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Gia
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At that time, |
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Everybody posed, |
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But Gia was different. |
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She was the first one who- |
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They all try to do it now- |
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but she invented it. |
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She always followed her instincts... |
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no matter |
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It was probably the best |
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With Gia, it was always |
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every look, every move, |
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Every day. |
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Sex. |
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They were jealous of her. |
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That's why they say those things. |
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She would come on to everybody, |
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I mean, nobody was ever |
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I don't think it had anything |
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Even when she was sleeping around, |
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Sex wasn't really an issue. |
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Yeah, I knew about the drugs. |
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I was afraid of the drugs, |
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It all just happened so fast. |
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You know, all of a sudden, |
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Every model has a moment- |
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And being of the moment |
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Fashion is not art. |
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Fashion is advertising... |
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and advertising is money. |
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And for every dollar you earn, |
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Once upon a time, |
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It was a fairy tale. |
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It was. |
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I had two boys, you know, |
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They go away, they marry other women. |
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A girl you have forever. |
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When Gia was born, |
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- Look at you. |
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Look at me. |
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Look at us. |
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Look how pretty we are. |
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Do I be- Do I be |
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You do. |
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- Where the hell have you been? |
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- Out? Out? Out where? |
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Oh, Joe, don't start. |
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Don't tell me, "Don't start. " |
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- Joe, lower your voice. |
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- The kids know you were out all night. |
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- Tell them where you've been. |
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Not in the mood, huh? |
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- Just leave me alone. |
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- It's none of your business. |
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- Get out of the kitchen. |
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- Where? Let me feel! |
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- Who else has been in there besides me? |
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- Who else, huh? |
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- You make me wanna die. You know that? |
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You don't die until I tell you |
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That's when you die! |
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Here, take this and put it in the car. |
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Once upon a time... |
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in a kingdom far, far away... |
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there lived a young girl... |
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whose hair was made of gold. |
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When the people |
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"Oh, how beautiful she is. " |
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One cheese steak, one meat ball, |
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I'll be back by 4:00. |
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- Gia, you're in charge. |
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Hey, get the food. |
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- Get the cash register. |
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- Is your name Gia? |
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- Got a light? |
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I've seen you a few times |
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- and- |
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Yeah. |
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Am I making you nervous? |
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Yeah. |
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Well, good, |
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- What's that? |
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and then they don't see |
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Are you scared? |
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What's your name? |
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T.J. Tom Junior... |
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but T.J. is what they call me. |
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T.J. and Gia. |
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I like that. Come on. |
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- I'm leaving. |
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I'm in charge, and I'm leaving. |
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- Is that the Byrds? |
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Oh, wow. |
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Seventy-five cents? |
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It's pretty. Pretty. |
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Hello, ladies. |
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Can I have this? |
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- Tattoo? You getting a tattoo now? |
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No, tattoo you. |
