Chasing Amy
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The seminar will begin in five minutes. |
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It will be in room "C." |
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So, uh, how about Chow Yun Fat? |
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I don't know. |
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- I just don't see him playing Madman. |
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Thank you. |
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Could you sign it: |
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Uh, you bet. |
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I love this book, man. |
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I wish I was like these guys. |
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talkin' all raw about chicks |
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I love these guys! You know what. |
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meet Cheech and Chong! |
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Yeah. I kind of |
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as Rosencrantz and Guildenstern |
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Yes! Who? |
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So, do you, like, |
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I ink it, and I'm also the colorist. |
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But we both came up |
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What does that mean, |
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Well, it means that Holden |
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And then he gives it to me |
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So, basically, |
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It's, uh, it's not tracing, |
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I add depth and shading to give |
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Only then does the drawing |
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No, no, no. You go over what he draws |
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Not really. Next. |
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Hey, man, |
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Somebody draws something |
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like, right on top of it without going |
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What do you call that? |
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- I don't know, man. Tracing? |
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You want your book signed |
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Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey! |
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Don't get all testy just because you |
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Oh, I'm secure |
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Then just say it. |
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How should I sign this? |
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I don't want you |
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I want the guy who draws Bluntman |
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- You're just the tracer. |
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Who do I sign it to? |
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You fuckin' tracer! |
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I'll trace a chalk line around |
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Would you get him |
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Hey, wait a second! He jumped me! |
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Your mother's a tracer! |
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Can I explain the audience |
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If you assault and accost them, |
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He started it, |
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He's lucky I didn't put |
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Need I remind you? |
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The Word's Up; Minority |
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- All right. |
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For years in this industry... |
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whenever an African-American |
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was introduced, usually, |
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they got slapped |
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that singled them out |
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Now, my book... |
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White Hatin' Coon... |
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don't have none |
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The hero's name is Maleekwa, |
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that established |
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while you European motherfuckers |
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all terrified of the sun. |
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He's a strong role model that |
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'cause I'm here to tell ya: The chickens |
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The black man's no longer gonna play the |
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We keepin' it real, and we gonna |
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Ah, come on! |
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Lando Calrissian |
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He got to fly the Millennium Falcon. |
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- Who said that? |
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Lando Calrissian is a positive role |
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Fuck Lando Calrissian! |
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Always some white boy |
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Those movies are about how the |
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even in a galaxy |
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Check this shit. You got |
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Nazi poster boy... |
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and then you got |
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The blackest brother |
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- What's a Nubian? |
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Now, Vader, he's a spiritual |
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Down with the force |
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Then this cracker... Skywalker... |
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and the boy decides he's gonna |
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Gets a whole Klan |
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And they gonna bust up |
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Now, what the fuck |
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- Intergalactic civil war? |
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They gonna drive out |
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to make the galaxy |
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And Jedi's the most |
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Because Vader's beautiful |
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when he pulls off his mask to reveal |
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They're tryin' to tell us that deep |
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Well, isn't that true? |
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Black rage! |
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Black rage! |
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I lay my motherfuckin' eyes on! |
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"What's a Nubian?" |
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Man, what about you? You didn't tell |
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I nearly pissed myself. |
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How do you manage to get away |
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I mean, shouldn't the cops be busting |
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- Wrong coast. |
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And, uh, Opiate gets all sorts |
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So your publisher actually |
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Condones? Honey, they insist. I need |
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Would the audience still buy |
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if they found out the book |
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- Faggot? |
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Hey, hey, hey! I'll play your victim, |
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Hooper, how come you sound like Minister |
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and the king of pop |
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Look out, boys! |
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Always before |
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I swear! Jesus! |
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The next con I attend, and they |
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if I see your name anywhere |
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Holden, Banky, this pile |
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She does that book, |
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Oh, I've read your book. It's cute. |
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Sorry about him. He's, uh, |
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Oh. You trace. |
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I really like your book. I'm surprised |
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Yeah, well, lose the dick |
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and we can get to know |
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These boys do Bluntman & Chronic, which |
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Hence, they're never on the panel |
