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00:01:53 Swannie.
00:01:54 Come over here.
00:01:58 Come to me.
00:02:03 Nice, Swan.
00:02:10 Come on.
00:02:12 Come to me, Mr. Swan.
00:02:15 You'll frighten it!
00:02:21 Help!
00:02:25 Help!
00:02:28 Go get my parents.
00:02:52 I've killed him.
00:02:53 I've killed him.
00:02:57 I kill...
00:02:59 Ohh.
00:03:04 Ohh.
00:03:09 Nathan!
00:03:14 Oh Jesus.
00:03:16 - Where's Claire?
00:03:17 - I don't know what happened!
00:03:20 - He came out of nowhere!
00:03:23 Do you think he can hear me?
00:03:26 Where's Claire?
00:03:28 Where is she?
00:03:30 I'll look for her later!
00:04:13 I was dead.
00:04:15 I mean,
00:04:18 I was really dead.
00:04:20 Really.
00:04:24 Tell me about it.
00:04:26 What's it like to be dead?
00:04:30 I'd got loose.
00:04:34 It were as if I was
00:04:39 My body was staying here,
00:04:42 I was flying.
00:04:46 You were floating?
00:04:50 Yes.
00:04:51 I heard that dog,
00:04:54 They were around me,
00:04:56 then I heard that noise.
00:04:59 It was like a whistle.
00:05:02 A very, very loud whistle.
00:05:06 I saw... a light.
00:05:09 A light?
00:05:12 Yes.
00:05:15 It was alive.
00:05:18 It was alive
00:05:22 I was in the light.
00:05:25 I felt good.
00:05:26 - Didn't you want to come back?
00:05:30 But you did come back.
00:05:32 Yes.
00:05:35 Why did you come back?
00:05:39 I just did.
00:05:41 Something made you come back.
00:05:43 Is there something you're holding back?
00:05:48 Yes.
00:05:52 Hey, would you like
00:05:54 Here you go.
00:06:01 Would you like to hear
00:06:03 Excuse me, would you like to hear
00:06:05 Like to hear about Jesus Christ?
00:06:07 - Okay.
00:06:08 Would you like to hear
00:06:10 Would you like to hear
00:06:37 But what made him come back?
00:06:40 Won't you answer?
00:06:44 Nathan?
00:06:50 ...right turn.
00:06:54 It doesn't recover.
00:06:58 We're dropping the...
00:07:01 Speed, 220 knots.
00:07:05 Wings lowered.
00:07:09 Flap up.
00:07:11 Power! Power!
00:07:13 Oh, shit!
00:07:17 No!
00:07:30 Of the 45 passengers on board,
00:07:33 nine belonged
00:07:36 All from Haiti.
00:07:38 So?
00:07:39 So they're afraid of getting
00:07:42 I explained to them
00:07:44 but they're scared,
00:07:46 They set up a committee.
00:07:47 I met their spokesman.
00:07:49 They gave me this.
00:07:50 What does the NTSB say about this?
00:07:52 The NTSB isn't getting involved.
00:07:53 Neither is the FAA.
00:07:55 They've all washed their
00:07:56 The airline is registered
00:07:58 the tour operator in the Caymans.
00:08:00 The crew is from Russia.
00:08:02 if the plane crashed in Haiti
00:08:04 Every day it's a different story.
00:08:06 But the plane was due
00:08:08 Seems like everyone forgot that.
00:08:09 The FAA isn't going
00:08:12 Too much work, too much hassle,
00:08:20 Nathan?
00:08:21 I don't like the smell of it.
00:08:24 If the FAA won't get involved,
00:08:26 that means a lawsuit like this
00:08:28 That means hundreds
00:08:30 And it means we can forget
00:08:33 I don't like it.
00:08:35 Excuse me,
00:08:37 since when are we afraid of cases
00:08:40 These people are going
00:08:42 on the pretext that no convention...
00:08:44 It was the same shit in Unterlinguen.
00:08:47 In Kinshasa too.
00:08:48 A judge will show up
00:08:51 "All right, let's imagine
00:08:53 "who has lost his mother.
00:08:55 "We'll say she'd have devoted
00:08:56 how much of her time
00:08:59 - Michael?
00:09:01 That's a good mother.
00:09:05 Up until the age of 18,
00:09:06 which gives us three hours
00:09:11 times $8 an hour,
00:09:13 plus the usual interest...
00:09:15 that totals a little less
00:09:17 than $100,000 at best.
00:09:19 - And the plane wasn't even full.
00:09:22 How far will that get you?
00:09:23 You can't even take your mistress
00:09:27 Nothing.
00:09:28 All right, fine.
00:09:31 these people are going
00:09:33 - What do you want me to tell them?
00:09:36 I'll explain everything.
00:09:41 Anything else?
00:10:05 Your appointment is here.
00:10:08 Who is this guy?
00:10:09 Joseph Kay.
00:10:10 Heads up a department at St. Louis.
00:10:12 - I'm not sure what he wants.
00:10:15 Something like that.
00:10:16 "Something like that".
00:10:17 "I'm not sure what he wants".
00:10:18 What's that supposed to mean?
00:10:20 Why send him to me?
00:10:21 - You were recommended.
00:10:25 - Who upstairs?
00:10:28 I see.
00:10:36 - Your daughter called.
00:10:37 - Your daughter called.
00:10:39 She left you messages at home and...
00:10:41 Yeah, I know.
00:10:42 She wanted to talk
00:10:44 She wanted to know,
00:10:47 This was my daughter
00:10:49 Your daughter.
00:10:51 Okay, I'll call her back.
00:11:01 Yes?
00:11:02 All that glucose...
00:11:04 Yes?
00:11:06 Worries me.
00:11:09 I can examine you if you want.
00:11:11 I'm a doctor.
00:11:14 All right...
00:11:15 what can I do for you, Dr. Kay?
00:11:17 You work at St. Louis, right?
00:11:19 I don't know if I'm the right...
00:11:20 Nathan, I believe you
00:11:22 I'm very serious.
00:11:24 You mustn't take
00:11:26 In fact, you shouldn't
00:11:30 You can't imagine the number
00:11:33 Of course, you'll tell me
00:11:34 - I don't want to interrupt...
00:11:37 Neurons can't be replaced.
00:11:39 Every day a few more.
