When Nietzsche Wept

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00:00:34 (Lou, Russian accent)
00:00:36 I must see
00:00:40 of life or death.
00:00:42 Meet me at nine
00:00:44 at the Cafe Rousse.
00:00:45 [violin music]
00:00:48 (Breuer)
00:00:50 or death! Hmpf!
00:01:03 [exchange of greetings]
00:01:18 Doctor Breuer?
00:01:23 Lou Salome.
00:01:24 How do you do?
00:01:26 May I?
00:01:29 Would you like
00:01:31 Yes, café latte.
00:01:33 Waiter, café
00:01:40 My friend
00:01:41 to kill himself,
00:01:42 This man's
00:01:43 momentous consequences
00:01:45 for me, for you,
00:01:47 Who is
00:01:49 The philosopher
00:01:52 Nietzsche?
00:01:54 know of him?
00:01:55 Not yet, but in time
00:01:57 know of him.
00:01:58 (Nietzsche)
00:01:59 we confirm
00:02:00 a truth that has arrived
00:02:03 and skepticism
00:02:04 and not through some
00:02:06 something were so.
00:02:07 It is hard to be
00:02:09 It's not truth.
00:02:10 It is a child's wish
00:02:13 blow to the nipple.
00:02:14 We have
00:02:16 Evolutionary theory
00:02:20 God's redundancy.
00:02:21 So Darwin himself
00:02:25 to follow
00:02:28 to its true
00:02:30 where are we?
00:02:32 Surely you must
00:02:34 have created God--
00:02:35 and all
00:02:37 have killed him.
00:02:39 God--
00:02:41 is dead.
00:02:42 My friend is sick.
00:02:44 What is the nature
00:02:45 Headaches.
00:02:48 My dear lady,
00:02:49 your friend.
00:02:50 I'm a physician.
00:02:51 I know you can cure
00:02:54 That is not
00:02:55 Nietzsche suffers
00:02:59 That is what
00:03:01 I cannot
00:03:04 Ah, but you
00:03:07 I have a spy.
00:03:08 My brother,
00:03:11 attended the class in
00:03:13 a new technique.
00:03:14 The talking cure.
00:03:15 Now I can arrange
00:03:17 to your office
00:03:18 but he must believe
00:03:20 his headaches.
00:03:21 Tell me, is yours
00:03:23 It is.
00:03:25 Well, perhaps
00:03:26 believe in sorcerers
00:03:28 but sorry, fraulein,
00:03:30 I have no magic
00:03:34 (Lou)
00:03:35 back to your hotel?
00:03:36 I would enjoy
00:03:38 my wife will be watching
00:03:41 I have a duty.
00:03:42 A duty?
00:03:43 It is my duty
00:03:45 of duty.
00:03:46 Doctor, save Nietzsche.
00:04:12 (Breuer)
00:04:14 I had hoped
00:04:16 (patient)
00:04:18 do I have?
00:04:21 It is best
00:04:23 affairs in order.
00:04:30 Please, doctor.
00:04:32 How long?
00:04:34 (woman)
00:04:36 Tell us.
00:04:39 Three to
00:04:46 (frau Becker)
00:04:47 alright, doctor?
00:04:48 Make sure the Pfeiffers
00:04:51 Of course.
00:04:52 Cancel all
00:04:53 debts to me.
00:04:54 Of course.
00:04:55 A Fraulein Salome
00:04:58 A very grand
00:05:00 Show her in.
00:05:02 But Frau Reinhardt
00:05:04 for hours.
00:05:04 Frau Becker!
00:05:18 Fraulein Salome!
00:05:20 Doctor Breuer.
00:05:22 I see you like
00:05:24 for yourself,
00:05:25 Doesn't that deprive
00:05:27 of serving you?
00:05:28 We both know that
00:05:30 men provide are
00:05:32 good for women.
00:05:33 The habits
00:05:34 are not easily
00:05:37 Your future
00:05:39 extensive retraining.
00:05:40 No husband
00:05:43 I would not
00:05:45 a man.
00:06:03 If then or ever
00:06:05 new technique,
00:06:06 do not attempt to use
00:06:09 with Nietzsche.
00:06:10 Our patient would
00:06:12 in any process
00:06:13 he perceives
00:06:14 his power to another.
00:06:15 And are you
00:06:17 "our" patient's despair?
00:06:19 He believes
00:06:21 Where has
00:06:22 I shall tell you.
00:06:23 God is dead.
00:06:25 We all have
00:06:27 You, you,
00:06:30 (priest)
00:06:31 you in hell!
00:06:31 After the death
00:06:33 his shadow was shown
00:06:36 A gruesome,
00:06:38 God will
00:06:39 You are Satan!
00:06:39 Given the way
00:06:41 [slam]
00:06:41 in the caves,
00:06:43 for thousands of years,
00:06:45 will still be shown.
00:06:45 Vanquish the shadow
00:06:48 (man)
00:06:50 Meet Lou Salome.
00:06:51 A brilliant poet
00:06:55 Fascinating lecture
00:06:58 few ears.
00:06:59 Why are people
00:07:01 you, professor?
00:07:02 Oh, truth is
00:07:05 Why do you say
00:07:08 And not that
00:07:10 What you think?
00:07:11 That God has ceased
00:07:13 in people's lives.
00:07:14 An interesting
00:07:17 But if God
00:07:19 then everything
00:07:21 No morals,
00:07:24 Without God, who
00:07:28 our society?
00:07:29 What is the
00:07:31 godless proposition?
00:07:32 From what stars
00:07:35 to each other here?
00:07:36 auf Wiedersehen.
00:07:38 (Lou)
00:07:40 attracted to him.
00:07:42 Seduced by
00:07:45 We could say so much
00:07:48 half sentences.
00:07:50 Mere gestures,
00:07:52 He became obsessed,
00:07:54 proposing marriage
00:07:57 I was attracted
00:07:59 But not romantically.
00:08:02 I wanted to learn.
00:08:05 Not to submit.
00:08:07 Stop it!
00:08:08 My refusal
00:08:10 into hatred.
00:08:11 He wrote me
00:08:13 insulting letters.
00:08:14 Then he wrote about
00:08:19 So if I understand
00:08:22 you want me
00:08:24 that his life
00:08:25 But I must accomplish
00:08:29 knowing it.
00:08:29 You are the
00:08:32 for this
00:08:36 frau Reinhardt
00:08:39 And still suffering.
00:08:43 (Lou)
00:08:44 You must read
00:09:03 I shall do
00:09:05 to help your friend.
00:09:48 Good night,
00:09:49 (Breuer)
00:09:50 Straight home,
00:09:59 [gasping and sobbing]
00:10:16 (Breuer)
00:10:18 Siegmund?
00:10:21 Where are you
00:10:22 The most charming woman
00:10:23 me for dinner.
00:10:24 Her more charming
00:10:26 on his way home
00:10:29 Jump in, Siggy.
00:10:30 I diagnosed a liver
00:10:35 I never get used
00:10:40 Well, get used
00:10:43 Dr. Freud.
00:10:58 The children
00:11:00 Say hello to them.
