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00:00:45 CHAOTIC ANA
00:01:22 The hawk is a hunter unlike
00:01:26 When it flies right by you...
00:01:31 ...you can only hear it.
00:01:34 This son of a bitch
00:01:36 is designed like a projectile.
00:01:38 His head is perfectly round
00:01:41 and his nostrils are modified
00:01:44 because he reaches speeds so high
00:01:46 that a sudden gust of air
00:01:47 can burst him from inside.
00:01:51 In falconry,
00:01:53 a hawk flies 400 meters
00:01:57 and from up there,
00:02:00 spots his prey,
00:02:02 tucks his wings...
00:02:05 ...at over 200 miles an hour.
00:02:07 When he reaches his prey...
00:02:09 Look.
00:02:10 See these claws here?
00:02:12 These hook-shaped claws,
00:02:14 when the moment comes...
00:02:18 ...and she's ready to go.
00:02:20 But a hawk's greatest asset
00:02:22 are...
00:02:25 his eyes.
00:02:26 Without incredibly sharp vision,
00:02:28 he could never hunt.
00:02:36 He got shit on.
00:02:41 Fucking bird!
00:02:47 What are you waiting for?
00:02:49 I'm cleaning his eyes, sir.
00:02:54 Let him go.
00:02:58 She won't get away, sir.
00:05:02 ISLAND OF IBIZA, SPAIN
00:06:05 Where can I see
00:06:07 more of yourwork?
00:06:08 In my home.
00:06:10 Can I see where you live?
00:06:18 I'm Justine.
00:06:20 Ana.
00:06:22 That's my father.
00:06:23 Hello.
00:06:24 - Hello.
00:06:52 Mon Dieu, you're natives!
00:07:06 May I?
00:07:23 Ana, have you studied?
00:07:30 Apart from your life...
00:07:33 Did you go to school?
00:07:35 I've taught her
00:07:37 everything I know.
00:07:40 And more.
00:07:41 Everything I've learned...
00:07:45 Not for me.
00:07:48 Mathematics,
00:07:49 literature, philosophy...
00:07:53 History is my weakness.
00:07:55 History unites us.
00:07:58 Each and every one of us
00:08:00 We carry it inside,
00:08:05 Yes.
00:08:06 I like History,
00:08:08 to know it
00:08:10 and also
00:08:12 to protect myself from it.
00:08:14 Human history
00:08:18 cruelties and injustices.
00:08:23 I am often ashamed
00:08:27 Nobody's completely innocent.
00:08:30 But out here we feel
00:08:32 less guilty.
00:08:34 We hurt no one.
00:08:36 Yes, this cave protects you.
00:08:40 Living like this nowadays
00:08:44 We don't care
00:08:48 Of course.
00:09:00 Ana.
00:09:02 I have a proposal foryou.
00:09:08 Come live at my residence
00:09:10 forthe next
00:09:11 two orthree years.
00:09:13 You'll live with
00:09:14 several other exceptional
00:09:17 personally.
00:09:21 I'm a patron of the arts.
00:09:28 You would be well provided for.
00:09:31 My residence covers
00:09:35 and materials.
00:10:15 I had a dream about this.
00:10:18 Very similar.
00:10:22 Too similar.
00:10:23 Almost the same woman.
00:10:26 But in my dream you ended up
00:10:31 But on your own, I didn't push you.
00:10:42 My fatherthe beast.
00:10:45 You're a grizzly beast,
00:10:47 a father in a cave.
00:10:51 My father
00:10:53 the monster.
00:10:58 I'll write you.
00:11:22 Dear Grizzly Beast,
00:11:25 Here in Madrid I look like
00:11:28 Yes, I do stand out a bit.
00:11:32 I'm laughing that laugh of mine...
00:11:36 And I'm not afraid...
00:11:49 I'm feeling more at ease,
00:11:52 But I can still feel your hand,
00:11:54 squeezing me tight,
00:11:56 and it feels good.
00:11:58 Thanks, Monster.
00:12:35 Justine's residence
00:12:38 and we're like squatters.
00:12:42 But nobody gives orders here,
00:12:44 not even Justine.
00:12:46 She lives in a house outside Madrid.
00:12:59 Art classes every morning,
00:13:01 music, video...
00:13:04 We pick our classes,
00:13:07 If we don't go we get thrown out.
00:13:32 Guys are gross.
00:13:34 A big dick with feet.
00:13:39 They're all
00:13:40 sex-hungry rapists at heart.
00:13:42 A few hold back, a bit.
00:13:44 But the invasive instinct
00:13:45 stays with them to the grave.
00:13:48 And what are we?
00:13:49 What are we?
00:13:53 Come here.
00:13:55 You see?
00:14:00 We're always provoking them.
00:14:08 To attract them.
00:14:12 Then we choose.
00:14:16 We're conniving whores.
00:14:20 - We're whores and they're rapists.
00:14:27 And what are they?
00:14:30 They rape each other...
00:14:32 but they're whores like us.
00:14:38 - And prostitutes?
00:14:40 Whores that work.
00:14:43 Are you a dyke?
00:14:45 No, but I'd love to be one.
00:14:48 - You're the girl from Ibiza?
00:14:51 I'm Linda.
00:14:59 It's my favorite eye.
00:15:02 What I see with my own eyes...
00:15:04 All the tyranny in this world
00:15:08 But that world is a mystery.
00:15:11 Not even God rules it.
00:15:12 - Sometimes not even I can.
