah. |
| 00:57:44 |
- You put up with me, for one thing. |
| 00:57:47 |
Of course not. |
| 00:57:51 |
Herb, what happened to us? We used to |
| 00:57:57 |
- Can't laugh all the time. |
| 00:58:00 |
- Or what? |
| 00:58:02 |
- Not that again, OK? |
| 00:58:05 |
I will not let this marriage turn into |
| 00:58:09 |
She was crazy. You get involved |
| 00:58:13 |
it's like putting your hand |
| 00:58:16 |
I just can't take it, I can't take it. |
| 00:58:19 |
I keep seeing her. I keep... |
| 00:58:23 |
I keep seeing the past. |
| 00:58:28 |
I can't take it any more. |
| 00:58:37 |
Maybe you should be taking |
| 00:58:44 |
What? |
| 00:58:53 |
You alright? You want to talk? |
| 00:58:56 |
My mother used to do this. |
| 00:58:59 |
and I'd find her on the bed in front of |
| 00:59:02 |
- That's how she died. |
| 00:59:06 |
- I have to take your blood pressure. |
| 00:59:25 |
I slept for a week |
| 00:59:31 |
Maybe I was trying to avoid |
| 00:59:36 |
When I woke up, I felt an overwhelming |
| 00:59:41 |
I missed him so much. It was strange. |
| 01:00:22 |
Hello? |
| 01:00:24 |
- Er, Mr Lee? Hi, it's Pippa Sarkissian. |
| 01:00:30 |
Hey. I-I was wondering, |
| 01:00:34 |
- It's three o'clock in the afternoon. |
| 01:00:42 |
He treated me like a pal |
| 01:00:46 |
He teased me about being a waster. |
| 01:00:50 |
We would get together every couple of |
| 01:00:55 |
He gave me reading lists. |
| 01:01:00 |
- Hey. Sorry I'm late. |
| 01:01:03 |
Well, maybe you're always early. |
| 01:01:07 |
I bought something for you. |
| 01:01:11 |
I'll be alone at the beach house |
| 01:01:14 |
and I want you to come for lunch. |
| 01:01:17 |
- You weren't supposed to buy this. |
| 01:01:20 |
I loved being with Herb. |
| 01:01:25 |
I thought I was a writer. |
| 01:01:27 |
I thought it was my calling, |
| 01:01:32 |
I-I couldn't flow. |
| 01:01:34 |
I have a very critical nature, |
| 01:01:38 |
Then I... was slightly lost for a while. |
| 01:01:44 |
and I had a friend in the publishing |
| 01:01:48 |
- And here I am. |
| 01:01:55 |
Tell me what you like about me. |
| 01:01:59 |
Well, you're not a show-off about it, |
| 01:02:04 |
and... you're beautiful, |
| 01:02:08 |
and there's a sadness about you, |
| 01:02:11 |
and I like that, in moderation. |
| 01:02:17 |
- I like your jacket. |
| 01:02:22 |
No. |
| 01:02:25 |
No, I... |
| 01:02:30 |
I like your face and your voice... |
| 01:02:33 |
...and, erm... |
| 01:02:37 |
- This is gonna sound strange. |
| 01:02:41 |
It's like, erm... |
| 01:02:45 |
Like I can feel what you're feeling. |
| 01:02:48 |
You know, if you feel nervous |
| 01:02:54 |
I-In my body, in my fingers. |
| 01:02:58 |
- What a remarkable thing. |
| 01:03:02 |
I'd like you not to feel as if you have |
| 01:03:05 |
Tell me something about yourself. Tell |
| 01:03:13 |
I'm a fuck-up. |
| 01:03:22 |
I felt like I was being |
| 01:03:26 |
If I'm good for anything in the world, |
| 01:03:28 |
it's for letting you know |
| 01:03:34 |
You're my true wife, you know? |
| 01:03:38 |
No, you don't want me. |
| 01:03:42 |
I don't believe that. |
| 01:03:47 |
Anyway, you have a wife. |
| 01:03:52 |
If I have to live with that lunatic |
| 01:03:57 |
For years, I've hoped she'd have |
| 01:04:00 |
but she won't do it, the bitch. |
| 01:04:15 |
Mrs Lee still seems unwilling to work |
| 01:04:22 |
- Oh, go stick it up your ass. |
| 01:04:34 |
I don't understand. |
| 01:04:36 |
She agrees to divorce |
| 01:04:39 |
She wants to make the switch |
| 01:04:42 |
I can't believe you agreed to this! |
| 01:04:44 |
I owe her this much. Come on, let's go. |
| 01:04:47 |
