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00:02:35 Hello, stranger.
00:03:12 Sorry. Looking for a cigarette.
00:03:15 I've given up.
00:03:19 Thank you.
00:03:23 - Got to be somewhere?
00:03:27 You didn't fancy my sandwiches?
00:03:29 - Don't eat fish.
00:03:32 Fish piss in the sea.
00:03:34 - So do children.
00:03:38 What's your work?
00:03:40 I'm sort of a journalist.
00:03:43 - What sort?
00:03:57 Are we in for a long wait?
00:04:02 She was 21 when she came in.
00:04:06 Does it hurt?
00:04:08 I'll live.
00:04:11 Do you want me to put your leg up?
00:04:13 Yes, please.
00:04:30 Who cut off your crusts?
00:04:32 Me.
00:04:33 Did your mother cut off your crusts
00:04:36 - Yes, I believe she did.
00:04:40 You should stop smoking.
00:04:43 How long was I out?
00:04:45 - About 10 seconds.
00:04:49 You came to. You focused on me.
00:04:51 You said, "Hello, stranger."
00:04:54 What a floozy.
00:04:55 The cabbie crossed himself, he went,
00:04:59 I said, "Let's get her to a hospital."
00:05:02 I think he thought there'd be paperwork
00:05:05 So I said with a slight sneer,
00:05:08 Show me the sneer.
00:05:11 Very good, buster.
00:05:14 Thank you.
00:05:24 - I told you, I've given up.
00:05:27 You live here?
00:05:29 Just arrived from New York.
00:05:32 Taking a vacation?
00:05:34 I'm on an expedition.
00:05:36 Where's your baggage?
00:05:39 - Where are you staying?
00:05:44 A red bus.
00:05:48 Policeman or "bobby."
00:05:54 Saint Paul's Cathedral.
00:05:56 - This is a truly magnificent tour.
00:06:00 - What's this?
00:06:24 They're all people
00:06:29 I've been here before.
00:06:41 Twenty years ago, we came here.
00:06:45 My mother's dead. My father and I came here
00:06:50 She was a smoker.
00:06:54 - Is your father still alive?
00:06:57 He's in a home.
00:06:59 - You're late for work.
00:07:03 I'm saying you're late for work.
00:07:05 How did you end up writing obituaries?
00:07:08 Well, I had dreams of being a writer,
00:07:13 What am I saying? I had no talent.
00:07:15 So I ended up in obituaries,
00:07:20 Tell me what you do.
00:07:24 Really?
00:07:28 We call it "the obits page."
00:07:32 There's three of us: me, Graham, and Harry.
00:07:35 When I get to work, without fail...
00:07:40 Well, if someone important died,
00:07:48 which is a computer file...
00:07:52 with all the obituaries,
00:07:55 People's obituaries are written
00:07:58 Some people's.
00:08:00 Then Harry, he's the editor,
00:08:03 Then we make calls, check facts.
00:08:05 At 6:00, we stand around the computer
00:08:11 and make final changes.
00:08:13 Add a few euphemisms
00:08:16 Such as?
00:08:20 "He was a convivial fellow."
00:08:25 "He valued his privacy." Gay.
00:08:28 "He enjoyed his privacy." Raging queen.
00:08:32 What would my euphemism be?
00:08:35 - "She was disarming."
00:08:39 Yes, it is.
00:08:50 - What were you doing in New York?
00:08:56 Well, no, I don't. What, were you studying?
00:09:00 Stripping.
00:09:03 Look at your little eyes.
00:09:07 I can't see my little eyes.
00:09:14 Why did you leave?
00:09:16 Problems with a male.
00:09:18 - Boyfriend?
00:09:21 And you left him, just like that?
00:09:23 It's the only way to leave.
00:09:28 - Supposing you do still love them?
00:09:32 - You've never left somebody you still love?
00:09:39 This is me.
00:09:47 Enjoy your stay.
00:09:50 Please remember
00:09:55 Bye.
00:10:08 Do you have a girlfriend?
00:10:11 Yeah. Ruth.
00:10:13 She's called Ruth. She's a linguist.
00:10:17 - What's your name?
00:10:20 My name is Alice Ayres.
00:10:30 Good.
00:10:31 I'm just gonna change the film.
00:10:38 - Do you mind if I smoke?
00:10:42 - I don't have to.
00:10:57 I liked your book.
00:10:59 Thanks.
00:11:02 - When's it published?
00:11:05 Your publisher sent me a manuscript.
00:11:09 You kept me up till 4:00.
00:11:12 I'm flattered.
00:11:14 Is your heroine
00:11:17 Yes. She's someone called Alice.
00:11:20 How does she feel
00:11:22 Borrowing her life.
00:11:24 I'm dedicating the book to her.
00:11:35 Do you exhibit?
00:11:37 Sometimes. I have a thing next year.
00:11:46 Portraits?
00:11:49 - Of who?
00:11:55 How do your strangers feel
00:11:58 Borrowing.
00:12:01 Am I a stranger?
00:12:04 No. You're a job.
00:12:07 And you're a sloucher. Sit up.
00:12:16 You didn't find it obscene?
00:12:17 - What?
00:12:20 I thought it was accurate.
00:12:23 About what?
00:12:25 About sex. About love.
00:12:27 In what way?
00:12:29 - You wrote it.
00:12:33 Don't raise your eyebrows.
00:12:44 - But you did like it?
00:12:54 Stand up.
00:13:02 Any criticisms?
00:13:05 I'm not sure about the title.