00:15:16 Your name suits you.
00:15:19 No, it doesn't.
00:15:22 It isn't even mine.
00:15:24 It isn't?
00:15:27 Whose is it?
00:15:29 My daïs boat's.
00:15:31 "The Linda."
00:15:32 He named you after his boat?
00:15:36 He doesn't have it anymore.
00:15:39 He was a Ione sailor.
00:15:40 He fell for my mom,
00:15:43 Sold the boat
00:15:45 And when you were born
00:15:49 Sounds nice.
00:15:50 From the outside.
00:15:51 From the inside it fucking sucks.
00:15:53 My daïs a selfish man
00:15:55 incapable of loving anyone.
00:15:57 And my mom's foolish
00:16:02 She's getting smaller and smaller.
00:16:05 She's about to disappear.
00:16:08 Some day she'll blow away
00:16:10 My mother left us when I was a girl.
00:16:15 What a lousy thing to do.
00:16:18 Was the boat a sailboat?
00:16:21 Good.
00:16:24 I'm a land person.
00:16:25 Super-solid.
00:16:27 I have to be careful...
00:16:30 and hold onto something.
00:16:46 You're adorable.
00:16:48 Ana, daughter of Klaus,
00:16:52 A monster like you've never seen.
00:16:57 Dear Monster,
00:16:59 I'm open to everything here.
00:17:01 I'm starting to like performance
00:17:06 Sire, for how long
00:17:11 For as long as women
00:17:19 Until the two sexes join together
00:17:22 and male and female are one.
00:17:24 Neither male norfemale.
00:17:26 Goïs adversary
00:17:29 What about you?
00:17:31 Are you not a real man?
00:17:33 I have come to destroy
00:17:37 To destroy my work?
00:17:39 You, female, are lust itself.
00:17:42 You retard the hour of perfection.
00:17:47 A natural born sexist!
00:17:48 Because I am born of a god
00:17:51 We Jews turn our goddesses
00:17:54 Thus heaven is a patriarchy.
00:17:57 - I thought you were a socialist.
00:17:59 The rich shall never enter
00:18:03 What about women?
00:18:05 Will we get in?
00:18:09 Tempt me not,
00:18:11 - female.
00:18:15 You know what, Beast?
00:18:16 We're very free here
00:18:18 and we owe it all to our
00:18:29 He's Saharan.
00:18:32 The Berbers, orAmazigh,
00:18:35 That means the women transmit
00:18:39 They're also monogamous.
00:18:42 That's probably why the Arab
00:18:46 They've always been ostracized.
00:18:49 Amazigh women
00:18:51 bring up their children well.
00:18:53 They know how to raise good men.
00:19:02 I like it.
00:19:04 But this video is missing something.
00:19:06 It feels unfinished.
00:19:09 That's Said,
00:19:11 He's a whole otherworld.
00:19:13 He paints, like you.
00:19:15 And he's majoring in five fields.
00:19:18 Said is a natural born genius.
00:19:21 An exceptional male.
00:19:26 And you like him.
00:19:29 Well, no.
00:19:30 Nobody gets him.
00:19:53 How do you like it here?
00:19:55 There's no better place I could be.
00:19:58 It feels like it's made for me.
00:20:03 Ana,
00:20:05 I suggest you paint in oils.
00:20:08 The waxes give your paintings
00:20:12 You should liberate
00:20:15 and paint with more depth.
00:20:18 I paint to forget, to escape.
00:20:22 I don't want depth.
00:21:43 What's wrong?
00:21:45 I don't know.
00:22:01 Let's get out of here.
00:22:43 Do you want to go to sleep together?
00:22:47 Together?
00:22:49 Yes.
00:22:57 I can't sleep alone.
00:22:59 I suffer.
00:23:00 I sleep great.
00:23:02 Really?
00:23:04 Well, sometimes I daydream,
00:23:06 but never asleep.
00:23:08 I must have a door closed.
00:23:09 I wish I could do that.
00:23:11 Close the door.
00:23:15 Then we'll stay inside.
00:23:19 I have another door closed.
00:23:21 It might be the same one,
00:23:23 but I'd like to open it.
00:23:28 I've never been in love.
00:23:34 Me neither.
00:23:37 A home in the sky.
00:23:41 A garden in the sea.
00:23:44 A lark in your breast.
00:23:48 A new beginning.
00:23:52 A wish forthe stars.
00:23:56 The beat of a sparrow.
00:24:00 An island in your bed.
00:24:03 The setting sun.
00:24:07 Time and silence.
00:24:09 Screams and songs.
00:24:13 Skies and kisses.
00:24:17 Voices and pain.
00:24:23 Born to your laughter.
00:24:26 Raised in yourtears.
00:24:31 Living on your back.
00:24:34 Dying in your arms.
00:24:38 Time and silence.
00:24:40 Screams and songs.
00:24:43 Skies and kisses.
00:24:48 Voices and pain.
00:25:17 What's wrong?
00:25:20 I'm sorry.
00:25:22 I didn't mean to wake you.
00:25:27 I get anxiety attacks
00:25:29 at night.
00:25:30 We agreed to sleep together
00:25:34 You can't.
00:25:35 Yes. But right now
00:25:38 No, I don't live in darkness.
00:25:40 I live in the brightest light.
00:25:44 Sometimes
00:25:45 I see the end...
00:25:49 There's nothing there!
00:25:51 Yes, there is.
00:25:53 It's useless!