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They slummin' it right now. |
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I promised Alyssa |
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Do the Garden Staters have |
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or can you stay for a round |
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- We're gonna go... |
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We'll go. |
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Archie. All right? |
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Archie and the Riverdale gang were |
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You can't find dysfunction in those |
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- Archie and Jughead were lovers. |
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It's true. Archie was the bitch, |
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That's why Jughead wears |
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He the king of |
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Man, I feel |
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Well, you know, |
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I mean, Archie never did quite |
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'Cause he wanted them both |
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He didn't choose one, because he was |
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- Here. |
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I want you to go down to the corner |
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- Go on. |
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Uh! I done told you to |
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Face it, girl. |
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- That's it. You! |
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Yeah, you. You are marching |
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and we're gonna pick up |
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And I'm going to prove to you |
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that Archie |
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Come on! |
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This boy is conflicted. |
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I shall play |
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You two sit tight. |
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Is he always like that? |
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Who, him? Yeah. |
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This, uh, this nun was teaching us |
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She was going on and on about |
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Father, Son, |
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Banky just goes ballistic on her. |
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An eight-year-old kid? |
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Well, have you ever seen a nun call |
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It wasn't pretty. |
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when you make a kid wear |
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Right. And your parochial |
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Oh, mostly limited to |
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Turned me into a grade school |
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Can't tell you how many mornings |
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I'd wake up next |
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- Aren't you the sharp wit? |
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I'm just a fan of |
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Probably why the extended family quit |
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Tsk. You play darts? |
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Uh, not professionally. |
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I don't know. |
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Maybe I should just sign one of those |
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Your new book seems |
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Well, it all goes back to somethin' |
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"Holden," she said, "the big bucks |
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- She was a churchgoer. |
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The cry from the heart of a real artist |
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pitying his good fortune. |
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I'm sure you can dry your eyes |
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Oh, I'm sorry. What was that? Did I |
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No, I'm happy my stuff |
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There's very little market |
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in this spandex-clad, big pecs, |
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If I sell two issues, |
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Well, it's all |
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Over- or underweight guys that don't |
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People like those two outside |
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And sadly, there are more |
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Kind of gives you a charge though. |
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And all over |
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You know, that car's seeing more action |
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- Bubbly guy. It's hard to figure out. |
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You gotta respect that kind of display |
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Sure, it's crazy. |
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But, uh, you know, |
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- It's not love. |
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That out there? |
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- Fleeting? |
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It was really nice meeting you. |
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Tell Hooper I'll call him later. |
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Shut up already. |
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You shut up! |
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Archie is not fucking |
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Deny, deny, deny. |
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- Where's Alyssa? |
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Look, he's just offering to help Archie |
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Read between |
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Fuck this. Let's go. |
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- Holden! |
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- Let's go! |
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Son of a bitch! |
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Let me guess. |
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- Who? |
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- She's all right. |
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This is one of the best streetlights |
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It's the one from across the street |
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- Looks just like it. |
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So, uh, what do you want |
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I don't know. Get a pizza. |
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You got a weird thing |
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I got a weird thing |
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Bank Holdup. |
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Hooper here. Listen, I know how |
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but there's a club shindig goin' down |
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- Where is it? |
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Oh, I don't know, Hoop. |
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We're prepping the next issue. We got |
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- I told her you wouldn't be interested. |
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Alyssa. |
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Alyssa from last night Alyssa? |
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How do you begin and end a question |
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You got skill. |
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She asked me to invite you. |
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- I'll be there. |
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- Who was that? |
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Man, when's that faggot gonna learn? |
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- Not that kind of club. |
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We? You can't go. |
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- And? |
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I care about your shit. |
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I told you. It's not |
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How does one man |
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Look, how you gonna get |
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- Like that'll happen. |
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The other night, we two, |
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we, uh, well, |
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- Oh, you had a moment. |
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We shared a moment, |
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And in that moment, one thing |
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This girl loves me, |
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Loves me. You know |
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#Ah, who's your daddy now # |
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Come on. Mmm. |
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- #Ah # |
