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00:00:43 # Among the trees
00:00:47 # Lying there, my darling shivers #
00:00:51 # In her sleep
00:00:55 # Whiter than her breast #
00:00:58 # I feel her heart
00:01:02 # Warm and steady
00:01:06 # Hear water ebbing
00:01:10 # Lulling me to sleep #
00:01:13 # Ohh-ohh-ohh #
00:01:16 # Ohh-ohh-ohh #
00:01:21 # And here in the sky #
00:01:24 # Lights flash before our eyes #
00:01:28 # And I feel your warm hand #
00:01:33 # Slipping into mine #
00:01:36 # And we lay... #
00:01:38 You okay?
00:01:40 # Will I come around? #
00:01:44 # Do I know
00:01:59 # This morning
00:02:04 # Into the hills
00:02:07 # Saw the ocean all around #
00:02:10 # As far as we could see #
00:02:14 All right, I have a secret
00:02:17 You're in the middle of the road.
00:02:19 I know.
00:02:22 Do you wanna
00:02:24 No, not really.
00:02:26 Okay.
00:02:27 I just wanna tell you
00:02:30 All right.
00:02:32 What?
00:02:36 That's not gonna be good.
00:02:39 Okay, tell me.
00:02:45 I've been in love with you...
00:03:29 Hey, hey, hey.
00:03:33 Shh.
00:03:56 John Muir said,
00:03:58 "Let children walk with nature.
00:04:02 Let them see the beautiful
00:04:05 of death and life,
00:04:06 their joyous, inseparable unity,
00:04:10 and they will learn that death
00:04:14 and as beautiful as life."
00:04:17 That is my hope for Bennett,
00:04:19 that this amazing young man,
00:04:23 who was taken from us so suddenly,
00:04:25 who was so well-loved,
00:04:28 who was surrounded by everything
00:04:32 It is in this spirit
00:04:35 to that form from which God
00:07:52 Come on.
00:07:54 Hold on.
00:07:58 Come on.
00:07:59 Just let me... Ryan.
00:08:00 Just let me... Hey.
00:08:02 Come on, buddy.
00:08:04 Jesus Christ, Ryan.
00:08:07 Open up some of these windows,
00:08:10 I don't care what you say.
00:08:11 Next time you're gonna
00:08:13 Sorry.
00:08:15 Smells like something died
00:08:18 I didn't know she was here.
00:08:19 Well, she's not.
00:08:21 But she's coming back very soon.
00:08:25 Where have you been?
00:08:26 I've been here.
00:08:28 What, in the house?
00:08:30 Yeah.
00:08:32 Well, then just check in
00:08:34 Your mother's worried.
00:08:36 Okay.
00:08:38 What I wanna know...
00:08:41 what were the 17 minutes like
00:08:46 I don't know what to tell you,
00:08:49 You've spoken with every doctor,
00:08:52 every fireman
00:08:54 I don't know what other information
00:08:57 What about Jordan Walker?
00:08:58 Mr. Walker is still in a coma.
00:09:00 I know, but I have
00:09:02 and in that tape
00:09:05 that they might have had
00:09:07 Would he have been capable of having
00:09:10 That depends on how slow
00:09:13 Uh, I mean, it's possible
00:09:16 that he could have stayed
00:09:19 to carry on a conversation.
00:09:21 Then he would have been
00:09:23 to speak to my son
00:09:25 Yes.
00:09:26 Uh, I have an appointment at 9:00.
00:09:29 When do you think he'll wake up?
00:09:31 Uh, as I've said numerous times
00:09:34 I have given you
00:09:37 But he could wake up.
00:09:40 I'm sorry.
00:09:41 Dr. Leonard, 2291.
00:09:46 Allen?
00:09:51 Allen?
00:09:54 Hi. Hi.
00:09:56 I'm sorry. I had a head
00:10:01 Oh, you're sweating. Here.
00:10:05 Uh...
00:10:07 Yeah.
00:10:09 Yeah, thank you.
00:10:12 I'll turn up the A.C.
00:10:16 Is this, uh...
00:10:18 'Cause I don't have Linda
00:10:21 How are you?
00:10:22 All right.
00:10:24 You look like
00:10:27 I'm all right. I'm fine.
00:10:28 Thanks for the flowers.
00:10:31 I wanted to call so many times.
00:10:32 I didn't know what to do
00:10:35 I just want to be strong
00:10:38 - That's all I'm doing.
00:10:43 So, we got, um...
00:10:47 We got 30 students here.
00:10:49 Ready and praying to graduate.
00:10:51 Well, let's see what I can do, huh?
00:10:56 If you want anything,
00:10:58 just let me know.
00:11:00 I will.
00:11:28 Ah! I read about
00:11:33 I even made a purchase.
00:11:38 There seems to be a lot of research
00:11:43 and, uh, I stumbled across
00:11:48 Oh, Allen, no, don't.
00:11:50 They suggested we use a bell.
00:12:04 We can ring this
00:12:10 or when we think about him.
00:12:17 You can put it anywhere
00:12:20 Can I see the bell?
00:13:29 Hello.
00:13:31 Hello.
00:13:34 - Rose, right?
00:13:36 Come on in.
00:13:39 Just through here.
00:13:47 Would you like some tea,
00:13:50 No, I'm fine. Thank you.
00:13:53 No, no, not at all.
00:13:54 I've wanted to talk to you
00:13:57 Uh, yeah, I know.
00:13:59 I wish I could've given
00:14:01 I know how much she wanted them.
00:14:04 She certainly does want her answers.
00:14:07 But, well, it's only a matter of time.
00:14:09 How are you feeling?
00:14:11 Oh...
00:14:14 Water.
00:14:16 Yes, of course.
00:14:17 Please, just sit down,
00:14:20 I've been trying to figure out
00:14:23 Are you part
00:14:25 Uh, no.
00:14:28 Ah, you must be an intern, then,
00:14:33 No.
00:14:35 No? Um, community service?
00:14:37 Just tell me if I'm hot or cold.
00:14:40 Cold.
00:14:41 Well, not East lvy.
00:14:43 I don't think he held on to many
00:14:47 No, I'm the one he got pregnant.
00:14:53 Excuse me?
00:14:55 I'm pregnant.
00:14:59 I'm sorry. I'm...
00:15:04 I'm three months pregnant.
00:15:14 Is it Bennett's?
00:15:19 Yes.
00:15:25 Are you sure?
00:15:29 Yeah.
00:15:34 Are you going to keep it?
00:15:41 She told me
00:15:44 I just can't believe
00:15:47 There must be somewhere
00:15:48 until the paternity test.
00:15:50 Paternity test? I'm not putting
00:15:53 - Why are you defending her?
00:15:56 I just don't see why she would
00:15:58 - Because she's 18 and broke.
00:16:00 I can't deal with this.
00:16:03 Grace, Grace, Grace.
