Dei gau tin cheung Forever and Ever

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00:00:20 In mermory of Chi Mo (1973-1996).
00:00:23 Chi Mo suffered from haemophilia.
00:00:25 His blood was contaminated
00:00:28 Which caused him to suffer from AIDS.
00:00:30 He died in the age of 23.
00:01:41 Brother
00:01:44 My beloved brother is so far away
00:01:49 But somehow, he always feels near
00:01:56 Like a guardian angel
00:01:58 I loved to sneak
00:02:02 Feeling the warmth of his feet...
00:02:04 ...then fall asleep
00:02:08 But one day, dad wouldn't let me
00:02:15 That year, mom came back with brother
00:02:19 Mom was crying
00:02:22 Since then, brother has
00:02:25 ...from cup to toiletries
00:02:29 He become reclusive
00:02:38 Hello? Yes...
00:02:44 Where else can I go?
00:02:48 Dad... I regret...
00:02:51 ...not taking little Fu for holidays
00:02:56 Yeah
00:02:58 We never even played together
00:03:15 It's my pleasure to present,
00:03:18 Mrs. Tam Li Ming Chun
00:03:24 Hello
00:03:30 I feel a little nervous,
00:03:35 Let's lighten the mood okay?
00:03:38 Lets sing a little song
00:03:43 Shall we?
00:03:46 You all should know this one song
00:03:47 Because this is...
00:03:50 ...the favourite song of my son Chi Mo
00:03:56 Let the sunshine...
00:04:01 ...show me my dreams
00:04:07 Keep me warm when I'm Ionely
00:04:12 Guide me across the ocean
00:04:21 Make my dreams come true
00:04:25 May this sunshine enter your heart
00:04:29 Bringing you warmth and light
00:04:35 Let this sunshine...
00:04:39 ...show me my dreams
00:04:43 Keep me warm when I'm Ionely
00:05:38 Die Hard?
00:05:40 Hello, I'm Mrs. Tam
00:05:43 Lemon squash, please
00:05:45 - Anything else for you?
00:05:47 Like to try...
00:05:48 No one wants to eat here
00:05:49 Excuse me
00:05:55 You should stop smoking
00:05:56 It's bad for you
00:05:58 What else can I do?
00:06:00 Be optimistic
00:06:02 Optimistic?
00:06:04 I'm so fine, happy, happy
00:06:06 That's the spirit
00:06:08 At least you can still say that
00:06:12 That's the right attitude
00:06:16 You are no ordinary housewife
00:06:18 You think I'm Susie Homemaker? Die Hard?
00:06:22 I can't tell what you're like
00:06:25 Don't even know why I asked you out
00:06:27 I seldom see others
00:06:29 Miss Chan, the nurse told me...
00:06:30 I don't care what Miss Chan
00:06:33 ...something cocktail party...
00:06:34 You mean cocktail therapy?
00:06:36 Or world campaign
00:06:37 It's Global Campaign Against Aids
00:06:41 You've left out the word Aids
00:06:45 You're scared to even mention Aids?
00:06:50 Okay, tell me then
00:06:52 I'm an HIV carrier
00:06:54 - Game over, I have no hope
00:06:57 Right, Die Hard, I'm dead
00:07:13 Can you give up smoking?
00:07:15 You thought...
00:07:16 I'm a drug-addict didn't you?
00:07:17 Seeing they pick it up so easily?
00:07:19 No...
00:07:20 I'm worried when I see you
00:07:23 Maybe you think I'm a prostitute?
00:07:26 We usually call them...
00:07:28 Whores?
00:07:29 No, Commercial Sex Worker
00:07:37 Commercial Sex Worker
00:07:40 Sounds academic!
00:07:43 Right, sort of professional
00:07:47 People like you rarely call us
00:07:51 especially women
00:07:55 I really need... someone to talk to...
00:08:00 I need a friend...
00:08:02 I understand
00:08:04 As long as you don't
00:08:07 ...you will find someone
00:08:09 Aren't we friends already?
00:08:13 Aren't you the happy housewife?
00:08:24 This was written by my son
00:08:28 Chi...
00:08:29 Chi Mo
00:08:32 He's gone now
00:08:34 Read it if you have time
00:08:36 He died three years ago, but...
00:08:40 I feel that he's near
00:08:44 Fu, now you try
00:08:46 On the count of 3, stand up!
00:08:49 Okay?
00:08:50 Okay, 1, 2, 3, stand up!
00:08:54 If you don't move,
00:08:58 Don't you want to walk again?
00:09:00 What if mom pretend to be Bouncing Man?
00:09:03 Like this, 1, 2, 3...
00:09:05 Okay?
00:09:07 Fu, be a good boy, 1, 2, 3...
00:09:10 Here comes the Bouncing Man
00:09:12 Fu, don't rely on
00:09:16 Come on! Stand up!
00:09:18 Please, be a good boy...
00:09:19 Don't be like this or mom will get mad
00:09:21 Come on...
00:09:23 Fu!
00:09:24 Fu, Uncle Wong is going to tell a story
00:09:28 Over here
00:09:52 - Your son?
00:09:54 - You're Yung's mother?
00:09:58 Cancer?
00:09:59 No, hemophilia
00:10:02 He was born with it
00:10:05 Must be hard taking care of him all day
00:10:17 Mrs. Tam
00:10:19 Dr. Li says he'll be available
00:10:21 He wants to teach you how to inject
00:10:23 Thanks
00:10:25 In future, you can handle...
00:10:27 ...minor injuries at home
00:10:29 no need to bring him all the way
00:10:31 Good, very good
00:10:35 - Don't panic
00:10:45 Try to smile
00:10:55 - It's that one, right?
00:10:58 Fu...
00:11:00 Don't be afraid...
00:11:01 Sit down
00:11:10 No... wrong!
00:11:11 Wrong?
00:11:12 Pull it out, try again
00:11:14 Sorry...
00:11:17 Don't cry...
00:11:19 Fu is a good boy, okay...
00:11:24 Don't panic...
00:11:25 Done!
00:11:28 Fu...
00:11:29 Don't open it
00:11:31 Let mom do it
00:11:33 No
00:11:35 You always hurt yourself
00:11:38 Please, back me up here
00:11:41 You'll stand by me, right?
