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00:00:05 I was a planned child, my parents said.
00:00:09 Oskar, my father, even said
00:00:14 When he began to carry out his intention.
00:00:19 He gave of his best, he said.
00:00:28 Until the day my life changed completely.
00:00:32 This Life Is Yours
00:00:38 If you look at a single minute,
00:00:43 Just a small bit of time.
00:00:47 An hour has sixty, a day 1440 minutes.
00:00:53 So when I was 22, I had already
00:00:58 563,200 minutes.
00:01:04 And then, according to the unknown
00:01:08 one second was picked
00:01:12 And that second became more important than
00:01:33 Is Jargonov really here?
00:01:36 He made me fail in Prague.
00:01:38 Good evening.
00:01:41 Welcome to this year's International
00:01:47 As our first pianist I invite
00:01:52 He'll play Liszt's Sonata in B Minor.
00:02:02 He's a monster. A precision machine
00:02:09 I just heard that Yuri Kovacs
00:02:15 He'll play Beethoven.
00:02:18 The second movement of Sonata
00:02:26 He's playing your piece.
00:02:32 This is outrageous.
00:02:38 He does it on purpose, the rat.
00:03:28 In Prague, when I dropped out.
00:03:34 You can lose, but you can never give up.
00:03:40 And now we invite Luca Behrendt
00:03:46 Whatever he plays, it'll be better.
00:03:50 Once more, we invite
00:03:55 What will he do?
00:04:01 I see Luca will play the same piece
00:04:06 Playing the same piece
00:04:12 Luca will play the Third Movement
00:04:17 Opus 31, number 2. Please go ahead.
00:06:42 How much time do they need?
00:06:58 Ladies and gentlemen, dear competitors,
00:07:04 I hope you enjoyed it.
00:07:08 It's a pleasure for me
00:07:14 In third place, we have
00:07:19 Good decision.
00:07:23 We invite the artist to the stage.
00:07:41 In second place, we have a superlative
00:07:49 We invite Yuri Kovacs to the stage.
00:08:11 And the first prize of the International
00:08:19 Luca Behrendt.
00:09:24 You won't mind if I don't come along?
00:09:29 You have to be fit, tomorrow.
00:09:35 And thank you.
00:09:39 It brought me luck.
00:09:43 And now it has to bring you luck.
00:10:06 Kuballa has reserved a table at
00:10:12 Calm down, Mom. Time to relax.
00:12:19 More mail for you. Do you know you get
00:12:29 It's a beautiful day.
00:12:33 A bit of sunshine for you.
00:13:34 Hello, Lynn.
00:13:40 Can I come in?
00:13:51 I'm so sorry.
00:14:02 I'd give anything
00:14:07 It's too late.
00:14:09 His life is ruined. And mine as well.
00:14:13 Don't say that.
00:14:17 We'll pull through together.
00:14:21 Together?
00:14:24 That would be a change.
00:14:28 He's my son too. I don't see him
00:14:33 That's why you came
00:14:37 I can understand you're hurt.
00:14:42 But reproaches don't help.
00:14:47 Tell me where you were,
00:14:51 When he gave his first concert.
00:14:56 But now... What were you
00:15:03 I think you liked it
00:15:07 But that's not the point now.
00:15:10 I've been trying to reach Luca for weeks.
00:15:17 I respected that. Until now.
00:15:22 Please talk to him, Lynn.
00:15:28 There's so much I want to tell him.
00:15:33 I don't want him to think I'm intruding.
00:16:01 Give it to me. Wait a minute.
00:16:08 Don't you understand German? Come on.
00:16:11 That was my ball.
00:16:14 I hear Yuri plays Rachmaninov now,
00:16:19 I know, I know. He doesn't get
00:16:24 The CD isn't selling well.
00:16:28 He's an intellectual.
00:16:31 It's all cerebral. The feeling is missing.
00:16:37 He played like a dream.
00:16:43 Unforgettably, actually.
00:16:46 Who, Yuri?
00:16:50 It wasn't empty,
00:16:56 It was a very sensitive, mature
00:17:01 How is he? I never hear about him.
