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00:00:33 There have been shots fired.
00:00:34 Total civil unrest is happening
00:00:36 Dozens of police
00:00:37 Dozens of police
00:00:38 Smoke reigned over the entire city.
00:00:39 We're telling anybody
00:00:42 There are 38 dead and more than...
00:00:44 The EMT are having
00:00:49 ...where truck driver Reginald Denny
00:00:54 The city resembles a war zone.
00:00:56 Crowds gathered
00:00:58 ...here in Hollywood, where
00:01:01 There have been 3,600 structural fires.
00:01:04 Thick, black smoke rising
00:01:06 in Hollywood, downtown, Compton,
00:01:30 In America,
00:01:33 a girl can be crowned a princess
00:01:36 for her beauty and her grace.
00:01:43 But an Aztec princess
00:01:46 Eva?
00:01:51 ...to fight for her people,
00:01:53 against those who say
00:01:56 who say we are not equal in beauty
00:02:07 It was the first day of school,
00:02:09 and I was waiting for my father
00:02:12 Roberto!
00:02:18 Eva!
00:02:20 And I saw the war for the first time.
00:02:23 Eva! Eva!
00:02:25 Police! Open up!
00:02:29 They took my father for retaliation.
00:02:32 He was innocent, but they took him,
00:02:33 because he was respected
00:02:36 They called my people a gang
00:02:40 On your feet!
00:02:43 When I got my initiation
00:02:46 I became third generation.
00:02:49 They beat you so you won't break.
00:02:53 They are my family.
00:03:01 In Long Beach, it all comes down
00:03:04 If you're Latino or Asian or black,
00:03:07 you could get blasted any time
00:03:36 We fight each other for territory.
00:03:38 We kill each other over race,
00:03:43 We fight for what is ours.
00:03:49 They think they're winning
00:03:51 but soon they're all going down.
00:03:54 War has been declared.
00:03:58 - Here's your coffee.
00:04:04 I brought my lesson plans.
00:04:06 Yes, and these are the classes
00:04:10 Freshman English, four classes,
00:04:19 Some of them
00:04:21 One or two might be wearing ankle cuffs
00:04:25 And you see here,
00:04:28 And if you look at their scores,
00:04:32 and some of these, the books,
00:04:36 they're gonna be too difficult for them.
00:04:38 All right.
00:04:39 Also, for most of them to get here
00:04:41 it takes three buses,
00:04:43 My God.
00:04:44 So I wouldn't give them too much
00:04:46 You'll just be wasting a lot of time
00:04:49 All right. Thank you.
00:04:52 - You're from Newport Beach?
00:04:57 It's too bad you weren't here
00:05:01 We used to have one of the highest
00:05:04 but since voluntary integration
00:05:07 we've lost over 75º/º
00:05:14 Well, actually, I chose Wilson
00:05:17 I think what's happening here
00:05:20 My father was involved
00:05:23 And I remember when I was watching
00:05:26 I was thinking of going
00:05:28 And I thought, "God, by the time
00:05:30 "you're defending a kid in a courtroom,
00:05:33 I think the real fighting
00:05:39 Well, that's a very
00:05:43 well-thought-out phrase.
00:05:47 Erin,
00:05:49 I think you're a lovely, intelligent woman.
00:05:54 But you're a first-time teacher.
00:05:56 As head of this department,
00:05:59 you're capable of dealing
00:06:01 I am.
00:06:03 I know I have a lot to learn as a teacher,
00:06:06 I am, and I really want to be here.
00:06:15 - Those are lovely pearls.
00:06:21 I wouldn't wear them to class.
00:06:39 Honey?
00:06:43 What?
00:06:46 Do I look like a teacher?
00:07:05 Hey!
00:08:31 Hey, Chris, yo, what up?
00:08:49 - Hello.
00:08:52 Hey, yo, let's sit right here, man.
00:09:00 Hi.
00:09:32 Hey, girl, you wanna give me
00:09:42 My name is Erin Gruwell.
00:09:47 I give this bitch a week.
00:09:49 Hi.
00:09:52 Okay. Brandy Ross?
00:09:55 Gloria Munez.
00:09:59 Alejandro Santiago.
00:10:04 Andre Bryant.
00:10:08 Eva Benitez.
00:10:09 Eva, not Eva.
00:10:15 Eva.
00:10:18 I have to go to the bathroom.
00:10:20 - Okay, make sure that you take a...
00:10:26 Ben Samuels?
00:10:28 That white boy hoping
00:10:31 I gotta get out of here.
00:10:32 - Sindy Ngor.
00:10:35 Is that correct?
00:10:37 - Jamal Hill?
00:10:40 This whole ghetto-ass class
00:10:42 looking like a bad rerun of Cops
00:10:44 You know what I'm saying? It's true.
00:10:46 - Are you Jamal?
00:10:49 Well, for some reason
00:10:52 - Yeah, and that's some bullshit.
00:10:55 It means you're too dumb.
00:10:57 - Man, say it to my face, coz.
00:11:00 See what I mean? Dumb.
00:11:02 - Man, I know you ain't talking to me!
00:11:05 Look, homey,
00:11:06 Can you please sit back down?
00:11:07 Look, I got your spot on the team.
00:11:08 That's why you're over there
00:11:10 Please sit back in your seats.
00:11:11 Look, your spot is good as gone. I don't
00:11:14 coming to practice with them
00:11:17 You don't know nothing about me, coz!
00:11:20 Broke down my whole situation.
00:11:21 Jamal?
00:11:22 So, now you're in my face now, right?
00:11:24 Sit your punk ass down!
00:11:25 I will run that ass off the field.
00:11:27 Shut your ass up. What's up, homey?
00:11:28 I mean, what's up?
00:11:30 Excuse me,
00:11:34 So do something! Back up!
00:11:36 You touching me now?
00:11:37 Sit down, homeboy. Back up,
00:11:40 You gonna look at my face now, right?
00:11:41 You ain't taking nothing
00:11:43 I will run your ass off the field!
00:11:45 Boy, sit your ass back down.
00:11:46 Don't even worry about it,
00:11:48 Tell him. Sit his ass down.
00:11:49 Sit your ass down.
00:11:50 Thank you. Let him out of here, man.
00:11:59 Erin?
00:12:05 Erin, this is Brian Gelford.
00:12:08 He teaches Junior English
00:12:11 - Hi. Erin Gruwell. Nice to meet you.
00:12:14 - You saw a little action today, I hear.
00:12:19 Well, don't be discouraged.
00:12:21 You put your time in, in a few years,
00:12:24 They're a pleasure.
00:12:25 By then, most of your kids
00:12:28 - What do you mean?
00:12:34 Well, if I do my job,
00:12:39 - Right?
00:12:43 - Nice pearls.
00:12:59 If it was up to me,
00:13:02 My probation officer threatened me,
00:13:04 telling me it was either school
00:13:07 Dumbass.
00:13:08 He thinks that the problems
00:13:10 aren't going to touch me at Wilson.
00:13:13 My PO doesn't understand
00:13:16 and the city is just like a prison,
00:13:18 all of them divided into
00:13:23 There's Little Cambodia.
00:13:26 The Ghetto.
00:13:28 Wonder Bread Land.
00:13:30 And us,
00:13:34 That's just the way it is,
00:13:37 But soon enough, you have little
00:13:41 demanding respect they haven't earned.
00:13:44 It looks like this, one tribe drifting
00:13:48 without respect,
00:13:53 An outsider looking in
00:14:01 Something was coming.
00:14:18 Settle down.
00:14:19 Let's go over the first name
00:14:24 Homer's The Odyssey.
00:14:26 I know Homer the Simpson.
00:14:29 No, this Homer was an ancient Greek,
00:14:32 but maybe he was bald
00:14:40 Okay.
00:14:51 What's up?
00:15:01 Quietly, please.
00:15:05 Mrs. Gruwell,
00:15:07 Shut up!
00:15:09 Yeah, I saw you.
00:15:10 Jamal. Jamal. Get her backpack.
00:15:12 I didn't do nothing anyway!
00:15:13 - Jamal. Jamal.
00:15:31 Wait! Wait! Please, stay in your seats!
00:15:51 Slanty-eyed bitch!
00:15:57 Return to your classrooms.
00:16:01 Return to the classrooms immediately.
00:16:08 That's all you got?
00:16:11 Clear the school lawn
00:16:19 ...classrooms, or you will be subject
00:16:24 You can best help yourself
00:16:27 and your school by returning
00:16:31 Please return to your classrooms.
00:16:33 Get up, bitch!
00:16:36 All students must return
00:16:43 Erin?
00:16:46 Erin.
00:16:49 Hey, baby.
00:16:52 You okay?
00:16:54 Come here.
00:16:58 Are you sure about this?
00:17:00 Well, it's not exactly how I pictured it.
00:17:05 Don't tell my dad.
00:17:08 Hopefully, he hasn't seen the news.
00:17:13 - So, how's work?
00:17:17 - I was asking your husband.
00:17:20 It's a good company.
00:17:21 I pretty much run
00:17:23 - I thought you were an architect.
00:17:27 And the money's good for now.
00:17:28 How much are you making,
00:17:32 If you know, why are you asking?
00:17:34 So, what's everybody gonna eat?
00:17:36 With your brains,
00:17:39 Instead, I worry all night
00:17:42 Can you hear what you're saying?
00:17:44 How many times have I listened to you
00:17:47 These gangs are criminals,
00:17:50 They said the same thing
00:17:52 I'll lay odds your kids don't even know
00:17:54 who Rap Brown
00:17:57 You're gonna waste your talents
00:17:58 who don't give a damn about education.
00:18:02 It breaks my heart.
00:18:04 I tell you the truth.
00:18:07 Well...
00:18:10 I'm sorry. I can't help that.
00:18:17 - You think this is good enough for her?
00:18:22 Look, Steve,
00:18:24 if Erin thinks she can teach these kids,
00:18:27 You telling her she can't
00:18:37 So he doesn't like your job. So what?
00:18:40 I don't know, it just does.
00:18:43 Just let me know
00:18:45 - I hate that we don't have our own sinks.
00:18:47 All right. Thank you.
00:18:48 I can't believe he brought up my salary.
00:18:52 What's happened to him?
00:18:53 He was like Atticus Finch to me
00:18:56 and now he's talking about salaries?
00:19:00 In fact, I think he needs an intervention.
00:19:03 Why isn't being a teacher
00:19:05 Honey, just calm down.
00:19:06 You know, except for marrying me,
00:19:10 you never seriously disappoint him.
00:19:12 He likes you. He just doesn't...
00:19:14 He just doesn't think
00:19:16 That's what fathers do.
00:19:19 Look, just, you know, stop worrying
00:19:24 You don't live in his house,
00:19:26 Or until we find one.
00:19:29 - Or until you build us one.
00:19:32 With extra sinks.
00:19:41 You're a teacher
00:20:01 I have this idea.
00:20:03 We're gonna be covering poetry.
00:20:07 It's 2Pac.
00:20:08 2Pac Shakur. Excuse me.
00:20:12 Really? I thought there'd be more fans.
00:20:15 I have the lyrics to this song printed out.
00:20:18 I want you to listen to this phrase
00:20:21 It's an example of an internal rhyme.
00:20:23 What he does is
00:20:28 "Man-child in the promised land
00:20:31 "Moms was the only one there
00:20:34 "And, no, I guess you didn't know
00:20:37 "You looking kinda pale, was it the ale?
00:20:40 "Where was the money that you said
00:20:42 "Talked on the phone
00:20:44 - Think we don't know 2Pac?
00:20:47 No, it's not that.
00:20:50 You have no idea
00:20:53 You ever been a teacher before?
00:20:56 And teacher gets nailed, y'all!
00:20:58 All right, Jamal, enough.
00:21:02 You know what? I want you to move
00:21:05 - What?
00:21:09 I am sick of these antics
00:21:13 Well, there you are.
00:21:15 I was wondering when
00:21:18 Switch with Ben.
00:21:19 - Come on.
00:21:22 - It'll be fine.
00:21:24 I'm not sitting near him.
00:21:25 I ain't going up there without my homey.
00:21:26 I'm not sitting back there alone!