00:25:56 You and I met each other.
00:25:58 Wait.
00:26:00 You'll see it's not
00:26:19 Did you know Justine
00:26:24 What do you think?
00:26:30 It doesn't really bother me.
00:26:32 After all, she's the one
00:26:36 Why are you in such a daze?
00:26:39 Something's up.
00:26:41 I can smell it.
00:26:49 Well, well.
00:26:52 That smile is a yes.
00:26:56 Go on, tell the eye.
00:27:00 The exceptional male.
00:27:01 You're kidding.
00:27:03 Unbelievable.
00:27:05 You're too much.
00:27:07 So what's he like?
00:27:10 He's not a dick with feet,
00:27:15 That's too bad, because in bed
00:27:19 He's a lot more.
00:27:21 He's a lot more...
00:27:23 Is he fair game now, or are you
00:27:27 I have a story foryou as well.
00:27:44 Did you film that?
00:27:46 A freelance job.
00:27:48 I don't believe in God.
00:27:53 So you're trading being a whore
00:27:56 Absolutely.
00:28:00 - Lucas really suits you.
00:28:08 Where's your sultan?
00:28:10 Studying.
00:28:12 Studying?
00:28:14 Or resting?
00:28:42 "Sahrawi Arab Democratic Republic."
00:28:45 What's your country like?
00:28:47 I've never been.
00:28:48 I've only seen it on a map.
00:28:50 We Saharans are not allowed
00:28:54 Why not?
00:28:57 Yes,
00:28:58 but 30 years ago Spain
00:29:02 which invaded us,
00:29:07 and built a mine-infested wall
00:29:09 with the help of the United States.
00:29:14 So where are you from?
00:29:17 I was raised
00:29:19 in an Algerian refugee camp,
00:29:23 one of the most barren areas
00:29:27 Winters are freezing
00:29:29 and in summertemperatures
00:29:32 In my language, to damn someone
00:29:36 "May God send you to the Hamada."
00:29:42 - Are these your parents?
00:29:44 Look.
00:29:46 This is my mother.
00:29:49 She died beside my father
00:29:52 She was a Berber.
00:29:54 My fatherwas a bidan.
00:29:56 My motherfought beside him
00:30:00 - Is this you?
00:30:02 I'm an orphan of war,
00:30:03 just like all these others.
00:30:08 Never seen your country!
00:30:09 No. And it's even recognized
00:30:12 Are you political?
00:30:17 Everything I do is so that someday
00:30:24 I hope with all my heart
00:30:27 With...
00:30:29 your molecular biology
00:30:31 orwhateveryou want.
00:30:36 When we run out of biology,
00:30:39 we lose everything.
00:30:41 Only biology can make sense
00:30:44 We must find a way to make
00:30:49 You'd better start studying.
00:30:54 Do you want you and me
00:30:59 Yes.
00:31:01 Great!
00:31:04 We have so much time left!
00:31:07 I finally found you.
00:31:25 Dear Cave Monster,
00:31:29 I've been taken by a man.
00:31:41 I feel like I'd loved him all along,
00:31:44 but that I'd lost him.
00:31:51 Dearest daughter,
00:31:53 This is the greatest news
00:31:57 I've been repeating it
00:32:00 Congratulations on your discovery
00:32:02 that love is an ancient treasure.
00:32:12 I have no maternal instinct.
00:32:14 Why? How do you know?
00:32:17 Because I want Said
00:32:18 all to myself,
00:32:21 Well, Lucas has me...
00:32:24 feeling pretty motherly.
00:32:27 It's not your style.
00:32:29 Life is full of contradictions.
00:32:32 And women even more so.
00:32:42 Lobsterforfive.
00:32:43 - And the usual white wine.
00:32:47 That's Jovoskaya,
00:32:50 in hypnosis.
00:32:52 She's an authority in the U. S.
00:33:42 Grizzly beast,
00:33:47 Ana, what's wrong?
00:33:50 It's okay, my love.
00:33:54 I'm falling.
00:33:56 You're getting smaller and smaller.
00:33:58 I'm with you!
00:34:01 Don't let go of me.
00:34:03 Your hand!
00:34:23 See? I won't let go of you.
00:34:28 Where are we?
00:34:30 This is a dream!
00:34:51 Linda.
00:34:54 - I had a dream.
00:34:58 How are you?
00:34:59 I'm fine.
00:35:00 What are you doing here?
00:35:04 You were in bad shape last night.
00:35:06 Don't you remember?
00:35:09 The lobsters...
00:35:10 You got really sick.
00:35:13 You were in agony.
00:35:14 you were getting killed.
00:35:16 Why isn't Said here?
00:35:20 He's gone.
00:35:21 We looked everywhere last night
00:35:26 I'll talk to Justine, she'll know.
00:35:28 Justine left for Paris
00:35:29 early this morning.
00:35:31 I'll check his room for a note.
00:35:33 Ana, I already checked.
00:35:36 It's bizarre.
00:35:39 I stayed to tell you myself.
00:35:42 Said was in my dream.
00:35:43 In the first dream I've ever had.
00:35:46 That's a good sign.
00:35:47 Sure.
00:35:49 Ana, last night
00:35:50 the guy at the next table
00:35:53 First Jovoskaya,
00:35:57 Then she said her pupil
00:36:00 He asked if he could take you aside.
00:36:02 He said he put you to sleep
00:36:11 Please don't leave me like this.
00:36:14 I'll never understand it.
00:36:16 Look, Ana.
