Better Than Sex
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To be honest, |
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He seemed like a nice guy |
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...nothing to die for or anything. |
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We chatted for a while, |
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Nothing flirtatious. |
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He was telling me about some trip |
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...photographing meerkats. |
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They're incredible animals. |
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They live communally, |
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...they work together, |
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They keep watch, holding their hands |
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...while the rest of the tribe |
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Then Sam arrived |
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But it wasn't until we shared |
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So London must be |
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Yeah. |
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Apart from the cold, the rain, |
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...and the English, |
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Sounds terrific. |
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-Till Thursday. |
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-Three days. |
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He wasn't gorgeous or anything. |
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He didn't seem |
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l was surprised. There was something |
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He had this... |
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...relaxed magnetism. |
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Sort of, l don't know, |
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Yeah, there was definitely something |
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When you're about to leave the country, |
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Anyway, he made me laugh. |
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And l like that. |
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Three days. |
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It's tempting. |
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It's tempting. |
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Very tempting. |
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With two days off for good behavior. |
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Could be fun. Nothing complicated. |
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It's for one night. |
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I bet he wants to. |
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-Does she want to? |
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-Yeah, I think she wants to. |
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-Maybe she's covered in tattoos. |
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-She could be neurotic. |
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Doesn't matter, I'm back in London. |
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He'll be gone soon, who cares? |
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So l was thinking, |
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l don't know. |
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This is me, here on the left. |
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So.... |
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-You'll be okay? |
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-Well, l guess l'll see you then. |
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Bye. |
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Bye. |
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But that was it, I really felt like sex. |
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I want sex. |
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I need sex. |
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I love sex. |
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Come on, ask her. Ask her. |
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What the hell, |
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-Look, l was sort of thinking-- |
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-l wouldn't mind some tea. |
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Come on. |
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Here we go again. |
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What are you doing? |
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Just sawing my arm off, |
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lt didn't work. |
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What time is it? |
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-lt's still early. |
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No, l thought you might want to sleep. |
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You can go if you want. |
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But you don't have to. |
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Do you want me to go? |