00:21:28 - All right.
00:21:29 All right, you know what?
00:21:30 I want you all to move
00:21:33 You in the back, up here.
00:21:37 Come on. Let's go. Now!
00:21:43 Get your ass back to China, all of y'all.
00:21:47 - You're all little midget-ass punks.
00:21:57 Boo!
00:21:59 Get your ass to the back, boy.
00:22:23 Get off my desk.
00:22:35 So, everybody happy
00:22:44 Eva?
00:22:47 Where are you going?
00:22:49 Hey! Hey!
00:25:05 This is bull! Come on, man! What the...
00:25:09 What the hell? Damn!
00:25:13 I want my money back!
00:25:17 This shit took my damn money!
00:25:22 Look what you putting me through. Shit!
00:25:23 Learn to speak the damn language!
00:25:26 I want my money back!
00:25:28 I want my money back!
00:25:29 I want my money back!
00:25:53 Come on! Let's go!
00:25:58 Come on, come on, girl! Let's go!
00:26:23 Paco was scared.
00:26:25 In the car, he said,
00:26:27 "You can't go against your own people,
00:26:30 The same words
00:26:33 Only I saw Paco.
00:26:35 The others were turned away.
00:26:37 So when the police questioned me,
00:26:45 All right, everyone, we need to get
00:26:49 Principal Banning
00:26:51 in the light of last night's events.
00:26:53 I've spoken to the police.
00:26:55 As you might already know,
00:26:57 in last night's shooting
00:27:01 Grant Rice has been arrested
00:27:05 Ms. Gruwell,
00:27:06 apparently one of your students,
00:27:10 - Eva.
00:27:13 She's the prime witness in the case.
00:27:16 It is our policy not to discuss
00:27:20 - Thank you very much.
00:27:40 Hey, Tiny, check this out.
00:27:49 Hey. Hey!
00:28:08 Yes?
00:28:11 All right.
00:28:14 Gloria?
00:28:15 Please read the first sentence
00:28:17 Why me?
00:28:18 Because I know
00:28:20 Close the magazine.
00:28:25 "Odysseus had no sense of direction. "
00:28:28 Now, none of these sentences
00:28:30 I'd like you to rewrite these sentences
00:28:33 and spelling on page four
00:28:42 I don't have a page four. It got torn out.
00:28:45 Okay, why don't you just use
00:28:54 What's going on?
00:28:58 What is that? Give it to me.
00:29:17 - What is this?
00:29:26 You think this is funny?
00:29:29 Tito?
00:29:31 Would this be funny
00:29:34 It ain't.
00:29:45 Close the workbooks.
00:29:55 Maybe we should talk about art.
00:29:58 - Yeah, yeah.
00:30:02 You know something?
00:30:04 I saw a picture just like this once
00:30:08 Only it wasn't a black man,
00:30:12 And instead of the big lips,
00:30:15 like a rat's nose.
00:30:17 But he wasn't
00:30:19 this was a drawing of all Jews.
00:30:21 And these drawings
00:30:24 by the most famous gang in history.
00:30:27 That's us, dawg.
00:30:32 You think you know all about gangs?
00:30:35 You're amateurs.
00:30:38 This gang would put you all to shame.
00:30:40 And they started out poor and angry,
00:30:44 Until one man decided
00:30:47 an identity and somebody to blame.
00:30:51 You take over neighborhoods?
00:30:54 That's nothing compared to them.
00:30:59 And you wanna know how?
00:31:01 They just wiped out everybody else.
00:31:03 - Yeah.
00:31:05 Yeah, they wiped out
00:31:08 and everybody they blamed
00:31:11 And one of the ways they did it
00:31:14 See, they'd print pictures like this
00:31:16 Jewish people with big, long noses.
00:31:23 They'd also publish scientific evidence
00:31:25 that proved Jews and blacks
00:31:30 Jews and blacks
00:31:32 And because they were just like animals
00:31:34 it didn't really matter
00:31:36 In fact, life would be a whole lot better
00:31:42 That's how a holocaust happens.
00:31:44 And that's what you all think
00:31:46 You don't know nothing, homegirl.
00:31:47 No, I don't, Marcus!
00:31:50 I ain't explaining shit to you!
00:31:53 Do you even know how we live?
00:31:57 We was here first, man.
00:31:59 Just shut that shit up, homeboy.
00:32:01 All right! All right! All right!
00:32:03 So what you're saying is,
00:32:05 or the Cambodians or the blacks
00:32:09 if they weren't here, everything
00:32:11 Of course it'd be better!
00:32:14 Lt'd be better if you weren't here.
00:32:17 Right. Right.
00:32:20 It starts with a drawing like this,
00:32:23 and then some kid dies in a drive-by,
00:32:26 You don't know nothing!
00:32:30 You don't know the pain we feel.
00:32:32 You don't know what we got to do.
00:32:34 You got no respect for how we living.
00:32:36 You got us in here,
00:32:39 and then we got to go out there again.
00:32:40 And what are you telling me
00:32:43 What are you doing in here that makes
00:32:47 You don't feel respected.
00:32:50 Well, maybe you're not.
00:32:54 That's bullshit.
00:32:56 What?
00:32:57 Why should I give my respect to you?
00:33:00 'Cause you're a teacher?
00:33:01 I don't know you.
00:33:03 How do I know
00:33:05 How do I know you're not
00:33:09 I'm not just gonna give you my respect
00:33:12 White people always wanting their
00:33:17 I'm a teacher.
00:33:20 It's all about color.
00:33:23 It's about people deciding
00:33:26 about people wanting
00:33:28 about whites thinking
00:33:30 You see, I hate white people.
00:33:34 - You hate me?
00:33:35 - You don't know me.
00:33:39 I saw white cops shoot my friend
00:33:42 His pocket.
00:33:44 I saw white cops break into my house
00:33:47 and take my father for no reason
00:33:50 Except because they can.
00:33:54 And they can because they're white.
00:33:59 So I hate white people on sight!
00:34:06 Ben, do you have anything to say?
00:34:08 Can I please get out of here?
00:34:10 Lady, stop acting like you're trying
00:34:13 and just do your little babysitting
00:34:15 - That's all you think this is?
00:34:17 When I look out in the world,
00:34:19 I don't see nobody that looks like me
00:34:21 unless they're rapping a lyric
00:34:24 So what else you got in here for me?
00:34:25 And what if you can't rap a lyric
00:34:28 - It ain't this. I know that much.
00:34:31 And you all think you're gonna make it
00:34:35 I made it to high school.
00:34:37 Lady, I'm lucky if I make it to 18.
00:34:40 We're graduating every day we live,
00:34:41 because we ain't afraid to die
00:34:44 At least when you die for your own,
00:34:48 That's right.
00:34:49 So when you're dead, you'll get respect?
00:34:52 - That's right.
00:34:53 - Yeah.
00:34:57 You know what's gonna happen
00:35:01 You're gonna rot in the ground.
00:35:03 And people are gonna go on living,
00:35:08 And when you rot,
00:35:11 do you think it's gonna matter
00:35:17 You're dead.
00:35:20 And nobody,
00:35:25 because all you left behind
00:35:47 You're raising your hand?
00:35:51 That thing that you said before,
00:35:54 - Holocaust, yes.
00:36:01 Raise your hand if you know
00:36:17 Raise your hand
00:36:19 if anyone in this classroom
00:37:28 What about this?
00:37:31 No, they won't be able to read that.
00:37:33 We can try.
00:37:36 Look at their reading scores.
00:37:38 And if I give your kids these books,
00:37:40 If I do, they'll be damaged.
00:37:42 What about these? Romeo and Juliet.
00:37:46 No, not the books.
00:37:50 It is Romeo and Juliet,
00:37:53 But even these,
00:37:55 See how torn up they are?
00:37:59 Ms. Campbell?
00:38:01 They know they get these
00:38:02 because no one thinks
00:38:04 Well, I don't have the budget
00:38:06 when these kids don't return them.
00:38:07 So, what do I do?
00:38:09 Well, that's up to you,
00:38:13 Is there someone else
00:38:16 - Excuse me?
00:38:20 I don't understand.
00:38:21 Does the Long Beach Board of Ed agree
00:38:23 that these books should just sit here
00:38:25 Let me explain.
00:38:28 It's called site-based instruction.
00:38:31 It means that I and the principal
00:38:34 to make these kinds of decisions
00:38:37 who have bigger problems to solve.
00:38:42 I'm sorry.
00:38:45 I would never do that. I just...
00:38:48 I don't know how to make them
00:38:51 You can't make someone
00:38:55 The best you can do is try to get them
00:38:59 That would be a tremendous
00:39:06 Since you know Margaret
00:39:08 if I could just get
00:39:11 I really think that the stories like
00:39:16 That they'd be so great for them,
00:39:18 and she doesn't seem to understand
00:39:22 considering all that they face.
00:39:23 Oh, of course. It's a universal story.
00:39:26 I mean, Anne Frank, Rodney King,
00:39:35 - Are you making fun of me?
00:39:37 God, listen to what you're saying.
00:39:39 How dare you compare them
00:39:42 They don't hide.
00:39:44 They drive around in the open
00:39:46 I'm the one living in fear.
00:39:50 And you blame these kids?
00:39:52 This was an A-list school
00:39:55 And look what they turned it into.
00:39:58 I mean, does it make sense
00:40:02 that kids who want
00:40:04 because their high school gets turned
00:40:07 Because kids who don't want to be here,
00:40:09 are forced to be here
00:40:11 by the geniuses
00:40:15 Integration's a lie.
00:40:16 Yeah, we teachers, we can't say that
00:40:20 So, please, stop your cheerleading,
00:40:23 You don't know the first thing
00:40:26 And you're not qualified
00:40:28 who have to survive this place.
00:41:11 We're gonna play a game, all right?
00:41:16 Look, you can either sit in your seats
00:41:18 or you can play a game.
00:41:20 Either way,
00:41:21 Okay. This is called the Line Game.
00:41:25 I'm gonna ask you a question.
00:41:27 If that question applies to you,
00:41:30 and then step back away
00:41:33 - Easy, right?
00:41:35 The first question,
00:41:37 how many of you have
00:41:48 Did you steal it?
00:41:50 Okay, back away.
00:41:55 Next question,
00:41:56 how many of you have seen
00:42:08 Okay. Next question.
00:42:10 How many of you live in the projects?
00:42:18 How many of you know someone,
00:42:23 who was or is in juvenile hall or jail?
00:42:30 How many of you have been
00:42:32 or jail for any length of time?
00:42:35 Detention don't count.
00:42:40 Does a refugee camp count?
00:42:42 You decide.
00:42:59 How many of you know
00:43:07 How many of you
00:43:18 How many of you are gang members?
00:43:22 - Nice try.
00:43:25 Okay, that was a stupid question,
00:43:28 Yeah.
00:43:29 You're not allowed
00:43:31 I apologize for asking. My badness.
00:43:38 Okay, now I'm gonna ask you
00:43:43 Stand on the line if you've lost
00:44:13 Stay on the line if you've lost
00:44:23 Three.
00:44:38 Four or more.
00:44:50 Okay, I'd like us to pay respect
00:44:53 Wherever you are,
00:45:04 James.
00:45:10 Beatriz.
00:45:22 Thank you all very much.
00:45:25 Now, I have something for each of you.
00:45:31 Everyone has their own story,
00:45:33 and it's important for you
00:45:38 So, what we're going to do is
00:45:40 we're gonna write every day
00:45:44 You can write about whatever you want,
00:45:48 You can write it like a diary,
00:45:52 songs, poems, any good thing,
00:45:58 But you have to write every day.
00:46:01 Keep a pen nearby.
00:46:04 And they won't be graded.
00:46:06 How can I give an A or a B
00:46:10 And I will not read them
00:46:13 I will need to see that you've made
00:46:17 skim to see that you wrote that day.
00:46:19 Now, if you want me to read it, I have...
00:46:24 It has a lock on it.
00:46:28 and you can leave your diary there
00:46:31 I will lock this cabinet
00:46:36 Okay?
00:46:39 So, you can each come up,
00:46:52 Whenever you're ready.