00:11:05 Daddy!
00:11:08 My little chickens.
00:11:10 See what I
00:11:11 He hardly
00:11:13 [soft piano music]
00:11:23 Oh, by the way
00:11:26 a new patient.
00:11:27 I haven't
00:11:29 Suicidal tendencies,
00:11:30 As always,
00:11:33 with a woman.
00:11:34 But Josef,
00:11:37 a medical condition.
00:11:40 The story gets
00:11:42 Because the woman
00:11:44 she wants me to sneak
00:11:46 psychological distress.
00:11:48 While at the same
00:11:50 physical ailments,
00:11:52 Surely, you're not
00:11:54 [sigh]
00:11:59 I have
00:12:01 Why?
00:12:02 I don't even
00:12:07 Perhaps I need
00:12:10 You cannot say
00:12:12 She could persuade
00:12:17 (Lou)
00:12:18 is working.
00:12:19 Dr. Oberbach
00:12:21 Nietzsche to consult you,
00:12:23 Neither I
00:12:26 shall ever forget
00:12:30 The professor
00:12:32 (Breuer)
00:12:39 Good day,
00:12:41 Please. Please,
00:13:00 Tell me about
00:13:05 Would it be
00:13:07 to review my
00:13:11 I'm sure they're
00:13:13 thank you.
00:13:14 But I make
00:13:15 before reviewing
00:13:17 Just as I prefer
00:13:21 reading the reviews,
00:13:43 Tell me, professor,
00:13:48 has melancholia
00:13:50 migraine attacks?
00:13:52 I have my black
00:13:54 does not?
00:13:54 Speak not of me
00:13:56 tell me of
00:13:57 What it
00:13:59 A life dominated
00:14:01 is a breeding
00:14:02 Despair?
00:14:04 Perhaps once
00:14:06 No.
00:14:07 I'm just pregnant.
00:14:11 Here.
00:14:13 My headaches are
00:14:16 my new book.
00:14:17 What book?
00:14:18 [sings loud]
00:14:20 (Nietzsche3
00:14:24 A young prophet,
00:14:26 and courage
00:14:27 decides to
00:14:28 enlighten the people,
00:14:29 I teach you
00:14:31 Man is something
00:14:34 What have you done
00:14:37 What is
00:14:38 to man?
00:14:39 [laughter]
00:14:40 A laughingstock,
00:14:42 no shame.
00:14:43 lust that,
00:14:45 to the Ubermensch!
00:14:46 People refused
00:14:48 those words.
00:14:49 The prophet,
00:14:51 come too soon
00:14:53 returns to
00:14:55 So--like--
00:15:01 I come
00:15:06 I must ask you
00:15:11 Physical wellbeing
00:15:13 from social and
00:15:16 Is there someone
00:15:22 You referring
00:15:24 Well--
00:15:26 I have found
00:15:28 of bestial pleasure
00:15:29 is followed by hours
00:15:34 such herd pleasures
00:15:36 But is there
00:15:38 in your life?
00:15:39 Every time I have
00:15:42 a footbridge to others,
00:15:45 first, there was
00:15:48 Richard Wagner,
00:15:50 I have suffered
00:15:53 and later,
00:15:55 with that--woman.
00:16:01 Tell me more
00:16:04 And why?
00:16:05 It's connected
00:16:09 Trust me
00:16:11 I cannot afford
00:16:16 Then I believe,
00:16:19 that we can proceed
00:16:21 (Breuer)
00:16:23 home, Herr Professor.
00:16:25 [horse neighs]
00:16:27 (driver)
00:16:30 (Nietzsche)
00:16:32 the horse alone!
00:16:33 Leave it!
00:16:34 I tell you!
00:16:35 [thud and gasp]
00:16:37 (Breuer)
00:16:38 [neigh and shh]
00:16:44 [heavy breathing]
00:16:52 Can we meet--again?
00:16:56 Friday afternoon,
00:17:03 Good night.
00:17:12 (Breuer)
00:17:14 Bertha.
00:17:14 Did you have
00:17:16 last night?
00:17:17 Yes. I dreamt
00:17:21 love to me.
00:17:22 Really?
00:17:23 Yes.
00:17:25 I'm just going
00:17:26 don't worry.
00:17:27 It's perfectly normal,
00:17:28 What are you
00:17:30 I want you!
00:17:33 You are mine!
00:17:35 [laughter]
00:17:38 (female voice)
00:17:41 No, Josef!
00:17:42 How could you?!
00:17:43 (Breuer)
00:17:44 What are
00:17:46 That is horrible!
00:17:48 Dr. Breuer!
00:17:51 a free man.
00:17:53 Go back,
00:17:55 whore! He's mine!
00:17:56 No!
00:17:57 Mine!
00:17:58 He is mine!
00:17:59 He's mine!
00:18:00 No!
00:18:02 [shouts
00:18:06 [music plays]
00:18:21 [gasp]
00:19:28 (Breuer)
00:19:29 in our lives
00:19:30 "when we were
00:19:31 "that nothing
00:19:33 our friendship.
00:19:34 "When only
00:19:35 separated us.
00:19:36 "I asked you, 'Do
00:19:38 the footbridge to me?'
00:19:40 But you did
00:19:42 What do you make
00:19:44 I'm not sure.
00:19:46 Let's reason it out.
00:19:50 longer cross because
00:19:51 he feels he is
00:19:54 to the other person.
00:19:55 Yes. Yes.
00:19:57 He interprets
00:19:59 of positive sentiment
00:20:00 as a bid
00:20:02 It makes it
00:20:03 to get close to him!
00:20:04 It's all here.
00:20:05 May I see it?
00:20:06 And reveal
00:20:08 And why not?
00:20:10 Perhaps if you lend
00:20:12 you won't hide
00:20:13 night reading it.
00:20:14 Mathilde, stop.
00:20:15 What am I to do
00:20:17 withdraw more and
00:20:19 and the children?
00:20:20 First that woman!
00:20:22 Now this Nietzsche!
00:20:25 Friedrich Nietzsche?
00:20:27 To this day I
00:20:29 to you.
00:20:30 The transfer
00:20:31 another doctor
00:20:32 remains one of
00:20:35 of my life!
00:20:41 Excellent books.
00:20:44 Very few copies
00:20:47 Then your
00:20:48 a fool
00:20:49 for not championing
00:20:52 life's blood.
00:20:53 You're writing
00:20:54 brief sentences.
00:20:55 It is my ambition
00:20:57 ten sentences
00:20:58 what others
00:21:00 Hm.
00:21:04 As to
00:21:05 I believe their
00:21:08 lies in stress,
00:21:09 Due to upsetting
00:21:11 your family,
00:21:12 your personal
00:21:15 I've given
00:21:18 I have no home
00:21:19 no wife to
00:21:20 no children
00:21:22 I have
00:21:23 to anyone.
00:21:24 I have no stress.
00:21:26 Your extreme isolation
00:21:29 Great thinkers choose
00:21:31 Undisturbed by
00:21:34 Consider Thoreau,
00:21:36 Professor.