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- I'm not getting a tattoo. |
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Look at that hair. |
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You want a tattoo now? |
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She'd be a lot of fun. |
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Who are you looking at, |
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Oh, I can't talk about the sex. |
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I mean, how would I know? |
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If you ask me, |
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But she did love to be photographed... |
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and people loved to take pictures of her |
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She hated being photographed. |
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You had to run after her |
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Then you had to get past the clothes |
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But she was special. |
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Let's go. |
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Coming, coming. |
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All right, let's go. |
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And they showed her |
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on the planet Mars. |
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And they said, |
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And the young girl said... |
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"Oh, Mars is a planet |
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safe, clean and pretty. " |
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But- But how do you get there? |
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Where do you find a taxi? |
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Right? And how do you know |
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Philadelphia was not ready for this. |
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But New York was. |
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It was the right moment... |
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and being of the moment |
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But of course, |
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the faster you become |
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Okay, let's get this over with. |
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Just go in there |
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- Nice? Nice. |
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Who knows? |
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- You are a very likable girl. |
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Hi. |
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I'm here to see Wilhelmina Cooper. |
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So's the rest of the world and the rest |
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Take a seat. |
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I have an appointment. |
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Hold, please. |
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Of course you do. |
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11:00, Gia Marie Carangi. |
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G what? |
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Okay. |
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There. Gia. |
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Do you think you can remember that, |
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Yeah? Cool. |
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I've already seen the pictures, darling. |
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I wanted to see the real thing. |
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Well, this is it. |
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It certainly is. |
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You practically gave |
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Yeah, well, look. |
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This was a free trip to New York... |
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and if I knew you were looking |
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I would've stayed home. |
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How do you know |
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- Look at me. |
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You know, dressing like |
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is somewhat interesting |
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Talking like one is not. |
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In fact, talking at all is not really |
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or even encouraged. |
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Anything you might have to say |
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the image, huh... |
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and hopefully the product. |
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What comes out of your mouth |
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Understood? |
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Yes, sir. |
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Now, this is a career. |
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This is a future. |
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This is a life... |
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if you want it. |
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Does that mean |
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I get you the interviews. |
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You get the job. |
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And I believe you will. |
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Dear Diary, this is my life. |
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Go see Young & Rubicom, 9:45. |
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Go see people at Revlon, 11:15. |
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Go see Demi Moore, Bob Stone, |
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and "Get lost, honey. |
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- Next! |
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Yeah, I go see, I go see. |
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"Ah, piece of meat, come here. |
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And they stick their finger in you. |
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"I just wanna taste your temperature. " |
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Go see, go see, go see, |
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I ain't no good at this. |
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But even if you are good at it, |
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- You can't leave now. |
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What, what? |
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- For what? |
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I have to go. |
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Well, somebody has to take care of me. |
