Viskningar Och Rop Cries and Whispers
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It is early Monday morning... |
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and I am in pain. |
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My sisters... |
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and Anna... |
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are taking turns |
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Good morning. |
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- Did anything happen? |
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- Thank you. |
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Anna, see to the fire. |
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I thank Thee, dear Lord |
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to awaken well and cheerful |
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after a good sleep |
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and for the enjoyment |
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I beseech Thee also |
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to let the angels watch over |
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whom Thou in Thy unfathomable |
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in Thy homeland. |
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Mother is in my thoughts |
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although she's been dead |
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I remember |
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the solitude and peace |
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I also remember that I would |
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and spy on her |
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because I loved her |
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I loved her because |
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and beautiful and alive... |
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and so all-pervadingly |
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But she could also be cold, |
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and rebuff me. |
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Yet I could not help |
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and now that I'm older, |
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I wish I could |
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to tell her |
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of her boredom, |
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her longing |
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And when the wicked witch |
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that little Gretel |
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her nose started |
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At Twelfth Night |
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and Aunt Olga would come |
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and her fairy tales. |
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I always felt frightened |
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When Mother spoke to me |
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I could hardly understand |
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Mother and Maria always had |
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but then they were so alike. |
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Jealously I used to wonder what |
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Everyone was in gay spirits. |
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I was the only one who couldn't |
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Another time, |
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I hid behind the curtain... |
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and in secret watched her. |
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She was in the red drawing room |
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sitting quite still |
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and her hands resting |
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Suddenly she saw me... |
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and in a gentle voice |
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- Come. |
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thinking that, as usual, |
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But instead she gave me |
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that I nearly |
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I raised my hand |
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and for that moment |
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There's someone out there. |
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Anna. |
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There's someone out there. |
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Good morning, Agnes. |
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Good morning, Doctor. |
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She is very tired now. |
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Thank you. |
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David! |
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It's been so long. |
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When can I see you again? |
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No! |
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Some years earlier... |
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when Agnes had gone to Italy |
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Maria and her husband, Joakim, |
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One evening, Anna's |
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and Maria sent |
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who lived in the nearby |
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- Now say "ah." |
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- Once again. |
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That hurt a little? |
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What a good girl. |
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Off to bed with you now. |
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You'll feel better |
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- Thank you. |
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If you'd like a little supper |
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Oh yes, that would be nice. |
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Thank you. |
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Agnes and Karin are still |
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I received a letter |
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Agnes is much better. |
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- Her cough is entirely gone. |
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And she's picked up |
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Karin's husband decided |
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They've been having |
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It's like summer, even though |
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Your husband, he's well? |
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Joakim, he had some business |
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and won't be back |
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I told him I would ask you |
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on Anna's little girl. |
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- He sends his best regards. |
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Anna's been told |
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The weather's so awful. |
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I don't think you ought |
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- You've changed a lot. |
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Is there anyone else? |
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Isn't there always? |
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I never would have thought |
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Nor does it. |
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Hmm? |
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Do you wear spectacles |
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- Am I bothering you? |
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Why are you so formal? |
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Couldn't you let the past |
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Come here, Marie. |
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Come. |
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Look at yourself |
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You're beautiful. |
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You are probably |
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But you have changed |
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I want you to see |
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Now your eyes cast quick, |
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You used to look ahead |
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openly, unmasked. |
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Your mouth has taken on |
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and hunger. |
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It used to be so soft. |
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Your complexion is pale now. |
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Your fine, broad forehead... |
