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Ben X
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It's hard to explain. |
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It's hard to explain myself. |
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But I never tell lies. |
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Everything I say is true, |
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even when |
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Someone always has to die first |
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Otherwise life just goes on |
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No. Someone always |
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And then everyone |
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But it's too late then. |
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That's why |
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Every morning I play my game |
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Always. |
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I've now reached level 80. |
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If you don't know |
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it's just... high. |
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It means you're strong, |
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respected in the world. |
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Hundreds of thousands |
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But for more than a year, |
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I've only been playing |
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REMEMBER, PRINCESS MAY BE |
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YOU ARE YOU |
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GLAD YOU ARE YOU TOO |
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In games you can be whoever |
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Here you can only be |
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the jerk you see |
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I have to teach him |
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For example, I have to |
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People like that. |
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To "give them a smile," |
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which means smiling when really |
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That's how you create |
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20 seconds |
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and 15 for my hair. |
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You're as strong as |
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My heart rate meter, |
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to keep track of my heart, |
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for when I get nervous. |
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Not that it makes me |
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but now I can see exactly |
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My mother. |
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- "Good morning, Ben." |
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People say that whether |
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"Good morning, Mom." |
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People never say, |
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Did you sleep well, son? |
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"Really well, Mom. |
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It's nice of you to ask. |
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Have you seen |
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My brother Jonas. |
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I have to be |
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Trolls don't have horses. |
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But somehow I never seem |
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Calm down, Ben. |
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Easy now, Ben. |
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Okay? |
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Don't take |
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"I won't, Mom." |
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I won't, Mom. |
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Won't take it to heart. |
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You are allowed |
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Use your head, |
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Give me a kiss. |
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Go on. |
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I've also got a weapon |
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other noise, but nicer. |
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Nicer noise. |
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I've got to use my head. |
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Think ahead |
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Be prepared, be forewarned. |
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It's all a matter |
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I can't say I was taken totally |
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it just proved that... |
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that everything that'd happened |
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Before you do |
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things must be... |
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it simply |
