Girasoles ciegos Los The Blind Sunflowers

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00:02:25 I cannot tell you anything, Lord,
00:02:29 Really, I cannot.
00:02:32 I do not know.
00:02:40 Father is waiting for you.
00:02:50 Orense, spring 1940
00:03:11 Why did you send me to war, Father?
00:03:14 What a question!
00:03:17 Because you had to go.
00:03:18 Good God if you were not.
00:03:21 Wasn't it a Crusade? There, the very first ones...
00:03:24 ... raising the flag high, son, with pride.
00:03:28 You say with pride?
00:03:31 But it is not easy, you know?
00:03:35 It is that...
00:03:40 It's that... some things are seen, Father,
00:03:43 some things are lived.
00:03:47 Ideals are what they are.
00:03:49 No doubts on ours, for sure.
00:03:53 But the war...
00:04:03 ... the day-to-day death.
00:04:04 They are the instincts.
00:04:07 How?
00:04:09 They are the instincts. Are you going to talk to me about them?
00:04:13 Bestiality...
00:04:15 ... terrible topics...
00:04:17 ... enormous sins, also.
00:04:21 Yes, this is the truth.
00:04:23 However, let me tell you
00:04:26 These re the same instincts...
00:04:28 ... that make heroism arise.
00:04:31 To start with, you must be alive if you want to fight.
00:04:34 and more alive still, if you wants to succeed.
00:04:36 A dead soldier dead does not win battles.
00:04:38 Yes, of course, but...
00:04:41 Life, Salvador...
00:04:42 life.
00:04:47 Would you be get shocked if I tell you that life includes sin?
00:04:54 It's not that is shocks me or not,
00:04:58 These days, any shocking
00:05:02 Not.
00:05:05 My problem is that...
00:05:06 You've got problems or sins?
00:05:10 All together, Father.
00:05:12 Problems and sins.
00:05:16 One gets out of the seminary and enters the world this way...
00:05:19 ... in the war.
00:05:22 For this, there is no valid preparation.
00:05:25 You can see me: deacon, one year singing mass.
00:05:27 Is your vocation still alive?
00:05:37 I don't know, Father.
00:05:42 I've done all type of nonsense.
00:05:54 I killed.
00:05:56 I shot people.
00:06:00 I kill them off, in the floor, while they looked at my eyes.
00:06:06 I had to close me eyes.
00:06:10 My hand shook.
00:06:13 I did not get it right,
00:06:15 and had to shot again.
00:06:24 and I sinned a lot.
00:06:26 Don't worry about that.
00:06:31 I mean, don't worry more than what's necessary.
00:06:36 About the sins, we will worry both Our Lord Jesus Christ...
00:06:40 ... who had already His war in the cross, and I.
00:06:45 About the problems...
00:06:47 ... you...
00:06:48 ... and I, again.
00:07:05 You are confused.
00:07:08 And I understand it. We all have been confused at some point in our lives.
00:07:12 Therefore...
00:07:15 ... you need some time to see things clear.
00:07:21 The Bible, which is very wise...
00:07:24 ... is also very pretty, beautiful, very poetical.
00:07:30 At some point...
00:07:31 ... to mention those who lost their way,
00:07:35 ... it compares them to the "blind sunflowers."
00:07:37 They can't see the sunlight, they're lost.
00:07:42 But the sun exists.
00:07:44 There is light, Salvador, and it guides us.
00:07:49 I'm going to send you to a school to teach until the end of the course.
00:07:53 It's a more benign war. To battle with the children.
00:08:26 Good night.
00:08:27 Good night.
00:09:45 Why do you need to go?
00:09:47 So that the policy does not arrest Lalo.
00:09:49 What did he do?
00:09:51 Nothing. To write verses scathing priests and rich people.
00:09:55 If they ever know they're his, they'll kill him.
00:09:57 And why doesn't he hide with dad?
00:09:59 Because... Wait.
00:10:09 Barley.
00:10:11 and we do not have sugar.
00:10:13 Mom, do you think I should carry this coat?
00:10:16 It is a little big.
00:10:18 It's too much, the weather is getting better.
00:10:20 Spring is very treacherous, you shouldn't trust it.
00:10:23 Have it, dear.
00:10:25 Come on, let's have breakfast, it's getting late.
00:10:31 Are you sure you know what you're doing?
00:10:33 If it weren't, I wouldn't stay here.
00:10:39 You do not trust me?
00:10:40 It's not that.
00:10:42 The problem is that Oliveira Salazar is in very good terms with Franco.
00:10:47 Portugal could be a trap.
00:10:50 Let's go.
00:11:23 Now.
00:11:30 Good morning. Sorry, I was in the bathroom.
00:11:33 Good morning. My aunt, you know how she is<
00:11:36 She's asking me to ask you again for the rent. It's already the 15th.
00:11:39 On Friday. I'm delivering some work.
00:11:42 If it was me, there would be no problem. But, I'm just following orders.
00:11:45 I know. I have to take the boy to school.
00:11:48 Duty comes first. I'm now going to mass.
00:11:51 Then, can I tell her that Friday for sure?
00:11:55 Yes, yes.
00:12:00 It was the landlady's niece.
00:12:06 And this people, are they reliable?
00:12:08 Two friends of mine have already crossed. We will cross the border during the night.
00:12:12 They will give us false documents and they will help us getting to Lisbon.
00:12:15 Lisbon, of all places.
00:12:17 I didn't know you wanted to go so far. And with Elenita this way, are you crazy?
00:12:21 She is my woman and she comes with me.
00:12:24 She will be your woman when you marry.
00:12:25 Elena, please, please.
00:12:28 We will marry in America.
00:12:30 America. But what is there for you in America?
00:12:32 Enough, fuck! Whatever is for us in America...
00:12:35 America, that's what's for us there.
00:12:37 Do you want me to stay here and be hunted like a rabbit.