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Lie down, will you? |
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Oh, my God, you're naked! |
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Quit talking. l have to get to sleep. |
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And don't move. No wriggling. |
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l don't want to open my-- |
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Yeah, if l like someone, |
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Yeah, if l like someone, |
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lt's sexy. |
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And there's something |
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What are you doing? |
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lt's the best time... |
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...when you're still half-asleep. |
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Just semiconscious. |
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And the warmth, it starts down here |
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-Try relaxing. |
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l'm trying. |
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Yeah. Okay. Okay, I'm relaxed. |
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So eyes closed... |
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...stay asleep. |
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What if I don't come? |
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Stop it. |
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Just close your eyes. |
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Bingo. That's it. |
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Nice and gentle. |
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Up a bit, up a bit. |
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There. Yeah. |
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What if I come too fast? |
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Forget about him. |
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Yeah, I'm just going to lie here |
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Left. Go left. |
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Please go left. |
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Just there. |
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-l like it at night. |
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-Needs to be a nice tongue. |
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-...that start on my thighs and move in. |
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lt's what he does with his hands |
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God. |
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So close. |
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l found out how to relax |
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And l got quite ticklish. |
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Sometimes I just find it too intimate, |
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He seemed to enjoy it, which is good. |
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lt wasn't a chore for him. |
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But l got a bit desensitized, |
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Are you okay? |
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lt's a meerkat! |
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What were you doing down there? |
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l was foraging for food. |
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No, she didn't come. |
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She was laughing enough. |
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lt's sexy when their hips and bottoms |
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After a while, it felt like my jaw |
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Sorry l was so ticklish. |
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Don't worry about it. |
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lt felt good. |
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No, you've got a-- |
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You gotta shave before next time. |
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What do you mean, next time? |
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Yeah, it's like sandpaper. |
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You've got to prepare |
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...if you want to start |
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Look, it felt good. |
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...to get used to being so intimate, |
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It's a strange situation, I guess. |
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One moment you're really intimate, |
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The next minute, |
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lt felt good between us, |
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l guess he could've stayed another night, |
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Yeah, that's what it's about. lt's sex |
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Yeah, we both knew that. |