00:11:40 All that glucose you're pumping in
00:11:44 Very bad for you,
00:11:47 Thank you for your concern
00:11:51 Now why don't you tell me
00:11:56 That slight shaking in your hands,
00:11:57 have you had that a long time?
00:11:59 It's a morning thing, right?
00:12:01 When you wake up?
00:12:02 You work too much.
00:12:06 Sure.
00:12:07 Excuse me.
00:12:11 Oui, mon ange.
00:12:13 Yes, sweetheart, I know.
00:12:16 Yeah, yeah.
00:12:18 Daddy will call you back,
00:12:20 wait, hang on.
00:12:23 Would you excuse me a second?
00:12:26 Yeah?
00:12:28 Uh-huh.
00:12:31 Honey, I can't talk to you now.
00:12:33 Rachel, check out
00:12:37 Of course you're coming for vacation.
00:12:38 Sure you are.
00:12:40 No, honey, I can't come get you.
00:12:42 We'll do just like last time, I...
00:12:44 We'll see.
00:12:47 Okay, I'll call you back.
00:12:49 Don't ever do this to me again.
00:12:52 I've got a screwball in my office.
00:12:54 He may be a screwball,
00:12:56 He's head of a department at St. Louis.
00:12:59 Ross didn't tell you anything else?
00:13:00 No, nothing.
00:13:11 They say the swan sings only once,
00:13:13 just before dying.
00:13:15 Yes, I know.
00:13:16 He senses he's going to die,
00:13:18 It's not because of the pain.
00:13:20 On the contrary,
00:13:23 He's glad to die.
00:13:24 - The number of legends about swans...
00:13:27 They also say swans
00:13:29 guide and keep company
00:13:31 to help them cross the threshold.
00:13:33 That's my favorite...
00:13:36 - Yes, I know it.
00:13:37 - Yes, my wife told me about it.
00:13:40 Right.
00:13:43 You mean your ex-wife?
00:13:46 We all live in glass houses.
00:13:50 So I see.
00:13:52 Why don't you finally tell me
00:13:55 I believe I'm the one
00:13:58 But you'll see for yourself.
00:13:59 Certain experiences
00:14:02 I'll see what, for God's sake?
00:14:05 I'm merely pointing out
00:14:09 Is that a threat?
00:14:11 No, it's not a threat.
00:14:12 It's a message.
00:14:14 But I'm not quite sure
00:14:19 How come you know
00:14:21 Did you have me checked out?
00:14:22 was it Ross
00:14:24 "The need to be prepared".
00:14:27 I don't know this Ross person.
00:14:28 I've never met the guy.
00:14:30 And I think you know
00:14:33 I think you know very well.
00:15:56 Hello?
00:15:58 It's me.
00:16:01 Claire, hello.
00:16:03 Yeah, I'm here.
00:16:05 Is Tracey there?
00:16:07 Yeah, sure.
00:16:09 She called me today.
00:16:12 I know, she told me.
00:16:16 Um, Tracey's asleep.
00:16:20 Already? Is she okay?
00:16:22 She waited for you to call all day.
00:16:25 She's drawing things
00:16:28 and waking up at night.
00:16:30 No, she's not okay.
00:16:32 Is there anything I can do?
00:16:40 Let's talk about this
00:16:43 I'll tell her you called.
00:16:44 Okay.
00:17:27 Nathan.
00:17:29 Nathan!
00:17:32 Listen, I came to apologize
00:17:35 I was a little heavy-handed
00:17:39 I have something to show you
00:17:42 Nathan, wait.
00:17:43 I have something to show you,
00:17:44 I just don't know if you'll be able
00:17:47 I'm fed up with your mysteries.
00:17:50 Nathan, it'll take
00:17:52 no more.
00:17:54 You'll never see me again.
00:17:56 - You give me your word?
00:17:59 I give you my word.
00:18:01 you know where I work,
00:18:03 If I do anything wrong,
00:18:06 It wouldn't take you five minutes
00:18:10 Nathan, believe me,
00:18:13 You have to see it.
00:18:14 I swear.
00:18:16 It's important.
00:18:22 Five minutes.
00:18:25 And then... I'm gone.
00:18:34 You brought me here
00:18:37 What the hell does it mean?
00:18:38 Or is that all part of the message?
00:18:40 You come out with these
00:18:42 and expect me to...
00:18:44 You see that guy,
00:18:47 Do you see him?
00:18:48 Yeah, I see him.
00:18:50 Name of Dennis.
00:18:53 his father died here.
00:18:54 He was waiting for a train
00:18:58 He had a good job, happy family.
00:19:01 And one evening, he'd had enough.
00:19:05 And when the express came by,
00:19:08 Was he a friend of yours?
00:19:10 And these last few days,
00:19:12 Dennis has come here
00:19:14 - Every evening.
00:19:17 Look at him.
00:19:18 - Why should I?
00:19:20 Because in about two minutes,
00:19:24 Dennis there will be dead.
00:19:28 What the f...
00:19:36 You're crazy.
00:19:37 Completely crazy.
00:19:57 You gotta take the Chambers Street Exit,
00:20:18 Look!
00:20:19 He's got a gun!
00:20:20 He's got a gun!
00:20:23 Listen, don't do it!
00:20:25 Please,
00:22:00 Is this your first time?
00:22:02 You seem kind of young.
00:22:09 He's here to see Dr. Kay.
00:22:11 - Okay.
00:22:13 - This way?
00:22:15 I... I think what you're
00:22:50 You came to see him?
00:22:53 He'll be here.
00:22:59 Come here.
00:23:03 Come here.
00:23:05 What's the matter?
00:23:08 Something wrong?
00:23:13 Myocardial metastases.
00:23:17 Cancer of the heart muscle.
00:23:18 Super rare, right?
00:23:21 They wrote an article
00:23:23 It's in my room,
00:23:26 Apparently, I could croak
00:23:32 from one minute to the next.
00:23:37 - Jeremy.
00:23:40 What do you do, Nathan?
00:23:42 I'm a lawyer. Do you know
00:23:45 The first doc I saw,
00:23:50 "Hypertrophic cardiomyopathy".
00:23:52 Wow.
00:23:54 Can you believe that guy?
00:23:58 You and me,
00:24:01 we're gonna slap that...
00:24:02 What do you say?
00:24:03 Legally, that's not exactly my bag.
