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00:01:58 - Hey, lad.
00:01:59 - Is that me?
00:02:00 You'd turn up late
00:02:02 Couldn't find my passport.
00:02:05 - Good to see you, man.
00:02:07 In the toilet.
00:02:09 Yeah. You nervous?
00:02:10 - No.
00:02:12 - To Kurdistan.
00:02:17 Hey, love.
00:02:19 - You packed? Yeah?
00:02:22 How's it going?
00:02:24 - Any action?
00:02:26 Running out of time.
00:02:27 - Seat's in the corner. Let's get it.
00:02:29 Yeah, yeah.
00:02:34 How are you?
00:02:36 It's not my fault.
00:02:37 I'm not pointing a finger.
00:02:43 So, quiet tonight?
00:02:47 Yeah. Think so.
00:02:48 - Think it's sad.
00:02:50 - Yeah, you're going.
00:02:53 Ladle it on.
00:02:55 Anyway,
00:02:58 - Yeah?
00:02:59 If it's a girl, she'll be Morna.
00:03:03 - Morna.
00:03:05 - It's nice.
00:03:06 And if it's a boy?
00:03:12 Well, it was a tough one,
00:03:16 - You're joking.
00:03:19 - Really?
00:03:21 Curse the child!
00:03:23 [Laughing]
00:03:24 - Yeah.
00:03:29 Thank you.
00:04:07 [Speaking Kurdish]
00:04:22 [Speaking Kurdish]
00:04:37 [Indistinct shouting]
00:05:02 You all right?
00:05:03 Yeah.
00:05:08 All right, come on.
00:05:13 - Dr. Talzani.
00:05:15 - How are you?
00:05:18 David!
00:05:30 Jesus.
00:05:32 - The smell?
00:05:35 I thought you guys
00:05:37 How can anyone get used to this?
00:05:39 Well, considering we have
00:05:42 and no medicine,
00:05:45 Dr. Talzani, this is my friend David.
00:05:47 Nice to meet you.
00:05:50 - All right, you know the rules.
00:05:52 Keep out of your way.
00:05:56 [Speaking Kurdish]
00:08:08 - What happened to you?
00:08:13 - Feeling better now?
00:08:15 All right. You do look like shit.
00:08:18 I think you're getting too old
00:08:20 Now, that's funny.
00:08:23 I'm going home, Mark.
00:08:25 Yeah, me too. Soon.
00:08:28 I want to go now.
00:08:31 Tomorrow.
00:08:32 I've had enough.
00:08:34 If I'm not back in time...
00:08:35 I know.
00:08:39 What about it?
00:08:40 Well, it looks like
00:08:44 They've been saying that
00:08:47 These people have been launching
00:08:50 Two centuries from now,
00:08:53 We miss this one,
00:08:56 That simple, huh?
00:09:01 Ah, shite, here we go.
00:09:03 Blue tags.
00:09:07 - You all right for this?
00:09:10 All right.
00:09:12 Come on.
00:10:30 Do you have an extra cigarette?
00:10:36 Beautiful, isn't it?
00:10:38 This place is beautiful.
00:10:40 You know...
00:10:45 In my lifetime alone,
00:10:50 Two with the Turks,
00:10:53 and three with Iraqis.
00:10:56 And if I go back
00:10:59 or my father's father,
00:11:01 each time we've been beaten.
00:11:03 That's what we Kurds do best,
00:11:05 So why do you stay?
00:11:08 Where am I to go, Mr. Walsh?
00:11:12 They talk of free will,
00:11:13 but we are all just homing pigeons
00:11:19 You should leave soon,
00:11:22 The offensive starts in two days,
00:11:24 and when it happens,
00:11:27 Well, we don't want to leave.
00:11:30 That's why we're here, Doctor.
00:11:33 Can you get us a place on board?
00:11:35 Do you ever stop?
00:11:42 I must go.
00:11:45 Thank you.
00:11:56 There's an Iraqi outpost there,
00:11:57 and the only way to re-supply it
00:12:00 So they'll be sitting ducks
00:12:01 Talzani found us two places
00:12:03 - Has he?
00:12:04 So we go along for that,
00:12:06 jump in a Jeep to the border,
00:12:09 - What do you think?
00:12:12 How? We'll be home by Tuesday,
00:12:15 That's a week and a half
00:12:17 Oh, come on, Mark,
00:12:20 Babies are born early all the time.
00:12:26 - So what if the Iraqis hit back hard?
00:12:29 It'll be days, it'll be weeks
00:12:30 probably before the Iraqis
00:12:33 How do you know that?
00:12:35 Because Saddam doesn't give
00:12:37 They'll come back into the mountains
00:12:40 Massacre them.
00:12:41 He doesn't fucking care about them,
00:12:43 Oil fields.