00:16:06 - We don't even know this girl.
00:16:09 But she seems like a nice girl.
00:16:11 If it turns out to be his,
00:16:14 I mean, I don't want everybody
00:16:17 You don't think we're blessed,
00:16:19 No, I don't.
00:16:21 She's probably the one
00:16:24 He never would have done that.
00:16:25 Finish making the bed.
00:16:27 Wait, wait, wait. Why does
00:16:31 We're grieving.
00:16:32 That's not gonna be good
00:16:34 This must be her only choice.
00:16:56 Are you really pregnant?
00:16:59 Yeah.
00:17:01 That figures.
00:17:03 The one bad thing my brother does,
00:17:04 and he's not even here
00:17:08 I'm Rose.
00:17:09 I know, yeah.
00:17:11 My brother kept your yearbook photo
00:17:14 - He did?
00:17:16 because he probably
00:17:20 So you're his little brother.
00:17:22 Yeah, the fuck-up.
00:17:24 He didn't tell you that?
00:17:27 No, he never said
00:17:30 He was just being polite then.
00:17:33 - You okay?
00:17:36 Do I not look like I'm okay?
00:17:38 No, you seem a little jumpy.
00:17:40 I'm a little restless. Yeah.
00:17:51 You have a fever.
00:17:52 I don't know why.
00:17:56 - Ryan?
00:17:58 My mom just checked into rehab.
00:18:01 Bananas and Gatorade should help.
00:18:05 Yeah.
00:19:21 What would you say
00:19:22 if someone asked you
00:19:28 Why do you want a compliment
00:19:31 Because you haven't
00:19:35 I've given you everything.
00:19:38 Right, but I want more.
00:19:41 I want to know
00:19:46 Please?
00:19:49 I would say...
00:19:57 I would say...
00:20:11 The greatest?
00:20:15 I like that.
00:20:19 I like those words.
00:20:50 I want my baby.
00:20:54 One appliance,
00:20:57 Somebody help me
00:20:59 Somebody help me find my baby!
00:21:01 See, I don't know where he went.
00:21:05 Have you seen my baby?
00:21:06 I can't find him.
00:21:08 - Calm, calm. Shh, shh.
00:21:11 He was right here,
00:21:13 Come on, sweetheart.
00:21:37 My mom takes walks
00:21:40 I followed her two nights ago.
00:21:42 She just circles the block
00:21:44 looking for James.
00:21:45 Hold that thought.
00:21:47 Hi. You must be Ryan.
00:21:49 Uh-huh.
00:21:50 Come in, please.
00:21:55 We were just finishing up
00:21:57 Feel free to listen or join in,
00:22:00 Okay.
00:22:02 Sorry, Latent.
00:22:05 When I asked my dad
00:22:07 he said she was looking for James.
00:22:09 Sometimes she'll just run
00:22:11 and throw open the door,
00:22:12 like she expects to see him sitting
00:22:16 Often parents
00:22:19 like your mother,
00:22:20 still look for their child in crowds.
00:22:23 Sometimes they even think
00:22:25 It's normal, Latent.
00:22:27 The best thing you can do
00:22:29 is talk about it with her.
00:22:31 I think it could help.
00:22:35 So, Ryan, hi.
00:22:38 Hi.
00:22:40 What brings you here?
00:22:41 Nothin'.
00:22:43 I just thought it was
00:22:46 Are you experiencing
00:22:49 No.
00:22:54 Who are you here to see?
00:22:58 I don't know why
00:23:01 He prefers the blinds open
00:23:03 Does he really?
00:23:05 after he requested
00:23:07 I just wanted a little life
00:23:11 Uh, decaf caramel macchiato,
00:23:17 Sheila told me.
00:23:18 If you're trying to bribe me
00:23:19 into feeding that fish
00:23:21 it's not gonna work.
00:23:22 No, it's fine.
00:23:29 Thank you.
00:23:31 You're welcome.
00:23:32 Oh, and, Toni, could you
00:23:35 to stop in when he gets here?
00:23:37 I have a few questions for him.
00:23:40 - Right away.
00:23:42 - You give him the balloons, okay?
00:23:45 Mrs. Rodriguez?
00:24:00 She's cool. It's my dad.
00:24:11 You know, you don't have to share
00:24:14 You can just listen.
00:24:16 I highly recommend
00:24:18 These people
00:24:21 And why are you here?
00:24:24 Nowhere else to go.
00:24:25 And my sister Amy
00:24:27 while we were at church.
00:24:29 Oh. I'm sorry.
00:24:31 What about you?
00:24:32 Oh, my brother, um...
00:24:35 He died in a car accident.
00:24:37 There are a ton
00:24:40 Latent's brother was in a car.
00:24:43 Uh, Hilary's sister O.D.'d,
00:24:45 and Jeremy's brother died
00:24:49 and he's, like, the most
00:24:50 It's like, do you even
00:24:53 So, you're the only suicide?
00:24:55 How do you know it wasn't murder?
00:24:58 Because you just said
00:25:02 Oh.
00:25:03 Yeah. Only a suicide.
00:25:05 Really special.
00:25:08 You know, it does get easier,
00:25:11 all the different layers
00:25:16 I'm fine.
00:25:20 Well, even if you're not,
00:25:21 the groups are really good ways
00:25:23 Your friends are gonna start
00:25:25 I'm not even really
00:25:28 Well, then I'm really glad
00:26:20 Did you ever notice me at all
00:26:23 any of those times
00:26:24 Did you at least recognize me
00:26:29 Keep your eyes closed.
00:26:32 Okay, they're...
00:26:34 They're shut.
00:26:37 Good.
00:26:40 So, you won, like, "Most Popular"
00:26:46 or "Best Guy to Know," right?
00:26:50 Uh, right, yeah.
00:26:54 So, you're a nice guy.
00:26:57 I think so.
00:26:59 Is that why you're here,
00:27:05 No.
00:27:21 Okay, you don't look
00:27:26 Oh, shit!
00:27:29 My mom's gonna kill me.
00:27:31 I think it suits you.
00:27:34 Really?
00:27:35 Yeah.
00:27:36 You sure?
00:27:38 Yeah.
00:27:43 You're so pretty, Rose.
00:28:05 Just let us know
00:28:08 I can only imagine how sensitive
00:28:11 Oh, I mostly just crave
00:28:15 It was peanut butter
00:28:17 - Really?
00:28:18 Right.
00:28:19 When Grace delivered Ryan,
00:28:21 we thought she was gonna
00:28:24 That was Bennett, actually.
00:28:30 Ryan, how are you enjoying
00:28:33 Summer's over.
00:28:36 Right.
00:28:38 Don't know why I'm having
00:28:42 Okay, here's another one.
00:28:45 It's good.
00:28:47 I got all the classes I wanted.