00:24:06 Jeremy, hello.
00:24:07 - Up already?
00:24:10 - Happy birthday.
00:24:12 You've made a new friend.
00:24:15 - Are you the new volunteer?
00:24:18 He and I are gonna throw
00:24:20 Oh, well... see you later.
00:24:25 Bye.
00:24:32 You smell that stink?
00:24:36 Like something's rotting?
00:24:37 Behind the stink of detergent...
00:24:39 can't you smell that?
00:24:42 It reeks of death around here.
00:24:45 Why do you think
00:24:49 She had a kid who died.
00:24:54 All of us in here
00:24:58 and she knows that.
00:25:01 She thinks that when we see
00:25:06 we'll tell him
00:25:07 And we'll take care of him.
00:25:09 Make sure he eats his dinner
00:25:13 Volunteer, my ass.
00:25:16 What about you?
00:25:17 You got a message to send, too?
00:25:19 Who you got up there, huh?
00:25:22 I'm going soon,
00:25:27 Some "dearly beloved?"
00:25:29 - Or maybe...
00:25:31 Hey!
00:25:32 Hey, come back.
00:25:34 I didn't mean it like that.
00:25:45 I don't know how to die.
00:25:48 None of us know how to die.
00:25:52 But maybe...
00:25:56 somewhere deep inside of us...
00:25:59 a part of us does know how.
00:26:00 Maybe it's not as terrible
00:26:05 Try and rest.
00:26:09 You know, Nathan,
00:26:11 You know, Nathan,
00:26:14 that you can look death in the face
00:26:17 Our mission here is
00:26:20 Keep company with those
00:26:22 so that they can depart in peace.
00:26:24 Great, but what's it
00:26:27 Me, my.
00:26:28 My little consciousness,
00:26:29 my little comforts,
00:26:32 What about others, Nathan,
00:26:36 And Dennis?
00:26:39 If you knew he was going
00:26:41 why didn't you do something?
00:26:42 Why didn't you try to listen to him?
00:26:45 Who kept Dennis company
00:26:47 Anyway, how did you know
00:26:50 This time I want an answer,
00:26:52 - I saw it.
00:26:54 - Yes.
00:26:55 Was it written on his face?
00:26:57 - Yes.
00:27:00 Listen, I'm beat.
00:27:02 - and I've got to be at work...
00:27:05 people who come here,
00:27:06 they've already traveled
00:27:09 paved with suffering.
00:27:11 But they have had time
00:27:15 But often death comes...
00:27:17 unexpectedly.
00:27:19 Yes, I know, yes.
00:27:20 For instance, say you cross
00:27:24 or the body just gives out...
00:27:27 Snap your fingers,
00:27:29 We see that every day.
00:27:30 And those people never have
00:27:33 They never have time
00:27:36 And so?
00:27:38 And so...
00:27:41 the role of the Messengers
00:27:44 a chance to be reconciled.
00:27:47 - "The Messengers?"
00:27:53 I don't understand.
00:27:55 There are people out there
00:27:58 that someone is going to die.
00:28:00 Let's say they...
00:28:03 And in those cases,
00:28:05 their job is to help that person
00:28:09 - And you're one of these "Messengers?"
00:28:12 - You know who's going to die?
00:28:13 - You see it?
00:28:15 And you help them depart in peace.
00:28:18 Nathan, I realize it
00:28:21 But Dennis didn't depart in peace.
00:28:25 - No.
00:28:26 We don't always succeed.
00:28:29 No one has power over
00:28:31 No one.
00:28:33 I don't believe you.
00:28:35 Have it your way, Nathan.
00:28:37 But these things can still exist
00:28:39 whether you believe
00:28:42 I know when someone's
00:28:45 And I make every effort
00:28:50 Well, I think I've
00:29:16 What exactly are you
00:29:20 Are you trying to tell me
00:29:24 I told you everything.
00:29:28 Go fuck yourself.
00:29:49 Hurry up.
00:29:51 Sam.
00:29:54 Bring that over.
00:29:57 Breathe, breathe,
00:29:58 We need a neck brace and a splint.
00:31:11 Look straight into the light.
00:31:14 Don't move.
00:32:01 The smell of the ghosts.
00:32:03 Follow the smell of the ghosts
00:32:06 What did you say, sweetheart?
00:32:08 It's a cactus.
00:32:10 It makes a flower once a year,
00:32:12 Only once.
00:32:13 At 12:00 noon, the flower dies,
00:32:16 The flower smells like ghosts?
00:32:18 Yeah,
00:32:19 Mommy says ghosts smell good.
00:32:21 The Night Blooming Cereus.
00:32:24 Mommy told me about it too.
00:32:25 An Indian legend.
00:32:27 Honey, can I talk to Mommy?
00:32:29 She says she'll call you back.
00:32:32 Tracey?
00:32:34 Hello?
00:32:40 I had everything checked out,
00:32:42 brain, heart, lungs, blood.
00:32:45 I got my urine tested,
00:32:47 they tested everything
00:32:49 and they found nothing.
00:32:50 Nothing at all.
00:32:52 Take a look.
00:32:53 A little hypoglycemia
00:32:55 Nothing else at all.
00:32:58 I'm very glad to hear that, Nathan.
00:32:59 - I'm happy for you.
00:33:01 you are out of my life.
00:33:02 No phone calls,
00:33:05 If I ever see you again
00:33:07 it'll mean the police...
00:33:09 May I show you something?
00:33:11 - No.
00:33:14 Anna Rachevsky.
00:33:16 Very cute.
00:33:17 From a Russian family.
00:33:19 That photograph was taken
00:33:22 I don't give a shit.
00:33:24 Not much money,
00:33:26 She wanted to go to college,
00:33:29 was working in
00:33:32 Her boss treated her
00:33:34 The students didn't even notice.
00:33:37 Except one.
00:33:38 He was a foreigner too...
00:33:42 a Frenchman.
00:33:44 She welcomed the kindness
00:33:46 But later, she was fired.
00:33:48 He lost touch with her.
00:33:51 End of story.
00:33:55 Anna Rachevsky, right.
00:33:57 - Coming back?
00:33:59 She works at the Greenwind diner
00:34:03 Late night shift.
00:34:04 Not very well paying.
00:34:06 She's had a child...
00:34:10 You should stop by and see her.