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# It's your birthday |
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# Go, Sheila, it's your birthday |
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All right. |
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Free? I didn't invite your tired ass. |
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Takin' a piss. The guy's got |
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That's funny. He says |
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Does his mother |
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- Hey! |
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- Where is she? |
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Look at her in her net shirt. Been |
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She ain't no Deney Terrio, |
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Listen, if I'm not back by Tuesday, |
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Wait, wait, wait, wait. |
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- She got a boyfriend? |
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Then what's to know, my friend? |
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Hey, lady! You fucked up |
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Well, well, well, if it isn't Bluntman |
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Call me flattered. I heard you sent me |
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From a former hometown girl |
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- You're saying you're from the 'burbs? |
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- Get outta here! I'm from Highlands! |
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How is it that we never |
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- Did you graduate from Hudson? |
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- I went to North. |
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- So you know the tri-town area? |
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- Miller Hill? |
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- Sandy Hook? |
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- This is so cool. The mall? |
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Oh, no. Here's the big test. |
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My best friend fucked |
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- You know that girl? |
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There's a lot of chicks |
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Chicks? You're such a man. |
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You know what this is? |
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No, this is "The Rog." |
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I'm talking about us meeting. |
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Pretty slim. I haven't been back |
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- The Quick Stop girl died? |
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- Julie Dwyer. She died in the... |
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- You knew her too? |
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Wow! One friend in the asylum, |
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- You're a dangerous person to know. |
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- That's the Buffalo two-step. |
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That's what six years |
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Two towns away from each other |
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Could have been worse. |
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Okay, we're back. |
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Thank you. Thank you. |
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So, a long time ago, we used |
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who took off one day to draw |
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Maybe you've heard of her stuff? |
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But what a lot of people |
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is that she used to harbor |
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and she used to subject us to throaty |
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So, she's here tonight, |
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or maybe offer her |
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she'll come up here and treat us |
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What do ya say, Alyssa? |
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Yeah! |
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Oh, she's shy! |
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Get up here and sing, bitch! |
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All right! |
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Whoo! |
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Whoo! Yea! |
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What am I doing here? |
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She is such a cunt. |
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You guys know the one |
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All right. I should |
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This is for that |
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Ready? |
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# I'm feelin' awful # |
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# But all alone # |
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#Just missin' someone # |
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#I don't even know # |
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#But until I find him # |
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# I'll wait patiently # |
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#Just feelin' nothin' # |
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# Inside of me # |
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#And where are you, baby # |
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# Where can you be # |
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#Why aren't you here # |
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# Lovin' me # |
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# 'Cause I want to kiss you # |
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#And make you feel right # |
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#I want to lay with you # |
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#All through the night # |
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#And I wanna feel passion |
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# I wanna weep at |
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# Come make me laugh |
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#Just make me feel alive # |
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#And so I'll wait # |
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# For that glorious day # |
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#When the one I dream of # |
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# Comes my way # |
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#And when our lips touch # |
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#So tenderly # |
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# I know I'll feel |
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#Inside of me # |
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# I wanna feel passion |
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# I wanna weep at |
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# Come make me laugh |
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#Just make me feel # |
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#Alive ## |
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Yeah! Whoo! |
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Whoo! |
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Hot! |
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Now, that, my friend, |
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- What? |
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When are we gonna get a chance to see |
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- Sorry. It's just new to him. |
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No, no, I should apologize. I don't |
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but it's been a while |
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You know what? |
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Go ahead. |
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No! |
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Don't be a rag. I have to sit here and |
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Please! |
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Yes? |
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You said "fuck." |
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You said "fuck" to that girl. |
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- And? |
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Were you talking about |
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- Oh, Jesus. Would you shut up? |
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It's okay. |
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I don't know how many times |
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No, Banky, I've never |
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Then what's with |
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Shouldn't you say "eat her out" or |
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Let me ask you a question. |
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- You asking for my permission? |
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Sure. |
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So, for you, |
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You're used to the more |
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You, inside some girl you've |
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not noticing that |
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Hey, I always notice that bored look |
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Fucking is not limited |
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For me, it describes any sex |
