Diario De Una Ninfomana Diary of a Sex Addict

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00:01:09 As a child, you spent
00:01:15 Why the long face?
00:01:18 Can I ask you a question?
00:01:23 Did you have another
00:01:34 He was the only man in my life.
00:01:37 I married because I had no choice,
00:01:41 Back then they said:
00:01:43 "A woman without a
00:01:46 Marriage or prostitution."
00:01:49 That's about the same.
00:01:51 What if you could start anew?
00:01:53 - Would Pepe be the man of your life?
00:01:56 If I could start anew
00:01:58 I'd get fucked as much as I could.
00:02:00 Everyone should share your ideas.
00:02:03 A man who gets laid is a super macho.
00:02:06 If it's a woman, she's a slut.
00:02:09 - Sexual equality.
00:02:13 If they made love more
00:02:16 It would be better.
00:02:19 What isn't?
00:02:21 Pay no mind, grandma.
00:02:23 - It's hard to explain.
00:02:27 Look.
00:02:30 Jot down your doubts, ideas,
00:02:34 but interrogatively
00:02:36 so you can see them from
00:02:40 I did that at you age,
00:02:43 And I still do,
00:02:46 Dinner is ready.
00:02:50 When you made love with grandpa,
00:02:55 You're very curious.
00:02:58 Come, I've made shellfish
00:03:00 Enough for you to take to Barcelona.
00:03:09 I lost my virginity on
00:03:13 at 2:46 in the morning.
00:03:24 It was during a vacation period,
00:03:28 You never forget
00:03:30 Are you okay?
00:04:29 I remember I felt nothing,
00:04:31 just deep shame for
00:04:35 that strange feeling of
00:04:40 I left with the excuse
00:04:47 with the feeling my experience
00:04:50 couldn't be like that.
00:04:53 made me go back to him.
00:04:58 But, what are you doing here?
00:05:24 - Again.
00:05:28 No, hundreds of times.
00:05:32 Hundreds of times.
00:05:46 That strange release
00:05:48 in me a desire to communicate
00:05:52 a curiosity to experience
00:05:57 a caress or the contact
00:07:49 14 years after my
00:07:52 I live in Barcelona and still have
00:07:56 through my body.
00:07:59 DIARY OF A NYMPHOMANIAC
00:08:09 My diary, it was here.
00:08:14 - I follow your advice.
00:08:16 Just to jot down your problems
00:08:20 Diaries are for lonely people.
00:08:22 That's not true.
00:08:23 They have something to tell.
00:08:25 Because their life is different.
00:08:28 And they always hope that
00:08:30 read it to get to know the
00:08:34 Right, because they feel lonely.
00:08:41 It's the third blackout this week.
00:08:45 - The dark still scares you.
00:08:50 Don't speak badly
00:08:53 Of course not.
00:08:57 Could you write something for me?
00:09:00 That you're not alone,
00:09:06 It's about time.
00:09:08 I'm unbearable in the dark.
00:09:11 Unbearable.
00:09:20 You smell of fields,
00:09:26 Why don't you stay over?
00:09:30 No, I can't.
00:09:33 Tomorrow I have a meeting and
00:09:38 Alex, why don't you ever stay
00:09:42 You don't want me to sleep.
00:09:44 No.
00:09:45 Don't you ever get tired?
00:09:51 Val, I can't keep up
00:09:55 Besides, I told you
00:10:00 Come on.
00:10:13 Hassan.
00:10:14 Valerie.
00:10:16 Nice to hear you.
00:10:17 You disappeared into thin air
00:10:20 I'll be in Barcelona this week.
00:10:23 - How about Thursday?
00:10:34 - Who was that?
00:10:35 - He's coming?
00:10:39 Back to my desk,
00:10:42 What is?
00:10:43 They're restructuring.
00:10:44 I've heard that
00:10:47 Yeah, well...
00:10:54 I've been asked what
00:10:58 It's like a mix of energy with the
00:11:02 and merge with the cosmos.
00:11:05 The energy of my orgasm is a
00:11:09 and ends up mixing
00:11:12 A sidereal trip that
00:11:29 In my country they say Allah
00:11:33 create the Arabian horse from it.
00:11:37 "So be it", said the wind.
00:11:39 He held a puff and tied it
00:11:44 so it wouldn't forget where
00:11:48 but it turned out to be so fast
00:11:50 and cunning that no one could
00:11:55 the first faithful, who was able
00:12:00 and called it Kuhaylan,
00:12:05 You're more difficult to tame
00:12:09 I don't know how to name you.
00:12:11 Are you calling me wild?
00:12:14 Yes.
00:12:25 I think I've never
00:12:29 We can do that now, if you want.
00:12:44 Although... I've just had
00:12:47 Here, look.
