Awakenings

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00:00:32 - Want to go fishing?
00:00:38 Look at that car...
00:00:43 No, it is not a Ford.
00:00:45 - Then what it is?
00:01:05 - Leonard, what are you doing?
00:01:11 Somebody might be coming.
00:01:16 No one is coming.
00:01:25 What is wrong?
00:01:56 Leonard, honey. Better get dressed.
00:02:26 We will begin with a history test.
00:02:29 Keep your eyes on your own papers,
00:03:35 Hi, Mrs. Lowe.
00:03:38 - No, I am sorry. Not today
00:03:42 - He will not be well then either.
00:03:47 I do not know.
00:03:53 Thank you for coming by.
00:05:11 - Excuse me...
00:05:19 Bainbridge Hospital, can I help you?
00:05:22 - are in a meeting. Can I take a message?
00:05:28 I am Dr. Malcolm Sayer,
00:05:32 Take a seat, please...
00:05:54 When you say people,
00:06:00 I apply for a research position
00:06:07 We have an x-ray room.
00:06:09 This is a chronic hospital.
00:06:14 - You will be working with people.
00:06:20 - Any patients at the Carmel Institute?
00:06:24 Sorry?
00:06:26 It was an immense project.
00:06:30 - from 4 tons of earthworms.
00:06:34 I worked on that for 5 years,
00:06:40 - It cannot.
00:06:45 Maybe before... at St Thomas?
00:06:48 All research?
00:06:52 We are understaffed...
00:06:54 He has never worked with human beings...
00:06:59 Excuse me, you are looking for someone
00:07:06 As much as I need a job, there must be
00:07:12 How about medical school?
00:07:15 You could not graduate
00:07:18 You took a pulse, a temperature.
00:07:23 There you have it, then.
00:07:26 You do want the job, do you not?
00:07:33 This way, Doc... You spend much time
00:07:40 - You would remember.
00:07:47 We have M.S., Tourette syndrome,
00:07:51 - some of them
00:07:57 - What are they waiting for?
00:08:00 - How will they get well?
00:08:03 We call it the garden because
00:08:11 Mr. Kean? Can I ask...
00:08:14 I was born 1911 in Kingsbridge, New York.
00:08:18 Prior to that,
00:08:24 Prior to that, I was a person.
00:09:03 It gets easier.
00:09:05 You do not think it will,
00:09:44 No, Buttercup...
00:10:41 Good morning, Doctor...
00:10:47 She was brought in late last night.
00:11:01 Hello, I am Dr. Sayer.
00:11:07 Do you know where you are?
00:11:13 Can you hear me?
00:12:07 Medical insurance?
00:13:34 Her name is Lucy Fishman.
00:13:38 - many days after her sister died.
00:13:40 She has no living relatives.
00:13:45 With no response or comprehension.
00:13:51 A reflex.
00:13:53 If she batted it away, but she did not.
00:13:59 It is still a reflex.
00:14:01 If you were right, I would agree.
00:14:03 It is as if, having lost her own will,
00:14:08 - The will of the ball?
00:14:17 You are trying to make a
00:14:21 You are still settling in.
00:14:23 Miss Costello, see to it that
00:14:27 - are rescheduled for tomorrow.
00:14:31 Borrows the will of the ball?
00:14:34 That is great.
00:14:37 Okay, thank you.
00:14:40 Let us know if
00:15:07 I will be fired. It is all right,
00:15:12 Did I forget something?
00:15:14 No, I wanted to say
00:15:19 I will look after things for you
00:15:25 - Good night, Doctor.
00:15:54 - Hello, I am Dr. Sayer.
00:15:58 - How are you today?
00:16:05 Yes, sorry. What form?
00:16:19 Okay. Three, one, two.
00:16:24 Thank you. Bye.
00:16:35 Hello.
00:16:56 - Yipee! We are in orbit.
00:17:05 Let us celebrate with delicious
00:17:11 Nestle's chocolate flavor is
00:17:16 Hello up there, time to recharge
00:17:51 Lucy...
00:17:54 You are out...
00:18:08 Anthony, would you help me...
00:18:33 Excuse me.
00:18:51 Lucy, you are almost there.
00:19:12 Here is the water, Lucy.
00:19:26 I wonder why your nails grow so fast?
00:19:31 It must be all that Jello they give you.
