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Things We Lost in the Fire
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| 00:01:02 |
- Dad? |
| 00:01:03 |
The water's green. |
| 00:01:07 |
No, it's fluorescent. |
| 00:01:10 |
- What's... |
| 00:01:15 |
Fluorescent means "lit from within." |
| 00:01:20 |
So am I fluorescent? |
| 00:01:26 |
Yeah, Dory, you are. |
| 00:01:51 |
It's okay, honey. |
| 00:02:00 |
Why has Grandma |
| 00:02:05 |
Well, she's sedated, sweetie. |
| 00:02:09 |
I don't know |
| 00:02:12 |
It means that she's been taking pills |
| 00:02:22 |
She lost her son, Harper. |
| 00:02:26 |
There's nothing more painful |
| 00:02:30 |
More than losing your dad? |
| 00:02:34 |
Different. |
| 00:02:39 |
Different. |
| 00:03:11 |
- Cousin Laura's coming. |
| 00:03:14 |
I haven't spoken to her in over 10 years. |
| 00:03:21 |
That's Brian's computer. |
| 00:03:27 |
I can't go in there, so can you... |
| 00:03:31 |
Okay. Okay. It's okay. I got it. |
| 00:03:46 |
Who is "Snakes290"? |
| 00:03:49 |
Oh, God. |
| 00:03:50 |
He's an old college friend of Brian's |
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What does it say? |
| 00:03:57 |
He said, "What do you think of |
| 00:04:04 |
Well, what did he think of them? |
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He thought he was a good rebounder, |
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but his outside jumper |
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Then write that. |
| 00:04:19 |
All right. I can do that. |
| 00:04:29 |
Shit! |
| 00:04:31 |
- What? What? What? |
| 00:04:32 |
What's wrong, Audrey? |
| 00:04:34 |
- I forgot to tell somebody. |
| 00:04:36 |
Neal, can you take me down to Renton? |
| 00:04:39 |
- Renton? You can't call? |
| 00:04:42 |
Who doesn't have a phone, sweetie? |
| 00:04:44 |
- Can you take me? |
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Okay, it's okay. It's okay. It's okay. |
| 00:04:51 |
I can go. |
| 00:04:53 |
Look, right around here from... |
| 00:04:55 |
There's his address book, |
| 00:05:00 |
Who's Jerry Sunborne, darling? |
| 00:05:03 |
Who the hell is Jerry Sunborne? |
| 00:05:41 |
You want something to eat? |
| 00:05:42 |
No, I'm fine. I'm fine. |
| 00:06:07 |
I just couldn't... |
| 00:06:12 |
- Do you have another one of those? |
| 00:06:16 |
Thank you. |
| 00:06:27 |
I'm Howard Glassman. |
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I'm Jerry. |
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How did you know Brian? |
| 00:06:38 |
We grew up together. |
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I just live down the street |
| 00:06:52 |
- Oh, no. |
| 00:06:55 |
Well, I'm... |
| 00:06:59 |
My wife. |
| 00:07:01 |
It's nice to meet you, Jerry. |
| 00:07:05 |
So you started smoking again? |
| 00:07:30 |
Come on! Get out of the way! |
| 00:07:31 |
All right! I bet you I could jump over it! |
| 00:07:34 |
I'm gonna jump over it! |
| 00:07:40 |
You don't know? |
| 00:07:42 |
I guess your brain's |
| 00:07:45 |
- Hey. |
| 00:07:49 |
Hi. I'm David. |
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My name is Jerry. You're Harper. |
| 00:07:54 |
- Yeah. |
| 00:07:56 |
- Hi. |
| 00:08:06 |
Your dad was my best friend. |
| 00:08:11 |
When? |
| 00:08:15 |
When I was your age, and last week. |
| 00:08:26 |
Strawberry Fields Forever |
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And Dory's got that scar on his nose |
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'cause he was running and he thought |
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But it was closed. |
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Everybody knows that, Dory. |
| 00:08:41 |
You don't like mimes. |
| 00:08:43 |
They don't talk. |
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Yeah, that's what they do. |
| 00:08:49 |
Your suit is a little big. |
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Thank you. |
| 00:08:55 |
That was imprudent of you. |
| 00:08:58 |
I bet you can't do this. |
| 00:09:04 |
Fast. |
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- Hi. |
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I'm so sorry. |
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Thanks for coming. |
| 00:09:52 |
I'm really glad you came. |
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I wasn't so sure |
| 00:09:57 |
- so, thank you. |
| 00:10:05 |
I hated you. |
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I hated you for so many years, Jerry. |
| 00:10:17 |
It's all right. |
| 00:10:19 |
And now, it just all seems so silly. |
| 00:10:27 |
He was so loyal to a fault, you know. |
| 00:10:33 |
Most people would've given up on you. |
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But he didn't. |
| 00:10:47 |
I know. |
| 00:10:54 |
I'm gonna go. |
| 00:10:55 |
No, I... Wait. |
| 00:10:58 |
I need you to stay. |
| 00:11:00 |
Please, can you just stay for a little bit? |
| 00:11:03 |
- Sure. |
| 00:11:06 |
Sure. Sure. |
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Good. |
| 00:11:20 |
So Brian is maybe six years old, |
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and we're the Andersons' guests |
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and we're swimming in the pool, |
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and all of the sudden, |
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and he pulls his bathing suit down |
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And people are just freaking out. |
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June Anderson is freaking out. |
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People are going, |
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I mean, he's peeing right in the pool |
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Wow. |
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And when it was over I say, |
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You know, I mean, he wasn't a bad kid. |
| 00:11:52 |
He never acted out. |
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And I said... |
| 00:12:01 |
I said, "Why'd you..." Shut up! |
| 00:12:05 |
I said, "Why did you do that?" |
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And he came back with something |
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Shit. I forget what he said. |
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He said he didn't want |
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Yes! That was it! |
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"I didn't want... |
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That's okay! |
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He was a little retarded as a kid, |
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No, I'm sorry, but he was. He was... |
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And, you know, |
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We home? |
| 00:13:02 |
Don't let them grow up. |
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How about I make us some pasta? |