00:12:45 Come on, Lorenzo, it's getting late.
00:12:48 The kid is right. If I could, I would do the same.
00:12:52 Should you think things a little, it would be better for all.
00:13:08 You'll see how everything ends up well.
00:13:15 My daughter.
00:13:16 Take this too.
00:13:19 We don't need it, and it weights a lot.
00:13:21 Trust me.
00:13:23 I'll carry it.
00:13:28 Do not cry.
00:13:29 Mom!
00:13:35 Enough, enough.
00:13:38 Everything will end up well, my daughter. Very well.
00:13:41 Do not cry.
00:13:45 Come on.
00:13:47 And you take care of them for me.
00:13:50 Take care of them.
00:15:11 Victorious flags will come back
00:15:17 "... to the glad step of the peace..."
00:15:21 "... they will have five roses..."
00:15:26 "... to the arrows of my pack."
00:15:30 "The spring will laugh again..."
00:15:34 "... that for sky, land and sea it waits."
00:15:39 "Go squadrons, be successful..."
00:15:43 "... in Spain the dawn starts."
00:15:47 - Spain! - One!
00:15:49 - Spain! - Great!
00:15:50 - Spain! - Free!
00:15:52 - Long Live Franco! - Long Live!
00:15:53 - Long Live Spain! - Long Live!
00:16:01 To the classroom.
00:16:03 Let's go.
00:16:29 Whatever they tell you at home,
00:16:33 ... you don't come to school just to learn how
00:16:36 ... to earn a life.
00:16:39 It is important to know how to make buildings...
00:16:42 ... to take care of a shop, to cure the sick...
00:16:48 ... but the most important thing, after all,
00:16:51 ... is to be formed as people.
00:16:55 I.e., as Christians...
00:16:58 ... and as Spaniards.
00:17:01 And we will do it together.
00:17:05 Are we going to do it?
00:17:08 Are we going to do it together?
00:17:10 Yes!
00:17:12 What's your name?
00:17:14 Lorenzo Mazo Martinez.
00:17:17 And what do you say? Will we all manage to be good Christians and good Spaniards?
00:17:20 I think so, Father.
00:17:26 OK...
00:17:28 Tuesday...
00:17:30 Arithmetic.
00:17:33 Do you already know the four basic operations?
00:17:35 Yes!
00:17:36 Lorenzo, can you multiply?
00:17:38 Yes, Father. And I can divide.
00:17:40 How old are you?
00:17:42 Seven.
00:17:43 So let's see, Mr. seven years, go to the blackboard.
00:17:49 Let's see. Twenty and four divided by six.
00:18:02 Perfect. Who taught you to divide?
00:18:05 My mom.
00:18:06 What, you dad doesn't know?
00:18:08 He died.
00:18:11 During the war.
00:18:12 My mother does not want to talk to me about this.
00:18:17 Is your mother the lady that brought you to school this morning?
00:18:22 Any brothers?
00:18:24 Not.
00:18:45 I cannot anymore.
00:18:47 Come on, come on.
00:19:16 Really, I cannot anymore.
00:19:19 We are almost there. On the other side of the forest lies the Portuguese border.
00:19:24 We must cross it before it dawns.
00:19:26 I am cold, and I'm hurting.
00:19:32 We won't do it.
00:19:37 Rest.
00:20:20 Be careful, don't get cut.
00:20:22 OK.
00:20:24 Then, where are you going?
00:20:26 Hunt birds.
00:20:27 With rifle?
00:20:28 Not, with something called "liga".
00:20:34 Come on, they are waiting for me.
00:20:37 Going.
00:20:38 When you're going to eat, offer them some tortilla.
00:20:41 And if they accept?
00:20:43 That won't happen. You only do this to be polite.
00:20:47 Go, give a kiss to dad.
00:21:03 Dad.
00:21:06 I'm leaving.
00:21:10 Where?
00:21:11 To the countryside, with his friends.
00:21:14 Ah.
00:21:16 What about school?
00:21:18 In which world you're living? It's Thursday.
00:21:20 Mr. Camilo, Paquito's father, is taking us.
00:21:23 Be careful, ok?
00:21:24 Yes, dad.
00:21:36 How's everything?
00:21:39 I am finishing. You can take it tomorrow.
00:21:42 Let's see if they pay me.
00:21:43 Why won't they pay you?
00:21:46 Yes, actually.
00:21:59 Prepare a dose for me, come on.
00:22:21 Another one, another one!
00:22:23 You screwed it again!
00:22:25 You must wait for all to seat, fuck!
00:22:43 One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight...
00:22:46 Twelve plus one, thirteen. A Father's dozen.
00:22:50 But this one is not for eating. He just sings.
00:22:52 Somebody wants it?
00:22:53 Me, me, me!
00:22:55 It's yours.
00:23:01 You all, collect firewood.
00:23:11 Stand up!
00:23:14 Let's see.
00:23:18 He shouldn't water nor canary seed, ok?
00:23:20 And now to work.
00:23:22 Can you pluck them?
00:23:23 What?
00:23:25 Fuck! The birds.
00:23:28 In order to fry them, we first need to pluck them, right?
00:23:53 Good afternoon.
00:23:54 Hello, hello. Blessed be the eyes! How are you doing, dear lady?
00:23:58 Well, very well, and you?
00:24:00 Not as beautiful as you.
00:24:03 and so prompt.
00:24:05 This way it's a pleasure.
00:24:10 A thorough job.
00:24:12 Clean, without a blot.
00:24:15 You are very gentile.
00:24:17 I brought the receipt. I must make some payments tomorrow, and if you could...
00:24:21 But of course. Love is paid with love.
00:24:28 Please take advantage and make your call, lady.
00:24:30 You don't mind?
00:24:31 I don't mind at all. It is my pleasure.
00:24:51 Yes?
00:24:52 Aunt Lola?
