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00:00:37	As far as I can remember,
00:00:39	I've hated Christmas.
00:00:47	What does it say, Christian?
00:00:50	Gimme my car!
00:00:51	Christmas 1960
00:00:55	It should work.
00:00:57	Stop picking your nose.
00:00:59	It's working!
00:01:02	There we go.
00:01:04	Mine's not moving.
00:01:07	Gervais!
00:01:11	Han?
00:02:16	How are you feeling?
00:02:20	He's so cute!
00:02:22	It's your little brother!
00:02:26	- Baby Jesus!
00:02:27	Here you go.
00:02:30	He's beautiful.
00:02:32	Let me see!
00:02:43	Christmas 1966
00:02:46	Not only would my birthday
00:02:49	but it had to start
00:03:14	Midnight mass is too long!
00:03:17	Go home and open your presents!
00:03:46	On the contrary, you're lucky
00:03:48	That doesn't happen
00:03:50	It's special.
00:03:52	Hence the birthmark
00:03:55	It's a sign of being gifted,
00:04:07	At least, after mass,
00:04:08	there was the Christmas Eve party
00:04:17	Hello, my beautiful Zac.
00:04:20	The only advantage to having
00:04:23	was getting a bigger present
00:04:36	He likes it, huh?
00:04:38	But I especially hated Christmas
00:04:44	Dammit.
00:04:46	It's what he wanted.
00:04:48	So? It's not up to him.
00:04:50	You want to turn him into a fairy?
00:04:53	- Stop it. He's only five!
00:04:56	- Oh, come on!
00:04:58	Now return it. Go on.
00:05:13	It would make you
00:05:17	Daddy doesn't want that.
00:05:28	Daddy isn't trying to upset you.
00:05:30	He loves you far too much.
00:05:32	Hence the hockey game.
00:05:35	So he can play with you.
00:05:37	Go to sleep.
00:05:39	Mommy will have a nice surprise
00:05:41	for you soon.
00:05:43	- For my birthday?
00:05:46	Go to sleep.
00:05:54	What's a fairy?
00:06:01	Nothing.
00:06:02	Hogwash.
00:06:04	Go to sleep.
00:06:08	Idiot.
00:06:14	I knew very well
00:06:17	I especially knew...
00:06:20	I didn't want to be one.
00:06:33	Want to play, Zac?
00:06:35	No.
00:06:47	Unlike my friends' fathers,
00:06:48	all of whom
00:06:51	mine was the best in the world.
00:06:54	He has Patsy Cline's,
00:06:56	and Aznavour's
00:06:58	He fired a machine gun
00:07:52	Our secret side trips
00:07:56	made me deliriously happy.
00:07:58	For a few precious moments,
00:08:01	Take me
00:08:03	To the ends of the earth
00:08:05	Take me
00:08:07	To Wonderland
00:08:09	It seems to me
00:08:11	That misery
00:08:13	Would be borne more easily
00:08:25	Hi!
00:08:27	Hello.
00:08:28	- You didn't bring any back?
00:08:30	Fries, you moron.
00:08:32	You can smell it a mile away.
00:08:33	We didn't have any fries.
00:08:37	Did we?
00:08:42	My three brothers were morons.
00:08:44	Starting with Christian,
00:08:46	the egghead,
00:08:47	who read constantly -
00:08:49	anything, anytime, anywhere;
00:08:53	Antoine, the sports nut,
00:08:59	- What're you looking at?
00:09:02	my sworn enemy.
00:09:04	Get lost, you pisser.
00:09:05	Dad, Raymond called me
00:09:09	Not a pussy, a pisser.
00:09:12	Kitchen.
00:09:18	I could understand him
00:09:19	being proud of Christian,
00:09:21	But Raymond?
00:09:31	Aren't you going to introduce us?
00:09:33	My dad.
00:09:37	- You're going out, Raymond?
00:09:40	But he asked
00:09:46	Hi, pretty baby.
00:09:48	After nine months of prayer...
00:09:52	and superhuman feats...
00:09:56	the good Lord
00:09:58	Another boy?
00:09:59	What kind of lead you got
00:10:02	What can I say?
00:10:05	- A surplus of hormones!
00:10:06	He has to change positions
00:10:08	once in a while.
00:10:10	Yeah, well, I've tried that.
00:10:12	What can I say? Five boys -
00:10:22	Come on, Zac.
00:10:41	You like my surprise?
00:11:16	Christmas 1967
00:11:39	Take me
00:11:42	To the ends of the earth
00:11:44	Take me
00:11:45	To Wonderland
00:11:47	It seems to me that misery
00:11:51	Would be borne more easily
00:11:53	Drop by sometime.
