Dare

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00:00:22 [Morse code tapping]
00:00:28 [pulsing rock music]
00:00:31 ¶ ¶
00:00:54 Well, fellas, you're late...
00:00:56 And, Maya, I'm here...
00:00:58 The boys in the band...
00:01:00 decide to appear...
00:01:02 We walk through the door...
00:01:04 Savor the air...
00:01:06 The girls on the floor...
00:01:08 have come here to stare...
00:01:09 Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh...
00:01:11 We've come here to stare...
00:01:13 Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh...
00:01:15 Yeah...
00:01:17 Don't touch the girls...
00:01:18 Don't kiss the girls...
00:01:19 I have the right
00:01:20 Get in a fight
00:01:23 The scratches,
00:01:24 But I want to touch,
00:01:26 And if you say no,
00:01:28 With you tonight,
00:01:29 You know that you're
00:01:32 You can call me X,
00:01:34 You can call me Z,
00:01:37 Come and try...
00:01:39 Na-na, na-na, na-na,
00:01:42 Na-na, na-na, na-na,
00:01:46 Na-na, na-na, na-na,
00:01:50 Na-na, na-na, na-na,
00:01:54 Na-na, na-na, na-na,
00:01:57 Na-na, na-na, na-na,
00:02:04 Almost finished.
00:02:07 Okay.
00:02:10 You can sit up.
00:02:23 Everything
00:02:27 Are you sure?
00:02:28 An irregular cycle is
00:02:32 There are a lot
00:02:34 Stress is a big one.
00:02:35 Your mom tells me
00:02:38 Have you been
00:02:42 I don't think so.
00:02:46 Are you sure there's nothing
00:02:49 Well, I would like to start
00:02:52 The hormones in it will help you
00:02:54 The pill?
00:02:56 Mm-hmm.
00:02:59 You're not sexually active,
00:03:07 I'm sorry, but why did you
00:03:13 sexually active?
00:03:15 Well, I did just perform
00:03:18 So physically,
00:03:20 of the protective tissue.
00:03:21 Oh.
00:03:24 Yeah, sorry.
00:03:41 Hey, hold on.
00:03:44 Yeah, you do realize
00:03:47 to be excited about reading
00:03:52 Really?
00:03:54 - Yeah.
00:03:56 - Little booster.
00:03:58 When did you become an expert
00:04:00 Oh, from the womb.
00:04:03 I did try and call Johnny
00:04:05 to schedule a rehearsal,
00:04:07 so there's no way that I can be
00:04:09 Alexa,
00:04:12 I am organized.
00:04:14 Excuse me, Miss Davis?
00:04:15 I talked to my mom,
00:04:17 I'm really not comfortable
00:04:20 in some lesbian play.
00:04:21 Please tell your mother...
00:04:23 that The Children's Hour
00:04:26 not some lesbian play.
00:04:30 Alexa, you will present today.
00:04:41 Sorry, I had detention.
00:04:44 Johnny, Grant Matson
00:04:48 Do you understand?
00:04:50 You will not embarrass me
00:04:52 in front of my only student
00:04:55 Yeah, okay.
00:04:56 Okay, good.
00:04:57 We're starting
00:05:00 Oh.
00:05:03 Oh, Miss Davis,
00:05:04 is it okay if I tape record
00:05:06 just so I can practice the lines
00:05:08 Absolutely, Alexa.
00:05:12 Listen up, people.
00:05:14 Grant Matson is doing eight
00:05:17 and still made time
00:05:20 [continues indistinctly]
00:05:30 What the fuck
00:05:31 Nothing.
00:05:39 Hey, Donna,
00:05:43 Nice milk.
00:05:48 Don't worry about it.
00:05:49 Thanks, Alexa.
00:05:53 Ben.
00:05:54 You didn't suck in rehearsal.
00:05:56 Thanks.
00:05:58 Well,
00:06:02 I want you to say
00:06:04 to be so brilliant
00:06:06 emotionally devastated
00:06:09 You really do have it in you
00:06:13 Forget it.
00:06:15 I think you should
00:06:16 so I'm not stressed
00:06:17 Okay, Mom.
00:06:21 Ask her something,
00:06:24 It was hi-larious.
00:06:27 That bitch is insane.
00:06:28 Johnny and I had her sophomore year,
00:06:31 didn't she, J?
00:06:32 That's 'cause you and Johnny
00:06:35 That's me.
00:06:36 Johnny,
00:06:38 [sighs]
00:06:42 Is there any way that I can
00:06:47 Our scene.
00:06:48 Why are you
00:06:51 'Cause he totaled his car...
00:06:52 and got kicked off soccer
00:06:56 Look, I know you don't care
00:06:58 but this is important to me.
00:06:59 Wait, you know
00:07:01 Learn your lines, okay?
00:07:02 Listen, I know
00:07:04 but don't pull the superiority
00:07:06 Damn.
00:07:10 Um, you could leave now.
00:07:17 [hip-hop music plays]
00:07:19 ¶ ¶
00:07:27 Uh, Courtney.
00:07:29 Can you please not be
00:07:32 Okay, I had a really rough day.
00:07:36 Mr. Fogel is, like,
00:07:38 He kept me after class...
00:07:39 to discuss
00:07:43 [laughs]
00:07:45 I really need
00:07:48 You mean skip school?
00:07:49 Yeah, same difference.
00:07:53 Oh, what am I gonna wear
00:07:57 What's on Friday?
00:07:58 Johnny's
00:08:00 I'm going with Gabby and Jen.
00:08:01 But I want to get something
00:08:07 So anyway,
00:08:09 you get to make out
00:08:13 God,
00:08:15 Yeah, she's a total whore.
00:08:17 But whatever, dude.
00:08:19 You would totally fuck him.
00:08:20 No, I wouldn't, actually.