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things had just gone too far. |
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People are strange. |
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They talk |
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And they drink |
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All I can do is watch |
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and copy them, |
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Everything |
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Because there was always |
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with me and with my hand. |
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Throw it to someone. |
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This is getting |
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- Wrong. |
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I'm the man |
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but no one |
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how to be right. |
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Hi, you faggots! |
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Pat's got a new girlfriend. |
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Sit down, darling. |
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Not bad, eh? When an old girl's |
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Do you know what your hand |
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I don't want to know. |
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Have you ever given |
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Bogaert and Desmet. |
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I'm their best friend. |
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At least, |
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Oh, there's Benny, |
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Our alien from Pluto. |
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Living proof that man |
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- Mussels? |
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The man from Mars! |
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Whitney Houston |
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Come in, Benny-boy, over. |
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Do you read me? |
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Masturbation |
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Is anyone home? |
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Deaf. |
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Why did they always |
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If I sat there |
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they thought my ears |
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The doctor said |
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perfectly well |
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He doesn't listen. |
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Then they thought there was something |
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Can you see what |
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- Yes. |
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Can you tell me |
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Yes. |
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The idea is that you tell me |
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C-O-H-Z-V, |
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V-K-C-N-R, |
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V-O-R-K, |
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He always |
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He never looked at me. |
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He always looked |
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Think of them as a computer that is |
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They see everything. |
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They see every leaf |
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but they don't see |
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They literally can't see |
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The big picture... |
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You have to try |
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and see that |
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- Look where you're walking. |
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Look where you're walking. |
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Retard. |
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Whitney Houston |
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we have a problem. |
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For Benny-Boy, |
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There are a couple every year. |
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Always on their own |
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It breaks my heart |
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but what can you do? |
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You can't hold their hand. |
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Not now, that's for sure. |
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I wanted my son to go |
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My wife... my ex-wife... |
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and I sometimes |
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But he was much smarter than some |
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10 times smarter. |