00:12:05	See? Look. Again.
00:12:07	Zac has a gift.
00:12:09	His colic stops
00:12:13	I'll go see Mrs. What's-her-name,
00:12:16	She, too, has a gift.
00:12:18	She can staunch bleeding,
00:12:21	She'll tell us if he's gifted.
00:12:23	No. You've seen
00:12:26	A regular little Buddy Rich.
00:12:28	Music runs in his blood,
00:12:32	He gets that from his old man.
00:13:22	Hi, pretty baby.
00:13:25	Mommy's little darling.
00:13:34	I can still remember the snow
00:13:39	I had just turned seven
00:13:42	declared war to my father.
00:13:56	Are you crazy,
00:13:57	dammit?!
00:14:00	Roll that window back up,
00:14:02	Do we have to tie you up?
00:14:04	Here, buckle up!
00:14:09	Christ.
00:14:15	Use your head, you nitwit.
00:14:17	Stop slurping, you pig!
00:14:24	Eleven bucks!
00:14:25	An imported collector's record.
00:14:29	You'll each reimburse me
00:14:32	doesn't come forward.
00:14:34	I'll teach you to take
00:14:37	dammit!
00:15:01	I didn't do it.
00:15:11	It was an accident.
00:15:15	Scoot, you three.
00:15:25	You'll not only pay for the record,
00:15:28	I'll teach you, you'll see.
00:15:29	Go to your room!
00:15:36	He said it was an accident.
00:15:46	What in heaven's name
00:15:53	Zac. He's changed.
00:15:55	He's a crybaby, he dresses
00:15:58	Get over it.
00:16:00	He's a child, for God's sake.
00:16:03	"What did I do to him"!
00:16:08	- The others weren't like that.
00:16:12	Zac is more gentle, that's all.
00:16:16	He's not gentler, he's softer.
00:16:22	God, please don't let me be soft.
00:16:26	And return my dad
00:16:28	Shut up.
00:16:40	Use your head, you nitwit!
00:16:48	I did it on purpose.
00:16:50	I'll tell Dad, you pisser.
00:17:24	When will I stop wetting the bed?
00:17:29	Never mind - no harm done.
00:17:31	Hmm?
00:17:34	It'll stop eventually.
00:17:36	Keep praying. You'll see,
00:17:40	Especially you.
00:17:42	You were born on the same day.
00:17:45	Sweet dreams.
00:18:03	Big chimneys, huh?
00:18:05	Where are we going?
00:18:07	You'll see.
00:18:09	Careful.
00:18:23	Mrs. What's-her-name,
00:18:26	had realized my mother's dream:
00:18:29	She had walked
00:18:37	Try to trust your feelings.
00:18:40	You can feel things others can't.
00:18:45	You mustn't fear it.
00:18:49	He's been blessed
00:18:52	The good Lord chose him
00:18:54	knowing he was strong enough
00:18:58	But give him a chance
00:19:02	So he better understands.
00:19:03	He's a good-Iooking boy.
00:19:06	He'll go far.
00:19:11	Christ... mas, I'm bushed!
00:19:15	I've got news for you.
00:19:17	Your son has a gift.
00:19:20	A family's seventh child
00:19:23	With my three miscarriages,
00:19:27	Who says your miscarriages
00:19:32	They must've been.
00:19:34	We knew he could stop colic,
00:19:37	Gifted people
00:19:39	if they're of the opposite sex
00:19:42	Mrs. What's-her-name
00:19:46	Oh, Jesus.
00:19:47	How much Tupperware
00:19:50	None.
00:19:53	I bought some.
00:19:57	This is no joke.
00:19:58	He's truly gifted!
00:20:01	Can your gift cure my headache?
00:20:15	There.
00:20:20	What's this?
00:20:22	Look.
00:20:26	It's not my birthday,
00:20:35	Your record's unfindable.
00:20:38	It's the same thing!
00:20:42	I know.
00:20:46	The sound's not the same.
00:20:48	An imported collector's record
00:20:50	It's the thought that counts.
00:20:57	Raymond, Antoine!
00:21:00	Christian! Supper's ready.
00:21:03	Come on, boys. Let's eat.
00:21:09	Gifted...
00:21:11	What do you think about that?
00:21:15	What did Mrs. What's-her-name
00:21:18	I'm not allowed to say.
00:21:20	But she told Mom that if
00:21:24	I had to use it.
00:21:25	That I could help a lot of people,
00:21:33	Tell him to think of him.
00:21:42	Think of Uncle Lucien.
00:21:45	They're not going to start calling
00:21:50	Turn that music down.
