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00:02:03 Today is a good day to die.
00:02:07 - What's happening?
00:02:11 So many crack-heads,
00:02:15 - What have we got?
00:02:18 - Blood pressure?
00:02:21 - Any vaginal bleeding?
00:02:23 - No money. Probably a street abortion.
00:02:26 - Come on! We gotta open her up.
00:02:31 That's too late. Get her under.
00:02:33 - Who will do the surgery?
00:02:35 - You can't!
00:02:37 - You're going to get us all fired.
00:02:44 Fifteen years on the job,
00:02:47 - You're crazy!
00:02:49 How we doing?
00:02:51 Forceps!
00:02:54 Where is it? Clamp!
00:02:57 - Get it, babe.
00:03:00 All right, I got her!
00:03:02 - Dave, get out of here. Now!
00:03:06 Labraccio! What the hell
00:03:29 Randall Steckle,
00:03:33 I'm not a surgeon yet.
00:03:35 Randall Steckle,
00:03:38 Wimpy. Randall Steckle,
00:03:44 Randall Steckle, Forging of a Surgeon.
00:03:48 Randall Steckle, Genesis?
00:03:54 Randall Steckle,
00:03:58 Brilliant!
00:04:16 Morning.
00:04:20 Nice work.
00:04:29 Suddenly, even though
00:04:32 Suddenly, even though
00:04:33 I saw myself...
00:04:37 like from above, looking down.
00:04:41 Ralph, my husband,
00:04:46 And the doctor was saying
00:04:51 And I saw myself in the bed
00:04:56 And I started to float
00:05:01 and then into this tunnel...
00:05:04 toward this light.
00:05:08 And it was the most beautiful light
00:05:13 And I heard this voice.
00:05:16 And it was the most beautiful voice
00:05:21 And it said...
00:05:26 "I'm going to take your baby...
00:05:32 but you are going back."
00:05:36 And I woke up,
00:05:42 and the doctor.
00:05:44 I was legally dead...
00:05:47 for four and a half minutes.
00:05:50 But I didn't see no tunnel...
00:05:53 and I didn't see no light.
00:05:55 I did.
00:06:00 I was in this garden.
00:06:02 And this tunnel and light...
00:06:05 and this guide...
00:06:07 and a chariot and music.
00:06:11 Terry, I think they better
00:06:17 Thanks.
00:06:22 - What's up?
00:06:25 - There's trouble in ER. Watch your ass.
00:06:29 Why are you always asking the patients
00:06:33 I'll be late for class.
00:06:35 Thanks, Edna.
00:06:38 The spoils of arthritis.
00:06:41 Some rather resilient
00:06:44 Trying to sever...
00:06:47 We are now beneath the transverse arch
00:06:49 the cuneiforms,
00:06:52 Brilliant, Dr. Steckle.
00:06:54 Be sure to bring all that talent
00:06:57 Nelson, about tonight.
00:06:59 Because I like you as much as I do,
00:07:04 Isn't there enough atrocity in the world
00:07:08 Horror?
00:07:11 Since when did truth and knowledge
00:07:15 Especially to a scientist
00:07:28 Good morning, Manus.
00:07:31 Fine.
00:07:33 I've been meaning to ask,
00:07:36 - Identify.
00:07:41 Is it offensive
00:07:44 Sometimes it's nice to open up.
00:07:47 Like Lenny here.
00:07:49 - Identify.
00:07:52 I've heard all the rumors
00:07:58 I'm sure you're a very warm woman.
00:08:00 Not the least bit frigid or repressed.
00:08:05 - Identify.
00:08:08 Good.
00:08:10 Want to come to my place
00:08:13 Excuse me, Dr. Hurley.
00:08:17 Sure.
00:08:21 I said no.
00:08:22 I've already got Steckle and Hurley,
00:08:28 All you need to do is handle
00:08:32 Forget it. I have no interest
00:08:37 I think you do.
00:08:39 Good morning, class.
00:08:41 Today's exam will be scaled.
00:08:44 Three A's will be given,
00:08:48 and the remaining four
00:08:53 Once again, as in life...
00:08:55 you are not in competition with me,
00:08:59 but with each other.
00:09:01 Piece of cake.
00:09:03 There are others here who would like
00:09:08 Seems a shame that the people
00:09:13 We'll be there.
00:09:15 Speak for yourself, Joseph.
00:09:17 It'll be dramatic.
00:09:19 You'll cry, faint, puke at best.
00:09:23 Frankly, I don't think
00:09:26 You just bring the equipment.
00:09:28 I'll bring my balls.
00:09:31 Did you hear about Labraccio?
00:09:37 It's a four-month suspension.
00:09:41 Forget it!
00:09:45 You're the best student
00:09:47 They don't let a guy like you walk away
00:09:52 Goddamn it, she was dying!
00:09:55 I saved her life.
00:09:58 Why take it personally?
00:10:01 Of course they'll make you an example.
00:10:05 They'll ask you back next term.
00:10:07 Doesn't matter. Given
00:10:11 I know.
00:10:14 That's why I need you there tonight.
00:10:17 There are a few people I would like
00:10:23 I don't want to die.
00:10:25 I want to come back
00:10:31 I can get there with the others.
00:10:34 But I need you.
00:10:36 I need you to bring me back.
00:10:42 I'm sorry. I can't do that.
00:10:48 Great. Why don't you just walk away?