00:08:23 You know, he didn't even
00:08:25 He's the worst possible
00:08:27 Are you on Prozac
00:08:29 What?
00:08:31 Why?
00:08:32 Because your sex drive is,
00:08:38 Same thing
00:08:42 Well, whatever.
00:08:43 Your dad?
00:08:45 Ew.
00:08:47 Ooh, you bitch.
00:08:50 Wasn't Grant amazing?
00:08:52 Yeah, I guess so.
00:08:55 Maybe
00:08:57 After you made me
00:08:59 You're going up to him
00:09:01 when he comes out.
00:09:03 Okay.
00:09:06 There he is.
00:09:14 Well, I don't want him
00:09:16 for coming to his show
00:09:18 Didn't you once tell me
00:09:20 in everything it is
00:09:22 This is what you want to do,
00:09:24 - Okay?
00:09:26 - Go.
00:09:39 Grant, hey.
00:09:41 Hey.
00:09:43 - Where are we going?
00:09:47 Oh, my God.
00:09:49 What was that?
00:09:51 I don't... I...
00:09:59 Don't you come toward me
00:10:02 - Or I'll...
00:10:03 Some awful thing will happen.
00:10:07 What are you putting on now?
00:10:09 I warn you.
00:10:11 I'm in danger.
00:10:12 Let's stop there, folks.
00:10:14 Grant.
00:10:22 Donna and Gabby,
00:10:26 It's such an honor
00:10:29 I saw your play last night,
00:10:31 Thanks.
00:10:33 Who are you?
00:10:34 Uh, Johnny.
00:10:39 Do you want to act?
00:10:41 I don't know.
00:10:44 Well, you're raw,
00:10:48 Has Miss Davis forced
00:10:51 You should try
00:10:53 I think you'd really dig it.
00:10:56 Oh, yeah, okay.
00:11:00 Uh, Mr. Matson?
00:11:04 Could I just have a second
00:11:14 So you think
00:11:20 Okay, well,
00:11:22 movement, breath,
00:11:24 your accent.
00:11:26 Or we can cut the bullshit,
00:11:28 and I can tell you
00:11:32 - Um.
00:11:34 Life lessons with Grant
00:11:38 Teen acting class?
00:11:40 Great.
00:11:41 Get up here.
00:12:03 What were you doing up here?
00:12:08 I was trying to show how
00:12:11 Uh-huh.
00:12:19 And what does Blanche
00:12:23 Hm?
00:12:25 Well...
00:12:28 I think that she's afraid.
00:12:30 I think
00:12:33 At the same time, I think that
00:12:36 you know?
00:12:37 It's his brute strength
00:12:40 her power of seduction.
00:12:42 Okay, you're smart,
00:12:48 But tell me something, um...
00:12:51 Alexa.
00:12:53 Have you ever felt threatened?
00:12:56 I feel a little threatened
00:12:58 Oh, that's good.
00:13:00 But no, I meant, have you ever
00:13:05 destroyed, raped?
00:13:09 No.
00:13:10 You ever fucked anyone?
00:13:11 Sorry, but I don't think
00:13:14 It has everything
00:13:17 You shouldn't be playing
00:13:20 You're a child.
00:13:21 Acting is not about
00:13:24 someone else feels.
00:13:25 It's about having
00:13:31 A feeling of your own.
00:13:38 You ever been
00:13:42 - I don't know...
00:13:45 Hungry.
00:13:46 Like wanting something
00:13:48 that you will do
00:13:57 Look,
00:14:00 You're pretty.
00:14:04 You got it real good.
00:14:06 So be a doctor
00:14:10 Or better still,
00:14:16 You have no fucking idea
00:14:21 This is what it's about,
00:14:22 right now, the feeling you want
00:14:27 I'll learn it.
00:14:28 I'll start
00:14:30 What's the exact title?
00:14:35 No book in the whole world
00:14:40 You got to figure
00:14:43 Well, if you
00:14:44 and some mindless asshole
00:14:47 trust me, I can.
00:14:48 Is that really all you can see?
00:14:50 Let's forget about the scene
00:14:53 Shake it up a bit.
00:14:55 Do something
00:15:00 And after all that...
00:15:05 if you still
00:15:09 God bless you.
00:15:15 Class dismissed.
00:15:21 [knocking on door]
00:15:23 - [clears throat]
00:15:24 Yeah?
00:15:26 Honey, can I come in?
00:15:28 Yeah, sure, come on.
00:15:29 Come on in.
00:15:36 Sweetie, are you sick?
00:15:39 No, just tired.
00:15:41 What's up?
00:15:43 Oh, I was just,
00:15:45 going through my makeup
00:15:47 old nail polishes and stuff.
00:15:51 I was gonna give it to Marva,
00:15:52 but I thought you might
00:15:55 Sure, yeah.
00:15:57 Are you sure you're okay?
00:16:00 Yeah.
00:16:03 Oh, I thought this
00:16:09 - It's pretty.
00:16:11 Delicate,
00:16:19 Well, I'll let you
00:16:23 - Okay.
00:16:25 Night.
00:16:29 Do you want me to give you
00:16:32 No, thanks.
00:16:34 I have to meet
00:16:36 so I'll see you at dinner.
00:17:23 Alexa?
00:17:25 Are you sick?
00:17:40 Hey, where the hell
00:17:43 I took a mental health day.
00:17:45 It's not even lunch.
00:17:46 You mean you took
00:17:47 You're hilarious.
00:17:48 Sweetie...
00:17:49 what is this sweater
00:17:51 I mean...
00:17:53 get dressed in the dark
00:17:54 I don't need this shit
00:17:56 So please back off.
00:17:58 Okay.
00:18:00 Clearly, you're on some sort of,
00:18:05 So I'm just gonna pretend
00:18:08 I'll call you tomorrow
00:18:10 Nice hoodie, Ben.
