T rev

en
00:00:07 Adapted from a story in the novel,
00:00:16 Nazým gave me the idea.
00:00:19 At first, it made no sense to me.
00:00:23 Maybe it still has no meaning,
00:00:28 And since I didn't have a better
00:00:33 Everyone is going to confess
00:00:37 Okay, let's go for it.
00:00:40 I'm a real phony. None of
00:00:46 People tell me I'm a post-modern
00:00:50 What the hell does post-modern
00:00:53 I have no idea what they
00:00:58 I'll be fucked if I know anything
00:01:02 I got off on what we were
00:01:07 Everything was falling
00:01:10 It was falling to pieces,
00:01:15 On the contrary, I loved it.
00:01:21 That's just the way I am.
00:01:23 I want him to be mine,
00:01:26 I worry that she'll cause
00:01:29 I don't want to say this again...
00:01:45 Both Nazým and Süreyya sent me
00:01:50 I'm sure they didn't dare
00:01:55 I'll edit the tapes one day.
00:02:01 One day, but not right now.
00:02:08 Burcu has to choose the
00:02:13 - I am absolutely worthless.
00:02:16 - What happened?
00:02:20 It's my final thesis. It's due soon,
00:02:24 - What are you going to do?
00:02:28 - You should do something different.
00:02:31 Something really original.
00:02:34 Not one of those typical short films
00:02:40 Do something more unusual, better.
00:02:44 - My creative lover.
00:02:47 I have something in mind, actually.
00:02:50 I can't remember who, but one
00:02:54 ..."If we knew what people
00:03:00 ...we'd never be able
00:03:05 - That's really heavy.
00:03:07 - But it's true.
00:03:10 What does this have to do with me?
00:03:12 What I'm saying is that if we confess
00:03:20 ...in front of a camera, could that
00:03:25 - It would, but it would be heavy.
00:03:29 I'm a private woman, dear.
00:03:32 I don't care if her professors
00:03:38 I haven't got any
00:03:40 - There are other people to consider.
00:03:44 - Yeah, who?
00:03:48 Well, it's like this - if you keep
00:03:56 ...you're not an artist.
00:03:57 A true artist needs to have the
00:04:03 - Are you this honest in your books?
00:04:10 - Well I won't deprive you of it.
00:04:13 Okay, I'm in.
00:04:15 Let's start tonight. We'll confess
00:04:23 Then we'll give you the tapes.
00:04:30 You can show them at school...
00:04:32 - I'll give 'em something to talk about.
00:04:34 You can show them at
00:04:38 - Okay.
00:04:40 - Since I have nothing else in mind.
00:04:42 - Good. - I hope we don't
00:04:45 - In that case you can pay my tuition.
00:04:49 - Okay.
00:04:52 Okay let's buy something. Since
00:05:01 I'm studying cinema and television
00:05:06 I want to be a director.
00:05:10 But Süreyya has doubts.
00:05:13 She told me not to dream too big.
00:05:21 After graduating from Robert College,
00:05:25 I studied marketing
00:05:27 Thanks to my father, I got a good job
00:05:32 I hated it. It was total drudge work,
00:05:37 I have five luxury apartments
00:05:41 thanks to my father.
00:05:45 I'm a writer.
00:05:48 I make a living by copy writing
00:05:53 It's good money. What do I do?
00:05:58 I go to Teoman concerts. Not because
00:06:04 Kerem and I like to hang with them.
00:06:09 I wanted to be an actor for a while.
00:06:15 I went to all of these uni courses,
00:06:22 Now I want to get married.
00:06:23 Being a writer, do I read a lot?
00:06:26 I like books like the Da Vinci Code.
00:06:32 I take Ecstasy from time to time.
00:06:37 I'm a happy person.
00:06:44 I think Nazým is a good
00:06:49 He passed a lot of my tests.
00:06:53 I'm happy.
00:07:04 - I'm here.
00:07:07 - It's so cold. What're we doing here?
00:07:14 - Wonderful! Warm tea.
00:07:18 Okay, I went home. Nothing new.
00:07:22 - Crackers and stuff. Those are good.
00:07:29 Ülker, Eti, something like that.
00:07:33 Some kid from our school went
00:07:36 Did you know that they sell Turkish
00:07:43 Do you understand the meaning
00:07:46 I'm saying, "So what."
00:07:47 Actually, there is something I need to
00:07:53 So, I'm not getting
00:07:58 I can feel that you are avoiding me
00:08:02 I just want to give you guys
00:08:05 We see each other plenty. It's so lame
00:08:12 Süreyya, I'm not avoiding
00:08:16 Well, you're a jealous person,
00:08:22 You know what I mean. You could
00:08:25 and start avoiding us.
00:08:29 I don't know. I didn't want to
00:08:32 What do you mean, "intrude"? Come
00:08:36 Seriously? You must really love me.
00:08:42 I have to get rid of his new
00:08:49 Pretend you don't know him.
00:08:59 I invited Kerem to join us today.