00:19:34 Jello, Jello, day after day.
00:19:39 Red Jello, yellow Jello, every day Jello.
00:19:49 I forgot to tell you,
00:19:53 She was nice. Always a kind word.
00:19:57 Her dog I could have done without.
00:19:59 - Excuse me?
00:20:04 Does he ever speak to you?
00:20:07 - Of course not. Not in words.
00:20:13 How do you mean?
00:20:15 - You do not have children.
00:20:20 If you did, you would know.
00:20:29 It says "atypical schizophrenia".
00:20:33 "Atypical hysteria", this one.
00:20:38 "Atypical nerve impairment".
00:20:41 "No change since last examination. "
00:20:44 "No change or therapy recommended. "
00:20:47 Very nice.
00:20:49 This one is "No change", dated 9/11/44.
00:20:57 That is 25 years.
00:20:59 At a point all these atypical somethings
00:21:05 But a typical what?
00:21:08 Doctor, do you want to go for
00:21:13 Tea?
00:21:16 Normally, I would say yes,
00:21:21 - Some other time.
00:22:15 "Encephalitis lethargica".
00:22:18 Where is it?
00:22:27 Sorry,
00:22:30 I found the connection.
00:22:34 - years before they came here.
00:22:38 - Is it not wonderful?
00:23:04 How many have you found there?
00:23:07 Five. And I believe there are more.
00:23:13 How are they?
00:23:16 As you described them back then:
00:23:21 Only I guess...
00:23:26 Yes, children who fell asleep.
00:23:34 Most died
00:23:39 Those who survived... who awoke -
00:23:43 - seemed fine,
00:23:46 We just did not realize how much
00:23:53 Years went by.
00:23:58 - before these strange,
00:24:03 But they did.
00:24:07 I began to see them in the early 1930's.
00:24:11 Old people brought in by their children.
00:24:15 Young people brought in by their parents.
00:24:19 They could no longer dress themselves
00:24:24 They could no longer speak in most cases.
00:24:28 Certain families went mad.
00:24:31 People who were normal -
00:24:33 - were now -
00:24:36 - elsewhere.
00:24:39 What is it like to be them?
00:24:45 They are not.
00:24:48 The virus did not spare
00:24:52 - We know that for a fact?
00:24:56 - Because?
00:26:03 I am all for fixing this place up,
00:26:07 I have a hunch.
00:26:11 What stops Lucy
00:26:14 Nothing.
00:26:15 Exactly, the visual field just stops.
00:26:20 Nothing to compel her to keep going.
00:26:23 - So, we are making something.
00:27:14 She is looking out the...
00:27:35 - I want to know more about your son.
00:27:43 Something was wrong with his hands.
00:27:49 He could not do the work.
00:27:52 I should take him out of school,
00:27:58 Slowly, he got worse.
00:28:00 He would call me and I would come in
00:28:03 - in a trance. One hour, two hours...
00:28:11 One day I came home from work
00:28:16 He kept saying, "Mum, mum?"...
00:28:24 "What do you want, Leonard?"
00:28:26 He never spoke again.
00:28:31 Later, that year,
00:28:36 It was... November 14, 1939.
00:28:42 He was twenty years old.
00:28:45 What did he do for those nine years
00:28:48 He read. He loved to read.
00:28:53 Really?
00:28:57 That was all he could do.
00:29:19 That is enough.
00:29:27 All right, Leonard. We are finished.
00:29:34 Nothing, nothing, nothing and...
00:29:39 - It is one of your statues.
00:29:43 Pass the salt.
00:29:48 - What about this.
00:29:54 You are wrong.
00:29:57 This is me saying his name to him.
00:30:03 Excuse me.
00:30:20 Straight down the middle.
00:30:26 I can catch the ball. Throw me the ball!
00:30:41 Is this all of them?
00:31:03 I should have given David his divorce.
00:31:10 The patients have been given
00:31:16 Dr. Sayer hoped you had some free time.
00:31:26 This is a beautiful aria.
00:31:52 "Call me Ishmael. "
00:32:00 "Some years ago,
00:32:03 - having little money, and nothing
00:32:10 I know you can hear me.
00:32:18 It is not just any music.
00:32:30 It is as if they are only moved
00:32:34 I have not found anything
00:32:49 They sit there all day, if I let them.