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No, it was fun. |
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And he's tender, passionate, |
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There you are. |
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l was about to, but first l thought |
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What? |
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-So when's the big day? |
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Look, l better get going. |
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Relax, you big dummy, it's not mine. |
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l don't know. For all l know, |
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Yeah, right. |
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You're a dressmaker? |
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Designer. Well, l used to be, but l got |
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But in a moment of utter weakness, |
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-So, what do you do now? |
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l do have cups, you know. |
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lt doesn't matter. |
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Shit. What's the date? |
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Oh, no, l've got |
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-Sounds to me like you're a dressmaker. |
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Look, l should get out of your hair. |
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l wasn't trying to get rid of you. |
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l guess, so.... |
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When? l mean, you're leaving in-- |
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l don't think l'll be, you know, |
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Yeah, l better go. |
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See you. |
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What do we got here? |
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Now, wait a minute. |
00:17:39 |
-Hello? |
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Where have you been? |
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-Well, l went home with someone. |
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-You know, a woman. |
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-Yeah, Cinthia. |
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Remember? l was talking to her. |
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-Oh, yeah. Right. |
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Listen, a lot of people want to see you |
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l'll be there. |
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What happened to, ''I just walk away''? |
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-No, she won't. lt's not like that. |
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-Come on, mate. |
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-Can you call me back in 1 0? |
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Cinthia. Cin. |
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She's blond? |
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-Never heard of her. |
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He's only been in town |
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Yeah, l saw him talking to her. |
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-Oh, Cinthia. Yeah, yeah, yeah. |
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-That little rat. |
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Cinthia? |
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Oh, no. Well, l've been trying |
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-lt's only because he's going away. |
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He wants to call her? When has |
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-Josh. |
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Listen, mate. ls it Cinthia Roland |
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l don't know. |
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Who said romance is dead? |
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l'm in a phone box outside the-- |
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l don't know. Somewhere. |
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You better be here tomorrow. |
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46-- |
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Okay, thanks. See you. Bye. |
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lt's me. |
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...and l think the only thing for us to do |
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l'm sorry. Yes, l'm sorry. |
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Look, l thought you were somebody else. |
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Fuck. |
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-Hello. |
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-l mean, Cinthia Roland. |
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I'm sorry. Look, I think I've just |
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lt's only been five minutes |