00:28:50 Me and the guys hung out
00:28:52 and we might go see a movie later.
00:28:54 Excellent.
00:28:57 Why is it "excellent"?
00:28:59 Well, seems like a nice way
00:29:03 All that's missing is a bean burrito.
00:29:17 I've got something for Rose.
00:29:20 Great. Let's see it.
00:29:21 So there's this Web site
00:29:22 where you can take
00:29:24 and see what their unborn kid
00:29:26 I took you and Bennett's
00:29:29 According to them,
00:29:31 your kid will definitely
00:29:33 - Ryan, that's not appropriate.
00:29:36 Oh, look. Look!
00:29:39 At least it sets the standards
00:29:41 That's enough, Ryan.
00:29:43 You'll still love him, maybe.
00:29:44 Look, he's got Bennett's eyes.
00:29:47 Anyone know if the weather's
00:29:50 Why do you do that? Why do you
00:29:53 when Bennett's name comes up?
00:29:54 I don't.
00:29:56 Yes, you do.
00:29:57 - Grace.
00:30:00 Did you dye our son's hair blue?
00:30:01 Rose doesn't want to talk
00:30:03 - No, l...
00:30:05 Grace, leave it alone.
00:30:08 I'm not making a point.
00:30:10 Did you or did you not
00:30:13 I'm finished.
00:30:15 Yes.
00:30:18 You know,
00:30:20 I didn't think it was him.
00:30:21 I thought they got the wrong boy,
00:30:23 because, I mean, our son
00:30:26 And I thought maybe
00:30:30 I saw his face, and...
00:30:33 it was him, it was our son,
00:30:36 and he was dead... again.
00:30:40 It was like he died... twice.
00:30:44 I'm sorry.
00:30:49 You see, I didn't want
00:30:51 I just... wanted to ask a question.
00:30:56 I could come to your office hours,
00:30:58 if that would be easier.
00:30:59 No, no, don't do that, Dante.
00:31:03 I'll come back tomorrow.
00:31:14 I'm fine.
00:31:17 I'm fine.
00:31:20 Maybe you should think
00:31:23 I can find a midterm replacement.
00:31:25 No, no. Don't do that. I'm fine.
00:31:26 Just haven't had my morning coffee,
00:31:33 Will you have dinner
00:31:34 No strings attached.
00:31:36 We used to be good friends.
00:31:40 L... I just need one night of sleep,
00:31:44 That's my problem.
00:31:48 What about the beach house?
00:31:50 It certainly is a wonderful place
00:31:52 to forget about the world
00:31:58 Grace loves the beach house.
00:32:03 Right.
00:32:06 Well, when Rick's mother died,
00:32:10 I took the whole family
00:32:12 It made a difference.
00:32:17 I can't talk to you anymore.
00:32:22 I'm just trying to make sure
00:32:27 It's not always about Grace.
00:32:30 Ryan, we're gonna go
00:32:32 - When?
00:32:34 The decision's been made.
00:32:36 I said, when?
00:32:41 Now. Today.
00:32:43 - Can I bring someone?
00:32:45 - Ashley.
00:32:48 Please, Dad. Why not?
00:32:52 I'm serious, Ryan. Okay?
00:32:54 Do you think she wants a sample
00:33:08 Please, Grace.
00:33:10 I don't understand
00:33:12 Maybe we should show this
00:33:15 maybe something was wrong
00:33:17 There wasn't.
00:33:20 And he gets out of his truck,
00:33:22 then he goes towards Bennett,
00:33:24 It looks like he speaks to him.
00:33:26 That's Ryan's sample.
00:33:27 If you want to test it,
00:33:29 ...talk to him.
00:33:33 Are you gonna
00:33:40 He was alive for 17 minutes.
00:33:42 Aren't you just even
00:33:45 about what happened
00:33:47 Oh, you know, maybe this is
00:33:52 You know?
00:33:54 Best not push it.
00:33:58 I think it's really important
00:34:04 All right.
00:34:08 I was just thinking that it's
00:34:11 It's fine. I'm fine. I can do it.
00:34:25 You didn't take her
00:34:31 Of course not.
00:34:39 # Wrapped around each other #
00:34:43 # Trying so hard to stay warm #
00:34:47 # That first cold winter together #
00:34:53 # Lying in each other's arms #
00:34:58 # Watching those old movies #
00:35:01 Mmm. This is a great song.
00:35:07 Has anybody ever made love
00:35:12 Mom has.
00:35:14 # You were my leading lady #
00:35:16 # We had it all #
00:35:21 # Just like Bogie and Bacall #
00:35:26 # Starring in our own late,
00:35:47 Am I sitting on his bed?
00:35:50 Yeah.
00:35:52 - It's creepy.
00:35:56 Did you guys get along?
00:35:57 Uh... yeah.
00:36:00 I mean, we did
00:36:02 My mom says I used to follow him
00:36:05 He is really cute.
00:36:06 My mom thinks that he was
00:36:09 but, uh, he actually could be
00:36:12 when he wanted to.
00:36:14 He won a lot of shit.
00:36:18 Yeah.
00:36:19 Yeah, he did.
00:36:22 You probably would have
00:36:24 - No.
00:36:27 Trust me.
00:36:29 I think my mom even wanted
00:36:34 What about you?
00:36:36 What about me?
00:36:38 Who wants to date you?
00:36:42 I don't know.
00:36:45 Uh, you, maybe?
00:36:49 Maybe.
00:36:54 Gonna win!
00:36:56 Gonna beat you down there!
00:37:15 Hi. Grace?
00:37:19 Uh, sure.
00:37:23 Uh, I bought a book.
00:37:26 I have this baby book,
00:37:28 and there are so many questions
00:37:32 And so, I was hoping you might
00:37:36 Is now a bad time?
00:37:38 It's fine.
00:37:39 Um...
00:37:41 Okay, let's see.
00:37:44 Uh, his name.
00:37:46 How did you come up
00:37:49 Tony Bennett.
00:37:50 The singer?
00:37:51 Mmm.
00:37:53 Oh.
00:37:57 I'm having a really hard time
00:38:03 Allen and I couldn't agree
00:38:06 I wanted Ruby, and he wanted
00:38:10 Ruby. That's pretty.
00:38:13 So, I hope that helps you out.
00:38:15 Do you wanna feel?
00:38:16 You know, aren't you gonna go
00:38:19 He always kicks
00:38:22 - I'm fine, thanks.
00:38:38 It's strong.
00:38:40 Yeah.
00:38:42 Again.
00:38:50 I never thought I'd get pregnant.
00:38:52 I didn't even think
00:38:54 Who has that kind of luck?
00:38:58 Think it was Bennett's first time?
00:39:00 Yeah, I think so.
00:39:10 It's funny, isn't it, that...
00:39:12 you're the only one
00:39:14 I'd love to, more than anything.
00:39:20 I think you should go swimming.
