City Of Angels

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00:00:22 I don 't really pray...
00:00:24 ... but if you could just
00:00:28 ... I promise...
00:00:32 105.
00:00:34 105?
00:00:36 Oh, my God!
00:00:38 Run a bath, call the doctor.
00:00:40 Get her into the bath.
00:00:43 Dr. Carter, 655...
00:00:45 He won 't be there.
00:00:47 What is a thermometer?
00:00:49 How does it even work?
00:00:52 Susan. Susie.
00:00:56 Mommy says get up now.
00:00:57 - Cold.
00:01:00 Hang on.
00:01:04 Cold!
00:01:05 It just feels cold because
00:01:08 Susan, stay with me. Susan.
00:01:11 Susan!
00:01:15 Has she been disoriented?
00:01:18 She said that she saw
00:01:24 Are you cold?
00:01:29 Okay, swing it.
00:01:31 - Move it, people.
00:01:33 Yes, it's clear.
00:01:35 Get her pressure.
00:01:36 Let's give her O2. Ten liters.
00:01:39 Tap her right away.
00:01:48 How's her breathing?
00:02:13 No pulse or rhythm.
00:02:16 Are you God?
00:02:19 No.
00:02:21 My name is Seth.
00:02:22 Where are we going?
00:02:24 Home.
00:02:27 Can Mommy come?
00:02:29 No.
00:02:39 She won't understand.
00:02:41 She will...
00:02:43 ...someday.
00:02:52 Can I ask you something?
00:02:54 Yes.
00:02:56 What did you like best?
00:03:00 Pajamas.
00:03:28 She definitely knew what she liked.
00:03:31 - Pajamas?
00:03:34 Pajamas.
00:03:36 Excellent choice. What else?
00:03:39 In the elevator of
00:03:42 ...a man touched a woman's
00:03:46 ...but it made her turn
00:03:51 And they...?
00:03:53 Yes.
00:03:55 It was a good day.
00:03:57 Do you ever wonder
00:04:00 Touch?
00:04:02 No.
00:04:04 Yes, you do.
00:04:08 Occasionally. Yes.
00:04:11 Touch.
00:04:31 I'm not asking for it every night.
00:04:34 Blue eyes.
00:04:37 20 minutes. 20 minutes. Everything
00:04:41 It's never 20 minutes.
00:05:04 My ass on a stool all day.
00:05:10 Six pounds, four ounces.
00:05:27 $ 20,000 at 21 percent.
00:05:29 Pay it off with another card
00:05:33 Ah, shit!
00:05:34 Federal 595 heavy, slow immediately
00:05:39 Jesus, wake up! Wake up!
00:05:56 The little girl asked me
00:05:59 They all want wings.
00:06:01 I never know what to say.
00:06:04 Tell them the truth.
00:06:06 Angels aren't human.
00:06:08 We were never human.
00:06:10 What if I just make her
00:06:14 Tell her the truth.
00:06:16 I told her.
00:06:20 How did she take it?
00:06:22 She said, "What good would wings be
00:06:52 On the 101 through
00:06:57 Shit! Jesus!
00:08:08 What do we got?
00:08:09 50-year-old had a huge anterior wall MI
00:08:14 Paramedics resuscitated him,
00:08:17 He's hypertensive.
00:08:19 This diagonal looks tight.
00:08:21 Who cathed him?
00:08:23 Rosenberg.
00:08:26 - Be right in.
00:08:40 He's pretty out of it.
00:08:45 The doctor's here.
00:09:10 We're just going to cool to 32 today.
00:09:14 Sucker.
00:09:19 Jimi.
00:09:36 Vein.
00:09:52 Kid started walking.
00:09:54 Three unassisted steps.
00:09:57 - Get it on video?
00:10:01 You failed as a father already.
00:10:07 Retrograde on.
00:10:13 Come down to half flow,
00:10:15 Down to half flow,
00:10:17 - Ready to come off?
00:10:19 Let's come off.
00:10:20 We're coming down.
00:10:22 We're clamped and off bypass.
00:10:49 Oh, shit.
00:10:51 What are you missing?
00:10:53 Sponge.
00:10:55 Bummer.
00:11:02 Got it!
00:11:10 Thank you, everybody.
00:11:11 Presbyterian's on line 2.
00:11:14 His rhythm will be irritable.
00:11:19 - She's getting good, huh?
00:11:23 Getting an attitude?
00:11:27 Shit! V-tac!
00:11:28 Christ! Paddles!
00:11:30 Kill the music. Get her back.
00:11:32 - Charge to 2.
00:11:36 Dr. Rice.
00:11:44 Clear!
00:11:46 - No pressure.