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An understandable question. |
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Where is God? |
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Where is this man |
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With all the wars, the poverty |
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where is God? |
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People asked themselves |
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the same question |
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Jesus was hanging there |
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and they said, "Jesus, |
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why don't |
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If your dad is |
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if you can raise |
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it's child's play for you. |
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Click clack and you're free." |
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Jesus, himself, wondered too. |
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What does |
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At the ninth hour, |
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"My God, my God, |
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At that moment Jesus |
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He is so humiliated, |
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dispirited, disheartened, |
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that Jesus himself |
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He lets go. |
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In fact, |
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Until he rises from the dead. |
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And so God... |
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God damn it, Bogaert! |
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Leave Ben alone! |
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It's not the first time |
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You're going to |
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Ben's just different |
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from the below-average |
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Fortunately for him, |
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But you obviously find it |
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to accept that someone |
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Or is there something |
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Maybe your thoughts |
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you no doubt studied |
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- Yeah, okay. |
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We're dying of curiosity. |
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Does anyone know |
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when they took him down |
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"Hey! My feet first!" |
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That joke's grown |
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My God, |
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I ask myself the same question |
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Whoa whoa whoa! |
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Take it easy. |
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Don't let them |
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Keep your cool. |
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Kids like him |
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They're easy prey. |
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They once stuck |
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and told him the headmaster |
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He walked round all day |
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He always brought |
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but he never managed |
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But what are |
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What we always do... |
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Here's our favorite boy. |
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Our Boy Jesus. |
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Leave him alone, guys. |
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Fuck off, |
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It can't be easy, being different, |
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Whoa! |
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Better than average, eh? |
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In fact, we should |
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You're the man! |
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Calm down. |
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Don't get worked up. |
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Just stay calm. |
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Smile. |
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They said |
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Then it'll stop. |
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Movie time! |
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Action. |
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Faggot! |
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Loser! |
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Faggot! |
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Loser! |
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Look at me, son. |
