Trainspotting

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00:00:23 RENTON: Choose life.
00:00:25 Choose a career.
00:00:28 Choose a fucking
00:00:29 Choose washing machines, cars,
00:00:32 and electrical tin openers.
00:00:44 Choose good health,
00:00:46 and dental insurance.
00:00:47 Choose fixed-interest
00:00:49 Choose a starter home.
00:00:54 Choose leisurewear
00:00:56 Choose a three-piece suite
00:00:57 in a range of fucking fabrics.
00:00:59 Choose D.I.Y. and wondering who
00:01:02 Choose sitting,
00:01:04 spirit-crushing game shows,
00:01:06 stuffing fucking junk food
00:01:16 Tommy, go!
00:01:17 Choose rotting away
00:01:19 pissing your last
00:01:21 An embarrassment
00:01:23 fucked-up brats that you've
00:01:25 Choose your future.
00:01:28 # Here comes Johnny Yen again #
00:01:32 # With the liquor and drugs #
00:01:34 But why would I want to do
00:01:37 # He's gonna do
00:01:41 I chose not to choose life.
00:01:43 I chose something else.
00:01:45 And the reasons?
00:01:47 There are no reasons.
00:01:49 Who needs reasons
00:01:53 # Yeah, something called love #
00:01:55 # Well, that's like
00:02:00 [Baby cooing]
00:02:02 "Goldfinger's"
00:02:06 Both of them are a lot better
00:02:10 A judgment reflected
00:02:12 at the box office.
00:02:15 In which field, of course,
00:02:17 "Thunderball"
00:02:21 People think it's all
00:02:24 and death and all that shite,
00:02:26 Fuck off!
00:02:30 But what they forget
00:02:34 Wild hands like me!
00:02:38 You prick!
00:02:41 Otherwise we wouldn't do it.
00:02:43 - Do you want me to do it?
00:02:46 Beaut as the driven snow,
00:02:53 After all,
00:02:55 Well, at least, we're not
00:03:09 Take the best orgasm
00:03:12 multiply it by 1, 000, and
00:03:16 That beats any meat injection.
00:03:21 That beats any fucking cock
00:03:25 When you're on junk, you have
00:03:29 When you're off it, you worry
00:03:32 Got no money.
00:03:34 Got money.
00:03:35 Can't get a girl.
00:03:37 Got a girl.
00:03:39 You have to worry about bills,
00:03:41 about some football team
00:03:43 about human relationships
00:03:45 and all of the things
00:03:47 when you've got a sincere
00:03:52 I'd say, in those days,
00:03:57 With all the presence of someone
00:04:00 but combined with a sly wit...
00:04:04 ...to make him a formidable
00:04:07 Closer in that respect
00:04:11 Aah.
00:04:14 # Hey, man,
00:04:18 # Your skin starts itching
00:04:23 # About something called love #
00:04:25 # Love, love, love #
00:04:26 # Well, that's like
00:04:30 The only drawback, or at least
00:04:33 is that you have to endure
00:04:36 "No way would I poison my body
00:04:41 All the fucking chemicals.
00:04:44 No fucking way.
00:04:48 It's a waste of your life, Mark,
00:04:50 poisoning your body
00:04:52 Every chance you've had, son,
00:04:56 Stuffing your veins
00:04:58 From time to time, even I
00:05:06 Never again, Swanney.
00:05:08 Are you serious?
00:05:09 Yeah. No more.
00:05:13 It's up to you.
00:05:13 I'm going to get it sorted out,
00:05:16 I sure have heard
00:05:18 The Sick Boy method.
00:05:20 Well, it really worked
00:05:22 He's always been lacking
00:05:24 He knows a lot
00:05:25 That's hardly a substitute.
00:05:27 You need one more hit.
00:05:29 No, I don't think so.
00:05:30 For the long night
00:05:34 We called him Mother Superior
00:05:36 on account of the length
00:05:38 Of course
00:05:40 After all, I had work to do.
00:05:57 Relinquishing junk, stage one.
00:06:04 For this you will need one
00:06:07 Soothing music.
00:06:12 Mushroom soup, 8 tins of
00:06:17 Ice cream, vanilla,
00:06:19 Magnesia, milk of, one bottle.
00:06:21 Paracetamol,
00:06:24 mineral water,
00:06:29 One mattress.
00:06:30 One bucket for urine, one
00:06:35 One television.
00:06:36 One bottle of Valium, which
00:06:39 who is, in her own domestic
00:06:42 also a drug addict.
00:06:47 And now I'm ready.
00:06:49 All I need is one final hit
00:06:51 to soothe the pain while
00:06:56 Mikey. Hi.
00:06:59 Look, could you help me out?
00:07:02 This was typical
00:07:05 What the fuck are these?
00:07:08 Under the normal run of things
00:07:09 I would have had nothing to do
00:07:10 but this was not
00:07:12 Opium suppositories.
00:07:14 Ideal for your purposes.
00:07:16 Slow release.
00:07:21 Custom-fucking-designed
00:07:23 I want a fucking hit!
00:07:25 That's all I've got, man.
00:07:26 Take it or leave it.
00:07:38 Are you feeling better now?
00:07:40 For all the good
00:07:42 I might as well have
00:07:46 Heroin makes you constipated.
00:07:49 The heroin from my last hit
00:07:51 The suppositories
00:07:53 Ohh!
00:07:55 I'm no longer constipated.
00:08:05 I fantasize about massive
00:08:08 Brilliant gold taps,
00:08:12 a seat carved from ebony,
00:08:15 and a flunky handing me
00:08:19 But under the circumstances,
00:08:34 Ohh.
00:08:36 [Gags]
00:08:42 Fuck.
00:08:44 Ohh! Oh!
00:08:48 [Defecating]
00:08:50 Ahh.
00:08:51 [Laughs]
00:08:55 [Breathing heavily]
00:08:58 [Defecating]
00:09:13 [Gags]
00:09:21 [Coughs, spits]
00:10:12 Yes, a fucking Godsend!
00:10:52 And now.
00:10:54 Now I'm ready.
00:10:57 The downside of coming off junk
00:10:58 was I knew I would mix
00:11:00 in a state of full
00:11:02 It was awful.
00:11:03 They reminded me of myself.
00:11:05 I could hardly bear
00:11:06 Take Sick Boy, for instance.
00:11:08 He came off junk
00:11:10 Not because he wanted to.
00:11:12 Just to annoy me.
00:11:13 Just to show me
00:11:15 thereby downgrading
00:11:17 Sneaky fucker, don't you think?
00:11:19 When I wanted to lie there
00:11:22 he insisted on telling me
00:11:24 about his unifying theory
00:11:26 It's certainly a phenomenon
00:11:29 What do you mean?
