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00:00:17 These are the legends.
00:00:20 You've heard about them for years.
00:00:22 The pretty housewife-
00:00:25 The friends burst in at the surprise party,
00:00:28 with the family dog licking peanut butter
00:00:32 Well, she's real.
00:00:33 Remember the cheerleader?
00:00:36 - They find a quart of sperm. Her name's Luann.
00:00:39 They may not look like much to you,
00:00:44 The hooker reunites
00:00:46 the molester with the molested.
00:00:49 The guy hanging naked
00:00:51 half dead from autoerotic asphyxiation?
00:00:55 - Hi. My name is Lonnie, and I'm a sex addict.
00:00:58 Hi, Lonnie.
00:01:01 These people are the reason
00:01:04 to remove the champagne bottle,
00:01:08 - Did you ever experience-
00:01:11 - like gambling, or drugs, or shoplifting.
00:01:14 At least this one looks like love...
00:01:16 if you squint.
00:01:18 That's my best friend, Denny.
00:01:20 Denny showed up here
00:01:23 for waxing his weasel
00:01:26 Not like the model was even fine.
00:01:28 Just some old hippie
00:01:31 But Denny didn't care. By then he was
00:01:36 Got so he could barely
00:01:39 Nico gets released from the halfway house
00:01:43 just like Cinderella.
00:01:45 Only at midnight
00:01:49 Don't get me wrong- I'm no different.
00:01:52 We're all here for the same reason:
00:01:54 to dig through our personal valise
00:01:58 until we find one that helps us
00:02:02 For me, that means no more constant
00:02:06 all the time.
00:02:09 I come to meetings.
00:02:11 I even try to abstain.
00:02:13 So far, it's not going so well.
00:02:20 - Not that it's any picnic to quit.
00:02:23 Sex addicts become literally dependent
00:02:26 Around the world, Nico.
00:02:28 Orgasms release endorphins.
00:02:32 And I'm all for that.
00:02:34 - You got something to write with?
00:02:35 Hold on a second. I'm Nico's sponsor,
00:02:40 Here you go, babe.
00:02:42 I mean, please,
00:02:45 than, say, sniffing the greatest rose
00:02:50 But I'm not thinking about that now...
00:02:52 because at any moment
00:02:55 No bills, no stupidjob, no crazy mother.
00:02:58 All I'm going to feel is perfect,
00:03:02 Fuck you! Not yet.
00:03:11 Here it comes. Perfect.
00:03:13 - Beautiful.
00:03:20 Keep coming back.
00:03:22 It works if you work it,
00:03:25 Yeah.
00:03:34 What'd you say you do again?
00:03:36 I am the backbone
00:03:40 - Welcome to the Village of Dunsboro.
00:03:44 Here, life in an 18th-century settlement
00:03:48 Here. Take it.
00:03:50 - For some, it's more vivid than others.
00:03:52 Not that you can blame 'em.
00:03:54 We're all marooned here
00:03:57 who never age and never escape.
00:04:00 Think Gilligan meets Groundhog Day...
00:04:02 in hell.
00:04:05 Hmm. Can I get a turn?
00:04:08 - Sure you can.
00:04:10 When the Mayflower
00:04:13 - Hey, kids.
00:04:15 - Ooh.
00:04:20 Whoa, you've got skills.
00:04:22 How do you know how to do that?
00:04:34 - Get off me. Aah.!
00:04:39 Hey, get out of here, you little shits!
00:04:41 Easy, easy, easy.
00:04:44 It's me. It's me.
00:04:46 - Sorry, dude.
00:04:49 Yeah, these kids kept putting
00:04:52 Am I bleeding?
00:04:54 - Oh, God.
00:04:57 Ursula, man.
00:04:59 - She's a milkmaid.
00:05:03 No.
00:05:05 No.
00:05:06 Yeah.
00:05:08 She's milking those cows all day...
00:05:10 working those fingers up and down
00:05:15 - Hey! Hey, hey, man!
00:05:18 - Yeah, you may not want to do that.
00:05:21 Hi.
00:05:23 Look at this guy.
00:05:26 Man's a glutton for punishment.
00:05:28 She laughed.
00:05:30 - Did you see that?
00:05:33 Right.
00:05:41 Oh, shit. Let's roll.
00:05:44 Wait, wait. Where is it? Fuck.
00:05:47 - What the fuck are you doing?
00:05:50 - Leave the goddamn wig, will you?
00:05:54 - Who hast released thee from thy bonds?
00:05:57 Thou knowest the rules.
00:05:59 Miscreants may be freed only by a duly
00:06:02 Give it a rest with the olden spiel,
00:06:04 You heard the bells. We're off.
00:06:06 - And what of his uncovered pate?
00:06:09 Your pate! Your pate.
00:06:12 Discarding period attire whilst within
00:06:16 Fine. Okay? You happy?
00:06:19 - Thy purse shall suffer for thy transgressions.
00:06:23 I don't mind if you wanna play method Mussolini
00:06:27 - but you dock my check one more time-
00:06:30 thou wilt feel the wrath
00:06:33 - Bring it then, varlet, if thou be a man.
00:06:36 - What wilt thou do?
00:06:38 - What sayest thou?
00:06:42 - What wilt thou do?
00:06:44 - Come on.
00:06:46 - Where dost thou go?
00:06:49 Fuckin' knave.
00:06:51 # Years ago I lost my guard
00:06:55 # Standing up like a man #
00:06:58 # Like a father
00:07:00 # That all I do is not enough #
00:07:02 - # For myself I am tough #
00:07:05 - It's coming up.
00:07:07 - Here.
00:07:09 # Show me all the rules, girl #
00:07:13 - # I just wanna get 'em wrong ##
00:07:25 Can't we just this once enjoy
00:07:29 No.
00:07:32 - You can't fool people into loving you.
00:07:44 Somebody saves your life...
00:07:46 they'll love you forever.
00:07:49 It's like the old Chinese custom.
00:07:52 They feel responsible.
00:07:54 They'll write.
00:07:58 Play it right, even cash.
00:08:02 Unless you let yourself get rescued by
00:08:08 Hey.! That's mine.
00:08:11 So, who's it gonna be tonight?
00:08:14 How 'bout you, honey?
00:08:17 Uh-oh. Swatch.
00:08:19 Okay. Come on.!
00:08:21 There he is. You and me,
00:08:26 - Come on. Come on, come on.
00:08:30 One heroic deed thatjustifies
00:08:36 They grab you and hold you.
00:08:40 They rock you softly in their arms.
00:08:43 All right. It's gonna be all right.
00:08:47 And before you know it,
00:08:50 - You're okay.
00:08:52 Yeah.
00:08:56 - Okay.
00:09:05 - Hey, Kim.
00:09:07 - How art thou?
00:09:10 - That's very funny.
00:09:19 Mrs. Novak is an undresser.
00:09:21 That's why she gets the special pantsuit.
00:09:26 Other patients express themselves
00:09:29 which can also be disturbing.
