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00:00:19 William:
00:00:22 I always say
00:00:29 I waited here
00:00:39 Hey, hey. What y'all doing?
00:00:42 Say Jesse, how 'bout you talk
00:00:45 And both of y'all hop in the car
00:00:47 And we can all take
00:00:49 We got school tomorrow, stupid.
00:00:51 Oh come on, Jesse.
00:00:53 We'll be back before anybody
00:00:58 Y'all know Vince?
00:01:01 Vince this is Jesse
00:01:06 Dan's a little mad
00:01:08 I'm not mad at you,
00:01:10 I'm just bored with you.
00:01:14 John:
00:01:15 that she's the only girl
00:01:18 Danielle:
00:01:19 to please think about that
00:01:21 he decides to steal a car?
00:01:23 John:
00:01:24 They knew I was just
00:01:27 What about you,
00:01:29 Do you talk?
00:01:30 I know a joke.
00:01:32 Jesse:
00:01:33 Okay.
00:01:37 There's these two monks, alright?
00:01:39 There's like
00:01:41 William:
00:01:43 She was already
00:01:46 She listened to the sound
00:01:48 thinking what a good father
00:01:51 And the guy says
00:01:54 but I sure am going to love
00:02:02 Come on, Dan,
00:02:05 Now I'm stuck here -
00:02:12 Where I lost a friend
00:02:18 Jesse:
00:02:21 Vince:
00:02:25 Oh, I have lost my head
00:02:34 Way back
00:02:39 Long before
00:02:45 William:
00:02:47 I was conceived
00:02:49 I was thinkin' a lot
00:02:52 I wondered if sex
00:02:55 than it was in New York.
00:03:05 I wondered how my father
00:03:10 I wondered how
00:03:12 behaved when they were
00:03:16 No matter
00:03:22 One day
00:03:29 One day
00:03:35 Just by the waterfall
00:03:56 "My heart is gold,
00:04:15 No matter
00:04:43 Sarah doesn't think men
00:04:45 Yeah, well,
00:04:47 What?
00:04:48 I said, I don't have a vagina.
00:04:50 Yeah, you do.
00:04:55 Hi, I'm William.
00:04:57 I'm an actor.
00:04:58 So I'm totally full of shit.
00:05:02 I just figured I should
00:05:04 so you don't
00:05:07 Have you ever seen
00:05:09 The original one?
00:05:10 Well, I'm kind of like
00:05:13 where he tells the replicants
00:05:16 And they go, "If everything
00:05:19 then you're lying now,
00:05:21 which means you're lying. "
00:05:23 And then smoke
00:05:25 and they malfunction,
00:05:29 See, you just
00:05:30 and I'm trying to make sure
00:05:35 Do you speak English?
00:05:38 Yes.
00:05:40 Good. I was worried you
00:05:43 Don't worry;
00:05:45 - What?
00:05:49 Thanks.
00:05:55 Are you nervous?
00:05:59 No, I'm not nervous.
00:06:04 Why would I be nervous?
00:06:10 Okay, I'm nervous all the time.
00:06:16 Me too.
00:06:18 One day,
00:06:22 Sarah:
00:06:24 William:
00:06:26 I've got an audition for the movie
00:06:29 You ever read that play?
00:06:31 No.
00:06:32 - Tennessee Williams.
00:06:34 Me neither.
00:06:36 My lines are good, though.
00:06:40 Well, don't you have to read
00:06:42 Yeah, I guess I should, huh.
00:06:45 I tried. It's just really weird.
00:06:48 It's about a bunch of people
00:06:51 if they're living
00:06:55 Why do you
00:06:57 I don't, really.
00:06:58 It's the only thing
00:07:02 I want to be
00:07:04 Oh yeah?
00:07:05 You going to be a star?
00:07:08 I want to be a musician.
00:07:09 Okay, that's cool.
00:07:13 I don't want to be famous,
00:07:14 I like to sing.
00:07:16 I want to do what I love.
00:07:18 Are you any good?
00:07:21 It's not important.
00:07:23 Are you any good?
00:07:24 - I'm great.
00:07:26 Yeah.
00:07:27 I'm tellin' you, there's
00:07:30 I'm just great.
00:07:31 Okay, well,
00:07:38 "My heart is gold,
00:07:42 What's that?
00:07:43 Tennessee.
00:07:46 I'm just whoever
00:07:48 You ever feel like that,
00:07:51 is the person you were pretending
00:07:56 No.
00:07:59 Don't worry,
00:08:00 If you'd stop pretending,
00:08:04 Do you want to get married?
00:08:06 No.
00:08:10 I don't want to be an actor.
00:08:12 It's a little disappointing
00:08:14 is pretending
00:08:16 I want to be somebody
00:08:22 I was born in Texas.
00:08:23 But I left there
00:08:26 Sometimes, I think,
00:08:28 I could be a regular person,
00:08:31 Billy, the lumber guy,
00:08:33 Instead of running around
00:08:36 Why'd you leave Texas?
00:08:38 My mom had wanderlust.
00:08:41 What about your dad?
00:08:43 I don't really know him.
00:08:47 Don't smoke that.
00:08:49 Why not?
00:08:52 Because I'm thinking
00:08:55 Okay, good to know.
00:08:58 It's good to know.
00:09:03 Sarah: So you're going to be
00:09:05 William:
00:09:09 Sarah:
00:09:11 William:
00:09:13 Born yesterday,
00:09:17 This is my door.
00:09:21 You live here?
00:09:23 Yeah.
00:09:25 Oh shit! Really?
00:09:28 That's my window.
00:09:31 My window looks out
00:09:35 Well -
00:09:36 I just got to New York City
00:09:38 I'm staying
00:09:39 Come here;
00:09:41 Do me a favor,
00:09:42 Sarah:
00:09:43 - Why?
00:09:45 That's good,
00:09:47 I feel weird.
00:09:49 What am I doing here?
00:09:54 What?
00:10:33 William:
00:10:35 I had the profound feeling
00:10:40 And I was right
00:10:43 I hadn't met the woman
00:10:46 I was twenty years old
00:10:48 and, by the time
00:10:51 I'd be heartbroken.
00:11:10 Sarah:
00:11:11 William: Nice to see you.
00:11:14 You don't
00:11:16 I'm kidding.
00:11:19 Oh my God,
00:11:20 Yeah.
00:11:23 Are you mad?
00:11:25 No.
00:11:26 Do you do
00:11:29 Do what?
00:11:32 Kiss girls?
00:11:34 Dave: Hey Sarah, we'll start
00:11:42 Is she okay?
00:11:44 I think southing's wrong
00:11:45 I'll get it.
00:11:48 William:
00:11:50 that dude said he'd take care
00:11:54 - What?
00:11:58 Sarah:
00:12:00 William:
00:12:01 Sarah:
00:12:02 William:
00:12:14 Sarah:
00:12:16 William:
00:12:20 Okay.
00:12:21 William:
00:12:22 What?
00:12:24 Think of your favorite singer,
00:12:26 and just start out
00:12:28 The rest'll come easy,
00:12:33 Can I borrow
00:12:42 Vince:
00:12:47 Come on it's hot
00:12:54 Come on buddy
00:12:57 Now listen to me, William,
00:12:59 your mother and
00:13:01 and I can't come after you.
00:13:04 I can't -
00:13:08 You know I'm going to try
00:13:10 and visit you
00:13:13 but it won't be
00:13:20 But it's killing me, alright?
00:13:23 I mean, it's -
00:13:29 And I want you
00:13:32 Can you hear me?
00:13:36 Just remember one thing.
00:13:38 I am not the one -
00:13:43 Will you remember that?
00:13:50 Come on,
00:13:59 Sometimes
00:14:06 We'll stroll
00:14:13 In the land
00:14:21 Blue eyes crying
00:14:32 That's my jacket.
00:14:37 William: You know what I'm going
00:14:39 an old silver one
00:14:41 and drive you down
00:14:44 Take you
00:14:46 Make you a big
00:14:49 Can I sing
00:14:51 Are you kidding?
00:14:53 Why don't you
00:14:56 I came to New York
00:14:58 I'll move out.