00:13:07 Got a better one?
00:13:09 The Aquarium.
00:13:12 So you liked the filth.
00:13:14 - You like aquariums.
00:13:17 - Hang out in aquariums, do you?
00:13:19 Good for picking up strangers?
00:13:21 Photographing strangers.
00:13:33 Come here.
00:13:51 You're beautiful.
00:14:01 I don't kiss strange men.
00:14:04 Neither do I.
00:15:16 Do you and this Alice live together?
00:15:24 Yes.
00:15:37 Are you married?
00:15:38 Yes.
00:15:40 - No. Yes.
00:15:43 Separated.
00:15:45 - Do you have any children?
00:15:47 - Would you like some?
00:15:50 Would Alice like children?
00:15:54 She's too young.
00:15:57 She works in a café near here.
00:16:01 Quite soon.
00:16:05 Why are you wasting her time?
00:16:08 - You're judgmental.
00:16:11 I'm not wasting her time.
00:16:15 And completely unleavable.
00:16:17 And you don't want someone else
00:16:21 - Men are crap.
00:16:23 They're still crap.
00:16:27 Your muse.
00:16:30 - You've ruined my life.
00:16:42 Dan.
00:16:45 Your shirt.
00:16:58 You all done?
00:17:00 - How's the photographer?
00:17:04 Rigorous. Beady. One of your lot.
00:17:06 - What, female?
00:17:13 Come on.
00:17:24 Anna?
00:17:30 - Alice.
00:17:31 - Sorry to interrupt.
00:17:35 - Would you like some tea?
00:17:37 I've been serving it all day.
00:17:40 Sure. Just through there.
00:17:49 She is beautiful.
00:17:51 - I've got to see you.
00:17:53 What's this? Patriotism?
00:17:55 - I don't want trouble.
00:17:57 You're taken.
00:18:00 - I've got to see you.
00:18:02 - You kissed me.
00:18:08 I'm a block of ice.
00:18:14 Will you take my photo?
00:18:16 I've never been photographed
00:18:18 I'd really appreciate it. I can pay you.
00:18:21 No, I'd like to.
00:18:23 Only if you don't mind.
00:18:26 Why should I?
00:18:27 Because you'll have to go away.
00:18:29 We don't want him here
00:18:32 No, we don't.
00:18:37 Right. I'll be in the pub on the corner.
00:18:39 Have fun.
00:18:43 Thank you.
00:18:45 - Good luck with your exhibition.
00:19:04 So you've got an exhibition?
00:19:07 Yeah.
00:19:13 I read Dan's book.
00:19:16 You've had quite a life.
00:19:20 Thanks.
00:19:27 He said you work in a café?
00:19:30 I am a waitress.
00:19:32 That's a temporary thing?
00:19:34 No.
00:19:39 Why don't you come over here and sit?
00:20:00 - You live here?
00:20:03 Because you're single?
00:20:05 Who was your last boyfriend?
00:20:08 My husband.
00:20:09 Was he English?
00:20:11 - Very.
00:20:15 Someone younger.
00:20:19 You've got a great face.
00:20:23 Doesn't everyone?
00:20:26 I suppose so.
00:20:28 I just...
00:20:29 From the book,
00:20:33 What?
00:20:37 I don't know what, exactly.
00:20:52 How do you feel about him using your life?
00:20:56 It's really none of your business.
00:21:04 When he let me in downstairs...
00:21:07 he had this look.
00:21:12 I just listened to your conversation.
00:21:19 I don't know what to say.
00:21:24 I'm not a thief, Alice.
00:21:33 Do you want a drink?
00:21:34 I have some vodka in the fridge.
00:21:37 Just take my picture.
00:22:00 Good.
00:24:00 Shit.
00:24:33 What's the histology?
00:24:41 Progressive?
00:24:43 No. Sounds like an atrophy.
00:24:46 Okay. Bye.
00:25:03 Bollocks.
00:26:38 Jesus.
00:29:19 Anna?
00:29:24 I got the coat.
00:29:27 The white coat.
00:29:31 So I see.
00:29:33 I'm Larry. The doctor.
00:29:36 Hello, Dr. Larry.
00:29:37 Feel free to call me "The Sultan."
00:29:46 I can't believe these things actually happen.
00:29:49 I thought if you showed up,
00:29:52 But you are bloody gorgeous.
00:29:55 Well, thank you.
00:29:59 Fish. You gotta respect them.
00:30:03 - Have you?
00:30:06 We were fish. Long ago.
00:30:09 Before we were apes.
00:30:14 You mentioned a hotel.
00:30:17 No rush.
00:30:20 Actually, there is.
00:30:24 - Are you having an operation?
00:30:29 - Are you really a doctor?
00:30:32 You are Anna?
00:30:36 I'm sorry. Did I photograph you?
00:30:40 Did we meet somewhere?
00:30:42 Come on. Don't play games,
00:30:46 - Excuse me?
00:30:49 - Was I?
00:30:53 "Sit on my face.
00:30:56 - "Cum-hungry bitch."
00:31:01 Why do I feel like a pervert?
00:31:05 I think you're the victim of a practical joke.
00:31:12 - I am so sorry.
00:31:19 No.
00:31:22 We spoke on the Net last night.
00:31:24 I wasn't on the Net last night.
00:31:26 Where were you
00:31:28 That's really none of your business.
00:31:30 - Where were you?
00:31:33 - Well, I was talking to someone.
00:31:41 I think you were talking to Daniel Woolf.
00:31:43 - Who?