00:32:51 I have to play the first card.
00:33:05 Leonard... L...
00:33:34 This is Frank.
00:33:38 There is something else
00:33:43 Stand over there for a minute.
00:33:46 He cannot walk without me.
00:33:51 I will not let you fall.
00:33:55 But... he will walk with me anywhere.
00:34:00 It is like the ball,
00:34:04 The will of another human being.
00:34:30 I will begin by moving the pointer to L
00:34:37 When I sense you move the pointer,
00:34:41 Do you understand?...
00:34:58 No, maybe I did not make myself clear.
00:35:13 L... Good, good.
00:35:23 E, good.
00:35:28 S...
00:35:33 P...
00:35:35 You are spelling something else.
00:36:25 "His gaze,
00:36:29 - has grown so weary
00:36:34 For him, it is as though
00:36:38 - and behind the thousand bars,
00:36:43 As he paces in cramped circles,
00:36:48 - his powerful strides are
00:36:51 - where a great will stands paralyzed.
00:36:57 At times the curtains of the eye lift
00:37:02 - slips through the tightened silence
00:37:06 - reaches the heart, and dies. "
00:37:16 Have you heard of a drug called L-dopa?
00:37:21 Yes, for Parkinson's patients...
00:37:25 Why?
00:37:31 Excuse me, sorry!
00:37:36 100 years would pass
00:37:39 - would allow us to locate the damage
00:37:47 With our development of the drug L-dopa,
00:37:53 - the Parkinsonian patient
00:38:03 I am very curious about this drug.
00:38:09 - Excuse me, Dr...
00:38:13 Have you come across
00:38:17 After I am through, Dr. Sayer.
00:38:25 As I was saying...
00:38:34 Do you think an
00:38:37 - would appear as no tremor at all?
00:38:44 - Are you talking to me?
00:38:49 Imagine you accelerated a hand tremor
00:38:55 Imagine a patient with all the
00:38:59 The hand tremor, the head bobbing,
00:39:03 Might they not cave in on themselves
00:39:09 I do not know. Maybe.
00:39:14 - Do you think L-dopa would help?
00:39:21 I am a chemist, you are the physician.
00:39:34 Freud believed in miracles,
00:39:38 We all believed in Cortisone
00:39:42 - And now it is L-dopa?
00:39:46 With all due respect,
00:39:51 Let the chemists do the damage, Doctor.
00:39:55 But I...
00:40:08 Dr. Kaufman, did you read this case?
00:40:14 Yes, I read them all. Dutifully, soberly.
00:40:21 Your "Parkies", if that is what they are,
00:40:26 Perhaps you should look at it again, sir.
00:40:30 You know better
00:40:34 You want a connection;
00:40:38 What I believe, what I know,
00:40:45 How do you know that?
00:40:51 I know it.
00:40:54 - How many did you think could have it?
00:40:59 Some... One.
00:41:04 One.
00:41:06 With the family's consent, signed.
00:41:17 Leonard has Parkinson's disease?
00:41:20 No... His symptoms are like
00:41:27 - but then again, they are not.
00:41:31 What will the medicine do for him?
00:41:35 I do not know what it will do for him,
00:41:39 What do you think it will do?
00:41:42 I am not sure, it was designed for
00:41:48 What do you hope it will do?
00:41:51 I hope... it will bring him back from
00:41:57 - To what?
00:42:05 What is there here for him
00:42:10 You...
00:42:52 All of it, please.
00:43:11 - At 200 mg, he showed no response.
00:43:16 - Maybe he needs more.
00:43:21 I will try it in milk.
00:43:57 500 mg.
00:44:06 - I will call if there is any change.
00:44:17 Thank you.
00:47:05 It is quiet.
00:47:09 It is late. Everyone is asleep.
00:47:20 - I am not asleep.
00:47:36 May I?
00:47:55 Me.
00:49:05 Leonard,
00:49:24 Mum... Mum!
00:49:52 - My name is Eleanor.
00:49:59 - It is a pleasure to meet you.
00:50:08 - Ladies?
00:50:15 Oh, my goodness.
00:50:19 How do you do, sir?
00:50:27 Beth.
00:50:39 Anthony. How are you?
00:50:43 Great man. How are you?
00:50:47 Great, too.
00:50:53 - Did you meet him?