00:11:32 Well, at one point,
00:11:34 Then you lose it,
00:11:36 All walks of life.
00:11:39 Georgie Best, for example,
00:11:42 Or David Bowie, or Lou Reed.
00:11:44 Lou Reed? Some of his
00:11:46 No, it's not bad, but it's not
00:11:49 In your heart, you kind of know
00:11:51 that although it sounds all
00:11:57 So who else?
00:12:00 Charlie Nicholas, David Niven,
00:12:03 Okay, okay, so what is the point
00:12:08 All I am trying to do, Mark,
00:12:11 that "The Name of the Rose"
00:12:14 on an otherwise uninterrupted
00:12:17 And what about
00:12:20 I don't rate that at all.
00:12:22 Despite the Academy Award?
00:12:25 That means fuck all.
00:12:26 It's a sympathy vote.
00:12:30 So we all get old, we can't hack
00:12:34 Yeah.
00:12:36 That's your theory?
00:12:39 Yeah.
00:12:41 Beautifully fucking illustrated.
00:12:44 Give me the gun.
00:12:47 Give me the gun.
00:12:55 [Imitating Sean Connery]
00:12:57 Have you got it in your sights?
00:12:59 Clear enough, Miss Moneypenny.
00:13:02 This should present
00:13:06 [Gunshot, dog barking,
00:13:11 Aah! No!
00:13:14 For a vegetarian, Rents,
00:13:19 No! Get off!
00:13:21 Without heroin,
00:13:23 and fulfilling life
00:13:29 [Burps]
00:13:31 - Good luck, Spud.
00:13:33 Remember, if they think you're
00:13:36 First hint of that,
00:13:38 "This cunt is not trying."
00:13:40 And your giro is
00:13:42 But then again, try too hard...
00:13:43 You might get the fucking job.
00:13:45 Exactly.
00:13:46 Nightmare.
00:13:47 It's a tightrope, Spud.
00:13:49 See, I just get pure shy
00:13:52 I get all nervous.
00:13:54 I'm a footballer, and I get
00:13:58 Try some of this, Spud.
00:13:59 Yeah, a little dab of speed
00:14:03 No, I went to Craigy.
00:14:06 I just put down Royal Edinburgh
00:14:08 There's too much discrimination
00:14:10 They're both schools.
00:14:12 We're all in this together.
00:14:13 I want to put across the general
00:14:16 People get hung up on details.
00:14:18 Which school did I go to?
00:14:20 It could be six.
00:14:22 It's not important.
00:14:23 What is important
00:14:26 Mr. Murphy, do you mean that you
00:14:30 No!
00:14:31 Yes, only to get my foot
00:14:34 Showing initiative and that.
00:14:35 You were referred by
00:14:38 There was no need for you to get
00:14:40 as you put it.
00:14:42 Cool. Whatever you say, man.
00:14:45 You're the man,
00:14:47 I am merely here.
00:14:50 Mr. Murphy,
00:14:52 to the leisure industry?
00:14:55 In a word, pleasure.
00:14:58 Like, my pleasure
00:15:00 Do you see yourself
00:15:05 Oh, yes, 'cause I'm a bit
00:15:08 Yes, I am.
00:15:09 See, for me, it's got to be the
00:15:12 Like, if things get a bit dodgy,
00:15:15 But I've got good vibes about
00:15:18 Seems to me like
00:15:22 Thank you, Mr. Murphy.
00:15:25 We'll let you know.
00:15:27 The pleasure was mine.
00:15:28 Spud had done well.
00:15:30 He fucked up good and proper.
00:15:36 BEGBIE:
00:15:38 The other fucking week,
00:15:40 Me and Tommy playing pool.
00:15:42 I'm playing like
00:15:44 Giving the boy here
00:15:47 So it comes to the last shot.
00:15:49 The deciding ball
00:15:51 I'm on the black,
00:15:53 looking all fucking
00:15:55 when this hard cunt comes in.
00:15:57 Obviously fucking
00:16:00 Starts staring at me.
00:16:01 Looking at me,
00:16:03 as if to say,
00:16:06 You know me.
00:16:07 I'm not a type of cunt
00:16:09 At the end of the day,
00:16:12 and he can get the fire end
00:16:15 So I squares up, casual like.
00:16:18 What does the hard cunt do?
00:16:22 Shites it.
00:16:23 Puts down his drink, turns,
00:16:27 And after that,
00:16:35 And that was it.
00:16:36 That was Begbie's story.
00:16:38 At least that was Begbie's
00:16:41 But a couple of days later
00:16:44 You always got the truth
00:16:45 It was one of
00:16:47 He never told lies,
00:16:49 and he never cheated
00:16:52 TOMMY:
00:16:53 We were in the volley
00:16:55 That much is true.
00:16:57 But Begbie is playing
00:17:01 He's got a hangover so bad
00:17:03 never mind pot a ball.
00:17:05 I'm doing my best to lose,
00:17:07 Trying to humor him, like,
00:17:10 Every time I touch a ball,
00:17:12 Every time Begbie goes near
00:17:15 Oh, fuck's sake.
00:17:18 So he's got the hump, right?
00:17:21 But finally I manage to set it
00:17:25 is to pot the black
00:17:27 to salvage a little bit of pride
00:17:28 and maybe not kick
00:17:31 So he's on the black,
00:17:37 And it all goes wrong, big-time.
00:17:42 Fuck!
00:17:43 Aah!
00:17:45 TOMMY: He picks on this specky
00:17:47 and accuses him of putting him
00:17:49 Can you believe it?
00:17:50 The cunt hasn't glanced
00:17:52 Fuck off!
00:17:53 He was going to chib him,
00:17:56 Then I thought
00:18:01 The beggar's
00:18:04 But he's a mate, you know,
00:18:08 Can I borrow this?
00:18:10 What indeed could one do?
00:18:12 Just stand back and watch
00:18:14 [Glass shatters,
00:18:16 Begbie didn't do drugs, either.
00:18:19 That's what he got off on.
00:18:25 Nobody move!
00:18:28 That lassie got glassed,
00:18:29 and no cunt leaves here till
00:18:32 Who the fuck are you?
00:18:34 Yes!
00:18:36 Ohh!
00:18:39 [Screaming]
00:18:51 [Heavy breathing]
00:18:54 Oh, Tom!
00:19:00 Oh, Lizzy!
00:19:02 Oh, Lizzy!
00:19:03 Oh, Tom, come in me!
00:19:05 And as I sat watching
00:19:06 the intimate
00:19:09 stolen only hours earlier
00:19:12 I realized
00:19:14 was missing from my life.
00:19:18 # Leave no track #
00:19:22 # Don't look back #
00:19:23 # All I desire #
00:19:26 # Temptation #
00:20:00 I read it in "Cosmopolitan."