00:39:24 I'm Bennett.
00:39:26 It's nice to meet you, Bennett.
00:39:28 You too.
00:39:32 - Okay.
00:39:34 - Where are you going to college?
00:39:37 I thought you were going to N.Y.U.
00:39:38 No, I'm going to Barnard.
00:39:40 All right. Great.
00:39:41 Yeah, I'm going to Berkeley.
00:39:43 No scholarship... yet.
00:39:52 I have to go to work
00:39:55 All right. Okay. Uh...
00:39:57 Uh, please don't go.
00:39:59 It's taken me, like, a year
00:40:03 Please don't go.
00:40:06 You've waited till 3:15
00:40:10 Right. Yeah.
00:40:16 I have to go to work.
00:40:17 Uh, can I maybe come...
00:40:23 - Yeah.
00:40:25 - Yeah.
00:40:27 Yeah.
00:41:10 Ryan!
00:41:13 Ryan!
00:41:16 Ryan!
00:41:18 Ryan!
00:41:19 There's strong currents
00:41:21 Come out of the water!
00:41:23 What?
00:41:24 Don't question me!
00:41:26 Don't! Just come out
00:41:28 I know how to swim!
00:41:30 Goddamn it! Come out now!
00:41:32 Right now, and I mean it!
00:41:35 Do you understand me?
00:41:39 Goddamn it!
00:41:58 What are you doing?
00:41:59 You know what I was doing.
00:42:01 You know better than that.
00:42:16 Hey.
00:42:19 Oh, hi. Hi.
00:42:20 Hi.
00:42:23 Did you swim?
00:42:26 Yeah. Yeah, l...
00:42:27 Yeah, I did. It was a...
00:42:30 It was good. It was good.
00:42:35 You okay?
00:42:38 Oh, yeah, I'm fine.
00:42:41 Just fine.
00:42:44 Nothing like an ocean breeze,
00:42:46 I know. I always wanted
00:42:50 My mom thought it was
00:42:52 Oh, that's a good one.
00:42:53 Doesn't make any sense.
00:42:55 No, not really.
00:42:56 You know, your mother
00:42:59 to come and stay with us
00:43:01 That wouldn't work.
00:43:04 Oh, I don't think that would
00:43:08 The truth is,
00:43:17 Why not?
00:43:19 Because she'll... she'll tell me
00:43:23 I don't wanna hear that.
00:43:25 I don't think you've chosen
00:43:28 I'm not 100% sure why you chose it,
00:43:32 I know there are other options.
00:43:33 Listen, we would have
00:43:36 I'm not against any of them.
00:43:37 It's... Of course not.
00:43:38 It's just...
00:43:41 You don't have to...
00:43:42 No, I do know.
00:43:43 Come here. Come here.
00:43:46 You don't have to know.
00:43:49 We can talk about this
00:43:52 Should we catch a movie?
00:44:06 Ryan!
00:44:09 Allen!
00:44:20 Do you wanna see
00:44:22 Sure.
00:44:23 Okay. Hold that.
00:44:27 Mm-hmm.
00:44:33 Look at that.
00:44:36 That's good.
00:44:37 I've never actually
00:44:39 I wonder how that comes up
00:44:42 Do you have any party tricks?
00:44:46 Um...
00:44:48 I don't know if it counts,
00:44:51 Hmm.
00:44:56 What are my numbers?
00:44:59 Well, you have 18 years,
00:45:06 25,920 days,
00:45:09 311,040 hours.
00:45:14 You came to our doorstep
00:45:16 on 8-14-2008 at 4:30 p.m.
00:45:21 Your due date is 2-12-2009,
00:45:26 which leaves 119 more days,
00:45:30 2,136 hours,
00:45:33 128,160 minutes.
00:45:40 And you have two heartbeats.
00:45:44 As I get to know you,
00:45:50 That's a much better party trick.
00:45:59 Price check
00:46:11 Jesus Christ!
00:46:16 What happened?
00:46:18 She's fine.
00:46:20 - My son?
00:46:21 Okay.
00:46:23 Your wife had a difficult time
00:46:25 and needed assistance.
00:46:26 - And she's out the back?
00:46:27 All right, thank you, officer.
00:46:37 Are you all right?
00:46:39 I called a taxi.
00:46:41 Why didn't you call me?
00:46:43 'Cause your phone was off.
00:46:46 I'm sorry.
00:46:51 You went to the movies?
00:46:53 Yes, with Rose.
00:46:55 It was nice to get out.
00:47:03 Well, how could you
00:47:05 Grace, it was only
00:47:08 But anything can happen
00:47:14 What happened
00:47:16 Was it a funny movie?
00:47:19 Or was it sad?
00:47:22 Ouch.
00:47:23 Oh, God, Allen, don't do that.
00:47:26 Ouch.
00:47:27 Really. I'm warning you.
00:47:29 I just wanna know what happened
00:47:32 Well, I've got an idea for you.
00:47:33 Why don't the two of you,
00:47:34 go off to Paris or Rome
00:47:38 and just get a vacation
00:47:42 Hey, hey.
00:47:44 No, you know what's not fair?
00:47:47 It's not fair that you can go
00:47:51 and I can't even pass
00:47:54 Come on, Grace, please.
00:47:55 Just don't... don't do this.
00:47:57 - Don't... Just don't...
00:47:58 - Goddamn it!
00:48:03 Allen! Where are you going?
00:48:05 No, don't!
00:48:11 I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
00:48:14 Let me help you.
00:48:24 I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
00:48:27 I'm so sorry.
00:48:29 I'm sorry.
00:48:32 I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
00:48:35 I'm so sorry.
00:48:43 I love you. I love you.
00:48:46 I love you. I love you.
00:48:52 Grace, I love you and no one else.
00:49:55 I'm sorry.
00:49:57 I'm so sorry I was gone so long.
00:49:59 But I'm back now.
00:50:01 And, oh, wonderful. Look.
00:50:03 They can't even follow
00:50:06 How many times have I told them
00:50:11 But okay. Enough of that.
00:50:16 I don't even remember
00:50:18 Is it the seventh
00:50:23 Let's see.
00:50:25 Eighth chapter.
00:50:26 You know, we're gonna finish
00:50:30 which is a first.
00:50:32 And I gotta tell you
00:50:34 is much more boring
00:50:36 Okay. Where were we?
00:50:39 "He started toward me
00:50:41 trembling like the needle
00:50:43 as he pointed toward the stairs,
00:50:46 I stared. Something seemed
00:50:49 My reflexes"...
00:50:53 You know, Allen...
00:50:59 I don't want you to judge him.
00:51:03 And you would see that
00:51:05 He's never loved anyone less
00:51:13 I want you to know that.
00:51:24 It's just a phase. It's a phase
00:51:27 Just like any other.
00:51:29 "'What's the matter? ', I stammered,
00:51:33 He's all yours.
