Heartbeats

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00:00:17 The only truth
00:00:24 We write about 20, 25 texts a day.
00:00:28 I'd go, c'mon, let's hitchhike
00:00:32 He'd anmer now!
00:00:33 ln 1 sec he's there.
00:00:35 But of course
00:00:36 l fall for that fucking
00:00:40 who takes forever
00:00:43 I'm such a dumbass.
00:00:47 Sometimes
00:00:49 I'm at my computer...
00:00:51 and l panic.
00:00:53 l get all worked up.
00:00:55 l go,
00:00:56 if somebody died
00:01:00 there'd be nobody left alive, fuck.
00:01:04 When you go into a bar,
00:01:06 walk down the street, eat out...
00:01:10 Whose ass do you check out?
00:01:11 When you're on the prowl,
00:01:16 Tits, cocks? Cocks, tits?
00:01:18 It was the cat.
00:01:20 Marilyn. The cat was gone.
00:01:23 I knew right away because
00:01:27 He'd put this collar on her...
00:01:30 You know, for midgets...
00:01:34 He put a bell on, thought it was cute.
00:01:36 You always heard it.
00:01:38 But l came home, she wasn't there.
00:01:41 l went, Marilyn?
00:01:47 No bell.
00:01:50 And the vase...
00:01:52 in terracotta,
00:01:56 pennies and shit, on the bumet.
00:01:59 Gone.
00:02:01 So l turn around
00:02:04 just my boots.
00:02:07 No running shoes.
00:02:12 So naturally l tear through
00:02:17 He'd taken eveything.
00:02:19 All... all... all his shit.
00:02:23 On the kitchen table
00:02:27 with, written in Gennan
00:02:30 Must still be.
00:02:32 "l don't want to waste my life
00:02:37 You can't be 50-50.
00:02:38 Straight is straight, gay is gay.
00:02:40 And don't bring up
00:02:43 The humidex
00:02:45 Or the moon in Aquarius.
00:02:47 Gimme a fucking break!
00:02:49 l know eveything.
00:02:51 Eveything.
00:02:53 l know where he works,
00:02:54 the restaurants he eats in.
00:02:57 l walked by his building.
00:02:59 Ran into thejanitor.
00:03:02 So l asked him,
00:03:05 if he was home.
00:03:08 Janitor starts talking about him.
00:03:10 l listen.
00:03:12 l start talking about him,
00:03:15 As if l knew him
00:03:19 One point l realize I'm fucked.
00:03:21 So l tell him to say
00:03:25 Not to look like a stalker.
00:03:28 If he had any idea...
00:03:30 I am so well informed.
00:03:33 His dad had a stroke in 2002.
00:03:35 His mom owns a multicolored
00:03:37 at Jocelyne's Treasures...
00:03:39 If he knew,
00:03:40 he'd probably enter
00:03:44 for Mafia stools.
00:03:48 Glenn Close in Fatal_ttraction.
00:03:50 That's me.
00:04:19 Who is that self-satisfacted Adonis?
00:04:24 The blond?
00:04:29 Nicolas.
00:04:30 County lad. Friend of Sophie's.
00:04:33 Just moved into town.
00:05:20 HEARTBEATS
00:05:37 - Hello.
00:05:40 Guess who we're meeting Saturday?
00:06:27 Seismography.
00:06:29 You bore cables and sensors
00:06:32 You blow it all up
00:06:36 Based on the vibrations
00:06:38 you can see what's underground.
00:06:41 Oil companies pay
00:06:43 I'm crazy.
00:06:45 We work 92-hourweeks
00:06:49 you take home _1300 a week,
00:06:52 cause I'm studying literature
00:06:58 l only do it for the money
00:07:01 and to forget all the shit.
00:07:02 At night I read
00:07:05 Koltès keeps you in shape.
00:07:15 - Well?
00:07:18 What do you think of Nicolas?
00:07:22 He's nice.
00:07:24 Yeah, he's nice.
00:07:28 He's intelligent.
00:07:33 Penonally he's not my type.
00:07:40 Me neither.
00:08:45 Thursday night we enter
00:08:48 and order ales and lemonade?
00:08:52 - Hello?
00:08:55 I'm good, you?
00:08:56 Good.
00:08:57 Guess what?
00:08:59 l dunno.
00:09:01 But Nico sent me a card.
00:09:06 You got one too?
00:09:08 Yeah, l got it this morning.
00:09:10 So, see you Thursday, then?