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Bullshit. |
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What's in Philadelphia |
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- Do not do that. |
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Do not pretend you're gonna do something |
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What am I not gonna do? |
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What else? |
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What? |
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- Know what I want? |
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What? |
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How do they fit? |
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This turn you on? |
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Yeah. |
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- Kinda. |
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Come here. |
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- Have you ever had sex with a man? |
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Once. |
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And? |
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And I could've done that |
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Dear Book, this is |
| 00:19:12 |
A life is like a book. |
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A box has six sides, |
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So how do you get |
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How do you get |
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Once upon a time, |
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who lived in a beautiful box |
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- Yes, hello? |
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- What? |
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- Wili? |
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- Christ's sake. |
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- Middle of the night. |
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- I know. |
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Is that your husband? |
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- Yes. |
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Yes. |
| 00:20:04 |
Is it true that he drinks? |
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And he gets violent? |
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What is it you want, Gia? |
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If he ever lays a hand on you, |
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Why can't you sleep? |
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Do you want me to come over? |
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You're nervous about tomorrow. |
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Yeah, I am. |
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Well, everyone is nervous |
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You'll be fine. |
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Yeah, I just don't know what to do. |
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Did you do your colonic? |
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Yeah. |
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Good. |
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Go to bed now. |
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of the Nembutal- |
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You'll be fine. |
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- Just be yourself. |
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What is that? |
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Oh, darling... |
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if I could answer that for you |
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well, life on this planet |
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So I tell her, "Look... |
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I know Calvin... |
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and I asked him about you... |
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and he didn't know who you were. " |
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- She's such a liar. |
| 00:22:42 |
Excuse me, can I help you? |
| 00:22:45 |
Yeah, yeah. |
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- Are you Gia? |
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You're late. |
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I already did. |
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What the hell |
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I got it. |
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I don't know. |
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Oh, my God, she's a beast. |
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She scares me. |
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Oh, Phillipe, does she remind you |
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No, she reminds me |
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He's in jail now, thank Jesus. |
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Okay. |
| 00:23:42 |
What? |
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It's wonderful. |
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Let's see this face. |
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I'm checking to see |
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- I'm tweezed. |
| 00:24:00 |
Nice to meet you. |
| 00:24:03 |
Dreadful. |
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Absolutely horrendous. |
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More teeth. |
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Every photograph makes a promise, |
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Look brain damaged. |
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That's what makes a photo great. |
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And if the promise is sex... |
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- then you really have something. |
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Wonderful. |
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Well... |
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that was all shit. |
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- Fuck you. |
| 00:24:40 |
Who wants to stay |
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What's art? |
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Keep the fence, |
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No, thanks, I'm gone. |
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I'm outta here. |
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I'll stay if Linda stays. |
| 00:25:37 |
- Linda, liebling? |
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Go stand by the fence. |
| 00:25:44 |
- You want me in the shot? |
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And lose the clothes. |
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Sex- Sex was really easy. |
| 00:28:27 |
Sex was everywhere. |
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Love was the hard thing to find. |
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Even if you were looking for it, |
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Even if you found it... |
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which not too many people did... |