00:11:43 That's a goodboy
00:11:50 Mom
00:12:17 Does it hurt?
00:12:20 You are my darling
00:12:22 Mom knows you suffered a lot
00:12:25 But it hurts me just as much
00:12:28 But let me tell you,
00:12:31 ...hardship only makes you tougher...
00:12:34 Will I grow up?
00:12:36 Of course!
00:12:38 ...as long as you look after yourself
00:12:40 And not play too rough with your friends
00:12:43 or do stupid things...
00:12:45 you'll grow up to be just fine
00:12:48 If that's the case,
00:12:50 I want a little brother...
00:12:53 ...one as cute as him
00:12:59 Brother loves to write
00:13:01 One day he wants to write a book
00:13:03 But the year he entered university,
00:13:07 At night, I'd wake to find him
00:13:11 ...his body doesn't
00:13:13 How I want to hold him...
00:13:19 ...but he won't let me
00:13:23 I'd tell him not to worry
00:13:26 because you're my brother
00:13:28 What are you doing?
00:13:30 Sorry, mom
00:13:34 Louser, Professor and Sly are here
00:13:44 Don't eat that, try this one
00:13:47 Chicken wing, tongue-scorching hot!
00:13:49 Uncle, you're an expert cook
00:13:52 It feels good
00:13:53 Leaves a good after taste too!
00:13:56 Sly!
00:13:57 Louser, don't just sit there,
00:14:00 A nick name sticks with you
00:14:01 Professor, now that's a great nick
00:14:03 What kind of Professor?
00:14:04 Don't be rude in front of aunt
00:14:07 Miser Fu gave me this nick
00:14:09 You dare call him a miser!
00:14:10 But he's a real miser
00:14:12 It's not inherited, is it?
00:14:14 On my birthday, when I was in F.5
00:14:16 ...he gave me lots of presents
00:14:18 A cake, sports car, a yatch, Rolex...
00:14:23 all drawn by hand!
00:14:26 He's so cheap, he drew it
00:14:29 Ted, what do you want for your birthday?
00:14:32 But can you draw as well as my brother?
00:14:34 Aunt, I have something for you
00:14:41 Miser Fu's album
00:14:43 How come?
00:14:45 Don't know why, I feel that he's near
00:15:00 Me too
00:15:05 Luk Chi Keung
00:15:07 I'm talking to you, Luk Chi Keung
00:15:14 You're the only one who haven't
00:15:17 Submit it now
00:15:18 I haven't done it
00:15:20 Mr. Tang will be pissed?
00:15:22 I don't care
00:15:23 What's the meaning of this?
00:15:24 Mr. Tang will kill you!
00:15:35 Here, review of Story of Helen Heller
00:15:37 I've summarized it for you.
00:15:41 It'll help
00:15:43 This book was my first choice
00:15:45 But Mr. Tang says it suits you,
00:15:55 Asshole!
00:16:01 Cripple!
00:16:03 Asshole!
00:16:04 You're nothing but an attention
00:16:05 A bloody teacher's pet!
00:16:07 Shut up!
00:16:08 You shut up!
00:16:09 I can't help walking like this
00:16:11 But you can help not being such a loser!
00:16:15 I'm a loser! So what!
00:16:18 I've repeated twice already
00:16:20 This is my third.
00:16:23 You know something...
00:16:24 Mind your own damn business!
00:16:26 While you are deciding your Uni...
00:16:28 I'm still trying to pass F.4
00:16:31 and to find a job after I leave school
00:16:32 I'm 3 years older than
00:16:36 It's pathetic
00:16:36 You know what others call me?
00:16:38 Gramps
00:16:43 You hate me, don't you
00:16:45 You don't have to say it
00:16:46 You help me just to make
00:16:49 Well don't bother
00:16:52 You're not Jesus Christ
00:16:53 Don't drag religion into it?
00:16:57 Listen...
00:17:00 I know what I am doing
00:17:03 Just want you to know,
00:17:08 What the fuck!
00:17:18 What the hell are you doing?
00:17:19 Look
00:17:21 Just like a Junkie
00:17:25 Attention ladies and gentleman...
00:17:28 Dotty the Drug-Addict!
00:17:34 Hemophilia...
00:17:38 Lymphatic gland
00:17:40 I've been in and out of hospital
00:17:45 A non-stop experience, once a month
00:17:49 You know how I get this limp?
00:17:51 From all those damn injections
00:17:56 You think I wear long-sleeves in summer
00:18:02 Lagging behind in my studies...
00:18:05 ...seeing a hospital ward
00:18:07 I listen to lectures on tape
00:18:11 Don't have to come last you know
00:18:14 But success doesn't come easy either
00:18:16 You think you're get problems?
00:18:23 There's an Uncle Wong in hospital
00:18:28 He's been fighting
00:18:33 He wrote this to me
00:18:36 Money is important
00:18:38 Yet money can't buy time, life...
00:18:42 ...health or dignity
00:18:51 You've giving up without even a fight
00:19:43 There used to be a kid called Yung
00:19:46 Though he used a crutch
00:19:48 ...with it he could move like the wind
00:19:51 His good friend ET...
00:19:54 She wore a neck brace...
00:19:56 ...but alert as a cat
00:20:00 They had a friend
00:20:01 I want to be a bird, I want to fly
00:20:03 Wait
00:20:22 You'll get me in trouble!
00:20:25 Told you not to enter male ward
00:20:29 I'll be sent to special ward tomorrow
00:20:33 ET will be leaving Earth very soon
00:20:35 You won't die, ET
00:20:37 They'll cut off my hair,
00:20:40 Of course we will
00:20:43 Lets play Rock, Paper, Scissors.
00:20:51 I'll treasure it
00:20:58 Brother, come, quick
00:21:00 Behave yourself, sit and read here
00:21:02 Okay? Be good
00:21:03 Madam
00:21:04 Children are not admitted in here
00:21:07 You must be new here
00:21:09 No one's available to babysit.
00:21:11 He's used to this
00:21:12 Nurse, I'm late already...