00:18:14 Hey.
00:18:15 Are you hanging out tonight?
00:18:16 Yeah.
00:18:17 Wow, don't sound so stoked
00:18:20 Sorry.
00:18:23 What was Courtney
00:18:26 Some party
00:18:29 So freaking status quo.
00:18:31 So we going
00:18:34 I got to go.
00:18:36 What?
00:18:55 Damn, your ass looks sweet
00:18:59 Josh, what are you doing here?
00:19:01 Don't get me in trouble.
00:19:03 I already have
00:19:05 Oh, yeah?
00:19:06 I'll give you
00:19:07 Come here.
00:19:08 [giggles]
00:19:10 Josh!
00:19:11 You like that?
00:19:13 - Yeah.
00:19:15 [giggles]
00:19:20 Save it for Johnny's.
00:19:21 Oh, what's wrong, baby?
00:19:23 I have
00:19:25 There was one cool scene,
00:19:27 and Alexa Walker got to do it
00:19:30 And I'm sorry that, like,
00:19:32 Donna's lesbian girlfriend
00:19:35 I know, I mean, if you're
00:19:37 it'd be different, but...
00:19:39 Right?
00:19:41 At least Donna
00:19:43 Alexa hides behind Courtney...
00:19:45 and thinks the rest of us don't
00:19:52 Alexa, where were you
00:19:55 I was counting on you
00:19:57 Alexa?
00:19:58 Hello, Alexa,
00:20:00 Could you not yell
00:20:10 Um, is this detention?
00:20:13 You've got to be kidding me.
00:20:14 Quiet.
00:20:16 Have a seat, Alexa.
00:20:19 Just work quietly.
00:20:20 Miss Davis
00:20:29 Damn.
00:20:31 Decided to be a bad girl,
00:20:34 What happened, you forget
00:20:36 Shh.
00:20:37 No talking, Johnny.
00:20:42 Nice sweater,
00:20:47 [chuckles]
00:21:32 Okay, so I think
00:21:35 Cool.
00:21:36 So what's up
00:21:38 I just feel like it.
00:21:47 [hip-hop music playing]
00:21:50 ¶ ¶
00:21:57 The echo chamber enhance
00:21:59 keeping M.C. heads spinnin'
00:22:02 This B.A.C. is 2.3...
00:22:04 Now his liver's damaged,
00:22:06 So inhale, exhale...
00:22:08 Breathe and get well...
00:22:09 Johnny! Yo!
00:22:10 Stop chirping like Nextel...
00:22:12 I'm all in together...
00:22:13 A swordsman's forever...
00:22:14 I paint the town red
00:22:16 R.A.W.,
00:22:19 Throw your raps
00:22:20 Quick to snuggle you...
00:22:21 Dart at your breastplate...
00:22:22 Meet your death date...
00:22:24 Rook down at E4...
00:22:25 Look it's checkmate...
00:22:26 Jesus, what the hell
00:22:27 Whoa, girl.
00:22:29 Drawing blood
00:22:31 Direct order,
00:22:34 Horrific torture...
00:22:35 ¶ ¶
00:22:41 Mm, nice skirt.
00:22:43 ¶ ¶
00:22:55 And he literally thought
00:22:58 [laughing]
00:22:59 I swear to God.
00:23:00 Really?
00:23:02 [dance music plays]
00:23:05 Yeah, I love this song.
00:23:07 We have to dance.
00:23:13 You're all dressed up.
00:23:17 - Hands up.
00:23:19 Hips,
00:23:22 Start gyrating my hips?
00:23:30 Okay, a little more.
00:23:32 Good.
00:23:34 You got it.
00:23:37 I like it.
00:23:40 ¶ ¶
00:23:44 Are you sure?
00:23:46 Okay.
00:24:37 Hey.
00:24:41 Hey.
00:24:43 You wanna rehearse?
00:24:46 What?
00:24:50 Do you want
00:24:53 Are you serious?
00:24:57 Well, I mean,
00:25:44 Why'd you decide
00:26:37 Why are you doing this?
00:26:41 It's about time,
00:26:43 Do you actually like me or...
00:26:53 Holy shit.
00:27:11 [breathing heavily]
00:28:04 Well, shit.
00:28:06 Don't worry about it.
00:28:10 I'm on the pill.
00:28:17 I warn you, don't.
00:28:19 I'm in danger.
00:28:21 What did you do that for?
00:28:23 To twist the broken end
00:28:25 I bet you would do that,
00:28:27 I would.
00:28:28 You want to roughhouse?
00:28:29 Okay, we'll roughhouse.
00:28:32 [whimpering]
00:28:40 [gasping]
00:29:01 [moaning and panting]
00:29:08 Ben!
00:29:09 Psst!
00:29:11 Jesus.
00:29:31 [applause]
00:29:58 So let's get down about it
00:30:06 Hey.
00:30:08 Where's Johnny?
00:30:10 How should I know?
00:30:12 What's up?
00:30:14 Nothing.
00:30:16 Nice work tonight.
00:30:17 Yeah?
00:30:20 That was kind of good,
00:30:22 How'd that happen?
00:30:24 It's all about life,
00:30:27 and not acting, you know?
00:30:30 Right on.
00:30:32 So you want
00:30:36 My step mom's gone.
00:30:38 Uh, well,
00:30:40 Got to go home.
00:30:42 Night-night,
00:30:45 Give me a second.
00:30:46 Wait up.
00:30:48 Ben.
00:30:50 Come on,
00:30:52 Ben, hey.
00:30:53 ~What?
00:30:55 What's wrong with you?
00:30:56 Me?
00:30:58 Nothing.
00:31:00 What?
00:31:01 What are you doing, Alexa?
