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00:01:32 "Dearest, I feel certain
00:01:35 "that I am going mad again.
00:01:37 "I feel we can't go
00:01:39 "through another
00:01:41 "and I... shan't
00:01:43 "recover this time.
00:01:47 "I begin to hear voices,
00:01:54 "So, I am doing
00:01:56 "the best thing to do.
00:02:14 "You have given me
00:02:16 "the greatest possible
00:02:19 "You have been in every way
00:02:22 "all that anyone could be.
00:02:28 "I know
00:02:31 "and without me,
00:02:34 "And you will,
00:02:36 "I know.
00:02:40 "You see, I can't
00:02:47 "What I want to say
00:02:49 "all the happiness
00:02:52 "You have been entirely patient
00:02:57 "and
00:02:59 "incredibly good.
00:03:01 "Everything's gone
00:03:03 "from me but the certainty
00:03:05 "of your goodness.
00:03:08 "I can't go on
00:03:13 "I don't think two people
00:03:17 "than we have been.
00:03:20 Virginia."
00:05:18 Good morning, Doctor.
00:05:19 Mr. Woolf.
00:05:21 No worse, I think.
00:05:23 I see.
00:05:25 The main thing is to keep her
00:05:31 Friday, then.
00:09:03 Good morning, Leonard.
00:09:04 Good morning, Virginia.
00:09:06 How was your sleep?
00:09:07 Uneventful.
00:09:09 The headaches?
00:09:11 No. No headaches.
00:09:14 Doctor seemed pleased.
00:09:16 That's all from this morning?
00:09:19 Yes. This young man
00:09:21 I've found three errors of fact
00:09:23 and two spelling mistakes,
00:09:25 and I'm not yet on page four.
00:09:27 Have you had breakfast?
00:09:29 Yes.
00:09:31 Liar.
00:09:32 Virginia, it's not
00:09:34 It's your own doctor's.
00:09:36 I'm going to send
00:09:39 Nelly up with some fruit
00:09:42 Right. Lunch, then.
00:09:44 Proper lunch,
00:09:45 husband and wife
00:09:48 soup, pudding
00:09:49 and all.
00:09:51 By force if necessary.
00:09:56 Leonard, I believe
00:10:03 Work, then.
00:10:12 Then you must eat.
00:11:12 Mrs. Dalloway said...
00:11:15 she would buy the flowers...
00:11:22 "Mrs. Dalloway said
00:11:23 she would buy the flowers
00:11:28 Sally, I think I'll buy
00:11:31 What?
00:11:34 What flowers?
00:11:36 Oh, shit. I forgot.
00:11:40 You're never going
00:11:41 if you don't eat
00:11:44 You're going to be
00:11:45 It's a very important job.
00:11:46 Happy birthday.
00:11:47 - Morning, honey.
00:11:50 Roses on your own birthday.
00:11:52 You're too much.
00:11:53 He'll eat it
00:11:55 now that you're here.
00:11:57 It's your birthday.
00:11:58 You shouldn't be out
00:12:00 Well, you were still sleeping.
00:12:02 So?
00:12:03 Well, we decided
00:12:05 if we let you sleep in
00:12:07 Morning, bug.
00:12:12 You need to rest, Laura.
00:12:14 You're only four months away.
00:12:15 Dan, don't.
00:12:16 I'm fine.
00:12:18 I'm just tired.
00:12:21 I've been telling him
00:12:23 That's true.
00:12:25 So, it's a beautiful day.
00:12:26 What are you two going
00:12:29 We've got our plans,
00:12:33 What plans?
00:12:34 Hmm...
00:12:35 Well, it wouldn't
00:12:38 would it, if I told you
00:12:39 every detail in advance?
00:12:40 Well, I better just stop
00:12:41 asking questions then, huh?
00:12:43 That the time?
00:12:45 I better get going.
00:12:47 Have a good day.
00:12:48 You, too.
00:12:52 Dan, happy birthday.
00:12:54 Oh, thank you.
00:13:29 You need to finish
00:13:57 Oh, I'm going to make a cake.
00:14:01 That's what I'm going to do.
00:14:04 I'm going to make the cake
00:14:06 Mommy, can I help?
00:14:09 Can I help make the cake?
00:14:12 Of course you can, sweet pea.
00:14:15 I'm not going to do
00:14:17 No, of course.
00:14:18 You have to come.