00:21:38 Stress is
00:21:40 My task is to help you
00:21:43 your life.
00:21:44 I propose that
00:21:46 Lauzon clinic
00:21:47 for one month
00:21:49 and treatment.
00:21:49 We have
00:21:51 for migraine.
00:21:52 I will visit
00:21:53 I'm unable to pay--
00:21:58 Money doesn't
00:22:01 It will be free.
00:22:02 And why
00:22:04 doing this?
00:22:05 You came to
00:22:07 I offer it.
00:22:08 Far too simple.
00:22:11 Human motivation
00:22:13 What is
00:22:14 Why are
00:22:16 Because of pressure
00:22:17 my headaches,
00:22:18 I ask again.
00:22:19 your motive
00:22:20 if you don't
00:22:21 for such services.
00:22:22 One practices
00:22:25 A cobbler cobbles.
00:22:26 A baker bakes.
00:22:28 Why do you write?
00:22:31 You want nothing
00:22:32 I do not claim
00:22:34 for you.
00:22:35 Whereas you, doctor,
00:22:37 that your motive
00:22:39 Such claims have
00:22:41 human motivation.
00:22:42 Now what
00:22:44 My motives?
00:22:45 Yes!
00:22:46 My motives?!
00:22:48 Who can answer
00:22:52 I believe you
00:22:53 to become
00:22:55 My mission is to aid
00:22:57 who you are.
00:22:58 So you as my savior
00:22:59 even greater?
00:23:00 I did not
00:23:01 Do you know
00:23:03 are the leading
00:23:04 musicians in Vienna?
00:23:05 Yes, and at this moment
00:23:07 to enhance your
00:23:08 I will never
00:23:09 I will still
00:23:11 by you!
00:23:11 Nonsense!
00:23:13 Your charity,
00:23:14 to help me?
00:23:15 To manage me!
00:23:17 All of these
00:23:19 at my expense!
00:23:19 This is a perfect
00:23:21 you cannot dissect
00:23:23 Your vision is
00:23:26 You need help!
00:23:28 You are
00:23:30 a mistake!
00:23:32 Then go
00:23:38 You crazed
00:24:06 Shabbat Shalom.
00:24:07 [all repeat softly]
00:24:11 [cheerful piano music]
00:24:19 [screaming]
00:24:56 Come here!
00:25:15 [banging]
00:25:26 The old Bishop,
00:25:28 he's dying
00:25:31 [driver coaxing horse]
00:25:55 Get me
00:26:00 Dear God!
00:26:01 Bring me
00:26:05 [moan]
00:26:07 Herr Professor.
00:26:08 [gasp]
00:26:10 Professor Nietzsche.
00:26:11 [gasp]
00:26:12 Take the pain.
00:26:14 You will
00:26:16 [gasping]
00:26:22 [gasp]
00:26:43 That much chlorine
00:26:46 in the sleeping juice
00:26:48 have died.
00:26:48 Oh, living, dying,
00:26:52 I shall be in
00:26:54 with what I owe.
00:26:55 Before my train
00:26:58 Basel?
00:26:59 Yes.
00:27:00 Not until
00:27:01 is over.
00:27:01 I'm leaving tomorrow.
00:27:04 [waltz music]
00:27:24 You know,
00:27:26 holds some--
00:27:28 strange hope that
00:27:30 bizarre creature
00:27:31 overcome his
00:27:33 I might
00:27:35 Defeat your suffering?
00:27:38 You're the envy
00:27:39 in Vienna.
00:27:40 One feels
00:27:42 that one cannot
00:27:44 at 25.
00:27:45 I must stop him
00:27:47 There must
00:27:52 Perhaps if you'd
00:27:54 yourself to Nietzsche,
00:27:55 you might have
00:27:58 Once you
00:28:00 he might
00:28:02 a steamed clam.
00:28:06 I think I know
00:28:12 I think
00:28:14 a way.
00:28:15 Your documents
00:28:17 Herr Professor.
00:28:18 Auf Wiedersehen.
00:28:21 Auf Wiedersehen.
00:28:25 [door opens]
00:28:26 Professor Nietzsche.
00:28:29 May I have a word
00:28:42 I have a proposition
00:28:45 Perhaps never before
00:28:48 to his patient.
00:28:54 I propose a
00:28:57 for one month,
00:29:00 physician to your body,
00:29:03 if you will act
00:29:05 to my mind.
00:29:06 What do
00:29:07 That you doctor me
00:29:10 you philosophy?
00:29:11 No, no, no.
00:29:13 Not teach me.
00:29:16 Heal me.
00:29:17 Of what?
00:29:18 Despair.
00:29:37 I see
00:29:39 Not on
00:29:41 But underneath,
00:29:43 my mind is invaded
00:29:46 I've lost sight
00:29:48 I'm terrified
00:29:51 I often think
00:29:54 I cannot help
00:29:58 I've no training.
00:29:59 Who is trained?
00:30:01 Such healing
00:30:03 the medical discipline.
00:30:05 What do
00:30:05 of this?
00:30:06 You know more
00:30:08 Aren't your books
00:30:10 on despair?
00:30:11 I can't cure despair.
00:30:14 to tolerate it.
00:30:15 Then teach me
00:30:18 a life
00:30:19 You were right that
00:30:21 to save humankind
00:30:25 and aimlessness.
00:30:28 To create
00:30:29 of behavior.
00:30:30 A new morality
00:30:32 It's all there.
00:30:35 This is my offer.
00:30:37 You enter
00:30:40 for 30 days.
00:30:41 I will observe and treat
00:30:45 In return,
00:30:47 my physician,
00:30:48 and help
00:30:51 my life's concerns.
00:30:53 Look.
00:30:55 I'm indebted
00:30:59 more than
00:31:05 You saved
00:31:10 I'm just
00:31:15 I'm not
00:31:20 You can pay
00:31:22 saving my life.
00:31:23 The way I
00:31:31 So what?
00:31:32 I do this
00:31:36 relieve my debt?
00:31:39 My motivation--
00:31:42 is entirely
00:31:47 I want
00:31:50 my life,
00:31:52 but are you
00:31:54 to do this?
00:32:07 (Breuer)
00:32:09 that he is
00:32:11 who can help me.
00:32:13 And then what?
00:32:15 Then I will
00:32:18 He will once again
00:32:19 and I will be
00:32:22 And what happens
00:32:24 turns to you
00:32:26 Siggy, I'm convinced
00:32:28 healing in unburdening.
00:32:29 Look at
00:32:31 Their priests have been
00:32:34 for centuries.
00:32:35 Nietzsche is
00:32:38 Yet a few
00:32:41 he opened up
00:32:44 A real plea
00:32:46 Help me.
00:32:47 What you saw were
00:32:51 Those that if they
00:32:53 could scream
00:32:54 for help
00:32:56 The goal of
00:32:58 is to liberate those
00:33:00 to allow the patient
00:33:04 help--openly.
00:33:06 (Sigmund)
00:33:08 the right term?
00:33:09 Isn't it "integration"
00:33:16 Integration of
00:33:19 with the conscious.
00:33:20 Yes!