00:31:03 You ditch me
00:31:04 You put this
00:31:06 And then all of a sudden,
00:31:09 I'm not with Johnny.
00:31:10 Yeah, well,
00:31:11 God, you don't even use tampons.
00:31:14 Why are you being
00:31:15 This has nothing
00:31:17 You can try and play
00:31:18 but you're not.
00:31:20 You're still the same scared,
00:31:24 You're still the same bitter,
00:31:26 who can't stand to see me
00:31:28 because you never had one.
00:31:33 Ben, don't go like that.
00:31:35 Ben.
00:33:01 Don't rush
00:33:03 It's a part of development
00:33:06 Yes, I do understand.
00:33:08 It's not a problem.
00:33:10 Okay.
00:33:12 Talk to you later.
00:33:13 - Morning.
00:33:15 Want some tea?
00:33:16 Sure.
00:33:22 Mom, please stop trying
00:33:25 with your shrink friends.
00:33:27 Ben, I was not
00:33:30 Believe it or not,
00:33:31 I think and talk about.
00:33:33 You could've fooled me.
00:33:35 That was Deirdre Walker
00:33:37 Isn't it a little early?
00:33:39 Apparently, Alexa
00:33:42 She spent the night
00:33:43 and just walked in this morning...
00:33:44 as if nothing
00:33:46 - Johnny Drake?
00:33:48 Do you
00:33:51 No.
00:33:52 In a way,
00:33:55 Wait, what do you mean?
00:33:56 Every parent wants their kid
00:33:58 once in a while.
00:34:00 It's a sign of normalcy.
00:34:01 So being a whore
00:34:02 Ben!
00:34:03 Why are you being
00:34:05 Mom, please.
00:34:07 Listen, Deirdre and Doug
00:34:09 and they don't feel comfortable
00:34:12 Deirdre's completely freaked out
00:34:15 So Alexa's staying with us.
00:34:17 What?
00:34:18 Wait, why didn't you
00:34:20 Because it's not
00:34:22 and because
00:34:24 Why is it an issue?
00:34:25 I just don't see why
00:34:27 because she can't
00:34:29 You're in high school
00:34:30 It's normal.
00:34:40 I'm gonna shower.
00:34:43 Do you want me
00:34:45 No, I'm going out.
00:34:47 Morning.
00:34:53 Fuck.
00:34:56 Fuck?
00:34:57 Yes.
00:35:00 Okay.
00:35:18 Stay here.
00:35:20 It's one cookie
00:35:22 One thing...
00:35:23 [children whining]
00:35:33 You know, I just... I never
00:35:36 Yeah.
00:35:49 Edith Wharton?
00:35:52 School or pleasure?
00:35:54 Oh, school...
00:35:56 or pleasure.
00:35:58 School,
00:36:01 Yeah, me too,
00:36:03 I'm Nick.
00:36:05 Ben.
00:36:07 Nice to meet you, Ben.
00:36:08 Definitely seen you around.
00:36:10 I'm working a lot here,
00:36:15 I could use
00:36:17 Yeah, yeah.
00:36:20 Uh...
00:36:23 Yeah, I got to go.
00:36:26 But it was nice to meet you.
00:36:27 I'll see you.
00:37:09 Hey.
00:37:12 What are you doing out here?
00:37:14 What are you,
00:37:17 You know, if you're
00:37:19 Oh, Jesus,
00:37:23 Come on.
00:37:38 Can't believe I don't have
00:37:40 than to watch Johnny and Alexa
00:37:44 It's tragic.
00:37:46 Yeah, well...
00:37:48 Alexa has nothing better to do
00:37:51 [chortles]
00:37:53 It's not like
00:37:54 I mean,
00:37:57 I guess that's what happens...
00:37:59 when you discover
00:38:04 Okay.
00:38:10 God, this is
00:38:14 in drama crew
00:38:18 No offense, Ben.
00:38:20 None taken,
00:38:31 Hey.
00:38:34 Don't tell Alexa I said
00:38:38 All right.
00:38:44 Hey, you want to watch
00:38:47 Might as well
00:39:07 I kind of just want
00:39:10 We can do that.
00:39:16 I got in trouble.
00:39:18 My parents are freaked.
00:39:19 I mean, I've never...
00:39:23 They're just mad.
00:39:24 So?
00:39:26 So I should
00:39:29 and be good tonight.
00:39:32 Well, what about me?
00:39:34 What do you mean?
00:39:38 Forget it.
00:39:39 Couldn't we
00:39:41 Okay?
00:39:43 Mm-hmm.
00:39:47 And you might want
00:39:49 'cause you
00:39:54 You headed home, Ben?
00:40:00 Forget it.
00:40:01 Courtney, would you please
00:40:06 Night, Ben.
00:40:07 I had fun.
00:40:09 Yes, good night, Ben.
00:40:10 I'll be in the guest room...
00:40:11 if you decide
00:40:23 Hey.
00:40:27 Oh.
00:40:29 You need a ride?
00:40:49 This is really expensive.
00:40:51 Yeah, there's a whole case
00:41:04 Drop the bottle.
00:41:07 We've had this date with
00:41:10 What?
00:41:13 It's the line
00:41:16 If you still need
00:41:23 [cork pops]
00:41:29 I always wondered
00:41:45 I guess we might as well
00:41:49 You're a funny kid.
00:41:51 [chuckles]
00:41:54 Yeah, I guess you might as well
00:41:56 I might jump in anyway.
00:42:16 I can't believe
00:42:19 I'm totally corrupting you.
00:42:22 [coughing]
00:42:27 It's kind of cool.
00:42:28 [coughs]
00:42:33 Hey, I wonder
00:42:37 You think
00:42:38 Alexa wants
00:42:42 How do you know?
00:42:44 Well, she's my friend.
00:42:46 Yeah, your only one.