00:47:18 Eva holds back,
00:47:21 She's so stubborn.
00:47:23 Who really surprised me was Brandy,
00:47:25 but she was the first to step up
00:47:28 Honey, here. Here, sit down.
00:47:30 - It's all right. No, it's all right.
00:47:31 I don't mind standing.
00:47:34 - How much longer are you gonna be?
00:47:37 - Want to help?
00:47:39 - You're an architect.
00:47:45 What's the matter?
00:47:46 No, it's nothing.
00:47:49 Well, it's just, you know,
00:47:53 It just...
00:47:54 I feel like
00:47:56 other than your job, in like forever.
00:47:59 I'm sorry.
00:48:01 - Well, what's going on at work?
00:48:03 I don't want to talk about that, either.
00:48:05 I just want to hang out.
00:48:10 And I want to be with my schoolteacher.
00:48:19 I've always had this fantasy
00:48:23 Well, I'm sorry I left
00:48:27 Do all the other teachers
00:48:30 I don't know.
00:48:33 And the other teachers don't really
00:48:35 - Honey, I don't want to think.
00:48:37 - I just wanna...
00:48:42 So, how much longer?
00:48:45 Not long. Promise.
00:48:51 Thank you so much for coming.
00:48:54 - Great to see you.
00:48:56 - Jim, thank you so much.
00:48:58 I appreciate you guys coming
00:49:00 Drive safe.
00:49:43 In every war, there is an enemy.
00:49:52 I watched my mother
00:49:56 and watched as blood and tears
00:50:00 I felt useless and scared
00:50:02 I felt useless and scared
00:50:05 Stay there, Brandy. Watch the kids!
00:50:07 - Get my money!
00:50:09 I can still feel the sting of the belt
00:50:14 One time, he couldn't pay the rent.
00:50:17 And that night he stopped us on
00:50:20 He said, "Pick a spot. "
00:50:34 Clive was my boy.
00:50:38 We was like one fist, me and him,
00:50:42 - That's heavy.
00:50:46 That's the real shit right here.
00:50:50 But we got to practice
00:50:53 You shoot it, it...
00:51:01 I sat there till the police came.
00:51:05 But when they come, all they see
00:51:10 They took me to juvenile hall.
00:51:17 Inmates banging on the walls,
00:51:19 throwing up their gang signs, yelling out
00:51:23 I cried my first night.
00:51:28 I spent the next few years
00:51:31 Every day I'd worry,
00:51:37 My brother taught me
00:51:40 Do what you have to,
00:51:44 Learn what colors to learn,
00:51:46 You can stay on one corner,
00:51:49 Learn to be quiet.
00:51:51 If you look in my eyes,
00:51:55 If you look at my smile,
00:51:58 If you pull up my shirt,
00:52:01 What did I do to make him so mad?
00:52:04 At 16, I've seen more dead bodies
00:52:08 Every time I step out my door,
00:52:13 To the outside world, it's just another
00:52:17 They don't know that he was my friend.
00:52:19 During the war in Cambodia,
00:52:21 the camp stripped away
00:52:23 He sometimes tries
00:52:26 I feel like I have to protect my family.
00:52:28 I was having trouble deciding what
00:52:33 I looked down to see
00:52:35 had blood coming out of
00:52:39 The next day, I pulled up my shirt
00:52:42 I found in an alley by my house.
00:52:44 I don't even know how this war started.
00:52:47 It's just two sides
00:52:50 Who cares about the history behind it?
00:52:53 I am my father's daughter.
00:52:55 And when they call me to testify,
00:52:59 Nobody cares what I do.
00:53:03 My friends are soldiers, not of war,
00:53:07 They fight for their lives.
00:53:09 I hate the cold feeling of a gun
00:53:12 It makes me shiver.
00:53:13 It's a crazy-ass life.
00:53:17 Every time I jump somebody in
00:53:18 and make someone a part of our gang,
00:53:22 They give us their life,
00:53:24 I've lost many friends
00:53:29 To the soldiers and me, it's all worth it.
00:53:32 Risk your life dodging bullets,
00:53:37 It's all worth it.
00:53:56 Rum and Coke.
00:53:57 Oh, man.
00:54:00 This is...
00:54:01 Mr. Gruwell? Your table is ready.
00:54:05 - Dad, I got them.
00:54:08 Dad, I don't know what to do with this.
00:54:11 I'm not a social worker.
00:54:13 Thank you.
00:54:14 These kids, they're 14, 15 years old,
00:54:18 and if they make it through the day
00:54:20 And I'm supposed to teach them?
00:54:25 Listen to me.
00:54:27 You're not responsible
00:54:32 - Just do your job the best you can.
00:54:35 The administration
00:54:38 no books, no support.
00:54:41 So, what should I do?
00:54:46 Fulfill your obligation
00:54:49 but line up another position.
00:54:52 Success follows experience.
00:54:55 So, get some more experience.
00:54:59 But no matter what,
00:55:04 If you're not right for this one,
00:55:11 You're gonna sell bras
00:55:13 Just part-time.
00:55:14 I'm having a little trouble
00:55:17 So, a little extra money
00:55:19 to do what I want.
00:55:20 And this way you can play tennis
00:55:23 Okay, let me get my head around this.
00:55:25 You're going to get an extra job
00:55:28 It's just temporary. I promise.
00:55:31 Once the kids' grades go up,
00:55:34 And I get an employee's discount.
00:55:37 - Want a new TV?
00:55:54 Excuse me, if I wanted to order
00:55:57 could I get some sort of a discount?
00:56:03 - These books are brand new.
00:56:06 Okay, guys, gals. Listen up.
00:56:09 The only problem with this book is
00:56:12 it's about a gang member
00:56:14 so you may not be able to read it
00:56:16 So, I'm going to try my best
00:56:22 It's been a little difficult
00:56:24 Up until recently, the only thing they
00:56:28 Well, you united them and that's a step.
00:56:33 What can I do for you?
00:56:36 I want to do more with them, and I need
00:56:41 You have to take this up with your
00:56:44 I can't get involved
00:56:46 My principal only listens
00:56:48 And she's not very supportive.
00:56:50 You'll have to find a way to deal with it.
00:56:52 No, I'd rather just deal directly
00:56:55 Ms. Gruwell, there's a system in place
00:56:57 Based on years of running
00:57:00 - You have to follow that system.
00:57:05 Look, I'm just trying to do my job here.
00:57:08 What's the point
00:57:11 If the kids making it to high school
00:57:14 I enforced that program.
00:57:15 With all due respect,
00:57:17 All that program is doing
00:57:19 Until they're old enough to disappear.
00:57:21 Look, I appreciate your intentions,
00:57:22 But there's nothing I can do
00:57:25 Dr. Cohn, why should they waste
00:57:29 When they know
00:57:32 We tell them, "Go to school.
00:57:34 And then we say, "Well, they can't learn,
00:57:39 I'm thinking trips.
00:57:40 Most of them have never
00:57:43 They haven't been given the opportunity
00:57:46 To expand their thinking
00:57:49 And they're hungry for it. I know it.
00:57:50 And it's purely a reward system.
00:57:52 They won't get anything
00:57:54 By doing their work
00:57:57 But if Ms. Campbell
00:57:58 Because of budget restrictions,
00:57:59 She's not gonna approve school trips.
00:58:00 I'll raise the money.
00:58:02 I just need to know
00:58:05 See, I can't promise them anything
00:58:07 It only proves what they already believe.
00:58:12 All I'm saying is, Ms. Campbell
00:58:19 You're a concierge at the Marriott?
00:58:21 It's just weekends.
00:58:22 You play tennis with Evan on Saturdays.
00:58:24 And you can play golf
00:58:26 You want me to play golf?
00:58:27 And the bonus is I get employee rates
00:58:30 On Marriott hotel rooms
00:58:32 I've heard a lot of hyphenates,
00:58:33 But a bra-selling-English-teacher-
00:58:37 You told me your part-time job
00:58:39 It is. I just don't know for how long.
00:58:42 - What if I said no?
00:58:47 - But I can make it work, Scott.
00:58:49 You can do anything!
00:58:52 It's just that I... You...
00:58:55 You didn't even ask me.
00:58:58 - I'm just trying to do my job, Scott.
00:59:02 I don't understand, Erin.
00:59:05 Scott, this is our time
00:59:08 When we're young,
00:59:11 Maybe this is the perfect time
00:59:14 Get your architect's degree.
00:59:16 Wouldn't that be great?
00:59:21 What?
00:59:24 Nothing.
00:59:32 So, I'll call you with a list of venues.
00:59:34 I've scheduled a PTA board meeting
00:59:36 So, it should be no problem.
00:59:37 - Thank you so much.
00:59:39 I can't get involved
00:59:39 My principal only listens
00:59:40 And she's not very supportive.
00:59:40 You'll have to find a way to deal with it.
00:59:41 No, I'd rather just deal directly
00:59:42 Ms. Gruwell, there's a system in place
00:59:42 Based on years of running
00:59:43 - You have to follow that system.
00:59:44 Look, I'm just trying to do my job here.
00:59:44 What's the point
00:59:45 If the kids making it to high school
00:59:46 I enforced that program.
00:59:46 With all due respect,
00:59:47 All that program is doing
00:59:48 Until they're old enough to disappear.
00:59:48 Look, I appreciate your intentions,
00:59:49 But there's nothing I can do
00:59:50 Dr. Cohn, why should they waste
00:59:50 When they know
00:59:51 We tell them, "Go to school.
00:59:52 And then we say, "Well, they can't learn,
00:59:53 I'm thinking trips.
00:59:53 Most of them have never
00:59:54 They haven't been given the opportunity
00:59:54 To expand their thinking
00:59:55 And they're hungry for it. I know it.
00:59:56 And it's purely a reward system.
00:59:56 They won't get anything
00:59:57 By doing their work
00:59:58 But if Ms. Campbell
00:59:58 Because of budget restrictions,
00:59:59 She's not gonna approve school trips.
00:59:59 I'll raise the money.
01:00:00 I just need to know
01:00:00 See, I can't promise them anything
01:00:01 It only proves what they already believe.
01:00:02 All I'm saying is, Ms. Campbell
01:00:02 You're a concierge at the Marriott?
01:00:03 It's just weekends.
01:00:03 You play tennis with Evan on Saturdays.
01:00:04 And you can play golf
01:00:05 You want me to play golf?
01:00:05 And the bonus is I get employee rates
01:00:06 On Marriott hotel rooms
01:00:06 I've heard a lot of hyphenates,
01:00:07 But a bra-selling-English-teacher-
01:00:08 You told me your part-time job
01:00:08 It is. I just don't know for how long.
01:00:09 - What if I said no?
01:00:10 - But I can make it work, Scott.
01:00:10 You can do anything!
01:00:11 It's just that I... You...
01:00:12 You didn't even ask me.
01:00:12 - I'm just trying to do my job, Scott.
01:00:13 I don't understand, Erin.
01:00:13 Scott, this is our time
01:00:14 When we're young,
01:00:15 Maybe this is the perfect time
01:00:15 Get your architect's degree.
01:00:16 Wouldn't that be great?
01:00:16 What?
01:00:17 Nothing.
01:00:17 So, I'll call you with a list of venues.
01:00:18 I've scheduled a PTA board meeting
01:00:18 So, it should be no problem.
01:00:19 - Thank you so much.
01:00:19 - Lovely to see you, Paula.
01:00:20 - Hi.
01:00:20 Principal Banning received a call
01:00:21 Apparently you're taking your students
01:00:22 Yes, but it's over the weekend,
01:00:23 I know how busy you are,
01:00:23 And since I'm paying for it myself,
01:00:24 I'll be right back.
01:00:25 Oh, no. No, no, no. Erin?
01:00:25 - Get back in the car.
01:00:27 I'll get him.
01:00:32 - What's his name?
01:00:34 Andre.
01:00:39 Since my pop split, my mom can't even
01:00:44 And with my brother in jail,
01:00:46 she looks at me and thinks
01:00:49 She doesn't see me.
01:00:51 She doesn't see me at all.
01:00:58 I'm going out.
01:01:05 - What up?
01:01:06 Where you going? I need you.
