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Affliction en
00:03:08	[Man Narrating] This is
00:03:11	strange criminal behavior
00:03:14	We who loved him
00:03:17	It's as if he never existed.
00:03:20	By telling his story like this,
00:03:25	I tell my own story as well.
00:03:27	Everything of importance,
00:03:29	that is everything that gives rise
00:03:32	occurred during a single
00:03:35	in a small town in upstate New Hampshire
00:03:39	and so was I.
00:03:41	One night something changed,
00:03:46	from what it had been
00:03:49	I mark this change
00:03:51	during a phone call
00:03:54	Something I had not heard before.
00:03:57	Let us imagine that around 8:00
00:04:00	comes a pale blue, eight-year-old
00:04:05	A square-faced man wearing
00:04:09	Beside him sits a child,
00:04:11	a little girl with
00:04:16	[Man] Sorry for the screwup.
00:04:19	It's too late
00:04:22	I had to stop at Penney's to get
00:04:26	Whose fault is it then
00:04:29	You're the one in charge, Dad.
00:04:31	Yeah.
00:04:33	Look, those kids are still
00:04:38	- Those are the Hoyts.
00:04:43	Can't you see? Look out there.
00:04:46	Those Hoyt kids,
00:04:50	See, look. They put shaving cream
00:04:54	- Why did they do that?
00:04:57	- You know.
00:04:59	Yeah. It's stupid.
00:05:02	Well... I guess
00:05:05	Did you do that stuff
00:05:08	No!
00:05:11	Well, sort of.
00:05:13	Nothing really mean.
00:05:17	It was kind of funny then.
00:05:20	- But it's not funny now.
00:05:24	I'm a cop. I gotta listen to
00:05:27	I'm not a kid anymore.
00:05:30	I bet you did a lot of bad stuff
00:05:33	What are you
00:05:36	- I don't know.
00:05:40	[Chuckling]
00:05:42	I didn't used to be bad.
00:05:45	No, sir!
00:05:48	Where do you get this stuff from?
00:05:51	No. She doesn't talk
00:06:26	Hey, Wade.
00:06:32	[Laughing]
00:06:36	Ladies and gentlemen,
00:06:39	is proud to sponsor another
00:06:44	We are looking for the funniest costume,
00:06:48	Oh, the scariest!
00:06:51	What about this?
00:06:53	No, no. Here's the scary one
00:06:57	The most imaginative
00:07:00	Help me line the kids up.
00:07:03	- Pretty awesome, huh? Hi, Marge.
00:07:06	Go ahead, jump in line.
00:07:10	Go on. Some of those kids
00:07:16	- I don't want to.
00:07:19	You know these kids
00:07:22	It hasn't been that long.
00:07:24	- It's not that.
00:07:27	I don't like it here.
00:07:31	Oh, Jesus, Jill, come on.
00:07:35	Join the kids. You do that, before
00:07:40	Wade!
00:07:41	Is that Jill?
00:07:45	Go, go, go.
00:07:49	That's it, come on.
00:07:52	Here, make a place for her
00:07:54	Look out! Here comes a tiger!
00:08:00	- What are you boys up to?
00:08:02	You seen the damage these little
00:08:06	- Gonna have to move your pickup.
00:08:09	- Take a bite.
00:08:14	LaRiviere's having
00:08:17	Master of fucking ceremonies.
00:08:19	Where's that gun
00:08:22	Let's look at it.
00:08:34	Oh, ho-ho-ho.
00:08:38	Mmm! Got you
00:08:42	- Nice.
00:08:45	How'd you manage that?
00:08:52	Don't forget to move your truck.
00:08:57	[LaRiviere] Ladies and gentlemen,
00:09:00	Everybody gets a nice ribbon.
00:09:02	Now, here is our first award.
00:09:05	[Continues, Indistinct]
00:09:10	Alma, have you seen Jill?
00:09:12	She's around somewhere.
00:09:15	Yeah.
00:09:32	Some party, huh?
00:09:36	I'm sorry.
00:09:41	Find anybody you know? There must be
00:09:46	Say, you want to go tomorrow?
00:09:49	- No.
00:09:51	No, I didn't see anybody I knew.
00:09:56	- I want to go home.
00:10:01	There's lots of kids
00:10:04	Don't worry, Dad.
00:10:08	But I want to go home.
00:10:23	All right, I tell you what.
00:10:26	Tomorrow morning
00:10:30	Okay?
00:10:32	- I called Mom.
00:10:36	- Just now?
00:10:38	Jesus, why?
00:10:41	- I knew you'd be mad.
00:10:45	You know.
00:10:47	I told her I wanted to come home.
00:10:50	Dad, don't be mad at me.
00:10:53	Well, I guess I am.
00:10:56	I mean, you know.
00:10:59	I planned this.
00:11:03	[Sighs]
00:11:11	You shouldn't have
00:11:13	Come on, we're gonna call her
00:11:36	[Woman On Answering Machine]
00:11:38	- Please leave a message at the beep.
00:11:41	Gone already!
00:11:47	- Yeah.
00:11:50	That's all you've got to say,
00:11:53	Yeah.
00:12:00	[Clears Throat]
00:12:04	You know, she won't be here
00:12:07	- Think you can stand it that long?
00:12:13	Where do you expect
00:12:15	Obviously downstairs with
00:12:29	Sit there by yourself
00:12:33	Wait for her by yourself!
00:12:36	- I'm goin' downstairs.
00:12:39	When Mom comes,
00:12:57	I thought I told you
00:13:01	Relax, Chief.
00:13:03	You want a toke?
00:13:06	No, Jesus Christ, Jack!
00:13:12	Why don't you get
00:13:15	If Gordon or one of those guys see
00:13:18	they'll expect me to bust you,
00:13:21	Some job!
00:13:23	Here, have a hit.
00:13:27	I know you got problems.
00:13:32	Not here.
00:13:34	Well, come on, get in.
00:13:39	[Engine Revs]
00:13:43	[Jack] Got a job. First thing
00:13:46	Twombley something. Erwin...
00:13:49	[Wade] Evan? He's
00:13:52	You're lucky.
00:13:54	Gotta guarantee a kill, of course.
00:13:57	Which I can do. There are
00:14:00	- How'd you get the job?
00:14:02	He's always got
00:14:05	He wants to keep Twombley happy,
00:14:09	- What's wrong with you?
00:14:13	You should get close to him, Jack.
00:14:17	Make yourself irreplaceable.
00:14:21	Like you and Gordon?
00:14:24	[Chuckling] Right. The son of a bitch
00:14:29	Yeah, he'd go broke tomorrow
00:14:32	[Laughing]
00:14:35	- [Jack]
00:14:38	What?
00:14:39	- That's my ex-wife Lillian
00:14:44	- What's she here for?
00:14:48	Jack, I gotta get back to town.
00:14:51	See if you can get back to the town hall
00:14:53	- Piece of cake.
00:15:06	Lillian?
00:15:08	Lillian.
00:15:11	Where's Jill?
