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28 Days en
00:02:00	Oh, God, it's a fire!
00:02:04	Fire!
00:02:14	A jackhammer?
00:02:17	On Saturday? He should be castrated.
00:02:23	Saturday.
00:02:25	Oh, God. Oh, God, it's Saturday.
00:02:30	Get up, get up, get up!
00:02:35	My sister's gonna kill me.
00:02:38	Oh, my God, what did we do last night?
00:02:41	The usual.
00:02:42	Collected money for the poor little
00:02:47	I think the vicar must
00:02:50	We are way late!
00:02:53	What am I gonna tell my sister?
00:02:56	Is this yours or mine?
00:02:59	-Oh, my God, how did that happen?
00:03:02	There's my excuse. I'm late
00:03:07	Come on!
00:03:15	Find a cab! Taxi!
00:03:18	-Hey, cab!
00:03:22	Can you go a little faster, please?
00:03:26	Fast and alive. Alive, all right?
00:03:29	The alive part is
00:03:35	You all right, darling?
00:03:37	Oh, God, I could care less.
00:03:39	That's the whole point.
00:03:40	Right. To care less.
00:03:47	This is tasting like cherry brandy
00:03:53	Thank God forbar cars.
00:04:05	You're late!
00:04:07	Jasper, this is...
00:04:09	...a bridesmaid
00:04:12	Really late. Like, 45 minutes.
00:04:14	She has absolutely no sense of humor,
00:04:19	I am so sorry.
00:04:20	There was a water main break
00:04:24	An electrical thingy.
00:04:27	Gwen.
00:04:34	You make it impossible to love you.
00:04:47	Shit!
00:05:05	May we present
00:05:11	Like one?
00:05:13	Did you think it was
00:05:15	Wasn't it pretty?
00:05:17	Yeah, but no one wants pretty
00:05:22	They want a scandal.
00:05:25	Try these.
00:05:29	This is a party. Let's have some fun
00:05:40	Oh, my God!
00:05:42	-What happened?
00:05:44	Possibly crank it up a little?
00:05:47	There's a ladies' room
00:06:17	Settle down, buddy!
00:06:19	Oh, sorry.
00:06:56	Don't worry. I'll replace it.
00:07:00	I'll be right back.
00:07:21	Hey, lady! Hey, lady,
00:07:28	Cake store. Cake store. Cake store.
00:07:51	This is Helga. What city?
00:07:53	Yes, Bedford.
00:07:56	A cake store.
00:08:00	Lady, if I knew the name,
00:08:12	Oh, God!
00:08:55	This is perfect.
00:09:00	All right, everybody.
00:09:03	That's it.
00:09:04	Come on.
00:09:07	Together, we're better!
00:09:09	We're better together!
00:09:11	No drugs!
00:09:18	That judge totally screwed me.
00:09:19	Good morning!
00:09:21	I should've picked
00:09:24	People chant.
00:09:25	-They do what?
00:09:26	They think I'm chanting, they have
00:09:30	It could be worse. Could be prison.
00:09:32	Oh, that's worse?
00:09:34	You never hear of being raped
00:09:37	Because they cover it up.
00:09:40	It's not funny!
00:09:42	Excuse me. Talking.
00:09:43	No cell phones.
00:09:45	Gwen C., I'm Betty. Follow me.
00:09:49	We carry our own bags here.
00:09:54	Oh, glass. In case I slit my wrists.
00:09:58	An eyelash curler.
00:09:59	What'll I do with that? Stab myself?
00:10:04	While you're going through my stuff,
00:10:07	...what Betty's got in her drawers.
00:10:09	Oh, my God.
00:10:16	What? It's for my back pain.
00:10:20	These things will be returned
00:10:23	Except for the Vickodin,
00:10:26	Smile!
00:10:27	It's "Vicodin."
00:10:29	No calls, except during posted
00:10:33	No fraternization. That's romance
00:10:38	Oh, and we chant here.
00:10:41	Some people prefer it
00:10:44	I'll be your friend
00:10:47	I'll help you carry on
00:10:51	Forit won't be long
00:10:56	Till I'm gonna need somebody--
00:11:00	Your room.
00:11:02	You're responsible
00:11:04	Andrea, this is Gwen.
00:11:06	Settle her in.
00:11:11	-Do you watch Santa Cruz?
00:11:14	Santa Cruz. It's my soap.
00:11:16	They only let us watch TV at night,
00:11:19	Hey, an intellectual.
00:11:22	Like the stuff you did to get you
00:11:30	Parker House people, this is Gwen.
00:11:33	Hello, Gwen.
00:11:36	I'm thinking booze.
00:11:38	Cocaine.
00:11:39	Painkillers.
00:11:40	-This is not a nice game.
00:11:43	Well, what?
00:11:44	What's your drug of choice?
00:11:48	Alcohol, cocaine, Percodan,
00:11:51	I have to pick one?
00:11:53	Your gateway drug.
00:11:56	I guess I drink.
00:11:57	Yes. Come to Papa.
00:11:59	Hand them over.
00:12:02	Get your thumb out of that.
00:12:06	What's the matter?
00:12:08	Haven't you ever seen
00:12:11	It's a tracheostomy.
00:12:13	It's not a deformity. It's a scar.
00:12:18	Okay, good. Thank you.
00:12:20	She wasn't staring, Daniel.
00:12:22	No? And how would you know, faggot?
00:12:26	You're about as perceptive
00:12:28	When you think about it,
00:12:32	Shut up!
00:12:34	Look at him walk away!
00:12:37	We were up in heaven
00:12:42	We fell off th e wagon
00:12:46	-I like your coat.
00:12:48	-Is that leather?
00:12:49	-Not vinyl?
00:12:51	-You believe in killing animals?
00:12:53	-For clothing?
00:12:54	So do l.
00:12:55	For 28 boring days
00:13:00	Don't worry about Daniel.
00:13:01	He's just self-conscious about
00:13:06	He had this thing where he'd pump his
00:13:10	I guess he knew how, because,
00:13:15	He lost his license after
00:13:19	Anyway, I guess one night while he was
00:13:23	...somehow he screwed up and he
00:13:30	...poke a hole in his throat
00:13:36	Jasper, see ifyou can
00:13:39	Th e gestapo fo und my first batch.
00:13:41	That here-but-not-here illusion
00:13:43	...much easier to sustain
00:13:46	Love, Gwennie.
00:13:48	Good night.
00:13:49	Good night.
00:14:14	Chocolate. Heroin addict.
00:14:17	What are you, like, 1 2 or something?
00:14:20	Seventeen.
00:14:24	Loving this.
00:14:25	Good night.
00:15:05	Jeremiah was a bullfrog
00:15:08	Jeremiah was a bullfrog
00:15:12	Was a good friend ofmine
00:15:14	I never understood
00:15:17	But I help ed him drink his wine
00:15:21	And he always had
00:15:28	Singingjoy to th e world
00:15:32	You girls are a lot of fun.
00:15:34	And that's the most important thing.
00:15:37	Because if you're not having fun....