00:51:34 Wait, what's going on?
00:51:37 - Mr. Walker's being moved.
00:51:40 Mr. Walker has warrants
00:51:42 We're taking him to County Hospital,
00:51:45 - Must be a mistake.
00:51:47 Stop it! What about all his things?
00:51:49 He's not gonna need any
00:51:51 He's gonna be so terrified
00:51:53 What do you think this kind of man
00:51:55 Stop it! No...
00:51:56 The minute he wakes up,
00:51:59 he's being shipped
00:52:01 Are you gonna visit him there, too?
00:52:51 I think Grace might be
00:52:55 No.
00:52:57 I wouldn't blame her if she was.
00:53:00 I don't think she would do that.
00:53:05 I did.
00:53:09 I had one.
00:53:18 I needed to know
00:53:23 Our entire married life,
00:53:28 we were on our first date.
00:53:31 Hmm.
00:53:37 I never deserved her.
00:53:40 Never.
00:53:48 Do you want to go
00:53:52 There's three kegs.
00:54:03 - I don't think I'm dressed for this.
00:54:06 These people are
00:54:12 Oh, my God! You're huge!
00:54:15 I didn't think it was possible
00:54:19 Shea, this is Allen.
00:54:21 Hi. How are you?
00:54:23 Hi. Nice to meet you.
00:54:24 Wait. You guys did realize
00:54:26 a "Wear Something You'd Never
00:54:30 No. But I'm wearing Grace's
00:54:32 so that kinda works out.
00:54:34 - And you?
00:54:37 Well, you're actually
00:54:39 Come on in.
00:54:41 Come in.
00:54:43 - Yeah, man!
00:54:45 - Right on.
00:54:48 Hey, hey.
00:54:51 I wouldn't be caught dead naked!
00:54:54 Yeah!
00:54:57 Hey, um, are you a pregnant teen
00:55:01 Yeah, I am.
00:55:03 Do you live under a freeway
00:55:05 and are gonna have
00:55:07 and use it to raise more money?
00:55:09 No, I'm just a regular
00:55:12 Oh. Right on!
00:55:14 I wouldn't be caught dead
00:55:19 Hey, is it okay if I just
00:55:22 Sit next to you guys for a second?
00:55:31 Dude, I'm on acid.
00:55:34 I'm trippin', y'all.
00:55:37 That's the way
00:55:39 She'd be like,
00:55:42 - We can go somewhere else.
00:55:43 No, wait, wait.
00:55:45 Say something familiar, man, please.
00:55:48 I'm just seeing too many ghosts.
00:55:53 I don't know.
00:55:55 Yeah!
00:55:58 - Mr. Bubble.
00:56:03 Monkeys.
00:56:06 The ones that rip your balls off
00:56:09 or the nice ones?
00:56:10 No. The nice ones.
00:56:12 Yeah!
00:56:28 What... That's...
00:56:32 "Go, baby, go."
00:56:34 Yeah!
00:56:36 All right. Let's go.
00:56:39 Bye.
00:56:42 What'd you do?
00:56:43 People signed my belly.
00:56:45 Oh.
00:56:46 It seemed sweet at the time.
00:56:49 "Have a great summer.
00:56:55 I was never into yearbooks.
00:56:58 Um... all right.
00:57:21 Don't you think it might
00:57:23 if you talked about it with Grace?
00:57:31 Floodgates.
00:57:35 I don't know what I'd do
00:57:40 I'll talk about someone,
00:57:46 Why would you do that?
00:57:47 Because there are things
00:57:53 Okay.
00:57:54 Okay.
00:57:57 I knew this boy.
00:58:00 He was really wonderful to me.
00:58:02 Is that okay?
00:58:05 Yes.
00:58:07 The first time I saw him
00:58:11 He wore a baseball hat
00:58:14 and our teacher made him
00:58:16 And his hair was all pasted
00:58:21 And he smiled at me
00:58:23 We watched each other after that.
00:58:27 And I started to feel
00:58:31 I looked at his
00:58:33 I knew his face by heart.
00:58:36 Our senior year, I took piano,
00:58:39 and he had soccer,
00:58:41 so we would pass each other
00:58:43 in the exact same spot.
00:58:47 And it became something
00:58:52 so much so that I could tell you
00:58:54 because those were the days
00:58:57 And sometimes
00:58:59 Sometimes he would turn away.
00:59:04 And sometimes
00:59:07 that we would start looking
00:59:09 from the very beginning
00:59:14 And then on the last day,
00:59:17 he talked to me.
00:59:20 And everything he said was exactly
00:59:27 And he felt the way he felt
00:59:30 and I thought everything
00:59:33 exactly the way
00:59:39 And I was the happiest
00:59:41 happy and scared
00:59:47 And if he had signed my belly,
00:59:48 he would have written
00:59:57 That's one of the most
01:00:01 I've ever solved.
01:00:05 Took me three years to do it.
01:00:09 And I was in love with him.
01:00:15 That's why I'm keeping this baby.
01:00:18 I was in love with him
01:00:23 I barely knew him,
01:00:26 but everything
01:00:30 Everything was
01:00:35 And I have to keep this baby.
01:00:40 I think he was the love of my life.
01:01:10 I'm very tired.
01:01:16 I can't fight it anymore.
01:01:24 I'm so tired.
01:02:14 My mom says it's cool.
01:02:19 That was a good story.
01:02:21 Thanks.
01:02:23 No, I mean... I don't...
01:02:25 I mean, it was good to hear.
01:02:27 Not good for you,
01:02:31 So what was
01:02:34 I don't remember.
01:02:35 It's all just a blur?
01:02:37 No, I really don't remember.
01:02:40 I didn't know you get high.
01:02:42 I don't.
01:02:44 My mom tests me every two weeks.
01:02:46 It's pretty much
01:02:48 that proves they know I'm alive.
01:02:52 Need a ride home?
01:02:54 Yeah, sure.
01:02:58 Baby is head down,
01:03:00 which means
01:03:04 How are you feeling,
01:03:07 You look like
01:03:10 Oh, I'm fine.
01:03:14 How's the baby?
01:03:16 Just where we want her
01:03:19 It's a girl?
01:03:20 I'm sorry.
01:03:23 It's a girl?
01:03:24 Oh, congratulations.
01:03:28 Is she healthy?
01:03:30 Doesn't get any stronger
01:03:32 You've taken
01:03:34 Oh, this is wonderful.
01:03:38 This is wonderful.
01:03:42 Excuse me.
01:03:45 It's wonderful.
01:03:48 Okay. I'll be right back.
01:03:50 A girl.
01:04:05 What is wrong with you?
01:04:08 I just need a minute.
01:04:09 So, take a minute.
01:04:11 No.
01:04:14 I don't want this baby, Allen.
01:04:19 You sound horrible.
