Synecdoche New York

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00:00:40 - 7:45 on this beautiful, almost
00:00:45 And it's the
00:00:47 So in honor of that fact,
00:00:50 ...professor of literature
00:00:52 ...to talk about autumn
00:00:55 - Good morning, professor.
00:00:57 So, what about it? Why do so
00:01:00 Well, I think it's seen as the
00:01:04 If the year is a life, then
00:01:08 ...is when the bloom is off the
00:01:12 It's a melancholy month and maybe
00:01:16 Is there something
00:01:18 Oh, I'd love to.
00:01:20 Whoever has no house
00:01:24 Whoever is alone
00:01:28 Will sit, read, write long
00:01:32 And wander the boulevards
00:01:36 While the dry
00:01:38 Goodness, that
00:01:41 Well, perhaps. But truthful.
00:01:48 Mommy, done.
00:01:50 Okay.
00:01:53 - Good morning.
00:01:55 - I tried not to wake you.
00:01:57 You didn't. I just... You
00:02:06 - Caden, can you get that?
00:02:09 - Caden... Oh, that's weird.
00:02:12 Mommy, is something
00:02:15 No, honey, it's just green. You
00:02:18 I didn't. What's
00:02:22 I have to get that, Olive.
00:02:25 - But, Mommy...
00:02:28 Oh, nothing. Just
00:02:32 - An earthquake in Kashmir...
00:02:35 ...has killed an estimated 73,000...
00:02:40 Oh, my goodness.
00:03:02 - March in Washington,
00:03:06 - Harold Pinter died.
00:03:10 - No, wait. He won the Nobel Prize.
00:03:12 - What, honey?
00:03:14 - You sure it's all right?
00:03:19 What if it's alive?
00:03:22 - It's green like plants.
00:03:24 Remember the production of The
00:03:31 Have your oatmeal, honey.
00:03:33 - I want peanut butter and jelly.
00:03:36 - This isn't a restaurant.
00:03:39 - Okay. Fine.
00:03:42 They found avian flu in Turkey.
00:03:47 - Can I watch TV till school?
00:03:54 There is a secret something
00:03:57 ...growing like an
00:04:00 But you're being
00:04:02 - Milk's expired.
00:04:04 Jesus.
00:04:07 - You better eat this.
00:04:10 Yeah.
00:04:12 How did I guess you'd
00:04:14 Happy Halloween, Schenectady.
00:04:17 And how long have you
00:04:20 The first black graduate of
00:04:24 Vivian Malone Jones.
00:04:27 Stroke, 63.
00:04:47 Fuck!
00:04:49 God! Somebody! Adele, help!
00:04:54 - Jesus, Caden, what the fuck?
00:04:58 Oh, my God! Jesus,
00:05:00 Oh, shit.
00:05:03 Oh, God, I can't turn it.
00:05:05 Oh, wait.
00:05:12 - Mommy, Daddy has blood.
00:05:16 - Will there be a scar?
00:05:19 - I prefer there not to be a scar.
00:05:24 That fellow is annoying.
00:05:25 He's in here every
00:05:28 There. I think that
00:05:33 - What?
00:05:36 It's a little more
00:05:41 Yeah, I'd like you to
00:05:44 - A neurologist?
00:05:47 An ophthalmologist. I
00:05:50 Do you hear that?
00:05:52 Yeah.
00:05:54 And today is Tuesday.
00:05:58 No, honey, today is Friday.
00:06:06 That my pupils weren't
00:06:11 Dilating.
00:06:13 - No.
00:06:15 - I don't think that's what he said.
00:06:18 - That's not what he said.
00:06:21 He doesn't know. Maybe.
00:06:23 He said he doesn't think so,
00:06:26 - But maybe. Who knows?
00:06:30 - He doesn't know...
00:06:33 - Did you have to get a shot, Daddy?
00:06:35 - It's the start of something awful.
00:06:38 - Course not.
00:06:41 - It's fucked timing.
00:06:44 Sorry. I have rehearsal. Fuck.
00:06:46 - Hey, come on.
00:06:50 How many years until I
00:06:52 - Not for a really long time, babe.
00:06:59 - Remember what Dr. Woodman said...
00:07:03 - He's a man...
00:07:05 Right. He's a man or a woman who
00:07:12 - Do you know what pipes are?
00:07:14 - Hey, Jim. I had an accident.
00:07:17 A different kind of pipe,
00:07:23 Houses have pipes,
00:07:27 They're like tubes, and
00:07:30 ...and they're under the
00:07:33 - And...
00:07:35 - Every single where?
00:07:37 They just carry water to
00:07:40 - It's like in your body. You have veins.
00:07:43 Capillaries filled with blood.
00:07:45 I have blood? I don't want
00:07:49 - What are you doing?
00:07:51 - Stop.
00:07:53 - Don't worry, you don't have blood.
00:07:57 - Caden, stop it.
00:08:07 Thanks for getting
00:08:12 - Was it the bump to the head?
00:08:21 Could be, but I think we need
00:08:25 - Neurologist?
00:08:27 I know what a neurologist is.
00:08:29 - I thought from the way you asked...
00:08:37 - Why do I need to see a
00:08:42 The eyes are part of
00:08:47 No, that's not true, is it?
00:08:51 - Why would I say it if it weren't true?
00:08:57 Like morally correct, or
00:09:04 I don't know.
00:09:11 Interesting.
00:09:13 Now, when you kick off,
00:09:16 And get right down the
00:09:18 And when you hit, hit low and hit
00:09:22 There's all kinds of
00:09:25 And the first thing
00:09:29 Ben, where do I?
00:09:32 - Ben, how do I?
00:09:37 Willy?
00:09:39 Willy, answer me.
00:09:42 Willy! No!
00:09:47 - Oh, Jesus, come on.
00:09:48 Claire, are you okay?
00:09:51 It's too late in the game
00:09:53 - I know, Caden. I'm sorry. We'll get it.
00:09:56 - You okay?
00:10:00 - Yeah.
00:10:03 That was good, Tom.
00:10:05 - Yeah?
00:10:06 I was trying something different.
00:10:09 - Ambivalently.
00:10:20 Try to keep in mind that a young
00:10:23 ...thinks he's only pretending to be
00:10:27 But the tragedy is that we know
00:10:30 ...will end up in this
00:10:34 Okay.
00:10:39 That's great.
00:10:41 - Let's try it again. How long, David?
00:10:48 Anything?
00:10:51 So now what?
00:10:57 - Hey.
00:10:59 - In search of the elusive signal.
00:11:04 - That is odd.
00:11:07 - See you in a few.
00:11:12 Yeah, Dr. Heshborg said I
00:11:18 My pupils don't work.
00:11:27 I think I have
00:11:33 That stool in your office?
00:11:37 - When I was pregnant with Olive.
00:11:41 I don't know. Hopeful or something.
00:11:45 - Yeah, something did. No?
00:11:47 - Yeah, of course.
00:11:49 I mean, maybe not
00:11:52 I'm sorry. That's a
00:11:54 There are no terrible things to
00:11:58 - Can I say something awful?
