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00:00:35 All I wanted was to be invisible.
00:00:42 It was a simple request.
00:00:45 It didn't involve anyone else.
00:00:49 When I was in a room with another person,
00:00:53 I felt like I was only half there.
00:00:56 When I was in a room with two other people,
00:01:00 I felt like a third of myself.
00:01:03 When I was in a room
00:01:07 I felt like a quarter of myself.
00:01:10 And when I was in a whole crowd of people,
00:01:16 I felt like nobody.
00:01:40 I hate you.
00:01:42 Please.
00:01:48 ...all of those things.
00:01:49 I think he's hot.
00:01:51 Tiff Peedle told me he only has one nut.
00:01:54 Tiff Peedle's a pathological liar.
00:01:56 You never know.
00:01:57 There's only one way to find out, really.
00:01:59 You're not doing that. Stop.
00:02:01 No. No.
00:02:03 Hey, Connor.
00:02:07 - Hey, what's going on?
00:02:14 - He blatantly likes you.
00:02:16 - Blatantly wants to fuck you.
00:02:18 Frederica Diaz told me
00:02:21 - Frederica Diaz?
00:02:23 Sophomore, fall, big butt, small skirts,
00:02:26 - Yes.
00:02:31 What?
00:02:34 - God.
00:02:37 Your new sister is Z-list.
00:02:40 She's not my sister.
00:02:42 It's karmic law, Nina. Your house is perfect,
00:02:46 Don't be gross.
00:02:48 And you're the prettiest girl in school.
00:02:51 Yeah, well, I'm fat.
00:02:52 Well, you were bound to inherit
00:02:58 Dot.
00:03:00 Do you mind if I sit down with you?
00:03:03 I could sure use some company.
00:03:33 Come on, we've been waiting for you.
00:03:35 Fuck! It's ridiculous!
00:03:41 Hurry up.
00:03:43 - Where was she hiding?
00:03:47 What a freak.
00:03:56 Can't believe my parents took her in.
00:03:57 When she arrived last week,
00:03:59 she was holding a cardboard box
00:04:10 I really wish you would accept Dot, Nina.
00:04:13 Whatever. It wasn't my decision.
00:04:16 - She's sitting right there.
00:04:19 She can't even speak.
00:04:21 It's like she's a cat, or a dog or something.
00:04:25 My mom says hi.
00:04:27 She wanted me to tell you that her sister
00:04:30 if you're interested. She lives in Wallingford.
00:04:33 Well, I will give her a call.
00:04:34 I'm still very busy here, though.
00:04:37 Or the living room, or the dining room.
00:04:42 Will you help me with dinner, Dot?
00:04:47 Don't touch that, please.
00:04:50 I'm sorry. My mom's a total control freak.
00:04:52 This could be the fabric for our new couch.
00:04:55 Jesus Christ, Mom, she was just touching it.
00:05:01 Besides, you're letting the retarded girl
00:05:03 Be careful, Nina, she can read lips.
00:05:06 Your bedroom looks great, Mrs. Deer.
00:05:08 I love the new curtains.
00:05:11 When were you in my bedroom?
00:05:13 We were just getting some lipstick, Mom.
00:05:16 Mr. Deer did such a nice job
00:05:20 It's the nicest house in Meriden,
00:05:24 Thank you, Michelle.
00:05:30 Not like that, Dot.
00:05:42 I was watching the news.
00:05:44 Why can't we watch something
00:05:48 - Michelle's staying for dinner.
00:05:50 Why, there's not enough food
00:05:52 Your father's had a long day.
00:05:56 Well, then,
00:06:01 Paul Deer, how nice to see you again.
00:06:05 Janice Feltswater.
00:06:07 I'm Nina's college advisor.
00:06:10 - Oh, yes.
00:06:11 I've been meaning to touch base with you.
00:06:15 I'm concerned.
00:06:18 - About Nina?
00:06:20 - The disabled girl you've taken in?
00:06:23 She seems very unhappy.
00:06:26 She just lost her father.
00:06:30 - What about her mother?
00:06:33 - Tragic.
00:06:35 You are so good to have taken her in.
00:06:38 You're not only a brilliant architect,
00:06:41 - Thank you.
00:06:43 - Yes.
00:06:45 My wife had a root canal.
00:06:48 - Ouch.
00:06:49 - Well, it was nice to see you.
00:06:51 - Good night.
00:06:52 - I will. Good night.
00:07:02 Hello, Dot.
00:07:06 She spent most of the day in the bathroom.
00:07:09 She's a total freak.
00:07:15 You look nice today.
00:07:19 I just said that you look nice today.
00:07:22 Well, I look like shit
00:07:25 Mom's passed out in the living room.
00:07:42 Hey, come here. Take it.
00:07:46 It's great.
00:07:47 It's, like, socially acceptable.
00:07:51 My mom won't notice.
00:07:56 Pussy.
00:08:20 Hey.
00:08:22 Paisley.