00:17:06 He's in a rehab clinic near Salzburg,
00:17:11 I wanted to visit him,
00:17:17 Flowers.
00:17:20 I have to go.
00:17:24 It was terrible.
00:17:27 We can't abandon him now.
00:18:01 Roderick. Come on, people.
00:18:05 Look at this mess. Can you clean it up?
00:18:11 Where's Luca?
00:18:17 If everything worked like your mouth...
00:18:21 But I'm lucky, you don't hurt a cripple.
00:18:24 Can't you be nicer to him?
00:18:28 It's not our fault. He thinks he's better
00:18:34 Used to play piano.
00:18:57 Come on, move your ass, you spazz.
00:19:07 There he is.
00:19:34 Oh, shit.
00:19:42 There's going to be trouble.
00:19:50 Come on, guys, faster.
00:20:33 Go on, help him.
00:20:40 Rod. Pull him up.
00:20:43 Give me a hand.
00:20:49 Pull him out.
00:21:23 Everything will be alright.
00:21:44 He must learn to accept his situation.
00:21:47 Start a new, normal life
00:21:51 My son has never led a normal life.
00:21:54 That's why it's important
00:21:59 We have to get him interested.
00:22:02 He needed his legs
00:22:10 Life doesn't depend on two legs.
00:22:19 Maybe he'll recover.
00:22:23 No, but you shouldn't
00:22:27 Do you see this spot?
00:22:30 This vertebra has shifted,
00:22:35 That means the damage
00:22:39 causes a permanent paraplegic paralysis.
00:22:43 Of course we can build up some muscles.
00:22:48 But he'll always be confined
00:23:02 We live on the sixth floor,
00:23:08 The main thing is getting him
00:23:15 I think I have an idea.
00:23:24 We're closed. Leave me alone.
00:23:27 Open up, I don't have all day.
00:23:30 I can't, my wheelchair has a flat.
00:23:37 You're getting on my nerves.
00:23:44 What is it?
00:23:47 I'm going to the nuthouse after all?
00:23:54 It looks like the time
00:23:59 I could croak any day, you know.
00:24:03 I'm very ill.
00:24:07 But you don't take care of yourself.
00:24:10 Hey, leave Sandy alone.
00:24:13 She hates it when greasy fingers
00:24:16 Get out of my room, or...
00:24:26 A pigsty, in here.
00:24:29 Dr. Frankenstein, want some lifeless
00:24:37 Your results are terrible, as you know.
00:24:41 Alcohol and nicotine are poison.
00:24:45 I'm not normal. They're moving me.
00:24:49 We need your room.
00:24:52 It's an emergency, and you have
00:24:58 Half a guy can't have a whole room.
00:25:02 You have a chance to do some good,
00:25:12 I'm depending on you.
00:25:26 Someone should do me
00:25:35 Your new home.
00:25:39 Neat, like a girl's room.
00:25:42 It smells like one too.
00:25:47 Nothing but a trained nurse, that is.
00:25:51 This is a mistake.
00:25:56 If I hadn't saved you,
00:26:00 What's he doing here?
00:26:06 No way am I minding this mother's boy.
00:26:10 It's not up to me. It was decided upstairs.
00:26:15 Put him in another room.
00:26:19 Shut up. And this box is taboo,
00:26:23 You'll manage, I know you will.
00:26:45 Unbelievable. Rooming
00:26:49 They don't care if it gives me
00:26:55 I'll tell Dr. Assaro that losing my
00:27:02 Yes, what is it now?
00:27:15 Hello. Who do we have here?
00:27:25 I'm looking for Luca Behrendt.
00:27:28 Hey, mother's boy.
00:27:38 You have a visitor.
00:27:55 Josephine. Hi, I'm Roderick Stark.
00:28:01 That's nice.
00:28:06 Sure, moving.
00:28:19 Yes, just get out of here.
00:28:24 You're much prettier.
00:28:29 No, really.
00:28:33 Yes, I'm getting in the mood as well.
00:28:45 I hope you're not mad at me
00:28:50 But I've tried to
00:28:57 I've written to you so often.
00:29:03 You shouldn't have come.
00:29:06 It's not like before.
00:29:11 I understand how you feel.