00:11:47 100's gone in.
00:11:48 Buzz him again at 300.
00:11:52 - Still nothing.
00:11:54 Kill the alarm!
00:12:00 Hold up. It's not working.
00:12:02 Got to open him.
00:12:04 Lt'll take me 10 minutes.
00:12:06 Come on! Nothing.
00:12:08 Knife.
00:12:17 Internal paddles. Charge to 20.
00:12:20 Ready.
00:12:22 Hit it.
00:12:25 Go to 30.
00:12:27 Hit it.
00:12:28 No response.
00:12:30 Tom, I got to get back on bypass here.
00:12:32 Almost there.
00:12:34 Come on.
00:12:38 Don't do this.
00:12:42 He's going.
00:12:43 He's not going anywhere.
00:12:54 Come on, don't do this!
00:12:59 Damn it, come on!
00:13:02 Tom!
00:13:05 Come on!
00:13:30 Mrs. Balford?
00:13:32 Where's the doctor?
00:13:35 - I'm the doctor.
00:13:39 I operated on your husband.
00:13:41 How is he?
00:13:45 He didn't survive.
00:13:50 What?
00:13:53 We were able to restore
00:13:56 ...but he developed a lethal arrhythmia
00:14:00 Wait. I'm sorry, I don't understand.
00:14:07 I'm sorry.
00:14:14 Excuse me. I'm sorry.
00:14:17 What did you say?
00:14:21 What?
00:14:24 Oh, my God!
00:14:55 On the table, on my table. I'm sorry.
00:14:58 I'm sorry.
00:15:02 I'm sorry. What happened?
00:15:04 A graft occlusion? What?
00:15:09 It was textbook. It was textbook.
00:15:18 I'm so sorry.
00:15:22 The room got so big.
00:15:24 How did I get so small?
00:15:27 I should've gone back on.
00:15:29 I should've massaged longer.
00:15:31 I should've gone back on.
00:15:37 I lost it.
00:15:57 Have you ever been seen, Cassiel?
00:16:01 You're looking at me.
00:16:02 No, not by me, and not
00:16:07 Have you ever been seen...
00:16:10 ...like you were a man?
00:16:13 In a diner once, a blind woman
00:16:18 ...and asked me to pass her the mustard.
00:16:20 - But she was blind.
00:16:25 That doctor in the operating room...
00:16:30 ...she looked right at me.
00:16:32 She didn't see you, Seth.
00:16:35 No one can see you
00:16:38 And if I want her to?
00:16:41 Why do you want her to?
00:16:44 To help her.
00:16:46 Open it!
00:16:47 Open it now!
00:16:49 Everybody down!
00:16:53 Do it! Do it!
00:16:55 Shit! Just give him the money.
00:16:57 Did I leave the lights on?
00:17:00 I should have gone to Ralphs.
00:17:02 - Do it!
00:17:06 I never saw the Grand Canyon.
00:17:08 I'll never see my grandkids again.
00:17:12 What am I doing?
00:17:14 Just be cool. Be cool.
00:17:21 Be cool, man.
00:17:22 Be cool.
00:17:29 Holy shit!
00:17:32 They don't need to see us.
00:17:53 You're early.
00:18:28 What's going on?
00:18:29 Ferris was looking for you.
00:18:43 Don't I have a mitral valve to do?
00:18:45 They canceled it.
00:18:47 Who canceled it?
00:18:48 Sheffield.
00:18:50 Why are you telling me?
00:18:51 He was busy.
00:18:52 He was chickenshit.
00:18:54 - Maggie, you're sick.
00:18:56 You're sick.
00:18:58 They've rescheduled for Monday.
00:19:01 It is unprofessional, and it
00:19:09 I saw the chart on Balford.
00:19:12 I'm on the committee.
00:19:15 - It wasn't your fault.
00:19:17 Then what's the problem?
00:19:23 I don't know.
00:19:25 You put up a terrific fight.
00:19:30 We fight for people's lives, right?
00:19:35 Don't you ever wonder who
00:19:42 So I'm crazy and chemically imbalanced.
00:19:44 You're tired.
00:19:47 You have moments.
00:19:50 Why didn't you call me?
00:19:54 Because I never sleep
00:19:56 You never sleep whether
00:20:00 You're good.
00:20:02 You know it.
00:20:04 Come back Monday
00:20:07 Doctor?
00:20:15 I'll see you.
00:20:41 "As I walk along the stony shore
00:20:44 "...Amazon basin in the north,
00:20:47 "The highest truth on the
00:20:50 ... probably cannot be said.
00:20:52 For all that we say is the far-off
00:20:57 "...she begins to pull away from
00:21:06 "Commencing search."