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l thought it was you. l think l rang |
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-So you rang? |
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-Yeah, l was-- |
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l'm taking all my clothes off. |
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l might have something |
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Why don't you bring it up here? |
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-Did l say goodbye? |
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Not properly. |
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Okay, see you. |
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Bye. |
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My leg, my leg! Just-- |
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Oh, my God, this is so good! |
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Don't fall in love with him. |
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Don't fall in love with him. |
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l love you! |
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What? |
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-What? |
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l didn't mean it. |
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What? |
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You're a bastard |
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What did l do? |
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l was under duress. |
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Look, it's not fair. |
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No, it's too late. You can't. |
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Weren't you leaving? |
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lt's definitely the go. |
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From behind, |
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Hi, gorg. It's me. |
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-Pick up. I know you're there. |
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Hello, hello, hello. |
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Come on, Cin, pick up. |
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Hi, Sam. l'm here. |
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Good. Yeah. |
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No, a little tired. |
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No, it was good. |
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Yeah, about 2:30. |
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Nothing. Yeah. |
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Well... |
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...yeah. |
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-Well, actually, he stayed the night. |
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-He stayed the night! |
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-At her place? |
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-Did she have sex with him? |
00:24:00 |
What happened? |
00:24:02 |
-So, what happened? |
00:24:05 |
Yeah. |
00:24:08 |
-Yeah, it was pretty good. |
00:24:11 |
-Come on, I want some details. |
00:24:16 |
-ls he still there? l'm coming over. |
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-l won't stay long, all right? |
00:24:22 |
-What do you mean? |
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You said ''love,'' remember? |
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Listen, he's there for one night. |
00:24:31 |
lt was just for sex. What do you care? |
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He was sort of tall, wasn't he? |
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Call me tomorrow, Sam. Okay? |
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But he won't be there. |
00:24:43 |
-He's staying another night? |
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-Was he that English guy? |
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-Must've been a good root. |
00:24:51 |
-l thought he was boring. |
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l don't know. |
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And l mean it, don't go blabbing. |
00:25:00 |
-Was he that tall guy she was talking to? |
00:25:04 |
-Glasses? |
00:25:06 |
So sex was good |
00:25:08 |
-After? |
00:25:10 |
Listen, don't say anything. |
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She'll tell everyone. She'll-- |
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Bloody thing! |
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Yeah, being with someone |
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l don't know, |
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She was open. Confident. |
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There was never any of that |
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Well, he was already |
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ln a quiet way. |
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But he sort of started to do more. |
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Fishing around for things |
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He wasn't trying to prove anything. |
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He just felt into it, into me. |
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l found that a real turn-on. |