00:15:14	Me and Jill,
00:15:17	She kind of felt left out
00:15:19	Where is she? Is she
00:15:22	No. She told me she wanted
00:15:28	While you went for
00:15:34	That Hettie Rogers in there
00:15:37	Yeah.
00:15:39	[Laughing] Boy, she's grown up
00:15:43	Jesus, lay off, will ya?
00:15:45	You've won this round,
00:15:50	You amaze me.
00:15:59	[Wade]
00:16:01	It's got nothing to do with you,
00:16:04	- You got it?
00:16:07	Listen to me.
00:16:09	Please don't make a scene.
00:16:13	Don't make this any worse.
00:16:15	- I'm not making it any worse. You are!
00:16:18	Me and Jill,
00:16:20	- It's normal.
00:16:23	I know she called you.
00:16:27	- Coming up here and treating her
00:16:31	Just wait till
00:16:40	Don't say a word.
00:16:45	I didn't hit him.
00:16:52	I'm not gonna hit anybody.
00:17:26	- New hat!
00:17:30	- Jill's up, I see.
00:17:34	- How's she doing?
00:17:38	You two want to do anything, need
00:17:42	Like hell you are. Tomorrow's
00:17:45	I'll need you at least in the mornin'.
00:17:49	Well, I guess that's that.
00:17:53	You be careful
00:17:55	- He's dyin' to get in your pants.
00:18:01	- I'll see you tomorrow.
00:18:12	- Tomorrow, Gordon.
00:18:16	Watch the snow.
00:18:31	[Twombley] This weather
00:18:35	Don't worry, Mr. Twombley,
00:18:38	Right about now, the does
00:18:41	The bucks are
00:18:44	We're right behind the bucks.
00:18:46	That gun gets fired before 10:00.
00:18:49	Whether it kills a deer or not,
00:18:53	I'll put you inside 30, 35 yards of
00:18:57	- That's what you're
00:19:01	Done much shootin'
00:19:05	I'll tell you what, kid.
00:19:10	there's an extra $100 in it.
00:19:14	- If you get it?
00:19:17	- You might not kill it.
00:19:19	You might gut-shoot it. Cripple it
00:19:23	Can't guarantee that won't happen,
00:19:29	I may have to shoot it.
00:19:31	- You take care of your end,
00:19:35	You understand what I'm sayin'?
00:19:37	- I want a deer, a dead one.
00:19:41	[Jack] No sweat. You'll get yourself
00:19:45	- And you'll get your extra $100.
00:19:56	- [Woman] Good morning, Jason.
00:20:01	[Miss Brooks]
00:20:06	Hi, Melanie.
00:20:11	Wade? Where's Jill?
00:20:13	I thought she was coming
00:20:18	[Jill's Voice]
00:20:21	But I don't want to go
00:20:36	For Pete's sake, Whitehouse,
00:20:40	[Horns Honking]
00:20:50	[Miss Brooks]
00:20:54	Why were you holding everyone up?
00:20:58	Did you see that son of a bitch in that
00:21:01	- Did you get his number?
00:21:03	- Good.
00:21:05	He's from Boston.
00:21:10	The old man's out hunting with Jack.
00:21:14	Now, Wade...
00:21:16	- Safety on?
00:21:27	I'm all right.
00:21:30	Stay with me.
00:21:33	I've seen you before.
00:21:36	- I used to play ball.
00:21:39	- Drafted by the Red Sox.
00:21:43	- Double-A. New Britain.
00:21:46	Pitcher. Best ballplayer to come out
00:21:51	- Really?
00:21:54	Only difference between me
00:22:01	- Safety on?
00:22:04	- Just ahead.
00:22:09	Deers have ears too, you know.
00:22:12	[Chuckles]
00:22:49	[LaRiviere] It's simple.
00:22:53	It looks like a piece of shit.
00:22:55	That's right.
00:22:58	Looks like shit view right now.
00:23:00	Tell them if they don't move it,
00:23:03	I gotta go. I'll call you later.
00:23:10	Told you the snow was coming down.
00:23:13	[Together]
00:23:16	- Where's the plow?
00:23:19	Jack's out hunting
00:23:22	- His son-in-law damn near
00:23:25	At the school crossing. Could've hurt
00:23:29	Don't go playing policeman.
00:23:32	What the hell am I?
00:23:35	I mean, you hired me.
00:23:39	You don't want
00:23:42	I'm not sayin' that!
00:23:49	Take the grader.
00:23:51	Don't let Lillian get to you.
00:23:54	- That's why she left.
00:23:56	That's what I love
00:23:59	You know everybody.
00:24:10	Stay close.
00:24:15	Fresh tracks.
00:24:17	[Sniffing]
00:24:19	Deer shit. Big one.
00:24:22	Here's your buck,
00:24:24	I'll go down and circle around.
00:24:26	You only got a little while
00:25:54	[Woman's Voice]
00:25:59	# To your heart
00:26:05	## [Singing Continues, Indistinct]
00:26:09	Hey. How's it goin'?
00:26:12	Cold. How do you think?
00:26:15	Yeah, sorry about that.
00:26:18	Why is it every year come first snow
00:26:22	School. Traffic crossing.
00:26:24	- So what are we doing after?
00:26:28	Don't work too fast, all right?
00:26:31	Business being the way it is,
00:26:33	Gordon's looking for any reason
00:26:37	That border jumper's got too much money
00:26:39	[Man] I'll tell you who's a pisser.
00:26:42	He was mean normal.
00:26:44	But when he drank,
00:26:48	Brown's Canadian.
00:26:53	One Christmas, there was this cord
00:26:57	He decides he's gonna have
00:27:00	Except it's been out back
00:27:04	He grabs the boys, throws them outside.
00:27:08	Oh! Come on, move it.
00:27:12	Daylight in the swamp.
00:27:15	- Pop, the kids are waiting for us.
00:27:20	A lesson in work
00:27:24	You'll thank me for this one day, boys.
00:27:33	Here we are, boys. Dig in.
00:27:35	Come on, let's do it right over here.
00:27:38	Goddamn it!
00:27:40	Show a little muscle there.
00:27:43	[Laughing]
00:27:45	There! There we go.
00:27:49	Attaboy. Come on!
00:27:51	Please, Pop, let's go back.
00:27:55	What the hell are you,
00:27:57	Huh? Get in there!
00:27:59	Quitter? Huh? Huh?
00:28:02	- So what happened?
00:28:05	That's all I heard.
00:28:09	We were just talkin' about your old man.
00:28:13	[Men Laughing]
00:28:17	Jesus, LaCoy, you got nothing better
00:28:22	The pity is, someday
00:28:27	'cause you're the only one
00:28:49	[Pop Grunts, Door Opens]
00:28:52	We'll work at it, we promise.
00:28:57	- I think I made a point.
00:28:59	What was that, Wade?
00:29:02	You say something?
00:29:05	You got something to say, say it.
00:29:09	You no good pup!
00:29:11	Mom!