00:21:08 What happened to the cards?
00:21:11 She's been looking
00:21:13 Maybe if I just hang here...
00:21:15 "This is a delicious evening,
00:21:19 What if I screamed?
00:21:25 "When a woman decides to sleep
00:21:29 "You knew there would always
00:21:32 ... as you knew the river
00:21:37 When the cold rains kept on
00:21:41 ... it was as though a young person
00:22:21 All right, they have rescheduled
00:22:25 What happened yesterday?
00:22:26 They had a golf tournament.
00:22:28 Who knows with these people?
00:22:30 Good morning, Mr. Messinger.
00:22:31 The "G" is soft, like "messenger."
00:22:36 What's on your lip?
00:22:38 What? Am I slobbering here?
00:22:45 - Where did you get that?
00:22:48 You want to get well, or
00:22:51 This operation is a big deal.
00:22:54 Continue to eat like this...
00:22:56 ...and you might as well skip it.
00:22:59 If you'd have performed the operation
00:23:03 ...I'd be sucking carrots through
00:23:07 Circumstances were not optimal
00:23:10 I ain't "the procedure." My name is
00:24:39 Hello, hello, hello...
00:24:44 Floating, floating. Don't pop it.
00:24:49 Do you know the Muffin Man,
00:25:38 Hi, Anne.
00:25:39 What are you doing here?
00:25:41 I was on my way up to x-ray...
00:25:43 ...and I thought I'd stop in and just...
00:25:47 ...hide.
00:25:49 From what?
00:25:52 I should've gone into pediatrics.
00:25:54 Oh, no.
00:25:55 Every guy you meet
00:25:58 Never date a man who knows more
00:26:04 Poor little guy.
00:26:10 He never stops crying.
00:26:12 - What's wrong with him?
00:26:16 Found him in a dumpster
00:26:20 We worked him up the wazoo
00:26:22 ...from drug exposure to diabetes.
00:26:26 May I?
00:26:40 Did you do an ultrasound?
00:26:41 - You hear a murmur?
00:26:45 Okay, baby.
00:26:50 So what are you hiding from?
00:26:54 My patient's wife.
00:26:57 She wants me to tell her that her
00:27:01 ...and that I have every confidence...
00:27:04 ...and I don't.
00:27:06 And after all this time,
00:27:09 ...I suddenly have this feeling that...
00:27:13 ...none of this is in my hands.
00:27:16 And if it isn't...
00:27:18 ...what do I do with that?
00:28:19 Excuse me.
00:28:28 Are you a visitor?
00:28:31 Yes.
00:28:34 Visiting hours have been
00:28:37 Why do they have that?
00:28:39 What?
00:28:40 Hours.
00:28:43 Doesn't it help the patient
00:28:48 Who are you visiting?
00:28:50 Right now?
00:28:55 You.
00:29:01 I don't need a visitor.
00:29:02 You're not ill?
00:29:04 No.
00:29:07 I'm one of the doctors here.
00:29:11 Are you in despair?
00:29:18 I lost a patient.
00:29:20 You did everything you could?
00:29:23 I was holding his heart
00:29:27 Then he wasn't alone.
00:29:29 Yes, he was.
00:29:31 People die.
00:29:32 Not on my table.
00:29:34 People die when their bodies give out.
00:29:36 It's my job to keep their bodies from
00:29:40 It wasn't your fault, Maggie.
00:29:42 I wanted him to live.
00:29:44 He is living.
00:29:46 Just not the way you think.
00:29:56 I don't believe in that.
00:29:58 Some things are true
00:30:03 How did you know my name?
00:30:09 What's yours?
00:30:12 Seth.
00:30:22 You better get out of here, Seth...
00:30:24 ...or security's going to think
00:31:39 - Where are we?
00:31:43 Suction.
00:31:44 I am stuck on Band-Aid brand
00:31:56 No dying now, Mr. Messinger. Not until
00:32:01 I am stuck on Band-Aid brand
00:32:34 Those eyes.
00:32:36 The way he looked...
00:32:39 ... right down into me.
00:32:43 Seth.
00:32:46 What kind of name is Seth?
00:34:50 I thought you'd be here.
00:34:53 Salty.
00:34:54 My transplant tanked at 2 a.m.
00:34:58 You okay?
00:35:06 You might want to return this.
00:35:12 That part about the spring?
00:35:17 How did you know that...?
00:35:19 What? I didn't give you this book.
00:35:25 You didn't?
00:35:27 Where'd you get it?
00:35:40 Hi. I'm a physician, and I think
00:35:44 - Can you tell me who checked it out?
00:35:47 I can tell you when.
00:35:50 All right, give me 5 minutes.