00:15:39	What's the frigging point?!
00:15:45	Oh, God.
00:15:53	You can keep your drugs
00:15:56	We got us a higher power!
00:15:59	Yay, God!
00:16:05	Don't forget
00:16:08	"How Many Brain Cells
00:16:13	Decaf.
00:16:15	There's no caffeine.
00:16:21	Hi.
00:16:24	That was a nice moment.
00:16:26	What do you mean?
00:16:29	Sorry, but we're fresh out.
00:16:31	Those people are addicts. They need
00:16:34	I guess that explains it, then. Gum?
00:16:46	It wasn't a problem...
00:16:49	...till Emmett, he took up
00:16:54	Those nights that he was
00:16:57	...and I was home with the TV....
00:17:00	See, I figured we could
00:17:05	So when he said...
00:17:07	...he was moving her in with us...
00:17:11	...and that I could stay or leave...
00:17:15	...l see now I should've left.
00:17:18	I've got something....
00:17:22	When you....
00:17:33	You want to do it later?
00:17:35	I think, yeah.
00:17:37	Why did you--?
00:17:40	Some feeling words in there, or...?
00:17:45	-You know?
00:17:49	I don't know how to explain.
00:17:51	All right. Okay, well,
00:17:55	Another time. It's all right.
00:17:58	So let's finish up today
00:18:02	Let's all hold hands.
00:18:08	God, grant me the serenity...
00:18:10	...to accept the things
00:18:15	...the courage to change
00:18:19	...and the wisdom to know
00:18:23	It works if you work it.
00:18:27	All right!
00:18:30	Take on the day. Go ahead.
00:18:33	B-minus.
00:18:35	Hey, Gwen C.!
00:18:37	Your bed was not made up,
00:18:40	I'm giving you an F for daily
00:18:44	So pay up.
00:18:46	Tell you what.
00:18:48	Here's five dollars.
00:18:53	Bitch.
00:19:26	How you doing?
00:19:28	Good.
00:19:29	I don't know how much money
00:19:32	...but it's yours
00:19:35	Sure.
00:19:37	They're Reds.
00:19:40	Thank you.
00:19:53	Been here long?
00:19:56	Yeah.
00:20:00	What's the deal here if somebody
00:20:03	...with a little more kick
00:20:05	Do people actually get stuff here,
00:20:08	It happens.
00:20:10	How does it work?
00:20:13	Can you get stuff,
00:20:16	If your counselor catches you using,
00:20:19	I don't plan on discussing it
00:20:23	Too late.
00:20:27	Generally, people come to rehab
00:20:30	Well, I try not to run with the pack.
00:20:33	You're a real individual.
00:20:35	You're the only person
00:20:40	I meant what I said.
00:20:42	You get caught using,
00:20:45	Fair enough. We done?
00:20:47	And believe me,
00:20:50	You always this charming?
00:20:51	You always use humor to
00:20:54	Do you always use insight
00:21:00	-What's that?
00:21:04	AA Big Book, some worksheets.
00:21:06	A journal I want you
00:21:09	I suppose I have to do this.
00:21:11	You got better things to do
00:21:14	Hey, listen.
00:21:16	This isn't the last lousy day
00:21:19	So remember, God never dumps
00:21:23	Is that available stitched
00:21:27	Tonight's lecture: "A re Yo u A Blackout
00:21:35	You going down?
00:21:38	My problem is, my father just
00:21:41	...the night they're doing
00:21:44	...on Park Avenue drug users...
00:21:48	...the night he caught me
00:21:50	But I don't have a problem.
00:21:54	I play Ultimate Frisbee
00:21:56	And I'm, you know, a patron of the
00:22:01	That's what I spend my money on.
00:22:05	"A dult Children OfAlcoholics"
00:22:09	CoDA starts at 8 p.m. in B.
00:22:11	CAs and NA s meet tomorro w...
00:22:13	...and overeaters, sexual addicts....
00:22:16	Who the hell do you have to know
00:22:21	Oh, God.
00:22:28	Oh, my God, I love you so much.
00:22:34	-Where are all the celebrities?
00:22:37	What? Come on.
00:22:39	All anyone wants from rehab's
00:22:42	Elizabeth Taylor, weeping in group
00:22:47	Never. Not one single day.
00:22:53	-I'll get you out of here.
00:22:56	You're not supposed to have
00:22:58	Hold on, hold on.
00:23:02	Okay, go.
00:23:04	Be very, very quiet. I'm hiding.
00:23:07	Be very, very quiet.
00:23:15	Drunk men stagger, drunk men fall
00:23:20	Quite often th ey will urinate outdoors
00:23:24	Like widowed women, drunk men weep
00:23:27	Like children curled up
00:23:29	Like a dog, a drunk will
00:23:34	Ifyou're broke bum orrich rake
00:23:38	His beverage be th e worst of whiskey
00:23:44	Puke, it stinks, and so it seems
00:23:49	Th ere is yet to be
00:23:54	Hi, everybody.
00:24:00	So what's the deal? I'm out?
00:24:02	It'll take me a day to
00:24:05	I know where I want to go.
00:24:08	I'm not referring you
00:24:12	I get to go home?
00:24:14	Nope.
00:24:17	Where am I going, then?
00:24:19	Your sentence was
00:24:23	You don't honestly think
00:24:27	For driving drunk, hitting a lawn jockey
00:24:32	But it wasn't.
00:24:36	That's fine if this is all a big joke,
00:24:39	And I warned you about them.
00:24:43	No, I'm not.
00:24:46	I don't even belong in here.
00:24:49	You know, yeah, I know I drink a lot.
00:24:52	I'm a writer,
00:24:55	Cornell Shaw for Clancy, please.
00:24:57	I'm not like those people.
00:24:59	No, I'll hold.
00:25:01	If I wanted to, I could.
00:25:07	I can.
00:25:09	I can!
00:25:14	You know what?
00:25:15	Forget that, Mr. Rogers,
00:25:18	What do you know about me?
00:25:20	Nothing. You don't know a goddamn
00:25:25	Always tomorro w
00:25:28	Lean on me
00:25:30	-Wh en you're not strong
00:25:33	-I'll be your friend
00:25:35	-I'll help you carry--
00:25:37	We're better together! No drugs!
00:25:41	Grant me the serenity to...
00:25:43	-...accept the things I cannot change--
00:27:38	Are you coming?
00:27:40	No.
00:27:46	Hi, my name is Corn ell.
00:27:47	Hi, my name is Corn ell.
00:27:47	I am a drug addict, alcoholic,
00:27:52	Hi, Cornell.
00:27:55	For those of you
00:27:58	...l know that this is not your year.
00:28:38	If that'll make you happy,
00:28:43	And then I would tell myself:
00:28:46	"Tonight I will not get wasted."
00:28:52	And then something would happen.
00:28:55	Or nothing would happen.
00:28:57	And I'd get that feeling.
00:29:01	And you all know
00:29:04	Wh en yourskin is screaming...
00:29:07	...and yourhands are shaking...