00:09:01 Who's Kerem?
00:09:04 Do you have your answer now?
00:09:06 I think men would give up their lives
00:09:14 Let's buy some stuff,
00:09:18 - Shall we go?
00:09:23 - Come on.
00:09:26 Nazým, take these. And maybe you
00:09:34 - Burcu, Kerem...
00:09:38 You haven't told her
00:09:39 - This guy has a brand new sports car.
00:09:45 - Second, his dad's an MP.
00:09:48 I could slap him,
00:09:52 - Third, he lives in a mansion.
00:09:58 Why is she my best friend?
00:10:08 Did I choose her? I wonder.
00:10:16 Do I get off on it, secretly?
00:10:20 Does it make me feel younger,
00:10:24 Süreyya has her first fit of jealousy.
00:10:29 - Come on, give it to me.
00:10:30 - Please, darling.
00:10:33 Okay, as you wish.
00:10:41 What the hell - yeah I'm talking to you.
00:10:49 - What did I do?
00:10:52 - Darling, it was just a little joke.
00:10:54 I'm not interested in jokes
00:10:58 I could smash your head in.
00:11:01 - Hey, wait, hold on a minute.
00:11:04 - Süreyya!
00:11:05 - You're the only woman in my life.
00:11:13 I want you - not that girl, not Burcu,
00:11:21 - Could you repeat that last sentence?
00:11:23 - What did you say?
00:11:26 - You said Burcu!
00:11:28 You said Burcu! Burcu! Do you
00:11:35 - The bags, sweetheart.
00:11:37 - Yes. Get them together.
00:13:51 I'm so stressed out, I have to
00:13:56 Okay, but don't blame me.
00:14:00 Because I've known you for too long.
00:14:06 He was hugging me,
00:14:08 - Give me a break.
00:14:11 Get mad at Nazým - it's his fault.
00:14:17 Actually, Nazým was that way
00:14:19 Come on! He was different - he gave
00:14:23 Is it really the same thing?
00:14:26 - I have something to tell you.
00:14:30 I can only tell this to you.
00:14:35 It's always on my mind - when I eat,
00:14:38 I'm just not sure of Nazým's love.
00:14:41 I mean, I know he loves me, but I'm
00:14:46 Marriage is a different thing.
00:14:48 Don't be silly, you love each other,
00:14:51 I need to ask you something.
00:14:57 Oh, no problem. I thought you would
00:14:59 - I'll marry him, if you want.
00:15:04 It isn't funny, is it.
00:15:07 - I think it is.
00:15:11 - Are you kidding?
00:15:15 Why not?! You're my closest friend,
00:15:19 - Yes...
00:15:21 Look, just listen to me for a second.
00:15:27 But I want to be sure of him. If he
00:15:31 I'm dead serious, and if you don't
00:15:36 - Are you threatening me?
00:15:39 If I have to turn to a stranger,
00:15:45 I don't want to have a marriage
00:15:48 I want to give birth to a child whose
00:15:53 So now do you understand?
00:15:57 But this is something between the two
00:16:00 - You're my best friend.
00:16:02 I'm not - I'm the one who's hurting.
00:16:04 Don't look at it as something bad. It is
00:16:10 Would I ask such a thing of you?
00:16:12 You would, if you were in love. Look,
00:16:17 You'll do it, won't you?
00:16:20 Oh my baby.
00:16:24 I'm confused.
00:16:27 Okay, you relax. I'll have a drink.
00:16:45 It's a Full Trotter.
00:16:50 Okay, so why didn't she make a move
00:16:56 - No.
00:16:59 And why is a girl like that available?
00:17:04 - Don't grin like that.
00:17:09 This is what happens when kids
00:17:13 I'm being serious.
00:17:16 I'm crazy about her. I like the way she
00:17:22 She's got such a gaze!
00:17:26 - Kerem, buddy...
00:17:27 - Let's grab a coffee, clear your head.
00:17:31 - It'll buck you up.
00:17:40 - It's love, isn't it?
00:17:45 I don't fall in love.
00:17:56 I'm not the love type, okay?
00:17:58 But one more girl, especially
00:18:03 It wouldn't.
00:18:06 So let's go get that coffee.
00:18:09 You're not the guy
00:18:15 Say 'in love' one more time
00:18:20 Kerem is in love!
00:18:28 - How's it going, boss?
00:18:31 Is it cold in here?
00:18:33 You think? I can turn on the heat.
00:18:44 The stuff I write is phony.
00:18:50 I don't know myself.
00:18:57 Fake. Corrupted.
00:19:00 I was great in high school.
00:19:04 I read all of the classics -
00:19:10 I had my favorite writers.
00:19:13 Then, later on, I stopped reading.
00:19:17 Money was what I wanted.
00:19:25 I wrote for these ad agencies.
00:19:34 So I was loaded.
00:19:39 Electronic music, chill-out...
00:19:48 I've died intellectually. Something
00:19:55 Nazým and Burcu are alone
00:20:03 - Burcu.