00:21:21 Hello sweety
00:21:23 Don't worry
00:21:25 I'm fine, don't worry
00:21:31 You have to be more careful than this
00:21:35 Now you can't go to school for a month
00:21:37 You'll have to repeat this year
00:21:40 You always say God is testing me
00:21:45 Why doesn't God test other children,
00:21:48 why only me?
00:21:51 Because you're no ordinary child
00:21:54 See, even mom can't answer your question
00:21:57 This proves how special you are?
00:22:02 Finish the soup
00:22:03 Your brother's waiting.
00:22:08 Mom
00:22:11 I won't be naughty again
00:22:15 Fu, with mom around
00:22:18 You'll grow up in no time
00:22:20 Because I'm no ordinary mother either
00:22:26 Right?
00:22:40 Very touching,
00:22:45 I really admire you. You're very...
00:22:49 Strong
00:22:50 Hey, you can be too
00:22:52 Fu is... very... sincere
00:22:57 ...how shall I put it
00:23:01 I really hope he can convince you
00:23:04 Now I regret it
00:23:05 We never encouraged him to write
00:23:09 We only worried about his illness
00:23:11 But the rascal kept winning prizes
00:23:15 You going to smoke?
00:23:17 Can I?
00:23:23 I've cut down already,
00:23:34 I am now... how to put it?
00:23:37 Waiting... to die?
00:23:41 You're only HIV Positive
00:23:45 You haven't gone full blown yet
00:23:48 Plus, you still look great
00:23:51 But when will I...
00:23:52 Normally, the C-D4 cell reading...
00:23:56 ...ranges between 800 to 1200
00:23:59 If it falls below 200,
00:24:04 It means day by day I...
00:24:07 That's why...
00:24:09 ...you must stay healthy
00:24:13 Don't let the virus spread
00:24:16 If there's a new drug one day...
00:24:19 lf?
00:24:20 No, WHEN there is
00:24:22 But don't worry
00:24:25 I've learnt Fu's theory
00:24:36 You know him?
00:24:39 Not personally
00:24:42 Men still notice you
00:24:46 What do you mean? You being sarcastic?
00:24:48 No, I mean it
00:24:55 Fion
00:25:04 F... I... O... N
00:25:07 Fion's my name
00:25:10 And you?
00:25:13 Mrs. Tam, Tam Li Ming Chun
00:25:18 Fion, you thought of telling others...
00:25:21 Never
00:25:22 No way! They won't understand
00:25:24 - How do you know...
00:25:26 Okay... take it easy
00:25:28 Just don't tell... okay
00:25:30 Excuse me, what time is it now?
00:25:36 Time to get lost
00:25:39 Bill, please
00:25:42 We're leaving, thanks
00:25:44 Fu has a pseudonym, Chi Mo
00:25:46 He told me: Mo means wild duck
00:25:50 One which can't fly high, just like him
00:25:54 You scared me half to death...
00:25:57 You should get more rest
00:26:01 Start again tomorrow
00:26:03 Leave me alone
00:26:06 Shall I make you ginseng tea?
00:26:07 Don't worry, go to sleep
00:26:12 Like father like son
00:26:15 What?
00:26:16 I say you're both alike
00:26:19 Fu used to write late into the night...
00:26:21 When I interrupted,
00:26:24 Now it's my turn
00:26:26 Must be payback
00:26:32 It's your fault
00:26:34 You've disrupted my inspiration
00:26:37 Why don't you use pen and paper.
00:26:41 Clumsy
00:26:43 If Fu can do it, so can I
00:26:48 I'm worried about you
00:26:50 You know what worry is now?
00:27:06 I know you've been blaming me
00:27:08 No
00:27:10 Yes
00:27:13 If I could turn back time...
00:27:16 ...I would know what to do
00:27:19 I would spend more time...
00:27:22 ...with our two sons
00:27:25 I'd rather be poor and be with Fu
00:27:29 so that he'd have 23 years of happiness
00:27:33 Your son will understand
00:27:35 He blames me more than you,
00:27:39 Narrow-minded
00:27:40 Daddy, why don't you also start writing?
00:27:44 You're crazy!
00:27:57 Is our child in heaven now?
00:28:00 Of course!
00:28:01 Of course, where else can he go?
00:28:15 I want to hangout with them
00:28:17 They get good grades, good at sports
00:28:19 Snobby too. We're nothing
00:28:22 Don't feel sorry for yourself
00:28:24 Never give up...
00:28:27 Thanks
00:28:31 What are you doing? You crazy?
00:29:18 Come on.
00:29:27 Does it hurt?
00:29:29 What do you think?
00:29:32 I started self-injection
00:29:36 What about before that?
00:29:37 Mom did it
00:29:46 Dr. Lee, you have a boyfriend?
00:29:48 Not trying to set me up
00:29:50 Nah, only the head marker is good enough
00:29:52 He's educated, has good taste...
00:29:55 Okay, say no more
00:29:58 Why? You've been busy at school?
00:30:01 Lots of extra-curricular activities
00:30:02 Why work so hard?
00:30:04 Because I want to win
00:30:08 At least the teachers care about me
00:30:12 They're willing to stay behind to tutor
00:30:14 That's good
00:30:16 What's with the swelling?
00:30:18 Basketball
00:30:21 Didn't I write to your school
00:30:22 ...excusing you from P. E?
00:30:27 Now you have to stay here a few days
00:31:28 ET...
00:31:47 No.3 bed of Intensive Care Unit
00:31:54 I'm back
00:31:57 I said...
00:31:59 Fu is back
00:32:02 Uncle Wong
00:32:02 Back for holidays?
00:32:04 I've said that already
00:32:05 What do you mean?
00:32:07 What do you mean?
00:32:08 Don't want you to get Ionely
00:32:10 I don't need your company
00:32:13 Fu is back
00:32:17 Fu
00:32:19 Hey sexy!
00:32:20 I miss you
00:32:23 All yours
00:32:25 Don't worry
00:32:27 I won't give you any trouble
00:32:29 Put these on
00:32:37 - It hurts more and more
00:32:39 Here
00:32:40 The cancer is out of control? How come?
00:32:43 Dr. Kwok tells me every time...
00:32:47 Pretty good
00:32:51 but I know I must die
00:32:53 They bring a bunch of
00:32:56 They only speak in English
00:32:58 What do they say?