00:10:51 Go climb a mountain.
00:10:53 I don't understand you. You burned
00:10:58 Now you're turning your back
00:11:12 I'm real sorry about
00:11:18 What are my chances of making it back
00:11:21 So don't do it.
00:11:39 What if it works?
00:11:55 Hi.
00:12:16 I don't want to be buried on Saturday.
00:12:19 It costs $150 more
00:12:26 Mrs. Amsler,
00:13:14 Leave a message after the beep.
00:13:17 Dr. Hurley, I know you're home.
00:13:19 Don't be late.
00:13:22 What camera?
00:14:38 The bed.
00:14:41 No lectures.
00:14:43 Why did I expect that after
00:14:46 Did it dawn on you
00:14:48 recording adventures
00:14:52 It never dawned on me.
00:14:53 But the words "pussy marauder"
00:14:59 What the hell are we doing here?
00:15:01 This is good-bye med school,
00:15:05 Chill out. $10 says he doesn't do it.
00:15:09 Not those lights!
00:15:13 Set up over the grate.
00:15:17 - You really gonna do this?
00:15:22 Take me down with nitrous, sodium
00:15:26 I've got chilled D5W in the cooler.
00:15:29 When my body temperature hits 86 degrees
00:15:35 The electric current will stop my heart.
00:15:38 take the mask off.
00:15:40 Where's Manus?
00:15:42 Shut the door.
00:15:45 I'm going to draw 20cc's.
00:15:47 When the EEG flatlines and
00:15:51 Give me 30 seconds.
00:15:55 Take me up to 93 degrees slowly.
00:15:58 Inject 1cc of adrenaline.
00:16:00 At one minute, Joe,
00:16:03 and bring me back to life.
00:16:06 With brain damage.
00:16:10 Resembling in many ways
00:16:14 Not with a body temperature
00:16:21 Dr. Manus,
00:16:30 Wait a minute. Quite simply,
00:16:35 To see if there's anything out there
00:16:38 Philosophy failed.
00:16:41 Now it's up to the physical sciences.
00:16:44 I think mankind deserves to know.
00:16:46 You're doing this for mankind?
00:16:49 This letter absolves you
00:16:54 This isn't for mankind.
00:16:56 Why do I see you on 60 Minutes...
00:16:59 sandwiched between Andy Rooney
00:17:02 Tonight, a young medical student who
00:17:07 - Fame is inevitable.
00:17:09 It's the right idea.
00:17:11 Dr. Hurley, electrodes.
00:17:14 Don't you want to be
00:17:20 Rachel, how about a little nitrous?
00:17:24 At least I get to go out
00:17:29 Get the blanket.
00:17:37 We're all professionals.
00:17:41 If you die, can I have your apartment?
00:17:44 It's a joke. It's a joke!
00:17:47 One minute.
00:17:49 Don't be late.
00:17:51 Start filming.
00:17:53 We'll have a complete record
00:17:57 Promise me you'll go through with this.
00:18:09 One kiss good-bye?
00:18:12 I'll see you soon.
00:18:25 96 degrees.
00:18:27 This letter does not mean shit.
00:18:31 He'll have a wet dream
00:18:33 - Good idea. Good night, Nelson.
00:18:37 I've expressed myself clearly
00:18:40 Steckle's right.
00:18:43 Med school, your future
00:18:48 - Someone's coming.
00:18:55 - Is he dead?
00:18:59 Talk some sense into these people.
00:19:01 - I'll do it.
00:19:04 - You taking over?
00:19:06 - Just his life!
00:19:09 Just stop his heart.
00:19:13 Don't think I couldn't have.
00:19:23 Clear.
00:19:25 What are you doing?
00:19:27 - Systole.
00:19:30 It's called murder.
00:19:33 This is not the shit I want
00:19:35 Please, don't.
00:19:37 Don't do any more.
00:19:39 to murder my classmates,
00:19:45 Flatline.
00:19:52 They're getting smaller.
00:19:56 Brain death.
00:19:58 Now it's real.
00:19:59 Start filming.
00:20:02 Let me defib him.
00:20:05 Let me try to bring him back.
00:20:07 Just watch the door.
00:20:09 Excuse me. I don't want to ruin
00:20:12 but are we in a room
00:20:14 - Oh, my God!
00:20:18 Start filming.
00:21:01 - Thirty seconds to go.
00:21:28 Twenty seconds at 89, 90.
00:21:30 Standing by with sodium bicarb and Eppy.
00:21:37 Charged.
00:21:43 Monitor the EKG.
00:21:51 - Body temp 93 degrees.
00:22:00 - What have we got?
00:22:04 Up me to 300.
00:22:06 Charge.
00:22:09 Clear!
00:22:15 Begin CPR.
00:22:18 - 2-1,000.
00:22:20 Bag him. 4-1,000. 5-1,000.
00:22:23 2-1,000. 3-1,000. 4-1,000.
00:22:30 3-1,000. 4-1,000.
00:22:32 - Look. Not a goddamn thing!
00:22:36 - 98 degrees.
00:22:38 350. Clear!
00:22:42 Nothing.
00:22:49 Got him!
00:22:53 - 02 up. Help me.
00:22:58 In!
00:23:11 REM.
00:23:22 Nelson, can you hear us?
00:23:26 Welcome back.
00:23:28 Nelson, you crazy motherfucker!
00:23:33 Jesus Christ!