00:09:13 It'll befun.
00:11:57 Eating your chey, Tery?
00:12:00 Chemies are too meet.
00:12:06 Fudge is 1T times sweeter
00:12:15 Ever play hide-and-seek?
00:12:17 Yeah.
00:12:20 _nna play?
00:12:21 Like, on the mountain, maybe?
00:12:24 Sure, but,
00:12:25 do you need to change?
00:12:26 Are you gonna wear that dress,
00:12:32 Cause you...
00:12:39 Sporty.
00:12:46 One bottle ofwine.
00:12:47 Two bottles ofwine.
00:13:38 Bunny!
00:13:43 Bunny!
00:14:08 You must've sucked at this game
00:14:14 There was...
00:14:16 l saw a white rabbit.
00:14:23 A pet rabbit that probably escaped.
00:14:47 Marie!
00:14:51 Marie!
00:15:05 His dad knows a stage designer.
00:15:11 Cool.
00:15:30 OK.
00:15:39 You have a big bed, right?
00:15:43 Yeah, l have a big bed.
00:15:49 You can sleep here. We'll just...
00:15:52 We'll just squeeze in.
00:15:56 Thanks, man.
00:15:57 Shotgun the side.
00:15:58 l hate the middle too!
00:16:00 No sweat, l like the middle.
00:16:02 Good.
00:16:09 Sleeping tight, Marie?
00:17:04 Not eating, Marie?
00:17:05 I'm not hungy.
00:17:09 An article on the play
00:17:14 Francis, want me to ty
00:17:20 - It's on Thursday?
00:17:23 No... I'm busy Thursday.
00:17:27 Too bad.
00:17:28 The play's sumealistic, but it's
00:17:33 The love of my life.
00:18:31 Thanks. VMth one sugar.
00:18:32 Here you go. That's _2.25 please.
00:18:36 Thanks.
00:18:37 Bye.
00:18:50 Hey!
00:18:51 - Hey, how's it going?
00:18:54 Yeah. What are you doing here?
00:18:56 - l live on Jeanne-Mance.
00:18:58 What's up?
00:18:59 l was grabbing a comee
00:19:03 Funny, cause l just...
00:19:05 Dammit!
00:19:09 _it, lemme show you.
00:19:12 Did l get you? Here you go...
00:19:15 Lucky! Where'd you find it?
00:19:18 I'm for you.
00:19:20 l bought it for you.
00:19:23 Really, Frank...
00:19:24 You're so meet!
00:19:25 - My pleasure.
00:19:27 You said you liked her
00:19:30 I gotta run.
00:19:33 No womies.
00:19:37 A girIfriend?
00:19:39 Pesto with pine nuts.
00:19:41 There you go.
00:19:43 But thanks a lot.
00:19:46 to put it up.
00:19:53 I'm om.
00:19:54 - I'll call you.
00:19:56 - See you!
00:19:57 Don't forget your bags!
00:19:59 Your pesto won't...
00:20:02 - Bye!
00:20:03 - Yeah!
00:20:28 _s it bad?
00:20:29 No, no.
00:20:30 It was vey...
00:20:32 engrossing.
00:20:37 You have amazing eyes.
00:20:39 Hazel?
00:20:41 As banal an iris as they come.
00:20:45 Ahigh IQ is a vital counterpoint
00:20:52 Do you ever think of movie stan
00:21:04 No, l don't think of anything.
00:21:09 Do you picture celebrities
00:21:13 Yeah.
00:21:16 But l don't need to with you.
00:21:22 Are you in love right now?
00:22:29 Pains, Migraines and Sonatas
00:22:38 Pretty so-so, huh?
00:22:40 The dialogue was a mess.
00:22:44 So pompous.
00:22:47 l heard the author on the radio.
00:22:49 She called it the work
00:22:54 These pseudo borderlines...
00:22:55 with their pain fetish
00:23:00 Fuck om!
00:23:02 Theyjust need to get laid.
00:23:08 The authors have struck again.
00:23:10 l was irrevocably scarred by
00:23:15 The characters were so Manichean.
00:23:18 Manichean?
00:23:20 Manichean.
00:23:23 You know, good venus evil.
00:23:26 All black or all white.
00:23:28 Yeah, l know what it means.
00:23:32 l just found it channing
00:23:36 Seems out of character?
00:23:39 No, not at all. On the contray.
00:23:51 There's a little
00:23:54 Vietnamese place near where I live.