00:32:59 Who knows?
00:33:01 Still haven't found your mother?
00:33:04 Where shall we go next?
00:33:06 - Who knows?
00:33:09 Let's go!
00:33:11 I want the seat for the disabled
00:33:13 I've Octopus Card
00:33:20 I'll go to the upper deck
00:33:21 I'll be on the lower deck
00:33:25 I want to be an astronaut
00:33:28 I want... to be Tchaikovsky
00:33:31 No, I want to skateboard!
00:33:35 I want to ice skate!
00:33:52 Auntie
00:34:00 - It's for you
00:34:34 Why didn't you tell me
00:34:36 You scared the hell out of me!
00:34:39 What's the point? I still have to come
00:34:43 What do you mean?
00:34:46 You should spend more time
00:34:48 You work so hard everyday
00:34:50 I can quit that job any time
00:34:52 I only took this job
00:34:55 Mom don't want to be left behind
00:34:58 You're becoming more rebellious.
00:35:00 Don't know what to do with you
00:35:02 I just want to be ordinary
00:35:06 Why did you work so hard to raise me up?
00:35:08 Wouldn't it be better
00:35:11 Better than being like this
00:35:18 Sorry, Mom, sorry...
00:35:22 I know you've been blaming me
00:35:24 But it's been hard on me too
00:35:27 Sorry, I didn't mean it
00:35:31 Since I gave birth to you...
00:35:35 ...your grandma has been blaming me
00:35:38 Our relatives laugh at me, I don't care
00:35:43 I've been taking you
00:35:47 and yet you still blame me?
00:35:49 Mom, sorry...
00:35:51 Stop apologizing, I haven't finished yet
00:35:55 Okay, go ahead...
00:35:59 I thought you have grown up already
00:36:01 I don't have to look after you as much
00:36:04 I was wrong
00:36:08 I'll quit first thing tomorrow
00:36:10 My 2 years are up anyway
00:36:11 No way
00:36:12 Even Jesus spent 3 years
00:36:17 My only hope is that
00:36:20 But doesn't look like you will
00:36:21 Time's up, name a song now
00:36:23 Name a song...
00:36:25 A heart-broken mother
00:36:28 - Go ahead...
00:36:30 You mustn't give up,
00:36:36 Got it
00:36:38 We're not afraid of the long road ahead
00:36:41 We must plan ahead
00:36:45 We mustn't be sad this moment
00:36:49 for we are together
00:36:53 The sky is bright
00:36:57 as time goes by
00:37:01 In a Ionely place
00:37:04 Take me to a new horizon
00:37:08 Let the sunshine...
00:37:37 Bone cancer
00:37:39 How do I say it?
00:37:41 I have bone cancer.
00:37:45 Very good, again
00:37:47 I have bone cancer. Thank you!
00:37:51 No need
00:37:52 Can you cure me, doctor? Please?
00:37:55 Kill me, doctor?!
00:37:58 Kill him?
00:37:59 It's 'cure', not 'kill'!
00:38:02 Cure!
00:38:05 How do you say extract bone marrow?
00:38:06 Let me think
00:38:08 It's a medical term...
00:38:13 Hi!
00:38:21 We want to...
00:38:23 Welcome you to our team
00:38:25 I don't need pity
00:38:27 especially yours
00:38:30 Go away
00:38:32 C'mon, don't be like this
00:38:35 What do you want, Sly?
00:38:39 - Let's have a competition?
00:38:42 - The results in the mock exam
00:38:44 It's not fair, he hasn't been to class
00:38:47 Okay, in order to defeat this bastard
00:38:50 we shall tutor him after school
00:38:53 We'll see who gets the highest mark
00:38:56 Do you dare? You can still back out
00:39:03 I don't need pity,
00:39:12 It's good you three are here
00:39:14 What is the term for
00:39:16 Professor...
00:39:18 How do you say bone marrow?
00:39:19 Extract bone marrow
00:39:20 By injecting a thick syringe
00:39:23 ...extract
00:39:25 To put it simply, take out...
00:39:27 Bone marrow...
00:39:29 Take out the marrow of the bone.
00:39:31 Something like that
00:39:32 Doesn't that hurt?
00:39:34 Like hell!
00:39:38 Uncle Wong, they still extract bone
00:39:41 Sure
00:39:43 So they can study
00:39:47 Though I can't be cured
00:39:49 I hope I can help people in the future
00:40:05 Sorry to interrupt. I better go
00:40:06 - Don't go, you're not interrupting...
00:40:08 My husband, she's Fion
00:40:10 They're all primary schoolmates of Fu
00:40:12 They come and visit every month
00:40:15 They're so kind
00:40:18 Ho Bok Hong, nicknamed Professor
00:40:20 I'm Chan Man Sum, call me Man
00:40:22 I'm Luk Chi Keung
00:40:23 ...nicknamed Louser, hello
00:40:25 Fion, I'm Lam Bo Fai
00:40:27 ...nicknamed... Sly
00:40:29 You must be Chi Mo's brother
00:40:31 Tam Siu Ted
00:40:33 I read in his essays
00:40:37 He's 19 years old now
00:40:39 Come and eat something
00:40:40 - Sit down...
00:40:42 Come on
00:40:53 I like their company
00:40:55 Livens up the place
00:41:03 Will I...
00:41:05 Don't worry
00:41:07 Relax
00:41:09 Your biggest problem is that
00:41:13 Can't stay like this, you know?
00:41:22 He's Louser?
00:41:25 Chi Keung?
00:41:27 Chi Keung
00:41:29 Chi Keung, come here
00:41:34 Come here
00:41:39 Come and chat to Fion
00:41:42 Come here, sit down
00:41:46 Shit, my legs are numb
00:41:49 Are you okay?
00:41:53 Hello, you're Chi Mo's best friend?
00:41:56 Yes
00:41:58 How did he describe that period?
00:42:00 A time of friendship
00:42:05 Mind if ask you a question?
00:42:08 Did Chi Mo have a girlfriend?
00:42:12 It doesn't mention it in his essays
00:42:14 I find that the ones describing love...
00:42:17 ...can't have been invented
00:42:19 You're studying Chi Mo's work?