00:12:51 Where are they?
00:12:54 No.
00:12:57 Not now, Hassan, please.
00:12:58 I don't feel like it right now,
00:13:03 Here they are!
00:13:04 No, please.
00:13:10 No.
00:13:11 Not today.
00:13:12 Yes, yes, today.
00:13:45 Good morning.
00:13:49 Be careful, Val, you're late again.
00:13:54 Want one?
00:13:55 I don't want to even see them,
00:14:00 I bought a dress
00:14:03 When I tried it on I realized
00:14:07 So I cried like a baby and
00:14:10 You knew about Hassan.
00:14:12 I forgot, but I never find
00:14:16 I'm thinking of publishing
00:14:19 An ad?
00:14:21 You have to stop being obsessed.
00:14:24 How can you find him not going out?
00:14:26 I don't want just one-night stands.
00:14:29 You must try
00:14:32 I need to fall in love, Val,
00:14:34 find a man who loves me and
00:14:35 perhaps buy me flowers
00:14:38 I rather he fucks well.
00:14:40 I can't stand not having anyone
00:14:44 to wake up alone and find
00:14:49 Love fills iceboxes and mine's
00:14:56 I was worried. You didn't call
00:15:00 I got home late.
00:15:04 - Did you like the meatballs?
00:15:07 I'm hanging up.
00:15:10 - I love you, I love you.?.
00:15:38 Tame me.
00:15:41 - What?
00:16:13 You deserve some flowers.
00:16:18 I want to fuck all night long.
00:16:21 I can't. I can't. I can't, Val.
00:16:27 - I have to go.
00:16:31 No, Val. Val, Val, Val, Val.
00:16:34 I have to tell you something.
00:16:39 - You have a girlfriend.
00:16:41 I imagined but, don't worry,
00:16:45 Besides, I never asked you if you
00:16:50 I didn't think
00:16:53 You wanted me to cry?
00:16:55 Val,
00:16:59 we must stop seeing each other.
00:17:02 I want to fly.
00:17:04 Val, Val, Val.
00:17:07 Haven't you understood?
00:17:12 You got a problem.
00:17:15 thinking about fucking.
00:17:16 I do, but you're an S.O.B..
00:17:24 Don't ever call me again, okay?
00:17:27 Never!
00:17:30 Fuck!
00:17:38 Alex, another man who has left me.
00:17:43 the loneliness, the silence.
00:17:48 I need some air.
00:19:05 What? Are you new here?
00:19:08 This is my turf, baby! Beat it!
00:19:57 Some days I'd spend hours in
00:20:02 forgetting everything.
00:20:04 But I can't get Alex
00:20:07 I liked him a lot.
00:20:09 Like him, many others
00:20:13 and I like that,
00:20:16 but it hurts
00:20:18 because, above all, I'm a woman.
00:20:22 Darling, I was calling
00:20:26 but I guess your out
00:20:29 You are so right!
00:20:33 Bye. A kiss.
00:20:39 It's not fair, Val, they're pigs.
00:20:44 You give them part of
00:20:47 Want a hand?
00:20:48 Forget it, I was fed up anyway.
00:20:54 Weren't you on a diet?
00:20:56 How can I be being so depressed?
00:21:00 You get it, I don't work here.
00:21:03 Yes?
00:21:04 So, Valerie can't attend to you,
00:21:16 Yes?
00:21:21 I got furious when I found
00:21:24 Thanks for coming,
00:21:28 I got a few days vacation at work.
00:21:29 I'd have come anyway.
00:21:32 Don't look like that, Val.
00:21:36 It was just a slight problem.
00:21:41 Doctors always exaggerate.
00:21:43 - What is wrong with you?
00:21:46 Val, I know you well.
00:21:48 Is it over a man?
00:21:52 One?
00:21:55 Over all of them.
00:21:57 Do you know what nymphomania is?
00:22:01 I think that's my problem.
00:22:04 I can't control it.
00:22:07 I need sex.
00:22:10 I see a man and I need him.
00:22:14 But no one understands that.
00:22:17 People stare at me.
00:22:22 It happens with strangers
00:22:26 I'm scared.
00:22:30 Scared of not being
00:22:37 Scared of being hurt someday.
00:22:41 Of not being able to live with
00:22:46 Nymphomania, a man's invention
00:22:51 feel guilty if they
00:22:55 Everyone is the way they are.
00:22:58 Never give up anything
00:23:02 because you'll regret it.
00:23:05 Believe me.
00:23:08 To me,
00:23:10 I think that you
00:23:13 don't dare to live your life.
00:23:17 Want a piece of advice?
00:23:22 Enjoy life
00:23:24 as much as you can.
00:23:30 And go get my sweater,
00:23:35 You should rest, grandma.