00:31:46 - No, I was talking to a woman.
00:31:49 Believe me, she was a woman.
00:31:52 She was a... She wasn't, was she?
00:31:55 No.
00:31:56 What a bastard.
00:32:04 How do you know him?
00:32:05 I don't really know him.
00:32:10 - I hope it sank without a trace.
00:32:12 There is justice in the world.
00:32:15 What's it called?
00:32:26 The Aquarium.
00:32:28 What a prick! He's advertising.
00:32:33 But why would he pretend to be you?
00:32:37 I think he likes me.
00:32:38 Funny way of showing it.
00:32:41 Extraordinary thing, the Internet.
00:32:44 Possibility of genuine
00:32:47 The first great democratic medium.
00:32:49 Absolutely. It's the future.
00:32:52 Two guys wanking in cyberspace.
00:32:55 He was the wanker.
00:32:58 I'll say this for him, he can write.
00:33:02 Is he in love with you?
00:33:04 I don't know. No.
00:33:06 - Are you in love with him?
00:33:09 But you're sort of interested.
00:33:12 I think he's interesting.
00:33:14 No, don't. I look like a criminal in photos.
00:33:17 Please. It's my birthday.
00:33:19 Really?
00:33:21 Really.
00:33:36 Happy birthday.
00:33:41 Thank you.
00:33:43 This man comes into the café today
00:33:46 "Hey, waitress, what are you waiting for?"
00:33:49 Funny guy.
00:33:51 So I go,
00:33:55 "and fuck me sideways
00:33:59 What did he do?
00:34:00 Asked for a cup of tea with two sugars.
00:34:14 - I'm waiting for you.
00:34:19 Leave me.
00:34:21 I'm not going to leave you.
00:34:26 Please let me come.
00:34:30 - Are you ashamed of me?
00:34:33 - I want to be alone.
00:34:38 To grieve.
00:34:40 To think.
00:34:44 - I love you. Why won't you let me?
00:34:47 Why won't you let me love you?
00:34:53 Buster.
00:35:01 Let's go to this thing...
00:35:03 then I'll get my train. I'll be away one night.
00:35:06 I'll be back before you know it, okay?
00:35:38 Do these people pay you?
00:36:07 Like it?
00:36:11 No.
00:36:14 What were you so sad about?
00:36:17 - Life.
00:36:23 So what do you reckon, in general?
00:36:26 You want to talk about art?
00:36:28 I know it's vulgar to discuss The Work
00:36:32 but someone's got to do it.
00:36:36 I'm serious. What do you think?
00:36:39 It's a lie.
00:36:41 It's a bunch of sad strangers
00:36:46 and all the glittering assholes
00:36:50 say it's beautiful
00:36:54 But the people in the photos are sad...
00:36:57 and alone.
00:36:59 But the pictures
00:37:02 so the exhibition's reassuring,
00:37:07 And everyone loves a big, fat lie.
00:37:10 - I'm the big, fat liar's boyfriend.
00:37:14 - Larry.
00:37:19 So you're Anna's boyfriend.
00:37:21 A princess can kiss a toad.
00:37:23 - Frog.
00:37:24 - Frog.
00:37:28 So how long have you been seeing her?
00:37:31 Four months. We're in the first flush.
00:37:34 It's paradise. All my nasty habits amuse her.
00:37:38 - You shouldn't smoke.
00:37:41 I'm a doctor.
00:37:43 - You want one?
00:37:46 Yes. No.
00:37:48 Fuck it, yes.
00:37:51 No.
00:37:53 I've given up.
00:37:57 Anna tells me your bloke wrote a book.
00:38:00 - Any good?
00:38:04 It's about you, isn't it?
00:38:06 - Some of me.
00:38:11 The truth.
00:38:13 Is he here, your bloke?
00:38:15 Yeah, he's over there talking to your bird.
00:38:22 My boyfriend's here.
00:38:24 He's here? Where?
00:38:28 There.
00:38:30 With Alice?
00:38:32 I believe you're acquainted.
00:38:38 - I've never seen him before.
00:38:42 But you've spoken.
00:38:44 Well, conversed.
00:38:47 - Corresponded.
00:38:50 On the Net. You sent him to the aquarium.
00:38:55 Nice work, Cupid.
00:39:01 - We need to talk about this.
00:39:04 He's very pretty.
00:39:06 She is very tall.
00:39:14 So you're a stripper?
00:39:17 Yeah.
00:39:19 And?
00:39:43 You take care, now.
00:39:45 I will.
00:39:47 You, too.
00:39:56 That's the way it should be.
00:40:02 He's very funny.
00:40:09 Excuse me. Nice to meet you.
00:40:18 - Pleased with the success?
00:40:21 Yours was the best.
00:40:24 You were the belle of the bullshit.
00:40:26 Who were those awful people?
00:40:28 - Where do they come from?
00:40:35 - You get this one. You'll miss your train.
00:40:39 Come on, it's cold.
00:40:47 I'll see you on Sunday.
00:40:54 Where to, love?
00:41:00 Taxi!
00:41:12 Sorry.
00:41:14 Why don't you make up
00:41:22 Thank you so much.
00:41:25 I'll call you tomorrow. See you next week.
00:41:27 - Thanks.
00:41:32 - I thought you'd gone.
00:41:37 So he's a dermatologist.
00:41:41 - Obituarist?
00:41:45 I was sorry about your book.
00:41:47 Thanks. I blame the title.
00:41:49 So we pull out our Christmas crackers
00:41:52 My guy says,
00:41:55 "I've got a first-rate joke.