00:42:23 I'm interested in Chi Mo
00:42:27 Instead worry about... the living
00:42:33 Sorry, this is mine
00:42:35 No, this is mine, that is yours
00:42:37 This is mine
00:42:39 Sorry, they're mixed up
00:42:42 Are you ill or something?
00:42:45 You don't feel well?
00:42:46 You can tell?
00:42:48 No, I'm just asking
00:42:50 I always make funny gestures
00:42:53 I'm the nervous type
00:42:55 I'm fine, thanks
00:42:56 You haven't answered me,
00:43:01 I don't know
00:43:14 - What are you doing here?
00:43:15 - What is it?
00:43:17 You distributing Maths paper?
00:43:20 - Leave once you have read it
00:43:24 Okay, go away...
00:43:27 My God!
00:43:28 Jesus Christ!
00:43:30 I passed, I passed!
00:43:32 Okay, congratulations...
00:43:34 Why are you holding the tree?
00:43:35 Go away, now...
00:43:37 Go away
00:44:01 There's a response.
00:44:03 Watch your mcuth
00:44:05 You can't be stupid either
00:44:08 If you were blind,
00:44:10 ...that this is a tree, not a bus-stop
00:44:12 I'm not waiting for a bus
00:44:14 Okay, I know the answer to this one
00:44:17 What answer?
00:44:18 You're a psycho
00:44:20 You're the devil
00:44:22 I'm sure there're 3 sixes
00:44:25 or else you can't walk like this...
00:44:27 Do you know how evil you are?
00:44:30 If you're not a psycho
00:44:31 ...why are you here everyday
00:44:34 Why must I tell you?
00:44:36 You think you're special?
00:44:42 Just because you're in a good school,
00:44:45 I wonder why your school
00:44:48 But let me tell you
00:44:49 I'll get into your school in F.6
00:45:13 I talked to her at last
00:45:16 Very blunt, but I like that
00:45:20 Then tell her directly
00:45:22 Forget it
00:45:24 Not pitying yourself are we?
00:45:26 Don't have to possess her to love her
00:45:29 Oh no
00:45:32 I must work harder
00:45:33 I need to get to F.6
00:45:36 It'll be bad if she joins
00:45:39 I only want a pass in HKCEE
00:45:43 Say, if there's only
00:45:46 Either you enroll, or...
00:45:49 That'll be bad!
00:45:51 It'd be... catching butterflies...
00:45:54 Many butterflies
00:45:56 Mr. Universe!
00:45:59 The year Fu was promoted to F.5
00:46:01 the doctor asked us all in
00:46:04 Because some sufferers of hemophilia
00:46:07 ...had been transfused
00:46:09 ...and got infected with Aids
00:46:12 I kept praying...
00:46:14 I hoped this wouldn't happen to Fu
00:46:23 Hello? Who are you looking for?
00:46:25 I want to die,
00:46:27 Fion?
00:46:29 Fion, is that you?
00:46:31 - I don't want to live...
00:47:10 The report is out
00:47:12 It shows HIV Positive
00:47:15 It means Fu had been transfused
00:47:20 Even though he looks fine
00:47:24 but if the virus is provoked
00:47:29 it'll spread quickly
00:47:30 When the immune system
00:47:32 it'll start destroying the immune system
00:47:34 and then we'll grow weaker and weaker
00:47:36 When we're physically weak,
00:47:41 Then, we'll be infected
00:47:43 This stage is what's known as
00:47:45 Why does this disease
00:47:47 As it has a long dormant period
00:47:48 When one doesn't know
00:47:51 It's easy to spread
00:48:12 Fu...
00:48:14 Fu, open the door
00:48:17 Open the door, Fu
00:48:20 - Fu
00:48:22 - Fion...
00:48:25 Fion, it's me
00:48:27 Fu...
00:48:29 How is she? Come in
00:48:32 What's wrong?
00:48:34 Fu, don't be like this
00:48:37 Fu...
00:48:39 Why did you look after me
00:48:40 Why didn't you just let me die?
00:48:42 Why?
00:48:44 Fu, don't be like this...
00:48:45 Yes, you're suffering,
00:48:47 Mom feels miserable, Fu
00:48:51 Why did you give birth to me?
00:48:55 You said I haven't had a good day...
00:48:57 ...Since I was born
00:49:00 Then why did you
00:49:06 Where are you going?
00:49:11 Let me die
00:49:15 Dying won't solve anything, Fu
00:49:17 I don't care, just let me die!
00:49:21 Fu, please...
00:49:36 I've always been good,
00:49:41 Never even had a girlfriend
00:49:45 Why am I infected with Aids? Why...
00:49:51 Fu, be good...
00:49:55 You will say it's God's will
00:49:58 I want to ask him too
00:50:01 Why did he choose me...
00:50:06 Why must god punish me
00:50:51 Mom
00:51:33 Mom, blue is brother's favourite colour
00:51:47 Ted
00:51:54 Ted, this is a secret
00:51:56 Don't tell anyone
00:51:59 Why not?
00:52:03 Just don't
00:52:05 Not even your friends
00:52:07 Your brother will die
00:52:12 From now on, you mustn't use...
00:52:15 ...his toothbrush
00:52:17 Neither must you eat the apple
00:52:20 Why not?
00:52:23 This will harm him
00:52:25 Will it kill him?
00:52:45 Mom do understand you
00:52:47 I feel so sad, I blame myself
00:52:50 Don't you know how much you upset me
00:52:53 Sorry
00:52:54 You keep saying: Sorry
00:52:57 I know you're suffering
00:52:59 but compared to some...
00:53:01 you're quite lucky
00:53:03 At least you are goodlooking...
00:53:06 At least you are handsome, right?
00:53:08 Look at the other patients...
00:53:09 ...those who are unjustly biased against,
00:53:12 But they won't die
00:53:13 Fu
00:53:14 If you're useless
00:53:16 what's the use of living long?
00:53:21 No one knows how long you have
00:53:25 Maybe there'll be miracle tomorrow,
00:53:29 You must cherish every single day
00:53:31 I've raised you up till now
00:53:34 have I ever given up?
00:53:36 I'm quite optimistic.