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even if it was right there |
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how could you see it |
| 00:29:59 |
Hey, where you going? |
| 00:30:04 |
What happened? |
| 00:30:08 |
You don't have any clothes on. |
| 00:30:12 |
Don't change the subject. |
| 00:30:15 |
I have a boyfriend. |
| 00:30:18 |
So? |
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So, I have to go. |
| 00:30:24 |
I have to go, I have to go. |
| 00:30:26 |
Where the fuck does everybody go |
| 00:30:30 |
You- You and I had a- |
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I mean, it was- |
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I'm really very square. |
| 00:30:45 |
So am I. |
| 00:30:46 |
Yeah, I can see that. |
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Please, don't go. |
| 00:30:54 |
Please, don't go. |
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Come on. |
| 00:31:07 |
- Going down? |
| 00:31:09 |
- Yes. |
| 00:31:11 |
No, no. |
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- I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry. |
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I'll call you. |
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It was like a puppy. |
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Love me, love me, love me. |
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I did. |
| 00:31:36 |
I did right away. |
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Extraordinary, |
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as in a gold mine. |
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Tough, vulnerable, old, young... |
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decadent, innocent... |
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male, female. |
| 00:31:56 |
You look like you don't give a shit. |
| 00:32:03 |
I met somebody, |
| 00:32:06 |
Good. Good for you. |
| 00:32:11 |
Take a deep breath, darling. |
| 00:32:14 |
You are in for the ride |
| 00:32:35 |
Paolo. |
| 00:32:40 |
Lower the fucking drawbridge. |
| 00:32:44 |
Always a pleasure to see you too, |
| 00:32:48 |
How do you know my name? |
| 00:32:51 |
I'm god, I know everything. |
| 00:32:53 |
See, even god knows your name. |
| 00:32:55 |
With a face like that, |
| 00:32:58 |
Actually, Tony, |
| 00:33:04 |
Anytime, Gia, anytime. |
| 00:33:07 |
Stop being stingy, Tony. |
| 00:33:18 |
That's something to be on- |
| 00:33:21 |
Very rich. |
| 00:33:23 |
Ooh, did him in a car once. |
| 00:33:25 |
I can't remember exactly |
| 00:33:30 |
That's Stan Girardi. Used to do it |
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Ooh, Joe Jamison. |
| 00:33:38 |
Not that that'd ever stop me. |
| 00:33:43 |
A little tongue up his ass... |
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and he's all yours. |
| 00:33:56 |
You're full of shit, aren't you? |
| 00:33:58 |
Sometimes I don't believe it, |
| 00:34:02 |
Okay, break it up. |
| 00:34:05 |
- On your left. |
| 00:34:07 |
I have no idea. |
| 00:34:33 |
I do be the prettiest, prettiest girl. |
| 00:34:50 |
No, she's new, brand-new. |
| 00:35:05 |
- She's on the cover. |
| 00:35:08 |
No last name. |
| 00:35:41 |
Boring. |
| 00:35:43 |
Played out. |
| 00:35:46 |
Fat. |
| 00:35:49 |
Boring. |
| 00:35:52 |
Too dumb. |
| 00:35:53 |
For winter, we need meat. |
| 00:35:57 |
We need someone |
| 00:35:59 |
Not just suntan oil |
| 00:36:03 |
Oh, God, I am so sick of her face. |
| 00:36:13 |
- Who's this? |
| 00:36:26 |
This is meat. |
| 00:36:29 |
This is sirloin. |
| 00:36:33 |
Winter is carnivorous- |
| 00:36:37 |
This is it. Yes! |
| 00:36:55 |
I just bought it. |
| 00:36:57 |
- Wow. |
| 00:37:02 |
Wanna go for a ride? |
| 00:37:04 |
- I don't know. |
| 00:37:14 |
Yes! |
| 00:37:20 |
- Where we going? What? |
| 00:37:25 |
- Hold on! |
| 00:37:31 |
Yeah? |
| 00:37:34 |
Hi, Kathleen. |
| 00:37:38 |
My God. |
| 00:37:42 |
Oh, my God! |
| 00:37:47 |
- Come on. |
| 00:37:50 |
Linda? Yeah, hi. |
| 00:37:55 |
So, tell me about New York. |
| 00:37:56 |
Oh, God, it was like seeing |
| 00:37:59 |
Oh, yeah, she told me all the gossip |
| 00:38:03 |
You know, who had bad skin |
| 00:38:08 |
The things that they did, |
| 00:38:10 |
And the places that they went- |
| 00:38:14 |
Oh, my God! |
| 00:38:17 |
You're on the cover of Vogue! |
| 00:38:21 |
Oh, my God, isn't that beautiful? |
| 00:38:25 |
Oh, honey. |
| 00:38:28 |
So what else is going on, huh? |
| 00:38:32 |
Uh, no. |
| 00:38:35 |
Oh, yeah? |
| 00:38:40 |
- I have a girlfriend. |
| 00:38:44 |
though it's not |
| 00:38:47 |
And we never talked about the past. |
| 00:38:50 |
The past was the past. |
| 00:38:55 |
It was like it never happened- |
| 00:39:01 |
It was like it never happened. |
| 00:39:03 |
I kept everything you've sent me. |
| 00:39:06 |
I keep everything |
| 00:39:09 |
ever since you were a baby. |
| 00:39:11 |
What do I have? |
| 00:39:14 |
My journal. |
| 00:39:20 |
Once upon a time- |
| 00:39:25 |
"Once upon a time, |
| 00:39:29 |
who went to live |
| 00:39:33 |
Always the same story. |
| 00:39:36 |
Always different, |
| 00:39:40 |
Always the same. |
| 00:39:48 |
Can I see? |
| 00:39:51 |
Yeah. |
| 00:39:58 |
Sometimes I think she was |
| 00:40:04 |
Sometimes I knew who she was. |
| 00:40:07 |
Sometimes I didn't. |
| 00:40:10 |
Anybody who tries to tell you |
| 00:40:15 |
they didn't know her at all. |
| 00:40:19 |
We did everything together. |
| 00:40:22 |
Yeah, everything. |
| 00:40:30 |
All right. |
| 00:40:36 |
This is- |
| 00:40:40 |
What can I say? |
| 00:40:43 |
I found it on short notice. |
| 00:40:47 |
That's what it looks like. |
| 00:40:51 |
So, I was standing |
| 00:40:53 |
and the bathroom door opens. |
| 00:40:59 |
- Yeah? |
| 00:41:01 |
Who? |
| 00:41:08 |
I started making trips |
| 00:41:11 |
She wanted me there. |
| 00:41:14 |
I couldn't because I had a husband, |
| 00:41:17 |
No, not red. |
| 00:41:21 |
But I would go, |
| 00:41:24 |
Sometimes I would stay two. |
| 00:41:26 |
Love on ya, Gia. |
| 00:41:32 |
You're sending flowers to a girl? |
| 00:41:37 |
- Here, lady. |
| 00:41:49 |
Christ, another one? |
| 00:41:52 |
- Who died? |
| 00:41:59 |
Are you fucking a florist |
| 00:42:02 |
Yeah. Gold FTD guy |
| 00:42:14 |
Hi. |
| 00:42:20 |
I've been calling you for weeks. |
| 00:42:21 |
Hi, Gia. |
| 00:42:26 |
- This is my boyfriend, Billy. |
| 00:42:34 |
- Do you wanna come in? |
| 00:42:38 |
Why not? |
| 00:42:40 |
You are really beautiful. |
| 00:42:44 |
You're a model, aren't you? |
| 00:42:46 |
Why? Do I look stupid? |
| 00:42:50 |
- I have to work tomorrow. |
| 00:42:54 |
Maybe- Maybe we could party. |
| 00:43:07 |
You are the most beautiful woman |
| 00:43:09 |
Come with me. |
| 00:43:11 |
I can't. |
| 00:43:26 |
See you around. |
| 00:43:35 |
What the fuck was that? |
| 00:43:38 |
Behold the florist. |
| 00:44:26 |
I cannot stay! |
| 00:44:30 |
I'll come back, |
| 00:44:33 |
I'll come back. |
| 00:44:40 |
If you need me, you just call me. |
| 00:44:42 |
I need you. |
| 00:44:45 |
You have to be here now! |
| 00:44:47 |
When I need you, I need you! Now! |
| 00:44:52 |
Listen to me. |
| 00:44:59 |
- Please! Please! |
| 00:45:02 |
You've got to. |
| 00:45:08 |
So be my big girl. |
| 00:45:13 |
Now listen to me. |
| 00:45:18 |
I have to go home. |
| 00:45:22 |
I have to. |
| 00:45:24 |
Fine. Fine! |
| 00:45:27 |
- Get out! |
| 00:45:30 |
- Get the fuck out! |
| 00:45:33 |
Yeah, like this! Get out! |
| 00:45:36 |
- For God's sake. |
| 00:45:38 |
- Not like this, not like this. |
| 00:45:41 |
- Look. |
| 00:45:43 |
- All right. Fine, fine, fine. Fine. |