Hello, Mr Lee. Nice to see you. |
| 01:04:49 |
- Hello, Alphonsa. |
| 01:04:52 |
Hi, hi. Hello, hello, hello. |
| 01:04:59 |
- Hi. |
| 01:05:02 |
I told Ursa to bring in the champagne. |
| 01:05:04 |
- Perfect symmetry. |
| 01:05:07 |
- Come on. |
| 01:05:14 |
Stop! Cheers. |
| 01:05:21 |
- Oh. You're such a baby. |
| 01:05:26 |
Let's face it, |
| 01:05:30 |
It wasn't the money, exactly. |
| 01:05:32 |
It was just that the money |
| 01:05:35 |
It was the opposite of chaos, |
| 01:05:39 |
I wanted to be sheltered at last. |
| 01:05:44 |
- Madam. |
| 01:05:48 |
Oh, my. |
| 01:05:51 |
Pippa? |
| 01:05:54 |
Herb. |
| 01:05:58 |
This lunch is in honour |
| 01:06:02 |
You know how we all eat chops |
| 01:06:04 |
and we don't think of the faces |
| 01:06:09 |
- Anybody here a vegetarian? |
| 01:06:12 |
- A pig for a cow. A fair exchange. |
| 01:06:18 |
- Sorry. |
| 01:06:21 |
- First, a toast. |
| 01:06:24 |
To transformation. |
| 01:06:40 |
Put the gun down. |
| 01:06:43 |
Put it down. |
| 01:06:47 |
Put it down, Gigi. |
| 01:06:50 |
Isn't it funny how men |
| 01:06:53 |
who are easier and easier to dominate, |
| 01:06:57 |
Put the gun down. |
| 01:07:02 |
Put it down. |
| 01:07:11 |
Give me the... No! |
| 01:07:32 |
Her image would haunt me |
| 01:07:38 |
I knew without thinking |
| 01:07:41 |
I would give myself to him, |
| 01:07:46 |
This was my last chance at goodness. |
| 01:07:49 |
If I fucked this up, |
| 01:07:52 |
Every day I tried to be good, |
| 01:07:57 |
I stopped getting high. |
| 01:07:59 |
But I didn't know |
| 01:08:02 |
Like a dancer learning a new routine, I |
| 01:08:07 |
Hello? Hello? |
| 01:08:09 |
Hello? |
| 01:08:11 |
It wasn't till I had the babies though |
| 01:08:16 |
That was when Pippa Sarkissian |
| 01:08:21 |
That was how I became Pippa Lee. |
| 01:08:25 |
I got thrown out of pottery class. |
| 01:08:36 |
- Who is it? |
| 01:08:39 |
I'll be right there. |
| 01:08:44 |
- Everything OK? |
| 01:08:47 |
- Why? |
| 01:08:51 |
Let me get my keys. |
| 01:08:54 |
She's a witch. She's... |
| 01:08:58 |
Why is this towel here, sweetheart? |
| 01:09:00 |
Were you eating, and you didn't |
| 01:09:04 |
No. |
| 01:09:08 |
What? |
| 01:09:37 |
- When did this start? |
| 01:09:45 |
I was hoping it was an affair, |
| 01:09:51 |
I-I know this has got to be... |
| 01:09:55 |
I... I want you to have all the money. |
| 01:10:00 |
Thanks. Erm, well, |
| 01:10:04 |
Well, at my age, it would be |
| 01:10:08 |
And... I just wanna live. |
| 01:10:12 |
The past few years, I can feel you |
| 01:10:16 |
I can feel the earth in my mouth, almost |
| 01:10:21 |
- How can you say that? |
| 01:10:24 |
being afraid of me. |
| 01:10:29 |
I mean, of course, I-I am afraid |
| 01:10:33 |
It's normal to be afraid. |
| 01:10:35 |
Well, I don't want to be normal |
| 01:10:38 |
I wanna live! |
| 01:10:41 |
You could die tomorrow, and fuck you |
| 01:10:45 |
But, Herb, you are an old man. |
| 01:10:53 |
Oh, my... Oh, Sandra! |
| 01:10:58 |
Killing yourself |
| 01:11:01 |
I don't think |
| 01:11:04 |
She was in despair, you know. |
| 01:11:07 |
This first-aid kit came in handy, |
| 01:11:15 |
I had the strangest feeling |
| 01:11:19 |
I suddenly felt so light, |
| 01:11:21 |
as if a great weight |
| 01:11:36 |
Remember this moment, |
| 01:11:39 |
Pippa Lee rounding the bend, |
| 01:11:42 |
coming up on Sandra Dulles, |
| 01:11:45 |
Pippa Lee has passed |
| 01:11:48 |
I never thought |
| 01:12:23 |
- Hi, there. |
| 01:12:35 |
What's going on? |
| 01:12:39 |
My husband has been having an affair |
| 01:12:43 |
So... |
| 01:12:48 |
...it's official. |