00:20:06 Kerem is a good catch.
00:20:08 Nazým, how can you be friends with
00:20:14 - Why?
00:20:16 He's so arrogant and conceited!
00:20:19 He has an expensive car,
00:20:23 What is it, mum?
00:20:26 What happened?
00:20:33 How?
00:20:35 Where are you?
00:20:38 Is he okay now?
00:20:42 What happened?
00:20:48 My dad's in the hospital.
00:20:50 - I'll come with you.
00:20:52 I'm coming, too.
00:20:55 - It's nothing.
00:20:57 He fell down the stairs. He got a few
00:21:00 - You're going alone?
00:21:04 I'll go on my own. Don't worry! Can
00:21:19 It's a lie, isn't it? Your father
00:21:23 - I called myself.
00:21:30 I know you'll do your best.
00:21:33 Nonsense -
00:21:35 The key was in my pocket.
00:21:39 I'm ready, let's go.
00:21:41 Why don't you get it?
00:21:45 My dad doesn't even know you.
00:21:48 - Are we children?
00:21:49 You'll meet another time -
00:21:55 He's a conservative guy.
00:22:08 See you.
00:22:47 Do you mind if I hang out inside?
00:22:49 No, enjoy yourself.
00:22:52 I think I'll play some loud music.
00:23:11 Okay, I'll confess something.
00:23:15 I'm really curious to know
00:23:30 - Süreyya?
00:23:36 Where are you?
00:23:38 Okay, I'm coming.
00:23:41 Listen, you're doing
00:23:43 Süreyya, this guy really loves you.
00:23:47 Come home. Yes, my finger
00:23:52 Are you coming?
00:23:54 Okay, fine. I'll be there soon.
00:24:10 I've never had
00:24:14 I mean, there was never a man
00:24:19 I'm on anti-depressants.
00:24:24 But I've been on them for ages.
00:24:26 I've never been on my own
00:24:30 But it happens to Süreyya. I mean, she
00:24:37 One doctor told me
00:24:41 Anyway...
00:24:44 A few years ago, I went to
00:24:48 I've known Burcu for six years.
00:24:56 At this party that night, someone told
00:25:02 Naturally, she got upset.
00:25:05 This was when she was 25 or 26.
00:25:09 I'm actually more like
00:25:13 I don't know why
00:25:20 - You want a drink?
00:25:25 - I'm up anyway, let me.
00:25:31 What do you mean, domestic! Lt'll be
00:25:38 You mean I'll pay for it later?
00:25:39 No, not later.
00:25:44 - Way to go, munchkin.
00:25:50 I don't like these modern ways.
00:26:03 - Burcu, you're breaking my heart.
00:26:24 - Why did you lie to me?
00:26:28 Did you secretly film us?
00:26:31 You haven't been working on him.
00:26:39 Why did you lie to me?
00:26:43 I'm more suspicious now than ever.
00:26:47 I'm going to have to break up with
00:26:51 Süreyya are you completely out
00:26:53 You have to get to a shrink
00:26:58 Please help me!
00:27:15 Hey now, pull yourself together.
00:27:17 Please help me!
00:27:20 Please, hon.
00:27:22 Will you do it, Burcu?
00:27:25 I will. I'll do it, hon.
00:27:39 - Hello there, Nazým.
00:27:42 - Waiting for you.
00:27:44 - I'm supposed to meet Süreyya here.
00:28:05 - Is something wrong?
00:28:11 I don't know. You're my best friend's
00:28:20 - Oh.
00:28:24 - What do you mean?
00:28:27 It's as if I forbade myself
00:28:32 - Is there some sort of problem?
00:28:39 I catch myself looking at you
00:28:52 - Burcu.
00:28:54 You're a sweet girl.
00:29:00 - I mean, don't misunderstand me...
00:29:04 You don't like me?
00:29:07 No, I like you a lot.
00:29:09 There's nothing to dislike but
00:29:17 - But only as a friend.
00:29:21 - Okay.
00:29:27 - Are we going to stay here?
00:29:33 - Don't get cold.
00:29:57 This guy is totally going to kick ass.
00:30:00 - What a strong guy! Is there beer?
00:30:06 These guys are so good,
00:30:15 That's it, he's got him.
00:30:18 That's the stuff!
00:30:24 - Nothing.
00:30:26 - Did your stock portfolio crash?
00:30:29 - So what's the problem?
00:30:32 Excellent! Shoot!
00:30:40 - What do you think of Burcu?
00:30:45 I don't know, it's been a while.
00:30:48 I don't go after women who
00:30:56 I have no use for platonic love.
00:30:59 - You were dying for her.
00:31:02 I don't die for any woman, okay?
00:31:07 Moreover, I've found another girl
00:31:13 We're always on the phone now,
00:31:19 Get where?
00:31:24 Look at me. Why are you talking
00:31:29 - For the hell of it.
00:31:36 - No, nothing.