00:09:32 Eva here is what you call a squirrel.
00:09:36 Colin? Oh, Colin, is that you?
00:09:38 What do we have tonight, Eva?
00:09:40 Hmm. Roast beef.
00:09:42 That's not doing you any good
00:09:45 You hurt me, Colin.
00:09:47 - That might prove challenging.
00:09:50 I definitely did not touch
00:09:54 If it wasn't for that chip in her
00:09:57 squawking about her poor woo-woo.
00:09:59 St. Anthony's is what you call
00:10:04 It's for loony broads of all ages.
00:10:06 But mostly,
00:10:12 You see that look shejust gave me?
00:10:14 That's 'cause that really happened.
00:10:17 Guess you could say
00:10:20 Hello. Who are you?
00:10:22 Oh, that's right.
00:10:26 But of course, I don't know that yet.
00:10:30 Well, it's about time.
00:10:32 She's been asking for you all day.
00:10:35 - Who am I today?
00:10:38 - Sounds like another one of the lawyers.
00:10:40 - "Was"?
00:10:43 - Fall of'97.
00:10:46 Oh.
00:10:48 - So, you good?
00:10:52 Well, my lady,
00:10:54 Okay.
00:11:03 That's nice.
00:11:06 Upstairs.
00:11:09 Oh. Well, she'll be back.
00:11:12 Oh, no, she won't, Fred.
00:11:15 They take you up to the second floor,
00:11:18 But they take you up to the third floor,
00:11:21 I got... cannelloni!
00:11:24 - Huh?
00:11:27 You're just like my son, Victor, always trying
00:11:32 I thought you liked Italian.
00:11:35 You gotta eat, you know.
00:11:38 You gotta-
00:11:42 Oh, it's you!
00:11:49 What happened, Fred?
00:11:53 You used to cut quite the dashing figure.
00:11:56 You look like my son, Victor,
00:11:59 - He's not a tour guide.
00:12:04 You know what he did?
00:12:07 - Did you know that?
00:12:09 Now he's so busy ruining his life,
00:12:12 That's disgraceful.
00:12:14 When I think what I went through to give
00:12:18 And do you know how he repays me?
00:12:21 - He had me committed-
00:12:23 Who told you that?
00:12:25 I heard he dropped out
00:12:27 just so you could move into
00:12:30 Didn't I hear something like that? Huh?
00:12:33 Look, there's my show.
00:12:35 And I got a feelin'
00:12:37 if you didn't spend all your time
00:12:41 - Huh?
00:12:45 You're always defending
00:12:48 That's not how you drown a cat.
00:12:58 You're in a hospital.
00:13:02 - Uh, that means somebody stopped breathing.
00:13:05 - Pamela Cosgrove paged in an airport.
00:13:08 - Quick, quick, quick.
00:13:11 Terrilynn Mayfield,
00:13:14 Uh, nerve gas?
00:13:17 - Think cows and horses.
00:13:21 That's all right. Learn half these names,
00:13:24 Forget what
00:13:27 These fake people are all that matter.
00:13:30 - What is it?
00:13:33 - Could we go over there?
00:13:38 Mmm, just to swing and stuff,
00:13:42 We have to keep moving, honey.
00:13:44 If we stopped at every playground we came
00:13:49 Eat your supper.
00:14:11 What are you supposed to be?
00:14:15 Oh, I'm the backbone of colonial America.
00:14:18 - Which is?
00:14:22 - Where's Dr. Fielding?
00:14:25 - Are you in charge of my mother?
00:14:28 - Victor.
00:14:30 Oh. Um, Ida Mancini.
00:14:33 - You're the son.
00:14:35 - The tour guide.
00:14:39 I'm a historical interpreter.
00:14:41 Okay.
00:14:43 How come you never visit?
00:14:45 I visit all the time, just not as myself.
00:14:47 Kind of defeats the purpose,
00:14:51 She's an amazing woman, your mother.
00:14:53 - Yeah. Listen, Dr. -
00:14:57 Hi. She's getting worse.
00:14:59 She-She never knows who I am anymore
00:15:02 - Even when the lawyer comes to visit?
00:15:05 I'm the lawyer. Today she spat out
00:15:08 That's like her death row favorite meal.
00:15:10 I've seen her sprint 10 blocks in heels
00:15:13 We're reaching the point
00:15:16 Decisions?
00:15:18 Dr. Marshall.!
00:15:22 - You'll have to excuse me now.
00:15:24 Could we go somewhere and talk,
00:15:28 - Now?
00:15:30 We could meet for a drink
00:15:33 Are you asking me out?
00:15:36 Well, no. Sort of. I mean, yeah.
00:15:40 I have to finish my rounds now,
00:15:44 We'll talk again on your next visit.
00:15:46 But-
00:15:49 - These are your grandparents, right?
00:15:52 - I never met them.
00:15:55 - They're Italian.
00:15:59 Yeah.
00:16:01 Uh, Mom came for boarding school
00:16:04 Ah. Look at her here.
00:16:09 Wow. She was really,
00:16:13 Hey, hey! What the fuck!
00:16:16 - Dude.! That's my mom.
00:16:19 - It's just, she was hot.
00:16:21 Here. Make yourself useful.
00:16:26 Man.
00:16:27 "Dear Victor...
00:16:30 "sorry to hear about your gums.
00:16:32 "Hope this will help.
00:16:34 Your pal, Bennett."
00:16:36 - Who's Bennett?
00:16:39 Oh, yeah. Big guy?
00:16:42 That's him. How much?
00:16:45 Uh, 32.
00:16:49 Dollars? Thirty-two dollars?
00:16:52 You know what $32 gets you
00:16:55 - Why? What's wrong with your gums?
00:16:57 - I'm just saying, if there was.
00:17:01 Let me explain something to you.
00:17:03 They send some cash.
00:17:06 It's like when you adopt an overseas orphan,
00:17:09 Besides, if I don't come up
00:17:13 those vipers at St. Anthony's
00:17:16 - Fuck!
00:17:17 I'm light.
00:17:19 Again, Mr. Mancini?
00:17:22 You're light again.
00:17:25 Not to worry.
00:17:27 I'm sure there's room
00:17:32 I hear they do a lovely porridge.
00:17:35 Okay, okay, okay, okay.
00:17:39 You got a pen?
00:17:47 God bless you, Mr. Mancini.
00:17:58 Come on.
00:18:01 You love their eggplant. One bite.
00:18:04 I'm not hungry.
00:18:06 So, what are you doing? What's -
00:18:10 You're crying.
00:18:13 What do you expect, Artie?
00:18:17 You're not dying. You're not dying.
00:18:19 For Pete's sake, look at me.
00:18:21 Half the time I don't even know
00:18:26 Fine. Whatever.
00:18:29 I've had enough
00:18:35 It's Victor.
00:18:38 I can't bear it.
00:18:42 - He has to know.
00:18:46 Who he comes from.
00:18:48 You said his father was a traveling salesman
00:18:51 - I had to tell him something.
00:18:55 Of course he's not.