00:29:16	- Well?
00:29:20	Mom!
00:29:24	[Mockingly]
00:29:31	[Woman's Voice]
00:29:35	# Than you'll ever know #
00:29:38	# About him ##
00:29:40	[Wade]
00:29:43	The sign.
00:29:46	Looks like it's spelled wrong
00:29:49	Ahh. Wade, Wade. It's people like you
00:29:54	I'm not finding fault. It's good
00:29:56	- It's a good idea.
00:29:59	What did you do? Hire one of
00:30:03	Think you're gettin'
00:30:05	only it turns out to be
00:30:07	Whatever somebody does to improve things
00:30:12	- Is that it?
00:30:14	I'm only sayin' there's something wrong
00:30:18	The sign's fine.
00:30:22	Who needs it? Everybody that
00:30:25	What do we need
00:30:27	But I guess it's better
00:30:29	- What was there before?
00:30:34	There was nothin' here before.
00:30:37	Hmm.
00:30:41	- You okay?
00:30:45	I'm sorry about what I said.
00:30:48	- What'd you say?
00:30:53	- She went back with Lillian?
00:30:56	- Yeah. Forget it.
00:31:01	I'm gonna start me
00:31:04	- I don't give a fucking shit anymore!
00:31:07	- Yeah, I do.
00:31:11	You just oughta cool off for a few days,
00:31:15	Work it out with her.
00:31:18	- Lillian's not out to get you.
00:31:21	Lillian's been trying to nail me
00:31:25	I'm gonna get me a lawyer from Concord,
00:31:30	- Marge?
00:31:33	She thinks she can cart Jill off
00:31:37	I'm a whole lot more than pissed.
00:31:40	I've been there plenty in my life,
00:31:43	And this is different.
00:31:45	Marge, you got orders.
00:31:48	Call me.
00:31:51	- Tonight. Let's get together tonight.
00:32:00	- Talked to Jack?
00:32:03	The fucker shot himself. Ker-bang!
00:32:06	Not on purpose.
00:32:09	- Who? Jack?
00:32:11	- How'd you hear this?
00:32:13	One of the boys comin' in. Jack on
00:32:16	I figured you'd know
00:32:18	I was on the grader. Twombley,
00:32:22	Friend of Gordon's. It was Gordon's idea
00:32:25	Oh, boy. I gotta go.
00:32:28	I want you to work on
00:32:32	- All righty.
00:32:36	Something like that
00:32:39	- What's the hurry?
00:32:42	- I figured you would've heard.
00:32:45	I gotta get up there. How would I have
00:32:51	Go on. Go on! You drive.
00:32:56	[C.B. Indistinct]
00:33:00	[LaRiviere]
00:33:02	All you heard was there was
00:33:05	Twombley's shot. I heard that.
00:33:08	Jack's okay, I assume.
00:33:10	- You don't know how bad or anything?
00:33:13	Yes, Wade.
00:33:15	Put out that cigarette!
00:33:18	Fuck, fuck, fuck!
00:33:20	[Wade] Probably shot himself
00:33:23	That's what usually happens.
00:33:25	- I should've sent you instead of Jack.
00:33:28	I'd rather be deer huntin' than freezin'
00:33:32	Well, you ain't the hunter Jack is, and
00:33:35	- Like hell!
00:33:40	- That must've been Twombley.
00:33:45	No, no, let's go to the top.
00:33:49	He'll know what happened.
00:34:01	There's Jack.
00:34:04	[Policeman]
00:34:07	[Jack]
00:34:09	[Policeman] Turns out to be
00:34:14	She says, "Officer, can we make this
00:34:19	Heard the news?
00:34:22	- I heard Twombley got shot.
00:34:24	Watch the dog, Wade.
00:34:27	- Takes a mind to,
00:34:30	- Is it bad?
00:34:33	Jesus!
00:34:34	- Will he make it?
00:34:38	Had a hole in his back
00:34:40	Nice hole in front too.
00:34:42	- Did you see it?
00:34:46	We weren't far apart.
00:34:49	I looked at the bottom
00:34:52	and there the fucker was,
00:34:54	I called it right in.
00:34:57	This is gonna be one mess
00:34:59	Twombley's son-in-law and daughter
00:35:02	- Didn't you say you'd seen him, Wade?
00:35:05	You want to tell them?
00:35:07	What the fuck!
00:35:11	Gimme the keys.
00:35:13	- You still got plowing to do.
00:35:17	- Something bugging you?
00:35:21	Right now we're not interested
00:35:23	Why don't you do a few things
00:35:31	You might as well take the rest
00:35:34	You've been paid
00:35:36	Not exactly.
00:35:39	Don't worry.
00:35:42	Don't talk to any newspaper
00:35:45	[LaRiviere] Twombley's
00:35:48	Just tell them that your lawyer
00:35:50	[Jack] Lawyer?
00:35:52	No, of course not.
00:35:55	[Speaking French]
00:36:06	- Where'd Twombley get shot?
00:36:08	- No. I mean whereabouts.
00:36:13	The old lumber road, huh? That's a
00:36:17	Ambulance guys lugged him up.
00:36:21	- You stayed away?
00:36:26	- Where'd you get that blood?
00:36:28	On your sleeve.
00:36:31	Must've... Ahh.
00:36:34	- What are you doing, playing cop?
00:36:37	I gotta make a report to Fish and Game.
00:36:41	- What'd he do?
00:36:45	Must've slipped or something.
00:36:48	I just heard the gun go off.
00:36:51	I've never seen a man get shot before.
00:36:54	Not even in the service.
00:37:00	- I didn't actually see it. Like I said.
00:37:03	- What?
00:37:06	What the fuck are you telling me?
00:37:10	You must've seen him get shot!
00:37:14	Let's get the fuck outta here.
00:37:21	There's your old 20-gauge, and that's
00:37:24	Oh, look at this.
00:37:27	That must be Twombley's gun.
00:37:29	It's brand-new.
00:37:32	Probably only been fired one time.
00:37:34	But what the hell, Jack? I guess you
00:37:40	Twombley sure as hell
00:37:43	- I gotta turn it in to Fish and Game.
00:37:47	Sure, you were.
00:37:57	- [Wade] Rolfe?
00:37:59	Brother, look.
00:38:02	Has there been anything on TV in Boston
00:38:05	involving a guy named Twombley,
00:38:09	[Rolfe] There was something.
00:38:12	Yeah. Yeah, I know him.
00:38:17	Maybe you did too.
00:38:19	He works for LaRiviere with me.
00:38:24	Wade, it's late.
00:38:26	But I'm in bed reading.
00:38:29	No, no. Not tonight.
00:38:33	I was calling 'cause
00:38:40	[Wade]
00:38:43	[Gunshot]
00:38:47	Lt'll come out that Jack lied,
00:38:52	He was scheduled to testify
00:38:55	investigating organized crime in
00:38:58	- Who?
00:39:01	- No shit!
00:39:04	- Well, it was an accident.