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now has four wrinkles |
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No, you can't see it |
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but you can |
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Do you know what |
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- No. |
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And this fine line |
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is not as obvious any more... |
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but it is etched there by |
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And there, |
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Why do you sneer |
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You see it? |
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See, Marie? |
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And look under your eyes. |
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The sharp, |
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of your impatience |
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Can you actually see |
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No, but I feel it |
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I think |
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It's evident |
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- Really? Where? |
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Because we're so alike, |
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You mean the selfishness? |
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Coldness? Unconcern? |
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I usually find |
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Is there no absolution |
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I haven't any need |
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Good morning, sir. |
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Good morning. |
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Thank you. |
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Good morning, Joakim. |
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- Welcome home. |
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Anna's little girl |
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The doctor |
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He sends you his regards... |
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and hopes you can get together |
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The weather was so bad |
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He left early this morning |
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Did you enjoy yourself in town |
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We have an invitation |
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They'd be delighted if we |
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I think I would enjoy that. |
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It would make for a change. |
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What do you think about it? |
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Well, we'll see. |
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Run along and play. |
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Joakim. |
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Joakim. |
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Help me. |
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Help me, please. |
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No. |
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Anna. |
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Do you hear? |
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I only hear the wind |
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No, it's something else. |
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I don't hear anything else. |
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I'm freezing. |
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Good night. |
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Anna. |
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Come here. |
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Anna. |
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Come to me. |
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You're so far away. |
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Come here. |
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Close to me. |
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Do I smell very bad? |
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- It hurts so much, Anna. |
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I'm going to stay with you. |
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- It will all be all right. |
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You don't have to worry |
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You know that. |
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The pillow's so warm. |
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We can take the other one. |
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Come. Let's see. |
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Can you lift yourself up |
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Can you slide down now? |
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Is it better so? |
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Is it better? |
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You are so good to me. |
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Yes? |
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Agnes is worse. |
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I don't think she's conscious. |
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She's breathing very strangely. |
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I'll get my shawl. |
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Karin! |
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- Karin! |
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- Agnes is worse. |
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- I'll go for the doctor. |
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Anna! Anna! Anna! |
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- Where's the doctor? |
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All right, Anna. |
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I'll stay with her. |
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Anna! |
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I'm much better now. |
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Only rather warm. |
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Would you like |
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- And put on a clean gown? |
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- I'm a little thirsty. |
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- Shall I read a little? |
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"Chapter 34, in which |
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"he had better go to Bath, |
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"'But surely, my dear sir,' |
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"as he stood |
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"on the morning |
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"'Surely you don't really mean, |
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"'and irritation apart... |
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"'that you won't pay |
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"'Not one halfpenny,' |
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"'Not one halfpenny.' |
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"'Hooray for the principle, |
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"'when he wouldn't |
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"observed Mr. Weller, who |
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"'Sam,' said Mr. Pickwick... |
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"'have the goodness |
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"'Certainly, sir,' |
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"and acting on Mr. Pickwick's |
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Anna! |
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Can't anyone... |
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I can't! |
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Help me! |
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I can't. |
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God, our Father, |
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has called you home to Him... |
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still in the bloom |
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In your life |
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of bearing a long |
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You submitted to it patiently |
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in the certain knowledge that |
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through the death on the cross |
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May your Father in Heaven... |
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when you step |
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have mercy on your soul. |
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May He let His angels |
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of your earthly pain. |
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Should it be... |
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that you gathered up |