00:21:54	All I had to do
00:21:56	was silently recite the secret
00:21:59	by Mrs. What's-her-name,
00:22:03	but of commanding God to heal.
00:22:08	Remember, you can't use
00:22:13	Or to harm others.
00:22:15	What a shame.
00:22:19	What's he saying?
00:22:21	He's not allowed to say.
00:22:28	From now on, it'll cost a dime
00:22:32	You'll be rich.
00:22:34	You must know
00:22:37	you've been reading the damn label
00:22:45	Another pest
00:22:48	Okay, I'll tell him.
00:22:55	Uncle Lucien's bleeding
00:23:10	Yes?
00:23:12	Well, I'll be damned.
00:23:14	Great. He'll be thrilled.
00:23:16	Yes. Thank you.
00:23:26	What is it?
00:23:27	Your lucky brother
00:23:29	is going to summer camp.
00:23:33	I wasn't allowed to go at his age!
00:23:35	You got yours.
00:23:37	We've never sent our children
00:23:42	He'll sleep there?
00:23:43	Of course. He'll make friends,
00:23:47	It'll be a good experience
00:23:50	- He'll always remember it.
00:23:54	Oh, come on.
00:23:56	I don't wanna go.
00:24:05	I don't wanna go!!!
00:24:30	God, please don't let it happen.
00:24:42	Go to sleep.
00:25:54	God, please,
00:25:56	don't let it show.
00:25:58	I'll never miss mass again.
00:28:51	Midnight mass
00:28:54	now that I'd become an atheist.
00:28:56	I'd kept my promise, though.
00:28:59	I'd never missed mass...
00:29:02	Once a year.
00:29:04	It made her happy.
00:29:06	It kept his mouth shut.
00:30:35	You dragging your trash around,
00:30:38	It's your present.
00:30:40	Well, if it isn't Zac!
00:30:42	What, no girlfriend yet?
00:30:52	Christmas 1975
00:30:57	Nice paper.
00:30:58	Every year, I told them:
00:31:00	No Christmas wrapping paper
00:31:03	That's not what matters.
00:31:09	After the drum set, accordion,
00:31:12	a banjo.
00:31:13	You said to surprise you.
00:31:17	It's so hard to know
00:31:21	You try to please them...
00:31:54	Some fantasies
00:32:00	Merry Christmas!
00:32:02	You know what time it is,
00:32:04	You're late.
00:32:07	I was starting to worry.
00:32:09	- Hi. I'm Doris.
00:32:10	- Merry Christmas.
00:32:12	- How are you?
00:32:14	- Merry Christmas.
00:32:16	I'm Raymond's mother.
00:32:22	My family always
00:32:29	Did you at least make a wish?
00:32:31	It won't come true,
00:32:37	My brothers
00:32:39	Dad, Zac gave him the finger!
00:32:41	- Except my darling Yvan.
00:32:44	And how polite
00:32:48	Turn that music down.
00:33:05	Every Christmas,
00:33:07	the bastard barely stayed an hour.
00:33:09	Just long enough
00:33:11	and to piss me off.
00:33:27	Here, buy whatever you want.
00:33:30	Happy birthday.
00:33:32	Wait.
00:33:57	I loved daydreaming
00:34:00	Picturing myself wealthy,
00:34:01	so that, one day,
00:34:06	Merry Christmas!
00:34:11	It's beautiful. Thank you.
00:34:23	Oh, what a lovely dress.
00:35:20	My cousin Brigitte
00:35:23	to devote herself
00:35:27	At the age of 15.
00:35:50	I can dance too, you know!
00:35:55	But it's not my specialty.
00:35:57	Back by popular request...
00:36:00	No getting around it.
00:36:16	It's your birthday!
00:36:19	- You've really changed.
00:36:23	This is my boyfriend, Paul.
00:36:25	My cousin, Zac.
00:36:29	He has his driver's license!
00:36:33	I'm stealing one.
00:36:49	- You don't smoke?
00:36:51	Good thing. If it was up to him,
00:36:55	We go to the movies,
00:36:57	we go skating,
00:36:59	You skate? Roller-skate?
00:37:05	The guys' turn, full blast,
00:37:10	you let yourself go...
00:37:13	and feel like everything around you
00:37:17	like in a movie.
00:37:22	A stoner movie, yeah.
00:37:26	Try it.
00:37:28	Give me a shotgun.
00:37:30	No way.
00:37:31	Are you nuts?
00:37:32	I burned my tongue last time.
00:37:37	I thought of you
00:37:41	He has a gift
00:37:43	- What?
00:37:46	It's true! Tell him!