00:26:23 |
Keep going. Keep going. |
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Don't stop, Josh. Don't stop. |
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Three cups of self-rising flour. |
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Four lemons. |
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Yeah, keep going. Keep going. |
00:26:40 |
Please, don't stop. |
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A cup of milk. |
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Yeah, don't stop. Don't stop. |
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Please. Please wait for me. |
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Six eggs. Eight ounces of butter. |
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Keep going. Keep going. |
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Desiccated coconut! |
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Oh, man. |
00:27:19 |
You okay? |
00:27:24 |
-Did l come too quickly? |
00:27:29 |
-lt's okay. You can tell me. |
00:27:33 |
Yeah, a bit. |
00:27:35 |
-But it was fine, really. |
00:27:40 |
-l was trying to slow down. |
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Yeah, the condom came loose... |
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...and quite frankly, |
00:27:49 |
Yeah, l would have liked |
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...but sometimes it starts |
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Well, anyway, |
00:28:00 |
lt really didn't seem to bother him. |
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l get the shits when guys |
00:28:05 |
Like they're worried |
00:28:09 |
l don't know, they become |
00:28:13 |
-Grateful? |
00:28:16 |
You have no idea |
00:28:20 |
You let them fuck you, and then |
00:28:24 |
-Tragic. |
00:28:25 |
And the next morning, there's this |
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They suddenly become |
00:29:25 |
You got any food in this place? |
00:29:30 |
Haven't you got any food? |
00:29:33 |
Any food? |
00:29:35 |
Well, look in the fridge. |
00:29:58 |
l meant food you could eat. |
00:30:20 |
What's the big deal? |
00:30:25 |
Stop smiling. |
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l'm lucky you keep it wrapped up. |
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lt's the only thing in there |
00:30:40 |
No, no way. You've got a job |
00:30:49 |
This is the sort of thing you do. |
00:30:51 |
Sneaking up on poor, defenseless |
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Hang on a minute. |
00:31:05 |
He just comes home from lying in |
00:31:09 |
No kiss, no ''how was your day?'' |
00:31:15 |
The breath! The breath's unbelievable. |
00:31:22 |
You'd think they'd get sick of the same |
00:31:26 |
Oh, no. I don't believe it. |
00:31:32 |
-When you gonna get some sleep? |
00:31:35 |
-What, there? |
00:31:40 |
Surely she doesn't want |
00:31:44 |
Now we're getting somewhere. |
00:31:46 |
Jeez, don't be so grateful. |
00:31:51 |
-I want my bed. |
00:31:54 |
No more sex. |
00:31:57 |
I hate sex. |
00:31:58 |
-I just want to get into bed. |
00:32:03 |
What are you thinking? |
00:32:05 |
-Nothing, you? |
00:32:15 |
What's wrong? |
00:32:16 |
l can't get comfortable. |
00:32:22 |
Well, put it behind you. |
00:32:24 |
What, like this? |
00:32:26 |
Stop it! Put it under you or something. |
00:32:29 |
-lt'll go to sleep. |
00:32:35 |
Okay, put it under there. |
00:32:39 |
Good. |
00:32:42 |
Okay, that's enough. |
00:32:46 |
No, this is perfect. Better not move. |
00:32:50 |
This is torture. |
00:32:55 |
You cannot be serious. |
00:32:58 |
His spare arm was keeping us awake, |
00:33:03 |
Look, l was a little bit tired... |
00:33:06 |
...but l was going in the morning. |
00:33:09 |
l mean, if it weren't having sex... |
00:33:13 |
...usually l prefer to sleep alone. |
00:33:41 |
Put the seat down. |
00:33:45 |
They can kick a goal through |
00:33:48 |
Build bridges that join up |
00:33:51 |
Ever heard of an astronaut |
00:33:53 |
They have a target to aim at, |
00:34:01 |
All that zigzagging around the bowl. |
00:34:04 |
They're like dogs, staking out |
00:34:07 |
Put it down. lt's easy. |
00:34:09 |
And it's not just the odd drop. |
00:34:46 |
Men, they're like wild animals... |
00:34:50 |
...roaming some |
00:34:56 |
They strut around like they're |
00:34:59 |
...marking up their territory, |
00:35:04 |
Look at him, not a hint |
00:35:09 |
Totally oblivious to the impact |
00:35:13 |
You can tell he thinks he's |
00:35:16 |
And for some unknown reason |
00:36:15 |
Haven't you ever heard of flushing? |
00:36:24 |
Give me that thing. On your back. |
00:36:27 |
That's it. |
00:36:39 |
No, really, I thought it'd be |
00:36:43 |
I don't know, there's something really |
00:36:49 |
Feeling them become aroused, feeling |
00:36:54 |
...like you've let something |
00:36:56 |
The noises, the heat, |
00:37:00 |
Sometimes it's hard to let go of, |
00:37:03 |
You get past the point |
00:37:07 |
You can feel his breath, |
00:37:12 |
It makes you feel invincible. |
00:37:16 |
You're dancing away, and there's |
00:37:18 |
...that begins to grow inside the pit |
00:37:22 |
l'm definitely a ''yes'' girl. |
00:37:25 |
''Yes, yes, yes, yes!'' |
00:37:31 |
A lot of no's. You know, ''No, no, no, no.'' |
00:37:39 |
Small... |
00:37:42 |
...birdy breaths. |
00:38:25 |
I don't know. Passion was |
00:38:31 |
l mean, l like passion, but it scares |
00:38:35 |
lt gets away from you. |
00:38:37 |
lt starts off as a sex thing... |
00:38:39 |