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That way our vacation won't have to end |
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When I get back. |
| 00:13:51 |
- No. No, Brian... |
| 00:13:54 |
- Why? |
| 00:13:55 |
So? |
| 00:13:56 |
Audrey, you didn't know him |
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Every time you leave here, Brian, |
| 00:14:00 |
I'm scared to death |
| 00:14:01 |
Oh, Jesus, |
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You stop being so damn naive. |
| 00:14:06 |
Audrey, it's his birthday. |
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Who the hell knows |
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Mom? |
| 00:15:25 |
- Hey, Jay. |
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Happy Birthday! |
| 00:15:30 |
- August 3rd. |
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Yeah. |
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- You're an old man. |
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Come on in. Come on in. |
| 00:15:38 |
- She okay? |
| 00:15:46 |
I'm hungry. |
| 00:15:49 |
- Yeah. Cool. |
| 00:15:52 |
- They got coffee, strawberry... |
| 00:15:54 |
- Strawberry? |
| 00:15:56 |
- Will you try and find some soup? |
| 00:15:59 |
So they're not happy with the work, |
| 00:16:01 |
I think I'm gonna fire the workers. |
| 00:16:06 |
And Audrey's fucking someone else. |
| 00:16:10 |
Are you checking to see if I'm listening? |
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No, man. You don't understand. |
| 00:16:13 |
This woman looks so good there is |
| 00:16:19 |
Our neighbor's this guy |
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He's this rugged, |
| 00:16:23 |
Big beard. Big hair. Doesn't even talk. |
| 00:16:28 |
She's in love with Landon Hicks! |
| 00:16:30 |
Well, you gotta take |
| 00:16:33 |
What's the good? |
| 00:16:34 |
Are you still... |
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Yes, I am. |
| 00:16:43 |
I mean, you're still in the rotation, |
| 00:16:46 |
You know, |
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'cause they're gonna |
| 00:16:52 |
You have everything |
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Accept the good, Bri. |
| 00:16:58 |
Oh, come on, don't talk |
| 00:17:01 |
Brian, you're my only real friend |
| 00:17:11 |
Audrey angry |
| 00:17:15 |
No. |
| 00:17:19 |
Yes. |
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I don't know why you're so dead set |
| 00:17:26 |
Well, I don't want to see anybody |
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So, the Fed raised rates. |
| 00:17:41 |
No, people will still buy. |
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Good. |
| 00:18:30 |
Yeah? |
| 00:18:33 |
Jerry? |
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Maybe. Who is it? |
| 00:18:38 |
I'm Audrey Burke's brother, Neal. |
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Can you open the door, please? |
| 00:18:50 |
Yeah. |
| 00:19:02 |
Yeah. |
| 00:19:06 |
Yeah? |
| 00:19:09 |
Brian is dead. |
| 00:19:12 |
He was killed. |
| 00:19:13 |
Somebody killed him, and he's dead. |
| 00:19:19 |
What the fuck are you talking about? |
| 00:19:23 |
He's dead. |
| 00:19:31 |
Are you fucking with me? |
| 00:19:34 |
Some guy was beating up on his wife |
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What? |
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Brian's dead. |
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The funeral is today. |
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I'm here to take you to the funeral. |
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You better not be fucking with me, man. |
| 00:20:12 |
Do you have a suit? |
| 00:20:14 |
Yeah, I got a suit. |
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At this time, |
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I'd like to thank those of you who have |
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Many of you |
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and it is much appreciated. |
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In a few moments, we'll be going |
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Okay? Okay. |
| 00:21:33 |
Hey, what about chicken, Harper? |
| 00:21:37 |
Chickens are animals, Dad. |
| 00:21:40 |
Since when? |
| 00:21:41 |
- Since meat is murder. |
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- Dad? |
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- Dad? |
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- Daddy? |
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I know things. |
| 00:21:50 |
- Well, actually, that's not true. |
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The nature of knowledge |
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- Dad! |
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- I like meat. |
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He likes meat, Harper. |
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And he's gonna get bigger than you. |
| 00:21:59 |
She does eat broccoli. |
| 00:22:01 |
- I see. |
| 00:22:06 |
Did you take 60 bucks |
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No. |
| 00:22:10 |
That's funny, 'cause I had |
| 00:22:13 |
and now they're gone. |
| 00:22:14 |
No. I didn't take it. |
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Was your friend in the car |
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He didn't take it. |
| 00:22:28 |
- Who? |
| 00:22:30 |
Who? Who wouldn't take it? |
| 00:22:32 |
- Would you wake up, Brian? |
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Wake up! |
| 00:22:39 |
- Wake up! |
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- Mom, who? |
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Meat is so murder! Get her! Get her! |
| 00:22:50 |
- Get her. |
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Yeah, come in. |
| 00:22:55 |
Yeah, I know. |
| 00:22:58 |
Oh, okay. |
| 00:22:59 |
Well, it was very nice |
| 00:23:02 |
You know I appreciate it |
| 00:23:05 |
- Well... |
| 00:23:08 |
- Happy birthday, man. |
| 00:23:12 |
All right. |
| 00:23:14 |
- It's good to see you. |
| 00:23:17 |
Hey, don't forget the... |
| 00:23:21 |
Don't forget what? |
| 00:23:22 |
- Groceries. |
| 00:23:33 |
Hey, pretty boy. |
| 00:24:30 |
It's way past her bedtime. |
| 00:24:35 |
Oh, no, you're not watching |
| 00:24:40 |
It's this commercial we just saw. |
| 00:24:42 |
You're crying over a commercial? |
| 00:24:44 |
Do you have any idea what they're doing |
| 00:24:48 |
They were so cute, Dad. |
| 00:24:51 |
I wrote down the Web site. |
| 00:24:52 |
- We need to make a really big donation. |
| 00:24:54 |
Harper, out. |
| 00:24:57 |
Out. |
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- Good night, honey. |
| 00:25:04 |
Seal hater. |
| 00:25:10 |
Seal hater. Nice to meet you. |
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I'm gonna go wash up. |
| 00:25:25 |
So how was he? |
| 00:25:26 |
So how was he? |
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He's all fucked up, Audrey. |