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into your body. |
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Should it be |
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this hardship |
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Should it be |
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as you come to that |
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Should it be that |
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turned toward you then. |
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Should it be that you know |
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so this God may hear |
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Should it be that you then |
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and he hear you out. |
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Should it be so... |
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pray for us. |
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Agnes, dear child, |
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Listen to what |
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Pray for us who |
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left behind |
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with the sky above us, |
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Lay your burden |
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the whole |
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and plead with Him |
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Plead with Him |
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of our anxiety |
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of our misgivings |
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Plead with Him |
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sense and meaning |
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Agnes, you who have borne... |
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your anguish and suffering |
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are most surely worthy... |
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of advocating our cause. |
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She was my confirmation child. |
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We often had talks together |
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Her faith was stronger |
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If you don't mind, |
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and we can discuss |
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Thank you. |
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Some years earlier, Karin |
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were pursuing |
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During a visit |
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they stayed for some months |
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Please, Anna, may I have |
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- Won't you keep me company? |
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- What are you smiling about? |
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Do you want coffee or are we |
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I don't want coffee. |
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It's late. |
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It's but a tissue of lies. |
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Don't look at me! |
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Don't look at me |
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Sorry. |
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Forgive me. |
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Help me to undress. |
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You may go. |
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It's but a tissue of lies. |
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It's a monumental |
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Tissue of lies. |
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- What are you doing? |
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books and papers |
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Karin, I want us |
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I want us to talk |
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After all, we're sisters. |
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We have so many |
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Karin, it's so strange how |
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how we only make small talk. |
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Karin, why won't you |
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We've both been |
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We could laugh and cry |
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We could talk together |
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We could put our arms |
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Karin? |
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I wander through |
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where all is at once |
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and it seems |
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and an event of great importance |
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Yes, I know I am childish. |
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You read much more than I do, |
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Your experience is far greater. |
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Karin, couldn't we devote |
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to getting to know |
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To coming closer together? |
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I can't stand to be silent |
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Karin, have I said something |
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It's easy to do, but I didn't |
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Karin! |
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What are you reading? |
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- I'm reading Agnes' diary. |
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"Thursday, September 30." |
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She's written, "I received |
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"anyone can receive |
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"A gift that is called |
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"companionship, relatedness, |
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"I think this is |
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No, don't touch me! |
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I can't stand |
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I don't want you to do that. |
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I don't want it. |
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I don't want you |
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I can't! |
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Constant torture. |
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It's like being |
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I can't breathe any longer. |
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All of that guilt. |
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No! |
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Leave me alone. |
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Don't touch me. |
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Don't touch me. |
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Don't touch me. |
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Don't touch me. |
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I am sorry I lost control |
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I don't know what came over me. |
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I suppose it's all the emotion |
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We were so fond of her. |
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I'll have our lawyer look after |
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The fruit please, Anna. |
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It's best we sell |
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You and I can divide up |
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I mean, the furniture |
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like china, silverware, |
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All right, Anna, |
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What shall we do about Anna? |
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I suggest |
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and a few weeks extra pay. |
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And also a little article |
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She was quite devoted. |
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The fact of it is that |
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Now she trails after us |
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I don't think... |
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It's true. |
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I think... |
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about suicide. |
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I've often thought about it. |
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It's... |
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It's disgusting. |