...and suddenly there's an emotional |
00:38:43 |
And you want more and more intimacy. |
00:38:46 |
But there's a price. |
00:39:03 |
You sure about this? |
00:39:05 |
Hurry up. What's the big deal? |
00:39:15 |
Don't you know you should never rush |
00:39:18 |
-l don't want to do this. |
00:39:21 |
Look, come over here into the light. |
00:39:24 |
l have no idea why l said |
00:39:27 |
Why am l doing this? |
00:39:29 |
Because you're about her size, okay? |
00:39:31 |
Who's the lucky guy? |
00:39:33 |
Look, stop complaining. |
00:39:36 |
Bridesmaid? What do you mean, |
00:39:38 |
You're a grown woman. Don't you have |
00:39:42 |
No, you idiot. That's a flower girl. |
00:39:45 |
Hold still. lf you want to stay, |
00:39:56 |
Very good. |
00:39:59 |
Look, l want you to stay, okay? |
00:40:05 |
You know, what is it about marriage? |
00:40:07 |
Get married? |
00:40:08 |
l like the romantic idea, |
00:40:11 |
-lf it was personal-- |
00:40:14 |
l'm happy. We're happy. |
00:40:16 |
-I know he loves me. |
00:40:19 |
Being the center of attention for the day. |
00:40:21 |
-Would that be too hideous? |
00:40:23 |
How can you get married and leave |
00:40:26 |
So you'd never get married? |
00:40:28 |
l don't really see the point. |
00:40:30 |
You know you love someone, |
00:40:33 |
Being married doesn't make |
00:40:35 |
Never ever under any circumstance? |
00:40:38 |
Negative. |
00:40:39 |
-Not if you had kids? |
00:40:43 |
-lf it meant breaking up a relationship? |
00:40:47 |
Not if you really loved someone, |
00:40:50 |
l wouldn't get involved with someone... |
00:40:52 |
...who needed to be married |
00:40:55 |
Well, at least you're |
00:41:01 |
Who's that? |
00:41:03 |
Well, how would l know? |
00:41:09 |
Sam! |
00:41:11 |
What? You said tomorrow. |
00:41:12 |
No, l said, ''Call tomorrow,'' |
00:41:15 |
Well, l just wanted to check |
00:41:18 |
Let us in. |
00:41:29 |
That is very kinky. |
00:41:33 |
Sam, this is Josh. Josh, Sam. |
00:41:35 |
-Yeah, yeah, we met the other night. |
00:41:37 |
What can l say? |
00:41:39 |
l do. |
00:41:43 |
Well, l'd love to see the look |
00:41:46 |
-Who's Carole? |
00:41:50 |
You haven't been doing it |
00:41:52 |
lf she finds out, she is gonna spew. |
00:41:56 |
Think l'm gonna put the kettle on. |
00:41:59 |
Sam, promise me. |
00:42:01 |
What? l'm not gonna say anything. |
00:42:03 |
-Cin, relax. |
00:42:07 |
l think you're gonna wreck it. |
00:42:18 |
How are you supposed to sit |
00:42:20 |
lt's not meant for sitting. |
00:42:23 |
-l think l better take it off. |
00:42:27 |
All l want to do is be a princess |
00:42:32 |
Sam. |
00:42:36 |
I should have just told her. |
00:42:40 |
Well, l don't know. |
00:42:43 |
She does it to me all the time. |
00:42:46 |
l mean, l know she doesn't |
00:42:49 |
...but she wants him to want |
00:42:53 |
And l just felt stupid, l suppose, |
00:42:58 |
We spent one night together. |
00:43:12 |
Oh, God, l've had |
00:43:18 |
You wanna try and get some tea |
00:43:20 |
Pete's back in town. |
00:43:23 |
l mean, not really seeing because, |
00:43:26 |
He's back in town, and l'm trying |
00:43:30 |
They want it to be good |
00:43:32 |
-So it's gonna be crap. |
00:43:35 |
-All right. |
00:43:38 |
Josh is a wildlife photographer. |
00:43:41 |
-Really? |
00:43:42 |
l work for National Geographic |
00:43:45 |
Ever thought of doing any live action? |
00:43:48 |
Yeah, yeah, but l kind of like |
00:43:50 |
You might wanna think |
00:43:53 |
...maybe we could |
00:43:56 |
Look, l'll give you my card. |
00:43:59 |
-Give us a call sometime. |
00:44:02 |
-Leaving? Where to? |
00:44:05 |
Well, you know... |
00:44:07 |
...l'm in London from time to time. |
00:44:11 |
-Shit, Sam! |
00:44:12 |
-That's okay. lt'll wash right out. |
00:44:19 |
He's great. |
00:44:21 |
You two obviously having a bit of fun. |
00:44:25 |
Sam, l think it's time for you to go. |
00:44:29 |
It wasn't his fault. |
00:44:32 |
But l was pissed off. And there's a lot of |
00:44:36 |
And l guess l wanted him to-- |
00:44:39 |
l don't know. |
00:44:41 |
lt's not fair to expect anything. |
00:44:46 |
-See you later. Nice to meet you again. |
00:45:15 |
Have a good time, did you? |
00:45:17 |
-l'm sorry? |
00:45:22 |
What are you talking about? |
00:45:23 |
Do you mind not chucking |
00:45:28 |
Well, there's one shirt, |
00:45:31 |
Well, this would be the perfect |
00:45:35 |
Okay. |
00:45:37 |
-When am l leaving? |
00:45:42 |
-What's wrong? |
00:45:44 |
-Doesn't seem like nothing. |
00:45:49 |
Well? |
00:45:51 |
l would have thought it was obvious. |
00:45:55 |
What the hell is your problem? |
00:45:59 |
So who's the girl? |
00:46:01 |
What girl? |
00:46:04 |
l looked in your wallet. |
00:46:07 |
What do you mean, |
00:46:14 |
-So who is she? |
00:46:16 |
lt's got nothing to do with you. What |
00:46:20 |
Excuse me, |
00:46:22 |
My life is completely on display here. |
00:46:24 |
This is my home. |
00:46:27 |
You just waltz in |
00:46:30 |
l don't even get a glimpse |
00:46:34 |
The only thing l know is you're |
00:46:38 |
-lsn't this supposed to be casual? |
00:46:43 |
See you later. |
00:46:50 |
l was angry and frustrated. |
00:46:53 |
...but l'm walking away feeling |
00:46:57 |
Like l was making a big mistake. |
00:46:58 |
Look, the whole point of it |
00:47:02 |
You didn't have to deal |
00:47:09 |
Taxi! |
00:47:35 |
You all right there, mate? |
00:47:37 |
You seem a bit upset, that's all. |
00:47:40 |
She's absolutely crazy. |
00:48:06 |
Bloody meerkats. |
00:48:09 |
Stupid, bloody animals. |
00:48:12 |
So l'm sitting there holding |
00:48:16 |