00:15:01 Sorry.
00:15:05 I found my own place.
00:15:09 But I'll stay with you until
00:15:12 I want.
00:15:16 But I won't
00:15:19 Why not?
00:15:21 Because I have a scar
00:15:23 That's okay.
00:15:25 I got lots of scars.
00:15:29 Okay - then I'll sleep over.
00:15:34 William:
00:15:36 Sarah: I'll have sex with you
00:15:38 William:
00:15:40 Sarah:
00:15:43 William:
00:15:51 It was Wednesday
00:15:53 Saturday when I asked her
00:15:56 and by Sunday there were
00:15:59 and humus
00:16:02 I don't remember
00:16:05 I don't think I ever slept.
00:16:08 I just sat there
00:16:10 Goddamn, this must
00:16:34 All right, ma'am,
00:16:44 - You really got that part?
00:16:47 You're really
00:16:49 - Yeah.
00:16:50 We leave for Mexico
00:16:53 That's where
00:16:55 Oh cool!
00:16:58 You know what we should do?
00:17:00 We should paint.
00:17:03 Aren't you sleepy?
00:17:04 No, I think
00:17:05 Alright.
00:17:09 Well, what
00:17:13 You know
00:17:16 But painting's okay.
00:17:23 William:
00:17:28 I love to fuck.
00:17:39 Does that
00:17:40 It does.
00:17:42 Well, you better get
00:17:45 because we're not going
00:17:47 'til this whole apartment
00:17:51 Sarah: You're the type of boy who
00:17:54 Yeah, my mother used to
00:18:03 Sarah:
00:18:05 I just didn't want to
00:18:08 William:
00:18:10 Sarah:
00:18:12 I'm here to be on my own.
00:18:15 I'll probably just run away
00:18:20 William:
00:18:22 That's the problem.
00:18:24 You just got to stick around
00:18:26 Sarah:
00:18:50 William:
00:18:52 Sarah:
00:18:53 William:
00:18:54 like twenty-four hour a day-
00:18:56 it significantly deteriorates
00:19:02 Sarah:
00:19:04 We should have done it
00:19:06 That first night we kissed,
00:19:10 You're just giving me
00:19:12 I didn't think it was
00:19:15 Oh, come on.
00:19:17 When's it going to get ugly?
00:19:19 When's it going to get abusive?
00:19:23 I don't know,
00:19:26 What kind of shit
00:19:27 about each other
00:19:31 "Frigid bitch. "
00:19:32 "All he thinks about
00:19:35 "She's really
00:19:37 "He doesn't ever listen. "
00:19:39 "Oh, she's completely
00:19:41 "Oh, he calls himself
00:19:46 Isn't it strange
00:19:50 I'll come in here
00:19:54 "Listen, we got to talk. "
00:19:57 "What is it?"
00:19:59 "It's just I've been
00:20:00 "And what?"
00:20:02 "I just need
00:20:03 "Space for what?"
00:20:05 "Look, don't make this
00:20:07 I don't make you happy,
00:20:09 "Yes, yes, you do.
00:20:14 You're seeing
00:20:15 "No! Don't say that.
00:20:17 - "Who is it?"
00:20:18 - "Who is it?"
00:20:19 - "Who is it?"
00:20:22 "I always knew
00:20:25 You just needed
00:20:28 I could have been any girl. "
00:20:30 "Now, don't go feeling
00:20:33 The point is,
00:20:37 but I'm just not
00:20:41 Okay.
00:20:42 I think we have to stop now
00:20:44 Oh my God,
00:20:47 I'm so stupid.
00:20:48 I can't do this with you.
00:20:51 - We were joking.
00:20:53 I don't what a boyfriend
00:20:55 Don't start having some self-fulfilling
00:20:58 I promised myself
00:21:00 Listen, if you could be
00:21:02 when I see you,
00:21:04 or think that I might see you,
00:21:06 you would stop crying
00:21:07 because I'm either
00:21:09 or, I'm going crazy.
00:21:13 You are crazy.
00:21:14 - Oh yeah?
00:21:16 Well, if you don't say, "I'm going
00:21:19 and fall desperately
00:21:22 I'm going to
00:21:23 I'm not going to say that.
00:21:25 Say it!
00:21:27 I don't have
00:21:29 Oh, you better say it!
00:21:30 You know what?
00:21:31 Just - just stop.
00:21:36 Are you okay?
00:21:38 Say you're falling
00:21:40 and I'll come back to life.
00:21:41 No!
00:21:45 What do you even
00:21:47 I'm dying.
00:21:49 You're not dying.
00:21:50 Say you desperately
00:21:52 and I'll come back to life.
00:21:59 I desperately want to
00:22:07 A tragedy
00:22:10 Come here.
00:22:14 I knew what was happening
00:22:19 but it wasn't
00:22:24 Decker:
00:22:27 get over here.
00:22:29 William:
00:22:30 Spring of '79.
00:22:32 Samantha:
00:22:34 Decker:
00:22:35 I'm just saying -
00:22:36 I wish you were
00:22:38 I personally find you
00:22:41 I'm not saying that to be mean,
00:22:42 And yes, I wish
00:22:44 Kim:
00:22:46 Decker:
00:22:47 Kim: Do you want me
00:22:49 Decker:
00:22:50 Kim:
00:22:54 I can't believe
00:22:57 Hey man,
00:23:00 - This is Sarah.
00:23:03 Don't judge me
00:23:04 My mother killed herself
00:23:06 so I have a lot of issues - with women
00:23:10 But I also have
00:23:12 unfortunately, none of which -
00:23:15 because I am
00:23:16 Alright, man.
00:23:18 Did your mother
00:23:19 She was exactly
00:23:21 without
00:23:23 I'm trying
00:23:26 Man, I got to
00:23:27 Alright, it's alright.
00:23:28 What the hell
00:23:30 Why is nobody setting
00:23:33 I would set myself
00:23:37 I don't think alleged
00:23:40 I don't think
00:23:42 I think he deserves
00:23:52 Male voice:
00:23:53 Hip chick:
00:23:54 Male voice:
00:23:57 Me and my buddy Danny, we had just
00:24:00 We're standing in line
00:24:02 a there was this old guy -
00:24:05 This old man - he was
00:24:10 I looked over to him,
00:24:13 He looked back at me,
00:24:15 "Didn't you hear?
00:24:20 - Hip Chick: Yeah?
00:24:23 It wasn't some numbnut
00:24:25 Well, I'm a vegetarian.
00:24:28 Man: Actually, I was thinking
00:24:31 - I'm Samantha.
00:24:34 So, are you
00:24:36 I guess. I mean,
00:24:40 Cool. Were are you from?
00:24:43 Your accent
00:24:44 Thank you.
00:24:46 Did you guys
00:24:48 Oh yeah we did;
00:24:50 We're just friends now.
00:24:51 So what do you do?
00:24:54 Good.
00:24:56 - I want to be a singer.
00:24:59 - Yeah!
00:25:00 But I guess as far as a job,
00:25:03 Oh, that's great;
00:25:06 - Hi, hello.
00:25:07 What's up?
00:25:08 Good, hi!
00:25:09 I'm good - one second!
00:25:12 I'm going to take off.
00:25:14 What?
00:25:15 Dave is playing
00:25:17 So?
00:25:18 I should really go
00:25:19 What, the guy with the teeth?
00:25:21 This could be a job.
00:25:22 That's what
00:25:24 You don't need me here.
00:25:25 Alright;
00:25:27 No, no; you stay here
00:25:28 and do your reading.
00:25:29 - No, I'll go with you.
00:25:31 I'll talk to you tomorrow.
00:25:33 I'll talk to you
00:25:38 Fine! Fuck off, then.
00:25:44 But the scarecrow's waiting
00:25:48 Must come back
00:25:52 It must come back
00:25:56 To relieve his pain
00:26:00 Hi.
00:26:03 Hi.
00:26:05 I'm sorry.
00:26:09 What are you sorry about?
00:26:11 I didn't like any of that.
00:26:15 Don't tell me to fuck off.