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All fucked up. |
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You know, he said this thing to me, |
| 00:25:38 |
He asked me if the Feds raising |
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Now, that has no relevance for Jerry |
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He would have read it somewhere |
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because he knew |
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And I know that you think I just go there |
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and I give, and I give, and he just takes, |
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but, you know, he's my friend. |
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He looks out for me, you understand? |
| 00:25:56 |
He's my friend. |
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Okay. |
| 00:26:14 |
You know, they forgot to put |
| 00:26:17 |
I am gonna fire those guys, |
| 00:26:30 |
You're taking the kids swimming |
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All right. Dory's putting his head under. |
| 00:26:36 |
- Go easy on him, baby. |
| 00:26:39 |
Well, that's nice. |
| 00:26:43 |
I told Jerry |
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You what? |
| 00:26:50 |
- Landon Hicks? |
| 00:26:53 |
- Why would I be fucking Landon Hicks? |
| 00:26:57 |
If I was gonna sleep with somebody |
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it sure as hell |
| 00:27:01 |
No? Why not? |
| 00:27:03 |
Because he doesn't speak. That's why. |
| 00:27:06 |
Who would it be? |
| 00:27:15 |
The water guy. |
| 00:27:18 |
The water guy? |
| 00:27:20 |
Why? |
| 00:27:22 |
Because. |
| 00:27:24 |
Why the water guy? |
| 00:27:26 |
'Cause he reminds me of a cowboy. |
| 00:27:30 |
The guy that brings |
| 00:27:33 |
reminds you of a cowboy. |
| 00:27:35 |
Oh, yeah. |
| 00:27:40 |
Shouldn't have asked |
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Come on. Do it. |
| 00:27:49 |
Okay, do it. |
| 00:27:52 |
Please do it. |
| 00:27:56 |
Come here. |
| 00:28:00 |
That's it. |
| 00:28:20 |
You guys need anything? |
| 00:28:21 |
No, thanks, Howard. |
| 00:28:23 |
- He doesn't swim. |
| 00:28:26 |
Who spends $200,000 |
| 00:28:29 |
All right, Doris, that's enough. |
| 00:28:30 |
Maybe next time, |
| 00:28:33 |
That's funny. |
| 00:28:37 |
- One, two, three. |
| 00:28:43 |
- What happened? |
| 00:28:46 |
He's just being difficult |
| 00:28:49 |
Thank you, Dr. Freud. |
| 00:28:51 |
Why don't you go touch the drain |
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Now, look, Dory, just try. |
| 00:28:55 |
- I already did! |
| 00:28:57 |
Now, look, you got to face your fears. |
| 00:28:59 |
Everybody has to in life, okay? |
| 00:29:02 |
You're almost six years old. |
| 00:29:05 |
I don't have to! You can't make me! |
| 00:29:07 |
No, I can make you. |
| 00:29:09 |
Baby! You're kidding. |
| 00:29:12 |
- Am I kidding? |
| 00:29:13 |
Oh, yeah. Yeah, we were kidding, right? |
| 00:29:16 |
- Yeah. |
| 00:29:18 |
Come on, baby. Come with Mommy. |
| 00:29:20 |
'Cause your daddy |
| 00:29:34 |
Hey. |
| 00:29:36 |
I put walnut stain on this thing. |
| 00:29:42 |
No, you didn't, I think it looks good. |
| 00:29:44 |
You think I'm ever gonna get |
| 00:29:47 |
or are you just gonna |
| 00:29:54 |
It's... You know, I think it's ugly. |
| 00:29:59 |
- Thank you. |
| 00:30:01 |
I steam it. I sand it. I stain it. |
| 00:30:04 |
And after all of that, |
| 00:30:07 |
And if I screw that up, |
| 00:30:11 |
Well, what do I know? |
| 00:30:51 |
Dad! |
| 00:30:55 |
I promised them Cold Stone. |
| 00:30:57 |
Dad! |
| 00:30:59 |
To be continued. |
| 00:31:01 |
Okay? |
| 00:31:02 |
To be continued. |
| 00:31:06 |
- Don't move, all right? |
| 00:31:12 |
Hey, hey! |
| 00:31:14 |
Daddy, I want strawberry and vanilla. |
| 00:31:15 |
Okay. Strawberry and vanilla? |
| 00:31:17 |
Yeah! And Dory wants chocolate, |
| 00:31:19 |
What do you mean |
| 00:31:21 |
And Mom wants lemon. |
| 00:31:22 |
- Lemon? All right. |
| 00:31:34 |
I'll be back in a little while. |
| 00:31:35 |
- Bye! |
| 00:31:44 |
Dory. |
| 00:31:47 |
You look like a little puppy |
| 00:31:53 |
Where's my ice cream? |
| 00:31:58 |
- Excuse me. |
| 00:32:19 |
That's funny. He's not answering. |
| 00:33:06 |
Are you Mrs. Brian Burke? |
| 00:33:15 |
- You love me. You love me. |
| 00:33:18 |
- Damn it! You bitch! |
| 00:33:21 |
You don't love him, you love me! |
| 00:33:23 |
Fuck! And you lied to me! |
| 00:33:25 |
Don't you ever say that to me again, |
| 00:33:27 |
- Don't you ever say that to me! |
| 00:33:29 |
- That's my wife! That's my wife! |
| 00:33:31 |
You're hurting her! Just leave her alone! |
| 00:33:33 |
- You told me you were over him! |
| 00:33:34 |
Stop! Back off! |
| 00:33:43 |
- God. |
| 00:33:46 |
I'm breathing, man, all right? |
| 00:33:47 |
Count to 10 for me. |
| 00:33:51 |
- One, two, three, four... |
| 00:33:59 |
Yes, hi. |
| 00:34:01 |
I need an ambulance |
| 00:34:05 |
I got a woman here. She's beaten. |
| 00:34:15 |
No! |
| 00:34:26 |
I've got two kids. |
| 00:34:30 |
I've got a 10-year-old girl |
| 00:34:39 |
And they're in there waiting |
| 00:34:42 |
for their daddy to come home |
| 00:34:47 |
I'm so sorry. |
| 00:35:04 |
What's going on? |
| 00:37:27 |
Jerry? |
| 00:37:30 |
Oh, I'm sorry. |
| 00:37:32 |
He doesn't live here anymore. |
| 00:37:34 |
Okay, can you tell me |
| 00:37:37 |
Try the McKinley Clinic. |
| 00:37:40 |
Okay, the McKinley Clinic. Okay. |
| 00:38:06 |
- Hey! |
| 00:38:10 |
What are you doing here? |
| 00:38:15 |
I don't know. |
| 00:38:20 |
Good to see you. |
| 00:38:23 |
Want some coffee? Water? |
| 00:38:27 |
- Yeah. |
| 00:38:35 |
So this is a methadone clinic? |
| 00:38:38 |
Yeah. |
| 00:38:42 |
- You take methadone? |
| 00:38:47 |
I just help around the clinic |
| 00:39:02 |
When was the last time you used? |
| 00:39:06 |
Sixteen days ago. |
| 00:39:08 |
I tried to quit after the funeral, |
| 00:39:23 |
So how are the kids? |
| 00:39:31 |
Harper's messing up in school. |
| 00:39:35 |
And Dory is |
| 00:39:39 |
having nightmares |
| 00:39:52 |
- Would you like some more? |
| 00:39:57 |
I'm gonna shove off. |
| 00:40:04 |
- Stop it, Harper! |
| 00:40:14 |
Stop it, Harper! |
| 00:40:16 |
- Mom! |
| 00:40:20 |
You two are acting like little brats! |
| 00:40:23 |
All I asked you to do this morning |
| 00:40:28 |
But you can't even seem to do that, |
| 00:40:31 |
- Okay! |
| 00:40:57 |
Mom? Can I sleep with you? |
| 00:41:00 |
Yeah, honey. Come on. |
| 00:41:04 |
Right here. There we go. |
| 00:41:34 |
Oh, shit. |
| 00:42:23 |
- Hey! Okay, look, here's the deal. |
| 00:42:26 |
We had a fire in our garage. |
| 00:42:29 |
The good news, we started to rebuild it. |
| 00:42:32 |
The bad news, never finished it. |
| 00:42:35 |
So, right now, all it is, |
| 00:42:42 |
You can't stay here, Jerry. |
| 00:42:47 |
You're nuts. |
| 00:42:49 |
Why? |
| 00:42:52 |
Because it's free. |
| 00:42:57 |
I don't need your charity, Audrey. |
| 00:42:58 |
Who's offering you charity? |