00:34:12 I'm sure she would
00:34:15 I'll do that, maybe, yes.
00:34:17 Good.
00:34:19 What?
00:34:22 Have you understood me?
00:34:24 No.
00:34:26 What?
00:34:28 What was it this time?
00:34:30 Tell me.
00:34:32 Some kind of Christmas tree
00:34:34 No, actually, Nathan,
00:34:35 it's a bright white light
00:34:38 But that's not the most
00:34:39 What's the most important thing?
00:34:42 The most important thing
00:34:46 You'll know she's going to die.
00:35:23 Nathan?
00:35:27 What are you doing here?
00:35:29 Doing?
00:35:30 I'm just here.
00:35:33 You're as handsome as ever.
00:35:37 Well?
00:35:38 What? No, I just...
00:35:40 actually I was passing through.
00:35:43 You doing okay?
00:35:44 You were passing through here?
00:35:46 Yes, I was going back
00:35:49 I was in Queens
00:35:51 I was dying for a cup of coffee,
00:35:54 You go heavy
00:35:56 Yes. You're looking well.
00:36:00 - What?
00:36:02 How's your health?
00:36:03 You look like you're
00:36:05 Yes, fine.
00:36:08 It's strange for me,
00:36:11 Excuse me.
00:36:32 - Are you married?
00:36:34 Oh.
00:36:36 I never had the time.
00:36:38 He walked out before marrying me.
00:36:39 He still found the time
00:36:43 A good thing too,
00:36:45 A little boy.
00:36:50 - What's this?
00:36:52 These are my numbers.
00:36:54 is the direct line
00:36:56 and that's my cell phone.
00:36:58 And don't hesitate to...
00:37:00 if you need me for anything,
00:37:02 if anything should come up,
00:37:04 call me. Okay?
00:37:06 If anything comes up,
00:37:09 Okay.
00:37:11 And what could possibly come up?
00:37:14 - How old is your daughter?
00:37:18 Do you speak French with her?
00:37:20 - No, not much.
00:37:22 I know.
00:37:24 Look at me,
00:37:26 But when my father came back,
00:37:29 He wouldn't stop talking.
00:37:30 - Did I tell you my father came back?
00:37:33 You know, we didn't hear
00:37:36 - From your father?
00:37:38 He disappeared into air.
00:37:41 But then two weeks ago
00:37:44 And in this letter
00:37:47 and his phone number
00:37:48 He was driving a cab
00:37:51 And on the very same day,
00:37:55 And in it was a picture of me
00:37:58 and a round trip ticket to New York.
00:38:00 See? So for the past two weeks
00:38:05 - And the letters were?
00:38:08 We tried,
00:38:10 A Dr. Kay...
00:38:14 does it ring a bell?
00:38:16 Fuck Ocean City,
00:38:20 Here's a long one.
00:38:23 I turn 17 today too".
00:38:25 Oh, his mother's
00:38:26 Who asked you?
00:38:29 Huh?
00:38:31 "We don't know each other
00:38:33 but ever since I heard
00:38:36 I think about you often".
00:38:40 "I wish you a very,
00:38:43 Write me if you want.
00:38:45 Right, yeah.
00:38:47 Next time, send me a snapshot
00:38:50 Bye, bye.
00:38:53 Oh, a baby Jesus.
00:38:55 Jeremy.
00:38:57 - "Dear Jeremy, blah blah blah".
00:38:59 "with our hope you'll be able to leave
00:39:02 Jeremy, can you look at me?
00:39:04 Asshole,
00:39:07 That's why I'm here,
00:39:13 Jeremy, what's going on?
00:39:16 What's going on is
00:39:18 went on the radio
00:39:20 that her poor little kid
00:39:23 and the poor angel was dying
00:39:27 And then dozens of assholes
00:39:30 they're just writing me
00:39:33 and... fuck.
00:39:36 Fuck.
00:39:37 Goddamn it,
00:39:39 why did this have
00:39:43 I'm 17.
00:39:45 I'm 17 fucking years old,
00:39:47 Jeremy, you shouldn't
00:39:49 Oh, really?
00:39:50 I should just sit here
00:39:53 You know what my mom said
00:39:57 She just looked at me
00:39:59 "Oh, no, Jeremy, I forbid
00:40:03 Well, I'm gonna die.
00:40:07 And how does that
00:40:09 knowing you're going to die?
00:40:15 I think about all the good shit
00:40:18 And that makes you angry.
00:40:20 Yeah.
00:40:26 And also I just...
00:40:27 I don't know.
00:40:29 I want people to see me
00:40:34 You know?
00:40:38 I want people to listen to me.
00:40:41 I just want someone to listen.
00:41:03 I agreed to see you because...
00:41:08 I agreed to see you because...
00:41:12 you've got a solid case.
00:41:21 I'm sorry,
00:41:23 I don't speak Creole.
00:41:24 She says she lost both
00:41:27 She says she knows
00:41:33 - She says...
00:41:35 ...she's praying for you.
00:41:38 She also said
00:41:40 - Tell her she's wrong.
00:41:42 - She's wrong!
00:41:44 the other lawyers will find out,
00:41:46 and they will refuse too.
00:41:48 - All of them.
00:41:51 No.
00:41:56 No, that's not true.
00:42:03 Okay.
00:42:04 But you've got a solid case.
00:42:08 Okay.
00:42:31 Pass it, pass it.
00:42:35 - Alonzo!
00:42:52 "He asked whether the man
00:42:55 "When he heard he was
00:42:58 "he sent him off to Herod,
00:43:00 who was himself
00:43:02 "When Herod saw Jesus,
00:43:04 "he was very glad,
00:43:06 "for he had been wanting
00:43:09 "Because he had
00:43:10 "and was hoping to see Jesus
00:43:13 "Herod questioned him
00:43:16 but Jesus gave him no answer".
00:43:33 You know, she came
00:43:36 She told me again what a wonderful
00:43:41 Up there,
00:43:43 she sees everything
00:43:50 The Blessed Virgin was
00:43:53 Oh? The Blessed Virgin
00:43:56 Yeah.
00:43:57 She watched us
00:44:03 You see,
00:44:04 there on the buffet...
00:44:06 that's her hand.
00:44:10 She left that there for us
00:44:12 to let us know
00:44:21 That's your wife's hand.
00:44:26 You could kiss it, you know.
00:44:28 No.