00:42:49 Why is she
00:42:53 I've known her
00:43:01 Have you ever even hooked up
00:43:03 other than her?
00:43:06 [laughs]
00:43:10 - What?
00:43:13 I don't know.
00:43:15 From who?
00:43:17 Nobody talks to you.
00:43:22 Just 'cause I don't want to date
00:43:27 Maybe I'm just sensitive.
00:43:28 [scoffs]
00:43:30 Fuck you, man.
00:43:32 Yeah?
00:43:33 All right, well,
00:43:40 Whip it out.
00:43:46 I'm not a fag, man.
00:43:48 Whatever.
00:43:52 When did you
00:43:56 When you turned out
00:43:59 Dude...
00:44:03 Who the hell are you?
00:44:08 You gonna do it or not?
00:44:12 You really want it,
00:44:15 Maybe you want it,
00:44:17 I'm not scared.
00:44:21 So?
00:44:31 I don't want anything.
00:44:33 [water splashes]
00:44:38 I've never kissed anybody.
00:44:43 I'm about to fucking
00:44:45 and I've never kissed
00:44:48 Are you serious?
00:44:52 Yeah.
00:44:56 Come here.
00:45:16 How's that?
00:45:19 [chuckles]
00:45:21 Whoa.
00:45:23 Sorry.
00:45:26 It's just,
00:45:51 Whoa.
00:45:52 W... w... w...
00:46:27 What're you doing?
00:46:29 I don't know.
00:46:31 Dude, wait.
00:46:57 [door unlocking]
00:47:02 Ben?
00:47:03 Oh, Jesus.
00:47:05 - Hi.
00:47:08 What're you doing up?
00:47:10 Waiting for you.
00:47:11 It's pretty late.
00:47:12 Right.
00:47:15 I was hanging out
00:47:19 No problem,
00:47:21 but just, next time,
00:47:23 if you'll be in past 1:00.
00:47:25 Okay.
00:47:28 Did you have a good time?
00:47:31 Yeah.
00:47:32 Yeah, actually, I did.
00:47:35 Good.
00:47:37 That's good.
00:47:39 You seem...
00:47:41 What?
00:47:43 - Uh...
00:47:44 No, nothing.
00:47:46 Just...
00:47:48 happy, I guess.
00:47:52 Hey, Mom,
00:47:55 I wasn't...
00:47:59 Good night, Ben.
00:48:00 Night, Mom.
00:48:13 Ben?
00:48:15 Hey.
00:48:19 Where were you?
00:48:21 Oh.
00:48:27 Are you drunk?
00:48:33 If I tell you something,
00:48:35 will you promise
00:48:37 Yeah,
00:48:38 if you promise
00:48:40 Deal.
00:48:53 I had my first kiss tonight.
00:48:55 What?
00:48:56 With who?
00:48:58 I also gave
00:49:04 Alexa?
00:49:08 Do you think
00:49:12 Yes.
00:49:16 I think it's absolutely
00:49:18 on your first date?
00:49:22 You're a total whore,
00:49:24 So...
00:49:27 So you don't think...
00:49:31 Come on.
00:49:32 Did you really think
00:49:53 Hey, will you scratch my back?
00:49:56 Then I'll scratch yours.
00:49:59 Yeah.
00:50:03 [sighs]
00:50:09 Hey, Ben?
00:50:11 Mm-hmm?
00:50:13 Who was it?
00:50:17 Johnny.
00:50:27 Yeah
00:50:28 ¶ ¶
00:50:30 Okay
00:50:31 Benjamin Grimm...
00:50:33 Man of stone...
00:50:34 Brand-new Audi,
00:50:37 Chilling
00:50:39 in the hood,
00:50:40 "Damn, D,
00:50:41 Exsquizzy...
00:50:43 Just be LVs
00:50:45 Crispy ill beats
00:50:52 [car stereo playing]
00:51:00 I thought
00:51:03 I was
00:51:10 Now I'm here.
00:51:11 Why aren't you at school?
00:51:13 I couldn't sleep, Mel.
00:51:15 I needed my medicine.
00:51:16 Dr. Mohr
00:51:19 You have panic attacks
00:51:21 Here.
00:51:23 Just take one of mine.
00:51:25 I don't need it anymore.
00:51:27 Well, it's preventative.
00:51:28 I might not
00:51:40 Where's my dad?
00:51:42 Belgium.
00:51:44 Why did you even marry him?
00:51:45 He's never around.
00:51:47 Why don't you
00:51:49 Because, Johnny,
00:51:51 of doing
00:51:52 and never
00:51:54 Oh, hey, see,
00:51:56 weren't gonna
00:51:57 'cause it's a little boy's name.
00:51:59 - We're not.
00:52:00 So maybe you were
00:52:02 and I forgot myself.
00:52:07 Where do you
00:52:09 The store.
00:52:10 - Give me the car keys.
00:52:12 You know you're not supposed
00:52:15 You know
00:52:17 You're right.
00:52:19 Would you
00:52:26 I'm going to my room.
00:52:27 Shh.
00:52:32 [hip-hop music playing]
00:52:34 ¶ ¶
00:53:48 Hey.
00:53:50 You sure there's no way
00:53:53 I just really need
00:54:01 Hey.
00:54:03 What took you so long?
00:54:04 Uh, I had to get gas.
00:54:06 Have you been waiting out there
00:54:08 - Yeah.
00:54:10 Thanks.
00:54:11 Yeah.
00:54:15 Are we gonna go?
00:54:17 Oh, yeah, sure.
00:54:37 Ben?
00:54:38 No, Mom, it's PBS.
00:54:39 You won some hemp tote bags.
00:54:40 - Please...
00:54:42 Hello.
00:54:43 Hey, what's going on?
00:54:46 This is Johnny.
00:54:48 Johnny Drake?