00:23:35 That's some bedside manner.
00:23:41 Suck me.
00:24:38 Can you recall a specific emotion...
00:24:40 or sensation, heat or cold,
00:24:43 You can't break it down into specifics.
00:24:46 They say you see a tunnel
00:24:49 No. But there is something out there.
00:24:54 - Can you imagine how big this is?
00:24:57 He could use some air.
00:25:02 - Thanks for saving my life.
00:25:05 Let's get that blood pressure going.
00:25:09 Are you all right, wise one?
00:25:11 I feel like a highly-tuned instrument.
00:25:15 Can you hear the traffic
00:25:21 Underneath that there's a hum.
00:25:26 It's the street lights.
00:25:28 All right.
00:25:30 Even fainter,
00:25:37 It's getting louder.
00:25:42 I not only hear it,
00:25:48 Well, your prognosis is excellent.
00:25:53 It's bigger than that.
00:25:55 By the time you're through with it,
00:26:00 You're not buying any of this,
00:26:02 You forgot.
00:26:07 - You all right for a few minutes?
00:26:17 - How's he doing?
00:26:21 He's talking like Lazarus
00:26:23 That's what we did.
00:26:27 - What we did was get lucky.
00:26:29 - Forget it.
00:26:32 - Why shouldn't we all get famous?
00:26:36 You'll be famous.
00:26:39 Little stones about this high.
00:26:41 Like it or not,
00:26:43 I'm willing to go
00:26:49 - 1:30.
00:26:53 Or are you so tragically competitive
00:26:58 1:30.
00:27:02 That's it.
00:27:04 Not a bad price to pay
00:27:07 Die to be a hero if you want,
00:28:07 Champ?
00:28:20 - Someone should stay with him tonight.
00:28:24 I will.
00:28:25 You okay?
00:28:29 I'd like to go home.
00:29:10 Are you okay?
00:29:13 You were hyperventilating.
00:29:18 Your blood pressure will rise
00:29:21 Cardiovascular vessels will constrict,
00:29:28 God, you're beautiful.
00:29:31 Get some rest.
00:29:37 I bet 24 hours ago you didn't think
00:29:42 You were lucky last night, Nelson.
00:29:59 I want to wish you two
00:30:03 I know you'll be healthy,
00:30:13 Hello.
00:30:19 - Hello.
00:30:21 Hi. I have been thinking about you
00:30:27 - Counting the days to Thanksgiving.
00:30:30 I've got to transfer to a school
00:30:35 Maybe we should have gotten married
00:30:38 My mother wasn't ready yet.
00:30:40 Honey, you're the best.
00:30:45 If anything
00:30:48 - Joe, what's wrong?
00:30:53 I'm not making sense.
00:30:55 I should go.
00:30:57 - What's the matter? You're scaring me.
00:31:00 Nothing's wrong.
00:31:02 I love you.
00:31:04 Bye.
00:31:40 Ah, there.
00:31:43 It's a boy.
00:32:31 Nothing.
00:32:33 Starting CPR.
00:32:36 3-1,000. 4-1,000.
00:32:38 5-1,000. Breathe!
00:32:40 - CPR, adrenaline and nothing!
00:32:42 What's going on?
00:32:45 - 3-1,000.
00:32:48 - Breathe!
00:32:52 - Let me try!
00:32:55 - Let him try.
00:33:00 1-1,000. 2-1,000. 3-1,000. 4-1,000.
00:33:03 5-1,000. Breathe.
00:33:46 Got him! 02.
00:33:52 02 up.
00:33:58 CPR successful.
00:34:02 It's okay, Joe.
00:34:12 - It was great.
00:34:14 - Just let him talk.
00:34:18 I don't know.
00:34:20 It's not thinking about the past
00:34:24 It's difficult to explain.
00:34:27 Dying is funny that way.
00:34:30 Nelson's right. There definitely
00:34:34 Absolutely.
00:34:35 The experience was strange.
00:34:38 It was almost erotic.
00:34:41 He's dead and he gets laid.
00:34:43 Wait a second.
00:34:47 I don't want you to think it was
00:34:51 That never would have occurred to me
00:34:54 It was friendly.
00:34:57 There was something vaguely feminine
00:35:00 This could be the conquest
00:35:03 The last great frontier.
00:35:06 the sea, then America.
00:35:08 Then the West, the moon.
00:35:11 Mr. Leary, drugs,
00:35:13 Miss MacLaine, and our former
00:35:17 - But this is ours.
00:35:19 We have found something worthwhile
00:35:24 Watch your mouths.
00:35:26 I found something.
00:35:30 I came back from the dead tonight.
00:35:32 Doesn't surprise me.
00:35:39 Pay when you're ready, okay?
00:35:44 Did you find it difficult at the end,
00:35:48 Not that I remember.
00:35:50 But you remember everything else?
00:35:56 I'm not buying any of this.
00:35:59 I probably wouldn't buy it either
00:36:05 - What about it?
00:36:08 You've got nothing to lose.
00:36:10 I'm going next.
00:36:12 Wait a minute.
00:36:15 is going next.
00:36:17 There's no answers here.
00:36:22 - Give it up. It's getting too dangerous.
00:36:26 We can't turn back now.
00:36:32 Two minutes.
00:36:34 - Whoa, you just said...
00:36:37 - 2:10.
00:36:43 Well, looks like
00:36:52 Enjoying yourself, Nelson?