00:53:40 Sometimes you make me so mad
00:53:42 but have I ever blamed fate?
00:53:45 There must be a reason
00:53:50 Fu
00:53:52 When we meet God...
00:53:53 ...I don't want him to see us fighting
00:54:53 What are you doing?
00:54:54 Mom, close the door
00:54:58 Sit down
00:55:48 We can create our own miracle
00:55:55 Miss Lam, the nurse, has just called
00:55:58 ...Yung is dead
00:57:00 Yung asked me to give you this
00:57:45 What is it?
00:57:47 I keep writing about the hospital
00:57:50 My view is really too narrow
00:57:52 Very narrow...
00:57:54 What about me...
00:57:58 I don't even see the sky
00:58:28 Once there was a team of brave warriors
00:58:33 Who fought for their lives
00:58:38 Their biggest enemy is the God of Death
00:58:43 The warriors were cunning
00:58:51 always quick to adapt
00:58:54 never using the same move twice
00:58:58 because the second time round...
00:59:01 they will have another way to fight back
00:59:40 Even flowers in a greenhouse...
00:59:42 ...sometimes die
00:59:45 Life is like a flowers
00:59:47 Even in the best circumstances...
00:59:51 ...there are still no guarantees
00:59:53 Brother
01:00:10 Life's not about long or short
01:00:14 ...it's...
01:00:15 ...what you make of it
01:00:18 ...and whether it is meaningful
01:00:23 If we can control life...
01:00:26 ...and live to the full
01:00:30 ...contribute to society
01:00:34 then this is life
01:00:37 Hey, coming...
01:00:42 Coming
01:00:44 Coming...
01:02:39 Even romance has a price
01:02:44 Your romance costs me an arm and leg
01:02:48 Do you have money?
01:02:50 For what?
01:02:52 Forget it
01:02:54 I have about nine thousand
01:02:56 That's good!
01:02:58 What're you going to do?
01:02:59 I want to buy a camera
01:03:01 I promised to take photos for the church
01:03:03 I also want to learn hair dressing
01:03:06 Grow your hair and be my model
01:03:08 This money was gonna be
01:03:11 I won't get to university anyway
01:03:13 Let's wait and see
01:03:16 We're buddies right?
01:03:21 No matter how many hurdles ahead
01:03:25 We will overcome them
01:03:28 Don't ever be frustrated
01:03:32 We'll be together always
01:03:48 Herbal tea? $5 for one
01:03:50 - No
01:03:52 I am waiting for my son
01:03:55 Come in!
01:03:56 I'm waiting for someone
01:03:57 - Will I interrupt you?
01:04:01 - I'm waiting for someone
01:04:03 I want to wait outside
01:04:06 You're weird
01:04:09 Hi beautiful, first time here?
01:04:12 Fu?
01:04:13 Call me No. 6
01:04:15 What are you doing here?
01:04:16 Let me give you a new hair style...
01:04:19 What are you up to?
01:04:29 When did you learn hairdressing?
01:04:31 Don't worry, I'm experienced
01:04:34 My instructor
01:04:35 - Hi
01:04:38 - You sure about this?
01:04:41 This is the hairstyle
01:04:43 This!
01:04:44 Forget it, no way...
01:04:47 No...
01:04:53 Mom
01:04:55 There's one more thing
01:04:58 What is it?
01:05:03 City University has accepted me
01:05:16 You want to go to University?
01:05:21 Doctor says...
01:05:24 - Now he...
01:05:29 Well...
01:05:33 Let him go for it.
01:05:36 How much?
01:05:40 Figure out a way.
01:05:45 Go to sleep.
01:05:51 Sleep
01:05:52 Asleep now
01:05:56 Shit, how can I sleep in this hairstyle
01:06:04 I've won all these, pretty?
01:06:06 Yes
01:06:09 I must try to be a successful writer
01:06:12 I want everyone to remember me
01:06:14 Why?
01:06:18 Let me see.
01:06:19 Take a look.
01:06:21 Poor thing!
01:06:23 Why are your eyes red?
01:06:26 An infection
01:06:28 The virus is taking over me
01:06:31 Okay, enough already
01:06:33 Last one, Sister
01:06:37 Idiot
01:06:40 I mean my sister
01:06:42 I did ask her not to tell anyone
01:06:45 but now the whole world knows it
01:06:47 Everyone calls me a whore
01:06:50 A dirty slut even
01:06:53 Fion, take it easy
01:06:55 My brother-in-law gives me shit everyday
01:06:58 and all my nephews... fear me
01:07:01 I have moved out
01:07:04 I worry that my mother...
01:07:07 ...will come to my office
01:07:09 and then all my colleagues will know
01:07:11 Come to the church with me
01:07:14 I know, you're trying convert me
01:07:16 What's wrong with that?
01:07:20 I need someone to love me
01:07:23 Will there be people
01:07:24 Of course
01:07:26 God loves us
01:07:35 Right...
01:07:37 Your son has fallen in love with a girl
01:07:41 Ted?
01:07:42 Impossible, he's just a kid
01:07:45 I mean Chi Mo
01:07:49 Brother has finally
01:07:52 ...as a result of hemophilia
01:07:56 He is now as active as before
01:07:59 He takes part in lots of activities
01:08:02 Every time he goes
01:08:06 ...he brings me along
01:08:08 Soon I found out his secret
01:08:11 That girl is called Wendy Ching
01:08:15 Everyone laughs...
01:08:17 Fion thinks that
01:08:20 This girl does exist, right?
01:08:22 Does she, Chi Keung?
01:08:24 In fact, Fu wrote this article
01:08:27 ...to describe a brother
01:08:30 Which means you wrote about him
01:08:32 Hang on... sorry
01:08:35 That means he...
01:08:37 He wrote... about you...
01:08:39 Ah, I see...
01:08:40 Right, I never thought of it this way
01:08:43 Yeah, why doesn't he tell of straight?
01:08:46 My brother always had a sense of humour
01:08:49 Was he?
01:08:50 He was joking with you?
01:08:54 What do you think?
01:08:56 Fu was only a teenager
01:09:00 He looked tough
01:09:02 ...but no one knows...