00:54:50 Yes.
00:54:51 Oh, well,
00:54:54 very nice to meet you.
00:54:56 I'm Ruth Berger.
00:54:57 It's nice to meet you too,
00:55:00 No, Ruth.
00:55:01 We're casual
00:55:03 So...
00:55:06 what are you guys up to?
00:55:10 Uh, just hanging out.
00:55:12 Uh, right.
00:55:16 Help yourself to snacks.
00:55:17 I have some really,
00:55:20 with homemade marshmallows.
00:55:21 Okay, thanks.
00:55:23 Thanks, Mom.
00:55:25 We're gonna
00:55:28 Come on.
00:55:31 It was
00:55:35 Ruth.
00:55:37 Yes, you too.
00:55:40 Dad and I are gonna watch...
00:55:41 the new Ken Burns
00:55:43 on the downstairs TV
00:55:46 Okay.
00:55:50 Sorry about that.
00:55:52 No, she seems pretty cool.
00:56:02 Okay, you can stop looking
00:56:06 Sorry.
00:56:08 All baby pictures
00:56:14 Yeah.
00:56:23 This is my room.
00:56:27 Hi.
00:56:28 Hi.
00:56:34 Mm.
00:56:37 Thanks for picking him up, Ben.
00:56:42 So you want to see my room?
00:56:44 I'm staying down the hall.
00:56:46 Well, do you want to watch TV?
00:56:49 With my parents?
00:56:52 Yeah.
00:57:04 Anyone else
00:57:05 It's organic.
00:57:06 Oh, yeah.
00:57:31 Please do not take someone's
00:58:08 Ben?
00:58:09 Uh, no.
00:58:11 Good morning.
00:58:13 Morning.
00:58:15 - Did you sleep well?
00:58:17 It's not a problem.
00:58:19 Would you like
00:58:20 I actually...
00:58:24 I kind of have a doctor's
00:58:26 Well, at least have a bagel.
00:58:28 I'll make it really quick,
00:58:31 Okay.
00:58:36 Um, is Ben coming down soon?
00:58:38 It's still a little early.
00:58:40 Oh.
00:58:43 Is the train station
00:58:45 Oh, you don't have a car.
00:58:47 Well, I'll drive you then.
00:58:48 Oh, no,
00:58:49 Oh, Johnny,
00:58:51 I'm a mother.
00:58:53 I'll finish up your bagel,
00:58:55 Where's the office?
00:58:57 Haverford,
00:58:58 Not a problem.
00:59:00 We'll leave in one minute.
00:59:12 Ready?
00:59:21 So, Johnny,
00:59:23 Gladwyne.
00:59:25 Has your family
00:59:28 It's just my dad
00:59:30 I see.
00:59:34 And your mom?
00:59:38 What about her?
00:59:41 Did she...
00:59:44 Did she pass?
00:59:46 No, she's alive.
00:59:47 I just
00:59:49 I'm sorry.
00:59:51 It's right up there
01:00:01 When did they divorce?
01:00:03 When I was two.
01:00:06 That's very difficult.
01:00:21 I got to go.
01:00:24 Who's your doctor?
01:00:29 Dr. Mohr.
01:00:33 You're a therapist,
01:00:34 Yeah.
01:00:37 Serena Mohr
01:00:38 Yeah, my dad said
01:00:43 Hey, thanks for the ride.
01:00:44 Oh, of course.
01:00:47 Please.
01:00:56 Um, okay, bye.
01:01:06 I think I made a new friend.
01:01:08 Well, tell me about him.
01:01:10 Her?
01:01:12 Him.
01:01:15 His name's Ben.
01:01:17 He's kind of a loser at school,
01:01:19 and we made out
01:01:24 I'm not gay or anything.
01:01:28 It's just, he was
01:01:34 So I let him kiss me.
01:01:37 What do you mean,
01:01:39 I don't know.
01:01:41 It was like
01:01:43 but he was...
01:01:47 seeing something in me.
01:01:51 Does that sound weird?
01:01:53 No.
01:01:55 How'd that make you feel?
01:01:57 It felt good.
01:02:02 And...
01:02:03 Like, I could just feel-
01:02:05 I just knew
01:02:11 So I did.
01:02:12 Mm-hmm.
01:02:14 And that...
01:02:16 like, felt cool,
01:02:19 It's like...
01:02:25 And then what happened?
01:02:30 He said I was amazing.
01:02:32 Whatever.
01:02:35 Why "whatever"?
01:02:37 It's funny, 'cause...
01:02:40 it never would've happened if
01:02:43 and blown me off.
01:02:46 She said
01:02:48 and she needed
01:02:50 That doesn't sound like
01:02:52 I mean...
01:02:55 everybody feels like they need
01:02:58 I feel like I'm alone
01:03:00 at school, at home, in here.
01:03:02 It just felt nice...
01:03:07 to not feel alone,
01:03:10 I do.
01:03:16 Anyway, they're best friends,
01:03:20 It's just cool
01:03:27 It just felt good
01:03:31 What do you think he meant...
01:03:32 when he said
01:03:39 Probably all bullshit,
01:03:41 They're both just using me,
01:03:43 Is that what you're saying?
01:03:45 Not at all, Johnny.
01:03:46 I'm asking you
01:03:59 I slept really well last night
01:04:03 in a while,
01:04:05 at Ben's house.
01:04:08 The three of us just hung out,
01:04:10 We watched TV
01:04:13 And you've been sexual
01:04:21 Yeah, so?
01:04:23 Well, you refer to them
01:04:27 Is that how they see you,
01:04:29 Or do you think they
01:04:31 Listen,
01:04:33 I just...
01:04:35 We watched TV.
01:04:37 They left me alone.