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I don't love Kim, |
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I'm sure you don't love |
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Some of them |
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Aha, but I'll bet it's different |
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Like, you'll go down |
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- Here we go. |
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- What? |
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As stupid as you usually come off |
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you're gonna come off ten times |
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I lost my tolerance for the baggage |
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What's the big deal? |
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If you say the smell, |
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Not the smell. |
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I'm talkin' about not being |
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My mother |
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if I can't do something right, |
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Of course, my father told me she gave |
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Well, at least you blame yourself |
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No. I blame them. |
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Chicks never help you out. |
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And most of them are all self-conscious |
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And, so, most of the time, they just lay |
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I mean, not for nothin', |
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I let her know where to go |
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You gotta handle it like |
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Constant updates. |
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You are such an idiot. |
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No, no, he's got a point. |
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You know, all nervous and |
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But by the time I got |
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I've loosened up. |
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I was like one of those guys at |
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wavin' 'em this way, directin' 'em |
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And that's all I'm sayin'. It would |
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You know, pointed a guy |
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There'd be no bullshit, no wasted time |
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Permanent injuries? |
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Sure. You wanna see |
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- See that? |
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I got that from Nina Rollins, |
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I'm goin' down on her, |
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Out of nowhere, her cat jumps on her. |
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She does this big pelvic thrust, cracks |
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I had to get a crown |
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I got that beat. |
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Junior year, I'm goin' down |
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I'm totally drunk, and in the middle |
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She got so mad, |
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- Ow! |
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All right. All right. |
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That's the farthest I can |
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Again, sophomore year, |
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And for six months, I'm goin' down |
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So, one night, I change a position |
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and suddenly it's |
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She's movin' around, |
00:31:43 |
and her legs are pressed up |
00:31:46 |
that I don't hear her father |
00:31:50 |
He grabs my hair and |
00:31:57 |
Senior year, |
00:32:01 |
I'm eatin' out Missy Kurt |
00:32:04 |
She's layin' across the backseat. I'm |
00:32:08 |
She's flailin' around, and she... |
00:32:13 |
The car starts |
00:32:17 |
And my left knee |
00:32:21 |
like a kiddy's scissors class |
00:32:41 |
Whoa! Hey! |
00:32:43 |
We gotta... We gotta |
00:32:45 |
What traffic? |
00:32:48 |
And rush hour |
00:32:51 |
Uh, thanks for inviting us out. |
00:32:56 |
Come on. |
00:33:03 |
Since you like |
00:33:05 |
you just look at yourself naked |
00:33:17 |
Look, here's the deal. |
00:33:19 |
When we get in there, don't be a |
00:33:21 |
This is business now, okay? |
00:33:23 |
Oh, why are you in such a bad mood? |
00:33:28 |
- Hey, knock it off, will you? |
00:33:30 |
She just needs |
00:33:32 |
All every woman really wants |
00:33:37 |
Sorry. |
00:33:42 |
See, that's why |
00:33:45 |
Everyone needs dick. |
00:33:48 |
See, I can buy fags, |
00:33:50 |
You know, just plain need it. |
00:33:53 |
Dykes? |
00:33:57 |
But, live and let live, |
00:34:00 |
I'm sure the gay community |
00:34:03 |
We'd like to start off by saying that it |
00:34:07 |
Absolute pleasure. |
00:34:09 |
One of the reasons we started this whole |
00:34:12 |
that do Bluntman & Chronic. |
00:34:14 |
- Snootchie bootchies! |
00:34:16 |
Which now brings us |
00:34:20 |
Look, fellas, the days |
00:34:22 |
We're interested in doing 12 half-hour |
00:34:27 |
What do you say? |
00:34:31 |
Are we in business? |
00:34:36 |
The boy wonder. |
00:34:38 |
Batman and Robin, the dynamic |
00:34:43 |
Yeah, hi. Somebody told me |
00:34:46 |
which is so weird, because I have |
00:34:50 |
It's about a guy who comes |
00:34:53 |
Hightails it |
00:34:55 |
Ready for this? |
00:34:59 |
This girl is gay. |
00:35:04 |
Any interest |
00:35:08 |
- An animated series? |
00:35:10 |
- Well, that's great, isn't it? |
00:35:13 |
- But you don't. |
00:35:16 |
I don't know if that's the perception |
00:35:19 |
I know this sounds pretentious |
00:35:21 |
I'd like to think of us |
00:35:24 |
I'd like to get back to doing something |
00:35:27 |
Well, when are you |
00:35:30 |
When we have something |
00:35:34 |
I weirded you out |
00:35:36 |
Uh, no, not really. |
00:35:39 |
- Oh, come on! |
00:35:42 |
I'd never seen that kind of thing |
00:35:45 |
It just took a while |
00:35:47 |
You wanna talk about it? |
00:35:49 |
If you want to. |
00:35:51 |
I like you, Holden. |
00:35:54 |
I haven't liked a man |
00:35:57 |
And it's not because I'm a man-hater |
00:36:01 |
It's just been some time since I've |
00:36:05 |
immediately live into |
00:36:09 |
And I want you to feel |
00:36:11 |
because I'd really like us |
00:36:15 |
So if there's anything you |
00:36:18 |
- Okay. |
00:36:21 |
Okay. Why girls? |
00:36:26 |
- Why men? |
00:36:30 |
If that's the only reason |
00:36:33 |
No, it's more than that. |
00:36:35 |
So you've never been |
00:36:37 |
Curious? Well, I always wondered |
00:36:42 |
- You know what I mean. |
00:36:44 |
- Why not? |
00:36:46 |
- Because? |
00:36:49 |
Well, that's how I feel. You know, |
00:36:53 |
- Well, so, you're still a virgin then? |
00:36:57 |
But you've only |
00:36:59 |
So you're saying |
00:37:01 |
until they've had intercourse |
00:37:04 |
Isn't that |
00:37:06 |
Again with your standards. |
00:37:08 |
I think virginity is lost |
00:37:12 |
- With a member of the opposite sex. |
00:37:15 |
Because that's the standard. |
00:37:18 |
So if a virgin is raped, |
00:37:21 |
- No, of course not. |
00:37:24 |
So she's had sex, but not |
00:37:28 |
Hence, according to your definition, |
00:37:31 |
- Okay, fine, I'll revise. |
00:37:34 |
Virginity is |
00:37:37 |
- Then I lost my virginity at ten. |
00:37:40 |
'Cause, see, I fell on a fence post |
00:37:44 |
Okay. Second revision. |
00:37:47 |
Virginity is lost |
00:37:50 |
Physical penetration |
00:37:52 |
- Emotional penetration? |
00:37:54 |
I fell in love hard with Caitlin Bree |
00:37:57 |
Physical penetration. |
00:37:58 |
- We had sex. |
00:38:03 |
I move to have that remark |
00:38:06 |
on account of it makes you come off |
00:38:10 |
Well, where's the penetration |
00:38:14 |
A finger? I've had my finger up my |
00:38:20 |
Observe. |
00:38:25 |
You're kidding me! |
00:38:30 |
Our bodies are built to pass |
00:38:33 |
Yeah, but I mean... Jesus! |
00:38:35 |
- Sure, but in that good way. |
00:38:39 |
And it's only a once-in-a-while thing |
00:38:43 |
- How about not-so-special occasions? |
00:38:46 |
Well, but see... Come on. |
00:38:50 |
It's like, how can that be enough? |
00:38:58 |
My God. |
00:39:00 |
Let's go. |
00:39:07 |
Come on. Come on. |
00:39:09 |
You're really gonna have |
00:39:12 |
Would you stop futzing with |
00:39:15 |
- I have to get something. |
00:39:17 |
I'm gonna shitcan you |
00:39:20 |
Oh, my God. Who are you? |
00:39:24 |
- What are you gonna do with all those? |
00:39:26 |
What do you think I'm gonna do |
00:39:29 |
You got, like, 30 books in there. |
00:39:33 |
Variety is the spice of life. |
00:39:36 |
Sometimes I'm in the mood |
00:39:39 |
Sometimes I like 'em |
00:39:41 |
Sometimes it's a spread |
00:39:43 |
Sometimes it's girl-on-girl time. |
00:39:46 |
Sometimes |
00:39:48 |
Sometimes, not often, |
00:39:52 |
I like the idea |
00:39:55 |
Go get our tickets. |
00:39:57 |
- His master's voice. |
00:40:10 |
Hi. |
00:40:29 |
One minute, five seconds. |
00:40:33 |
What's up? |
00:40:35 |
- Oh! Why? |
00:40:39 |
- Shit. |
00:40:43 |
Well, my sister's at my parents', |
00:40:45 |
- The one that wrote the book? |
00:40:47 |
But I was stayin' all weekend. I |
00:40:52 |
You know, um, both of us |
00:40:56 |
- Really? |
00:40:58 |
I mean, you know, it's not like we're on |
00:41:02 |
If you come pick me up, |
00:41:04 |
Where's your apartment? |
00:41:07 |
And then Black Beauty |
00:41:11 |
and he finally did |
00:41:16 |
What are you doing? |
00:41:18 |
I think I want kids of my own |
00:41:20 |
Listen to me. I'm not going. You're |
00:41:24 |
- What? Why? |
00:41:26 |
I'm gonna hang out with her. |
00:41:29 |
Look, I'll take the bags. |
00:41:31 |
I'll pick you up |
00:41:33 |