We had our night. |
00:48:19 |
l don't know. l mean, maybe l should |
00:48:23 |
...but l thought the idea was |
00:48:27 |
l can't do it. Out you get. |
00:48:30 |
-l beg your pardon? |
00:48:33 |
Loosen up. Wouldn't kill you |
00:48:37 |
And that friend of hers, |
00:48:40 |
lt puts a bit of strain on things, |
00:48:43 |
lf nothing else, |
00:48:46 |
Since you're such an expert, |
00:48:48 |
Okay, okay. |
00:48:51 |
lt was supposed to be something casual, |
00:48:55 |
Come on. What's wrong |
00:48:59 |
lt's up to you. |
00:49:01 |
Go if you want, turn your back, |
00:49:05 |
You decide. But l'm not driving you. |
00:49:08 |
Go on. Out you go. |
00:49:10 |
-What? |
00:49:22 |
Couldn't live with myself |
00:49:26 |
You have to sleep together |
00:49:29 |
As soon as you let |
00:49:32 |
l don't know, it gets crazy. |
00:49:35 |
I didn't want it to end like that. |
00:49:38 |
Why does it always |
00:49:40 |
Complicated. |
00:49:43 |
These two kill me. |
00:51:26 |
Yeah? |
00:51:28 |
-Hey, it's me. |
00:51:31 |
-What, she kick you out already? |
00:51:39 |
What's going on? |
00:51:41 |
Nobody here called a cab, mate. |
00:51:43 |
Come on, l haven't got all day. |
00:51:48 |
Hey, chuck us down my bag, |
00:51:56 |
What's going on? |
00:51:58 |
-l just gotta sort something out. |
00:52:13 |
Unbelievable! |
00:52:57 |
Look.... |
00:52:59 |
A couple of years ago, l.... |
00:53:03 |
Actually, it was a few years ago now, |
00:53:07 |
You know, a girlfriend. |
00:53:10 |
She was my girlfriend and she wasn't. |
00:53:15 |
And... |
00:53:18 |
...well, she was the love of my life, |
00:53:23 |
lt was the first time in my life l actually |
00:53:27 |
You know that feeling |
00:53:31 |
Anyway, we were pretty young... |
00:53:34 |
...and she didn't really feel |
00:53:38 |
She wanted me to be close to her, |
00:53:43 |
l'd go out with other women, |
00:53:46 |
...she'd offer herself to me. |
00:53:48 |
...to make me feel as though |
00:53:52 |
But, you know, it never did. |
00:53:55 |
And.... |
00:53:58 |
lt started to really wear me down. |
00:54:02 |
So one day... |
00:54:06 |
...l decided l'd had enough. |
00:54:11 |
So that's how l ended up in London. |
00:54:18 |
Anyway, that photo... |
00:54:21 |
...it reminds me of.... |
00:54:25 |
Well, l'm fucked if l know. |
00:54:28 |
That you loved her. |
00:54:31 |
Sorry. l always laugh |
00:54:47 |
l don't know. |
00:54:49 |
Look, it was good, but it was also |
00:54:54 |
We suddenly felt connected. |
00:54:56 |
Sex wasn't just casual anymore. |
00:55:04 |
lt was passionate. |
00:55:07 |
It wasn't about fucking and orgasms |
00:55:10 |
Well, I mean, it was, but... |
00:55:12 |
...I don't know, it was deeper, |
00:55:17 |
l really didn't want |
00:56:28 |
l was really asleep. |
00:56:30 |
Good morning. |
00:56:32 |
l made some tea. |
00:56:35 |
-Come on. |
00:56:37 |
Hey, nice touch. |
00:56:39 |
Didn't want you to think |
00:56:58 |
Hello. |
00:57:06 |
Nice, isn't it? |
00:57:12 |
Very tropical. |
00:57:24 |
No good? |
00:57:26 |
-Did you boil the water? |
00:57:29 |
lt's just like making coffee, |
00:57:32 |
l made you a cup the other night. |
00:57:39 |
That's delicious. |
00:57:44 |
-Can l ask you something? |
00:57:46 |
Was that before or after we had sex? |
00:57:48 |
-Before. You know it was before. |
00:57:53 |
Like making coffee. |
00:58:00 |
Hey, all that before with Sam. |
00:58:03 |
Forget it. lt wasn't your fault. |
00:58:06 |
...felt undermined by Sam. |
00:58:09 |
She dumps all this sexually |
00:58:14 |
l found it humiliating. |
00:58:16 |
And she uses me so she can feel |
00:58:21 |
You know, sexier. |
00:58:25 |
Do you think she's sexy? |
00:58:27 |
l don't know. Oh, look, |
00:58:31 |
...today. |
00:58:38 |
Well, l want you to stay, okay? |
00:58:43 |
l mean, |
00:58:46 |
l wanna not give a shit |
00:58:48 |
l want you to be some guy l slept |
00:58:54 |
l want us to keep having |
00:59:19 |
l love you! |
00:59:22 |
Shit! |
00:59:31 |
l can't believe |
00:59:34 |
You can't help yourself. |
00:59:37 |
-Yeah. |
00:59:40 |
...we hardly knew each other. |
00:59:43 |
You walk away. |
00:59:46 |
What were we doing back |
00:59:54 |
-You hungry? |
00:59:56 |
Let's go out |
01:00:08 |
Ready. |
01:00:11 |
Give me a break, that's too fast. |
01:00:15 |
No, no, no. l'll be quick. Stop that, |
01:00:26 |
lf you're gonna hassle me, |
01:00:29 |
lt's bullshit. l'm quick. |
01:00:36 |
This is quick. |
01:00:39 |
lf it was just her making herself |
01:00:43 |
Well, okay, but... |
01:00:45 |
...women wanna look great |
01:00:48 |
And that can take some time. |
01:00:51 |
-Oh, you're kidding. |
01:00:55 |
What? |
01:00:56 |
lf l'm premenstrual, it can take me |
01:01:00 |
...but l think he could |
01:01:05 |
Do you like this smell? |
01:01:07 |
How can a change of jeans |
01:01:11 |
A bath? |
01:01:13 |
Don't know why she's so paranoid. |
01:01:15 |
Well, l think she's sexy |
01:01:20 |
What do you think? |
01:01:22 |
Perfect, if you were wearing them. |
01:01:24 |
No, l wanna look good. |
01:01:33 |
-Yeah, good. |
01:01:35 |
l don't know about the skirt. |
01:01:40 |
Fine. |
01:01:42 |
Only fine? |
01:01:44 |
-Does this top go with these shoes? |
01:01:48 |
Sure? |
01:01:54 |
Who the hell looks at shoes? |
01:01:58 |
That looks great. |
01:02:00 |
The shirt goes with the curtains. |
01:02:05 |
You're hopeless. |
01:02:09 |
Now, do you like this one? |
01:02:15 |
Why don't l have anything |
01:02:25 |
See? |
01:02:27 |
-Okay, the bath was a good idea. |
01:02:31 |
Didn't wanna wait for you |
01:02:33 |
Oh, I'm like lightning. |
01:02:36 |