00:29:11	...and yourstomach feels like
00:29:14	...thro ugh your throat.
00:29:16	And you know that
00:29:20	...how wrong it felt to be sober. ..
00:29:22	...th ey wouldn't dream
00:29:26	Th ey would say, "Oh,jeez,
00:29:30	It's okay foryou.
00:29:34	Have a drink. Have 20 drinks.
00:29:37	Whateveryou need to do to feel...
00:29:41	...like a normal human being...
00:29:43	...you do it. "
00:29:44	And, boy, I did it.
00:29:47	I drank, and I snorted...
00:29:50	...and I drank and snorted
00:29:53	And I did this day after day
00:29:56	I didn't care about th e consequences.
00:29:59	Because I knew that th ey couldn't be
00:30:07	Oh, God!
00:30:09	And then one night
00:30:12	You know you're screwed.
00:30:25	I woke up.
00:30:28	I woke up on a sidewalk.
00:30:31	I had no idea where I was. I couldn't
00:30:36	My head was pounding...
00:30:37	...and I looked down
00:30:42	And as I'm lying th ere,
00:30:47	...l heard a voice.
00:30:48	And it said:
00:30:50	"Man, this is not a way to live.
00:30:56	This is a way to die."
00:31:11	Can I help you?
00:31:12	Eddie Boone, checking in.
00:31:14	You can't bring a girl
00:31:18	I wasn't gonna keep her.
00:31:20	You were really lucky
00:31:23	It'll be tender and swollen
00:31:26	You'll have to live with the pain,
00:31:31	So take these.
00:31:34	That's good.
00:31:35	Listen, rest.
00:32:11	You know, your carpet is filthy.
00:32:14	I only bring that up because...
00:32:16	...carpet grit's responsible
00:32:20	That's the last thing
00:32:28	Listen, about that jail thing...
00:32:32	...l can't. I can't go.
00:32:37	Not because I don't
00:32:42	Oh, God, my hands. They just keep
00:32:48	There's something
00:32:50	Well, with me.
00:32:52	Because what kind of person
00:32:58	Because she can't sit still, you know?
00:33:00	And be alone, and, you know,
00:33:04	You know, a person should be able
00:33:08	You know, human beings should
00:33:13	I can't breathe.
00:33:15	And I feel that....
00:33:17	I think, I know
00:33:22	...like this, you know, I'll die.
00:33:27	I don't want to die.
00:33:35	I don't like what's happening here.
00:33:38	Wait a minute, let's try to use
00:33:41	I'm pissed!
00:33:43	Okay, pissed. Why?
00:33:45	Because no way should she be here.
00:33:47	Tell her.
00:33:49	No way should you be here!
00:33:51	That's right. There's a rule.
00:33:55	-I'm sorry.
00:33:57	All you've done since you got here is
00:34:02	You expect us to be glad
00:34:05	I'm not expecting anything.
00:34:07	Gwen, just listening.
00:34:10	I don't think you are giving.
00:34:12	I don't feel that
00:34:15	I'm trying!
00:34:16	I don't feel niceness coming from you.
00:34:20	Should I go to another group?
00:34:22	Great idea. Spread
00:34:25	You know, if you really try...
00:34:27	...you could ruin the experience
00:34:31	I am having a bad day!
00:34:33	I am having the worst damn day
00:34:36	So if it is not too much
00:34:39	...will you just back the fuck off?!
00:34:48	Excellent work.
00:34:51	Good sharing, everybody.
00:35:42	I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
00:35:49	I wanted to talk to you
00:35:52	I don't normally do that,
00:35:56	Oh, my Lord.
00:35:59	-What?
00:36:02	-We were what?
00:36:03	Safe?
00:36:05	You're not one of them
00:36:08	What are you talking about?
00:36:11	What are you talking about?
00:36:12	I'm talking about last night.
00:36:17	You don't remember last night?
00:36:19	I got a little drunk on the plane.
00:36:22	Of course you did.
00:36:24	You know what?
00:36:25	It was nothing.
00:36:29	-We didn't...?
00:36:33	Thank God, boy--
00:36:35	You know what?
00:36:39	Nothing personal,
00:36:42	No more ending up naked
00:36:45	That's a noble goal, and I wish you
00:36:49	Cirrhosis is the ninth leading cause
00:36:54	...and 45%%% of the time,
00:36:58	Let's take a look at the first slide.
00:37:01	This could be your liver right now.
00:37:04	Do you have plans for dinner?
00:37:06	This is not a test about you
00:37:11	It's called Equine Therapy.
00:37:13	Tennessee doesn't lie and manipulate.
00:37:16	He'll just respond to how you feel.
00:37:20	This is how one gets sober?
00:37:22	It's character-revealing.
00:37:25	...is like the way
00:37:28	We gotta try to match our insides
00:37:32	So my therapist today is
00:37:36	We're totally in sync.
00:37:39	Step in, you breathe.
00:37:42	Couldn't stink more if he were dead.
00:37:44	You reach down, pinch the tendon...
00:37:47	...trust yourself,
00:37:50	Who's gonna be first? Gwen?
00:37:54	-Think you might need help?
00:37:57	Let yourself go.
00:37:59	All right, Mr. Ed,
00:38:03	Can't force it.
00:38:07	-Sure you don't need some help?
00:38:10	All right, look, Cornell,
00:38:13	...give me a shot, I don't know,
00:38:17	Instant gratification has worked
00:38:20	Just take it easy and keep it simple.
00:38:23	I am so tired by the way
00:38:26	"One day at a time." What is that?
00:38:29	Two, three days at a time
00:38:31	I don't need the RomperRoom
00:38:34	What are you doing?
00:38:35	It's a therapeutic tool.
00:38:42	Betty, you gotta get me
00:38:44	I don't know
00:38:47	...and secreting ketones
00:38:50	We're gonna come back to this.
00:38:52	We're in each other's lives, okay?
00:38:55	Gwen, did you get a sign?
00:39:00	What kind of help
00:39:07	Okay, Traci.
00:39:11	"When you do drugs,
00:39:17	When you do drugs, you don't do
00:39:22	Be specific, Traci. What was fun?
00:39:26	Well, when you play games with us
00:39:29	That was fun.
00:39:36	I have an idea.
00:39:45	Tell your mom
00:39:47	It's of me and Traci home
00:39:51	Tell your mom how that makes you feel
00:39:55	Worried.
00:39:58	Scared.
00:40:00	Great.
00:40:01	Man! Not again.
00:40:03	I don't know.
00:40:04	Mom, wake up.
00:40:05	I don't know.
00:40:06	Mom?
00:40:09	Hello, wake up!
00:40:10	Sad, I guess.
00:40:14	Lonely.
00:40:16	-Hello?
00:40:20	I have an idea.
00:40:24	-She's fine.
00:40:27	Bye.
00:40:30	Hey, hey, what do you know?
00:40:33	Pills and booze have got to go!
00:40:35	Hey, hey, what do you say?
00:40:38	Sober is the only way!