00:41:59 So we go, "Okay, what's the joke?"
00:42:02 "It's based on A Christmas Carol...
00:42:04 "which is why it seems
00:42:06 I haven't even seen you for a year.
00:42:08 Yes, you have.
00:42:10 Only because you stalk me
00:42:12 I don't stalk. I lurk.
00:42:14 And when I'm not there you look for me.
00:42:17 - How do you know if you're not there?
00:42:21 lurking from a distance.
00:42:31 Look at me.
00:42:33 Tell me you're not in love with me.
00:42:36 I'm not in love with you.
00:42:41 You just lied.
00:42:49 I'm your stranger. Jump.
00:43:20 - Hello, stranger.
00:43:23 Intense conversation?
00:43:28 His father died.
00:43:31 Were you spying?
00:43:32 Lovingly observing...
00:43:34 with a telescope.
00:43:38 He's taller than in his photo.
00:43:41 His photo's a headshot.
00:43:43 Yeah, I know.
00:43:44 But his head implied a short body,
00:43:49 Deceptive?
00:43:50 He's actually got a long body.
00:43:54 I could have him.
00:43:57 - What?
00:44:02 Did you tell him we call him Cupid?
00:44:05 No, that's our joke.
00:44:10 I had a chat with young Alice.
00:44:12 - Fancy her?
00:44:14 - Not as much as you.
00:44:16 You're a woman. She's a girl.
00:44:18 She has the moronic beauty of youth,
00:44:21 - She seems open to me.
00:44:25 You forget you're dealing with
00:44:28 - Am I, now?
00:44:30 You seem more like the cat
00:44:40 That's the nastiest thing
00:44:47 That's horrible.
00:44:48 I'm sorry.
00:44:51 I'm so sorry.
00:45:41 - Where have you been?
00:45:45 Had a drink with Harry.
00:45:48 - You know he's in love with you.
00:45:52 Is he?
00:45:55 Did you eat?
00:45:57 I'll make you something.
00:46:00 I'm not hungry.
00:46:24 What?
00:46:29 This will hurt.
00:46:31 I've been with Anna.
00:46:34 I'm in love with her.
00:46:37 We've been seeing each other for a year.
00:46:40 It began at her opening.
00:46:58 - Have a nice one.
00:47:23 Don't move.
00:47:25 I want to remember this moment forever.
00:47:27 First time I walked through the door,
00:47:31 to be greeted by my wife.
00:47:34 I have, in this moment, become an adult.
00:47:37 Thanks for waiting up, you darling.
00:47:41 You goddess.
00:47:47 I missed you.
00:47:49 How about some tea?
00:47:51 Jesus, I'm knackered!
00:47:53 - Didn't you sleep on the plane?
00:47:55 because the permed German next to me
00:47:59 - What's the time?
00:48:02 Time. What a tricky little fucker.
00:48:05 My head's in two places.
00:48:09 - Do you want some food?
00:48:12 - I'll run it for you.
00:48:15 You okay?
00:48:18 How was the thing?
00:48:19 As dermatological conferences go,
00:48:23 How was the hotel?
00:48:25 Someone told me that
00:48:29 the concierge, the bellboys and girls...
00:48:33 - They're all whores.
00:48:36 I didn't.
00:48:40 I don't suppose you'd fancy a friendly poke.
00:48:44 I just had a bath.
00:48:47 Right.
00:48:49 I'll see to myself, then,
00:48:52 - You chose that bathroom.
00:48:55 It's cleaner than I am. It's got attitude.
00:48:58 The mirror says, "Who the fuck are you?"
00:49:00 - You chose it.
00:49:03 We shouldn't have this.
00:49:05 I hear middle-class guilt.
00:49:07 Working-class guilt.
00:49:12 We needed some milk.
00:49:15 You okay?
00:49:17 - You?
00:00:01 - I'm sorry.
00:00:05 What are you sorry for?
00:00:07 Everything.
00:00:09 - Why didn't you tell me before?
00:00:14 Is it because she's successful?
00:00:16 No, it's because she doesn't need me.
00:00:22 Did you bring her here?
00:00:26 Yes.
00:00:31 - Didn't she get married?
00:00:35 Is that when we went to the country?
00:00:37 To celebrate our third anniversary?
00:00:41 Did you phone her? Beg her to come back?
00:00:45 - When you went for your long, lonely walks?
00:00:48 You're a piece of shit.
00:00:49 Deception is brutal.
00:00:52 How?
00:00:54 How does it work?
00:00:57 How do you do this to someone?
00:01:01 Not good enough.
00:01:04 - I fell in love with her, Alice.
00:01:07 There's a moment. There's always a moment.
00:01:09 "I can do this, I can give in to this,
00:01:12 And I don't know when your moment was,
00:01:16 I'm going.
00:01:21 - It's not safe out there.
00:01:23 What about your things?
00:01:25 - I don't need things.
00:01:28 Disappear.
00:01:32 The Sultan has returned bearing gifts.
00:01:38 Thank you.
00:01:45 They're beautiful.
00:01:46 Here's a thing. Alice was at the hotel.
00:01:50 What?
00:01:51 They sell these arty postcards in the lobby.
00:01:54 I bought one to boost your sales.
00:01:59 "Young Woman, London."
00:02:03 And I checked for your book
00:02:09 Someone bought one.
00:02:11 This guy with a ridiculous little beard.
00:02:13 He was drooling over your photo on
00:02:18 I was so proud of you.
