Solaris

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00:00:47 Chris, what is it?
00:00:52 I love you so much.
00:00:57 Don't you love me any more?
00:01:12 I've made progress, and I recognise that.
00:01:16 But my wife, who I can't
00:01:22 Anything can set her off. It
00:01:26 something on the news, something
00:01:30 A commemorative T-shirt in the window.
00:01:35 and it's like all my progress
00:01:40 I feel totally the opposite. I see the TV and
00:01:45 and I feel nothing. The more I see the images,
00:01:51 I mean, I think I'm supposed to feel
00:01:59 Linda, this is Chris Kelvin.
00:02:03 I have two times available this week;
00:02:06 7am on Tuesday or 6.15pm on Thursday.
00:02:11 You can leave a message if either of
00:02:18 Well, I know that's not true.
00:02:21 Because I know you, and I know it's not true.
00:02:30 Good. I'm glad.
00:02:33 All right.
00:02:35 Let's pick this up on Wednesday.
00:03:40 Can I help you?
00:03:42 We're looking for Dr Chris Kelvin.
00:03:51 Chris...
00:03:55 I can't imagine what you must be
00:04:00 I apologise if it seems melodramatic,
00:04:07 in the situation.
00:04:10 I need your help.
00:04:13 I need you to come to Solaris, Chris.
00:04:16 I don't know how to describe
00:04:20 We can't even agree amongst ourselves
00:04:30 I suppose the most obvious
00:04:36 But none of us want to. That's why
00:04:46 I told the crew that your
00:04:50 made you the ideal candidate for this job.
00:04:55 Don't worry. I didn't elaborate.
00:04:59 But it's true.
00:05:02 So, anyway...
00:05:07 I hope you will come to Solaris, Chris.
00:05:11 I think you need to.
00:05:13 You will see what I mean.
00:05:17 I wish I could be more specific
00:05:23 People are listening.
00:05:31 You can imagine the distress Dr
00:05:39 Why not send in the security force?
00:05:41 We did. We lost contact as
00:05:46 They haven't returned.
00:05:50 There must be some sort of on-board Al system.
00:05:53 They shut it down.
00:05:55 The company was hoping to solve this
00:05:59 Obviously these are extreme circumstances.
00:06:04 Some preparation is involved but
00:06:07 The flight itself is fully automated.
00:06:15 We feel confident that if you board the
00:06:22 Is that what everybody wants?
00:06:26 Of course.
00:11:42 Find the probability of F.
00:11:48 OK, stop. Go back.
00:11:53 Snow.
00:12:15 Kelvin, is it?
00:12:18 Yeah.
00:12:20 Kelvin. Right. Oh, man.
00:12:24 Sorry about that, Kelvin.
00:12:26 Names, you know, just...
00:12:29 For some reason.
00:12:31 Yeah.
00:12:34 Well, you wanna come in?
00:12:37 I'm fine.
00:12:39 Whose blood is that, leading to the lab?
00:12:44 Yeah. Blood.
00:12:48 How 'bout that?
00:12:54 Katarn.
00:12:56 He, um...
00:12:59 Security forces showed up and he just took off,
00:13:02 and they put a hole in his pot.
00:13:07 What happened to Gibarian?
00:13:14 It was a suicide.
00:13:19 Who found him?
00:13:21 I found him.
00:13:24 What happened to Rhys?
00:13:27 Yeah, now, Rhys...
00:13:30 We don't know, because the
00:13:35 - Disappeared?
00:13:37 - How did he disappear?
00:13:41 Don't know. We do know that he's not on the ship,
00:13:45 and that's all we know.
00:13:49 Where's Dr Gordon?
00:13:52 Dr Gordon. She is in her room,
00:13:56 and Dr Gordon won't let you in her room.
00:14:06 Can you tell me what's happening here?
00:14:11 I could tell you what's happening,
00:14:13 but I don't know if that'd
00:14:27 I just wanna talk to you.
00:14:31 You have to give me your
00:14:39 All right.
00:14:56 Well?
00:14:58 - What happened to Gibarian?
00:15:02 - I wanted to hear your version.
00:15:06 He killed himself.
00:15:10 Why haven't you come home? What happened here?
00:15:15 What did you find?
00:15:20 - Who are you representing?
00:15:24 before they abandon this
00:15:37 Until it starts happening to you,
00:16:30 - Who else is here?
00:16:34 I saw a boy.
00:16:40 Gibarian's son.
00:16:45 - Michael.
00:16:49 I think that's why you're here.