00:36:24 Hello, Maggie.
00:36:28 It's nice to see you again.
00:36:30 It's weird to see you again.
00:36:32 Weird is nice.
00:36:38 You like Hemingway?
00:36:40 Yeah, I'm starting to.
00:36:48 May I?
00:36:52 "As I ate the oysters with their
00:36:55 ...and their faint metallic taste...
00:36:58 ...as I drank their cold liquid
00:37:00 ...and washed it down
00:37:04 ...I lost the empty feeling...
00:37:06 ...and began to be happy."
00:37:09 He never forgets to describe
00:37:13 I like that.
00:37:17 Do you come here a lot?
00:37:19 I live here.
00:37:22 What do you do?
00:37:24 Read.
00:37:25 No, I mean, your work.
00:37:29 I'm a messenger.
00:37:32 What kind of messenger?
00:37:35 No, I'm a messenger of God.
00:37:39 Got a message for me?
00:37:42 I already gave it to you.
00:37:43 Did you use my pager? I usually don't
00:37:49 You've definitely been beeped.
00:37:54 - How is Messinger?
00:37:57 The operation went really well.
00:37:59 - It was a good day.
00:38:01 Yeah, I didn't kill anybody today.
00:38:04 - You're an excellent doctor.
00:38:08 I have a feeling.
00:38:09 That's pretty flimsy evidence.
00:38:12 Close your eyes.
00:38:16 It's just for a moment.
00:38:38 What am I doing?
00:38:42 You're touching me.
00:38:45 Touch.
00:38:48 How do you know?
00:38:51 Because I feel it.
00:39:01 You should trust that.
00:39:04 You don't trust it enough.
00:39:18 - Let's go somewhere.
00:39:21 I don't care.
00:39:23 What do you want to do?
00:39:25 Anything.
00:40:12 What's that like?
00:40:17 What's it taste like?
00:40:19 Describe it. Like Hemingway.
00:40:23 Well, it tastes like...
00:40:26 ...a pear.
00:40:28 You don't know what a pear tastes like?
00:40:31 I don't know what a pear
00:40:40 Sweet...
00:40:41 ...juicy.
00:40:44 Soft on your tongue.
00:40:47 ...like sugary sand that
00:40:54 How's that?
00:40:59 It's perfect.
00:41:18 The first time I looked in a microscope,
00:41:25 Okay, let me have your hand.
00:41:28 What for?
00:41:30 We'll take a look at your blood.
00:41:32 Not a possibility.
00:41:37 Men.
00:41:39 I suppose you know a woman's
00:41:41 ...is 9 times higher than a man's.
00:41:54 Take a look at that.
00:42:00 That's bright.
00:42:07 That's me.
00:42:09 All those cells.
00:42:12 That's all you are.
00:42:16 That and all the space in between.
00:42:19 If this is all you are...
00:42:22 ...these cells...
00:42:24 ...then when they die, that's the end.
00:42:28 I don't know. I think so.
00:42:32 How do you explain it?
00:42:34 What?
00:42:37 The enduring myth of Heaven.
00:42:44 I used to think that I had it
00:42:46 But you didn't?
00:42:48 No.
00:42:54 Because something happened
00:42:59 ...this jolt. I got this feeling
00:43:03 ...bigger out there. Something bigger
00:43:08 Does that sound crazy?
00:43:11 No.
00:43:13 I couldn't fix him.
00:43:16 ...and I couldn't fix him.
00:43:19 That's not supposed to happen.
00:43:23 And I...
00:43:25 You cried.
00:43:30 Yeah.
00:43:33 - Why do people cry?
00:43:37 I mean, what happens physically?
00:43:43 Tear ducts operate on a normal basis
00:43:47 When you have an emotion,
00:43:51 Why? Why do they overact?
00:43:55 I don't know.
00:44:00 Maybe emotion becomes so intense...
00:44:02 ...your body just can't contain it.
00:44:04 Your mind and your feelings
00:44:08 Your body weeps.
00:44:16 I have to go.
00:44:17 I got to go. Stay right here.
00:44:20 Don't go anywhere.
00:44:22 Stay right there.
00:44:44 - Get the tube out.
00:44:46 It's because the tube is blocked.
00:45:00 How you feeling?
00:45:02 Ready to hit the waves.
00:45:04 I'm afraid your bodysurfing
00:45:09 You got a mean tattoo going there.
00:45:14 That is my wife.
00:45:25 Check his vitals every 15.
00:45:45 I can't see you,
00:45:54 Go back and tell them
00:45:58 Not yet.
00:46:29 Where have you been?
00:46:31 Oh, shit. I totally forgot dinner.
00:46:33 Dinner?
00:46:35 With who?
