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00:00:32 [man] Existence.
00:00:35 Well, what does it matter?
00:00:41 I exist on the best terms I can.
00:00:45 The past is now part of my future.
00:00:49 The present is well out of hand.
00:01:18 [kids kicking football]
00:01:23 [boy] Get it.
00:01:28 lan. Pass us the ball, will you?
00:01:31 Knob cheese.
00:01:33 [# David Bowie: Drive-ln Saturday]
00:02:00 [door opens]
00:02:01 All right, lan?
00:02:19 [song continues on record player]
00:02:59 [door opens]
00:03:02 lan.
00:03:04 Oh, you got it.
00:03:06 Today.
00:03:09 This is Deborah, you know,
00:03:11 From the youth club.
00:03:18 You can't be in my gang
00:03:21 Don't wanna be in your gang.
00:03:24 Neither do I.
00:03:37 [# Roxy Music: 2HB]
00:03:50 I think we should go.
00:03:52 - Now?
00:03:58 OK.
00:04:00 lan, we're getting off.
00:04:10 - Who's the writer?
00:04:35 - [male teacher] Glucose...
00:04:38 ...plus oxygen...
00:04:41 Carbon dioxide plus water.
00:04:48 You can clearly see here
00:04:51 are currently out of balance.
00:04:53 Your task will be
00:04:56 in order to make the chemicals balance
00:04:59 before and after the combustion
00:05:08 Wouldn't you say that was so,
00:05:12 lan?
00:05:14 Come on, stop messing.
00:05:16 Uh, Mr Curtis?
00:05:25 What?
00:05:30 Sorry, sir.
00:05:36 Who have we got today, then?
00:05:38 Mrs Brady.
00:05:41 - We done her before?
00:05:44 Let's hope she's got
00:05:49 [Mrs Brady] I mean, I like
00:05:53 Mind you, the stink of some of them.
00:05:56 I tell you, they don't wash
00:06:00 Stink, stink, stink.
00:06:03 Stink to high heaven of piss.
00:06:05 Mrs Brady, please can I use
00:06:09 'Course you can, love.
00:06:11 - Second on the left, down the hall.
00:06:16 Where was I?
00:06:18 Oh, yes.
00:06:30 [lan] It says here Cirazapan usually
00:06:35 Side effects include drowsiness,
00:06:40 and blurred vision.
00:06:43 I'm taking two.
00:06:50 [groans]
00:06:53 [coughs]
00:06:59 [woman] Oh, here we go. Who's that?
00:07:01 - [dog barking]
00:07:06 - Hi.
00:07:07 Nick, yeah. Hi.
00:07:11 - lan.
00:07:13 - Hi.
00:07:15 Oh, wow, a dog. What's her name?
00:07:18 - Tess.
00:07:20 Come around to speak to, you know...
00:07:23 See if she wants to... for a bit.
00:07:26 - Debbie.
00:07:30 Debbie. Hi.
00:07:32 - Hi.
00:07:35 Hi. Do you want to come in?
00:07:42 Hi.
00:07:44 Hi.
00:07:58 My heart leaps up when I behold
00:08:01 A rainbow in the sky
00:08:04 So it was my life began
00:08:07 So is it now I am a man
00:08:11 So it be when I shall grow old
00:08:15 Or let me die
00:08:18 The child is the father of the man
00:08:21 And I could wish my days to be
00:08:25 Bound each to each by natural piety
00:08:39 - Did you write that?
00:08:54 [# David Bowie: The Jean Genie]
00:10:04 [chuckling]
00:10:06 - Cheers.
00:10:11 - I'm really excited for this.
00:10:13 Never really into Bowie before,
00:10:21 It's a shame Nick couldn't come.
00:10:24 He did say I could go out with you.
00:10:26 He said it was all right.
00:10:30 Did he now?
00:10:34 Well, I didn't want him thinking we were
00:10:39 That's a bit presumptuous,
00:10:43 Why?
00:10:44 I might not have wanted
00:10:47 - [man] Go over there.
00:11:03 [lan] I wish I were a Warhol silkscreen
00:11:06 Hanging on the wall
00:11:08 Or little Joe or maybe Lou
00:11:11 I'd love to be them all
00:11:14 All New York City's broken hearts
00:11:16 And secrets would be mine
00:11:19 I'd put you on a movie reel
00:11:21 And that would be just fine
00:11:26 [Debbie shrieks]
00:11:51 I think we should get married.
00:11:56 Are you asking?
00:12:00 You're mine.
00:12:02 Irretrievably.
00:12:06 - Am I now?
00:12:10 And you know it.
00:12:27 [bells chiming]
00:12:32 [people cheering and applauding]
00:13:01 lan?
00:13:03 I've got a brew for you.
00:13:09 lan?
00:13:19 [# lggy Pop: Sister Midnight]
00:13:22 All right, lads?
00:13:24 - All right.
00:13:27 It's a bit empty in here tonight.
00:13:29 - Tony Wilson's over there.
00:13:31 Posh bloke from Granada TV.
00:13:34 - Oh, yeah.
00:13:37 - You'll have to be out a bit more.