| 01:13:17 |
- Hi, Ma. |
| 01:13:21 |
- Wait. |
| 01:13:24 |
Please, I didn't mean to upset you. |
| 01:13:27 |
- That man is 35 years old. |
| 01:13:30 |
And you are whatever you are. |
| 01:13:36 |
It is just disappointing |
| 01:13:39 |
when someone turns out not to be |
| 01:13:50 |
I lost control. |
| 01:13:56 |
I... I care about you tremendously. |
| 01:14:01 |
Why don't I feel anything? I mean, it |
| 01:14:06 |
- I-I adored you only this morning. |
| 01:14:11 |
- It's all so tired. |
| 01:14:15 |
This whole situation. |
| 01:14:40 |
Where... |
| 01:14:46 |
Where are they? |
| 01:14:59 |
Where were you going, Mom? |
| 01:15:02 |
Ben, I really don't see |
| 01:15:05 |
I just wanna get everything straight. |
| 01:15:13 |
I... I had chest pains. |
| 01:15:19 |
I feel like |
| 01:15:22 |
Oh, please stop being such an egomaniac |
| 01:15:25 |
You forgive me, Pippa? |
| 01:15:29 |
- Forgive her for what? |
| 01:15:34 |
Ben, your father and Sandra were... |
| 01:15:37 |
They... They're in love. |
| 01:15:39 |
- That's why I was leaving. |
| 01:15:42 |
I'll jump out the window. |
| 01:15:47 |
I'm just so selfish! |
| 01:15:49 |
I'll jump out the window if you don't |
| 01:15:53 |
I forgive you. Get up. |
| 01:15:58 |
- You do not forgive her. |
| 01:16:01 |
How could Dad do that to you? |
| 01:16:04 |
Sweetheart, he... was afraid of dying. |
| 01:16:08 |
He fell in love. |
| 01:16:10 |
And I wasn't altogether there either, |
| 01:16:15 |
Do you even care? |
| 01:16:20 |
How can I compete with that? |
| 01:16:27 |
- Hi. Where is he? |
| 01:16:30 |
Mrs Lee? You have a phone call. |
| 01:16:32 |
OK, Ben, will you take her in? |
| 01:16:35 |
Hello? |
| 01:16:37 |
I just want to say, |
| 01:16:39 |
you are the one person to whom |
| 01:16:43 |
- Thank you, Sam. |
| 01:16:48 |
- Me, too. |
| 01:16:50 |
Oh. |
| 01:16:55 |
- Call you later. |
| 01:16:56 |
- Bye. |
| 01:16:57 |
Yeah? |
| 01:17:00 |
I don't want to make butterflied lamb |
| 01:17:05 |
- Oh. |
| 01:17:14 |
- Why did Ben get to stay? |
| 01:17:17 |
He seemed to want it the most. |
| 01:17:19 |
Really? How do you measure that? |
| 01:17:24 |
Why don't we go home and rest? |
| 01:17:26 |
- Has someone been smoking in here? |
| 01:17:32 |
Yuck. |
| 01:17:35 |
- Was it Daddy? |
| 01:17:38 |
- If Daddy's been smoking, then... |
| 01:17:45 |
So, his brain is just dead, |
| 01:17:49 |
He'll never say anything ever again? |
| 01:17:54 |
That's what the doctors |
| 01:17:59 |
You didn't even ask |
| 01:18:11 |
- Gracie, I know, sweetie... |
| 01:18:27 |
Why did you bother to lie? |
| 01:18:35 |
Oh, my God, you are smoking. |
| 01:18:38 |
I'm quitting soon. |
| 01:18:50 |
But I have never seen you smoke |
| 01:18:53 |
I know. |
| 01:19:08 |
Aw. |
| 01:19:10 |
I'm so sorry this had to happen to you. |
| 01:19:13 |
I'm not crying because of Daddy. |
| 01:19:19 |
I'm crying because |
| 01:19:23 |
I'm so mean to you, all the time, |
| 01:19:28 |
- Aw. |
| 01:19:30 |
I really, really, really don't. |
| 01:19:38 |
Sweetheart, it's not your fault. |
| 01:19:42 |
There's so many things |
| 01:19:44 |
No, not yet. |
| 01:19:51 |
I want to be your friend, |
| 01:19:54 |
because... |
| 01:19:57 |
Because... we still have time. |
| 01:20:03 |
- I'd be honoured to be your friend. |
| 01:20:07 |
- Just happy. |
| 01:20:13 |
Mom. |
| 01:20:39 |
I saw your light on. |
| 01:20:42 |
My mom told me what happened. |
| 01:20:45 |
Oh. My son is at the hospital, |
| 01:20:48 |
and I'm supposed to be resting, |
| 01:20:53 |
I could drive you around a little bit. |
| 01:20:59 |
- Don't you have work? |
| 01:21:04 |