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If you don't tell me, |
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how am I supposed |
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Well, well! |
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My favorite clients. |
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- The 10th visit is free. |
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- I don't know. |
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Is it a quiz? |
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Do you think |
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To be honest, I don't think |
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Apparently you have been... |
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how shall I put it? |
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We teased him, |
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We do it |
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But a normal person realizes |
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We try to treat him |
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but normality doesn't come |
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We're not the ones throwing chairs |
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It's not easy |
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That'll do. Save the act |
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As for you... |
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now's the time |
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Go on. Go on, |
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Tell me what |
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But it's easy |
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Well, easier. |
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you feel like |
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after the war's |
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I can't remember how many times |
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Always the same old story. |
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At this school |
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we try to prepare |
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for the harsh realities |
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Sometimes we succeed |
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and sometimes we don't. |
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About the glass... |
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The headmaster said |
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Thank you. |
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...if I let them have |
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I hope we don't meet |
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So do I. |
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And you'll let us know |
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whether he'll stay |
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Yes. |
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Come on, Ben. |
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Your camera, Ben. |
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Seriously, look at it! |
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Come on, Ben. |
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It can't go on like this, Ben. |
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They come up with a theory |
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my character. |
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But they don't |
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and they make me sound |
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And I wonder... |
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MARTIAN STRIPS |
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Well, son, |
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Is something wrong? |
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Do you want |
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No. |
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You've got a message. |
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Oh, it's from that girl Scarlite. |
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When are we going |
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Or doesn't that |
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I'll leave you to chat, |
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or whatever you call it. |
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Good night, sleep tight. |
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Why do they say |
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How do you sleep tight? |
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But she was waiting. |
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For me, Ben X. |
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She was waiting... |
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for me. |
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NOT WELL |
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I'M DEAD |
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I'M DEAD TIRED |
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REVIVE YOU TWO-BIT HERO |
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ARE YOU MAD? |
| 00:26:12 |
It's nice weather. |
| 00:26:16 |
Let's go and see |
| 00:26:18 |
Tell them everything again. |
| 00:26:20 |
Dr. Meyvaert will |
| 00:26:23 |
What is everything? |
| 00:26:26 |
- I was special. |
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They all said so. |
| 00:26:30 |
