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White Light Black Rain The Destruction Of Hiroshima And Nagasaki
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Subtitles ripped by tiger6ex |
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What historical event |
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1945? |
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l don't know. Do you? |
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l'm bad at history. |
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l don't know. |
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l don't know. |
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l don't know. |
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l don't know. |
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We don't know. |
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Something important |
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An earthquake? |
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For a very long time, |
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l was afraid |
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to talk about |
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Why did l survive? |
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l was so close |
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l've come to realize |
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the reason l'm alive |
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is to tell people |
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so they'll understand. |
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A popular magazine |
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to create a comic |
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The response |
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the editor asked me |
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to turn it into |
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That's how ''Barefoot Gen'' |
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The bright flash. |
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We were hit by the blast. |
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l was 6 years old. |
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l remember it so well. |
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lt had such a huge |
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l remember every detail. |
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lf l had to recreate it |
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At the time, |
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And l was 9. |
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Our orphanage |
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We were the oldest kids, |
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so we had to help |
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washing and folding |
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We were friends |
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Since we were |
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We grew up together. |
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Our bond |
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comes from eating out |
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l was in the first grade |
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when the war began. |
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The war dominates |
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l really don't have |
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All l remember |
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and the running |
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The memory of |
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has faded away. |
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l carried this pain |
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that l couldn't |
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Even now, |
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l can't say |
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lt hurts too much. |
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l was 1 3 at the time. |
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No one was allowed to |
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He was considered |
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At school, there was |
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We would bow |
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That was |
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l was 20 years old. |
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l was a university student. |
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As men, |
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lt was our duty |
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to die, |
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to fall like petals |
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that was our destiny. |
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The army was in Hiroshima, |
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so whenever the soldiers |
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we had to bow to them. |
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The air was full |
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Bravely, l left my hometown |
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and went off to war. |
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ln 1945, l was a doctor |
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at Hiroshima |
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At the start of |
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many Japanese |
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believing that |
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But then... |
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their sons began dying, |
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Mothers and wives |
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an increasing anxiety |
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Though the government kept |
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the people realized |
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Even as kids we understood, |
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we were losing the war. |
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Any fool could see it. |
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We didn't have anything. |
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We needed everything. |
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We didn't even have shoes. |
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How could we win the war? |
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Lets see, at the time, |
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l was 8 years old. |
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During the war, |
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So there was nothing |
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They had to come here |
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That's how l encountered |
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There was a slogan |
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''Desire nothing, |
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Everyday, combat |
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but we just |
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Each airplane had |
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l could tell the difference. |
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Everyday, |
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we heard air raid sirens, |
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but Hiroshima |
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l wasn't afraid. |
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Even when |
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l would just say, |
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Hiroshima was fairly safe |
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until the atomic bomb. |
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On the day of the bomb, |
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the air raid |
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but then it |
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So everyone came out |
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and went on with the day. |
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l was 14 years old. |
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l was digging out |
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in preparation |
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so we'd have |
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l was 16 years old |
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l worked at |
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sorting and |
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At that moment, |
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about to deliver a letter. |
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When l woke up |
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l was already |
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l had to get back |
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l'd just arrived |
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and l realized |
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At 8:15, l'd just |
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and l was changing |
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Since we were Catholic, |
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we were at church. |
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We had just |
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My mother was on |
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putting the laundry |
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Downstairs, |
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was getting ready |
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My father was |
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reading the newspaper |
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before he went to work. |
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My little brother, |
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was 4 years old. |
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He was sitting |
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playing with |
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We were eating and suddenly |
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we saw the flash! |
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Everything was |
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in this enormous flash. |
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People talk about the flash |
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and the thunderous sound. |
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l didn't hear anything. |
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The light streamed in |
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Suddenly, |
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and were thrown |
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We tumbled |
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hit the wall. |
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Then l passed out. |
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l was buried |
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and knocked unconscious. |
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The heat blast |
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l flew through |
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l knew l was |
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l could see the floor |
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l flew 150 feet, |
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and into a rice field. |
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My mind was blank. |
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The only thing |
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l had to find |
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Those who saw |
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they all died. |
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Few people saw it as l did |
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from a safe distance. |
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Out of nowhere, |
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a bright red circle |
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A ring. |
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A white cloud formed. |
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lt grew huge |
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and kept expanding |
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until it |
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and turned into |
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Everyone calls it |
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But it wasn't a cloud. |
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lt was a pillar of fire. |
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A huge pillar of fire. |
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l woke up |
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l saw an incredible sight. |
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People with their |
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People who were |
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Their skin was shredded |
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and hanging off |
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''Please help me, |
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they cried out. |
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People with no arms, |
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no legs, |
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their intestines |
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brains spilling out |
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And near ground zero, |
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there were black, |
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burned beyond |
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People in |
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So many dead. |
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One woman was |
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The baby |
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l was so scared |
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The woman said, |
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l felt paralyzed. |
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What could l do? |
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l had to take care |
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So l left the woman |
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and went to |