00:20:02 It's an interesting theory.
00:20:03 Actually, it's a nightmare.
00:20:05 I've been desperate for a shag,
00:20:06 but watching him suffer
00:20:10 You should try it with Tommy.
00:20:11 What, and deny myself the only
00:20:14 Did I tell you about
00:20:16 What happened?
00:20:17 He forgot.
00:20:45 BOTH:
00:20:48 BOTH:
00:20:50 What are you talking about?
00:20:51 BOTH:
00:20:53 The situation
00:20:56 Young Renton noticed the haste
00:20:59 in the sexual sphere,
00:21:01 segregated themselves
00:21:04 # I can't break away #
00:21:06 # Keep us from temptation #
00:21:09 # Keep us from temptation #
00:21:13 Heroin had robbed Renton
00:21:15 but now it returned
00:21:18 And as the impotence of
00:21:21 grim desperation took a hold
00:21:25 His post-junk libido, fueled
00:21:28 taunted him remorselessly with
00:21:32 Dot, dot, dot.
00:21:35 # You think
00:21:36 # Temptation #
00:21:38 # You're gonna face it
00:21:40 # Temptation #
00:21:41 # Oh, give me a breakdown #
00:21:43 # Temptation #
00:21:45 # Because it's time
00:21:47 # Temptation #
00:21:50 # Temptation #
00:21:51 # Temptation #
00:22:29 And with that,
00:22:42 Excuse me,
00:22:44 but I was very impressed
00:22:47 in which you dealt with that.
00:22:48 I was thinking to myself,
00:22:51 Thanks.
00:22:52 - What's your name?
00:22:54 - Where are you going, Diane?
00:22:56 - Where's that?
00:22:57 Great.
00:22:58 What?
00:23:00 I'll come back with you,
00:23:03 Do you find that this approach
00:23:05 Or, let me guess,
00:23:08 In fact, you don't normally
00:23:11 The truth is that you're
00:23:14 but if I'm prepared to
00:23:16 I might just get to know
00:23:18 Witty, adventurous, passionate,
00:23:22 Taxi!
00:23:24 A little bit crazy,
00:23:26 But, hey, don't us girls
00:23:32 Well, what's wrong, boy?
00:23:34 Cat got your tongue?
00:23:36 I left something.
00:23:39 Are you getting in or not, pal?
00:24:01 Do you understand?
00:24:03 I expect you to be a considerate
00:24:06 Generous but firm.
00:24:08 What?
00:24:09 Failure on your part to live up
00:24:12 will result in swift resumption
00:24:17 Right?
00:24:30 Diane.
00:24:32 Shh!
00:24:33 What?
00:24:33 Shut up!
00:25:14 Wake up, Spud.
00:25:16 Wake up.
00:25:18 Sex.
00:25:20 [Snoring]
00:25:21 Casual sex.
00:25:30 Tommy, let's put the tape on.
00:25:33 Now?
00:25:34 I want to watch ourselves
00:25:36 So let's see what I'm missing.
00:25:53 Not much.
00:25:57 MAN ON TV:
00:25:58 And there's the captain,
00:26:00 picking it up from the outside.
00:26:02 I think he wants to go himself.
00:26:03 He's gonna go.
00:26:06 And he scores!
00:26:07 Oh, what a magnificent goal!
00:26:10 Gemmill at his very best!
00:26:12 What a penetrating goal
00:26:15 I haven't felt that good
00:26:17 since Archie Gemmill scored
00:26:23 You can't sleep here.
00:26:25 - What?
00:26:27 Come on!
00:26:28 No argument. You can sleep on
00:26:31 It's up to you.
00:26:34 And don't make any noise.
00:26:37 Jesus!
00:26:45 What do you mean, "It's gone"?
00:26:47 - Where has it gone, Tommy?
00:26:52 I might have returned it
00:26:54 Returned it?
00:26:55 Where?
00:26:59 The fucking video shop?
00:27:02 So every punter in Edinburgh
00:27:06 Oh, God, Tommy, I feel sick.
00:27:12 [Jet approaches]
00:27:18 [Rattling]
00:27:26 [Fly buzzing]
00:27:32 # Oh, you've got green eyes #
00:27:34 # Oh, you've got blue eyes #
00:27:36 # Oh, you've got gray eyes #
00:27:38 # And I've never seen anyone #
00:27:42 Hi.
00:27:43 Hello.
00:27:45 # No, I've never met anyone #
00:27:48 # Quite like you before #
00:27:51 Fuck.
00:28:10 [Screams]
00:28:15 Eh?
00:28:27 Come in and sit down.
00:28:29 Like some coffee?
00:28:30 Aye.
00:28:33 You must be Mark.
00:28:34 Aye, that's me.
00:28:41 You're a friend of Diane's?
00:28:43 More of a friend
00:28:45 Right.
00:28:48 Are you her flatmates, like?
00:28:52 Flatmates?
00:28:54 I must remember that one.
00:28:57 DIANE:
00:29:13 Good morning, Spud.
00:29:14 Gail.
00:29:17 Good morning, Spud. Sit down
00:29:23 I'm sorry about last night,
00:29:25 That's all right.
00:29:29 I had a bit much to drink.
00:29:33 Don't worry, son.
00:29:35 It does a man good to cut loose
00:29:38 This one could do with being
00:29:41 I'll put the sheets
00:29:42 No, no, no, I'll wash them.
00:29:45 - There's no need.
00:29:46 It's no problem for me.
00:29:47 I'd rather take care
00:29:49 Honestly, it's no problem.
00:29:50 Really, no!
00:29:51 Spud, they're my sheets!
00:30:05 I don't see why not.
00:30:07 Because it's illegal.
00:30:08 What? Holding hands?
00:30:09 Not holding hands.
00:30:11 In that case, you can do it.
00:30:12 You were quite happy to do
00:30:13 You were quite happy to do
00:30:15 Yeah, and that's what's illegal.
00:30:16 Do you know what they'd do
00:30:18 They cut your balls off and
00:30:20 Calm down.
00:30:22 Well, that's very easy
00:30:24 - Can I see you again?
00:30:27 If you don't see me again,
00:30:33 I'll see you around then.
00:30:50 Now what?
00:30:52 We're going for a walk.
00:30:53 What?
00:30:54 A walk!
00:30:56 Where?
00:30:57 There!
00:31:00 Are you serious?
00:31:34 Well, what are you waiting for?
00:31:37 Tommy.
00:31:40 This is not natural, man.
00:31:43 It's the great outdoors!
00:31:45 It's fresh air.