00:26:18 Did you ever hear
00:26:21 who wanted to tell the girl -
00:26:23 but all he did
00:26:25 mean things
00:26:29 Did you ever hear
00:26:31 who brought
00:26:33 where it seemed like he'd slept
00:26:35 Don't kiss me.
00:26:36 Why not?
00:26:38 I don't like to kiss in public.
00:26:40 Well, let's
00:26:42 I don't want to leave.
00:26:44 Christ, what the fuck
00:26:48 Is this where
00:26:50 Goddamn!
00:26:59 Listen, I don't know
00:27:02 I don't want
00:27:05 I don't, but since I met you,
00:27:07 I - can't operate
00:27:09 All I think about
00:27:11 And, I know
00:27:14 If you what me
00:27:16 I really will.
00:27:17 It's just sometimes
00:27:19 and you know,
00:27:21 nothing could've been
00:27:23 because it's led you
00:27:26 And you feel like
00:27:30 Are you that person?
00:27:34 Do you want me to go away?
00:27:37 No.
00:27:38 No, you aren't that person,
00:27:39 or, no, you don't want me
00:27:42 Why do you like me so much?
00:27:44 Because you're special.
00:27:47 You're so, so special.
00:27:50 You're such a dumb boy.
00:27:54 I know.
00:27:56 Don't worry
00:27:59 Come on.
00:28:01 Starts out slowly
00:28:05 Kissin' finally
00:28:09 You don't see her
00:28:17 After a while,
00:28:25 Sleeping in -
00:28:28 Decker:
00:28:30 You screw
00:28:31 That's probably half of the reason
00:28:34 Remember that you're
00:28:36 What's that mean?
00:28:37 Well, you're pretty
00:28:40 You just don't come off
00:28:42 Does she get you off
00:28:43 You know,
00:28:46 A blowjob something?
00:28:47 I don't want
00:28:49 You know, some day, I'm going
00:28:51 and you're going to be
00:28:53 William:
00:28:54 Decker:
00:28:56 Because I can't tell you,
00:28:58 My hands are shaking
00:29:00 Smart girls are tough.
00:29:02 They're a pain in the ass.
00:29:04 There's a difference
00:29:05 and someone
00:29:07 Decker:
00:29:08 there's a difference
00:29:10 and a girl who doesn't
00:29:12 William: You know, sometimes, I think
00:29:14 then everything
00:29:15 would just disappear.
00:29:17 She wants me to go out to
00:29:19 You think I should go?
00:29:22 'Course you're going to go.
00:29:23 What do you mean?
00:29:25 Well, you're crazy
00:29:26 You've got no options.
00:29:30 In a world of trouble
00:29:39 Don't you see
00:29:48 Mrs. Garcia:
00:29:50 and all the many blessings.
00:29:52 Bless them to our use,
00:29:56 And make us ever mindful
00:30:00 Amen.
00:30:02 Amen.
00:30:11 So, Sarah tells me
00:30:16 Yeah, I guess.
00:30:18 I hope
00:30:20 Mom, you don't know
00:30:22 Yes, I do.
00:30:25 and they're all
00:30:28 This is really good food.
00:30:30 Yeah Mom,
00:30:32 Mrs. Garcia:
00:30:35 Everything's great.
00:30:37 It's wonderful.
00:30:38 Sarah has big dreams.
00:30:41 Did she tell you
00:30:44 I've actually
00:30:47 But, did you hear her?
00:30:49 Mom!
00:30:54 Did she tell you
00:30:57 as a secretary -
00:30:59 saving money
00:31:03 Did she tell you I was
00:31:06 No.
00:31:08 Mrs. Garcia:
00:31:09 Sarah's father -
00:31:12 that either one of us
00:31:16 But she loves him.
00:31:18 Don't you, Sarah?
00:31:23 Well, I suppose she has
00:31:29 We haven't talked much
00:31:31 Excuse me.
00:31:34 She's not much
00:31:43 Oh, don't get in
00:31:46 Sarah, I'm
00:31:48 - No.
00:31:49 I'm just giving
00:31:52 a little information
00:31:56 Putting your daughter
00:32:00 it is something to be
00:32:02 Yes, ma'am.
00:32:05 I love you.
00:32:06 I love her - right?
00:32:09 She's beautiful -
00:32:11 Very beautiful.
00:32:15 You can't trust love.
00:32:18 William -
00:32:19 let me give you
00:32:23 friendship:
00:32:25 true friendship
00:32:28 Do you know what it is?
00:32:30 I always
00:32:34 I would ask myself -
00:32:36 "How can I
00:32:40 Because William, it is in that way
00:32:45 But Sarah, she doesn't
00:32:49 She wants to be special.
00:32:50 Mom, I don't
00:32:52 I like to sing.
00:32:54 The world needs singers,
00:32:55 - Well -
00:32:57 There you go.
00:32:58 Your mother doesn't need
00:33:02 And, excuse me, New York
00:33:06 Mom, you're drunk.
00:33:08 No, I'm not drunk;
00:33:15 I have many faults,
00:33:20 how painfully
00:33:24 But I'll be able
00:33:27 and I'm a little worried
00:33:28 We'll see, Mom. We'll see.
00:33:31 What about you, William.
00:33:33 Will you be able
00:33:37 Well, Mrs. Garcia,
00:33:42 it's my opinion
00:33:47 since the moment
00:33:52 Oh my! Sarah -
00:33:57 We have a bullshit artist
00:34:02 Mrs. Garcia: Honey, I just
00:34:07 Sarah:
00:34:10 Mrs. Garcia:
00:34:14 Oh, he does not.
00:34:16 Mrs. Garcia:
00:34:19 He does not.
00:34:21 Mrs. Garcia: You know,
00:34:28 I'm done.
00:34:38 Sarah:
00:34:40 I'm sorry
00:34:42 She only does it
00:34:43 William:
00:34:44 Yeah.
00:34:46 Well?
00:34:48 You're doing great.
00:34:51 - I am?
00:34:55 Hey, wait.
00:34:56 What?
00:34:58 Who's David?
00:35:03 No one.
00:35:05 He's your old boyfriend?
00:35:09 Let's not
00:35:14 You know,
00:35:17 you're going to
00:35:23 What did you mean,
00:35:28 I don't know.
00:35:31 Can I smoke a cigarette?
00:35:33 Sure.
00:35:37 Don't be mad, okay?
00:35:51 David and I went out
00:35:53 that I was at college.
00:35:54 We lived together.
00:35:57 After a while he said he couldn't
00:35:59 I don't know why.
00:36:07 It's so embarrassing.
00:36:13 One night,
00:36:15 so, I walk into our room -
00:36:20 and he had sneaked another girl
00:36:23 and was having sex with her
00:36:29 The worst part about it
00:36:33 I don't know,
00:36:37 that I didn't break up
00:36:39 or, I wouldn't let him
00:36:43 And then, I dropped out
00:36:46 And - that's why
00:36:56 But the point is -
00:37:00 I'm not so tough or interesting
00:37:06 I'm just more of a dork.
00:37:14 Hey - you should come
00:37:21 I'm afraid of that.
00:37:23 They've given me
00:37:25 I bet I could trade it in
00:37:29 I'm afraid to fly.
00:37:31 You're bullshitting me.
00:37:34 Come on;
00:37:39 You have to work.
00:37:41 I don't want
00:37:48 I want to fool around.
00:37:50 Good.
00:37:53 Do you have a condom?
00:37:55 No.
00:37:57 Then we can't do it.
00:37:58 Oh God.
00:38:03 Do you want
00:38:05 Yes.
00:38:08 Don't say that.
00:38:11 Okay.
00:38:18 Don't you find it odd
00:38:22 everyone in the whole world
00:38:23 tells you to
00:38:27 and when you get older,
00:38:29 they act all offended
00:38:49 I'll go to Mexico with you
00:38:53 But we'll need to leave
00:38:55 and then I'll come back home
00:38:58 Okay.
00:39:01 Good night.
00:39:04 Good night.
00:39:07 William:
00:39:17 Sarah:
00:39:19 William:
00:39:20 Yes. But I have
00:39:24 Okay shoot.
00:39:27 Do you have any diseases?