00:14:20 Of course.
00:14:23 Well, I always wanted you
00:14:24 and everybody involved
00:14:26 I don't know.
00:14:28 Around 60.
00:14:30 Well, it will.
00:14:31 It'll mean so much.
00:14:33 The whole occasion.
00:14:34 It's the least I can do
00:14:36 to have a nice dinner
00:14:39 to everybody.
00:14:40 You've done so much for him.
00:14:41 Oh, I take that as a yes.
00:14:43 He'll be thrilled.
00:14:45 Oh, my God.
00:14:46 I'm thrilled.
00:14:49 What if nobody comes?
00:14:51 This is Clarissa Vaughan.
00:14:52 Yes, I am just confirming
00:14:55 that you're sending a car
00:14:57 Yeah.
00:14:58 - Hi, Clarissa.
00:15:00 And then we're
00:15:03 which is at 9th and 14th.
00:15:05 Then you will take me uptown
00:15:09 And it'll be over at seven.
00:15:18 Flowers!
00:15:22 Hi, Clarissa.
00:15:25 I'm having a party.
00:15:27 My friend Richard's won
00:15:30 Well, that's just terrific...
00:15:32 if I knew what it was.
00:15:34 It's a poetry prize
00:15:39 It's the most prestigious.
00:15:41 For a poet,
00:15:42 Oh, very good.
00:15:43 So, what would you like?
00:15:45 The lilies are perfect.
00:15:47 No. Too morbid.
00:15:50 Hydrangeas, I think.
00:15:51 And, um...
00:15:53 Oh, oh, let's just have
00:15:59 And... I think I'm going
00:16:04 Rodney?
00:16:05 Okay.
00:16:06 Thank you.
00:16:09 I actually tried
00:16:13 You did?
00:16:16 Oh, I know. It's not easy.
00:16:19 I know.
00:16:20 It did take him
00:16:22 Maybe it just takes
00:16:28 It's you, isn't it?
00:16:29 What is?
00:16:31 In the novel,
00:16:32 Oh, I see.
00:16:35 Yeah.
00:16:37 Sort of.
00:16:38 I mean, in a way.
00:16:40 You know, Richard's a writer.
00:16:41 That's what he is.
00:16:42 He uses things
00:16:44 Yeah.
00:16:45 And years ago,
00:16:49 That's true.
00:16:50 But, you know,
00:16:51 Oh, sure.
00:16:52 I don't mean in a bad way.
00:16:59 It's more like...
00:17:11 A woman's whole life...
00:17:15 in a single day,
00:17:18 just one day...
00:17:22 and in that day,
00:17:25 her whole life.
00:17:28 This is what we need.
00:17:31 Shortening...
00:18:32 Mrs. Dalloway, it's you.
00:18:36 Yes, it's me!
00:18:37 Oh... It's me.
00:18:39 Come in.
00:18:42 Richard,
00:18:46 How about we let in
00:18:49 Is it still morning?
00:18:51 Yes, it is.
00:18:53 Have I died?
00:18:57 Good morning, my dear.
00:19:02 Any visitors?
00:19:03 Yes.
00:19:04 Are they still here?
00:19:06 No. They've gone.
00:19:07 Mm. How'd they look?
00:19:09 Today?
00:19:11 Sort of like black fire.
00:19:15 I mean, sort of light
00:19:16 and dark at the same time.
00:19:19 There was one a bit
00:19:23 They were singing.
00:19:25 May have been Greek.
00:19:28 So the ceremony is at 5:00.
00:19:31 Do you remember?
00:19:38 And then...
00:19:40 the party is right after.
00:19:51 They did bring you breakfast,
00:19:53 What a question. Of course.
00:19:56 Richard, you did eat it?
00:19:57 Well, can you see it?
00:19:58 Is it here?
00:20:01 Any breakfast lying around?
00:20:02 No, I don't see it.
00:20:04 Well, then I must have
00:20:06 I suppose.
00:20:08 Does it matter?
00:20:11 Of course, it matters.
00:20:13 You know what the doctors say.
00:20:22 Have you been skipping pills?
00:20:25 Clarissa, I can't take this.
00:20:27 Take what?
00:20:28 Having to be proud and brave
00:20:29 in front of everybody.
00:20:30 Oh. Honey, it's not
00:20:33 Of course it is.