| 00:43:04 |
Really, you know |
| 00:43:07 |
You can move in, get yourself situated, |
| 00:43:10 |
and, eventually, you can get a job |
| 00:43:27 |
So how come |
| 00:43:31 |
'Cause I'm a recovering heroin addict, |
| 00:43:46 |
I hate my wife. |
| 00:43:50 |
I mean, since we're sharing. |
| 00:43:54 |
I hate everything about her. |
| 00:43:57 |
And she is gonna be furious when |
| 00:44:01 |
Okay. |
| 00:44:20 |
- Hey, Dory. |
| 00:44:21 |
You gonna give us a hand? Okay, cool. |
| 00:44:30 |
Hey, Dory. |
| 00:44:37 |
You got it? |
| 00:44:40 |
- There we go. |
| 00:44:53 |
Yeah? Come in. |
| 00:44:59 |
It's dinnertime. |
| 00:45:03 |
- Dinnertime? |
| 00:45:05 |
My mom wanted me to come over |
| 00:45:07 |
Okay. |
| 00:45:09 |
I need to put on my soles. |
| 00:45:13 |
I got two soles, one and two. |
| 00:45:20 |
Okay, let's do it. |
| 00:45:28 |
- Come on, that would be so cool! |
| 00:45:30 |
- Yeah, that is so funny. |
| 00:45:33 |
- Hey, Jerry. |
| 00:45:34 |
Come on in. Have a seat. |
| 00:45:37 |
Girls? Girls, this is Jerry. |
| 00:45:40 |
- Jerry, this is Emily. |
| 00:45:42 |
- And this is Sarah. |
| 00:45:44 |
And Jerry is a really good friend |
| 00:45:48 |
who's gonna have dinner |
| 00:45:51 |
So, who wants chicken? |
| 00:45:52 |
- Oh, me! |
| 00:45:53 |
- Chicken. Jerry? |
| 00:45:56 |
You are? So am I. |
| 00:45:58 |
- Meat is murder. |
| 00:45:59 |
I'm gonna give it to you right now, |
| 00:46:02 |
So, I've been to California. Have you? |
| 00:46:05 |
Really? I haven't been to California, |
| 00:46:08 |
- Yeah. |
| 00:46:11 |
It's really hot in the summer. |
| 00:46:12 |
Like, I was there in short-sleeve shirts |
| 00:46:17 |
- That is so cool. |
| 00:47:18 |
Hey. |
| 00:47:21 |
Hey, Jerry! |
| 00:47:24 |
Yeah? |
| 00:47:26 |
I used to run with Brian every... |
| 00:47:28 |
I used to run with Brian every morning. |
| 00:47:33 |
So you want to go for a run? |
| 00:47:40 |
I mean, I'm smoking, Howard. |
| 00:47:45 |
I'll wait. |
| 00:47:47 |
Howard, I haven't ran |
| 00:47:51 |
We'll just, you know, |
| 00:47:53 |
You know, |
| 00:47:55 |
We'll just go, you know? |
| 00:47:57 |
- I don't know if I can do it. |
| 00:48:05 |
That's it. That's it. Can't do it. |
| 00:48:09 |
Okay. |
| 00:48:25 |
This was our route. |
| 00:48:30 |
Thought about changing it afterward, |
| 00:48:35 |
but this is our route. |
| 00:48:44 |
Audrey, I don't think |
| 00:48:50 |
Is she gonna have to get a job? |
| 00:48:53 |
Who told you that? |
| 00:48:55 |
No. Brian was a great developer. |
| 00:48:59 |
He really thought outside the box, |
| 00:49:02 |
Found opportunities |
| 00:49:05 |
Their house? Paid off long ago. |
| 00:49:08 |
No, Audrey'll never have to worry |
| 00:49:19 |
- Morning. |
| 00:49:21 |
- Can I have some water? |
| 00:49:25 |
Thank you. |
| 00:49:40 |
So... |
| 00:49:52 |
Why am I here? |
| 00:50:07 |
I don't really know. |
| 00:50:20 |
You know, it should've been you, Jerry. |
| 00:50:29 |
Why wasn't it you? |
| 00:50:59 |
- Sonics suck. |
| 00:51:02 |
It's a rebuilding year. |
| 00:51:06 |
What? |
| 00:51:07 |
"Rebuilding year?" |
| 00:51:09 |
- You're nine. |
| 00:51:11 |
And I'd take you down |
| 00:51:12 |
Oh, yeah? Go ahead. |
| 00:51:18 |
One more time, one more time, |
| 00:51:24 |
Check. |
| 00:51:27 |
Come on, check. |
| 00:51:30 |
Do you ever feel |
| 00:51:33 |
Do I ever feel like I'm inside a movie? |
| 00:51:36 |
No. |
| 00:51:39 |
It's a sad movie. |
| 00:51:47 |
You know, it'll change, Harp. |
| 00:51:53 |
I promise. |
| 00:51:58 |
Promise. Give me a high-five. |
| 00:52:02 |
Okay. |
| 00:52:05 |
The hook, the hook! |
| 00:52:06 |
Do the hook. Do the hook. |
| 00:52:52 |
And I'm... |
| 00:52:56 |
I'm wondering if maybe you might |
| 00:53:01 |
Sure. |
| 00:53:05 |
Sleep. |
| 00:53:08 |
- I need to sleep. |
| 00:53:23 |
Okay, leave your shoes out here. |
| 00:53:31 |
And shut the door. |
| 00:53:39 |
Okay. |
| 00:53:41 |
Come on. |
| 00:53:44 |
- Okay. |
| 00:53:49 |
- I don't know about this. |
| 00:53:52 |
This used to work better than Ambien. |
| 00:53:57 |
Okay. |
| 00:53:59 |
Bring this knee up, like that. Higher. |
| 00:54:08 |
Turn off the light. |
| 00:54:14 |
Okay, now... Now take your hand |
| 00:54:21 |
and pull down on the earlobe. |
| 00:54:25 |
Just pull down. Yeah, just like that. |
| 00:54:30 |
Yeah, but do it faster. Harder. |
| 00:54:36 |
Yeah. |
| 00:54:37 |
- Like that? |
| 00:54:41 |
Just keep doing that. |
| 00:54:54 |
I'm still awake. You gotta keep going. |
| 00:54:59 |
- Keep going, keep going. |
| 00:55:02 |
Keep going. |
| 00:56:00 |
Just for today, |
| 00:56:04 |
Living and enjoying life |
| 00:56:07 |
Just for today, |
| 00:56:11 |
Who believes in me |
| 00:56:14 |
Just for today, through N.A., |
| 00:56:16 |
I will try to get |
| 00:56:19 |
Just for today, I will be unafraid. |
| 00:56:22 |
My thoughts will be |
| 00:56:25 |
people who are not using |
| 00:56:27 |
and who have found a new way of life. |
| 00:56:29 |
So long as I follow that way, |
| 00:56:34 |
Is there anyone else |
| 00:56:38 |
- Okay. |
| 00:56:41 |
Hi, my name is Jerry and I'm an addict. |
| 00:56:44 |
- Hi, Jerry. |
| 00:56:45 |
I've been clean for 21 days. |
| 00:56:48 |
I'm here because my friend died. |
| 00:56:52 |
He wasn't a user. |
| 00:56:54 |
I knew him since second grade, |
| 00:56:56 |
and he was the only person |
| 00:57:00 |
He died a hero in this fucked-up, |
| 00:57:07 |
It killed me. |
| 00:57:10 |
It really did. |
| 00:00:02 |
- Hey. |
| 00:00:05 |
I liked your share tonight. |
| 00:00:07 |
Good. I like compliments. Thank you. |
| 00:00:10 |
- So 21 days, huh? |
| 00:00:13 |
- Bouncing off the bottom. |
| 00:00:20 |
You should stay till the Serenity Prayer. |
| 00:00:23 |
- Excuse me? |
| 00:00:24 |
before the Serenity Prayer, |
| 00:00:28 |
Disrespectful to who? |
| 00:00:32 |
To your recovery. |
| 00:00:35 |
Well, my recovery thanks you. |
| 00:00:44 |
- Are you married? |
| 00:00:50 |
Do you have children? |
| 00:00:52 |
Do I have children? Two. |
| 00:00:54 |
A six-year-old son |
| 00:01:00 |
Well, I should probably go, |
| 00:01:04 |
but I'll see you next week. |
| 00:01:07 |
Yeah. |
| 00:01:10 |
Buckle up! |
| 00:01:20 |
- Hey. Hi. |
| 00:01:23 |
You hungry? You want me |
| 00:01:26 |
No, no, I'm fine. |
| 00:01:32 |
Yeah. Sure. |
| 00:01:34 |
Howard wants me |
| 00:01:36 |
Okay. Come on, I'll show you. |
| 00:01:43 |
It's in there. |
| 00:02:39 |
I know I should... |
| 00:03:28 |
Those shoes are looking good! |
| 00:03:39 |
So, how does a lawyer |
| 00:03:46 |
- Really? |
| 00:03:48 |
Well, you start by doing coke, and then |
| 00:03:52 |
you get paranoid, then you find heroin, |
| 00:03:59 |
But you were a good lawyer, right? |
| 00:04:05 |
Who cares? Look at me. |
| 00:04:10 |
Come work for me. |
| 00:04:14 |
I don't know the first thing |
| 00:04:16 |
You know what a house is, right? |
| 00:04:19 |
That's a good interview. You got the job. |
| 00:04:28 |
Here you go. |
| 00:04:30 |
Thank you. |
| 00:04:33 |
- And here's the living room. |
| 00:04:37 |
As you can see, Doris gets her |
| 00:04:42 |
She's gonna get all this, you know, |
| 00:04:45 |