00:12:44 First order of business,
00:12:46 Reclaim the oil fields? The Kurd's
00:12:49 What if they don't? What then?
00:12:52 Jesus Christ, man,
00:12:53 Look, we've been here
00:12:55 Yeah.
00:12:57 And what have we got? Some shots
00:12:59 We've got some schoolchildren
00:13:01 Got some fucking
00:13:03 It's all good stuff.
00:13:04 It's all good stuff, man,
00:13:07 We haven't got the story.
00:13:10 Look, if this offensive goes off,
00:13:12 Kurdistan will be
00:13:13 just about the time we get home.
00:13:15 And we're the only
00:13:16 There's no reason
00:13:20 Fucking hell.
00:13:24 I can see it now.
00:13:27 Boys, welcome back.
00:13:29 It was grand!
00:13:30 So what shots have you got?
00:13:31 Shots of what, the offensive?
00:13:32 Fuck the offensive.
00:13:33 Look, we've got schoolchildren.
00:13:35 Okay, Mark, I get the picture.
00:13:39 Two more days, man.
00:13:42 - You know what the worst of this is?
00:13:45 The food. The fucking food.
00:13:49 Why do war zones
00:13:51 And you being a Scotsman,
00:13:54 Oh, here we go.
00:13:55 Your entire menu looks like
00:13:58 And by the way,
00:13:59 going to be eating
00:14:00 if we don't bring back
00:14:02 You're worse than a pit bull.
00:14:04 Has anyone ever managed
00:14:06 Let's say we hope
00:14:09 Nice food, close to home.
00:14:11 The only thing is, knowing the French
00:14:14 After this, I switch
00:14:21 Two more days, then.
00:14:24 And if they come back tomorrow
00:14:26 Then we go. No questions asked.
00:14:28 Okay.
00:14:30 Good man, fair play.
00:14:36 I cannot believe
00:15:14 Mark!
00:15:17 Where the fuck are you going?
00:15:29 [In Kurdish]
00:15:37 What's happened?
00:15:38 - We go!
00:15:40 No base.
00:15:41 - Iraqi fort?
00:15:45 You all right?
00:15:48 What was all that about?!
00:15:52 I can't do this anymore, man.
00:15:55 There's been a change in plans.
00:15:56 They're not going back to base,
00:15:58 What?
00:15:59 They're gonna go up there
00:16:00 - The Iraqis'll think it's a convoy...
00:16:02 Look, David! We've no choice, man!
00:16:05 Along for the fucking ride?!
00:16:08 Listen to yourself!
00:16:10 It's another day, then another day,
00:16:13 and I can't do it!
00:16:20 I'm going home, man!
00:16:23 David.
00:16:25 What the fuck are you gonna do,
00:16:27 It's 20 fucking miles back to base!
00:16:31 Just don't get it, do you?
00:16:33 I don't care.
00:16:36 - David!
00:16:40 Fuck! David!
00:16:42 Mr. Walsh, are you coming?
00:17:41 Mr. Walsh?
00:17:45 They found you down by the river.
00:17:57 He says you can't walk.
00:18:01 Not sure. I, um, just woke up.
00:18:06 Does it hurt?
00:18:09 - So you can feel it?
00:18:17 No pain?
00:18:20 Can you move your arms?
00:18:24 Your legs?
00:18:28 Very good.
00:18:33 A head wound as well?
00:18:39 Flesh wound.
00:18:41 Maybe concussion,
00:18:45 Kurdistan is not a good place
00:18:49 Well...
00:18:53 You took quite a jolt,
00:18:57 And it seems
00:19:00 Legs will be the biggest problem.
00:19:03 That's always the case.
00:19:08 For every arm
00:19:10 I've probably taken 10 legs.
00:19:13 Strange, isn't it?
00:19:15 Human legs are just not designed
00:19:26 Take it easy. Get some rest.
00:19:30 You have some neural disruption
00:19:37 You're going to be right.
00:20:39 How do you feel?
00:20:42 Geez.
00:20:45 Scared me.
00:20:49 Better.
00:20:50 Only a little bit of pain.
00:20:52 Excellent. Pain is always
00:20:56 You were lucky, Mr. Walsh.
00:20:59 If there'd been any complications...
00:21:02 What?
00:21:04 You would have shot me?
00:21:05 Yeah. For your own good.
00:21:12 And what about your friend?
00:21:16 He wouldn't even know I'm here.
00:21:21 He left the day before it happened.
00:21:24 First day of the offensive.
00:21:27 Smart man.
00:21:29 You war people,
00:21:33 Probably not good for morale
00:21:35 to see a colleague
00:21:40 That's all I can find.
00:21:42 I hope they fit.
00:22:54 Oh, Mr. Walsh.
00:23:02 What do you think?
00:23:04 How many doctors in the world
00:23:07 You should sterilize it, too.