00:02:22 You're wonderful.
00:02:25 Don't ever forget it.
00:02:31 Can I still see you?
00:02:37 Dan, can I still see you? Answer me.
00:02:40 I can't see you.
00:02:43 - What will you do if I find someone else?
00:02:48 You still fancy me?
00:02:51 Of course.
00:02:53 You're lying.
00:02:56 I've been you.
00:03:00 Will you hold me?
00:03:08 - I amuse you, but I bore you.
00:03:13 You did love me?
00:03:16 I'll always love you. I hate hurting you.
00:03:19 Then why are you?
00:03:21 'Cause I'm selfish.
00:03:24 - And I think I'll be happier with her.
00:03:28 You'll miss me.
00:03:30 No one will ever love you as much as I do.
00:03:35 Why isn't love enough?
00:03:38 I'm the one who leaves.
00:03:57 Make some tea, buster.
00:04:50 Why are you dressed?
00:04:55 Because I think
00:04:57 and I didn't want to be wearing
00:05:03 I slept with someone in New York.
00:05:07 A whore.
00:05:10 I'm sorry.
00:05:15 Why did you tell me?
00:05:18 - I couldn't lie to you.
00:05:22 Because I love you.
00:05:40 It's fine.
00:05:42 Really? Why?
00:05:49 Something's wrong.
00:05:55 Tell me.
00:06:00 Are you leaving me?
00:06:06 Because of this?
00:06:10 Why?
00:06:14 Dan.
00:06:17 Cupid?
00:06:20 He's our joke.
00:06:23 I love him.
00:06:26 You're seeing him now?
00:06:30 Since when?
00:06:37 Since my opening last year.
00:06:41 I'm disgusting.
00:06:45 You're phenomenal.
00:06:49 You're so clever.
00:06:53 Why did you marry me?
00:06:56 I stopped seeing him. I wanted us to work.
00:06:59 - Why did you tell me you wanted children?
00:07:02 - And now you want children with him?
00:07:07 I don't know.
00:07:12 But we're happy...
00:07:15 aren't we?
00:07:21 - You're gonna go live with him?
00:07:24 I don't give a fuck about the spoils.
00:07:28 You did this to me the day we met.
00:07:32 Why didn't you just tell me
00:07:34 - I was scared.
00:07:40 Are you dressed
00:07:45 What do you think I am?
00:07:47 - I've been hit before.
00:07:52 Is he a good fuck?
00:07:55 Don't do this.
00:07:57 Just answer the question.
00:08:00 Is he good?
00:08:02 Yes.
00:08:06 Better than me?
00:08:07 - Different.
00:08:12 - Gentler.
00:08:15 - You know what it means.
00:08:18 - No.
00:08:19 - Sometimes.
00:08:23 - I'm sorry, you're...
00:08:25 Don't you fucking say:
00:08:27 "You're too good for me."
00:08:30 You're making the mistake of your life.
00:08:34 You're leaving me because you believe
00:08:38 but you do, Anna.
00:08:42 Did you have a bath
00:08:46 So you wouldn't smell of him?
00:08:50 So you'd feel less guilty?
00:08:53 How do you feel?
00:08:55 Guilty.
00:08:58 Did you ever love me?
00:09:01 Yes.
00:09:35 Did you do it here?
00:09:39 No.
00:09:40 Why not?
00:09:44 Do you wish we did?
00:09:46 Just tell me the truth.
00:09:50 Yes, we did it here.
00:09:55 Where?
00:10:01 There.
00:10:04 On this?
00:10:10 We had our first fuck on this.
00:10:13 Did you think of me?
00:10:18 When?
00:10:22 When did you do it here?
00:10:24 - Answer the question!
00:10:32 Did you come?
00:10:35 - Why are you doing this?
00:10:40 - Yes, I came.
00:10:42 - Twice.
00:10:44 - First he went down on me, then we fucked.
00:10:48 I was on top,
00:10:51 - That's when you came the second time?
00:10:55 - Why is the sex so important?
00:10:59 Did you touch yourself
00:11:01 - You wank for him?
00:11:03 - And he does?
00:11:05 - that people who have sex do.
00:11:08 - You like his cock?
00:11:09 - Like him coming in your face?
00:11:11 - What does it taste like?
00:11:13 That's the spirit. Thank you.
00:11:17 Now fuck off and die...
00:11:20 you fucked-up slag.
00:12:45 I love you.
00:12:48 Thank you.
00:12:52 - What's this room called?
00:12:56 - How many Paradise Suites are there?
00:13:05 Do I have to pay you to talk to me?
00:13:06 No. But if you want to tip me,
00:13:14 Thank you.
00:13:17 I used to come here a million years ago.
00:13:21 The stage was...
00:13:26 Everything is a version of something else.
00:13:29 Twenty years ago.
00:13:31 How old were you?
00:13:32 - Four.
00:13:34 - When I was in flares, you were in nappies.
00:13:39 - You have the face of an angel.
00:13:41 What does your cunt taste like?
00:13:44 Heaven.
00:13:49 How long have you been doing this?
00:13:51 - Three months.
00:13:54 No one left me.
00:13:58 - Nice wig.
00:14:01 Does all this turn you on?
00:14:03 - Sometimes.
00:14:04 You're telling me that
00:14:07 You think I'm turned on
00:14:09 The thought of me creaming myself when
00:14:14 Put like that, yes.
00:14:19 - Are you flirting with me?
00:14:23 - Are you allowed to flirt with me?
00:14:25 - Really?
00:14:28 - You're mocking me.