00:36:19 The guy who hypnotized you
00:36:22 He gave me his phone number
00:36:28 Then call him.
00:36:38 Hi, this is Linda, Ana's friend...
00:36:41 The girl you hypnotized last night.
00:36:44 - She just woke up and...
00:36:48 It's crucial, especially for her.
00:36:51 Ask her on my behalf.
00:36:55 She says yes. When?
00:36:57 Right now, if possible.
00:36:59 The impression is fresh.
00:37:02 Know anyone who speaks Arabic?
00:37:04 Yes, Said.
00:37:06 Ana,
00:37:07 don't worry.
00:37:10 Understand what?
00:37:13 He was there when I hypnotized you.
00:37:18 Helped you what?
00:37:19 - Until he got scared.
00:37:23 Ana, do you have memories
00:37:28 Or visions of events
00:37:35 Do you feel like you've lived
00:37:41 Before I met Said, never.
00:37:44 Last night you spoke to Said
00:37:47 But he wouldn't translate for me.
00:37:52 Hey...
00:38:04 I'm hypnotizing you
00:38:08 Do not be afraid.
00:38:10 You can choose if you want
00:38:12 to be conscious during the hypnosis
00:38:17 - or be unconscious.
00:38:19 Find what you need
00:38:20 and tell me about it later.
00:38:24 I only care about Said
00:38:26 and his disappearance.
00:38:28 Ana,
00:38:30 last night you and I established
00:38:33 a hypnotic relationship.
00:38:38 to zero, and only with your consent,
00:38:42 you'll enter step by step into
00:38:44 a hypnotic sleep.
00:38:45 Ten,
00:38:47 nine,
00:38:49 eight,
00:38:50 seven,
00:38:52 six,
00:38:54 five,
00:38:55 four,
00:38:57 three...
00:39:16 Ana.
00:39:19 I can't believe
00:39:22 What?
00:39:24 You spoke to me in beautiful Arabic.
00:39:28 Saiïs language,
00:39:29 the Saharan language.
00:39:31 We saw you die in the desert.
00:39:33 With him?
00:39:34 You spoke to him
00:39:37 What did I say?
00:39:38 We couldn't understand.
00:39:40 You were crying.
00:39:41 A lot, look at yourself.
00:39:48 And how...
00:39:50 did I die?
00:39:53 Birds.
00:40:31 Ana.
00:40:33 I'd like to stay close to you
00:40:36 To search your subconscious.
00:40:39 I can help you, Ana.
00:40:40 I think you carry an abyss
00:41:02 Dear Cave Dweller,
00:41:04 It's taken me longerto write
00:41:13 Justine has left the third floor
00:41:17 and a new friend
00:41:20 because of his accent.
00:41:22 He's from Los Angeles.
00:41:27 Said disappeared one night
00:41:30 without telling me why.
00:41:32 He's left a void inside of me.
00:41:35 I got his room.
00:41:38 Who betterthan me
00:41:49 They're knocking
00:41:50 but I won't let them in.
00:41:59 They're knocking...
00:42:02 and Anglo will open for me.
00:42:07 I trust him.
00:42:09 Did you know about my doors?
00:42:13 Dearest Ana,
00:42:14 Seeing you like this saddens me,
00:42:17 It's part of the risk
00:42:20 Keep in mind these small mishaps
00:42:25 That's the point,
00:42:26 knowing how to live
00:42:29 As far as visiting me,
00:42:33 I can't help you right now,
00:42:37 You have to resolve it alone.
00:42:38 He doesn't want me to go!
00:42:41 I don't get yourwhole doorthing,
00:42:44 explain it better
00:42:58 I'd never seen it snow before.
00:43:00 I mustn't forget to tell you
00:43:04 This is the second tallest mountain
00:43:08 - And this is Five-Mile-High Ana.
00:43:11 You climbed this mountain
00:43:15 and it's more than 6 miles high.
00:43:21 Your loverwas a married man who
00:43:26 When you stopped believing him
00:43:28 you went mountain climbing
00:43:35 It's always the same problem
00:43:38 You can't trust them.
00:43:40 Especially the conscientious ones,
00:43:46 He's fucked everyone.
00:43:48 I think maybe even Justine.
00:43:50 I've caught them gazing.
00:43:52 - Not Justine.
00:43:55 Always kissing up to us calling us
00:44:01 - Back to the rapist theory.
00:44:04 But we're not the whores
00:44:09 So I'm through with men
00:44:12 and we're off to the mountain,
00:44:23 You were the first women in history
00:44:26 But you didn't come down.
00:44:29 I saw you freeze to death.
00:44:31 Ana, I have it on tape.
00:44:34 But this time it's a sweet death.
00:44:48 Ana,
00:44:50 I think all those horrible visions
00:44:56 - Hello.
00:44:58 Bonjour, everyone.
00:45:02 How is Ana's hypnosis going?
00:45:04 Fine, easier and easier.
00:45:06 But she still won't watch herself.
00:45:08 Anglo can hypnotize me
00:45:12 I'd rather see as little
00:45:16 Too many sexist bastard rapists
00:45:19 Well, in your lives.
00:45:22 Some day you'll want
00:45:25 and it will be good foryou.
00:45:27 You'll be able to watch it.
00:45:30 The videotapes of the hypnosis
00:45:35 you know that.
00:45:38 Can I see the last one?
00:45:43 I came to the mountain
00:45:50 No,
00:45:51 I came to the mountain
00:45:54 To meet you up here,
00:45:56 but you haven't come.