Your son is hypersensitive. |
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He's just sensitive. |
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Emotionally dysfunctional. |
| 00:26:37 |
A light form |
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Just a bit stressed. |
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Let me give you this. |
| 00:26:46 |
We can always take |
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"Take a closer look." |
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WAITING ROOM |
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that sees everything. |
| 00:27:11 |
Who's mad and who isn't. |
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Sir. |
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It's a waste of time. |
| 00:27:31 |
You've got to |
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It can't go on like this. |
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The kid has no business |
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None. |
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I don't want |
| 00:27:43 |
You won't lose anything. |
| 00:27:48 |
They said, "Just let yourself go." |
| 00:27:50 |
But they wouldn't |
| 00:28:04 |
A new line. |
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Suddenly they knew what it was. |
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I had a bad brain. |
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Asperger's Syndrome. |
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Asperger's Syndrome. |
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It's a form of autism. |
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That's what they discovered. |
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Or autism has got me. |
| 00:28:33 |
The man had spent |
| 00:28:36 |
but hadn't learned |
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It's not easy. |
| 00:28:43 |
And it won't get |
| 00:28:46 |
But you have to remember that Ben |
| 00:28:50 |
On the contrary, |
| 00:28:53 |
You could almost say |
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He talks and talks |
| 00:28:57 |
the man who understands me. |
| 00:29:00 |
He has extraordinary perception. |
| 00:29:02 |
In fact, he's an extraordinary boy |
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who, every day, |
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fights to be ordinary. |
| 00:29:14 |
The question is, should we help him |
| 00:29:18 |
that he can live |
| 00:29:20 |
I've heard that |
| 00:29:23 |
- Yes. Yes. |
| 00:29:26 |
So why would we take him |
| 00:29:29 |
Because he's being |
| 00:29:31 |
bullied to death. |
| 00:29:36 |
Right. |
| 00:29:38 |
That happens. |
| 00:29:41 |
It shouldn't, |
| 00:29:47 |
At some point, |
| 00:29:52 |
Autism. |
| 00:29:55 |
Do you see? |
| 00:29:59 |
to me, my child was |
| 00:30:03 |
To me, Ben was Ben. |
| 00:30:05 |
They're volcanoes. |
| 00:30:09 |
They're walking |
| 00:30:11 |
We don't know |
| 00:30:13 |
Time bombs living undercover |
| 00:30:17 |
And the reaction often happens |
| 00:30:31 |
We'll just carry on |
| 00:30:35 |
We won't let them |
| 00:30:54 |
Then my fingers |
| 00:31:04 |
But she said, |
| 00:31:12 |
COME |
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Come. |
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END = BEGINNING |
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The princess of letters |
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on the other side |
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who is always by my side |
| 00:31:57 |
when things |
| 00:32:01 |
Who knows me |
| 00:32:07 |
Who could put me back |
| 00:32:11 |
Who could make me |
| 00:32:20 |
She said, "Well, man, |
| 00:32:25 |
The one-word plan. |
| 00:32:29 |
"Let me help you," |
| 00:32:32 |
"to rise above it all. |
| 00:32:37 |
To rise above yourself." |
| 00:33:03 |
Calm down, Ben. |
| 00:33:08 |
What's wrong |
| 00:33:12 |
Got your phone? |
| 00:33:14 |
Don't take |
| 00:33:17 |
Give me a kiss. |
| 00:33:20 |
And don't get worked up. |
| 00:33:30 |
What exactly |
| 00:33:35 |
Who can say? |
| 00:33:39 |
I only knew that he... |
| 00:33:44 |
I knew how my son felt |
| 00:33:48 |
by the way he slammed |
| 00:33:52 |
It wasn't a bad door |
| 00:33:55 |
At least |
| 00:34:08 |
HEY MARTIAN, |
| 00:34:11 |
Me, the Martian. |
| 00:34:13 |
I'd be getting it. |
| 00:34:16 |
Getting it. |
| 00:34:20 |
But getting what? |
| 00:34:22 |
I was always getting it. |
| 00:34:25 |
Always. |
| 00:35:47 |
Ben? |
| 00:35:50 |
Did you see it? |
| 00:35:54 |
Yes. |
| 00:35:57 |
Right... |
| 00:36:25 |
I didn't know you were |
| 00:36:30 |
Are you okay, son? |
| 00:36:33 |
You know you can tell me |
| 00:36:35 |
Is there a problem? |
| 00:36:37 |
- No. |
| 00:36:41 |
What the hell |
| 00:36:44 |
Did you think |
| 00:36:47 |
- Yes, I thought it was pretty funny. |
| 00:36:51 |
Maybe you haven't got |
| 00:36:54 |
Don't start, Bogaert. |
| 00:36:56 |
Whoa whoa |
| 00:37:00 |
- You're playing with... |
| 00:37:03 |
Yes, you're playing |
| 00:37:12 |
Can't you take |
| 00:37:17 |
You should defend yourself, son. |
| 00:37:20 |
Arm yourself. |
| 00:37:24 |
Arm myself. A death cross. |
| 00:37:27 |
Its costs 350 gold |
| 00:37:31 |
"If only we'd known," |
| 00:37:33 |
"If only we'd known." |
| 00:37:35 |
What would |
| 00:37:37 |
You see it coming |
| 00:37:40 |
You see it coming. |
| 00:37:43 |
Every evening |
| 00:37:45 |
that it'll turn out okay. |
| 00:37:48 |
And usually it does. |
| 00:37:53 |
this time |
| 00:37:56 |
You only know |
| 00:37:58 |
And we know that now. |
| 00:38:00 |
I know one thing. |
| 00:38:02 |
The school will |
| 00:38:12 |
Hi. |
| 00:38:15 |
I don't know you |
| 00:38:18 |
but I still |
| 00:38:24 |
I just want to say |
| 00:38:26 |
counts in real life too. |
| 00:38:28 |