00:31:41 Girls fall for their
00:31:49 Show no mercy, Nazým.
00:31:54 - Kerem, don't say so...
00:32:03 Kerem...
00:32:06 You really are an animal.
00:32:09 You're the animal, Nazým. My lion!
00:32:22 Go get me a beer.
00:32:24 Excuse me...
00:32:27 Süreyya...
00:32:29 What's up?
00:32:31 How are you, dear? I'm fine.
00:32:35 Burcu told me, you saw each
00:32:40 You sound weird. You're fine.
00:32:44 Why don't you come over?
00:32:52 Okay, you and your boyfriend
00:32:55 Okay, honey. I love you.
00:33:00 - I'm telling you, he sounded weird.
00:33:05 - That's for sure! We must continue.
00:33:10 Don't worry - just enjoy it.
00:33:14 You have my full support as
00:33:18 - I just don't feel right.
00:33:20 - It seems twisted to me.
00:33:24 - We're real friends.
00:33:27 Of course!
00:33:33 Anyway, the outcome has nothing
00:33:36 I don't think we're on the same page.
00:33:40 I think you're enjoying all of this.
00:33:42 That's ridiculous.
00:33:47 Nazým is going to
00:33:52 Meet him at the exit.
00:33:56 - Why aren't you going?
00:33:59 - My answer: So I'll go.
00:34:03 I told him I was going to
00:34:05 - Really?
00:34:11 You'll do it, right?
00:34:17 - Are you okay?
00:34:22 But you're fine, I'm sure.
00:34:23 - Yeah, I am.
00:34:28 You'll be fine too.
00:34:33 My eyes have a strange gleam.
00:34:37 I saw it in the mirror a little while ago.
00:34:42 What am I doing?
00:34:48 I'm not going to
00:34:51 I'm not going to
00:34:56 Burcu invites Nazým to a club.
00:35:13 - Nazým!
00:35:17 - What's up?
00:35:19 - Fine. You? What are you doing here?
00:35:24 I was just at an ad agency to see
00:35:27 - How'd it go?
00:35:33 - I was going to meet Süreyya.
00:35:36 - What audition?
00:35:40 - Really?
00:35:43 Our Süreyya is going to be a pro!
00:35:45 - That's right.
00:35:49 - Yeah, a surprise.
00:35:52 - Do you like Ferhan Þensoy?
00:35:56 - Wow.
00:35:59 And I like his TV shows.
00:36:04 - Why don't we walk a while?
00:36:11 Can I ask you something.
00:36:15 What do you mean, "like a duck"?
00:36:16 Your feet turn out, like a duck's feet.
00:36:19 - You're breaking my heart.
00:36:23 You're very observant.
00:36:28 You're better than me.
00:36:29 No, I only pay attention to
00:36:34 - Special?
00:36:37 No, I mean, we talked
00:36:40 But I'm talking about how you're
00:36:45 and knock things over when
00:36:48 - I think it's sweet.
00:36:52 - That's your opinion.
00:36:55 - Süreyya does.
00:37:01 - Shall we go get a drink?
00:37:33 - Why are you looking at me like that?
00:37:38 - Staring.
00:37:42 Will you forgive me for
00:37:45 - What are you going to do? No!
00:37:50 - No, but I'm getting confused.
00:37:55 - Burcu, please.
00:37:59 Süreyya...
00:38:01 Süreyya is too dumb to
00:38:04 Don't talk about her that way.
00:38:05 I love Süreyya more than anyone,
00:38:10 Why don't you forget
00:38:13 - Burcu, please.
00:38:19 Look, don't get me wrong...
00:38:27 ...but I have to go home.
00:38:29 - Don't go.
00:38:30 Please don't go!
00:38:42 I've been with Süreyya
00:38:47 In the first few months, we had a
00:38:57 But now, it sort of fizzled out.
00:39:07 I mean, back when
00:39:12 she was like a sex object to me;
00:39:20 I'm through with her physically,
00:39:25 And she knows it.
00:39:28 The problem is Burcu.
00:39:33 Or is she really a problem?
00:39:36 Maybe she is the result.
00:39:53 Massage?
00:39:58 - You're so tense.
00:40:01 Sorry, darling.
00:40:05 - Nazým.
00:40:06 - Don't you want it?
00:40:15 Your back is so tight.
00:40:20 What's wrong?
00:40:27 Okay, please Süreyya!
00:40:31 - Yes?
00:40:39 You're a beast.
00:40:53 - I'm sorry.
00:41:28 No one says no to me,
00:41:32 - Süreyya.
00:41:39 Sometimes I just don't get it.
00:41:40 Really, with women I just don't
00:41:50 I love you, Süreyya.
00:41:55 - Why don't you leave?
00:42:01 - Please just go.
00:42:04 Go.
00:42:15 I feel really humiliated by this.
00:42:20 I feel just awful, Nazým.
00:42:24 All because of you.
00:42:34 From the outside,
00:42:37 An ideal couple,
00:42:40 Burcu says so,
00:42:43 "You're made for each other!"