00:31:47 Look, Tommy, we know you're
00:31:50 but there's really no need
00:31:53 Doesn't it make you proud
00:31:55 It's shite being Scottish!
00:31:57 We're the lowest of the low.
00:32:00 The scum of the fucking Earth.
00:32:02 The most wretched,
00:32:04 pathetic trash that was ever
00:32:08 Some people hate the English.
00:32:10 They're just wankers.
00:32:11 We, on the other hand,
00:32:15 We can't even find a decent
00:32:19 We're ruled by effete arseholes.
00:32:22 It's a shite state of affairs
00:32:24 and all the fresh air
00:32:25 won't make any fucking
00:32:37 Sorry, man.
00:32:38 No, I appreciate it, Tommy.
00:32:41 At or around this time,
00:32:43 Spud, Sick Boy, and I made
00:32:45 Democratic decision to get back
00:32:49 It took about 12 hours.
00:32:55 It looks easy, this,
00:32:58 It looks like a doss,
00:33:01 But living like this,
00:33:05 [Alarm blares]
00:33:23 SICK BOY:
00:33:26 The quintessential Bond Girl.
00:33:28 That's what everyone says.
00:33:30 The embodiment, right,
00:33:34 Beautiful, exotic,
00:33:38 yet totally unavailable
00:33:43 Shite.
00:33:44 I mean, let's face it, mate.
00:33:45 She'd shag one punter
00:33:47 she'd shag
00:33:49 [Cheering on TV]
00:34:00 MAN ON TV:
00:34:02 I knew he was gonna do that.
00:34:14 Lizzy's gone, Mark.
00:34:15 She's gone
00:34:18 It was that videotape
00:34:21 and that Iggy Pop business
00:34:23 and other sorts of shit.
00:34:25 She told me where to go
00:34:29 I said to her,
00:34:31 "Is there any chance
00:34:32 But no way, no fucking way.
00:34:36 Honor Blackman, A.K.A.
00:34:41 What a total fucking misnomer.
00:34:45 I mean, I wouldn't touch her
00:34:48 I want to try it, Mark.
00:34:51 You're always going on about how
00:34:54 Better than sex.
00:34:59 Come on, man,
00:35:01 I can find out for myself.
00:35:08 I've got the money.
00:35:13 Personality. I mean,
00:35:16 Personality.
00:35:17 That's what keeps a relationship
00:35:22 Like heroin.
00:35:24 I mean, heroin's got great
00:35:30 # Nightclubbing #
00:35:32 # We're nightclubbing #
00:35:35 # We're walking through town #
00:35:40 # Nightclubbing #
00:35:43 RENTON:
00:35:44 to respect
00:35:46 for it was the source
00:35:48 We stole drugs, we stole
00:35:51 sold them, swapped them,
00:35:55 or traded drugs with
00:35:57 old-age pensioners,
00:36:00 and bored housewives.
00:36:02 We took morphine, diamorphine,
00:36:05 temazepam, nitrazepam,
00:36:08 sodium amytal,
00:36:10 nalbuphine, pethidine,
00:36:14 dextromoramide,
00:36:16 The streets are awash
00:36:18 for unhappiness and pain,
00:36:21 Fuck it, we would have injected
00:36:24 if only they'd made it illegal.
00:36:25 [Inhales sharply]
00:36:28 [Baby laughing]
00:36:34 [American accent] Pardon me,
00:36:36 Thank you.
00:36:49 You're a psycho!
00:37:00 Hey, Rent Boy, no fucking smack.
00:37:08 RENTON: But the good times
00:37:11 ALLISON:
00:37:14 Oh, my God, no!
00:37:18 I think Allison
00:37:21 but it hadn't really
00:37:24 She might have been screaming
00:37:26 It had been days
00:37:28 though someone must have said
00:37:31 Surely to fuck,
00:37:33 - Allison! Allison!
00:37:36 Calm down!
00:37:37 Everything's going to be
00:37:40 Nothing could have been further
00:37:43 In point of fact, nothing was
00:37:45 On the contrary,
00:37:48 Bad?
00:37:50 I mean everything was gonna be
00:37:53 [Screaming]
00:38:01 No!
00:38:10 Fuck.
00:38:12 Jesus Christ!
00:38:14 No!
00:38:19 It wasn't my baby.
00:38:21 She wasn't my baby.
00:38:23 Baby Dawn, she wasn't mine.
00:38:24 Spud's? Swanney's?
00:38:27 I don't know.
00:38:29 Maybe Allison knew.
00:38:32 I wished I could think of
00:38:35 something sympathetic,
00:38:38 Say something, Mark.
00:38:42 Fucking say something!
00:38:51 I'm cooking up.
00:39:09 Cook us up a shot, Rents.
00:39:11 I need a hit.
00:39:15 And so she did.
00:39:17 To take the pain away.
00:39:21 So I cooked up,
00:39:24 But only after me.
00:39:26 That went without saying.
00:39:29 Well, at least we knew
00:39:32 It wasn't just the baby
00:39:35 Something inside Sick Boy
00:39:37 Something inside Sick Boy
00:39:39 It seemed he had no theory
00:39:40 with which to explain a moment
00:39:42 Nor did I.
00:39:44 Our only response was to keep
00:39:47 Pile misery upon misery,
00:39:49 heap it up on a spoon
00:39:52 then squirt it into a stinking,
00:39:54 and do it all over again.
00:39:56 Keep on going, getting up,
00:39:58 stealing, fucking people over,
00:39:59 propelling ourselves
00:40:01 towards the day
00:40:03 Because no matter how much you
00:40:07 you never have enough.
00:40:08 No matter how often you go out
00:40:11 you always need to get up
00:40:17 Sooner or later, this kind
00:40:26 JUDGE: Because shoplifting
00:40:29 and despite
00:40:31 there is no such entity
00:40:33 Heroin addiction
00:40:35 but it does not excuse them.
00:40:37 Mr. Murphy,
00:40:39 devoid of regret and remorse.
00:40:41 In sentencing you
00:40:43 my only worry is it will not
00:40:47 Mr. Renton, I understand
00:40:49 into a program of rehabilitation
00:40:51 in an attempt to wean yourself
00:40:54 The suspension of your sentence
00:40:57 is conditional on your continued
00:41:00 Should you stand guilty
00:41:02 I shall not hesitate to impose
00:41:05 Thank you, Your Honor.
00:41:07 With God's help, I'll conquer
00:41:25 RENTON:
00:41:27 Well,
00:41:29 It was obvious that cunt
00:41:32 Well, I hope you learnt
00:41:34 Oh, my son, I thought
00:41:38 You're nothing but trouble
00:41:42 You better clean up your act.
00:41:46 You listen to Francis.
00:41:48 Fucking right I am.