00:23:57 It might be
00:23:59 pleasant.
00:24:01 Yeah, totally.
00:24:12 Marie, it's Frankie!
00:24:17 Frankie!
00:24:18 - What's up?
00:24:20 Shit, l forgot! It was tonight.
00:24:23 Antony, this is Nico.
00:24:29 Nicolas, this is Jody.
00:24:30 And Clara, Nicolas.
00:24:32 Hi.
00:24:35 Didn't hurt too much
00:24:45 How was the play?
00:24:47 Disappointing.
00:24:50 That's all? What a shame.
00:24:52 - It wasn't good?
00:24:56 But those actors are good.
00:24:59 Well, they were awful.
00:25:02 Anyway, it's funny
00:26:25 I'm measurable.
00:26:26 The Kinsey scale has T categories,
00:26:30 O) Exclusively heterosexual.
00:26:33 1) Predominantly heterosexual,
00:26:37 2) Predominantly heterosexual,
00:26:42 - like Jean.
00:26:45 3) Bisexual with no preference.
00:26:48 4) Predominantly homosexual,
00:26:52 5) Predominantly homosexual,
00:26:57 And 6) Exclusively homosexual.
00:27:01 Where do you fall on the scale?
00:27:04 The Golden Coconut Club.
00:27:08 No, Golden Coconut Depot.
00:27:10 Yeah.
00:27:16 And we split a
00:27:19 fried banana.
00:27:21 Then...
00:27:23 we went dutch, because...
00:27:26 I
00:27:28 I wanted it to be clear.
00:27:31 Then I gave her a lift to the metro.
00:27:33 It must've been, 11:15?
00:27:37 And I went for a beerwith friends.
00:27:44 Oh, and my ex was there.
00:27:46 The day he moved in,
00:27:48 it was over. It was over!
00:27:51 No, l mean, it wasn't over, over.
00:27:53 l mean, we still lived together
00:27:57 But those are details, meaningless.
00:28:01 It was over.
00:28:03 Of coune at first
00:28:06 we didn't want to admit it
00:28:08 cause we felt bad, you know.
00:28:13 The move, all the cargo...
00:28:16 All that... all that stum.
00:28:19 That's a shitload of money
00:28:23 That said, mein Hem
00:28:26 so he can go fuck himself.
00:28:28 I'm like we were...
00:28:30 "We..." I mean, I'll speak for myself.
00:28:34 Me...
00:28:36 For me...
00:28:38 l was infatuated
00:28:43 He lived in BerIin,
00:28:45 me, on Dorion St, so...
00:28:48 l guess l was in love with,
00:28:51 you know, taking the plane and
00:28:54 l dunno, landing, the cafés,
00:28:56 the cigarettes and...
00:28:59 wind from elsewhere,
00:29:01 his accent.
00:29:04 It doesn't exist.
00:29:06 I'm the concept you love.
00:29:08 You love the concept more than him.
00:29:12 I'm the distance you love.
00:29:14 But when there's no more distance...
00:29:18 When...
00:29:19 when there's no more ocean to cross
00:29:22 and all there's left to cross
00:29:26 Anyway,
00:29:29 it's over now.
00:29:33 The letter l got two days after
00:29:37 our evening out.
00:29:44 "My dear Julien,
00:29:46 l can't stop thinking
00:29:51 Your humor and gallanty seduced me.
00:29:55 Yesterday l went to
00:29:59 l think l found your perFume.
00:30:05 ls it by chance Insurrection
00:30:07 from Colin Arpel, by chance?"
00:30:16 No, it's not.
00:30:18 "My top moment of our night?
00:30:21 Definitely when you kissed me
00:30:25 almost grazing my cheek.
00:30:29 I shut my eyes
00:30:31 and felt transported
00:30:35 C HAN S
00:30:39 EUR Ll S EUR S.
00:30:43 He calls me Miss.
00:30:46 Uses "vous" with me.
00:30:48 Who are we,
00:30:53 Pussy-footing. l hate pussy-footing.
00:30:57 Now he's ruining
00:31:01 when he's not there,
00:31:03 having a beer with friends...
00:31:05 When he's not there,
00:31:08 I'm bored.
00:31:09 I'm no fun.
00:31:11 Yet, the weather's nice,
00:31:15 l mean: Shut up, bitch!
00:31:18 But it's no fun.
00:31:21 When he's there, watch out!
00:31:23 Like l popped 5 tabs of speed.