- So you're gonna go for it? |
| 00:04:49 |
But I'm not good at facing my fears. |
| 00:04:54 |
I'm not strong like you. |
| 00:04:58 |
Strong like me? |
| 00:05:03 |
Look, you're gonna have |
| 00:05:06 |
the Washington State |
| 00:05:08 |
but don't freak out. |
| 00:05:16 |
- You sure? |
| 00:05:20 |
Good. |
| 00:06:50 |
Hey. I brought your laundry. |
| 00:06:55 |
- Yeah. |
| 00:06:59 |
You look good. |
| 00:07:01 |
I mean, a lot better than you did |
| 00:07:06 |
Thank you. Thirty-nine days. |
| 00:07:17 |
What's heroin like? |
| 00:07:24 |
You ever heard that expression, |
| 00:07:32 |
Well, that's just at first. |
| 00:08:04 |
All you do is you chase it. |
| 00:08:08 |
You chase that initial feeling |
| 00:08:11 |
You can get the escape |
| 00:08:15 |
but never like the first few times. |
| 00:08:19 |
I wanna escape. |
| 00:08:23 |
Yeah. |
| 00:08:25 |
I wanna know |
| 00:08:30 |
No, you wouldn't. |
| 00:08:32 |
Yes, I would. |
| 00:08:36 |
And I would chase that feeling all day. |
| 00:08:43 |
I would chase it |
| 00:08:46 |
- No, you wouldn't. |
| 00:08:47 |
No, you wouldn't. |
| 00:08:50 |
You're too strong. |
| 00:08:54 |
Too engaged. |
| 00:09:22 |
I'm sorry. |
| 00:09:30 |
Sorry about that. |
| 00:09:35 |
Yeah. |
| 00:09:41 |
I'm sorry. |
| 00:09:54 |
Oh, you... |
| 00:09:59 |
Let's play, sucker! |
| 00:10:01 |
Don't let my head get wet. |
| 00:10:03 |
- You don't let your head under water? |
| 00:10:07 |
Can you put your chin under water? |
| 00:10:10 |
Show me. |
| 00:10:16 |
How about this ear? |
| 00:10:21 |
- And the other ear? |
| 00:10:24 |
And the top of your head? |
| 00:10:30 |
There, you just put your head |
| 00:10:34 |
Your chin, the top of your head, |
| 00:10:38 |
That's everything, man. |
| 00:10:43 |
I don't know. |
| 00:10:44 |
Well, why don't you put it under |
| 00:10:47 |
You've already done it. |
| 00:10:50 |
It's easy to do something |
| 00:10:52 |
- Wanna do it fast? |
| 00:10:55 |
On three? |
| 00:10:57 |
One, two, three! |
| 00:11:19 |
- Hi. |
| 00:11:21 |
Everything okay? |
| 00:11:23 |
- Yeah. Can I... |
| 00:11:32 |
Sit down. |
| 00:11:39 |
Sit down. Yeah. |
| 00:11:44 |
What you did today broke my heart. |
| 00:11:50 |
What'd I do? |
| 00:11:51 |
You got Dory |
| 00:11:57 |
- Just a cute trick, you know. |
| 00:12:00 |
Harper put hers under |
| 00:12:03 |
It was something |
| 00:12:06 |
to get Dory to do, but he couldn't. |
| 00:12:08 |
And that victory today |
| 00:12:13 |
was not supposed to be yours. |
| 00:12:17 |
It wasn't meant for you |
| 00:12:20 |
And for me, watching you was like this... |
| 00:12:27 |
This... |
| 00:12:29 |
I'm sorry. |
| 00:13:00 |
Harper's missing. |
| 00:13:03 |
The principal just called. |
| 00:13:04 |
She's not in school now |
| 00:13:08 |
She's been missing school for two days, |
| 00:13:12 |
I'm freaking out, Jerry. |
| 00:13:15 |
I saw her get on the school bus |
| 00:13:17 |
Well, you stay here in case she comes |
| 00:13:22 |
... life without you. |
| 00:13:26 |
And you know I'm not afraid to die. |
| 00:13:29 |
That's between you |
| 00:13:31 |
You think I made that up |
| 00:13:34 |
Harper! |
| 00:13:40 |
Call your mommy right now |
| 00:13:46 |
Yeah, it's almost over. |
| 00:13:49 |
Call her right now! |
| 00:14:00 |
How'd you know where to find me? |
| 00:14:06 |
Your dad told me. |
| 00:14:24 |
You know, |
| 00:14:26 |
you could marry my mom |
| 00:14:30 |
and we could be a family. |
| 00:14:34 |
That could never happen, Harp. |
| 00:14:36 |
Why not? |
| 00:14:38 |
Because that would make it so |
| 00:14:42 |
But... |
| 00:14:45 |
He did exist. |
| 00:14:50 |
I guess that's why. |
| 00:14:52 |
And it doesn't matter because I could |
| 00:15:00 |
You know what? |
| 00:15:03 |
- Really? |
| 00:15:04 |
- Good job. |
| 00:15:11 |
Well, go ahead and tell her. |
| 00:15:13 |
You tell her. |
| 00:15:15 |
Well, there is a week every year |
| 00:15:19 |
that the Park Theater plays a different |
| 00:15:23 |
and Brian used to take off work |
| 00:15:27 |
and they'd both play hooky together |
| 00:15:29 |
and see one of these |
| 00:15:31 |
so that's where |
| 00:15:46 |
How'd you know about the movies? |
| 00:15:49 |
Brian told me. |
| 00:15:52 |
So how the fuck did you know about it |
| 00:15:58 |
I don't know. |
| 00:16:02 |
Maybe he knew if you did, |
| 00:16:08 |
Just don't take it out on her, okay? |
| 00:16:12 |
It's not her fault. |
| 00:16:23 |
What's wrong? |
| 00:16:26 |
This isn't working, Jerry. |
| 00:16:29 |
Those are my kids, |
| 00:16:32 |
and I don't need you or anybody else |
| 00:16:35 |
I know that. |
| 00:16:36 |
You need to get your stuff |
| 00:16:41 |
Go. |
| 00:16:46 |
Audrey. |
| 00:16:50 |
Audrey. |
| 00:16:53 |
Audrey. |
| 00:16:56 |
Audrey. |
| 00:16:57 |
Audrey, Audrey, stop. |
| 00:17:03 |
This is unfair. |
| 00:17:04 |
Not to me, to Harper and Dory. |
| 00:17:10 |
Yeah, you're being selfish. |
| 00:17:14 |
Fuck you! |
| 00:17:22 |
- Thank you, Michael. |
| 00:17:24 |
Anyone else? Okay, who's next? |
| 00:17:27 |
Kelly. |
| 00:17:28 |
Hi, my name's Kelly and I'm an addict. |
| 00:17:31 |
- Hi, Kelly. |
| 00:17:32 |
So I'm really mad today and frustrated |
| 00:17:35 |
because there's this woman |
| 00:17:39 |
her name's Catherine. |
| 00:17:42 |
She's always been this really upbeat, |
| 00:17:46 |
Big smile all the time, and she was |
| 00:17:50 |
But it's the kind that spreads slowly, |
| 00:17:54 |
And I didn't want them to tell her. |
| 00:17:56 |
She's gonna die of old age. |
| 00:18:01 |
They fucking told her! |
| 00:18:02 |
And now she knows, |
| 00:18:05 |
she sleeps, she cries. It's... |
| 00:18:09 |
I just... |
| 00:18:13 |
I'll be back. |
| 00:18:15 |
- Thanks, Kelly. |
| 00:18:17 |
Now, for those who wish, |
| 00:18:32 |
God, grant me the serenity |
| 00:18:38 |
the courage to change the things I can, |
| 00:18:41 |
and the wisdom to know the difference. |
| 00:19:14 |
Are you gonna sell those to buy drugs? |
| 00:19:17 |
Excuse me? |
| 00:19:19 |
Are you gonna sell it to buy drugs? |
| 00:19:23 |
Why aren't you in bed? |
| 00:19:25 |
I had a nightmare. |
| 00:19:29 |
Well, me, too. |
| 00:19:32 |
Don't steal those. Put them back. |
| 00:19:38 |
Put them back. |
| 00:19:42 |
Put them back. |
| 00:19:44 |
Okay. |
| 00:19:45 |
- It's not good. |
| 00:19:48 |
Okay. |
| 00:20:14 |
So what's your nightmare about? |
| 00:20:22 |
I woke up, |
| 00:20:25 |
went into my mom's bedroom. |
| 00:20:27 |
She wasn't there. She was gone. |
| 00:20:31 |
I came down here |
| 00:20:36 |
Then I woke up. |
| 00:20:45 |
You know, the good thing is that it's... |
| 00:20:49 |
It's not real. |
| 00:20:53 |
She usually sits with me |
| 00:21:04 |
"I look at each game, each day, |
| 00:21:27 |
Jerry! Let's play, sucker! |
| 00:21:41 |
Jerry's gone! He's moved out! |
| 00:21:45 |
He's gonna go do drugs again. |
| 00:21:48 |
He's not gonna go do drugs, honey. |
| 00:21:51 |
Is it because of me? |
| 00:21:53 |
Because I skipped school |
| 00:21:55 |
I promise, I promise, |
| 00:21:58 |
Just let Jerry come back! |
| 00:22:00 |
Honey, nothing you did |
| 00:22:06 |
He's gonna be back, you'll see. |
| 00:22:09 |