00:29:17 But I came to tell you I'm there for you.
00:29:23 No matter what happened, or will happen.
00:29:30 There's no point.
00:29:35 We were always there for each other.
00:29:46 You have your life, and I have mine.
00:29:51 If you really want to help me...
00:29:58 just leave me alone.
00:30:38 You have physiotherapy in five minutes.
00:30:44 That's not funny. You do the therapy
00:30:50 Goodbye?
00:30:52 Orders from Dr. Assaro. If you don't join
00:30:59 That would be a pity.
00:31:03 And she's the boss around here.
00:31:06 I'm depending on you.
00:31:18 Roderick, Roderick,
00:31:23 Watch your feet. Further apart.
00:31:32 It was nice, baby.
00:31:36 Other things still work as well.
00:31:43 Come on. The feet.
00:31:47 Yes, that's good.
00:31:49 Prince Valium, welcome to
00:31:54 That's here. One more minute.
00:32:02 I'm Mike.
00:32:06 Let's start with the treadmill.
00:32:11 It keeps the muscles elastic, improves
00:32:17 So you won't grow crooked.
00:32:21 A handicap isn't enough?
00:32:25 You're handicapped too. Get used to it.
00:32:29 Thanks a lot, Black Mamba.
00:32:46 Hi there, spazz.
00:32:48 God, this makes me puke.
00:32:54 You're really mental.
00:32:59 You're not allowed to smoke in your room.
00:33:04 Are you going to stop me, wise ass?
00:34:02 The maestro plays piano.
00:34:07 An original concert. Bye.
00:34:12 Asshole.
00:34:22 I hope I'm not disturbing you.
00:34:30 I know you don't want to see anyone.
00:34:40 Were you about to play?
00:34:48 I'm sorry to hear it. I...
00:34:51 Playing the piano is for sissies, right?
00:34:55 I've never said that.
00:34:59 But you were thinking it.
00:35:03 That's not true.
00:35:14 I think we should talk.
00:35:17 So many things
00:35:21 You ignored me for ten years. Don't start
00:35:45 Good evening.
00:35:53 So, anything going on tonight?
00:36:15 I'm sorry, Luca.
00:36:21 I know talking isn't your thing,
00:36:30 I said I'm an asshole sometimes.
00:36:35 Yes, but not on purpose.
00:36:40 I don't know why I bug people.
00:36:46 And because I'm an asshole.
00:36:50 Come on, listen to me.
00:36:53 We're giving a party,
00:36:58 I'm not in the mood.
00:37:03 Don't be a bore. Just saddle
00:37:18 The coast is clear.
00:37:21 Stay close to me.
00:37:31 Many cripples got lost here,
00:37:49 You can have a look around.
00:37:57 My friends call me Rod.
00:38:00 Short for Roderick. Not Red, that
00:38:22 What is this stuff?
00:38:24 Ethanol. Medicinal alcohol.
00:38:37 Are you trying to kill me?
00:38:44 Once the pain goes away,
00:38:48 It goes right to your brain.
00:38:53 Make room, okay.
00:38:58 Does Assaro know about this?
00:39:02 She'd put an end to it right away.
00:39:13 Is it far? This is insane.
00:39:19 What can happen? Lightning
00:39:25 Do we roll all the way to Salzburg?
00:39:29 Be glad you don't have to walk.
00:39:34 Nothing.
00:39:36 Come on, let's have a race.
00:39:50 That's great. Struggling to get here,
00:39:56 You think we have the wrong tires?
00:40:01 Moni, this is Luca, Luca, this is Moni.
00:40:05 Can you take me in?
00:40:10 Even though you only have
00:40:15 There's more that reminds you of a horse.
00:40:22 Look out, please.
00:40:26 Look out for my bad legs.
00:40:30 You've brought backup?
00:40:34 Be nice to him, he's in a wheelchair.
00:40:42 Is this a disco or a
00:40:46 Sorry buddy, paraplegics only.
00:40:50 Hurry up and jump off a bridge.
00:41:57 So, do you like it here?
00:41:59 Oh well, Rod dragged me in here.
00:42:04 I don't know where he gets the strength.