00:13:40 Been a bit busy.
00:13:42 Getting married, finding a house.
00:13:44 Sounds like fun.
00:13:47 - How's the band?
00:13:51 It's not particularly good
00:13:55 No. We're pretty shite.
00:13:58 Be a lot less shite if we could find
00:14:06 I'm really looking forward
00:14:09 Apparently they tear up the stage
00:14:13 - All right?
00:14:16 - Take it easy.
00:14:21 - Embarrassed of me or something?
00:14:27 - He's all right, him, isn't he?
00:14:29 A bit tall, bit odd, but yeah.
00:14:32 [# The Sex Pistols: Problems]
00:15:05 [inhales] So you're really
00:15:15 [# Joy Division: No Love Lost]
00:16:44 So, what do you like doing, Colin?
00:16:47 Watching telly.
00:16:50 - Apart from watching telly?
00:16:56 Food? Well, that's a start.
00:16:58 There's plenty ofjobs
00:17:00 And watch telly.
00:17:02 - So you like food and watching telly?
00:17:06 Well...
00:17:07 There's a job here working
00:17:10 behind the hot dog counter.
00:17:13 - I do not like hot dogs!
00:17:16 Well, should we give 'em
00:17:22 [dialling on rotary phone]
00:17:26 [man] The colour scheme is fuckin' brown
00:17:28 Everywhere in chicken town
00:17:30 The fuckin' pubs are fuckin' dull
00:17:33 Of fuckin' girls and fuckin' guys
00:17:35 A fuckin' bloke gets fuckin' stabbed
00:17:38 You fuckin' stay at fuckin' home
00:17:41 Keep the fuckin' racket down
00:17:43 - [muffled spoken word]
00:17:47 - I'm a bit nervous, me.
00:17:50 Just with it being recorded
00:17:55 I mean, we're actually
00:17:57 I can play it at my gran's
00:18:03 How about you, Hooky?
00:18:05 Am I fuck, man?
00:18:07 [flatulence]
00:18:09 - What about you, lan?
00:18:13 [flatulence]
00:18:16 Steven?
00:18:19 - No.
00:18:24 The fuckin' pies are fuckin' old
00:18:27 The fuckin' beer is fuckin' flat
00:18:30 The fuckin' clocks are fuckin' wrong
00:18:33 It fuckin' gets you fuckin' down
00:18:36 Thank you. Good night.
00:18:38 [cheers and applause]
00:18:41 [applause, muffled]
00:18:43 Right, Warsaw, we're on.
00:18:45 Fuckin' hell! Who's opened the ham?
00:18:57 [man] The next band of the night, folks:
00:18:59 - Warsaw!
00:19:11 You all forgotten Rudolf Hess?
00:19:13 [Steven taps count]
00:19:15 [# Leaders of Men]
00:20:44 lan, it's 400 pound.
00:20:49 Are you sure you want to do this?
00:20:51 I know, but...
00:20:53 The band are gonna pay us back.
00:20:59 OK.
00:21:07 Let's have a baby.
00:21:12 OK.
00:21:36 Four hundred quid.
00:21:42 What are you lot called again?
00:21:43 We were Warsaw.
00:21:46 Excuse me, but what happened
00:21:49 OK.
00:21:51 - All right. Joy Division's good.
00:21:54 What's all that about?
00:21:56 It's the name of a brothel German
00:22:02 Well, whatever. Studio's yours.
00:22:09 And it folds up to hold the record.
00:22:14 Have a look.
00:22:23 Yeah, it's good that, Bernard.
00:22:26 Thought-provoking.
00:22:29 That's right. Her name's Corrine Lewis.
00:22:35 Is 2.45 Thursday all right?
00:22:40 OK, then, Mr Mathers,
00:22:43 Bye.
00:22:45 Done. He sounds keen.
00:22:53 [gasping]
00:22:59 I'll get some water.
00:23:03 [lan] When you're looking at life
00:23:09 Maybe drowning soon
00:23:11 Is this the start of it all?
00:23:14 [# Buzzcocks: Boredom]
00:23:18 I'd never stand for that.
00:23:22 What?
00:23:23 Being called something like
00:23:27 What are you on about?
00:23:29 I don't know. I don't mind the Buzz,
00:23:32 I don't get it.
00:23:35 They're not calling themselves
00:23:37 They're calling themselves
00:23:41 Still got the word "cock" in it, though.
00:23:44 Just saying I wouldn't stand for it,
00:23:46 Shh!
00:23:47 [man] They were the Buzzcocks.
00:23:52 - As you'll soon know about these lot...
00:23:55 ... a Manchester band called
00:23:58 An Ideal for Living.
00:24:00 Keep the music coming in. Next week
00:24:04 We've just been on telly, lads.
00:24:07 So is Tony Wilson a fan,
00:24:09 That was bollocks.
00:24:12 He didn't even say if he liked it
00:24:14 - 'Course he liked it.
00:24:19 He waved it
00:24:22 Forget the record.
00:24:32 Hiya.
00:24:34 [Hooky] There he is.
00:24:36 [Tony] Um, just orange juice, please.
00:24:39 Go on, tell him.