00:20:34 I got the prize
00:20:36 Well, that is
00:20:37 I got the prize for having AIDS
00:20:39 and being brave about it.
00:20:41 I actually got the prize
00:20:43 It's not true.
00:20:45 - For surviving, that's what
00:20:46 I got the prize for.
00:20:48 would have given it to me
00:20:49 Yes, as a matter of fact, I do.
00:20:59 Is it here somewhere?
00:21:01 What?
00:21:02 The prize.
00:21:08 No, you haven't gotten it yet.
00:21:12 It's tonight.
00:21:14 Are you sure?
00:21:16 Um...
00:21:18 I remember
00:21:21 I seem to have
00:21:28 Richard.
00:21:30 Richard...
00:21:32 it's a party,
00:21:34 and it's only a party.
00:21:38 Hmm? Populated entirely
00:21:40 by people who respect
00:21:44 A small party, is it?
00:21:45 A select party, is it?
00:21:47 Your friends.
00:21:48 I thought I lost all my friends.
00:21:50 I thought I drove
00:21:54 Jesus.
00:21:55 Oh, Mrs. Dalloway,
00:21:57 always giving parties
00:22:14 Richard...
00:22:19 You won't need to do anything.
00:22:21 All you have to do is appear,
00:22:23 sit on the sofa.
00:22:27 And I will be there.
00:22:31 This is a group of people
00:22:33 who want to tell you
00:22:37 Oh, is it?
00:22:38 Is my work going to live?
00:22:41 I can't go through with it,
00:22:44 Oh... Why do you say that?
00:22:47 - I can't.
00:22:48 Because I wanted
00:22:50 So?
00:22:51 I wanted to write about it all.
00:22:54 Everything that happens
00:22:56 The way the flowers looked
00:22:58 when you carried them
00:23:00 This towel, how it... smells,
00:23:03 This thread.
00:23:04 All our feelings,
00:23:06 yours and mine.
00:23:08 The history of it,
00:23:09 who we once were.
00:23:12 Everything in the world.
00:23:15 Everything all mixed up...
00:23:18 like it's all mixed up now.
00:23:25 And I failed.
00:23:33 I failed.
00:23:36 No matter what you start with,
00:23:45 Sheer fucking pride...
00:23:47 and stupidity.
00:23:56 We want everything, don't we?
00:24:03 I suppose we do.
00:24:04 You kissed me on a beach.
00:24:12 Yeah.
00:24:13 Do you remember...
00:24:18 how many years ago?
00:24:20 Of course.
00:24:21 What did you want then?
00:24:30 Come closer.
00:24:34 I'm right here.
00:24:36 Come closer, would you, please?
00:24:44 Take my hand.
00:24:51 Would you be angry?
00:24:54 Would I be angry
00:24:57 at the party?
00:24:58 Would you be angry if I died?
00:25:01 If you died?
00:25:03 Who is this party for?
00:25:06 What do you mean, who's it for?
00:25:07 What are you asking?
00:25:09 I'm not trying to say anything.
00:25:11 Mm.
00:25:12 I'm saying...
00:25:14 I think I'm only staying alive
00:25:27 Well...
00:25:29 so that is what we do.
00:25:32 That is what people do.
00:25:34 They stay alive for each other.
00:25:38 And the doctors told you,
00:25:39 you-you don't need to die.
00:25:40 They told you that.
00:25:42 You can... live
00:25:45 Well, exactly.
00:25:50 I don't accept this.
00:25:52 I don't accept what you say.
00:25:54 Oh.
00:25:55 And it's for you
00:25:58 How long have you been
00:26:01 How many years?
00:26:02 Coming to the apartment.
00:26:03 What about your own life?
00:26:06 What about Sally?
00:26:10 Just wait till I die.
00:26:12 Then you'll have to think
00:26:15 How are you going to like that?
00:26:25 Richard...
00:26:29 it would be great
00:26:32 if you felt
00:26:35 Just to let you know,
00:26:36 I am making the crab thing.
00:26:39 Not that I imagine
00:26:42 Of course,
00:26:44 I love the crab thing.
00:26:47 Clarissa?
00:26:51 Yes?
00:27:06 I'll be back at 3:30,
00:27:08 and I'll help you
00:27:10 Wonderful.
00:27:12 3:30.
00:27:26 Wonderful.
00:27:53 "It's on this day,
00:27:56 "this day of all days...