01:04:20 If Bennett were alive,
01:04:22 - I can't be grateful to her.
01:04:24 - I won't.
01:04:25 - I won't do it. I won't.
01:04:27 Don't do anything.
01:04:30 Don't I have the right
01:04:34 Not when everything you say
01:04:37 You're right.
01:04:39 You don't have a patent on grief.
01:04:41 You're not the only one
01:04:42 - Other people grieve.
01:04:44 - You haven't shed a tear once.
01:04:46 You used to get misty when
01:04:48 Listen. Somebody has to
01:04:50 Somebody has to be together.
01:04:52 If I fall apart, everything
01:04:54 Well, I am so sorry that I can't
01:04:57 and I don't treat this family
01:04:59 It's not all about you
01:05:02 There are people in our lives
01:05:05 Well, you don't give a puppy
01:05:08 You just don't do that.
01:05:09 So what do we do?
01:05:12 Give her 20 bucks?
01:05:14 Don't praise her like she's a gift
01:05:16 like it makes it okay
01:05:19 It doesn't soften the blow.
01:05:20 She does for me.
01:05:24 Yeah.
01:05:26 Oh, well, I'm so glad for you.
01:05:28 I'm so glad that the girl that is
01:05:32 softens the blow for you.
01:05:33 That's unfair.
01:05:34 What was he doing
01:05:37 If he'd been with his friends,
01:05:39 would he have been
01:05:41 Answer me that.
01:05:42 You don't know anything about it.
01:05:43 You haven't made the slightest
01:05:47 I don't want to get to know her.
01:05:50 It should have been her
01:05:51 It should have been her!
01:06:23 Hello?
01:06:26 - Hi.
01:06:28 Yeah. Ashley left
01:06:32 Um, who are you?
01:06:34 I'm Amy. I live here.
01:06:37 - Amy.
01:06:42 Ashley's older sister Amy?
01:06:47 What'd she tell you?
01:06:51 Fell overboard
01:06:53 What'd you tell him this time,
01:06:55 - Ryan...
01:06:56 - I hate you!
01:06:57 Ryan! Ryan, please.
01:07:00 - Ryan, please just listen to me!
01:07:02 Look. They don't pay
01:07:04 - I might as well be dead.
01:07:07 - Yes, I do. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
01:07:09 You're a liar!
01:07:11 Look, it's all bad! Trust me!
01:07:12 You have no idea what it's like!
01:07:15 Say it! Say you have no idea
01:07:20 I have no idea.
01:07:22 Open the gate.
01:07:24 Open the fucking gate!
01:07:25 Ryan, look, please. I'm sorry.
01:07:28 Fuck you!
01:07:34 Hello?
01:07:38 Hello?
01:08:17 # Wanderers this morning came by #
01:08:23 # Where did they go? #
01:08:24 - What have you done?
01:08:27 You said we were
01:08:28 I couldn't live with the house
01:08:30 Now, come on.
01:08:33 - Idiot!
01:08:35 - How could you do this?
01:08:36 Wait. Whoa. Whoa.
01:08:37 Hey! Grace.
01:08:38 - You washed his shirt?
01:08:41 - You're fired! Get out of here!
01:08:43 What are you doing?
01:08:45 I'm sorry.
01:08:45 Grace.
01:08:47 You've erased him.
01:08:49 What are you doing?
01:08:51 I've done nothing like that at all.
01:08:52 I wanted to be able to see
01:08:56 now that he's gone.
01:08:57 Grace, he's here.
01:08:59 He isn't here!
01:09:01 I know that, goddamn it!
01:09:02 Don't you...
01:09:04 There's nothing to hold on to!
01:09:07 Just shed one tear.
01:09:10 I mean, what is wrong with you?
01:09:15 # Dear shadow alive and well #
01:09:20 # How can the body die? #
01:09:24 # You tell me everything #
01:09:28 # Anything #
01:09:31 Allen? Allen?
01:09:34 Allen? I'm s... I'm sorry.
01:09:39 # Into town one morning I went #
01:09:42 Oh, my God, Allen.
01:09:44 # Staggering through
01:09:49 # I don't see #
01:09:53 Mrs. Brewer?
01:10:03 He had all the symptoms
01:10:06 difficulty breathing,
01:10:08 heartbeat changes, dizziness.
01:10:11 But it wasn't a heart attack?
01:10:12 Not as far as we can tell.
01:10:15 What was it?
01:10:16 Well, his body's under an incredible
01:10:19 He has high blood pressure.
01:10:20 His sinuses have led
01:10:22 He's suffering
01:10:25 But it was not a heart attack.
01:10:27 Sometimes patients
01:10:29 because it's easier to feel
01:10:56 Ryan. I wasn't expecting you.
01:10:59 Can I share?
01:11:01 My... My, uh, story.
01:11:03 My whatever... whatever it is
01:11:05 - Yes, of course.
01:11:07 Um, where do I start?
01:11:09 - You start wherever you like.
01:11:11 Can I say my brother's an asshole?
01:11:13 You can say whatever you want.
01:11:15 Okay. My brother
01:11:17 And now he's some fuckin'
01:11:19 He's dead, by the way.
01:11:22 Did you not get a chance
01:11:25 I, um...
01:11:27 My mom came in to get me,
01:11:30 I couldn't move my head.
01:11:33 I just, uh, laid there in my bed
01:11:35 thinking about all the attention
01:11:37 whenever he came home,
01:11:38 and how all of his stupid friends
01:11:41 and how he'd probably get
01:11:45 So, um, I didn't get to say good-bye.
01:11:49 And now... You know,
01:11:53 Um...
01:11:55 The thing was, he, um...
01:12:06 He...
01:12:09 He was never an asshole.
01:12:14 He was actually really cool to me.
01:12:19 And he could have ratted me out,
01:12:21 and he never did.
01:12:24 Me and him used to do
01:12:27 and the truth is,
01:12:31 I loved him more than anything.
01:12:36 And I was too fucked up
01:12:42 And in the end,
01:12:45 was nothing.
01:12:47 Do you know how that feels
01:12:51 and fuckin' just blow it?
01:12:55 It's gone. I'll never get
01:13:02 I just miss him so much.
01:13:24 - Hey, Mrs. Brewer.
01:13:27 Yesterday morning.
01:13:29 Nobody called me.
01:13:32 He seems okay.
01:13:33 He's getting transferred over
01:13:36 Can I talk to him?
01:13:38 Make it quick.
01:13:49 Hello.
01:13:52 I'm Grace.
01:13:55 Brewer.
01:13:57 Bennett's mother.
01:13:59 The boy in the car.
01:14:04 So?
01:14:06 So, you were the last person
01:14:09 Yeah, well, I had the green.
01:14:13 You remember?
01:14:18 Um...
01:14:21 Are you feeling better?
01:14:22 Does it look like
01:14:26 Uh... Um...