00:33:26 Yes, Sigmund!
00:33:40 Very good.
00:33:51 Take a seat.
00:33:58 Remove your stethoscope.
00:34:03 And your coat.
00:34:05 As well.
00:34:19 I made a list
00:34:21 One, you have a
00:34:24 Two, you're besieged
00:34:28 Three, self-hatred.
00:34:30 four, fear of aging,
00:34:34 Six, urges
00:34:38 Anything else?
00:34:39 I feel--
00:34:44 completely--
00:34:46 remote and distant
00:34:48 Trapped in a world
00:34:50 own choosing,
00:34:51 And is that
00:34:54 problem or two?
00:34:57 You make me
00:34:59 It is my task
00:35:00 feel comfortless.
00:35:02 No, no, no.
00:35:02 is all wrong.
00:35:03 Mr. Breuer,
00:35:05 an agreement.
00:35:08 "Mr." Breuer?
00:35:13 Do you want
00:35:16 Mr. Breuer?
00:35:30 You've mentioned
00:35:32 Which tells me
00:35:34 What initiated
00:35:37 in your feelings
00:35:39 [gentle thunder]
00:35:42 [clears throat]
00:35:44 Two years ago
00:35:45 of a young woman.
00:35:46 This patient
00:35:49 pseudonym Anna O. --
00:35:51 suffers from what
00:35:53 hysterical behavior,
00:35:55 [screams]
00:35:57 Try to stay calm!
00:35:59 (Breuer)
00:36:01 meetings, she--
00:36:02 opened up to me,
00:36:04 of every disturbing event
00:36:05 of the last 24 hours.
00:36:08 She called
00:36:10 "chimney-sweeping."
00:36:13 [clears throat]
00:36:15 I prefer to call it--
00:36:19 Unfortunately,
00:36:21 the course
00:36:23 was terminated
00:36:24 by its insane ending,
00:36:25 How?
00:36:27 I fell in love
00:36:30 She and her mother
00:36:33 with my wife.
00:36:35 [heavy breathing]
00:36:40 Bertha.
00:36:42 What's wrong?
00:36:45 Stop it, Bertha!
00:36:49 What's wrong?
00:36:51 I'm pregnant!
00:36:55 I'm pregnant with
00:36:59 (mother)
00:37:01 (Bertha)
00:37:04 little baby!
00:37:05 Bertha!
00:37:08 Stop it!
00:37:09 Stop it!
00:37:13 It was her delirium
00:37:16 her illness.
00:37:17 But my wife
00:37:18 to see her again,
00:37:19 What did
00:37:21 I'm sorry, my dear.
00:37:24 doctor anymore,
00:37:26 But I've done
00:37:27 Of course
00:37:30 I will refer you
00:37:31 of mine.
00:37:32 He will take
00:37:34 of you.
00:37:35 Please don't
00:37:37 I have no choice.
00:37:48 You will always be
00:37:50 my life. Always.
00:37:52 Can you imagine
00:37:54 to hear those words?
00:37:56 They were evidence
00:38:00 I had done.
00:38:01 I left her weakened.
00:38:06 Crippled.
00:38:07 You are responsible
00:38:12 and deeds.
00:38:14 But she, by virtue
00:38:19 she is exonerated.
00:38:20 from everything.
00:38:22 Who has
00:38:26 Who has
00:38:30 Doesn't this cripple
00:38:33 call her--
00:38:35 have greater power
00:38:39 An excellent beginning.
00:38:42 He even developed
00:38:46 Breuer is
00:38:48 Intelligent yet blind.
00:38:50 Sincere but devious,
00:38:52 Let him continue
00:38:54 is what we are doing,
00:38:55 He's possessed
00:38:58 shreds him to pieces,
00:38:59 [chuckles]
00:39:01 her bloody fangs,
00:39:03 [Nietzsche,
00:39:06 I love it, Josef.
00:39:08 What do you love?
00:39:09 Tchaikovsky!
00:39:10 Why?
00:39:11 Swan Lake!
00:39:19 [bells ringing]
00:39:21 [Breuer screams
00:39:23 Josef, look!
00:39:25 out of time!
00:39:26 [thunder]
00:39:31 Backwards!
00:39:35 Faster, Josef!
00:39:37 [Swan Lake ballet, playing]
00:39:41 Take me, Josef.
00:39:45 Throw away
00:39:48 Sticks and stones
00:39:50 but death will
00:39:53 [Swan Lake, playing
00:40:06 [gasping
00:40:10 (Breuer)
00:40:12 yesterday's confessions,
00:40:15 you would
00:40:16 Do not worry
00:40:19 think of you.
00:40:20 I suspect you find
00:40:23 I do
00:40:24 to sex.
00:40:25 What I hate
00:40:26 who begs for it.
00:40:27 He surrenders himself
00:40:30 who turns his lust
00:40:33 Lust is part
00:40:34 And nothing must
00:40:36 the development
00:40:37 of the hero
00:40:38 inside you!
00:40:39 And if lust stands
00:40:41 must be overcome!
00:40:43 (Breuer)
00:40:44 All you give me
00:40:46 your books!
00:40:47 first time I've attempted
00:40:50 to practical use,
00:40:51 Choose between comfort
00:40:56 Are they
00:40:58 If you want to choose
00:41:00 prepare yourself
00:41:02 Less pain, shrink.
00:41:04 of the herd.
00:41:04 [soft playing]
00:41:07 [abrupt loud notes]
00:41:10 Look at
00:41:11 It requires
00:41:13 if it is to attain
00:41:16 Learn, creativity
00:41:20 But they
00:41:23 (Breuer)
00:41:25 simple things.
00:41:26 To sleep
00:41:30 [sigh]
00:41:31 to live
00:41:37 Lie down.
00:41:40 Why?
00:41:41 It's the
00:41:44 for recalling memories.
00:41:56 Close your eyes,
00:42:01 Let us
00:42:05 An icy
00:42:08 And we see
00:42:10 trudging to the top.
00:42:11 He's looking
00:42:13 of his existence.
00:42:14 He is encountering
00:42:17 [thunder]
00:42:18 But he sees
00:42:20 This insignificance,
00:42:24 little speck
00:42:26 that he is.
00:42:28 [loud thunder]
00:42:29 And now his fear
00:42:33 that he welcomes
00:42:37 And he starts looking
00:42:40 He begins to spend
00:42:42 these miracles,
00:42:43 How his little
00:42:46 moves her legs,
00:42:49 Her lips.
00:42:52 And her arms.
00:42:55 And her breasts.
00:42:58 And his mind
00:43:00 which was filled
00:43:03 of ideas
00:43:04 becomes clogged
00:43:10 And that is how
00:43:12 He's just rummaging
00:43:16 Of Bertha.
00:43:18 As if it contained
00:43:21 to his prayers,
00:43:25 Well, what do
00:43:27 of this man?
00:43:29 Josef, open
00:43:35 Open your eyes,
00:43:47 Talk to me,
00:43:53 This is
00:43:56 Where is yours?
00:44:03 [cheerful piano music]
00:44:08 He asked you to lie
00:44:11 He said it
00:44:14 for recalling memories.