00:37:06 Joe...
00:37:10 was there anything negative
00:37:12 Anything negative at all?
00:37:15 No. Nothing.
00:37:22 Good.
00:37:27 Hold on.
00:37:28 - Was that your idea of chivalry?
00:37:32 Maybe trying to show me up.
00:37:34 What makes you think everything
00:37:37 Because nobody seems to want me to
00:37:42 There seems to be a lot of speculation
00:37:45 Does there? And what did you decide
00:37:49 I decided that when someone
00:37:54 and incredibly beautiful...
00:37:56 it makes the rest of us
00:38:01 Why'd you change your mind?
00:38:03 I'm the skeptic, the control
00:38:08 If there's nothing there,
00:38:11 Then there's no reason for us
00:38:15 How do you explain the similarity
00:38:19 People from different cultures
00:38:21 all seeing the same things
00:38:24 I don't know. Maybe there's a chemical
00:38:28 at the time of death
00:38:31 No, you're reaching.
00:38:34 What if you go
00:38:36 Well, then you can kill yourself
00:38:41 I'm not going to kill myself.
00:38:43 I'm glad to hear that because
00:38:46 but I might miss you.
00:38:52 Why this obsession with death?
00:38:54 It's not an obsession,
00:38:56 It's a personal interest.
00:39:00 Good night.
00:39:02 Can I drive you home?
00:39:04 No, thanks.
00:40:11 I didn't take your money.
00:40:14 I got your toaster.
00:40:18 Right, Nelson?
00:40:20 Because in the end,
00:40:50 Champ?
00:41:37 Come on, boy!
00:41:42 Come here, boy.
00:41:51 What are you doing here, kid?
00:41:57 You okay?
00:41:59 Are you lost?
00:42:23 Halloween morning.
00:42:25 Rotting pumpkins.
00:42:28 Black cats mating like rats
00:42:32 It was as...
00:42:34 It were as if we felt no fear.
00:42:37 As if we were already dead...
00:42:39 and had nothing to lose by dying.
00:42:43 Or perhaps it was because
00:42:47 and loved life so much...
00:42:49 that we imagined ourselves immortal...
00:42:52 overwhelming the powers that be with
00:42:58 Or maybe we were just fucked
00:43:03 I'm Joe Hurley.
00:43:08 I heard you had
00:43:11 I don't want to talk about it.
00:43:16 Wait a minute.
00:43:21 - You did?
00:43:25 This thing changed my life.
00:43:29 First of all,
00:43:32 What the hell do they know?
00:43:34 Tell me all about it.
00:43:37 But if you have class...
00:43:39 maybe we can get together some night
00:43:42 All that day,
00:43:46 I've always had premonitions.
00:43:49 Once my aunt was supposed
00:44:00 Why'd you do this to me, Joe?
00:45:28 Shit!
00:45:34 Trick or treat!
00:46:21 I don't know. It's Halloween.
00:46:24 Don't you think we're pushing it
00:46:28 - Sorry I'm late.
00:46:31 Some very big guys.
00:46:34 - Let me look at it.
00:46:39 - Where have you been?
00:46:42 - What happened to you?
00:46:48 Nice outfit.
00:46:53 - You ready?
00:46:55 Who are you supposed to be,
00:47:01 2:20. Don't forget.
00:47:02 Just hurry and get back.
00:47:07 - Nelson?
00:47:09 Don't let go of the rope.
00:47:14 Hoka hey.
00:47:18 See you soon.
00:47:29 20cc's sodium pentathol in.
00:47:36 - 86 degrees.
00:47:43 Clear.
00:47:49 Flatline.
00:48:42 What hangs in the air palpably?
00:48:44 Is it hope, fear,
00:48:47 - Shut up.
00:48:54 What if he didn't make it back?
00:48:59 Would you miss him, Rachel?
00:49:04 One minute.
00:49:23 - 90 degrees.
00:49:26 - What?
00:49:29 We have time to decide.
00:49:31 Are you serious?
00:49:33 I trusted you, Joe.
00:49:38 Stations.
00:49:40 - No kidding around. 2:10.
00:49:46 - What's going on?
00:49:51 Get it!
00:49:54 Come on.
00:49:58 2:18.
00:50:00 2:20. Hand it over.
00:50:04 This is my lab.
00:50:10 Charged.
00:50:11 Clear.
00:50:16 Three, six, nine
00:50:19 The monkey chewed tobacco
00:50:21 The line broke
00:50:24 They all went to heaven
00:50:26 - Breathe.
00:50:28 1-1,000. 2-1,000.
00:50:33 - Knock it off!
00:50:38 300 joules charged.
00:50:40 Clear.
00:50:55 That's it!
00:50:57 That's not it. He's stuck in V-fib.
00:50:59 - You're hot.
00:51:01 - At 2:45, atropine.
00:51:04 Come on, Dave.
00:51:06 Increasing defibs to 360.
00:51:09 - Go to lidocaine!
00:51:12 Three minutes.
00:51:14 Starting CPR. 1-1,000.
00:51:16 - Atropine in.
00:51:20 - 5-1,000. Breathe.
00:51:24 Lost him.
00:51:26 - Lidocaine push.
00:51:29 360 charged. Clear.
00:51:35 - Got him!
00:51:37 - One milligram Eppy in.
00:51:40 That was close.
00:51:44 Okay? That was too close.
00:51:47 Hoka hey.