00:31:27 l act like I'm straight om the farm.
00:31:29 St Donat. Howdy!
00:31:33 Worst, l hardly talk to him.
00:31:36 But l know he sees me.
00:31:38 You see people even if you don't look.
00:31:42 Like, if you're there.
00:31:44 And I'm looking here.
00:31:47 I see you.
00:31:48 I'm not looking, but l see you.
00:31:51 l know
00:31:53 where you're looking. l know
00:31:55 you're looking at me.
00:31:58 Mother fucker.
00:32:01 OK.
00:32:08 You smell good.
00:32:10 Thanks.
00:32:17 Oh, God...
00:32:20 "Tick-tock goes your biological clock,
00:32:25 Modern fashionistas,
00:32:26 what kind of man makes you drool?
00:32:30 1) Describe the looks of the man
00:32:38 What, now?
00:32:39 Yeah.
00:32:50 Brown hai... brown eyes.
00:32:53 For sure. Brown hair.
00:32:59 Down to here, about.
00:33:01 Short.
00:33:03 No, short... Well, curIy.
00:33:07 Below the ears.
00:33:10 Curly, blond.
00:33:17 And green eyes, maybe.
00:34:58 This is so beautiful.
00:35:01 "ln love when l ask for a look,
00:35:03 what is deeply unsatis_ing
00:35:07 is that you never look at me
00:35:09 from where l see you."
00:35:14 Smoke break. I'll wait outside.
00:39:07 My friends!
00:39:20 My friend!
00:39:29 Where do we put the gifts?
00:39:32 Shit, l am so wasted.
00:39:34 l've never been this drunk
00:39:38 - What?
00:39:40 Oh yeah, right!
00:39:43 I
00:39:45 the room to the right
00:39:51 They bought me presents!
00:40:06 Wow.
00:40:08 He's super drunk.
00:40:15 A boater.
00:40:17 - I bought him a boater.
00:40:20 Beautiful, huh?
00:40:22 l just hope
00:40:24 he doesn't vomit in it.
00:40:26 No, joking.
00:40:29 He'll be super happy. It's cool!
00:40:32 Yours? Yours?
00:40:34 I'm... It's a little...
00:40:37 I'm not as original.
00:40:39 Just some threads.
00:40:41 l wanna see!
00:40:51 Orange!
00:40:52 Tangerine.
00:40:54 I'm tangerine.
00:40:56 Blond hair and citrus tones...
00:40:59 always a victorious partnership.
00:41:01 Well, l mean...
00:41:03 Maybe, l dunno...
00:41:05 l've heard that orange
00:41:08 is a safe pick for any skin tone.
00:41:10 Dunno about fluorescent orange,
00:41:12 That may be the exception.
00:41:16 It'll go with my boater.
00:41:27 You look great.
00:41:30 Thanks, that's sweet. You too.
00:41:34 Bling bling!
00:41:36 They're precious.
00:42:30 What a party!
00:42:32 "T'as de beaux yeux, tu sais!"
00:42:40 Know where that's from?
00:42:41 Yeah, sure.
00:42:45 So?
00:42:48 So what?
00:42:51 So what comes next?
00:42:54 l dunno.
00:43:49 "What a party!"
00:43:56 ldiot!
00:44:18 Who's that android?
00:44:21 His mother.
00:44:23 Her name is Désirée.
00:44:28 He introduced me to her.
00:44:30 She said l looked like a 50s housewife.
00:44:32 Who is she anyway?
00:44:35 Or pemaps a prostitute
00:44:40 Your dress is a tad anachronistic.
00:44:43 So_?
00:44:44 This is vintage, dearie!
00:44:48 Not all vintage should come back.
00:47:43 Know what we should do?
00:47:45 No, what?
00:47:46 Go to my aunt's cottage
00:47:48 She's in Europe.
00:47:51 But l have to work.
00:47:53 Just call in sick.
00:47:56 Right.
00:47:58 "Hi, this is Marie,
00:48:01 "Hi, this is Sick,
00:48:04 OK, I'll call.
00:48:06 How are we gonna get there?
00:48:10 Saddle up a cat?
00:48:12 - Magic carpet.
00:48:15 I'll borrow JP's wheels.
00:48:18 l better go now.
00:48:20 Who wants to come?
00:48:22 But someone stays.
00:48:24 l need to buy cigarettes.
00:48:29 You'll see, Francis.
00:48:31 My mom's cool.
00:48:34 Can you zip me up?