00:12:05 I've fantasized
00:12:12 Being able to start
00:12:15 I know that's... That's bad.
00:12:20 - Caden, does that feel terrible?
00:12:23 Okay, good.
00:12:42 It's a nightmare in there.
00:12:46 I'm sorry.
00:12:58 So, I'm reading The Trial.
00:13:01 - Yeah?
00:13:04 - You like?
00:13:07 I'm such an idiot for not
00:13:10 - It's famous, as it turns out.
00:13:14 You're not an idiot.
00:13:19 Then you say:
00:13:21 "In fact, Hazel, you're very
00:13:31 - In fact, Hazel, you're very bright.
00:13:35 - And I love your eyes.
00:13:46 Then what do I say?
00:13:48 - I can't say what then you say.
00:13:52 Because it's dirty.
00:13:58 Could you step
00:14:01 Go ahead. I've seen boy parts.
00:14:12 - Can I take a piss in your sink?
00:14:27 We're sold out.
00:14:29 Great.
00:14:39 Gorgeous.
00:14:42 Thanks.
00:14:44 - How was rehearsal?
00:14:48 We have 560 lighting cues.
00:14:52 - I don't why I make it so complicated.
00:14:56 Yeah.
00:15:00 We got through it though.
00:15:06 Caden, I'm sorry, I...
00:15:12 I can't come
00:15:14 I have two canvasses I have to
00:15:17 - I know it sucks...
00:15:19 I know. I wish I could
00:15:23 - I've gotta get ready.
00:15:25 I have to get ready. I don't
00:15:28 I have to figure out
00:15:50 Hey.
00:16:06 - Oh, boy, oh boy.
00:16:10 It's all right, I came back.
00:16:15 I hated myself tonight.
00:16:18 - Plus, I'm so... Excuse me.
00:16:21 I'm so bloated and enormous.
00:16:23 No, you look good. You were
00:16:25 - You okay?
00:16:28 Willy Loman.
00:16:33 I just wanted to say
00:16:36 You've been
00:16:38 It's gonna be miserable
00:16:41 - I'll be around. I'll check in.
00:16:46 Okay. I'm gonna go
00:16:48 Okay. Claire. Sweetheart.
00:16:56 - Good. Good job.
00:16:59 - Good work.
00:17:04 Hey. I figured I'd
00:17:08 - Hey, you wanna sit?
00:17:18 - Where's el wife-o?
00:17:23 Her show in Berlin
00:17:26 We're gonna go there
00:17:28 - Why do I like you so much?
00:17:32 Me neither.
00:17:35 Do you get high, my friend?
00:17:39 You know, sometimes.
00:17:43 Do you want to now?
00:17:46 I get kind of...
00:17:50 ...something when I'm stoned.
00:17:53 What does "something" mean?
00:17:56 You know...
00:18:00 ...bothered.
00:18:02 - What does "bothered" mean?
00:18:05 Bothered. Horny.
00:18:12 And me with a station wagon
00:18:15 - Yeah, could be.
00:18:33 When are the reviews
00:18:39 Don't know.
00:18:46 His best friends
00:18:50 One this big, one this big.
00:18:52 - Hey.
00:18:58 - Hi.
00:19:00 It's late.
00:19:03 Maria came over to keep
00:19:05 And we just lost track.
00:19:08 But I'm sorry I missed your
00:19:13 Great. We're a hit.
00:19:16 Reviews are great.
00:19:18 Times said it was brilliant casting
00:19:23 - That's great, Caden. Good for you.
00:19:27 I can't wait to see it
00:19:32 That's great.
00:19:34 Wow, it's really
00:19:38 Early.
00:19:40 It's late. Hey, I would
00:19:43 - Can we get Maria a ticket?
00:19:48 I mean, a little. It's,
00:19:51 But are you happy with it?
00:19:54 Yeah. Yeah, I'd love for you to
00:19:59 It doesn't matter
00:20:01 Absolutely. It's all about your
00:20:16 - Congratulations.
00:20:30 - I've always loved this house.
00:20:35 The truth is, I never really
00:20:39 Well, the sellers are
00:20:45 It's a scary decision. I never
00:20:51 But, you know, I'm 36, and I
00:20:55 - Home buying is always scary.
00:20:59 Well, it's a good size
00:21:01 ...not including the
00:21:04 Oh, I don't know.
00:21:07 - I'm thinking I should go.
00:21:11 I like it, I do. I'm just really
00:21:18 It's a big decision
00:21:22 Would you like to
00:21:26 Derek's living in the basement
00:21:30 Hey, Mom.
00:21:37 - Let's go, Ma.
00:21:48 I never...
00:21:52 Forgive me, dear. I can't cry.
00:21:58 I don't know what it
00:22:03 It seems to me that you're
00:22:08 I keep expecting you.
00:22:12 I search and I search
00:22:16 I made the last payment
00:22:21 We're free and clear.
00:22:31 - Well done.
00:22:34 - Well done. It was very successful.
00:22:40 Why did the older
00:22:42 It was a choice, Dad.
00:22:45 I can't get excited about your restaging
00:22:50 There's nothing
00:22:52 People are coming out
00:22:54 Great. Be a fucking tool
00:22:57 ...regional-theater
00:22:59 - You didn't you think it was long?
00:23:01 But what are you
00:23:02 You act as if you have
00:23:05 When you're dead, there's
00:23:08 I don't know. I slept
00:23:11 So we're both tired.
00:23:15 No, I cuddled with Olive
00:23:23 Morning. Morning.
00:23:27 - Morning, Caden.
00:23:32 Friends on fire.
00:23:36 I'm going to.
00:23:40 No, I know exactly. Okay,
00:23:45 I know. You're right. Bye.
00:23:49 My joints are stiff.
00:23:54 Who was that?
00:23:58 - Maria.
00:24:01 Three hours since you spoke.
00:24:04 Caden, I think I wanna go
00:24:10 - I think it would be good for us.
00:24:14 Morning, kiddos.
00:24:18 Why don't you want me to go?
00:24:20 You know, I think it would be a good
00:24:26 How do you think I'm supposed to
00:24:32 - Want me to zip your coat up?
00:24:40 What's wrong with
00:24:44 It's pustules.
00:24:47 It's called sycosis.
00:24:50 Spelled differently than
00:24:54 I don't know what that means.
00:24:56 Of course not.
00:24:58 Well, there are two kinds of
00:25:02 P-S-Y is like if
00:25:07 S-Y is like these
00:25:11 - You could have both, though.
00:25:23 Can I ask you something, Ad?
00:25:29 Have I disappointed
00:25:33 I don't know what I'm doing. We're
00:25:42 We'll talk when
00:25:48 Everyone is disappointing. The
00:25:53 This whole romantic-love thing,
00:25:57 I mean, I don't know.
00:26:03 I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
00:26:08 I love you.
00:26:16 I don't know what I'm
00:26:28 We'll talk when I get back.
00:26:33 Okay?