00:41:49 See, inside, you wouldn't last
00:41:52 There's better things
00:41:55 Choose life.
00:41:56 I remember
00:41:58 Oh, mama's little baby loves.
00:42:00 ALL:
00:42:01 # Mama's little baby loves
00:42:04 [Laughter]
00:42:06 [Laughter stops]
00:42:16 I'm sorry, Mrs. Murphy.
00:42:19 That wasn't any fair.
00:42:24 Well, it's not our fault!
00:42:27 Your boy went down
00:42:30 and if that's not your fault,
00:42:35 That was that fucking cunt.
00:42:41 I'll get the drinks.
00:42:42 Aye.
00:42:45 RENTON: I wished I'd gone down
00:42:48 Here I was surrounded by my
00:42:52 and I've never felt so alone,
00:42:58 Since I was on remand,
00:43:01 The state-sponsored addiction.
00:43:03 Three sickly sweet doses
00:43:05 of methadone a day
00:43:07 But it's never enough.
00:43:09 And at the moment,
00:43:13 I took all three this morning,
00:43:14 and now I've got 18 hours
00:43:17 and a sweat on my back
00:43:20 I need to visit the Mother
00:43:24 One fucking hit to get us
00:43:33 What's on the menu
00:43:35 - Your favorite dish.
00:43:37 - Usual table, sir?
00:43:40 Would sir care to pay
00:43:43 No, stick it on my tab.
00:43:45 Regret to inform, sir,
00:43:46 credit limit was reached and
00:43:49 Oh, well, in that case.
00:43:52 Hard currency!
00:43:54 Can't be too careful when we're
00:43:58 Would sir care for a starter?
00:44:01 No, thank you.
00:44:04 to the intravenous injection
00:44:07 As you wish, sir.
00:44:09 As you wish.
00:44:40 [Exhales sharply]
00:44:47 [Breathing heavily]
00:44:56 # Just a perfect day #
00:45:00 # Drink sangria in the park #
00:45:04 # And then later #
00:45:06 Perhaps sir would like me
00:45:10 [Siren wails]
00:45:15 # Just a perfect day #
00:45:19 # Feed animals in the zoo #
00:45:24 # Then later a movie, too,
00:45:32 # Oh, it's such a perfect day #
00:45:37 # I'm glad
00:45:41 [Vehicle approaching]
00:45:43 # Oh, such a perfect day #
00:45:46 # You just keep me hanging on #
00:45:50 # You just keep me hanging on #
00:46:00 # Just a perfect day #
00:46:04 # Problems all left alone #
00:46:09 # Weekenders on our own #
00:46:12 # It's such fun #
00:46:19 # Just a perfect day #
00:46:23 # You made me forget myself #
00:46:28 # I thought
00:46:32 # Someone good #
00:46:36 # Oh, it's such a perfect day #
00:46:41 # I'm glad
00:46:47 # Oh, such a perfect day #
00:46:50 # You just keep me hanging on #
00:46:55 # You just keep me hanging on #
00:47:14 Open your eyes!
00:47:16 Come on, wake up!
00:47:18 # Just what you sow #
00:47:24 # You're going to reap
00:47:34 # You're going to reap
00:47:43 # You're going to reap
00:48:45 RENTON:
00:48:46 but it's in the post,
00:48:49 I'm in the junky limbo
00:48:52 Too ill to sleep,
00:48:56 But the sickness is on its way.
00:48:59 Sweat, chills, nausea, pain,
00:49:03 Need like nothing else
00:49:05 will soon take hold of me.
00:49:07 It's on its way.
00:49:09 [Dance music plays]
00:49:15 DIANE:
00:49:16 # Oh, you've got blue eyes #
00:49:18 # Oh, you've got gray eyes #
00:49:21 # And I've never seen anyone #
00:49:24 # Quite like you before #
00:49:27 # No, I've never met anyone #
00:49:30 # Quite like you before #
00:49:32 [Locks unlocking]
00:49:39 [Speaking indistinctly]
00:49:48 We'll help you, son.
00:49:51 You'll stay here with us
00:49:54 We're gonna beat this together.
00:49:56 Maybe I should go back
00:49:59 No.
00:50:00 No clinics, no methadone.
00:50:03 That only made you worse.
00:50:07 You lied to us, son,
00:50:12 - You could bring us jellies.
00:50:15 You're worse coming off that
00:50:16 - Nothing at all.
00:50:19 You're staying here where
00:50:21 I appreciate
00:50:23 But I just need one more score.
00:50:26 Just bring me one more hit.
00:50:29 I need one more fucking hit!
00:50:32 [Locks locking]
00:50:33 You fuck!
00:50:37 Hit.
00:50:39 Hit.
00:50:52 Well, this is a good
00:50:57 You sweat that shite
00:51:00 'cause if I come back
00:51:02 I'll fucking kick it out.
00:51:06 Okay.
00:51:10 [Whimpering]
00:51:16 God.
00:51:17 [Baby cooing]
00:51:28 [Game-show music plays,
00:51:32 Question number one.
00:51:34 The human immunodeficiency virus
00:51:37 Retrovirus?
00:51:39 Retrovirus is the right answer!
00:51:41 [Audience cheering]
00:51:45 [Grunts]
00:51:50 SICK BOY:
00:51:53 I mean, I'm not saying
00:51:56 But there comes a time
00:51:59 when you have to turn your back
00:52:01 and just say no.
00:52:04 [Crunches]
00:52:07 Just say no.
00:52:09 She's gone!
00:52:12 [Baby crying]
00:52:23 Fuck.
00:52:29 [Tapping]
00:52:39 Question number two.
00:52:41 H.I.V. binds to which receptor
00:52:45 Which receptor is that?
00:52:47 # I'm gonna try,
00:52:51 # I'm gonna try,
00:52:54 CD4.
00:52:55 CD4 is the right answer!
00:52:58 [Audience cheering]
00:53:01 Better than sex, Rents.
00:53:04 Better than sex.
00:53:06 The ultimate hit.
00:53:09 I'm a fucking adult.
00:53:13 Well, I'm finding out,
00:53:21 Tommy.
00:53:23 [Baby crying]
00:53:25 No!
00:53:26 Stop it.
00:53:28 Stop it.
00:53:29 Is he guilty or not guilty?
00:53:33 [Screaming]
00:53:36 He's our son.
00:53:44 Don't!
00:53:45 Don't!
00:53:46 Don't!
00:53:49 Stop!
00:53:52 Oh, my God!
00:53:55 Stop!
00:54:03 - Mark.
00:54:06 Mark.
00:54:08 Mark.
00:54:12 There's something
00:54:34 Ow!
00:54:42 MAN:
00:54:45 Lots of tricks, 66.
00:54:48 MRS. RENTON:
00:54:52 House!