00:51:50 - What did you say there?
00:51:53 It's a war cry from the Sioux Indians.
00:51:57 Today is a good day to die.
00:52:00 So was it, Dave?
00:52:03 I don't know if I was dead.
00:52:06 Like a dream...
00:52:09 or just a bunch of stuff
00:52:12 You were brain dead.
00:52:15 But some electrical current's
00:52:20 It would have shown up on the EEG.
00:52:23 Tell us what happened.
00:52:28 It's hard to verbalize.
00:52:32 It's like being paranoid
00:52:36 Like being watched.
00:52:38 It was probably just you guys
00:52:41 Who could be watching?
00:52:43 - The dead.
00:52:45 But the skeptic did feel something,
00:52:50 No way!
00:52:52 Bidding starts at four minutes.
00:52:56 That was a mistake.
00:52:59 Anything under four minutes.
00:53:01 No one is going for four minutes.
00:53:04 4:25.
00:53:07 - Five minutes.
00:53:11 Without her help,
00:53:13 - But without me...
00:53:16 Count me out, too.
00:53:23 Well, mutiny at last.
00:53:29 I trusted you,
00:53:32 with an idea so simple and brilliant,
00:53:36 - Give it a rest.
00:53:38 None of you had the foresight or balls
00:53:42 You want to go next?
00:53:45 Fuck the rest of you!
00:53:47 This is my idea.
00:53:55 I would've gone 3:30, maybe 3:40.
00:53:58 I still might.
00:54:02 We're pushing the five minute mark.
00:54:08 You're a shit, Joe.
00:54:11 You said you loved me, Joe.
00:54:18 I love you, Joe.
00:54:23 Skelator?
00:55:36 Thanks for staying.
00:55:39 I'm on early shift at the hospital.
00:55:41 You seem fine,
00:55:44 Wait.
00:55:46 - About tonight.
00:55:49 Why are you doing this?
00:55:52 Look, I've lost people
00:55:57 I want to make sure they've gone
00:56:03 To tell you the truth, it's the best
00:56:08 There's something I didn't tell you
00:56:13 I had this feeling that if I had gone
00:56:18 that there was something out there
00:56:23 You know, something good.
00:56:27 So you don't need to go under.
00:56:29 Does the atheist now believe in God?
00:56:32 I'm trying to tell you...
00:56:35 that I don't want you to do it.
00:56:40 Just think about all I'll have
00:56:44 when you bring me back.
00:56:48 I'm dying.
00:56:51 Don't lie to me.
00:56:57 You've put up a great fight.
00:57:00 Sometimes we just have to let go.
00:57:03 That's what the voices say.
00:57:06 What voices?
00:57:08 They say, "Have you done enough?
00:57:12 Have you told everyone you loved them?"
00:57:15 I have. I have.
00:57:18 It's okay.
00:57:23 They're just telling you
00:57:26 What?
00:57:29 That you have someplace to go.
00:57:33 Do you believe that?
00:57:36 I do.
00:57:43 Yes, I do.
00:58:30 Hey, Fellatio!
00:58:35 Got a match?
00:58:38 Well, I do!
00:58:40 Your face and my ass.
00:58:43 - Your breath made of buffalo fart!
00:58:47 You don't know jackshit!
00:58:52 Jack-off! Limp-wrist!
00:58:56 Shit-bird! Bird-turd! Turd-face!
00:58:59 Kiss-ass! Brown-Nose! Macho wimp!
00:59:02 Limp-dick! Fart-face! Tire-merchant!
00:59:06 Gonna cry? Crybaby Davie.
00:59:11 Shit-face. Rat-turd.
00:59:33 How'd it happen?
00:59:35 I was playing hockey.
00:59:38 - About last night.
00:59:41 No-show Labraccio.
00:59:45 It's his way of trying to stop me.
00:59:48 I don't think it is a good idea
00:59:51 - We don't need Dave.
00:59:55 Can you trust me?
00:59:57 No, but let's do it anyway.
01:00:01 Nitrous on.
01:00:07 See you soon.
01:00:26 - How long has she been under?
01:00:28 We're bringing her back.
01:00:31 - She hasn't been under long enough.
01:00:33 - We said 4:25.
01:00:37 Don't expect hugs and kisses
01:01:23 Waiting for body temp to rise.
01:01:28 Ask Dr. Death.
01:01:30 - 90 degrees.
01:01:32 Nothing. Bringing Rachel back early.
01:01:36 - That's all?
01:01:39 Joe's right. 91 degrees.
01:02:19 I told you not to go in there!
01:02:30 It's your fault!
01:02:38 - Nothing!
01:02:40 - You're hot.
01:02:42 - Come on, Rachel.
01:02:45 - You're hot.
01:03:07 300 joules. Clear.
01:03:10 - Got her!
01:03:13 - It's okay, we'll get her.
01:03:19 What the hell is going on?
01:03:22 A fuse. Short.
01:03:24 - Joe, you charged the battery, right?
01:03:29 Starting CPR.
01:03:31 1-1,000. 2-1,000.
01:03:33 - 3-1,000. 4-1,000. 5-1,000. Breathe.
01:03:38 Begin. 1-1,000.
01:03:42 5-1,000. Breathe.
01:04:04 - This is not working. Joe, take over.
01:04:07 She's been under four minutes.
01:04:13 We're moving to Bretylium.