00:26:47 Flurostatin TR allows
00:26:50 ...when it's your turn to face
00:27:09 Ask your doctor if Flurostatin
00:27:29 - And I'm on the first
00:27:32 - The Miracle Brush can scour
00:27:35 - Rise and shine...
00:27:58 - I'm lonely.
00:28:03 - I'm hurt.
00:28:12 I think Adele's right. I'm
00:28:14 What would be real?
00:28:16 I'm afraid I'm gonna die.
00:28:20 I don't know what's
00:28:22 I wanna do something
00:28:25 That would be the time to do it. I have
00:28:29 - Better?
00:28:34 - Who wrote it?
00:28:38 - Wow, I never knew that.
00:28:43 In conclusion...
00:28:45 Within his own plumbing...
00:28:49 Synthetic vaginal juices...
00:28:51 That's $45.
00:29:06 Five. Five.
00:29:11 Five.
00:29:14 Some fives. That's not good.
00:29:17 Keep with the flossing.
00:29:20 Six. Six. Six.
00:29:24 I'm gonna recommend
00:29:27 He'll probably
00:29:36 - Hello?
00:29:39 - Hello, who is this?
00:29:42 Ellen?
00:29:45 It's Caden. I can't wait to
00:29:49 No, I have to go. I'm sorry,
00:29:54 Have fun...
00:30:11 911, state your emergency.
00:30:13 - I'm sick! I'm sick!
00:30:39 Mr. Cotard?
00:30:57 Mr. Cotard.
00:31:10 You've had a seizure of sorts.
00:31:14 What does that mean?
00:31:16 Seems to be some synaptic
00:31:20 Autonomic functions
00:31:22 You'll lose your ability
00:31:25 - Is it serious?
00:31:30 We'll get you enrolled in
00:31:33 Maybe you can learn some
00:31:48 We should get a
00:31:51 - It would be weird.
00:31:58 Anyway, I don't wanna make
00:32:03 Okay, so I do wanna
00:32:18 And what do we
00:32:23 You wanna come over
00:32:30 I won't let you off the hook this
00:32:34 Adele is only on vacation.
00:32:37 She hasn't called since
00:32:42 It's been a week.
00:32:46 I'm gonna buy you a calendar.
00:32:57 Okay.
00:33:02 Just for one drink.
00:33:08 Come on. Scraps
00:33:15 I can't... I really can't drink
00:33:29 Did you put something in it?
00:33:31 If that's what it
00:33:37 Love potion number 69.
00:33:43 - It's good.
00:33:47 - Kind of.
00:33:51 Because I feel
00:33:54 Beg a girl, why don't you?
00:33:57 - Please, Hazel.
00:34:01 What?
00:34:02 I want you to beg me on
00:34:06 Just for fun.
00:34:11 Why am I doing this?
00:34:15 For fun, baby.
00:34:20 Will you help me
00:34:24 Oh, kiddo.
00:34:27 You don't even know.
00:34:33 - What?
00:34:36 - What is it?
00:34:41 I'm sorry.
00:34:45 - What?
00:34:50 I'm just really confused.
00:34:53 I'm sorry.
00:34:56 I...
00:35:02 I'm really sick.
00:35:06 And I think I'm dying.
00:35:11 I have a kid, and I'm married.
00:35:20 I just thought this might
00:35:25 I had a good time, and I think
00:35:31 That is just the wrong thing
00:35:47 You should go.
00:35:55 Hazel. Leave a message
00:35:59 Hi. You know, I haven't
00:36:01 ...and I just thought
00:36:04 Hi, Hazel.
00:36:12 Now. Now. Be here now.
00:36:16 Olive wanted me to ask
00:36:18 She left it under
00:36:39 Dear Mr. Cotard, it is my
00:36:42 ...that you have been named
00:36:45 It is our hope that you will use
00:36:49 ...to create something unflinchingly
00:36:52 ...and of unremitting value to
00:36:55 - I got this MacArthur grant.
00:36:57 - Yeah, a lot of money.
00:37:00 Theater piece. Something
00:37:04 I'm gonna finally put my
00:37:07 What is your real
00:37:12 I don't know yet.
00:37:15 The MacArthur is called
00:37:18 ...and I wanna earn it.
00:37:20 That's wonderful. God bless.
00:37:23 I guess you'll have to
00:37:26 Yeah.
00:37:29 I wanted to ask you, how old are
00:37:32 There's an absolutely brilliant
00:37:35 - Really?
00:37:39 - That's cute.
00:37:41 Little Winky is a
00:37:44 The story follows his
00:37:47 ...his immersion in the
00:37:50 ...and his ultimate degradation at
00:37:53 ...named Eric Washington
00:37:57 - Written by a
00:38:01 Written by
00:38:03 Well, Azpiazu killed
00:38:05 - Why did he kill himself?
00:38:08 What?
00:38:10 I said, why would you?
00:38:13 Oh, I don't know.
00:38:18 Yeah, I wanna bring my
00:38:22 ...to get it seen by
00:38:27 - The sooner the better.
00:38:30 Heart of the theater district,
00:38:33 - Yeah?
00:38:39 - What was this used for?
00:38:43 - Like, theater plays?
00:38:49 King Lear.
00:38:51 The storm.
00:38:54 You see, the idea is to
00:38:58 You know,
00:39:03 Here's what I think theater is.
00:39:09 It's the truth not yet spoken.
00:39:11 It's what a man feels like after
00:39:16 It's love in all
00:39:21 You know, and I want all of
00:39:25 ...to soak in the
00:39:29 ...the mikvah, as
00:39:33 Because we're all in the
00:39:39 You know, soaking in our
00:39:45 ...and nocturnal emissions.
00:39:48 This is what I wanna
00:39:51 Okay, here you go.
00:39:56 - Here's your soup.
00:40:01 - Thank you.
00:40:09 - What are you doing?
00:40:14 The biofeedback training.
00:40:19 - So I was wondering if you'd help.
00:40:22 No, as my assistant.
00:40:26 I'm not sure I can
00:40:30 I'm kind of angry.
00:40:33 I just wanna normalize it.
00:40:37 I think we'd have a
00:40:54 I miss you.
00:40:57 - Really disturbing.
00:41:02 Dear diary, thank you for
00:41:06 My name is Olive Cotard,
00:41:10 I like chocolate, and my
00:41:15 This is pink.
00:41:20 Yeah, that's good.
00:41:22 - Next.
00:41:32 We'll start by
00:41:34 ...and out of that, a piece
00:41:39 I'll begin.
00:41:43 I've been thinking a
00:41:46 - You're gonna be fine, sweetie.
00:41:50 You are, you poor thing.
00:41:51 Yeah, well, regardless of how this
00:41:56 ...I will be dying.
00:42:00 And so will you.
00:42:04 And so will everyone here.
00:42:10 And that's what
00:42:13 We're all hurtling
00:42:19 Yet here we are, for
00:42:23 ...each of us knowing
00:42:27 ...each of us secretly
00:42:31 It's brilliant.
00:42:35 It's everything.
00:42:39 It's Karamazov.
00:42:46 - Stop.