00:40:49	Good night, Eddie.
00:40:56	Wait for me!
00:40:58	-Beat you!
00:41:00	What?
00:41:01	-Aunt Helen, why are you here?
00:41:03	I'm just gonna be straight with you.
00:41:07	Just slap her real hard
00:41:12	This'll only be fora while until we
00:41:20	-Hello?
00:41:24	Well, I know which "me" it is.
00:41:27	Let me guess. Yo u need money.
00:41:29	-I'm not giving you any more money.
00:41:34	-It's different this time.
00:41:37	Whatever happened to our
00:41:40	I don't know. You tell me.
00:41:50	Look, they make you....
00:41:54	What?
00:41:55	Family sessions.
00:41:58	They work with us for a few days,
00:42:02	...and then supervise
00:42:05	You want me to come there?
00:42:07	They make you ask somebody,
00:42:10	So let me get this straight.
00:42:13	You screw up, and then I'm supposed
00:42:17	They can schedule it around
00:42:27	No, it's just--
00:42:32	I'm cooking here, okay?
00:42:35	Oh, God, I'm sorry.
00:42:37	-I didn't mean....
00:42:40	Gwen, you never mean anything.
00:42:45	I have to go.
00:42:48	Lil, look,
00:42:52	It's just a table, stupid.
00:42:55	No. It's a sled.
00:43:05	Well, I'm not a fan of
00:43:09	I mean, it's just an incredible show.
00:43:14	...when I was hospitalized a while ago
00:43:19	There was this girl
00:43:21	She was also hospitalized, and it was
00:43:26	I mean, not physically,
00:43:29	This whole thing
00:43:31	She had actually been impregnated
00:43:35	...but she obviously didn't know
00:43:40	And I don't have a brother.
00:43:43	So it's really sort of...
00:43:46	...been an inspiration...
00:43:49	...for me.
00:43:51	And it's really sort of
00:43:55	...off and on.
00:43:59	Mom, everything's okay.
00:44:04	Hey, Andrea.
00:44:14	Hey, Daniel.
00:44:18	Want to give me one of those?
00:44:20	Get your own.
00:44:22	All right, then.
00:44:30	Hey, Gary, can I bum a cig?
00:44:49	There she is. Hello, darling.
00:44:56	-Christ!
00:44:59	Nothing.
00:45:00	You poor thing!
00:45:02	-I fell.
00:45:05	You poor baby.
00:45:10	-Everyone's asking after you.
00:45:12	Like Mrs. Lefkowitz from downstairs.
00:45:15	-The non-talker?
00:45:17	I'm crossing the lobby yesterday,
00:45:21	"Thanks God you got rid of that girl.
00:45:27	-That's not funny.
00:45:29	Anonymous strangers thinking
00:45:33	Everyone I've told has laughed
00:45:36	-That's great.
00:45:38	-I'll take you away.
00:45:39	Get away from these freaky people.
00:45:42	I don't want to leave--
00:45:49	Here, have some cheese.
00:45:52	Have it on a roll.
00:45:54	No bread.
00:45:56	-It's better with bread.
00:45:59	I'll have the bread.
00:46:03	-What is your problem?
00:46:10	This is a ring.
00:46:12	Yep.
00:46:13	What, are you proposing?
00:46:16	Yeah, I am.
00:46:19	At rehab.
00:46:20	No. I'm proposing to you now.
00:46:25	Yeah, but....
00:46:27	I don't know. I mean....
00:46:30	"He visited me in rehab and...."
00:46:32	So it's not moonlight in Maui.
00:46:34	Where would we get married?
00:46:36	Why not? Make a good story.
00:46:38	I don't need any more stories. I have
00:46:46	That's what I was offering.
00:46:55	-What is that?
00:46:58	I brought it thinking, wrongly,
00:47:05	This is so not how I saw
00:47:08	I'm not taking this
00:47:11	-Taking what?
00:47:12	This.
00:47:14	This straighten-up-and-fly-right thing.
00:47:17	I don't know. Maybe there is
00:47:20	-That's what they say?
00:47:22	It is. You know what?
00:47:24	They're not. You're just in a rut.
00:47:28	No, there's an entire world of people
00:47:32	They live right, they don't drink,
00:47:35	-A crock of shit.
00:47:37	They're not happy.
00:47:39	People are born.
00:47:41	They have a limited time to think
00:47:44	...inevitably, tragedy strikes
00:47:48	The point of the game is to minimize
00:47:52	Some people do it by having kids
00:47:57	And others do it by getting wasted.
00:48:00	Letting that switch in the head turn
00:48:04	Nobody gets hurt collecting coins.
00:48:06	Everybody hurts everybody.
00:48:10	Don't let them tell you there's
00:48:15	I don't feel fine.
00:48:16	Of course not. You're in Deliverance
00:48:21	And you're not with me.
00:48:24	I don't feel fine these days either,
00:48:28	You're mine.
00:48:30	I'm yours.
00:48:33	I love you.
00:48:36	Why do you want me, Jasper?
00:48:40	Maybe I like mess.
00:48:43	Th ere 's a time when you can share...
00:48:45	...and you can hold hands
00:48:51	But there's always
00:48:57	And sometimes you have to go
00:49:00	...and they gotta go
00:49:05	Or just down the back part of the fork
00:49:10	And they're like....
00:49:13	Or they got a salad fork
00:49:16	...and you have longer to go,
00:49:20	They're stuck on a piece of food
00:49:24	The dessert fork or, like,
00:49:28	...small crab forks,
00:49:31	And you're over here jumping to
00:49:35	...or something like that.
00:49:46	Hey, And?
00:49:49	Guess what.
00:49:54	Goober. Are you not
00:49:57	I only had, like, five pieces.
00:50:02	What are you doing?
00:50:04	Here, give me that.
00:50:06	-She didn't come.
00:50:08	I waited all day for her.
00:50:11	I did my hair.
00:50:12	She probably had to work
00:50:15	No, she just hates me.
00:50:18	She doesn't hate you.
00:50:20	-Don't tell anybody!
00:50:22	We have to. It's very serious.
00:50:24	They'll take me to Psychiatric!
00:50:26	Please, I can't get kicked out again.
00:50:30	Okay, we're not gonna go anywhere,
00:50:34	All right, come on.
00:50:36	Why don't we go in the other room?
00:50:43	-How did you do that?
00:50:46	It's pretty easy.
00:50:48	You just take one of these.
00:50:56	Tear it in half.
00:50:58	Just so you know, I wasn't...
00:51:01	...trying to off myself or anything.
00:51:07	It's just something I do sometimes.
00:51:12	Doesn't it hurt?
00:51:14	It feels better.
00:51:16	Than what?
00:51:17	Everything else.
00:51:27	Like that.
00:51:29	Then you try and slip them
00:51:40	Is he a drunk?
00:51:42	I don't know. Maybe.
00:51:44	Then you'll have to say no.
00:51:49	It's just like Darian and Falcon.
00:51:51	He was addicted to gambling...
00:51:53	...and even though
00:51:56	...she had to walk away.