00:39:10	[Gunshot]
00:39:13	[Wade]
00:39:16	[Rolfe]
00:39:18	Lillian was here. In Lawford.
00:39:23	- Night before the shooting.
00:39:26	She came to pick up Jill.
00:39:29	She was supposed to spend
00:39:35	- Who?
00:39:40	I was thinking of getting a lawyer.
00:39:45	- What happened?
00:39:49	No, a custody lawyer.
00:39:53	Don't think about it.
00:39:56	Yeah, I guess so.
00:39:59	Get some sleep.
00:40:03	I get to feeling like
00:40:08	Some night I'm gonna bite back.
00:40:12	Haven't you already done
00:40:14	No, no, I haven't.
00:40:18	I've growled a little,
00:40:21	but I haven't bit.
00:40:42	[Knocking On Door]
00:40:47	It's okay, sweetie.
00:40:51	Who are you?
00:40:53	I'm Wade Whitehouse.
00:40:58	He's asleep.
00:41:01	We were up very late last night.
00:41:04	I just wanted to say I'm really sorry
00:41:09	Mrs. Gordon. Thank you.
00:41:12	Yeah. Yeah, sure.
00:41:15	I just had a little business
00:41:19	- I'm the local police officer.
00:41:24	No, no, no. It's just a traffic thing.
00:41:30	Can it wait then?
00:41:33	Whitehouse, next time,
00:41:36	[Laughing]
00:41:40	When I come all the way out here
00:41:47	What the hell
00:41:49	I'm issuing you a ticket.
00:41:53	Moving violation?
00:41:55	I just get out of bed,
00:41:58	- Yesterday you passed a stopped
00:42:03	Don't ever put your hands on me,
00:42:06	You're talkin' about a goddamned ticket
00:42:09	while you were dreaming of
00:42:12	[Paper Rustling]
00:42:14	There's your ticket.
00:42:18	You get the hell outta
00:42:21	You'll be a lucky asshole if I haven't
00:42:24	I could do that. Just one phone call.
00:42:34	[Margie]
00:42:37	Heard he was drunk at Toby's last night
00:42:41	He drove off without her.
00:42:43	I'm sure. I'm positive it didn't
00:42:49	Jack's turned into one of those men
00:42:54	He used to be a sweet kid.
00:42:57	When he found out he couldn't
00:43:02	Now he's like everyone else.
00:43:05	I've been wondering
00:43:09	instead of Twombley
00:43:13	[Wade] I wonder if maybe
00:43:17	[Gunshot]
00:43:21	Wade! How can you even
00:43:25	Why would Jack Hewitt do that?
00:43:29	Money.
00:43:31	- Jack doesn't need money.
00:43:34	Except Twombley and that son of a bitch
00:43:39	- Jack wouldn't kill for it.
00:43:43	A guy like Twombley probably got
00:43:48	The government's investigating
00:43:50	[Laughing]
00:43:54	[Laughing]
00:43:57	I just know Jack's lying
00:44:01	He seemed... tight, you know?
00:44:05	I know that kid. I know what he's like
00:44:10	You wouldn't have done anything
00:44:15	[Chuckles]
00:44:17	But if somebody'd give me half a damned
00:44:22	But you're not anymore.
00:44:28	When are you gonna get
00:44:38	- Oh, yeah, I can see
00:44:43	No, not really. Not what you
00:44:49	Hmm. I never really...
00:44:51	could see you as a kid when
00:44:55	In what way?
00:44:57	After making love.
00:44:59	I like it. It's nice to see that
00:45:04	It's kind of scary.
00:45:06	- But it's nice.
00:45:09	- I'll get us a beer.
00:45:14	Don't you think...
00:45:17	Do you really think
00:45:20	this custody thing right now?
00:45:23	Sure. Why not?
00:45:27	I don't know.
00:45:34	I'm her father.
00:45:39	Yeah. Yes, I do.
00:45:42	You know, maybe the only thing
00:45:46	that I've been
00:45:49	Even if it takes a big fight.
00:45:53	Well, then I guess you have to.
00:45:56	There's another thing
00:45:59	I don't know how you feel
00:46:04	But I've been thinking...
00:46:07	I've been thinking we should
00:46:11	- Oh, Wade.
00:46:17	- You've been married twice.
00:46:21	I was just a kid.
00:46:23	It's not like
00:46:28	It's just a thought, an idea.
00:46:30	Something for you and me
00:46:36	- All right. I'll think about it.
00:46:44	[Pop]
00:46:48	My God, have I got sons!
00:46:52	Wade? Rolfe?
00:46:56	Elbourne?
00:46:59	You love me, boys?
00:47:01	You love your Pop?
00:47:04	[Chuckling]
00:47:06	Of course you do.
00:47:09	Glen, come on, please.
00:47:13	Oh, Christ, Sally!
00:47:16	You are such a good person.
00:47:20	Capital "G."
00:47:22	By God, you are...
00:47:27	I who am no goddamn good at all.
00:47:33	And you,
00:47:35	you are a truly good person...
00:47:38	like a fucking saint!
00:47:41	Fucking beyond compare!
00:47:44	- Glen, don't. Come on.
00:47:49	Whoa! My, my,
00:47:53	bursting out of the seams
00:47:55	- You little prick!
00:48:00	[Mom, Wade Crying]
00:48:07	Yeah, well...
00:48:10	[Margie]
00:48:14	Don't you think it's proper for a fella
00:48:17	I know your parents.
00:48:19	I just gotta pick up my divorce papers
00:48:24	You're really gonna do that?
00:48:27	- Yeah!
00:48:30	I think you'll be sorry. I think you'll
00:48:34	Maybe. But I'd be a hell
00:48:38	Kids grow up fast
00:48:40	You get old, your kids are strangers.
00:48:45	Your father's not like you.
00:48:49	That's my whole point.
00:48:52	I don't want to get into that.
00:48:54	And Lillian's not like your mother.
00:48:57	She'll fight you like a she-bear.
00:49:00	If Lillian had been like my mother,
00:49:37	Are you sure they're home?
00:49:38	Well, the truck's still here.
00:49:40	Looks like they stayed inside
00:49:48	That's strange.
00:49:51	You think they're all right?
00:49:53	Yeah, of course.
00:49:55	- How?
00:50:08	Pop?
00:50:10	[Wade]
00:50:13	Huh?
00:50:17	Oh.
00:50:36	Jesus, Pop, how can you stand the cold,
00:50:41	Huh? Oh.
00:50:44	Where's Ma?
00:50:47	Ah, she's sleeping.
00:50:52	Oh.
00:50:55	You remember Margie Fogg?
00:50:59	Oh. From Wickham's?
00:51:02	Hello, Mr. Whitehouse.
00:51:04	Ah. You, ah, like
00:51:08	No, thanks.
00:51:11	How are you and Ma doing?
00:51:13	We're all right.
00:51:17	Uh, she's sleeping.
00:51:21	- Yeah.
00:51:29	Jesus. Nothing's
00:51:31	- It's freezing in here.