00:08:25 It's hard work decorating, Paul.
00:08:28 I have to rely on the French
00:08:37 Come on. Let's get you to bed. Come on.
00:08:42 Up you go.
00:08:44 Up.
00:08:46 You all right?
00:09:03 Thanks, hon.
00:09:12 Stop it.
00:09:14 - What?
00:09:17 - Like what?
00:09:32 This arrived today.
00:09:36 Now the room is finally finished.
00:09:39 It's perfect.
00:09:43 Good.
00:09:50 I'm sorry.
00:09:52 About Dot.
00:09:57 I want her here, Olivia.
00:10:02 - I should get the girls dinner.
00:10:06 Don't imply, every time you say
00:10:10 you are implying I am not the one doing it.
00:10:13 You're tired, Olivia. Get some sleep.
00:10:15 No, I'm self-aware!
00:10:24 So, you think Dot's going to be able
00:10:29 I don't know, why don't you ask her?
00:10:34 You know, there's an American Sign
00:10:38 I thought it would be fun
00:10:42 You mean she's actually staying?
00:10:44 Of course she's staying, Nina.
00:10:48 She doesn't have any family.
00:10:53 It wouldn't hurt for you to, you know,
00:10:57 It couldn't help but look good
00:10:59 People like to see a little initiative.
00:11:04 Hello? Yeah. I know.
00:11:07 Yeah, well, let me call you back. Okay.
00:11:10 You make yourself at home, okay, Dot?
00:11:14 I'm spending the night at Michelle's.
00:11:18 Tonight?
00:11:19 Yeah, I wanted to give you
00:11:29 Michelle Fell with Norman Griss,
00:11:32 Nina Deer with Nelim Sathime.
00:11:35 Oh, and, Dot,
00:11:37 for this dissection
00:11:42 Okay?
00:11:44 All right, everybody.
00:11:47 - Hi.
00:11:50 and get yourself acquainted
00:11:54 I'm calling PETA.
00:11:58 Save it, Miss Fell.
00:12:06 Gentle, Dot, slow.
00:12:09 The pig is already dead.
00:12:17 I can't believe that auditory waste product
00:12:20 It's like Piln trying to hold fate.
00:12:22 And I want to fuck him.
00:12:24 Fuck him.
00:12:25 He's obviously afraid of commitment.
00:12:28 So, who do you want to bang-chung
00:12:33 No one.
00:12:34 Nina, you got to get it going.
00:12:38 Don't worry, I'm not going to tell anybody.
00:12:40 It's just if you don't pop this thing
00:12:42 you're going to end up
00:12:45 Blatantly.
00:12:46 Now, I really just don't get it.
00:12:49 Except Connor. Dibs on him this semester.
00:12:54 Look.
00:12:55 Dot's found a companion
00:12:59 Maybe Myrna will adopt her, and that way
00:14:05 When Beethoven was 17 years old,
00:14:11 In 1801, when Beethoven first discovered
00:14:16 he got severely depressed.
00:14:22 ...he actually knows who I am.
00:14:24 Watch, I'm telling you right now...
00:14:31 - What?
00:14:33 - I want to see.
00:14:35 Hey, what the fuck? You don't want to fuck
00:14:38 - Come on.
00:14:41 But he emerged from this moment of crisis
00:14:50 His middle period
00:14:55 as in his opera, Fidelio,
00:15:00 where a wife saves
00:15:04 at the hands of his enemy.
00:15:10 Come here, Dot.
00:15:17 It's too bad I stopped seeing you
00:15:22 I always wanted a sister.
00:15:24 You know, maybe if you would have had
00:15:27 you wouldn't look like a janitor.
00:15:32 There, looks perfect.
00:15:37 Later.
00:16:08 I had a pop quiz in history today. I got a B-.
00:16:12 - That's too bad.
00:16:15 I thought it was a good thing.
00:16:17 The least you could do
00:16:23 Your hair is getting so long.
00:16:26 It's so soft.
00:16:29 Thanks, Daddy.
00:16:34 I was seven when my mom died.
00:16:37 After that, my father became my world.
00:17:00 When I was little,
00:17:05 my father would press his back
00:17:08 with his eyes closed
00:17:10 so that he could feel the vibrations
00:17:14 It was his way of listening.
00:17:28 One day
00:17:31 we were eating French fries.
00:17:35 I was playing with the ketchup on my plate.
00:17:41 My father told me
00:17:46 I said I had to go to the bathroom.
00:17:50 He told me to meet him
00:17:57 By the time I got there,
00:18:05 My father had run in front of a truck
00:18:21 The police officer told me
00:18:25 It was fast, there was no pain.
00:18:29 I'm supposed to find comfort in that.
00:18:34 For the record, he had looked both ways,
00:18:37 but he couldn't hear the truck's horn
00:18:41 No one ran to save him.
00:18:43 No one bothered to run out and grab him.
00:18:47 If I had been there with him,
00:18:52 If I hadn't left him alone.