00:16:53 I want a formal interview with you and
00:16:56 Yeah. All right.
00:17:00 How much sleep do you need, Kelvin?
00:17:03 - How much sleep?
00:17:05 - How long can you go without sleep?
00:17:11 Well,
00:17:12 when you do go to sleep,
00:17:16 I find I sleep much better with the door locked.
00:17:23 I was with the project when it was still
00:17:29 I was trained in physics.
00:17:31 I was sent here to assess the
00:17:36 Whether or not it was a viable commercial
00:17:42 I was still compiling data when
00:17:46 Did you run any tests on the food, air, water?
00:17:49 I checked it 50 times. There are no signs
00:17:58 How about you? How are you doing?
00:18:03 Depression.
00:18:05 Along with bouts of hypomania
00:18:09 Suggestions of agoraphobia,
00:18:13 shock, fatigue, denial.
00:18:16 - Not unusual, given the circumstances.
00:18:20 All right. Now, what can you tell
00:18:26 Just that I want it to
00:18:31 If I can stop it that means
00:18:41 You know you can go home,
00:18:47 I can guarantee it.
00:18:56 Yeah.
00:18:58 The thing is... Man, I would
00:19:04 But Gordon?
00:19:07 Gordon happens to be Gordon, you know?
00:19:19 But I'll see what I can do.
00:19:22 We take off into the cosmos.
00:19:27 Ready for anything
00:19:32 Death.
00:19:37 We're proud of ourselves.
00:19:39 But when you think about
00:19:47 We don't want other worlds. We want mirrors.
00:22:33 So, anyway... How's the spawn?
00:22:36 Oh, good. He cries and shits
00:22:40 I know the feeling.
00:22:43 When are you leaving?
00:22:46 - We've been postponed again.
00:22:49 Nobody knows yet.
00:22:51 The governments are looking for a buyer. I
00:22:56 You can tell me. I'm a doctor.
00:22:58 Well, Doctor, as we study Solaris,
00:23:02 the most interesting thing is it...
00:23:06 Well, it seems to be reacting. Almost
00:23:11 We can't explain it.
00:23:14 Are you listening to me? Chris?
00:23:19 - So anyway...
00:23:23 Go to her. Her name is Rheya. She's a
00:23:29 Maybe she needs a shrink.
00:23:31 Don't we all?
00:24:18 Don't blow it.
00:24:25 You start.
00:24:27 I did.
00:24:29 Really?
00:24:31 All right, I'm gonna resist the
00:24:37 - Do you always resist your impulses?
00:24:42 Try poetry.
00:24:47 "And death shall have no dominion."
00:24:50 Thomas.
00:24:54 It's not a very happy poem, though.
00:24:58 Well, you didn't seem very happy
00:25:07 I wasn't.
00:25:10 And tonight?
00:25:15 It's early.
00:27:54 Goddammit.
00:28:30 I'm awake.
00:28:33 Yes.
00:28:36 How are you here?
00:28:41 How do you mean?
00:28:45 Where do you think you are? Where
00:28:51 At home.
00:28:55 Where is home?
00:28:59 With you, where we live.
00:29:02 And do you remember being anywhere else
00:29:10 - Our apartment.
00:29:16 It's dark. It's very very dark.
00:29:21 And there are no paintings on the wall.
00:29:25 No pictures anywhere.
00:29:29 No pictures on the fridge, even, which
00:29:34 Do you remember where we first saw each other?
00:29:41 On a train.
00:29:53 Chris...
00:30:01 I'm so happy to see you.
00:30:06 I love you so much.
00:30:14 Don't you love me any more?
00:30:22 I have to check out something with the crew.
00:30:25 No!
00:30:27 Don't leave me!
00:30:29 Why?
00:30:33 - Why?
00:30:44 It's OK.
00:30:58 Why are you sitting over there?
00:31:05 Can I come and sit with you?
00:32:18 Hey.
00:32:24 What was that?
00:32:30 Yeah.
00:32:32 How 'bout that?
00:32:35 Still workin' on that.
00:32:42 Where's your visitor?
00:32:45 I don't know. Stopped appearing.
00:32:50 - Who's your visitor?
00:33:12 Who was it?
00:33:16 My wife.
00:33:20 Dead?
00:33:30 So what was her name?
00:33:35 Will she come back?
00:33:44 Do you want her to?
00:34:43 - No, it isn't.
00:34:45 - No, it isn't. It's crap.
00:34:48 You can submit it to someone
00:34:52 That's not an indication of anything.