00:45:58 I've abandoned my life.
00:46:00 I came here to see
00:46:02 if you'd abandoned yours as well.
00:46:05 Yourwife,
00:46:06 your children...
00:46:08 I'm freezing...
00:46:09 I'm alone now.
00:46:11 I saw my friends die.
00:46:27 It's okay, Ana. It's me.
00:46:30 I'm here to rescue you.
00:46:33 I'm slipping away...
00:46:35 but I see you.
00:46:37 You smile...
00:46:40 It's so sad!
00:46:43 Thanks for coming.
00:46:46 I can't take it.
00:46:48 You're so sweet...
00:47:16 What are you doing?
00:47:17 Come on!
00:47:19 Go, blondie!
00:47:34 No wonderyou're horny,
00:47:39 who took off without saying a word.
00:47:51 Have I ever been a man?
00:47:53 So faryou've only been women,
00:47:56 and young women at that.
00:48:03 That means I've always died
00:48:07 and never a natural death.
00:48:10 So the less I know, the better.
00:48:15 Anglo...
00:48:16 Have you evertaken
00:48:18 During hypnosis.
00:48:20 I mean sexually.
00:48:23 No, never.
00:48:27 I believe you.
00:49:15 Actually, I wouldn't mind
00:49:19 since I wouldn't remember anyway.
00:49:22 Go right ahead if you like,
00:49:28 I'd rather do it with you awake.
00:49:32 That's what I'd really like.
00:49:40 Only if I'm hypnotized.
00:49:52 Dear Cave Father,
00:49:54 You're right.
00:49:55 I'd better not come home
00:49:59 Don't worry about the doors.
00:51:00 Ana, this has been
00:51:04 Your lives are leading us
00:51:07 Not my lives. My deaths.
00:51:09 How long was I under?
00:51:12 One day.
00:51:15 Not much, but...
00:51:18 I'm nude.
00:51:20 I bathed you last night.
00:51:21 You were soaked in sweat.
00:51:34 Two important people saw you.
00:51:36 Giants in the field of hypnosis.
00:51:39 One came from Russia
00:51:43 They showed me new paths.
00:51:50 Ana, your case is unique.
00:51:53 We've found lives inside you
00:51:56 a thousand years.
00:51:57 Some of them you hardly
00:51:59 speak of, but others
00:52:02 are fascinating stories.
00:52:04 And there's more to uncover.
00:52:11 I think we should go all the way.
00:52:15 Back to the beginning.
00:52:18 Why is all this happening to me?
00:52:20 I don't know if you were
00:52:23 or if you somehow,
00:52:27 establish contact with them,
00:52:30 orwith their memories...
00:52:32 sometimes even only images...
00:52:35 But one thing is clear,
00:52:36 they're a part of you.
00:52:40 That's your chaos, Ana.
00:52:42 Then who am I?
00:52:44 If my dreams aren't even my own?
00:52:46 Why don't I dream asleep
00:52:48 Because you're afraid of yourself...
00:52:50 secretly.
00:52:56 Since you can establish contact
00:52:59 lost in time...
00:53:02 turn around and look at them.
00:53:05 I have a request.
00:53:08 Something different.
00:53:12 I want to be hypnotized
00:53:14 That's a good step.
00:53:16 But for now only back to the Sahara,
00:53:19 when I lived there with Said.
00:53:21 And I want to remember.
00:53:24 but my happy moments with him.
00:53:26 I'll film it.
00:53:27 No, don't.
00:53:31 I'll record it right here.
00:53:34 This is intimate stuff.
00:53:36 Now, as I count from ten
00:53:38 to seven,
00:53:40 with each number
00:53:43 and heavier.
00:53:44 Ten, nine,
00:53:47 eight, seven...
00:53:49 Yourwhole body is stiff,
00:53:53 But only your body is like this.
00:53:56 Your spirit is weightless.
00:53:58 You can separate the two
00:54:01 Leave your body here in bed.
00:54:04 Now I'll count from six to four
00:54:07 and you won't feel
00:54:11 Six, five, four...
00:54:15 Your eyes will be open
00:54:19 The more you see,
00:54:20 the more hypnotized you will be.
00:54:24 Now I want you to imagine
00:54:26 you're walking on a mountainside.
00:54:33 The sea is on one side...
00:54:36 You're looking forthe entrance
00:54:39 One cave in particular.
00:54:42 You feel the breeze on yourface
00:54:45 and you hearthe sound of the waves.
00:54:48 Suddenly there it is.
00:54:51 It's your cave, Ana.
00:54:54 You go inside.
00:54:58 There's nobody else there.
00:55:04 You see the walls
00:55:07 closed doors.
00:55:09 Your subconscious
00:55:11 will choose a door.
00:55:14 Stand before the dooryou chose.
00:55:17 Now open it carefully.
00:55:22 You're going in.
00:55:23 And when I count from three
00:55:25 to zero
00:55:27 you'll appear in another space
00:55:29 and time of your choice.
00:55:32 Three, two,
00:55:34 one, zero.
00:55:51 Is it the life you chose?
00:55:54 Yes, it's the Republic of Sahara.
00:55:58 - My country.
00:56:04 I don't know.
00:56:05 What's your name?
00:56:07 Saida.
00:56:11 A man on a camel...
00:56:13 It's my father.
00:56:15 I'm lost
00:56:16 and he's come for me.