00:24:48 OK, how are you?
00:24:49 You're gonna go out there,
00:24:55 You're not up there having a wank, OK?
00:24:57 Think.
00:25:04 You're a twat, you are.
00:25:08 Am I? Why is that?
00:25:09 Because you haven't
00:25:13 Well, then, you'll be the next band
00:25:17 [man and Hooky argue]
00:25:18 Fuckin' right we're going on
00:25:21 Your band ain't even
00:25:23 - Fuck off.
00:25:25 - Fuck off!
00:25:33 [# Digital]
00:26:20 That was superb, that, lads.
00:26:24 I've not seen a reaction like that
00:26:26 since George Best got kicked out
00:26:29 I know how you can be better...
00:26:33 - Go on, then.
00:26:35 You play, I manage.
00:26:37 We all get stinkin' rich and go buy
00:26:41 - Job's a good 'un.
00:26:43 Rob Gretton. I already manage
00:26:45 But they couldn't sniff the sweat
00:26:48 You lot are somethin' else.
00:26:51 I am a believer in Joy Division.
00:26:53 I'm also resident DJ here,
00:26:56 which means I know anyone of any
00:26:59 I'll have you lot signed within
00:27:03 We've already got a manager,
00:27:05 - Who's that, then?
00:27:08 - What's your name, mate?
00:27:10 - Terry what?
00:27:11 Terry Mason. Tez.
00:27:15 Tez, you know jack shit about this
00:27:19 'Cause I haven't heard of you.
00:27:20 I bet you haven't even got
00:27:24 Didn't think so. How will you book gigs
00:27:26 and cut deals without a phone,
00:27:29 No offence. I call everyone that.
00:27:32 Look, I've got to pack up my gig.
00:27:44 [telephone ringing]
00:28:01 [clears throat]
00:28:04 Rob's Records, Rob speaking.
00:28:07 All right, lan. Yeah, good, yeah.
00:28:16 Well, that's fuckin' brilliant, lan.
00:28:21 Well, I'll speak to you later, then.
00:28:23 Fine, I understand.
00:28:24 But you've got to sign with Factory.
00:28:27 We're a fresh and exciting label,
00:28:31 And, most importantly, we both fly
00:28:35 - Don't give a fuck about that.
00:28:37 - And I suppose they're Nazis as well.
00:28:40 - What about the money?
00:28:43 You own all the publishing rights
00:28:47 - You serious?
00:28:49 I don't fuck about with talent
00:28:53 I'll even sign the contracts in my
00:28:57 We'll speak later, then.
00:29:01 Now remember, we are live,
00:29:04 - What about "arse"?
00:29:06 - Is "arse" a swear word?
00:29:10 - No, it's not.
00:29:12 out there I know
00:29:15 Here, in TV land,
00:29:19 Trust me, I know
00:29:22 I'm a master of knowing
00:29:26 What about "big dog's cock"?
00:29:29 [chuckling]
00:29:32 No.
00:29:37 Seeing as how this is
00:29:40 which brought you the
00:29:43 from The Beatles to the Buzzcocks,
00:29:46 the most new and interesting sounds
00:29:49 They're called Joy Division,
00:29:51 except for the guitarist who comes from
00:29:55 This is called Transmission.
00:30:02 [# Transmission]
00:32:41 I can't believe you did it.
00:32:45 Must have lost about half a pint.
00:32:47 Shows he's serious, though.
00:32:49 - How you feelin', Tony?
00:32:52 I've felt better.
00:32:55 Hold on. You spelled Morriss wrong.
00:32:59 Tony, you're gonna have to add
00:33:02 Do I have to?
00:33:03 It's not very professional to spell
00:33:21 Job's a good 'un. Thanks, Tony.
00:33:25 So...
00:33:27 ...I can officially announce
00:33:29 Joy Division have signed with Factory?
00:33:31 Can you fuck? I'll give you a ring
00:33:35 [groans]
00:33:39 Bit of a drama queen, isn't he?
00:33:46 - [gunfire]
00:33:51 [man whistles, yells]
00:33:59 lan...
00:34:03 ...please come to bed.
00:34:14 Right, Geoff, well,
00:34:17 Thank you.
00:34:23 - [Geoff] That's fine.
00:34:26 - Thank you very much.
00:34:28 We are gonna be late, you know.
00:34:30 All right?
00:34:35 - What's up?
00:34:38 He's all right,
00:34:40 He's fuckin' scared of playing
00:34:43 Chocks away.
00:35:11 [# Insight]
00:35:47 Well, that was shit.
00:35:49 First gig in London,
00:35:52 And now I'm freezing.
00:35:56 I told you it's broke.
00:35:57 Well, you're probably just too thick
00:36:01 It's a heater, lan.
00:36:03 And that one doesn't, 'cause it's broke.
00:36:12 Give us a go on your sleeping bag.
00:36:15 - I'm dying here.
00:36:18 - No.
00:36:21 - I'm not. I'm dying!
00:36:24 and that's it, babyface!
00:36:25 - Hey!
00:36:28 - Pack it in, the pair of you.
00:36:31 I'm gonna crash the bloody car.