01:04:16 - It's our last chance.
01:04:28 Please don't.
01:04:37 You bring her back.
01:04:44 Come on.
01:04:50 Lidocaine in.
01:04:52 Come on, Manus.
01:05:01 I got something.
01:05:04 I hear something.
01:05:09 O2. O2.
01:05:16 She's back.
01:05:30 - Why did you stop us?
01:05:34 - That's why you stopped us?
01:05:38 I was in elementary school with her.
01:05:42 I was on the train.
01:05:45 I turned, I swear to God,
01:05:49 - Still only 10 years old.
01:05:52 Maybe you fell asleep,
01:05:55 I was not asleep.
01:05:57 I've seen odd things from my past, too.
01:06:01 In your case, it probably is.
01:06:04 - Shut that off. This is personal.
01:06:08 I've been haunted by images of women
01:06:12 They're all members
01:06:16 What?
01:06:18 What about you, Nelson?
01:06:23 I think his name's Billy Mahoney,
01:06:28 - It was no big deal.
01:06:30 Then tell us what happened
01:06:33 Sometimes the little fella
01:06:36 Wait a minute. Wait.
01:06:39 Dave nodding off and pervert here
01:06:43 This guy physically touches you? It is
01:06:48 This whole lab's not possible.
01:06:50 - This is too weird.
01:06:54 Somehow we brought our sins
01:06:58 When did you know about this?
01:07:01 I had my suspicions after Joe went.
01:07:03 - Before we went? You didn't say a word!
01:07:07 I thought we were doctors, scientists.
01:07:10 You call yourself a scientist?
01:07:12 It is reckless and unethical for you
01:07:15 Rachel Manus may have the answers
01:07:20 Five minutes. Imagine that!
01:07:23 If she walks out of that ladies room
01:07:28 the whole world will worship her.
01:07:32 Just like you do.
01:07:36 You should've told us.
01:07:38 - You wouldn't have done it.
01:07:50 We're fucked.
01:07:54 You all right?
01:07:56 I'm okay.
01:08:09 I said I was fine!
01:08:13 You guys gonna watch me?
01:09:29 Come on, Billy Mahoney.
01:09:32 Come on.
01:09:38 I dare you.
01:09:41 I fucking dare you.
01:09:44 Things from our past?
01:09:48 I don't know.
01:09:51 But if you see anything...
01:09:53 talk to me about it.
01:09:56 Whatever it is,
01:10:02 I'll be in the living room
01:10:04 Is it people who we've...
01:10:06 hurt or wronged in some way?
01:10:09 Did something happen tonight?
01:10:17 Try to get some rest.
01:10:26 - How is she doing?
01:10:28 - Like what? Heebie-jeebie stuff?
01:10:31 How the hell am I supposed to know?
01:10:34 It's important
01:10:37 I'm sorry. You guys take off.
01:10:41 - You okay?
01:11:22 We're gonna get you, Billy Mahoney!
01:11:28 I'm sorry!
01:11:32 Stop, Nelson!
01:12:06 - How you doing?
01:12:09 Wait a minute.
01:12:12 I have to talk to her.
01:12:14 Talk to who?
01:12:16 Good morning, Rachel.
01:12:25 I wanted to tell her
01:12:27 There's nothing beautiful
01:12:30 Losing them is part of our work.
01:12:33 But I was wrong.
01:13:14 Crybaby, cry!
01:13:41 You look like
01:13:45 Yeah, right.
01:13:47 Don't you remember me, Joe?
01:13:50 Yes, of course.
01:13:53 Are you a model?
01:13:55 - You could be.
01:13:59 I'm not picking you up.
01:14:03 - Mind if I buy you a drink?
01:14:07 - I'll call about being my study partner.
01:14:16 Hey, gorgeous.
01:14:18 - How are you?
01:14:21 Some crazy girl...
01:14:27 Would you like to?
01:14:30 We can just lie together.
01:14:41 I'll call you.
01:14:45 I'm tired of playing the field.
01:14:49 We can stop whenever you want.
01:14:54 It'll only make
01:14:59 I've never felt like this before.
01:15:01 I'm tired of playing the field.
01:15:05 - Of course I respect you.
01:15:18 I need you to show me
01:15:21 You're not real!
01:15:29 Anne, is that you?
01:15:34 Is that really you?
01:15:36 You sounded so upset on the phone.
01:15:40 I was worried.
01:15:44 What a great surprise!
01:15:47 How long have you been here?
01:15:49 Long enough to see your tapes.
01:15:53 Oh, my God!
01:15:57 You know...
01:15:59 you'll think I'm leaving you
01:16:03 It was a stupid game.
01:16:06 I wish they had meant something,
01:16:09 if you had cared for any of them,
01:16:13 I loved you. But to film all those girls
01:16:17 To have so little respect.
01:16:20 What kind of marriage can we have
01:16:24 Please!
01:16:27 - It's not what you think.
01:16:34 Hello. Is this Mrs. Earl R. Hicks?
01:16:37 This is a strange question.
01:16:42 You do? Great!
01:16:45 I was in school with Winnie.
01:16:49 My parents still live there.
01:16:53 I wanted to get in touch with her.
01:16:57 Right.
01:17:00 Okay. And do you have
01:17:05 Great. Thank you, Mrs. Hicks.
01:17:16 Jesus!
01:17:18 Looks as bad as it feels, huh?
01:17:21 Want me to take a look?