00:51:05 I could not deal with losing
00:51:16 He does realize it, does he not?
00:51:24 Turn this way, please. It is a camera
00:51:31 Takes a picture in less than a minute.
00:51:36 Now, we could try this.
00:51:43 Splendid... I would like you to walk
00:51:50 Ready? Go.
00:51:54 Very good.
00:52:01 And back now.
00:52:09 That was very quick...
00:53:08 You have to at least lay down.
00:53:19 I am afraid to close my eyes.
00:53:24 You will sleep. When you wake up in the
00:53:31 I promise.
00:53:42 Baby's boat, a silver moon,
00:53:50 Baby is fishing for a dream,
00:53:58 Sail, baby, sail -
00:54:03 - out upon that sea.
00:54:07 Only do not forget to sail
00:55:41 What a wonderful place the Bronx
00:55:59 - That is my school.
00:56:10 - Is that classical?
00:56:18 - What is that?
00:57:43 Come on in.
00:57:44 No, something happened
00:57:50 Leonard, that is not wading,
00:57:54 I do not know if the hospital
00:58:00 - Come on!
00:58:10 Leonard, the tide is coming in.
00:58:28 That is the Periodic Table of Elements -
00:58:31 - I can date my introduction
00:58:35 It is wonderful, really...
00:58:40 You have your alkaline metals.
00:58:46 Every element has its place in that order.
00:58:50 They are secure, no matter what.
00:58:54 You are not married?
00:58:57 Me? No...
00:59:05 I never have been, Leonard...
00:59:11 I wish I had more than
00:59:18 Maybe, if they were less unpredictable.
00:59:22 Eleanor would disagree with you.
00:59:27 - Eleanor?
00:59:35 She has spoken to you about me?
00:59:41 What did she say?
00:59:44 That you were a kind man.
00:59:55 I would like to put the others on the drug.
00:00:09 I have an estimate...
00:00:13 The pharmacist says giving all the rest
00:00:19 - 12,000.
00:00:21 - How much?
00:00:23 A month?
00:00:28 How about speaking
00:00:31 They already give what they can.
00:00:34 We must convince them to give more
00:00:39 - Perhaps, if they see Mr. Lowe.
00:00:45 We are talking about money.
00:01:26 There was an extreme rigidity
00:01:30 This is a gross impairment
00:01:34 It is a brain stem type of rigidity.
00:01:38 What is most striking is
00:01:42 - which we now know is not to be
00:01:49 Less scientific.
00:01:53 Some things could reach him, though.
00:01:56 The mention of his name,
00:02:02 The touch of another human being.
00:02:08 But these awakenings were rare and
00:02:13 Otherwise he was as you see him here,
00:02:16 - if not physiological, equivalent of sleep.
00:02:20 This was his condition
00:02:25 - and the quality of his life
00:02:36 - Now?
00:02:41 My name is Leonard Lowe.
00:02:44 It has been explained to me that
00:02:53 I am back.
00:03:14 Here we go. Take her away.
00:03:19 Thank you very much.
00:03:57 - Dr. Sayer!
00:03:59 It is a fucking miracle.
00:04:09 - Where are my glasses?
00:04:24 Can this be so?
00:04:34 I am talking.
00:04:59 I am walking... Who are you?
00:05:23 Thank you for coming.
00:05:44 I... I had the strangest dream.
00:05:48 I have to take your blood pressure.
00:05:50 I have been sitting for 25 years,
00:05:54 Are you okay?
00:05:57 - I need some make-up.
00:06:03 And some dye for my hair... black.
00:06:07 - Black? Rose, are you sure?
00:06:12 Dr. Sayer, something about fruit trees.
00:06:15 - Prune the fruit trees.
00:06:20 I want a steak, rare.
00:06:25 I was aware of things, but nothing
00:06:29 It was no connection to me.
00:06:35 This morning I went to the bathroom
00:06:44 I think I liked them better the other way.
00:06:52 Rolando, can you speak to me?
00:07:00 Do you understand me?
00:07:07 - Lucy... What year is it?
00:07:17 It is '26, silly.
00:07:22 Come on, Miriam, be a sport.
00:07:41 "Like crowds storming the Bastille, the
00:07:46 - on their night to remember.
00:07:49 And touched off one of the
00:07:53 - wettest victory celebrations
00:07:56 Released from ridicule after seven
00:08:15 - Hi, Sydney.