00:36:34 - lan, you fuckin' menk!
00:36:37 - Fuckin' hell.
00:36:40 Pull over. Steve, pull over.
00:36:45 [engine revving]
00:36:49 Hooky, quick, quick, give us a hand.
00:36:52 - [horn honking]
00:36:58 Fuckin' hell.
00:37:04 - lan, what's up with you, mate?
00:37:09 Fuck, I thought he was just
00:37:12 This isn't right, this, Rob.
00:37:19 [buzzer sounding]
00:37:30 - What's the story, then?
00:37:34 Oh, right. They're clever,
00:37:37 - What kind?
00:37:41 I thought epilepsy
00:37:44 - What?
00:37:48 Nice, Hooky, nice.
00:37:52 - So is he gonna be all right?
00:37:55 Well, if he were chatty we'd be worried.
00:38:00 [sighs]
00:38:02 [man] We'll try you on...
00:38:06 ...phenytoin,
00:38:12 to be taken with the, uh, phenobarbital
00:38:17 In the meantime you'll be
00:38:20 a neurologist specialist
00:38:24 You should also be getting
00:38:26 and steering away from alcohol.
00:38:34 It's a matter of trial and error
00:38:37 until the right drug or
00:38:40 Some might work.
00:38:48 And... are there any side effects?
00:38:58 Carbamazepine's side effects
00:39:04 double vision, drowsiness, dizziness,
00:39:06 gastric disturbances...
00:39:10 Phenytoin's side effects
00:39:14 acne, overgrowth of the gums,
00:39:17 nausea, vomiting, mental confusion,
00:39:20 mental slowing. That's it.
00:39:26 [sighs]
00:39:32 [Debbie] lan, you're
00:39:42 [man] lan?
00:39:48 - [moans]
00:39:52 Uh, I'm sorry, Earnest.
00:39:56 - [sighs] You all right?
00:40:00 It's these tablets.
00:40:03 Yeah, well, them and
00:40:06 Listen, um...
00:40:08 I'm not sure you can do
00:40:12 so just have a little think
00:40:15 As your supervisor I do need you
00:40:20 [softly] Yeah.
00:40:23 [door opens and closes]
00:40:30 [dialling number]
00:40:45 Hello, is Corrine there, please?
00:40:49 It's lan Curtis from
00:40:51 I was just wondering how she'd been...
00:40:56 What?
00:40:58 Just like that?
00:41:02 From having a fit?
00:41:05 I didn't know that could...
00:41:09 Oh. I'm so, so sorry.
00:41:34 [knock on door]
00:41:36 [Debbie] lan, love,
00:41:40 Are you comin'?
00:41:50 [footsteps ascending stairs]
00:42:11 [# She's Lost Control]
00:42:36 [crowd cheering]
00:43:30 [Tony] All right?
00:43:32 Hi. They wouldn't let me in.
00:43:36 I didn't know.
00:43:37 Somebody should've.
00:43:40 No, I didn't know you were pregnant.
00:44:05 - [chuckles]
00:44:11 - Hiya.
00:44:12 - Where's lan?
00:44:17 Oh, don't look so shocked, Rob.
00:44:37 Hiya.
00:44:39 What are you doing here?
00:44:44 - She's a mate of Hooky's.
00:44:47 Hi. I'm lan's wife.
00:44:51 Hi.
00:44:56 Do you think it's right for you
00:45:11 lan.
00:45:14 [moans]
00:45:21 [groaning]
00:45:34 [panting] lan.
00:45:35 - [woman] Come on, into the pain.
00:45:38 Keep going...
00:45:40 Well done, well done. One last time.
00:45:42 - One last time.
00:45:44 Go on. Yes, you can,
00:45:46 - Good girl. Well done.
00:45:52 Good. That's great.
00:45:54 Here we are. That's right.
00:45:56 [baby cries]
00:45:58 Ah, here we are. It's a girl.
00:46:02 - Ohh!
00:46:05 Congratulations.
00:46:08 Mum and Dad.
00:46:15 [baby fusses, cries]
00:46:17 [Debbie] Hello. Hello.
00:46:20 Hey.
00:46:24 I need a cig.
00:46:38 [sighs]
00:46:54 [exhales]
00:47:07 - [telephone ringing]
00:47:19 [tapping on window]
00:47:24 [door opens and closes]
00:47:33 Silklands Nightclub.
00:47:36 Part-time barmaid.
00:47:38 One pound ten an hour.
00:47:40 Mum and Dad can look after Natalie.
00:47:45 What do you think?
00:47:51 Well, it won't be for long.
00:47:53 I'll take care of you as soon
00:48:06 [crowd cheering]
00:48:09 [# Candidate]
00:49:23 [cheering and applause]
00:49:38 Well, what happened
00:49:49 Well, my wages are the same
00:49:58 - Talk to lan, you know. Find out.
00:50:01 [woman] OK.
00:50:04 - [Rob] No promises.
00:50:08 Look, I've gotta go.
00:50:11 Give Natalie a kiss for me.
00:50:16 I love you too.
00:50:26 Not bad, eh?