00:19:05 Daddy.
00:19:12 You have such a beautiful back.
00:19:17 If only you weren't so beautiful.
00:19:19 I gained three pounds.
00:19:22 What was that?
00:20:01 How is the Alderside house coming?
00:20:03 Fine, fine.
00:20:16 I'm spending the night at Michelle's.
00:20:21 - It's a school night.
00:20:26 - You're not going.
00:20:28 Why can't she go?
00:20:31 Don't contradict me just to contradict me.
00:20:34 We're just going to the movies
00:20:36 Boys?
00:20:38 - It's none of your business.
00:20:40 Yeah, Michelle and I were gonna gang-bang
00:20:43 in the back row of the Cineplex.
00:20:45 You're not going.
00:20:49 Why not?
00:20:58 I finished all my homework.
00:21:01 She finished all her homework.
00:21:06 - So can I go?
00:21:11 Thanks, Dad.
00:21:15 Hello? Yeah. I'll be out in a sec.
00:21:17 Michelle's waiting outside. Bye.
00:21:30 What's wrong?
00:21:36 - She thinks she can do whatever she wants.
00:21:40 You're not helping me, Olivia.
00:21:43 I'm trying to raise her.
00:21:45 I am trying to do things right,
00:21:49 You constantly contradict me.
00:21:50 Calm down. I hate it when you snap at me.
00:21:53 You undermine my authority.
00:21:56 - Don't be ridiculous, they're just girls.
00:22:05 I'm sorry you had to see that, Dot.
00:22:12 Well, he loses his temper once in a while
00:22:17 People can be very complicated, Dot.
00:22:21 You know, your mother was complicated.
00:22:25 I married the first man I was with,
00:22:29 Your mother was a big, old, lucky slut.
00:22:34 You look like your mother, you know that?
00:22:36 You are the same age now
00:22:41 Hold on.
00:22:49 Here was our apartment after graduation.
00:22:54 I put that wallpaper up
00:22:57 God, look at my hair.
00:23:08 You know, you should make
00:23:13 There you go, you look much better.
00:23:19 I envy your mother sometimes.
00:23:23 Never having to grow old.
00:23:33 What, you want to go to a movie?
00:23:35 Of course. Sure, I can take you.
00:23:38 You're in no condition to drive.
00:23:41 She's all alone, Paul. She wants to go
00:23:44 The poor girl.
00:23:45 I'll drive her.
00:23:51 Paul is going to drive you.
00:24:22 Move over so I can sit next to Connor.
00:24:25 I want to see if he gets a hard-on
00:24:36 Should we ask Dot to sit with us?
00:24:41 - Some people prefer to sit alone.
00:24:45 No, I... Seriously, guys, think about it.
00:24:47 I mean, imagine what that's got to be like,
00:24:52 - It's fucking depressing.
00:24:55 She lost her hearing
00:24:58 She was totally normal before that.
00:25:03 - That's cool.
00:25:04 I bet it'd be harder losing something
00:25:07 Okay, Deepak Chopra Winfrey.
00:25:27 One day we wake up
00:25:33 And we suck for being in it.
00:25:37 And we run away.
00:25:43 I'm telling you, she's a hermaphrodite.
00:25:46 What? You don't believe me?
00:26:02 Anything but to face ourselves as we are.
00:26:11 Anything to avoid asking
00:26:14 why we hate ourselves so much.
00:26:36 How do you know if you're a good kisser?
00:26:40 What do you mean?
00:26:43 I mean, if you were a bad kisser,
00:26:47 Or do you think you'd, like,
00:26:50 thinking you were a good kisser?
00:26:54 I don't know.
00:26:56 You'd have to ask, I guess.
00:27:00 Find someone you really trust
00:27:06 And then ask them how it was.
00:27:09 I guess.
00:28:24 I'm sick, Dot.
00:28:30 I'm sick and I hate it.
00:28:37 I thought
00:28:40 when you came here,
00:28:50 I thought maybe having
00:28:59 I don't know.
00:29:02 I don't know what I thought.
00:29:27 I hate it.
00:29:41 If you could live anywhere in the world,
00:29:45 I don't know.
00:29:46 Did you ever think about that before?
00:29:48 - Of course. I think about it all the time.
00:29:53 How about you?
00:29:56 Florida, maybe.
00:29:58 - Super sunny.
00:30:02 Maybe Australia.
00:30:05 Random. Why?
00:30:09 It's really far away.
00:30:36 Whatever, Nina.
00:30:38 Just wait until your mom and dad are asleep
00:30:41 My mom's a chronic insomniac,
00:30:43 - I mean, with your mom it should be easy.
00:30:46 Def Jam Records over there won't tattle.
00:30:50 - Look, I said I'd try.
00:30:53 We've got the place to ourselves,
00:30:55 Maybe you can snag some pills
00:30:57 Her mom's a major prescriptaholic.
00:31:00 - Michelle.
00:31:01 - Shut up.