00:23:37 I've rested enough.
00:23:48 Go on.
00:24:07 CALL VAL
00:26:22 I've lost the only person
00:26:26 I feel absolutely alone.
00:26:30 I'd like to have the company
00:26:35 but I haven't the strength
00:26:39 I'm exhausted.
00:26:51 Darling, I was calling
00:26:54 but I guess your out
00:26:56 You are so right!
00:26:59 Bye. A kiss.
00:27:02 Darling, I was calling
00:27:05 but I guess your out
00:27:08 You are so right!
00:27:11 Bye. A kiss.
00:27:13 Darling, I was calling
00:27:16 but I guess your out
00:27:19 You are so right!
00:27:22 Bye. A kiss.
00:27:37 I called you a lot.
00:27:41 What happened?
00:27:45 I know that my sex life
00:27:49 I can't go on like this.
00:27:51 Although I'm sunk,
00:27:55 Okay, you're the person I need.
00:27:59 have knowledge of marketing.
00:28:01 We sell a lot to France,
00:28:05 and you'd take care of
00:28:08 go with me to fairs,
00:28:11 - A ham?
00:28:14 You can't say we foreigners
00:28:17 Interested?
00:28:18 I have another interview today.
00:28:21 - I'll let you know this week.
00:28:32 I see you're very observant.
00:28:35 Why did you quit your last job?
00:28:38 they cut down on personnel,
00:28:42 Rijas, Jaime Rijas.
00:28:44 What?
00:28:46 Rijas and Associates,
00:28:49 You're a graduate in
00:28:52 and applied foreign languages.
00:28:57 May I ask you something?
00:29:00 - Are you married?
00:29:03 Engaged?
00:29:04 I think that is irrelevant.
00:29:07 Yes, you're right, but in this job
00:29:09 one must travel the world over.
00:29:12 there's no commitment on my part.
00:29:15 Would you like to ask me
00:29:19 on the salary, or whatever?
00:29:22 What perfume do you use?
00:29:29 Well now, you really have
00:29:32 a very, very good sense of smell.
00:29:35 It's a special lavender perfume.
00:30:03 Yes?
00:30:04 Valerie?
00:30:05 Yes, speaking.
00:30:06 It's Jaime Rijas?
00:30:08 Oh, hello.
00:30:09 I've made a decision,
00:30:12 and would like to talk
00:30:15 What sort of problem?
00:30:16 I think I can speak openly to you.
00:30:20 Would you mind talking
00:30:23 Can't we do that in your office?
00:30:26 I'd prefer a quieter place?
00:30:29 interrupts constantly.
00:31:00 I'm 39 and have always been
00:31:05 but nothing like this had
00:31:09 And I thought it was important
00:31:14 without prejudice,
00:31:18 Why? You hardly know each other.
00:31:20 Precisely because we don't
00:31:25 your opinion will be
00:31:28 that all depends.
00:31:32 I met a woman at work and,
00:31:36 due to my status as
00:31:40 I don't know what to do.
00:31:43 I've always controlled my
00:31:47 - it's getting out of hand.
00:31:52 Not yet.
00:31:55 Does she know?
00:31:56 She's smart and
00:32:00 there's something more,
00:32:02 but she's made no comment and
00:32:04 I'm afraid she may not
00:32:09 Sorry. Did I step on you?
00:32:12 - The table's small.
00:32:17 You're beautiful, Valerie.
00:32:23 I have no money.
00:32:26 Or do I?
00:32:45 I forgot to tell you something.
00:32:48 The job was yours until
00:32:51 But from now on I don't think
00:33:03 - Good night.
00:33:09 Any relatives?
00:33:10 Two grown boys, but he's
00:33:14 Isn't he too old for you?
00:33:16 He's the smartest man
00:33:18 He's intelligent, polite, cultured,
00:33:23 I had never felt like this before.
00:33:26 When I see him my heart leaps
00:33:31 Val, you, in love?
00:33:33 As a child I'd let
00:33:37 I liked to watch them rise.
00:33:42 I don't know if I'm in love,
00:33:45 He's different from
00:33:48 Maybe you too were
00:33:51 Not so fast.
00:33:52 I feel a normal woman
00:33:57 a feeling that fascinates me,
00:34:00 to be like all other women I meet.
00:34:04 I see Jaime nearly every day.
00:34:09 as important as sex.
00:34:14 The love of a man.
00:34:20 I have fallen madly in love
00:34:24 He takes me to the best places,
00:34:28 In his Jaguar?
00:34:32 A boyfriend with a Jaguar.
00:34:34 And how is he in bed?
00:34:37 I don't know yet.
00:34:39 You're in love!
00:35:21 Jaime, you need to use a condom.
00:35:24 Really? I want to feel you.
00:35:28 - Is it necessary?