00:42:48 - You're so obnoxious.
00:42:52 - You do not wanna cross me.
00:43:00 Hi, Claire.
00:43:02 - Hi.
00:43:06 Yeah. No, no. I know, I know.
00:43:09 - Yeah, I'm the box office.
00:43:11 Wonderful. You?
00:43:14 Yeah, yeah. I'm good.
00:43:16 Actually, I'm meeting Caden
00:43:20 Yes, I recall Mr. Cotard.
00:43:24 Yeah. I'm waiting...
00:43:31 - Hey.
00:43:34 - Hi, Caden.
00:43:37 Hi.
00:43:39 - This is Derek.
00:43:41 - Hi, Derek.
00:43:44 Hi.
00:43:49 Well, we'll leave you be.
00:43:53 - Take care.
00:44:00 - That was awkward.
00:44:06 Do you like beaver...?
00:44:07 So could you tell me maybe what
00:44:12 You know, like,
00:44:16 Well, we'll build it
00:44:19 You know, try to find a real
00:44:23 That Hazel girl's kind
00:44:25 - You know, like, why...?
00:44:27 Why is she still working
00:44:30 I don't know. Probably
00:44:32 Maybe she wanted to be an actress,
00:44:35 - Yeah, we'll talk about it.
00:44:37 Really? Why?
00:44:41 Because I think
00:44:44 And I just feel like I'm
00:44:49 I keep thinking about
00:44:52 ...you know, and
00:44:56 I don't know what I'm doing.
00:44:59 But that's what so refreshing.
00:45:01 Knowing that you don't know...
00:45:03 ...is the first and the most
00:45:08 I don't know.
00:45:15 - Well, I'm proud of you.
00:45:18 - Don't say that, not to me.
00:45:22 My mother died last night.
00:45:26 Oh, my God. I'm so sorry.
00:45:35 - This is me.
00:45:39 Well, it was nice meeting you.
00:45:42 - I'm sorry. I'm so stupid.
00:45:48 Yeah, it's a
00:45:51 I don't know how
00:45:54 To meet, you know?
00:46:02 There she met Ralph Keene.
00:46:07 ...and soon their first
00:46:10 I used to be a baby.
00:46:12 Claire Elizabeth Keene
00:46:15 - I'm sorry. ... the
00:46:17 She made her parents proud with
00:46:22 God, you're beautiful.
00:46:25 When she was 7, little Claire
00:46:29 She starred in almost
00:46:32 ...playing Ado
00:46:34 ...Adelaide in Guys And Dolls,
00:46:39 I have to fuck you. I have to.
00:46:47 There will be no
00:46:55 I'd like to buy
00:46:58 - Okay. Hold it.
00:47:03 We're not really...
00:47:08 You know, to really discover
00:47:13 You know, I think I need to
00:47:16 Davis, I'll start with you.
00:47:20 I liked the beginning. I
00:47:24 "Davis, I'll start with you"?
00:47:26 There's a difference between favoring
00:47:30 I mean, we've had Ariel. I think
00:47:34 We'll talk about your character
00:47:38 Okay.
00:47:47 I think I made a breakthrough.
00:47:50 - This character is so beautiful...
00:47:54 - Your daughter's right here.
00:47:56 - Excuse me?
00:47:59 - I have to go find her.
00:48:02 She's tattooed.
00:48:05 Oh, everyone is tattooed.
00:48:08 Oh, I've never
00:48:11 - You have responsibilities.
00:48:15 Redundancy is fluid.
00:48:19 There is only the now,
00:48:23 For example,
00:48:26 Hi.
00:48:29 When you canceled, it freed
00:48:38 You know, I'm not sure
00:48:50 Oh, but it's getting you. You're
00:49:02 Thank you.
00:49:08 I show you my leg. I stand
00:49:14 I offer my ripe flower
00:49:18 This book is over.
00:49:35 Hi.
00:49:37 I don't speak German.
00:49:38 Yeah, yeah. I may
00:49:41 I'm looking for Adele
00:49:44 We must not give addresses or
00:49:48 - I'm her husband.
00:49:51 ...which is named
00:49:53 I'm the father of
00:49:56 I see. I'm sorry,
00:50:01 Dear diary, Germany is
00:50:06 My new dads are
00:50:08 ...and brilliant
00:50:10 Hello.
00:50:17 You're here?
00:50:18 Yeah. I live with Adele and
00:50:22 ...and Uschi and Britt.
00:50:27 I wanna see my daughter.
00:50:30 - Yeah, they sent me.
00:50:34 Who are they? Who the
00:50:37 Yeah, they decided it's
00:50:40 They decided? Who decided?
00:50:43 Oh, I did that.
00:50:45 She's a
00:50:48 She's a fucking
00:50:55 She's almost over 11 now.
00:51:01 She's my muse.
00:51:03 I love her.
00:51:09 You don't love her!
00:51:13 Where is she?
00:51:16 What did you do
00:52:17 Death comes faster
00:52:23 - That was your last patient for the day.
00:52:27 I don't know what you're
00:52:29 You're actually having
00:52:32 - Palpable, huh?
00:52:33 - Who told you?
00:52:36 - Not good, oh, okay.
00:52:39 You're in this scene, you're not
00:52:42 Just like that...
00:52:44 As you're telling him this, you
00:52:47 How are you gonna
00:52:48 And the guilt you feel about telling
00:52:52 Daddy, Daddy is mine.
00:52:54 Daddy can't play now, honey.
00:52:56 Daddy doesn't live with us anymore,
00:53:01 They still feel a
00:53:03 Have an argument. You're
00:53:07 - I don't buy it.
00:53:10 What? Just get the fucking shoe.
00:53:14 Tom, don't turn into another person
00:53:18 And this started just today?
00:53:24 Okay. Good.
00:53:26 You can get dressed.
00:53:31 I mean, you're a doctor, right?
00:53:35 - No.
00:53:38 - I can't tell you.
00:53:41 - No.
00:53:43 ...because you're not allowed to?
00:54:11 - Caden.
00:54:16 I was wondering if I
00:54:19 - You look great.
00:54:21 - Is that a new haircut?
00:54:26 What are you
00:54:28 I'm here with Derek and
00:54:32 - The boys?
00:54:36 - How old?
00:54:39 Twins. Robert and
00:54:44 Yes.
00:54:47 They're nice names.
00:54:50 Derek took them to the Natural
00:54:57 It's so good to see you,
00:55:01 You know, I was with Claire.
00:55:05 And we have a daughter.
00:55:10 How about with you?
00:55:13 Good. I have a great
00:55:17 Shapers. Great.
00:55:23 - It's so good to see you.
00:55:57 Hey! What are you doing?
00:56:02 - I got you.
00:56:03 How I love Maria.
00:56:05 She is so much more of a
00:56:08 ...with his drinking and unfortunate
00:56:13 I could only loathe him,
00:56:17 But Maria.
00:56:22 I wanna come back.
00:56:24 I wanna take care of you and
00:56:32 Ariel.