00:39:28 Nope.
00:39:29 Have you
00:39:30 No.
00:39:34 Do I fail the test?
00:39:38 Why are you so scared
00:39:47 I think if we have sex -
00:39:52 I'll fall in love with you.
00:39:59 I'm not much of a lover.
00:40:06 William -
00:40:15 I want to fuck you.
00:40:24 Turn off the light.
00:40:50 Sarah:
00:40:52 Get a condom on.
00:40:53 There's some in my purse.
00:40:55 William:
00:40:56 Sarah:
00:40:58 William:
00:41:31 Oh Jesus, I'm too nervous.
00:41:37 What?
00:41:38 I'm too nervous.
00:41:53 Fuck!
00:41:59 What?
00:42:00 Nothing! Fuck!
00:42:04 Let's just go to sleep,
00:42:12 What is it?
00:42:15 You don't want to do it?
00:42:18 William: Yeah, I do;
00:42:31 Why not?
00:42:37 Why not?
00:42:39 Look -
00:42:40 Sarah, can we
00:42:48 What's wrong?
00:42:51 William:
00:42:53 Sarah:
00:42:56 William:
00:42:57 Sarah:
00:42:59 William:
00:43:01 Sarah:
00:43:02 William:
00:43:04 Sarah:
00:43:06 William:
00:43:08 Sarah:
00:43:17 Are you wearing protection?
00:43:19 No.
00:43:21 It's alright.
00:43:35 Cynical and sarcastic!
00:43:37 William:
00:43:39 Sarah: I would believe that you
00:43:42 William:
00:43:45 'For a while' is the stuff
00:43:50 I am sincere.
00:43:52 Sarah:
00:43:53 William:
00:43:55 Sarah:
00:43:56 William:
00:43:59 Action.
00:44:04 Can I lift your veil now?
00:44:05 If you will be gentle -
00:44:07 What's the matter?
00:44:08 You're not being gentle.
00:44:11 How was I being?
00:44:12 Rough.
00:44:13 - Are you kidding?
00:44:15 I don't like it
00:44:16 Like what?
00:44:17 Cynical and sarcastic.
00:44:18 I am sincere.
00:44:20 I would believe that you
00:44:23 Everything's
00:44:25 'For a while' is the stuff
00:44:28 I am sincere.
00:44:34 William:
00:44:37 In our room,
00:44:40 I ever wanted
00:44:42 My hands
00:44:46 all smelled of Sarah.
00:44:48 We would mess around all day
00:44:51 It was hard to tell if
00:44:54 Every part of her body
00:44:59 Sarah wasn't sexy the way
00:45:02 Her body wasn't tight,
00:45:07 She was funny,
00:45:09 the way watching people
00:45:11 with their heads
00:45:13 and then jerking back up,
00:45:17 She was human -
00:45:18 the most human person
00:45:21 and that was sexy.
00:45:23 Sarah:
00:45:25 William:
00:45:26 Sarah: I remember one afternoon
00:45:30 and my mom told me
00:45:32 I didn't believe her.
00:45:35 I thought
00:45:38 like hide and seek.
00:45:43 So I looked
00:45:48 closets -
00:45:53 I looked everywhere.
00:45:56 Where'd he go?
00:46:00 He went to a
00:46:02 and never came back.
00:46:06 But he wrote me
00:46:08 from the day he left
00:46:13 Once I was away from home,
00:46:20 He just never wanted
00:46:25 His letters were my
00:46:28 They always came
00:46:30 and I'd keep them
00:46:32 I loved
00:46:33 because when he lived with us,
00:46:36 always wearing
00:46:39 And I'd sit
00:46:41 and I'd scratch his back.
00:46:44 I'd scratch for as long as
00:46:49 When I went to bed at night,
00:46:50 my fingers
00:46:52 And you like that?
00:46:55 Yeah - I did.
00:47:00 Do you ever miss
00:47:04 No, never.
00:47:12 Can you see me?
00:47:19 Would you like me
00:47:31 Stand up,
00:47:34 Why?
00:47:41 Just do it.
00:48:11 I wanted to tell her
00:48:13 I loved everything
00:48:15 I loved the way
00:48:16 even when
00:48:18 I loved the way
00:48:19 the way she made love
00:48:22 the way
00:48:23 I loved her mother -
00:48:25 her drunk
00:48:27 I loved every thought
00:48:32 Sarah:
00:48:34 William: I just need to get
00:48:36 Well, go get us some beer,
00:48:38 Yeah good.
00:48:52 Sarah:
00:48:53 I don't know.
00:48:55 I got this weird flash
00:49:03 I love you.
00:49:04 I love you, too.
00:49:10 Go get us some beer, okay.
00:49:12 Okay, I'm on it.
00:49:16 Don't forget the OJ!
00:49:18 No problema.
00:49:21 Bye.
00:49:25 William:
00:49:27 I wasn't looking
00:49:29 I just ran.
00:50:01 - No!
00:50:03 You don't understand.
00:50:13 You know, you're not supposed
00:50:15 But it's in a bottle.
00:50:17 No, but it's -
00:50:18 No, it's in a bottle.
00:50:20 Alright.
00:50:21 Turista.
00:50:42 Sarah:
00:50:44 Mi novio y yo yo nos
00:50:46 y yo no se si usted nos
00:50:50 Hotel proprietor:
00:51:01 Sarah: Necesitimos alquien
00:51:03 rapidito y ajito precio.
00:51:05 Hotel proprietor:
00:51:08 los casa bien aruto.
00:51:09 Mira el se enchentru
00:51:13 con la calle el Indio.
00:51:15 Puede ir alla
00:51:17 Sarah:
00:51:18 Hotel proprietor:
00:51:19 Sarah:
00:51:28 What?
00:51:30 Well -
00:51:33 Carmen Maria said
00:51:36 if you really
00:51:38 Today?
00:51:42 If you don't want to do it,
00:51:43 No, I didn't say
00:51:46 I just said, "Today?"
00:51:48 Look, I don't know.
00:51:50 I'm just not sure
00:51:53 And how many times
00:51:54 are you going to fall in love?
00:51:55 I mean -
00:51:59 I figure,
00:52:01 a sense of ourselves
00:52:03 and not become some sloppy,
00:52:06 whose lives revolve
00:52:07 then, it might be better
00:52:10 Then, if something goes wrong,
00:52:12 which, you know,
00:52:14 we'd have to figure it out,
00:52:16 and one of us
00:52:19 William:
00:52:22 Sarah:
00:52:25 William:
00:52:27 So, what do you think?
00:52:30 Let's do it.
00:52:32 Really?
00:52:33 I want to do it.
00:52:34 I mean,
00:52:37 If we do this,
00:52:39 in each other's obituaries,
00:52:41 Let's get married.
00:52:43 Let's be individuals,
00:52:45 - Yeah, but not right away.
00:52:48 But, fuck it, man,
00:52:52 - Yeah.
00:52:57 Sarah:
00:52:59 Well because it's my life.
00:53:01 Yes.
00:53:03 Mom -
00:53:07 I know it's fast
00:53:12 William?
00:53:13 William, come here.
00:53:15 Do you mind
00:53:18 Just talk to her.
00:53:21 Hello, Mrs. Garcia.
00:53:23 Mrs. Garcia:
00:53:25 That's right ma'am, I do.
00:53:26 Mrs. Garcia:
00:53:28 You sound insincere.
00:53:30 Fair enough.
00:53:31 Mrs. Garcia:
00:53:32 No, she's not pregnant.
00:53:34 Mrs. Garcia:
00:53:36 That myth about a young mother
00:53:40 Yup! I understand.
00:53:42 Mrs. Garcia:
00:53:44 Okay.
00:53:46 Mrs. Garcia:
00:53:48 You are both exceedingly -
00:53:51 Am I being clear?
00:53:53 Yes, I think you are.
00:53:55 Mrs. Garcia: Since it doesn't look
00:53:57 to change your mind -
00:54:00 I hope so, too.
00:54:02 Mrs. Garcia:
00:54:04 Okay. Bye, Mrs. Garcia.
00:54:06 Hi Mom.
00:54:14 Okay.