Don't forget to plug the annual, |
00:41:36 |
Call me if you get bored. |
00:41:39 |
All aboard! |
00:41:44 |
Explain this again. |
00:41:46 |
How could you have grown up |
00:41:48 |
What did you do |
00:41:50 |
Stayed out late, |
00:41:53 |
Not your grade school years, |
00:41:56 |
- This looks complicated. |
00:41:59 |
- The premise is very basic, okay? |
00:42:01 |
You roll the ball up the rampart in an |
00:42:05 |
The higher the score, |
00:42:06 |
Well, what do you do |
00:42:08 |
You trade them in |
00:42:11 |
which are not worth nearly as much |
00:42:14 |
- Well, what's the point? |
00:42:17 |
And you question |
00:42:20 |
Observe. |
00:42:29 |
See? It's just that simple. |
00:42:31 |
Well, why not just walk up there |
00:42:34 |
- Well, where's the skill in that? |
00:42:38 |
I'm sorry. |
00:42:40 |
Just toss one. |
00:42:47 |
Uh, I'm sorry there, man. |
00:42:52 |
Thanks. Thanks a lot. |
00:42:54 |
Underhand, okay? |
00:42:57 |
And this is where you take |
00:43:00 |
This place is like Spanish fly. |
00:43:02 |
This will probably be the first time |
00:43:04 |
I don't know. I'm starting to get |
00:43:10 |
- Ten. |
00:43:12 |
- So, what'd you do last night? |
00:43:19 |
Some more of that, uh, skill |
00:43:22 |
#I never will regret this # |
00:43:26 |
#I never will, never will |
00:43:28 |
#Never will regret this # |
00:43:30 |
#I never will, never will |
00:43:43 |
# Well, give us today |
00:43:49 |
#I'm afraid # |
00:43:51 |
# Yes, I have |
00:43:54 |
#And I'll open the door # |
00:43:56 |
#And I wonder |
00:44:00 |
#And do you really need |
00:44:06 |
# 'Cause I think I'm feeling |
00:44:11 |
# Yes, I think I feel |
00:44:15 |
Are you sure that |
00:44:18 |
I thought you lived |
00:44:22 |
It's like the umpteenth time |
00:44:24 |
Isn't that grounds for the little pink |
00:44:27 |
Hey! That's |
00:44:29 |
#I think I feel |
00:44:33 |
#A little jump start |
00:44:36 |
#I never will, never will |
00:44:39 |
#Never will forget this # |
00:44:42 |
#I never will, never will |
00:44:44 |
#Never will forget this # |
00:44:47 |
#I never will, never will |
00:44:49 |
#Never will forget this # |
00:44:52 |
#I never will, never will |
00:45:00 |
Wow. How bad do you suck? |
00:45:03 |
How was your pseudo date? |
00:45:08 |
- Leave it alone. |
00:45:10 |
- No, everyone bugs you. |
00:45:13 |
Fuckin' faggot. Did you see that? |
00:45:17 |
Your dyke-courting ass |
00:45:22 |
You know, you should |
00:45:24 |
If you're gonna get so bent |
00:45:27 |
so much so that you feel |
00:45:30 |
try not to gay bash it, |
00:45:33 |
You're not |
00:45:35 |
And don't call her a dyke. |
00:45:47 |
What the fuck |
00:45:50 |
- I'm starting a new page? |
00:45:52 |
What the fuck is goin' on |
00:45:54 |
- We're just friends! |
00:45:57 |
I beg your pardon? |
00:45:59 |
Yeah, and apparently you don't |
00:46:02 |
What does it matter |
00:46:05 |
Or if I call the Whalers faggots |
00:46:09 |
far from the sensitive ears |
00:46:11 |
Look, man, it's |
00:46:14 |
And I know you're not really |
00:46:17 |
I think you should find some other way |
00:46:36 |
What are you doing? |
00:46:38 |
Just bear with me here. I want to |
00:46:51 |
All right, now, see this? |
00:46:56 |
And dead in the center is a crisp, |
00:47:00 |
Now, at the end of each of these streets |
00:47:04 |
- Yeah. |
00:47:06 |
Over here we have a male-affectionate, |
00:47:09 |
nonpolitical-agenda |
00:47:12 |
Down here we have |
00:47:16 |
agenda-of-rage, |
00:47:20 |
Over here we got Santa Claus, |
00:47:24 |
Which one is going to get |
00:47:29 |
- What is this supposed to prove? |
00:47:31 |
This is a serious exercise. |
00:47:34 |
Which one is going to get |
00:47:38 |
The male-friendly lesbian? |
00:47:41 |
Santa Claus |
00:47:43 |
- The man-hating dyke. |
00:47:45 |
- Why? |
00:47:47 |
Because the other three are figments |
00:47:51 |
I don't need this. I'll be hiding |
00:47:54 |
- What? |
00:47:57 |
You know you have no shot |
00:48:00 |
Why do you bother |
00:48:03 |
- Because you're Holden Fucking McNeil. |
00:48:06 |
Most persistent traveler on the road. |
00:48:10 |
Everything's gotta be |
00:48:12 |
And this little relationship |
00:48:15 |
is a prime example |
00:48:18 |
Well, I don't need a magic eight ball |
00:48:21 |
You want a forecast? Here. |
00:48:25 |
Oh, what a shock. |
00:48:28 |
This relationship is affecting you, |
00:48:33 |
The time's gonna come when I throw down |
00:48:36 |
- Then what are you gonna say? |
00:48:38 |
No. What would you say? Would you |
00:48:42 |
because you've got |
00:48:44 |
that this chick would even let you |
00:48:48 |
Look, fuckin' asshole, |
00:48:51 |
What the fuck, man? |
00:48:53 |
What the fuck makes this bitch |
00:48:56 |
'Cause I'm fuckin' in love |
00:49:05 |
Fuck. |
00:49:12 |
- # Well, I thought it was love # |
00:49:17 |
# 'Cause my heart... # |
00:49:23 |
Wish you were the one being |
00:49:26 |
Oh, really? |
00:49:28 |
Yeah, then maybe you could sell out and |
00:49:32 |
We're leaving? |
00:49:34 |
Well, it's not like |
00:49:37 |
I've got a little business |
00:49:45 |
Hello there. |
00:49:50 |
Are you an authorized deal maker |
00:49:54 |
Do you have the power |
00:49:57 |
You wanna haggle over the price |
00:50:00 |
No, I wanna haggle |
00:50:04 |
- What do you mean? |
00:50:09 |
See? That painting. |
00:50:12 |
- What about it? |
00:50:16 |
- So? |
00:50:20 |
I'll give you 50. |
00:50:28 |
Manuel, could you bring the Dyksiezski |
00:50:34 |
My new Dyksiezski. |
00:50:36 |
- Where are you gonna hang it? |
00:50:40 |
Oh? You want me |
00:50:42 |
You better hope it doesn't |
00:50:44 |
you needed a man |
00:50:46 |
No, no, no. You're going |
00:50:50 |
- Yeah, right. |
00:50:58 |
- Why? |
00:51:02 |
It'll be a constant reminder, |
00:51:05 |
but of our introduction, of the building |
00:51:09 |
Make no mistake about it, my friend, |
00:51:14 |
so you'll always |
00:51:30 |
Why are we stopping? |
00:51:32 |
- Because I can't take this. |
00:51:35 |
I love you. |
00:51:45 |
You love me? |
00:51:47 |
I love you and not, |
00:51:51 |
Although, I think |
00:51:53 |
And not in a misplaced |
00:51:56 |
Although, I'm sure |
00:51:59 |
I love you. Very... |
00:52:02 |
Very simple. |
00:52:06 |
You are the epitome of everything I have |
00:52:12 |
And I know that you think of me |
00:52:13 |
and crossing that line is the furthest |
00:52:16 |
you would ever consider, |
00:52:17 |
but... |
00:52:23 |
I just... |
00:52:25 |
I can't stand next to you |
00:52:28 |
I can't... I can't look into |
00:52:31 |
that longing you only read about |
00:52:34 |
I can't talk to you without wanting to |
00:52:40 |
And I know this will probably queer |
00:52:45 |
But I had to say it. |
00:52:51 |
'Cause I've never |
00:52:54 |
And I don't care. |
00:53:00 |
And if bringing this to light |
00:53:03 |
then that hurts me. |
00:53:06 |
But, God, I just... I couldn't |
00:53:09 |
without just getting it out there, |
00:53:13 |
which, by the look on your face, |
00:53:19 |
shoot down. |
00:53:21 |
And, you know, |
00:53:27 |
But I know... I know that some part |
00:53:31 |
And if there's a moment of hesitation, |
00:53:34 |
And all I ask, please, |
00:53:36 |
you just not dismiss that and try |
00:53:43 |
Ah. |
00:53:46 |
Alyssa. |
00:53:49 |
There isn't another soul |
00:53:54 |
who has ever made me half the person |
00:53:59 |
And I would risk this friendship for the |
00:54:03 |
because it is there |
00:54:05 |
You can't deny that. |
00:54:17 |
Even if, you know... |
00:54:24 |
Even if we never talk again |
00:54:28 |
please know that |
00:54:32 |
because of who you are |
00:54:37 |
which, while I do |
00:54:41 |
I'd never need a painting of birds |
00:55:01 |
Oh, God. |
00:55:05 |
Was it something I said? |
00:55:08 |
Fuck. |
00:55:16 |
- What are you doing? |
00:55:19 |
- You're gonna hitch to New York? |
00:55:21 |
- Aren't you at least gonna comment? |
00:55:24 |
- Why? |
00:55:26 |
You know how unfair that was. |
00:55:28 |
What? It's unfair |
00:55:30 |
No, it's unfortunate |
00:55:32 |
It's unfair you felt the fuckin' need |
00:55:36 |
Do you remember for |
00:55:39 |
So? I mean, you know, |
00:55:41 |
Oh! Oh! |
00:55:43 |
You fall in love with me and |
00:55:46 |
Nothing changes for you... |
00:55:48 |
with the exception of feeling |
00:55:51 |
But what about me, Holden? |
00:55:54 |
I just can't get into |
00:55:57 |
without throwing my whole |
00:56:01 |
That's every relationship. There's |
00:56:05 |
Period of adjustment? |
00:56:07 |
There's no period of adjustment, |
00:56:12 |
That's who I am! |
00:56:14 |
You assume I can turn all that around |
00:56:22 |
If this is a crush, |
00:56:24 |
I don't think I could take it |
00:56:28 |
Go home, Holden. |
00:57:55 |
You're back with |
00:57:59 |
As always behind us we got wacky... |
00:58:22 |
I take it |
00:58:24 |
Stay here. |
00:58:28 |
Be right back. |
00:58:51 |
Catholic schoolgirls. |
00:58:54 |
The uniform's |
00:58:59 |
I wish I'd went with more |
00:59:04 |
As it stands, I have no "And then she |
00:59:10 |
You seemed |
00:59:13 |
- That's my couch you were fucking on. |
00:59:18 |
I wanted to watch some TV. |
00:59:21 |
wrapped around a naked |
00:59:25 |
She had boxers on. |
00:59:31 |
- This is all gonna end badly. |
00:59:35 |
I know you. You're way |
00:59:39 |
She's been around and seen things |
00:59:45 |
We have read about them, |
00:59:49 |
There's no "we" here. |
00:59:54 |
You're gonna have to |
00:59:56 |
It's one thing |
00:59:58 |
something different when you're forced |
01:00:02 |
When you are walking in a mall and your |
01:00:07 |
it's gonna eat you up |
01:00:10 |
You'll spend most of your time wondering |
01:00:14 |
'Cause for you this isn't |
01:00:18 |
It's about love. |
01:00:21 |
Maybe it is |
01:00:24 |
Somehow I doubt it. |
01:00:27 |
Everybody's not out |
01:00:30 |
Everybody has an agenda, |
00:00:04 |
- My agenda is to watch your back. |
00:00:07 |
To insure that all this time we've |
00:00:10 |
wasn't wasted. |
00:00:11 |
Oh, she's not gonna |
00:00:17 |
I wasn't talkin' |
00:00:22 |
I'm gonna go get a bagel. |
00:00:25 |
Clean off my fucking couch |
00:00:39 |
From what I understand, |
00:00:42 |
someone else does all this work for you, |
00:00:45 |
And miss these late-night cram sessions |
00:00:48 |
- Never. |
00:00:51 |
All she's done since |
00:00:53 |
Yeah, you're a real help. |
00:00:54 |
I'd like to know |
00:00:57 |
when we haven't seen |
00:00:59 |
- Yeah. Who you shackin' up with? |
00:01:06 |
I'm so in love! |
00:01:08 |
Ohh! |
00:01:10 |
I know, I know. I feel like such a goon, |
00:01:15 |
- We have such a great time together. |
00:01:18 |
Someone you guys don't know. |
00:01:20 |
That chick you left |
00:01:22 |
They're not from around here. |