00:37:49	My mother got that
00:37:52	You stop your girlfriend's
00:37:57	Idiot.
00:37:59	That's it, make a fool of me.
00:38:03	I don't believe in that anymore.
00:38:07	That doesn't mean
00:38:10	You blessed fool!
00:38:19	You want a shotgun?
00:38:36	Boy, have you changed!
00:39:05	Well, well...
00:39:08	- Hi, Mr. Beaulieu.
00:39:11	I'll finish up later.
00:39:14	No problem.
00:39:25	- Is she really on the pill?
00:39:28	I'm not the one
00:39:30	That's the last time
00:39:32	Why are the prettiest girls
00:39:37	You've never seen her.
00:39:39	I've seen her picture.
00:39:44	Don't be jealous.
00:39:46	You're dumb too.
00:39:53	I see her once a year. How am
00:39:58	Anyway, she's got a boyfriend.
00:40:01	Older. As dumb as she is.
00:40:10	Not as dumb as you?
00:40:14	Don't.
00:40:21	It'll ruin our friendship.
00:40:25	That's not what you said
00:40:29	Stop it.
00:40:35	See what happens?
00:40:38	Absolutely nothing!
00:41:01	Don't tell me he groped her.
00:43:06	You done imitating
00:43:09	Huh?! You're making us
00:43:29	Get outta here!
00:43:35	It's my room too!
00:43:48	C'mon, Toto,
00:43:52	Got a problem?
00:43:56	No.
00:44:08	Having a crazy brother
00:44:12	- Always ready to help...
00:44:15	...for the modest sum of $2.
00:44:51	We were here first.
00:44:53	Shut up, faggot.
00:44:58	What did you call him?
00:45:03	Apologize.
00:45:07	Apologize
00:45:22	Apologize, I said!!!
00:45:28	It's okay, Dad.
00:45:36	Go on!!
00:45:42	Sorry.
00:45:54	What's for dinner?
00:45:58	What happened to you?
00:46:00	Just a hockey fight.
00:46:02	- Didn't you have practice today?
00:46:05	You fought with a teammate?
00:46:07	It was just a scuffle.
00:46:10	- Who with?
00:46:14	You got beaten up
00:46:16	What, you four-eyed fag?
00:46:20	What's with you always
00:46:24	You'd swear we're nothing
00:46:48	Please...
00:46:52	anything but that.
00:47:06	Sorry about last night.
00:47:10	You know I don't like you talking
00:47:14	Yeah...
00:47:21	Okay, see you at work.
00:47:23	Careful, now.
00:48:16	Please let me bump into them.
00:48:32	What're you doing here?
00:48:36	- Just in the neighbourhood.
00:48:40	What'd you do to your hair?
00:48:41	It's cool.
00:48:43	Thanks.
00:48:45	You alone?
00:48:48	my new dance partner.
00:48:54	He's Italian.
00:48:58	Thank you.
00:49:01	This is my cousin, Zac.
00:49:13	Okay, well...
00:49:15	I'll be off.
00:49:58	Change... Change...
00:50:00	I would be cured of my asthma...
00:50:04	if I only managed to get through.
00:50:20	For the second time of my life...
00:50:27	I was declared clinically dead...
00:50:32	for three seconds.
00:51:13	Thank God you were dedicated
00:51:20	I can't believe it.
00:51:21	It's a miracle.
00:51:25	You know you made your father cry?
00:51:30	Don't ever scare us
00:51:39	Feel like talking?
00:51:45	I'll come back later.
00:51:49	While my mother performed
00:51:52	her Baby Jesus
00:53:26	You asshole!
00:53:34	What're you doing?!
00:53:42	Fucking liar.
00:54:19	The hottest was a black chick.
00:54:21	It was like
00:54:24	Mind you, they smoked a couple
00:54:28	She sucked him like a Hoover!
00:54:30	He held her head,
00:54:32	The harder she sucked,
00:54:35	The more he screamed,
00:54:50	Ever had a blow job?
00:54:58	What do you want?
00:55:24	I was wondering
00:55:28	Going somewhere?
00:55:33	Boy, is this gonna cost me!
00:55:36	I didn't ask for nothing.
00:55:41	Your neck still sore?
00:55:47	We're out of HP Sauce.
00:55:49	You get a 2-for-1 special today.
00:55:52	You'll learn to drive properly
00:55:54	and how to make your father's
00:55:57	Let's go,
00:56:01	Go ahead. Turn the key,
00:56:06	Good. Slowly, now.
00:56:08	- HP Sauce?
00:56:10	Watch where you're going
00:56:12	Lesson number one:
00:56:17	Go ahead.