01:17:23 I just want to know
01:17:26 She didn't come out of the bathroom
01:17:29 I gotta go.
01:17:32 - Where are you going?
01:17:34 - Could I go?
01:17:37 Look...
01:17:41 I don't want to be alone.
01:17:44 Today we are going to remove
01:17:48 and dissect the lower intestines.
01:17:51 Remove the ascending colon
01:17:58 Proceed to the sigmoid colon
01:18:03 Remove the appendix,
01:18:06 Where the hell
01:18:09 You okay?
01:18:10 I would be if everyone would
01:18:20 Are you crazy?
01:18:23 I'm spooking.
01:18:24 Getting us kicked out of med school
01:19:23 I'll handle this.
01:19:29 Fuck it.
01:19:40 - This must be it.
01:19:44 She's probably not going to remember
01:19:47 It's worth a shot.
01:19:53 Listen, if anything happens...
01:19:56 if you need me,
01:20:26 Ring, ring, ring.
01:20:29 - Dave, you should've sent a letter.
01:20:32 Anybody home?
01:20:42 Is your mother at home?
01:20:45 Coming.
01:20:49 Go in the house, baby.
01:20:53 Yes? Can I help you?
01:20:56 Yeah. I think you can.
01:21:01 - From Clairemont?
01:21:04 I'm David Labraccio.
01:21:07 - We went to S.B. Butler together.
01:21:10 I was a little smaller then.
01:21:16 I drove from the city.
01:21:22 Hello. I'm nice.
01:21:23 He's nice.
01:21:28 Can I come in, please?
01:21:30 Thanks a lot.
01:21:33 I've got to hand it to you.
01:21:36 You've got guts.
01:22:18 This is great!
01:22:20 Looks like you've done well
01:22:23 It isn't medical school.
01:22:27 But I never liked school, anyway.
01:22:31 Wasn't very good at it.
01:22:35 I'm surprised you remember me.
01:22:37 I do remember you.
01:22:40 I also remember the way
01:22:44 You were shy, and I was a real jerk,
01:22:47 I wanted to say I'm sorry.
01:22:51 What are you talking about?
01:22:54 That was so long ago.
01:22:58 Let's not dredge up all that stuff.
01:23:02 However we made you feel,
01:23:07 I mean, we were wrong.
01:23:11 Go on.
01:23:18 I have a family now.
01:23:22 I haven't been that ugly little girl
01:23:26 You were never ugly.
01:23:32 Why did you come here?
01:24:11 David, help!
01:24:14 It was just kids.
01:24:17 It didn't mean anything.
01:24:20 Listen, I didn't mean to come here...
01:24:24 Winnie, are you all right?
01:24:27 I'm fine, Ben.
01:24:38 I'm sorry if I made you feel bad.
01:24:42 I didn't want to hurt you again.
01:24:47 I'm going to go.
01:24:58 Thank you.
01:25:00 Are you sure?
01:25:05 Thanks.
01:25:16 Shit!
01:25:22 Help!
01:26:01 Help!
01:26:18 Nelson, stop it!
01:26:20 Nelson, stop, stop!
01:26:24 - Stop it!
01:26:28 There is no Billy.
01:26:31 We're all alone.
01:27:05 Where the hell have you guys been?
01:27:10 - She freaked. We stayed with her.
01:27:14 I'm fine.
01:27:17 Fine for somebody who keeps running into
01:27:23 Death is beautiful?
01:27:26 What a bunch of crap.
01:27:32 How you doing, Nelson?
01:27:37 'Cause I'd like to thank you
01:27:40 Hey, you guys were all so eager
01:27:45 Well, welcome aboard.
01:27:47 You withheld information.
01:27:49 Oh. I'm sorry you're so upset.
01:27:52 You think you're the only one
01:27:55 I always felt there was something
01:27:58 - You didn't risk a goddamn thing!
01:28:02 This is not going to help.
01:28:05 No, we're not.
01:28:07 - Wait.
01:28:11 When I get into trouble,
01:28:14 Drag everybody? Come on!
01:28:17 What happened to you? You got caught
01:28:20 And you swore at a little girl
01:28:24 And now you're having bad dreams
01:28:28 You don't know anything about me.
01:28:32 But Dave does, doesn't he?
01:28:36 Come on, they're your sins!
01:28:40 I do.
01:28:42 Do you want to see death?
01:28:45 It is beautiful.
01:28:47 You've already hurt yourself.
01:28:49 Do you?
01:28:55 Help him find Billy Mahoney.
01:28:57 - How will that help?
01:29:02 Don't leave him alone.
01:29:04 Why do we want to find Billy Mahoney?
01:29:08 Because...
01:29:10 young Dr. Dave thinks he's solved
01:29:16 Atonement, gentlemen.
01:29:19 Atonement?
01:29:21 Wait a goddamn minute.
01:29:24 Jesus, you're always
01:29:27 Why don't you talk to me?
01:29:34 My father shot himself
01:29:37 And you feel responsible?
01:29:40 There was a door in our hallway
01:29:46 Kids always feel responsible.
01:29:49 You could not have been the blame.
01:29:51 You said it yourself.
01:29:57 I don't know if this will help,
01:30:03 I don't know how to explain it,
01:30:08 Somehow just asking for forgiveness...
01:30:12 Winnie Hicks is alive.
01:30:18 Your father is in a good place.
01:30:20 He wants you to let him go.