00:24:53 What's up, Elena, how are you doing?
00:24:55 So so, aunt. Elena left.
00:24:58 If you're alone, just Lorencillo and you...
00:25:01 ... and without the girl, wouldn't you be better with me?
00:25:04 I think about it many times, auntie.
00:25:11 I have to leave you now. A very strong kiss, aunt.
00:25:15 Thanks a lot.
00:25:19 You are German?
00:25:20 Not, not. I am from Betanzos.
00:25:22 But as the adage goes:
00:25:24 Motherland is where you earn a life from.
00:25:28 And you, how do you know German?
00:25:31 During the war I exchanged mail with a pilot from the Condor Legion.
00:25:35 But this cannot be true! How can you learn German by writing letters?
00:25:40 He was killed by the reds.
00:25:42 My condolences.
00:25:45 The truth is...
00:25:47 I do not know what would have happened with us...
00:25:49 ... without the generous aid of the German comrades.
00:25:56 Now, with our Wolfram...
00:25:59 ... the Führer will conquer Europe.
00:26:07 That's life, my son, what can you do about it?
00:26:10 Between the cage and the frying-pan,
00:26:14 I know. But I'm sad.
00:26:20 The water is still cold...
00:26:23 Paquito says that we will
00:26:27 Of course.
00:26:30 The summer is almost here.
00:26:32 Yes, but as I can't swim...
00:26:38 You will learn soon.
00:26:39 Paquito was taught by his father.
00:26:43 Wouldn't you like going to the river?
00:26:46 Yes, of course.
00:26:49 And when will you be able to go?
00:26:52 We'll go. OK?
00:26:56 We'll go.
00:27:02 And Portugal, where is it?
00:27:12 That way.
00:27:16 Let's go, supper is ready.
00:27:33 Do you think he will sing?
00:27:36 Of course.
00:27:40 Here we are, mom.
00:27:42 Going.
00:27:57 Soon.
00:28:02 What's there for supper, mom?
00:28:04 Marinated sardines and salad.
00:28:07 Come on, put the table.
00:28:20 You know, mom?
00:28:21 Paquito says that I never let then
00:28:30 What do we do? If people
00:28:33 Let them come.
00:28:36 Offer them a snack and that's it.
00:28:39 Yes, something will have to be done.
00:28:41 Lorenzo...
00:28:43 Elenita is not here.
00:28:47 Oops! I forgot.
00:29:04 Come on, fuck.
00:29:20 What was it, what was it?
00:29:22 I'm still without milk.
00:29:24 Well, we already have milk.
00:29:31 "Face to the sun with the new shirt..."
00:29:36 "... that you embroidered
00:29:39 "... death will find me, if it reaches me..."
00:29:44 "... and I do not come back to see you..."
00:29:48 I will form next to my friends..."
00:29:52 Why aren't you singing, son?
00:29:54 Yes, I'm singing.
00:29:55 You singing? Do you think I'm an idiot?
00:29:59 You don't know the letter,
00:30:03 He doesn't understand it.
00:30:05 What did you say?
00:30:07 I'm saying that my son
00:30:10 ... because he wants to live.
00:30:12 To live for me. For his mother.
00:30:15 Good, I understand, but the homeland...
00:30:18 The homeland is also a mother,
00:30:21 Of course. I say this to him some times...
00:30:24 But the kid was absent-minded.
00:30:28 OK, but we need to talk, Ok?
00:30:32 Elena.
00:30:33 Let me do, brother Tenancies, he is my pupil.
00:30:39 "Go, swords, be successful..."
00:30:43 "In Spain the dawn starts."
00:30:48 - Spain! - One!
00:30:49 - Spain! - Great!
00:30:51 - Spain! - Free!
00:30:53 - Long Live Franco! - Long Live!
00:30:54 - Avnet Spain! - Avnet!
00:31:02 It was the kid's mistake.
00:31:05 Do not worry, it's nothing serious.
00:31:08 His age, poor thing, he had no malice.
00:31:11 None. None. Believe me, brother...
00:31:14 Salvador.
00:31:15 It is my given name. It's not related
00:31:19 ... from the patriotic claws
00:31:24 What is the name?
00:31:25 Lorenzo.
00:31:26 Not, woman, yours.
00:31:29 Ah!
00:31:30 Elena. How silly!
00:31:33 Come on! Go to the classroom.
00:31:41 Elena, we should talk about Lorenzo.
00:31:44 I promise he will learn
00:31:47 I know he does not have
00:31:50 He is intelligent.
00:31:54 But there is something...
00:31:56 ... strange.
00:31:58 Strange?
00:32:00 Yes. I do not know...
00:32:01 ... absences, perhaps.
00:32:04 I catch him some times absent minded.
00:32:08 As in, sometimes yes
00:32:12 Am I clear, Elena?
00:32:14 Well, I do not know, maybe it's...
00:32:17 shyness.
00:32:18 He is still a boy, and you know,
00:32:21 And now that brother Venancio priest
00:32:24 Patriotic spirit, ha has none.
00:32:27 Is there any reason?
00:32:28 What reason could it be?
00:32:30 I do not believe that a boy in this age can...
00:32:32 Excuse me, you're right.
00:32:34 And in the studies, he's an example.
00:32:38 I know you help him
00:32:42 Without a father, of course...
00:32:45 I will try to help you.
00:32:48 It's no effort for me
00:32:51 Lorenzo and you deserve it.
00:32:52 And, from time to time,
00:32:56 so you know what's going on.
00:32:58 I do not know, we can have a snack,
00:33:02 I can go to your place,
00:33:07 I do not know, I am not used
00:33:11 at home, not, for sure.
00:33:13 What is more convenient for you, of course.
00:33:15 Whatever you prefer.
00:33:17 Of course.
00:33:19 Now please forgive me. I have duties.
00:33:21 Yes.
00:33:22 The classroom is waiting for me.