01:01:09 No, man, I can't now.
01:01:12 Tonight. I'll do it tonight.
01:01:13 I gotta go do something,
01:01:17 Forget it, man, I'll get somebody else.
01:01:19 I can't be waiting all day on you.
01:01:22 Hey.
01:01:24 Sorry about your brother, man.
01:01:28 They won't get it.
01:01:30 To who? Your brother?
01:01:33 Hey. You Andre?
01:01:47 - What up?
01:01:54 - What?
01:02:00 You, too, young lady.
01:02:05 You kids ever been
01:02:08 What? We went there last year
01:02:18 Paris.
01:02:24 It's good.
01:02:25 I brought you something.
01:02:31 It's a good book. I read it in school.
01:02:34 It's about a gang kid,
01:02:46 He told me what I had to say
01:03:44 At the beginning of the tour, they give
01:03:49 You could find out who they were
01:03:52 And at the end of the tour,
01:03:57 I got a little girl from Italy.
01:04:13 Tito, your hat.
01:04:45 Kristallnacht, they called it.
01:04:49 Hundreds of synagogues
01:04:51 More than 7,000
01:04:54 Over 100 Jews killed.
01:05:09 A small center for children in Isieux
01:05:15 Among the children deported that day
01:05:18 was 11-year-old Liliane Berenstein,
01:05:22 who, before leaving,
01:05:32 My little boy died.
01:05:37 I don't know why
01:05:39 I've seen death all my life.
01:05:41 But this little boy was only five.
01:06:07 Ms. G had a beautiful dinner for us
01:06:11 She invited real Holocaust survivors
01:06:16 There was Elisabeth Mann.
01:06:18 I had my parents,
01:06:23 Gloria Ungar.
01:06:25 If any of you have seen someone
01:06:27 These were the lucky people.
01:06:29 The people who,
01:06:32 When they tattooed the people
01:06:36 Not the others,
01:06:40 So, we ran away,
01:06:42 I was at that time
01:06:45 Eddie llam.
01:06:46 And where to go, I didn't know,
01:06:48 But I remember one place
01:06:52 So when I ran there,
01:06:54 I was in the worst camp.
01:06:57 And Renee Firestone.
01:06:59 When I arrived, my parents were
01:07:03 My little sister,
01:07:07 Stayed with me for a little while.
01:07:10 And then later on,
01:07:13 She lost her whole family at the camps.
01:07:17 She came to this country with $4
01:07:22 I'll never forget these people.
01:07:24 And then she was killed
01:07:27 I can't believe Ms. G did all of this
01:07:37 Hi, honey, it's me.
01:07:39 Look, we're still at the restaurant,
01:07:42 We haven't even ordered dessert yet,
01:07:44 and the kids are having
01:07:46 You have to see them.
01:07:48 If you get in soon, come by.
01:07:52 Okay, I'll see you later. Love you. Bye.
01:08:28 How many times
01:08:30 Get your butt in here!
01:09:05 So, you had all summer
01:09:11 And you know,
01:09:16 To begin with Victoria
01:09:23 Victoria?
01:09:25 Do I have a stamp
01:09:27 "The National Spokesperson
01:09:30 How the hell should I know the black
01:09:33 That's it, if I don't change classes,
01:09:37 Teachers treat me like
01:09:39 for African-Americans.
01:09:40 What? Black people learn how to read,
01:09:42 and we all miraculously come
01:09:45 At that point, I decided to check out
01:09:49 - Good to see you, man.
01:09:50 - How was your summer?
01:09:57 You're still white, I see.
01:10:00 Okay, everybody. Ready?
01:10:02 - Hey, Ms. G.
01:10:03 - Hi, Ms. G.
01:10:14 Okay, guys, gals, listen up!
01:10:17 I want each of you to step forward
01:10:22 Which contain the four books
01:10:25 All right!
01:10:27 They're very special books,
01:10:29 And they each remind me,
01:10:37 But, before you take the books,
01:10:41 I want you to take one of these glasses
01:10:45 And I want each of you to make a toast.
01:10:50 We're each gonna make
01:10:54 And what that means is,
01:10:59 Every voice that told you
01:11:06 Every reason that tells you things
01:11:13 And the person you were
01:11:16 That person's turn is over.
01:11:20 Okay?
01:11:23 Okay, you ready to get
01:11:30 - What?
01:11:32 What's the dealio?
01:11:41 Man, I've had boyfriends since I was,
01:11:45 - I believe you.
01:11:48 Okay, well, I was always the person
01:11:52 That was gonna get pregnant
01:11:56 Like my mom.
01:12:01 Ain't gonna happen.
01:12:03 Nobody ever listens to a teenager.
01:12:06 Everybody thinks you should be happy
01:12:10 They don't see the wars
01:12:13 And one day, my war will end.
01:12:16 And I will not die.
01:12:19 And I will not tolerate abuse
01:12:26 I am strong.
01:12:27 My moms kicked me out
01:12:32 But I'd like her to see me graduate.
01:12:36 I'd like to be 18.
01:12:42 Ms. G?
01:12:45 That'd be great.
01:12:51 Who is he?
01:12:53 Man, he's been with us
01:12:55 - What's his name?
01:12:59 "This summer was the worst summer
01:13:04 "It all started with a phone call.
01:13:07 "My mother was crying and begging,
01:13:10 "asking for more time as if she were
01:13:16 "She held me as tight
01:13:19 "Her tears hit my shirt like bullets
01:13:25 "She kept apologizing to me.
01:13:29 "'I should have asked for something
01:13:33 "On the morning of the eviction,
01:13:37 "The sheriff was there to do his job.
01:13:40 "I looked up at the sky,
01:13:45 "My mother has no family to lean on,
01:13:50 "Why bother coming to school
01:13:54 "The bus stops in front of the school.
01:13:58 "I'm wearing clothes from last year,
01:14:03 "I kept thinking I'd get laughed at.
01:14:06 "Instead, I'm greeted
01:14:08 "who were in my English class last year.
01:14:11 "And it hits me, Mrs. Gruwell,
01:14:14 "my crazy English teacher
01:14:16 "is the only person
01:14:20 "Talking with friends
01:14:23 "I began to feel better.
01:14:26 "I receive my schedule and the first
01:14:31 "I walk into the room and feel as though
01:14:34 "all the problems in life
01:14:39 "I am home. "
01:14:42 Yes, you are.
01:15:04 But you're an honors student.
01:15:06 If you transfer to Ms. Gruwell's class,
01:15:08 Think how that will reflect
01:15:10 It doesn't matter to me.
01:15:14 Look, Ms. Campbell.
01:15:16 When I first transferred to the school,
01:15:20 But when I applied for advanced
01:15:23 I was told it would be better for me
01:15:26 Now, when I did get in, my teacher said,
01:15:29 "Victoria, it's not every day one finds
01:15:33 "in A. P. And honors courses. "
01:15:37 And when I asked
01:15:39 Why we don't read more
01:15:42 "We don't read black literature
01:15:44 "drugs, cussing and fornication!"
01:15:49 I thought a simple "It's inappropriate"
01:15:58 Erin can't do that!
01:16:00 Distinguished Honor Students are mine.
01:16:03 She's not allowed to teach them.
01:16:05 The student requested it.
01:16:07 And Gruwell has got Cohn
01:16:11 What gets me is they're violent, they
01:16:16 And in the end we make them special.
01:16:21 I just don't see what that teaches them.
01:16:24 Hi! Sorry I'm late.
01:16:27 Did you eat? I'm ordering in.
01:16:29 What question do you want me
01:16:31 Did I eat or am I hungry?
01:16:34 Something really cool happened today.
01:16:38 - Congratulations.
01:16:40 She actually requested my class.
01:16:42 Can you teach an honors student?
01:16:44 What do you mean?
01:16:45 Well, I mean, you're used
01:16:48 Can you teach somebody who's smart?
01:16:51 Of course I can.
01:16:52 Yeah, but it's not like you have, right?
01:16:54 I mean, you don't really teach
01:16:59 My kids' grades are up to B's.
01:17:01 Yeah, but the point is,
01:17:04 It's not like they're really learning
01:17:06 Normal kids? Yes, they are.
01:17:08 They're reading
01:17:10 They're learning vocabulary,
01:17:12 All right. Okay, I apologize. Sorry.
01:17:16 Congratulations.
01:17:25 What is wrong with you?
01:17:27 You know, at Deb's party,
01:17:29 That I was an architect
01:17:31 I want you to stop that, all right?
01:17:34 Fine.
01:17:36 You're the one who said
01:17:39 Yeah, four years ago,
01:17:41 What, I'm gonna go back to school now
01:17:42 For two years and intern for three?
01:17:44 I'll be over 40.
01:17:46 All right. I thought you still wanted it.
01:17:48 It doesn't matter if I want it, Erin.
01:17:54 Why not?
01:18:05 "Writing in a diary is a really strange
01:18:09 "I mean, not only because
01:18:12 "but also because
01:18:14 "neither I nor anyone else
01:18:17 "in the musings
01:18:19 "Terrible things are happening outside.
01:18:21 "At any time of day,
01:18:23 "poor helpless people
01:18:25 "Families are torn apart. "
01:18:26 "If only I can be myself, I'll be satisfied.
01:18:29 "I know that I'm a woman
01:18:31 "and a great deal of courage.
01:18:33 "If God lets me live,
01:18:37 "Anti-Jewish decrees followed
01:18:40 "Jews must wear a yellow star.
01:18:45 "Jews are banned from trams
01:18:48 "Jews are forbidden to visit theaters,
01:18:50 "cinemas and other places
01:18:52 "Jews may not take part
01:18:54 "Swimming baths,
01:18:57 "and other sports grounds
01:19:01 "I can't tell you how oppressive it is
01:19:06 "Also, I'm very afraid
01:19:12 "No one can keep out of the conflict.
01:19:16 "And even though the Allies
01:19:19 "the end is nowhere in sight. "
01:19:23 Hi.
01:19:25 When is Anne gonna smoke Hitler?
01:19:28 - What?
01:19:31 Eva, this is The Diary of Anne Frank,
01:19:36 Keep reading.
01:19:40 "We talked about
01:19:43 "but we haven't yet touched upon
01:19:46 "I still can't make heads
01:19:49 "Is he superficial?
01:19:51 "Or is it shyness that holds him back,
01:20:00 - Are Anne and Peter gonna hook up?
01:20:05 "It's utterly impossible for me
01:20:08 "of chaos, suffering and death.
01:20:11 "I see the world being
01:20:15 "I feel the suffering of millions,
01:20:19 "I somehow feel that everything
01:20:28 - Eva, what's wrong?
01:20:31 Why you didn't tell me she gets caught
01:20:34 I hate you and I hate this book.
01:20:36 Eva.
01:20:37 If she dies, then what about me?
01:20:43 - Anne Frank died, but she...
01:20:46 That ain't supposed to happen
01:20:48 - 'Cause it's true?
01:20:50 You're talking around me.
01:20:53 See, to me, she ain't dead at all.
01:20:55 How many friends did you know
01:20:58 Too many to count.
01:20:59 How many have you read a book about?
01:21:02 Have you seen them on TV
01:21:05 That's why this story's dope.
01:21:07 She was our age, man.
01:21:09 Anne Frank understands our situation,
01:21:12 And that Miep Gies lady,
01:21:15 I like her.
01:21:17 I got all these other books
01:21:19 Wow. You used your library card?
01:21:24 No.
01:21:27 Okay, listen up.
01:21:33 Instead of doing a book report on
01:21:36 For our assignment I want you
01:21:40 The woman who helped shelter
01:21:43 She's still alive and she lives in Europe.
01:21:46 In the letter, I want you to tell her
01:21:49 Tell her about your own experiences.
01:21:52 But I want the letters to be perfect,
01:21:54 So be prepared to do more
01:21:56 Is she gonna read the letters?
01:21:58 Well, right now it's
01:22:01 We should get her to read them.
01:22:02 - Yeah, you can do that, right, Ms. G?
01:22:05 Maybe we should get her
01:22:07 Yeah, and have a big dinner again.
01:22:10 Wait. Guys.