00:50:28 The journalist makes us out to be
00:50:32 A bunch of cool pricks,
00:50:35 - Who's that?
00:50:37 Wants to do an interview.
00:50:39 She's not a Frenchy.
00:50:42 - [lan] What did you tell her?
00:50:45 but it's unlikely to happen now.
00:50:47 It's only a crappy European fanzine.
00:50:50 Well, I'm all right.
00:50:55 We can invite her back
00:50:58 - What's her name?
00:51:01 Annik. Different.
00:51:05 It's foreign.
00:51:09 I'll have a word, boss.
00:51:12 Annik? Hola.
00:51:24 Come on, then. Let's have it.
00:51:32 OK. [inhales]
00:51:34 OK, so, um...
00:51:40 They're a good laugh.
00:51:42 Yeah, they're all right,
00:51:49 - There you go.
00:51:51 What is the most beautiful thing
00:51:56 I saw a beautiful drum kit down at
00:52:02 [Annik] What about music?
00:52:05 Some of it.
00:52:09 What about Joy Division's music?
00:52:11 Some of it, yeah, but...
00:52:13 ...some of it's
00:52:21 Does anyone believe in love?
00:52:25 I believe in pure... sex.
00:52:32 [Hooky] I believe in feeling, yeah.
00:52:36 [Annik] What does that mean?
00:52:39 You know, like if I had a car,
00:52:41 and I felt love for the car
00:52:44 I'd be as upset as if
00:52:48 [snickering]
00:52:54 So you're not a journalist, then?
00:52:57 It's a hobby thing, not a full-time job.
00:53:01 I work for the Belgian embassy,
00:53:05 Sounds interesting.
00:53:08 Free, independent woman.
00:53:12 I suppose so, yes.
00:53:21 Tell me about Macclesfield.
00:53:26 [sighs] It's grey, it's miserable.
00:53:31 I've wanted to escape it my whole life.
00:53:40 What about your wife?
00:53:44 She loves it in Macclesfield.
00:53:53 You were married so young.
00:53:56 I've never heard of people
00:53:59 Yeah, I know.
00:54:07 My marriage was a mistake.
00:54:22 - Are you tired?
00:54:33 [door opens and closes]
00:55:38 [door closes]
00:55:40 [Debbie cooing]
00:56:06 [kissing and moaning]
00:00:17 - lan?
00:00:27 lan?
00:00:53 What time are they coming for you?
00:00:56 Half an hour.
00:00:58 Right. I'm gonna nip to the shop.
00:01:00 Back in a minute, OK?
00:01:17 [door closes]
00:01:31 [horn honking]
00:01:39 You got your passport, lan?
00:01:45 Up the continental in the rental.
00:02:06 [# Kraftwerk: Autobahn]
00:02:24 [Bernard] Fresh air.
00:02:26 All right, love?
00:02:29 - Hi.
00:02:30 Hiya.
00:02:35 I'll get in the back this time.
00:03:10 Hi, Debbie.
00:03:19 [tapping]
00:03:35 [Debbie] I must have been out
00:03:38 - [Natalie coos]
00:03:47 Come on, girl. Yeah.
00:03:50 Come on, girl. [grunts]
00:04:01 Did you remember to take your pills?
00:04:03 Yeah.
00:04:08 - Are they working?
00:04:12 I had an attack in Berlin.
00:04:14 Oh, lan, if they're not working
00:04:16 we need to get you a doctor's
00:04:26 We really missed you.
00:04:35 Oh, there's this girl at work
00:04:37 and, uh, she's invited us
00:04:40 - Hasn't she?
00:04:42 And I said, um, that we'd go. 'Cause
00:04:46 That way we get a lie in. Don't we?
00:04:52 Daddy. Daddy's home.
00:04:55 - Do you like the Buzzcocks?
00:04:57 We're on tour with them as well.
00:04:59 [Claire] Don't know what you were
00:05:03 But he can seem a bit distant
00:05:09 Do you trust him when he's away?
00:05:11 - You know, with other girls.
00:05:15 [# Supersister: She Was Naked]
00:05:18 He's so protective, you know.
00:05:22 Goes mad if I talk to other blokes.
00:05:26 He is quite famous now,
00:05:30 Not to me.
00:05:32 I still wash his underpants.
00:05:40 Do you want to sleep with other men?
00:05:42 What?
00:05:43 Do you want to sleep with other men?
00:05:48 That's a strange question.
00:05:52 Because... if you did...
00:05:56 ...it'd be OK.
00:05:59 I'd be OK.
00:06:02 Are you being serious?
00:06:08 When you say a thing like that it makes
00:06:15 I don't think I do.
00:06:23 [# Joy Division:
00:08:04 [line ringing]
00:08:15 [woman] Belgian Embassy.
00:08:18 Hello, um...
00:08:21 Can I speak with Annik Honore, please?
00:08:25 One moment.
00:08:30 Annik Honore, bonjour.
00:08:39 Steve! Hey, kill it! Kill it!
00:08:42 Kill it, kill it.
00:08:46 - Something's up.
00:08:48 Rob's got one of his cheesy grins
00:08:50 You've been spending our wages,
00:08:53 Come on, then,
00:08:56 It's all happenin', boys.