00:35:33 Okay, no problem.
00:35:37 I'll go get one.
00:35:49 And while you're at it, take
00:36:26 Caress me.
00:37:32 Sorry I was so fast,
00:37:39 Don't worry. It's okay.
00:37:47 Could you leave the light on?
00:38:02 You should fear nothing now,
00:38:06 And tomorrow will be a very,
00:38:11 You'll see.
00:38:19 today we finally made love.
00:38:24 like the first time with Edouard.
00:38:28 But I love him and he loves me.
00:38:31 That's the most important to me.
00:38:43 - It's marvellous.
00:38:48 The office. Don't look,
00:38:52 I'm living a marvellous
00:38:56 from which I don't want to wake.
00:39:04 A room with a view,
00:39:08 the corresponding full bathroom,
00:39:11 and here is our bedroom.
00:39:14 Look, and the bathroom...
00:39:19 This closes completely.
00:39:22 Black out, really.
00:39:26 It's the perfect size.
00:39:29 Yes, our room, the office downstairs,
00:39:33 and another for...
00:39:36 Guests.
00:39:37 Yes, and...
00:39:42 the other day you said you
00:39:45 but don't take that
00:39:50 The windows are 6 stories tall.
00:39:56 I've always dreamed of
00:40:01 but it's too expensive, darling.
00:40:03 Don't you worry, okay?
00:40:08 That's up to me, and period.
00:40:14 And how is he in bed?
00:40:17 Truthfully,
00:40:20 He comes too fast.
00:40:23 You always said sex
00:40:26 Maybe because I wasn't in love.
00:40:30 Val, I think it's a bit soon
00:40:34 You haven't been going out long.
00:40:37 You said I should change my life,
00:40:41 Being with him, I feel,
00:40:43 for the first time, no need for
00:40:49 Maybe I should think
00:40:52 - So that's it.
00:40:55 A man who doesn't like
00:40:57 He's allergic to cat fur.
00:40:59 Okay, pay no mind to me.
00:41:02 I'm going through bad times.
00:41:05 - Will you take him?
00:41:14 - Can you zip me up?
00:41:20 - What are you looking at?
00:41:23 - What's wrong with it?
00:41:31 Do you love me as well?
00:41:34 With that dress on, you look
00:41:38 beautiful.
00:41:40 To you?
00:41:43 Are you okay?
00:41:46 Of course I am, but I feel
00:41:50 You're paying it all. You spent
00:41:54 What good is money
00:41:58 When you find a job,
00:42:00 we'll talk about this again.
00:42:08 See anything?
00:42:17 It's beautiful.
00:42:25 Thanks, Jaime, but you can't pay
00:42:30 It's to say I love you.
00:42:38 Sorry, did I step on you?
00:42:44 What a son of a bitch!
00:42:54 What?
00:42:55 There's no need.
00:43:13 You fuck well. I can tell
00:43:17 I don't want to think
00:43:21 You're mine only.
00:43:24 Mine only.
00:43:25 Don't talk.
00:43:32 What are you doing?
00:44:11 Embrace me.
00:44:17 Aren't you afraid?
00:44:21 Not any longer.
00:44:30 Yes?
00:44:31 - Valerie?
00:44:33 - Hi, it's Harry.
00:44:35 Could I see you this morning?
00:44:38 Sure, I'll be there in
00:44:51 I hired a girl,
00:44:53 She didn't last a week.
00:44:55 If you're willing,
00:44:58 Right now?
00:45:00 Yes, I need someone urgently.
00:45:02 We present the collection in
00:45:06 We haven't spoken about money yet.
00:45:09 A ham for Christmas.
00:45:12 - A client is waiting.
00:45:17 Don't worry about money.
00:45:21 Coffee?
00:45:24 Hello.
00:45:29 I have very good news.
00:45:35 Where were you?
00:45:38 - I've started to work.
00:45:41 I called your cell phone
00:45:44 - Harry wants me to start right...
00:45:47 - They're...
00:45:50 The boss, an Italian.
00:45:52 I've been hired by a fashion firm.
00:45:55 An Italian?
00:45:58 Not knowing how you work?
00:46:01 Isn't that weird?
00:46:03 You're still young
00:46:30 What's wrong?
00:46:36 I thought you'd be happy
00:46:41 And I am. I am happy,
00:46:43 but I didn't expect it,
00:46:46 and that's why I reacted
00:46:49 But I am happy.
00:46:52 Forgive me.
00:46:56 Really, forgive me.
00:47:34 That night, that marvellous dream
00:47:38 began to turn into a nightmare.
00:47:41 I just give an account
00:47:43 the person of which
00:47:49 When the catalogues?
00:47:51 They should be printed tomorrow.
00:47:54 Where is he?