00:23:10 Oh, sarcasm is back.
00:23:12 Great.
00:23:17 You must have a lot of regret.
00:23:23 Regret what, Mr. Walsh?
00:23:27 That I spared them
00:23:30 'cause I have no way of saving them
00:23:36 Do you think I kill those poor men
00:23:41 Geez, no.
00:23:49 In quiet times,
00:23:53 when there is not a lot of fighting
00:23:58 I give out very few blues.
00:24:00 But when there is a lot of fighting,
00:24:05 No.
00:24:08 I have to think of those
00:24:21 That's the one.
00:24:25 Some live, some die,
00:24:29 [In Kurdish]
00:24:32 Anything else is just arrogance,
00:24:35 the arrogance of imagining
00:24:45 I'm sure they lecture against this
00:24:48 smoking in operating room.
00:24:50 I think you'll get away
00:24:53 Do you know
00:24:57 It means, "those who face death."
00:25:02 Romantic.
00:25:06 Poetic, even.
00:25:08 Personally, I've never seen
00:25:11 They all turn away at the end.
00:25:23 A Jeep is leaving tomorrow morning
00:25:26 - Why?
00:25:29 You better leave while you can.
00:25:46 Set to go?
00:25:50 Yep.
00:25:51 Ah, it's much better.
00:25:55 I guess it's yours.
00:25:58 You're joking me.
00:26:02 I hope you had an enjoyable visit.
00:26:05 A lovely trip.
00:26:07 Don't know why you don't get
00:26:11 I'm sorry. It's very Kurdish.
00:26:14 It's a point of honor
00:26:18 Well, in that case, just think of me
00:26:22 Dr. Talzani.
00:26:24 Thank you so much.
00:26:26 Pleasure is mine.
00:26:28 Mr. Walsh, good luck.
00:28:25 Oh!
00:28:26 Oh!
00:28:30 No, whoa, whoa, whoa.
00:28:32 Easy, easy, easy.
00:28:37 Oh! Dios mio!
00:28:39 Oh, it was dark.
00:28:40 I fell into a river and got dragged
00:28:45 Just another day at the office.
00:28:47 Why didn't you call me
00:28:49 'Cause I had a quick connection
00:28:56 Well, what's this?
00:28:59 You like it?
00:29:00 Yeah, I love it
00:29:01 and then, all of a sudden, presto!
00:29:04 There's something there
00:29:08 You mean monastic?
00:29:10 No, simple.
00:29:11 We had nowhere to sit.
00:29:15 - I'll take it back if you want.
00:29:16 Jesus, baby. I'm joking, I'm joking.
00:29:19 Well, I don't love it,
00:29:22 I'm just tired.
00:29:24 Come on, I'll throw you a bath.
00:29:25 Okay.
00:29:28 By the way,
00:29:38 Hey.
00:30:10 Oh, my God.
00:30:20 Mark, stand up.
00:30:26 Come on, baby.
00:30:30 Missed you.
00:30:56 Morning, sunshine. I don't think
00:31:00 I can't even remember
00:31:07 Mi amor. What happened to you?
00:31:12 I told you. I'm an idiot.
00:31:14 Fell into a river
00:31:16 You got all that from some rocks?
00:31:19 It's a strong river, love.
00:31:26 Diane called.
00:31:30 No. We split up the first day
00:31:33 He wanted to get back.
00:31:36 What, do you mean
00:31:38 No.
00:31:39 That doesn't make sense.
00:31:41 He should've been back
00:31:45 Should we be worried?
00:31:48 No.
00:31:50 No. He probably just got cut off
00:31:53 - They came back in fairly hard.
00:31:57 David knows what to do.
00:31:58 He'll just lay low for a while,
00:32:02 You know Diane is due
00:32:04 - What if David isn't back by then?
00:32:07 He wouldn't miss it for the world.
00:32:09 - Yeah, but imagine what if he isn't?
00:32:16 What, do you want me
00:32:20 Is that what you want?
00:32:22 No.
00:32:24 No, carino. Of course not.
00:32:27 I just...
00:32:30 I just wonder sometimes
00:32:33 when you're out there?
00:32:35 That's all.
00:32:37 I think about you on the way out,
00:32:38 and I think about you
00:32:41 I try not to think about you
00:32:43 Just makes it too hard.
00:32:50 Easy.
00:32:52 You're killing me with these hugs.
00:32:55 I have to go to work.
00:32:58 - You have to?
00:33:00 You know I do, honey.
00:33:02 But I'll try to come back early.
00:33:59 - Hey, hey.
00:34:02 How are you, lvan?
00:34:04 Good, good.
00:34:06 I was growing worried with all
00:34:08 Oh, yeah?
00:34:09 What happened to you?