00:14:30 To prize my money from me.
00:14:32 To prize your money from you,
00:14:35 - Except touch.
00:14:37 Open your legs.
00:14:39 Wider.
00:14:51 Show me.
00:14:57 So what would happen
00:14:59 - I'd call security.
00:15:02 They would ask you to leave
00:15:04 - And if I refused to leave?
00:15:07 Those are security cameras in the ceiling.
00:15:13 I think it's best I don't attempt to touch you.
00:15:16 I'd like to touch you. Later.
00:15:19 - I'm not a whore.
00:15:23 Why the fuck did he leave you?
00:15:26 - What's your job?
00:15:29 - So?
00:15:30 - I'm not wearing armor.
00:15:33 - Why are you calling yourself Jane?
00:15:36 We both know it isn't.
00:15:39 You're all protecting your identities.
00:15:41 There's a girl out there who calls
00:15:45 - Pluto.
00:15:47 - Would you like me to stop being cheeky?
00:15:51 What's your name?
00:15:54 Daniel.
00:15:57 Daniel the dermatologist.
00:15:58 - I never told you my job.
00:16:01 You're strong.
00:16:03 There's another one out there.
00:16:07 Calls herself Cupid.
00:16:09 - He wasn't a bloke. He was a little boy.
00:16:19 Please.
00:16:22 Thank you. My name is Jane.
00:16:25 Your real name.
00:16:28 Thank you.
00:16:30 - My real name is Jane.
00:16:37 Thank you. Still Jane.
00:16:40 I've got about another £500 here.
00:16:42 Why don't I just give you all this money
00:16:47 Alice?
00:16:49 I promise.
00:16:52 Thank you.
00:16:55 My real name...
00:16:57 is plain Jane Jones.
00:16:59 I may be rich, but I'm not stupid.
00:17:01 What a shame, Doc.
00:17:04 Don't you fuck around with me.
00:17:06 - I apologize.
00:17:09 All the girls in this hellhole,
00:17:12 the coked-up baby dolls,
00:17:15 You all use stage names
00:17:18 so you don't feel ashamed showing
00:17:22 I'm trying to have a conversation.
00:17:23 - You're out of cash.
00:17:25 This is extra.
00:17:26 - We met last year.
00:17:28 Talk to me!
00:17:30 - I am.
00:17:33 I didn't know you'd be here.
00:17:37 I love you.
00:17:40 I love everything about you that hurts.
00:17:56 She won't even see me.
00:17:59 - You feel the same. I know it.
00:18:04 - Hold me. Let me hold you.
00:18:08 Come home with me. It's safe.
00:18:11 - I don't need looking after.
00:18:14 I'm not your revenge fuck.
00:18:17 - I'll pay you.
00:18:19 - You have my money.
00:18:20 - "Thank you." Is that some kind of rule?
00:18:27 Do you get a lot of grown men
00:18:29 Occupational hazard.
00:18:32 Have you ever desired a customer?
00:18:35 Yes.
00:18:37 Then put me out of my misery.
00:18:39 Because I'm being pretty honest
00:18:42 - Your feelings?
00:18:44 No, I don't desire you.
00:18:47 Thank you.
00:18:50 Thank you sincerely for your honesty.
00:19:01 You think you haven't give us
00:19:03 Do you think because you don't love us
00:19:06 or even like us, you think you've won?
00:19:09 It's not a war.
00:19:16 If I asked you to strip right now, would you?
00:19:19 - Of course. Do you want me to?
00:19:23 Alice, tell me something true.
00:19:27 Lying is the most fun a girl can have
00:19:32 but it's better if you do.
00:19:36 You're cold.
00:19:38 You're all cold at heart.
00:19:42 What do you have to do
00:19:45 Maybe next time
00:19:48 No, I'll tell you what's gonna work.
00:19:52 You're gonna turn around very slowly,
00:19:57 and you're gonna touch the fucking floor
00:20:03 Is that what you want?
00:20:06 What else could I want?
00:21:15 I'm sorry.
00:21:19 - What happened?
00:21:23 - Do you want to go stand in the back?
00:21:30 You look flushed.
00:21:33 You have no need to run.
00:21:35 - Vodka tonic?
00:21:37 - Vodka tonic and a Guinness, please.
00:21:41 How was it?
00:21:44 Fine.
00:21:45 You had lunch?
00:21:48 Then what?
00:21:51 - And then we left.
00:21:54 There's no "and."
00:21:58 You haven't seen him in four months.
00:22:02 - How is he?
00:22:13 - Keep the change.
00:22:20 How is his dermatology?
00:22:22 - He's in private practice now.
00:22:28 Was he weeping all over the place?
00:22:31 - Some of the time.
00:22:35 Was he difficult?
00:22:40 Are you angry that I saw him?
00:22:42 No. It's just...
00:22:45 I haven't seen Alice.
00:22:47 You can't see Alice.
00:22:49 I haven't tried to find her.
00:22:53 You know why I saw him.
00:22:54 He's been begging me for months.
00:22:57 - So has he signed?
00:23:04 Congratulations.
00:23:06 You're a divorcée.
00:23:10 Double divorcée.
00:23:13 Sorry.
00:23:16 How do you feel?
00:23:18 Tired.
00:23:24 I love you.
00:23:26 And I need a piss.
00:24:05 I hate this place.
00:24:07 At least it's central.
00:24:09 I hate central.
00:24:13 I hate retro. I hate the future.
00:24:18 Come back.
00:24:20 - You promised you wouldn't.