00:31:03 We're gonna be late for practice.
00:31:12 - Why the dramarama?
00:31:13 Look at me right now.
00:31:15 Brian's parents are going to be gone
00:31:17 Connor and Brian
00:31:19 and you're not gonna fuck this up for me.
00:31:21 Why do I have to be there?
00:31:23 Because he doesn't want to fuck Fiona.
00:31:25 Look, I said I'd try, Michelle. Drop it.
00:31:27 You know, your mom passes out
00:31:29 and your dad must go to sleep sometime.
00:31:32 I gotta go to class.
00:31:41 - Hello?
00:31:44 What do you want?
00:31:45 I just had a quiet moment at the office.
00:31:48 - Fine.
00:31:52 I gotta get to class.
00:31:55 Who was that?
00:31:57 My mom. She's so needy.
00:32:48 Shit!
00:33:30 Hey, Dot.
00:33:59 Life sucks, Dot. I feel like I can tell you this.
00:34:03 I feel like I can be honest
00:34:08 Look at you.
00:34:11 Eating your sandwich like a piglet
00:34:16 It's strangely comforting.
00:34:19 When I first met you,
00:34:22 I hated your face,
00:34:25 and your dumb blank stare.
00:34:30 But now that I feel like I know you again,
00:34:34 It's so nice to know that there's someone
00:34:40 I'm gonna kill my dad, Dot.
00:34:45 Tonight.
00:34:50 I hate him, you know.
00:34:52 I hate him but I love him.
00:34:55 I hate it when he won't let me go out
00:34:58 but I love it when he fucks me.
00:35:01 I hate when he fucks me, too, though.
00:35:03 You see how that works?
00:35:11 He likes it
00:35:16 I stick the tip of his nipple between my teeth
00:35:19 and I rub my tongue back and forth on it,
00:35:27 It drives him wild.
00:35:30 I made him come once
00:35:32 I didn't even have to touch his dick once.
00:35:36 I love that I can tell you this shit.
00:35:40 Because it's like it's off my chest,
00:35:48 Michelle's dad's got a gun.
00:35:51 I know where it is.
00:35:56 But I figure it'd be too gross.
00:35:59 You know, with Mom's decorating and all.
00:36:02 Although she's probably already joined
00:36:03 Judy Garland and Marilyn Monroe
00:36:06 She's like an E! True Meriden Story.
00:36:13 I'm gonna do it late.
00:36:17 Mom won't wake up.
00:36:20 You can't hear.
00:36:22 It'll just be me,
00:36:25 my daddy,
00:36:27 and a bullet.
00:36:30 Michelle's gonna steal it for me
00:36:33 Pow.
00:37:55 Hey, hey, sorry. Did I scare you?
00:37:58 I didn't mean to.
00:38:00 I was just looking for you.
00:38:01 I heard the music. That's, like, amazing.
00:38:02 I've never been good at anything
00:38:08 Look,
00:38:09 I was just wondering when you wanted
00:38:22 Dot.
00:38:24 Dot!
00:38:26 The wallpaper in the dining room
00:38:29 - They ordered the wrong paper.
00:38:32 They made a mistake. They'll replace it.
00:38:35 If I had to eat dinner
00:38:38 - I would seriously hurl.
00:38:41 What? I'm just saying.
00:38:43 What, is it illegal now
00:38:49 - That's Michelle.
00:38:53 Yeah, we're friends, Mom,
00:38:55 If you had any, you'd know.
00:39:02 - Connor.
00:39:04 - What are you doing here?
00:39:06 She should be here by now.
00:39:07 You know Michelle,
00:39:10 You can come in, though.
00:39:12 - I came to see Dot.
00:39:15 Yeah. I mean, she lives here, right?
00:39:17 Yeah, totally.
00:39:18 Yeah, Dot totally lives here, yeah.
00:39:21 I figured it wouldn't make much sense
00:39:25 Yeah. Sorry. I'm totally rude.
00:39:29 My mom is decorating
00:39:33 Okay.
00:39:39 - You're not Michelle.
00:39:43 - Who are you?
00:39:46 You never told us about Connor, Nina.
00:39:50 He came for Dot.
00:39:52 What are you going to do with her?
00:39:56 We're lab partners in biology.
00:40:00 That must be Michelle.
00:40:09 Put this somewhere.
00:40:11 I waited until my dad was asleep.
00:40:13 - So, you go to school with Nina and Dot?
00:40:18 Nina never mentioned you.
00:40:20 - Don't give him the third degree, Paul.
00:40:23 - Connor's here.
00:40:26 He wants to see Dot.
00:40:29 Clearly an excuse. He knows we're like BFF.
00:40:33 - Fucking A. How do I look?
00:40:36 - Does he want to fuck me?
00:40:38 - Say it.
00:40:40 - Say he wants to fuck me.
00:40:43 Connor Kennedy wants to fuck me.
00:40:48 Connor Kennedy wants to fuck you.
00:40:53 Let's rock.