00:18:59 You, uh-
00:19:02 You have to tell him the truth, Ida.
00:19:05 He's got a right to know.
00:19:07 I've been trying for months now...
00:19:09 but he so rarely comes to visit, and when
00:19:14 Listen to me now, Ida.
00:19:17 It's very important that Victor
00:19:20 other than just, you know...
00:19:23 you.
00:19:25 - You really think so?
00:19:27 Let me call him. I bet you
00:19:30 - Oh, no. Oh, no, no, no, no. I couldn't face that. No.
00:19:33 You can tell me then.
00:19:36 Attorney-client privilege and all.
00:19:39 But, Artie, I really can't do that.
00:19:41 Why not?
00:19:45 'Cause I'm not even sure who you really are.
00:19:51 Oh, I'm sorry, Artie.
00:19:56 - Hey.
00:20:04 Do you think she'll take you back?
00:20:06 Pretty women
00:20:10 You're pretty.
00:20:14 I might have known.
00:20:17 This work requires vision.
00:20:20 What work?
00:20:22 All you do is get in trouble.
00:20:25 Don't you see? You are my work.
00:20:27 All the political acts,
00:20:30 They're all designed
00:20:32 - Where's my father?
00:20:36 offending his poor customers
00:20:39 I want to see him.
00:20:42 He doesn't want you, Victor.
00:20:48 We need to talk.
00:20:51 I think it's time we consider
00:20:54 The second floor?
00:20:57 Mr. Mancini, your mother suffers
00:21:00 that's been exacerbated
00:21:03 Dr. Fielding said it was Alzheimer's.
00:21:05 There's a reason Dr. Fielding's
00:21:09 Can we walk?
00:21:13 Hey, did you try Aricept or Cognex?
00:21:15 How would you know
00:21:17 What about a glutamine blocker
00:21:19 We've tried everything. Once they've stopped
00:21:23 Couldn't you force-feed her?
00:21:26 I understand how you feel.
00:21:28 Facing the possibility of a loved one's
00:21:32 Oh, no. I want her to die, just not
00:21:36 Perhaps we should talk later
00:21:39 - You're absolutely right. What time do you get off?
00:21:42 - What?
00:21:44 Oh, I really do.
00:21:46 Well, I suppose that's flattering,
00:21:49 - Why?
00:21:54 And you're realizing for the first time
00:21:56 probably won't be getting better.
00:22:00 And sleeping with me isn't gonna
00:22:04 Only one way to find out.
00:22:06 Good night, Mr. Mancini.
00:22:10 Hey.
00:22:12 There's a little piece missing
00:22:15 - I was clawed.
00:22:17 - By what?
00:22:19 - A lynx?
00:22:21 - I know what a lynx is.
00:22:25 You lie a lot, huh?
00:22:27 I guess.
00:22:38 - You hurt me, Colin.
00:22:41 You touched me in my private place.
00:22:43 Would you stop saying that?
00:22:45 You said that it was just
00:22:48 and then you put
00:22:51 Okay, listen.
00:22:59 Fine. You got me. I did it.
00:23:03 - You admit it?
00:23:06 I boned you silly.
00:23:10 After all these years,
00:23:14 That's right. Now if you'll excuse me,
00:23:17 - It's not doing you any favors.
00:23:21 Eva, baby, little sis,
00:23:23 I was a wretched, disgusting horn dog.
00:23:26 But you were such a hot tamale,
00:23:29 Oh, look. Okay. Don't -
00:23:32 Look, for Christ's sakes, don't do that.
00:23:34 I hurt your woo-woo,
00:23:38 Can we please move on?
00:23:43 Oh, Colin.
00:23:45 Oh, Colin, I forgive you.
00:23:47 I forgive you, Colin.
00:23:52 - You can't nail your mom's doctor.
00:23:55 'Cause later, when she hates you,
00:23:58 Nah, she wouldn't do that. She took an oath.
00:24:01 Why?
00:24:03 Because she pinned me to the cork
00:24:05 without even breaking a sweat.
00:24:07 And so now you want to
00:24:10 Yeah.
00:24:12 I need her to keep my mom alive long enough
00:24:16 Why? What do you think
00:24:18 That I come from somebody else too.
00:24:21 After all the psychotic shit she put me
00:24:26 I'm supposed to lock him in, Victor.
00:24:28 He was very specific about that.
00:24:30 You touch these stocks,
00:24:32 and you won't be wearin'
00:24:35 Dick.
00:24:37 You shouldn't have done that.
00:24:39 Now Charlie's gonna lobby
00:24:43 - So, what'd you do this time?
00:24:47 You ever think you might be fuckin' up
00:24:52 Maybe. All this time in the stocks,
00:24:56 I wouldn't get too carried away
00:24:58 Given to what your body's used to,
00:25:01 How 'bout you?
00:25:04 That's the, um-
00:25:06 That's the searching, fearless inventory
00:25:09 and was done to you
00:25:13 If you need some help, I'd be happy
00:25:17 Thanks. I'm good.
00:25:19 Hey, wait a minute.
00:25:21 If your mom already thinks...
00:25:24 that you're Artie, or Fred,
00:25:27 how are you gonna convince her
00:25:30 I'm not.
00:25:34 - Hi. I'm Victor.
00:25:41 - That's her?
00:25:43 She's young, for this place.
00:25:46 - I know.
00:25:49 Jesus!
00:25:51 And she won't notice I'm not you?
00:25:54 We're about to find out.
00:26:01 Mrs. Mancini, I brought your son.
00:26:05 No.
00:26:08 - No. It's not.
00:26:13 It's Victor. Hi.
00:26:20 Victor!
00:26:25 - Is that really you?
00:26:28 It really is.
00:26:33 Oh, Victor.
00:26:36 Mom, your hands are freezing.
00:26:40 Dude?
00:26:43 Oh, Victor.
00:26:46 Hey, you know, in my experience...
00:26:48 I have found
00:26:51 if you find all the edge pieces first.
00:26:54 Oh! Found a corner.
00:26:56 Hey, wasn't there
00:27:00 - Huh?
00:27:02 Oh, yeah.
00:27:05 I'm so happy you've come, Victor.
00:27:09 I have so much to tell you.
00:27:17 Murray.
00:27:19 This is between my son and I.
00:27:22 - I think maybe I should stay here because-
00:27:25 - But you know, I don't think-
00:27:35 My boy. My beautiful boy.
00:27:38 - Are you Victor?
00:27:41 What'd I-What-What'd I do to you?
00:27:44 Nothing.
00:27:49 I'm so scared.
00:28:04 That ceiling
00:28:08 but they painted over them.
00:28:10 - Some papal decree.
00:28:15 - Are you Catholic?
00:28:19 Italy. I know.
00:28:25 I think I've found a way to save her.
00:28:29 But it's going to require
00:28:33 It's an experimental procedure.
00:28:37 I can't even guarantee it will work.
00:28:39 In order to attempt this procedure...
00:28:41 I'm going to need some embryonic tissue.