00:51:35	Close the door would help.
00:51:38	Don't. It's bad for you.
00:51:47	- Maybe they're too old
00:51:51	[Footsteps, Pop Coughing]
00:51:55	Where's Mom?
00:51:57	Ah, she's comin'.
00:51:59	[Margie] Have you been heating
00:52:03	Well, there's a furnace here.
00:52:06	- You're not using it today?
00:52:11	It's broken or something.
00:52:13	There's an electric
00:52:17	Maybe Wade oughta take a look at it.
00:52:21	- Would you do that, Wade?
00:52:33	Ah...
00:52:46	Ma?
00:52:54	Ma?
00:53:03	[Whispering]
00:53:07	Ma, come on, wake up.
00:53:15	[Whispering]
00:53:18	Oh, Lord.
00:53:21	Oh, Jesus.
00:53:32	Wade?
00:53:46	Is, uh...
00:53:52	[Sighs]
00:53:54	Yep.
00:53:56	When did she die?
00:54:00	I checked on her.
00:54:02	I brought the electric up.
00:54:06	The cold bothers her
00:54:10	That's why I brought
00:54:13	- Don't you have a telephone?
00:54:17	Why didn't you call
00:54:20	Oh, Wade.
00:54:27	Till this morning, she was.
00:54:32	It makes me sad!
00:54:34	Is there anything I can do?
00:54:37	Makes me sad it was her
00:54:39	God!
00:54:42	Oh.
00:54:50	I should've froze.
00:55:07	[Rolfe Narrating]
00:55:10	I knew it was Wade.
00:55:14	And I was ready to listen to another
00:55:19	There was the detective story concerning
00:55:22	and the family melodrama
00:55:27	But not this time.
00:55:29	Wade was telling
00:55:33	one in which I myself was a character.
00:55:36	He had called to tell me
00:55:38	he had discovered
00:55:41	and he'd discovered the body
00:55:46	It was left to me to tell
00:55:51	who'd gone overweight and
00:55:58	Pop was okay, but out of it.
00:56:01	Worse than usual, maybe,
00:56:12	[Woman]
00:56:15	No, I'm not.
00:56:19	But then you'll be in hell.
00:56:21	I guess I will.
00:56:23	Me and Mom and Wade and Pop.
00:56:27	We'll all be there together.
00:56:29	[Wade]
00:56:33	Well, pointless to stand around
00:56:37	What about Jill?
00:56:41	They'll be at the church
00:56:44	Anyone else want another beer?
00:56:47	No, thanks.
00:56:52	Yeah, I forgot. Sorry.
00:56:57	How are you holding up, Wade?
00:57:00	Oh, I'm fine.
00:57:02	- Are you Rolfe?
00:57:05	Gordon. Gordon LaRiviere.
00:57:09	You're a teacher now? Hmm?
00:57:11	- Harvard?
00:57:14	Oh. I don't see you around.
00:57:17	I don't suppose there's much reason
00:57:22	- Come on, Pop.
00:57:27	- Join us.
00:57:30	Reverend?
00:57:32	Let's kneel for a moment of prayer
00:57:36	Wade? Rolfe?
00:57:41	- [Whispering] This is nuts.
00:57:49	- Jesus in heaven,
00:57:51	We come to Thee on our knees,
00:57:55	And thanking Thee for
00:57:59	We thank Thee, whose blood
00:58:03	- [Lena] Praise the Lord!
00:58:05	Oh, God, not one of you
00:58:11	Please look down upon this woman,
00:58:15	and make her example
00:58:17	Not one of you is worth a goddamned hair
00:58:22	- Pop!
00:58:25	- I'll head on to the church.
00:58:29	- Pop, it's no big deal.
00:58:34	I just... Tell me...
00:58:37	there's a single one of you
00:58:42	- Pop?
00:58:44	Jesus is more powerful
00:58:47	- Oh, go fuck yourself!
00:58:51	Yeah, just listen
00:58:56	"Wade, just leave it."
00:58:59	Candy-asses.
00:59:03	All of you.
00:59:05	That's what I've got for children.
00:59:09	Jesus freaks and candy-asses!
00:59:12	Oh. "Just leave it, Wade.
00:59:16	Praise the Lord!
00:59:20	- Stop, Glen Whitehouse!
00:59:26	If you ever touch her again,
00:59:33	[Pop] You're still standing up
00:59:41	[Reverend]
00:59:46	[Rolfe Narrating]
00:59:49	The snow line had descended
00:59:52	and was now well south of Lawford,
00:59:54	creeping across New Hampshire
00:59:58	[Reverend] In sure and certain hope
01:00:02	through our Lord Jesus Christ.
01:00:07	Earth to earth, ashes to ashes,
01:00:10	dust to dust.
01:00:12	Amen.
01:00:16	Pop, let's go back to the house.
01:00:27	- Hey, Dad.
01:00:31	[Coughs]
01:00:38	I'm glad you came.
01:00:40	Can you stay for a while?
01:00:43	No.
01:00:53	You ever go to
01:00:57	No, not anymore.
01:00:59	It's too far.
01:01:06	We should talk.
01:01:08	- We've done all our talking, Wade.
01:01:10	No, please don't.
01:01:17	I'm sorry about your mother.
01:01:20	I really liked her.
01:01:24	You never know how much
01:01:27	Like they live their whole lives
01:01:33	Then they're gone.
01:01:41	- Mom?
01:01:44	- She's got an ice skating
01:01:48	[Chuckles]
01:01:51	- Figure skating, I suppose.
01:01:55	That's great.
01:02:04	Well...
01:02:07	Good-bye, Dad.
01:02:27	[Car Engine Revving]
01:02:34	- What about Margie?
01:02:38	You still plan on
01:02:40	Oh, yeah. She'll probably quit her job
01:02:45	We can't leave him alone anymore.
01:02:47	He'll probably set
01:02:50	And with Jill here a lot,
01:02:54	[Grunts]
01:02:56	Things are gonna change
01:02:59	I got a custody lawyer down in Concord.
01:03:02	All hell's gonna break loose, but it'll
01:03:15	- [Engine Revving]
01:03:19	I don't want the bastard drivin' drunk.
01:03:21	He's drunk all the time now.
01:03:24	After, we'll hide the keys.
01:03:27	Anything new about
01:03:29	No. I guess it was an accident
01:03:33	Want to know what
01:03:36	You find them everywhere.
01:03:38	I think your first response
01:03:52	- Which is?
01:03:57	Well, then who shot him?
01:03:59	Your friend, I think. Jack Hewitt.
01:04:01	[Chuckling]
01:04:03	Come on, Rolfe.
01:04:06	- Money.
01:04:09	Not the mob.
01:04:12	Who else benefits
01:04:20	- I don't know. You tell me.
01:04:23	It's likely there are people
01:04:28	That probably includes his son-in-law,
01:04:31	and will probably be
01:04:34	- I read that in the papers.
01:04:37	- Mel Gordon, right.
01:04:40	Okay, here's my theory.