He's a big guy. |
| 00:22:11 |
Trust me on this one. |
| 00:22:15 |
Does that mean Jerry's gonna die now? |
| 00:22:19 |
Congratulations on two years |
| 00:22:26 |
Thank you. |
| 00:22:30 |
My name is Frances and I'm an addict. |
| 00:22:33 |
Hi, Frances. |
| 00:22:35 |
Coming here for two years now |
| 00:22:38 |
has made me believe |
| 00:22:45 |
My mother gave me this bear |
| 00:22:49 |
and I plan to pass this bear |
| 00:22:53 |
You're gonna make it, girl. |
| 00:22:55 |
Thank you. |
| 00:23:04 |
Jerry? |
| 00:23:06 |
Who is this? |
| 00:23:09 |
Who's this? |
| 00:23:10 |
My name's Kelly. |
| 00:23:15 |
Is this where Jerry lives? |
| 00:23:17 |
- Yeah. |
| 00:23:18 |
'Cause he wasn't at the N.A. Meeting. |
| 00:23:21 |
It was Fran's birthday, |
| 00:23:22 |
and this wasn't a meeting |
| 00:23:25 |
What does that mean? |
| 00:23:28 |
He's relapsed. |
| 00:23:34 |
Do you have any idea |
| 00:23:38 |
You don't wanna go there. |
| 00:24:18 |
Hey, baby! |
| 00:24:40 |
Jerry? |
| 00:24:45 |
Jerry? |
| 00:24:47 |
Jerry! Jerry! It's Audrey. |
| 00:24:52 |
- Hi, Audrey. |
| 00:24:55 |
I'm taking you home. |
| 00:25:06 |
Come on. |
| 00:25:09 |
Come on. |
| 00:25:21 |
You see what's left? |
| 00:25:25 |
Shut up, Jerry. |
| 00:25:30 |
What can I get for you, Jerry, |
| 00:25:31 |
right now, |
| 00:25:35 |
Chocolate. |
| 00:25:37 |
Chocolate. |
| 00:25:40 |
Come on. Jerry. |
| 00:25:43 |
It's fucked up. It's fucked up. |
| 00:25:46 |
- It's fucked up. |
| 00:25:51 |
Jerry? |
| 00:25:52 |
What else do you need? |
| 00:25:54 |
You know what? |
| 00:25:58 |
Okay, I'll get you some ice cream, |
| 00:26:01 |
but for right now, Neal is gonna |
| 00:26:06 |
Okay? |
| 00:26:13 |
- Hi, Neal. |
| 00:26:16 |
Looks like we're gonna be roommates |
| 00:26:20 |
Looks like we're gonna be roommates |
| 00:26:21 |
Fine with me, but don't... |
| 00:26:29 |
Hey, Jerry? |
| 00:26:35 |
Hey, hey, hey, hey! |
| 00:26:40 |
Too much sleep. |
| 00:26:44 |
Well, we're gonna get you cleaned up. |
| 00:26:48 |
Get you out of those clothes. |
| 00:26:49 |
I hate it, man. I hate it. |
| 00:26:55 |
Oopsie-daisy. |
| 00:26:58 |
I don't. Oh, no. |
| 00:27:00 |
Any needles? |
| 00:27:04 |
Okay, get that off. |
| 00:27:10 |
We're gonna put that... |
| 00:27:11 |
Hey! Whoa! Whoa! Whoa! |
| 00:27:13 |
Hey, you just got here. |
| 00:27:44 |
Who's with him? |
| 00:27:47 |
My brother. |
| 00:27:54 |
Are you his girlfriend? |
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No. No. |
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He |
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was my husband's best friend. |
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The one who was shot? |
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Was he the love of your life? |
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I lost the love of my life, too. |
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To an overdose. |
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But it's what got me clean. |
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You know, they say |
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there's one |
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How long ago? |
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2,653 days. |
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Does it get better? |
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It gets different. |
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I have a new life, |
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so now I can have a new love of my life. |
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Well, I don't know anything |
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so would you like to help me? |
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Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! Okay! |
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Hey, hey, hey. |
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Come on, come on, come on. |
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Come on. Come on, come on. |
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Come on. Come on. Come on. |
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You gotta breathe. |
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It's me, it's me. It's okay. |
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I got you. |
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It's okay. |
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Okay, okay. Nice and easy. |
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I feel like shit. |
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So the antacid you can give him now. |
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The tea is to help him |
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and you want to give him |
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- Okay. No, no, no, that's for Jerry. |
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Do you want a little taste? Huh? |
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When can I see him? |
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Very soon, honey. Promise. |
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All right. Come on, right here, man. |
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Take this. Take this. |
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All right, get it down, get it down. |
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A little water. All right. |
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I'm cold! |
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Are you gonna die like my dad? |
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Yeah. |
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When? |
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As soon as possible, I hope. |
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You're kidding, right? |
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I brought you some cookies and water. |
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C-3PO and R2-D2. |
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Yeah. |
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3PO was a little stuck-up. |
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Yeah. |
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I like R2-D2 better. |
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Excuse me. |
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He seemed more accessible. |
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Here. |
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Here! Get back. |
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Hey, Jerry. |
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- Hi, Audrey. |
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Come on in. |
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I'm just... I'm smoking. |
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Well, it's okay, you can smoke inside. |