00:34:54 So no one else's opinion counts except for yours?
00:34:59 - Yeah.
00:35:02 - That's insane.
00:35:05 Brings out the red in my eyes.
00:35:11 Did you show it to your father?
00:35:15 - Yeah.
00:35:17 - And he liked it.
00:35:19 - He said he liked it.
00:35:24 He's a man who doesn't pass out
00:35:29 - What's that tell you?
00:35:33 All right. When do you wanna get hitched?
00:35:40 Every time I bring it up you
00:35:45 I know.
00:35:46 I'm sorry. It's just...
00:35:49 It's so difficult for me.
00:35:51 Still? Is it something that I'm not doing?
00:35:55 No. That's not the issue at all.
00:35:58 Because, you know, if you keep putting this off,
00:36:01 then in 15 or 20 years I'm just gonna stop asking.
00:36:05 Well, I've got ages, then.
00:36:09 So apart from the poem that you
00:36:15 The night that you were hitting on me.
00:36:17 Oh, I don't think so. What's your favourite poem?
00:36:20 My favourite Dylan Thomas
00:36:25 There's the...
00:36:27 Well, there's the one he's most famous for,
00:36:30 which starts:
00:36:33 - "There was a young man from Nantucket..."
00:36:38 I'm not marrying you.
00:36:44 Oh, you're marrying me.
00:36:57 Would we have to invite anyone else?
00:37:01 There should be witnesses.
00:37:05 Otherwise nobody'd believe us.
00:37:11 When I was little I had this
00:37:16 who used to live under the
00:37:20 I used to go and visit. I had a very
00:37:24 As you know. That was like my sibling.
00:37:28 That was the person I used to have battles
00:37:35 What happened progressively
00:37:39 is that my mother stopped communicating with me.
00:37:42 She only communicated with me as
00:37:47 and we didn't have conversations any more.
00:37:49 Admittedly, she was certifiable.
00:37:52 But that was a strange way to grow up.
00:37:58 You know, you're with the right man.
00:38:00 I so know that. That's what's great.
00:38:03 Cos, man...
00:38:31 Rheya.
00:38:34 It's me.
00:38:44 I don't remember that.
00:38:48 When did you get that?
00:38:52 I got it just before I came here.
00:38:55 - Was I with you?
00:39:06 I don't actually remember anything.
00:39:11 I only remember you.
00:39:16 Have I been ill?
00:39:21 Sort of.
00:39:25 And we've been apart?
00:39:27 - Yes.
00:39:30 A few years.
00:39:34 - Were you alone?
00:39:37 Was that difficult?
00:39:43 It was easier than being with someone else.
00:39:47 Did you think about me?
00:39:53 Yes.
00:40:03 What is that, out there?
00:40:07 Solaris.
00:40:10 Oh, my God, yes.
00:40:18 I can't remember how I got here.
00:40:21 Did I come here with you?
00:40:25 - I don't know how you got here.
00:40:32 I woke up and you were here.
00:40:37 So I wasn't here yesterday?
00:40:39 No.
00:40:43 Right.
00:41:38 Getting dressed?
00:41:42 People will notice tonight.
00:41:45 If you're not there, Rheya,
00:41:48 people will notice.
00:41:54 I can put up with all of it, you know?
00:42:01 changing jobs every three months, all of it.
00:42:07 What I can't put up with is you hiding from me.
00:42:10 Why do you do that?
00:42:17 Do you wanna be here?
00:42:20 Cos I need help. I can't do this...
00:42:28 The idea of God was dreamed up by man.
00:42:32 A silly animal with a small brain.
00:42:34 Even the limits that we
00:42:38 - It designs, it creates...
00:42:42 No, hold it. You're talking about something else
00:42:47 Ascribing human characteristics
00:42:50 Aren't we all?
00:42:52 Rheya, given all the elements of
00:42:57 our existence is inevitable.
00:42:59 It's no more mysterious than trees or sharks.
00:43:03 We're a mathematical probability, and that's all.
00:43:07 How do you explain that of all
00:43:10 only we are conscious of our own mortality?
00:43:13 You can't explain that. That
00:43:16 Maybe religion has been bred into us.
00:43:19 The pope is a wonderful woman...
00:43:41 - Excuse me.
00:43:44 Not yet.
00:43:46 You see? He's funny, at least.
00:44:02 Where you been?
00:44:10 Away from those fucking people.
00:44:15 They're my friends.
00:44:21 Yeah.
00:44:35 Chris, I've got to talk to you.
00:44:41 What's wrong?