00:34:10 Nothing. Got into a bind
00:34:15 You go to Kurdistan
00:34:17 Yeah, well, no one ever said
00:34:20 Listen, can you do
00:34:22 I wanna take advantage
00:34:24 How much of a rush?
00:34:26 This afternoon?
00:34:29 All right.
00:34:31 I'll make you copies
00:34:33 Good man.
00:34:40 You know it?
00:34:41 Yeah, it's a great shot.
00:34:44 How long have you been doing
00:34:47 - Eight, nine years?
00:34:51 You should get out.
00:34:53 I can tell by looking at you
00:34:56 You know by looking at me?
00:34:58 Well, I've been there, you know?
00:35:01 And I know that, for all of us,
00:35:03 to leave it, you know?
00:35:05 Yeah, well, that happens
00:35:07 I deal with it out there.
00:35:10 And then, I'm here.
00:35:13 You know, separate.
00:35:16 Why, you don't believe me?
00:35:18 No.
00:35:20 It doesn't affect me, lvan.
00:35:22 Look me in the eye and tell me that.
00:35:25 It doesn't affect me.
00:35:26 Well, that's the saddest thing
00:35:29 Ivan, I just came in
00:35:31 I didn't come in for a lecture, man.
00:35:33 All right, all right.
00:35:34 It's none of my business, I know.
00:35:35 I just think of you as a friend,
00:35:37 Fair enough.
00:35:38 Okay, so, 5:00?
00:35:39 Yeah. Bill me. Thanks.
00:35:41 Okay.
00:35:52 Give us a pint, Kevin, will ya?
00:36:13 Cheers, Kevin.
00:37:57 Hey. Stretching.
00:38:00 You've already started
00:38:01 - Yeah.
00:38:03 - Good. Got some good ones.
00:38:05 No, not now.
00:38:09 Missy.
00:38:13 Hey, I missed you today.
00:38:16 I missed you, too.
00:38:26 There you are.
00:39:14 David!
00:39:22 Elena?
00:39:31 I'm sorry I'm late.
00:39:34 I had a starter.
00:39:37 If I don't eat on time,
00:39:39 It moved! Did you feel it?
00:39:42 Of course you did.
00:39:46 How are you?
00:39:48 Yeah, all right.
00:39:49 Except I have to pee
00:39:51 Any word from David, hmm?
00:39:55 I know it's his job,
00:39:57 and there's a war on,
00:39:59 but surely he could get
00:40:02 Or maybe not.
00:40:05 Well, forget a message.
00:40:08 He does this to me
00:40:12 Yeah.
00:40:14 Hey, what if I send a cable
00:40:19 I know some people working there.
00:40:21 I can have them
00:40:24 Oh, I don't know.
00:40:26 The idea of some Red Cross guy
00:40:28 telling him he has to call his wife,
00:40:31 So what?
00:40:34 You know what, you're right.
00:40:37 Okay. Let's do it.
00:40:56 Mark!
00:40:58 - How are you?
00:41:03 You look like shite!
00:41:04 Thanks.
00:41:06 - What happened?
00:41:09 So, good trip?
00:41:11 I think so, yeah. You tell me.
00:41:14 Give!
00:41:15 It's a Pesh Merga ambush
00:41:20 They killed 19 troops
00:41:24 Yeah.
00:41:26 Too bad Life magazine
00:41:28 but I'll run these past them anyway.
00:41:32 We should be able to find
00:41:35 Hear there's a lot of Kurds
00:41:37 Or do I mean Turks?
00:41:39 You mean both, Amy.
00:41:41 Yeah, okay. I'll try Stern.
00:41:45 What else?
00:41:47 "Triage."
00:41:48 Working title.
00:41:50 - For what?
00:41:52 Makeshift hospital in the field.
00:41:54 Soldiers that came in
00:41:57 they took them outside
00:42:00 Killed?
00:42:01 By?
00:42:02 Their own doctor.
00:42:06 You can see him in the shots.
00:42:08 Jesus Christ!
00:42:10 Mercy killings.
00:42:13 Well, that is an incredible
00:42:20 Could put these up for auction.
00:42:22 I'll send it to all the news weeklies,
00:42:24 and I'll tell them I need an answer
00:42:26 Nice.
00:42:28 Listen, Time magazine
00:42:31 and they need a photographer.
00:42:34 When they see these...
00:42:37 Interested?
00:42:39 Time? Yeah, sure.
00:42:41 Well, don't jump for joy, will you?
00:42:43 God.
00:42:45 - You all right?
00:42:47 It's a long trip.
00:42:49 - Okay, anything else?
00:42:52 Okay, I'll call you. Bye!
00:42:53 - See ya, Amy.
00:42:57 That's a terrible limp you got there,
00:42:59 Yeah, fine. Just got banged up
00:43:02 Don't start being all concerned, now.
00:43:04 Well, listen,
00:43:05 you may have got banged up,
00:43:09 - Great work.