01:09:04 ...what's in his mind
01:09:07 Even Fu has moments of low esteem
01:09:10 There were times
01:09:13 It must be sad for him...
01:09:16 ...seeing you grow up...
01:09:19 ...while he was withering away
01:09:20 He wanted to look out for you
01:09:24 ...but you are much stronger than him
01:09:27 He really cares about you
01:09:31 You have become his superman
01:09:34 ...a continuation of his dream
01:09:36 You understand?
01:09:39 Only someone who has no hope
01:09:44 One must be brave to face oneself
01:09:52 You...
01:09:53 You must have seen Wendy Ching, right?
01:09:55 Fu really had a girlfriend?
01:09:56 I really want to know brother's taste
01:09:59 Right, dare you not tell us?
01:10:01 Madam, this is no police station
01:10:03 Fu really had a girlfriend?
01:10:04 No, I swore never to tell
01:10:06 I'll beg God to forgive you
01:10:08 Now tell me
01:10:09 I didn't swear to God,
01:10:11 Come on...
01:10:15 Brother become more religious
01:10:17 When he was a sophomore,
01:10:21 He was in the final stage of Aids
01:10:25 but Wendy Ching still
01:10:28 During the last days,
01:10:30 ...and kept saying...
01:10:32 Fung... don't die, don't leave me...
01:10:35 You hear me, Fung?
01:10:39 What a coincidence!
01:10:41 You must be Chi Mo
01:10:43 I've read your work, it's brilliant
01:10:47 Thanks
01:10:48 So we belong to the same church
01:10:51 Don't give up, Tam
01:10:53 Never say die!
01:10:56 You came all the way
01:10:58 I've always thought of you as a friend
01:11:01 Thanks
01:11:03 Don't be like this
01:11:05 You still have doubts about me?
01:11:08 Never
01:11:11 I'll be going to England soon
01:11:15 I enrolled into
01:11:17 I'm leaving day after tomorrow,
01:11:20 I'll see you when I come back
01:11:24 - Don't give up
01:11:26 Try your best, work hard
01:11:28 I'll play piano for you when I return
01:11:30 Okay?
01:11:33 Okay
01:11:50 Goodbye
01:11:52 My love...
01:12:21 Daddy
01:12:23 Daddy, something's happened to Fu
01:12:25 I've been waiting here for two hours
01:12:27 but he hasn't shown up yet...
01:12:30 Here he comes, it's okay now
01:12:32 Where have you been? You scared me
01:12:37 You're two hours late, you know?
01:12:40 Sorry I forget
01:12:42 But we agreed to meet here
01:12:43 I forget where we were meeting
01:12:45 You could have called me up
01:12:47 you didn't...
01:12:48 You forget my phone number?
01:12:51 Why?
01:12:53 You could have called back home
01:12:55 You forget... our phone number also?
01:13:00 You forget our phone number?
01:13:44 You ask me out just to give me these?
01:13:46 My photos
01:13:48 There are many
01:13:53 Many precious memories
01:14:03 I will teach brother...
01:14:06 ...to send you a carnation
01:14:15 Mom, Happy Mother's Day
01:14:23 Fu...
01:14:28 But Mother's Day...
01:14:32 I know
01:14:34 but can I wait that long?
01:15:01 This is 2, looks like a duck,
01:15:07 Granny, one letter is missing
01:15:10 Cloth is spelt, C-L-O-T-H
01:15:13 and the last letter
01:15:14 If you leave out the T, it becomes Clot
01:15:16 - Yes...
01:15:18 Now this is cloth
01:15:21 Fu
01:15:25 Are you free, Beautiful?
01:15:28 Don't worry, I didn't...
01:15:32 Fu...
01:15:34 Fu
01:15:38 You've known... for ages
01:15:42 Yes, I learnt it when I was in F.5
01:15:45 Bastard
01:15:47 So what if you knew?
01:15:48 You think he'll be touched...
01:15:50 ...seeing you pity him...
01:15:53 Think he likes that?
01:15:55 He's not me, he's Tam Siu Fu
01:15:58 He'd rather you laugh at him
01:16:00 ...than see you burst into tears
01:16:03 Bastards, real bastards
01:16:07 Auntie...
01:16:09 His C-D4 reading has dropped to zero,
01:16:15 It's a miracle he's still alive
01:16:21 Remember to inform the university...
01:16:23 We will
01:16:26 Chi Keung
01:16:28 As for the recreational centre,
01:16:30 We'll see to it
01:16:33 He's taken up so many activities...
01:16:35 I just don't know exactly...
01:16:47 Really so urgent?
01:16:50 Sorry
01:16:51 But I must resign, because...
01:16:53 there's really no time left
01:16:57 Let me decide
01:16:59 Give it one more month, okay?
01:17:02 Sorry
01:17:03 I must be with my son
01:17:05 It's his last days
01:17:11 Mom
01:17:12 Can I do without bone marrow extraction?
01:17:15 I know, but doctors fear you
01:17:18 This'll be the last time
01:17:20 I can take you home next week
01:17:22 You mean doctor has given up
01:17:24 Bullshit, doctor hasn't said anything
01:17:30 Not bad
01:17:33 I don't want to commit suicide anymore
01:17:36 Right
01:17:37 Just kill yourself
01:17:39 No matter what happens in the future
01:17:42 I'll always be with you
01:17:44 Even...
01:17:45 ...if I become really ugly
01:17:47 ...or throw tantrums,
01:17:50 ...will you hate me?
01:17:52 Don't bullshit
01:17:53 You're my baby, I can never hate you
01:17:57 - You know?
01:17:59 - You understand?
01:18:02 Mom will stay with you
01:18:11 I'll never abandon you
01:18:48 Don't worry, I won't get angry
01:18:53 I haven't done this for ages
01:18:55 You can do it
01:19:00 You found the vein yet?
01:19:42 Fu, how do you feel? Alright?
01:19:45 I'm okay
01:19:47 How's your appetite?
01:19:49 It's fine
01:19:51 Did you watch TV after dinner?
01:19:54 - I watched porn videos
01:19:57 - What!?
01:19:59 Does your mother know?
01:20:01 Of course, we all watched it together
01:20:04 We call it dessert
01:20:09 Dessert?