00:47:59 - What's going on?
00:48:02 What are you doing here?
00:48:05 So, you're the one who
00:48:09 Why is she here so late?
00:48:12 You think I don't know
00:48:15 You think I don't know?
00:48:19 Jaime,
00:48:20 go home. I'll be there soon.
00:48:36 I'll wait outside.
00:49:06 Get up. Come on, get up.
00:49:10 How are you?
00:49:16 Did you sleep well?
00:49:19 Darling, you know what
00:49:22 That we could both use a trip.
00:49:28 Forgive me, my love.
00:49:30 Forgive me.
00:49:34 I can't forget my problems.
00:49:37 We'll go on vacation,
00:49:40 Don't touch me! It would
00:49:50 Separate?
00:49:53 My darling, we can't separate.
00:49:57 I can't live without you.
00:49:59 If you leave me, I won't bear it.
00:50:03 My darling, my little love,
00:50:06 please.
00:50:11 Give me a chance,
00:50:14 Jaime, you're not well.
00:50:17 You're a compulsive liar,
00:50:23 You're aggressive, you come
00:50:32 You're not acting in a normal way.
00:50:38 - You need to see a doctor.
00:50:42 Whatever you want,
00:50:45 Please, you can't leave me.
00:51:16 - When did you get here?
00:51:25 You're unrecognizable.
00:51:31 You know what I'm thinking about?
00:51:35 The first Arabian horse.
00:51:42 Honestly, you're unrecognizable,
00:51:49 Look at me.
00:51:55 You know you can always
00:52:21 People don't change, but I had
00:52:26 Sonia was right. I'm blind
00:52:30 and, what's worse,
00:52:33 I can't go on. All I want to do
00:52:38 disappear from this world.
00:52:44 Oh, Val, Val! Why don't
00:52:50 It would do you well.
00:52:54 I appreciate it. You're right,
00:52:58 I can't concentrate.
00:53:01 And don't forget to take the ham.
00:53:03 Hit him with it and make it
00:53:08 Were you not gay,
00:53:11 Oh, Madonna!
00:53:34 Yes, yes, that's it.
00:53:41 Darling, look, I have a
00:53:45 - What's your name?
00:53:47 Vane, this is Val.
00:53:52 We make up a perfect team.
00:53:58 Come here, my love.
00:54:02 Please, come here.
00:54:03 We could have a great time.
00:54:07 - What's your name?
00:54:09 Come, come on, my love,
00:54:13 come, come, come here.
00:54:16 Come, my darling.
00:54:21 What tits, huh?
00:54:23 What tits!
00:54:25 The biggest thing
00:54:27 You've got a piercing, huh?
00:54:32 That's enough.
00:54:50 Where's my money?
00:54:52 I have no cash, you know?
00:54:55 - Where are my 100 euros?
00:54:59 I have no idea.
00:55:18 Jaime, we're expecting a baby.
00:55:23 What?
00:55:25 We're expecting a baby.
00:55:28 That's impossible.
00:55:33 Why is it impossible?
00:55:35 I don't doubt you're expecting,
00:55:41 How can you say that?
00:55:43 You know why I doubt it?
00:55:46 Because I'm sterile
00:55:50 You laid someone else and
00:55:54 You're a monster.
00:55:57 And you are a hysterical
00:56:00 I've always wanted to tell
00:56:04 You lie all the time,
00:56:07 I don't know how
00:56:11 And that's it,
00:56:14 Don't cry, you pig.
00:56:17 Don't cry, pig.
00:56:27 A baby is what I most
00:56:31 You did right, Val. You're
00:56:37 I don't know what to do now.
00:56:40 I quit my job,
00:56:43 thanks to him, I'm in deep debt.
00:56:47 I paid the rent for months.
00:56:49 Well, don't worry.
00:56:56 What, what is going on here?
00:56:59 Can't you see?
00:57:10 What, you're clearing off?
00:57:14 My love,
00:57:16 - I beg you, baby.
00:57:21 If you walk out that door,
00:57:25 I'll kill you, you hear?
00:57:28 I am going to destroy you, bitch!
00:57:31 - You hear?
00:57:52 This is fuckin' shit!
00:57:54 Let's go, Val, we're out of here.
00:57:57 I beg you.
00:57:59 I beg you, please.
00:58:02 I swear I'll change, my love.
00:58:07 Forgive me, my love.
00:58:13 You can't go, my love.
00:58:17 You won't get away
00:58:20 Whore!
00:58:22 No one leaves me, you know?
00:58:24 No one leaves me, you bitch!
00:58:37 You're coming to my place
00:58:39 until you get over that
00:58:45 Val?
00:58:49 Hello.
01:01:41 Val.
01:01:47 Val, you can't go on like this.
01:01:51 Val, you have to react.