| 00:45:46 |
- All right, fine. |
| 00:45:52 |
That's it. |
| 00:45:55 |
That- |
| 00:46:22 |
She's booked for 16 shoots this week, |
| 00:46:26 |
And you are erupting forms... |
| 00:46:28 |
Tell Scavullo he can have her- |
| 00:46:29 |
out of the center |
| 00:46:32 |
Shaming them. |
| 00:46:35 |
Excuse me? |
| 00:46:38 |
You can have Renee. I know you want Gia, |
| 00:46:43 |
This little wop is not standing |
| 00:46:47 |
I'm off to the side, or I walk. |
| 00:46:49 |
Yeah, me too. |
| 00:46:51 |
Does this dress |
| 00:46:53 |
Your ass is fat, honey. |
| 00:46:55 |
And I'm not standing |
| 00:47:03 |
I know. |
| 00:47:08 |
Life is so disappointing. |
| 00:47:11 |
Here you are. |
| 00:47:14 |
You have arrived. |
| 00:47:16 |
You are here. |
| 00:47:22 |
What do you have? |
| 00:47:24 |
You have pain. |
| 00:47:30 |
When you have everything... |
| 00:47:32 |
what do you have? |
| 00:47:35 |
You have nothing. |
| 00:47:38 |
When everything is right, |
| 00:47:43 |
It's disappointing. |
| 00:47:47 |
This is life. |
| 00:47:53 |
People keep going away from me. |
| 00:47:59 |
Work. |
| 00:48:01 |
Work. |
| 00:48:04 |
Use it. |
| 00:48:06 |
Life will be there later. |
| 00:48:09 |
When you've worked |
| 00:48:14 |
and you know who you are, |
| 00:48:19 |
Work. |
| 00:48:21 |
It's the only answer I know. |
| 00:48:25 |
I should've been a rock star. |
| 00:48:29 |
But I can't sing. |
| 00:48:35 |
Work now. |
| 00:48:37 |
You can live later. |
| 00:48:41 |
You'd say anything |
| 00:48:44 |
- Yes. |
| 00:48:47 |
In this case, |
| 00:48:53 |
Sweetheart. |
| 00:48:54 |
Now here's the picture. |
| 00:48:57 |
because she is so much prettier |
| 00:49:00 |
You're all so boring. |
| 00:49:03 |
She is so exciting. |
| 00:49:06 |
If you don't like it, |
| 00:49:11 |
No, I'm sorry, |
| 00:49:13 |
I know, darling. |
| 00:49:15 |
And she went to live |
| 00:49:17 |
and all the people loved her, |
| 00:49:21 |
No, she's on her way to Rome then. |
| 00:49:25 |
and Yves St. -Laurent in Paris. |
| 00:49:27 |
Perry has her for |
| 00:49:30 |
But the people in the village |
| 00:49:33 |
and every night, they crept |
| 00:49:36 |
and they cut off a piece |
| 00:49:39 |
and they sold it for money. |
| 00:49:41 |
"She'll never even notice," |
| 00:49:44 |
And so, all the gold |
| 00:49:47 |
It's a real Cinderella story. |
| 00:49:55 |
Tell him to hurry. |
| 00:49:58 |
You are wired. |
| 00:50:01 |
Here. |
| 00:50:05 |
What? What is it? |
| 00:50:07 |
The answer to all your prayers. |
| 00:50:51 |
The only thing you have to remember |
| 00:50:55 |
It's not about you. |
| 00:51:00 |
It's not about you. |
| 00:51:02 |
I'm on top of that. |
| 00:51:06 |
Honey, that's good. |
| 00:51:09 |
Because if you let it be about you, |
| 00:51:14 |
So, you have to stay separate |
| 00:51:18 |
and you have to be somewhere else. |
| 00:51:21 |
But I don't know where |
| 00:51:25 |
Or how to do that. |
| 00:51:27 |
Honey, you can do |
| 00:51:31 |
Yeah? What is it I want? |
| 00:51:33 |
What do I want? |
| 00:51:50 |
I will be king, |
| 00:52:06 |
I don't think a woman |
| 00:52:09 |
unless she's a blonde, you know. |
| 00:52:12 |
Response is so enormous. |
| 00:52:15 |
I've never seen anything like it. |
| 00:52:18 |
And so fast, huh? |
| 00:52:21 |
About a million people |
| 00:52:24 |
We're going to name |
| 00:52:29 |
I could learn photography. |
| 00:52:31 |
That could be something I want. |
| 00:52:34 |
I could photograph children. |
| 00:52:36 |
I could have my own children. |
| 00:52:39 |
I would give them yellow roses. |
| 00:52:43 |
And if they got too loud, |
| 00:52:48 |
I'd put them in the oven. |
| 00:52:51 |
And I would kiss them every day... |
| 00:52:56 |
and tell them, |
| 00:52:59 |
because I would know, being somebody |
| 00:53:07 |
You will always be somebody to me. |
| 00:53:13 |
And on the financial front, with the |
| 00:53:17 |
who's still hospitalized |
| 00:53:19 |
models and agents are competing |
| 00:53:24 |
With the latest news about inflation, |
| 00:53:26 |
in reaction |
| 00:53:29 |
More news in a moment. |
| 00:53:34 |
She's doing all right. You know, |
| 00:53:37 |
Maybe in a day or two |
| 00:53:41 |
Come on, you gotta help me here. |
| 00:53:44 |
I can't give you any answers. |
| 00:53:49 |
I was thinking a lot |
| 00:53:51 |
It's terrible, terrible, |
| 00:53:54 |
Mike Mansfield, |
| 00:53:58 |
What do you think |
| 00:54:01 |
What do you mean? |
| 00:54:03 |
Well, you're a special girl... |
| 00:54:08 |
with special problems. |
| 00:54:09 |
I think you need special attention. |
| 00:54:13 |
You could go to Ford. |
| 00:54:15 |
There's always that asshole |
| 00:54:19 |
But I think you should put |
| 00:54:22 |
Why? Why would I leave Wili? |
| 00:54:26 |
You have to start thinking |
| 00:54:30 |
This is a business, |
| 00:54:34 |
you can't be represented |
| 00:54:39 |
Excuse me. |
| 00:54:41 |
Why don't you give me a call? |
| 00:54:47 |
Yes, darling, I know |
| 00:54:49 |
Get me a copy of the call sheet, |
| 00:54:53 |
- Done. I'll take care of it. |
| 00:54:55 |
Yes, I have to go too. |
| 00:54:58 |
Have a wonderful trip. |
| 00:55:03 |
Ciao, darling. |
| 00:55:07 |
- I'm exhausted. |
| 00:55:12 |
Come here, come here, come here. |
| 00:55:17 |
I thought you were sick. |
| 00:55:19 |
I am sick, darling, |
| 00:55:23 |
but it's not serious. |
| 00:55:29 |
- I'm tired too. |
| 00:55:31 |
Yeah. |
| 00:55:33 |
I think I wanna stop for a while. |
| 00:55:36 |
You know, |
| 00:55:39 |
Yes, but not now, darling. |
| 00:55:43 |
Plenty of time to rest |
| 00:55:49 |
You have... |
| 00:55:51 |
the whole world... |
| 00:55:54 |
at your fingertips. |
| 00:55:57 |
You have to be strong. |
| 00:56:04 |
Because if you don't... |
| 00:56:07 |
there's always another girl |
| 00:56:10 |
breathing over your shoulder. |
| 00:56:19 |
Come on. |
| 00:56:21 |
I know. I know it's hard. |
| 00:56:25 |
We can do it. |
| 00:56:29 |
You and I together. |
| 00:56:43 |
She really looked dead, didn't she? |
| 00:56:45 |
The great thing about the afterlife |
| 00:56:48 |
Like an average girl. |
| 00:56:51 |
Too rich and too thin. |
| 00:56:55 |
- I had no idea she was that sick. |
| 00:57:28 |
God! |
| 00:58:20 |
Great. That's beautiful. |
| 00:58:23 |
Really nice. Cool. |
| 00:58:25 |
Can you roll your eyes back a little |
| 00:58:28 |
- We're going for the seppuku look. |
| 00:58:31 |
Japanese. Sorry, it means |
| 00:58:34 |
- I'm there. |
| 00:58:36 |
You are doing so good. |
| 00:58:42 |
Really, you look super. |
| 00:58:46 |
Oh, my God. |
| 00:58:48 |
I'm really sick. |
| 00:58:50 |
- Can you go make a run downtown for me? |
| 00:58:54 |
Just- I'm sick. |
| 00:58:57 |
All right? There's a taco place, |
| 00:59:01 |
Okay? Yeah? |
| 00:59:03 |
- Chasing the dragon, are you? |
| 00:59:06 |
Oh, no, it works, it works. |
| 00:59:11 |
Okay, great. Fabulous. |
| 00:59:15 |
That's really great. |
| 00:59:21 |
Fantastic. Right by the bike. |
| 00:59:27 |
Good. |
| 00:59:31 |
Yeah, that's it. Great. |
| 00:59:32 |
Good. Fantastic. |
| 00:59:36 |
- She's out of her fucking mind? |
| 00:59:40 |
I don't think so. |
| 00:59:44 |
Go. |
| 00:59:55 |
Hey, wait! |
| 01:01:24 |
Hey, where's Satellite? |
| 01:01:31 |
Come here. |
| 01:01:33 |
Fuck. |
| 01:02:07 |
Hey, you bitch. |
| 01:02:43 |
Where's Satellite? |
| 01:02:46 |
Where is Satellite? |
| 01:02:52 |
I am sick, fucking junkies. |
| 01:02:58 |
He's making a delivery. |
| 01:03:02 |
- Is anybody holding anything? Please! |
| 01:03:09 |
I don't shoot. Do you have |
| 01:03:12 |
No, man. |
| 01:03:14 |
All I got is in here. |
| 01:03:18 |
I can't. |
| 01:03:22 |
- Okay, if you don't want it. |
| 01:03:30 |