00:01:24 |
Don't even tell me |
00:01:26 |
Ew, a bridge-and-tunnel |
00:01:28 |
With huge hair and acid-washed jeans. |
00:01:31 |
For your information, they don't have |
00:01:35 |
They're from my hometown. |
00:01:42 |
Why are you playing |
00:01:44 |
- What are you talking about? I'm not. |
00:01:48 |
I met "someone." "We" have a great |
00:01:53 |
Doesn't this tube |
00:02:03 |
Holden. |
00:02:20 |
Well... |
00:02:24 |
here's to the both of you. |
00:02:30 |
Another one bites the dust. |
00:02:41 |
Can I ask you a question? |
00:02:44 |
Don't even tell me |
00:02:50 |
Why me? |
00:02:54 |
Well, because you were givin' me |
00:02:58 |
You know what I mean. |
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Why not you? |
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Well, I'm a guy. I mean... |
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I see you've been |
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Historically, yes. |
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Then why this? |
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Well, I've given that |
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Now that I'm being ostracized |
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I've had plenty of time |
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And what I've come up with |
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I came to this |
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You know, I didn't just |
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Men and women should be |
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that kind of thing. |
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I'm not with you because of |
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tried to instill in me |
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The way the world is, |
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how seldom it is that you meet |
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just gets you. |
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It's so rare. |
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My parents didn't |
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There were no examples set for me in |
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And to cut oneself off |
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to immediately halve your options |
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of finding that one person |
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that just seemed stupid |
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So I didn't. |
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But then you came along. |
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You, the one least likely. |
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Still am. |
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And while I was falling for you |
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because you were a guy. |
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Until I remembered why I opened the door |
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To not limit the likelihood |
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complement me so completely. |
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So, here we are. |
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I was thorough |
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And I feel justified |
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'cause I got here |
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and I have no question there was |
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For me that makes |
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Can I at least tell people all you |
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- Move! |
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- What? |
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- So? |
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- "Finger Cuffs." |
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- Weird nickname. What's your point? |
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- No. I suppose you do. |
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Remember Cohee Lundin? Left Hudson |
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Yeah. |
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Well, asshole, I ran into him |
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God, it's been ages |
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- Mentioned you were dating Alyssa. |
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Yeah. Funny thing is, |
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Shit, I know Alyssa Jones. |
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Me and Rick Derris used to hang |
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and shit, 'cause her parents were, |
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But one day Rick whips it out and |
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chasin' her around the living room; |
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You know what the crazy bitch did? |
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and starts suckin' him off right in |
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I almost died. |
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The fucked-up part was Rick, right |
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and he says "Cohee," |
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So I'm like, "Yo, |
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I start pullin' her pants down and shit, |
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she's gonna turn around |
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But she's all into it, man! |
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She's all wet and I just start goin' |
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Me and Rick are goin' to town on |
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all moaning and shit. |
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It was fucked-up. So Rick |
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That day she had us locked in from |
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He's full of shit. |
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Cohee's a lot of things, |
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- The dude's Catholic. |
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That's what she says. |
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getting filled out like an application |
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Look, man. Cohee Lundin is |
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The fact you even believe him makes you |
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I'm getting your back, |
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People don't forget shit |
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What if it got out that she's queer as |
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- Well, I give a shit what people think. |
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All right. |
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- Fuck you! |
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Oh, it's not possible |
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Cohee I can vouch for is clean. |
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But Derris? |
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Name me one chick in our senior class |
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Let it go, okay? I'm telling you, |
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much less these two |
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And the bitch could be a bigger germ |
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Would you let it go, okay? |
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She's my goddamn girlfriend! |
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And I swear to God, if I ever hear you |
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Alyssa looks a little peaked, I'll put |
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Maybe I'll put your fuckin' |
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Yeah, maybe. |
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I've been workin' out, |
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You better be ready |
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So, where's that bitch partner |
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Sulking. |
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He's having a real problem |
00:09:47 |
I think it's more like Banky's having a |
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and I'm just another paradigm |
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- Banky does not hate gays. |
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This latest episode between you |
00:10:04 |
In his warped perception, he lost you |
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You make it sound like |
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Don't kid yourself. |
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That boy loves you in a way |
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- He's been digging up dirt on Alyssa. |
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And just what has Mr. Angela Lansbury |
00:10:28 |
He heard some bullshit |
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Really? |
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Then he's barkin' up the wrong tree |
00:10:39 |
He's not gonna make you see |
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by pointing out |
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- This one? |
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- Actually, it has kinda gotten to me. |
00:10:50 |
Well, Banky's got |
00:10:54 |
- He's not known for misinformation. |
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- Would that bother you? |
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At the same time? |
00:11:01 |
Ah! Ooh! |
00:11:03 |
Thanks for being so comforting. |
00:11:06 |
So, what do you care? |
00:11:08 |
That's just it, you know? |
00:11:10 |
- But it just... It gets to me. |
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the kind of gal Alyssa is, you don't |
00:11:15 |