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At our orphanage, |
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there were a lot |
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Most of them |
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crushed when |
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Although some were |
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they did not survive. |
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My sister |
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l tapped on her head |
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and yelled at her |
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She started crying |
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Mommy, help us! |
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We huddled together, |
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We cried for help, |
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From under the rubble, |
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my father cried for help. |
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My sister was already dead. |
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She was crushed to death |
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when the house collapsed. |
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My little brother |
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was trapped |
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Flames swallowed |
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My little brother |
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''Mother! lt's hot! |
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You could hear him |
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My mother told my brother, |
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''l will die with you.'' |
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Luckily, |
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a neighbor came by |
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and pulled her away. |
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He said, ''Please, |
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you can't die with them!'' |
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We walked out |
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lt was a sea of fire. |
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All Hiroshima was burning. |
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There was no escape, |
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The flames were |
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so l put my head |
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The river was full |
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We stayed there |
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and watched |
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When the hysteria |
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l realized my skin |
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was dangling |
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and the clothes on |
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l said, ''l'm burned'' |
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With all my might |
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l tried to get up, |
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but l couldn't stand, |
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Someone carried me |
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and laid me down |
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All around me, |
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They told us their names. |
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and asked us to |
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Then they asked |
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and they died. |
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The children were crying. |
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Even though their |
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they still cried |
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''Mama, |
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Then they'd fall over |
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and suddenly |
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That's how l killed |
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l gave them water |
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You can't drink |
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when you're completely |
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The body gives out. |
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But l didn't know that. |
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As l was getting the water, |
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black rain started falling. |
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lt covered everything, |
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turning everything black. |
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Of course, we didn't know |
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l wanted water |
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but l couldn't speak. |
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When night came, |
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So l licked the water |
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The next morning, |
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there was no one alive |
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Back then, |
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we had water tanks |
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One after another, |
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people piled in |
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The tanks were |
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l can't describe |
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l don't have the words. |
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lt's like, |
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when you burn |
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That's what they |
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to me, as a child. |
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The boy's face |
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His eyes were gone. |
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His body was |
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His skin was shredded |
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l couldn't believe |
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We used a wooden door |
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and looked for help. |
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My mother tried |
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My brother |
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he got to hear |
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before he went |
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l found the bones |
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my mother |
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Also, my older sister. |
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My older brother disappeared. |
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My other brother too. |
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My little brother |
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and a little sister |
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and one more brother. |
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l'm the only one who lived. |
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We were all Catholics. |
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Ours was the biggest |
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How could they |
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lf there's a God... |
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lt was difficult |
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As we searched, |
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l saw two burnt bodies, |
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not too far away. |
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l saw that one of the bodies |
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had holes where |
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and one gold tooth. |
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My mother had one gold tooth, |
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so l knew it was her. |
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''Hurry, l found her!'' |
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My sister said, |
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l said, ''Come here now!'' |
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So my sister ran over |
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Together we looked |
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We reached out |
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and said, ''Mommy!'' |
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Before our eyes, |
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This happened 60 years ago. |
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But l'll never forget it. |
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''Mommy!'' |
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The only things that moved |
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in Hiroshima were the flies |
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circling over the dead. |
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A godforsaken place |
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covered with dead bodies. |
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At first, you feel |
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Then you become numb |
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and you can't feel anything. |
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One after another, |
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they died. |
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At first, |
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hardly anyone survived. |
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We needed to make room |
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for those who could |
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l walked among |
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looking for someone |
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Our faces were swollen |
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No one could recognize me. |
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My mother was looking for me |
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but there were |
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She walked through |
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whispering my name |
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Finally she found me. |
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This is what l looked like |
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after they took off |
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and the bleeding stopped. |
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40 days later, |
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l regained consciousness. |
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You see my burned |
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They had to pull |
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off and on regularly. |
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The pain was so intense, |
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The worst thing |
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was the maggots |
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That was pure hell. |
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The patients |
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both the adults |
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would hear the nurses |
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coming down the hall |
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and as they approached |
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everyone would beg |
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lt hurt so much. |
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l lay in bed immobile |
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l developed wounds |
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Also on the side |
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These are my ribs. |
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You can see my heart beating |
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The heat rays melted my arm |
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and my skin was hanging down. |
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My back was burned |
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lt hurt everywhere. |
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They ripped the gauze |
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l tried to bear the pain |
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but at that moment |
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l started yelling at them |
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Everyday, the pain |
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All l could think about |
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The doctors were clueless |
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about how to treat me. |
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They still don't know. |
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After a year and a half, |
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They drove me |
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The station was crowded |
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Suddenly, they noticed |
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They all stared |
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l didn't have the |
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l just looked down |
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l hid in a corner |
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l cried the entire |
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When l got home, |
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l wouldn't leave the house. |
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l wouldn't go outside, ever! |
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l was very stubborn about it. |
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l told my mother |
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As l cried, my mother |
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She just ignored me. |
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When my crying |
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she swooped in |
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She said, ''lf it makes you feel better |