00:43:59 Hey. I probably should have
00:44:01 I'm not much in the mood
00:44:04 You should go and talk to Diane.
00:44:06 I will. I will.
00:44:08 I'm gonna say no
00:44:10 Gonna have Amy
00:44:12 Are you serious?
00:44:14 But you've always talked
00:44:17 I know. Just not right now.
00:44:19 God knows there'll always be
00:44:23 Mark, did something happen
00:44:34 Yes.
00:44:36 I decided I want to spend
00:44:38 and I want to have a baby with you.
00:44:43 I'm sorry, but I'm...
00:44:47 - Worried about me?
00:44:49 Yeah, something's wrong.
00:44:56 I'm gonna see Diane.
00:46:40 That's better.
00:46:42 I don't know what I was thinking
00:46:45 - Here you go.
00:46:50 It's just so weird.
00:46:54 You know, Mark didn't
00:46:58 It's so strange.
00:47:01 I don't know.
00:47:03 He just seems different,
00:47:07 And his limp is definitely
00:47:10 He says it isn't, but...
00:47:14 And tonight he told me
00:47:16 - A baby?
00:47:18 Mark wants to have a baby?
00:47:21 Wow, he really isn't well.
00:47:27 I'm sorry. I'm sorry, Diane.
00:47:31 My God.
00:47:34 - I'm sorry.
00:47:44 Strange, isn't it?
00:47:48 They've gone
00:47:52 they're best friends,
00:47:55 David seems to always focus
00:48:00 While Mark...
00:48:03 Well, you wouldn't want
00:49:27 Mark?
00:49:37 Mark?
00:49:45 Mark?!
00:50:11 Mrs. Walsh?
00:50:14 He's been sent on to neurology.
00:50:16 We cleaned the head wound
00:50:19 A foreign object?
00:50:22 I really couldn't say.
00:50:25 Hey, sorry.
00:50:28 What is wrong with his legs?
00:50:30 That's neurology, I'm afraid.
00:50:32 But I'm sure the neurologist will be
00:50:35 It should be only
00:50:38 [Sighs]
00:50:48 So, the good news is
00:50:53 Nothing physically,
00:50:55 that is, you know.
00:50:56 No neural disruption,
00:51:00 There is some swelling
00:51:01 and some hypersensitivity
00:51:03 That's a class symptom
00:51:05 but all indications are
00:51:10 Then, why is he getting worse?
00:51:12 He told me he fell into a river,
00:51:13 that he was dragged
00:51:15 - Is that what he told you?
00:51:18 That's when I started to wonder
00:51:20 Because we extracted this
00:51:24 Um, "composition...
00:51:27 with traces of TNT.
00:51:28 Characteristics...
00:51:29 jagged edges,
00:51:31 indicating a sudden
00:51:39 Shrapnel.
00:51:41 It seems like Mark had
00:51:45 An artillery shell exploded
00:51:46 just meters
00:51:49 That's how he got this.
00:51:51 But, look, that's not the problem.
00:51:52 By all medical
00:51:54 he should be improving.
00:51:56 But he's not. I mean, if anything,
00:52:00 Which means?
00:52:01 Which means it's
00:52:04 maybe PTSD.
00:52:05 Look, I'm not a psychiatrist,
00:52:07 but I think that might be
00:52:13 Why didn't you tell me
00:52:21 I thought it would be easier not to.
00:52:26 Easier?
00:52:28 Yeah.
00:52:30 Love, you've already had enough
00:52:32 When I go away, you know?
00:52:46 It's over now.
00:52:48 You're home.
00:52:51 I love you.
00:52:55 Don't be upset at me, Elena.
00:53:00 I'll be fine.
00:53:05 - Everything is going to be okay.
00:53:09 I'm sure.
00:54:10 [In Spanish]... Joaquin Morales.
00:54:15 [Beep]
00:54:16 [In Spanish]
00:54:20 [In Spanish]
00:54:25 Mutilated baby corpse.
00:54:28 Am I right?
00:54:30 In this test, there is
00:54:35 Next one.
00:54:36 Oh, Jesus.
00:54:39 Mutilated woman's corpse.
00:54:48 Mutilated man's corpse.
00:54:52 They got the whole family,
00:54:56 All just a game to you, Mr. Walsh?
00:54:58 I don't know.
00:55:02 ...stupid, you know?
00:55:04 Maybe it is.
00:55:06 But I am trying to help you,
00:55:08 and in 15 minutes,
00:55:11 whether you answer
00:55:13 while you'll still be lying here
00:55:16 The point being, I suppose,
00:55:17 that stupidity can take
00:55:22 Have you ever been
00:55:25 No. But I've treated patients
00:55:29 All right. Well, no offense,
00:55:32 No, it's not the same thing.