00:42:09 He's really tough, isn't he?
00:42:14 I'm sorry.
00:42:16 I'd forgotten that you're also...
00:42:24 That spazz can't dance.
00:42:35 Something's leaking.
00:42:41 I should have drunk vodka
00:42:45 This happened to me before
00:42:50 You smell.
00:42:53 I'm going to dance again.
00:43:24 Phew. Move over,
00:43:29 Moni had the hots for you.
00:43:32 We can forget about women.
00:43:36 There are other ways, besides
00:43:42 At least we're not guys who kiss and run.
00:43:46 You don't need to take stock
00:43:52 Your frustration
00:43:59 Is it still far?
00:44:02 Clean up the urine,
00:44:06 No rowdiness at six in the morning,
00:44:13 Could you keep it down?
00:44:16 At least turn down the treble.
00:44:18 And leaving the clinic
00:44:25 He shouldn't drink. It's poison to him.
00:44:32 Go to dialysis.
00:44:34 I'd prefer a massage parlor
00:44:40 You're making good progress.
00:44:42 If that continues,
00:44:47 Home, where's that?
00:45:07 So here you are.
00:45:09 I've searched the
00:45:14 How are you? You look fine.
00:45:21 How's the music going?
00:45:25 I seem to recall you're a pianist.
00:45:33 May I?
00:45:41 It's nice here. Far from the pressure
00:45:51 You need these creative breaks.
00:45:57 They clear the head,
00:46:03 Still, it's time to get started again.
00:46:07 Get started again?
00:46:11 Not playing anymore?
00:46:15 What I said. I'm not playing anymore.
00:46:21 Your hands are okay, there are many
00:46:26 Bach. He's part of your repertoire.
00:46:33 Your accident changed your life, and I
00:46:40 But to the music, it's irrelevant.
00:46:48 The music is in your soul,
00:46:57 Beethoven composed his 9th when he
00:47:03 He read the words from the singers' lips,
00:47:08 He had to press his ears to the piano...
00:47:12 to check his composition,
00:47:20 In the face of an iron will,
00:47:31 Humility, young man.
00:47:37 You have received
00:47:43 Do something with it.
00:48:26 The guys are organizing
00:48:30 That's music to your ears, right?
00:48:40 What's wrong?
00:48:43 Birthday present from my parents.
00:48:46 It's easier than coming by,
00:48:51 I wanted to get a house
00:48:56 Who'd live with a cripple?
00:49:01 At first, they visited me
00:49:06 , Then she said she couldn't
00:49:11 That's the way it is.
00:49:14 She was a great woman.
00:49:16 Legs up to her ass, and back.
00:49:20 And they had these tiny hairs,
00:49:31 With her, it wasn't just about sex.
00:49:37 but it was about feelings as well.
00:49:43 Be glad you'll be out of here soon.
00:49:46 You're right, we have a shitty life.
00:49:50 We're at the bottom of the chain.
00:49:53 You shouldn't say that.
00:49:58 Look.
00:50:01 I need you.
00:50:07 I'm serious.
00:50:14 Without you, I wouldn't be here anymore.
00:50:17 Give me one reason to carry on.
00:50:21 We have to carry on until we find out
00:50:28 As shitty as it is,
00:50:42 So what about that birthday party?
00:50:45 No, that's much too dull.
00:50:51 I have a better idea.
00:51:29 Your apple juice, boys.
00:51:32 Drink it slowly, or you'll be legless.
00:51:36 Excuse me, this is a mistake.
00:51:43 I just wanted to ask for ice.
00:51:49 Excuse me. You danced so beautifully.
00:51:52 I paid a lot. You should dance.
00:51:58 Hello, sweetheart. I'm Scarlett.
00:52:09 I've brought you something.
00:52:12 Three apples on a wall.
00:52:17 Two?
00:52:20 We're going to have fun together.
00:52:33 Come along.
00:52:35 Don't be a bore. Saddle the ponies.
00:52:39 Later, okay?
00:52:53 Well?
00:52:56 Would you like to join me on the bed?
00:52:59 It's much cozier.
00:53:11 You're my birthday present.
00:53:17 Why?
00:53:19 Because you're probably my last.