00:08:30 - Will we go to the same place?
00:08:34 Everybody stay together!
00:08:43 - Bring Leonard back.
00:08:55 Everyone, please stay with the group.
00:09:14 - How is my father doing?
00:09:18 - Mum, maybe you should not go.
00:09:27 You cannot be there, Leonard,
00:09:33 - I do not understand. Sydney is going.
00:09:38 - Not the same kind of patient.
00:09:42 - I am your mother.
00:09:48 What have you done to your hair?
00:09:51 - It is a tire.
00:10:01 - You treat me like an asshole.
00:10:19 - Are you ready?
00:10:22 - Why? What is wrong?
00:10:25 Wave.
00:10:32 Doctor, come on!
00:10:36 Are you sure? Are you all right?
00:10:38 I am fine, I will see you later.
00:10:57 Hi... Meatloaf, please.
00:11:06 - Meatloaf.
00:11:19 Are you following me?
00:11:23 I am sorry, I was only kidding.
00:11:30 - Are you visiting someone?
00:11:34 You work here.
00:11:36 I live here.
00:11:39 You are a patient?
00:11:43 You do not look like a patient.
00:11:46 I do not?
00:12:02 I have always loved carnegia.
00:12:05 Dr. Sayer...
00:12:10 - Why?
00:12:14 It is a nice place, but after
00:12:20 - Anthony thinks the group is bored.
00:12:25 I thought about taking them
00:12:30 Or the Museum of Natural History?
00:12:32 No... There are
00:12:39 Where else is there?
00:13:19 - Is it legal again?
00:13:23 Ladies, what can I get you?
00:13:26 A Rob Roy on the rocks.
00:13:29 Make that a virgin Rob Roy.
00:13:36 I work night shifts at this diner.
00:13:39 Sometimes before work
00:13:44 He used to go to all the games,
00:13:51 I do not know if he knows I visit him.
00:13:58 But, you do.
00:14:02 Sometimes I think I see something...
00:14:08 And for a moment, I see him
00:14:16 And then it is gone; I am not sure
00:14:23 Yes.
00:14:41 So, why are you here?
00:14:45 - I receive medication.
00:14:52 Without it,
00:15:02 - But I am okay now.
00:16:08 I was so sure he wanted over easy
00:16:14 - I brought him his food
00:16:17 He just said: "You forgot the tomato. "
00:16:21 We were out of them.
00:16:35 - It was really nice talking to you.
00:16:46 - Paula?
00:16:48 He knows...
00:17:13 Doctor, these are my friends.
00:17:17 Is he not the cat's meow?
00:17:33 Miriam, I do not know how to say this,
00:17:38 Your husband -
00:17:42 - was granted a divorce from you in 1953.
00:17:50 Thank God!
00:17:56 Look at that! Pontiac Firebird, 400
00:18:04 - Lucy, may I have your hand?
00:18:12 - Wrong. It is here.
00:18:17 I guess your luck is changing...
00:18:23 - How is it going?
00:18:27 Yes, how do you feel?
00:18:31 Well, my parents are dead,
00:18:36 - my son has disappeared
00:18:41 I feel old and I feel swindled.
00:18:50 I stopped by the hobby shop
00:18:55 And I got this...
00:18:59 A small T-square.
00:19:02 I can use that, yes.
00:19:16 That is really nice.
00:19:20 - I will be right back.
00:19:30 He never talked about girls before.
00:19:34 He certainly never had
00:19:38 It is a bit ridiculous, all this
00:19:43 He is a grown man.
00:19:44 He said I should take a vacation.
00:19:51 I am sure he meant
00:19:56 I cannot leave him alone in this place.
00:20:03 Girls!
00:20:18 Hello?... Dr. Sayer?
00:20:25 Leonard?
00:20:26 I think it is important some things
00:20:32 What kind of things?
00:20:34 Things that matter, that have happened
00:20:39 - Where are you calling from?
00:20:44 - It is very late.
00:20:47 - You stay there, I will be right over.
00:21:02 - Dr. Sayer, sit down.
00:21:08 We have to tell everybody.
00:21:14 How good what is, Leonard?
00:21:17 Read the newspaper.
00:21:22 People have forgotten what life is all about.