00:46:40 A guy I met. I bumped into him
00:46:43 Did you pack my backpack?
00:46:46 What else?
00:46:48 We talked...
00:46:50 ...and then I got beeped
00:46:52 Why did you pack my backpack?
00:46:54 Earl, what are you doing?
00:46:56 I thought we'd fly up to Tahoe,
00:46:59 ...maybe do a little hiking.
00:47:02 What?
00:47:06 God. Is it...?
00:47:08 Maggie, it's just a tick.
00:47:10 - Get a match.
00:47:13 It'll have to back out.
00:47:15 - We can't just be burning tick heads.
00:47:18 I don't have any.
00:47:20 - You don't have any alcohol?
00:47:22 How about some olive oil?
00:47:26 Which kind? Jalapeòo or rosemary?
00:47:29 Rosemary.
00:47:31 So what did you and your friend...
00:47:37 Seth.
00:47:38 What did you two talk about?
00:47:42 Dying.
00:47:45 Come on, we deal with life and death
00:47:49 I hope you won't become a
00:48:01 Can we talk for a minute?
00:48:03 We'll talk while camping.
00:48:04 Jordan, I can't go camping now.
00:48:07 We need some time together.
00:48:10 All right, let's see if we can
00:48:13 Let's see if we can just stand
00:48:17 Doing what?
00:48:18 Just being here.
00:48:21 I'll get the trail map.
00:48:23 No, I mean it.
00:48:25 Nothing but us.
00:48:30 What do I do?
00:48:33 Just look at me.
00:48:46 You can't do it.
00:48:49 You can't do it.
00:48:51 - You flinched. You lose!
00:49:08 That old black magic called...
00:49:12 ... love.
00:49:14 Thank you very much.
00:49:16 Welcome back. We've been talking
00:49:22 You want to watch anything?
00:49:27 Me neither.
00:49:37 How do you know when I'm here?
00:49:45 I know.
00:49:48 Jeez, you look good.
00:49:51 I forgot how good everybody looked.
00:49:57 30 years of silence.
00:49:59 You got guts, kid, showing yourself
00:50:03 It'll make it easier.
00:50:06 I got to tell you, I feel fine.
00:50:08 You might want to check your orders...
00:50:10 ...because I sure don't feel
00:50:13 You're not dying.
00:50:14 Right. Then how come you're
00:50:18 I'm the only one with his ass
00:50:22 Unless...
00:50:27 Could it be...
00:50:29 ...the doctor?
00:50:32 Sure.
00:50:34 The doctor.
00:50:36 She's pretty.
00:50:38 A little flat-chested...
00:50:40 ...but all you need's a handful.
00:50:42 - Who are you?
00:50:45 This is what they call...
00:50:47 ..."serendipitous."
00:50:49 Look that up in the dictionary,
00:50:53 Thank you.
00:51:01 You ready to deal?
00:51:04 Because I can answer all
00:51:16 How's the French toast?
00:51:18 Fabulous.
00:51:19 Set me up.
00:51:29 Guess I should introduce myself.
00:51:32 Come on, give me your hand.
00:51:35 Put it in mine. There you go.
00:51:38 A little tighter. Tighter.
00:51:40 No, that's too much.
00:51:42 There you go. Good grip.
00:51:45 Nathaniel Messinger.
00:51:47 Glutton, hedonist...
00:51:49 ...former celestial body,
00:51:57 I don't believe you.
00:51:59 You want proof?
00:52:01 You hang out at a library.
00:52:03 You can speak every language.
00:52:05 You travel with the speed of thought...
00:52:07 ... and you're reading
00:52:09 Stop that.
00:52:11 You're doing it.
00:52:14 It's impossible.
00:52:15 "Some things are true
00:52:21 How?
00:52:23 - You choose.
00:52:24 To fall to Earth.
00:52:26 You take the plunge,
00:52:29 You jump off a bridge.
00:52:31 You just make up your mind
00:52:38 You wake up all smelly,
00:52:41 ...and hungrier than you've
00:52:43 ...only you have no idea what hunger is
00:52:47 ...so it's all real confusing
00:52:53 Human.
00:52:57 Listen, kid:
00:52:59 He gave these bozos
00:53:03 You think He didn't give it to us too?
00:53:05 Which gift?
00:53:07 Free will, brother.
00:53:09 Free will.
00:53:39 Couldn't get a job.
00:53:41 No past, no training.
00:53:43 No I.D.
00:53:45 Then one day, I was walking
00:53:49 A skyscraper.
00:53:50 And I thought, "I could do that."
00:53:53 You see, these people down here...
00:53:56 ...a lot of them are afraid of heights,
00:53:59 That makes me uniquely qualified.