00:44:31 Please.
00:44:37 It's not a mother's job
00:44:48 No, it isn't.
00:44:51 But you have to let the dead
00:44:55 You have to.
00:45:05 I saw Anna.
00:45:07 She said she'd never heard of you.
00:45:08 But the picture, the plane ticket...
00:45:12 What's your game?
00:45:13 Why are you toying
00:45:16 I simply did what I had to do.
00:45:18 The father found his daughter again,
00:45:20 and the daughter, her father.
00:45:23 Anna's still going to die.
00:45:25 But hopefully she'll die
00:45:27 It's not a game.
00:45:29 But if she's going to die,
00:45:32 There's nothing else
00:45:35 I told you, no one has power
00:46:05 Anna!
00:46:06 Anna!
00:46:07 - I think it's for you!
00:46:09 I think it's Mr. Handsome.
00:46:11 Who is it?
00:46:14 - Nathan?
00:46:16 - What are you doing here?
00:46:18 No, of course not.
00:46:22 My cousin had
00:46:23 and we're celebrating his birth.
00:46:26 You must have passed Micha.
00:46:27 He just went out with Ivan,
00:46:31 And this is Marina, Stephanie.
00:46:34 You've met Judy, my sister-in-law.
00:46:36 Come on, I'll introduce you
00:46:39 Mama.
00:46:42 This is Nathan,
00:46:45 Nice to meet you.
00:46:50 It's okay.
00:46:51 I'll handle it!
00:46:58 We're wired to the building next door.
00:46:59 Maybe they cut something off.
00:47:03 Hey, look who's here!
00:47:05 This is my pride and joy.
00:47:07 This is him!
00:47:08 Papa, this is Nathan.
00:47:10 - Hi.
00:47:11 We met when I was
00:47:19 Excuse me,
00:47:22 Anna, wait,
00:47:23 I've seen Ivan do it.
00:47:25 Stop, please.
00:47:27 We cannot just stay
00:47:29 Listen to me, I'm serious.
00:47:30 You have no idea
00:47:32 No. Hold this for me!
00:47:34 Just a second.
00:47:36 Here.
00:47:39 Ahh.
00:47:41 It works now.
00:47:42 Anna, I have to tell you...
00:47:49 No, please.
00:47:52 Fine. Okay.
00:47:54 You're right.
00:47:55 We'll take care of it later.
00:47:56 Let's have a drink.
00:47:58 I had a check-up recently...
00:48:00 - A what?
00:48:01 Oh.
00:48:02 And I said to myself...
00:48:05 let's say,
00:48:06 maybe it would be
00:48:08 Had one.
00:48:10 Me?
00:48:11 You never know.
00:48:12 If you want,
00:48:14 You want to marry me,
00:48:15 but first you want
00:48:16 I'm the picture of health.
00:48:20 I was kidding.
00:48:23 Have you ever tasted
00:48:25 No. Will you think about it?
00:48:27 What, marrying you?
00:48:28 If you take me to Paris,
00:48:31 Really, I'm fine.
00:48:32 I can't see why
00:48:36 Your health.
00:48:40 Ivan?
00:48:42 Just a moment.
00:48:46 Papa, don't touch that.
00:48:47 Papa!
00:48:54 I have a right to it, my son has a right,
00:48:57 - No.
00:48:59 and now he's up there
00:49:02 so don't tell me there's
00:49:04 You're going to treat him...
00:49:05 If you will kindly listen,
00:49:07 I'm going to stay at his side
00:49:11 No, I will not kindly listen.
00:49:12 Excuse me, can I see
00:49:14 I'm the person in charge.
00:49:16 Everything's fine.
00:49:17 Your father is
00:49:19 and the program only applies
00:49:21 He is insured in Canada.
00:49:24 - Oh?
00:49:25 In that case,
00:49:27 In the meantime, for us,
00:49:29 - If it's a deposit you need...
00:49:32 - For you it makes no difference?
00:49:34 Fine.
00:49:36 You go up
00:49:37 He's an adult,
00:49:39 - Mrs. Rachevsky?
00:49:40 So you go up and tell him
00:49:43 That he came and find his children
00:49:45 - Mrs. Rachevsky.
00:49:48 I'm sorry.
00:49:51 What?
00:49:54 "No one has power over
00:49:57 Bullshit.
00:49:59 I saved Anna.
00:50:00 I got there in time
00:50:02 from touching
00:50:04 and she didn't die.
00:50:06 Not Anna...
00:50:08 Nathan, calm down.
00:50:09 What kind of game
00:50:11 You bring the father
00:50:13 and send me over there.
00:50:14 You knew I'd go there.
00:50:16 You send me over there
00:50:18 Is that it, motherfucker?
00:50:20 - Listen to me...
00:50:21 but you're nothing but a fucking pervert
00:50:24 It's like that
00:50:26 You watch your patients die
00:50:28 That's how you get your kicks,
00:50:31 Nathan, tell me what happened.
00:50:33 It was her father who died.
00:50:35 That's what happened.
00:50:37 Anna is fine.
00:50:39 and neither am I.
00:50:41 light or halo or shit!
00:52:05 Is he still asleep?
00:52:09 Sounds like it.
00:52:34 Nathan.
00:52:35 Nathan!
00:52:36 Claire?
00:52:40 You okay?
00:52:41 - Claire?
00:52:43 All of our operators are busy.
00:53:53 He told us everything was fine.
00:53:55 Who was that?
00:53:57 His pediatrician...
00:54:00 We saw him 10 days ago.
00:54:02 Nine.
00:54:08 Nine days ago.
00:54:10 He examined Paul
00:54:13 He said Paul was fit and healthy.
00:54:16 He was probably right.
00:54:19 But now my son is dead.
00:54:24 Yes.
00:54:26 My son is dead,
00:54:29 the guy who examined him
00:54:31 you're telling me
00:54:33 It's probable...
00:54:35 that Paul was a victim
00:54:39 It's the most
00:54:43 The most mysterious,
00:54:46 and the most cruel.
00:54:49 You're angry and that's normal.
00:54:51 Let's leave my anger out of this.
00:54:53 Someone didn't do his job
00:54:57 That's the reality.
00:54:58 There is no mystery.
00:55:00 An inexplicable death?
00:55:02 I don't know
00:55:04 It doesn't exist.