00:54:24 Yes, I understand.
00:54:27 Okay.
00:54:30 I love you too, Mom.
00:54:33 Bye.
00:54:34 Hey, what'd she say?
00:54:36 I can't get married.
00:54:38 What'd she say?
00:54:41 She said -
00:54:44 that it was a good idea.
00:54:45 That you'd be good for me.
00:54:47 That I'll never
00:54:50 She was actually
00:54:54 she didn't even think
00:55:01 I'm sorry, William,
00:55:05 Come here.
00:55:06 No, I can't go anywhere.
00:55:08 - Come here.
00:55:10 I know. Two seconds.
00:55:12 Just follow me;
00:55:14 Sarah:
00:55:16 Where are we going?
00:55:17 William:
00:55:20 Come on!
00:55:22 Come on!
00:55:24 Sarah:
00:56:26 Promise me -
00:56:28 if something goes wrong -
00:56:31 if I run away -
00:56:34 you'll find me
00:56:37 Nothing will go wrong.
00:56:39 Just promise.
00:56:42 I promise.
00:58:09 Thanks.
00:58:12 Scene 66 take one.
00:58:14 And took my hand
00:58:17 And you said
00:58:21 And you kindly sent me
00:58:25 I knew then
00:58:27 William:
00:58:28 Guitar player:
00:58:30 William:
00:58:31 Guitar player:
00:58:33 William:
00:58:38 You know what
00:58:39 when you're separated
00:58:41 you lived with and loved?
00:58:44 It's waking
00:58:47 Once you get used to
00:58:49 it's a hell of a lonely feeling
00:58:53 Specially in some dollar -
00:58:57 Can we do it
00:58:58 Director:
00:59:00 William:
00:59:01 we you're separated
00:59:03 you lived with and loved?
00:59:05 It's waking up
00:59:09 Once you get used to
00:59:11 it' a hell of
00:59:13 to wake up without it.
00:59:15 Specially in some dollar-a-night
00:59:18 A hot water bottle won't do,
00:59:22 It has to be someone
00:59:25 and that you know
00:59:27 Director:
00:59:29 Hey, is this mike wire
00:59:35 I spent more than half
00:59:39 on phone calls -
00:59:41 and on a last minute
00:59:43 I changed my flight
00:59:46 so I could arrive
00:59:48 No shit,
00:59:51 I would never see you go
01:00:07 William:
01:00:10 I came home early;
01:00:12 Sarah:
01:00:16 William:
01:00:19 Sarah:
01:00:21 William:
01:00:25 Sarah:
01:00:28 I got you these.
01:00:30 Thank you.
01:00:32 I brought you that towel
01:00:36 Thanks.
01:00:38 And, here's a present.
01:00:40 It's a green dress.
01:00:42 I saw it on a mannequin,
01:00:44 of that one you always wear,
01:00:47 I don't know
01:00:48 buying something -
01:00:50 for somebody that you know
01:00:52 but - it made sense
01:00:56 Thank you.
01:00:58 No problem.
01:01:01 Do you want to put these flowers
01:01:04 Sure.
01:01:08 Are you nervous?
01:01:12 Yes.
01:01:13 About seeing me?
01:01:17 You look different.
01:01:21 You told me you weren't
01:01:24 I took a different flight.
01:01:27 Why?
01:01:33 Hey, I heard a joke;
01:01:35 Sure.
01:01:37 Okay, there's these two monks.
01:01:39 A monsignor guy -
01:01:41 and a regular monk guy,
01:01:43 And the regular monk -
01:01:45 catches
01:01:46 He goes -
01:01:48 "Wow, that is one heck
01:01:50 and the monsignor guy says -
01:01:51 "My son,
01:01:53 and the other one says -"No,
01:01:56 but that's the name
01:01:58 "Oh, " goes the monsignor.
01:02:00 So that night they're
01:02:02 and they decided
01:02:04 They all sat down
01:02:06 and the regular monk goes -
01:02:07 "Boy, this sonofabitch
01:02:10 And the monsignor guy says -
01:02:11 "Yeah, I've never had
01:02:14 And he turns to
01:02:15 "How do you like the fish?"
01:02:17 And the new guy says -
01:02:18 "Hey,
01:02:20 but I'm sure going to enjoy
01:02:30 I have to go
01:02:32 How're you doing?
01:02:36 I just woke up.
01:02:51 I still need to go
01:03:00 Listen, I've seen
01:03:09 Last time I walked
01:03:18 Why must it be today
01:03:26 Why have I
01:03:34 You are lovely
01:03:41 Now you've gone
01:03:50 If there's something
01:03:58 In the change from
01:04:05 Sarah:
01:04:07 William:
01:04:09 Sarah:
01:04:10 And - I'm kind of worried
01:04:12 we're playing,
01:04:15 Maybe it's a better idea
01:04:18 Are you sure?
01:04:20 Yeah.
01:04:22 It seems like you need
01:04:23 And I got some things
01:04:25 Okay!
01:04:29 What do you mean?
01:04:31 Well -
01:04:33 you just said you have some things
01:04:36 Yeah, but you know
01:04:39 All I do
01:04:41 I've been to -
01:04:42 thirteen movies
01:04:46 I mean, you don't
01:04:50 I don't know,
01:04:54 I don't know. It's just -
01:04:56 you don't
01:04:57 except sit around
01:04:59 You know that's not
01:05:02 I do?
01:05:04 Look -
01:05:07 I mean, I don't want to belittle
01:05:09 but it wasn't
01:05:12 And all I did
01:05:13 was sit around
01:05:15 and think about you.
01:05:16 And, I can't do that.
01:05:20 I've done that before,
01:05:22 Sometimes,
01:05:24 I take that away?
01:05:27 Take what away?
01:05:28 I came to New York
01:05:31 I'm just happy that I was able
01:05:34 I didn't think
01:05:38 Good; you look like
01:05:46 So, what's going on here?
01:05:51 Are you breaking
01:05:56 I just think that we need
01:05:59 Space?
01:06:01 Can't you think of something
01:06:05 I'm just trying
01:06:07 Well, then, you're
01:06:10 catch-phrases from break-up 101
01:06:19 I like you so much.
01:06:22 Oh great. You like me!
01:06:24 So I don't have to
01:06:30 I'm a sweet guy -
01:06:32 a fun fellow to have
01:06:35 hang with
01:06:38 not somebody to see
01:06:46 Why are you doing this?
01:06:50 William -
01:06:55 Oh fuck you!
01:06:59 You're a spoiled,
01:07:05 I've told people
01:07:06 and I know
01:07:09 I've been you,
01:07:35 Guys, can I
01:07:37 The morning
01:07:38 I was singing
01:07:41 It went something like,
01:07:44 Rise and shine,
01:07:47 Or, I'm going to huff and puff,
01:07:56 Sarah:
01:08:02 Thanks a lot, guys.
01:08:15 Oh, come on.
01:08:17 It's my
01:08:19 Look, I have to go to work.
01:08:20 I know;
01:08:22 Are you Native American?
01:08:24 Sarah:
01:08:25 William:
01:08:26 Okay, so here's the deal.
01:08:28 Because I have
01:08:30 and because you don't look
01:08:33 Not that you don't
01:08:35 that's why I asked the thing
01:08:38 Anyway,
01:08:40 and if you want to jump in,
01:08:42 "Hey, I got something
01:08:43 And five'll get you ten
01:08:45 "Go right ahead. "
01:08:47 Okay, I know
01:08:50 "God, this guy
01:08:52 Two days ago, he says
01:08:54 and leaves my apartment
01:08:56 and now,
01:08:57 howling at my window -
01:08:59 and expects me to think
01:09:01 Well, let me tell you, missy,
01:09:05 I don't even like myself.
01:09:10 So what?
01:09:12 "Why are you
01:09:13 "Oh, you're so zany. "
01:09:15 Or maybe, "I can't believe
01:09:18 Nothing, huh?
01:09:20 You're just going
01:09:21 Okay, that's cool.
01:09:25 You want to know
01:09:27 An attempt to make movies
01:09:30 I like to embrace the cliche.
01:09:34 Hey, this is 'A' material.