01:22:15 Guys! Everyone! Listen! She's elderly!
01:22:19 I don't know how to contact her.
01:22:22 And it would be really expensive.
01:22:24 We could raise the money.
01:22:26 Ms. G?
01:22:27 When Miep Gies come,
01:22:51 Five.
01:23:06 Hi, I'm trying to get the number
01:23:07 For the Anne Frank Foundation
01:24:25 Come in, Margaret.
01:25:13 Ms. G sent our letters all the way
01:25:16 to Miep Gies, herself.
01:25:18 When Ms. G made up her mind
01:25:20 there was no stopping her,
01:25:30 And after we raised the money to bring
01:25:36 But, damn,
01:25:59 The bounty on a Jew was about $2.
01:26:03 Someone desperate for money
01:26:07 On August 4th,
01:26:11 And a man pointed a gun at
01:26:18 "Not one word. "
01:26:21 And then they went straight upstairs
01:26:24 I felt so helpless.
01:26:26 I could hear Anne screaming,
01:26:29 So, I ran back to my house.
01:26:32 I looked for an earring
01:26:35 Anything I could take back with me
01:26:38 So I took this back with me,
01:26:41 And the soldier there took out his gun
01:26:46 And put it against my head.
01:26:53 You could be shot for hiding a Jew
01:26:58 So, another soldier
01:27:02 He was Austrian, and so was I,
01:27:06 But I had been adopted
01:27:09 So, he told the soldier with the gun
01:27:15 There isn't a day
01:27:21 And I think about Anne Frank.
01:27:27 Yes?
01:27:36 I've never had a hero before.
01:27:39 But you are my hero.
01:27:41 Oh, no. No, no, young man, no.
01:27:45 I am not a hero. No.
01:27:48 I did what I had to do,
01:27:55 That is all.
01:27:58 You know, we are all ordinary people.
01:28:02 But even an ordinary secretary
01:28:10 Can, within their own small ways,
01:28:18 In a dark room.
01:28:21 Ja?
01:28:26 I have read your letters,
01:28:30 And your teacher has been telling me
01:28:37 You are the heroes.
01:28:41 You are heroes every day.
01:28:51 Your faces are engraved in my heart.
01:29:14 You hungry?
01:29:20 You know what you're gonna say
01:29:24 I know what I have to say.
01:29:27 Yeah.
01:29:29 - You know how that is.
01:29:33 And that man that put your father
01:29:35 He knew he was sending
01:29:39 But, you know,
01:29:42 He was just
01:29:45 Protecting his own.
01:29:53 What the hell does everybody
01:30:23 Hey, Mama. Mama.
01:30:30 What the hell are you doing here?
01:30:39 I want to come home.
01:30:43 I'm sorry.
01:30:47 I want to change. I can't do it alone.
01:30:52 I need you, Mama.
01:30:55 I need you.
01:31:35 And what time was that?
01:31:37 I told you, 9:00, 9:30.
01:31:40 And you had a clear view
01:31:42 Grant Rice, in the store?
01:31:45 I told you he was playing
01:31:48 Then what happened?
01:31:51 Well, he got all whacked
01:31:53 And then he started shouting and all,
01:31:57 He threatened everyone?
01:32:01 No. The guy who ran the store.
01:32:04 He wanted his money back
01:32:06 And what did the store owner do?
01:32:08 He shouted back.
01:32:12 Then he, the defendant, knocked
01:32:17 And then what happened?
01:32:24 I saw...
01:32:37 I saw...
01:32:54 Paco did it.
01:33:00 Paco killed the guy.
01:34:27 My father won't talk to me anymore.
01:34:32 And I have to lay low for a little while
01:34:39 So I'm gonna be living with my aunt.
01:34:43 See, my aunt lives even further away,
01:34:50 So I was just wondering if I could, like,
01:34:57 Stay here late with you
01:34:59 Stay here late with you
01:35:02 So I can get my homework done,
01:35:09 You can stay as late as you want.
01:35:14 And I can even drive you to your aunt's,
01:35:21 Ms. G, let's not get nuts.
01:35:59 I think I got your color.
01:36:47 Just come by the concierge
01:36:49 I'll have the directions for you.
01:36:59 Stop! That's it! Now, now! Hey!
01:37:05 You get an extra three seconds. Go!
01:37:13 ... enraged them and provoked them
01:37:16 In 1961, an interracial civil rights group
01:37:20 to challenge segregation.
01:37:22 Blacks sat in the front,
01:37:25 They were attacked, firebombed,
01:37:29 In Montgomery, Alabama, Jim Zwerg
01:37:34 knowing there was a mob
01:37:36 He was almost beaten to death
01:37:39 That kind of courage
01:37:43 I was afraid of just being in this class,
01:37:46 because I've always been the dumb kid
01:37:50 But not anymore.
01:37:52 And I must have some kind of courage,
01:37:53 because I could have lied
01:37:58 I stayed.
01:38:00 Hi, I'm home!
01:38:02 Sorry, it got late. I drove the kids home.
01:38:07 You're never gonna believe
01:38:11 I'm so tired.
01:38:13 It's so cute, though.
01:38:17 We have such a good time together.
01:38:40 If you have another glass,
01:38:43 Your bags are packed and you think
01:38:50 Why are you doing this?
01:38:52 Because I don't
01:38:55 No. That's not it.
01:38:59 I just... I feel like I'm living a life
01:39:06 Erin, it's just...
01:39:09 It's too hard.
01:39:11 Your life is too hard?
01:39:13 I think what you're doing is noble.
01:39:17 And it's good. And I'm proud of you.
01:39:21 I am.
01:39:24 I just want to live my life
01:39:28 - I'm not trying to make you feel bad.
01:39:31 I didn't plan on becoming responsible
01:39:34 - Well, who asked you to?
01:39:36 They're not even your kids!
01:39:37 Why do I have to be asked? Scott...
01:39:45 I finally realized what I'm
01:39:50 When I'm helping these kids
01:39:56 Everything about my life
01:40:02 How often does a person get that?
01:40:08 - Then what do you need me for?
01:40:12 Why can't you stand by me and be part
01:40:17 Because I can't be your wife.
01:40:26 I wish I could make that
01:40:30 Erin?
01:40:33 You know,
01:40:37 And the class,
01:40:41 Who would you pick?
01:40:44 If you love me,
01:40:49 Erin, look at me.
01:40:54 This is all there's ever been to me.
01:40:56 This is it. I'm not one of those kids.
01:41:02 See? You don't want to be here either,
01:41:04 'cause if you did, would you be
01:41:09 That's not true. I want to be here.
01:41:15 You love the idea of me.
01:41:22 But it's such a great idea.
01:41:28 I know.
01:41:57 Dad? Hi.
01:42:02 You know, I was actually trying
01:42:05 And I automatically dialed you. I'm sorry.
01:42:07 Look, I'm gonna call you tomorrow,
01:42:10 I need to make this call. I love you.
01:42:26 Ms. G made us read Twelve Angry Men.
01:42:29 It's all about how this one juror
01:42:33 It made me feel hopeful.
01:42:35 At 2:00 today, my brother
01:42:38 No O. J. Dream Team,
01:42:41 who probably thought
01:42:43 And I realized Twelve Angry Men
01:42:47 My brother got 15 years to life.
01:42:50 Justice don't mean
01:42:53 It just means somebody
01:43:01 So, you got time now?
01:43:09 Anyone know where Andre's been?
01:43:11 I haven't seen him on the bus.
01:43:12 Yeah, I haven't talked to him either.
01:43:23 Ms. G?
01:43:25 Are we gonna have
01:43:27 I don't know.
01:43:32 What do you mean?
01:43:33 Well, I teach freshman
01:43:36 You mean,
01:43:42 Well, I...
01:43:45 I don't teach juniors.
01:43:50 What? What are you talking about?
01:43:53 You don't wanna be our teacher
01:43:55 Of course I do. I can't.
01:43:57 - Why not?
01:44:00 It's regulations.
01:44:05 Ms. G hasn't been here long enough
01:44:07 Who cares about seniority?
01:44:09 Shit! They can't do that!
01:44:14 - Ms. G, this is our kick-it spot.
01:44:16 Everybody's cool with everybody.
01:44:20 This is the only place
01:44:24 There's no place like this
01:44:26 That's true.
01:44:28 I'm not allowed
01:44:30 You're not allowed?
01:44:33 Ms. G, we can fight this, you know,
01:44:37 Yeah, yeah,
01:44:39 Only this time, they try and bust us up,
01:44:41 We bust a few of them
01:44:44 Marcus.
01:44:45 Or we can go to the newspapers,
01:44:49 Or we can paint
01:44:50 With the word "assholes"
01:44:54 Hey, it's something. We can do this.
01:45:02 What?
01:45:03 These are my books, not Scott's.
01:45:06 Honey, take a break.
01:45:12 Sit down.
01:45:17 I can't believe I'm getting divorced.
01:45:21 I never thought this would happen.
01:45:27 What do I do now?
01:45:30 Next year, I won't even have my kids.
01:45:33 You think you should stay with them?
01:45:36 Or is it better they move on?
01:45:39 I don't know.
01:45:44 It's just a job, like you said.
01:45:47 Yeah, it is.
01:45:49 But is the job finished?
01:45:54 Listen to me now.
01:45:55 What you've done with those kids...
01:46:00 I don't even have words for it.
01:46:04 But one thing's for sure,
01:46:11 Special.
01:46:13 You have been blessed with a burden,
01:46:20 And I envy you that.
01:46:24 And I admire you.
01:46:29 And how many fathers ever get
01:46:33 And really mean it?
01:46:38 What she is suggesting
01:46:42 She may not move on with her students
01:46:45 She's only been here two years.
01:46:47 There are teachers here
01:46:49 Who have worked and committed
01:46:52 To attain a position of seniority.
01:46:54 Not to mention their experience
01:46:58 The Distinguished Scholars Program
01:47:01 I don't want to replace
01:47:04 I just want to stay
01:47:06 She can't. I have the juniors.
01:47:08 The Board of Education
01:47:10 Teaching rotations will be disrupted,
01:47:12 Retirement schedules
01:47:14 Disrespecting teachers
01:47:18 And who focus on the classroom,
01:47:20 Not on public relations
01:47:23 I didn't ask for those articles
01:47:25 She's in the middle of a divorce.
01:47:27 Note, they stay late in her class,
01:47:30 All right, let's all just take a breath here.
01:47:34 Now I had hoped
01:47:36 Maybe come to some kind
01:47:38 - There is no arrangement...
01:47:41 Carl, look.
01:47:44 Putting aside all obvious resentments
01:47:47 Even if an arrangement were made
01:47:48 And she could teach them as juniors,
01:47:52 In the curriculum for her to teach.
01:47:55 Unless Brian trades one of his
01:47:59 No.
01:48:02 Then there's nothing I can do.
01:48:08 So that's it?
01:48:10 Believe it or not, Ms. Gruwell,
01:48:12 There are other capable teachers
01:48:15 If you've made the progress
01:48:17 Your students should be ready
01:48:19 They might even gain something
01:48:21 You can't teach them.
01:48:25 What does that have to do
01:48:27 I've been an educator for over 30 years.
01:48:30 I have students that still remain
01:48:31 I know what it is to be loved
01:48:34 You have no idea
01:48:37 Fighting to be a better teacher,
01:48:39 And now, what, suddenly I'm incapable
01:48:42 You know, if they move on
01:48:45 It'll be because they weren't prepared!
01:48:47 Lt'll be because you failed, not them!
01:49:09 Andre? Wait a minute before you go in.
01:49:25 I heard about your brother's conviction.
01:49:27 Is that why you've missed class
01:49:29 I had things to do.
01:49:34 About this.
01:49:37 The evaluation assignment
01:49:38 Was to grade yourself
01:49:40 You gave yourself an F.
01:49:42 - It's what I feel I deserve. That's all.
01:49:47 You know what this is?
01:49:49 This is a "Fuck you" to me,
01:49:53 I don't want excuses.
01:49:57 We're all of us up against something.
01:50:00 So you better make up your mind,
01:50:04 To look me straight in the eye
01:50:07 I am not letting you fail,
01:50:08 Even if that means coming
01:50:10 Until you finish the work.