Yeah, one quick coat and then |
01:02:41 |
Tell me, are you in love |
01:02:43 |
No. |
01:02:45 |
-Are you seeing someone? |
01:02:48 |
Well, do you like someone? |
01:02:53 |
Yeah. Yeah, some. |
01:02:55 |
What about you? Boyfriends? |
01:02:58 |
Yeah, but l'd never wanna spend |
01:03:02 |
l mean, l like the idea |
01:03:07 |
So you think we'd be here like this |
01:03:11 |
No way. l mean, l'd sleep with you, |
01:03:17 |
No. l guess l'm really good at |
01:03:20 |
...but not good at going |
01:03:23 |
...to the being-with bit. |
01:03:27 |
-So tell me.... |
01:03:31 |
How many guys have you got |
01:03:34 |
You want to know how many |
01:03:36 |
Yeah, if you wanna tell me. |
01:03:39 |
A few. |
01:03:42 |
-Quite a few. |
01:03:45 |
l don't know. You're not going to go |
01:03:48 |
Because l've slept around a bit. |
01:03:50 |
Of course not. |
01:03:53 |
Okay, you wanna fuck anything |
01:03:58 |
You're deranged. |
01:04:01 |
Okay. |
01:04:03 |
Twenty-seven. |
01:04:05 |
No, 28, if we're just counting guys, |
01:04:10 |
l'm gonna take for granted |
01:04:13 |
-Good idea. |
01:04:16 |
-That's a pretty good memory. |
01:04:17 |
l was having this exact |
01:04:20 |
...a few weeks ago, |
01:04:22 |
What, he wanted to know |
01:04:24 |
-Didn't like it? |
01:04:27 |
Hang on, let me get this straight. |
01:04:33 |
-And you asked him up here? |
01:04:35 |
You're both naked, |
01:04:38 |
-No complaints? |
01:04:42 |
-He should be happy. |
01:04:46 |
l hate it when guys |
01:04:51 |
So come on, your turn. |
01:04:53 |
What? What, how many? |
01:04:56 |
Well, l was a virgin |
01:05:00 |
-Come on, how many? |
01:05:04 |
Well, ballpark it. |
01:05:06 |
Okay, l'd say 40 to 50. |
01:05:10 |
-Probably closer to 50. |
01:05:16 |
-All women. |
01:05:19 |
So when did you embark |
01:05:27 |
l was probably about 1 7. This older |
01:05:30 |
...of about 23 just climbed on top |
01:05:33 |
Started humping away. |
01:05:34 |
l must've done it about 50 times. |
01:05:39 |
Fifty times. |
01:05:42 |
At that age you only have to be in the |
01:05:46 |
...and little Elvis starts tapping |
01:05:50 |
Well, well, well. |
01:05:55 |
Looks like Elvis is wanting |
01:05:59 |
l think he wants to tap you. |
01:06:03 |
When it first goes in, |
01:06:06 |
l refuse to let him put that thing |
01:06:10 |
lt definitely turns me on doing it. |
01:06:12 |
lt's the best thing in the world. |
01:06:16 |
l don't let the guy look at me. |
01:06:19 |
l mean: |
01:06:21 |
lt's hardly a good look. |
01:06:22 |
Oh, that feels good. |
01:06:24 |
Lift your hips, will you? |
01:06:27 |
You're pretty good with a snorkel. |
01:06:30 |
Sometimes you can't get your |
01:06:32 |
lf it's a new guy, |
01:06:36 |
lt's pure sex, and l like how powerful |
01:06:40 |
Puts me in control of the situation. |
01:06:44 |
And l can just lie back |
01:06:48 |
lt makes me feel really into her, |
01:06:52 |
This is too good. |
01:06:54 |
l don't know, swallowing it.... |
01:06:58 |
Yes, please. |
01:07:00 |
No. No, l don't. l couldn't. |
01:07:03 |
Yes, please. |
01:07:07 |
Well, maybe if l was in love. |
01:07:09 |
You know l love you. Please? |
01:07:13 |
l've done it. |
01:07:15 |
l do it. |
01:07:17 |
But l usually stop just before he.... |
01:07:20 |
Marry me. |
01:08:53 |
Thank you. |
01:09:01 |
Busting! |
01:09:09 |
-What time are you leaving? |
01:09:14 |
-l'd drive you, but-- |
01:09:17 |
Good. l hate |
01:09:23 |
Excuse me. |
01:09:38 |
Do you think l'm getting |
01:09:40 |
-Think l'm getting fat? |
01:09:43 |
l've only known you |
01:09:45 |
For all l know, you could have lost 50 |
01:09:50 |
Yeah, l think l'm getting |
01:11:51 |
Sure l can't convince you to stay? |
01:11:53 |
-No. l gotta go. |
01:11:59 |
-Help us make the bed, then? |
01:12:39 |
Oh, fuck me. |
01:12:43 |
Oh, God! Fuck me. |
01:12:45 |
-Fucking sexy. |
01:12:49 |
Oh, yeah. |
01:12:52 |
-lt was a fuck. |
01:12:54 |
lt was like the first night. |
01:12:57 |
-...to remind us why we were there. |
01:13:01 |
...to help me get rid of |
01:13:04 |
To make his leaving easier. |
01:14:03 |
-Stop it. |
01:14:07 |
You're gonna have to bite it off. |
01:14:12 |
Oh, shit! |
01:14:21 |
l'll give you a call, okay? |
01:14:24 |
l'll call you. |
01:14:26 |
You don't have to. |
01:14:29 |
Okay. l won't then. |
01:14:30 |
-l'm not gonna call you. |
01:14:33 |
l don't want you to say it. |
01:14:35 |
Are you trying to provoke me? |
01:14:40 |
l gotta go. |
01:14:42 |
Okay. |
01:14:55 |
l'm leaving a fake number |
01:15:02 |
l just want you to fuck me |
01:15:10 |
Can you believe these two? |
01:16:17 |
-Did he ask her? |
01:16:19 |
-She just went. |
01:16:38 |
-l-- |
01:16:40 |
What do you got to lose? |
01:17:05 |
-Gone? Gone where? |
01:17:08 |
lt won't last long. |
01:17:12 |
l was stupid, really. |
01:17:15 |
Coughed up how we felt. |
01:17:22 |
Neither of us wanted |
01:17:26 |
lt didn't seem real that |
01:17:38 |
l don't believe it! |
01:17:40 |
What do you mean, |
01:17:42 |
-She's crazy. |
01:17:56 |
l remember when l was your age. |
01:17:59 |
-A world of possibilities. |
01:18:02 |
-Can l give you a word of advice? |
01:18:05 |
You two have got to start |
01:18:12 |
l'll sue you! |
01:18:21 |
Oh, it was unbelievable. There's one |
01:18:27 |
l was as nervous as hell. |
01:18:29 |
But I thought the best thing to do was |
01:18:35 |
Okay, okay. |
01:18:43 |
Unbelievable! |
01:18:49 |
lt's never easy, is it? |
01:19:19 |
l was stuck here in London, and he |
01:19:25 |
Hello. How's London? |
01:19:29 |
Well, apart from the cold, the rain, |
01:19:33 |
...l thought it might be |