00:54:03 And besides, it feels like
00:54:07 And I like what I do.
00:54:08 I'm good at it.
00:54:12 These things'll kill you.
00:54:16 Are there others?
00:54:18 Others like you?
00:54:20 Yeah, they're out there.
00:54:22 You see them, but most of the time
00:54:26 Nobody likes to think of the old life.
00:54:31 Then why'd you do it?
00:54:42 My daughter, Ruth...
00:54:44 ...her stupid husband, Frank...
00:54:46 ...and my grandkids.
00:54:48 Petie's 4, Hannah's 6.
00:54:54 And this is my wife, Teresa.
00:55:00 Did you...
00:55:02 ...tell her who you were?
00:55:04 I started to try once or twice.
00:55:07 Then I thought, "Why do that to her?"
00:55:10 Do what?
00:55:12 It's too much for them.
00:55:15 People don't believe in us anymore.
00:55:27 Do they still gather together
00:55:29 And sunset, yes.
00:55:33 Take me there?
00:55:46 Can you hear it?
00:55:58 No.
00:56:18 I can't hear that!
00:56:20 But you can't feel this!
00:56:23 Nathan!
00:56:31 You have to go back.
00:56:33 Not until I catch the big wave.
00:56:39 Wait.
00:56:41 Wait.
00:56:42 Wait for what?
00:56:45 Swim!
00:57:22 And then you just...
00:57:24 ...fall.
00:57:26 - Fall?
00:57:29 You make up your mind to do it...
00:57:32 ...and you do it.
00:57:34 And when you wake up, you're...?
00:57:37 Yes.
00:57:40 To smell the air.
00:57:43 Taste water.
00:57:45 Read a newspaper.
00:57:46 To lie.
00:57:47 Through your teeth.
00:57:49 To feed the dog.
00:57:53 Touch her hair.
00:57:57 What are you waiting for?
00:58:04 There is so much beauty up here.
00:58:08 Yes.
00:58:35 Here you are again.
00:58:38 We'll release your friend
00:58:40 That's good.
00:58:41 His family's having a kind
00:58:48 Will you be going?
00:58:50 Will you be going?
00:58:54 This is Earl.
00:58:55 He told me.
00:58:58 What else does he tell you?
00:58:59 He worries that you never sleep.
00:59:04 Sometimes I think Earl's the
00:59:07 What about your boyfriend?
00:59:09 Do you love him?
00:59:13 Love? I don't know.
00:59:15 What does that mean?
00:59:17 I was hoping you could tell me.
00:59:20 It's a word...
00:59:22 ...that describes a chemical react...
00:59:27 It's just crap. I'm full of crap.
00:59:31 I wait all day, just hoping
00:59:35 ...and I don't even know you.
00:59:37 What do you want to know?
00:59:41 Why you wear the same
00:59:43 Why won't you give me
00:59:46 Are you married?
00:59:48 No.
00:59:50 Are you homeless?
00:59:52 No.
00:59:55 Are you a drummer?
01:00:01 Why don't you ever touch me?
01:00:07 I don't want to hurt you.
01:00:11 You won't hurt me.
01:00:37 Did you feel that?
01:00:52 If I could make you understand...
01:00:58 I understand.
01:01:04 I'll see you around.
01:02:11 Hey, Doc!
01:02:15 No, give me the whole package.
01:02:18 - Hi.
01:02:20 You look great.
01:02:23 Is this heaven?
01:02:24 Look at this.
01:02:30 Come on, let's meet some people.
01:02:33 You got an appetite?
01:02:39 Have a beer, Seth.
01:02:41 Where you from?
01:02:43 Up.
01:02:44 North. Uh, Canada.
01:02:54 Listen. Can you hear?
01:02:56 I'm growing.
01:02:58 Smile, Hannah.
01:03:09 How long have you known Seth?
01:03:12 Not very long.
01:03:15 But I feel like I've known him forever.
01:03:19 Honey, that hurts.
01:03:23 You're just like Grandpa.
01:03:26 Come on.
01:03:28 Let's see if the cookies are done.
01:03:30 Come on, Seth.
01:03:31 - Can I help you?
01:03:39 How did you two meet?
01:03:42 He works with me over at the site.
01:03:46 I thought he was a messenger.
01:03:48 Yeah, he's one of those...
01:03:50 ..."hyphenates."
01:03:52 I'll be right back.
01:04:33 Here, can you cut this up?
01:04:43 So in what province in Canada
01:04:46 I wasn't born in Canada.
01:04:53 What are your parents' names?
01:05:03 No parents.
01:05:11 You have very delicate hands
01:05:15 I'm not a construction worker.