You can't play an endgame |
| 00:38:35 |
I'm worried about you. |
| 00:38:38 |
Tomorrow I'll catch a train |
| 00:38:41 |
that gets to where |
| 00:38:44 |
I know you'll be there. |
| 00:38:46 |
You've never failed |
| 00:38:48 |
see you tomorrow. |
| 00:39:12 |
- Hi, Martian! |
| 00:39:17 |
Hey, pal, |
| 00:39:23 |
Let's exchange ideas. |
| 00:39:26 |
If you have any |
| 00:39:32 |
The bus. My bus. |
| 00:39:35 |
My always-there bus |
| 00:39:45 |
It's nice here |
| 00:39:47 |
Shall we sit on a bench |
| 00:39:50 |
Beardman told you |
| 00:39:52 |
And he's right. |
| 00:39:55 |
Heart rate: 94. |
| 00:39:57 |
What's that? |
| 00:39:59 |
- That's some watch! |
| 00:40:02 |
Let me see! |
| 00:40:05 |
Don't get aggressive! |
| 00:40:08 |
- Take it easy. |
| 00:40:10 |
- We're friends. |
| 00:40:12 |
Take it easy, Desmet. |
| 00:40:16 |
Jesus, you're |
| 00:40:22 |
- Relax. |
| 00:40:26 |
- Yes, Mom. |
| 00:40:30 |
- Hey, what's that? Hey! |
| 00:40:37 |
A Nokia 3250. Christ! |
| 00:40:40 |
What have you got that for? |
| 00:40:42 |
You can't talk, so how can you |
| 00:40:45 |
- We should have it. |
| 00:40:51 |
To send text messages? |
| 00:40:54 |
Here, look at this. |
| 00:40:56 |
Who's that? |
| 00:40:58 |
- Frankenstein's got a girlfriend! |
| 00:41:01 |
She's called Scarlite. |
| 00:41:06 |
Who's that? |
| 00:41:10 |
He's got a girlfriend. |
| 00:41:12 |
- Hey, she's not bad! |
| 00:41:16 |
I just want to say |
| 00:41:19 |
counts in real life too. |
| 00:41:21 |
You can't play an endgame |
| 00:41:24 |
Your healer? |
| 00:41:25 |
Is she your healer? |
| 00:41:28 |
Dealer more likely! |
| 00:41:31 |
Incredible! |
| 00:41:33 |
Tomorrow I'll catch a train that gets |
| 00:41:37 |
Tomorrow at 10:22, |
| 00:41:40 |
at the station, |
| 00:41:42 |
We'll be there too, eh, Desmet? |
| 00:41:45 |
We can't miss out on our |
| 00:41:49 |
True or not true? |
| 00:41:54 |
Telephone. |
| 00:41:56 |
- She's phoning him! |
| 00:42:00 |
Hello, Mommy. |
| 00:42:02 |
I'm in the park |
| 00:42:05 |
Leave a message |
| 00:42:07 |
Bye, Mommy. |
| 00:42:10 |
Let me know |
| 00:42:12 |
Don't you mind being |
| 00:42:16 |
Always having to listen |
| 00:42:19 |
I'll keep your phone, |
| 00:42:22 |
What do you think? |
| 00:42:40 |
- Easy! Easy with the crucifix! |
| 00:42:45 |
Hey, Benny, telephone. |
| 00:42:48 |
It's Mommy. |
| 00:42:50 |
It's Mommy. |
| 00:42:52 |
Come on, Ben. |
| 00:43:03 |
My buddy Benny-Boy. |
| 00:43:04 |
You crazy Martian! |
| 00:43:08 |
And to think we had |
| 00:43:11 |
Look, this is only |
| 00:43:14 |
It's a little pill |
| 00:43:17 |
It's called a Superman. |
| 00:43:19 |
Open your mouth. |
| 00:43:26 |
There's a smiley on it, |
| 00:43:28 |
who never laugh. |
| 00:43:33 |
Some water to |
| 00:43:35 |
You'll feel just |
| 00:43:37 |
There! Now swallow. |
| 00:43:43 |
The first one's free |
| 00:43:46 |
It'll do you good. |
| 00:43:49 |
Here. |
| 00:43:50 |
So you know what time it is when you go |
| 00:44:03 |
I don't believe this! |
| 00:44:05 |
Jesus Christ! |
| 00:44:09 |
I don't believe it! |
| 00:44:10 |
Phone me, please. |
| 00:44:13 |
What's that, Mom? |
| 00:44:15 |
Nothing, son. |
| 00:44:19 |
Let's go and look |
| 00:44:35 |
Damn it. |
| 00:44:36 |
God damn it! |
| 00:44:41 |
Damn! |
| 00:44:43 |
Damn me! |
| 00:45:03 |
Where are you? |
| 00:46:26 |
Feel. |
| 00:46:29 |
Feel me, Ben. |
| 00:46:42 |
Ben. |
| 00:46:49 |
You have to learn |
| 00:46:52 |
if you want |
| 00:47:17 |
Ben! |
| 00:47:20 |
What's up, son? |
| 00:47:23 |
Are you okay? |
| 00:47:25 |
Just look at you! |
| 00:47:28 |
Is everything okay? |
| 00:47:30 |
What's the matter |
| 00:47:36 |
That'll do, son. |
| 00:47:40 |
It's nothing, Mom. |
| 00:47:41 |
That's what people |
| 00:47:42 |
I'm healed, Mom. |
| 00:47:46 |
Completely healed. |
| 00:47:51 |
Your big brother |
| 00:47:54 |
Calm down, Ben, |
| 00:47:58 |
That's enough! |
| 00:48:05 |
There's water coming |
| 00:48:08 |
Water is coming |
| 00:48:11 |
but I know what it is. |
| 00:48:13 |
Salt and moisture! |
| 00:48:18 |
People say |
| 00:48:21 |
because I don't understand |
| 00:48:23 |
I know what they are. |
| 00:48:25 |
Do you remember |
| 00:48:28 |
I tried to push |
| 00:48:31 |
back into your eyes? |
| 00:48:33 |
It was just because |
| 00:48:42 |
It's all right, Mom. |
| 00:48:44 |
it's all right |
| 00:48:48 |
"Is everything all right?" |
| 00:48:51 |
And then you reply, |
| 00:48:53 |
"Yes, everything's all right. |
| 00:48:56 |
Everything's going right." |
| 00:48:59 |
Everything's all right. |
| 00:49:02 |
- I'm not crazy. |
| 00:49:05 |
- Just a bit difficult. |
| 00:49:09 |
Yes, I'm a different cult. |
| 00:49:11 |
But I'm training myself. |
| 00:49:14 |
I'm training, training, |
| 00:49:18 |
I'm in bits. |
| 00:49:21 |
But I've been reborn, |
| 00:49:22 |
like in video games. |
| 00:49:26 |
- You always get a new life. |
| 00:49:29 |
Let's go home. |
| 00:49:31 |
Come on, son. |
| 00:49:40 |
And then it was over. |
| 00:49:42 |
I was over. |
| 00:49:45 |
Eyes open again, |
| 00:49:48 |
Ben. |
| 00:49:57 |
What's that, Ben? |
| 00:50:00 |
Why didn't you tell me? |
| 00:50:08 |
- Ben... |
| 00:50:12 |
Shamefulness, painfulness. |
| 00:50:13 |
Who did that? |
| 00:50:15 |
Tell me, Ben. |
| 00:50:34 |
Everything can be |
| 00:50:37 |
Everything can be |
| 00:50:41 |
Why couldn't I just be |
| 00:50:49 |
Stop it, Ben. |
| 00:51:01 |
Jonas! |
| 00:51:17 |
Jonas. |
| 00:51:28 |
Then I saw that jerk |
| 00:51:30 |
standing there again. |
| 00:51:33 |
And I attacked him. |
| 00:51:43 |
I'd heard it before, |
| 00:51:46 |
of night falling. |
| 00:51:48 |
Going right |
| 00:51:53 |
How beautiful! |
| 00:52:21 |
A bit later |
| 00:52:23 |
my father came round. |
| 00:52:27 |
My dad, |
| 00:52:28 |
who also never knows |
| 00:52:33 |
So I usually |
| 00:52:49 |
She'd come too. |
| 00:52:53 |
Sabine, his girlfriend, |
| 00:52:56 |
as he'd always say. |