00:56:44 No, no, no, it's
00:56:46 No, no, no. Please.
00:56:50 Hello?
00:56:56 Okay.
00:57:07 My father died.
00:57:13 Oh, baby.
00:57:19 They said his body was riddled
00:57:24 That he went in
00:57:27 They said he
00:57:33 And that he...
00:57:37 That he called out
00:57:42 They said that he said
00:57:49 And they said he
00:57:53 Too many to recount.
00:57:56 They said it was
00:57:58 ...and saddest deathbed speech
00:58:03 There was so little
00:58:06 ...they had to fill the
00:58:10 ...to keep him from
00:58:18 I'm really sorry
00:58:21 Thank you. Can you
00:58:23 - Of course.
00:58:27 - All right.
00:58:30 God bless you and your family.
00:58:32 God bless you.
00:58:37 It's Hazel. Leave a message
00:58:47 It's left five people dead.
00:58:49 Sorry.
00:58:52 - Caden?
00:58:54 Officials suspect arson.
00:58:57 In other news, German
00:58:59 ...has won its libel
00:59:02 ...claiming chromosomal damage from
00:59:05 Will you just
00:59:13 In Pakistan today,
00:59:25 Caden, everyone has to figure
00:59:29 I just want you to look
00:59:32 Oh, honey, I can't anymore.
00:59:36 You know I'm sorry.
00:59:39 I screwed everything up,
00:59:44 - And I'm sorry.
00:59:48 - I'm okay.
00:59:53 I mean, I do, but it just...
00:59:58 It rips my guts out.
01:00:00 I'll help you
01:00:03 And I'll help you through too.
01:00:07 I'm fine.
01:00:11 I have Derek.
01:00:19 Okay, I'm going.
01:00:29 Honey, I'm coming.
01:00:31 Dear diary, today I felt
01:00:35 Maria explained to
01:00:38 And being a woman is wonderful
01:01:35 Olive?
01:01:42 Olive.
01:01:46 Olive, it's Daddy.
01:01:55 Olive, it's Daddy!
01:01:59 Don't fucking
01:02:03 Get off! It's my daughter!
01:02:08 Get off! Get off!
01:02:16 I won't settle for anything
01:02:21 Brutal. Brutal.
01:02:26 Each day I'll hand you a paper. It'll
01:02:30 You felt a lump
01:02:31 You looked at your wife and
01:02:34 - Caden?
01:02:37 When are we gonna get
01:02:41 It's been 17 years.
01:02:46 All right, I'm not excusing
01:02:49 I will have someone play me...
01:02:52 ...to delve into the
01:02:55 ...of my lonely,
01:03:00 And he'll get notes too, and
01:03:03 ...to the notes I truly
01:03:15 Get to work!
01:03:40 They fired me.
01:03:44 - I caused an outbreak of conjunctivitis.
01:03:48 I didn't wash my hands.
01:03:51 - Oh, God.
01:03:53 Fucking private Christian school is
01:03:57 It's Derek's thing. I don't
01:04:01 You try to be a good person.
01:04:06 Do you have anything
01:04:11 I mean, I already
01:04:15 - I don't have a box office yet, but...
01:04:19 Please, Caden. I...
01:04:22 Please, Caden.
01:04:28 Sammy Barnathan?
01:04:41 Sit. Sammy Barnathan.
01:04:54 I don't have a
01:04:59 - I've never worked as an actor.
01:05:04 Well, I've been...
01:05:07 I've been following
01:05:10 So I knew about this
01:05:14 And I've learned everything
01:05:17 So hire me, and you'll
01:05:24 Peekaboo.
01:05:29 Okay.
01:05:34 Hazel, I don't think we need to talk
01:05:39 I'm gonna cast him right now. Then
01:05:42 And we can try to figure
01:05:44 ...why I cried.
01:05:47 Because I've never felt about
01:05:54 And I wanna fuck you until
01:05:59 ...a mythical beast with penis
01:06:04 ...two pairs of eyes that
01:06:07 ...and lips ever touching.
01:06:12 And one voice that
01:06:29 Okay.
01:06:32 Yeah. You've got the part.
01:06:55 I've never seen
01:06:59 It's new.
01:07:05 That's a good boy.
01:07:13 - When is it opening?
01:07:17 - We need to get in. It's bad out here.
01:07:25 You know, I was thinking
01:07:29 I don't even know
01:07:32 Can I have a nickel if I doesn't
01:07:37 Yeah.
01:07:41 How about The Flawed
01:07:44 I'm not sure.
01:07:47 Claire, I want you
01:07:51 Sammy's gonna move into
01:07:58 It would be my honor to
01:08:00 You're an amazing actress.
01:08:02 No, I saw you do Bernarda Alba
01:08:07 Yeah?
01:08:09 That was a fun play.
01:08:11 Emotionally, it was tough,
01:08:16 Plus, I loved working with so
01:08:23 I'm gonna start
01:08:29 Start, huh?
01:08:33 Who is Claire Keen?
01:08:37 - Why did we leave Adele, Caden?
01:08:43 She left us.
01:08:47 You know that
01:08:50 Except me.
01:08:53 An amazing artist though.
01:08:57 I mean, there's no one who stares
01:09:01 Sweet pussy too.
01:09:06 How do you know that?
01:09:12 I read it.
01:09:20 Anyway...
01:09:24 I mean, I don't
01:09:28 Well, maybe she's got
01:09:31 Maybe she's got a retrospective
01:09:43 Why are you giving me this?
01:09:45 I wanna follow you there and see
01:09:52 Research.
01:09:56 You know, for the part.
01:09:58 Partner.
01:10:49 Hold it. Hold it, please.
01:10:52 Hold it, please.
01:10:56 I asked you to hold the door.
01:11:00 I'm sorry. I pressed the button,
01:11:03 You didn't press it.
01:11:07 - Have a good night.
01:11:12 - Are you Ellen? Ellen?
01:11:14 - Are you Ellen Bascomb?
01:11:16 I'm to give the key to
01:11:21 Yes, I'm Ellen.
01:11:22 She said you should just
01:11:24 - And don't forget to change the sheets.
01:11:29 Oh, sweetheart.
01:11:43 Adele?
01:12:00 Hi, Ellen. Be a doll and do the
01:12:05 Your money's under the
01:12:08 P.S. Bag of stuff in bedroom closet
01:12:36 Went for a walk.
01:12:49 All night?
01:12:52 You smell weird. Are
01:12:57 No.
01:13:00 What do I smell like?
01:13:04 Like bad? Like an old person?
01:13:06 I don't know. Like mold
01:13:09 Like you're menstruating.
01:13:11 Menstruating?
01:13:13 You tell me.
01:13:15 I don't menstruate. I don't know how
01:13:18 I wouldn't know.
01:13:31 I don't like the guy
01:13:33 You don't like Sammy?
01:13:37 Fuck you. I'm 45 years old. I
01:13:41 He's the best thing
01:13:43 He's coming on to me. He's
01:13:46 - He's your husband.
01:13:48 He's not my goddamn
01:13:50 What the fuck is
01:13:54 - I'm going to rehearsal.