01:01:54 You look terrible.
01:01:58 How long have you been here?
01:02:02 Oh, my baby...
01:02:04 I'll help you clean all this up.
01:02:07 Look, I've brought food.
01:03:24 Breaking off with Jaime
01:03:27 Seeing the depths of
01:03:30 and to see the light again.
01:03:33 After several months
01:03:35 my body was beginning to rouse.
01:03:39 It was like waking from
01:03:44 I'm starving.
01:04:46 I know what I will do to
01:04:56 - Hi.
01:04:59 - I think I made a mistake.
01:05:03 Come in.
01:05:05 - You're Val, right?
01:05:06 You called for the interview.
01:05:09 - I'm Cindy. One of the girls.
01:05:14 You'll be attended to right away.
01:05:17 - Cristina.
01:05:19 Valerie? A nice name. Let me
01:05:32 Have a seat, Val.
01:05:35 - Where have you worked?
01:05:38 Yes, of course.
01:05:40 This is my first time.
01:05:41 Interesting. What can you do?
01:05:44 Everything, as long as
01:05:47 That's fine.
01:05:50 Go with Cindy.
01:05:57 Use more make-up.
01:05:59 Clients don't pay for
01:06:03 - I think I found a job.
01:06:06 For what company?
01:06:08 In a brothel.
01:06:09 Come on, Val, that's not funny.
01:06:13 I start tomorrow.
01:06:17 - Are you serious?
01:06:21 Look,
01:06:23 we spend most of the time waiting.
01:06:26 Want to see the man of my life?
01:06:29 His name is Migue.
01:06:31 He lives with my mother
01:06:34 I sent him there because
01:06:40 I take all this for him,
01:06:45 I must whisper.
01:06:48 Come on, girls, let's dance.
01:06:55 Are you going to behave?
01:07:05 Cindy.
01:07:20 I'm Mar.
01:07:25 I'm Stephanie.
01:07:29 - What's your name, child?
01:07:42 I'm Val.
01:08:06 Val, I want you.
01:08:09 - What do I have to do?
01:08:12 but he's always high.
01:08:14 He cannot have full sex.
01:08:17 A good hand job
01:08:19 A two-hour hand job?
01:08:23 You know, you play
01:08:26 This is no school, Val.
01:08:28 The client isn't going
01:08:31 You look beautiful.
01:08:57 Hi.
01:08:59 You're new, aren't you?
01:09:01 Come on, get in the water with me.
01:09:17 Come here.
01:09:21 - You have a special smell.
01:09:24 You like it?
01:09:27 - Let's go to bed.
01:09:31 Fucking doesn't turn me on.
01:09:34 Okay, relax, we'll see
01:09:54 Well, I'm from Seville.
01:09:57 I work for a machine company
01:10:01 Fuck!
01:10:04 Stop, girl, or I'll go crazy.
01:10:08 Why the fuck did you stop?
01:10:10 Because you told me to.
01:10:12 You pay no attention to me.
01:10:14 Keep going, shit!
01:10:16 No one's ever done
01:10:22 - Did you go to the April fair?
01:10:26 You know what's happened
01:10:29 - I've fallen in love with you.
01:10:32 That's right, love at first sight.
01:10:36 Why don't we get into bed?
01:10:39 Okay, but just because I love you.
01:10:51 What a nice ass you've got!
01:10:55 I'm sorry if I hurt you.
01:10:59 Slap me again.
01:11:04 At that moment I felt
01:11:09 The same as at 15, with Eduard.
01:11:12 I needed to know more,
01:11:14 to learn from this
01:11:23 What are you doing?
01:11:25 The first time is tough, I know.
01:11:28 We have all cried the first time.
01:11:31 But you get used to it,
01:11:35 - Are you okay?
01:11:42 - Where's my money?
01:11:46 - How did it go?
01:11:51 You expected a cultured,
01:11:53 with a pleasant conversation?
01:11:57 I remind you you're a whore.
01:12:02 You look tired.
01:12:04 Not at all, I'm delighted.
01:12:06 What do clients like?
01:12:08 A bit of everything.
01:12:09 Some want to tie you up,
01:12:14 You just gave me an idea.
01:12:27 That handsome is he!
01:12:28 His name is Giovanni.
01:12:31 The other one's a pig.
01:12:33 They come to Barcelona often.
01:12:41 I'll be right out.
01:12:43 Come on, you look divine.
01:13:28 It was a pleasure to meet you.
01:13:30 I hope you enjoyed it.
01:13:33 What an intense life.
01:13:35 I would like mine
01:13:40 What's your name?
01:13:41 Valerie.
01:14:25 I have a strange feeling
01:14:26 that here, somehow,
01:14:32 You're just learning
01:14:35 What about you?