00:56:21 Okay, we're going to move forward
00:56:25 through Saida's life.
00:56:26 I'll count again from three to zero
00:56:30 and you let your unconscious mind
00:56:32 choose an important memory.
00:56:36 Three, two,
00:56:38 one, zero.
00:56:46 Where are you now, Saida?
00:56:50 Something's happening to me.
00:56:55 We're at war.
00:56:58 I don't know what's wrong with me.
00:57:00 People are taking care of me.
00:57:03 Are you injured?
00:57:05 I know.
00:57:09 Is your husband there?
00:57:13 No.
00:57:14 I don't see him.
00:57:24 Yasir!
00:57:29 It hurts!
00:57:49 I had his child.
00:57:51 Congratulations, Saida.
00:57:53 Now I'm going to count
00:57:56 Let your subconscious take us
00:58:00 of your choice.
00:58:02 Wait, please.
00:58:06 A mother is also born.
00:58:08 I'm the luckiest man.
00:58:10 Thank you, Saida.
00:58:12 Thank you.
00:58:14 Yasir!
00:58:16 This is the happiest day of my life!
00:58:23 Three, two,
00:58:25 one, zero.
00:58:33 Where are you now, Saida?
00:58:37 I'm in a prisoner camp.
00:58:41 Moroccan soldiers are watching us.
00:58:44 Why isn't my son with me?
00:58:47 I remember now.
00:58:48 A soldiertook my son away.
00:58:52 It's Yasir.
00:58:53 He's here to rescue me.
00:59:09 No!
00:59:17 Get me out of here, please.
00:59:23 It's okay.
00:59:24 You're almost out.
00:59:25 Three, find the doorto the cave...
00:59:29 Two, leave the cave...
00:59:32 One, everything goes black.
00:59:36 Zero.
00:59:38 You're back.
00:59:59 Fucking hell.
01:00:02 That bastard father of mine
01:00:06 He had an individuality attack.
01:00:08 He sold our place in Cadiz
01:00:11 I really can't stand men.
01:00:14 I can't take anymore.
01:00:16 I've nothing left to give to a man.
01:00:19 Not a drop.
01:00:32 Ana, to hell with this macho world
01:00:36 that has us rotting inside.
01:00:39 Women are on their own when
01:00:42 And forget about Said already.
01:00:45 Think of yourself, damn it.
01:00:47 Take what's inside you seriously.
01:00:49 What you don't want to see
01:00:54 I'm using it for a montage.
01:00:56 Try to understand.
01:00:59 ANA'S LIVES
01:01:00 Know what gets me most
01:01:02 The bastard bought his boat back.
01:01:06 The Linda.
01:01:08 He's getting it ready
00:00:58 I have news about yourfather.
00:01:00 - He's getting evicted.
00:01:03 Yes.
00:01:07 Who told you?
00:01:09 Friends of yours. Valencians.
00:01:12 The San Juans.
00:01:13 Yourfather is living with them.
00:01:15 I'm going. My dad can't live
00:01:18 He'll get used to it, you'll see.
00:01:22 That's why he didn't want me
00:01:25 He's fighting with some politician
00:01:28 Ana, there's no time to lose.
00:01:32 Yourfather needs you
00:02:01 I know, he'll never get in a car,
00:02:05 Let's go.
00:02:19 Ana...
00:02:21 Yourfather is ill.
00:02:30 Isn't your local festival
00:02:33 He didn't want you to see him
00:02:36 until he felt better.
00:02:42 But he has cancer, Ana.
00:02:45 And now he knows he's dying.
00:02:50 Because I left.
00:02:52 - Don't say that.
00:02:56 But I'll always think it.
00:03:05 He wants to dance with you,
00:03:16 Hold me tight, Maria.
00:03:20 Hold me tight.
00:03:24 Tonight's the coldest night,
00:03:28 and I can't sleep.
00:03:32 Hold me tight, Maria.
00:03:36 Hold me tight.
00:03:41 I'm scared
00:03:42 and I have nowhere to go.
00:03:49 Tomorrow when you wake
00:03:53 I'll be far away.
00:03:57 It's nothing to worry about,
00:04:01 I've been through worse.
00:04:06 In case I never see you again,
00:04:10 forget I made you suffer.
00:04:14 If I disappear I don't want
00:04:18 anyone to rememberwho I was.
00:04:22 Hold me tight, Maria.
00:04:27 Hold me tight.
00:04:31 Tonight's the coldest night
00:04:35 and I can't sleep.
00:04:39 Hold me tight, Anita.
00:04:44 Hold me tight.
00:04:47 I'm scared
00:04:50 and I have nowhere to go.
00:05:09 You've made me the happiest man
00:05:15 in the whole world.
00:05:17 Hold me tight.
00:05:21 I'll be back foryou some day,
00:05:25 we'll run away together.
00:05:29 Hold me tight, Maria.
00:05:34 Hold me tight.
00:05:38 I'm scared
00:05:40 and I have nowhere to go.
00:05:54 I'm scared
00:05:56 and I have nowhere to go.
00:06:38 I'm alone and I'm happy, damn it!
00:06:42 Free!
00:06:44 I'm free!
00:06:53 Linda!
00:07:01 Linda, is that you?
00:07:08 Trying to punish me?
00:07:13 Well, you've succeeded.
00:07:21 Ismael, you don't know me.
00:07:28 I'm Ana.
00:07:30 What else are you?
00:07:31 Well, I'm your stowaway.