00:28:44 Okay. Ho-Hold on a second.
00:28:46 It's difficult for me to be so direct,
00:28:50 My mucosa's so thick,
00:28:54 Are you fucking with me?
00:28:56 Given the options available to us,
00:28:59 The good news is
00:29:02 All she needs is a healthy,
00:29:06 And-And you know what to do?
00:29:08 I put myself through med school
00:29:11 That's hot. But why-why would you
00:29:16 Your mother
00:29:19 She changed my life.
00:29:21 I'd never be able to forgive myself
00:29:25 Are we talking about the same person?
00:29:28 Let's just do this before I lose my nerve.
00:29:31 H- Here?
00:29:34 I can never see you outside of this place.
00:29:36 This has nothing to do with love...
00:29:39 or commitment,
00:29:43 I simply need your seed.
00:29:46 You should know,
00:29:49 Well, just do what comes naturally.
00:29:52 But I've got almost three days
00:29:55 All right, two.
00:29:57 Don't worry.
00:29:59 With a little luck, your mother will soon
00:30:11 You couldn't get it up?
00:30:14 - That's nice. A little louder.
00:30:17 I'd like to see you cop a chubby
00:30:21 Wow, man. This is huge.
00:30:25 - What are you talking about?
00:30:28 Maybe you're really into her,
00:30:31 but the fact
00:30:34 turning this into the usual nothing?
00:30:38 Well, I'm calling that a really big step.
00:30:40 You know, I think I liked you better
00:30:46 Hey, did you find out who I am yet?
00:30:49 I'm trying, but, uh,
00:30:51 - Really?
00:30:54 Check this out.
00:30:56 - You putz, put that away. Put that away, man.
00:31:00 No, check out- check out that one.
00:31:04 - Yeah.
00:31:07 - Isn't that your number?
00:31:10 - But you still live there.
00:31:13 Unless the date on that is 1763,
00:31:17 - Promise?
00:31:20 Wasn't there anything in her diary?
00:31:25 - Huh? What?
00:31:31 - God! Come on.
00:31:34 Thank you so much.
00:31:38 - Take it.
00:31:43 - Afternoon, Your Loftiness.
00:31:47 Spare me your dissembling
00:31:50 Okay! You're doin'
00:31:53 - He is, right?
00:31:56 I was reared in Yorkshire
00:31:58 and only recently made the voyage
00:32:01 Come on, Charlie. You went to
00:32:04 Shh, shh. Dude, dude. He's trying to-
00:32:06 You know something? You two are
00:32:09 - You hear me? This close.
00:32:12 - Give me the goddamn newspaper!
00:32:14 Yeah, Charlie. I don't think they
00:32:18 That's good. You're funny.
00:32:21 You both-
00:32:24 Always making fun of anything
00:32:35 - Oh, shit.
00:32:38 Jesus.
00:32:40 Take him to the stocks. This shall be evidence
00:32:44 No! Fuck.
00:32:49 Hey, Denny! Wait a minute.
00:32:52 - Huh?
00:32:55 Oh, shit, dude, yeah. Your mom has
00:33:00 - I don't know, dude. That's her diary.
00:33:03 - Where is it?
00:33:26 Oh. Oh, fuck!
00:33:30 Fuck!
00:33:32 I'd have thought a purely physical encounter
00:33:36 - It usually is.
00:33:38 I don't know!
00:33:40 Well, you'd better figure it out soon.
00:33:44 Hey, maybe- maybe I'm happy
00:33:46 Maybe I like knowing she's not gonna
00:33:49 Maybe I don't want her back
00:33:53 You don't want her to live.
00:33:56 - You don't know what you want.
00:33:59 I want somebody who speaks Italian.
00:34:03 Well, why didn't you say so?
00:34:06 You might not think the best way...
00:34:09 to spend your first day of freedom...
00:34:12 after a lengthy incarceration...
00:34:15 would be to immediately
00:34:18 the tranny hooker...
00:34:20 who knocked out six teeth...
00:34:22 and had you put away to begin with.
00:34:25 That's how I roll.
00:34:29 When I woke up in the hospital...
00:34:32 an orderly named Terrence...
00:34:35 wheeled me into my first meeting.
00:34:39 All I can say is,
00:34:43 The rooms have saved my life.
00:34:45 The rooms are sacred.
00:34:52 Come on. Give it to me. Perfect.
00:34:55 - Here... we... go!
00:35:01 What the fuck?
00:35:04 Excuse me, miss?
00:35:06 Excuse me?
00:35:09 - Yeah?
00:35:12 Melanoma's the most common
00:35:15 between 19 and 34, especially blondes.
00:35:17 Couldn't get it up again, huh?
00:35:21 - What makes you say that?
00:35:25 Don't forget to draw
00:35:29 Break out some cash
00:35:32 Let me see this, Picasso.
00:35:34 Dude, you made her look too pretty...
00:35:38 and her ass is way bigger than that.
00:35:40 Here, let me see that.
00:35:56 He's right.
00:35:59 No. It's not.
00:36:03 - What's your name?
00:36:06 I'm Cherry Daiquiri.
00:36:10 It's not my real name.
00:36:29 Dude, if this shit gets you laid...
00:36:33 I'm gonna-
00:36:35 You know, dude, before you
00:36:38 maybe you ought to go ahead
00:36:41 I will. Absolutely.
00:36:48 You wanna come with? Denny?
00:36:52 Come on, man.
00:37:34 Oh, fuck.
00:38:05 Quentin Fairweather...
00:38:08 please meet your wife
00:38:10 Mr. Quentin Fairweather.
00:38:16 You remembered Quentin Fairweather.
00:38:18 Good boy.
00:38:21 You look skinny.
00:38:25 Come here.
00:38:28 She's young, this one.
00:38:31 You like her?
00:38:34 Don't tell me you don't,
00:38:37 She's just another foster mom.
00:38:43 Do you love her?
00:38:45 No.
00:38:49 Do you hate her?
00:38:51 Um, yeah?
00:38:55 That's right.
00:38:57 Lots and lots.
00:39:14 I think our work here is done.
00:39:17 But... this one's nice.
00:39:19 - What?
00:39:23 You're mine. Say it.
00:39:25 Yours. I'm yours.
00:39:27 - For?
00:39:29 That's right.
00:39:32 Don't you forget it.
00:39:37 - The little boy is approximately 10 years old.
00:39:41 Where are you presently?
00:39:48 Jesus! God! What have you done?
00:39:51 Relax. I had to do this
00:39:54 People see a big guy like me with a rock,
00:39:57 Think I could stay with you for a while?
00:40:00 - Just till I find a place?
00:40:03 No way. Hey, what are you-What are you-
00:40:09 Hey, hey!
00:40:11 Shit, man.
00:40:16 So you gonna let me in
00:40:19 I collect one for every day of sobriety.
00:40:22 - Keeps the hands busy, if you know what I mean.
00:40:25 I was afraid
00:40:28 - So how'd you make out with Cherry Daiquiri?