I want it. You do me. |
| 01:03:38 |
Yeah, I'll do you. |
| 01:03:56 |
This is gonna hurt. |
| 01:04:00 |
No pain. |
| 01:04:05 |
Thank you. |
| 01:04:09 |
Don't be scared, baby. |
| 01:04:12 |
I'll take you home. |
| 01:04:16 |
Oh, God. |
| 01:05:00 |
Oh, my God. |
| 01:05:04 |
I was thinking about you. |
| 01:05:15 |
Are you okay? |
| 01:05:22 |
Is your boyfriend here? |
| 01:05:25 |
I don't have a boyfriend anymore. |
| 01:05:38 |
I'm all dirty. |
| 01:06:13 |
I was afraid of the drugs. |
| 01:06:16 |
The way people use them. |
| 01:06:19 |
I told her that. |
| 01:06:22 |
I was afraid of a lot of things. |
| 01:06:25 |
But she promised... |
| 01:06:29 |
and I believed her. |
| 01:06:31 |
And I believed |
| 01:06:35 |
I believed because we both |
| 01:06:39 |
We could- |
| 01:06:43 |
And we did. |
| 01:06:46 |
We did make it work. |
| 01:07:40 |
You're coming home? |
| 01:07:43 |
Just out of the blue |
| 01:07:45 |
Just like that you call me? |
| 01:07:49 |
You are a piece of work, |
| 01:07:52 |
Philadelphia? |
| 01:07:54 |
The bitch is in Philadelphia? |
| 01:07:56 |
I'm killing myself |
| 01:08:00 |
which is not easy... |
| 01:08:02 |
since my wife with her dying breath |
| 01:08:07 |
Fucking women. |
| 01:08:09 |
And now you tell me |
| 01:08:12 |
whatever just disappears. |
| 01:08:15 |
I hope she fucking dies |
| 01:08:22 |
It's a 21-day program. |
| 01:08:24 |
It's your responsibility to come in |
| 01:08:32 |
All right. |
| 01:08:35 |
That's all right. |
| 01:08:37 |
I need you to drink the water. |
| 01:08:44 |
And sign next to the line. |
| 01:08:58 |
Okay. |
| 01:09:02 |
Dwayne King. |
| 01:09:05 |
There you are, Mr. Doodiekins. |
| 01:09:08 |
Thank you, Mrs. Doodiekins. |
| 01:09:21 |
I could do this, |
| 01:09:23 |
I could be a fucking housewife. |
| 01:09:25 |
I'd be very happy. |
| 01:10:04 |
It's very depressing, |
| 01:10:07 |
All right, all right. |
| 01:10:10 |
So, is Linda coming back tonight... |
| 01:10:12 |
or is she staying in New York? |
| 01:10:14 |
I don't know. |
| 01:10:18 |
I hate what this Methodone |
| 01:10:22 |
They used to stand up so straight, |
| 01:10:26 |
Come on. |
| 01:10:34 |
Well, you have to watch |
| 01:10:37 |
You want to look good |
| 01:10:42 |
- I'm not going back to work. |
| 01:10:44 |
- I can't. |
| 01:10:46 |
Do you understand that? |
| 01:10:49 |
That's up to you, you know. |
| 01:10:52 |
But just wait. You'll see. |
| 01:11:03 |
Hi, this is Linda. |
| 01:11:07 |
Hi, Doo-doo. It's me. |
| 01:11:09 |
I've been calling all night. |
| 01:11:13 |
- Linda? |
| 01:11:16 |
- Who's this? |
| 01:11:31 |
Damn it! |
| 01:11:35 |
Oh, my God, |
| 01:11:38 |
She stole some money. |
| 01:11:41 |
She stole jewelry. |
| 01:11:45 |
and then she took off in the car |
| 01:11:47 |
It was unbelievable. |
| 01:11:50 |
She took my wedding ring! |
| 01:11:52 |
- Stop the vehicle and pull over. |
| 01:11:55 |
You know that old joke, how you |
| 01:12:00 |
Her lips are moving. |
| 01:12:03 |
It's not funny. |
| 01:12:16 |
Get out of the car. |
| 01:12:20 |
- Why are you chasing me? Are you crazy? |
| 01:12:23 |
I'm trying to get to New York, |
| 01:12:25 |
- All right, ma'am. Calm down. |
| 01:12:28 |
- God! What? |
| 01:12:30 |
What the- Just back off, okay? |
| 01:12:34 |
- Ma'am? |
| 01:12:42 |
Get fucking arrested for nothing, |
| 01:12:44 |
These are serious charges. |
| 01:12:47 |
- This is resisting arrest. |
| 01:12:51 |
It was not my fault either! |
| 01:12:52 |
He was there getting some stuff |
| 01:12:54 |
I wasn't even there! |
| 01:12:59 |
Thank God, because otherwise, |
| 01:13:02 |
I have to go back to work. |
| 01:13:04 |
I know what you're gonna say, |
| 01:13:07 |
Stop it! |
| 01:13:09 |
I need the money so I can be with you, |
| 01:13:13 |
Okay? I can't live like this. |
| 01:13:17 |
And I can't live without you. |
| 01:13:20 |
You want to come to Largo now. |
| 01:13:25 |
Is that because everyone else |
| 01:13:27 |
No, I haven't asked anyone else. |
| 01:13:29 |
Then why me? |
| 01:13:32 |
Because you're a greedy fuck... |
| 01:13:34 |
and you'll get me more money |
| 01:13:37 |
That's the truth. |
| 01:13:43 |
So, let me be truthful with you. |
| 01:13:49 |
Everyone's aware of the drug problem. |
| 01:13:53 |
You weren't very discreet. |
| 01:13:55 |
Well, I'm clean now... |
| 01:13:57 |
and I want to work. |
| 01:14:06 |
Let me see your arms. |
| 01:14:10 |
It's not my arms you want. |
| 01:14:13 |
and my tits. |
| 01:14:15 |
And they're fine. |
| 01:14:23 |
We're doing a television piece |
| 01:14:25 |
I want you to be in it. |
| 01:14:28 |
I want you to look more beautiful... |
| 01:14:32 |
than you have ever looked. |
| 01:14:34 |
And I want you to tell the world... |
| 01:14:38 |
that you once had a drug problem |
| 01:14:43 |
Now you're a good little girl. |
| 01:14:49 |
If you do that... |
| 01:14:52 |
we have a deal. |
| 01:15:03 |
Okay. |
| 01:15:08 |
Good. |
| 01:15:15 |
- I can't do this. |
| 01:15:17 |
I'm a model. I don't talk. |
| 01:15:19 |
I'm not supposed to talk. |
| 01:15:23 |
You are beautiful. |
| 01:15:26 |
You make me beautiful. |
| 01:15:28 |
Hello. |
| 01:15:30 |
Okay. We're all set. |
| 01:15:31 |
I'm gonna tape you getting made up. |
| 01:15:34 |
- Great. |
| 01:15:36 |
set up with your friends, |
| 01:15:39 |
You're gonna |
| 01:15:41 |
- Yes, most definitely. |
| 01:15:47 |
- You ready? |
| 01:15:50 |
Good. |
| 01:15:52 |
- I just have to go to the bathroom. |
| 01:15:56 |
Why don't you guys come over here? |
| 01:16:47 |
And how did things first start |
| 01:16:51 |
I started working |
| 01:16:55 |
A lot of them. |
| 01:16:59 |
I didn't build |
| 01:17:03 |
I just sort of became one. |
| 01:17:05 |
How has that affected you? |
| 01:17:11 |
When you're young, |
| 01:17:15 |
It's hard to make out |
| 01:17:19 |
what's real and what is not real. |
| 01:17:24 |
At one point you... |
| 01:17:27 |
kind of got into |
| 01:17:34 |
Yes, you could say that I did. |
| 01:17:37 |
But you're free of it now, |
| 01:17:41 |
Definitely, I'm free of it. |
| 01:17:43 |
I wouldn't be here right now |
| 01:17:47 |
Are you happy with your success? |
| 01:17:53 |
Are you happy with your success? |
| 01:17:55 |
I am. |
| 01:17:58 |
Yes. Yeah. |
| 01:18:03 |
You hesitated. |
| 01:18:06 |
I just wanted to think about it. |
| 01:18:10 |
Good. Thank you. |
| 01:18:13 |
Yeah, thank you. |
| 01:18:37 |
Fuck! What the fuck? |
| 01:18:41 |
I, like, kicked Spider-Man's ass! |
| 01:18:50 |
I'm sorry. |
| 01:19:00 |
I just wanted to make you smile. |
| 01:19:09 |
Okay. |
| 01:19:10 |
Okay, I'm going. |
| 01:19:15 |
I'm leaving |
| 01:19:18 |
I can't do this. |
| 01:19:20 |
Don't say that. |
| 01:19:22 |
- No, you won't see me tomorrow. |
| 01:19:27 |
We had a deal. |
| 01:19:35 |
I love you. |
| 01:19:39 |
No, you don't. |
| 01:19:42 |
All right, I don't. |
| 01:19:48 |
What are you, huh? |
| 01:19:52 |
You going to judge me? |
| 01:19:55 |
One line. |
| 01:19:57 |
What is the big deal? |
| 01:19:59 |
What about yesterday? |
| 01:20:07 |
Nothing. |
| 01:20:09 |
I did nothing. I promise. |
| 01:20:11 |
Please don't leave me. |
| 01:20:13 |
I don't believe you. |
| 01:20:18 |
You don't believe me because |
| 01:20:21 |
Because you don't care! |
| 01:20:24 |
"I'm fucking a model!" |
| 01:20:27 |
You don't care about me |
| 01:20:29 |
Do you? Tell me you don't care! |
| 01:20:54 |
Please. I'm sorry. |
| 01:20:58 |
I need you so much. |
| 01:21:04 |
I don't make you do anything. |
| 01:21:06 |
I wish I could. |
| 01:21:09 |
You could. |
| 01:21:14 |
You could take care of me. |
| 01:21:25 |
Do you have $30? |
| 01:21:31 |
I don't have any money. |
| 01:21:33 |
I don't know why. |