01:14:29 I saw the surveillance video,
01:14:32 and it looks like
01:14:35 like you comforted him
01:14:39 I didn't comfort anybody.
01:14:41 Now, I got some other shit
01:14:46 Do you remember
01:14:49 I'm not doing this, lady.
01:14:51 I have waited a very long time
01:14:54 - Just go. Get out.
01:14:56 - Get out!
01:15:01 He didn't die a hero or anything,
01:15:05 It isn't.
01:15:15 I don't know.
01:15:17 It happened.
01:15:21 He asked me if it was his fault.
01:15:24 And then you told him
01:15:26 I told him not to worry about it.
01:15:29 And what else?
01:15:32 You really want
01:15:34 More than anything.
01:15:40 His body was caught in between
01:15:46 and his door.
01:15:50 There was so much crushed metal...
01:15:53 Maybe it was
01:15:58 I didn't want to move him.
01:15:59 I don't think I could
01:16:04 His right arm
01:16:08 it looked like
01:16:13 I never seen anything like it.
01:16:16 And I had to climb out
01:16:19 just to get to him.
01:16:23 I don't think he was in pain.
01:16:25 I just, uh, think he was cold.
01:16:29 And then you gave him your jacket?
01:16:31 Yeah, but it didn't make it
01:16:34 It was, um...
01:16:35 The... blood...
01:16:39 The blood was making him cold.
01:16:42 How much blood?
01:16:46 How much?
01:16:48 More than, uh, I've ever seen.
01:16:56 Was he scared?
01:16:59 Uh, I don't know.
01:17:01 I mean, there was, uh...
01:17:06 A bunch of stuff coming out
01:17:09 Uh...
01:17:11 He might have been crying,
01:17:15 Was he crying
01:17:17 or was he crying
01:17:20 - What's the difference?
01:17:23 Scared, I guess.
01:17:28 Do you think
01:17:32 Did he know he was dying?
01:17:34 He knew it was bad,
01:17:37 but it's not like we were talking
01:17:40 I just told him,
01:17:44 Once you hear the siren,
01:17:48 Oh, God.
01:17:51 He needed me,
01:17:53 I should have been there
01:17:57 and tell him that I loved him
01:18:00 Hey, hey, hey.
01:18:03 Hey.
01:18:05 Hey, hey, uh, you want some,
01:18:09 He needed me,
01:18:12 and I wasn't even there.
01:18:14 Oh, he didn't call for you.
01:18:16 He called out for her
01:18:18 That, uh, girl in his car.
01:18:23 Rose?
01:18:25 Rose. All he cared about
01:18:27 if she was hurt,
01:18:29 if she was asking for him.
01:18:31 He kept telling me
01:18:32 "You've got to help her.
01:18:35 But, uh, I thought she was dead.
01:18:39 He asked for Rose.
01:18:40 He even asked me
01:18:43 This poor kid, he's got blood
01:18:46 He wanted her to hear
01:18:48 He thought she might like to hear it.
01:18:53 I have to go.
01:19:07 Relax. You can stay here
01:19:11 And, Rose, I've called my mom
01:19:15 This is, like, tiny, I swear.
01:19:23 Hi. Lydia?
01:19:26 Yeah. Hi.
01:19:28 I'm Rose's friend from work.
01:19:29 Tell her I'm okay.
01:19:31 Rose is absolutely fine,
01:19:32 and, um, she actually wants me
01:19:36 Okay. Well, we're not gonna need
01:19:40 Oh, l... I didn't know.
01:19:43 Um, she lost her job?
01:19:45 Ah.
01:19:47 And she only has 15 minutes left
01:19:51 Um, I'm really sorry
01:19:54 but, uh, Rose wants me
01:19:58 which is that she is pregnant.
01:20:02 Yay! Um, I'd say just like
01:20:08 Yeah.
01:20:09 She put off Barnard for a year,
01:20:13 Yeah. She's just, like,
01:20:16 And, um, she wants you to know
01:20:20 And, uh, she's getting support
01:20:24 Um, I don't know.
01:20:26 I guess just whatever she needs.
01:20:29 Okay.
01:20:30 Um, she wants me
01:20:35 Tell her it's okay
01:20:39 Tell her it's fine.
01:20:40 - Are you sure?
01:20:44 Uh...
01:20:49 What?
01:20:52 Um, she wants you to ask
01:20:56 She says that she'll come help you
01:20:59 'cause, um, well, she thinks
01:21:11 She seemed, like, really glad
01:21:17 That's fine.
01:21:50 Doctor said you could go?
01:21:53 Yeah.
01:21:55 Good.
01:21:59 You talked with Jordan Walker,
01:22:05 Yes.
01:22:08 What did you learn?
01:22:17 Bennett loved her, didn't he?
01:22:28 Oh, yes. Oh, yes.
01:22:34 I wanted him to call for me.
01:22:36 Is that such a terrible thing?
01:22:39 I call for you.
01:22:43 I call for you every day.
01:22:48 I'm here now.
01:22:51 Oh, my God.
01:22:54 Poor baby.
01:22:55 - Oh, my God, my poor boy.
01:22:59 Oh, my poor, poor, poor,
01:23:02 Okay. It's all right.
01:23:04 It's okay.
01:23:07 Yes, it's okay.
01:23:10 Yes. It's all right.
01:23:14 I know. I know.
01:23:18 It's okay. It's okay.
01:23:21 I wasn't there
01:23:23 Had l... I could... I could...
01:23:26 I could have saved him.
01:23:29 Allen...
01:23:30 I had 17 minutes,
01:23:33 No. Listen to me.
01:23:35 Honey, you couldn't.
01:23:36 It was a mistake.
01:23:39 He died on impact.
01:23:41 You couldn't have done anything.
01:23:43 He didn't suffer.
01:23:46 There was nothing
01:23:49 - Really.
01:23:52 Oh, Grace.
01:23:55 It's okay.
01:23:58 Oh.
01:24:01 It's okay.
01:24:04 Grace, we have to bring her home.
01:24:09 - We have to.
01:24:37 All the places
01:24:40 I'm gonna go look for her.
01:24:41 We'll go with you.
01:24:44 I'm ready. I'm okay.
01:24:45 Come on. Let's go.
01:24:48 Good work.
01:24:49 After you.
01:25:02 Shea.
01:25:05 Hi. It's Allen Brewer here.
01:25:07 Wow. You really would be
01:25:11 - I'm looking for Rose.
01:25:15 - In a way.
01:25:17 I'd like very much to find her.
01:25:19 So, please, if you can
01:25:22 It's about time.
01:25:28 All right.
01:25:29 Try the place
01:25:32 She goes there in the afternoons.
01:25:38 Okay.
01:26:08 Rose!
01:26:13 - Rose! Wait!
01:26:15 Rose!