00:40:31 Oh, right. Did you fuck Beth?
00:40:34 Where's the diary? Can I see the diary?
00:40:37 - It's in Italian. Paige is translating it for me.
00:40:41 - Dr. Marshall.
00:40:44 And she speaks Italian too.
00:40:48 You know something?
00:40:50 Hey! Where are you going?
00:40:52 I'm gonna find out who my father is.
00:40:59 That's him. He came to my potluck,
00:41:02 - He beat my sister almost to death.
00:41:09 I think that's sweet-
00:41:11 you giving them closure like that.
00:41:13 So did you read it?
00:41:15 Yes.
00:41:18 And I'm afraid what I have to tell you
00:41:21 It seems she was delusional
00:41:24 What about my father?
00:41:26 According to this, she got pregnant with you
00:41:30 She'd been living here for some time,
00:41:33 at an experimental clinic in the Alps.
00:41:35 So, what? He's some Italian doctor?
00:41:38 No. And this is where it
00:41:42 According to your mother's journal...
00:41:44 this was about a year
00:41:47 of religious relics
00:41:50 Six childless women were offered
00:41:54 Five were a no-go
00:42:01 What kind of relic?
00:42:03 The relic, according to the journal,
00:42:07 Mummified, I would imagine.
00:42:09 A foreskin? Whose foreskin?
00:42:11 - The holy foreskin.
00:42:13 It's all in here.
00:42:16 So that would make me the son of-
00:42:18 Jesus, more or less.
00:42:20 But really more like a half clone.
00:42:23 It's kind of sweet really.
00:42:26 In her mind, you're literally
00:42:30 - Dr. Marshall?
00:42:34 Beatrice? Where you going?
00:42:37 I know you.
00:42:40 Yeah. Of course you do. What, did I give you
00:42:45 No. My son saved you.
00:42:48 You were choking in a restaurant,
00:42:51 Secretly, I think Paul always
00:42:56 until that night.
00:42:58 His wife was on the verge
00:43:01 But when she saw what he did,
00:43:05 It was a miracle.
00:43:07 You have an enormous capacity
00:43:12 I have a capacity for shit.
00:43:15 It was a scam, lady.
00:43:19 I know what I saw.
00:43:21 - Uh- Come here! Let's go. Come on.
00:43:25 Hey, let me ask you something.
00:43:27 You don't think I'm
00:43:30 No way, dude. You're an asshole.
00:43:32 Thanks, man. Thanks.
00:43:35 Eh-eh.
00:43:38 This is how they drink beer in Europe.
00:43:40 - From a slug trap?
00:43:48 - So what happened?
00:43:50 So, you know,
00:43:53 My unit's enraged.
00:43:57 I'm so hot, I'm flashing dead kittens and
00:44:02 Hey.
00:44:05 Hey.
00:44:07 Over here.
00:44:12 I want you to hear me.
00:44:17 I want you moving
00:44:28 There.
00:44:32 Isn't that better?
00:44:48 Fuck.
00:44:54 If you don't want to do this,
00:44:56 I want to do this.
00:44:58 Believe me,
00:45:01 Well, then help me out here.
00:45:03 Because apparently, you're capable of
00:45:07 Hey, look, I'm trying to ignore
00:45:11 and the fact that I'm trying to fuck you
00:45:15 But so far it's not workin'
00:45:17 - Why?
00:45:23 I can't fuck you 'cause
00:45:29 Has it occurred to you
00:45:32 aren't mutually exclusive?
00:45:36 You said that?
00:45:38 - Yeah.
00:45:41 Maybe you're not so bad after all.
00:45:43 No, dude. I am. I really am.
00:45:45 I mean, the cloning thing?
00:45:49 I saw this thing on Discovery.
00:45:51 They've been tryin'it since the '60s.
00:45:53 - Do like this.
00:45:56 Stop looking at me like that.
00:45:58 You're creepin' me ou-
00:46:02 Hi.
00:46:06 Nice azaleas.
00:46:09 Hey! Where you goin'
00:46:15 What are you-
00:46:18 Belonged to my Uncle Don.
00:46:21 That is, until he got hammered last month
00:46:24 Those Mothers Against Drunk Driving
00:46:29 Who owns it now?
00:46:32 Apparently, I do.
00:46:41 Now?
00:46:43 Not yet.
00:46:45 Okay. You can open 'em.
00:46:49 - The zoo? We're goin' to the zoo?
00:46:52 Give me your foot.
00:46:55 What do you see?
00:46:58 Animals.
00:47:00 Prisoners, held captive
00:47:05 without risk, or struggle, or danger.
00:47:08 The only difference
00:47:11 that deny them all hope of escape.
00:47:16 Until now.
00:47:21 Mom?
00:47:30 Mom!
00:48:11 You go to bed, for Christ's sakes.
00:48:14 - Go to bed.
00:48:29 Mom? Mom.
00:48:33 You scared me.
00:48:37 Fuck!
00:48:39 It wasn't my decision.
00:48:43 I want her moved back downstairs...
00:48:47 right now!
00:48:49 Keep your voice down.
00:48:53 - Okay. Fine. I'll do this myself.
00:48:56 Victor, please!
00:48:58 She's better off up here.
00:49:01 You said you were gonna do something.
00:49:03 I couldn't do it by myself.
00:49:09 Okay. Fine. Come here.
00:49:15 What about here? Is this okay?
00:49:17 - Come on.
00:49:19 It's too late. My time's passed.
00:49:22 All right. Okay.
00:49:24 I mean, that'll buy some time, right?
00:49:28 - What? What's the matter?
00:49:32 - What?
00:49:37 It all checks out-
00:49:40 the clinic,
00:49:43 - What are you talking about?
00:49:48 It was in the Vatican newspapers
00:49:51 Come on! Come on!
00:49:54 Here. You can check for yourself.
00:49:57 In fact, I suggest you do,
00:50:01 You're not seriously telling me
00:50:04 I don't know what to believe.
00:50:08 I think it's better if we don't
00:50:13 What? Why?
00:50:16 It's not that
00:50:19 I do.
00:50:21 It's just, I've seen the way
00:50:24 'Cause my crazy mother's journal
00:50:27 - Half clone.
00:50:30 Paige, please- please, say i-
00:50:33 Say it's 'cause I'm a-a pervert...
00:50:37 or- or a failure,
00:50:40 But please, not over this.
00:50:43 What the fuck?
00:50:45 What are you doing?
00:50:49 I'm not who you think I am, okay?
00:50:53 Get the fuck out of here!
00:50:56 - And he's so humble.
00:50:59 I'm not even good.
00:51:02 Huh?
00:51:05 What about this?
00:51:09 - Hey!
00:51:12 Okay, what about this?
00:51:38 And faster than you can
00:51:42 I was alone... again.
00:51:46 #How'd I arrive in a place like this #
00:51:50 # Red right hand
00:51:54 To reclaim my personal booth at the
00:52:01 all I had to do was answer
00:52:06 What would Jesus not do?