00:21:26 They need to be reminded of
00:21:31 What I feel is the joy of life,
00:21:37 He says that people
00:21:40 Work, play, friendship... family.
00:21:44 He was so excited he talked
00:21:48 - Is it liberation, mania...
00:21:52 Yes. What he is saying is right, though.
00:21:57 But at 5 in the morning!
00:21:59 - Waheedah... How are you?
00:22:23 - Mr. Lowe, are you all right?
00:22:38 - What is it that you want?
00:22:41 And that is?
00:22:44 To go for a walk if I want to,
00:22:52 - You are free to go for a walk.
00:22:59 What difference would it make?
00:23:02 Look, I am not a criminal.
00:23:06 - I am not a danger to myself or others.
00:23:13 You did not wake a thing,
00:23:20 Are you aware of the unconscious
00:23:25 How can I be aware, if it is unconscious?
00:23:32 I am curious.
00:23:38 I would go for a walk,
00:23:43 Decide which direction I want to go.
00:23:53 - And that is it?
00:23:58 All right... we will take this into
00:24:18 - Are you all right?
00:24:22 What did they say?
00:24:24 That there was
00:24:28 - and that continued observation was
00:24:33 It is a different world out there
00:24:37 They could not be held responsible
00:24:41 They said no.
00:24:48 - And what did you say?
00:24:52 Did you agree with them?
00:24:55 Yes.
00:25:00 I am not sure we are out of the woods yet
00:25:06 It is an experimental drug; we need
00:25:15 - Leonard, where are you going?
00:25:28 This is Dr. Sayer...
00:25:40 - Where are you going?
00:25:43 Patients are not allowed
00:25:46 Do not make it hard on yourself.
00:25:54 I just want to go for a walk!
00:25:56 He is not a mental patient,
00:25:59 Please, he is not violent!
00:26:10 I do not understand it,
00:26:14 He was quiet, polite and respectful.
00:26:20 - He was never disobedient.
00:26:25 I am speaking of when he was a boy.
00:26:29 I am sorry.
00:26:31 I do not know who that is up there.
00:26:37 You turned him into something he is not.
00:26:40 It is not us that are defective, it is them.
00:26:46 We have been through the worst
00:26:52 Because they know.
00:26:54 They know! They know!
00:26:57 Because we... remind them -
00:27:04 - that there is a problem -
00:27:07 - which they do not have an answer to.
00:27:10 They will never be healers until they
00:27:15 Until they admit there is a problem,
00:27:20 We are not the problem,
00:27:37 He has not been able to release anger
00:27:41 - As the others.
00:27:45 You think his tics and paranoia are
00:27:49 Yes, because he is in this place...
00:27:54 That is not paranoia; that is a fact.
00:27:57 I have 20 psychotics refusing to eat,
00:28:03 - How long should that go on?
00:28:07 Mr. Lowe is not the Messiah of Ward 5.
00:28:12 He was not resurrected,
00:28:15 A drug which is not all that miraculous.
00:28:18 - The others are fine...
00:28:26 I sympathize with him -
00:28:29 - but I will not let him endanger
00:28:43 - Excuse me.
00:28:48 He is all right.
00:29:05 - How are you today?
00:29:09 - How are you?
00:29:15 - What is the purpose of these gentlemen?
00:29:21 - I wish I did not need them.
00:29:27 That is the thing, is it not? Who?
00:29:31 Someone I least expect.
00:29:36 Every patient on this ward thinks
00:29:41 They are mistaken, they are crazy.
00:29:49 You have got worse.
00:29:54 The drug is not working. All you are
00:30:01 - they make you behave this way.
00:30:03 I appreciate you coming to see me,
00:30:07 Please, look at yourself.
00:30:09 No, look at yourself!
00:30:12 Sickness took me out of this world,
00:30:16 I fought for 30 years,
00:30:21 But you...
00:30:23 You have no excuse, you are just a
00:30:28 No life, nothing!
00:30:32 Your medicine could be taken away...
00:30:38 You can wake up in the morning
00:30:47 Get away from me!
00:31:05 I am all right. Thank you.
00:31:08 I just fell.
00:33:27 Help me.
00:33:45 Can you walk?
00:33:49 I will not let them take the medicine away.
00:34:00 He has had a reaction to the drug.
00:34:04 He is not concerned with his appearance -
00:34:06 - but with how it will affect
00:34:10 We will work on his dosage;
00:34:14 He wants the others to be prepared.