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It's very degrading... |
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and everlastingly the same. |
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Henrik's an excellent lawyer, |
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My husband says |
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He's right. |
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I fumble. |
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My hands are too large, |
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Most disobedient. |
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You look so disconcerted. |
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You thought our talk |
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Do you realize I hate you? |
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And how foolish I find |
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and your idiotic |
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How have I managed |
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and not say anything? |
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I know of what you're made... |
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with your empty caresses |
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Can you conceive how anybody |
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as has been my burden? |
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There's no relief, |
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There is nothing. |
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You understand? |
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for I see it all. |
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Now you hear how it sounds |
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You sit there grinning |
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What are you thinking? |
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Would you care to tell me? |
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May I have your opinion? |
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No! |
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You'd rather stay silent. |
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And you are right, Maria! |
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Maria! Forgive me. |
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Maybe you mean well. |
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Maybe you just |
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Maria, dear, forgive me. |
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I do run on and on. |
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No. |
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Maria, look at me. |
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Maria, look at me. |
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Don't you hear it? |
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Don't you hear the crying? |
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Someone is crying endlessly. |
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- Are you afraid of me now? |
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I'm dead, you see. |
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The trouble is |
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I can't leave you all. |
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I'm so tired. |
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Can't anyone help me? |
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- It's but a dream, Agnes. |
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Perhaps for you it's a dream... |
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but not for me. |
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I want Karin to come here. |
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Agnes wants Karin |
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Can't you hold my hands |
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Stay with me |
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It's so empty all around me. |
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Nobody would do what you ask. |
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I won't accept involvement |
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Perchance, if I had loved you... |
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but I do not love you. |
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What you ask me to do |
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I'm leaving you now. |
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- Anna. |
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I want Maria to come. |
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Agnes wants Maria to come in. |
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Don't be afraid. |
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Please touch me. |
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Please talk with me. |
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Hold my hands and warm me. |
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You are my sister. |
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Oh, how sorry I am for you. |
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Do you recall |
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and twilight came |
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and both of us |
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and we'd cuddle very close |
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It's simply the same thing now, |
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I can't hear |
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You must come closer to me. |
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Closer. |
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Hold my hands. |
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I'll stay with you. |
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Don't cry. |
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You needn't be afraid. |
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There's my daughter |
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She must realize that. |
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It's pure morbidity, |
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She's already begun to rot. |
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She has foul spots |
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I'll take care of her. |
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The funeral was tolerable. |
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Thank you. |
01:24:20 |
I just have to bring |
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Hurry up. |
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The music was fine. Thankfully, |
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Fortunate that he had a chill |
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Hadn't something |
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Sorry, but I don't understand |
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She's looked after Agnes |
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Shouldn't we offer her |
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or help her find a new place? |
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Out of the question. |
01:24:47 |
and has had it very easy |
01:24:49 |
Her future |
01:24:51 |
I did promise her she could |
01:24:54 |
- Of her own choosing? |
01:24:56 |
I do detest |
01:24:59 |
but you can't renege. |
01:25:02 |
I think we should |
01:25:12 |
Anna, you may stay on here |
01:25:17 |
You were promised |
01:25:28 |
Thank you. |
01:25:32 |
She's trying |
01:25:34 |
But she won't |
01:25:37 |
- Stay 'til the month's end. |
01:25:42 |
Well, if there's nothing left |
01:25:45 |
Let's leave before the roads |
01:25:51 |
Good-bye now, Anna. |
01:25:56 |
Thank you. |
01:26:01 |
Thank you for all you did. |
01:26:26 |
Hurry now. |
01:26:43 |
- Could I speak to you a second? |
01:26:48 |
That evening we came close |
01:26:51 |
have you thought |
01:26:53 |
Yes, of course, |
01:26:56 |
Could we hold |
01:26:58 |
Dearest Karin, why on earth |
01:27:01 |
I have no idea. |
01:27:04 |
It's that everything seems |
01:27:07 |
I think we've become |
01:27:15 |
What are you thinking about? |
01:27:17 |
I'm thinking |
01:27:20 |
- No, you're not. |
01:27:22 |
hates it |
01:27:25 |
I have no idea |
01:27:27 |
as if I were on trial |
01:27:31 |
What do you want? |
01:27:39 |
- Nothing. |
01:27:41 |
If there's nothing you want, |
01:27:43 |
because I must say good-bye |
01:27:54 |
You touched me. |
01:27:58 |
I don't recall |
01:28:01 |
and never try forcing me |
01:28:09 |
Dearest Karin, give the children |
01:28:12 |
'Til Twelfth Night. |
01:28:19 |
How sad. |
01:29:14 |
"Wednesday, |
01:29:19 |
"The tang of autumn |
01:29:22 |
"but it's mild and fine." |
01:29:26 |
My sisters, Karin and Maria, |
01:29:31 |
It's wonderful |
01:29:34 |
like in the old days, |
01:29:39 |
We were even able to go |
01:29:42 |
such an event for me... |
01:29:44 |
especially since I haven't |
01:29:52 |
Suddenly we began to laugh |
01:29:55 |
that we hadn't seen |
01:30:00 |
We sat in it like three |
01:30:03 |
and Anna pushed us, |
01:30:08 |
All my aches and pains |
01:30:12 |
The people I am most fond of |
01:30:17 |
I could hear their chatting |
01:30:20 |
I could feel the presence |
01:30:22 |
the warmth of their hands. |
01:30:25 |
I wanted to hold the moment fast |
01:30:29 |
"Come what may, |
01:30:34 |
"I cannot wish |
01:30:37 |
"Now, for a few minutes... |
01:30:41 |
"I can experience perfection. |
01:30:44 |
"And I feel profoundly grateful |
01:30:47 |
"which gives me so much." |