00:42:49 The funny thing is,
00:42:55 And what's more,
00:43:00 That's the heart of the matter.
00:43:03 Because I think that just loving
00:43:12 Do you want to know the biggest
00:43:17 Okay, and this goes for
00:43:20 We men, real men, are programmed
00:43:25 and inoculate them
00:43:29 Monogamy is not for us.
00:43:32 They want to find the strongest
00:43:36 Then she traps that
00:43:38 Why? So that he can protect her and
00:43:44 So, contrary to popular belief,
00:43:53 Like this guy right here.
00:43:55 So monogamy is not our thing -
00:43:59 - So let your mind rest at ease.
00:44:01 - My pleasure. What is it?
00:44:07 Go ahead, make fun of me.
00:44:15 - The situation is not so simple.
00:44:19 The situation is perfectly clear.
00:44:22 In weddings, why do men wear
00:44:28 ...and women wear white,
00:44:30 Why? Because monogamy ruins us,
00:44:36 And is marriage a woman's
00:44:39 Good point - and that is just why
00:44:43 It doesn't matter who thought of it.
00:44:49 What a terrible word. For a man
00:44:53 Why should I settle for one woman
00:44:57 Well that may suit you,
00:45:03 I don't know what you see in it,
00:45:06 It is not our nature -
00:45:13 - What am I going to do?
00:45:16 Listen to your buddy.
00:45:21 Follow my advice. Do what I say.
00:45:24 See what you like better - monogamy,
00:45:32 - Want something to drink?
00:45:33 Let's get wasted.
00:45:38 - So crazy.
00:45:39 - I don't want to drink booze.
00:45:44 - Let's drink beer and play a game.
00:45:48 Tabu - do you have Tabu?
00:45:49 Hi mom... Is he okay?
00:45:57 We're playing Tabu.
00:45:58 What happened?
00:46:00 The stitches on my
00:46:01 - Again?
00:46:05 - I'll come with you.
00:46:08 - This time, I'm coming with you.
00:46:13 Enjoy yourselves. I'll be right back.
00:46:18 - I hope he's okay.
00:46:48 - Are you mad at me?
00:46:53 - Do you know why I act this way?
00:46:58 Nazým, I don't want to
00:47:02 Burcu, don't.
00:47:08 Don't be afraid of me, okay?
00:47:17 - Burcu, I don't want it.
00:47:42 Only a few days ago, this kind of
00:47:47 I thought I would marry Süreyya.
00:47:54 We'd grow old together,
00:47:59 Is that really what I wanted?
00:48:09 I don't know. I'm really confused.
00:48:16 I mean, I've known Burcu for months.
00:48:20 We always hang out, she
00:48:28 Where did this interest come from,
00:48:40 There's still a drop left.
00:48:48 - Then what happened?
00:48:49 - What happened?
00:48:52 Süreyya, Nazým loves you.
00:48:57 So now you held his hand.
00:49:03 Or did he do it reluctantly?
00:49:06 Did he take it away roughly,
00:49:09 Roughly.
00:49:13 You should have tried to kiss him.
00:49:16 - Not really kissing, but...
00:49:20 Nazým has passed his test with
00:49:30 If we keep it going a little longer,
00:49:38 I owe you one. You know, that, right?
00:49:44 No problem.
00:49:55 One more thing.
00:49:59 Do you record this?
00:50:01 In the evenings, in your confessions -
00:50:06 Are you asking for your own sake
00:50:08 - For the project, of course.
00:50:12 Did you talk about what
00:50:14 No. I didn't see the sense in it.
00:50:22 Oddly, we're getting along well.
00:50:32 - Can you get that?
00:50:39 If Nazým only knew why I'm after him.
00:50:44 But I can't tell him - he'd hate me.
00:50:51 He knows nothing about this game.
00:50:54 But I am the real victim.
00:50:59 I can't tell Nazým anything,
00:51:06 I really don't know what to do.
00:51:45 Okay sweetheart, I miss you too.
00:53:46 Nazým. Don't miss this.
00:53:51 - When?
00:53:54 - What did you see?
00:53:57 You were walking
00:53:59 Everything!
00:54:01 Everything is everything, man.
00:54:08 - Does Süreyya know about this?
00:54:10 So, what are you going to do?
00:54:16 Don't ask me, because I just don't
00:54:23 Süreyya, Burcu, wow.
00:54:27 But let me ask you one thing.
00:54:32 - I'm so confused.
00:54:35 - How can I look Süreyya in the eye?
00:54:41 But Burcu, man, she's something.
00:54:46 - You're just realizing that now?
00:54:51 Let me tell you something. Women
00:54:55 Especially a girl like Burcu. Shit!
00:54:57 By the way, I need to ask
00:55:01 I need to use your house tonight, Nazým.
00:55:06 - I'll be coming with Selen.
00:55:08 Who's Selen? She's this
00:55:14 You know, this is the way I am.
00:55:17 - I need your house tonight?