00:48:39 You're good?
00:48:41 Thanks.
00:48:43 - Shall we?
00:48:46 - Later, Francis.
00:50:18 Hello.
00:50:35 The party was a fuckin' blast.
00:50:37 Have you known Nick long?
00:50:39 - About mo months.
00:50:42 François, right?
00:50:44 Francis, right!
00:50:47 He's talked aboutyou.
00:50:50 I'm true, you're a cutie!
00:51:00 Nice place, huh?Afriggin' palace!
00:51:04 His dad pays for it.
00:51:06 That dick thinks
00:51:12 l love your...
00:51:15 What you're wearing, your top.
00:51:20 This? Thanks, sweetie.
00:51:21 Got it in New York,
00:51:25 I'm a dancer, l pack light.
00:51:27 Don't travel much now, but...
00:51:30 Ask Nick.
00:51:31 As a kid he loved being backstage.
00:51:35 His dad thought it was heavy.
00:51:37 Said it was vulgar. "I'm vulgar!"
00:51:40 What's a pair of tits to a toddle_
00:51:44 But ask Nick.
00:51:48 l wonder if he still remembers.
00:51:51 The girls were crazy about him,
00:51:55 He loved it. He was cute.
00:51:58 Yeah.
00:51:59 He must remember.
00:52:02 But we lost touch.
00:52:03 l mean, Miami
00:52:07 Dimerent time zones.
00:52:08 His dad snatched him back, pronto.
00:52:12 Father kn_s best.
00:52:19 Say that again.
00:52:20 He's gotta remember.
00:52:22 The dressing rooms.
00:52:24 l brought him this, his allowance.
00:52:28 Grocey, lottey, candy, whatever.
00:52:32 Show him. He's an aimead.
00:52:33 He'll toss it out.
00:52:37 Not home?
00:52:39 l hoped to give him a smooch.
00:52:42 He'll be back. He's out with...
00:52:45 Marie.
00:52:48 You'll tell him, right?
00:52:50 Give him a kiss from me,
00:52:52 He'll be glad, I'm sure.
00:52:54 - Nice meeting you, Francis.
00:52:56 You are a cutie.
00:53:01 - Bye.
00:53:04 Don't forget to tell him
00:53:08 He's an airhead.
00:53:09 - Bye.
00:54:50 The county's so beautiful.
00:54:54 We tend to forget.
00:55:10 Audrey Hepburn!
00:55:14 _reaMast at Ti_any's.
00:55:16 That's where it's from! l forgot!
00:55:19 l adoreAudrey Hepburn!
00:55:21 Me...
00:55:29 Gotta piss. Be right back.
00:55:36 Marie?
00:55:39 l love you.
00:55:41 l love you too.
00:55:43 Frankie, too. l love the dude.
00:55:46 l mean, he's so meet!
00:55:48 - A bit shy, but...
00:55:51 Yeah.
00:55:53 - In what way, sensitive?
00:56:02 No, it'sjust he's...
00:56:05 He's a romantic.
00:56:08 He imagines things about people.
00:56:15 What do you mean?
00:56:21 I'm just he imagines things,
00:56:23 about anything, anyone...
00:56:26 If you give him too much amection,
00:56:29 or touch him too much...
00:56:32 Like, for him,
00:56:34 "l love you" is
00:56:36 "l love you."
00:56:40 You can say it to me.
00:56:42 l undentand these kind of things.
00:56:46 But him...
00:56:49 An_ay...
00:56:55 Lunch is on me.
00:57:15 River.
00:57:18 Yeah, it's beautiful.
00:57:20 I'm crazy.
00:57:34 Yeah, the county is beautiful.
00:57:42 You forget eveything.
00:57:44 All the shit that drives you crazy.
00:57:47 You forget.
00:59:03 Next marshmallow?
00:59:05 Not me, thanks.
00:59:06 Frankie?
00:59:08 OK.
00:59:14 You don't know how to eat 'em.
00:59:20 Why?
00:59:22 You eat your manhmallow too fast.
00:59:25 You're not tasting it.
00:59:28 Amarshmallow's like a striptease.
00:59:30 Step by step.
00:59:32 - Have another...
00:59:34 Man, I'm full, l swear.
00:59:36 Come on.
00:59:39 Now do as l say.
00:59:41 Start by taking om its coat.
00:59:44 Come again?
00:59:45 Its coat.
00:59:47 The burned, golden layer.
00:59:50 Start with that.