00:33:46 ORIGINAL SIN.
00:33:52 God had allowed them to eat all the fruits...
00:33:56 but one.
00:33:58 And this one, exactly this one...
00:34:01 was the one they ate.
00:34:03 The woman, Eve, came...
00:34:06 and offered it to the man, Adam.
00:34:09 and Adam bit the fruit.
00:34:12 Look, it's here. Adam's apple.
00:34:16 Can you see?
00:34:19 And at this very moment...
00:34:20 God sent its archangelic infantry>..
00:34:23 and banished our first parents from Paradise.
00:34:27 It banished them, and everybody else,
00:34:32 It was the end of life without working
00:34:36 There came wars and death.
00:34:38 Sin went into our blood.
00:34:51 Do you want to come up to my house?
00:34:54 Yeah!
00:35:05 Oh, how pretty! - I want to see.
00:35:08 Not, I had just had it.
00:35:11 And what is this?
00:35:13 A theater.
00:35:15 Look, when I start the show, they talk.
00:35:17 What do they talk about?
00:35:19 See.
00:35:20 "Good morning, I am a shepherd,
00:35:24 Which wolf?
00:35:25 "Auuuu"
00:35:26 "Auuuu"
00:35:29 "Auuuuu"
00:35:30 Does he kill the shepherd?
00:35:31 No way. Here it comes the hunter...
00:35:34 And he shots the wolf. And he dies.
00:35:40 The snack.
00:35:41 Cool!
00:35:42 Are you hungry?
00:35:44 Yes!
00:35:46 When are you going to sing?
00:35:48 Learn.
00:35:51 When you finish playing,
00:35:54 I know.
00:35:56 And this? How come it's here?
00:35:58 I don't use it anymore. It is warm.
00:36:01 You can also keep it.
00:37:06 "INFAMOUS MOB OF NOCTURNAL BIRDS"
00:37:24 "Ite, misa est". (Go, the mass is over)
00:37:41 Let me go. Please bring me a cup of water with sugar.
00:37:48 We were in the part where the vision
00:37:54 Her memory...
00:37:56 I can't take it out of my head.
00:38:00 I, ...
00:38:03 She leaves, I see her, ...
00:38:07 she moves her hips...
00:38:10 She moves them as ...
00:38:13 She wobbles. That is, she wobbles.
00:38:18 Does she flirt?
00:38:21 Do you think she's insinuating?
00:38:24 Insinuating...
00:38:26 No.
00:38:27 I do not think so.
00:38:29 I do not know, I am confused.
00:38:38 But what's clear is that she does not
00:38:40 She uses light, tight clothes...
00:38:44 Well...
00:38:46 The heat started already, right?
00:38:54 I mean the weather.
00:38:58 Yes, but as I did not have...
00:39:02 I do not know how to say it...
00:39:05 Any dealings
00:39:07 Any frequent, normal, dealing
00:39:10 with sin, until the war...
00:39:13 What happens to you comes with the age,
00:39:16 As you want, Father, but I expected...
00:39:19 that returning to the seminary will free...
00:39:22 me from the nightmare.
00:39:24 And why would you?
00:39:27 The daemon does not rest, it's his business.
00:39:30 Yes, but I think I use all the weapons
00:39:35 I want to see each woman as...
00:39:38 ... Eve, mother of us all before the sin.
00:39:42 Or as martyrs...
00:39:43 who allowed the circus lions to tore their flesh...
00:39:46 and eat them alive, before losing their virtue.
00:39:49 This is not a good way, son.
00:39:53 You will see no Eves in the streets>
00:39:55 You agree, none walks around naked.
00:39:58 You see them naked when you see them, right?
00:40:08 About the martyrs...
00:40:10 forget about them.
00:40:13 You risk feeling like a lion.
00:40:18 Confession teaches a lot, you'll see.
00:40:21 And what can I do?
00:40:22 Hold to the demon by the horns, boy!
00:40:27 I fear that woman beats me, Father.
00:40:32 I think, Salvador, that in this game...
00:40:35 you are the board, the pieces, and the dice.
00:40:39 Maybe you don't want to see it.
00:40:45 Let's go to take some air.
00:40:58 Well, you can breath here.
00:41:03 Tell me... This Elena, how did you meet her?
00:41:07 She is a widower, a pupil's mother.
00:41:10 An intelligent boy.
00:41:13 A little reserved, perhaps shy.
00:41:16 It seems sometimes yes, and sometimes not.
00:41:20 Silence, doubts, something of a revolt,
00:41:23 The mother, the mother.
00:41:26 She brings the boy to school, it's when I see her.
00:41:29 She brings the boy, attends the flag raising...
00:41:32 Sings "Face to the sun".
00:41:33 Sings or not, because the other day brother Venancio...
00:41:36 The mother.
00:41:38 The mother also comes to pick him up.
00:41:41 The same happens again.
00:41:43 Everybody falls in, sings the song...
00:41:45 and when they go, she moves
00:41:48 Yes. She wobbles.
00:41:51 I get stressed.
00:41:54 Son, you get stressed...
00:41:57 because you look at it.
00:41:59 You so look at it.
00:42:02 The only remedy for that situation is
00:42:06 And if you, who has to do it,
00:42:10 What if I can't?
00:42:12 How come you cannot?
00:42:15 What do you pretend, to run away and come
00:42:17 You want to get refuge in the seminary?
00:42:20 It would be useless.
00:42:22 Because there's no wall, or trench...
00:42:25 that cannot be crossed by luxury, understand?
00:42:28 And that's what's happening to you: Luxury.
00:42:33 Are you going to give up?
00:42:36 Never!
00:42:37 What would happen to the flock, to the faithful, ...
00:42:45 ran away from the wolf,
00:42:51 Temptation hurts more than sin, son.
00:42:55 Because sin ends up with forgiveness.
00:42:59 But temptation is interminable, perennial.