00:56:19	Slow down!
00:56:36	What are you doing?
00:56:37	The school principal just called.
00:56:40	Seems your son's been spreading
00:56:43	I won't stand for smut around here!
00:56:45	Much less drugs!
00:56:47	What?
00:56:50	If I have to call the police
00:56:53	I'll do it this time!
00:56:55	What's all this about?
00:57:00	Huh?!
00:57:02	What's this?
00:57:03	His little brothers live here!
00:57:36	Stay away from me, I said!
00:57:42	I didn't rat him out.
00:58:14	He's already gone.
00:58:17	Could be the wrong time,
00:58:20	- I want it!
00:58:23	Especially not you.
00:58:59	Does this mean
00:59:04	I dunno.
00:59:07	What do you think?
00:59:24	What's he doing here?
00:59:30	Toto the Weirdo.
00:59:31	Forget him.
00:59:39	Peeping Tom.
00:59:42	What're you looking at?!
00:59:48	Fucker.
01:00:14	She's so excited.
01:00:17	She went on and on about Brigitte.
01:00:22	Seems she's putting together
01:00:25	this Christmas Eve.
01:00:26	- With the Italian?
01:00:29	The mambo dancer?
01:00:31	He missed her big knockers.
01:00:33	Who's the pig
01:00:40	Think of your little cousin Daniel;
01:00:45	Too bad!
01:00:53	Rutting teenager
01:00:56	Shut up!
01:00:59	What teenager?
01:01:18	You didn't come
01:01:28	How are you coping
01:01:46	Beautiful story.
01:01:49	A man dreamed he was walking
01:01:53	while watching scenes of his life
01:01:57	Upon turning around,
01:01:59	he noticed that
01:02:02	there were two sets
01:02:05	his and those of Christ.
01:02:09	Except during the worst times
01:02:12	when there was only one set
01:02:17	The man said to Jesus,
01:02:19	"You promised
01:02:22	Why did you forsake me
01:02:27	Jesus replied...
01:02:31	"There was only one set
01:02:35	during the worst times
01:02:39	because I carried you."
01:02:58	I want to be like everyone else.
01:03:04	Thank God, you never will.
00:00:35	You have to learn
00:00:41	I'm not going to the Christmas
00:00:49	The guy was twice his size.
00:00:52	The little bastard's got nerve.
00:00:55	He gets that from his old man.
00:00:59	He's been doing well lately, huh?
00:01:01	You call that doing well?
00:01:03	A little fight's no big deal.
00:01:10	We should get him something special
00:01:17	He just needed a girlfriend.
00:01:20	Michelle's a nice girl.
00:01:23	He said she invited him over
00:01:29	He'll be 16.
00:01:31	We can start
00:01:34	You didn't agree?
00:01:38	I said we'd discuss it.
00:01:41	She can join us, if she wants
00:01:44	She can't take him away from us
00:01:50	He can do whatever he wants
00:01:53	In the meantime, we celebrate
00:02:03	What about a new stereo
00:02:09	I can't believe
00:02:13	He gets that from me, too.
00:03:18	- I didn't do anything.
00:03:22	What you did was wrong!
00:03:25	I didn't do anything.
00:03:28	- A liar, too!
00:03:30	See what that pram business
00:03:34	He's never to set foot here again!
00:03:37	If you can't choose the right
00:03:40	Fucking little faggot.
00:03:42	And you, you sap,
00:03:44	- Let him speak!
00:03:47	I know what I saw!
00:03:49	What you did was wrong.
00:03:53	We went in to warm up, that's all.
00:04:00	Did we ever beat you?
00:04:06	Do we have to start,
00:04:12	I'm sorry.
00:04:18	I don't understand.
00:04:20	After everything
00:04:24	This shouldn't be happening to us.
00:04:26	It can happen to anyone.
00:04:32	Father Carbonneau says
00:04:36	Father Carbonneau?
00:04:38	I had to talk to someone.
00:04:41	- What am I, chopped liver?
00:04:48	- The whole neighbourhood will know.
00:04:52	No one else is to know about this.
00:04:54	This is strictly a family matter.
00:05:06	What did the priest
00:05:08	It's a sin, yes, but not the end
00:05:12	The sin is in the act,
00:05:15	Look who's talking.
00:05:17	Him and his cassock!
00:05:21	Don't start.
00:05:23	He says he knows a priest
00:05:26	Forget it.
00:05:29	Sometimes I wonder
00:05:32	who hangs out with a bunch of guys
00:05:34	- It's fishy.
00:05:37	Why are there
00:05:42	They're starting
00:05:47	Anyway, we'll take care
00:05:51	It's all in his head.