00:55:05 It's just a way to cover up
00:55:08 I see it every day.
00:55:13 If you would like,
00:55:17 Perhaps the only one
00:55:20 the most common hypothesis.
00:55:21 Out of the question.
00:55:24 You can take some time
00:55:25 No.
00:55:28 Out of the question.
00:55:31 I forbid you to touch my son.
00:55:43 Why some are victims,
00:56:07 "Dear Jennifer,
00:56:08 "I'd like to talk to you
00:56:12 "About the nighttime crossings...
00:56:16 "desert crossings filled with ghosts.
00:56:20 "And about these hearts I hear
00:56:21 "beating deep inside all these rooms...
00:56:25 "deep inside all these bodies,
00:56:27 "these hearts that want to go on beating
00:56:33 "They say life is worth living,
00:56:42 My heart hasn't given up either".
00:56:48 I know it's hard for you.
00:56:50 I know what all this has cost you,
00:56:52 what a stay in a hospital costs...
00:56:55 And I know that
00:56:57 No, Nathan.
00:56:59 It's kind of you.
00:57:00 I'd just like to help.
00:57:02 but at least you wouldn't
00:57:05 That's all.
00:57:06 No.
00:57:10 "Here, they all believe in God.
00:57:16 "But me,
00:57:17 "I believe in this
00:57:21 "and this pulsing in my veins.
00:57:23 "I believe in this force
00:57:27 "If you come to see me,
00:57:30 "about those times the fear rises up
00:57:33 "it makes you feel dizzy.
00:57:38 "Hopelessness too.
00:57:40 "You go through these moments
00:57:42 "and think you're gone,
00:57:47 "But sometimes...
00:57:49 "yes, sometimes...
00:57:51 "an unsuspected strength.
00:57:55 "You'll see all this strength...
00:57:56 "you will...
00:58:04 "I know I'm gonna die soon.
00:58:07 "And I know I'm here
00:58:18 "When I've learned what I've
00:58:20 "I'll go.
00:58:28 "But in my head,
00:58:30 I can't imagine
00:58:44 Hi, Nathan, this is Anna.
00:58:47 Am I bothering you?
00:58:48 No, not at all.
00:58:49 How are you?
00:58:50 I, um...
00:58:52 I've been thinking
00:58:54 and I think I'm going to accept it.
00:58:57 Good. I'll call my bank right away.
00:58:59 - Okay?
00:59:07 I didn't understand you, angel.
00:59:09 What did you say?
00:59:10 There was a storm last night.
00:59:12 Really?
00:59:14 Yeah.
00:59:15 - Well, what was it like?
00:59:19 Honey, I can't stay
00:59:21 - Daddy?
00:59:21 I don't want to go
00:59:24 Why, honey?
00:59:26 I want you to come
00:59:28 You won't be alone.
00:59:29 There will be somebody
00:59:30 That's the way we've
00:59:32 - But I'm scared.
00:59:34 What are you scared of, sweetie?
00:59:37 I'm scared of taking
00:59:39 I'm scared of storms.
00:59:41 - I'm scared of lightning.
00:59:44 - Daddy?
00:59:45 I want you to come and get me.
00:59:48 Sir, want to come with me please?
00:59:50 - What for?
00:59:52 - Get the fuck away from me, okay?
00:59:55 - Honey. Honey. I'll call you back.
00:59:57 - Not yet.
01:00:00 Or what?
01:00:02 Asshole, what are you going to do now?
01:00:04 All you get down!
01:00:32 Anna, can you hear me?
01:00:34 Anna.
01:00:36 Anna.
01:00:43 - Are you okay?
01:00:44 Call someone.
01:01:31 Hello?
01:01:32 It's Anna.
01:01:34 I know.
01:01:36 Listen, where are you?
01:01:38 I'll call come and pick you up.
01:01:39 - No.
01:01:41 How much time do I have left?
01:01:43 Tell me when.
01:01:45 Nathan, the time
01:01:47 Tell me how long.
01:01:49 I don't know.
01:01:51 Don't give me that.
01:01:53 You knew for the others.
01:01:54 So tell me when.
01:01:56 All I can do is help.
01:01:59 Nathan, tell me where you are.
01:02:55 May I come in?
01:02:57 I went to see them...
01:03:01 the Rachevskys.
01:03:04 I wanted to tell them
01:03:06 she died because of me.
01:03:09 If I hadn't taken her
01:03:12 she'd still be here with us.
01:03:15 Her son would still have a mother.
01:03:19 But I didn't even have
01:03:26 Do you remember
01:03:28 from the hospital that day?
01:03:31 You said you'd saved her?
01:03:34 Today you say you killed her,
01:03:36 With or without you,
01:03:41 In her father's place,
01:03:44 falling down a flight of stairs.
01:03:47 No one knows.
01:03:48 - No one can know.
01:03:50 - Nathan...
01:03:52 I'll say it again.
01:03:54 No one has power
01:04:03 Hello?
01:04:04 It's me.
01:04:06 I want you
01:04:08 I want you to come right away...
01:04:10 What's going on?
01:04:11 It's nothing.
01:04:13 You must come...
01:04:16 - Nathan, what's the matter?
01:04:19 - You can tell me.
01:04:21 I'll be okay.
01:04:23 I just wanted to see you.
01:04:25 I'm sorry,
01:04:27 You gonna be okay?
01:04:29 Yeah.
01:04:30 Are you sure?
01:04:31 Yeah, sure.
01:04:33 I'm sorry.
01:04:42 Paul was dead and...
01:04:45 I just screamed at her...
01:04:49 as if she was to blame.
01:04:53 You never talked to her
01:04:56 No.
01:04:59 She was right to leave.
01:05:00 They're both happy.
01:05:06 She always had
01:05:09 Yes.
01:05:12 And I love it.
01:05:17 I remember a little girl
01:05:21 when I was an intern.
01:05:23 She came
01:05:25 to visit her best friend.
01:05:27 She'd very nearly
01:05:32 And her friend had
01:05:35 and there was an accident.
01:05:36 They'd only just met on vacation.
01:05:40 They didn't even speak
01:05:43 Yet they were inseparable.
01:05:48 There was such a bond
01:05:52 A strong bond.
01:05:53 And she came every day.
01:05:56 Every day.
01:06:03 She'd hold your hand.
01:06:05 She had made up her mind
01:06:07 that she wasn't going
01:06:09 And she didn't.