00:55:20 Who am I talking to?
00:55:23 So can't you do a small
00:55:28 Come, sit. Let's think about
00:55:35 Yonca. Whoa, wait a minute -
00:55:38 She's my ex.
00:55:42 Süreyya on one hand,
00:55:49 What the hell - you've surpassed me.
00:55:53 Do you get it? I've been a playboy for
00:55:57 Look what he did.
00:56:00 Hey, don't worry about it.
00:56:04 Let me tell you as a brother.
00:56:10 Süreyya... Burcu... You're in a
00:56:15 People die for this, they cut
00:56:20 What a man.
00:56:22 Look, I'm going to get myself
00:56:28 Don't pass it up - you're out of your
00:56:35 God knows, you probably
00:56:37 What a man you are, you know?
00:56:48 See, here's your role model.
00:56:55 It's gone too far already.
00:56:57 I don't even feel guilty anymore.
00:57:05 This is all Süreyya's fault.
00:57:11 Now I'm in love, that's all.
00:57:55 Son of a bitch.
00:58:12 - Take this. It'll calm you down.
00:58:21 All I did was hold his hand.
00:58:23 He didn't hesitate at all.
00:58:31 He overcame me, Süreyya.
00:58:36 This is the outcome
00:58:38 - Are you sure?
00:58:44 I can't imagine what would have
00:58:50 Could you be wrong?
00:58:54 I wish you'd been there to see.
00:59:05 He overcame me, don't you understand?
00:59:17 Okay, calm down, hon.
00:59:21 - I hope you're not mad at me.
00:59:25 Why would I be?
00:59:28 I knew he was a sleaze.
00:59:30 I saw it in my dreams, so I knew.
00:59:33 I'm so sorry. I'm really sorry.
00:59:36 I knew you couldn't believe it.
00:59:41 Damn it. I need to
00:59:45 What?
00:59:46 Will you do it? Please. I really
00:59:57 Just give him a green light
01:00:03 Dumping him isn't enough.
01:00:07 We're going easy on him.
01:00:12 I want to catch him going
01:00:16 I want to see him drool.
01:00:20 Yes.
01:00:21 I want to catch him red-handed
01:00:25 - Okay. - Don't you
01:00:28 - He does.
01:00:42 How could you do
01:00:45 Nazým, I saw the girl in your window
01:00:48 What the hell, what's the matter
01:00:51 - How could I know that?
01:00:55 - Nazým...
01:00:56 - I told you, I was jealous!
01:01:00 Irresponsible? Is that what this is?
01:01:05 Did I mess it up? How can you
01:01:12 - Süreyya doesn't know everything.
01:01:15 - She doesn't know the truth.
01:01:21 - That we fell for each other.
01:01:32 - Another thing you don't know...
01:01:37 - Never mind.
01:01:42 I'm sorry, okay? I had to tell her that
01:01:54 Okay, Burcu.
01:01:57 Look, we can fix this mess.
01:02:05 As you two arranged, we'll meet
01:02:12 I'll say some things,
01:02:16 She's going to be watching, right?
01:02:23 - Okay?
01:02:43 I hate myself.
01:02:48 The lies grow more tangled and intricate.
01:02:54 I wonder if I would shoot them if
01:02:58 Burcu and Nazým making love -
01:03:03 Burcu and Nazým making love -
01:03:10 Oh God, what am I doing?
01:03:18 - Why are you so edgy?
01:03:21 - You seem edgy to me.
01:03:25 - Okay well let's calm you down.
01:03:29 - We talked about it, you know.
01:03:33 - Your eyes told a different story.
01:03:39 So you didn't want to sleep with me?
01:03:42 Stop it, already.
01:03:48 - You've had your eye on me for ages.
01:03:54 I just wanted to see how this thing
01:03:58 - A game, you mean.
01:04:06 - Why are you lying?
01:04:11 - So now you're into faithfulness?
01:04:14 I love her, OK? I'm going to marry her,
01:04:19 Go fuck yourself, Nazým.
01:04:28 Süreyya, girl, you're going nuts.
01:04:37 But I can't help getting
01:04:53 I really am confused. All I know
01:05:02 I cheated on Süreyya with Burcu.
01:05:06 What can I say - I've behaved like
01:05:14 I just lost it with Burcu.
01:05:59 - You're seriously ditching me now?
01:06:05 Why do you have to?
01:06:09 He sounded really bad on the phone.
01:06:14 - And do I sound good?
01:06:18 But I made a nice dinner for us, and
01:06:25 I know. I'm upset too. I mean...
01:06:30 I don't really want to go. He's going
01:06:35 I got up today and the weather
01:06:43 But I have to be there for him.
01:06:46 I was shopping all day in Niþantaþý
01:06:50 I made tiramisu.
01:06:55 I knocked myself out. If I'd known,
01:06:58 Darling, I'm really sorry but I have
01:07:04 - Cry a little.
01:07:07 Eat the chicken that
01:07:10 What can I do?