01:20:18 Thank you so much, mom
01:20:22 Don't flatter yourself
01:20:24 How can you say such a thing...
01:20:26 ...as watching porn videos?
01:20:28 Just giving him shit
01:20:30 Instead, you got me in trouble
01:20:31 It was so embarrassing
01:20:33 He's such a prick
01:20:35 So full of shit
01:20:41 Mom
01:20:45 I don't blame God anymore
01:20:49 God has always been with me
01:20:52 I now see his miracle
01:20:56 I used to think a miracle is a cure
01:20:59 ...but I never saw that
01:21:03 ...was to be a writer
01:21:15 Now I have lots of readers
01:21:17 The publisher told me that
01:21:22 I've changed many people's lives...
01:21:26 ...by helping them understand Aids
01:21:30 In future they...
01:21:36 This is the miracle
01:21:39 I did it
01:21:42 Fu...
01:21:45 Mom, though it was very hard...
01:21:48 Mom...
01:21:51 I made it
01:22:07 Fu...
01:22:10 Take it
01:23:00 Fu
01:23:02 Why don't you call me Sexy?
01:23:03 I'm prettier
01:23:04 I'm prettier...
01:23:05 No, I am...
01:23:08 He's smart
01:23:09 What if...
01:23:11 ...blink this eye if I'm prettier
01:23:14 blink the other if she's prettier
01:23:15 Don't blink both eyes though
01:23:17 - Who is prettier?
01:23:20 This eye...
01:23:22 Look, he blinks that eye
01:23:23 No, he's blinking both
01:23:25 He blinks both eyes
01:23:54 Fu
01:23:55 Fu, don't be afraid
01:23:59 Don't be ashamed
01:24:04 Chin up
01:24:07 Son, be proud
01:24:12 In fact...
01:24:14 Fu, everyone runs out of time
01:24:18 but always have dignity
01:24:23 Son, lift your head high
01:24:26 Stare at them if they stare at you
01:24:36 That's it
01:25:24 I'm useless...
01:25:27 I'm weak...
01:25:30 I'm not worthy of you
01:25:34 Fu, rest in peace
01:25:39 I know you care about mom and brother
01:25:48 I promise you I'll look after mom...
01:25:51 and brother
01:25:56 I love you
01:25:59 Son...
01:26:34 Hello, congratulations
01:26:38 Auntie
01:26:41 - Hello, Auntie!
01:26:43 Auntie, take your time
01:26:44 Okay...
01:26:47 - Congratulations
01:26:50 Remember our dinner next week
01:26:54 Hello...
01:27:00 - Thanks for coming
01:27:02 You want an autograph too?
01:27:03 Sure, I want a big one
01:27:07 Go serve the guests
01:27:08 Okay, help yourselves
01:27:10 Congratulations
01:27:11 It's brilliant
01:27:12 Thanks...
01:27:13 - Congratulations
01:27:15 - It's finally published
01:27:17 - You're welcome
01:27:21 - You want one too?
01:27:25 You want to follow Fu's footsteps?
01:27:28 What do you mean?
01:27:29 No?
01:27:30 You want to do all the things he did...
01:27:33 ...all the things he liked
01:27:35 Because you loved him and still do
01:27:38 You think so?
01:27:40 Yes, till the end of time
01:27:43 It's forever and ever, Miss
01:27:45 Same difference
01:27:49 You think I'm torturing myself?
01:27:51 Of course not, I'm happy and content
01:27:55 Really?
01:27:56 Don't worry, I'm not lying
01:28:00 It's my character...
01:28:02 I managed to raise Fu
01:28:04 Even though I miss him heaps
01:28:06 but I'm quietly confident
01:28:08 I wrote this book
01:28:10 not because I don't want to move on
01:28:16 She's here
01:28:18 Who?
01:28:19 The girl Fu fell in love with
01:28:21 Really?
01:28:34 The one in pink?
01:28:40 - Hello
01:28:42 So you're Fu's mother
01:28:43 Yes, you must be Wendy Ching?
01:28:46 No, I'm Fanny
01:28:48 Ah, I see...
01:28:50 Excuse me... how are you?
01:28:52 Congratulations, Auntie
01:28:54 Thanks, good to see you again
01:28:56 Same here
01:28:58 Tell Dad to come here
01:29:00 You've just returned from abroad?
01:29:02 I've been in England for 4 years
01:29:05 I promised to play piano for him
01:29:08 but I didn't expect...
01:29:09 Well, you can still play the piano now
01:29:11 He can hear
01:29:13 Let me introduce, this is Fu's father
01:29:16 Nice to meet you
01:29:17 - She is...
01:29:19 Fanny
01:29:20 Right, Fanny
01:29:22 Nice to meet you
01:29:24 Likewise
01:29:27 You want to play piano? Go ahead
01:29:28 Sorry
01:29:42 Tell her
01:29:43 What?
01:29:44 Go and tell her Fu loved her
01:29:46 No way
01:29:47 Why no way? I'll tell her!
01:29:50 Are you okay?
01:29:52 I'm fine
01:30:19 Thanks
01:30:22 Everything's okay now
01:30:31 I am HIV Positive
01:30:34 that means I'm a carrier
01:30:42 For Fu's sake, no need to say it
01:30:46 File closed
01:30:49 Done
01:31:03 This book...
01:31:06 ...is a continuation of my son's work...
01:31:09 Chi Mo's work
01:31:14 While I still miss him a lot...
01:31:18 I hope that everyone...
01:31:22 ...from all walks of life
01:31:24 who have fallen to Aids
01:31:27 no matter what problems you face...
01:31:29 ...or how overwhelming they seem
01:31:34 Please think of Chi Mo
01:31:40 Don't ever give up
01:31:43 ...hang on to your dreams
01:31:46 Treasure every moment
01:31:49 and everyone...
01:33:35 I think Aids
01:33:37 is not a monster. Prejudice is
01:33:46 If we are more...
01:33:49 ...understanding, then...
01:33:52 ...prejudice will disappear...
01:33:58 Ever since childhood...
01:34:02 ...I never wanted to disappoint mom
01:34:05 Sometimes when I see her upset
01:34:09 ...I become upset
01:34:13 I love you, Mom