00:52:11 Don't kiss me on the mouth.
00:52:13 Don't ask if you're hurting me.
00:52:15 And if you hear the safe word,
00:52:18 Do you have panty hose?
00:52:20 You want me to rip you in drag?
00:52:22 - F-For your head.
00:52:25 I need you to be a faceless attacker.
00:52:29 Here, you'll need this.
00:52:31 Whoa! Jesus.
00:52:33 Um, couldn't I just, you know,
00:52:36 Mmm. No, absolutely not. The knife is
00:52:40 I mean, be careful with it, 'cause if you
00:52:44 I will have you in prison
00:52:47 - Anything else?
00:52:51 Whatever you do,
00:52:54 The bedspread is silk. It will spot.
00:52:56 So rape me on the floor,
00:53:00 On a towel on the floor,
00:53:03 - Got it?
00:53:08 What's the safe word?
00:53:10 Poodle.
00:53:24 - Oh, God! No!
00:53:26 No, help me, please!
00:53:28 Or the rug! Or the-
00:53:31 - Remember? The towel?
00:53:33 - Oh, ow! Ow, ow, ow, ow! Stop! Please!
00:53:36 Please, you're hurting me. Stop!
00:53:40 Please.! Ow.! Ow.! Ow.!
00:53:42 - Okay.
00:53:45 - No.
00:53:49 - Wait a minute. Wait! Are those my hose?
00:53:53 For Christ's sake, what kind of rapist
00:53:56 - Look, I'm sorry, but the drugstore-
00:54:00 Just demean me, you stupid shit!
00:54:02 Oh. Okay.
00:54:07 - Do you want me to use the knife, or-
00:54:10 When you hit someone with a knife,
00:54:14 Ow! But not in the head,
00:54:16 You're gonna give me a concussion.
00:54:20 How 'bout you shut the fuck up
00:54:24 - How 'bout that?
00:54:25 Well, if that's how you feel about it...
00:54:28 you might want to take your little
00:54:31 Or your way's good.
00:54:33 Come on!
00:54:37 Okay. Okay. Okay.
00:54:39 Hey, wait a minute.
00:54:42 What about me? How 'bout me?
00:54:44 Well, you can take care of yourself. Just put
00:54:53 I've got to switch.
00:54:57 Mmm.
00:55:18 Hey, wait a minute.
00:55:21 Where did you put your-
00:55:24 Hey!
00:55:26 Poodle.
00:55:50 As the body doth regurgitate
00:55:53 so shalt the ungodly be cast
00:55:59 We therefore commit this body
00:56:02 to be turned once more
00:56:19 Victor, I-
00:56:26 Feel like I'm not a very good sponsor.
00:56:33 Oww!
00:56:35 Fuck! Oh, fuck!
00:56:37 I'm not a lawn mower.
00:56:39 Jesus.
00:56:43 - Oops.
00:56:46 Man overboard.
00:56:48 What are you saying?
00:56:51 Oh. Well, it'll work its way out.
00:56:55 Yeah?
00:56:57 - Yeah.
00:57:05 Hey! You changed your hair.
00:57:09 Yeah, 'cause of what you said
00:57:12 - Good thinkin'
00:57:19 Can I get some nuts, please? Nuts?
00:57:22 How is she?
00:57:24 - Who cares? I wasn't that into her anyway.
00:57:29 Oh. Yeah. Tell you the truth,
00:57:32 You need to go see her, dude. And go to
00:57:37 You're stalking a stripper,
00:57:40 No, I'm not stalking her.
00:57:45 I love her.
00:57:47 You what?
00:57:49 I love her.
00:57:51 And...
00:57:53 we're moving in together.
00:57:55 That's nice.
00:58:05 You know,
00:58:21 What?
00:58:26 You're my best friend in the whole world.
00:58:30 But this girl...
00:58:32 she's, like, the only nice thing
00:58:36 So you think you could resist the impulse
00:58:41 Sure.
00:58:43 Thanks.
00:58:47 I just hope you're cool paying a kid's
00:58:52 Go see your mom, dude.
00:58:56 And start your fourth step already.
00:58:59 No.
00:59:07 Ira.
00:59:11 Ira and Tammy Hastings.
00:59:16 Do you love him...
00:59:18 Ira here?
00:59:21 I do.
00:59:23 Do you love her?
00:59:26 - No.
00:59:29 Okay. Yeah, I love her.
00:59:31 Do you know how lucky you are?
00:59:36 Poor Victor isn't very good
00:59:40 I'm afraid that when I'm gone...
00:59:43 there won't be anyone left in
01:00:04 Hey.
01:00:06 - Uh, yeah, thanks, but-
01:00:08 For, uh, lying back there.
01:00:10 Look, I know I overreacted before...
01:00:14 but the information
01:00:17 Now the prospect of dating
01:00:20 If I could take it back I would.
01:00:25 But the thing is, I wasn't lying in there.
01:00:28 So if you feel anything...
01:00:31 you know...
01:00:33 remotely similar for me...
01:00:35 then now would be
01:00:53 Pathetic.
01:00:55 What the f-
01:00:58 - You should be ashamed.
01:01:00 Go back to bed, for God's sake.
01:01:02 That woman just placed her heart
01:01:05 and you toss it aside
01:01:07 because you can't muster the guts
01:01:10 Who says I feel the same way?
01:01:12 Oh, please.
01:01:15 You'd sooner let the woman you love walk out
01:01:20 - Okay, whatever-
01:01:22 I'm not Fred! It's me!
01:01:25 It's Victor.
01:01:27 And you're right- I'm pathetic.
01:01:30 I have sex with strangers...
01:01:32 because I'm incapable of doing it
01:01:35 I can't even ask anyone out on a date...
01:01:38 'cause if it doesn't end up
01:01:41 That's not what I'm talking about.
01:01:44 I've kept myself numb for so long...
01:01:46 that now I want to actually
01:01:49 because no matter where I go,
01:01:52 I always end up back here with you.
01:01:55 Well, you say that like it's a bad thing.
01:01:58 I need to break up, Ma.
01:02:01 Now.
01:02:03 Before it's too late.
01:02:06 You were always so good at walking-
01:02:08 walking away.
01:02:11 Show me how.
01:02:15 All right.
01:02:23 Of course I will.
01:02:27 All I've ever wanted to do
01:02:31 You know that, Fred.
01:02:36 I'm hungry now.
01:02:45 Victor, don't play with your food.
01:02:47 Come on. Eat your hot dog.
01:02:51 Victor, no.
01:02:53 We cannot go to that park. It's late.
01:03:14 Okay.
01:03:16 We got bus boys to clear the table, hon.
01:03:19 Charlene.
01:03:22 Come on, honey, toss it in.
01:03:28 Victor.
01:03:31 Victor, what are you doing?
01:03:34 Victor.
01:03:41 Victor!
01:03:43 Victor. Victor.
01:03:48 Oh! He's okay.
01:03:53 Oh, boy.
01:03:57 Check this out.