00:44:16 Interesting.
00:44:18 He is honoring
00:44:20 but offers
00:44:21 My confessions
00:44:23 to produce
00:44:23 even the slightest
00:44:25 own obsession.
00:44:26 Is your frustration rooted
00:44:28 with him?
00:44:28 Not at all.
00:44:31 I'm a physician,
00:44:34 I do not meet with
00:44:36 my pleasure.
00:44:37 But Josef,
00:44:39 his books.
00:44:39 He has more
00:44:41 of mankind
00:44:42 than any other person.
00:44:45 be, perhaps
00:44:45 the greatest psychologist
00:44:48 You can best
00:44:51 him help you.
00:44:54 [soft piano music]
00:45:07 [woman sings
00:46:00 [heavy rain
00:46:07 Josef?
00:46:08 [pigeons cooing]
00:46:10 [crashing thunder]
00:46:17 Josef? It's
00:46:21 Are you coming
00:46:24 Soon.
00:46:44 (distant female voice)
00:46:47 Dr. Breuer!
00:46:47 Dr. Breuer!
00:46:49 Where is
00:46:51 Your wife--
00:46:53 Mathilde!
00:47:06 Mathilde!
00:47:08 (Bertha)
00:47:10 the only man in my life.
00:47:11 Always,
00:47:13 (Bertha)
00:47:16 it, Josef. Never.
00:47:22 You will never
00:47:25 Never.
00:47:26 [ship siren]
00:47:29 [crashing thunder]
00:47:40 I feel healthy.
00:47:42 I wish to waste
00:47:43 precious time
00:47:44 on these physical
00:47:48 Uh, before
00:47:50 the last time we met
00:47:55 I like that.
00:47:58 first names?
00:48:06 Friedrich or--?
00:48:07 Fritz.
00:48:13 Friedrich.
00:48:15 My best friend
00:48:17 called Friedrich.
00:48:18 He used
00:48:20 of infinite promise.
00:48:22 What happened
00:48:25 He became
00:48:27 And respected,
00:48:30 Then you have
00:48:35 You are satisfied?
00:48:37 I have fulfilled
00:48:41 Am I satisfied?
00:48:45 No.
00:48:46 How did you
00:48:50 No, don't--
00:48:52 lust chimney-sweep,
00:48:54 Hm.
00:48:57 Goals are
00:49:00 They're in the air.
00:49:03 them in.
00:49:04 Like every
00:49:06 I wanted to climb
00:49:09 to succeed.
00:49:10 My father was
00:49:12 of my life.
00:49:15 No, Papa.
00:49:17 No, Josef.
00:49:19 bad habits.
00:49:26 But I never
00:49:29 They were
00:49:32 like an accident.
00:49:33 And yet not
00:49:35 of your goals
00:49:35 is just that,
00:49:38 be an accident.
00:49:51 What is
00:49:53 I've had a sudden
00:49:56 of the obvious.
00:49:57 Time is irreversible,
00:49:59 The sands of my life
00:50:02 I'm in lockstep
00:50:05 marching towards my death.
00:50:07 So you see clear
00:50:10 Knowing that as
00:50:12 I'm impotent and
00:50:15 That does not mean
00:50:17 no purpose.
00:50:17 On the contrary,
00:50:19 creeps closer,
00:50:20 the value
00:50:21 You must learn
00:50:23 But say "yes"
00:50:25 of life.
00:50:26 Be passionate.
00:50:28 thinking spirit.
00:50:29 Rise above
00:50:31 Be the Ubermensch.
00:50:40 Please, Fraulein.
00:50:42 a seat?
00:50:44 The Russian
00:50:49 Let her wait.
00:50:55 [chiming]
00:51:03 Good afternoon,
00:51:05 take a seat.
00:51:06 Herr Schubert,
00:51:09 Take a seat. The doctor
00:51:11 Please, understand,
00:51:13 Please, the doctor
00:51:23 frau Pettik,
00:51:25 can see you now.
00:51:39 What a pleasure.
00:51:40 I had forgotten,
00:51:42 Then look
00:51:44 this time.
00:51:44 I'm distressed
00:51:47 time to offer you.
00:51:48 The price
00:51:50 Dr. Breuer.
00:52:03 You like to
00:52:05 Tell me, why
00:52:07 so that I could
00:52:09 time for you?
00:52:10 I am concerned
00:52:13 Our patient?
00:52:15 Have you graduated
00:52:17 since our
00:52:18 You must read
00:52:20 Nietzsche sent me.
00:52:21 He writes
00:52:23 "You are a woman
00:52:26 or spirit,
00:52:27 incapable of love,
00:52:30 as a house cat."
00:52:31 Why does he
00:52:33 such a monster?
00:52:37 I deserve to know
00:52:39 of my efforts.
00:52:40 The outcome
00:52:43 It's been lovely
00:52:47 but I must
00:52:48 my work.
00:52:49 Where is he?
00:52:50 I cannot tell you.
00:52:51 Or the state
00:52:53 You turn
00:52:54 to me.
00:52:55 I cannot violate
00:53:05 [slam]
00:53:13 (Sigmund)
00:53:15 not capable
00:53:15 of being hypnotized.
00:53:17 Perhaps,
00:53:19 I didn't tell you she
00:53:22 letters with me.
00:53:22 Hm. And?
00:53:24 He berates me
00:53:26 the trough of lust,
00:53:27 and all the while,
00:53:30 just like me,
00:53:31 is rummaging
00:53:35 of his own mind.
00:53:37 You think he
00:53:38 for his falsifications,
00:53:40 may I remind you
00:53:42 Of the deceptive premise
00:53:45 with him.
00:53:49 Of the two patients
00:53:51 I have become
00:53:58 (male voice)
00:54:07 What are you
00:54:09 Trying to kill
00:54:10 Carry on, soldier.
00:54:12 Yes, sir.
00:54:14 [gun cocks]
00:54:17 [cocks again]
00:54:19 me please!
00:54:28 The interesting thing
00:54:30 the general
00:54:34 And why me?
00:54:37 A symbol of
00:54:39 to join me
00:54:40 in a down-to-earth
00:54:43 Be open
00:54:46 I presume that,
00:54:48 you've suffered
00:54:53 Have you ever tasted
00:54:58 Yes.
00:55:01 And?
00:55:04 I must know.
00:55:05 Let me remind you
00:55:09 "Be a man.
00:55:13 but yourself, "
00:55:14 Teaching philosophy
00:55:16 in the real world
00:55:18 are Very
00:55:20 You wish for something
00:55:23 Then go, suckle
00:55:25 of superstition,
00:55:26 Whatever you do,
00:55:29 Unfortunately, the
00:55:31 of my mind,
00:55:31 the one who stages
00:55:33 with Bertha
00:55:34 is unaffected
00:55:36 Of course not.
00:55:37 will a man
00:55:38 could love
00:55:39 Oh, stop it!
00:55:41 Bertha is intelligent,
00:55:44 Loving?
00:55:45 She tried
00:55:46 into adultery.