00:54:54 For goodness sake, Mark.
00:54:57 RENTON: It seems I really am
00:55:00 Several years of addiction
00:55:02 surrounded by the living dead.
00:55:04 But not me.
00:55:07 It's official.
00:55:10 Once the pain goes away,
00:55:12 Depression.
00:55:14 You feel so fucking low, you'll
00:55:18 [Knock on door]
00:55:21 Tommy!
00:55:23 Tommy!
00:55:28 Tommy, it's Mark, man.
00:55:32 [Lock unlocking]
00:55:38 Renton.
00:56:01 RENTON:
00:56:03 No.
00:56:08 Following the game at all?
00:56:10 No.
00:56:13 Nah, me neither, really.
00:56:25 You take the test?
00:56:29 Aye.
00:56:32 Clear?
00:56:35 Aye.
00:56:38 That's nice.
00:56:43 I'm sorry, Tommy.
00:56:47 Got any gear on you?
00:56:50 No, I'm clean, man.
00:56:53 Well, sub us, then, mate.
00:56:58 I'm expecting a rent check.
00:57:13 Thanks, Mark.
00:57:15 No bother.
00:57:21 RENTON:
00:57:24 Not for me, anyway.
00:57:25 - [Knock on door]
00:57:27 when it's some other poor cunt
00:57:38 What do you want?
00:57:40 - Are you clean?
00:57:41 Is that a promise, then?
00:57:43 Yes, it is.
00:57:45 Calm down.
00:57:51 - Is that hash I can smell?
00:57:54 I wouldn't mind a bit, if it is.
00:57:55 - Well, it isn't.
00:57:58 - You're too young.
00:58:09 You're not getting
00:58:11 The world's changing.
00:58:14 Even drugs are changing.
00:58:16 You can't stay in here all day
00:58:17 dreaming about heroin
00:58:20 It's Iggy Pop.
00:58:22 Whatever.
00:58:24 Iggy Pop is not dead.
00:58:27 The point is, you've got
00:58:33 RENTON: She was right.
00:58:36 There was only one thing
00:58:38 There was only one thing
00:58:43 # So find the feeling #
00:58:50 # So find the feeling #
00:58:57 # So find the feeling #
00:59:04 # Boom, diggy diggy diggy,
00:59:20 Lifestyle Leasing Agency.
00:59:22 Oh, yes, it's a beautifully
00:59:24 Ideally located in a quiet road,
00:59:26 near to the local shops
00:59:29 This one's two bedrooms
00:59:31 Fully fitted in excellent
00:59:34 Lots of storage space,
00:59:36 And it's going at £320 a week.
00:59:47 I settled in not too badly
00:59:50 Sometimes,
00:59:51 but mainly I didn't miss them
00:59:54 After all, this was Boomtown,
00:59:55 where any fool could make cash
00:59:59 I've got a beautifully converted
01:00:03 I quite enjoyed
01:00:04 Profit, loss, margins,
01:00:08 subletting, subdividing,
01:00:09 cheating, scamming,
01:00:12 Who's got the keys
01:00:14 There was no such thing as
01:00:16 I most certainly had nothing
01:00:19 For the first time in my adult
01:00:24 DIANE:
01:00:25 I'm glad you've found a job
01:00:28 School is fine at the moment.
01:00:30 I'm not pregnant,
01:00:32 Your friend Sick Boy asked me
01:00:35 but I told him where to go.
01:00:37 I met Spud,
01:00:40 or at least I think
01:00:42 [Talking indistinctly]
01:00:45 "No one has seen Tommy
01:00:47 And finally, Francis Begbie
01:00:51 as he is wanted by the police
01:00:52 in connection
01:00:54 in a jeweler's in Corstorphine.
01:00:56 Take care.
01:00:59 [Doorbell rings]
01:01:06 "Francis Begbie."
01:01:13 Oh, no.
01:01:14 Armed robbery?
01:01:17 I mean, how can it be armed
01:01:20 Fucking scandal.
01:01:23 And the gear.
01:01:27 Supposed to be solid silver.
01:01:31 There's couples investing
01:01:34 - It's a scandal, Franco.
01:01:36 And I don't want any
01:01:38 I'm fucking Lee Marvin.
01:01:48 Hey, Rents.
01:01:50 Begbie settled in
01:01:53 I've got no fucking cigarettes.
01:02:01 # We didn't have nowhere
01:02:03 All right.
01:02:06 # Till someone said, "I know
01:02:10 # It was on the 15th floor #
01:02:13 # It had a board
01:02:16 # It took an hour to pry it off
01:02:20 # It smelt as if someone
01:02:22 # The living room
01:02:24 # The kitchen sink
01:02:26 It's me.
01:02:27 # The bathroom sink
01:02:30 Franks!
01:02:31 # A mess all right #
01:02:32 # Yes, it's Mile End #
01:02:37 RENTON: Yeah, the guy's
01:02:40 He's a mate also.
01:02:41 # And now we're living
01:02:44 # I'd never thought
01:02:47 # Just like heaven
01:02:50 # The lift is always
01:02:53 # The fifth-floor landing
01:02:55 # Not just on Friday,
01:03:00 Hey.
01:03:02 Pop into bookie's
01:03:04 Can you not go yourself?
01:03:07 Well, seeing as how I'm
01:03:09 and I can't even walk
01:03:12 Here.
01:03:15 Doncaster.
01:03:17 £5 you win.
01:03:28 Buy some fucking beer.
01:03:37 BEGBIE:
01:03:39 Come on, son!
01:03:40 Come on!
01:03:41 Yeah!
01:03:46 Yeah!
01:03:50 Bad Boy!
01:03:53 RENTON:
01:03:56 And with the winnings,
01:03:57 And with the winnings,
01:03:58 [Techno music plays]
01:04:27 Diane was right.
01:04:29 Music is changing.
01:04:31 Even men and women
01:04:33 1, 000 years from now,
01:04:35 there'll be no guys
01:04:37 Sounds great to me.
01:04:38 [Whistle blows]
01:04:43 It's just a pity
01:04:50 [Kissing]
01:05:02 Fuck!
01:05:04 You see, if you ask me,
01:05:07 not by decision.
01:05:08 It's just a question
01:05:11 It's all about aesthetics,
01:05:12 and it's fuck-all to do
01:05:14 Fuck!
01:05:17 But you try telling
01:05:20 Look, I'm not a fucking bufty.
01:05:22 Let's face it.
01:05:25 [Growls]
01:05:28 Fucking listen to me,
01:05:31 A joke's a fucking joke.
01:05:33 You mention that again,
01:05:36 You understand?