01:06:17 Why are you telling me this now?
01:06:19 Why only now?
01:06:21 I've been here.
01:06:22 I haven't hidden anything from you.
01:06:26 I've been right here in front of you
01:06:29 All you had to do
01:06:33 It was you who questioned me
01:06:41 You were the only one
01:06:46 Yes.
01:07:09 Kay, where are you?
01:07:15 Nathan, it's Rachel.
01:07:17 Everybody here is looking for you.
01:07:18 Where are you?
01:07:19 I left six messages
01:07:21 - Will you call me?
01:07:26 Where are you?
01:07:28 First of all, don't panic.
01:07:29 There's a clinic
01:07:33 of 44th and Lexington.
01:07:35 They'll give you a shot of glucagon.
01:07:37 - Lexington and what?
01:08:11 It's okay, Nathan.
01:08:13 I'm here.
01:08:34 You're asking me
01:08:38 Nathan, knowing whether
01:08:41 is not the point.
01:08:42 The important thing is
01:08:47 Today, now.
01:08:50 The wonder of life
01:08:53 We always find out too late.
01:09:02 I've got to go get my daughter,
01:09:04 and I'm frightened for her.
01:09:05 So you're going to come with me.
01:09:09 You're going to come with us.
01:09:11 This white light, you haven't seen it
01:09:14 - No.
01:09:15 That means if you're
01:09:17 nothing will happen.
01:09:19 I don't want to put Tracey in danger.
01:10:14 Is it him or her?
01:10:41 This light, what's it like exactly?
01:10:44 I told you.
01:10:45 It's like a white halo
01:10:48 And you see it all the time?
01:10:50 No, you only see it once,
01:10:53 but that's not what's important.
01:10:54 I know, I know.
01:11:24 So who is he anyway?
01:11:26 - A doctor.
01:11:29 Not really.
01:11:32 He's a friend of yours?
01:11:36 Why is he here?
01:11:39 Just traveling with me.
01:11:40 - I didn't want to travel alone.
01:11:44 Yeah.
01:11:51 It's happening tonight?
01:11:53 Maybe.
01:11:55 I hope so.
01:11:56 You can never know in advance.
01:12:48 You know why I came?
01:12:52 You came because
01:12:56 You came because
01:13:00 - Don't you?
01:13:03 But there's
01:13:06 Naturally.
01:13:07 Look, Nathan,
01:13:10 I have a life here
01:13:12 and I'm trying to build
01:13:15 Wait, listen!
01:13:20 I think I know what
01:13:23 and I think that we can
01:13:29 Unpleasantness?
01:13:31 You know exactly what I mean.
01:13:39 I want you to come with me.
01:13:40 I want the three of us
01:13:43 I want you to come home.
01:13:49 Avoid just that sort of thing.
01:14:53 Tracey, don't look.
01:15:57 You go back alone.
01:15:59 I want to stay here.
01:16:01 - With Tracey?
01:16:05 - You still need me.
01:16:07 I don't know.
01:16:09 I'm staying, that's all.
01:16:13 Is there something I should know?
01:16:18 Something you haven't told me?
01:16:24 I'm going to miss my plane.
01:16:44 Honey, do you know how to use it?
01:16:46 Huh? Press here.
01:16:49 Good.
01:16:53 - Daddy?
01:16:55 The people we saw a while ago...
01:16:58 - Yes?
01:17:00 - Yes?
01:17:03 - Yes.
01:17:07 I don't know.
01:17:11 But they're not buried
01:17:14 Who?
01:17:16 Oh, no.
01:17:19 But Paul, he's buried
01:17:23 Yes, honey.
01:17:24 Listen, honey,
01:17:25 if anything ever happens to me,
01:17:28 if I get to feel sick or,
01:17:30 what do you do?
01:17:31 - I call Mommy.
01:17:33 Good, right.
01:17:34 And who else,
01:17:36 If you have to call for help,
01:17:38 - I scream.
01:17:40 Honey, I'm serious.
01:17:42 I cry?
01:17:47 I press here.
01:17:48 You already showed me.
01:17:51 Okay.
01:18:31 Honey,
01:18:33 when Paul died?
01:18:36 Do you remember?
01:18:39 Well, when he died...
01:18:43 I found a garden slug.
01:18:44 I remember.
01:18:47 I remember you asked
01:18:49 Lots and lots of questions.
01:18:52 Like what?
01:18:54 You asked us where he was.
01:18:57 We told you,
01:18:59 In heaven with the angels".
01:19:01 And you asked us
01:19:04 You wanted to go see him.
01:19:07 And I don't know
01:19:11 - It isn't true?
01:19:14 That Paul's in heaven?
01:19:16 He could be.
01:19:17 Maybe.
01:19:19 But to tell you the truth,
01:19:20 nobody really knows.
01:19:22 - It's something that...
01:19:23 You do?
01:19:25 When we die they put us
01:19:28 and slugs eat us, of course,
01:19:32 and then we disappear.
01:19:34 And then we don't exist any more.
01:19:36 Nobody can be sure of that either.
01:19:40 But you know,
01:19:41 - Want me to tell you?
01:19:44 I think just because we die
01:19:46 doesn't mean we don't exist anymore.
01:19:50 Maybe we exist someplace else.
01:19:52 And you know why I think that?
01:19:56 When you see a boat vanish...
01:19:59 have you ever seen a boat
01:20:02 When a boat disappears
01:20:05 it vanishes,
01:20:07 but does that mean
01:20:09 No.
01:20:11 Right.
01:20:13 I believe dying is like that.
01:20:14 It's like a boat
01:20:17 Just because you can't see it,
01:23:25 - Can we talk?
01:23:30 We didn't want to fly.
01:23:32 Tracey and I were too scared
01:23:35 Besides, I'm in no hurry
01:23:38 So what do you plan to do?
01:23:39 Here?
01:23:41 Hang out.
01:23:42 Spend some time with Tracey.
01:23:44 Go for walks.
01:23:46 You could maybe point out
01:23:48 - Tracey told me you two...
01:23:52 Nathan, what's the matter with you?
01:23:54 - Nothing.
01:23:56 You call me in the middle
01:23:59 I don't know.
01:24:02 Then you show up two days early
01:24:04 and you come out
01:24:06 Now you're talking
01:24:09 What's going on?