00:44:45 I don't understand what's happening.
00:44:50 And if I do understand what's happening
00:44:54 What do you mean?
00:44:56 I mean...
00:45:03 I'm not the person I remember.
00:45:06 Or at least I'm not sure I am.
00:45:09 I do remember things, but I
00:45:16 I don't remember experiencing those things.
00:45:24 I'm really really trying to understand.
00:45:30 And these...
00:45:33 These strange thoughts keep coming into my head,
00:45:36 and I don't know where they're
00:45:43 And I don't know what's happening.
00:45:47 - What do you think's happening?
00:45:50 - No.
00:45:52 You don't understand. Because I
00:45:57 I don't understand what is happening now.
00:46:02 This
00:46:09 But I don't. I don't remember seeing it.
00:46:13 I don't remember being there.
00:46:20 Rheya, it's fatigue. It's brought on by stress.
00:46:25 It's fatigue. That's why you take this.
00:46:29 Right. Yeah.
00:46:32 No, it is. You'll be fine. I'll talk to
00:46:36 And you're gonna be fine.
00:46:42 - I'm coming right back.
00:46:45 - Are you gonna be all right here?
00:46:53 This door locks from the inside.
00:46:56 - Yeah.
00:46:59 Yeah.
00:47:01 You sure you're gonna be all right?
00:47:03 You keep asking me that, actually. Yes. Yeah.
00:47:06 I'm fine.
00:47:09 Stay here.
00:47:33 I was so worried, man.
00:47:36 About this guy. But then you show up,
00:47:41 Particularly after the first...
00:47:45 Yeah, you were pretty...
00:47:49 You deserved to be as freaked out as you were.
00:47:52 She can never know anything
00:48:02 No.
00:48:07 I wonder if they can get pregnant.
00:48:12 Where are you going?
00:48:14 - I can't be here.
00:48:17 You should have told me.
00:48:19 - It wouldn't have made any difference.
00:48:22 Chris, I had to.
00:48:25 Obviously I had to. You know that about me.
00:48:28 I had no idea you'd react like this. Listen.
00:48:31 Listen to me.
00:48:34 What's changed? I didn't even know you wanted one.
00:48:37 Why would I want one? Why would I want a child,
00:48:40 or anything that would bring life into this house?
00:48:44 - No, Chris. No.
00:48:51 No, Chris, you don't understand.
00:48:54 You have to understand. I had no idea you
00:48:58 - Then you won't make it.
00:49:01 - Let go of me!
00:49:03 No!
00:49:09 Oh, my God.
00:49:12 Oh, no.
00:49:14 You wanna change Gordon's mind.
00:49:18 your very nice wife... She's nice, right?
00:49:22 They get together, right? Cos
00:49:27 Right now we got woman and woman, right?
00:49:31 If we get Women together on the same
00:49:35 You know what happens. All kinds
00:49:39 But good shit, you know?
00:49:41 Mysterious, but good. Usually very
00:49:46 That's my plan, you know? What do you think?
00:49:52 I'll have to think about that.
00:50:02 "And death shall have no dominion."
00:50:06 "Dead men naked, they shall be one
00:50:09 With the man in the wind and the west moon."
00:50:12 "When their bones are picked
00:50:16 They shall have stars at elbow and foot."
00:50:20 "Though they go mad they shall be sane."
00:50:23 "Though they sink through the
00:50:27 "Though lovers be lost love shall not."
00:50:31 "And death shall have no dominion."
00:51:16 You found me.
00:51:22 I came back for you.
00:51:26 I came back that day.
00:51:37 I'm sorry.
00:51:52 All right. Enough hypothesising.
00:51:55 The visitors. Are they or are they
00:51:59 Subatomic particles. I'm not sure.
00:52:01 What do you think?
00:52:03 I think probably.
00:52:05 Stabilised by what?
00:52:10 Guess.
00:52:13 I don't know. Maybe a Higgs field.
00:52:17 So if we created a negative Higgs field
00:52:24 they might disintegrate?
00:52:26 Maybe. You know, it would take a lot of power.
00:52:30 Shut down all the noncritical ship functions.
00:52:33 This is just a theory, you
00:52:36 - Let's find out.
00:52:41 What if they follow us back?
00:52:44 What if what's happening here
00:52:48 Don't you see that as a problem?
00:52:50 I think it's a serious
00:52:53 It's driving us crazy so it
00:52:56 Is that really why you think they're here?
00:52:59 Given its resources it could have
00:53:06 Meet me in the lab in an hour.