of an all-girl group grope? |
00:11:20 |
You see, that doesn't bother me, right? |
00:11:24 |
Oh, Holden, I beg you, please. Don't |
00:11:27 |
by falling prey |
00:11:30 |
- Which is? |
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It's oh-so acceptable to be a gay girl |
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Got this fool picture of lipstick |
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like they all resemble Alyssa, |
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Do I detect a little |
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Gay or straight, |
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And most of those boys are scary. |
00:11:52 |
I thought you fags were all |
00:11:54 |
Screw that all-for-one shit. |
00:11:56 |
I gotta deal with bein' a minority |
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and nobody's supportin' |
00:12:01 |
While the whole of society's |
00:12:05 |
here I sit, a reviled gay man. |
00:12:07 |
And to top that off, |
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notoriously, the most |
00:12:12 |
- Three strikes... |
00:12:14 |
Are you Hooper X? |
00:12:19 |
- Salaam alaykem, little brother. |
00:12:28 |
Hey. You see |
00:12:32 |
He the devil. |
00:12:35 |
Never take your eye |
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- Fight the power, little G. |
00:12:49 |
Word is bond. |
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Look at what I have to resort to |
00:12:59 |
What is it about gay men |
00:13:04 |
- As for this hang-up with Alyssa's past, |
00:13:08 |
Maybe what's troubling you is that |
00:13:12 |
- What does that mean? |
00:13:15 |
like you don't know |
00:13:18 |
Men need to believe that they're |
00:13:22 |
Like they're the only ones |
00:13:25 |
And it's hard |
00:13:28 |
I let my boys run with it for a while. |
00:13:30 |
Feed 'em some of that "I've never |
00:13:33 |
and let them labor under the delusion |
00:13:35 |
until I can't stand 'em no more, |
00:13:38 |
It's a sick game. |
00:13:40 |
The world would be |
00:13:42 |
if people would just accept |
00:13:45 |
and anything you can do |
00:13:47 |
has probably been done |
00:13:49 |
- Hey, I can accept that. |
00:13:53 |
Do yourself a favor: Just ask the girl |
00:13:58 |
Get it out of the way before it gets |
00:14:01 |
Ooh! Yanni! |
00:14:16 |
Boo! Boo! |
00:14:22 |
Since most of these people |
00:14:25 |
I'm going to cheer |
00:14:27 |
I'm a big visitors fan. |
00:14:29 |
Especially the kind that make coffee |
00:14:34 |
That was a joke. |
00:14:38 |
A little wacky wordplay. |
00:14:41 |
Wha-What do you mean, |
00:14:44 |
Was I being |
00:14:46 |
The kind that, until recently, |
00:14:52 |
So, uh, that was |
00:14:56 |
Uh, yeah. |
00:15:04 |
Hey! Foul! Foul! |
00:15:08 |
So, nobody but me has spent the night |
00:15:13 |
Somethin' on your mind, |
00:15:15 |
- Just wondering. |
00:15:19 |
I was just asking. |
00:15:23 |
Oh, sweetie. |
00:15:26 |
I only have eyes for you. |
00:15:34 |
If you don't start usin' that whistle, |
00:15:39 |
Right? |
00:15:42 |
What's uh... |
00:15:59 |
"Finger Cuffs"? |
00:16:01 |
In your senior yearbook your nickname |
00:16:06 |
- It was? |
00:16:08 |
Shit. |
00:16:12 |
I'd look it up, but I threw |
00:16:15 |
- Where'd you see a North yearbook? |
00:16:20 |
- Rick Derris? |
00:16:26 |
Sure. We used to |
00:16:28 |
Punch him in the fuckin' neck, |
00:16:31 |
Come on. Come on! |
00:16:34 |
Did you guys, like, |
00:16:37 |
Date Rick Derris? |
00:16:41 |
Just-Just you and Rick. |
00:16:44 |
No. Me, Rick and, um... |
00:16:47 |
God, what was his name? |
00:16:50 |
Um... What was his name? |
00:16:53 |
- What was his name? |
00:16:55 |
Yes! Cohee! Cohee Lundin! |
00:16:57 |
God, I haven't thought |
00:17:03 |
Those guys used to come over to my house |
00:17:07 |
They'd bug my sisters, look through |
00:17:11 |
raid the fridge. |
00:17:13 |
They really took advantage |
00:17:19 |
This one day, |
00:17:21 |
Rick pulled his dick out and started |
00:17:25 |
Right in front of Cohee, man. |
00:17:31 |
Rick pulled his dick out? |
00:17:34 |
What did you do? |
00:17:37 |
I blew him |
00:17:44 |
- Excuse me? |
00:17:47 |
That's what this little |
00:17:53 |
Well, next time try not to |
00:17:57 |
There's subtler ways |
00:18:00 |
Geez, man. Even I knew |
00:18:03 |
If you wanted background information |
00:18:06 |
I would have gladly |
00:18:08 |
You didn't have to go playing |
00:18:17 |
Told ya these were |
00:18:29 |
Hey. Hey! |
00:18:34 |
- Hey, would you wait a minute? |
00:18:37 |
- So it's true, right? |
00:18:40 |
Yeah, Holden, it's true. |
00:18:42 |
In fact, everything you heard |
00:18:46 |
Yeah, I took on |
00:18:49 |
You wanna hear some gems |
00:18:52 |
I took a 26-year-old guy |
00:18:55 |
and left to have sex with him |
00:19:00 |
How about in college when I let Shannon |
00:19:05 |
only to find out he broadcast it |
00:19:10 |
They're all true. Didn't you know? |
00:19:15 |
Did you somehow fuckin' fail |
00:19:17 |
What the fuck's wrong with you? |
00:19:19 |
Easily! |
00:19:21 |
Some I did out of stupidity, some |
00:19:26 |
But good or bad, |
00:19:29 |
and I am not making |
00:19:32 |
Not to you, |
00:19:36 |
And how dare you lay a guilt trip on me |
00:19:40 |
Who the fuck do you think |
00:19:44 |
How the fuck am I supposed |
00:19:46 |
How are you supposed to |
00:19:49 |
Feel whatever the fuck you want |
00:19:53 |
The only thing that matters |
00:19:59 |
- I don't know how I feel about you now. |
00:20:01 |
- Because I had some sex? |
00:20:05 |
Yes, Holden. |
00:20:08 |
Most of it |
00:20:11 |
Like you never had sex |
00:20:13 |
There is a world of fucking difference |
00:20:19 |
and getting fucked by two fuckin' guys |
00:20:23 |
- They fuckin' used you. |
00:20:26 |
You don't think I would have let it |
00:20:30 |
I was an experimental girl, |
00:20:35 |
Maybe you knew early on |
00:20:39 |
but, unlike you, I was not given |
00:20:44 |
So I tried it all. |
00:20:46 |
That is until we... |
00:20:51 |
And suddenly I was sated. |
00:20:54 |
Can't you take |
00:20:58 |
You turned out to be |
00:21:02 |
the missing piece |
00:21:11 |
Look, I'm sorry I let you believe you |
00:21:16 |
I should have been |
00:21:19 |
But it just didn't... It seemed |
00:21:23 |
that me telling you over and over how |
00:21:30 |
Holden, I'm sorry. |
00:21:32 |
Just don't do that. |
00:21:38 |
Do you mean to tell me that, |
00:21:43 |
with me sleeping with |
00:21:47 |
you have some sort of half-assed, |
00:21:50 |
to pubescent antics that took place |
00:21:54 |
What the fuck |
00:21:59 |
I want us to be something |
00:22:01 |
And what's that? |
00:22:03 |
A normal couple. |
00:22:07 |
#So why don't you give |
00:22:12 |
- Fuck! |
00:22:15 |
#And just pretend you need me # |
00:22:20 |
# You don't have to lie |
00:22:26 |
#Even though |
00:22:32 |
#And I don't need to be |
00:22:36 |
#I don't need your comforting # |
00:22:39 |
#I just need you with me # |
00:22:45 |
#Stay, stay, stay with me # |
00:22:49 |
#Stay, stay with me # |
00:22:55 |
#Stay and don't you ever |
00:22:57 |
The girl? |
00:23:01 |
#Stay # |
00:23:03 |
#Stay with me # |
00:23:08 |
# Oh, and did she ever ## |
00:23:16 |
Well, look at this |
00:23:23 |
Smells like someone shit |
00:23:26 |
What took you guys so long? |
00:23:29 |
Bitch, don't even start, all right? |
00:23:33 |
Toss the salad. |
00:23:41 |
Damn, this likeness rights shit |
00:23:46 |
How did a dirt merchant like you |
00:23:49 |
We deal to a lot of lawyers. |
00:23:52 |
Speaking of which... |
00:23:57 |
No, I'll pass. |
00:24:02 |
Yeah. |
00:24:04 |
Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah. |
00:24:09 |
You need to throw some pussy |
00:24:11 |
Like, throw some supervillain |
00:24:14 |
that shoot milk or somethin', |
00:24:17 |
and bust some moves |
00:24:23 |
Then she has to fuck me. |
00:24:27 |
I'll see what I can do. |
00:24:31 |
- All right, boys. What'll it be? |
00:24:35 |
Yo, Flo. Tell Mel to whip me up |
00:24:39 |
You want one too? Make that two, |
00:24:46 |
Did you ever watch that show, Alice? |
00:24:50 |
So why the long face, horse? |
00:24:54 |
I'm just, uh... I'm just havin' |
00:24:58 |
Bitch pressin' charges? |
00:25:00 |
No. I'm just, uh... |
00:25:05 |
I'm just at a point where |
00:25:08 |
Kick her to the fuckin' curb. |
00:25:11 |
There's always the band... of the hand. |
00:25:16 |
Can't do it, G. |
00:25:19 |
Nah, there ain't no such thing. You |
00:25:23 |
It's like Cube says: # Life ain't |
00:25:30 |
Thanks, guys. That's just what I needed. |
00:25:33 |
- So who is this girl? |
00:25:39 |
Come on, man. |
00:25:42 |
You sound |
00:25:44 |
Maybe 'cause I got this tubby bitch |
00:25:47 |
in my ear all the time. |
00:25:49 |
You gotta see it. When she starts |
00:25:53 |
this faggot starts cryin' like a little |
00:25:56 |
Big fuckin' softie. |
00:26:00 |
I'm tellin' ya, man. |
00:26:03 |
I ain't playin', man. |
00:26:09 |
Alyssa Jones. |
00:26:13 |
Holy fuckin' shit. |
00:26:16 |
You're dating Finger Cuffs, |
00:26:21 |
Wait a second. |
00:26:23 |
She was, or she is. |
00:26:26 |
And you're dating her. |
00:26:29 |
She ever bring bitches to bed |
00:26:31 |
Get a little of that |
00:26:34 |
Yeah, you know what |
00:26:36 |
What's up? Yeah. |
00:26:40 |
- No, man. It's not like that. |
00:26:43 |
Right now? |
00:26:47 |
I love her, you know? |
00:26:50 |
I'll say. Stuffin' two guys, |
00:26:54 |
You know, I heard |
00:26:57 |
Eat your fuckin' bagel already |
00:27:01 |
Look at this touchy |
00:27:04 |
So if you're all in love and shit, |
00:27:07 |
The problem is |
00:27:10 |
It was bad enough when it was |
00:27:12 |
You throw guys into the mix... |
00:27:16 |
All that experience, you know? |
00:27:19 |
Think "good," ya fuckin' ninny shithead, |
00:27:24 |
Bitch tasted life. Now she's settlin' |
00:27:29 |
Settling for my boring ass. |
00:27:33 |
- That's what I'm here for. |
00:27:38 |
It's like I can't get these visuals out |
00:27:42 |
And I don't know why I can't let |
00:27:46 |
- I look at her, I see kids, grandkids... |
00:27:50 |
Yeah, well, I'm scarin' myself |
00:27:53 |
that I can't get stupid shit |
00:27:58 |
I don't know. |
00:28:05 |
Chasin' Amy. |
00:28:09 |
What? |
00:28:14 |
- You're chasing Amy. |
00:28:17 |
Fat bastard does this all the time. He |
00:28:21 |
it'll have some huge impact |
00:28:24 |
Jesus Christ, |
00:28:26 |
Always yap-yap-yapping all the time. |
00:28:31 |
I went through somethin' like what |
00:28:34 |
- This chick named Amy. |
00:28:37 |
A couple of years ago. |
00:28:40 |
What, she live in Canada or something? |
00:28:42 |
Bitch, what you don't |
00:28:44 |
I could just about squeeze |
00:28:47 |