00:55:47 She almost
00:55:49 You are too
00:55:51 Well, next time
00:55:52 don't forget
00:55:55 Yes. I think to love
00:55:57 is to hate life.
00:55:58 Bertha is
00:56:01 May I remind you
00:56:02 because of her
00:56:04 And may I remind
00:56:06 I think the time
00:56:17 [happy laughter]
00:56:22 (Bertha)
00:56:23 the only man in my life.
00:56:25 (Breuer)
00:56:26 your help.
00:56:26 Attack my obsession,
00:56:29 Do you want war?
00:56:31 Yes!
00:56:33 You will follow
00:56:34 without question.
00:56:35 Absolutely.
00:56:36 Sit.
00:56:40 Please.
00:56:43 Close your eyes.
00:56:45 [sigh]
00:56:47 Imagine--your life--
00:56:52 But I don't
00:56:53 Please, Josef.
00:57:01 Now, you're
00:57:05 You're having
00:57:08 with Anna O.
00:57:09 I want you to compose
00:57:15 and I want you
00:57:17 at her.
00:57:17 To her face?!
00:57:19 Yes.
00:57:20 What?
00:57:24 Precisely.
00:57:25 Ugly, yes.
00:57:30 Ugly.
00:57:32 Scream it out!
00:57:35 Ugly!
00:57:36 Stupid!
00:57:39 Whore!
00:57:41 Cross-eyed!
00:57:44 Cripple!
00:57:45 That's nine.
00:57:48 Idiot!!
00:57:51 Good. How is
00:57:54 I love you.
00:57:57 Banish the tranquil idea
00:57:59 See Bertha as she
00:58:01 each morning,
00:58:03 Spasms, her arms
00:58:06 Cross-eyed,
00:58:08 Hallucinating.
00:58:09 Suffering!
00:58:11 [screaming]
00:58:24 See her as the infant
00:58:27 [rattle and giggling]
00:58:36 See her as an adult,
00:58:38 as she does
00:58:41 Ooh.
00:58:44 [farts]
00:58:46 If you are alone
00:58:47 to think of her,
00:58:49 tell her "Go away,
00:58:50 loud as you can.
00:58:51 You pinch yourself
00:58:54 Say it!
00:58:54 Go away!
00:58:56 Pinch yourself!
00:58:58 Pinch yourself
00:59:00 you can!
00:59:00 Go away!
00:59:02 Listen. If you're
00:59:03 and you begin to think
00:59:05 "Go away, I hate you"
00:59:07 Say it. I hate you.
00:59:09 I hate you!!
00:59:10 I hate you!
00:59:10 I hate you!!
00:59:11 I hate you!
00:59:12 I hate you!!
00:59:13 Louder!
00:59:15 I hate you,
00:59:16 Say it! Josef, if you are
00:59:19 to think of her,
00:59:20 you shout "Go away,
00:59:22 as you can. Say it.
00:59:23 As loud as you can.
00:59:25 Go--away!!
00:59:28 I love you,
00:59:30 (Breuer)
00:59:31 I hate you!
00:59:44 What are
00:59:45 for, Fishman?
00:59:46 (fishman)
01:00:22 Hm.
01:00:25 Your heart
01:00:29 But mine
01:00:30 to bursting.
01:00:34 After yesterday,
01:00:36 being trained to dance,
01:00:37 It's true.
01:00:41 And myself.
01:00:43 And a teacher
01:00:45 a raiser of men.
01:00:46 We are
01:00:48 Yes, we've neglected
01:00:51 the meaning
01:00:52 behind your obsession.
01:00:55 How can we
01:00:56 meaning of something
01:00:57 that I myself
01:00:59 By talking
01:01:02 What would your
01:01:05 was no Bertha?
01:01:06 Life without Bertha--
01:01:10 would be
01:01:12 Everything would
01:01:14 This medical bag,
01:01:18 I'm a scientist.
01:01:21 no color.
01:01:22 I need passion!
01:01:25 I need magic!
01:01:30 That's what
01:01:32 Life without passion,
01:01:36 Who can live
01:01:43 But he is
01:01:48 You're lured to mystery.
01:01:52 But I hate danger.
01:01:54 I live my
01:01:57 Living safely
01:01:59 Living safely
01:02:03 Nietzsche, there is
01:02:05 Nietzsche here.
01:02:06 Check again.
01:02:07 There is
01:02:09 Nietzsche here.
01:02:24 Perhaps Bertha
01:02:26 desire to escape
01:02:28 my deadly safe life,
01:02:31 Time is our
01:02:33 The greatest challenge
01:02:36 spite of it.
01:02:53 I hate women
01:02:55 Why do you
01:02:57 Because she has
01:02:59 of lips,
01:03:00 eyes and breasts--
01:03:04 that give her almost
01:03:08 Powers to
01:03:11 When I'm
01:03:13 I feel that
01:03:17 of an orderly,
01:03:18 tranquil universe.
01:03:23 An intensely
01:03:26 where there
01:03:29 about life or purpose.
01:03:31 Like walking
01:03:37 Where do your
01:03:50 Her eyes--
01:03:54 She doesn't speak,
01:03:56 yet she talks
01:03:57 And what does
01:03:59 She says--
01:04:02 "Josef,
01:04:04 you are adorable."
01:04:11 And in
01:04:14 I am.
01:04:20 When she told me
01:04:22 dreamed of us
01:04:25 I was ecstatic.
01:04:26 What a victory,
01:04:30 To enter a place
01:04:34 has ever been.
01:04:45 Have you ever known
01:04:51 friedrich,
01:04:57 I once knew
01:05:00 not be denied. Yes.
01:05:04 Tell me more
01:05:18 What was
01:05:23 Do you still
01:05:30 We are more
01:05:33 than the desired.
01:05:36 [opera music]
01:06:38 (Breuer)
01:06:41 These sessions
01:06:43 have become
01:06:44 of my day.
01:06:47 Why?
01:06:50 The relief
01:06:53 Perhaps in 5O years
01:06:55 might develop into
01:07:01 I thought
01:07:03 help him.
01:07:04 No longer.
01:07:05 He has everything
01:07:09 I'm wondering
01:07:11 talking cure
01:07:11 involves learning with
01:07:15 to his doctor.
01:07:16 Shh.
01:07:19 What would it
01:07:21 Nietzsche lives?
01:07:25 No house.
01:07:26 No obligations,
01:07:29 No wife.
01:08:07 (Lou)
01:08:10 dear Lou.
01:08:12 " I won't see
01:08:15 "You've caused damage.
01:08:19 And not only to me,
01:08:21 who loved me."
01:08:22 (Nietzsche3
01:08:24 hangs over you,
01:08:25 But I hope
01:08:27 good to Henry,
01:08:28 what you couldn't
01:08:32 (Nietzsche)
01:08:37 You make music sick.
01:08:41 You are sick!
01:08:44 [taps rhythmically with foot]
01:08:48 [orchestra begins to play]
01:09:04 Wagner.
01:09:07 The first requiems.
01:09:29 You make music sick!
01:09:32 You tyrant!
01:09:36 You antisemite!