01:30:25 Then why is he back?
01:30:43 - Here.
01:30:46 We should get your face looked at
01:30:56 Come on.
01:30:59 I can't believe
01:31:04 Holy shit!
01:31:07 Nelson, give me the keys.
01:31:11 Step on a crack
01:31:19 Olly, olly, oxen free!
01:31:23 Last one over is a rotten egg.
01:31:26 Come on, boys,
01:31:45 This is a graveyard.
01:31:52 - Where the fuck are you, Nelson?
01:31:56 It never was.
01:31:59 - Where the hell are you?
01:32:08 This is where Billy lives.
01:32:10 Wake up, you little shit!
01:32:14 Want to know how
01:32:18 'Cause I put him here.
01:32:20 Billy Mahoney!
01:32:22 Stop, Nelson.
01:32:32 Please stop.
01:33:05 I was taken away from my family
01:33:09 I was sent
01:33:12 I thought I'd paid my dues!
01:33:15 It was an accident.
01:33:18 Let's go home, okay?
01:33:21 Dave's right.
01:33:26 I can still make amends.
01:33:28 How?
01:33:44 Joe, I gotta borrow your car.
01:33:50 Nelson, wait!
01:34:00 Oh, my God.
01:34:36 Hello?
01:34:38 What?
01:34:40 Where?
01:34:41 Ah, Jesus. All right.
01:34:56 Nelson freaked out.
01:35:00 You be all right alone?
01:37:46 Daddy.
01:37:57 Sweetheart.
01:38:03 I'm sorry.
01:38:10 Will you forgive me?
01:38:13 Will you ever forgive me?
01:38:33 Oh, my daddy!
01:38:49 Billy Mahoney died 17 years ago.
01:38:54 - Jesus Christ! Any idea where he went?
01:38:59 How can you make amends
01:39:01 - Would he try to flatline without us?
01:39:20 No, it's Nelson.
01:39:23 Where are you?
01:39:29 I wanted to say I was sorry.
01:39:31 Please tell David...
01:39:34 I'm sorry for getting
01:39:36 No. You don't understand.
01:39:44 Everything matters.
01:39:47 Everything we do matters.
01:39:51 That's why I'm going under again.
01:39:53 Wait.
01:39:54 - Good-bye, Rachel.
01:39:57 - I really am sorry.
01:40:27 - We're paying for our arrogance.
01:41:04 Good thing I didn't flatline.
01:41:06 My 350-pound baby-sitter would chase me
01:41:19 Okay, Billy Mahoney, come on.
01:42:16 I'm gonna catch you!
01:43:04 Oh, God!
01:43:07 - Potassium. He used potassium!
01:43:13 Electrodes!
01:43:15 Calcium in.
01:43:16 300. Clear!
01:43:21 - Nothing.
01:43:23 - Clear!
01:43:37 Up to 360. Clear!
01:43:40 Nothing.
01:43:42 - He called. It's been over nine minutes.
01:43:46 Let's intubate.
01:43:49 2-1,000. 3-1,000.
01:43:52 - Breathe!
01:43:55 Try again.
01:44:01 Come on!
01:44:02 Stop, Billy!
01:44:04 Stop, Billy! Stop!
01:44:07 Get him!
01:44:13 Eppy in!
01:44:17 - Breathe!
01:44:19 - 88 degrees.
01:44:33 - All right. Atropine intratracheal.
01:44:37 This has got to work.
01:44:40 Come on, come on, Nelson.
01:44:45 Come on.
01:44:50 - He's been dead 10 minutes.
01:44:52 - No, he's not in V-fib.
01:44:55 - Eppy intracardial!
01:44:57 Just do it!
01:45:03 Stop! Don't!
01:45:06 Don't do it, Billy!
01:45:10 I'm sorry!
01:45:40 Starting CPR!
01:45:42 1-1,000. 2-1,000. 3-1,000. 4-1,000.
01:45:45 It's been 12 minutes.
01:45:48 5-1,000. Breathe!
01:45:54 - Forget about it. We lost him!
01:45:58 Dave, stop it!
01:46:08 Let him go.
01:46:27 We're all responsible for this.
01:46:30 - Maybe we deserve this.
01:46:36 I'm sorry, God. I'm sorry we stepped
01:46:42 I'm sorry!
01:46:45 Isn't that enough?
01:46:50 Apparently not.
01:46:54 I'll call the police.
01:46:59 I could hear it in his voice
01:47:03 Nelson felt he deserved to die.
01:47:05 Bullshit!
01:47:07 It was a mistake.
01:47:12 And he doesn't deserve to die!
01:48:15 Come on, Nelson!
01:48:22 Come on, Nelson.
01:48:30 Charged! Clear!
01:48:32 Wait!
01:48:35 Oh, my God!
01:48:38 I got a pulse! We've got him!
01:48:41 - We've fucking got him!
01:48:43 Easy, easy. Don't rush him.
01:48:47 Come on, Nelson, pick up the beat.
01:48:50 Don't rush him.
01:49:00 That's it. That's it.
01:49:07 There we go.
01:49:13 Hail Mary, praise Jesus,
01:49:16 Thank you, Jesus.
01:49:18 Hi, Nelson.
01:49:21 Don't talk.
01:49:22 I've got to get this on tape.
01:49:41 He said...
01:49:47 it wasn't such a good day to die.
01:50:03 Thank you.