00:43:02 Can't you see with what deep art,
00:43:06 You are in the world
00:43:09 the "sursum corda", and even you.
00:43:16 Then, Salvador...
00:43:19 Then, my son...
00:43:21 Come back to your old seminary.
00:43:24 Not to hide, but to sing Mass...
00:43:27 Triumphant, invicto!
00:43:48 I've never asked you something...
00:43:51 And I'm curious about it.
00:43:53 Yes, Father?
00:43:56 Have you ever seen
00:43:59 Yes, once.
00:44:02 He smiled to me.
00:44:06 - Spain! - One!
00:44:08 - Spain! - Great!
00:44:09 - Spain! - Free!
00:44:11 - Long Live Franco! - Long Live!
00:44:13 - Avante Spain! - Avante!
00:44:14 - I'm leaving you here - Why?
00:44:16 Because I have to deliver this.
00:44:33 I see that the two of us got late.
00:44:35 Yes.
00:44:36 I was thinking about you
00:44:39 Wait a second, I'll be back soon.
00:44:42 I cannot, I must deliver this
00:44:44 I'll go with you.
00:45:00 Father.
00:45:03 Father.
00:45:04 What happens?
00:45:05 A tooth. I couldn't sleep at all.
00:45:08 A tooth?
00:45:10 If you didn't have any, as I do.
00:45:12 Come on, go.
00:45:14 Not, Father. Thank you, Father.
00:45:16 Do you find it wrong that
00:45:20 Not. Why should I?
00:45:21 From today on I will be the last one
00:45:25 And tell brother Enrique
00:47:03 "My mother is called Elena,
00:47:07 "and she can also sew and embroider."
00:47:10 "She hardly cries, and she hides
00:48:24 Watchman!
00:48:30 Watchman!
00:48:36 Watchman!
00:48:42 Dad, mom, are going up!
00:48:45 Go to the bed and don't move.
00:48:55 Going!
00:48:57 I'm going!
00:48:59 Who is this?
00:49:01 Police. Open!
00:49:10 Let's go.
00:49:26 Sit.
00:49:28 Here we are, again.
00:49:41 Have you heard about the
00:49:47 We do.
00:49:49 He is in France.
00:49:53 Are you happy?
00:49:57 In Toulouse.
00:49:59 Safe.
00:50:04 The problem...
00:50:06 for you, I mean...
00:50:08 is that he's got a relationship
00:50:24 You drink?
00:50:27 A cousin brought it.
00:50:29 During Christmas.
00:50:50 Drink.
00:50:53 Drink, woman.
00:51:00 Hey, you... Get out from there.
00:51:02 Get out!
00:51:03 Get out!
00:51:07 What about your daughter?
00:51:10 Do you know anything?
00:51:12 We do.
00:51:14 It seems she ran away with her lover,
00:51:17 who played the revolutionary poet.
00:51:21 I am talking to you.
00:51:24 Look at me.
00:51:27 But they will fall.
00:51:30 They will.
00:51:33 Leave my son!
00:51:34 Enough!
00:51:43 I will take it to my mother.
00:51:45 She likes them.
00:51:52 Wait for me outside.
00:51:56 The Toulouse thing was a joke.
00:51:59 The bastard of your husband was guillotined
00:52:03 He stole banks.
00:52:10 And don't be sad, fuck.
00:52:14 You should be happy with the visit.
00:52:16 Do you want to see the boys?
00:52:19 I'll let you choose.
00:52:23 Your loss.
00:53:21 The window.
00:53:32 I do not want to go to school, dad.
00:53:36 Why?
00:53:37 He says a priest dislikes him.
00:53:41 He won't stop asking things to me.
00:53:43 When you died, if I have any brothers.
00:53:47 He asks the same to everybody, right?
00:53:50 No.
00:53:53 Come here.
00:53:58 And you, what do you answer?
00:53:59 First I told him I didn't know, ...
00:54:01 Later that you went on a trip
00:54:04 And that mom goes to mass.
00:54:08 But he says the good thing is
00:54:11 And the best at all is to be a priest.
00:54:14 OK.
00:54:18 Don't listen to him, eh?
00:54:20 Come, get your bag.
00:54:33 I do not want to go, mom.
00:54:35 Come on.
00:54:36 Dad...
00:54:37 Dad has many problems.
00:54:39 You must be strong to help him.
00:55:02 Because you must never, never
00:55:06 Eh?
00:55:09 Come on, go.
00:55:21 Alas, what a coincidence!
00:55:24 Yes, of course.
00:55:26 It is that I went to the dentist.
00:55:28 For a tooth ...
00:55:30 And you, how are you?
00:55:31 Well, very well, thank you.
00:55:35 I'm very sorry.
00:55:39 I'll accompany you.
00:55:41 We can talk about Lorenzo.
00:55:43 As the other day you didn't wait for me.
00:55:45 I didn't know how long it would take you.
00:55:48 And you know, the haste,
00:55:51 I want to be in charge of Lorenzo,
00:55:54 I do not know if he would accept.
00:55:56 He's really spoiled, you know?
00:55:58 A man close to him
00:56:02 Your husband was assassinated, I believe.
00:56:05 Yes.
00:56:07 War surprised him in the Republican zone.
00:56:09 In the red zone, I mean.
00:56:11 In the red zone.
00:56:13 Have you thought about
00:56:15 Yes, of course.
00:56:17 In your situation it will not be easy, I mean...
00:56:20 that you may have problems,
00:56:23 I could also help you on that.
00:56:26 Do you want an ice cream?
00:56:30 An ice cream?
00:56:31 Come on, what flavor do you want?
00:56:35 Two. One vanilla.
00:56:38 But at this time of the day...
00:56:40 Do you like vanilla?
00:56:43 Two vanilla.
00:56:46 As I was saying, I could help you.
00:56:50 I could get a fellowship for Lorenzo.