01:05:16 Very pale hands. Let me see.
01:05:22 - Why did you do that?
01:05:25 No.
01:05:28 What's your last name?
01:05:29 You know my last name.
01:05:31 I don't.
01:05:34 Plate.
01:05:36 Seth Plate?
01:05:44 I cut you.
01:05:47 I cut you.
01:05:51 I cut you with that knife.
01:05:56 Not the way you do.
01:05:59 The way I do?
01:06:01 You mean the way a doctor does?
01:06:05 The way...
01:06:07 ...a human does.
01:06:11 I have no sense of touch.
01:06:14 You feel that?
01:06:15 Don't be frightened.
01:06:17 You freak!
01:06:18 You liar!
01:06:20 Who... What are you?
01:06:22 I came to take Mr. Balford...
01:06:25 ...and I saw you.
01:06:29 I couldn't take my eyes off you.
01:06:32 How you fought for him.
01:06:36 And you looked right at me...
01:06:38 ...like I was a man.
01:06:41 - "To take Mr. Balford"?
01:06:44 - We're always there in every room.
01:06:48 I was there in the stairwell...
01:06:51 ...when you cried for your patient.
01:06:53 And I touched you. Remember?
01:06:57 Why are you doing this?
01:07:00 Because I'm in love with you.
01:07:10 I don't believe you.
01:07:13 Do you feel that?
01:07:17 You don't want to believe me.
01:07:19 I cannot conceive of it!
01:07:23 Just get out!
01:07:26 Get out!
01:08:17 Doctor?
01:08:21 Doctor?
01:09:09 Hello?
01:09:18 Seth?
01:09:22 Are you here?
01:10:20 I want to see you.
01:10:25 Let me see you.
01:10:56 Just stay.
01:11:01 Just stay until I fall asleep.
01:11:40 Oh, yes!
01:11:45 Thank you.
01:12:08 The baby can't sleep.
01:12:10 Has anyone ever seen the baby sleep?
01:12:12 I don't know. Let's check him out.
01:12:24 Choanal atresia.
01:12:26 There's hardly any air getting through.
01:12:29 How did you know?
01:12:32 I just...
01:12:35 ...knew!
01:13:02 Maggie?
01:13:04 Yeah.
01:13:05 Are you alone?
01:13:07 Yeah.
01:13:12 Pretty intuitive call on the baby.
01:13:15 Think so?
01:13:17 I couldn't have done it better.
01:13:20 Well, that's a compliment.
01:13:37 What are you doing?
01:13:38 I'm spending time with you.
01:13:43 Will you marry me?
01:13:45 We can finally get up to Tahoe.
01:13:47 Get married on the Nevada side...
01:13:49 ...honeymoon and be back
01:13:54 What do you want me to do?
01:13:57 What do you want me to say?
01:13:59 We belong together.
01:14:01 We're the same species.
01:14:10 I'm not very good at matters
01:14:14 ...the proverbial heart.
01:14:19 Please be my wife.
01:14:25 Just think about it.
01:14:42 Breathe in.
01:14:47 Breathe in.
01:15:01 I'm good.
01:15:10 I don't understand a God who would let
01:15:19 He didn't tell you.
01:15:24 Tell me what?
01:15:26 Maybe you should ask him.
01:15:28 No, I'm asking you.
01:15:41 Seth knows no fear...
01:15:43 ...no pain...
01:15:44 ...no hunger.
01:15:47 He hears music in the sunrise.
01:15:52 But he'd give it all up.
01:15:54 He loves you that much.
01:15:58 I don't understand.
01:16:03 He can fall.
01:16:05 He can give up his existence
01:16:08 He can give up eternity and become...
01:16:11 ...one of us.
01:16:14 It's up to you.
01:16:17 How do you know this?
01:16:24 Because I did it.
01:17:03 Seth, I need to talk to you.
01:17:10 Seth, please.
01:17:15 Please be here.
01:17:18 God, help me through this.
01:17:32 You are so beautiful.
01:17:36 You'll always be that way.
01:17:41 Jordan asked me to go away with him...
01:17:43 ...and get married.
01:17:48 He knows me.
01:17:50 He knows the demands of my work.
01:17:53 You don't love him.
01:17:56 He and I are the same.
01:18:00 And I want that.
01:18:05 And I want somebody who can
01:18:11 But you can feel me.
01:18:13 You felt me.
01:18:16 I want to say goodbye.
01:18:20 I don't want to see you again.
01:22:24 Hey, buddy.
01:22:26 You can't be in here.
01:22:28 Do you see me?
01:22:31 Do you see me?
01:22:33 Can you see me?
01:22:35 We can see you.
01:22:38 Is this blood?