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Okay. |
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So he does not pay, right? |
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So, essentially, we are... |
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- Hi, Diane. |
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Hi. |
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- How you doing? |
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Good. You look better. |
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Thanks. |
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He's so wrong. |
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What? |
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"R2-D2 is more accessible?" |
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So it wasn't a hallucination, huh? |
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No. That was my son. |
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He was so cute. |
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Hold on, excuse me. |
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Dory! What did your mother say? |
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What did your mother say? |
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You wanna sit and have some dinner? |
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I think you should eat, you know? |
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I'll try. |
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See how he's spinning around like that? |
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Brian used to do the same thing. |
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Basketball games, |
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I know. |
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I miss the silliness, |
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the fun. |
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I don't know if I'm ever gonna feel |
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Am I ever gonna feel beautiful? |
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You are beautiful. |
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No, I mean on the inside. |
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You're the most beautiful woman |
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- Hey. |
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What are you doing here? |
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I invited her. |
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- Howard? |
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Can we swim in the pool tomorrow? |
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I'm sorry, Dory, |
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Why? |
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Well, because my soon to be ex-wife is |
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Honey, we'll find another place to swim. |
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What kind of music |
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Did he like classical music? |
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Yeah. |
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What did he drink after dinner? |
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Coffee? Italian wine? Or nothing? |
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Chocolate milk. |
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- What kind of toothpaste did he use? |
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He... Crest. |
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Come on, ask me a question, Kelly. |
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Okay, what was his favorite movie? |
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I can't remember. |
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He liked this really old boring one, |
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Godfather II. |
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- It was One, actually. |
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No, he liked Two. |
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My dad shot a squirrel. |
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- He did? |
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He killed it. He cried a lot. |
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He was nine. |
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- We had a fire. |
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Yeah. |
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How did it happen? |
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It was electrical. |
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- The garage door opener went kaput. |
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- Yeah. |
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Yeah. |
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We lost so many things, I mean, |
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My bike. |
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Your bike, important papers, |
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We lost a lot. And I remember, I... |
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I went to him and I said, you know, |
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And he said, "Hey, you know, |
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"Those are just the stuff. |
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"We still have each other." |
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Hi. |
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Are you okay? |
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This is a list |
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of all the things we lost in the fire. |
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He's gone. |
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He's gone. |
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Jerry! Why? Why? |
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It's okay. It's okay. It's okay. |
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It's gonna be okay. |
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Audrey? |
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Yeah? I'm back here. In Dory's room. |
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Harper told me you wanted to see me. |
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Hey, come on. Sit down. |
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So I spoke to Kelly. |
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And... |
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She said that this, you know... |
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This facility, or rehab place |
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So... |
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Now, I was kind of thinking |