01:07:13 - Okay I won't be too late.
01:07:33 Burcu, darling.
01:07:38 I was tied up at home.
01:07:43 Unfortunately... Listen, where are you?
01:07:48 Do you have your key? Good.
01:07:50 Okay, I'll come right over. Okay?
01:07:54 No, I won't make you wait.
01:07:58 Me too... and how!
01:08:03 Okay, see you soon.
01:08:34 Good evening, I wanted to get a
01:08:41 On the European side, in Levent.
01:09:04 Hi Kerem? How are you?
01:09:12 So, Nazým is in the shower and
01:09:15 So I said I'd call to see if you wanted
01:09:23 Oh you're eating with your family.
01:09:33 I'll talk to you later. Okay, bye.
01:10:15 Burcu...
01:10:23 What?
01:10:26 - I... have a feeling...
01:10:31 ...l'm in love.
01:10:33 - Yes.
01:10:36 - I don't know...
01:10:42 Can't you say?
01:10:43 Okay, I'll say it. I mean, I want
01:10:46 Whisper it in my ear.
01:10:51 I'm doing my best to be up front, so...
01:10:54 "Men," you say.
01:10:59 You have the greatest tits.
01:11:05 Yeah, they all say that.
01:11:09 - Okay, give me a kiss.
01:11:17 I've never been flattered this way.
01:11:20 Leave me alone - I want to cry.
01:11:25 What?
01:11:27 What?
01:11:29 - I like you.
01:11:33 - Come.
01:11:37 Oh fuck it, man!
01:11:39 What? Hey, don't panic.
01:11:42 I forgot to call Kerem and give
01:11:47 How could you forget
01:11:58 Kerem, what's up? Fine. Listen.
01:12:03 If Süreyya calls...
01:12:08 Make something up.
01:12:15 How? Where'd she
01:12:20 She's calling.
01:12:26 - Answer it.
01:12:29 - Come on, she'll just wonder more.
01:12:33 She's so smart - she'll know.
01:12:44 - If she calls again, answer.
01:12:47 - How do I know? Lie.
01:13:02 Süreyya... I'm fine. I'm
01:13:07 A friend from school, Yeliz.
01:13:11 What's up? No, I haven't seen him.
01:13:17 I haven't talked to him, either, no.
01:13:21 Okay, you too.
01:13:25 Good job. How'd she
01:13:32 I guess so.
01:13:39 - What're we going to do?
01:13:42 What do you mean? You know her.
01:13:51 Come on, get up. Let's get
01:13:56 Where are we going?
01:14:08 Quietly...
01:14:11 Shall I look?
01:14:18 Quiet - is it Süreyya?
01:14:21 I don't know. Shall I look
01:14:23 Look. Be quiet.
01:14:38 No one.
01:14:39 Who? Süreyya?
01:14:46 I don't even want to think about
01:14:49 Could it have been
01:14:54 Could it have been
01:14:58 Was it her?
01:15:42 I'm really happy to have a friend
01:15:48 My dear friend. What
01:15:52 Süreyya, I didn't do anything,
01:15:55 Of course you did! Thanks to you,
01:16:02 I have good news -
01:16:10 You're the first person I'm telling.
01:16:12 So, has he proposed?
01:16:14 We talked about it a few weeks
01:16:18 Now there's nothing stopping me,
01:16:22 Hey, let's have dinner tonight. After,
01:16:29 Süreyya, enough already.
01:16:32 Yeah, but it'll all be over tonight.
01:16:36 - I don't want to.
01:16:40 Nazým will know
01:16:41 - I don't want to talk about anything.
01:16:44 - Süreyya, why aren't you listening?
01:16:47 - Can't you hear?
01:16:48 - I don't want to come.
01:16:50 But don't say any names, and
01:16:57 Talk about...
01:16:58 What you would do for him, and stuff.
01:17:06 I can't wait to see his face.
01:17:08 It'll be great!
01:17:10 Won't it?
01:17:16 Thanks, dear.
01:17:23 This restaurant's chicken is great.
01:17:28 - You didn't know I made it?
01:17:31 - You didn't notice, but you praise it?
01:17:35 So there's no telling what you would
01:17:39 - You made this chicken?
01:17:42 Darling...
01:17:46 - How is it, Burcu?
01:17:49 - Good? Is that all you can say?
01:17:54 - Not in the mood. I'll say something.
01:17:58 - I know why she's not in the mood.
01:18:02 Burcu is in love!
01:18:04 If I wanted to talk about it I'd
01:18:08 There's no reason to get upset.
01:18:10 I'm just concerned about your happiness.
01:18:13 If I wanted to talk about it I'd have
01:18:14 - Ladies, let's have a peaceful evening.
01:18:18 Süreyya, you're going too far.
01:18:21 Don't you have something to tell Nazým?
01:18:23 - If I did, I would have. Back off.
01:18:26 But I want to say something...
01:18:29 Doesn't your friend's happiness
01:18:32 Isn't being in love a
01:18:34 - I'll say if I want to talk about it.