01:04:43	Twombley, he doesn't know
01:04:46	and he starts to nose around because
01:04:51	Finds out his son-in-law is involved.
01:04:54	So Mel Gordon wouldn't want
01:04:57	That makes the Feds dig deeper.
01:05:01	A hunting accident's perfect.
01:05:04	[Chuckling] Around here,
01:05:07	you say it was an accident,
01:05:12	And Jack, he...
01:05:16	Jack's probably sayin' the guy shot
01:05:19	and he don't want
01:05:23	Nah. That's too neat.
01:05:27	- Some things are.
01:05:32	It's what happened.
01:05:39	That makes me mad.
01:05:42	That somebody can shoot somebody,
01:05:45	and not be punished for it.
01:05:47	- Don't that piss you off?
01:05:50	Right's right, goddamn it. Jesus, Rolfe.
01:05:53	I care about what happened.
01:05:56	The truth.
01:05:59	Remember, I'm a student
01:06:14	I've been thinkin' about
01:06:17	about Pop...
01:06:19	and chopping the firewood
01:06:27	I don't want to disappoint you,
01:06:32	- You don't think I'd remember
01:06:35	I wasn't there.
01:06:39	Elbourne, Jesus. We'd have
01:06:42	And Elbourne and Mom
01:06:46	and told him
01:06:50	[Laughing]
01:06:55	No, I remember clearly because...
01:06:58	after I heard, I became
01:07:04	I was a careful child...
01:07:07	and I became a careful adult.
01:07:10	But at least I was never afflicted
01:07:19	[Laughing]
01:07:21	That's what you think.
01:07:30	Ahh!
01:07:33	I better head back.
01:07:36	All right.
01:07:38	Okay.
01:07:46	[Jack]
01:07:48	Put out that cigarette!
01:07:52	[LaRiviere]
01:07:56	- Morning, Gordon.
01:07:58	Hey, Jack.
01:08:01	- I'm fuckin' out of here.
01:08:03	Out of this fucking job.
01:08:06	Workin' outside
01:08:08	- Open the door, will you?
01:08:12	- Open the door. We're late.
01:08:15	You got enough money now.
01:08:19	- And you digging wells in the snow.
01:08:24	- I'm as broke as you.
01:08:37	[Wade]
01:09:05	[Elaine]
01:09:07	- Is the boss in?
01:09:38	[Wade]
01:09:42	I agreed to everything
01:09:46	I just wanted her to like me.
01:09:49	I wanted to be a good father.
01:09:53	I have the documents.
01:09:57	You know,
01:09:59	It would help if you were married,
01:10:03	I plan to soon.
01:10:07	How soon?
01:10:09	- Next spring.
01:10:12	if there was some change in circumstance
01:10:15	if there was some drug or alcohol abuse
01:10:21	Sexual problems upsetting the child.
01:10:24	But these are the things
01:10:32	- Does it have to get that messy?
01:10:36	This is just the tip of the iceberg,
01:10:39	I hope you understand
01:10:43	Looks kind of hopeless, don't it?
01:10:45	No, not really. I'll have
01:10:49	see if we can get it redrawn.
01:10:51	But at some point, I'm going
01:10:55	- It's Jill, right?
01:10:59	You got an ashtray?
01:11:06	I'll need a $500 retainer.
01:11:10	You can just mail it to me.
01:11:12	[Exhales]
01:11:14	- How much is the whole thing
01:11:18	But if we go for custody, there's
01:11:22	But if we just want to get
01:11:26	assuming they're unduly restrictive,
01:11:31	Oh.
01:11:34	It might be in your best interest
01:11:39	I know. The custody thing wasn't
01:11:43	I'm not as dumb as I look.
01:11:46	I didn't say you
01:11:53	I love my daughter.
01:12:01	[Wade]
01:12:03	My transmission's going out again.
01:12:05	Did you ever think about
01:12:09	On what you pay me?
01:12:13	Elaine, call Chub Merritt, have him pick
01:12:16	[Elaine]
01:12:18	Call Chub Merritt, have him pick up
01:12:23	I'll bill the repair
01:12:27	You can use my four-by-four.
01:12:31	You're the town police officer.
01:12:33	The town police officer
01:12:38	Well, you want a new car or not?
01:12:41	- What do I have to do for it?
01:12:44	You know, Wade,
01:12:46	You don't get enough
01:12:49	- Uh-uh. I saw Mel Gordon
01:12:54	He say anything about
01:12:59	- Wade, "dat" wasn't smart.
01:13:01	Going out right after
01:13:04	It's pronounced "that,"
01:13:08	- That.
01:13:11	Let it go.
01:13:14	You? Why?
01:13:16	Well, Mel's doing
01:13:18	It's nice to do a favor for people
01:13:21	He was in a hurry.
01:13:23	- That was before Twombley
01:13:28	Take my truck, take a rest.
01:13:37	Have you decided what to do
01:13:40	You oughta sell it,
01:13:43	- You wanna buy?
01:13:46	- I won't. You interested?
01:13:48	- You and Mel Gordon?
01:13:50	- Always count on Wade
01:13:54	Why should you guys make all the money?
01:13:58	- Right's right.
01:14:03	Get out of here
01:14:07	[Coughs]
01:15:28	[Truck Door Closes]
01:15:59	[Rolfe's Voice]
01:16:03	Anything new
01:16:06	I think your first response
01:16:08	Your friend, I think. Jack Hewitt.
01:16:10	Money. Hunting accident.
01:16:14	- [Jack's Voice]
01:16:17	[Wade] Remember, it may have happened,
01:16:20	It's what happened
01:16:28	[Rolfe] Twombley's sudden death.
01:16:33	[Wade]
01:17:02	You crazy son of a bitch!
01:17:07	Get off the fuckin' ice!
01:17:09	Get off!
01:17:16	What're you runnin' from, Jack?
01:17:19	We're gonna talk.
01:17:29	Stay back. I'll shoot you.
01:17:33	I'll fuckin' shoot you dead
01:17:36	You ain't shootin' shit.
01:17:40	Tell me what happened.
01:17:41	Don't move!
01:17:46	[Chuckles]
01:17:48	[Gun Cocks, Rifle Shots]
01:18:34	[Groaning]
01:18:52	[Groaning]
01:19:08	Thanks a lot.
01:19:23	Stop that!
01:19:25	Who? Me?
01:19:28	[Sighs]
01:19:31	Just look what a good job I done here.
01:19:34	You haven't done anything. I should've
01:19:37	Damn right you should have.
01:19:41	It's about time.
01:19:43	Your father's here.
01:19:45	She moved in with you, huh?
01:19:48	- What happened?
01:19:51	My, my, my.
01:19:54	About fuckin' time too.
01:19:56	I got me a new job.
01:19:59	Pop, for chrissake,
01:20:01	I'm sorry. I got waylaid.
01:20:07	The hell you got waylaid.
01:20:09	You follow your prick around
01:20:12	Can it, Whitehouse.