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Audrey, you've already done |
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Right. Okay, but, look, |
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then I'm gonna be pissed. |
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Now, if you wanna make it |
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I mean, I don't know, whatever, |
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but, you know, I guess I can accept that. |
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You know, Brian used to say something |
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"Accept the good." |
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Accept the good, Jerry. |
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Do they glow in the dark? |
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Yeah. They're fluorescent. |
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Okay. |
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I'll go, but under one condition. |
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When I come out, I'm gonna get a job, |
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and I'm gonna pay you back, down |
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Promise? |
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Hey, Harp. |
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Hi, Jerry. Wanna play? |
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- Can I talk to you for a second? |
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Okay, here it is. |
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I'm gonna be leaving soon. |
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- For how long? |
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But when I get out, I'm gonna have |
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You mean |
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No. |
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Why the face? |
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That's how it was always gonna be. |
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No! You can't just come here |
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Harper, I never pretended |
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Where's your sister? |
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She locked herself in her room. |
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- Why? She's mad at you? |
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She's mad at me, huh? |
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She doesn't wanna talk to anyone. |
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Okay, watch your hand. Scram. |
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Jerry! |
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Jerry. Man. |
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I thought I was gonna miss you. |
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- I'm proud of you, man. |
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I'm going back to my wife. |
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I'm lonely as fuck in town, man. |
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Okay. |
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Howard? |
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Thank you. |
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Harper? |
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I want to say goodbye. |
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I love you. |
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Hey. |
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Are you gonna be my friend |
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I'm gonna be your friend forever. |
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Like you were with my dad? |
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You bet. |
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Now give me a real kiss. |
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Good. Okay. |
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Wait! Wait! |
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Wait! |
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Wait! Jerry! |
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Hey! |
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Hi, my name is Jerry and I'm an addict. |
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- Hi, Jerry. |
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I've been clean for 89 days. |
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My mind is clearer, |
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and I think it's getting better. |
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Every day, a little bit. |
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But I wanna talk about this dream |
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It always starts |
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Then I go sell it to this guy |
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who I used to know |
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Then with the money, I go to this place |
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and he's not around. |
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So I go to other spots, right, |
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but for some reason, no one is around. |
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All of Seattle is dry, |
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and then I get that feeling, the dread, |
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and I panic. |
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And I start running, |
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and it's raining, and it gets dark. |
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And then I'm in my old apartment, |
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looking for something |
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And I think I'm having a seizure. |
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And then I find a balloon |
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So there I am |
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with a bag of junk in one hand |
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and the money for my next fix |
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and I feel at total, utter peace. |
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And I wake up. |
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One day at a time. |
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One day at a time. |
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One day at a time. |
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One day at a time. |
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Thank you. |