01:13:56 - We're getting at something real here.
01:14:00 Beautiful, Sammy.
01:14:04 - Caden?
01:14:08 What's up?
01:14:10 Well, I feel we
01:14:14 I mean, there's a whole side of
01:14:20 - I guess, yeah.
01:14:22 Yeah.
01:14:29 Hi, Ellen. Crackerjack
01:14:34 Would you do sheets again?
01:14:36 We had quite a fuck, and it's
01:14:41 Hi, Adele. Relined
01:14:44 I just wanted to let you
01:14:47 And I'm mounting a play which I
01:14:51 Best, Ellen.
01:15:00 I went for a walk.
01:15:05 Caden, what are
01:15:10 I have a right
01:15:13 I've been going
01:15:17 And cleaning it.
01:15:22 Do you have any idea what I've
01:15:26 For you? For you? Could
01:15:37 - This looks serious. Am I interrupting?
01:15:42 I just wanted you to know
01:15:45 ...is ready to start today.
01:15:46 That's great. That's all we
01:15:50 Okay, I'll take
01:15:54 - Maybe you could clean her toilet.
01:15:59 This is over.
01:16:01 - No, Claire...
01:16:04 I didn't say I was gonna
01:16:07 - But you thought it!
01:16:10 I got an offer to do
01:16:15 And I'm gonna take it. I
01:16:18 The real one. You
01:16:21 Claire.
01:16:23 Jesus. Claire.
01:16:27 Hi, yeah, we're gonna
01:16:29 Claire, I didn't say it.
01:16:38 I already put out a call
01:16:43 But I'm afraid I'm
01:16:45 Just like that? You don't
01:16:49 I'm not a chance-giving girl.
01:16:53 I try and be fun-loving, see?
01:16:57 Sorry.
01:16:58 My analyst says
01:17:00 Once you enjoyed
01:17:03 - That's before my analyst taught me...
01:17:06 - Bye.
01:17:08 Oh, Needleman, you
01:17:11 But I'm afraid I'm
01:17:24 I'm sorry. Okay.
01:17:39 Oh, Needleman, you
01:17:41 But I'm afraid I'm
01:17:44 Just like that? You
01:17:47 I'm not a chance-giving
01:17:50 Once you enjoyed
01:17:53 That's before my
01:17:55 This is a lie.
01:17:56 Come here. I try to
01:18:00 - She told me your hatred of...
01:18:02 Wall it up. All of it.
01:18:14 Claire.
01:18:21 Oh, Needleman.
01:18:24 All right.
01:18:29 Good for you with your grant.
01:18:31 Listen, I fixed up the walk-in
01:18:35 We'd love to have you...
01:18:36 ...and you wouldn't have to
01:18:39 It's just a
01:18:52 Dear diary, I'm
01:18:57 It is perhaps times like these
01:19:01 An article of clothing
01:19:04 A green jacket. A
01:19:06 A game we once played.
01:19:09 I'm a girl fairy, and
01:19:12 ...and you're a boy fairy,
01:19:15 Pretend when we're fairies,
01:19:18 And I say, "Stop hitting me or I'll
01:19:22 "Now I have to die. " And
01:19:26 And I say, "But I have to.
01:19:29 And you'll have to wait a
01:19:33 And I'll be put in a box...
01:19:34 ...and all I'll need is
01:19:37 ...and lots of tiny
01:19:39 And the box will have
01:19:42 And you ask, "Where
01:19:45 "Home," I say.
01:20:04 This is to hear.
01:20:07 - So words... English here, yeah?
01:20:19 I'm dying...
01:20:21 ...as I'm sure Maria told you.
01:20:27 The flower tattoos have become
01:20:32 So I am as well. This is life.
01:20:36 It's Maria. She did this.
01:20:40 Maria gave me a reason
01:20:44 The flowers defined me.
01:20:45 Your mother and
01:20:48 I've tried for years to
01:20:52 I want to talk to you
01:20:55 - I'm not a homosexual.
01:20:58 Well, she's a liar.
01:21:02 I had the same struggle when I
01:21:07 ...and we began to
01:21:09 Maria is your lover?
01:21:12 Of course. She
01:21:16 ...to my vagina and to hers.
01:21:18 You have no idea
01:21:21 I need to forgive
01:21:24 ...but I can't forgive someone
01:21:28 - I just want...
01:21:32 I need you to ask
01:21:37 Can you ever forgive me?
01:21:41 - For what?
01:21:43 For abandoning you
01:21:48 ...with my homosexual
01:21:54 I will, I'll say it.
01:21:58 For abandoning you...
01:22:02 ...to have anal sex with
01:22:10 No.
01:22:17 No, I'm sorry.
01:22:26 I cannot.
01:22:45 I hope you are happy, faggot.
01:22:48 I'm not happy. I'm not happy.
01:23:41 I've talked to you before. This is not
01:23:44 Make it personal. Move along.
01:23:48 He doesn't need
01:23:54 It is a play about dating. It's
01:23:58 It's about everything.
01:24:01 Dating, birth,
01:24:05 ...all that.
01:24:07 - This doesn't look real.
01:24:09 - It's not real.
01:24:43 - Morning, Haze.
01:24:48 It was okay. Yours?
01:24:51 Phillip was colicky.
01:24:54 - Oh, sorry.
01:24:56 - Everybody here?
01:24:59 Jimmy called and said
01:25:03 Sorry. Sorry.
01:25:06 - Hi, Hazel.
01:25:13 Sammy likes you.
01:25:26 I need you to build this.
01:25:29 It's Adele's place.
01:25:31 I can give you the
01:25:36 A few days?
01:25:42 - Can I look again?
01:25:49 Millicent Weems?
01:25:59 - Caden, this is...
01:26:04 Unknown, Unkissed and Lost?
01:26:13 Anyway, this is
01:26:16 Have a seat.
01:26:20 How are you at cleaning?
01:26:24 - Very, very good at it.
01:26:26 You'd be playing
01:26:30 I played Egga, the cleaning lady,
01:26:34 Great. Okay.
01:26:38 And Mrs. Dobson in
01:26:43 You're weirdly close to what
01:26:50 Glad to be weirdly close.
01:26:58 Sorry, everybody.
01:27:02 - Maurice, what's going on?
01:27:05 We have a couple of new guys
01:27:08 - We good to go?
01:27:13 I'm sorry.
01:27:16 Fuck.
01:27:18 Are you Ellen? Are
01:27:23 Shit.
01:27:25 Line, please?
01:27:28 Ellen... "What?"
01:27:30 Right, right. What?
01:27:33 I'm to give the key to
01:27:37 Yes, I'm Ellen.
01:27:43 Oh, dear. It's the wrong key.
01:27:46 I'll be in, in a second.
01:27:47 - Did you hear that?
01:27:51 - You're breaking the fourth wall.
01:27:54 - I'm supposed to open the door.
01:27:58 - Are you in there?
01:28:01 - Adele?
01:28:03 I don't think it's...
01:28:06 I'm jumping in the shower.