01:04:38 And now
01:04:40 and you're trying to make it
01:04:41 I'm not trying to make it
01:04:44 I'm just saying,
01:04:46 when you're trying
01:04:47 as the people
01:04:49 So I'm not worth
01:04:51 because I'm a piece of shit,
01:04:55 No, I just think, you know,
01:04:57 to look at the whole picture.
01:05:00 This is bullshit.
01:05:02 You're always telling me
01:05:04 So you should be cheering
01:05:06 is finally paying off.
01:05:31 [horn honks]
01:05:33 Yo, J.
01:05:35 Get in.
01:05:46 - Why were you walking?
01:05:48 You walk
01:05:50 Nah, dude,
01:05:52 Cool.
01:05:55 Kind of, yeah.
01:05:57 Dude, that sucks.
01:06:03 Where's your bag?
01:06:05 I didn't
01:06:08 So what's it like
01:06:10 I mean, you're the first
01:06:12 Don't be such an asshole, man.
01:06:13 What's the big deal?
01:06:14 We talk about this shit
01:06:16 Yeah, when we were freshmen.
01:06:17 So did you stay at Alexa's
01:06:23 No, I stayed at Ben's.
01:06:25 - Ben Berger?
01:06:28 You're kidding me, right?
01:06:30 - No.
01:06:31 He's a total faggot.
01:06:33 Don't use that word.
01:06:38 Okay, sorry.
01:06:42 Whatever.
01:06:43 Ben Berger
01:06:47 You ever think
01:06:49 What?
01:06:51 Seriously, man.
01:06:52 I mean,
01:06:54 It's senior year.
01:06:56 You're
01:06:58 And you lost your virginity
01:07:00 No, man,
01:07:02 You're nothing.
01:07:04 You're nobody.
01:07:05 You're just gonna end up
01:07:07 join a frat,
01:07:09 and blend in with the rest
01:07:11 You're a fag too,
01:07:14 If you ever fucking
01:07:16 I'm gonna tell Gabby
01:07:18 to rub my hard-on
01:07:33 Thanks for the ride.
01:07:35 Oh, yeah?
01:07:36 Oh, yeah?
01:07:38 - Fuck you!
01:07:40 Josh!
01:07:41 What the hell happened?
01:07:43 I'm fine.
01:07:54 You need to watch
01:07:56 You hear me?
01:08:08 [phone dings]
01:08:37 [rings doorbell]
01:08:48 Hey.
01:08:50 Entre.
01:08:59 Where are your parents?
01:09:01 Like they'd really stay in
01:09:03 They're at the beach house,
01:09:07 - Hey, Lex.
01:09:09 You got company.
01:09:11 We're still working on Ben.
01:09:13 Go that way.
01:09:24 Good evening.
01:09:29 What is all this?
01:09:30 What's the matter?
01:09:33 Don't you like it?
01:09:36 Yeah, it's nice.
01:09:39 Hey.
01:09:45 Nice look.
01:09:47 Yeah, well, if Courtney
01:09:50 I figure
01:09:57 You have to excuse us.
01:09:58 We started without you.
01:10:00 It's okay.
01:10:13 It's so cute
01:10:23 Welcome to my soiree.
01:10:26 Alexa.
01:10:29 Benjamin.
01:10:31 And last, our celebrated guest,
01:10:37 Thanks.
01:10:55 Cheers.
01:11:01 To good friends.
01:11:03 [chuckles]
01:11:07 To good friends.
01:11:12 Cheers.
01:11:19 [upbeat dance music]
01:11:22 ¶ ¶
01:11:24 The new age
01:11:27 A psychic told me...
01:11:30 I'm gonna die...
01:11:34 Yeah...
01:11:35 ¶ ¶
01:11:39 The sky is falling...
01:11:41 Out of the sky...
01:11:42 My oracle told me...
01:11:45 I don't know why...
01:11:49 Yeah...
01:11:51 ¶ ¶
01:11:53 My mai tais rock.
01:11:56 Whoa, take it easy there,
01:11:58 Shut up, light boy.
01:11:59 Blow me, bitch.
01:12:00 Isn't that your specialty?
01:12:09 [chuckles]
01:12:15 Can I cut in?
01:12:18 Are you serious?
01:12:19 What?
01:12:31 Maybe we should
01:12:35 No swimming.
01:12:38 No swimming pools.
01:12:39 And definitely no champagne.
01:12:46 [laughs]
01:12:50 I want to dance.
01:12:53 Come on, let's dance!
01:12:54 It's my party.
01:12:55 Let's go, bitch.
01:13:05 I wish I was a monster...
01:13:08 Is she okay?
01:13:10 Who?
01:13:11 Courtney.
01:13:13 Oh, whatever.
01:13:15 [loud smack]
01:13:17 Dude, what are you doing?
01:13:19 What are you talking about?
01:13:22 Ben, come dance with us.
01:13:23 Hello, ladies.
01:13:43 Whee!
01:13:44 thud!
01:13:46 [laughing]
01:13:56 No, I don't want to get up.
01:13:59 Ben.
01:14:00 Ben, you smell so pretty.
01:14:07 Okay.
01:14:10 There we go.
01:14:12 Night-night.
01:14:16 Can we stop this?
01:14:18 Stop what?
01:14:19 Whatever this is,
01:14:21 the game.
01:14:26 What do you want to do?
01:14:27 I don't know.
01:14:28 Just...
01:14:31 be quiet.
01:14:34 Okay.
01:14:40 Come with me.
01:14:45 Do you want to chill?
01:14:48 Yeah.
01:15:34 Guys?
01:15:38 No matter what happens,
01:15:43 And...
01:15:47 And I love you.
01:16:10 Okay.
01:16:23 Hey, Ben, can I talk to you
01:16:28 What?
01:16:30 Is something wrong?
01:16:32 No.
01:16:33 Okay, just give us a sec,
01:16:37 Just give us a sec.