00:09:00 Nineteenth of May we're off to the
00:09:06 - You're joking?
00:09:09 We're gonna be somebodies.
00:09:12 How'd you wangle that one?
00:09:13 I put a lackey band
00:09:16 Did it drop off?
00:09:18 I thought we'd celebrate.
00:09:21 [Steve] Nice one.
00:09:26 [door opens]
00:09:28 - [footsteps]
00:09:40 What are you doing in here?
00:09:43 Who's Annik?
00:10:04 Eh?
00:10:07 How long have you been seeing her?
00:10:15 Answer me, lan! Don't ignore me!
00:10:24 Eh?
00:10:27 How long have you been seeing her?
00:10:38 Do you love her?
00:10:45 Do you love her, lan?
00:10:56 [sobs] I love you.
00:10:59 I really, really love you.
00:11:12 No one loves you like me.
00:11:19 Just answer me, lan!
00:11:30 I don't deserve this.
00:11:33 I don't deserve this.
00:11:37 [door opens and closes]
00:11:44 [sighing]
00:11:48 [sobbing and sighing]
00:11:58 Fuckin' hell.
00:12:03 [sobs]
00:12:19 [sniffling]
00:12:34 Sorry, Debbie.
00:12:40 I owe you everything.
00:12:46 I love you.
00:12:52 What does that mean?
00:12:57 I'll finish with her.
00:13:02 Please.
00:13:07 [# Isolation]
00:13:21 [woman] London Euston.
00:13:23 The next train to arrive
00:13:27 - Eh-up. You all right, love?
00:13:30 - Good to see you.
00:13:32 - Hello. Hi.
00:13:40 [song continues through headphones]
00:13:55 Steve, go and turn the heating off.
00:13:57 I wanna get it colder in here.
00:13:59 [murmuring, indistinct]
00:14:03 Will you two twats
00:14:08 - All right.
00:14:11 [song switched off]
00:14:13 [song switched on]
00:15:00 Got it, lan. It's good.
00:15:04 It's fuckin' genius, actually.
00:15:09 - [rainfall]
00:15:16 [line ringing]
00:15:22 [Debbie] Hello?
00:15:24 I told her.
00:15:37 [buzzer rings]
00:16:03 [woman shouts]
00:16:06 [# Dead Souls]
00:18:01 Fuckin' hell!
00:18:03 Twinny, come on, give us a hand.
00:18:06 Come on, take him your way.
00:18:17 Here, Twinny, get him some water.
00:18:24 [cheering and applause]
00:18:30 We're Joy Division, you're the crowd.
00:18:38 - Was it a bad one?
00:18:43 Did Annik see?
00:18:45 Everyone saw.
00:18:47 That was superb, that, lan, mate.
00:18:50 You played a fuckin' blinder.
00:18:52 Who won the fight, lan or lan?
00:18:53 It's like lan knocked lan out to me.
00:18:55 Twatted himself
00:18:58 - [door closes]
00:19:02 - Brilliant! Absolutely brilliant.
00:19:05 Hang on. Come with me.
00:19:07 - I'll show you my...
00:19:17 I'll go find Gillian.
00:19:29 Taking your medication?
00:19:32 For what it's worth.
00:19:35 Chin up. Could be worse.
00:19:37 Could be the lead singer in The Fall.
00:19:41 [knock on door]
00:19:57 lan.
00:19:58 - Are you OK?
00:20:06 - I'm so sorry.
00:20:09 I'm all right now.
00:20:20 [grunts]
00:20:30 lan, Debbie on the phone for you.
00:20:55 [door closes]
00:21:02 - Hello?
00:21:05 Hi.
00:21:18 lan, you are so depressing.
00:21:34 I'm so happy to sit with you here.
00:21:40 Me too.
00:21:52 I don't know what to say.
00:21:59 I never felt this way before.
00:22:06 But...
00:22:08 ...at the same time I feel like
00:22:11 I don't really know
00:22:16 ...you don't know me, and...
00:22:24 Well, what do you want to know?
00:22:34 Tell me your favourite movie.
00:22:37 Hmm...
00:22:40 I really like... The Sound of Music.
00:22:48 - What?
00:22:54 - Anything else?
00:22:58 Mine is purple.
00:23:01 Blue. Man City blue.
00:23:06 What is Man City blue?
00:23:09 Well, Man City is a football club.
00:23:13 And they wear blue.
00:23:28 - lan...
00:23:36 I'm a little scared.
00:23:40 Scared of what?
00:23:45 Scared of falling in love with you.
00:24:23 [door opens]
00:24:32 [Natalie coos]
00:24:36 [footsteps approach]
00:24:42 Hiya.
00:24:46 I'm so glad you're home.
00:24:49 I'll make you a cup of tea.
00:24:59 [door closes]
00:25:03 [crying]
00:25:12 [# The Velvet Underground:
00:25:15 [indistinct chatter]
00:25:57 I don't want to hurt you, Debbie.
00:26:04 lan?
00:26:09 Come to bed, eh?
00:26:14 - Taken my pills.