01:09:38 Okay, I'm sorry.
01:09:39 I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
01:09:41 I fucked up.
01:09:42 I got upset.
01:09:44 You just switched gears
01:09:46 You got to admit that.
01:09:48 Look, I know you're getting
01:09:50 that maybe we went too far,
01:09:53 It's just you got to give me
01:09:57 I don't know
01:09:59 You got to let me know.
01:10:01 See, this is the way I see it,
01:10:04 then I can promise you
01:10:06 Look, I don't want
01:10:13 I own the corner
01:10:20 You look so pale
01:10:26 William:
01:10:27 Sorry for calling
01:10:30 I thought
01:10:31 we could go
01:10:34 Sarah:
01:10:36 No, I think I'm too tired.
01:10:39 It is late.
01:10:40 Sarah:
01:10:43 William:
01:10:46 Sarah:
01:10:48 William:
01:10:50 Sarah:
01:10:53 William:
01:10:55 Sarah:
01:10:58 Are you going to
01:11:03 Sarah:
01:11:04 Listen, I should go to bed.
01:11:06 William:
01:11:07 I'll talk to you later, then.
01:11:09 Sarah:
01:11:11 Okay, yeah, you too.
01:11:13 Sarah:
01:11:15 Bye.
01:11:17 William: I held onto the phone
01:11:20 Everything was
01:11:23 I knew I was the dopey guy
01:11:26 staring up
01:11:28 Hell, I wished
01:11:30 It's just so hard
01:11:32 who only lives
01:11:36 Jesse:
01:11:37 your father not calling you
01:11:39 becomes your problem,
01:11:41 I didn't expect him to call.
01:11:43 He loves you very much,
01:11:45 Why are we
01:11:47 I just think
01:11:51 to remain
01:11:53 Why are you giving this to me?
01:11:54 Who brought him up?
01:11:57 I'm sorry.
01:12:00 Why do you think
01:12:03 Who?
01:12:05 What, that girl?
01:12:06 Because there's something
01:12:08 No, Mom.
01:12:09 There's something
01:12:11 What do you think it is?
01:12:13 You respect people more
01:12:16 That, and you didn't
01:12:19 Those are your
01:12:24 Do you want to hear
01:12:29 I suppose
01:12:31 He's very funny.
01:12:34 His name is Harris.
01:12:37 I think you'll be astonished
01:12:38 at how many times
01:12:43 I just -
01:12:46 I just don't seem to have -
01:12:49 the first idea
01:12:52 are supposed to behave.
01:12:53 It seems like
01:12:55 certain qualities
01:12:58 I mean, I'm sure
01:13:01 getting all chatty -
01:13:04 You know what I'm saying?
01:13:06 What are other men like?
01:13:08 Are they like me?
01:13:12 I don't know.
01:13:16 Hey, how come
01:13:19 I mean weren't you
01:13:21 concerned with
01:13:25 Listen, William,
01:13:27 anybody at Fort Worth
01:13:30 for the state of your soul.
01:13:31 Oh, forget it;
01:13:33 Look, listen to me.
01:13:38 You've been ignoring me
01:13:41 and I was thinking that
01:13:45 might be to change your attitude
01:13:49 Don't be so moody.
01:13:53 A lot of bad shit
01:13:56 People are not
01:13:58 And if you're serious
01:14:00 that's the first thing
01:14:01 And listen -
01:14:04 Relatively soon, okay?
01:14:06 So, that being said,
01:14:09 No matter what happens
01:14:13 you have two options -
01:14:16 You can handle things well
01:14:19 or, you can handle
01:14:21 It's up to you.
01:14:24 Look William,
01:14:28 I didn't escape Fort Worth
01:14:30 to sell college text books
01:14:33 That was not my goal.
01:14:35 I thought my life
01:14:37 so much more interesting
01:14:40 but what am I going to
01:14:45 The root of depression
01:14:50 and the cure -
01:14:55 So, read some books.
01:14:58 Don't take yourself
01:15:02 Take that gorgeous,
01:15:04 Here, and
01:15:20 You got to lose
01:15:24 I worked too hard
01:15:25 for you to go around
01:15:30 The long night is coming
01:15:37 I hear the way
01:15:43 I feel the crying moment
01:15:49 But oh, baby -
01:15:53 Phone machine:
01:15:57 Sarah:
01:16:00 I know your birthday is today
01:16:03 Today has been
01:16:05 If you have some time,
01:16:07 maybe you could come by
01:16:10 William:
01:16:13 No, I can come by
01:16:22 - Hi.
01:16:23 Oh - close your eyes.
01:16:26 I have to finish wrapping.
01:16:31 Can I open my eyes now?
01:16:33 Yeah.
01:16:39 So, you want a beer?
01:16:42 Sure.
01:16:48 You can put on some music,
01:16:50 Okay.
01:17:00 How was your day?
01:17:02 Oh fine.
01:17:05 How was your day?
01:17:06 Crazy. I've been
01:17:11 Yeah?
01:17:14 So, what are these?
01:17:16 Presents.
01:17:19 Okay - I guess I should
01:17:22 Yeah.
01:17:29 They're for candles.
01:17:31 Cool.
01:17:32 Look at this.
01:17:40 - You did this?
01:17:45 Wow!
01:17:53 Why did you
01:17:56 I thought
01:17:57 - I do.
01:18:00 It's beautiful.
01:18:10 Do you want to
01:18:18 I don't think that now
01:18:20 Then, why did you
01:18:22 What do you mean?
01:18:24 What am I supposed to do with it?
01:18:27 I don't know,
01:18:30 You think I want to
01:18:31 to remind me of a girl who
01:18:36 Look, I warned you that
01:18:40 Yeah.
01:18:42 You also made me promise -
01:18:46 You can't do that.
01:18:49 I came to New York
01:18:51 Oh, yeah, yeah;
01:18:53 I'm just
01:18:54 Well, I wish
01:18:56 Oh, you want me to lie?
01:18:57 No, I want you
01:18:59 We're apart
01:19:01 and I come back to this.
01:19:02 Listen, if you really care -
01:19:04 What did I do?
01:19:06 If you really care about me,
01:19:08 you need to take the time
01:19:10 Oh, this is my fault?
01:19:11 - It's no one's fault.
01:19:14 Look, I told you -
01:19:15 this was going to be
01:19:17 Would you just shut up
01:19:18 You don't like me anymore.
01:19:21 I was amusing
01:19:22 and now,
01:19:24 and hang your fucking
01:19:29 I mean, what am I
01:19:32 You know, I've done
01:19:34 I've said the shit
01:19:35 and I know it's a lie.
01:19:36 - It's not a lie.
01:19:38 Well, maybe you lied to people,
01:19:40 Would you please
01:19:42 - Saying what?
01:19:43 Look, you don't love me.
01:19:46 I could be any girl.
01:19:49 I care about you.
01:19:51 You made me very happy,
01:19:53 when you're in the room.
01:19:54 Everything is a big
01:19:57 Let's pretend
01:19:59 let's pretend I'm going to be
01:20:00 just pretend you're
01:20:02 No! Nothing
01:20:04 Everything
01:20:06 No! No, no, no, no, no!
01:20:09 Only you.
01:20:11 Only you're a big deal.
01:20:12 Stop it!
01:20:14 Okay, I'm handling
01:20:20 Listen, I'm a great guy.
01:20:23 Look at me.
01:20:25 Would you please
01:20:28 I'm right here; look at me.
01:20:32 It's my birthday.
01:20:35 What? What?
01:20:42 Okay, I'll go.
01:20:47 I'm sorry.
01:20:49 I'm really sorry.
01:20:50 I want to make this
01:20:54 I don't want to be pathetic,
01:21:04 But do you think
01:21:07 Or, let me sleep here
01:21:08 something to make this
01:21:12 I cannot do that.
01:21:13 Yes, you can. God!
01:21:18 I feel like you're playing
01:21:23 I'm sorry you feel like that.
01:21:25 Would you please
01:21:31 Look, what you're going through
01:21:33 and once I got through it -
01:21:35 I was grateful because
01:21:50 Strong?