01:28:11 Do you want some coffee?
01:28:14 Did you look at the new painting
01:28:19 Hey, thanks for the
01:28:22 - People don't walk like that.
01:28:25 No, just walk like yourself.
01:28:28 Watch. Watch this.
01:28:32 I gotta go.
01:28:35 Watch this.
01:28:54 Where's Hazel and Sammy?
01:29:05 Sammy.
01:29:07 Sammy. Sammy.
01:29:11 - Hi, Caden.
01:29:14 I was being you.
01:29:17 You know, you like
01:29:19 This Hazel doesn't exist for you. If
01:29:23 That's what I
01:29:25 No harm, no foul, Caden.
01:29:28 Ten minutes, everybody!
01:29:31 - Hazel.
01:29:33 - You don't like him, do you?
01:29:39 I'm me. You don't need
01:29:42 Oh, don't worry,
01:29:45 I do. It's just, Sammy's fun.
01:29:49 - I'm fun.
01:29:53 Hold on a sec. Yes?
01:29:55 - Is this Caden cotard?
01:29:57 This is Officer Melnin
01:30:00 I'm sorry to inform you your mother's
01:30:03 - What does that mean?
01:30:14 Was my father
01:30:18 I don't know what
01:30:21 He's dead.
01:30:23 - So he looks dead, I guess.
01:30:28 He was a big guy.
01:30:34 Anyway...
01:30:40 Thanks for coming with me.
01:30:44 That's okay.
01:30:47 I asked Hazel...
01:30:49 ...but she was busy tonight,
01:30:53 I mean, it's not that
01:30:58 ...but because you play
01:31:03 Does that make sense?
01:31:08 Although the thing is, off-stage
01:31:12 But you play her
01:31:25 Did Hazel mention what
01:31:28 Because I called her
01:31:30 ...and her husband told me she
01:31:34 And I just thought that was weird
01:31:39 She's having
01:31:41 - That's interesting.
01:31:44 I'll have another
01:31:51 Will you excuse me? I
01:31:58 Don't forget your phone.
01:32:02 Thanks, Yammy.
01:32:10 It's Hazel. Leave a message
01:32:22 You can stay in
01:32:32 I thought someone would
01:32:36 Who?
01:32:38 I don't know. Someone.
01:32:44 This is my room.
01:32:48 Where are you going to sleep?
01:32:51 - The living-room couch. -
01:32:58 - It's just sex.
01:33:01 If you think it's okay.
01:33:07 - How can you be like that?
01:33:11 In front of someone
01:33:14 I don't see why.
01:33:16 Maybe because you
01:33:19 - Maybe that makes it easier.
01:33:23 Do you want to fuck?
01:33:26 I do. Do you?
01:33:30 - Take your clothes off.
01:33:33 I'm very, very lonely.
01:33:38 I don't...
01:33:42 ...know what's
01:33:47 I'm sorry.
01:33:51 Do you understand?
01:33:54 I mean, can you
01:33:59 Yeah. I mean...
01:34:03 I don't know, I
01:34:08 Fucking might help.
01:34:13 I'm sorry.
01:34:15 It's okay, I don't mind.
01:34:21 - You're very pretty.
01:34:24 Sometimes I wish I could
01:34:30 What, you wish
01:34:32 Sometimes I think I might
01:34:34 Interesting. It's kind of
01:34:40 - Do you like guys?
01:34:44 Well, I'm getting cold.
01:34:59 You're pretty, Caden.
01:35:04 Thanks for saying that.
01:35:09 Come to bed, pretty Caden.
01:35:16 I shouldn't have drunk so
01:35:23 - What are you gonna do about it?
01:35:27 - For chrissake.
01:35:28 Thanks, Caden.
01:35:30 We need to fire him.
01:35:34 We don't need to fire him.
01:35:37 Jeremy's playing to us.
01:35:39 Tell him to talk to Donna
01:35:42 Sammy's explaining too
01:35:45 It needs to be shorthand,
01:35:49 Caden, can we stop a second?
01:35:52 Sure.
01:35:54 If Hazel's in love with Sammy,
01:35:58 ...there would be a big confrontation
01:36:01 "It's obvious he's a
01:36:04 Then I think Hazel would have
01:36:07 ...or gets angry, I'm not sure which yet,
01:36:12 - That didn't happen.
01:36:14 - But Hazel hasn't done that, Tammy.
01:36:25 I feel like we could try it.
01:36:29 - Great.
01:36:36 Let's try it. Maybe it could
01:36:46 Fuck.
01:36:50 You know, Tammy's right.
01:36:51 I don't understand
01:36:55 He's nice, he's available,
01:36:59 Since when are you available?
01:37:02 Derek left because of you.
01:37:08 When? How come
01:37:11 I don't know, Caden. How
01:37:15 Fuck. I gotta let go of the actor
01:37:19 What? That is such
01:37:23 - I am touched.
01:37:25 Derek is played by...
01:37:26 We have enormous
01:37:32 ...Joe.
01:37:35 I do not like Tammy, and
01:37:40 - How can you like her, anyway?
01:37:42 - Joe Abernathy. No, she does not.
01:37:46 - Abernathy?
01:37:49 - Was it good?
01:37:51 I'm just being honest. It was
01:37:57 - Did you cry?
01:37:59 You're making progress.
01:38:03 Okay, I cried a little before.
01:38:13 Hazel, you've been a part of
01:38:21 I breathe your name
01:38:28 - What are we doing?
01:38:51 Oh, this is the place I
01:38:56 - Yeah, we're almost...
01:39:00 Caden.
01:39:02 - Caden. Caden, look at me.
01:39:06 Sammy, stay right where
01:39:08 There's nothing to talk about,
01:39:11 - What are you doing?
01:39:14 But you've never really looked
01:39:18 So watch me.
01:39:20 Watch my heart
01:39:25 Watch me learn that after
01:39:27 No more watching, no
01:39:30 Say goodbye to Hazel for me.
01:39:35 - None of us has much time.
01:39:39 Hazel, I love you!
01:39:43 Sammy!
01:39:45 I didn't jump, Sammy.
01:39:48 A man stopped me
01:39:53 I didn't jump.
01:40:01 I know how to do it now.
01:40:04 There are nearly 13
01:40:08 I mean, can you imagine
01:40:10 And none of those
01:40:14 They're all leads in their own stories.
01:40:20 I know how to do it now.
01:40:22 There are 13 million
01:40:24 Can you imagine how
01:40:27 None of those people are an extra.
01:40:31 They have got to
01:40:34 Do you see what I'm saying?
01:40:37 Come over tonight.
01:40:42 Please.
01:40:45 You know, we could
01:40:47 - We could get a loft.
01:40:52 I miss my daughter. Maybe
01:40:55 I miss Olive.
01:40:58 And the other one.
01:41:00 - I'm a bad person.
01:41:03 I am. I should never
01:41:07 I was just trying
01:41:09 You can't cause
01:41:13 He was very troubled.
01:41:15 God, Caden.