00:26:19 [running footsteps]
00:26:31 [line ringing]
00:26:35 Ambulance, please.
00:26:40 [gagging]
00:26:45 Charcoal.
00:27:26 [man] Mr Curtis, I am here to tell you
00:27:30 but you must get some rest
00:27:33 Just be aware that your condition
00:27:37 But I am discharging you.
00:27:39 Thank you.
00:27:47 Well, that's that, then.
00:27:53 [lan] I don't want to be
00:27:56 Unknown Pleasures was it.
00:27:59 I was happy.
00:28:02 I never meant for it to grow like this.
00:28:05 When I'm up there, singing...
00:28:09 ... they don't understand
00:28:13 And how it affects me.
00:28:15 Panic's over. He's here.
00:28:19 Now they want more.
00:28:20 - They expect me to give more.
00:28:25 And I don't know if I can.
00:28:30 It's like it's not happening to me,
00:28:33 but... someone pretending to be me,
00:28:36 someone dressed in my skin.
00:28:41 Now we're going to America.
00:28:47 I have no control anymore.
00:28:53 I don't know what to do.
00:28:58 - I was pissed.
00:29:14 You're on.
00:29:25 - I need a few minutes.
00:29:37 Go and get Alan from Crispy Ambulance,
00:29:47 I'm sorry.
00:29:48 [# Disorder]
00:29:50 Take as long as you need.
00:30:00 You know the words to our songs,
00:30:02 - Most of them. What?
00:30:05 First two tracks, Disorder, Colony,
00:30:09 - Serious?
00:30:27 Off! Off! Off!
00:30:28 Shit!
00:30:30 You all right, lan, mate?
00:30:37 Ready to go on?
00:30:39 [chanting] lan! lan! lan! lan!
00:30:42 - lan, talk to me.
00:30:46 - OK.
00:30:54 [cheering]
00:31:08 - Where's my 20 quid?
00:31:15 [cheering]
00:31:43 Twenty quid. Go on.
00:31:45 I want 50.
00:31:47 You fucker.
00:31:51 [booing]
00:31:59 Get Hooky off the stage now!
00:32:09 Get off! Fuckin' get off!
00:32:12 You, you fucker!
00:32:14 Get the fuck out!
00:32:25 I don't get it, lan.
00:32:27 I don't get why you're
00:32:31 - It's all coming apart.
00:32:34 Tonight was great.
00:32:39 You remember Lou Reed
00:32:42 - The riot?
00:32:44 Best gig I've ever been to.
00:32:49 It all used to be so simple,
00:32:53 Now everyone hates me.
00:32:57 No one hates you.
00:32:58 - Even the people who love me hate me.
00:33:01 - And Natalie.
00:33:03 - For Christ's sake.
00:33:08 You're a good dad, lan.
00:33:09 No, Tony, I'm not. I know I'm not.
00:33:13 If I was a good dad,
00:33:19 And what about Annik?
00:33:26 - I hate her.
00:33:33 [Rob] You can't pin all that on us.
00:33:35 We didn't start the fuckin' riot.
00:33:40 Mate, you're pissing up
00:33:43 You think I owe you money
00:33:45 I don't. So shut the fuck up
00:33:48 'cause that's the only way you're
00:33:52 Wanker.
00:33:55 - [buzzer]
00:34:01 - Hello.
00:34:13 Oh, fuckin' shine a light!
00:34:19 - We need somewhere to stay.
00:34:22 I'm skint, and you still
00:34:25 Fuckin' hell! Have I got Barclays
00:34:30 Get in.
00:34:39 Tea's in the pot, bedroom's in there.
00:34:41 Spare noddys in the drawer.
00:34:43 Is this a bad time?
00:34:45 No! I'm just in the mood
00:34:47 - from you and Joan of Arc.
00:34:52 Yes?
00:34:54 Debbie! Great!
00:34:56 And what the fuck can I do for you?
00:35:00 Fuckin' lightbulb need changin'?
00:35:04 And you don't know where he is.
00:35:07 Quelle surprise.
00:35:11 Something about Derby?
00:35:14 Well, it's nice to know you two
00:35:19 Listen, Debbie,
00:35:21 As usual, I know fuck all.
00:35:24 Don't I?
00:35:28 Don't I?
00:35:30 Rob, who are you talking to?
00:35:41 lan.
00:35:44 What, he's there with you?
00:35:50 Is she with him?
00:35:54 Yeah. We're all here.
00:36:07 She wants a divorce.
00:36:17 [Bernard] You can sleep here.
00:36:23 Stay as long as you like, lan.
00:36:32 - You hungry?
00:36:57 lan? I've got an idea.
00:37:03 I've been studying hypnosis.
00:37:11 [electronic music playing]
00:37:34 [Debbie] lan?
00:37:37 Let me in, love.
00:37:40 Just want to talk.
00:37:42 [lan] You're mine. Irretrievably.
00:37:47 [Annik] I'm a little scared.
00:37:51 Scared of falling in love with you.
00:37:54 [lan] This has to be for good.
00:37:56 [sniffles] I'm sorry.
00:38:00 I owe you everything.
00:38:03 [Debbie] What does that mean?