01:24:10 You have troubles
01:24:12 No, not really.
01:24:14 Then what?
01:24:16 No, not that I'm aware of.
01:24:20 Not that you're aware of?
01:24:22 No.
01:24:23 Just a little hypoglycemia.
01:24:44 When does it happen?
01:24:49 Two hours from now,
01:25:00 We had ice cream last night,
01:25:03 and we talked about Paul.
01:25:05 On the road
01:25:07 and afterwards she wanted to...
01:25:11 does she talk to you about it?
01:25:15 Not so much these days.
01:25:16 But is she all right?
01:25:17 The last time on the phone
01:25:19 - she was already asleep...
01:25:24 She wasn't asleep?
01:25:26 - No.
01:25:28 Five minutes.
01:25:29 Nathan, in one hour
01:25:32 It blooms one night a year,
01:25:34 - and I still have...
01:25:39 sorry.
01:25:50 When we went home
01:25:53 do you remember
01:25:55 The first.
01:26:00 You called the office.
01:26:03 You wanted to know
01:26:07 We'd just buried Paul,
01:26:09 and you disappeared
01:26:15 You shut yourself off
01:26:17 But Tracey and I were still there.
01:26:20 We were alive.
01:26:23 I know you felt guilty.
01:26:25 I know that you blamed yourself
01:26:27 because you heard him cry
01:26:28 and you didn't go check on him.
01:26:30 - He called me.
01:26:32 Paul cried
01:26:36 and even if...
01:26:38 He called me,
01:26:41 Nathan, Paul didn't call anyone.
01:26:45 Paul's dead.
01:26:47 I've accepted that and so has Tracey.
01:26:50 She's accepted it
01:26:53 And now you... you need
01:26:55 - I'm ready.
01:26:59 I don't know.
01:27:02 I don't know, Nathan.
01:27:04 I don't know what to tell you.
01:27:07 I'm ready.
01:27:13 And if anything
01:27:17 Why do you say that?
01:27:20 I wanted you to know
01:27:42 I know a river not far from here.
01:27:48 If you want, I could
01:27:50 Yeah.
01:27:51 I'd like that.
01:27:54 A pretty river.
01:27:58 Right.
01:28:05 - Not very far?
01:28:22 Forgive me.
01:28:53 Hi, this is Rachel calling
01:28:56 I'm sorry to bother you, but...
01:28:58 he's not at home and hasn't been by
01:29:02 We can't reach him
01:29:04 We're worried and thought
01:29:07 Could you please call us
01:29:39 They're looking for you.
01:29:44 Yes, I know.
01:30:07 "Someone once told me,
01:30:09 "'The wonder of life is
01:30:14 "I'm going to die soon.
01:30:17 "And yet, I'm no longer
01:30:24 "Life is full of riches...
01:30:27 "the gestures, the laughter,
01:30:29 "the joy we shared.
01:30:32 "I remember it all.
01:30:40 "I remember your breathing too,
01:30:42 "when you slept in the car.
01:30:43 "Mommy's face when she saw us.
01:30:46 "We did a lot of things together.
01:30:48 Lots and lots of things".
01:30:53 "I've learned a lot.
01:30:56 I've met some wonderful people".
01:30:59 Hi, I... I'm Jennifer.
01:31:14 "Cherish your happiness.
01:31:17 "Savor it at every instant.
01:31:22 "And above all,
01:31:23 "don't get upset if you think of me.
01:31:27 "Don't be sad.
01:31:47 "And one day,
01:31:50 "if you really want to...
01:31:52 "pick a spot you like.
01:31:54 "A spot where we used
01:32:00 "You'll be able
01:32:04 "Because I'll be there.
01:32:16 "And remember,
01:32:17 "don't be ashamed to tell people
01:32:21 "that you love them.
01:32:24 I love you both very much".
01:32:49 Did you sleep well?
01:32:52 Yes.
01:32:55 Want me to make you a fresh pot?
01:32:57 No, it's okay.
01:34:09 I need to see you.
01:34:11 I need to see you now,
01:34:13 - I'm here.
01:34:15 I'm here.
01:34:17 What do you mean here?
01:34:19 On the road to the airport...
01:34:22 I'm here.
01:34:23 I'll wait for you here.
01:35:06 You lied to me from the start.
01:35:08 No.
01:35:09 You said it was me.
01:35:11 You said so.
01:35:13 You said I was the one
01:35:16 So what did I see?
01:35:19 I was the one who
01:35:21 It was supposed to be me!
01:35:22 You said so!
01:35:24 No.
01:35:30 Nathan?
01:35:39 Tracey, have you seen daddy?
01:35:41 No.
01:36:05 I'm a Messenger, right?
01:36:08 Yes.
01:36:11 And my wife is going to die.
01:36:16 Yes.
01:36:17 Why didn't you tell me
01:36:19 when you came to see me
01:36:21 instead of being so mysterious.
01:36:23 The swan's song and all that bullshit.
01:36:25 You wouldn't have believed me.
01:36:27 You never would have believed me.
01:36:28 I was trying to prepare you.
01:36:30 Prepare me for what?
01:36:32 You're a Messenger.
01:36:34 A teacher of life.
01:36:35 But to be a teacher of life
01:36:37 you have to remember
01:36:40 - You have to.
01:36:43 Why her?
01:36:45 All Messengers lose
01:36:50 That's the price...
01:36:54 I paid the same price.
01:36:55 But in time,
01:36:56 you'll know that you
01:36:59 Through the very end.
01:37:02 That's the price
01:37:05 But I never asked for this.
01:37:06 Nobody ever gave me a choice.
01:37:10 You made your choice, Nathan.
01:37:11 You made your choice
01:37:14 after you had died on that road.
01:37:16 And you came back.
01:37:17 And now you know why.
01:37:19 What brought you back?
01:37:23 A face.
01:37:25 Whose face?
01:37:28 Claire's face.
01:37:32 She was afraid.
01:37:36 She needed me.
01:38:29 Where were you?
01:38:33 I got lost.
01:38:37 We were waiting for you.
01:38:40 I got lost.
01:38:45 We thought that you'd left us...
01:38:49 that you'd...
01:38:55 - We were worried.
01:38:59 But don't be scared.
01:39:02 I'm here now.
01:39:05 I'll never leave you again.
01:39:13 I'm here.