01:20:15	- It was funny at first, but I'm tired.
01:20:19	What home is that?
01:20:23	You're a fuckin' sly, Wade.
01:20:27	Now, your mom's dead. She can't
01:20:31	You've got to deal with me now.
01:20:36	- For chrissake, Pop. Let's go home.
01:20:40	- Get out of this fast.
01:20:43	Are you pushing me?
01:20:48	- Come on. My God.
01:20:52	- You think you can take me now?
01:20:56	- Just get in the car.
01:20:59	Just get in the car.
01:21:01	- Get in. Just get in.
01:21:05	[Pop]
01:21:07	You never could stand up
01:21:10	Goddamn it!
01:21:12	- You could never understand
01:21:17	Oh, stop it!
01:21:57	[Wade's Voice] No shit, Rolfe.
01:22:00	only it was me.
01:22:03	But it was like
01:22:06	It was a stranger's face.
01:22:09	You fly on automatic pilot, like I was
01:22:15	Then you accidentally see your body,
01:22:20	and you don't know
01:22:24	Strange.
01:22:26	It's the business with the old man,
01:22:31	and chasing Jack Hewitt
01:22:36	One thing on top of another.
01:22:39	[Rolfe]
01:22:42	You gotta hear this.
01:22:44	Mel Gordon had come by
01:22:48	So they're in the office.
01:22:50	Mel Gordon realized
01:22:54	Mel thinks he can buy me off.
01:22:56	But LaRiviere,
01:23:00	Mel Gordon may be able
01:23:04	But not me.
01:23:06	How could a guy like Jack Hewitt
01:23:29	- [Alma] Coffee?
01:23:32	- You want milk and sugar?
01:23:35	I like it this way.
01:23:38	You got yourself
01:23:41	I've been putting
01:23:48	You all right, Wade?
01:23:50	Yeah. I got this damn tooth.
01:23:56	Got a few things bugging me,
01:24:01	I'm okay.
01:24:03	I don't mean to pry.
01:24:07	I'm sorry about your mother.
01:24:12	It's over now.
01:24:15	Alma,
01:24:18	I think there's some dirty business
01:24:22	I know that.
01:24:24	No, no. I think this is a little worse
01:24:29	I'm talkin' about murder,
01:24:33	- Who?
01:24:36	The union boss official
01:24:38	- Somebody murdered him.
01:24:41	[Clears Throat]
01:24:43	You know Jack Hewitt,
01:24:48	Well, I think Jack shot him.
01:24:51	You know, Twombley was
01:24:56	That's a friend of LaRiviere's.
01:24:58	I don't know what
01:25:01	but LaRiviere had Jack
01:25:04	pretending it was an accident.
01:25:06	[Rifle Shot]
01:25:08	If Jack told the truth, he could
01:25:15	Sometimes things
01:25:17	- Let me ask you a question.
01:25:21	About Jack? No.
01:25:24	Have you checked out the tax bill
01:25:31	Um, I know he's been due
01:25:35	I was thinkin' of paying it
01:25:39	Has anybody offered to buy it?
01:25:42	Yeah. Matter of fact, LaRiviere.
01:25:49	These are all
01:25:53	Most of it is unused land. Most of it is
01:25:58	How's Lillian?
01:26:00	She's fine.
01:26:03	That's three years ago.
01:26:05	It's quite a difference, hmm?
01:26:07	What's the North Country
01:26:11	Went down to Concord.
01:26:13	Mel Gordon is the president.
01:26:15	And the vice president
01:26:19	They're buying up the whole mountain.
01:26:25	I believe that's a little
01:26:29	- Is Twombley involved?
01:26:34	Hmm.
01:26:38	He must've found out.
01:26:42	They had to get rid of him.
01:26:45	And Jack...
01:26:48	All these figures show is that...
01:26:51	Gordon LaRiviere is gonna be a very rich
01:26:55	In a year or two,
01:26:59	Oh, boy. Oh, boy!
01:27:19	You sneaky son of a bitch!
01:27:22	All these years
01:27:26	Can you believe that? Grateful!
01:27:29	- You're fired!
01:27:31	- We're his slaves. We're alike.
01:27:35	- Are you a quitter? Quitter!
01:27:40	I give it with pleasure.
01:27:42	- You're not on my back anymore.
01:27:46	I'll handle this.
01:27:51	Break it up! Wade!
01:27:55	You ain't gettin' away with this!
01:27:58	Stay out of it, Jimmy. You're fired.
01:28:02	Wade, get out of here! Just go!
01:28:06	I gotta call my brother.
01:28:09	[Door Closes]
01:28:14	[Wade's Voice]
01:28:18	- [Rolfe's Voice] Why? For what?
01:28:21	To nail those sons of bitches.
01:28:24	That's what Alma calls them.
01:28:28	[Rolfe] Wade, listen.
01:28:33	the things that are distracting you
01:28:36	Call Chub Merritt,
01:28:39	Call a dentist
01:28:42	Forget about the hunting accident.
01:28:44	Let it go.
01:28:49	- [Groaning]
01:28:51	- Chick.
01:28:56	- The bad news...
01:28:59	The bad news is there's a problem with
01:29:03	- Figured you'd know
01:29:07	LaRiviere says he ain't gonna pay
01:29:10	It's a couple hundred
01:29:13	I got more bad news.
01:29:15	- Yeah, tell me.
01:29:18	He can't fire me.
01:29:21	Your other job for the town.
01:29:23	Chub's a selectman. Said to turn
01:29:31	What do you mean you can't
01:29:35	Shit! Shit! Shit!
01:29:38	- [Margie] Wade?
01:29:40	What in the world
01:29:43	- Why are you acting this way?
01:29:48	I can't even think anymore
01:29:51	You got fired this morning,
01:29:55	Margie, look.
01:29:58	There's so much shit that's gonna
01:30:01	and my getting fired by LaRiviere
01:30:12	I'll get another job.
01:30:15	People are gonna need me.
01:30:17	they're gonna make me
01:30:20	You wait, you'll see. I'll deliver.
01:30:25	You need me. Even Pop!
01:30:28	This town needs me!
01:30:31	I'll get another job.
01:30:34	they think they can send me howling
01:30:38	But by God,
01:30:43	Always been a whiner. God!
01:30:46	Now, my old man, there was...
01:30:52	He let no woman push him around.
01:30:56	Worked till the day he died.
01:31:01	Yeah, men like him
01:31:07	And women knew their place.
01:31:13	Women respected men then.
01:31:16	Be careful what you say,
01:31:18	I know you.
01:31:23	Oh, what she went through.
01:31:25	Don't you sass me, damn it!
01:31:29	You think you're
01:31:32	Well, you're gettin' old too.
01:31:34	And there's not a goddamn thing
01:31:40	Is there?
01:31:46	[Laughing]
01:31:57	- [Groans]
01:32:00	- Sure.