00:53:09 - I won't let you.
00:53:11 - How you gonna stop me taking her back?
00:53:16 Shouldn't be too hard. We could chart
00:53:22 Chris, what's she talking about?
00:53:25 - Nothing.
00:53:29 Maybe they don't need any.
00:53:32 Chris, what are they talking about?
00:53:35 You didn't tell her?
00:53:37 Tell me what?
00:53:55 - You came before.
00:54:00 You what?
00:54:05 I sent you away.
00:54:08 Into space.
00:54:10 Oh, my God.
00:54:16 No. Rheya...
00:54:21 Don't touch me.
00:54:23 Rheya, I didn't understand.
00:54:28 Rheya.
00:54:31 - Don't.
00:55:07 What were you trying to
00:55:14 Kelvin...
00:55:21 It is a mistake to become
00:55:26 You're being manipulated.
00:55:28 If she were ugly, you wouldn't want
00:55:34 She's a mirror that reflects part of
00:55:38 - She's alive.
00:55:42 Try to understand that, if
00:55:45 What about your visitor? The one you're
00:55:51 Who is it? What is it?
00:55:53 Does it feel? Can it touch?
00:55:56 Does it speak?
00:56:00 We are in a situation that is beyond morality.
00:56:06 Your wife is dead.
00:56:08 How do you know? How can you be definitive
00:56:14 She's a copy. A facsimile.
00:56:17 And she's seducing you all over again.
00:56:20 You're sick.
00:56:27 We are not taking her back with us.
00:57:42 Leave the light off.
00:57:57 You think you're dreaming me.
00:58:01 You're not Gibarian.
00:58:03 No?
00:58:06 Who am l, then?
00:58:09 - A puppet.
00:58:12 Well, maybe you're my puppet.
00:58:14 But like all puppets, you
00:58:18 That's the puppet's dream
00:58:28 Why did you kill yourself?
00:58:31 It seemed like a good idea at the
00:58:35 - What about your son?
00:58:39 And that's not your wife. They
00:58:49 What does Solaris want from us?
00:58:52 Why do you think it has to want something?
00:58:55 This is why you have to leave. If
00:59:01 you'll die here.
00:59:04 I can't leave her.
00:59:07 I'll figure it out.
00:59:09 Do you understand what I'm trying to tell you?
00:59:12 There are no answers.
00:59:15 Only choices.
00:59:37 Rheya?
01:00:29 Gordon!
01:01:11 - What happened?
01:01:39 She's dead.
01:01:43 No.
01:02:06 I never get used to them. These resurrections.
01:03:08 Oh, no.
01:03:12 No.
01:03:21 Why'd you do that?
01:03:25 Rheya?
01:03:27 Don't call me that.
01:03:37 There are two components.
01:03:40 A high-energy proton accelerator
01:03:46 By adjusting the tuning frequency I get
01:03:52 and an almost pure beam at 160GHz.
01:03:56 I used it on mine.
01:04:01 What happens?
01:04:03 They disappear, back where they came from.
01:04:10 It's what she wants.
01:04:15 I won't let her do it.
01:04:19 She'll come to me when you're asleep.
01:04:25 Then I won't sleep.
01:04:30 Don't you see? I came from your memory of her.
01:04:33 That's the problem. I'm not a whole person.
01:04:38 In your memory you get to control everything.
01:04:42 So even if you remember something wrong,
01:04:47 I'm suicidal because that's how you remember me.
01:04:50 My voice sounds the way it does
01:04:54 I don't believe that we're
01:04:59 I think that we can choose to do it differently.
01:05:03 The day I left and you said you wouldn't make
01:05:10 This is my chance to undo that mistake.
01:05:14 And I need you to help me.
01:05:16 But am I really Rheya?
01:05:24 I don't know any more.
01:05:26 All I see is you.
01:05:58 All I see is you.
01:06:09 It created me.
01:06:13 And yet I can't communicate with it.
01:06:19 It must hear me, though.
01:06:22 It must know what's happening to me.
01:06:26 And you and l, we would have to
01:06:31 some kind of
01:06:38 unspoken understanding
01:06:41 that I'm not really a human being.
01:06:47 No, Rheya.
01:06:55 Chris...
01:06:58 I wish you would just let
01:07:02 And then you can go back to Earth and
01:07:11 No.
01:07:13 It's the only solution that makes any sense.
01:07:18 We could never have a life
01:07:22 You know that.
01:07:25 It would be impossible.
01:07:29 And this? What kind of life is this?
01:07:33 Trapped here.