01:21:54 I am fucking strong.
01:22:12 Where did you go?
01:22:29 Samantha:
01:22:33 She didn't seem
01:22:35 William: You think anybody
01:22:40 That's not true.
01:22:42 She just seemed
01:22:46 I heard she wouldn't fuck you.
01:22:47 William:
01:22:51 Yeah, I didn't believe it
01:22:55 I mean,
01:22:57 you not fucking anybody.
01:23:02 William:
01:23:04 Why not? She have
01:23:09 Samantha: I think I was there,
01:23:12 I mean I was walking
01:23:14 Okay, so here's
01:23:15 It was pre-school -
01:23:17 and we went to this park
01:23:19 and I was wearing
01:23:21 that my grandmother
01:23:23 It had like a little purple
01:23:24 It was the very first time
01:23:26 and my very first memory -
01:23:28 is of feeding the ducks
01:23:29 in the lake
01:23:36 So, this Sarah girl,
01:23:42 No.
01:23:48 Are you sad?
01:23:55 Whatever.
01:24:18 Let's go to bed.
01:24:20 I don't have a bed.
01:24:23 Really - why?
01:24:24 William:
01:24:27 Why?
01:24:30 I didn't like it anymore.
01:24:36 God!
01:24:45 Do you have any condoms?
01:24:55 William:
01:24:57 Just give me a minute;
01:25:22 You got to go.
01:25:26 What are you talking about?
01:25:28 I'm not doing too well,
01:25:30 and I don't think
01:25:37 Yes, I do.
01:25:38 Look, just go.
01:25:41 I really can't deal
01:25:43 I'll call you tomorrow.
01:25:45 No, just leave me
01:26:03 Then, leave me
01:26:15 What light through
01:26:18 It is the East,
01:26:22 Arise, fair sun,
01:26:30 Vince:
01:26:32 Hello?
01:26:34 William:
01:26:37 her vestal livery
01:26:40 and none but fools
01:26:43 Cast it off.
01:26:45 It is my lady,
01:26:47 Oh, that she knew she were.
01:26:53 Oh, that I were a glove
01:26:56 That I might
01:26:59 O, speak again,
01:27:02 Man:
01:27:03 Hey Sarah, you can't say
01:27:06 you can't say that!
01:27:08 Phone machine:
01:27:12 Sarah:
01:27:13 this is not how to do it.
01:27:15 I'm scared to
01:27:17 Please don't
01:27:19 William:
01:27:23 I don't mean to scare you.
01:27:24 I just wanted
01:27:27 with the best words I know.
01:27:29 Sarah:
01:27:58 Fuck!
01:28:02 Shit.
01:28:07 Fuck!
01:28:09 Vince:
01:28:10 William! Come on,come on!
01:28:12 Alright now, the Cowboys
01:28:15 I do not want you
01:28:16 This is our year.
01:28:20 Don't get sad, okay.
01:28:22 When you're thirteen,
01:28:23 if you can come live with me.
01:28:25 You'd like that,
01:28:27 Alright now, listen to me,
01:28:30 Faye: Hey kiddo,
01:28:32 You're going to like 'em.
01:28:34 Alright, listen to me now -
01:28:36 never stray too far
01:28:45 William: That was the last
01:28:48 I thought about
01:28:50 I had never strayed too far
01:28:54 And what a crock of shit
01:29:00 Jesse: I'm glad you
01:29:02 but I need you
01:29:05 Take a shower,
01:29:08 I'm making an early
01:29:10 for Harris
01:29:11 Harris and I are going
01:29:14 so you'll have to
01:29:16 I'm sure
01:29:18 William:
01:29:19 He's my boyfriend, William.
01:29:21 I told you that.
01:29:22 He's living with you now?
01:29:24 I've told you all this.
01:29:33 Sarah:
01:29:36 Hey listen,
01:29:38 Are you there?
01:29:40 Are you there?
01:29:44 Okay, sorry for calling.
01:29:48 Give me a call
01:29:50 Merry Christmas.
01:30:00 Sarah:
01:30:03 Hey, sorry for leaving you
01:30:04 I just wanted to tell you
01:30:06 that I know you might not
01:30:08 if that's the case,
01:30:11 We'll talk
01:30:13 Alright. See you.
01:30:25 Sarah:
01:30:28 Listen, it's me again.
01:30:29 This is pretty absurd, huh?
01:30:31 I just know that you're not
01:30:34 and you should.
01:30:36 I mean, I'd like you to;
01:30:39 Not that you give a rat's ass
01:30:41 because I know you don't.
01:30:43 It's just that I went out
01:30:45 a couple of nights ago -
01:30:47 Samantha; remember her?
01:30:49 I mean, I know
01:30:51 because -
01:30:53 a lot of intellectual bullshit,
01:30:54 but - she's real smart.
01:30:57 You shouldn't think that
01:31:00 she's not smart,
01:31:03 I don't know,
01:31:05 that you had a lot of hang-ups
01:31:09 Maybe it's just that
01:31:11 extra smart because
01:31:15 But you shouldn't do that
01:31:18 I think you're pretty.
01:31:20 Not that you're, like,
01:31:23 receiving emotional advice
01:31:28 Samantha is definitely
01:31:31 and she's smart.
01:31:33 And, we had a good time.
01:31:36 It gave me some distance
01:31:39 It made me miss you less.
01:31:42 Not like
01:31:44 missing you
01:31:46 don't get all freaked out
01:31:49 Just call me back, okay?
01:31:53 That'd be cool, you know?
01:31:55 I mean, I'm aware
01:31:59 of people to please
01:32:01 but - just give me a call.
01:32:07 I really need to talk
01:32:13 You know what I was thinking
01:32:15 Remember how you used to
01:32:17 and have me walk
01:32:19 so that we could be
01:32:21 Yeah, well,
01:32:23 You shouldn't do that.
01:32:25 I'm taller than you,
01:32:31 Yeah, well -
01:32:33 listen, I don't want to
01:32:34 because I know
01:32:36 I'm going to feel like
01:32:37 So could you just
01:32:41 otherwise I'll
01:32:44 I'm not going to
01:32:47 You know, you really have
01:32:50 That always drove me
01:32:56 All right.
01:32:57 Call me back, okay?
01:33:03 I'm going to hang up now. Bye.
01:33:16 Sarah:
01:33:17 Hey. I thought you
01:33:20 for Christmas or something.
01:33:22 Sarah:
01:33:25 Yeah. I remember.
01:33:29 I just wanted
01:33:31 and tell you
01:33:34 Sarah:
01:33:35 Why don't
01:33:37 Because I can't sleep.
01:33:40 You know, I've been thinking
01:33:45 more like non-stop.
01:33:48 Sarah: Well, I appreciate
01:33:50 but we shouldn't talk now,
01:33:53 Yeah, I think you're right!
01:33:57 Or else, maybe I just
01:34:00 Sarah:
01:34:11 Samantha:
01:34:13 you were a good person.
01:34:15 But you're not.
01:34:17 Priest:
01:34:19 The Peace of the Lord
01:34:21 Congregation:
01:34:23 Priest: I'd like to
01:34:25 and shake hands
01:34:27 Merry Christmas.
01:34:31 Samantha:
01:34:33 William:
01:34:36 I go to the bathroom
01:34:39 I wake up to a voice
01:34:41 that calls myself a faggot -
01:34:43 with every throbbing
01:34:46 I haven't seen my father
01:34:49 And, I'm 21 years old now,
01:34:50 and I feel like I should
01:34:52 but all I feel is
01:34:55 And for about three minutes
01:34:58 in destiny and that,
01:35:01 But now, I'm -
01:35:04 I don't know, adrift.
01:35:08 I have no connection
01:35:09 Not people, not me -
01:35:11 not you, not family,
01:35:13 not the past,
01:35:15 not anything -
01:35:23 I keep lookin'
01:35:31 Out the window,
01:35:38 The cold is risin'
01:35:45 Jesse:
01:35:48 I love Christmas morning,
01:35:51 I mean, I know
01:35:53 for us to drive around
01:35:56 Your Daddy is what people
01:36:00 He wants to make me very small,
01:36:06 You're sweet.