01:50:12 I see who you are.
01:50:14 Do you understand me?
01:50:18 I can see you.
01:50:21 And you are not failing.
01:50:27 So, take a minute.
01:50:32 I want a new evaluation.
01:50:39 An F. What, are you tripping?
01:50:48 I want you all to know that
01:50:54 But it's been decided we can't continue
01:50:57 - What?
01:51:00 You... Wait.
01:51:03 Wait. Guys. Everyone.
01:51:06 No! That don't fly, Ma!
01:51:10 Look, first of all,
01:51:14 No, it doesn't mean mother.
01:51:17 It's a sign of respect for you.
01:51:33 Listen to me.
01:51:35 All of you.
01:51:37 Don't use me as another excuse
01:51:43 You made it to your junior year.
01:51:48 Think about how you did that.
01:51:52 Everyone in this room
01:51:56 For some,
01:51:59 The first with a choice to go to college.
01:52:03 Some may move faster than others.
01:52:07 But you'll each have the chance.
01:52:11 And you did that. Not me.
01:52:21 Now, I have one
01:52:26 Final project in mind.
01:52:28 - Ms. G.
01:52:32 Ms. G wanted us to put our diaries
01:52:38 She got this businessman, John Tu,
01:52:40 to donate 35 computers
01:52:48 She told us we have something
01:52:51 We weren't just kids
01:52:53 We weren't just kids
01:52:54 We were writers with our own voices,
01:52:58 And even if nobody else read it,
01:53:00 the book would be something
01:53:04 this is what happened, we mattered.
01:53:08 Even if it was just to each other.
01:53:14 Ms. G didn't promise
01:53:16 but we could get it out there ourselves.
01:53:20 She asked us to come up with a title,
01:53:23 something to call ourselves.
01:53:42 I just received a call
01:53:44 At the Board of Education.
01:53:46 There's to be a meeting
01:53:48 - Do you know anything about this?
01:53:59 These students, this class,
01:54:05 To who? To you?
01:54:08 To each other.
01:54:10 Room 203 is a kind of a home for them.
01:54:14 Their trust is all wrapped up
01:54:18 Once they're out of her class,
01:54:19 Believe me they'll slip back
01:54:21 Their reading scores, their writing
01:54:26 On paper. But what has
01:54:29 What about new students
01:54:31 Can she repeat
01:54:33 Her methods are impractical,
01:54:34 Impossible to implement with regularity.
01:54:37 What if every teacher
01:54:40 We have millions of children
01:54:42 To get through the education system
01:54:44 And we need a means
01:54:45 Which allows as many students
01:54:48 Not just special cases.
01:54:52 And you honestly think you can create
01:54:55 For every grade,
01:55:03 I don't know.
01:55:11 Thank you.
01:55:32 Hey, there go Ms. G.
01:55:44 What happened?
01:55:46 So? Are we gonna be together
01:55:56 No.
01:55:58 - What?
01:56:05 We're gonna be together junior
01:56:10 Yes!
01:56:13 I can't get involved
01:56:15 My principal only listens
01:56:18 And she's not very supportive.
01:56:20 You'll have to find a way to deal with it.
01:56:22 No, I'd rather just deal directly
01:56:25 Ms. Gruwell, there's a system in place
01:56:27 Based on years of running
01:56:30 - You have to follow that system.
01:56:34 Look, I'm just trying to do my job here.
01:56:37 What's the point
01:56:40 If the kids making it to high school
01:56:43 I enforced that program.
01:56:45 With all due respect,
01:56:46 All that program is doing
01:56:48 Until they're old enough to disappear.
01:56:50 Look, I appreciate your intentions,
01:56:52 But there's nothing I can do
01:56:54 Dr. Cohn, why should they waste
01:56:58 When they know
01:57:01 We tell them, "Go to school.
01:57:04 And then we say, "Well, they can't learn,
01:57:08 I'm thinking trips.
01:57:10 Most of them have never
01:57:13 They haven't been given the opportunity
01:57:15 To expand their thinking
01:57:18 And they're hungry for it. I know it.
01:57:19 And it's purely a reward system.
01:57:22 They won't get anything
01:57:24 By doing their work
01:57:26 But if Ms. Campbell
01:57:27 Because of budget restrictions,
01:57:29 She's not gonna approve school trips.
01:57:30 I'll raise the money.
01:57:31 I just need to know
01:57:34 See, I can't promise them anything
01:57:37 It only proves what they already believe.
01:57:41 All I'm saying is, Ms. Campbell
01:57:48 You're a concierge at the Marriott?
01:57:50 It's just weekends.
01:57:51 You play tennis with Evan on Saturdays.
01:57:53 And you can play golf
01:57:55 You want me to play golf?
01:57:57 And the bonus is I get employee rates
01:57:59 On Marriott hotel rooms
01:58:01 I've heard a lot of hyphenates,
01:58:03 But a bra-selling-English-teacher-
01:58:06 You told me your part-time job
01:58:09 It is. I just don't know for how long.
01:58:12 - What if I said no?
01:58:16 - But I can make it work, Scott.
01:58:18 You can do anything!
01:58:21 It's just that I... You...
01:58:25 You didn't even ask me.
01:58:28 - I'm just trying to do my job, Scott.
01:58:32 I don't understand, Erin.
01:58:35 Scott, this is our time
01:58:37 When we're young,
01:58:41 Maybe this is the perfect time
01:58:43 Get your architect's degree.
01:58:45 Wouldn't that be great?
01:58:50 What?
01:58:53 Nothing.
01:59:01 So, I'll call you with a list of venues.
01:59:03 I've scheduled a PTA board meeting
01:59:06 So, it should be no problem.
01:59:07 - Thank you so much.
01:59:08 I can't get involved
01:59:09 My principal only listens
01:59:09 And she's not very supportive.
01:59:10 You'll have to find a way to deal with it.
01:59:10 No, I'd rather just deal directly
01:59:11 Ms. Gruwell, there's a system in place
01:59:12 Based on years of running
01:59:12 - You have to follow that system.
01:59:13 Look, I'm just trying to do my job here.
01:59:14 What's the point
01:59:15 If the kids making it to high school
01:59:15 I enforced that program.
01:59:16 With all due respect,
01:59:16 All that program is doing
01:59:17 Until they're old enough to disappear.
01:59:18 Look, I appreciate your intentions,
01:59:18 But there's nothing I can do
01:59:19 Dr. Cohn, why should they waste
01:59:20 When they know
01:59:20 We tell them, "Go to school.
01:59:21 And then we say, "Well, they can't learn,
01:59:22 I'm thinking trips.
01:59:22 Most of them have never
01:59:23 They haven't been given the opportunity
01:59:24 To expand their thinking
01:59:25 And they're hungry for it. I know it.
01:59:25 And it's purely a reward system.
01:59:26 They won't get anything
01:59:26 By doing their work
01:59:27 But if Ms. Campbell
01:59:28 Because of budget restrictions,
01:59:28 She's not gonna approve school trips.
01:59:29 I'll raise the money.
01:59:29 I just need to know
01:59:30 See, I can't promise them anything
01:59:30 It only proves what they already believe.
01:59:31 All I'm saying is, Ms. Campbell
01:59:32 You're a concierge at the Marriott?
01:59:32 It's just weekends.
01:59:33 You play tennis with Evan on Saturdays.
01:59:33 And you can play golf
01:59:34 You want me to play golf?
01:59:35 And the bonus is I get employee rates
01:59:35 On Marriott hotel rooms
01:59:36 I've heard a lot of hyphenates,
01:59:36 But a bra-selling-English-teacher-
01:59:37 You told me your part-time job
01:59:38 It is. I just don't know for how long.
01:59:38 - What if I said no?
01:59:39 - But I can make it work, Scott.
01:59:40 You can do anything!
01:59:40 It's just that I... You...
01:59:41 You didn't even ask me.
01:59:41 - I'm just trying to do my job, Scott.
01:59:42 I don't understand, Erin.
01:59:43 Scott, this is our time
01:59:43 When we're young,
01:59:44 Maybe this is the perfect time
01:59:45 Get your architect's degree.
01:59:45 Wouldn't that be great?
01:59:46 What?
01:59:46 Nothing.
01:59:46 So, I'll call you with a list of venues.
01:59:47 I've scheduled a PTA board meeting
01:59:48 So, it should be no problem.
01:59:48 - Thank you so much.
01:59:49 - Lovely to see you, Paula.
01:59:49 - Hi.
01:59:50 Principal Banning received a call
01:59:51 Apparently you're taking your students
01:59:51 Yes, but it's over the weekend,
01:59:52 I know how busy you are,
01:59:53 And since I'm paying for it myself,
01:59:54 I'll be right back.
01:59:54 Oh, no. No, no, no. Erin?
01:59:54 - Get back in the car.
01:59:56 I'll get him.
02:00:01 - What's his name?
02:00:04 Andre.
02:00:09 Since my pop split, my mom can't even
02:00:13 And with my brother in jail,
02:00:15 she looks at me and thinks
02:00:19 She doesn't see me.
02:00:21 She doesn't see me at all.
02:00:28 I'm going out.
02:00:34 - What up?
02:00:36 Where you going? I need you.
02:00:38 No, man, I can't now.
02:00:41 Tonight. I'll do it tonight.
02:00:43 I gotta go do something,
02:00:46 Forget it, man, I'll get somebody else.
02:00:48 I can't be waiting all day on you.
02:00:51 Hey.
02:00:53 Sorry about your brother, man.
02:00:57 They won't get it.
02:01:00 To who? Your brother?
02:01:03 Hey. You Andre?
02:01:16 - What up?
02:01:24 - What?
02:01:30 You, too, young lady.
02:01:35 You kids ever been
02:01:38 What? We went there last year
02:01:47 Paris.
02:01:53 It's good.
02:01:55 I brought you something.
02:02:00 It's a good book. I read it in school.
02:02:03 It's about a gang kid,
02:02:15 He told me what I had to say
02:03:14 At the beginning of the tour, they give
02:03:18 You could find out who they were
02:03:21 And at the end of the tour,
02:03:26 I got a little girl from Italy.
02:03:43 Tito, your hat.
02:04:15 Kristallnacht, they called it.
02:04:18 Hundreds of synagogues
02:04:21 More than 7,000
02:04:24 Over 100 Jews killed.
02:04:39 A small center for children in Isieux
02:04:45 Among the children deported that day
02:04:48 was 11-year-old Liliane Berenstein,
02:04:51 who, before leaving,
02:05:01 My little boy died.
02:05:06 I don't know why
02:05:08 I've seen death all my life.
02:05:11 But this little boy was only five.
02:05:36 Ms. G had a beautiful dinner for us
02:05:41 She invited real Holocaust survivors
02:05:46 There was Elisabeth Mann.
02:05:48 I had my parents,
02:05:52 Gloria Ungar.
02:05:54 If any of you have seen someone
02:05:57 These were the lucky people.
02:05:59 The people who,
02:06:01 When they tattooed the people
02:06:05 Not the others,
02:06:09 So, we ran away,
02:06:11 I was at that time
02:06:14 Eddie llam.
02:06:15 And where to go, I didn't know,
02:06:17 But I remember one place
02:06:21 So when I ran there,
02:06:23 I was in the worst camp.
02:06:27 And Renee Firestone.
02:06:28 When I arrived, my parents were
02:06:33 My little sister,
02:06:36 Stayed with me for a little while.
02:06:39 And then later on,
02:06:43 She lost her whole family at the camps.
02:06:46 She came to this country with $4
02:06:51 I'll never forget these people.
02:06:53 And then she was killed
02:06:56 I can't believe Ms. G did all of this
02:07:07 Hi, honey, it's me.
02:07:09 Look, we're still at the restaurant,
02:07:11 We haven't even ordered dessert yet,
02:07:13 and the kids are having
02:07:15 You have to see them.
02:07:17 If you get in soon, come by.
02:07:22 Okay, I'll see you later. Love you. Bye.
02:07:58 How many times
02:08:00 Get your butt in here!
02:08:34 So, you had all summer
02:08:41 And you know,
02:08:45 To begin with Victoria
02:08:52 Victoria?