00:05:55	Abnormal people get treated.
00:06:00	People aren't born that way,
00:06:03	It's up to us to make sure
00:06:06	Nature doesn't make mistakes.
00:06:08	It's one or the other -
00:06:12	I'm willing to pay for a shrink
00:06:17	Our boy is a boy.
00:06:19	No way I sired a fairy.
00:06:21	We'll wipe any such notions
00:06:28	You have to be sick
00:06:30	to spend your life sticking
00:06:37	You've got a short memory.
00:06:45	That was different.
00:06:48	And we only tried it once.
00:06:50	Once?
00:06:53	Once or twice.
00:06:56	Well, I do.
00:07:06	I'm not seeing a shrink.
00:07:09	I don't have a problem.
00:07:16	He does take after his father.
00:07:51	He's freaking out over nothing.
00:07:53	Nothing happened.
00:07:55	We didn't touch each other.
00:07:58	We jerked off in the same car,
00:08:04	Why do it together,
00:08:05	then?
00:08:16	Watching him excited you?
00:08:20	I didn't watch him.
00:08:22	Do I look like a fag?
00:08:25	Do I talk with a lisp?
00:08:31	Nice idea of homosexuals
00:08:34	They're not all like that.
00:08:38	They all become that way.
00:08:41	Sooner or later.
00:08:45	This is a waste of time.
00:08:51	I'd rather die.
00:09:01	It's just a figure of speech.
00:09:04	Isn't it obvious?
00:09:07	Being happy and healthy,
00:09:10	It's a no-brainer.
00:09:17	So?
00:09:20	A subconsciously deliberate
00:09:24	What?
00:09:27	He says I deliberately did that
00:09:30	find out I was gay
00:09:32	and accept it so that I could.
00:09:47	Twenty-five bucks
00:09:52	You didn't buy it, I hope?
00:09:54	- 'Course not.
00:09:56	"A subconsciously deliberate
00:09:59	He'll deliberately reimburse me,
00:10:02	What do you want?!
00:10:12	You want to take this in to him?
00:10:16	He'll be glad to see you.
00:10:19	I'm sure he's forgiven you.
00:10:35	Dad!
00:10:37	How are you?
00:10:38	Come in, come in.
00:10:40	What're you doing?
00:10:42	I don't have time.
00:10:44	Your brother's waiting in the car.
00:10:52	Hey, bro.
00:10:54	How you doing?
00:10:56	So, you take my room,
00:10:59	Oh, Dad, I almost forgot.
00:11:02	Can you lend me a few bucks?
00:11:04	I couldn't cash my cheque.
00:11:19	Better than nothing.
00:11:20	See you.
00:13:17	I would be cured
00:13:19	if I could simply make it
00:14:35	Happy birthday.
00:14:37	Christmas 1980
00:14:39	Fall on your knees
00:14:45	O hear the angel voices
00:14:50	O night divine
00:14:53	The night...
00:14:56	When Christ was born
00:15:21	Yesterday when I was young
00:15:24	The taste of life was sweet
00:15:27	I teased at life
00:15:31	The way the evening breeze
00:15:35	The thousand dreams I dreamed
00:15:38	I always built alas
00:15:42	I lived by night and shunned
00:15:46	And only now I see how
00:15:54	So many drinking songs
00:15:58	So many wayward pleasures
00:16:01	And so much pain
00:16:03	I ran so fast that time
00:16:06	He wrote that for you, Zac.
00:16:07	Yesterday the moon was blue
00:16:10	And every crazy day brought
00:16:14	I used my magic age
00:16:17	And never saw the waste
00:16:21	The game of love I played
00:16:25	And every flame I lit
00:16:29	The friends I made all
00:16:33	And only I am left on stage
00:16:37	There are so many songs
00:16:40	I feel the bitter taste of tears
00:16:45	The time has come for me
00:16:49	When I was young
00:17:03	Happy birthday, my man!
00:17:04	The old man's still got it, huh?
00:17:14	It's been a while since
00:17:19	He got rid of it.
00:17:22	Since when?
00:17:24	- Almost a year, I think.
00:17:28	I said nothing, okay?
00:17:38	I don't know about cake.
00:17:41	I overate.
00:17:43	We've got news.
00:17:45	I don't want to steal your thunder,
00:17:48	We're getting married.
00:17:54	You hear that?!
00:17:58	I'm very happy!
00:18:00	This calls for another bottle!
00:18:03	Congratulations.
00:18:07	How about a double wedding, honey?
00:18:09	Sit down and shut up.
00:18:11	You look like a damn fool.
00:18:25	What's the matter?