01:05:43 Since I last saw him,
01:05:44 Sick Boy had reinvented himself
01:05:47 and was here, he said,
01:05:50 setting up "contacts,"
01:05:53 for the great scag deal that
01:06:02 Good chips.
01:06:05 I can't believe you did that.
01:06:10 I got a good price for it.
01:06:12 Rents, I need the money.
01:06:13 It was my fucking telly!
01:06:16 Well, if I'd known you were
01:06:19 I wouldn't have bothered.
01:06:23 Fucking rented, anyway.
01:06:26 You going to eat that?
01:06:33 Have you got a passport?
01:06:35 Why?
01:06:37 I met this bloke.
01:06:39 Runs a hotel, a brothel.
01:06:41 Loads of contacts.
01:06:43 Does a nice sideline
01:06:44 in punting British passports
01:06:46 Get you a good price.
01:06:48 And why would I want
01:06:55 It was just an idea.
01:06:58 RENTON:
01:07:00 Sick Boy didn't do his drug
01:07:03 Instead, he and Begbie
01:07:05 looking for things to steal.
01:07:07 I decided to put them in
01:07:14 # Sandman goes, two in tow #
01:07:18 # Wet and dumb #
01:07:20 [Door closes]
01:07:24 # Coming down again #
01:07:36 They weren't paying
01:07:38 so when my boss
01:07:41 Sick Boy and Begbie were bound
01:07:43 Yep, lots of storage.
01:07:47 320 quid a week.
01:07:51 - Aah!
01:07:52 And that was that.
01:07:54 But by then we had another
01:07:57 Tommy.
01:07:58 Tommy knew he'd got
01:08:00 but he never knew
01:08:03 What was it,
01:08:05 No, toxoplasmosis.
01:08:08 Sort of like a stroke.
01:08:10 How's that?
01:08:12 He wanted to see Lizzy again.
01:08:15 She wouldn't let him
01:08:17 So he bought her a present,
01:08:21 RENTON: I bet Lizzy told him
01:08:22 Exactly. "I'm not wanting
01:08:25 Get the fuck, right.
01:08:27 So there's Tommy stuck
01:08:30 You can imagine what happened.
01:08:31 To those of us
01:08:34 Thomas McKenzie filled a number
01:08:38 - RENTON: What?
01:08:40 The thing was neglected.
01:08:41 Pissing and shitting
01:08:43 Tommy's lying about,
01:08:45 fucked out of his eyeballs
01:08:48 He never knew you could get
01:08:52 A loving man with a great lust
01:08:57 Neither did I.
01:08:58 Fucking horrible.
01:09:00 It's like an abscess
01:09:02 Fucking hell.
01:09:04 Then what happened?
01:09:05 He starts getting
01:09:08 so he just uses more smack,
01:09:11 And then he has a stroke.
01:09:13 A fucking stroke.
01:09:17 Gets home from the hospital
01:09:21 He'd been dead for ages
01:09:22 before the neighbors
01:09:25 and got the police
01:09:27 Tommy was lying facedown
01:09:30 MAN:
01:09:31 but we have many things
01:09:35 The kitten was fine.
01:09:36 Would you all please rise now
01:09:42 SPUD: # Did you think
01:09:47 # When there's room
01:09:53 # Climb up here, Tommy,
01:09:57 # I can go just as fast
01:10:01 # When we grow up,
01:10:06 # And our horses
01:10:11 # And I wonder
01:10:16 # When we were
01:10:21 [Cans opening]
01:10:23 - Tommy.
01:10:29 Did you tell him yet?
01:10:32 On you go.
01:10:33 What?
01:10:35 There's this mate of Swanney's.
01:10:36 You know the guy.
01:10:38 Aye.
01:10:40 Well, he's come into some gear.
01:10:45 A lot of gear.
01:10:46 How much gear?
01:10:49 About two kilos, so he tells me.
01:10:54 He got drunk in a pub down
01:10:57 where he met
01:11:00 They're fucking carrying
01:11:02 there and then, like.
01:11:04 So he wakes up the next morning,
01:11:07 realizes what he's done,
01:11:11 He wants rid of this, right?
01:11:12 So?
01:11:13 So he met me, and I offered
01:11:17 at a very reasonable price,
01:11:20 of punting it on myself
01:11:22 Ho ho-ho-ho!
01:11:23 We've just come back
01:11:25 and you're talking
01:11:29 Aye.
01:11:34 What was your price?
01:11:36 - Four grand.
01:11:38 We're £2,000 short.
01:11:40 Well, that's tough.
01:11:42 Look, every cunt knows you've
01:11:46 I'm sorry.
01:11:48 [Scoffs]
01:11:49 Aye, you fucking do.
01:11:52 I've seen your bank statement.
01:11:54 For fuck's sake.
01:11:56 £2, 133.
01:12:00 Two kilos.
01:12:04 Mikey Forrester?
01:12:05 What the fuck
01:12:08 Spud, you've already been
01:12:09 What's the deal? You like it
01:12:12 I just want the money, Mark.
01:12:14 If everybody keeps
01:12:16 there'll be no cunt
01:12:23 There were a lot
01:12:25 through my mind about
01:12:27 Things I didn't want to talk
01:12:30 ideas best kept to myself.
01:12:34 No one told me
01:12:36 some lucky punter
01:12:42 Begbie didn't trust Spud.
01:12:44 Sick Boy was too careful
01:12:46 So I rolled up my sleeve,
01:12:49 and I did what had to be done.
01:12:51 [Breathing heavily]
01:12:55 It's good.
01:12:57 Oh, it's really fucking good.
01:13:00 Mmm. Ohh.
01:13:04 Yeah, that hit was good.
01:13:06 I promised myself another one
01:13:09 Just the one like.
01:13:12 Just to piss Begbie off.
01:13:15 This was his nightmare.
01:13:17 The dodgiest scam
01:13:20 being perpetrated with three
01:13:21 and unreliable fuck-ups
01:13:25 I knew what was going on
01:13:27 Any trouble in London, and
01:13:29 One way or another.
01:13:30 He had to.
01:13:32 If he got caught
01:13:34 on top of
01:13:35 he was going down for 15 to 20.
01:13:38 Begbie was hard,
01:13:40 that he didn't shite it
01:13:50 This was to be my final hit.
01:13:53 But let's be clear about this.
01:13:54 There's final hits
01:13:57 What kind was this to be?
01:14:04 Did you bring the cards?
01:14:06 - What?
01:14:08 The last thing I told you
01:14:10 Well, I've not brought them.
01:14:14 Fucking boring after a while
01:14:16 I'm sorry.
01:14:19 - Bit fucking late.
01:14:21 'Cause I fucking told you
01:14:25 Christ.
01:15:12 These are your friends, right?
01:15:13 These are the guys
01:15:16 - Well, is he here?