00:59:52 OK.
00:59:55 Good start. Now,
00:59:57 using your palate and incisors,
01:00:01 by applying a teeny
01:00:04 But you leave...
01:00:06 you leave a thin core.
01:00:11 And then...
01:00:16 You're so drunk.
01:00:19 OK, I'm going to bed.
01:00:21 You're angy?
01:00:23 No no, just tired.
01:00:26 - You OK?
01:01:40 Guys?
01:02:51 Whatever! Whatever!
01:02:54 Whatever! Whatever!
01:03:24 Yeah, it's me.
01:03:26 Yes, on the clim.
01:03:28 Yes. No, I'm going to take the bus.
01:03:31 An emergency. l forgot l had
01:03:35 I'll take the bus in an hour.
01:03:38 Don't go to any trouble for me.
01:03:40 I'll just take the bus.
01:03:42 Bye.
01:04:01 Marie!
01:04:04 _it!
01:04:21 Marie, fuck!
01:04:54 What's your fucking problem?
01:05:50 Hey, guys?
01:06:03 l've had it with the county.
01:06:05 I'm going home.
01:06:09 Love me or leave me.
01:06:42 We've been waiting
01:06:45 15, even 25 minutes.
01:06:47 Endless!
01:06:48 I'm raining.
01:06:50 Abitchy little drizzle like,
01:06:53 someone's goddamn spitting
01:06:56 My balls are ice cold,
01:06:59 Julie's reading some poems by...
01:07:01 Jacques Brault.
01:07:03 I'm taking forever,
01:07:07 But Julie's gonna shoot herself
01:07:10 There's an old doorman
01:07:12 No idea what he's doing there.
01:07:17 Finally he shows up.
01:07:20 That bitch is like...
01:07:22 45 minutes late.
01:07:24 He's wearing
01:07:25 his vintage Na_ jacket.
01:07:28 He's cute. He's tall and...
01:07:31 We're there so Julie
01:07:33 I'm now or never. Problem is,
01:07:36 the guy
01:07:38 is with someone.
01:07:40 Another guy!
01:07:42 Also cute and tall.
01:07:46 Her face looks like shit.
01:07:49 Dude's like,
01:07:50 "Sory, l lost. l late."
01:07:54 You don't call, you don't write,
01:07:56 or talk to her. Over.
01:07:59 If you know she's at a party or bar,
01:08:02 you don't go.
01:08:05 It took me about a year.
01:08:09 The lucky ones get over it
01:08:11 in mo weeks, mo months,
01:08:16 Evey time l saw her l figured
01:08:18 I'd get cramps,
01:08:23 But no.
01:08:26 l got over it.
01:08:29 I
01:08:31 SnOW Came.
01:08:33 Christmas, and my cousins
01:08:37 Spring, summer, fall and...
01:08:41 I got over it.
01:08:43 Just a bad memoy.
01:08:47 Amemoy like many others.
01:08:51 When I think ofwhat I did,
01:08:53 the money I blew
01:08:58 I think of it all and
01:09:02 I'm so ashamed that...
01:09:11 I start to...
01:09:14 to sing.
01:09:16 To sing, fuck!
01:09:18 I sing in the living room,
01:09:20 doing the dishes.
01:09:23 I sing.
01:09:27 I hit Send.
01:09:30 I mean, enough's enough.
01:09:33 Smell the comee.
01:09:37 I mean, it's cute at first, but...
01:09:43 I'm such a high.
01:09:45 You know, the feeling
01:09:47 when your Inbox has new messages,
01:09:50 in bold.
01:09:51 You have mail!
01:09:55 The nanosecond after you click
01:09:58 and it appears.
01:10:01 He wrote.
01:10:04 You're even happier cause twice
01:10:06 your Inbox's been in bold.
01:10:08 An email from fucking Amazon.ca!
01:10:11 Or a lampshade warehouse sale.
01:10:16 I'm in a café. I'm waiting for him.
01:10:19 And he's late.
01:10:21 But only a minute,
01:10:25 So, stage one:
01:10:27 loving his being late.
01:10:29 You go, it makes him human,
01:10:32 gives him sex appeal.
01:10:34 Stage mo:
01:10:35 Checking my agenda. You know,
01:10:38 I question myself.
01:10:40 Maybe I got it wrong.
01:10:43 I picture myself arriving late
01:10:47 So I look where I am and
01:10:49 I'm in the right place.
01:10:52 I'm been 32 minutes.