00:18:29	What's going on?
00:18:35	Tell him to go to hell.
00:18:37	Shut up, fag.
00:18:39	You shut up.
00:18:43	You seem to be sniffing a lot
00:18:46	Did I miss something?
00:18:48	Two subjects had become taboo
00:18:51	Me,
00:18:52	and Raymond.
00:18:54	That's enough!
00:18:55	Your ass must've been raw
00:18:58	He'd done a year for beating up
00:19:05	You'd have enjoyed that, huh?
00:19:07	That's quite enough!
00:19:09	It's Christmas!
00:19:10	Can't we eat in peace?!
00:19:21	Idiots!
00:20:32	How sweet life was
00:20:34	since I had become
00:21:27	Aw, Mom!
00:21:31	Yeah, that's right.
00:21:34	Don't call me back
00:21:38	She'll stop anyway,
00:21:40	whether or not I think of her.
00:21:56	If I truly had a gift,
00:21:58	by dint of being his instrument,
00:22:00	perhaps he would one day
00:22:16	Had I known,
00:22:20	I think...
00:22:22	you won't come much anymore.
00:22:27	He says it's just
00:22:29	Just long enough
00:22:31	To run through our savings,
00:22:33	Anyway, he seems determined.
00:22:36	I think, this time, he really wants
00:22:41	Please, make an effort.
00:22:45	So Michelle's well, then?
00:22:48	Yeah.
00:22:49	I brought your records back.
00:22:53	- Coffee?
00:22:59	What's new?
00:23:00	Not much.
00:23:03	So, were they a hit?
00:23:05	Your brother's playing
00:23:08	Can you believe it?
00:23:12	If that's the nutcase,
00:23:18	No, he's busy.
00:23:20	That her?
00:23:27	It was for Yvan.
00:23:33	Is Doris the "nutcase"?
00:23:37	She was nuts to put up with you
00:23:53	I'm sorry, Mom.
00:23:56	I'll be out of your hair soon.
00:24:00	I missed...
00:24:02	your delicious ironed toast.
00:24:09	I love you, Mom.
00:24:18	Any bacon left?
00:24:21	Well, I'll be going.
00:24:23	Already?
00:24:25	- Need a ride back?
00:24:27	I'll go.
00:24:29	Coming?
00:24:35	It's disco?
00:24:37	Not just disco.
00:24:38	I play a bit of everything.
00:24:40	Anything unusual.
00:24:43	I'll come see you at some point.
00:24:47	I don't drink anymore,
00:24:52	I don't drink, smoke
00:24:55	Fuck, I left my bag of weed
00:25:01	You can drop me at the corner.
00:25:09	Listen...
00:25:15	I know I haven't always been
00:25:22	I need money.
00:25:25	I'll pay you back. I don't know
00:25:29	You're asking me?
00:25:31	The old man brags that his little
00:25:34	If he's got a pet,
00:25:36	Don't be a prick, I'm in a jam.
00:25:38	Even if I was a millionaire,
00:25:50	Antoine and Christian did.
00:25:56	Come on!
00:25:58	Do I have to give you a blow job?
00:26:13	That's it, go kill yourself.
00:26:44	Aren't you in bed yet?
00:26:48	Here.
00:26:50	Someone left this for you tonight.
00:26:56	G'night.
00:27:15	You want to get things hopping,
00:27:18	- Do I have to wear this?
00:27:21	Bunch of nitwits. A tux
00:27:25	We're all dressed the same.
00:27:28	Very nice.
00:27:30	Where have you been?
00:27:34	Fatty.
00:27:38	- Goddammit, Raymond!
00:27:45	Congratulations.
00:27:53	Aren't you going to introduce us?
00:27:56	My mother.
00:27:58	My brothers.
00:27:59	My father. Min.
00:28:01	What's that?
00:28:03	Min.
00:28:40	He takes after his old man!
00:29:17	Is that idiot gonna play my tape
00:29:36	Not dancing?
00:29:37	I'm waiting for my song.
00:29:39	By popular request...
00:29:47	Shall we go smoke one outside?
00:29:49	Good idea.
00:29:52	You two go ahead.
00:30:28	What is it?
00:30:38	Your girlfriend's nice.
00:30:43	She's cute, too.
00:30:50	You want a shotgun?
00:32:02	A coke.
00:32:05	Same.
00:32:11	I'm very proud of you.
00:32:19	What's so funny?
00:32:28	Check those two out.
00:32:29	Little Zac sure seems
00:32:33	Talk about keeping it
00:32:35	He's not after his cousin,
00:32:37	I saw them French-kissing
00:32:42	So it's true.
00:32:44	Junior's a fag.