01:14:39 You are the future of my past.
01:14:42 And me, perhaps,
01:14:58 It's not a difficult job,
01:15:02 How can you say that?
01:15:03 I like to do it free,
01:15:07 And I get paid,
01:15:12 - Have you ever been spanked?
01:15:15 Try it. You'd be surprised.
01:15:17 We have too many preconceptions.
01:15:20 And those flowers?
01:15:21 A present from Pedro, a client.
01:15:23 - They're pretty.
01:15:26 Still thinking of Jaime?
01:15:27 Not at all.
01:15:31 I have an Italian client
01:15:34 Be careful, Val.
01:15:36 I've seen that look before.
01:15:39 - Keep it.
01:15:41 Don't be silly.
01:15:45 Yes, Cristina?
01:15:47 Okay, I'm on my way.
01:15:52 It's Giovanni.
01:15:58 Giovanni is different from
01:16:02 I shivers when he touches me.
01:16:05 He makes me go to the cosmos,
01:16:09 I think I'm in love with him.
01:16:19 Thank you.
01:16:28 I live in Calabria because
01:16:32 I spend most of
01:16:36 - What?
01:16:38 - What's wrong with it?
01:16:41 That uncombed hair.
01:16:45 You know?
01:16:46 I communicate better with
01:16:50 With a caress I describe things
01:16:56 I'm scared, Giovanni,
01:17:02 Your smell is irresistible.
01:17:04 - What smell?
01:17:06 freshness, life.
01:17:09 I like you too much too.
01:17:13 - Give me your phone number.
01:17:16 - My boss would kill me.
01:17:21 Will you call me again this week?
01:17:24 Do you want to know the answer?
01:17:31 Look,
01:17:33 this proves that
01:17:37 Save it for me,
01:17:43 I have to go.
01:17:47 Although I'd like to
01:17:50 What did you say?
01:17:52 Nothing, forget it.
01:17:57 What about the money?
01:18:00 I'm a disaster.
01:18:05 What if I pay you another hour?
01:18:11 This one is on me.
01:18:16 Val, be very careful.
01:18:21 Don't fall in love with him.
01:18:24 It's impossible for a man
01:18:28 to be loyal.
01:18:35 Valerie, you're beautiful.
01:18:38 Although I'm jealous
01:18:40 When does your plane leave?
01:18:42 - In 3 hours.
01:18:45 I have to go to Madrid.
01:18:47 We could order a Coca-Cola
01:18:52 I thought you dropped that.
01:18:55 I'm thirsty again.
01:19:04 I guess you'll give me
01:19:08 A Coca-Cola and an opener, please.
01:19:28 Don't you like it?
01:19:29 Of course I like this suite but
01:19:31 I don't want to be
01:19:39 Val, listen to me.
01:19:41 I'll do whatever you want
01:19:44 And I won't say a word
01:19:47 What I want is for you to marry me.
01:19:50 Look,
01:19:53 this is for you.
01:19:54 Fuckin' look at it.
01:19:59 - You don't like it?
01:20:01 I was given a similar one once.
01:20:06 Don't give me anything.
01:20:08 And no flowers, I hate flowers.
01:20:10 Pedro, you're pressing me.
01:20:12 Go see some other girls.
01:20:14 What are you saying?
01:20:16 I don't want others,
01:20:20 You're hurting me.
01:20:22 I won't marry you.
01:20:24 You're drunk.
01:20:27 - I had better go.
01:20:30 You know what
01:20:32 Do you know what
01:20:36 I pay you, and you'll do as I say.
01:20:41 Here's your fuckin' money.
01:20:44 Pick it up.
01:20:45 Pick it the fuck up!
01:20:51 Stay there on all fours.
01:20:54 Stay there on all fours. Yeah.
01:20:56 - You're hurting me?
01:21:00 Now you'll ask me to spank you,
01:21:04 You like that?
01:21:06 Bitch, you're a real bitch.
01:21:10 You're hurting me.
01:21:12 What are you complaining about?
01:21:15 You chose to be a whore.
01:21:18 You'll do as I say,
01:21:20 in one way or another.
01:21:25 Tell me you like this.
01:21:32 No, please!
01:21:36 You like this?
01:21:53 I love you, Val.
01:22:24 And you, what a view?
01:22:36 That night I understood,
01:22:39 prostitution and marriage
01:22:41 You become the property
01:22:44 And when they're like
01:22:47 your life has no value any longer.
01:23:22 I thought he would kill me.
01:23:24 There are many Pedros in this.
01:23:27 Go, you're still in time.
01:23:30 After, it's difficult to drop it.
01:23:33 You could go to Rio and give
01:23:39 Now go home. You look tired.
01:23:43 I don't want to be alone.