01:10:55 Stage three:
01:10:56 I tell myself I don't mind waiting.
01:11:01 I keep myself busy, I read.
01:11:04 I pretend to read.
01:11:07 I go to the bathroom, order stum.
01:11:10 Now I hate him.
01:11:11 I insult him in my head.
01:11:14 I think of cool quotes that'll be
01:11:18 I'm been 39 minutes.
01:11:23 He arrives.
01:11:25 All out of breath.
01:11:27 Handsome.
01:11:30 TraMc was bad.
01:11:33 Yeah.
01:11:35 So I excuse him. I say,
01:11:37 of course, only normal
01:11:42 Cause...
01:11:44 Cause I'm weak and
01:11:46 someone you put on a pedestal
01:11:54 Fuck it.
01:11:55 Rejection's tough but...
01:11:57 it's over with.
01:12:01 No?
01:12:05 I'm like a guillotine.
01:12:09 But...
01:12:10 waiting for an answer,
01:12:13 spending weeks thinking I'm shit,
01:12:15 while he goes, is she crazy?
01:12:18 I'm like getting your head
01:12:22 I'm like a long, lingering No.
01:12:27 But at a certain point,
01:12:29 you get fed up.
01:12:31 You crack.
01:12:34 You crack and
01:12:35 eveything's filthy.
01:12:37 Eveything's dark and
01:12:40 burned out.
01:12:43 So I hit Send.
01:13:02 You're smoking a lot.
01:13:04 Compared to last time.
01:13:08 I smoked as much then.
01:13:19 I love to smoke.
01:13:20 Smoking a cigarette is like
01:13:23 forgetting.
01:13:25 When I hit rock bottom
01:13:27 Light up, smoke up,
01:13:31 It hides the shit.
01:13:35 The smoke hides
01:13:39 the shit.
01:13:44 There's menthol and vanilla.
01:13:46 Some people like 'em.
01:13:49 Menthol cigarette.
01:13:50 Vanilla cigarette.
01:13:53 Chocolate cigarette.
01:13:55 Cigarette cigarette.
01:14:00 Cigarettes clearly keep me
01:14:03 from going crazy.
01:14:07 Keeps me alive.
01:14:12 It keeps me alive
01:14:14 until I die.
01:14:29 Are you
01:14:31 all right?
01:15:44 Fint snowfall!
01:15:46 So,
01:15:48 it's been a while since
01:15:52 And I was wondering,
01:15:55 if there was some misunderstanding,
01:15:57 If you were angy or...
01:16:00 You know, about the episode
01:16:02 of our bucolic wrestle.
01:16:07 That's it. Just a little game between
01:16:11 We're old friends.
01:16:12 I thought of you because
01:16:14 they're showing
01:16:17 I saw it in the TV listings.
01:16:21 My Fair Lady's on tonight.
01:16:22 I called cause I thought
01:16:26 It'd be fun to watch together.
01:16:29 If you feel like it. Here.
01:16:32 Or at your place or...
01:16:34 Anyway, if you're not busy.
01:16:36 So then...
01:18:22 Yes, this is Nicolas's voin mail.
01:18:25 So leave me a message.
01:19:37 I wait for you in the season
01:20:46 We have to talk.
01:20:49 No, you know, I'm someonewho...
01:20:53 No, I...
01:20:54 I like being with you.
01:20:57 I feel...
01:21:00 I feel good.
01:21:04 OK.
01:21:05 Imagine...
01:21:07 lmagine that
01:21:09 let's say, we have a friend
01:21:11 and he meets a guy.
01:21:15 He meets a nice guy,
01:21:17 funny, charming,
01:21:19 handsome, of course.
01:21:21 He's intelligent. He's...
01:21:27 cultivated.
01:21:29 Vey open-minded.
01:21:32 "Wow, he's so open-minded!"
01:21:35 That's what seduces you,
01:21:37 He touches you.
01:21:43 Let's say you meet this nice guy,
01:21:51 I love you.
01:22:00 I really want to kiss you.
01:22:11 I don't know why
01:22:17 No, it's just that,
01:22:19 it's the end of fall.
01:22:21 I'll have to start heating my place.
01:22:24 And it would be simpler if...
01:22:28 If there were someone.
01:22:30 I'm simpler if there is someone.
01:22:39 And also, I haven't told you
01:22:41 like...
01:22:46 Christ!
01:22:47 Robinson Crusoe. I put a ma_ to...