01:07:35 It's not a life.
01:07:39 I don't know what to call it.
01:07:41 It's what we have.
01:07:45 It's enough for me.
01:07:47 You need to rest.
01:07:50 You're going to make yourself ill.
01:07:54 - I don't care.
01:08:00 Please, Chris.
01:08:01 You have to rest.
01:08:33 You know I'm not human so I don't
01:08:37 Of course you can use the device.
01:08:40 It's not murder. You said that yourself.
01:08:43 You're the one who had the
01:08:47 Chris doesn't trust me.
01:13:32 Chris, don't blame Gordon.
01:13:37 It's not her fault. I begged her to do it.
01:13:43 It's better this way.
01:13:46 I found the suicide note.
01:13:49 I went through your things.
01:13:52 The page torn from the book of poems.
01:13:57 And I realised
01:14:00 I'm not her.
01:14:02 I'm not Rheya.
01:14:06 I know you loved me, though.
01:14:09 I know that. I felt that.
01:14:13 And I love you.
01:14:15 I wish we could just live
01:14:21 Maybe there's a place where we can.
01:14:25 But I know it's not on Earth.
01:14:27 And it's not on this ship.
01:14:33 That's all I can say right now.
01:14:57 - You killed her.
01:14:59 - It's murder.
01:15:03 - She'll be back.
01:15:04 - Why would you let her do it?
01:15:07 It's not human.
01:15:09 Whatever it is, it's not human,
01:15:14 And I wanna win. I want humans to win.
01:15:17 Whose side are you on?
01:15:21 - What are you doing?
01:15:40 Gordon.
01:16:10 - I knew it.
01:16:14 Hard to say because of the cold.
01:16:19 He attacked me.
01:16:24 There I am. Somehow, there I am.
01:16:27 And I couldn't tell you how I'm
01:16:33 But before I can get to that,
01:16:36 what's this over here?
01:16:39 Comin' at me. What are you tryin' to do?
01:16:43 Oh, I see. You're tryin' to kill me.
01:16:46 Yeah, confusing. I'll tell you somethin'
01:16:50 and my welcoming committee dropped
01:16:54 And, by the way, after all that
01:16:56 I find this, whoever this... I get my
01:17:03 I survive the first 30 seconds of this life,
01:17:10 And by killing someone who happens to be me.
01:17:15 See, most people... I would think most people
01:17:20 "l don't know." However, this is at
01:17:25 This is... What if this is a gift? I'm a gift.
01:17:29 Hey.
01:17:34 I say we use the Higgs device on him.
01:17:44 I don't think you really have time.
01:17:49 Why would you say that?
01:17:53 Well, you know, ever since we
01:17:57 Solaris started taking on mass exponentially.
01:18:02 You might have noticed how
01:18:06 That would be because everything within its gravitational field
01:18:14 And, yeah, sorry.
01:18:16 By the way, the Higgs device also
01:18:27 Can I make a suggestion?
01:18:30 I mean, this is... You can do what you want,
01:18:35 and take the Athena back.
01:18:42 Wear your seat belt.
01:19:41 Switch to internal power.
01:19:43 Start fuel cell operational diagnostic.
01:19:47 Service check on LGA.
01:19:50 Point and calibrate high-beam antenna.
01:19:53 Depressurising. Spin all turbines to standby.
01:19:57 Disengage coupling interlocks
01:20:00 Vent and seal all main engine propellant lines.
01:20:21 Earth.
01:20:24 Even the word sounded strange to me now.
01:20:27 Unfamiliar.
01:20:33 How long had I been gone?
01:20:36 How long had I been back?
01:20:40 Did it matter?
01:20:46 I tried to find the rhythm of
01:20:52 I followed the current.
01:20:55 I was silent and attentive.
01:20:59 I made a conscious effort to smile,
01:21:03 nod,
01:21:05 stand,
01:21:07 and perform the millions of gestures
01:21:15 I studied these gestures until
01:21:22 But I was haunted by the idea
01:21:25 that I remembered her wrong.
01:21:31 That somehow I was wrong about everything.
01:22:36 Depressurising. Spin all turbines to standby.
01:22:41 Disengage coupling interlocks
01:22:46 Vent and seal all main engine propellant lines.
01:23:51 Rheya!
01:24:01 Rheya?
01:26:12 Chris?
01:26:57 Am I alive or dead?
01:27:03 We don't have to think like that any more.
01:27:10 We're together now.
01:27:15 Everything we've done is forgiven.
01:27:19 Everything.