00:51:58	Do I know these people?
00:52:01	From Santa Cruz.
00:52:03	It was more complicated for them.
00:52:05	They were actually
00:52:08	But Darian didn't know that
00:52:12	Can't believe this is
00:52:15	A show doesn't stay on the air
00:52:28	Tonight's lecture:
00:52:31	Can I Go Home Now?"
00:52:40	Bus is here.
00:52:42	Thanks.
00:52:44	Oh, my God.
00:52:47	Let's go, team!
00:53:00	Come here.
00:53:02	Listen.
00:53:04	About last night, I really think
00:53:08	-Oh, yeah. I already did.
00:53:12	This morning. I found my counselor,
00:53:15	...and we talked about it.
00:53:17	Hold on. You really talked to her?
00:53:19	No, I'm making it up.
00:53:22	We don't really have to climb
00:53:25	We don't know the whole story.
00:53:28	...before we go saying what's what.
00:53:31	Guzzling Gwen!
00:53:32	-What's with the ring-in-the-roll guy?
00:53:35	Your boyfriend!
00:53:36	Andrea, does the phrase
00:53:40	You never said not to tell.
00:53:42	I know better than anyone
00:53:46	But just because somebody proposes,
00:53:50	-Did someone propose to Gwen?
00:53:53	-I thought Gwen was a lesbian.
00:53:56	It's okay if you are.
00:53:57	Can we talk about something else?
00:53:59	When did this happen?
00:54:01	Yesterday. On the lake.
00:54:03	Was it sunset?
00:54:07	It was lunchtime,
00:54:10	...with champagne.
00:54:11	He brought champagne?
00:54:13	We didn't drink it.
00:54:15	It's not a very cool guy
00:54:18	He doesn't understand
00:54:21	If you're serious about getting sober,
00:54:24	You must not be committed
00:54:28	-Oh, my God!
00:54:29	Shouldn't you be doing something now?
00:54:31	-I got you.
00:54:34	I can make this decision on my own,
00:54:38	That's not what your sign says.
00:54:40	Forget what my sign says!
00:54:41	He doesn't know a thing about me!
00:54:44	You don't live my shitty life.
00:54:46	Until you do, do not tell me to give
00:54:50	I know he's not perfect, but he's the
00:54:54	...and say, "l'm glad you were born!"
00:54:57	What's the matter with you?
00:54:59	-Just let go.
00:55:02	Oh, my God! Look at my package.
00:55:07	No matter where I may roam
00:55:10	On land orsea or foam
00:55:14	Yo u can always hearme
00:55:18	Show me th e way to go home
00:55:22	Here we go.
00:55:26	Is there a key to the ladies' room?
00:55:33	Excuse me, sir.
00:55:35	Can I have the key to the men's room?
00:55:41	What?
00:55:43	-What?
00:55:44	Thank you.
00:55:48	Come on, come on, come on.
00:55:52	I need some paper, some pens.
00:55:54	Dad, we need a napkin or something.
00:55:56	Okay, hold on. Let me look.
00:55:58	-This is all I got. That's it.
00:56:03	-What's your name?
00:56:05	-And I'm Dan.
00:56:06	You pitched a no-hitter against
00:56:10	Is that right? August 4th?
00:56:12	Eddie, where's your car, man?
00:56:15	My car?
00:56:19	Guys, we gotta get home.
00:56:22	Nice to meet you.
00:56:24	Yeah. Nice to meet you.
00:56:34	Have a great season, Eddie.
00:56:51	Mail call.
00:56:59	Charm Blossom,
00:57:02	Lining up the mail like a bar graph
00:57:06	I know my life is empty, okay?
00:57:08	For you.
00:57:27	-Watching game tapes?
00:57:31	They're out of ginger snaps.
00:57:40	Looks like your mail's
00:57:43	Do you want them?
00:57:44	-You don't want them?
00:57:46	What'd you get?
00:57:50	-My sister's coming to family sessions.
00:57:53	No. I'd pay very good money
00:58:00	So what's wrong with your balls?
00:58:06	So to speak, nothing.
00:58:08	-Why not?
00:58:10	That's a tautology. Something is
00:58:14	The sky is blue
00:58:16	The ocean is blue
00:58:18	Who are you talking to?
00:58:22	I have no idea.
00:58:27	I bet you can't sit still
00:58:30	I can.
00:58:32	Is this what we're doing now?
00:58:35	A little quiet contest?
00:58:47	Wait a minute!
00:58:49	-These are not game tapes.
00:58:52	-Oh, my God!
00:58:54	I know what this is!
00:58:57	-I wasn't!
00:59:13	-I'm sorry.
00:59:14	-No, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
00:59:21	I always do that. I always do that.
00:59:24	You always do what?
00:59:26	Women....
00:59:29	Drugs, women.
00:59:34	Not you. I mean....
00:59:35	What are you saying?
00:59:38	...trying to snort me?
00:59:43	Yeah, maybe.
00:59:46	What a perfect opportunity
00:59:49	Ifl had known he was gonna save
00:59:54	...l would've preferred you'd died.
00:59:56	Pretty good show once
01:00:02	So who sent you all those balls?
01:00:07	My agent. He's trying to psych me up.
01:00:10	Oh, for next season?
01:00:12	Well, for there to be a next season.
01:00:16	Why? You thinking about retiring?
01:00:18	I don't know. Might have to.
01:00:23	I'm not 22 anymore.
01:00:25	Plus, you know,
01:00:29	...might be a little less pressure.
01:00:32	I understand. Marry a cute girl,
01:00:36	...spend your weekends mowing.
01:00:40	-Are you okay?
01:00:46	Darian? Darian?
01:00:48	What th e hell is he doing here ?
01:00:53	Get an ambulance.
01:00:57	What is it?
01:01:00	A tiny little cluster ofbrain tumors.
01:01:03	"Tiny clusters"?
01:01:05	He's very sick.
01:01:13	Attention all patients.
01:01:16	"What's Wrong With Celebrating
01:01:19	Give it to her.
01:01:23	Just give it to her.
01:01:25	My God! Where did you get this?
01:01:27	Guys, this is the soap opera
01:01:31	-You watch my soap?
01:01:32	Eddie, you surprise me.
01:01:35	I only work every fifth day.
01:01:39	Well, thank you very much.
01:01:41	Sometimes I like to read.
01:01:45	Yo urbetting is what lostyou
01:01:49	I love you.
01:01:56	Mom, Dr. Griffin,
01:02:01	We 've come to tell you
01:02:05	Darian, it looks like I may be
01:02:09	What do you want to bet
01:02:12	...turns out to have
01:02:18	It's just anoth er tiny cluster.
01:02:20	Do something!
01:02:22	It'll be overin a minute.
01:02:25	He'll get over it.
01:02:28	No, Falcon's leaving the show.
01:02:29	He's having brain clusters.
01:02:31	Mayb e it's more than a tiny cluster.
01:02:34	I hate that mother.
01:02:36	I love her.
01:02:37	-You do?