00:07:35 We'll have to make do.
00:07:36 But I can help you.
00:07:38 I don't want a fucking stowaway!
00:07:41 Sorry, it was me.
00:07:44 I grabbed the rope when I came out.
00:07:46 This is my boat.
00:07:48 - You snuck inside me.
00:07:52 I heard you were going
00:08:04 Linda!
00:08:06 I'm a friend of Linda's!
00:08:33 Dear Cave Monster,
00:08:36 Here I am, in the Atlantic.
00:08:40 The souls of the dead
00:08:43 All they can do is fly away
00:08:48 I don't want to fly away.
00:08:50 My only wish is to stay with you.
00:09:55 You're a friend of Linda's?
00:09:57 You said that in the water.
00:10:02 Is that why you came back for me?
00:10:06 No.
00:10:14 Want to know what your daughter
00:10:20 Don't believe all you hear about me.
00:10:26 I was living with her.
00:10:29 What time is it there?
00:10:31 I'm only interested in here and now.
00:10:38 Me, too.
00:10:41 From now on.
00:11:25 Hold on!
00:11:27 Don't let go!
00:11:47 I'd never spent so much time
00:11:52 A man who isn't my father.
00:12:02 Tomorrow we arrive at
00:12:05 I want to dock in New York
00:12:09 New York, new life.
00:12:13 Then I'll follow the coast south.
00:12:17 Take my time. To Brazil.
00:12:18 I'll rent out the boat for money.
00:12:22 Stay with me
00:12:31 I have no idea what I want to do.
00:12:34 Play it by ear.
00:15:07 Sorry I'm not your Prince Charming.
00:15:09 Well, almost.
00:15:11 You're always close.
00:15:20 How did you find me?
00:15:21 Linda's father.
00:15:23 I was just with him on his boat.
00:15:26 Will you continue the voyage?
00:15:32 - Why are you here?
00:15:34 I absolutely had to see you.
00:15:37 We've done a lot of research.
00:15:39 You have?
00:15:40 Forthe last session,
00:15:41 - to reach the origin.
00:15:46 Look where I am now.
00:15:47 This is New York.
00:15:49 The most open city in the world.
00:15:51 Far away from your life,
00:15:53 right? But the funny thing is,
00:15:55 you've never been closerto yourself
00:15:59 Running away brought you back
00:16:04 How will I die this time?
00:16:09 Ana, look at me.
00:16:12 I couldn't wait to see you.
00:16:16 You're so dearto me.
00:16:19 I'll see him again, won't I?
00:16:49 We've entered the Indian
00:17:18 Look, Beast.
00:17:20 It's a cave.
00:19:04 I was anxious to see you again, Ana.
00:19:08 You broke my heart when you left
00:19:13 I understood,
00:19:14 but I also felt guilty.
00:19:17 Why are you here now?
00:19:19 To help you understand,
00:19:27 - I have to go back even further?
00:19:30 2000 years.
00:19:47 What's wrong?
00:19:49 It hurts.
00:19:51 Then we'll go outside.
00:19:53 comfortable above all else.
00:19:56 Something happened to you here
00:20:01 She realized as well.
00:20:19 What happened?
00:20:21 We're not exactly sure.
00:20:23 That's why I've brought you here.
00:20:48 Mother, Mother, Mother...
00:20:53 of Good Men!
00:20:56 Of Good Men!
00:20:59 She wants you to pick it up.
00:21:01 Trust her, Ana.
00:21:03 There's nothing mystical about me.
00:21:08 Come on, Ana.
00:21:19 Ana, do not be afraid.
00:21:22 We're together again.
00:21:25 Now say my name, you know me.
00:21:28 Osdad Ciaca.
00:21:30 That was your name.
00:21:31 I got it right the first time.
00:21:32 To your people,
00:21:37 How old was I
00:21:39 22.
00:21:40 How scary.
00:21:42 I'm still 21.
00:21:49 I am alive, inside of you.
00:22:05 Ten,
00:22:08 nine,
00:22:10 eight,
00:22:11 seven,
00:22:12 six,
00:22:13 five...
00:23:11 We're preparing a surprise foryou
00:23:13 from Madrid.
00:23:22 Hi, Ana.
00:23:26 Well, first of all,
00:23:28 I miss you a lot,
00:23:31 What else?
00:23:33 Things have changed around here.
00:23:36 in your bed now.
00:23:37 She said to thank you.
00:23:40 She knows you're with my dad,
00:23:42 on his boat,
00:23:43 the Linda.
00:23:46 But anyway,
00:23:49 she says she's much better off
00:23:52 which she didn't know,
00:23:55 As for me,
00:23:57 you'll laugh but...
00:24:01 I'm back with Lucas,
00:24:03 so...
00:24:04 it's back to being a goddess.
00:24:06 Shared, of course,
00:24:07 but I'm used to the idea.
00:24:10 follow the wind.
00:24:11 - They say "a following wind."
00:24:15 That's it.
00:24:18 Ride it.
00:24:20 Ride the wind,
00:24:22 my dearfriend.
00:24:23 My dearest friend...
00:24:25 My bird friend.
00:24:43 Osdad Ciaca.
00:24:46 Stop it, please.
00:24:49 Ana,
00:24:49 it was the man you loved
00:24:53 He killed the goddess
00:24:56 among brothers.
00:24:57 Show herthe ending.
00:25:14 He's dressed up as a bird.
00:25:17 His brothers will be angry.