00:56:53 Ah.
00:56:58 In the seminary he would study for free.
00:57:02 Lorenzo in the seminary?
00:57:04 I do not guarantee him making it to Pope, but...
00:57:07 Wouldn’t you like to see him,
00:57:10 ... cardinal? Who knows.
00:57:13 Lorenzo does not have vocation.
00:57:15 Good, we'll have to scratch.
00:57:17 Because scratching...
00:57:19 I didn't have it, either, but I found it.
00:57:22 Don't you like it?
00:57:24 Yes, yes.
00:57:25 Very much.
00:57:34 Lorenzo is still very young.
00:57:36 I never thought about it.
00:57:39 So, you have to think about it.
00:57:56 Well, I already arrived.
00:57:59 If it will not be too long,
00:58:01 This morning I am a truant.
00:58:04 Not, not. Don't worry.
00:58:06 Moreover, to talk about
00:58:12 Thanks a lot anyway.
00:58:18 I'll think about it.
00:58:24 Good morning.
00:58:25 Good morning.
00:58:37 Good morning.
00:58:39 Good morning. What do you want?
00:58:41 The lady who just entered,
00:58:44 Mrs. Elena helps here,
00:58:48 Why?
00:58:49 Not, nothing, I thought
00:58:53 some gentleman I know in this house.
00:58:57 Good morning.
00:59:06 "I was an adventurer".
00:59:10 Four. Very dangerous.
00:59:12 I won the bet. Come on, the cards.
00:59:16 Mine.
00:59:18 You, you, you, and you,
00:59:20 What about me?
00:59:21 You can't.
00:59:24 But... Come on, you'll learn with the movie.
00:59:27 Come on.
00:59:46 - Hey, hey! Where do you go?
00:59:48 Don’t get dirty, or your mother
00:59:55 "Come, Mariana, we will be better here."
00:59:58 "We lie down on the grass."
01:00:00 Not, not, not! Stop!
01:00:03 One kiss, woman.
01:00:05 - I've never kissed a man.
01:00:09 This is different.
01:00:10 - You would leave me. - I swear I won't.
01:00:14 OK, but only one.
01:00:17 She gave him a kiss.
01:00:22 Fernando, not, not, not that, Fernando.
01:00:27 She's lying in the grass.
01:00:31 Now he's laid down too.
01:00:33 What happens when they lie down?
01:00:35 Don't you know
01:00:38 -... because they like it a lot?
01:00:43 Not, Fernando! Not this!
01:00:46 She's is eating her alive! Right?
01:01:09 Lalo was right...
01:01:12 I will be hunted as a rabbit.
01:01:14 What it this about, Ricardo?
01:01:19 Don't you understand it?
01:01:21 This friar, priest or whatever he is...
01:01:26 The bastard smells something.
01:01:32 Not, it is not that.
01:01:35 It is something else.
01:01:37 Something else?
01:01:43 What?
01:01:48 I do not know...
01:01:50 He's a mystic.
01:01:52 This idea to turn Lorenzo into a priest.
01:01:55 But I am sure he has no idea
01:01:58 I am sure.
01:02:00 "Assassinated by the reds", he said himself.
01:02:04 And the fellowship?
01:02:08 Lorenzo won't return to that school.
01:02:11 No. It would be worse.
01:02:14 Then he would start inquiring,
01:02:18 Moreover, vacation time is coming soon.
01:02:21 Next year, we can find another school.
01:02:27 It hurts you.
01:02:34 Cognac?
01:02:38 No, I know what hurts me.
01:02:41 and I know what it making me crazy.
01:02:45 That those sons of bitches hunt me,
01:02:50 That they want to kill me for what I believe.
01:02:55 This... This is what hurts me.
01:02:58 A lot. More than cognac, for sure.
01:03:03 I do not want to continue living
01:03:06 Fuck! I do not have to.
01:03:09 and I won't translate more this Wolfram shit.
01:03:13 so that that Hitler bastard becomes
01:03:17 And my son,
01:03:20 Fuck God!
01:03:21 Ricardo!
01:03:23 Fuck God!
01:04:33 Fuck, fuck, fuck!
01:04:35 The famous 2nd lieutenant Salvador...
01:04:37 Which I already knew was a seminarist,
01:04:41 with his dress, your hair cut, ...
01:04:44 Fuck! The truth is, it's really impressive.
01:04:46 Should I call you Father?
01:04:48 Not, not, I'm still a deacon.
01:04:49 Ah. And when will sing mass?
01:04:51 Gods willing, next year.
01:04:53 A cigar?
01:04:54 I don't smoke either.
01:04:57 You see, I drink, smoke...
01:04:59 In war and peace, the same vices.
01:05:03 But, even you can't believe it...
01:05:06 now I even read.
01:05:08 Look, it's here.
01:05:10 A great poet.
01:05:12 And no need to be a faggot.
01:05:14 D. Jose Maria Peman.
01:05:17 Good writer.
01:05:18 Even to me, sometimes he makes me cry.
01:05:20 And when you sing mass, how do you
01:05:24 No.
01:05:25 As a first communion?
01:05:28 No.
01:05:30 Fuck, it was a joke.
01:05:31 You.
01:05:33 I know it's not a burial.
01:05:35 Listen, can I send you a flamenco group?
01:05:38 Stop the bullshit...
01:05:39 I can't forget how much
01:05:41 What are you saying?
01:05:43 And to see you with a clerical collar.
01:05:45 Come in.
01:05:51 Thank you.
01:05:58 Let's see.
01:06:04 Hmmm!
01:06:06 What a guy, Ricardo Mazo Torralba.
01:06:12 Literature teacher in the High School.
01:06:16 Mason, joined the Republican Left.
01:06:19 Why are you interested in this citizen?
01:06:22 I teach in a primary school,
01:06:25 ... is the son of this Ricardo. He died, right?
01:06:30 "Missing person in July 1936".