01:22:40 This is blood!
01:22:41 Is it red?
01:22:43 Red?
01:22:44 Is it red?
01:22:47 Color.
01:22:49 What color were the drugs you took?
01:22:52 Better get your butt out of here.
01:22:54 You got somewhere to go?
01:22:59 Maggie.
01:23:13 Down and down and down I go
01:23:16 Round and round and round I go
01:23:19 Round and spin
01:23:21 Loving the spin I'm in
01:23:23 Loving that old black magic...
01:23:26 ... called love
01:23:29 Love!
01:23:33 Hi!
01:23:44 I was wondering if you could tell me
01:24:31 Can I help you, sir?
01:24:33 I'll just take a moment
01:24:36 Breath!
01:24:41 Maggie Rice.
01:24:44 Are you a patient?
01:24:45 No. I just need to find her, please.
01:24:47 You'll have to call her office.
01:24:50 Do you know where she is?
01:24:52 No, sir, I do not know where she is.
01:24:57 You have this computer...
01:25:00 ...and all this technology.
01:25:06 Where's Maggie?
01:25:13 So you're a friend of Maggie's?
01:25:17 What happened to you?
01:25:18 Sorry.
01:25:20 It's okay.
01:25:24 I fell.
01:25:26 Evidently. Off a train?
01:25:29 I fell in love.
01:25:38 Please help me find her.
01:25:45 She went to Lake Tahoe. Her uncle
01:25:49 Wait!
01:26:21 Cassiel.
01:26:24 Are you there?
01:26:34 Hello.
01:27:30 Where you headed?
01:27:33 Tahoe!
01:27:35 Reno!
01:27:37 Tahoe!
01:27:39 I'm going to Reno.
01:27:40 I'm going to Tahoe.
01:27:42 Hop in. We'll figure it out
01:30:02 Am I too late?
01:30:05 Too late?
01:30:07 Jordan?
01:30:13 I couldn't marry Jordan.
01:30:18 I'm in love with you.
01:30:28 What happened?
01:30:32 Free will.
01:30:49 I feel you.
01:32:10 Do you feel that?
01:32:11 Yes.
01:32:14 And that?
01:32:20 How's it feel?
01:32:24 I can't.
01:32:27 Try.
01:32:30 Warm.
01:32:37 Aching.
01:32:56 It's okay.
01:33:00 We fit together.
01:33:02 I know.
01:33:03 We were made to fit together.
01:33:27 I always asked the dying what
01:33:33 Wrote it down in my book.
01:33:37 This is it.
01:33:40 This is what I like best.
01:33:43 You haven't even started yet.
01:33:45 We have our whole lives together.
01:33:48 You and me.
01:33:50 Mr. And Mrs. Plate.
01:39:28 - I'll get help.
01:39:31 - Stay.
01:39:33 Don't go. The driver went.
01:39:35 Please stay.
01:39:36 Please stay with me.
01:39:39 I'm scared.
01:39:45 I screwed up.
01:39:48 I wanted to show you everything.
01:39:51 You will.
01:39:55 You came all this way.
01:40:00 I'm sorry.
01:40:02 God, no, Maggie!
01:40:05 To touch you...
01:40:07 ...and to feel you.
01:40:09 To be able to hold your hand right now.
01:40:12 You know what that means?
01:40:14 Do you know how much I love you?
01:40:21 Keep looking at me, okay?
01:40:25 Look right in my eyes.
01:40:28 Someone's out there.
01:40:32 Don't look at them.
01:40:36 Is this what happens?
01:40:44 Yes.
01:40:52 This is what happens.
01:40:58 I'm not afraid.
01:41:04 When they ask me...
01:41:08 ...what I liked the best...
01:41:11 ...I'll tell them...
01:41:13 ...it was you.
01:41:45 God!
01:43:49 I can't see you,
01:43:54 I'm sorry.
01:43:59 Get out.
01:44:03 Was it you? Were you the one?
01:44:06 No.
01:44:08 Why did He do this?
01:44:10 I don't know.
01:44:11 Because her number was up?
01:44:14 What do you want me to say?
01:44:23 - Am I being punished?
01:44:28 That's life.
01:44:31 You're living now.
01:44:34 And one day...
01:44:36 ...you'll be dying.
01:44:44 What's it like?
01:44:46 What?
01:44:49 Warmth.
01:44:52 It's wonderful.
01:44:55 If you'd known this
01:44:59 ...would you have done it?
01:45:07 I would rather have had...
01:45:10 ...one breath of her hair...
01:45:16 ...one kiss of her mouth...
01:45:21 ...one touch of her hand...
01:45:25 ...than an eternity without it.
01:45:30 One.
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