01:04:03 I'm sorry.
01:04:08 Oh, my God.
01:04:36 No, no, no, no.
01:04:43 So, what is this?
01:04:45 I don't know yet.
01:04:47 You don't know what you're building, huh?
01:04:50 This isn't about getting something done.
01:04:53 It's about process. I
01:04:59 Instead of just trying not
01:05:02 This is pretty ridiculous, dude,
01:05:10 You need some help?
01:05:13 You can help if you want to,
01:05:18 By "we," you mean that you and Cherry
01:05:22 Her name's Beth.
01:05:25 And I'm sorry if our relationship
01:05:29 Blah, blah, blah.
01:05:42 You have to forgive me, Victor.
01:05:47 Please.
01:05:51 I'll do anything.
01:06:07 If this was a churn
01:06:10 It's not you.
01:06:12 Yes. I'm aware of that.
01:06:16 You sure you're all right? There's some
01:06:19 Are you kidding me?
01:06:22 Did you go out
01:06:25 No.
01:06:27 He asks me all the time,
01:06:30 - Which is typical.
01:06:33 Because he's sweet and...
01:06:36 I kind of like him.
01:06:39 But me,
01:06:44 No offense.
01:06:46 None taken.
01:06:50 Hey. We got company.
01:06:54 Hey.
01:06:56 Let me just rest
01:06:59 See this goat?
01:07:04 Hey, little goat.
01:07:06 Hey.
01:07:08 You want some food?
01:07:20 Oh, no. No. No, no.
01:07:24 Not you. Not with you.
01:07:26 - Charlie-
01:07:29 - Shh, shh, shh.
01:07:33 - Oh, my God. Oh, my God!
01:07:35 - Oh, my God!
01:07:37 Charlie? Don't do- Don't do that.
01:07:40 What is wrong with me? Why do I fall
01:07:45 - It's not what you're thinking.
01:07:49 Well, yeah, but-
01:07:51 You don't care about her.
01:07:55 How could she possibly
01:07:58 Human nature, I guess.
01:08:00 I thought she was so special.
01:08:04 Charlie, don't say that. She's a-
01:08:08 She was just saying
01:08:11 When?
01:08:14 Well, yeah. But this is nothing.
01:08:17 Believe me. I'm just
01:08:20 You, you've got the guts
01:08:24 let her know how you feel.
01:08:26 That's -
01:08:29 She sees that. She respects it.
01:08:32 - Clearly.
01:08:35 The way I see it, you got one chance
01:08:39 and that's to back on out of this barn
01:08:44 She deserves that. You both do.
01:08:50 - Really?
01:08:55 Thank you.
01:09:04 Hello, everybody.
01:09:08 Hello. Hi, Phil.
01:09:11 Hold this.
01:09:13 Tonight's meeting is a step meeting.
01:09:15 Whether you just started
01:09:22 What's the matter with you?
01:09:24 Anybody here working on a fourth step?
01:09:28 Anybody?
01:09:32 Swear to God, you go in there with those losers,
01:09:36 Once you get started,
01:09:40 because you can begin
01:09:47 Hi. My name's Victor.
01:09:50 I'm a sex addict.
01:09:52 Hi, Victor.
01:09:54 This is Nico.
01:09:58 Yeah. My name is Nico.
01:10:01 And you people can all get fucked!
01:10:19 I've been trying to start my fourth step
01:10:23 You know, Victor,
01:10:26 is at the beginning.
01:10:28 Try thinking back
01:10:46 S- Sorry.
01:10:48 If you're trying to make me
01:10:53 Are you ta-Are you talking to me?
01:10:56 You see anyone else around?
01:11:00 Um-
01:11:13 Hi.
01:11:15 - Hi.
01:11:17 Where you coming from?
01:11:19 Um, Thanksgiving with my mom...
01:11:21 at the state mental hospital.
01:11:23 Oh. And how was that?
01:11:26 Um-
01:11:28 Aww. That's okay, honey.
01:11:30 - It was kinda-
01:11:33 Shit.
01:11:36 - Maybe we- - That's the one
01:11:40 Have you done this before?
01:11:42 Haven't you ever opened a door
01:11:46 seen someone standing there
01:11:48 "Why don't they just lock the door?"
01:11:51 I thought that was, like, an accident or-
01:11:54 There are no accidents
01:11:58 Circuit?
01:12:01 So-
01:12:03 Um-
01:12:07 - Late bloomer, huh?
01:12:10 Here, let me help you.
01:12:18 Oh!
01:12:22 See?
01:12:24 All you needed was a jump start.
01:12:38 Feeling better?
01:12:41 Yeah.
01:12:43 Good.
01:12:45 But please don't think
01:12:48 And don't forget to lock the door.
01:12:53 That is,
01:12:58 #Daylight is creeping #
01:13:02 Thank you for that, Richard.
01:13:04 We're here on scene
01:13:06 - one of the builders of this mystery rock structure.
01:13:10 Hey, Victor! You're on TV.
01:13:12 All the people around are wanting to know,
01:13:16 - We don't know. It's about process.
01:13:19 The structure will continue
01:13:24 People should bring one by. They can
01:13:28 - So, there you have it.
01:13:32 - This is Roger Fessenden, Action 2 News.
01:13:37 Hey, that rock thing was a nice touch.
01:13:40 Thanks.
01:13:48 Hey, you thinkJesus was
01:13:53 You don't hear much
01:13:55 MaybeJesus was kind of a dick
01:13:58 Then he started helping old ladies
01:14:01 and turning off people's headlights
01:14:03 and he just kinda grew
01:14:07 I mean, that's not impossible, right?
01:14:09 - This is Jesus?
01:14:13 I don't know.
01:14:14 Yeah. Of course you don't.
01:14:17 But if you read the New Testament...
01:14:20 especially some
01:14:24 Jesus was all about the idea
01:14:28 not by being loved,
01:14:31 no matter how difficult it is.
01:14:34 So it only stands to reason
01:14:37 on his whole, you know,
01:14:54 Hello.
01:14:57 Yeah. Okay. I'll tell him.
01:15:02 Um, it's about your mom.
01:15:08 I brought you some pudding.
01:15:12 Oh, that's very sweet, Victor...
01:15:14 but I'm not very hungry.
01:15:17 Well, you have to tr-
01:15:19 What did-What did you call me?
01:15:22 Victor.
01:15:26 Yeah. Yes, it is.
01:15:32 We have to talk, sweetie.
01:15:34 Forget about that now.
01:15:37 There's something I've been meaning
01:15:40 Don't worry. I already know
01:15:44 You do?
01:15:46 I know you came from Italy
01:15:51 The what?
01:15:53 You wrote it in Italian
01:15:57 but Dr. Marshall told me the truth.
01:15:59 I know who I am,
01:16:04 What the hell are you talking about?
01:16:08 I stole you from a stroller
01:16:12 Mom, you don't have to-
01:16:16 Who's lying?