02:08:54 Do I have a stamp
02:08:56 "The National Spokesperson
02:08:59 How the hell should I know the black
02:09:03 That's it, if I don't change classes,
02:09:06 Teachers treat me like
02:09:08 for African-Americans.
02:09:10 What? Black people learn how to read,
02:09:12 and we all miraculously come
02:09:14 At that point, I decided to check out
02:09:18 - Good to see you, man.
02:09:20 - How was your summer?
02:09:26 You're still white, I see.
02:09:29 Okay, everybody. Ready?
02:09:31 - Hey, Ms. G.
02:09:32 - Hi, Ms. G.
02:09:43 Okay, guys, gals, listen up!
02:09:47 I want each of you to step forward
02:09:51 Which contain the four books
02:09:54 All right!
02:09:56 They're very special books,
02:09:58 And they each remind me,
02:10:07 But, before you take the books,
02:10:11 I want you to take one of these glasses
02:10:14 And I want each of you to make a toast.
02:10:20 We're each gonna make
02:10:24 And what that means is,
02:10:29 Every voice that told you
02:10:35 Every reason that tells you things
02:10:42 And the person you were
02:10:45 That person's turn is over.
02:10:50 Okay?
02:10:52 Okay, you ready to get
02:10:59 - What?
02:11:01 What's the dealio?
02:11:11 Man, I've had boyfriends since I was,
02:11:14 - I believe you.
02:11:18 Okay, well, I was always the person
02:11:21 That was gonna get pregnant
02:11:25 Like my mom.
02:11:31 Ain't gonna happen.
02:11:32 Nobody ever listens to a teenager.
02:11:35 Everybody thinks you should be happy
02:11:39 They don't see the wars
02:11:43 And one day, my war will end.
02:11:45 And I will not die.
02:11:48 And I will not tolerate abuse
02:11:55 I am strong.
02:11:57 My moms kicked me out
02:12:01 But I'd like her to see me graduate.
02:12:05 I'd like to be 18.
02:12:11 Ms. G?
02:12:15 That'd be great.
02:12:20 Who is he?
02:12:22 Man, he's been with us
02:12:24 - What's his name?
02:12:29 "This summer was the worst summer
02:12:34 "It all started with a phone call.
02:12:36 "My mother was crying and begging,
02:12:39 "asking for more time as if she were
02:12:45 "She held me as tight
02:12:48 "Her tears hit my shirt like bullets
02:12:54 "She kept apologizing to me.
02:12:58 "'I should have asked for something
02:13:02 "On the morning of the eviction,
02:13:06 "The sheriff was there to do his job.
02:13:09 "I looked up at the sky,
02:13:15 "My mother has no family to lean on,
02:13:19 "Why bother coming to school
02:13:23 "The bus stops in front of the school.
02:13:27 "I'm wearing clothes from last year,
02:13:33 "I kept thinking I'd get laughed at.
02:13:35 "Instead, I'm greeted
02:13:38 "who were in my English class last year.
02:13:40 "And it hits me, Mrs. Gruwell,
02:13:43 "my crazy English teacher
02:13:46 "is the only person
02:13:49 "Talking with friends
02:13:53 "I began to feel better.
02:13:55 "I receive my schedule and the first
02:14:01 "I walk into the room and feel as though
02:14:04 "all the problems in life
02:14:08 "I am home. "
02:14:12 Yes, you are.
02:14:34 But you're an honors student.
02:14:36 If you transfer to Ms. Gruwell's class,
02:14:37 Think how that will reflect
02:14:40 It doesn't matter to me.
02:14:43 Look, Ms. Campbell.
02:14:45 When I first transferred to the school,
02:14:49 But when I applied for advanced
02:14:53 I was told it would be better for me
02:14:56 Now, when I did get in, my teacher said,
02:14:59 "Victoria, it's not every day one finds
02:15:02 "in A. P. And honors courses. "
02:15:06 And when I asked
02:15:09 Why we don't read more
02:15:12 "We don't read black literature
02:15:14 "drugs, cussing and fornication!"
02:15:18 I thought a simple "It's inappropriate"
02:15:27 Erin can't do that!
02:15:29 Distinguished Honor Students are mine.
02:15:32 She's not allowed to teach them.
02:15:35 The student requested it.
02:15:36 And Gruwell has got Cohn
02:15:40 What gets me is they're violent, they
02:15:45 And in the end we make them special.
02:15:51 I just don't see what that teaches them.
02:15:54 Hi! Sorry I'm late.
02:15:56 Did you eat? I'm ordering in.
02:15:59 What question do you want me
02:16:01 Did I eat or am I hungry?
02:16:04 Something really cool happened today.
02:16:07 - Congratulations.
02:16:09 She actually requested my class.
02:16:11 Can you teach an honors student?
02:16:13 What do you mean?
02:16:14 Well, I mean, you're used
02:16:17 Can you teach somebody who's smart?
02:16:20 Of course I can.
02:16:22 Yeah, but it's not like you have, right?
02:16:24 I mean, you don't really teach
02:16:29 My kids' grades are up to B's.
02:16:30 Yeah, but the point is,
02:16:33 It's not like they're really learning
02:16:36 Normal kids? Yes, they are.
02:16:38 They're reading
02:16:39 They're learning vocabulary,
02:16:42 All right. Okay, I apologize. Sorry.
02:16:45 Congratulations.
02:16:55 What is wrong with you?
02:16:56 You know, at Deb's party,
02:16:58 That I was an architect
02:17:00 I want you to stop that, all right?
02:17:04 Fine.
02:17:06 You're the one who said
02:17:08 Yeah, four years ago,
02:17:10 What, I'm gonna go back to school now
02:17:12 For two years and intern for three?
02:17:14 I'll be over 40.
02:17:15 All right. I thought you still wanted it.
02:17:17 It doesn't matter if I want it, Erin.
02:17:24 Why not?
02:17:34 "Writing in a diary is a really strange
02:17:38 "I mean, not only because
02:17:41 "but also because
02:17:44 "neither I nor anyone else
02:17:46 "in the musings
02:17:48 "Terrible things are happening outside.
02:17:50 "At any time of day,
02:17:52 "poor helpless people
02:17:55 "Families are torn apart. "
02:17:56 "If only I can be myself, I'll be satisfied.
02:17:59 "I know that I'm a woman
02:18:00 "and a great deal of courage.
02:18:02 "If God lets me live,
02:18:06 "Anti-Jewish decrees followed
02:18:10 "Jews must wear a yellow star.
02:18:14 "Jews are banned from trams
02:18:17 "Jews are forbidden to visit theaters,
02:18:19 "cinemas and other places
02:18:21 "Jews may not take part
02:18:24 "Swimming baths,
02:18:26 "and other sports grounds
02:18:30 "I can't tell you how oppressive it is
02:18:35 "Also, I'm very afraid
02:18:41 "No one can keep out of the conflict.
02:18:46 "And even though the Allies
02:18:48 "the end is nowhere in sight. "
02:18:52 Hi.
02:18:54 When is Anne gonna smoke Hitler?
02:18:57 - What?
02:19:00 Eva, this is The Diary of Anne Frank,
02:19:06 Keep reading.
02:19:10 "We talked about
02:19:12 "but we haven't yet touched upon
02:19:15 "I still can't make heads
02:19:18 "Is he superficial?
02:19:20 "Or is it shyness that holds him back,
02:19:29 - Are Anne and Peter gonna hook up?
02:19:34 "It's utterly impossible for me
02:19:37 "of chaos, suffering and death.
02:19:41 "I see the world being
02:19:44 "I feel the suffering of millions,
02:19:49 "I somehow feel that everything
02:19:57 - Eva, what's wrong?
02:20:01 Why you didn't tell me she gets caught
02:20:04 I hate you and I hate this book.
02:20:06 Eva.
02:20:07 If she dies, then what about me?
02:20:12 - Anne Frank died, but she...
02:20:15 That ain't supposed to happen
02:20:18 - 'Cause it's true?
02:20:20 You're talking around me.
02:20:22 See, to me, she ain't dead at all.
02:20:24 How many friends did you know
02:20:27 Too many to count.
02:20:29 How many have you read a book about?
02:20:31 Have you seen them on TV
02:20:34 That's why this story's dope.
02:20:36 She was our age, man.
02:20:38 Anne Frank understands our situation,
02:20:42 And that Miep Gies lady,
02:20:45 I like her.
02:20:46 I got all these other books
02:20:48 Wow. You used your library card?
02:20:53 No.
02:20:57 Okay, listen up.
02:21:02 Instead of doing a book report on
02:21:06 For our assignment I want you
02:21:10 The woman who helped shelter
02:21:12 She's still alive and she lives in Europe.
02:21:16 In the letter, I want you to tell her
02:21:18 Tell her about your own experiences.
02:21:21 But I want the letters to be perfect,
02:21:23 So be prepared to do more
02:21:26 Is she gonna read the letters?
02:21:27 Well, right now it's
02:21:30 We should get her to read them.
02:21:32 - Yeah, you can do that, right, Ms. G?
02:21:35 Maybe we should get her
02:21:36 Yeah, and have a big dinner again.
02:21:40 Wait. Guys.
02:21:45 Guys! Everyone! Listen! She's elderly!
02:21:49 I don't know how to contact her.
02:21:51 And it would be really expensive.
02:21:53 We could raise the money.
02:21:56 Ms. G?
02:21:57 When Miep Gies come,
02:22:21 Five.
02:22:35 Hi, I'm trying to get the number
02:22:37 For the Anne Frank Foundation
02:23:54 Come in, Margaret.
02:24:42 Ms. G sent our letters all the way
02:24:45 to Miep Gies, herself.
02:24:47 When Ms. G made up her mind
02:24:49 there was no stopping her,
02:24:59 And after we raised the money to bring
02:25:06 But, damn,
02:25:28 The bounty on a Jew was about $2.
02:25:33 Someone desperate for money
02:25:36 On August 4th,
02:25:40 And a man pointed a gun at
02:25:47 "Not one word. "
02:25:50 And then they went straight upstairs
02:25:53 I felt so helpless.
02:25:56 I could hear Anne screaming,
02:25:59 So, I ran back to my house.
02:26:01 I looked for an earring
02:26:04 Anything I could take back with me
02:26:07 So I took this back with me,
02:26:11 And the soldier there took out his gun
02:26:15 And put it against my head.
02:26:22 You could be shot for hiding a Jew
02:26:28 So, another soldier
02:26:32 He was Austrian, and so was I,
02:26:36 But I had been adopted
02:26:39 So, he told the soldier with the gun
02:26:44 There isn't a day
02:26:50 And I think about Anne Frank.
02:26:57 Yes?
02:27:06 I've never had a hero before.
02:27:09 But you are my hero.
02:27:11 Oh, no. No, no, young man, no.
02:27:14 I am not a hero. No.
02:27:17 I did what I had to do,
02:27:24 That is all.
02:27:28 You know, we are all ordinary people.
02:27:31 But even an ordinary secretary
02:27:39 Can, within their own small ways,
02:27:48 In a dark room.
02:27:50 Ja?
02:27:56 I have read your letters,
02:27:59 And your teacher has been telling me
02:28:06 You are the heroes.
02:28:10 You are heroes every day.
02:28:21 Your faces are engraved in my heart.
02:28:44 You hungry?
02:28:50 You know what you're gonna say
02:28:53 I know what I have to say.
02:28:57 Yeah.
02:28:58 - You know how that is.
02:29:02 And that man that put your father
02:29:05 He knew he was sending
02:29:08 But, you know,
02:29:11 He was just
02:29:15 Protecting his own.
02:29:23 What the hell does everybody
02:29:52 Hey, Mama. Mama.
02:30:00 What the hell are you doing here?
02:30:09 I want to come home.
02:30:13 I'm sorry.
02:30:16 I want to change. I can't do it alone.
02:30:21 I need you, Mama.
02:30:25 I need you.
02:31:04 And what time was that?
02:31:07 I told you, 9:00, 9:30.
02:31:10 And you had a clear view
02:31:11 Grant Rice, in the store?
02:31:14 I told you he was playing
02:31:17 Then what happened?