01:06:35 According to his wife,
01:06:38 This is strange.
01:06:40 What about the woman?
01:06:45 "His concubine, Elena Lopez Reinares..."
01:06:48 That is, civil marriage,
01:06:50 ... two children..."
01:06:51 Two children?
01:06:53 "Elena, born in 1922, lover of the Communist poet...
01:06:55 "... Eulalio Peciña, both fugitives
01:06:59 "... and Lorenzo ".
01:07:01 Born in 1933. None of the two
01:07:26 Even I think it's crazy...
01:07:28 If you don't want to get out, don't do it,
01:07:31 But you need to eat.
01:07:38 We cannot continue like this.
01:07:44 It's Lorenzo.
01:07:55 Can I come in?
01:07:58 Sorry. It's the heat.
01:08:02 One moment.
01:08:11 It's the priest!
01:08:33 Well, you tell me.
01:08:35 It's about Lorenzo.
01:08:39 I already told you my son
01:08:43 And I learnt of something
01:08:49 That worries you? I don't understand.
01:08:54 Could you give a glass of water, please?
01:08:56 Sure.
01:09:03 Sorry...
01:09:04 ... I have the pressure low,
01:09:09 Wine?
01:09:11 Not, I do not have wine.
01:09:12 OK!
01:09:14 Cognac?
01:09:16 Better, better.
01:09:19 Left-overs from Christmas,
01:09:35 Lorenzo told me he was an only child,
01:09:39 and I learnt he has a sister.
01:09:52 Well, yes.
01:09:54 But she does not live with us.
01:09:57 and I also know that neither Lorenzo
01:10:01 and that the girl and her lover
01:10:04 and that your husband was a red.
01:10:06 Mason and Republican. What a guy.
01:10:09 Do you realize that, if Lorenzo dies...
01:10:12 ... - this is just an example, God willing - ...
01:10:14 he would be condemned to hell
01:10:19 I already thought about baptizing it.
01:10:22 Do not justify yourself.
01:10:25 I understand you.
01:10:32 There's no malice in your face, Elena.
01:10:35 I understand, and I pity you.
01:10:39 What you must have been through.
01:10:41 Hell.
01:10:46 A mason, Republican husband...
01:10:48 who doesn't allow you baptizing your children.
01:10:51 A daughter escaping with a Communist poet.
01:10:56 You're a martyr.
01:10:57 Poor thing.
01:11:01 How do you know all this?
01:11:03 I know everything.
01:11:06 But now you can be calm, you have me.
01:11:10 I'll baptize Lorenzo will prepare him...
01:11:12 ... for his first communion.
01:11:17 I'll prepare some coffee for you.
01:11:18 Good idea, while I go to the bathroom.
01:11:21 I'll show you.
01:11:25 In any in case, let me tell you that, if he ends up not having a...
01:11:29 ... he can leave the seminary.
01:11:31 I myself, so close to singing mass,
01:11:36 I myself feel disoriented...
01:11:38 like the "blind sunflowers", as the Bible says.
01:11:41 And now I do not know if
01:11:47 But you are not a priest?
01:11:49 No. Deacon, just a deacon.
01:11:52 Maximum Orders.
01:11:54 The last one before singing mass.
01:11:59 The bathroom.
01:12:04 Who knows...
01:12:51 There's no coffee.
01:12:53 We ran out of it.
01:12:58 I am thankful for
01:13:01 I'll talk to Lorenzo,
01:13:13 Did you tell him you're looking for a father?
01:13:20 Give this to me.
01:13:22 But what are you thinking?
01:13:24 What should I think? A woman like you...
01:13:28 young, alone and...
01:13:30 It's clear you know nothing about women.
01:13:33 They never told you that,
01:13:37 You? You shave...
01:13:39 Of course, like all.
01:13:42 Look, this way, you see?
01:13:43 Shave, shave, shave...
01:13:51 They are soft.
01:13:53 Light.
01:13:56 But firm as steel.
01:14:02 Please don't do this.
01:14:05 Do not continue, please.
01:14:10 It's Lorenzo!
01:14:19 We still need to talk about your daughter.
01:14:21 What was he doing here?
01:14:23 Nothing, just talking.
01:14:28 What did the priest want?
01:14:29 He is not a priest, he's a deacon.
01:15:06 But where do we go? And how?
01:15:11 We leave Lorenzo with your aunt Lola.
01:15:13 I am not staying with nobody.
01:15:15 Yes, my love.
01:15:16 Aunt Lola has a mustache, and it's itchy.
01:15:20 Stop it.
01:15:22 We leave the three of us.
01:15:24 But where, Ricardo? Where?
01:15:27 Portugal.
01:15:29 With Elenita and Lalo?
01:15:31 We'll travel by bus, one village to another.
01:15:35 For short trips they do not ask for documents.
01:15:37 What about the money?
01:15:39 Furniture, typewriter, books, we sell everything.
01:15:44 Mom, we are late.
01:15:50 You're not going to school.
01:15:52 Never again?
01:15:54 Never.
01:15:55 And brother Salvador?
01:15:57 Brother Salvador, fu...
01:15:58 Ricardo, please.
01:16:04 Five times two, ten, five times three, fifteen...
01:16:08 ... five times four, twenty...
01:16:11 ... five times five, twenty five...
01:16:14 ... five times six, thirty...
01:16:17 ... five times seven, thirty five...
01:16:31 Come in.
01:16:34 Hail Mary.
01:16:38 What's going on, now?
01:16:40 Priest, a pupil didn't come to class,
01:16:43 I fear something has happened to him.
01:16:45 And?
01:16:47 I thought I should go to his house
01:16:50 You will not learn.
01:16:52 Any excuse is good to go take a walk.
01:16:55 This is the last warning, young man.
01:16:58 If you don't show more zeal
01:17:02 ... I'll send you back to the seminary.
01:17:06 And now...