00:53:24 Sit down next to me,
00:53:36 May I?
00:53:40 The most beautiful thing there is.
00:54:08 Does your friend always
00:54:12 What does he do, by the way?
00:54:16 He's an artist.
00:54:19 An artist? He doesn't look like one.
00:54:23 So what do artists look like?
00:54:28 Like you.
00:54:30 You're special, somehow.
00:54:38 It's up.
00:54:40 It's up.
00:55:01 You smell so nice.
00:56:00 Help. We need a doctor.
00:56:36 So? Are you feeling better?
00:56:46 The doctor thinks
00:56:50 The bed will be free again in a few days.
00:57:02 I don't want to croak here, Luca.
00:57:07 I can feel it. My ticker is getting weaker,
00:57:16 Why do I have a muscle disease,
00:57:22 Sometimes I tell myself my next life
00:57:33 The Buddhists say you start your new life
00:57:42 And a hospital isn't really
00:57:48 I want to die where I feel good.
00:59:04 What's the matter with Luca?
00:59:07 He says he needs a place to live, soon.
00:59:10 He wants to move in with Roderick.
00:59:13 A young man he met at the clinic.
00:59:18 Is he in a wheelchair too?
00:59:23 Wide doors, no stairs or thresholds
00:59:30 And you, as a contractor,
00:59:37 Financially, it's also
00:59:42 No problem, I'll be there for you. him
00:59:46 I know I've made mistakes.
00:59:49 But can't we leave the past behind?
00:59:55 For Luca?
01:00:01 For Luca.
01:00:16 Ah, my brown couch.
01:00:23 You, over there. Take that plant outside.
01:00:29 Are you gardeners?
01:00:31 No, we're nuclear physicists,
01:00:36 I'd like to knock the foulmouth
01:00:40 I heard that, Baloo.
01:00:44 Not a bad idea. You're hard to miss.
01:00:50 Oh, oh. A piano, a piano.
01:00:53 What's it doing here?
01:00:55 Grand piano.
01:01:07 I guess neither of you, any time soon.
01:01:12 I thought he'd be pleased.
01:01:15 He always looks like that
01:01:41 Damn.
01:01:43 Why do I miscount all the time?
01:01:49 You'd have been a very pretty lawyer.
01:02:03 You.
01:02:08 I was about to stop anyway.
01:02:16 Forget the notes.
01:02:21 It's good to see you.
01:02:45 big closing concert with Yuri Kovacs
01:02:52 Come here.
01:02:57 Look at this.
01:03:00 This Kovacs, who stole your piece,
01:03:08 Say something. Compose some text.
01:03:12 He's good, he deserves it.
01:03:16 If this is true,
01:03:20 The Maniac of the Keys,
01:03:24 Alright, I know what
01:03:29 Yes, so?
01:03:31 What do you mean?
01:03:33 He's coming back, giving a big concert,
01:03:38 You don't take it lying down,
01:03:43 Glamour and glory?
01:03:47 Chicks go crazy
01:03:50 My mother was nuts
01:03:54 Who?
01:03:56 He wrote songs, for Elise, or something.
01:04:01 That's what I said. Look, you have to play.
01:04:06 I can see it now.
01:04:10 Forget it.
01:04:14 Your Rudi Kleidermann
01:04:18 That schmaltzy look? We can work on it.
01:04:22 He can work the pedals.
01:04:25 Pedals? What pedals?
01:04:30 What pedals?
01:04:33 Hey, Earth to mother's boy. What pedals?
01:05:00 What are you doing?
01:05:04 We go to the moon, separate Siamese
01:05:12 We'll show this Kovacs what's what.
01:05:15 For the last time,
01:05:19 You're just scared
01:05:22 I don't want to be laughed at,
01:05:27 If I could play as well as you...
01:05:32 I won't leave anything behind.
01:05:39 You know I'm not
01:05:45 but if you'd let fly
01:06:32 Come on in.
01:06:34 What a surprise.
01:06:37 No, I'm happy to see you. You look good.
01:06:42 Shall we have lunch?
01:06:58 Not bad.
01:07:03 It's not quite ready yet.
01:07:09 What can I do for you?