01:32:29	[Grunts]
01:32:37	[Panting]
01:32:55	[Sighing]
01:33:05	[Rolfe Narrating]
01:33:07	terrible things
01:33:09	You will say
01:33:12	But even so, what could
01:33:17	Wade lived on the edge
01:33:21	He was always first to receive
01:33:25	He had no perspective
01:33:27	even in a crisis.
01:33:57	[Coughs]
01:34:09	[Doorbell Chiming]
01:34:21	Wait there.
01:34:23	I thought we'd go
01:34:26	- Get your boots.
01:34:29	- Have her home tomorrow night by 6:00.
01:34:33	Lillian, I'm sorry. I had
01:34:37	- God, you make me sick.
01:34:40	I can't believe
01:34:42	- Low as what? What have I done?
01:34:46	Yeah. Is that bad to want
01:34:49	Don't play dumb.
01:34:51	For what this will do to her,
01:34:56	Love, Wade?
01:34:59	Really? Shame on you!
01:35:02	Shame on you.
01:35:04	- [Footsteps Approaching]
01:35:10	Are we going in this?
01:35:12	Yeah, my car's in the shop.
01:35:15	- It's pretty old.
01:35:20	- Pop?
01:35:23	Pop. It's his.
01:35:26	Yeah.
01:35:31	[Wade]
01:35:34	Mom won't let me eat fast food.
01:35:38	Come on. We can always sneak
01:35:44	- And a cherry turnover.
01:35:48	- What do you want then?
01:35:51	Come on, you can't have nothing.
01:35:54	- Mr. Pizzeria?
01:35:56	- Mom says all that food is bad for you.
01:36:02	I'm in charge today, okay?
01:36:04	Okay. We'll get what you want.
01:36:08	What do I want?
01:36:13	I guess I can wait till we get home.
01:36:16	- Okay.
01:36:20	[Sighs]
01:36:25	Are you okay?
01:36:27	Ah, Jillie, come on.
01:36:31	Don't get sad on me.
01:36:34	- I'm sorry.
01:36:39	What am I sorry for?
01:36:41	Well, I don't know.
01:36:45	I just thought we'd sneak a Big Mac
01:36:50	I wanna go home.
01:36:52	[Sighs]
01:36:56	- You can't.
01:36:59	That's illegal, you know.
01:37:01	I know.
01:37:04	You're a policeman.
01:37:06	No, not anymore.
01:37:10	I'm nothin' anymore.
01:37:28	Here we go.
01:37:32	So, what do we want?
01:37:34	Come on, Jillie, what do we want?
01:37:36	We want a cheese
01:37:39	It's called
01:37:47	[Jill Gasps]
01:37:53	- Jill! Jill, I'm sorry.
01:37:55	Honey, nothin' happened.
01:37:58	- I wanna go home.
01:38:02	We'll go home right now.
01:38:06	Let's go. Come on.
01:38:10	Wade, I got a message for ya.
01:38:15	He wants you to clear your stuff
01:38:18	- His office? You mean my old office.
01:38:24	I'd stay away from him
01:38:27	He's real pissed.
01:38:31	[Woman]
01:39:27	You goin' somewhere, Margie?
01:39:30	I'm just clearing out some of the stuff
01:39:34	And some of it's
01:39:39	Don't lie to me, Marge.
01:39:42	Don't be silly.
01:39:46	Hi, Jill.
01:39:52	[Sighs]
01:39:54	Marge.
01:40:08	- [Crying]
01:40:12	Oh. Oh.
01:40:16	Leave me alone!
01:40:18	- Leave me alone!
01:40:23	Leave her alone!
01:40:36	- I wanna go home.
01:40:42	Jill?
01:41:12	[Laughing]
01:41:14	Oh, my.
01:41:16	You! By Christ!
01:41:21	You! I know you!
01:41:23	[Laughing]
01:41:25	Ah, yes.
01:41:27	You. Yeah, you goddamn...
01:41:31	son of a bitch.
01:41:33	I know you.
01:41:36	You're my blood. You're a goddamn
01:41:41	You don't know me.
01:41:44	You don't know me.
01:41:47	Fuck you.
01:41:49	Fuck you!
01:41:52	You done finally done it.
01:41:56	Done it right.
01:42:00	Just the way I taught ya.
01:42:03	Oh, goddamn!
01:42:07	I love you,
01:42:10	- I do.
01:42:14	Love? Hell,
01:42:18	Call it what you want.
01:42:21	Everything you know...
01:42:23	- comes from me.
01:42:26	Bang!
01:42:30	You and me!
01:42:33	Where the hell you goin'?
01:42:36	Where you goin', Wade? Best you leave
01:42:40	Wade, I need to...
01:42:44	Wade! I need to get to town.
01:42:47	Crawl.
01:42:50	There's hardly any booze left in
01:42:55	Hey!
01:42:57	It's my house, my money,
01:43:01	my goddamn truck!
01:43:04	Stolen!
01:43:11	You and me.
01:43:14	You and me.
01:43:18	I don't know you.
01:43:20	My own goddamn father,
01:43:24	[Scoffs]
01:43:44	Don't you sass me, goddamn it.
01:43:50	[Laughs]
01:43:55	[Yelling]
01:43:57	[Gasping]
01:44:10	I love you too.
01:44:18	[Rifle Clicks]
01:44:20	Ha. Joke.
01:44:28	Pop?
01:44:43	Pop?
01:44:48	Dad.
01:44:54	Dad.
01:45:13	[Sniffles]
01:48:10	Ahh.
01:48:34	[Rolfe Narrating] The historical facts
01:48:38	All of Lawford, all of New Hampshire,
01:48:43	Facts do not make history.
01:48:46	Our stories, Wade's and mine,
01:48:49	describe the lives of the boys and men
01:48:54	Boys who were beaten
01:48:56	whose capacity for love and trust
01:49:01	men whose best hope for connection
01:49:04	lay in detachment...
01:49:06	as if life were over.
01:49:09	It's how we keep from destroying
01:49:13	and terrorizing the women
01:49:16	how we absent ourselves from
01:49:20	how we decline
01:49:24	Jack's truck turned up three days later
01:49:29	- Wade killed Jack...
01:49:32	Just as surely as Jack
01:49:36	even accidentally.
01:49:39	The link between Jack and Twombley,
01:49:44	existed only
01:49:47	And briefly, I admit,
01:49:52	LaRiviere and Mel Gordon
01:49:56	The Parker Mountain Ski Resort
01:50:01	The community of Lawford,
01:50:05	It is an economic zone
01:50:10	The house is still in Wade's name,
01:50:14	It remains empty.
01:50:16	Now and then I drive out there
01:50:20	and wonder why not let it go.
01:50:23	Why not let LaRiviere buy it and
01:50:29	We want to believe Wade died
01:50:33	froze to death on a bench
01:50:37	You cannot understand
01:50:39	a normal man, a man like you and me,
01:50:45	Unless the police happen
01:50:50	there will be
01:50:54	Or his friend Jack Hewitt.
01:50:57	Or our father.
01:51:00	The story will be over,
01:51:03	except that I continue.

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