01:02:40	I want you to talk to Gwen,
01:02:44	Pick one incident.
01:02:48	You ruined my wedding.
01:02:51	And when that happened,
01:02:53	How do you think it made me feel?
01:02:56	Tell her.
01:02:59	I'm trying to explain here, okay?
01:03:04	I mean, she shows up drunk...
01:03:08	...stumbles through
01:03:11	At the reception, she gets up...
01:03:14	...and, in front of my friends...
01:03:17	...my new in-laws,
01:03:20	-...that was completely--
01:03:23	-Gwen, let your sister talk.
01:03:27	"Well, not everybody can be perfect.
01:03:34	We all know that grownups
01:03:39	And Lily is very, very grown up.
01:03:43	So that's what she did.
01:03:46	She said:
01:03:48	"ls Andrew...
01:03:50	...the very best man for me...
01:03:54	...on this earth?
01:03:57	No. And I mean, no."
01:04:03	She says, "Hey, I'm not
01:04:05	He makes a hell of a lot of money.
01:04:08	So I'll marry the little sucker."
01:04:11	To Lily and her little sucker.
01:04:16	That's not what happened.
01:04:17	You think that your memory of that day
01:04:22	-I don't think so.
01:04:25	I'm sticking to the format. I'm just
01:04:30	And she walks around...
01:04:32	...like some victim...
01:04:35	...like life just handed her
01:04:39	Well, you know, my father left too.
01:04:41	And my mother died
01:04:44	And you don't see me using that...
01:04:47	...as some excuse to just completely
01:04:51	...and indulge myself--
01:04:52	Indulge? What?
01:04:55	We've gotten off-track here. Lily.
01:04:59	Think about Gwen's behavior
01:05:02	...and tell her now how you feel.
01:05:04	Yeah, Lily, how does it make you feel?
01:05:11	You know, this is just....
01:05:15	I don't need this.
01:05:18	I have a life.
01:05:25	Lily, wait for me.
01:05:28	Beat you.
01:05:56	What are you doing?
01:06:10	Great. Another thing I suck at.
01:06:13	Well, hold on. Gwen, hey.
01:06:15	Please.
01:06:17	Come here a second.
01:06:19	-What?
01:06:22	When you threw the ball,
01:06:27	I don't know. The mating habits
01:06:31	The striped thing.
01:06:32	You were thinking about
01:06:35	Well, you know, it might sound funny
01:06:38	When you lock in on the strike zone...
01:06:41	...it's looking about
01:06:43	And you think, "Damn. I gotta get
01:06:47	You've psyched yourself
01:06:51	The strike zone, the call...
01:06:53	...the count, the batter,
01:06:56	You gotta think about the little
01:07:00	You can control your stance,
01:07:04	...your release, your follow-through.
01:07:08	Think about those little things
01:07:16	You know? I mean....
01:07:17	Because when you let go of the ball...
01:07:21	...it's over.
01:07:23	You don't have a say in what happens.
01:07:29	-I want you to try this.
01:07:31	I'm just curious.
01:07:32	-I don't want to do it.
01:07:36	Don't grab it, don't grab it.
01:07:39	Hold it like an egg.
01:07:42	Loose. Easy. All right?
01:07:44	Let me get a look at it
01:07:48	Let me get a look at it
01:07:51	All right.
01:07:53	I want you to throw it over here
01:07:57	Point at me with your left hand.
01:07:59	Throw it where you're pointing at.
01:08:04	Better. But you nutted the batter...
01:08:06	...and the other team's beating
01:08:09	Try again. Heads up.
01:08:12	This time, shut your eyes.
01:08:15	-What?
01:08:17	-So weird.
01:08:21	Right there.
01:08:24	You're a natural.
01:08:45	Come on.
01:08:56	Folks, the definition of insanity...
01:08:58	...is repeating the same behavior over
01:09:03	Thank you.
01:09:07	I have a question.
01:09:09	Once we all leave, we have needs
01:09:14	...by people, physically, at times.
01:09:18	How and when can we do that?
01:09:22	Yeah, I know, I know.
01:09:24	People in recovery want to know
01:09:30	And my rule of thumb is, when you
01:09:35	I like spider plants,
01:09:38	Then, in about a year, get a pet.
01:09:42	...two years, the plant
01:09:47	...then you can start to think about
01:09:51	Thanks.
01:09:53	I'll be fine. I know what to do.
01:09:56	Don't drink, go to meetings,
01:10:01	Don't drink, go to meetings,
01:10:05	Happy trails to you
01:10:08	Keep smiling until th en
01:10:12	Wh o cares about th e clouds
01:10:14	If we're togeth er
01:10:16	Just sing a song
01:10:20	Well, I hope he makes it.
01:10:22	Statistically,
01:10:25	So in a way...
01:10:27	...it's good for us if he goes back
01:10:31	Odds-wise.
01:10:41	God, I love afternoons like this.
01:10:45	Do you know what's missing?
01:10:47	That I don't have a dry vodka martini
01:10:52	God, I miss that.
01:10:53	Lately I've been
01:10:56	...thinking of the dumb-ass things
01:11:00	One night last year, at dinner,
01:11:04	Then I thought,
01:11:07	I don't think of it as a garnish.
01:11:10	I'm a winner.
01:11:12	Oh, God.
01:11:13	You know what the worst one was?
01:11:16	My best friend in the whole world.
01:11:19	We grew up playing ball,
01:11:23	One Sunday morning, he walks in
01:11:29	You never live that one down.
01:11:34	Tell me one of yours.
01:11:37	Excuse me?
01:11:38	What's the worst thing you did
01:11:41	I don't know.
01:11:44	Come on. Give me a couple.
01:11:47	I don't really remember any.
01:11:49	I just told you some stuff that's....
01:11:51	I'm a drunk.
01:11:55	Come on.
01:11:56	Why? So I can recount the last 1 5
01:12:01	-No, thanks.
01:12:02	Because I don't feel like
01:12:05	You too good for me?
01:12:07	Are you dense?
01:12:09	I said no. I don't want to
01:12:29	God, it's so hard.
01:12:31	Yo u're a doctor.
01:12:35	We carry our own bags here.
01:12:38	Your chores are posted.
01:12:41	What? I paid you a shitload of money.
01:12:46	-Pills.
01:12:48	Coke and sex.
01:12:52	It's your daughter, Darian, Deirdre.
01:12:55	Don't worry about Darian.
01:13:00	So did l.
01:13:03	No.
01:13:11	Oh, God!
01:13:13	It was an unbelievable episode.
01:13:16	Everyone was losing their minds.
01:13:20	What are you doing?
01:13:21	Packing.
01:13:23	What does it look like?
01:13:25	-You're not leaving for a couple days.
01:13:28	I am leaving.
01:13:31	There's no point in
01:13:34	...for only, like, 42 more hours.
01:13:37	There's 20 minutes left till curfew.
01:13:40	-Satisfy your sugar cravings.
01:13:50	You don't have to do this.
01:13:52	Do what?
01:13:57	How do you know what I have to do?