00:40:55 Wait! Let me stash this.
00:41:02 Dot and I actually have to go over
00:41:04 I thought maybe we could go to the library.
00:41:08 Hi, Mr. and Mrs. Deer.
00:41:10 - Hi, Connor.
00:41:13 - Dinner looks great, Mrs. Deer.
00:41:19 What are you looking at?
00:41:22 You think you two are the only ones
00:41:30 Okay. See you later.
00:41:36 - Where are they going?
00:41:39 - And you're letting her go?
00:41:42 - You never let me do anything.
00:41:45 He could be some sick fuck,
00:41:46 He said he was a friend of yours
00:41:48 And you believed him?
00:41:49 You introduced us to him,
00:42:00 I just... I have a few questions about the...
00:42:02 About the lab.
00:42:05 See, I gotta get a good mark in bio
00:42:07 'cause I need to pull a B to get this
00:42:10 and I know that I'm not going to get
00:42:13 so I kind of need this.
00:42:14 Can I help you?
00:42:16 I think we need another minute.
00:42:21 What flavor?
00:42:23 She's deaf.
00:42:25 But if you speak slowly,
00:42:28 Vanilla?
00:42:29 Strawberry?
00:42:32 Chocolate?
00:42:36 Nothing for me. I'm fine, thanks.
00:42:39 Chocolate?
00:42:41 Do you think my nipples
00:42:44 Michelle, put your tit away.
00:42:45 Well, Steph Simon was talking about it
00:42:48 - Your nipples?
00:42:49 Nipples in general.
00:42:52 - Dad! Jesus Christ, can't you knock?
00:42:57 Yeah, but can you wait until I say
00:43:00 I just wanted to see
00:43:03 I told you I did it this afternoon. Fuck.
00:43:07 Nina, can I talk to you for a second?
00:43:12 Nina?
00:43:22 - What?
00:43:24 - So what?
00:43:26 You should be focusing on your homework.
00:43:27 - Send her home.
00:43:29 You're not finished,
00:43:31 Just send her home, okay?
00:43:35 - You gotta go.
00:43:38 - Go where?
00:43:39 - Why?
00:43:41 - What if Connor comes back?
00:43:45 Okay, well, I'm picking you up at midnight
00:43:49 I can't!
00:44:05 I'm not stupid, Dot. I'm not.
00:44:10 but I'm not. I mean, I...
00:44:11 I have this learning disorder. I have ADD.
00:44:19 People think a lot of stupid things.
00:44:26 I mean, people think
00:44:35 I think about you sometimes.
00:44:40 I think about how you look naked,
00:44:44 and how quiet you are.
00:44:48 Like a doll.
00:44:53 You're a virgin, too, aren't you, Dot?
00:45:32 Stop. Stop it.
00:45:36 I'm fat.
00:45:41 You always say that. Where are you fat?
00:45:44 - I don't see any fat. Where is the fat, here?
00:45:47 Any there?
00:45:48 - Here?
00:45:59 - I have something for you.
00:46:02 - A present.
00:46:04 No, it's true. I'm gonna give it to you.
00:46:09 But first...
00:46:14 What was that?
00:46:23 Dot broke the statue.
00:46:29 I'm gonna get the dustpan.
00:46:41 You're gonna have to be a little more
00:46:56 Don't touch it, you'll cut yourself.
00:47:19 Olivia.
00:48:00 Dad, I said I was tired.
00:48:27 Be honest. Do you think I'm fat?
00:48:32 Be honest.
00:48:40 I guess I can trust you, right, Dot? I mean,
00:48:43 why would you lie to me?
00:48:57 Tonight's the night, Dot.
00:49:02 I can feel it.
00:49:04 Tonight I'm gonna kill him.
00:49:06 And I'm gonna do it at midnight.
00:49:14 You know, it's so good
00:49:17 Otherwise, you'd be, like, an accomplice.
00:49:54 Department of Child Welfare.
00:49:59 Hello?
00:50:02 Hello?
00:50:39 H-O-T, hot!
00:50:41 The Cougar team is hot.
00:50:44 H-O-T, hot!
00:50:47 When we say roar, you say net.
00:50:50 Go for the net. Meriden.
00:50:52 Meriden.
00:50:54 They got boys but we got men.
00:50:56 The Cougars stand up proud and tall.
00:50:59 The Cougars rock at basketball!
00:51:27 Hey.
00:51:32 I didn't see you there.
00:51:36 I suck at basketball and...
00:51:49 You know, usually when we win,
00:51:50 there's a whole bunch of people
00:51:53 cheering us on.
00:51:57 Got out fast today.
00:52:04 Nobody likes a loser.
00:52:15 You know,
00:52:21 I was thinking that
00:52:24 if we went on a road trip,
00:52:31 You know, we could go all the way
00:52:35 You know,
00:52:38 Pennsylvania.
00:52:39 And all the lamp posts
00:52:44 They give you free M&M's at the factory.