00:24:27 - How's work?
00:24:39 Do they have waiters here?
00:24:44 I'm not coming back.
00:24:51 Sign.
00:24:54 No pen.
00:25:01 Pen.
00:25:05 Give me back my hand.
00:25:16 Sign.
00:25:24 I'll sign on one condition.
00:25:28 We skip this.
00:25:31 and we christen the patients' bed
00:25:34 I know you don't want to...
00:25:36 and I know you think I'm sick for asking,
00:25:41 For old times' sake.
00:25:43 Because I'm obsessed with you.
00:25:46 Because I can't get over you unless...
00:25:49 Because I think, on some small level...
00:25:51 you owe me something
00:25:56 For all these reasons,
00:26:02 You'd be my whore.
00:26:04 And in return,
00:26:09 You do this,
00:26:17 I'm going to the bar.
00:26:20 I assume you still drink vodka tonic?
00:26:45 You slept with him, didn't you?
00:27:13 - What do you expect me to do?
00:27:18 Why didn't you lie to me?
00:27:19 Because we said
00:27:22 What's so great about the truth?
00:27:23 Try lying for a change.
00:27:29 I did what he wanted,
00:27:37 I love you.
00:27:39 - I didn't give him anything.
00:27:44 If Alice came to you, desperate...
00:27:48 with all that love still between you...
00:27:50 and she said she needed you to want her...
00:27:52 so she could get over you, you'd do it.
00:27:54 I wouldn't like it either, but I'd forgive you.
00:27:58 - It's kindness.
00:28:01 You haven't got the guts to let him hate you.
00:28:15 I'm doing this because I feel guilty,
00:28:19 - You know that, don't you?
00:28:23 - Feel good about yourself?
00:28:36 It's gone.
00:28:39 - We're not innocent anymore.
00:28:43 I can see it draining out of you.
00:28:47 It was a stupid thing to do,
00:28:50 If you love me enough, you'll forgive me.
00:28:53 - Are you testing me?
00:28:56 - I do understand.
00:29:02 All I can see is him all over you.
00:29:06 He's clever, your ex-husband.
00:29:11 I almost admire him.
00:29:16 You going to tell him?
00:29:20 I don't know.
00:29:34 Better to be truthful about this kind of thing.
00:29:44 Sign.
00:29:54 I forgive you.
00:29:59 Sign.
00:30:04 I think you enjoyed it.
00:30:07 He wheedles you into bed. The old jokes...
00:30:10 the strange familiarity.
00:30:14 And the truth is I'll never know
00:30:17 Why don't you?
00:31:07 Yes?
00:31:10 You can go in now.
00:31:19 - I want Anna back.
00:31:22 I owe you an apology. I fell in love with her.
00:31:27 So where's the apology? You cunt.
00:31:31 I apologize.
00:31:34 so she can be happy.
00:31:36 - She doesn't want to be happy.
00:31:38 Depressives don't. They want to be unhappy
00:31:42 If they were happy,
00:31:44 They'd have to go out into the world
00:31:48 - Anna's not a depressive.
00:31:50 - I love her.
00:31:54 She's gone back to you
00:31:57 You don't know who she is.
00:31:58 - You love her like a dog loves its owner.
00:32:03 You'll hurt her. You'll never forgive her.
00:32:05 Of course I forgive her. I have forgiven her.
00:32:07 Without forgiveness we're savages.
00:32:11 - You only met her because of me.
00:32:14 It's a joke. Your marriage is a joke.
00:32:16 Here's a good one. She never sent
00:32:20 Now, to a towering romantic hero like you,
00:32:25 But I am, nevertheless,
00:32:27 and we must respect what the woman wants.
00:32:31 If you go near her again, I swear...
00:32:35 I will kill you.
00:32:41 Okay. I have patients to see.
00:32:44 When she came here,
00:32:47 I didn't do it to give her a nice time.
00:32:49 I fucked her to fuck you up.
00:32:52 A good fight is never clean.
00:32:56 As you know, she loves a guilty fuck.
00:32:58 - You're an animal.
00:33:01 You think love is simple.
00:33:04 Have you ever seen a human heart?
00:33:08 Go fuck yourself. You writer!
00:33:11 You liar!
00:33:13 You go check a few facts
00:33:15 She hates your hands.
00:33:18 I spent the whole of last week
00:33:20 I know all your ways. Anna says
00:33:24 She tells me you wake in the night
00:33:28 I could go on.
00:33:32 Shall we stop this?
00:33:39 It's over. Accept it.
00:33:47 You don't know the first thing about love...
00:33:51 because you don't understand compromise.
00:34:02 - Don't cry on me.
00:34:08 I don't know what to do.
00:34:10 You want my advice? You go back to Alice.
00:34:17 She'd never have me.
00:34:20 - She's vanished.
00:34:23 I found her, by accident.
00:34:26 She's working in a club.
00:34:29 Yes, I saw her naked.
00:34:32 No, I did not fuck her.
00:34:35 You spoke to her?
00:34:42 Yes, I know. One minute.
00:34:45 How is she?
00:34:47 She loves you...
00:34:50 beyond comprehension.
00:34:53 Your prescription.
00:34:56 It's where she works.
00:35:00 Go to her.
00:35:03 Thank you.
00:35:08 You still pissing about on the Net?
00:35:12 Not recently.
00:35:14 - I wanted to kill you.
00:35:18 Don't get lippy.
00:35:21 I liked your book, by the way.
00:35:24 Thanks. You stand alone.