01:14:00	No, but l--
01:14:01	You've never left rehab, so you
01:14:05	True, but I have been a part
01:14:09	I'm sorry. That's right.
01:14:11	The stupidest cheesy song ever.
01:14:14	You must know about leaving rehab
01:14:34	I got an eyelash. Make a wish.
01:14:37	Custody of my kids.
01:14:41	Sobriety.
01:14:42	Come on, baby. We all want that.
01:14:45	Think of something else.
01:14:48	My foreskin back.
01:14:51	No one asked me before they took it.
01:14:54	They just took it.
01:14:57	Way to share, Gerhardt.
01:15:02	Okay, here we go.
01:15:08	All gone.
01:15:47	Read the sign.
01:15:48	Betty, where's the love?
01:15:54	Daniel, wow.
01:15:55	Guzzling Gwen.
01:15:59	What happened?
01:16:00	This? I honest to God don't know.
01:16:04	Well, it's really nice to see you.
01:16:08	Get a room.
01:16:10	Oh, my God, it's a joke!
01:16:12	It's a miracle! Oh, you know what?
01:16:15	I could use your medical expertise,
01:16:18	I got a second.
01:16:21	-Use a condom.
01:16:29	Gerhardt?
01:16:33	I wrote this for Andrea's going away,
01:16:37	-Am I the lead?
01:16:39	If you could do that,
01:16:42	I should direct this.
01:16:43	-You don't want me.
01:16:46	Gwen, I'll ruin it.
01:16:47	You get to wear lipstick.
01:16:49	Really?
01:16:50	So just think Meryl Streep.
01:16:54	Think Cry in th e Dark. Remember?
01:16:56	"Dingo stole my baby.
01:16:59	Andrea D., mail pickup
01:17:03	Okay, go. Go, go.
01:17:11	-Gerhardt, come on!
01:17:19	Watch the phone.
01:17:23	Somebody sent you
01:17:25	We used to make those here.
01:17:28	You take a string,
01:17:31	Becomes the head.
01:17:33	And arms--
01:17:35	Come here.
01:17:38	Sit down.
01:17:43	Hello, everybody. My name's Gwen.
01:17:48	I'm an alcoholic and an addict.
01:17:53	In honor of Andrea's departure...
01:17:55	...instead of singing
01:17:59	...we have our own version
01:18:04	I hope you like it.
01:18:07	And now...
01:18:08	...Santa Booze.
01:18:24	Oh, Falcon. I am so afraid.
01:18:27	When they find I've taken you
01:18:29	...Mother and Dr. Griffin Hartley
01:18:32	What will we do?
01:18:34	If I can't be without--
01:18:37	With you.
01:18:38	If I can't be with you,
01:18:45	But, dear God, the tiny clusters
01:18:49	Oh, God, the tiny little clusters
01:18:52	Somebody, help! Oh, God!
01:18:54	Wait...
01:18:55	...l have some pills that....
01:18:59	I'm okay. It's okay. I'm okay.
01:19:01	Oh, Falcon...
01:19:03	...hold me.
01:19:08	I knew we'd find you two together.
01:19:12	Darian, your lover...
01:19:14	...is also your sister!
01:19:17	No!
01:19:19	It's not possible.
01:19:20	It is not possible.
01:19:23	Deirdre, darling,
01:19:25	Your daughter, Darian,
01:19:30	...is also carrying my baby.
01:19:32	-No!
01:19:34	Oh, God!
01:19:36	Get out of here! Get out of here!
01:19:38	All right. I got no problem
01:19:43	-What are you doing?
01:19:47	What are you doing?
01:19:49	Just improvising. Go with it.
01:19:51	-Oh! But, no, my tumors!
01:19:55	Melagioma nestrocytroma.
01:19:59	Whatever. I'm sorry.
01:20:02	What are you doing?
01:20:04	It says in the script that we kiss.
01:20:09	I like you, bon voyage,
01:20:13	Okay, everybody.
01:20:14	Excellent work. That was really
01:20:18	Good use of feeling words
01:20:21	Who are you?
01:20:22	Evelyn. Don't you recognize the hat?
01:20:25	Okay, but seeing as
01:20:28	...drugs, sex, the same story line
01:20:32	...here are some therapeutic tools
01:20:37	Sometimes you gotta kiss ass
01:20:41	It's the engine that kills you,
01:20:45	Make love, not war.
01:20:50	Don't ever be someone's slogan,
01:20:56	Thank you.
01:20:58	You're welcome.
01:21:04	You missed a damn fine show. All your
01:21:10	Yeah, well, I'm happy for you.
01:21:17	You can't still be mad at me.
01:21:20	Listen, I'm sorry I said that.
01:21:25	You're great. And....
01:21:27	That's why I didn't want to rehash...
01:21:30	...my entire disgusting history
01:21:43	And what you'll think. You'll just--
01:21:47	I know people's perceptions of girls
01:21:51	I know what the world's perception is
01:21:56	...and realizes hours later I've left
01:22:00	People don't like people like that.
01:22:03	Those are just things you've done.
01:22:07	People make mistakes, you know?
01:22:10	Who you are is just fine.
01:22:12	More than fine.
01:22:23	Jasper. What are you doing here?
01:22:25	I was looking for you.
01:22:28	I meant, why aren't you
01:22:31	I realized, what with them
01:22:34	...l could thank them for a great time,
01:22:38	See, I thought you might be lonely.
01:22:40	This is Eddie.
01:22:42	He's a patient here.
01:22:44	And he's from Oklahoma.
01:22:46	How do you do, Eddie from Oklahoma?
01:22:50	I'll leave you guys to it, then.
01:22:53	Hang on, I don't know about that.
01:22:55	You see, the way I see it, Gwennie,
01:22:59	Scenario 1 : We let Eddie
01:23:02	...wash off that manly sweat, and we
01:23:06	Or scenario 2:
01:23:07	We could acknowledge
01:23:10	I don't know what you mean.
01:23:12	That's a clear vote for scenario 1 .
01:23:16	Care to weigh in?
01:23:18	Abstaining? lnteresting.
01:23:21	That leaves only me in favor
01:23:24	And saying, pardon me, but I'd prefer
01:23:30	You got the wrong idea here, pal.
01:23:32	Don't call me "pal."
01:23:34	I'm not your pal.
01:23:37	Do me that one courtesy,
01:23:40	In fact, I've got more brain cells...
01:23:43	...than your entire redneck family
01:23:46	Don't be a jerk.
01:23:48	Gwen, don't be a slut.
01:23:55	Go. Go.
01:24:00	-Let me see it. Let me just--
01:24:10	Let's put some ice on it.
01:24:12	Come on.
01:24:14	This way.
01:24:45	Honey, wake up.
01:24:47	Somebody! Somebody! Come!
01:24:50	Gwen, what is it?
01:24:54	Go back in your rooms!
01:24:56	What did you do?
01:24:58	Hurry up!
01:25:00	What happened?
01:25:01	-She took that.
01:25:03	I don't know what this is!