00:52:50 I can smell your hair.
00:52:54 It smells like cucumbers.
00:53:01 I got really, really hard last night.
00:53:07 I had to beat off.
00:53:11 And my mom was just outside of my room,
00:53:15 You know, I could hear her,
00:53:19 but I couldn't help myself.
00:53:23 I mean, I came four times.
00:53:28 I mean, four times, that isn't normal, is it?
00:53:40 What am I gonna do?
00:53:45 I'm this sex addict with a learning disorder
00:53:51 The landscaper's coming at noon tomorrow.
00:53:55 You told me already.
00:53:57 Is Nina at the basketball game?
00:54:01 She's your daughter.
00:54:03 Well, of course I know where she is,
00:54:06 That boy that came over the other night
00:54:09 - I thought he was very cute.
00:54:11 For Nina.
00:54:17 Careful, Olivia.
00:54:20 What with all these music videos
00:54:23 do you really think she needs you
00:54:24 to push her into dating
00:54:33 Paul?
00:54:36 Have I gotten fat?
00:54:38 She's only 17.
00:54:45 Come on, just look. You didn't even look.
00:54:49 - See if you can pinch an inch.
00:54:54 You're mean. I'm sleeping on the floor.
00:55:07 - Get into bed, Olivia.
00:55:12 - Get into bed.
00:55:14 Olivia, get into bed.
00:55:17 Yeah, it'll be all your fault.
00:55:29 See, I'm still as light as a feather.
00:55:34 You know,
00:55:38 It's all right.
00:55:41 But I've never done it, you know, the it.
00:55:46 Stuck it inside.
00:55:53 What?
00:55:56 What is it?
00:56:26 That's all right.
00:56:49 Nina?
00:56:54 Nina?
00:56:57 - What?
00:57:01 How am I supposed to know?
00:57:06 - How was the game?
00:57:10 We lost.
00:57:15 Don't get it on my uniform.
00:57:18 I've got something
00:57:21 What?
00:57:34 - Daddy!
00:57:35 What? Oh, my God!
00:57:39 - I told you I got you a present.
00:57:41 - You really like it?
00:57:43 I love it, Dad. It's so great.
00:57:47 - Wait a minute, Dad, wait a minute.
00:57:50 Stop.
00:57:52 Gosh. I gotta iron my uniform
00:57:58 So...
00:58:00 I'll be in my room.
00:58:15 You okay?
00:58:36 Oh, shit.
00:58:39 Do you think I have a big dick, Dot?
00:58:41 I mean, I've measured it.
00:58:45 It's pretty small when it's soft,
00:58:46 but when it gets hard, it's pretty big.
00:58:59 Wait.
00:59:00 Dot! Wait!
00:59:37 Come in.
00:59:40 I knocked and waited this time.
00:59:48 Don't do that, I can't see what I'm doing.
00:59:57 Dad, I gotta do this.
00:59:58 - Iron it before the next game.
01:00:02 Stop it!
01:00:03 I like to iron it and let it cool off.
01:00:12 Dad, I have a secret for you.
01:00:14 - You do?
01:00:15 - A surprise.
01:00:18 Sit down.
01:00:25 Close your eyes.
01:00:29 - Close your eyes.
01:00:36 I want you to be ready for this.
01:00:50 Keep them closed.
01:01:03 That feels nice.
01:01:07 I love you so much, Nina.
01:01:13 - What was that?
01:01:18 Were you not gonna yell at her
01:01:21 No, no, no, no, no. Not right now.
01:01:29 - Daddy?
01:01:37 I have to tell you something,
01:01:40 Of course, of course, honey,
01:01:44 You have to promise first.
01:01:47 Just tell me.
01:01:49 - Do you promise?
01:01:51 - Swear!
01:01:56 I'm pregnant. You can open your eyes now.
01:02:03 - What do you mean, Nina?
01:02:06 - I'm pregnant.
01:02:08 You don't believe me?
01:02:10 - How do you know?
01:02:12 - Those tests aren't accurate.
01:02:16 and I haven't had a period in six weeks.
01:02:20 Fuck!
01:02:24 That's it?
01:02:26 - That's all you're gonna say?
01:02:30 What am I gonna do about it?
01:02:32 What do you think I'm gonna do about it?
01:02:34 I don't want a baby with webbed feet
01:02:37 - I just wanted to make sure.
01:02:39 I just wanted to make sure!
01:02:41 I need $1,000.
01:02:44 $1,000?
01:02:46 There's an anonymous clinic in Fairfield.
01:02:48 - You haven't told anyone?
01:02:58 All right.
01:03:03 I'll write you a cheque.
01:03:05 You can't write me a cheque, Daddy.
01:03:16 I'll get it tomorrow.
01:03:22 Where are you going?
01:03:25 I'm tired.
01:03:28 You're probably tired, too.
01:03:40 I used to hold my breath underwater
01:03:46 My father took me to the YMCA
01:03:50 Submerged in the pool,
01:03:52 echoing against the water.