01:09:39 I hate you!
01:09:42 I hate you!
01:09:44 [loud music]
01:10:02 [Nietzsche,
01:10:06 no music]
01:10:08 Wagner,
01:10:11 music sick,
01:10:14 [music]
01:10:15 Hate.
01:10:17 Hate.
01:10:19 Fritz.
01:10:20 Fritz.
01:10:22 [music]
01:10:25 late.
01:10:26 Fritz!
01:10:27 Hate!
01:10:28 Look at me!
01:10:30 Talk to my animals.
01:10:31 Fritz!
01:10:43 late.
01:11:12 (Breuer)
01:11:14 grave once a month,
01:11:15 Would you like
01:11:17 me today?
01:11:18 It's less than
01:11:21 from the city,
01:11:25 Why didn't you tell
01:11:28 name was Bertha?
01:11:37 She died
01:11:38 was three.
01:11:41 I have very few
01:11:43 No conscious memories.
01:11:49 Are you suggesting
01:11:50 because she and
01:11:52 the same name?
01:11:52 [thunder]
01:11:58 My mother
01:12:00 real to me.
01:12:02 Bertha Pappenheim
01:12:04 thing in my life.
01:12:05 I think
01:12:06 with Bertha
01:12:07 has never been
01:12:10 A year after
01:12:12 I had a dream.
01:12:13 This grave opens,
01:12:15 and my father
01:12:18 and he runs
01:12:20 It's where
01:12:22 And he grabbed
01:12:27 and he climbed back--
01:12:30 into the grave,
01:12:32 I always believed
01:12:34 predicted my
01:12:36 I suspect it
01:12:38 it was my
01:12:43 I was
01:12:45 [thunder]
01:12:47 In my
01:12:49 And fear is expressed
01:12:52 where you--
01:12:53 plunge towards
01:12:57 Who is inside
01:13:02 I don't remember.
01:13:03 Who is the one
01:13:06 from falling
01:13:07 to your death?
01:13:10 Your crippled Bertha?
01:13:14 Or perhaps
01:13:19 The real Bertha.
01:13:22 Who, Josef?
01:13:26 Who is inside
01:13:36 I can still
01:13:41 She's smiling
01:13:44 Hm.
01:13:47 Your mother?
01:13:58 How could she
01:14:05 [trembling breaths]
01:14:11 I never really
01:14:17 Perhaps adult figures
01:14:21 and refuse to leave.
01:14:29 But you must be
01:14:32 I am of death--
01:14:33 and godlessness.
01:14:38 We must die.
01:14:41 right time.
01:14:42 Death only loses
01:14:45 one has
01:14:45 consummated one's life.
01:14:48 Have you
01:14:50 your life?
01:14:51 I have achieved
01:14:54 But have you
01:14:55 Or have you
01:14:58 by it?
01:14:58 You stand outside
01:15:03 for some life
01:15:07 you never lived.
01:15:08 I cannot change
01:15:11 I have my family,
01:15:15 Students.
01:15:18 It's too late.
01:15:19 I cannot tell
01:15:21 live differently.
01:15:22 If I did,
01:15:24 by some other's design,
01:15:25 but perhaps
01:15:27 a gift, Josef.
01:15:28 Maybe I could give
01:15:31 What if some demon
01:15:34 that this life,
01:15:37 have lived it
01:15:40 you would have to live
01:15:44 innumerable times more.
01:15:46 There will
01:15:49 new in it.
01:15:51 Every pain, every joy,
01:15:54 or great thing
01:15:55 in your life would
01:15:59 The same succession,
01:16:02 again and again,
01:16:03 like an hourglass
01:16:06 Imagine infinity.
01:16:09 Consider the possibility
01:16:13 you choose, Josef,
01:16:15 you choose
01:16:20 Then all--unlived life
01:16:25 would remain--
01:16:32 Unlived,
01:16:38 You like
01:16:40 Do you
01:16:41 Which?
01:16:42 I hate it!
01:16:44 Why?
01:16:45 The only thing
01:16:51 is the thought
01:16:56 that I have fulfilled
01:16:59 and children.
01:17:00 Duty?
01:17:04 Your duty
01:17:06 It's the curtain
01:17:09 To truly build
01:17:12 you build
01:17:16 And as for your wife,
01:17:18 this prison you share.
01:17:20 And be
01:17:21 Hm?
01:17:25 (Sigmund)
01:17:26 about this?
01:17:27 To continue
01:17:30 that I have not lived.
01:17:32 That I have not
01:17:38 The idea fills
01:17:50 Help me, Siggy.
01:18:11 Fly! Fly!
01:18:15 Fly!
01:18:17 You're free!
01:18:21 And you too
01:18:31 (Mathilde)
01:18:32 This is madness,
01:18:34 Suddenly I find
01:18:37 I am facing death
01:18:39 lived my life!
01:18:40 Since when is there
01:18:42 my life?
01:18:43 We made a covenant
01:18:49 Leave if you want!
01:18:51 But not until I tell
01:18:54 joke of freedom.
01:18:55 I wish I had
01:18:57 Freedom of a man
01:18:59 an education.
01:19:00 To choose
01:19:02 I wish I had
01:19:03 the logic
01:19:04 to express
01:19:06 you sound!
01:19:07 Mathilde, if I
01:19:09 find my life
01:19:10 we will both
01:19:12 Perhaps I will
01:19:13 to this life.
01:19:14 But it must be
01:19:16 Have you forgotten
01:19:18 made in marrying me?
01:19:19 What choices
01:19:21 wife have?
01:19:22 You are young,
01:19:25 You will be
01:19:26 as I am!
01:19:27 We have
01:19:28 Mathilde, I should
01:19:32 I became we!
01:19:34 Words! Words!
01:19:36 in words!
01:19:37 I choose
01:19:41 And I choose
01:19:42 you cannot return
01:19:45 because it will
01:19:48 your home!
01:19:48 Once you leave,
01:19:52 be your wife!
01:19:54 Mama!
01:20:00 Say goodbye
01:20:01 children.
01:20:02 Forever.
01:20:04 Please, Papa,
01:20:07 [weeping]
01:20:16 Get out there.
01:20:18 what you want.
01:20:19 Robert, I'm still
01:20:22 No, you're not
01:20:29 Robert.
01:20:48 Goodbye, my
01:21:13 I only have
01:22:11 (Breuer)
01:22:12 My freedom has been here
01:22:17 Now is my last chance,
01:22:20 This is my one
01:22:25 I'm looking for
01:22:27 She's in the garden
01:22:29 Should I inform her
01:22:31 No, thank you,
01:22:34 Please, wait for
01:22:36 Thank you.
01:23:35 I love you.
01:23:42 You will always be
01:23:45 my life.
01:23:56 Josef!
01:24:22 Papa, don't leave,
01:24:26 (Nietzsche)
01:24:28 How could I
01:24:29 up everything?
01:24:30 You'd given up
01:24:32 before you met me.
01:24:33 Yes, but now
01:24:35 And nothing
01:24:37 In order to grow
01:24:39 must first
01:24:40 sink your roots deep
01:24:43 But learn to
01:24:46 loneliest loneliness,
01:24:48 [weeping]
01:24:51 My children.