00:34:33 - Hi, Leonard. Welcome back.
00:34:41 - How are you doing?
00:34:48 - It got so quiet round here.
00:35:06 You are looking good, Len,
00:35:16 What if he has just had enough of it?
00:35:19 What if it is just a matter of time
00:35:25 There is no medical reason to think
00:35:31 Why not?
00:35:33 You are all individuals...
00:35:55 That was lovely, Lucy.
00:35:58 I learned that song a long,
00:36:06 I know what year it is.
00:36:10 I just cannot imagine being older
00:36:14 I have no experience at it.
00:36:18 I know it is not 1926.
00:36:23 I just need it to be.
00:36:40 - How are you, Leonard?
00:36:48 How are the others?
00:36:52 - They are scared.
00:37:00 - Can you stop this?
00:37:05 - Do not give up on me.
00:37:20 425, yes.
00:37:30 I got a postcard from my son.
00:37:32 I am all right,
00:37:37 There is no warning, it is like a
00:37:41 Something has to bring me back.
00:37:47 - and then I can move again,
00:37:54 It is not that I feel bad,
00:37:59 It is as if I am dead. Nothing.
00:38:08 It is as if I am not a person anymore.
00:38:13 Not that I mind them.
00:38:18 I am not sure who is in control,
00:38:26 Up to 5.
00:38:36 Just a little more...
00:38:41 It feels good when I am working.
00:38:46 - The book list is coming along well.
00:38:56 That is all right, another time.
00:39:04 - What is happening?
00:39:08 Get the camera!
00:39:21 I cannot do this...
00:39:24 No! Watch, watch!
00:39:28 Learn, learn, learn...
00:39:37 Let us see... 625.
00:39:43 - 675, just...
00:40:03 I cannot read anymore!
00:40:08 I keep going back to the beginning,
00:40:15 - I have let everybody down.
00:40:19 I have let you down.
00:40:22 You are not. I will not listen to this.
00:40:25 I am grotesque. Look at me
00:40:29 You are not.
00:40:30 This is not me!
00:40:48 When my son was born healthy,
00:40:53 Why was I so lucky? Had I deserved
00:41:01 But when he got sick, you can bet
00:41:06 Why was this happening?
00:41:13 No one I could go to and say:
00:41:19 "Can you not see my son is in pain?"
00:41:24 My son is in pain. Please, stop this!
00:41:28 - He is fighting.
00:41:58 I worked... had friends over,
00:42:06 That is great.
00:42:11 You will.
00:42:15 They will never let me out of this place
00:42:24 I am still not well...
00:42:36 I feel well when I see you.
00:42:58 I will not... see you anymore.
00:43:16 I just want to say goodbye.
00:44:13 Is that not sweet?
00:46:30 - Now?
00:46:34 My name is Leonard Lowe. I now know
00:46:44 I am back.
00:46:47 - What is it like to be back?
00:46:53 When did you realize it was not?
00:46:57 When I spoke and you understood me.
00:47:21 You told him I was a kind man.
00:47:26 How kind is it to give life...
00:47:33 It is given and taken away
00:47:38 Why does that not comfort me?
00:47:43 Because you are a kind man.
00:47:57 Because he is your friend.
00:48:34 The summer was extraordinary. A season
00:48:42 Fifteen patients and for us,
00:48:47 But now, we have to adjust to the
00:48:52 We can hide behind science and say
00:48:56 Or that the illness itself had returned.
00:48:59 Or the patients unable to cope with
00:49:05 The reality is... we do not know
00:49:11 What we do know is
00:49:18 - another awakening took place.
00:49:24 That the human spirit is more powerful
00:49:31 That is what needs to be nourished.
00:49:35 With work, play, friendship, family.
00:49:44 These are the things that matter.
00:49:49 This is what we had forgotten.
00:49:56 The simplest things.
00:50:06 - Well... Goodnight.
00:51:00 - Eleanor?
00:51:18 What is wrong?
00:51:20 I was wondering what you are
00:51:27 No, I was...
00:51:29 - You have no plans?
00:51:32 I was wondering if you... we...
00:51:39 If we could... go for a cup of coffee?
00:51:45 Yes, I would love to.
00:51:56 - My car is over here.
00:52:39 Let us begin.
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