00:25:22 Dressed like that,
00:25:25 Your pride sickens me.
00:25:29 Put down that hatchet right now!
00:25:34 Don't be a savage!
00:25:42 Strike me again...
00:25:45 and you'll lose me forever.
00:25:51 Ana,
00:25:52 now, dying, is when she glows,
00:25:55 when she achieves wisdom.
00:25:56 And she speaks to you.
00:25:58 You have to listen to her.
00:26:00 I'm scared.
00:26:02 Then be brave.
00:26:05 But I'm not.
00:26:07 Ana,
00:26:08 down deep you are brave,
00:26:13 Your consciousness of humanity is
00:26:17 which is the life instinct,
00:26:19 not the death instinct.
00:26:21 You have to open yourself up
00:26:23 I don't have to do anything.
00:26:25 Whateveryou say, princess.
00:26:28 I'm free.
00:26:30 And I never liked mothers.
00:26:35 The tape is yours.
00:26:37 You must have a purpose in life.
00:26:39 You have to find it.
00:26:41 I have no purpose, period.
00:26:44 Anglo, hypnotize me forthe rest
00:26:53 Ten,
00:26:54 nine, eight,
00:26:56 seven, six,
00:26:58 five,
00:27:00 four, three,
00:27:02 two, one, zero.
00:27:05 You're going to relax
00:27:07 because you've had a very rough day.
00:27:10 Empty your mind.
00:27:16 I understand you, my love.
00:27:21 I understand you.
00:28:37 I open in two hours.
00:28:39 And you're way too late.
00:28:44 But I can make you a crepe.
00:28:49 What flavor?
00:28:55 Sugar.
00:29:00 How did you get here?
00:29:02 Justine.
00:29:03 She found me and told me
00:29:07 - Is this yours?
00:29:09 It's a frienïs.
00:29:11 How are things?
00:29:12 Fine, I'm trying to live my life.
00:29:16 If they let me live this one.
00:29:18 This is the present.
00:29:23 No. Stay where you were.
00:29:27 Please.
00:29:33 This place is ideal for me.
00:29:35 Yes.
00:29:37 It seems made for me.
00:29:39 What about you?
00:29:42 Guantanamo?
00:29:43 For all I knew, since you left
00:29:47 Ana,
00:29:50 I've come to ask yourforgiveness.
00:30:05 Ana,
00:30:07 afteryour attack,
00:30:09 which we all saw,
00:30:11 I had another,
00:30:15 And I saw why I couldn't help you,
00:30:20 You spoke to me in Arabic.
00:30:22 How did I answer?
00:30:27 That night you realized
00:30:30 when biology runs out.
00:30:31 Our souls have another
00:30:33 You said that there's nothing
00:30:35 in the end.
00:30:38 We accumulate.
00:30:39 Death fills, not empties.
00:31:08 Let's go for a walk.
00:31:13 So how did it end up?
00:31:14 Did you make biology last longer?
00:31:17 No.
00:31:18 Do you think if we didn't die we'd
00:31:24 I don't want to live forever.
00:31:26 I just want to live with you.
00:31:28 That's my wish.
00:31:34 And that's my window.
00:31:46 Don't worry, it's all right.
00:31:49 I'm sorry.
00:31:51 Is there anotherwoman?
00:31:56 Forgive me,
00:31:57 I shouldn't ask that.
00:32:00 What matters is we found each other.
00:32:05 Let's start a life together
00:32:08 Where should we go?
00:32:12 To your desert?
00:32:14 Okay. "May God send us
00:32:17 Hamada.
00:32:18 Anyway,
00:32:19 even if we die again together,
00:32:22 devoured by birds...
00:32:25 You know what happened,
00:32:34 What I'm saying is,
00:32:38 Anywhere you want.
00:32:41 Come on, say yes.
00:32:44 It'll be the happiest day
00:32:47 Ana,
00:32:49 I wasn't Yasir,
00:32:52 the Saharan you were in love with.
00:32:56 Why not?
00:32:59 I'm Said, his son.
00:33:06 And also the son of Saida.
00:33:08 My parents were prisoners
00:33:13 A soldiertook your son away.
00:33:16 My motherwas a well-known Berber.
00:33:20 She came from way back
00:33:23 and possessed energy
00:33:27 Amazigh women
00:33:31 that came before her.
00:33:51 That's why the Moroccans
00:33:56 They thought her soul
00:34:01 into the air.
00:34:03 The only thing of hers
00:34:06 was this ring.
00:34:19 So I was your mother.
00:34:22 Your grizzly beast of a mother.
00:34:29 Just as well you weren't with us.
00:36:27 I saw him.
00:36:28 It's him, I know it is.
00:36:30 Who?
00:36:32 The big shot eating
00:36:35 It's one of those fuckers
00:36:37 the fucking war in Iraq
00:36:40 that killed our little Paco.
00:36:54 We're here, Ana.
00:36:59 We'll go together, all together.
00:37:04 We're all behind you.
00:37:25 Italian?
00:37:58 Italian-American.
00:39:53 Spain.
00:39:56 Yeah, sweetie.
00:40:51 I'll be right back.
00:44:45 Even if you kill me 2000 times...
00:44:47 I shall be born again.
00:44:56 I will engender
00:44:59 who will become... Good Men.
00:47:56 TO MY SISTER ANA
00:48:04 TO MY DAUGHTER ANA
00:48:15 Ana's paintings were painted by
00:48:19 The adaptations are by Sofia Medem.