01:23:46 Hi,
01:23:49 you've got a client, and
01:23:55 I'm sorry, I can't go.
01:23:59 - And I have a date.
01:24:01 You're going nowhere.
01:24:05 You're committed to me.
01:24:07 I'd go if I were you.
01:24:14 - Giovanni?
01:24:18 Mae and you will go right now.
01:25:06 - Hi.
01:25:16 Come on, princess.
01:25:19 I've finally convinced Giovanni,
01:25:22 you'd be mine tonight.
01:25:30 Come here, beautiful.
01:25:40 You've said nothing
01:25:48 What a pain of a whore!
01:25:53 I couldn't stop
01:25:56 I couldn't believe
01:25:59 I felt disgust while
01:26:02 Cindy was right saying
01:26:06 I could still do that.
01:26:09 But Cindy was trapped.
01:26:12 She owed Cris a lot of money,
01:26:17 She couldn't stand not having her son.
01:26:42 What happened?
01:26:44 Cindy.
01:26:50 She foll out the window.
01:26:53 She got a call. Seems like
01:26:58 but we know nothing more.
01:27:00 Cindy would never leave her son.
01:27:16 We buried her the next day,
01:27:18 just the girls from the brothel.
01:27:21 I was devastated.
01:27:25 I can't stop thinking about Cindy.
01:27:29 We're all sorry about Cindy,
01:27:33 but life goes on, and the job
01:27:41 I'm not going.
01:27:44 Yes you are, darling.
01:27:53 Hello?
01:27:59 Hello.
01:28:04 - Hi.
01:28:07 - I see they didn't tell you.
01:28:11 - What's your name?
01:28:13 I'm Inigo. Delighted.
01:28:19 Could you pick me up
01:28:24 I could do that but
01:28:26 it takes me a great effort.
01:28:37 Have no fear.
01:28:55 No, you don't need to undress me.
01:28:57 The only place I feel
01:29:01 And my hands a bit.
01:29:36 - You smell nice.
01:29:41 - Chocolate.
01:30:31 Could you do me a favour?
01:30:33 Move your fingers.
01:30:36 Move the fingers of your hand.
01:30:42 I am incapable of moving
01:30:47 You don't know
01:30:51 I imagine me hands and my
01:30:55 I get up off the chair
01:30:59 I can tough the flowers,
01:31:02 feel the velvet,
01:31:05 and caress a woman as
01:31:11 We should love ourselves more,
01:31:17 Go, you're still in time.
01:31:29 Never give up anything
01:31:33 because you'll regret it.
01:31:35 Believe me.
01:31:41 I know where you live.
01:31:47 Where are you going? Where, huh?
01:31:49 I don't care what
01:31:52 I do care about what is said.
01:31:54 Clear out! Give me the bag!
01:31:59 Go on, get out of my sight!
01:32:04 You're unbearable!
01:32:17 We always realize things
01:32:22 Since the accident,
01:32:23 whenever I see anyone,
01:32:27 What advice?
01:32:28 To take advantage of their
01:32:38 Live.
01:32:41 You need to be alone.
01:32:45 Enjoy life as much as you can.
01:33:04 And I can touch grass,
01:33:08 I slowly started to caress my body.
01:33:12 I had finally discovered
01:33:16 That of being myself.
01:33:45 Although it was pouring rain,
01:33:50 I wanted to share that moment with
01:34:14 What are you doing here?
01:34:16 I know I'm unpresentable.
01:34:20 Congratulations!
01:34:22 - Are you okay?
01:34:25 I wanted to thank you.
01:34:28 For what?
01:34:29 For being my friend,
01:34:34 I always follow your advice.
01:34:37 I've decided to leave the brothel.
01:34:39 I'm so happy.
01:34:41 I'll spend some time with Hassan.
01:34:46 Won't you open your present?
01:34:51 It's beautiful!
01:34:53 It has no zipper.
01:34:55 Now I don't have that problem.
01:34:58 This is Marcos.
01:35:01 - Hi, Marcos.
01:35:03 - I'm glad for you.
01:35:06 - No, I have to go.
01:35:12 Live.
01:35:13 I'm a promiscuous woman, yes,
01:35:16 because I want to use
01:35:20 what everyone is looking for.
01:35:23 pleasure, self-esteem and, in short,
01:35:26 love and affection.
01:35:30 If you want to give me a name, go on,
01:35:32 I don't mind.
01:35:34 But you must know
01:35:39 a dryad, simply a nymph.
01:36:40 - Hi.
01:36:47 What?
01:36:51 Get home?
01:36:53 I want to fuck with you.
01:37:01 I have no money.
01:37:08 No matter. It's free.
01:40:59 It's impossible for a man
01:41:04 to be loyal.
01:41:05 Valerie...
01:41:07 Live.
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