01:22:51 You know, when...
01:22:53 someone tells me, "No, thanks."
01:22:55 "No. Thanks, but I'm not interested."
01:22:57 Whenever that happens
01:23:01 But now I'm just
01:23:03 tired of it. They help me
01:23:07 Know what I mean?
01:23:14 So...
01:23:16 You?
01:23:19 Talk to me.
01:23:32 How could you think I was gay?
01:24:31 Excuse me a sec.
01:24:37 Nico?
01:24:45 Hello!
01:24:46 Hi!
01:24:48 - How are you?
01:24:49 I'm been so long. I spotted you.
01:24:53 Sory, I was completely...
01:24:55 That's OK, it doesn't matter.
01:24:57 We're both busy. It's...
01:24:59 I called once
01:25:02 Isn't important. But I had a friend.
01:25:05 From Matane.
01:25:08 EURvelyne. And she...
01:25:11 Yeah, she was reading her mail and...
01:25:13 Cause, I'd sent her a letter.
01:25:16 I sent her a letter with an article,
01:25:20 an article by Peter Schlag
01:25:22 in the Boston Observer.
01:25:25 I'm a literay review.
01:25:28 It was an article about...
01:25:32 Remains of fascism
01:25:37 I'm amazing!
01:25:40 I'm going on and on.
01:25:43 it's to you that l wanted to send
01:25:46 the article.
01:25:48 And to her that l wanted to send...
01:25:51 I'm to her l wanted to send
01:25:54 l sent them the same night.
01:25:58 So you ended up with
01:26:02 I could see you reading the poem.
01:26:04 It was pretty heavy but it wasn't
01:26:07 the goal of the exercise.
01:26:12 Your friend,
01:26:14 is she your girlfriend?
01:26:15 Pardon?
01:26:16 The girl,
01:26:18 is she your love_ Your ex? Or...
01:26:20 No, not at all.
01:26:22 No, it wasjust her birthday.
01:26:24 She likes Miron and l thought...
01:26:28 the poem.
01:26:31 Soy, l have to run.
01:26:36 So...
01:26:44 Nico! Nicolas!
01:26:54 What would you say if,
01:26:56 if I'd sent the poem to you?
01:27:03 I'd...
01:27:05 still have something on the stove.
01:27:59 Sory.
01:28:17 Fuck!
01:29:47 I know it was him.
01:29:50 I'll never love anyone else
01:29:53 I can handle it.
01:29:55 I know it's usually
01:29:57 later in life that you meet
01:30:00 Me, too bad. It happened now,
01:30:03 when I'm 25.
01:30:05 I'm not even about sex.
01:30:09 That's not the main thing.
01:30:13 What's important is
01:30:15 to wake up with someone.
01:30:18 To spoon with that penon.
01:30:22 That's what matten, the spoon.
01:30:29 Knowing that if a bad guy comes,
01:30:31 someone's there.
01:30:34 That's a metaphor.
01:30:42 You wake up with the wind,
01:30:44 a warm belly,
01:30:47 breathing against your shoulder.
01:30:51 That's it,
01:30:53 the spoon.
01:30:56 Yeah.
01:30:58 l must seem...
01:31:00 Ever met a downer like me
01:31:03 Oh boy!
01:31:06 l've styled single spoons galore.
01:31:19 Hello, francis Riverëkim,
01:31:24 l went shopping at Beverley's
01:31:26 and bought mismatched cups
01:31:28 to serve tea.
01:31:30 So, I don't know if you're free,
01:31:33 but you're invited
01:31:36 So call me back.
01:31:38 Oh, l quit smoking. Call me. Bye.
01:31:52 I'm out of madeleines.
01:32:00 Love your stubble.
01:32:02 Thanks.
01:32:04 You've joined the club of bears?
01:32:16 Here's that armchair.
01:32:19 The armchair l mentioned.
01:32:22 Yeah, right.
01:32:29 Have you seen Nico?
01:32:32 Yes.
01:32:34 l saw him in a bar.
01:32:37 Did you go together?
01:32:39 No, l was having a drink.
01:32:41 He came in with friends.
01:32:50 He's going toAsia.
01:32:53 - Is he?
01:32:57 Long time.
01:33:07 Have you seen him?
01:33:17 More tea?
01:33:19 Sure, good idea.
01:34:41 One year later
01:35:42 That repellent Rockabilly looks like
01:35:50 Yuck!
01:36:13 I'm really glad...
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