00:55:36 But does that mean
00:55:38 what we directly experience?
00:55:42 Can only someone who's been raped
00:55:48 Maybe.
00:56:03 I didn't know
00:56:16 Do you think you can help him?
00:56:18 Yes, of course I can help him.
00:56:22 Like I said last night, it doesn't
00:56:26 I only asked you here to help him.
00:56:31 How did you become so hard, Elena?
00:56:36 So judgmental?
00:56:41 Is it always wrong
00:56:44 About the Nazis
00:56:49 About what you did?
00:56:51 Oh? And just what is it
00:56:57 No, no. I'm... I'm sorry.
00:56:58 No, I do want to go into this.
00:57:01 This is something you have
00:57:05 You have learned about what I did,
00:57:08 and that was enough,
00:57:11 But you never once
00:57:19 You are the only thing
00:57:23 So, tell me, what it is
00:57:29 Your patients were war criminals.
00:57:32 Monsters.
00:57:35 Men who destroyed villages
00:57:38 all in the name of Spain, of Franco.
00:57:41 And when they came to you,
00:57:46 You purified them.
00:57:50 Yeah, you came up
00:57:53 You must have.
00:57:56 "The Morales Institute
00:58:02 Thousands of innocent people
00:58:05 and whenever their killers
00:58:08 they went to you,
00:58:10 "Don't worry about it,
00:58:12 Get on with your life."
00:58:14 Those men,
00:58:17 those "monsters" as you call them,
00:58:21 So as a last hope,
00:58:23 they brought them to me,
00:58:26 To you, it is simple.
00:58:28 They were evil men,
00:58:29 and because I treated them,
00:58:35 But you forget something.
00:58:38 These were the men who had won.
00:58:45 They held the fate of Spain
00:58:49 and they had tasted power.
00:58:53 And what is the greatest power
00:58:59 It is to kill.
00:59:02 And if you have killed a thousand,
00:59:06 If you have tortured one person,
00:59:10 No.
00:59:11 It's easy. It's the easiest thing
00:59:15 This is what our country
00:59:19 So what was I to do?
00:59:22 Was I to leave these killers
00:59:25 so they could go on killing?
00:59:26 No, I could not agree to that.
00:59:29 So, I purified them.
00:59:34 I brought them back to life,
00:59:39 and to humanity.
00:59:44 How many people did I save?
00:59:48 I think I saved many.
00:59:51 So there you have it.
00:59:55 But you are no longer a teenager.
01:00:00 The world is a very complex place.
01:00:03 There is very little of it
01:00:42 Ah, so you're awake then.
01:00:44 How do you feel?
01:00:47 I'm fine.
01:00:49 Marvelous.
01:00:50 What time is it?
01:00:52 Time to get started.
01:00:54 Beyond that, who can say?
01:00:56 Elena yesterday telephoned me
01:00:58 and told me
01:01:00 and asked if I could help.
01:01:01 I said, "Well."
01:01:04 because I've been retired
01:01:07 Sorry, but you mentioned Elena?
01:01:10 I am Joaquin Morales,
01:01:14 Carmen, her mother,
01:01:16 is always telling me
01:01:20 And now we finally meet,
01:01:22 and, uh, it's a pity
01:01:29 I imagine you've heard
01:01:31 Well, she said she stopped
01:01:34 because she heard
01:01:36 A fascist!
01:01:37 [Laughs]
01:01:39 She's a very inventive girl.
01:01:42 Por Dios, all this talk is just
01:01:47 I would like to make
01:01:52 if that's all right with you.
01:01:56 Sure, I've no choice.
01:01:58 - Age?
01:02:00 Parents still alive?
01:02:03 [Yawning]
01:02:04 Father passed away
01:02:07 - Brothers and sisters?
01:02:09 Hmm.
01:02:11 Well, then, let's get started.
01:02:14 - That's it?
01:02:17 I thought psychiatrists
01:02:19 all sorts of questions
01:02:22 and relationships and all that stuff.
01:02:24 Unnecessary. Exotic.
01:02:27 You're not actually a psychiatrist,
01:02:30 Well, I like to think of myself
01:02:33 a scholar of the human spirit.
01:02:36 Ah, that's lovely.
01:02:39 Tell me a war story.
01:02:41 - What?
01:02:43 You must have many,
01:02:44 but the first one
01:02:46 It's a bit early
01:02:54 You're serious.
01:03:47 I don't even know
01:03:51 Why do you think
01:03:55 I dunno.
01:03:57 Maybe I felt responsible.
01:03:59 Well, perhaps if you hadn't
01:04:05 The soldiers
01:04:11 I suppose so.
01:04:12 Well, that makes perfect sense.
01:04:14 You feel that you're responsible
01:04:20 You think I'm too harsh?
01:04:24 How many people
01:04:26 Four? Three? Two? Twenty?