02:31:20 Well, he got all whacked
02:31:22 And then he started shouting and all,
02:31:26 He threatened everyone?
02:31:30 No. The guy who ran the store.
02:31:33 He wanted his money back
02:31:35 And what did the store owner do?
02:31:38 He shouted back.
02:31:41 Then he, the defendant, knocked
02:31:46 And then what happened?
02:31:53 I saw...
02:32:07 I saw...
02:32:23 Paco did it.
02:32:29 Paco killed the guy.
02:33:56 My father won't talk to me anymore.
02:34:01 And I have to lay low for a little while
02:34:08 So I'm gonna be living with my aunt.
02:34:12 See, my aunt lives even further away,
02:34:19 So I was just wondering if I could, like,
02:34:26 Stay here late with you
02:34:28 Stay here late with you
02:34:32 So I can get my homework done,
02:34:39 You can stay as late as you want.
02:34:43 And I can even drive you to your aunt's,
02:34:50 Ms. G, let's not get nuts.
02:35:28 I think I got your color.
02:36:17 Just come by the concierge
02:36:19 I'll have the directions for you.
02:36:28 Stop! That's it! Now, now! Hey!
02:36:34 You get an extra three seconds. Go!
02:36:43 ... enraged them and provoked them
02:36:45 In 1961, an interracial civil rights group
02:36:49 to challenge segregation.
02:36:51 Blacks sat in the front,
02:36:55 They were attacked, firebombed,
02:36:59 In Montgomery, Alabama, Jim Zwerg
02:37:03 knowing there was a mob
02:37:05 He was almost beaten to death
02:37:09 That kind of courage
02:37:12 I was afraid of just being in this class,
02:37:16 because I've always been the dumb kid
02:37:20 But not anymore.
02:37:21 And I must have some kind of courage,
02:37:23 because I could have lied
02:37:28 I stayed.
02:37:29 Hi, I'm home!
02:37:31 Sorry, it got late. I drove the kids home.
02:37:37 You're never gonna believe
02:37:40 I'm so tired.
02:37:43 It's so cute, though.
02:37:46 We have such a good time together.
02:38:09 If you have another glass,
02:38:13 Your bags are packed and you think
02:38:19 Why are you doing this?
02:38:21 Because I don't
02:38:24 No. That's not it.
02:38:29 I just... I feel like I'm living a life
02:38:35 Erin, it's just...
02:38:38 It's too hard.
02:38:40 Your life is too hard?
02:38:43 I think what you're doing is noble.
02:38:46 And it's good. And I'm proud of you.
02:38:50 I am.
02:38:54 I just want to live my life
02:38:57 - I'm not trying to make you feel bad.
02:39:00 I didn't plan on becoming responsible
02:39:03 - Well, who asked you to?
02:39:06 They're not even your kids!
02:39:07 Why do I have to be asked? Scott...
02:39:15 I finally realized what I'm
02:39:20 When I'm helping these kids
02:39:25 Everything about my life
02:39:31 How often does a person get that?
02:39:37 - Then what do you need me for?
02:39:41 Why can't you stand by me and be part
02:39:46 Because I can't be your wife.
02:39:55 I wish I could make that
02:40:00 Erin?
02:40:03 You know,
02:40:07 And the class,
02:40:10 Who would you pick?
02:40:14 If you love me,
02:40:18 Erin, look at me.
02:40:23 This is all there's ever been to me.
02:40:26 This is it. I'm not one of those kids.
02:40:32 See? You don't want to be here either,
02:40:34 'cause if you did, would you be
02:40:38 That's not true. I want to be here.
02:40:44 You love the idea of me.
02:40:52 But it's such a great idea.
02:40:57 I know.
02:41:27 Dad? Hi.
02:41:31 You know, I was actually trying
02:41:35 And I automatically dialed you. I'm sorry.
02:41:37 Look, I'm gonna call you tomorrow,
02:41:39 I need to make this call. I love you.
02:41:56 Ms. G made us read Twelve Angry Men.
02:41:58 It's all about how this one juror
02:42:02 It made me feel hopeful.
02:42:04 At 2:00 today, my brother
02:42:08 No O. J. Dream Team,
02:42:10 who probably thought
02:42:13 And I realized Twelve Angry Men
02:42:17 My brother got 15 years to life.
02:42:19 Justice don't mean
02:42:22 It just means somebody
02:42:30 So, you got time now?
02:42:39 Anyone know where Andre's been?
02:42:40 I haven't seen him on the bus.
02:42:42 Yeah, I haven't talked to him either.
02:42:52 Ms. G?
02:42:54 Are we gonna have
02:42:57 I don't know.
02:43:01 What do you mean?
02:43:03 Well, I teach freshman
02:43:06 You mean,
02:43:11 Well, I...
02:43:15 I don't teach juniors.
02:43:19 What? What are you talking about?
02:43:22 You don't wanna be our teacher
02:43:24 Of course I do. I can't.
02:43:27 - Why not?
02:43:29 It's regulations.
02:43:34 Ms. G hasn't been here long enough
02:43:37 Who cares about seniority?
02:43:38 Shit! They can't do that!
02:43:43 - Ms. G, this is our kick-it spot.
02:43:46 Everybody's cool with everybody.
02:43:49 This is the only place
02:43:53 There's no place like this
02:43:55 That's true.
02:43:57 I'm not allowed
02:44:00 You're not allowed?
02:44:03 Ms. G, we can fight this, you know,
02:44:07 Yeah, yeah,
02:44:08 Only this time, they try and bust us up,
02:44:11 We bust a few of them
02:44:13 Marcus.
02:44:14 Or we can go to the newspapers,
02:44:18 Or we can paint
02:44:20 With the word "assholes"
02:44:24 Hey, it's something. We can do this.
02:44:31 What?
02:44:32 These are my books, not Scott's.
02:44:36 Honey, take a break.
02:44:41 Sit down.
02:44:46 I can't believe I'm getting divorced.
02:44:50 I never thought this would happen.
02:44:56 What do I do now?
02:45:00 Next year, I won't even have my kids.
02:45:02 You think you should stay with them?
02:45:06 Or is it better they move on?
02:45:08 I don't know.
02:45:13 It's just a job, like you said.
02:45:16 Yeah, it is.
02:45:19 But is the job finished?
02:45:23 Listen to me now.
02:45:25 What you've done with those kids...
02:45:30 I don't even have words for it.
02:45:34 But one thing's for sure,
02:45:41 Special.
02:45:43 You have been blessed with a burden,
02:45:49 And I envy you that.
02:45:54 And I admire you.
02:45:58 And how many fathers ever get
02:46:02 And really mean it?
02:46:08 What she is suggesting
02:46:11 She may not move on with her students
02:46:14 She's only been here two years.
02:46:16 There are teachers here
02:46:19 Who have worked and committed
02:46:21 To attain a position of seniority.
02:46:23 Not to mention their experience
02:46:27 The Distinguished Scholars Program
02:46:30 I don't want to replace
02:46:33 I just want to stay
02:46:35 She can't. I have the juniors.
02:46:37 The Board of Education
02:46:39 Teaching rotations will be disrupted,
02:46:41 Retirement schedules
02:46:44 Disrespecting teachers
02:46:47 And who focus on the classroom,
02:46:50 Not on public relations
02:46:53 I didn't ask for those articles
02:46:55 She's in the middle of a divorce.
02:46:56 Note, they stay late in her class,
02:46:59 All right, let's all just take a breath here.
02:47:03 Now I had hoped
02:47:06 Maybe come to some kind
02:47:08 - There is no arrangement...
02:47:11 Carl, look.
02:47:13 Putting aside all obvious resentments
02:47:16 Even if an arrangement were made
02:47:18 And she could teach them as juniors,
02:47:22 In the curriculum for her to teach.
02:47:25 Unless Brian trades one of his
02:47:29 No.
02:47:31 Then there's nothing I can do.
02:47:37 So that's it?
02:47:40 Believe it or not, Ms. Gruwell,
02:47:41 There are other capable teachers
02:47:44 If you've made the progress
02:47:46 Your students should be ready
02:47:48 They might even gain something
02:47:51 You can't teach them.
02:47:54 What does that have to do
02:47:56 I've been an educator for over 30 years.
02:47:59 I have students that still remain
02:48:01 I know what it is to be loved
02:48:03 You have no idea
02:48:06 Fighting to be a better teacher,
02:48:08 And now, what, suddenly I'm incapable
02:48:12 You know, if they move on
02:48:15 It'll be because they weren't prepared!
02:48:17 Lt'll be because you failed, not them!
02:48:38 Andre? Wait a minute before you go in.
02:48:54 I heard about your brother's conviction.
02:48:57 Is that why you've missed class
02:48:59 I had things to do.
02:49:04 About this.
02:49:06 The evaluation assignment
02:49:07 Was to grade yourself
02:49:09 You gave yourself an F.
02:49:12 - It's what I feel I deserve. That's all.
02:49:17 You know what this is?
02:49:19 This is a "Fuck you" to me,
02:49:23 I don't want excuses.
02:49:26 We're all of us up against something.
02:49:30 So you better make up your mind,
02:49:33 To look me straight in the eye
02:49:36 I am not letting you fail,
02:49:38 Even if that means coming
02:49:40 Until you finish the work.
02:49:41 I see who you are.
02:49:44 Do you understand me?
02:49:47 I can see you.
02:49:51 And you are not failing.
02:49:56 So, take a minute.
02:50:02 I want a new evaluation.
02:50:09 An F. What, are you tripping?
02:50:17 I want you all to know that
02:50:24 But it's been decided we can't continue
02:50:27 - What?
02:50:29 You... Wait.
02:50:32 Wait. Guys. Everyone.
02:50:35 No! That don't fly, Ma!
02:50:39 Look, first of all,
02:50:43 No, it doesn't mean mother.
02:50:46 It's a sign of respect for you.
02:51:03 Listen to me.
02:51:04 All of you.
02:51:06 Don't use me as another excuse
02:51:13 You made it to your junior year.
02:51:17 Think about how you did that.
02:51:21 Everyone in this room
02:51:26 For some,
02:51:28 The first with a choice to go to college.
02:51:32 Some may move faster than others.
02:51:37 But you'll each have the chance.
02:51:40 And you did that. Not me.
02:51:50 Now, I have one
02:51:56 Final project in mind.
02:51:57 - Ms. G.
02:52:02 Ms. G wanted us to put our diaries
02:52:07 She got this businessman, John Tu,
02:52:09 to donate 35 computers
02:52:17 She told us we have something
02:52:21 We weren't just kids
02:52:22 We weren't just kids
02:52:23 We were writers with our own voices,
02:52:27 And even if nobody else read it,
02:52:29 the book would be something
02:52:34 this is what happened, we mattered.
02:52:37 Even if it was just to each other.
02:52:43 Ms. G didn't promise
02:52:46 but we could get it out there ourselves.
02:52:49 She asked us to come up with a title,
02:52:52 something to call ourselves.
02:53:12 I just received a call
02:53:14 At the Board of Education.
02:53:15 There's to be a meeting
02:53:17 - Do you know anything about this?
02:53:28 These students, this class,
02:53:35 To who? To you?
02:53:37 To each other.
02:53:39 Room 203 is a kind of a home for them.
02:53:43 Their trust is all wrapped up
02:53:47 Once they're out of her class,
02:53:48 Believe me they'll slip back
02:53:51 Their reading scores, their writing
02:53:55 On paper. But what has
02:53:59 What about new students
02:54:00 Can she repeat
02:54:02 Her methods are impractical,
02:54:04 Impossible to implement with regularity.
02:54:07 What if every teacher
02:54:10 We have millions of children
02:54:11 To get through the education system
02:54:13 And we need a means
02:54:15 Which allows as many students
02:54:18 Not just special cases.
02:54:21 And you honestly think you can create
02:54:25 For every grade,
02:54:32 I don't know.
02:54:40 Thank you.
02:55:02 Hey, there go Ms. G.
02:55:14 What happened?
02:55:16 So? Are we gonna be together
02:55:25 No.
02:55:28 - What?
02:55:34 We're gonna be together junior
02:55:39 Yes!