00:38:07 [Annik] I've never felt this way before.
00:38:09 [lan] So it was my life began...
00:38:11 - [Debbie] I don't deserve this.
00:38:15 I didn't do enough.
00:38:16 So it be you and I shall grow old
00:38:19 I should have tried harder.
00:38:20 Or let me die
00:38:24 And I could wish my days to be
00:38:27 Bound each to each
00:38:30 By natural...
00:38:42 Hi.
00:38:44 Hi.
00:38:47 I miss you.
00:38:50 - [Annik] Is everything all right?
00:38:53 I don't know.
00:38:56 It all feels wrong.
00:39:02 lan, you are confusing me.
00:39:07 I know. I know I am.
00:39:18 [lan] Dear Annik,
00:39:21 I know I'm intruding on your life,
00:39:25 I felt as if things were becoming
00:39:28 but can now see everything
00:39:34 I'm paying dearly for past mistakes.
00:39:37 I never realised how
00:39:40 some four or five years ago
00:39:46 I struggle between what I know
00:39:50 and some warped truthfulness
00:39:54 who have no heart, and
00:39:57 Eh-up, you.
00:40:01 Come on in.
00:40:03 I saw Apocalypse Now at the cinema.
00:40:05 I couldn't take me eyes
00:40:07 What you been up to, then, eh?
00:40:09 On the record, there's Marlon Brando
00:40:12 the struggle between man's conscience
00:40:18 get out of hand,
00:40:24 Is everything so worthless in the end?
00:40:26 Is there any more?
00:40:28 What lies beyond?
00:40:31 [woman] lan, your room's still here.
00:40:36 I know, Mum.
00:40:40 Thanks.
00:40:48 [lan] I have the feeling
00:40:51 It frightens me.
00:40:56 It's a lie to say
00:40:59 There's nothing the doctors can do
00:41:04 I felt I had to tell you this
00:41:05 even though it might change
00:41:09 I've been thinking of you constantly,
00:41:13 thinking of the things we've done.
00:41:16 Images and thoughts prey on my mind,
00:41:18 before my eyes all times
00:41:22 And while some things are beyond
00:41:25 I know that I love you
00:41:29 Until I see you again,
00:41:34 All my love... lan.
00:41:50 [rotary phone dialling]
00:42:06 - [Bernard] Hello?
00:42:08 - You all right?
00:42:12 Why not?
00:42:14 I'm gonna go home. Speak to Debbie.
00:42:17 Does she want to speak to you?
00:42:19 Dunno. I just feel
00:42:23 Well, if you're sure.
00:42:25 I'll see you Monday morning
00:42:27 - You all ready and packed?
00:42:30 I'm not gonna sleep tonight.
00:42:33 Yeah. Same here.
00:42:35 I've got all my clothes laid out
00:42:40 - I'll see you Monday.
00:42:43 Don't worry. I'll be there.
00:43:00 I'm off.
00:43:02 I'm gonna go meet up
00:43:30 [man] Could we have your attention
00:43:33 We are ready to begin now
00:43:36 to disperse the repossessed property
00:43:39 formerly owned by a Mr Stroszek.
00:43:42 Colonel Ralph Wade
00:43:44 I'll be serving as your clerk.
00:43:50 [auctioneer calling rapidly]
00:44:09 - [music playing on TV]
00:44:20 [women singing]
00:44:42 [white noise]
00:45:22 [Debbie] What are you doing here?
00:45:25 Don't divorce me, Debbie.
00:45:29 I don't want to lose you.
00:45:33 It's not that simple, though,
00:45:37 Is this really what you want?
00:45:39 No. No, I don't.
00:45:46 But you love someone else.
00:45:52 What's that got to do with us?
00:45:56 Everything.
00:46:03 You can't leave her, can you?
00:46:08 It's not that easy.
00:46:10 I've tried. She won't go away.
00:46:18 Well, then you've made your decision.
00:46:25 Go on then.
00:46:26 - What?
00:46:29 lan.
00:46:30 Don't come back until the morning.
00:46:34 Get out!
00:46:39 [sniffles and sobs]
00:46:43 [door opens and closes]
00:46:50 - [car door closes]
00:47:18 [downtempo music playing]
00:48:23 [lan] So this is permanence
00:48:26 Love shattered pride
00:48:30 What once was innocence
00:48:32 Turned on its side
00:48:36 A cloud hangs over me
00:48:38 Marks every move
00:48:42 Deep in the memory of what once was love
00:49:15 [rapid breathing]
00:49:24 [grunting]
00:50:09 [groans]
00:50:17 [groans]
00:50:54 [sighs]
00:51:40 [sighing]
00:51:54 [creaking]
00:52:00 [table falls]
00:52:25 - [Natalie cries]
00:52:28 One minute.
00:52:48 [screams]
00:52:52 No!
00:52:57 No!
00:53:03 [Natalie crying]
00:53:14 [# Joy Division: Atmosphere]
00:53:52 [sobbing]
00:53:57 [sobbing] Can someone help me?
00:54:01 Anybody, please?
00:54:05 Can someone help me?
00:56:56 [# The Killers: Shadowplay]