01:07:11 I can' t explain now, but I have
01:07:17 I won the contest,
01:07:23 I searched the internet
01:07:36 This way.
01:07:45 Maybe it's a stupid idea,
01:07:50 But I didn't know what to do.
01:07:59 On the contrary. I think it's great.
01:08:04 Give me a little time, okay?
01:08:19 Sorry, the meeting just went on and on.
01:08:24 How are you?
01:08:27 That's good. And how's Luca?
01:08:30 Also fine, thank God.
01:08:35 Glad to hear it. I was always
01:08:39 That's why I'm here. He'd like to play
01:08:47 The concert? How is he going to do that?
01:08:54 That's why it's important we support him.
01:08:59 I thought he was unable to move his legs?
01:09:03 A construction is being developed
01:09:10 A construction?
01:09:13 This concert gives him
01:09:17 To pick up where he left off
01:09:24 A construction.
01:09:27 A star pianist in a...
01:09:30 That would be sensational.
01:09:34 The best way would be
01:09:39 The headset runs on a small battery,
01:09:46 Biting on the left side
01:09:52 And biting on the right the right one?
01:09:59 Pneumatically, I thought.
01:10:02 It could work.
01:10:54 Look. The computer's here, and it works.
01:11:07 What are you playing?
01:11:15 I'd like to play it at the concert.
01:11:20 Is it yours?
01:12:08 Let's practice a little
01:12:12 Not so fast. There's plenty of time.
01:12:16 The concert isn't tonight.
01:12:40 Say something.
01:12:42 We need an ambulance. Help me.
01:12:46 Help me.
01:12:48 Somebody call an ambulance.
01:13:09 I'm glad you're here. I need your help.
01:13:12 Talk some sense into him.
01:13:16 On his own responsibility.
01:13:21 He can hardly breathe,
01:13:28 He doesn't want to die in a hospital.
01:13:35 I promised him.
01:13:45 Alright, then. I'll tell the nurse
01:14:01 You've really missed
01:14:05 It's clear who hung those up.
01:14:10 Rod, that'll do.
01:14:15 Very elegant. Nothing to be
01:14:20 I hope you'll knock them dead
01:14:24 They're making such a big noise
01:14:29 I'm glad to be back.
01:14:34 Ah, vodka and orange.
01:14:43 Only the vodka's missing.
01:14:49 I'll retreat to my room,
01:14:55 I'll do my best to keep the noise down.
01:14:58 I'll be back for the sundowner.
01:15:37 Hello, you two.
01:15:43 What's wrong?
01:15:46 Why the long face?
01:15:52 Kuballa sent me a fax.
01:15:57 They've cancelled us.
01:16:04 The marketing department is against it.
01:16:10 He says...
01:17:04 open air concert with Yuri Kovacs
01:17:18 You have to tell him.
01:17:56 Everything okay?
01:17:59 When do you have to be there?
01:18:05 I wanted to...
01:18:07 Only you can prove
01:18:12 I'm depending on you.
01:18:19 My tuxedo has disappeared.
01:18:21 No, it hasn't.
01:18:25 it's hanging over there. I had it cleaned,
01:18:34 Get that notebook, will you?
01:18:59 It's for you.
01:19:02 It contains everything
01:19:09 Also, I want to tell you right now
01:19:18 I'm proud of you too.
01:19:33 What is it?
01:19:38 The bow tie is missing.
01:19:48 It's not important, really.
01:19:55 I was afraid you wanted
01:20:02 Now get out of here.
01:20:48 Can I see your tickets?
01:20:52 I can't let you in without a ticket.
01:20:57 You can't go in, I said.
01:20:59 What's your friend's name?
01:21:02 Felix Lundquist. Let him in,
01:21:08 But...
01:21:12 Come on. I've been waiting for you.
01:21:53 Where were you?
01:22:13 Hey, he's done.
01:22:17 What are you waiting for?
01:22:20 That's why you're here, isn't it?
01:22:42 That's Luca Behrendt.
01:22:45 What's he doing here?
01:22:47 He's not in the program.
01:22:52 He's not listed. It's against protocol.
01:22:56 Forget protocol.