01:26:25 Don't worry, the baby is fine!
01:26:27 Rose, we were worried, okay?
01:26:29 Why? Why would you be
01:26:31 Because I'm reading old yearbooks
01:26:35 Where you going, huh?
01:26:39 Because the most disgusting stuff
01:26:41 just came out of my body
01:26:43 Did your water break?
01:26:45 I'm fine!
01:26:46 Really wonderful progress, Rose.
01:26:50 We were concerned about you.
01:26:52 Don't worry. I can do anything,
01:26:57 Bennett!
01:26:59 Let us take you to the hospital,
01:27:02 then we'll just, uh...
01:27:07 I don't want to go home.
01:27:08 I don't want my baby to grow up
01:27:11 Am I supposed to raise her
01:27:12 without ever talking
01:27:14 Tell her she can't even mention
01:27:17 because he hasn't completely
01:27:20 Or worry at night
01:27:22 is gonna smother her
01:27:23 because she'd rather
01:27:26 Or that her uncle will leave
01:27:30 I'm sorry. That wasn't fair.
01:27:34 I like you, too.
01:27:36 Thank you.
01:27:39 Look, I promise I won't
01:27:42 I know I wasn't very helpful to you
01:27:48 and if I had to do it again,
01:27:54 Rose.
01:27:56 Look.
01:28:00 Once you have this baby,
01:28:03 that the most horrible thing
01:28:05 is to lose her child.
01:28:13 I'm sorry...
01:28:17 for what happened between us.
01:28:21 I really am.
01:28:24 Please, Rose.
01:28:27 Give us a chance here.
01:28:32 Please.
01:28:42 I don't even know who he is.
01:28:45 What do you want to know?
01:28:47 I want to know everything
01:28:51 I want more memories of him.
01:28:55 Yeah.
01:28:56 We'll tell you everything
01:28:58 We'll just keep talking
01:29:05 There's a picture of Bennett
01:29:08 Was he fast?
01:29:11 Yes.
01:29:13 How fast?
01:29:15 50-second 400-meter fast.
01:29:20 Wow.
01:29:31 Okay. Okay.
01:29:36 He was voted Best All-Around.
01:29:38 Why did they...
01:29:42 Tell me!
01:29:44 Uh, because he was a nice guy.
01:29:46 In third grade
01:29:50 Bennett felt so bad for him that
01:29:53 - You remember?
01:29:54 And he wore them to school
01:29:55 so Jack wouldn't be the only one.
01:29:57 Okay. Okay.
01:29:59 Um, who's this girl he's with?
01:30:02 That is his prom date,
01:30:03 and he only went with her
01:30:05 - Ryan!
01:30:07 No, that's good. I like that.
01:30:09 I think she was a very smart girl.
01:30:10 They studied English lit together
01:30:13 - She gave good head.
01:30:15 - Ryan!
01:30:16 What else? What else?
01:30:18 He hated to have his picture taken.
01:30:20 Whenever I went to take his picture,
01:30:23 - What was the face?
01:30:25 Show me the face!
01:30:27 That's terrible.
01:30:29 He'd eat anything off his plate
01:30:31 That's true.
01:30:32 He'd take all the toppings
01:30:34 and he'd eat 'em in order.
01:30:35 It was really...
01:30:37 Well, he was a little O.C.D.,
01:30:39 Mm-hmm.
01:30:41 When he used to eat Cheerios,
01:30:43 because he didn't want them
01:30:45 Ah, God, this hurts!
01:30:46 I used to give him shit
01:30:48 And he never flossed.
01:30:50 But he did wear an enormous
01:30:52 once he discovered it,
01:30:53 and his room smelled
01:30:55 Ow!
01:30:57 Oh! It's happening.
01:30:59 Yes, sweetie, it is.
01:31:03 I know, sweetie.
01:31:05 Bennett lived for 18 years,
01:31:07 2 hours, 36 minutes.
01:31:10 He broke 6 bones in his lifetime
01:31:14 He never had a girlfriend
01:31:19 His highest temperature was 104.3.
01:31:23 And uh, he knew how to count
01:31:29 Which was?
01:31:31 - Wow.
01:31:35 Thank you.
01:31:36 Of course.
01:31:41 Thank you.
01:31:44 You're doing great.
01:31:47 That's it, sweetheart. Okay.
01:31:51 You're doing great. That's it.
01:31:54 # Cryin' into your sleeves #
01:31:56 That's it.
01:31:58 That's a girl.
01:32:00 # 'Cause you miss
01:32:01 It won't be long. That's a girl.
01:32:04 # A lullaby keeps on playin' #
01:32:09 # You're thinkin' it's a dream #
01:32:13 # 'Cause you miss
01:32:18 Oh, my God.
01:32:23 Her name is Ruby.
01:32:28 # And you've got a good mind
01:32:35 # They say it's all part of his plan #
01:32:38 # But what if he's got
01:32:47 # Well, it's a sad face
01:32:51 # Like a burned-out sun #
01:32:56 # 'Cause you miss
01:33:04 # You'd think a grown man
01:33:08 # About his bootlace undone #
01:33:12 # But you just miss
01:33:18 # Yeah, you miss
01:33:27 # And you got a good mind to pray #
01:33:34 # They say it's all part of his plan #
01:33:37 # But what if he's got
01:33:43 # Well, goddamn #
01:33:46 # You're a boy, not a man #
01:33:51 # When you miss those lovin' arms #
01:34:02 Hey.
01:34:07 Hi.
01:34:10 Hi.
01:34:42 # Everybody wants to know you #
01:34:45 # They float all around your head #
01:34:48 # Like a mobile #
01:34:52 # Hell, you don't know
01:34:56 # Oh, but can't you tell #
01:34:59 # You're a golden egg #
01:35:02 # Of all the ways
01:35:07 # A hundred times,
01:35:12 # And little things
01:35:17 # Are going off #
01:35:20 # Like bottle caps #
01:35:23 # A light,
01:35:28 # A cold night,
01:35:33 # I give without thinking #
01:35:37 # That's the way it is now #
01:35:44 # Soft spots,
01:35:49 # Tie knots,
01:35:54 # We fight for a reason #
01:35:58 # Now it's off to bed #
01:36:16 # If I could help you
01:36:26 # But, hell, you don't know
01:36:30 # Oh, but can't you tell #
01:36:33 # I love you #
01:36:36 # Of all the ways
01:36:42 # A hundred times,
01:36:47 # And little things I didn't have #
01:36:52 # Are going off #
01:36:54 # Like bottle caps #
01:36:58 # Going off like bottle caps #
01:37:03 # A light,
01:37:08 # A cold night,
01:37:13 # I give without thinking #
01:37:17 # That's the way it is now #
01:37:25 # Soft spots,
01:37:30 # Tie knots,
01:37:34 # We fight for a reason #
01:37:38 # Now it's off to bed #