01:17:07 Hi.
01:17:13 You feeling okay?
01:17:15 Yeah.
01:17:19 I shouldn't
01:17:59 [heavy breathing]
01:18:30 Come on.
01:18:35 Johnny.
01:18:37 I want you
01:18:40 Ben, enough.
01:18:41 Stop it.
01:18:42 He's not gay, okay?
01:18:43 - Get over it.
01:18:45 You've gotten fucked enough.
01:18:46 Leave him alone.
01:18:48 You're being disgusting,
01:18:49 You're acting
01:18:51 The play's over, Alexa.
01:18:52 Okay, you fucked,
01:18:53 Congratulations.
01:18:55 Okay, okay, okay!
01:18:56 Just stop.
01:18:57 You can be
01:18:59 What are you, five years old?
01:19:01 Go to college.
01:19:02 Be an adolescent
01:19:04 I'll be out in the real world
01:19:06 What?
01:19:07 You're gonna be
01:19:08 Yeah.
01:19:09 No, I deferred.
01:19:11 I'm going to New York.
01:19:13 I'm gonna be an actress.
01:19:15 You're gonna be a waitress.
01:19:16 Your parents
01:19:18 Wait, New York?
01:19:19 I could totally be into that.
01:19:21 What?
01:19:22 No, seriously, I...
01:19:24 I'll get a job or something,
01:19:26 and you could just act.
01:19:27 - Forget about her...
01:19:29 Please, stop.
01:19:33 Okay.
01:19:35 I don't want
01:19:38 - Johnny, it's...
01:19:40 Let's just
01:19:44 Wait.
01:19:46 so Ben can come down
01:19:48 and we can all just...
01:19:51 be together.
01:19:53 All three of us?
01:19:55 [laughs]
01:19:57 Like a big, happy family?
01:19:59 It could be if...
01:20:01 Why not, if we start over
01:20:05 [laughs]
01:20:19 That's not gonna happen.
01:20:21 Why not?
01:20:31 It's not...
01:20:37 Alex...
01:20:42 This is not bullshit.
01:20:45 We care about each other.
01:20:48 I trust you.
01:21:04 thump!
01:21:42 [crying]
01:21:59 [cork pops]
01:22:01 [liquid pouring]
01:22:03 We're so proud
01:22:06 So a toast.
01:22:08 Oh, here, here.
01:22:11 From nursery school
01:22:15 you guys made it,
01:22:17 alive and kicking.
01:22:19 Even though it may feel
01:22:23 I promise,
01:22:31 Cheers.
01:22:42 Mm, are you going to answer
01:22:45 to the gala at Jefferson?
01:22:47 I am so sorry, dear,
01:22:50 How are you?
01:22:53 I'm okay, I guess.
01:22:56 You?
01:22:58 I'm all right.
01:22:59 I...
01:23:02 I got this internship
01:23:06 help with tech stuff.
01:23:11 Have you heard anything about...
01:23:13 Johnny?
01:23:16 Not really.
01:23:18 Courtney said
01:23:20 he went
01:23:22 Serious?
01:23:24 It's probably bullshit.
01:23:32 You excited about Penn?
01:23:33 Dad's happy, so...
01:23:35 Yeah.
01:23:39 What are you doing
01:23:41 Oh, Alexa, honey,
01:23:42 would you go throw
01:23:44 I completely forgot.
01:23:46 Sure.
01:24:27 Hi.
01:24:33 How are you?
01:24:42 I didn't know...
01:24:45 I mean, I thought you...
01:24:51 You off to New York?
01:24:56 No.
01:24:59 What about you?
01:25:00 Are you...
01:25:05 I should go.
01:25:09 Hey, Johnny?
01:25:21 You look okay.
01:25:29 Hey, Johnny boy,
01:25:31 Yeah, okay.
01:25:35 I got to go.
01:25:49 You in the ensemble?
01:25:50 What?
01:25:53 Oh, um...
01:25:56 No.
01:25:59 So who are you
01:26:06 [pulsing pop music]
01:26:10 ¶ ¶
01:26:18 I get up on the town...
01:26:20 A place
01:26:21 I get up for the town...
01:26:24 I run into you all...
01:26:26 Compromising my path...
01:26:27 I run into you all...
01:26:29 And they tell me
01:26:34 But today keeps saying...
01:26:36 stay straight ahead
01:26:42 And who knows
01:26:44 I hope to God
01:26:45 'Cause it's all
01:26:48 Or believe in something
01:26:51 in this goddamn town...
01:26:54 That it's all okay...
01:26:58 Baby, I'm not playing...
01:27:00 Work for tonight
01:27:04 But today keeps telling me...
01:27:06 All okay...
01:27:10 Look at who you are
01:27:12 it will work out
01:27:18 I go out on the town...
01:27:20 just like nobody else...
01:27:21 I go out on the town...
01:27:24 Love a lot,
01:27:26 or is that
01:27:27 Love a lot,
01:27:29 And I know
01:27:34 in this dark-filled room,
01:27:36 Hurry up, come on...
01:27:38 Drink it down...
01:27:40 Let's go home real soon...
01:27:42 And I'm sorry if you thought
01:27:46 In this dark-filled room,
01:27:48 Hurry up, drink,
01:27:52 That's all I'm gonna say...
01:27:54 That it's all okay...
01:27:58 Baby, I'm not playing...
01:28:00 Work for tonight
01:28:04 Well,
01:28:06 it's all okay...
01:28:10 Look at who you are...
01:28:12 because it will work out
01:28:16 But today keeps saying...
01:28:18 It's all okay...
01:28:23 That it's all okay...
01:28:29 Well,
01:28:32 Look at who you are...
01:28:36 because it will work out
01:29:05 [slow instrumental music]
01:29:08 ¶ ¶