01:15:19 You didn't get followed,
01:15:21 [Scoffs]
01:15:23 Okay.
01:15:40 All right.
01:15:42 Aye.
01:15:45 Straightaway he clocked us
01:15:48 Small-time wasters
01:16:01 Excuse me, gentlemen.
01:16:44 [Door opens]
01:16:54 So how much would you like
01:17:01 £20,000.
01:17:04 Well, I don't think it's worth
01:17:07 This was a real drag to him.
01:17:09 He didn't need to negotiate.
01:17:11 What the fuck were we going
01:17:13 Sell it on the streets?
01:17:16 Well, £ 19,000.
01:17:18 I'm terribly sorry.
01:17:23 Well, fucking £ 16,000, then.
01:17:27 Okay.
01:17:28 Well, fucking £ 16,000
01:17:35 These, gentlemen,
01:17:38 Here's two.
01:17:41 That's four.
01:17:42 We settled on £16, 000.
01:17:45 He had more in the suitcase,
01:17:55 Thank you very much, gentlemen.
01:17:58 I'd like to say it's been
01:18:00 Fucking brand-new,
01:18:06 Okay.
01:18:09 - Yes!
01:18:11 Fucking...
01:18:14 And just for a moment,
01:18:16 Like we were in it together,
01:18:18 Like it meant something.
01:18:20 A moment like that
01:18:22 But it doesn't last long,
01:18:24 But it doesn't last long,
01:18:25 So what about you, Spud, any
01:18:28 Gonna buy yourself
01:18:31 For four fucking grand?
01:18:32 One palm tree, a couple
01:18:36 [Snorts]
01:18:39 I'm gonna get something
01:18:41 Get some good speed, no bicarb.
01:18:45 And get a girl, take her out,
01:18:47 Shag her senseless.
01:18:48 No, man!
01:18:50 True love.
01:18:52 Hey, but I could handle
01:18:53 some hot sex
01:18:56 - You daft cunt!
01:18:58 If you're gonna waste it
01:18:59 you may as well fucking
01:19:02 Now get the drinks.
01:19:03 - I got the last one.
01:19:08 Okay.
01:19:10 Right.
01:19:12 See when I get back
01:19:15 The moment your back's turned,
01:19:17 I'll be right fucking after you.
01:19:18 You'll never catch us,
01:19:21 By the way,
01:19:23 Be halfway down the street
01:19:26 Fucking kill you.
01:19:27 I thought you might, Franco.
01:19:29 I thought you might.
01:19:35 Are you game for it?
01:19:37 What?
01:19:40 Well?
01:19:43 Are you serious?
01:19:52 Don't know.
01:19:53 What do you think?
01:19:56 Still here, I see.
01:19:57 Oh, well, we wouldn't
01:19:59 Why not?
01:20:03 Where's Franco?
01:20:07 For fuck's sake!
01:20:09 Sorry, mate.
01:20:10 You ruined my fucking suit,
01:20:14 I'm sorry.
01:20:15 Sorry's not gonna
01:20:17 Cool down, Franco.
01:20:20 Not sorry enough
01:20:23 If you can't hold a pint,
01:20:25 Fuck off.
01:20:31 [Garbled]
01:20:32 Oh! Oh, no!
01:20:42 Come on, Franco, move away.
01:20:44 Aah!
01:20:46 Oh, fucking nice one, Franco!
01:20:49 - Shut it!
01:20:50 You were in my fucking way.
01:20:53 Help!
01:20:55 [Weakly] Oh, no.
01:20:56 Anybody else want to get
01:20:59 You?
01:21:03 You?
01:21:09 Hey, Rent Boy, you bring me down
01:21:14 - I think we'd better go, Franco!
01:21:17 You're not going to any fucking
01:21:24 You bring me down
01:21:32 And the bag.
01:22:43 # Drive boy, dog boy,
01:22:47 # In-the-doorway boy,
01:22:50 # She was a beautiful boy,
01:22:53 # And all in
01:22:56 # You had hand, girl's boy,
01:22:59 # You had chemicals, boy #
01:23:01 # I've grown so close
01:23:03 # And you just groan, boy #
01:23:05 # She said,
01:23:08 # She smiled at you #
01:23:10 # Bo-o-o-o-y #
01:23:29 # Drive boy, dog boy,
01:23:33 # In-the-doorway boy,
01:23:36 # She was a beautiful boy,
01:23:39 # And all in
01:23:42 # You had hand, girl's boy,
01:23:45 # You had chemicals, boy #
01:23:47 # I've grown so close
01:23:50 # And you just groan, boy #
01:23:51 # She said,
01:23:54 # She smiled at you #
01:23:56 # Bo-o-o-o-y #
01:24:08 # Let your feelings slip, boy #
01:24:10 # But never your mask, boy #
01:24:12 # Random blonde bio,
01:24:15 # Blond boy,
01:24:17 # High density #
01:24:19 # You are my drug, boy #
01:24:21 # You're real, boy,
01:24:23 # Dog-dirty,
01:24:26 # You get wet, boy #
01:24:27 # Big, big-time boy #
01:24:28 # Acid-bear boy #
01:24:30 # Babes and babes and babes
01:24:33 # And remembering nothing,
01:24:35 # Will you like
01:24:38 # And get wet like an angel,
01:24:55 Now, I've justified this
01:24:59 It wasn't a big deal,
01:25:01 Or we'd outgrown each other.
01:25:05 But let's face it.
01:25:07 My so-called mates.
01:25:09 But Begbie. I couldn't give
01:25:12 And Sick Boy.
01:25:13 if he'd only thought
01:25:17 And Spud. Well, okay,
01:25:19 He never hurt anybody.
01:25:27 - BEGBIE: Bastard!
01:25:35 Bastard!
01:25:40 Fuck! Fuck!
01:25:42 All right, move away, people.
01:25:44 What's going on in there?
01:25:47 Open up.
01:25:50 Bastard!
01:25:52 Bastard!
01:25:54 So why did I do it?
01:25:56 I could offer
01:25:59 The truth is
01:26:02 but that's gonna change.
01:26:03 I'm going to change.
01:26:05 This is the last
01:26:07 I'm cleaning up
01:26:09 Going straight
01:26:11 I'm looking forward to it
01:26:13 I'm going to be just like you.
01:26:15 The job, the family,
01:26:18 the washing machine, the car,
01:26:19 the compact disc,
01:26:21 good health, low cholesterol,
01:26:24 mortgage, starter home,
01:26:26 three-piece suite,
01:26:29 junk food, children,
01:26:31 9:00 to 5:00, good at golf,
01:26:33 choice of sweaters,
01:26:35 indexed pension, tax exemption,
01:26:39 looking ahead