01:04:29 And what do they say?
01:04:32 "Oh, no, it was not your fault."
01:04:35 "Oh, no, there was nothing
01:04:39 You have looked to others
01:04:42 but, as you have discovered,
01:04:43 this is something
01:04:46 We cannot let go of the pain.
01:04:49 That is what it means to live.
01:04:53 Now, I can help you
01:04:58 Look at me.
01:05:01 I am 86 years old.
01:05:04 I lost my entire family.
01:05:07 I lost my parents,
01:05:10 I lost my brothers and sisters,
01:05:15 And yet, I am still here.
01:05:18 I can still smile,
01:05:20 and the world is still...
01:05:30 Elena will probably be here
01:05:34 So you tell her I'm in the hotel.
01:05:41 Oh, by the way, you know
01:05:46 There's not a movement,
01:05:49 Just like a baby.
01:05:51 That's a good thing, isn't it?
01:05:53 No.
01:05:55 If you were thrashing about
01:05:58 it would mean the problem
01:06:01 But peacefulness?
01:06:03 In a grown man,
01:06:29 Thank you.
01:06:32 - I'll see you at home.
01:06:51 12... 13...
01:06:54 14... 15...
01:06:56 16... 17...
01:06:59 Excellent.
01:07:02 I'm not. I'm moving
01:07:04 [Laughs]
01:07:05 Splendid.
01:07:07 A sense of humor is always
01:07:11 That was the office.
01:07:14 A Red Cross team in Kurdistan
01:07:16 in a hotel room in Rawa...
01:07:20 Rawanduz.
01:07:21 Yeah.
01:07:23 It's a town in the north.
01:07:26 - It was our base.
01:07:28 But I thought you told me
01:07:30 I don't know. He was...
01:07:32 He was heading south, and I was
01:07:36 but I just headed straight for Turkey
01:07:40 Everything's still there.
01:07:45 Okay. What do we do?
01:07:47 Is there anyone there
01:07:49 I don't know.
01:07:50 Think, Mark!
01:07:52 I don't know!
01:07:53 This is not very helpful.
01:07:57 What am I supposed
01:08:00 My God, what do I tell her?
01:08:04 I have to get over there.
01:08:14 I'm afraid I don't...
01:08:16 I don't understand.
01:08:20 My best friend, David.
01:08:22 We went to Kurdistan together,
01:08:29 He should have been back
01:08:30 And you're worried?
01:08:34 A little bit, yeah.
01:08:37 His wife is expecting a baby
01:08:41 You know. But he's careful.
01:08:44 It's not the first time one of us
01:08:50 Hmm. And it's a war zone, of course.
01:08:53 There are often many delays.
01:08:58 But I don't think you should worry
01:09:02 And the most important thing is
01:09:07 Which reminds me.
01:09:11 I know very little
01:09:16 It was partitioned
01:09:21 Yeah. Any time you find a mess
01:09:25 it's usually thanks to them
01:09:27 Well, perhaps you could
01:09:36 What, on the wall?
01:09:38 Why not?
01:09:39 You think it will clash
01:09:43 Just a rough map.
01:09:48 Jesus.
01:10:00 And while you're doing it,
01:10:02 perhaps another one
01:11:06 Sorry, I don't understand you.
01:12:51 You know, the odds alone
01:12:53 not even one of those skulls
01:12:58 So, in effect, I'd...
01:13:00 ...given her a bunch of strangers
01:13:03 You are wrong about one thing.
01:13:08 She knew well
01:13:11 That is why she was grateful.
01:13:13 That is why she thanked you.
01:13:17 For the performance you put on
01:13:21 It's very complicated
01:13:25 Sometimes you have to place
01:13:31 or believe in things that you know
01:13:36 It's a kind of an instinct.
01:13:39 If you wish to continue,
01:13:43 then you must bury the dead.
01:13:51 Tell me, does the camera act
01:13:56 to distance you
01:13:58 Sure. I suppose that's why a lot
01:14:02 throughout the years.
01:14:04 Looking through the camera,
01:14:06 that the things that are happening
01:14:07 are actually real, you know?
01:14:09 Or sometimes it fails, huh?
01:14:12 Sometimes the real world
01:14:15 and then, when there's no one
01:14:20 Perhaps that is a reason
01:14:22 with all the other photographers, no?
01:14:24 Suppose so.
01:14:26 And to protect each other?
01:14:29 Yeah, that, too.
01:14:31 One more observation.
01:14:38 I wouldn't call it an obsession,
01:14:41 but why are you so concerned
01:14:46 I noticed this when you were
01:14:50 At the end, you said,
01:14:52 "I don't even know if his family
01:14:58 What is so important to you
01:15:05 Maybe superstition.
01:15:07 Superstition?
01:15:09 Yeah. You know, that the dead
01:15:14 That they shouldn't be left alone.