01:03:56 I would've stayed underwater forever
01:03:59 if my father hadn't been waiting for me
01:04:03 I killed my goldfish when I was little, Dot.
01:04:08 And I cut them in half with scissors.
01:04:16 When someone is waiting for you,
01:04:24 I was braver when I was a kid.
01:04:43 Hey.
01:04:45 I was just wondering if you'd want...
01:04:49 Myrna, can you do me a favor
01:04:51 if she'd go to the Spring Fling
01:04:53 Sure.
01:04:55 - She says no.
01:04:58 - That's what she said.
01:05:00 Sign back, "What do you mean, no?"
01:05:04 She says she can't go, she says she's sorry.
01:05:07 I don't understand.
01:05:10 She says to let it go now.
01:05:15 How does she know what's right for me?
01:05:20 She says she belongs by herself.
01:05:26 It's just a dance.
01:05:31 Hey.
01:05:34 I'm taking you to the dance, Dot.
01:05:42 - Carrots.
01:05:45 - I'm gonna make that fucking whore...
01:05:48 The whole world already knows
01:05:51 There's nothing left to prove.
01:06:07 I thought you could wear this to the dance.
01:06:09 I think it'll look pretty on you.
01:06:14 Suit yourself. Fine.
01:06:15 I'll just put it in the dumpster
01:06:29 Dot, I have some good news for you.
01:06:32 After tomorrow night,
01:06:37 That's right, I'm taking off.
01:06:38 I mean, who wants to stick around
01:06:42 I'm getting out of here.
01:06:44 I think maybe I could start over
01:06:47 I could work at a bar
01:06:51 or be a stripper.
01:06:52 I saw this show on MTV about strippers.
01:06:56 They make a lot of money
01:06:59 Some of them even become famous,
01:07:06 I could be like her, maybe.
01:07:08 I mean, I wouldn't really care,
01:07:15 Wouldn't matter, at least I'd be getting paid.
01:07:23 It was so hard
01:07:27 to lie to my dad about being pregnant
01:07:29 that I think a part of me thinks it's true.
01:07:34 Is that crazy?
01:07:44 I'll have $1,000, though.
01:07:45 That'll be enough to get me started
01:07:49 It'll be perfect.
01:07:52 You know, I am not letting you go
01:07:54 I just can't do it.
01:07:57 This one smells like strawberries.
01:07:59 Connor will go crazy
01:08:05 Perfect.
01:08:08 Now you almost look human.
01:08:20 Beethoven's best work
01:08:24 a period of complete deafness.
01:08:32 I imagine his mind
01:08:34 must have been the loudest silence
01:08:43 You don't like it?
01:08:47 Dot, you can't go to the dance like this.
01:08:49 You look like you should be pumping gas.
01:08:52 What about Connor?
01:09:01 You are a major enigma, Dot.
01:09:05 I don't know how you do it.
01:09:12 Do you want to let me in on your secret?
01:09:21 They say that the truth can set you free.
01:09:24 That's a lie.
01:09:28 The truth is, lies can protect us.
01:09:33 Lies keep us safe
01:09:36 from the truth.
01:09:38 Nina?
01:10:15 - Nina?
01:10:19 How do I look?
01:10:20 - I brought you the money.
01:10:26 $1,000, isn't that what you said?
01:10:29 $1,000, right.
01:10:30 - So you can fix the problem.
01:10:32 Because you're pregnant,
01:10:36 - Great.
01:10:38 Dad, I really wish
01:10:40 - That you're pregnant?
01:10:41 - What? You're pregnant, aren't you?
01:10:44 - I can keep saying it.
01:10:46 - You're pregnant, Nina, say it!
01:10:48 I'm gonna go and get ready.
01:10:49 - I can say it over and over again.
01:10:54 But no matter how many times I repeat it,
01:10:56 no matter how many times I repeat it,
01:10:58 it still doesn't make it true,
01:11:01 Huh?
01:11:07 My daughter is a whore.
01:11:17 What is that?
01:11:38 It is a neighborhood
01:11:41 - The fire broke Friday...
01:11:44 Listen to me, Nina! Listen to me.
01:11:46 I'm sick of your bullshit.
01:11:50 I don't know what you're talking about.
01:11:56 - Tampons?
01:12:00 - I bought you that purse.
01:12:02 As a present. And this is how you repay me?
01:12:04 By using it to hide your lies?
01:12:07 - They're Michelle's.
01:12:09 Are you trying to make me
01:12:12 - Are you?
01:12:15 She's not bringing her purse
01:12:17 No, Nina. No.
01:12:20 You lied to me.
01:12:23 Do you know how scared I was?
01:12:27 I'm sorry.
01:12:34 Do you know how frightened I was?
01:12:42 I love you, Daddy.
01:12:50 - What happened to my baby girl?
01:12:53 My baby girl who would listen to me
01:12:57 I'll tell you what's happened to her.