01:16:18 You were at the Cadillac Bowling Alley
01:16:22 Wh-
01:16:25 You're saying that you, uh-
01:16:28 You're saying you're not-
01:16:34 What are you saying?
01:16:37 You're saying you're not my-
01:16:41 That you're not my-
01:16:49 Mom.
01:16:51 Hey.
01:16:53 Mom.
01:16:55 Mom. Mom!
01:16:57 Mom!
01:16:59 Help! Help! Help!
01:17:03 Ida?
01:17:05 Ida?
01:17:07 She's choking. I choked her.
01:17:10 She denied my- my birth origins.
01:17:12 She made up some story about Iowa.
01:17:15 Your birth origins?
01:17:16 Oh.
01:17:19 Live! Live!
01:17:22 I command you to live! Live!
01:17:25 I'm afraid
01:17:27 Live. Live.
01:17:39 You're a patient?
01:17:41 - Yeah.
01:17:47 Is she okay- Is she-Wh-
01:17:51 Oh, God.
01:17:55 Is she-
01:17:58 What have I-What have I done?
01:18:13 We don't need this.
01:18:15 But we're lost.
01:18:17 We're not lost, we're pioneers...
01:18:19 blazing a trail through the new frontier.
01:18:22 And if you look very closely...
01:18:25 you'll see an opportunity
01:18:28 - How do we know which way to go?
01:18:32 Come on.
01:18:35 Okay. Take the wheel.
01:18:37 Good.
01:18:39 And listen very closely.
01:18:41 'Cause nothing worth having
01:18:45 'Cause I won't always
01:18:48 'Cause sometimes it's not important
01:18:52 just that you jump.
01:18:54 Victor, I know it was an accident.
01:18:57 Let's be on the safe side.
01:19:00 Victor. Come on.
01:19:04 - You're not even really a doctor, are you?
01:19:07 - All that crap about stem cells and curing my mother?
01:19:11 - But it might have worked.
01:19:14 Okay, that I made up.
01:19:16 You mean you-
01:19:18 Well, once I got to know you, I realized
01:19:21 unless I helped you connect
01:19:25 What does it say?
01:19:27 You don't even speak Italian, do you?
01:19:30 I mean, I- I can order dinner, but-
01:19:34 My God, you're crazy!
01:19:36 No.
01:19:38 I'm just working a few things out.
01:19:44 Go ahead. I can't go any closer,
01:19:54 Who are you?
01:19:57 Just a med school dropout with...
01:20:00 you know, some issues.
01:20:02 Is that true?
01:20:04 Can you just say one thing that's true?
01:20:07 Okay.
01:20:13 I did...
01:20:15 20 perfect years...
01:20:17 in the most difficult schools
01:20:20 Then in my last week of med school...
01:20:23 I got a "B"... minus.
01:20:27 I guess when they found me
01:20:32 My parents were mortified.
01:20:36 The next thing I remember...
01:20:37 is your mother...
01:20:39 sitting in my room telling me stories...
01:20:42 about this...
01:20:44 brilliant, loyal boy...
01:20:47 who stuck by her
01:20:51 despite the many, many ways
01:20:56 And then one day...
01:20:58 there you were.
01:21:01 And I introduced myself...
01:21:05 sort of.
01:21:09 I lied to you.
01:21:13 A lot.
01:21:15 But I never lied about my feelings.
01:21:20 I gotta- I gotta go.
01:21:31 Dr. Blue, please report to Room 328, stat.
01:21:35 Dr. Blue.
01:21:44 - Victor Mancini?
01:21:48 Rape? What are you-
01:21:50 She asked me to rape her. It turns her on.
01:21:54 - At 90?
01:21:56 Eva Mueller, a resident
01:22:00 Her daughter said you held her down
01:22:03 - Said it was your secret game.
01:22:08 You realize we're the police, right?
01:22:10 - I think we better go downtown and straighten this out.
01:22:15 Hey.! Good going, Charlie.!
01:22:20 Check this shit out.
01:22:22 You gonna tell me you nailed
01:22:25 We're interested in talking with
01:22:28 in connection with your mother's death.
01:22:30 Problem is, we can't find her.
01:22:32 Apparently she'd been operating
01:22:35 Checked in catatonic.
01:22:37 Hadn't spoken for over a year
01:22:40 Staff let her wear it after that.
01:22:42 Nobody said a word.
01:22:45 Sounds like you made a few enemies
01:22:48 And you can't find her?
01:22:52 - Did you try her room?
01:22:54 We can't find her because she checked
01:22:59 - Checked herself out?
01:23:04 You wanna tell us about the diary?
01:23:06 It's my mom's. It's in Italian.
01:23:08 What the hell is this?
01:23:10 That was me when I was a kid.
01:23:15 A long time ago, in ancient Greece...
01:23:17 there was a young girl who fell in love
01:23:22 One day word came that the young boy
01:23:25 So on their last night together she
01:23:30 so that she could always remember
01:23:33 on the very last moments
01:23:41 Oh! No!
01:23:44 Come here! Whoa, whoa, whoa!
01:23:46 No.!
01:23:47 Oww!
01:23:53 No! No! No! No!
01:23:56 Victor.! No.! No.! Victor.! Victor.!
01:24:00 Eat something, kid.
01:24:02 You look like ass.
01:24:29 He talks about that in here.
01:24:37 Looks pretty real.
01:24:42 Shit.
01:24:48 Oh, man!
01:24:52 You did notjust shit
01:25:00 Sometimes you have to lose
01:25:04 You lose this?
01:25:06 Hmm.
01:25:08 Or whatever.
01:25:11 So here's what I figured out.
01:25:14 We're not evil sinners
01:25:18 We let the world tell us
01:25:22 sane or insane, heroes or victims...
01:25:27 whether we're good mothers
01:25:35 But we can decide for ourselves.
01:25:39 As a certain wise fugitive
01:25:41 sometimes it's not important
01:25:46 I wish I could say I'd left the circuit
01:25:50 but that wouldn't be entirely true.
01:25:57 I still wonder about Paige-
01:26:00 another beautiful psycho
01:26:04 or a twisted soul mate
01:26:08 #Disavow #
01:26:12 # The pleasure #
01:26:14 Only one way to find out.
01:26:28 # You are not #
01:26:33 # To blame #
01:26:35 # For#
01:26:40 # Bittersweet #
01:26:44 # Distractors #
01:26:51 # Dare not speak #
01:26:56 # His name #
01:27:03 # Dedicated #
01:27:07 # To all #
01:27:10 # You #
01:27:12 # All #
01:27:15 # You need, yes #
01:27:30 # Because #
01:27:32 # We separate #
01:27:37 # It ripples #
01:27:39 # Our reflections #
01:27:58 # Because #
01:28:00 # We separate #
01:28:04 # It ripples #
01:28:06 # Our reflections #
01:28:16 # Ooh #
01:28:19 # Reckoner#
01:28:30 # Take me with #
01:28:35 # You #
01:28:42 # Dedicated #
01:28:46 # To all you #
01:28:51 # All you #
01:28:56 # Need, yes ##