01:18:38 - You're hurting me, darling.
01:18:43 - I hope so...
01:18:46 - I'm in love for the first time.
01:18:56 You're a real gentleman, Nazým.
01:19:14 What's he like?
01:19:16 I don't want to talk about it,
01:19:18 I'm curious. What's his name? What
01:19:21 Darling, darling...
01:19:23 These are wonderful things, why
01:19:26 - If she wants to share, she will.
01:19:28 "He's amazing." Hold on, that means
01:19:32 I want to share! An amazing guy! The
01:19:35 - Really?
01:19:38 Oh I could just die. I've never met an
01:19:42 - I won't take it wrong.
01:19:44 - I don't want to say his name.
01:19:48 You're not angry, are you darling?
01:19:49 - No.
01:19:53 What does that have
01:19:57 I didn't catch that. Stop mumbling.
01:20:02 I hope this guy appreciates you.
01:20:03 - You are so right. What do you think?
01:20:08 - Really?
01:20:10 How can you be so sure?
01:20:17 - But he's not. He's got a girlfriend.
01:20:20 - And he's attached enough to marry.
01:20:27 Are you sure that marriage means
01:20:33 Here's a thought - I wrote about
01:20:37 Ladies, you remember
01:20:40 - Yeah.
01:20:45 What does it have
01:20:50 I think it influences our lives.
01:20:55 I think there are
01:21:00 I think derivation...
01:21:02 I wrote...
01:21:06 Truth is a derivation of lies.
01:21:09 They even complete each other's
01:21:13 - Darling, enough.
01:21:18 I think you should read that book.
01:21:20 No! It's too boring! Why
01:21:24 - Damn you!
01:21:27 I got off on what we were
01:21:32 Everything was falling
01:21:35 It was falling to pieces,
01:21:40 On the contrary, I loved it.
01:21:46 That's just the way I am.
01:21:49 On how reality is derived from lies.
01:21:56 Just a second. Wait for a asecond!
01:22:01 What is it, what do you want?
01:22:03 - Don't shout at me, just listen!
01:22:06 - Burcu!
01:22:07 - Burcu.
01:22:10 No, it's not over. Okay? It's not over.
01:22:19 I'm so unhappy.
01:22:40 You're so romantic.
01:22:48 What do you think you're doing?
01:22:57 What are you doing?
01:23:00 You have no right to
01:23:03 - Cut the crap.
01:23:05 Now I'm the bad guy?
01:23:06 Are you in love?
01:23:09 - Are you insane?
01:23:10 - Hey!
01:23:14 Are you in love? Are you?
01:23:17 - Cut it out.
01:23:20 - Come on...
01:23:23 Are you in love? What do
01:23:27 Do you think I'm stupid?
01:23:30 Am I?
01:23:32 Did you tell him the truth?
01:23:36 Did you tell him?
01:23:39 I was so sure that
01:23:40 You're so honest,
01:23:42 - Okay, Süreyya.
01:23:44 - What is it?
01:23:46 I was the one who told
01:23:47 - Stop! Quiet! Enough!
01:23:51 - Enough!
01:23:53 - Shut up and go away.
01:23:56 - You're the one who wanted it!
01:24:01 - What the hell, Süreyya.
01:24:05 Answer me! You did the whoring.
01:24:09 So now do you understand?
01:24:11 Is this true? Is it?
01:24:17 It is? It is...
01:25:10 About the words spoken in days past.
01:26:27 Hello Ms. Burcu, how are you?
01:26:32 As promised, the cassettes...
01:26:36 They'll be delivered to you at home.
01:26:41 I was always honest with you,
01:26:46 I'm the one who suffered in the end.
01:26:49 Maybe it's my fault.
01:26:55 You were hurt, but I was hurt more.
01:27:01 My whole life is ruined.
01:27:05 Everything is upside down.
01:27:08 My family is behind me,
01:27:12 I can't imagine having to worry
01:27:16 I think that what you put me
01:27:22 I'm just going to get better. I'm not
01:27:26 Is this price I pay for my mistake?
01:27:30 Yes, I made a mistake,
01:27:35 I hope we don't meet again.
01:27:41 I hope this will be our last encounter.
01:28:21 I don't know why I am still
01:28:26 There's no thesis anymore.
01:28:45 I quit school.
01:28:51 I don't know what the future will bring,
01:28:58 I've been feeling more
01:29:04 I suppose it's strange to feel
01:29:07 I feel lighter somehow.
01:29:12 I lost my closest friend.
01:29:15 I fell in love with a man. I lost him, too,
01:29:20 I just don't have the strength to be mad -
01:29:25 All of this was inevitable, I guess.
01:29:31 And of course, I didn't give
01:29:35 Both Nazým and Süreyya sent me
01:29:39 I'm sure they didn't dare
01:29:44 I'll edit the tapes one day.
01:29:51 One day, but not right now.
01:29:58 Truth is derived from lies.