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''Mommy will be by your side |
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l think it was her love |
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that saved me. |
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But then |
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people who should've been |
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came down with |
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No doctor had |
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l had a high fever |
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but there was |
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On the outside, |
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but they were very lethargic. |
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l'd collapse, |
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Everything became blurry |
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There were many |
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hair loss, bleeding, |
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People said that we |
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had some kind |
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No one would |
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So many health problems. |
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l would bleed from my ass, |
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from my gums. |
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My liver swelled up. |
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My kidneys stopped working. |
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A life of sickness. |
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Tens of thousands got sick. |
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And they were dying, |
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We didn't know what it was. |
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For a doctor, |
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not to know |
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My sister, Kuniko, was 1 3. |
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Her gums were bleeding. |
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All of her hair fell out. |
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Her body was covered |
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She was writhing in pain. |
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After the bomb, |
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so we didn't understand |
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what was happening to her. |
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Then she died. |
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lt was me who convinced |
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that the family should |
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A few months later |
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My siblings never |
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and the other |
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l truly wish |
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l could have died, |
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l felt so much guilt. |
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l wanted to kill myself. |
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My sister stopped talking. |
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l told her, ''Hang on, |
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But she missed our mother |
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She jumped in front |
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l just couldn't go on. |
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So l went |
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and stood where |
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l heard the train whistle and waited |
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But l became afraid |
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l realized |
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there are two |
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the courage to live |
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and the courage to die. |
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My sister had |
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Me? |
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l chose the courage to live. |
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Even if l'm alone, |
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l still want to live. |
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l don't hold a grudge. |
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Japan lost the war. |
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But how do we live tomorrow? |
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What do we eat? |
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The basic things. |
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How do we survive? |
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We didn't know |
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We called it ''pika don.'' |
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''Pika don'' was like |
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And the ''pika don'' people |
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We were treated like dirt. |
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But we still had to eat. |
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We stole corn |
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We didn't know everything |
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The only things |
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cats, mice and humans. |
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There were no mice. |
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The cats were too quick |
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The humans, well, |
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Besides, they were covered |
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We found a way to survive. |
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When l felt like giving up, |
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which l often did, |
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l'd remember |
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and suicide isn't allowed, |
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so l'd better |
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Our shelter was a hole |
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on the side of a mountain |
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with water dripping on us. |
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lt was hard to stay dry or sleep. |
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ln front of our shack they built, |
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an airstrip for the Americans. |
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There were skeletons |
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So when they |
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the bones were |
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When the Americans came, |
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we were scared to see |
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But they were kind to us. |
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They gave us chocolate |
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ln no time, |
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we were yelling, |
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We were just kids. |
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l asked them, ''Why?'' |
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''Why did you |
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''Why did they |
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Of course they didn't |
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They just smiled at me. |
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''Give them back to me,'' |
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lt pains me |
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to think |
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The American doctors picked |
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We went into a room |
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lf you had purple spots |
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but they didn't treat us. |
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Even though |
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we survived, |
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we couldn't live |
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or die like human beings. |
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ln Nagasaki, the government |
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The streets were |
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We had no housing or food. |
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Children were |
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Something needed to be done. |
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Friends l met |
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people hurt like me-- |
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burned, disabled, |
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We talked about |
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and decided to |
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for survivors. |
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We proposed that |
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since Japan started the war, |
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it should |
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for the victims |
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That's what we wanted. |
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We were angry |
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So we became activists. |
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The death and destruction |
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but sometimes |
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Most survivors look |
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but they live with |
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Other people can't |
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what they go through. |
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ln Japan, if people find out |
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nothing good will happen. |
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They face discrimination. |
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They can't get jobs. |
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lf they get married, |
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they could have |
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My wife is also a survivor. |
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Thank God, |
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but it could show up later. |
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What about |
| 01:12:19 |
l still worry. |
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The bomb is still |
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l've had 6 miscarriages |
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l had abnormalities with |
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and was told |
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l've had so many tumors. |
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One turned out |
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They found tumors |
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tumors in my thyroid, |
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tumors on my back. |
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They seem to |
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Their children, |
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will face obstacles in marriage, |
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This is the reality |
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l'm already 72 years old. |
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lf you ask me, they're just |
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Soon, the Japanese government |
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For a long time, |
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l didn't want |
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l avoided anything |
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newspaper stories, |
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lt's over 60 years |
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lt still haunts me. |
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l can't forgive myself |
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to my brother |
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Not a single day goes by |
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that l don't think of them. |
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''l'm sorry, l'm sorry.'' |
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My bones are so |
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they'll break if |
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l've shown you |
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because l want |
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this can't |
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lt's painful |
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how people react |
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l can't change |
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lt doesn't matter |
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my body will |
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l must accept this |
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and be part |
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Since Japan lost the war, |
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the U.S. Occupation force |
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Article 9 of |
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''No navy. |
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No army. |
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No air force. |
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No weapons production.'' |
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lt's an extraordinary |
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No matter what, |
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we must protect it. |
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All this pain we carry |
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in our hearts |
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and in our bodies, |
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it must end with us. |
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