| 00:52:58 |
Who always asked how I was |
| 00:53:00 |
How are you holding up? |
| 00:53:05 |
- It can't go on like this. |
| 00:53:08 |
It can't go on like this. |
| 00:53:10 |
But still, it will have to. |
| 00:53:13 |
It's not the first time |
| 00:53:17 |
Come on, Sabine. Leave it. |
| 00:53:23 |
Look after him. |
| 00:53:35 |
The endgame. |
| 00:53:37 |
The end, the end, |
| 00:53:39 |
The end, the end, |
| 00:53:42 |
The end, the end, |
| 00:53:45 |
The endgame. |
| 00:53:47 |
The endgame. |
| 00:53:49 |
Heart rate: 55. |
| 00:53:53 |
Under 13 |
| 00:53:57 |
42 to go. |
| 00:54:00 |
Then you've done it. |
| 00:54:04 |
42 heartbeats less |
| 00:54:07 |
and you arrive. |
| 00:54:09 |
You can't play an endgame |
| 00:54:11 |
and that's me. |
| 00:54:14 |
Tomorrow I'll catch a train that gets |
| 00:54:17 |
- And I know you'll be there... |
| 00:54:20 |
Got to go |
| 00:54:24 |
I've got to go |
| 00:54:41 |
Calm down. |
| 00:54:54 |
GONE OUT |
| 00:55:01 |
I'll keep your phone. |
| 00:55:19 |
The station. |
| 00:55:50 |
10:22, at the station |
| 00:55:52 |
We'll be there. |
| 00:55:56 |
I can't be late. |
| 00:55:58 |
She shouldn't |
| 00:56:00 |
She who doesn't know |
| 00:56:02 |
That I'm not there. |
| 00:56:30 |
I knew I'd find her. |
| 00:56:32 |
I'd smell her, |
| 00:57:10 |
There she was. |
| 00:57:17 |
She'd come. |
| 00:57:20 |
She'd really come. |
| 00:57:22 |
For real! |
| 00:57:26 |
She was waiting |
| 00:57:28 |
for me. |
| 00:57:46 |
She was sending |
| 00:57:48 |
Probably to me. |
| 00:57:50 |
To me about whom she can only fantasize, |
| 00:57:54 |
To me who is here |
| 00:58:02 |
Then everything happened |
| 00:58:05 |
But everything always happens |
| 00:58:08 |
She left. |
| 00:58:09 |
Because she couldn't see |
| 00:58:11 |
the invisible me. |
| 00:58:17 |
But what my head couldn't do, |
| 00:58:59 |
There's the train. |
| 00:59:00 |
A spaceship that has come |
| 00:59:08 |
Courage is everything. |
| 00:59:10 |
Doing what you thought |
| 01:00:09 |
Her scent was enough. |
| 01:00:11 |
The scent of a season |
| 01:00:14 |
that had |
| 01:00:16 |
on a continent |
| 01:00:19 |
but that I could smell |
| 01:00:25 |
With her perfect neck |
| 01:00:28 |
she was dreaming |
| 01:00:33 |
I imagined how |
| 01:00:38 |
staking my claim. |
| 01:00:42 |
My claim to liberation. |
| 01:00:45 |
Just sitting here |
| 01:00:48 |
briefly, everything |
| 01:00:51 |
This is a passenger |
| 01:00:54 |
We are about to |
| 01:01:00 |
Are you okay? |
| 01:01:04 |
I had to say something. |
| 01:01:09 |
But the only thing I say |
| 01:01:13 |
All I can do is leave. |
| 01:01:38 |
And she left. |
| 01:01:41 |
She just left. |
| 01:01:47 |
And I just had |
| 01:02:22 |
I was scared stiff. |
| 01:02:24 |
A mother feels |
| 01:02:28 |
A hundred times |
| 01:02:31 |
"Don't let him do |
| 01:02:34 |
Please don't let him do |
| 01:02:36 |
anything stupid." |
| 01:02:39 |
I remember |
| 01:02:41 |
"How many reasons |
| 01:02:43 |
to commit suicide?" |
| 01:02:45 |
I asked him what |
| 01:02:47 |
He said, |
| 01:02:51 |
That's what he was |
| 01:02:55 |
He wanted to know |
| 01:03:00 |
The endgame. |
| 01:03:04 |
The one-word plan. |
| 01:03:06 |
Murder. |
| 01:03:10 |
Catch the train. |
| 01:03:12 |
To nowhere. |
| 01:03:19 |
There is one advantage |
| 01:03:22 |
You never have |
| 01:03:25 |
You don't even |
| 01:03:27 |
the train does it for you. |
| 01:03:29 |
What was his motive? |
| 01:04:16 |
If you think |
| 01:04:18 |
you're wrong. |
| 01:04:22 |
Even if you're |
| 01:04:26 |
to be decapitated |
| 01:04:28 |
apparently your head |
| 01:04:29 |
for another |
| 01:04:34 |
So you can imagine that what goes |
| 01:04:39 |
Seeing bits of your body |
| 01:04:46 |
They say that |
| 01:04:51 |
your life flashes |
| 01:04:54 |
So? |
| 01:04:56 |
- But who... |
| 01:05:01 |
Me, of course. |
| 01:05:08 |
You? |
| 01:05:10 |
Does he have |
| 01:05:13 |
or birthmarks? |
| 01:05:14 |
Scars? |
| 01:05:17 |
It was already broken, |
| 01:05:22 |
Did you notice anything |
| 01:05:35 |
I don't get it, Ben. |
| 01:05:37 |
Honestly. |
| 01:05:42 |
Ben. |
| 01:05:45 |
Are you the man who escaped |
| 01:05:51 |
Who crossed Windrill Desert |
| 01:05:55 |
Who fought Bailor? |
| 01:05:58 |
of Ondekon with me? |
| 01:06:03 |
You're level 80, |
| 01:06:10 |
And that's your endgame? |
| 01:06:12 |
You just throw yourself |
| 01:06:17 |
Was that your plan? |
| 01:06:21 |
Just click on exit |
| 01:06:28 |
"Gone out. |
| 01:06:30 |
That's good news, |
| 01:06:32 |
isn't it? |
| 01:06:34 |
It means he's gone out |
| 01:06:37 |
My son doesn't |
| 01:06:39 |
on a Saturday morning. |
| 01:06:44 |
Besides, look. |
| 01:07:04 |
I don't know |
| 01:07:10 |
in real life |
| 01:07:12 |
dying is fairly definite. |
| 01:07:19 |
You can't change |
| 01:07:24 |
You can die |
| 01:07:28 |
But not for real. |
| 01:07:31 |
That's not the way |
| 01:07:34 |
You're level 80. |
| 01:07:39 |
Do you want to quit |
| 01:07:42 |
Go on then, go. |
| 01:07:45 |
But if you want revenge, |
| 01:07:52 |
Otherwise you're exactly |
| 01:07:54 |
a loser. |
| 01:07:56 |
Play to win, Ben. |
| 01:08:00 |
Everything's |
| 01:08:02 |
of strategy. |
| 01:08:07 |
Don't you |
| 01:08:27 |
I'm really happy... |
| 01:08:32 |
that you're you. |
| 01:08:36 |
We'll file a missing |
| 01:08:39 |
and circulate his |
| 01:08:42 |
What about this? |
| 01:08:43 |
What are you going to do |
| 01:08:45 |
I'll inform our |
| 01:08:48 |
They're familiar |
| 01:08:51 |
unfortunately. |
| 01:09:19 |
Ben! |
| 01:09:38 |
"I just wanted to go away," |
| 01:09:41 |
"But I didn't dare die |
| 01:09:54 |
Was that your big plan? |
| 01:10:01 |
Ben? |
| 01:10:03 |
How are we going |
| 01:10:08 |
Take poison? |
| 01:10:13 |
No. |
| 01:10:14 |
Imagine if you took poison |
| 01:10:18 |
You'd have to call |
| 01:10:20 |
"Hello?" |
| 01:10:30 |
The people |
| 01:10:32 |
get lots of phone calls |