| 01:21:35 |
I never have any money. |
| 01:21:42 |
In my sock. |
| 01:22:01 |
- This is what makes you do everything. |
| 01:22:05 |
It's not me. It's not you. |
| 01:22:08 |
This shit holds you. |
| 01:22:12 |
- You choose. |
| 01:22:15 |
This or me. |
| 01:22:31 |
Your finger. |
| 01:22:35 |
Your knees. |
| 01:22:41 |
Your skin. |
| 01:22:43 |
Your toes. |
| 01:22:56 |
I love you. |
| 01:24:48 |
Change. |
| 01:25:15 |
She is over. |
| 01:25:19 |
It's just a question |
| 01:25:28 |
Hey, come on. |
| 01:25:33 |
- Hi. |
| 01:25:36 |
You dropped this, honey. |
| 01:25:40 |
You want to come on and finish |
| 01:25:53 |
You look so pretty. |
| 01:26:01 |
Thanks. |
| 01:26:04 |
I love you. |
| 01:26:08 |
I know. |
| 01:26:17 |
Gia, listen to me. |
| 01:26:20 |
But it's all spring stuff now. |
| 01:26:22 |
Everybody wants the blonds |
| 01:26:26 |
I'm sorry. |
| 01:26:29 |
Your look is more like nuclear |
| 01:26:31 |
Hang up the phone. |
| 01:26:33 |
I am so tense. |
| 01:26:35 |
Ron, can you use some of |
| 01:26:40 |
I'm so tense. |
| 01:26:43 |
"When she kisses me, I feel |
| 01:26:47 |
But what do you do with a woman |
| 01:27:00 |
She is my lost captive... |
| 01:27:03 |
and no longer lies |
| 01:27:10 |
I wrote that for you. |
| 01:27:54 |
- Why did they send her out? |
| 01:27:58 |
- All right? |
| 01:28:11 |
We use them up... |
| 01:28:14 |
throw them away. |
| 01:28:24 |
Where's my knife? |
| 01:28:26 |
I haven't seen it. |
| 01:28:28 |
Who took my fucking knife? |
| 01:28:32 |
Do I look like a fucking terrorist? |
| 01:28:35 |
What the fuck is wrong with you people? |
| 01:28:40 |
Get away! |
| 01:28:45 |
Here it is. |
| 01:28:52 |
You know, you can't do that. |
| 01:28:54 |
You can't take somebody's knife |
| 01:28:56 |
It's all right. It's fine. |
| 01:29:00 |
- Look at those tracks on her arms. |
| 01:29:04 |
And that awful thing |
| 01:29:06 |
- It looks like a volcano. |
| 01:29:12 |
Try folding your arms. |
| 01:29:17 |
Put them in back of you. |
| 01:29:20 |
Well, you've almost got it. |
| 01:29:22 |
Now, try sitting on your hands. |
| 01:29:27 |
Yes, yes. |
| 01:29:31 |
You look wonderful. |
| 01:29:34 |
Beautiful. |
| 01:29:50 |
- Francesco? |
| 01:29:54 |
Thank you. |
| 01:29:58 |
Gia, this is life, not heaven. |
| 01:30:03 |
You don't have to be perfect. |
| 01:30:07 |
Look at me. Where's those eyes? |
| 01:30:11 |
What? You're not! |
| 01:30:14 |
Truly? You're on an airplane? |
| 01:30:17 |
Oh, my God! Listen to me! |
| 01:30:19 |
I'm so excited! I'm yelling! |
| 01:30:21 |
I don't have to yell, do I? |
| 01:30:23 |
- No, you don't have to yell. |
| 01:30:26 |
- Mom, I don't want to talk to Henry. |
| 01:30:31 |
Where are you? |
| 01:30:33 |
I mean, where is the airplane? |
| 01:30:35 |
I've never talked to anybody |
| 01:30:39 |
I was in Paris... |
| 01:30:42 |
and I think |
| 01:30:45 |
I don't know. |
| 01:30:49 |
I don't feel so good. |
| 01:30:52 |
Well, honey, you're probably |
| 01:30:56 |
Yeah... |
| 01:30:58 |
and I'm cold. |
| 01:31:02 |
You know... |
| 01:31:05 |
I was thinking about |
| 01:31:09 |
What do you think? |
| 01:31:16 |
Honey, I don't think so. |
| 01:31:20 |
You know? |
| 01:31:26 |
I mean, you know, |
| 01:31:31 |
Yeah, I know. Of course. |
| 01:31:45 |
I'm sorry. |
| 01:31:51 |
Yeah. |
| 01:31:57 |
I better go. |
| 01:32:00 |
All right. Okay. |
| 01:32:03 |
Listen to me. |
| 01:32:05 |
Now, you take care of yourself. |
| 01:32:07 |
Okay? |
| 01:32:09 |
You call me. |
| 01:32:11 |
Because I love you. |
| 01:32:13 |
- Bye. |
| 01:33:18 |
Every model has a moment- |
| 01:33:21 |
I mean, the ones who |
| 01:33:23 |
and whether or not |
| 01:33:25 |
into some kind of a career- |
| 01:33:28 |
well, that's the gamble, |
| 01:33:31 |
'Cause the moment |
| 01:33:33 |
It's here and then it's gone, |
| 01:33:36 |
They're here... |
| 01:33:38 |
and then they're gone. |
| 01:33:44 |
When she came back to New York... |
| 01:33:46 |
I was in Philadelphia. |
| 01:33:48 |
And I heard some things. |
| 01:33:51 |
A lot of things. |
| 01:33:53 |
So I took the train |
| 01:34:18 |
I can't find my money. |
| 01:34:21 |
- What? |
| 01:34:35 |
What's going on? |
| 01:34:37 |
I can't find my money! |
| 01:34:40 |
What's wrong with you? |
| 01:34:43 |
What are you doing? |
| 01:34:45 |
- Do you have any money? |
| 01:34:50 |
You want to fuck me? |
| 01:34:54 |
You give me money, |
| 01:34:59 |
- Come here. |
| 01:35:05 |
Get off! What? |
| 01:35:09 |
- Can I please hold you? |
| 01:35:12 |
No drugs. |
| 01:35:15 |
Get off of me! |
| 01:35:17 |
- Calm down. |
| 01:35:38 |
Okay, do you have |
| 01:35:42 |
- Can you pay cash for this? |
| 01:35:49 |
Stupid question. |
| 01:35:53 |
All right. You'll have to |
| 01:35:56 |
Do you understand that? |
| 01:36:39 |
Wait a minute. |
| 01:36:41 |
What, am I supposed to feel sorry |
| 01:36:45 |
Because you made 10,000 a minute |
| 01:36:50 |
"Oh, it was so hard, |
| 01:36:53 |
They treated me so bad. " |
| 01:36:55 |
Listen, girl. |
| 01:36:58 |
and you fucking blew it. |
| 01:37:07 |
And me? |
| 01:37:09 |
I'm some kid from Ohio... |
| 01:37:11 |
reading fashion magazines, |
| 01:37:16 |
"I'm supposed to look like that"... |
| 01:37:19 |
and going fucking crazy |
| 01:37:23 |
Because nobody told me |
| 01:37:26 |
Because the magazine doesn't come |
| 01:37:30 |
"Caution. This is a lie. |
| 01:37:34 |
Not even you. |
| 01:37:46 |
Well, they asked me to go |
| 01:37:49 |
I tried. |
| 01:37:51 |
I just got so mad. |
| 01:37:56 |
I said to them, "Look, I'm not |
| 01:38:00 |
I'm not the one that |
| 01:38:04 |
I said, "This is all buried. |
| 01:38:07 |
Why don't you just let it be?" |
| 01:38:09 |
That's what I told 'em. |
| 01:38:12 |
You want to blame somebody. |
| 01:38:15 |
Okay, go ahead. |
| 01:38:19 |
But just remember this: |
| 01:38:21 |
Everything I did, |
| 01:38:25 |
And I believe |
| 01:38:27 |
and my prayers |
| 01:38:42 |
Hi, Linda. It's Gia. |
| 01:38:44 |
I'm calling to apologize. |
| 01:38:48 |
I'm in this program... |
| 01:38:50 |
and it's, like, part of the program |
| 01:38:54 |
ask forgiveness of the people |
| 01:38:58 |
I was, like, "Well, fuck, man. |
| 01:39:06 |
I'm sorry. |
| 01:39:07 |
This is stupid. |
| 01:39:15 |
Anyway, I'm calling |
| 01:39:18 |
and to say that I miss you, |
| 01:39:24 |
What is that? |
| 01:39:27 |
I think I'm done. |
| 01:39:30 |
Hi, it's me. |
| 01:39:40 |
Boy, Linda. |
| 01:39:43 |
Yeah. |
| 01:39:53 |
Well, now I don't know |
| 01:39:57 |
It's okay. I heard you. |
| 01:40:02 |
Is that okay? |
| 01:40:06 |
Yeah. |
| 01:40:18 |
I can't talk right now. |
| 01:40:21 |
Can I call you in a few days? |
| 01:40:26 |
I'm gonna be out in a few days, |
| 01:41:01 |
You know how she's |
| 01:41:04 |
Oh, my sweet Jesus! |
| 01:41:06 |
Is that her? |
| 01:41:09 |
I wonder if she's been folding |
| 01:41:11 |
for the last five minutes? |
| 01:41:16 |
And that's another thing. |
| 01:41:18 |
You don't want to work |
| 01:41:20 |
Ugly, ugly place. |
| 01:41:23 |
Ugly people. |
| 01:41:25 |
Mom, listen. |
| 01:41:27 |
This is good. |
| 01:41:29 |
Everything's gonna be |
| 01:41:41 |
Look at this. |
| 01:41:44 |
Mom. |
| 01:41:45 |
What? It's just acne. |
| 01:41:47 |
It's okay. It'll go away. |
| 01:41:49 |
It's the drugs. |
| 01:41:52 |
I'm gonna look really good. |
| 01:41:54 |
And by Christmas, |
| 01:41:57 |
And we are gonna have |
| 01:42:01 |
Why don't you come home? |
| 01:42:03 |
Move back in with me. |
| 01:42:13 |
I gotta be alone. |
| 01:42:16 |
But can you lend me a few bucks |
| 01:42:21 |
Oh, the coffee! |
| 01:42:22 |
I'm sorry. I forgot. |
| 01:42:26 |
With the money you made, you could have |
| 01:42:31 |