01:12:59 - She's turned into a little bitch!
01:13:03 - You're hurting me!
01:13:08 - Why?
01:13:12 I'm sorry.
01:13:15 Daddy, stop it. Please.
01:13:20 I was scared, you know.
01:13:25 I was scared.
01:13:31 No, please. I have to get ready to go out.
01:13:35 Please don't do this. Don't, please.
01:13:38 Stop!
01:13:43 - No!
01:13:45 Daddy, please,
01:13:46 - don't hit me. I have to go, please.
01:13:48 - No.
01:13:49 - I have to get ready!
01:13:51 Please, I have to get ready to go out.
01:13:54 Please, don't do this, don't.
01:13:56 - Please! Don't make me do this!
01:13:58 - Please!
01:14:00 You're hurting me! Stop it, please!
01:14:04 Please stop.
01:14:07 Stop it! No!
01:14:10 Please don't, please! Please, no!
01:14:13 ...neighbors say the first sparks
01:14:16 and it wasn't until 10:00 that the fire began
01:14:20 Authorities...
01:14:22 Stop it!
01:14:23 No! No!
01:14:27 Shut up!
01:14:30 Shut up!
01:14:34 Leave her alone!
01:14:44 Shut up!
01:14:47 Stop!
01:14:57 Shut up!
01:15:23 No. No.
01:15:24 No! You killed my daddy!
01:15:29 You killed my daddy!
01:15:34 You fucking bitch!
01:15:37 You lying fucking bitch!
01:15:40 If you wouldn't have been
01:15:43 this would've never happened.
01:15:47 No one would've known.
01:15:50 No one would have ever known.
01:15:53 And this would have never happened.
01:16:06 It's a miracle.
01:16:09 You can hear.
01:16:15 Move it or lose it, Nina!
01:16:19 Get it together.
01:16:23 Come on, Nina.
01:16:25 Go around the front,
01:16:28 Go.
01:16:41 Nina, we have to bury the backpack.
01:16:47 - Jesus, it took you guys long enough.
01:16:52 - What's with the backpack?
01:16:55 Stop it!
01:16:58 So secretive.
01:17:16 Your eyes are red. Red, right?
01:17:18 - Yeah.
01:17:19 - What'd you take?
01:17:23 I think one was vicodin and maybe codeine.
01:17:25 Well, did you bring me some?
01:17:28 No.
01:17:30 - Do you have any cigarettes?
01:17:34 Hold these for me
01:17:41 There you are. Do you want to go dance?
01:17:55 Let's take that bag off.
01:17:59 Come on, let's go.
01:18:24 You're shaking. Are you nervous?
01:19:02 I like dancing with you, Dot.
01:19:14 Dot, wait.
01:19:23 Dot?
01:19:27 Turn around, Dot.
01:19:43 Can you hear me?
01:19:48 I'm sorry.
01:19:51 You can talk?
01:19:54 You can hear?
01:19:59 You're a psycho, you know that?
01:20:02 - All those things I said to you were private.
01:20:07 You sat there
01:20:14 You sat there and you listened to me talk
01:20:17 - Connor, please.
01:20:19 You don't like to hear it any more, Dot?
01:20:22 It's not as much fun when you have
01:20:26 - Please.
01:20:30 Fuck you.
01:20:45 Nina. Come on, we gotta go.
01:20:50 - Where are we going?
01:21:06 Here.
01:21:42 I think that's deep enough.
01:21:57 I never got to bury my father.
01:22:07 Your father must have known
01:22:10 that you could hear.
01:22:15 It was our secret.
01:22:26 Why did you do it?
01:22:32 Because you wouldn't.
01:22:41 No, I mean,
01:22:43 why did you pretend
01:22:50 I just...
01:22:53 I wanted to be closer to him.
01:23:01 And invisible to everyone else.
01:23:09 - Well, you can't now.
01:23:13 Because then we'll both be alone.
01:23:49 Let's go home.
01:24:20 Mom! Where are they taking you?
01:24:23 Nina, hold on, I'm going to go away
01:24:28 I did a terrible, terrible thing.
01:24:31 I killed your father.
01:24:33 He went crazy. He was throwing things,
01:24:36 and breaking things,
01:24:39 And I took a piano wire
01:24:43 and I strangled him with it.
01:24:45 - Okay, time's up.
01:24:49 I didn't want him to hurt you.
01:24:55 I'm sorry, Nina. Can you ever forgive me?
01:25:00 I am so sorry.
01:25:23 People always talk
01:25:29 but no one talks about the quiet after.
01:25:43 At least after the storm
01:25:47 you know it's really over.
01:26:08 When Beethoven died in 1827,
01:26:12 over 10,000 people came to mourn.
01:26:19 From the beginning.
01:26:22 I used to fantasize that when I died
01:26:28 Having led my life invisibly,
01:26:42 But being invisible isn't worth it in the end.
01:26:46 Because when you're invisible,
01:26:51 but you can't help seeing other people.