01:41:20 I wish we had this
01:41:26 And all those
01:41:29 My heart aches
01:41:31 We're here, Caden.
01:41:35 - I'm here.
01:41:41 Yeah. The end is built
01:41:46 What can you do?
01:41:48 - God, you're just perfect.
01:41:53 - But we fit, don't we?
01:42:07 It doesn't always
01:42:09 ...because of the
01:42:12 - I take a lot of pills.
01:42:17 I'm embarrassed. I don't want
01:42:22 It's okay.
01:43:08 I have a title.
01:43:12 The Obscure Moon
01:43:21 I think it might be too much.
01:43:26 Yeah, probably.
01:43:40 Sir, could you come
01:44:01 Might be smoke inhalation.
01:44:09 It's Hazel. Leave a message
01:44:12 I know how to do the play now.
01:44:18 It'll all take place over
01:44:23 ...and that day will be
01:44:27 It was the happiest
01:44:33 And I'll be able to
01:44:37 See you soon.
01:44:43 So have you got any thoughts
01:44:50 I have a new title, maybe.
01:44:52 Infectious Diseases in Cattle.
01:44:59 The title means a lot of things.
01:45:15 I need a Caden for my Hazel.
01:45:18 I'd very much
01:45:22 I know that...
01:45:25 I know that it would be
01:45:29 ...but I think I could do
01:45:33 I don't understand him.
01:45:35 Well, Caden Cotard
01:45:42 He lives in a half world
01:45:49 ...and time is concentrated,
01:45:52 Yet up until recently,
01:46:00 ...to make sense
01:46:04 But now he's turned to stone.
01:46:08 - Okay. Sounds good.
01:46:13 - Thanks.
01:46:15 I didn't see that at all. I
01:46:21 None of those
01:46:24 They're all leads
01:46:30 No, this is tedious.
01:46:38 Hi, your scene's over.
01:46:41 - What is she doing?
01:46:44 Can I get you down
01:46:47 She not getting the
01:46:50 You don't move around like
01:46:57 Sit on the ground there.
01:47:03 Everything is more
01:47:06 You only see a tenth
01:47:09 There are a million little strings
01:47:14 You can destroy your life
01:47:17 But maybe you won't
01:47:21 ...and you may never, ever
01:47:24 And you only get one
01:47:26 Just try and figure
01:47:30 And they say there is no fate,
01:47:36 And even though the world
01:47:39 ...you are only here for a
01:47:43 Most of your time is spent
01:47:47 But while alive,
01:47:50 ...wasting years for a phone
01:47:55 ...from someone or something
01:47:57 And it never comes, or it
01:48:02 So you spend your
01:48:05 ...or vaguer hope that
01:48:09 Something to make
01:48:10 Something to make
01:48:13 Something to make
01:48:17 And the truth is...
01:48:20 ...I feel so angry.
01:48:24 And the truth is...
01:48:26 ...I feel so fucking sad.
01:48:31 And the truth is, I've felt so
01:48:37 And for just as long, I've
01:48:40 ...just to get
01:48:44 I don't know why.
01:48:46 Maybe because no one wants
01:48:51 ...because they
01:48:57 Well, fuck everybody.
01:49:02 - Amen.
01:49:20 - Delightful.
01:49:22 I'm out of ideas.
01:49:27 I'm dead.
01:49:31 Well, I could take over as you
01:49:37 I think you're tired, Caden.
01:49:41 I think you just need
01:49:48 - I need to keep my hand in.
01:49:52 - What do you mean?
01:49:55 It's a choice role.
01:49:59 I do like to clean.
01:50:16 Ellen?
01:50:22 - Yes?
01:50:26 You're to keep it
01:50:34 So touched by the sadness of
01:50:41 Say, "Thank you,"
01:50:43 Thank you.
01:50:45 You're very
01:50:48 - Now say, "Have a very good day. "
01:50:51 I will indeed.
01:50:57 Reach for the toilet paper.
01:51:01 Wrap some around your hand.
01:51:04 Wipe yourself.
01:51:11 There was supposed
01:51:15 You were supposed to
01:51:19 Love.
01:51:21 Children.
01:51:24 A child, at least.
01:51:27 Children.
01:51:30 Meaning.
01:51:39 Everything okay, Eric?
01:51:44 - Everything is everything.
01:51:49 I disappointed him,
01:51:54 Everyone is disappointing
01:52:03 I remember having that picnic
01:52:09 Ellen, what is it?
01:52:11 I was so young.
01:52:13 I'm going to remember this moment
01:52:17 ...and in exactly 20 years,
01:52:21 ...and have exactly
01:52:23 There was so much hope.
01:52:24 Baby, that the loveliest
01:52:29 Oh, God. Sorry,
01:52:54 Where is my little girl?
01:52:57 Where is my little girl?
01:53:11 Look at the night table
01:53:23 Stare out the window.
01:53:27 Remember the time she got you
01:53:31 How she told you how
01:53:33 How she made you feel pretty
01:53:37 Think how you'll miss her.
01:53:40 Stand up.
01:53:51 Now it is waiting,
01:53:55 And when your wait is over,
01:53:59 ...and it will continue to hold
01:54:04 ...and maybe someday
01:54:07 And maybe not.
01:54:09 The room doesn't care either.
01:54:28 Hello?
01:54:50 There's nobody running
01:55:29 What was once before you, an
01:55:34 ...is now behind you, lived,
01:55:39 You realize you
01:55:42 You have struggled into existence and
01:55:47 This is everyone's
01:55:52 The specifics hardly
01:55:57 So you are Adele...
01:55:59 ...Hazel, claire, Olive.
01:56:04 You are Ellen. All her
01:56:09 All her loneliness. The
01:56:14 Her red, raw
01:56:18 It is time for you
01:56:32 Walk.
01:56:40 As the people who adore
01:56:43 ...as they die,
01:56:47 ...as you shed them, as you
01:56:51 ...as the world forgets you, as
01:56:55 ...as you begin to lose your
01:56:59 ...as you learn there
01:57:02 ...and there never was, you
01:57:06 Not coming from anyplace,
01:57:10 ...just driving,
01:57:14 Now you are here. It's 7:43.
01:57:18 Now you are here. It's 7:44.
01:57:21 Now you are gone.
01:57:31 Where is everybody?
01:57:35 Mostly dead. Some have left.
01:57:46 Would you sit with me for a moment?
01:58:12 I feel like I know you.
01:58:15 Well, I was the mother
01:58:20 Yes.
01:58:24 You seem a bit older
01:58:27 That dream was
01:58:30 Apologize.
01:58:33 I didn't mean to
01:58:45 There's everyone's dreams
01:58:51 All those thoughts I'll never
01:59:02 I wanted to do that
01:59:09 I feel like I've
01:59:12 Oh, no. I am so proud of you.
01:59:17 Ask her if you can put
01:59:20 Can I lay my head
01:59:23 Yes.
01:59:34 I love you.
01:59:39 I love you too.
02:00:04 I know how to
02:00:09 I have an idea.
02:00:11 I think if everyone...
02:00:14 Die.