01:15:16 More important to you
01:15:19 No.
01:15:22 No, I don't know.
01:15:25 Actually, I don't know what
01:15:28 I think you do.
01:15:30 I said, I don't.
01:15:32 What do you feel
01:15:34 lying around everywhere?
01:15:36 Sorrow? Fear?
01:15:37 Relief that you
01:15:41 that you have survived?
01:15:43 Fuck you.
01:15:45 - Excuse me?
01:15:48 I'm not one of your fucking
01:15:50 So just back off!
01:15:51 You said you wanted to talk to me.
01:15:53 I never fuckin' asked you
01:15:56 I was asleep, my hospital room,
01:15:58 you walked in
01:16:01 Well, we can stop if you prefer.
01:16:03 - Yeah, I need some sleep.
01:16:05 No, you're grand.
01:17:05 Ah, so you're awake.
01:17:09 - What time is it?
01:17:11 I need coffee first.
01:17:13 Oh, I'll get the coffee.
01:17:34 Great, I'm cured.
01:17:36 You should take a look
01:17:39 I think it will be of interest to you.
01:17:45 Jesus Christ.
01:17:48 That fucking animal.
01:17:52 A little strong, perhaps,
01:17:55 but I think it will do you
01:18:00 The French call our way
01:18:03 le jus des chaussettes,
01:18:06 "Socks juice," I know.
01:18:09 Jesus, you have a fucking answer
01:18:13 Thank you.
01:18:15 The fellow that got this picture
01:18:20 We would have been there a month,
01:18:24 But he was there
01:18:26 - We had no idea we'd be this right.
01:18:29 You mean you
01:18:35 Yeah.
01:18:36 Mm-hmm.
01:18:39 I wonder if you would, perhaps,
01:18:44 Another map of the area
01:18:50 Not in minute detail, of course,
01:18:53 but just the location
01:18:59 Come on, up! Up!
01:19:11 All right.
01:19:18 Let me see.
01:19:21 Well...
01:19:25 This is the hill.
01:19:27 This is the river.
01:19:32 This is where the explosion...
01:19:35 ...happened.
01:19:37 And...
01:19:39 somewhere here is
01:19:42 and somewhere down here
01:19:46 The Harir Cave
01:19:48 What of David?
01:19:52 Where was he standing
01:20:03 I've always known, Mark.
01:20:06 I've always known since
01:20:09 and saw your face.
01:20:11 And now you have to...
01:20:16 It's not easy, I know.
01:20:19 What I'm trying to say to you
01:20:20 is that you are not as tough
01:20:25 and you cannot
01:20:30 You must come back
01:20:40 - David!
01:20:54 Hey, we're not going
01:20:57 All right. Listen, good luck.
01:21:13 How much further do you think?
01:21:15 Fucked if I know.
01:21:18 Tell me you're still
01:21:20 Nah. Nah, you're right.
01:21:23 Jesus, it's beautiful, man.
01:21:49 You know what?
01:22:20 David!
01:22:21 David!
01:22:23 David!
01:22:24 Don't shoot!
01:22:26 David!
01:22:27 Hey! Hey! Hey!
01:22:31 Hey!
01:22:33 Hey!
01:22:35 David!
01:22:48 No! I'm gonna fucking die!
01:23:13 Mark!
01:23:14 Mark! I'm gonna die!
01:23:17 I'm gonna die!
01:23:21 Mark, I'm gonna die!
01:23:25 Take me home!
01:24:09 Mark, the chair.
01:24:11 Take me to the hospital!
01:24:13 Don't worry.
01:24:19 Be calm.
01:24:27 Vamos.
01:25:04 Look at her.
01:25:14 Would you like to hold her?
01:25:34 I'm so sorry.
01:25:37 Diane, I loved him so much.
01:25:44 I know. He loved you, too.
01:25:49 I wanted to tell you.
01:25:53 I just didn't know how.
01:25:58 Where did you bury him?
01:26:44 Hey, where is Mark?
01:26:48 I don't know.
01:26:58 Elena.
01:27:02 Be nice to him.
01:27:05 We don't know what it's like to go
01:27:11 And anyway, be nice to him,
01:28:07 I wanted to take him home.
01:28:10 I really did.
01:28:13 I kept saying...
01:28:20 "Don't worry, I'm taking you with me.
01:28:34 I'm taking you home.
01:28:37 I'm taking you home.
01:28:46 I'd been walking for hours.
01:28:50 I came to a river.
01:28:54 I had no choice
01:29:34 He was too heavy.
01:29:36 I was choking.
01:29:39 I couldn't breathe.
01:29:42 I couldn't breathe.
01:29:44 And so...
01:29:47 I let him go.
01:30:23 I'm sorry.
01:30:30 I love you.
01:30:32 I love you so much.