01:17:07 ... this pupil you talk about.
01:17:14 Is he called Lorenzo Mazo?
01:17:17 Yes, priest.
01:17:19 He's sick. Tonsils.
01:17:21 Go back to your classroom.
01:17:38 And these, why are they hidden?
01:17:42 Because if the police finds them,
01:17:47 Look.
01:17:51 This is by Antonio Machado.
01:17:55 He also had to run away.
01:18:00 "Dedicated to my friend, Ricardo Maza.
01:18:03 With the affection
01:18:15 "Run away from the sad love...
01:18:18 "Prudish love... "
01:18:20 "Without risk, bandage, or adventure,
01:18:24 "which expects from love a safe token,
01:18:27 "Because in love, madness
01:18:31 "The one where the chest avoids the blind boy
01:18:33 "And which blasphemed
01:18:35 "Of a thought, not lighted flame
01:18:39 "Which want ash that keeps the fire to it
01:18:43 "And ash it will find, not from its flame
01:18:47 "When it discovers the vile nonsense
01:18:51 "Fruit in the branch
01:18:55 "With a black key
01:18:57 "the cold room of its time will open up
01:19:01 "Wake up, bed, blurred mirror
01:19:06 "And empty heart".
01:19:12 Did you like it?
01:19:14 You did not understand it.
01:19:19 Soon you will understand.
01:19:25 What did brother Salvador brother say?
01:19:27 I didn't see it.
01:19:32 Won't you regret it?
01:19:34 Of course. But what do you want,
01:19:39 Maybe Ferrándiz decides to denounce me.
01:19:42 With all the first editions I sent him,
01:19:46 Greed will be more powerful
01:19:54 Complete trust. Asturians.
01:19:57 And you can't imagine
01:19:59 What about the price?
01:20:14 Second floor, left.
01:20:26 Watchman!
01:20:28 Coming!
01:21:01 Death in the Portuguese border.
01:22:01 Stop! Stop!
01:22:04 Stop!
01:22:05 Stop!
01:22:26 Ricardo, are you there?
01:22:29 Yes.
01:22:30 Did you finish the book list?
01:22:34 One moment.
01:22:36 Yes.
01:22:40 I'm going.
01:22:54 What?
01:22:55 Am I fine?
01:22:58 You're beautiful.
01:23:03 And what do I say to
01:23:06 You tell him you're going abroad,
01:23:45 But?
01:23:47 Lorenzo is not here...
01:23:48 My son is not here.
01:23:50 So what? I warned the director
01:23:56 Is it bad that I want to your son and you?
01:23:59 I'm ready to abandon my career because of you?
01:24:03 What are you saying?
01:24:06 A madness where you got me into.
01:24:08 Brother Salvador, I haven't made anything.
01:24:13 What are you doing? What are you doing?
01:24:22 No, no!
01:24:23 You cannot do this, please, don't.
01:24:27 I will marry you
01:24:29 Because I am free and I can go back to the army.
01:24:32 No!
01:24:40 Please!
01:24:42 Please, no!
01:24:44 No, no, no!
01:24:45 I know you want me, you desire me.
01:24:49 You're begging for this!
01:24:53 No, no, no!
01:24:56 Let her go, you son of a bitch!
01:24:59 Aaaah!
01:25:01 Let him go!
01:25:02 Don't touch him!
01:25:05 Who is this man?
01:25:07 He's my dad, son of a bitch!
01:25:16 Call the police!
01:25:17 There's a red, here!
01:25:20 There's a Communist here. Call the police!
01:25:23 Please!
01:25:24 Call the police, there's a hidden red here!
01:25:27 Enough, it's enough!
01:25:34 There's a red here, call the police!
01:25:54 Not!
01:26:06 What happens, mom?
01:26:10 Ricardo!
01:27:39 She come to me, needy,
01:27:42 cunningly, she deceived me completely.
01:27:47 She deceived you?
01:27:49 Without a doubt.
01:27:54 She did not need me as father for her son...
01:27:58 nor as sustenance for her family.
01:28:03 She showed fragility to attract me...
01:28:06 She fished me, as a trout.
01:28:10 And...
01:28:11 If she did not want to you
01:28:16 Which is completely impossible,
01:28:20 What did she want you for?
01:28:23 Who knows?
01:28:26 To feel herself desired.
01:28:29 Or...
01:28:30 To hide with our friendship
01:28:38 Or because of lasciviousness.
01:28:41 The easiest thing is to think that.
01:28:46 I am certain that, outside of the house,
01:28:50 We would have had sex.
01:28:54 And you, Salvador...
01:28:57 Do you blame yourself at all?
01:29:01 I should have realized
01:29:05 I do not know...
01:29:20 I will not come back to the seminary, Father.
01:29:24 I will not sing mass.
01:29:27 I'll try to live a Christian life
01:29:33 Do not rush things, Salvador.
01:29:35 Give it some time.
01:29:40 When I denounced them, asking for help?
01:29:43 He was a red, Father.
01:29:45 A red who refused to baptize his children.
01:29:48 Who wasn't married in Church.
01:29:50 Who facilitated the escape of her daughter
01:29:53 And pushed them to death.
01:29:54 Relax, son.
01:29:56 Relax.
01:29:59 I do not know if I am a good Christian, Father.
01:30:02 Or better, I know I'm not.
01:30:06 But I also know that I am a good Spaniard.
01:30:09 And that red, with his suicide...
01:30:13 He just wanted to blame me
01:30:16 for that last impulse that send him to the emptiness.
01:30:18 But I, Father, did not want.
01:30:20 Come.
01:30:24 Come, son.
01:30:26 Come.
01:30:30 As penance,
01:30:33 For the next three years.
01:30:41 I absolve you of your sins...
01:30:44 On behalf of the Father...
01:30:46 The Son...
01:30:48 And the Holy Ghost.
01:30:50 Amen.