I could write Grace a note. |
| 01:21:09 |
OK. |
| 01:21:24 |
I'm leaving soon. |
| 01:21:27 |
And where will you go? |
| 01:21:30 |
Back out west, I guess. |
| 01:21:39 |
What do you pray for when you pray? |
| 01:21:43 |
For my kids to be happy, I guess. |
| 01:21:46 |
And to be good. |
| 01:21:49 |
It sounds so childish, |
| 01:21:53 |
- Do you want to pray for your husband? |
| 01:22:01 |
- His brain is dead. |
| 01:22:06 |
For his soul. |
| 01:22:09 |
- I don't know how to do that. |
| 01:22:12 |
Let's try. |
| 01:24:19 |
Sorry. |
| 01:25:04 |
OK, Herb... |
| 01:25:07 |
...I'm gonna let you go. |
| 01:25:14 |
I'm sure you're pissed as it is |
| 01:25:17 |
but we wanted to wait for Grace. |
| 01:25:33 |
I love you anyway, you know? |
| 01:25:43 |
I'll always love you, you bastard. |
| 01:25:47 |
Are you ready now? |
| 01:26:48 |
OK, it's time to turn the corner. |
| 01:26:50 |
I'm going to stay with Ben |
| 01:26:53 |
I'm gonna find a place near them, |
| 01:26:55 |
and I'm gonna wait |
| 01:27:57 |
I'm awake. |
| 01:28:06 |
- Hi, Momma. |
| 01:28:11 |
- A trip? |
| 01:28:13 |
And I was wondering if you could |
| 01:28:18 |
and take whatever you want, |
| 01:28:19 |
and then tell them to give the rest |
| 01:28:23 |
What about the memorial service? |
| 01:28:25 |
Right, just call everybody on here |
| 01:28:28 |
and just call me on my cell |
| 01:28:31 |
And you know what? |
| 01:28:33 |
Mom, are you actually leaving? |
| 01:28:36 |
- I'll be back. |
| 01:28:39 |
Your father was in love with a woman |
| 01:28:42 |
over the past four years. I am not going |
| 01:28:51 |
- Who is that guy? |
| 01:28:53 |
- A friend? What's going on? |
| 01:28:59 |
- I'm just seeing what happens next. |
| 01:29:02 |
She's given us half her life. |
| 01:29:19 |
I love you, I love you, I love you. |
| 01:29:26 |
I don't know |
| 01:29:28 |
I don't know who I'll be in it. |
| 01:29:32 |
All I know is |
| 01:29:52 |
# I think I lost it |
| 01:29:54 |
# Let me know if you come across it |
| 01:29:57 |
# Let me know if I let it fall |
| 01:30:04 |
# Money can't replace it |
| 01:30:07 |
# No memory can erase it |
| 01:30:10 |
# And I know I'm never gonna find |
| 01:30:17 |
# Give me some love to fill me up |
| 01:30:20 |
# Give me some time, give me some stuff |
| 01:30:23 |
# Give me a sign |
| 01:30:25 |
# Give me some kind of reason |
| 01:30:29 |
# Are you heavy enough to make me stay? |
| 01:30:33 |
# I feel like I might blow away |
| 01:30:36 |
# I thought I was in heaven |
| 01:30:38 |
# But I was only dreamin' |
| 01:30:43 |
# I think I lost it |
| 01:30:45 |
# Let me know if you come across it |
| 01:30:49 |
# Let me know if I let it fall |
| 01:30:56 |
# Money can't replace it |
| 01:30:59 |
# No memory can erase it |
| 01:31:02 |
# And I know I'm never gonna find |
| 01:31:34 |
# I just wanna live the life I please |
| 01:31:38 |
# I don't want no enemies |
| 01:31:40 |
# I don't want nothing |
| 01:31:47 |
# Never take nothing don't belong to me |
| 01:31:50 |
# Everything's paid for, nothing's free |
| 01:31:53 |
# If I give my heart |
| 01:31:55 |
# Will you promise not to break it? |
| 01:32:00 |
# I think I lost it |
| 01:32:03 |
# Let me know if you come across it |
| 01:32:06 |
# Let me know if I let it fall |
| 01:32:13 |
# Money can't replace it |
| 01:32:16 |
# No memory can erase it |
| 01:32:19 |
# And I know I'm never gonna find |
| 01:32:26 |
# Money can't replace it |
| 01:32:29 |
# No memory can erase it |
| 01:32:32 |
# And I know I'm never gonna find |
| 01:33:54 |
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