01:36:09 Merry Christmas, William.
01:36:12 Isn't this fun?
01:36:14 Do you think you're going
01:36:16 I think so.
01:36:18 You know what I want?
01:36:20 I want your daddy
01:36:24 You don't bully women, William;
01:36:27 You want to be a cowboy,
01:36:30 but you be
01:36:35 Look you just be
01:36:38 Goddamn it.
01:36:40 Goddamn it.
01:36:44 Vince:
01:36:48 Jesse:
01:36:49 You hear me?
01:36:51 Now, I told you
01:36:52 I told you not -
01:36:55 Vince:
01:36:57 - Leave him alone.
01:36:58 Merry Christmas, okay.
01:37:02 That's it. Okay, goodbye.
01:37:05 Vince:
01:37:22 Jesse:
01:37:26 I love that stupid girl
01:37:34 I fell in love
01:37:37 because of the way
01:37:39 That doesn't always work.
01:37:42 My point is,
01:37:47 Your whole life,
01:37:49 people are going to ask you
01:37:51 They'll practically beg you.
01:37:53 But all anybody
01:37:54 is for you to be strong.
01:38:00 Look -
01:38:06 It's a baptism -
01:38:11 by ice.
01:38:24 Is it written
01:38:32 Were we've been
01:38:39 And where we're going
01:38:43 I don't know
01:39:01 Faye:
01:39:02 Hi, I'm William.
01:39:07 William! Wow.
01:39:09 You're all grown up.
01:39:12 Yeah. Is my Dad here?
01:39:15 Yeah. Come on;
01:39:17 It's okay; I'll wait here.
01:39:18 You sure? Okay, one second.
01:39:21 Vincent! Hey, Vince?
01:39:24 Vince:
01:39:29 What? What is it?
01:39:36 Hey there, William,
01:39:40 William:
01:39:41 Well, come on inside.
01:39:42 Can I talk to you
01:39:43 Sure, come on in.
01:39:44 No, would you mind
01:39:49 - Vince: Sure.
01:39:51 Let me get my jacket, alright?
01:39:53 - William: You watching the game?
01:39:56 - William: Cowboys?
01:39:58 William:
01:40:00 No, no, they suck.
01:40:04 I don't really follow them
01:40:07 No?
01:40:08 Well they're kind of -
01:40:11 Sweetie, Lisa,
01:40:14 Go back to the kitchen.
01:40:16 So listen -
01:40:19 Could I bum one of those?
01:40:22 Remember that time we were
01:40:27 No.
01:40:28 Behind the supermarket?
01:40:31 Okay.
01:40:33 Yeah well, you said
01:40:36 when I was thirteen,
01:40:38 You said that
01:40:42 Yeah.
01:40:44 Yeah well, my thirteenth
01:40:47 and you never even
01:40:50 In point and fact -
01:40:51 I haven't heard from you at all
01:40:57 I'm sorry.
01:40:59 Well apology not accepted,
01:41:02 Yeah, I know
01:41:04 Look William -
01:41:07 it was so hard on you
01:41:11 when we would -
01:41:12 You know,
01:41:17 You know, and then,
01:41:20 Every family -
01:41:23 Can we talk about
01:41:25 Yeah.
01:41:28 I fell in love
01:41:31 but she broke up with me.
01:41:33 Yeah?
01:41:35 She kind of
01:41:37 That'll happen.
01:41:39 That happen to you?
01:41:41 Sure, sure, I guess.
01:41:43 Did my mom
01:41:47 I don't know.
01:41:51 Well, you got over it, huh?
01:41:53 I guess.
01:41:55 Well, good for you.
01:41:57 I just feel like I might not
01:42:00 Like maybe I'm too sensitive
01:42:03 Well, maybe you won't.
01:42:07 You'll move on, but -
01:42:10 if it hurt real bad,
01:42:12 or, like a bone fracture,
01:42:15 it'll ache
01:42:17 Sounds like some
01:42:19 coming from a guy
01:42:23 I'm just doing my best here.
01:42:24 Well it's not very good,
01:42:26 No, no, it's not.
01:42:29 I was in a movie.
01:42:31 I bet you didn't know that.
01:42:33 No, a movie?
01:42:34 Yeah, I'm going to be
01:42:38 And people are going to ask you
01:42:40 and you're going
01:42:41 "Yup, he's my son
01:42:45 Well, that would be great.
01:42:47 Why are you being so -
01:42:50 How do you
01:42:53 I don't know.
01:42:55 - I wanted you to call me, that's all.
01:42:57 You know, I thought -
01:43:01 Goddamn, it is bitch cold.
01:43:05 I thought it was supposed
01:43:07 Yeah, it's
01:43:08 What?
01:43:09 Fort Worth
01:43:10 My dad lives there,
01:43:11 most every grandparent
01:43:13 I like it there.
01:43:17 What's that?
01:43:19 It's a poem you wrote
01:43:22 Oh yeah?
01:43:24 Does that make you feel better
01:43:28 No, it doesn't.
01:43:32 I loved you so much,
01:43:38 Hey, what have I got to do
01:43:41 You can't will anybody
01:43:44 What do I have to do?
01:43:46 What was her name?
01:43:48 Sarah.
01:43:50 Did she ever love you?
01:43:54 I don't know.
01:43:55 I think so.
01:44:00 Don't do anything,
01:44:04 Just wait;
01:44:07 - She won't.
01:44:09 No, she won't.
01:44:10 Well then, fuck her;
01:44:12 People who give up on love
01:44:14 What's that say about you?
01:44:16 I don't know
01:44:19 But, seeing you here
01:44:21 says a hell of a lot
01:44:57 Dave:
01:45:15 Hi.
01:45:17 Hi.
01:45:21 Do you want to sit down?
01:45:24 Sure.
01:45:26 Sarah:
01:45:29 doing some tour
01:45:33 And I don't know, I thought
01:45:36 if we said, 'Hello. '
01:45:38 It might be.
01:45:40 How are you?
01:45:41 You know -
01:45:43 fine - good!
01:45:48 Like a cat,
01:45:52 Don't worry.
01:45:53 I'm not going to
01:45:54 No, about performing.
01:45:57 My mom is comin tonight,
01:46:01 William:
01:46:04 Sarah:
01:46:09 I just want to tell you that -
01:46:12 the week I spent with you
01:46:17 the best six days
01:46:22 I'm sorry it all didn't
01:46:25 But when I think about the time
01:46:30 I am grateful -
01:46:36 I don't know, I just think
01:46:43 You are -
01:46:49 - You think I'm intense?
01:46:52 Really?
01:46:55 I don't know what I thought
01:47:00 'Intense' sounds good.
01:47:02 I'm glad it was you.
01:47:04 If somebody's going to -
01:47:07 you want it to be -
01:47:16 You've always had
01:47:19 of how interesting I am.
01:47:21 Yeah, well, I like you.
01:47:23 And I didn't
01:47:26 Your heart was broken long
01:47:30 Oh, give yourself
01:47:34 Whatever.
01:47:39 How's the movie business?
01:47:41 It' good.
01:47:42 I'm - starting
01:47:46 Oh wow, cool.
01:47:48 Dave:
01:47:51 Sure.
01:47:52 Are you going to stick
01:47:54 Yeah sure, I'll be around.
01:47:55 Okay.
01:48:10 My heart is gold.
01:48:11 What will you
01:48:22 You watch your footsteps
01:48:33 You climb a staircase
01:48:44 And walk in through
01:48:55 Where you once lived
01:49:05 Years before
01:49:10 Then it all goes
01:49:21 You reach your hand out
01:49:27 To touch the past,
01:50:00 William:
01:50:01 I used to walk
01:50:03 twenty or so paces
01:50:05 so that people would think
01:50:09 I wanted
01:50:11 Not because I wished
01:50:15 but more because
01:50:19 They could handle anything.
01:50:23 And because
01:50:25 from this emotional
01:50:27 that seemed to be sparking off
01:50:31 since the day I was born.
01:50:34 I felt that again only now,
01:50:39 It was real.
01:50:42 I was 21-
01:50:45 an adult,