00:32:46	Looks like it.
00:32:56	Ah, damn.
00:33:37	Don't touch me!
00:33:42	Are you okay?
00:33:52	Keep dancing.
00:33:53	Just a little misunderstanding.
00:33:56	The wedding goes on.
00:33:58	No, everything's okay.
00:33:59	Keep dancing!
00:34:07	Christian!
00:34:11	I'm sorry!
00:34:17	What's going on?!
00:34:18	Stop!
00:34:21	Give us a minute?
00:34:29	On your brother's wedding day!
00:34:32	Raymond causes trouble
00:34:34	What happened was your fault.
00:34:37	You were being called a fag!
00:34:40	They saw you in the parking lot
00:34:45	What did they see?
00:34:49	It's not what you think.
00:34:55	We were smoking a joint.
00:34:57	We just gave each other a shotgun.
00:35:01	You're a born liar.
00:35:04	Nothing happened!
00:35:06	Be a man for once in your life
00:35:08	and tell the truth!
00:35:12	What do you want to hear?!
00:35:15	That I'm gay?!
00:35:16	A fag?!
00:35:18	That I suck cock?!
00:35:22	Yes, something happened,
00:35:25	You know with who.
00:35:30	Nothing happened earlier.
00:35:31	But I would've fucking loved it
00:35:35	Fucking right!
00:35:44	Go.
00:35:49	Go.
00:35:52	Go away!
00:37:30	Forgive me, Mom.
00:37:32	I know you'll be sad I'm gone.
00:37:34	But I know you'll be glad
00:37:37	Don't worry.
00:37:39	Your God is watching over me.
00:37:41	Raymond made me realize something
00:37:44	I've never told you I love you.
00:37:59	This side trip to the Holy Land,
00:38:01	would make her ecstatic.
00:38:07	Walking in Christ's footsteps
00:38:12	but I hadn't crossed the Atlantic
00:38:14	out of Catholic faith.
00:41:16	Zac, are you there?
00:41:22	I love you, sweetheart!
00:45:58	God works in mysterious ways,
00:46:51	The good Lord brought you back.
00:46:57	You'll heal him.
00:47:23	Thanks for coming, Christian.
00:47:37	I'm so happy you're staying.
00:47:42	I want to know everything.
00:47:47	Dad coming down?
00:47:50	He's in bed already.
00:47:53	- Good night.
00:48:06	I found him lying there,
00:48:08	with a syringe in his arm.
00:48:22	I think it'll be a while
00:48:28	What?
00:48:31	You lost that 20 long ago.
00:48:37	If you ask me,
00:49:59	He'll pull through.
00:50:08	I know I'm not a perfect father.
00:50:11	You certainly wouldn't have
00:50:16	Raymond, either.
00:50:19	I'm trying to understand
00:50:22	It's not easy.
00:50:29	I know I'm partly to blame.
00:50:35	I'd like to redeem myself,
00:50:37	but I don't know how.
00:50:41	I don't know what to tell you...
00:50:44	to make you understand
00:50:55	You can't forsake
00:51:00	having children.
00:51:04	There's nothing more beautiful...
00:51:06	more powerful.
00:51:08	And that really hits home
00:51:12	to losing one.
00:51:16	Because...
00:51:20	there's no greater pain.
00:51:31	The good Lord must surely
00:51:42	If you think it's a lost cause...
00:51:46	that you can't change...
00:51:55	I can't accept that.
00:51:59	I can't.
00:53:38	I'm sorry.
00:54:27	Speaking.
00:54:32	Oh, my God.
00:54:34	Oh, no.
00:54:49	Even in the face of death,
00:54:51	for it comes from God.
00:54:53	It is to him
00:54:59	Our Father
00:55:01	Who art in heaven
00:55:03	Hallowed be thy name
00:55:04	Thy kingdom come
00:55:06	They will be done
00:55:09	Give us this day
00:55:10	Our daily bread
00:55:12	And forgive us our trespasses
00:55:13	As we forgive those
00:55:16	And lead us not into temptation
00:55:19	But deliver us from evil
00:55:51	You spoke well.
00:55:54	I was deeply... touched.
00:56:31	Ciao, bro.
00:56:38	See ya, kid.
00:56:42	Mr. Beaulieu...
00:56:43	You'll come visit us, hmm?
00:57:12	Bye, Dad.
00:57:14	Take care of yourself.
00:59:09	I don't know if it was Raymond's
00:59:13	but my father had become
00:59:17	Although it took him 10 years
00:59:19	to allow me into his home
00:59:21	And we've never mentioned
00:59:26	Nor Patsy Cline.
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