Well, that's what happens, |
| 01:42:37 |
- What? |
| 01:42:40 |
- What is it? |
| 01:42:45 |
Oh, honey, you're burning up. |
| 01:42:50 |
- Why do my ears hurt? |
| 01:42:57 |
Oh, my God. |
| 01:43:08 |
You have pneumonia... |
| 01:43:10 |
which we can treat. |
| 01:43:14 |
Gia, listen. |
| 01:43:17 |
There's something more serious |
| 01:43:22 |
Something they're calling |
| 01:43:27 |
Maybe you heard about it? |
| 01:43:31 |
How did I get it? |
| 01:43:33 |
Well, we're really |
| 01:43:36 |
and you're the first woman |
| 01:43:38 |
Although, intravenous drug users seem |
| 01:43:42 |
So you probably got it |
| 01:43:46 |
How do I get rid of it? |
| 01:44:10 |
But how do they know? |
| 01:44:12 |
They know, okay? |
| 01:44:15 |
They just know. |
| 01:45:14 |
You know what I think? |
| 01:45:17 |
I think there's a reason |
| 01:45:20 |
And I think that there's |
| 01:45:26 |
And I think that God... |
| 01:45:29 |
has a big plan for me. |
| 01:45:33 |
Just not in this life. |
| 01:45:38 |
I'm on top of everything. |
| 01:45:41 |
I'm super cool. |
| 01:45:45 |
Ah, you've gotten better. |
| 01:45:53 |
I can't take her home. |
| 01:45:56 |
I'm trying, but Henry |
| 01:46:00 |
So what? |
| 01:46:02 |
Dr. Blair- |
| 01:46:04 |
This is your daughter. |
| 01:46:07 |
So people are scared. |
| 01:46:09 |
He's afraid that if people find out, |
| 01:46:16 |
Fine. Okay, fine. |
| 01:46:22 |
And where is she going to go? |
| 01:46:24 |
He wants her to go to a hotel. |
| 01:46:30 |
Oh, God, listen to me. |
| 01:46:40 |
Dr. Bruce, telephone, please. |
| 01:46:54 |
What about her father? |
| 01:46:56 |
She doesn't want him to know. |
| 01:47:01 |
I don't want to lose my baby. |
| 01:47:09 |
- Kathleen- |
| 01:47:24 |
Well... |
| 01:47:26 |
you have to understand. |
| 01:47:28 |
In those days... |
| 01:47:32 |
nobody knew. |
| 01:47:41 |
People were scared. |
| 01:47:43 |
I was scared. |
| 01:47:47 |
She must have been scared too. |
| 01:48:04 |
Dear Linda, |
| 01:48:08 |
The last page, the last shot. |
| 01:48:11 |
Seeing you to say hello |
| 01:48:14 |
Seeing you to fill up |
| 01:48:17 |
and smell and touch... |
| 01:48:20 |
and leave my kisses |
| 01:48:28 |
- That's me. |
| 01:48:37 |
Do you want some tea? |
| 01:48:40 |
I was so nervous |
| 01:48:43 |
Coffee? |
| 01:48:45 |
No, I can't stay long. |
| 01:48:49 |
Why not? |
| 01:48:53 |
I have an appointment. |
| 01:48:57 |
Work? |
| 01:49:01 |
No more work for me. |
| 01:49:04 |
I just thought |
| 01:49:07 |
Yeah, me too. |
| 01:49:09 |
Just not today. |
| 01:49:10 |
That's okay. |
| 01:49:12 |
We have all the time in the world. |
| 01:49:17 |
Yeah, I guess so. |
| 01:49:20 |
But today I just wanted |
| 01:49:23 |
I missed your face. |
| 01:49:39 |
What are you going to do? |
| 01:49:44 |
I don't know. I have some plans. |
| 01:49:47 |
I might go to school, you know? |
| 01:49:49 |
Learn something useful maybe. |
| 01:49:54 |
Maybe even settle down |
| 01:49:57 |
What the hell? |
| 01:49:59 |
Wow. |
| 01:50:01 |
How straight are you now? |
| 01:50:04 |
I mean, are we |
| 01:50:08 |
You don't need a husband |
| 01:50:13 |
And besides, you were the one |
| 01:50:23 |
Yeah, I guess I did know that. |
| 01:50:32 |
Would you keep these for me? |
| 01:50:37 |
Your fairy tales? |
| 01:50:39 |
Yeah, some. A few. |
| 01:50:42 |
Plus all the other |
| 01:50:47 |
I don't want to throw it away. |
| 01:50:53 |
- You can read it if you want. |
| 01:50:56 |
No, read it. |
| 01:51:00 |
Maybe you can make |
| 01:51:02 |
I never could. |
| 01:51:10 |
- I'm gonna see you again, aren't I? |
| 01:51:24 |
You know, I was thinking about... |
| 01:51:30 |
getting a house at the beach |
| 01:51:33 |
- Yeah? |
| 01:51:35 |
I really thought that |
| 01:51:40 |
I would like so much for us |
| 01:51:47 |
Yeah, I'd like that too. |
| 01:51:54 |
I gotta go. |
| 01:51:56 |
No, wait. |
| 01:52:11 |
You were the one. |
| 01:52:16 |
And you are amazing. |
| 01:52:33 |
She- |
| 01:52:35 |
She put together this money. |
| 01:52:39 |
She pawned some things... |
| 01:52:41 |
borrowed some from her father... |
| 01:52:45 |
stole some from Kathleen. |
| 01:52:50 |
I didn't know |
| 01:52:55 |
I should have... |
| 01:52:56 |
but I didn't. |
| 01:52:58 |
It may have crossed my mind. |
| 01:53:03 |
I really didn't think |
| 01:53:07 |
I really didn't. |
| 01:53:13 |
Yo, Gia. How you doing? |
| 01:53:15 |
Good. Is he here? |
| 01:53:17 |
Yeah, he's in the back. |
| 01:53:25 |
How much you want, angel? |
| 01:53:27 |
As much as you've got. |
| 01:53:33 |
What are you gonna do |
| 01:53:37 |
Well, that's my business. |
| 01:53:44 |
- What, are you holding or not? |
| 01:53:48 |
All right. Come on. |
| 01:53:52 |
Yeah, I got what you need... |
| 01:53:54 |
and I got it right here. |
| 01:53:57 |
Yo, man, what the fuck |
| 01:53:59 |
- Look what Santa Claus brought us. |
| 01:54:03 |
You get the money. |
| 01:54:25 |
It's gonna be all right. |
| 01:54:50 |
What are you doing here? |
| 01:55:10 |
I'm gonna take you home, baby. |
| 01:55:18 |
She wouldn't let anybody see her... |
| 01:55:21 |
but I went anyway. |
| 01:55:23 |
I saw her once. |
| 01:55:27 |
But I did see her. |
| 01:55:29 |
- I don't think she knew it was me. |
| 01:55:35 |
I couldn't help thinking to myself, |
| 01:55:40 |
I blame myself, you know? |
| 01:55:44 |
I mean, these are children. |
| 01:55:48 |
No matter how screwed up |
| 01:55:51 |
we've got to take care |
| 01:56:08 |
She knew she was dying. |
| 01:56:10 |
She said she wanted |
| 01:56:13 |
She wanted |
| 01:56:15 |
and do this thing... |
| 01:56:17 |
where she talked to kids |
| 01:56:21 |
She wanted to tell kids... |
| 01:56:24 |
that you can handle it. |
| 01:56:28 |
You can handle anything |
| 01:56:33 |
But we never got the camera. |
| 01:56:46 |
You do be the prettiest, |
| 01:56:51 |
You do be that. |
| 01:56:54 |
Do I? |
| 01:56:57 |
Do I be the prettiest? |
| 01:57:16 |
Do you forgive me, Kathleen? |
| 01:57:22 |
Oh, honey. |
| 01:57:26 |
Oh, yeah. |
| 01:57:33 |
Of course I do. |
| 01:57:40 |
Because I forgive you too. |
| 01:57:47 |
Oh, baby. |
| 01:57:59 |
What's this? |
| 01:58:06 |
What is it? |
| 01:58:08 |
Oh, my God. |
| 01:58:13 |
Nurse? |
| 01:58:15 |
Where are you going, Mom? |
| 01:58:19 |
Mom? |
| 01:58:22 |
Where you going? |
| 01:58:31 |
She died around |
| 01:58:34 |
They tried to pick her- |
| 01:58:36 |
They tried to pick her |
| 01:58:39 |
The flesh just fell off her back. |
| 01:58:43 |
You don't want |
| 01:58:47 |
Okay, what else? |
| 01:58:58 |
This is it. |
| 01:59:03 |
"And the people said... |
| 01:59:06 |
'Oh, she's not beautiful at all. ' |
| 01:59:08 |
And they took her from |
| 01:59:11 |
and they drove her |
| 01:59:14 |
And she went away... |
| 01:59:17 |
and she never came back. |
| 01:59:22 |
And soon, |
| 01:59:25 |
and they went back into |
| 01:59:28 |
looking for gold, |
| 01:59:33 |
They say she knew. |
| 01:59:35 |
She really knew. |
| 01:59:41 |
We found an undertaker, |
| 01:59:44 |
You know, because of the AIDS. |
| 01:59:47 |
I didn't want people |
| 01:59:50 |
because I didn't want people |
| 01:59:52 |
I wanted them to remember her |
| 01:59:56 |
because that's what |
| 02:00:40 |
Life and death... |
| 02:00:43 |
energy and peace. |
| 02:00:46 |
If I stop today, |
| 02:00:49 |
Even the terrible mistakes |
| 02:00:51 |
and would have unmade |
| 02:00:54 |
The pains that have burned me |
| 02:00:58 |
It was worth it... |
| 02:01:00 |
for having been allowed |
| 02:01:03 |
which was to hell on Earth... |
| 02:01:05 |
heaven on Earth... |
| 02:01:07 |
back again, into, under... |
| 02:01:09 |
far in between, through it... |
| 02:01:12 |
in it and above. |