00:35:27 With Anna.
00:35:30 - You still writing obituaries? Busy?
00:35:35 - Yeah? How come?
00:35:41 Alcohol poisoning.
00:35:47 I really do have patients to see.
00:35:52 - Thank you.
00:35:56 - Being kind.
00:35:59 Your invoice is in the post.
00:36:15 I lied to you.
00:36:17 I did fuck Alice.
00:36:22 Sorry for telling you.
00:36:28 Buster.
00:37:00 Show me the sneer.
00:37:05 Beautiful.
00:37:07 You'll wake up the hotel.
00:37:16 Fuck me.
00:37:18 Again? We have to get up at 6:00.
00:37:21 How can one man
00:37:24 That's my charm.
00:37:27 So where are we going?
00:37:30 - My treat.
00:37:32 My holiday surprise. My rules.
00:37:34 Where are we going?
00:37:38 New York.
00:37:42 You angel.
00:37:46 - You did remember to pack my passport?
00:37:50 And where's that?
00:37:51 In a place where you can't look.
00:38:00 When we get on the plane,
00:38:05 What about the gap?
00:38:06 You mean trial separation? Didn't work out.
00:38:10 Happy anniversary.
00:38:17 I'm going to take my eyes out.
00:38:22 - What was in my sandwiches?
00:38:25 - How many stitches did I get?
00:38:28 But you should have had three.
00:38:32 - What was your euphemism?
00:38:35 Too easy, buster. Next?
00:38:38 That park. Who'd I go there with?
00:38:42 Your father.
00:38:45 Were the chairs in the hospital gray or blue?
00:38:49 - No idea.
00:38:51 You are a trick question.
00:39:00 How come we never took a vacation?
00:39:03 We went to the country.
00:39:05 Doesn't count. You were off
00:39:09 to that witch we do not mention.
00:39:16 Come to bed.
00:39:18 I need a smoke.
00:39:22 - How'd you manage to give up?
00:39:36 Why me?
00:39:38 You could have chosen anyone. Why me?
00:39:42 Because you cut off your crusts.
00:39:48 And this.
00:39:53 - When are you going to stop stripping?
00:39:56 - You're addicted to it.
00:39:59 It paid for this.
00:40:03 Tell me what happened.
00:40:06 - Nothing happened.
00:40:10 Lots of men come to the club.
00:40:27 - The look on your face.
00:40:32 What a face. What a wig.
00:40:40 I saw this face...
00:40:44 this vision...
00:40:47 when you stepped into the road.
00:40:53 - This is the moment of your life.
00:40:56 I still am.
00:40:59 On the way to the hospital...
00:41:01 I kissed your forehead.
00:41:04 You brute.
00:41:05 The cabbie saw me kissing you.
00:41:08 I said, "Yes, she's mine."
00:41:12 She's mine.
00:41:22 So he came to the club, watched you strip,
00:41:29 Yes.
00:41:35 You're not trusting me.
00:41:37 I'm in love with you. You're safe.
00:41:41 You had every right. I just want to know.
00:41:43 - Why?
00:41:48 Because I'm a lunatic.
00:41:51 Tell me.
00:41:54 Nothing happened.
00:41:58 - You were living with someone else.
00:42:01 I'm not justifying anything. Just saying.
00:42:03 - What are you saying?
00:42:05 I just want the truth.
00:42:08 - Where are you going?
00:42:12 Everywhere's closed.
00:42:14 I'll go to the terminal.
00:42:17 When I get back...
00:42:19 please tell me the truth.
00:42:23 - Why?
00:42:27 Because without it we're animals.
00:42:32 Trust me.
00:43:40 I don't love you anymore.
00:43:42 Since when?
00:43:44 Now.
00:43:46 Just now.
00:43:48 I don't want to lie...
00:43:51 and I can't tell the truth...
00:43:53 so it's over.
00:43:55 It doesn't matter.
00:43:57 - I love you. None of it matters.
00:44:03 I don't love you anymore.
00:44:07 Goodbye.
00:44:13 Here's the truth...
00:44:16 so now you can hate me.
00:44:21 Larry fucked me all night.
00:44:24 I enjoyed it.
00:44:27 I came.
00:44:32 I prefer you.
00:44:36 Now go.
00:44:40 I knew that.
00:44:42 He told me.
00:44:45 - You knew?
00:44:48 - Why?
00:44:51 I had to hear it from you.
00:44:53 I would never have told you,
00:44:56 I would. I have.
00:44:58 - Why did he tell you?
00:45:01 - How could he?
00:45:03 - But why test me?
00:45:06 Yes.
00:45:08 I would have loved you...
00:45:11 forever.
00:45:14 - Now please go.
00:45:17 I am talking. Fuck off.
00:45:19 No, I'm sorry. You misunderstand.
00:45:22 Yes, you did.
00:45:23 - I love you.
00:45:24 - What?
00:45:27 Where is this love?
00:45:29 I can't see it. I can't touch it. I can't feel it.
00:45:35 I can hear it. I can hear some words...
00:45:38 but I can't do anything
00:45:41 Whatever you say, it's too late.
00:45:44 - Please don't do this.
00:45:48 Now please go, or I'll call security.
00:45:52 You're not in a strip club.
00:45:58 - Why did you fuck him?
00:46:00 - Why?
00:46:02 - Why?
00:46:04 - Why him?
00:46:06 - You're a liar.
00:46:08 - Who are you?
00:46:13 Go on, hit me. That's what you want.
00:47:38 - Welcome back, Miss Jones.