01:25:05	We have an emergency.
01:25:08	Let me in.
01:25:10	Get back in your rooms!
01:25:20	Oh, Jesus.
01:25:29	I'd rath erbe dreaming than living
01:25:35	Living's just too hard to do
01:25:40	It's chances, not choices
01:25:43	Noises, not voices
01:25:46	A day's just a thing to get thro ugh
01:25:52	Living's just too hard to do
01:25:57	Dreams might be pretend
01:26:00	But at least dreams end
01:26:02	And ljust can't stop thinking, you see
01:26:09	Th ought's a small comfort to me
01:26:14	We as a community have all been
01:26:18	I'd like to begin with how I feel.
01:26:22	...scared.
01:26:25	Because I've heard so many people here
01:26:32	Andrea's "one more time"
01:26:37	She didn't kill herself.
01:26:40	She used.
01:26:42	She overdosed.
01:26:44	That's what happens....
01:26:52	There's nothing...
01:26:54	...you or I or anybody
01:26:58	It's important.
01:27:20	It's me.
01:27:22	What happened?
01:27:26	Are you all right?
01:28:12	Gwennie?
01:28:15	I'm sorry.
01:28:18	I don't know....
01:28:22	You want to know how I feel?
01:28:27	How I always felt around you?
01:28:32	Small.
01:28:35	You have this...
01:28:38	...way.
01:28:40	You know, it's that Mom thing.
01:28:42	That amazing gravitational force.
01:28:45	Even when she was a mess, you know,
01:28:51	You have that.
01:28:53	And I guess...
01:28:55	...l figured that
01:29:00	I don't know.
01:29:05	...l started thinking.
01:29:09	And maybe you don't know that...
01:29:13	...about yourself.
01:29:18	I mean, who would've told you,
01:29:22	The only thing I ever told you was...
01:29:24	...what a pain in the ass you were.
01:29:29	I am a pain in the ass.
01:29:33	Even a pain in the ass needs...
01:29:36	...someone...
01:29:39	...to take care of them.
01:29:43	I didn't do that.
01:29:47	I didn't...
01:29:51	...and I should have.
01:29:56	I should have helped you
01:30:00	I should have walked you home
01:30:05	Sometimes I'd be walking
01:30:10	...half a block ahead, all alone.
01:30:14	You were so little.
01:30:18	Well, so were you.
01:30:26	I never asked for help, so....
01:30:31	But you needed it. Didn't you?
01:30:36	And everybody does.
01:30:40	Yep.
01:30:59	I'm sorry I make it
01:31:02	You make it impossible
01:31:28	Ninety meetings in ninety days.
01:31:31	And ask for help. It's always there.
01:31:34	Anything else?
01:31:35	Just goodbye.
01:31:40	Jeremiah was a bullfrog
01:31:43	Was a good friend ofmine
01:31:45	I never understood
01:31:49	But I help ed him drink his wine
01:31:53	And he always had
01:31:56	Take care, sweetie.
01:31:58	Joy to th e world
01:32:01	All th e boys and girls
01:32:05	Joy to th e fishes
01:32:09	Joy to you and me
01:32:12	Ifl were th e king of th e world
01:32:16	I'll tell you what I'd do
01:32:20	I'd thro w away th e cars
01:32:24	And make sweet love to you
01:32:35	Look, I messed up.
01:32:37	I got riled up.
01:32:39	There isn't a lot I can do
01:32:45	And you know, people make mistakes.
01:32:49	If you can't handle that, if you....
01:32:52	If you want to decide that...
01:32:54	...my messing up means I'm not
01:32:57	...then you're not as smart
01:33:03	That guy, Jasper.
01:33:05	I don't know him.
01:33:07	But I do know that
01:34:34	Wait.
01:34:36	Turkey.
01:34:38	Meant to be symbolic of my behavior
01:34:41	I tried to track down
01:34:45	Listen, all right?
01:34:47	I've been thinking about us.
01:34:50	And we can have a totally
01:34:53	I'll buy running shoes.
01:34:55	We'll take up yoga or jogging.
01:34:58	Pay our bills, floss our teeth.
01:35:00	We won't set fire
01:35:03	I'll buy a goldfish,
01:35:06	You hate normal people.
01:35:08	No. What I hate is being without you.
01:35:13	You don't want to do this
01:35:20	We have to go.
01:35:22	Ten people die, but 500 people have
01:35:25	...chasing this cheese
01:35:28	The only person who dies,
01:35:32	Jasper, do you ever shut up?
01:35:36	I'm sorry.
01:35:37	But it's just that, you know,
01:35:40	Stay clean and sober,
01:35:44	Yeah. But it's not that simple.
01:35:47	Everything has to be different.
01:35:49	Absolutely.
01:35:51	And that includes us.
01:35:54	I'm trying to change things in me.
01:35:58	-I'm trying to--
01:36:01	Hey, Marty.
01:36:03	Elaine, look.
01:36:05	I was hoping I'd find you here.
01:36:07	My God, she's alive.
01:36:11	Celebrate with us. We got a
01:36:14	Excellent idea.
01:36:16	We're in the middle of something now.
01:36:18	Oh, come on, Gwennie.
01:36:22	Give us a couple of minutes.
01:36:28	That was really embarrassing.
01:36:46	Where are you going?
01:36:48	They're waiting.
01:36:50	We'll just go in the back,
01:36:53	They just want to say welcome home.
01:37:03	What are you doing?
01:37:04	I don't know. I'm just trying to make
01:37:10	Leave the horse alone.
01:37:13	Oh, come on.
01:37:21	I just need help!
01:37:23	Right now!
01:37:40	I can control the little things.
01:37:44	Then I just have to let go.
01:37:48	And it's up to somebody else.
01:38:01	The hoof's looking pretty good.
01:38:03	Yeah, it does, doesn't it?
01:38:06	Are we all fixed now?
01:38:08	Not yet...
01:38:11	...but I'm getting there.
01:38:12	What else have you gotta do?
01:38:26	Bye, Jasper.
01:38:55	Sir, I can't replace the plant
01:39:00	I did not kill it.
01:39:01	It was sick or something.
01:39:05	I was talking to it,
01:39:07	I drew a sketch of it
01:39:10	Did you water it?
01:39:14	It's important that I did not kill
01:39:18	If you're just saying that
01:39:21	...you have to understand....
01:39:24	You can't mess with--
01:39:28	You obviously don't care.
01:39:33	I feel sorry for
01:39:37	I'm going home.
01:39:44	I killed the plant.
01:39:46	It's okay. It's okay.
01:39:48	I killed the plant.
01:39:51	It's okay. You still have your dog.
01:39:55	I don't even think he likes me.
01:39:58	I don't want to, I just....
01:40:03	What are you doing here?
01:40:56	It looks like somewhere
01:41:02	-I see trees--
01:41:04	We carry our own bags here.
01:41:11	Hey, Falcon.
01:41:12	What?
01:41:15	I don't mean to bother you, but....
01:41:18	Don't miss tonight's lecture:

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