| 01:10:39 |
That's for idiots. |
| 01:10:45 |
Or you could hang |
| 01:10:47 |
That's cool. Apparently you die |
| 01:10:53 |
But then |
| 01:10:56 |
That's not cool |
| 01:11:00 |
Ben. |
| 01:11:02 |
Do you know what else |
| 01:11:05 |
under the fingernails |
| 01:11:07 |
who's hung themselves? |
| 01:11:10 |
Little bits of rope |
| 01:11:13 |
and skin. |
| 01:11:15 |
Do you know why? |
| 01:11:18 |
Because they |
| 01:11:19 |
to get the rope |
| 01:11:22 |
But they can't. |
| 01:11:24 |
and they can't reach it. |
| 01:11:29 |
You think it's exciting, |
| 01:11:33 |
Dying. |
| 01:11:35 |
Dying. |
| 01:11:39 |
Then everything is solved |
| 01:11:41 |
Ben is solved |
| 01:11:45 |
Aren't you going to take |
| 01:11:48 |
to see if there's |
| 01:11:50 |
Take one last |
| 01:11:55 |
You need to be more |
| 01:11:59 |
Shut up, beautiful. |
| 01:12:01 |
You are so beautiful. |
| 01:12:05 |
"Assemble a guild," she said. |
| 01:12:07 |
"Like in Archlord." |
| 01:12:10 |
It was her idea. |
| 01:12:12 |
Some quests are too big |
| 01:12:26 |
"You have to help me," |
| 01:12:36 |
So we helped him. |
| 01:12:39 |
We knew everyone would say |
| 01:12:43 |
But that's more or less |
| 01:12:46 |
why I did it. |
| 01:13:30 |
Smoking's forbidden here, |
| 01:13:33 |
My name's Sabine. |
| 01:13:37 |
You should be grateful |
| 01:13:41 |
Yeah, |
| 01:13:44 |
You'll live half |
| 01:13:57 |
You're not serious, |
| 01:13:59 |
You're not really |
| 01:14:00 |
You know you can't! |
| 01:14:03 |
I can't do it! |
| 01:14:04 |
Sabine, you don't have |
| 01:14:06 |
You insisted on coming. |
| 01:14:08 |
I don't care whether |
| 01:14:11 |
but if you think |
| 01:14:15 |
you're wrong. |
| 01:14:22 |
Look. |
| 01:14:27 |
The sea. |
| 01:14:31 |
The end of the world. |
| 01:14:35 |
You know what |
| 01:14:38 |
Every end is a beginning. |
| 01:14:55 |
Anyone want anything to eat? |
| 01:14:57 |
- Sabine? |
| 01:15:00 |
Don't you feel very well, |
| 01:15:02 |
Not really, no. |
| 01:15:05 |
Is this how you want |
| 01:15:09 |
Right. |
| 01:15:18 |
Ben, uh... |
| 01:15:22 |
Ben! |
| 01:15:35 |
I have to put my back into it. |
| 01:15:39 |
Everything is a matter |
| 01:15:41 |
And thinking a-heart. |
| 01:15:45 |
Everything is a matter |
| 01:16:11 |
Courage is everything. |
| 01:16:16 |
Ultimately doing the thing |
| 01:16:18 |
that you can't do. |
| 01:16:43 |
If you die in a game |
| 01:16:45 |
then you're just |
| 01:16:48 |
and you have to go |
| 01:16:56 |
All they found of me |
| 01:17:01 |
And I had gone. |
| 01:17:17 |
These are particularly |
| 01:17:20 |
that once again remind us |
| 01:17:23 |
that one Flemish youngster |
| 01:17:26 |
In a recent study, |
| 01:17:29 |
between 15 and 18 |
| 01:17:32 |
say that they have attempted |
| 01:17:35 |
A very worrying figure. |
| 01:17:38 |
And now the sports. |
| 01:17:40 |
At the Indian Wells |
| 01:17:43 |
Everyone here today, |
| 01:17:45 |
members of the family, |
| 01:17:47 |
colleagues, |
| 01:17:51 |
ladies and gentlemen, |
| 01:17:55 |
we've all come |
| 01:17:57 |
to say goodbye |
| 01:17:59 |
to a very special young man |
| 01:18:02 |
who was taken from us |
| 01:18:06 |
so suddenly |
| 01:18:09 |
and tragically. |
| 01:18:12 |
Ben's life was never easy. |
| 01:18:15 |
His condition made things |
| 01:18:18 |
very difficult for him. |
| 01:18:23 |
Maybe |
| 01:18:26 |
we only realize now, |
| 01:18:29 |
when it's too late, |
| 01:18:33 |
that he battled against |
| 01:18:37 |
if you can call it that, |
| 01:18:40 |
that was much worse |
| 01:18:42 |
We never really |
| 01:18:46 |
and won't be able to now. |
| 01:18:49 |
Today all we can do |
| 01:18:53 |
that some things |
| 01:18:55 |
are just |
| 01:18:59 |
That is why... |
| 01:19:02 |
Hello. |
| 01:19:04 |
Thank you for coming. |
| 01:19:08 |
I too have come |
| 01:19:11 |
as they say. |
| 01:19:13 |
Come to an end. |
| 01:19:15 |
I died of myself. |
| 01:19:18 |
Fellow men |
| 01:19:22 |
and un-fellow men... |
| 01:19:25 |
my fight is over. |
| 01:19:31 |
At the end of your life, |
| 01:19:34 |
of your life flashes |
| 01:19:38 |
Here are a few scenes |
| 01:19:41 |
that may interest you. |
| 01:21:19 |
Go on, Ben. |
| 01:21:21 |
Now, the endgame. |
| 01:22:22 |
She called it dying creatively. |
| 01:22:25 |
Suicide without the dying. |
| 01:22:29 |
Dying without quitting. |
| 01:22:32 |
Or quitting without dying. |
| 01:22:37 |
I had to learn everything. |
| 01:22:40 |
But I'd forgotten |
| 01:22:44 |
Learning to lie. |
| 01:22:47 |
To deceive. |
| 01:23:05 |
Someone had to die first. |
| 01:23:08 |
Otherwise you wouldn't |
| 01:23:12 |
Not for a boy. |
| 01:23:18 |
You can't keep on |
| 01:23:22 |
You're so angry, Mommy. |
| 01:23:25 |
And asking again and again |
| 01:23:27 |
that something be done |
| 01:23:30 |
That they'd finally stop |
| 01:23:34 |
tormenting my son |
| 01:23:36 |
and making his life... |
| 01:23:41 |
sorry, but it's true... |
| 01:23:43 |
making his life |
| 01:23:45 |
His autism is his problem, |
| 01:23:49 |
The others are the problem. |
| 01:23:52 |
They have to learn |
| 01:23:56 |
to leave my kid alone. |
| 01:23:59 |
Ben just wanted to quit. |
| 01:24:04 |
Fortunately, |
| 01:24:09 |
He's alive. |
| 01:24:12 |
In his own world, maybe, |
| 01:24:15 |
He's alive! |
| 01:24:19 |
He's living his life. |
| 01:24:25 |
She said, |
| 01:24:27 |
"It's high time |
| 01:24:40 |
Just let it happen, Ben. |
| 01:24:44 |
Don't be scared. |
| 01:24:53 |
If you want |
| 01:24:54 |
you have to learn to feel. |
| 01:24:56 |
Stroke him. |
| 01:25:01 |
I've never been |
| 01:25:05 |
But I've never been |
| 01:25:07 |
this kind of happy. |
| 01:25:17 |
Beautiful, no? |
| 01:25:20 |
Do you dare sit on it, |
| 01:25:26 |
As soon as people |
| 01:25:30 |
they want to sit on it. |
| 01:25:32 |
But has anyone |
| 01:25:34 |
ask for that? |
| 01:25:38 |
If a horse could choose... |
| 01:25:46 |
Yes, well... |