01:24:52 How could I
01:24:55 You must be ready
01:24:57 in your own flame,
01:24:59 How could you
01:25:01 if you would not
01:26:24 Waiter.
01:26:28 Josef?
01:26:31 Dr. Breuer?
01:26:35 Josef!
01:26:38 Where are
01:26:39 What a ridiculous man.
01:26:41 (Sigmund)
01:26:58 Josef!
01:27:04 Josef!
01:27:11 Josef!
01:27:13 Josef!
01:27:19 Josef!
01:27:21 Josef!
01:27:35 Josef, listen
01:27:38 [choking]
01:27:39 Eight,
01:27:41 Seven,
01:27:43 Six,
01:27:44 five,
01:27:45 four,
01:27:47 three,
01:27:51 One,
01:27:52 [gasping]
01:27:53 You're wide
01:27:55 Where am I?
01:27:57 Where am I?
01:27:58 Everything's alright,
01:28:01 Siggy--
01:28:04 what's happening
01:28:07 You are in
01:28:10 It'll all come
01:28:12 I did exactly
01:28:15 I hypnotized you
01:28:17 as a pendulum.
01:28:17 Here it is, Josef,
01:28:30 Yes.
01:28:38 Yes, I remember.
01:28:43 How long
01:28:45 Nearly an hour.
01:28:48 You wept,
01:28:52 I asked you
01:28:53 to stop,
01:28:54 [gasps]
01:29:00 Now I know
01:29:02 be like--
01:29:03 to live differently.
01:29:11 Max and Rachel
01:29:13 for dinner.
01:29:15 Mathilde.
01:29:19 You complain
01:29:21 enough of me.
01:29:22 Yet, when
01:29:25 you want
01:29:37 I've been
01:29:41 But now
01:29:45 I'm glad
01:29:49 Dr. Freud,
01:29:50 needs a doctor.
01:29:58 To your health,
01:29:59 And to you, Max.
01:30:01 (Max)
01:30:02 you, Josef.
01:30:03 Cheers.
01:30:18 Oh!
01:30:19 [whistle and chuckle]
01:30:23 Mmm.
01:30:25 My boy, my boy.
01:30:35 Excuse me.
01:30:41 [trembling breaths]
01:30:54 [breathes in
01:31:08 Have I made
01:31:11 It's a good cry.
01:31:15 When I think
01:31:19 Marry me, Mathilde.
01:31:22 I think we did this
01:31:27 And I choose
01:31:30 Today.
01:31:33 And every day
01:31:35 of our lives.
01:31:43 (Nietzsche)
01:31:45 did you cast her out?
01:31:47 Well, I was terrified
01:31:51 I fought back
01:31:53 In desperation,
01:31:56 and sought rescue
01:31:58 who had
01:31:59 to give!
01:32:02 In a certain sense,
01:32:05 I have been
01:32:07 with you.
01:32:08 Completely.
01:32:11 I was
01:32:13 with a woman.
01:32:14 A few months ago.
01:32:18 Her name
01:32:19 Not so unlike
01:32:22 Beautiful girl.
01:32:26 I fell in love.
01:32:30 She just appeared
01:32:34 My soul's mate,
01:32:37 And she led me
01:32:39 that I was the man
01:32:42 destined and--
01:32:44 I believed her,
01:32:45 And when I offered
01:32:49 she spurned me--
01:32:51 in favor of
01:32:56 in the world.
01:32:57 [thunder]
01:32:59 I must tell you
01:33:03 is not--
01:33:04 not one day
01:33:08 not even an hour,
01:33:11 where I do
01:33:14 of that woman.
01:33:16 She is your Bertha.
01:33:18 But you see?
01:33:20 double work here.
01:33:21 Yours and mine.
01:33:23 I'm like the most
01:33:25 And I crouch behind
01:33:28 letting you face
01:33:31 all alone.
01:33:32 You have courage.
01:33:35 Friedrich, there is
01:33:39 tell you.
01:33:40 Dr. Breuer?
01:33:40 How do you do?
01:33:42 You must read these
01:33:44 has sent me.
01:33:45 These are
01:33:47 You did see
01:33:49 Yes, but I
01:33:50 So all of this
01:33:52 a pretense.
01:33:52 I made a promise
01:33:55 I never betrayed
01:33:56 What did she do?
01:33:59 by the arm?
01:34:00 Told you she had
01:34:03 time with you?
01:34:08 I shared one,
01:34:10 with her,
01:34:11 it's the only
01:34:13 I've ever known.
01:34:14 No one fell
01:34:15 me, ever. Ever.
01:34:17 Friedrich, it may
01:34:20 moment for you,
01:34:22 but not for her.
01:34:25 What are
01:34:26 She never mentioned
01:34:30 No.
01:34:41 I feel such
01:34:43 Hm.
01:34:56 I don't know.
01:34:58 I think I've
01:35:03 And you.
01:35:07 Everything, I lose.
01:35:10 I could have
01:35:11 from your mind.
01:35:12 And you
01:35:14 You have your family
01:35:17 my pretenses.
01:35:18 My secret little
01:35:21 my aloneness.
01:35:22 But I glorify it,
01:35:26 And I just don't
01:35:30 I don't want my body
01:35:35 By its stench.
01:35:38 Lou softened that fear
01:35:44 But you're right.
01:35:49 It's just
01:35:51 Friedrich.
01:35:54 It's such
01:35:57 friedrich,
01:35:59 about you,
01:36:02 She went
01:36:04 to help you.
01:36:08 If your tears
01:36:11 what would they say?
01:36:15 I feel so ashamed.
01:36:17 Tell me.
01:36:20 My tears
01:36:22 we're free.
01:36:22 You never
01:36:24 until Dr. Breuer
01:36:35 And what about
01:36:36 behind those tears?
01:36:37 It's not sadness.
01:36:42 It's such
01:36:47 It's the first time
01:36:49 my loneliness.
01:36:50 It's melting.
01:36:53 It's a paradox,
01:36:56 only in isolation.
01:37:00 Once shared,
01:37:03 My dear friend.
01:37:11 We are friends.
01:37:17 I like saying that.
01:37:23 No one ever said
01:37:32 I like it.
01:37:37 I like it.
01:37:38 We are friends.
01:37:43 Friedrich.
01:37:44 It's good.
01:37:45 Stay with us tonight.
01:37:47 Have supper
01:37:49 my family.
01:37:50 No, it would mean
01:37:53 my mission.
01:37:55 It's time
01:37:56 our ways.
01:38:12 "We'll have friends,
01:38:15 strangers to each other,
01:38:16 "This is as
01:38:19 "We do not want either
01:38:21 the fact
01:38:21 "as if we had
01:38:24 of it.
01:38:24 We are two ships,
01:38:27 its goal and its course."
01:38:29 And finally, Dr. Breuer,
01:38:33 "We have to become
01:38:36 because it's the law
01:38:38 are subject."
01:38:39 Have a safe journey.
01:38:42 My dear friend.