Did you know I always wanted to be |
00:28:50 |
Bet you didn't even know |
00:28:54 |
Just tell your fuckin' story so |
00:28:59 |
So there's me and Amy. And we're |
00:29:05 |
Then four months down the road |
00:29:07 |
and I ask about the ex-boyfriend which, |
00:29:11 |
But you know how it is: You don't want |
00:29:15 |
Stupid guy bullshit. |
00:29:16 |
So, anyway, she starts |
00:29:19 |
They fell in love, went out for |
00:29:24 |
Her mother likes me better, |
00:29:27 |
But then she drops the bomb on me, |
00:29:31 |
It seems that a couple of times, |
00:29:34 |
he brought some people |
00:29:36 |
Menage a trois, |
00:29:39 |
Now this just blows my mind, right? |
00:29:42 |
- I was raised Catholic, for God's sakes. |
00:29:47 |
Do somethin'. |
00:29:49 |
So I'm totally weirded out by this, |
00:29:52 |
I don't know how to deal with what I'm |
00:29:55 |
if call her "slut," right, |
00:29:58 |
I'm out for blood. |
00:30:01 |
"What the fuck is your problem?" |
00:30:05 |
"It was that time, that place," and she |
00:30:09 |
because she doesn't feel |
00:30:11 |
I'm like, "Oh, really?" I look her in |
00:30:18 |
Fuckin' A. |
00:30:20 |
No, idiot. |
00:30:23 |
I wasn't disgusted with her, |
00:30:25 |
You know, at that moment I felt small, |
00:30:29 |
like I'd never be on her level, never be |
00:30:33 |
But what I did not get, |
00:30:37 |
She wasn't lookin' for that guy anymore, |
00:30:42 |
But by the time I figured this all |
00:30:46 |
All I had to show for it was foolish |
00:30:52 |
She was the girl. |
00:30:56 |
But... |
00:31:01 |
I pushed her away. |
00:31:09 |
So I've spent every day |
00:31:16 |
So to speak. |
00:31:18 |
Enough of this fuckin' melodrama. |
00:31:23 |
There's one bitch in the world, |
00:31:27 |
Get up, tons of fun. |
00:31:32 |
- Catchin' a bus to Chi-town. |
00:31:35 |
Business, yo. How many more of those |
00:31:39 |
Uh, I don't know. |
00:31:42 |
I don't know how much longer |
00:31:45 |
Yeah, good. |
00:31:48 |
There's a million people who'd love |
00:31:52 |
But that ain't like us at all, |
00:31:55 |
runnin' around like |
00:31:57 |
Sayin'... What's that shit |
00:32:00 |
Oh, um... |
00:32:03 |
"Snootchie-bootchies." Who the fuck |
00:32:10 |
It's a big world, G. |
00:32:13 |
- Till then, keep your unit on ya. |
00:32:17 |
No, no, no, no, no. |
00:32:21 |
Knock that shit off! |
00:32:25 |
Jedi bitch. Man, what do you always have |
00:32:29 |
- Man, shut up. |
00:33:20 |
Okay. |
00:33:22 |
You guys are probably wondering |
00:33:27 |
knowing that we have shit |
00:33:31 |
I just figured you wanted |
00:33:34 |
You know, by telling her |
00:33:37 |
so you wouldn't have to |
00:33:39 |
- Fuck you. |
00:33:43 |
Okay, enough. |
00:33:47 |
Enough. |
00:33:50 |
Now, I've been going over and |
00:33:54 |
and I've dissected it |
00:33:57 |
Banky, there's tension between you and I |
00:34:02 |
You hate me dating Alyssa and you want |
00:34:06 |
How perceptive. |
00:34:08 |
Alyssa, |
00:34:12 |
you and I have hit a wall... |
00:34:14 |
'cause I don't know how to deal |
00:34:19 |
That's a nice way |
00:34:21 |
I'd have said |
00:34:29 |
I'm only gonna |
00:34:35 |
Now, |
00:34:37 |
I know I'm to blame one way |
00:34:42 |
Alyssa, with you |
00:34:46 |
because you've had such a big life |
00:34:49 |
and my life's been |
00:34:52 |
- That doesn't matter to me. |
00:34:55 |
I have to get |
00:34:58 |
Banky, I know why you're having such |
00:35:03 |
It's something that's been |
00:35:06 |
I guess I just didn't |
00:35:11 |
You're in love with me. |
00:35:15 |
What? |
00:35:17 |
You're attracted to me. Just as, in |
00:35:21 |
It makes sense. We've been together |
00:35:25 |
Well, I gotta get goin'. |
00:35:28 |
I gotta catch the last few minutes |
00:35:39 |
It's somethin' you're |
00:35:43 |
And that would explain |
00:35:45 |
your homophobia, |
00:35:48 |
Jesus, just 'cause a guy's |
00:35:51 |
Bank. Stop. |
00:35:54 |
Deal with it. |
00:35:59 |
Okay. |
00:36:06 |
Now, you guys are probably |
00:36:10 |
that I've been going over and over |
00:36:14 |
What does one have |
00:36:16 |
Don't. |
00:36:17 |
And when I did some |
00:36:21 |
it came to me |
00:36:23 |
And it all made sense. |
00:36:29 |
I know what we have to do. |
00:36:32 |
And then you, Banky, |
00:36:37 |
all of us... |
00:36:41 |
Please don't say it. |
00:36:46 |
We've all gotta |
00:36:58 |
I mean, look, |
00:37:00 |
That would take care |
00:37:04 |
Alyssa, with you, I won't feel |
00:37:07 |
because I'll have done something |
00:37:12 |
And it will be with you, which will |
00:37:16 |
Banky, you can take that leap... |
00:37:17 |
that everyone else but you |
00:37:21 |
And it'll be with me, |
00:37:23 |
We've been everything to each other |
00:37:25 |
and now we'll have been |
00:37:28 |
And it won't be a total leap for you |
00:37:30 |
And when it's over, all that hostility |
00:37:35 |
because you'll have shared in something |
00:37:38 |
It'll be cathartic. |
00:37:40 |
This will keep us together. |
00:37:54 |
What do ya say? |
00:38:11 |
Sure. |
00:38:28 |
You know I need this. |
00:38:31 |
You know it'll help. |
00:38:34 |
No. |
00:38:36 |
Thank Christ. |
00:38:41 |
Sorry. |
00:38:49 |
No? I thought |
00:38:53 |
You did? |
00:38:58 |
Sweetheart, you've done stuff |
00:39:01 |
This should be |
00:39:03 |
You don't want this. |
00:39:08 |
No, I do want this. This has |
00:39:13 |
I mean, how can you not? No? |
00:39:18 |
You can take it from two guys |
00:39:21 |
but I ask you to share an experience |
00:39:25 |
- I can't. |
00:39:29 |
I'll be there. And when it's over we'll |
00:39:33 |
'cause we'll have been |
00:39:35 |
Then we'll be on the same level and |
00:39:39 |
Oh, Holden. |
00:39:45 |
That time is over for me. |
00:39:47 |
I've been there |
00:39:49 |
and I didn't find |
00:39:53 |
I found that it you. |
00:39:57 |
Doing this won't help you forget |
00:40:01 |
- It'll create more. |
00:40:05 |
Yes, it will! |
00:40:11 |
Maybe you'll see me |
00:40:15 |
Maybe you'll despise me for going along |
00:40:21 |
Maybe I'll moan differently, |
00:40:23 |
and then you'll resent Banky |
00:40:27 |
Or you'll alienate him |
00:40:30 |
You'll grow to blame and hate me for |
00:40:35 |
Or what if... and God, |
00:40:39 |
but what if I saw something |
00:40:43 |
you know, and I fell in love |
00:40:48 |
I've been down roads |
00:40:52 |
Many times. |
00:40:57 |
I know you feel doing this |
00:41:02 |
and give you experience. |
00:41:05 |
But I've had |
00:41:10 |
And I can't accompany you |
00:41:14 |
I'm past that now. |
00:41:22 |
Or maybe I just love you |
00:41:26 |
And I feel hurt and let down that you |
00:41:32 |
Because I would never |
00:41:48 |
Regardless, |
00:41:50 |
I can't be |
00:41:53 |
Or you. |
00:42:00 |
I love you. |
00:42:04 |
I always will. |
00:42:07 |
Know that. |
00:42:16 |
But I'm not |
00:42:24 |
He's yours again. |
00:43:25 |
A blast from the past. |
00:43:27 |
Do you know how much it's |
00:43:30 |
You sign it, it'll |
00:43:32 |
You sell it |
00:43:34 |
I don't know if it's true, |
00:43:36 |
but I heard once there was |
00:43:38 |
- There was going to be. |
00:43:41 |
You're lookin' at it. |
00:43:44 |
- That would have been awesome! |
00:43:47 |
So is that what happened |
00:43:50 |
You got into a fight over |
00:43:52 |
- It was more complicated than that. |
00:43:56 |
I don't know. |
00:43:59 |
So, you guys don't |
00:44:01 |
No. Not really. |
00:44:05 |
Yeah. That happened to me once. |
00:44:09 |
And we got into a fight over who looked |
00:44:14 |
Anyway, I disbanded the club and struck |
00:44:20 |
I'm rambling on now. |
00:44:24 |
that you probably shouldn't |
00:44:26 |
Guess not. Some doors just |
00:44:31 |
Oh, like the door to death |
00:44:34 |
which you did on your own. |
00:44:36 |
See? You don't need that McNeil guy, |
00:44:40 |
Look at your line work. Look at all the |
00:44:44 |
Look at how you draw a fart. |
00:44:46 |
And tell me you're not better off |
00:44:49 |
I mean, you were just carrying |
00:44:52 |
you know what I'm saying? |
00:44:54 |
- You're so right. |
00:44:58 |
Well, keep up the good work, man. |
00:45:05 |
See ya. |
00:45:10 |
Yeah. |
00:45:14 |
Bye. |
00:45:27 |
Okay. Who's next? |
00:45:31 |
Hi. |
00:45:40 |
Thanks for readin' it. |
00:45:43 |
I can't believe this place. |
00:45:47 |
You wanted to come. |
00:45:49 |
God, I can't believe you call |
00:45:51 |
Look at this guy over here |
00:45:54 |
- He's a Vulcan. |
00:45:56 |
A Vulcan. Jesus, potzer. |
00:45:58 |
Why don't you take a walk |
00:46:01 |
Okay, I will. |
00:46:21 |
Um, this isn't |
00:46:23 |
It's mine. |
00:46:27 |
I saved you a copy. |
00:46:32 |
Hi. |
00:46:34 |
Hi. |
00:46:36 |
How've you been? |
00:46:38 |
Uh, good. Really good. |
00:46:43 |
Good. |
00:46:52 |
The new issue's selling |
00:46:55 |
Yeah, well, it's because it's |
00:46:59 |
Thank you. |
00:47:03 |
I haven't even seen this yet. |
00:47:06 |
Uh, oh, about a month ago. |
00:47:10 |
Self-financed, |
00:47:12 |
Will I enjoy it? |
00:47:16 |
You might. |
00:47:36 |
Looks like |
00:47:43 |
I finally had |
00:47:52 |
Well, I'm gonna go. |
00:47:55 |
Yeah. |
00:47:58 |
I mean, it can get ugly. I just saw |
00:48:10 |
You know, read that, |
00:48:13 |
I will. |
00:48:19 |
If you get the chance, call me. I'd like |
00:48:24 |
Okay. |
00:48:28 |
Okay. |
00:48:33 |
It was really nice |
00:48:35 |
It was really nice |
00:48:52 |
- Who was that? |
00:48:55 |
Who was that? |
00:49:07 |
Oh, just some guy I knew. |
00:49:24 |
Next. So, what do you want |
00:49:29 |
#I was tappin' my foot |
00:49:35 |
# To my favorite band |
00:49:40 |
#I said hey, don't push me |
00:49:45 |
# When I was face to face |
00:49:50 |
#And she gave me this look |
00:49:53 |
I could not believe # |
00:49:55 |
#And the cold stare remained |
00:50:02 |
# Yeah, I do believe anger |
00:50:08 |
#But you destroy today |
00:50:12 |
# When you're young |
00:50:15 |
#It comes off offensive # |
00:50:17 |
#And it's hard to repay the |
00:50:23 |
# The lasting relationship |
00:50:28 |
# Who wears the pants |
00:50:35 |
#She's your girlfriend |
00:50:39 |
#I guess if that's the way |
00:50:45 |
# There we were |
00:50:50 |
# You, your girlfriend and me # |
00:51:17 |
#I've known you forever |
00:51:22 |
#So easily amused |
00:51:26 |
#Ain't my jealousy |
00:51:32 |
#She's a bit like a book |
00:51:37 |
#And I wish you the best |
00:51:41 |
# To say |
00:51:48 |
# Yeah, she's your girlfriend |
00:51:54 |
#Does she look at you |
00:51:59 |
#And here we are |
00:52:04 |
# You, your girlfriend and me # |
00:52:10 |
#She's your girlfriend |
00:52:15 |
#Better just take her home |
00:52:20 |
# When she walks out that door |
00:52:39 |
Man, what do you always have |
00:52:42 |
- Man, shut up. |