00:28:08 her fate becomes clear
00:28:16 Excuse me, Mrs. Woolf.
00:28:18 Mr. Woolf said I was to come
00:28:22 I've nearly finished, Nelly.
00:28:24 You can tell me in the kitchen.
00:28:26 I'll be down very soon.
00:28:32 Hmm.
00:28:35 What happens is,
00:28:38 and then it turns out
00:28:39 Well, she never does, does she?
00:28:41 She never wants anything.
00:28:42 Mm-hmm.
00:28:43 Especially when she's
00:28:46 That's a sure sign.
00:28:47 I wish I'd been there.
00:28:48 I wish you had, too.
00:28:49 Did you give her that look?
00:28:52 That sort of look you do?
00:28:55 I said, "Madam..."
00:29:03 Yes, Nelly, tell me.
00:29:06 How can I help?
00:29:07 It's about lunch.
00:29:08 I just had
00:29:12 I understand.
00:29:16 You chose a pie?
00:29:18 I chose a lamb pie.
00:29:20 That seems suitable.
00:29:22 You being so busy
00:29:26 I had no instructions.
00:29:32 You do remember
00:29:34 at 4:00 with the children?
00:29:36 Yes, ma'am.
00:29:37 I hadn't forgotten.
00:29:41 China tea, I think.
00:29:46 And ginger.
00:29:50 Ginger, Madam?
00:29:54 I'd like
00:30:00 We'd have to go to London
00:30:02 for ginger, Madam.
00:30:03 I haven't finished this,
00:30:05 and there's the rest
00:30:07 to get ready.
00:30:09 The 12:30 train, Nelly,
00:30:11 into London just after 1:00.
00:30:13 If you return on the 2:30,
00:30:14 you should be back in Richmond
00:30:18 Do I miscalculate?
00:30:21 No.
00:30:22 Well, then, is something
00:30:34 I can't think of anything
00:30:36 than a trip to London.
00:30:44 - Good morning, Mrs. Woolf.
00:30:46 We shall publish
00:30:49 I have to tell you,
00:30:50 I've discovered ten errors
00:30:52 Lucky to have found them then.
00:30:54 "Passiondale was a...
00:30:57 "charnel house
00:30:58 from which no min returned."
00:31:02 Do you think it's possible that
00:31:04 bad writing actually
00:31:06 incidence of error?
00:31:09 If it's all right, I thought
00:31:13 Not far?
00:31:15 No. Just for air.
00:31:19 Go then.
00:31:21 If I could walk midmorning,
00:31:23 I'd be a happy man.
00:31:35 She'll die.
00:31:39 She's going to die.
00:31:43 That's what's going to happen.
00:31:46 Huh.
00:31:47 That's it.
00:31:55 She'll kill herself.
00:32:00 She'll kill herself
00:32:02 which doesn't seem to matter.
00:32:04 Let's think.
00:32:06 You grease the pan, Mommy.
00:32:08 I know you grease the pan,
00:32:10 Even Mommy knows that.
00:32:14 This is what we're going to do.
00:32:18 Flour...
00:32:19 bowl...
00:32:21 sifter.
00:32:23 Can I do it, Mommy?
00:32:25 Can you sift the flour?
00:32:28 Yes, you can sift the flour,
00:32:30 if that's what makes you happy.
00:32:37 Yeah.
00:32:42 Isn't it beautiful?
00:32:45 Don't you think
00:32:48 Hmm?
00:32:49 Okay.
00:32:50 Now, the next thing...
00:32:52 The next thing I'm going
00:32:54 to show you... uh, is...
00:32:57 we measure out the cups.
00:32:59 Mommy, it isn't that difficult.
00:33:01 Now, I know.
00:33:03 It's just that I...
00:33:04 I just want to do this
00:33:07 Because it's his birthday?
00:33:09 That's right.
00:33:10 We're baking the cake
00:33:11 to show him
00:33:13 Otherwise he won't know
00:33:19 That's right.
00:33:30 I got all the stuff.
00:33:32 I'm going right out again.
00:33:34 My God, what a zoo!
00:33:36 Why do people have to talk
00:33:39 I mean, what is there
00:33:41 I bought you some flowers.
00:33:45 Where are you?
00:33:46 In here.
00:33:48 I got someone at work
00:33:51 I'll be with you all night.
00:34:00 Are you all right?
00:34:01 Sure.
00:34:07 I guess you saw Richard.
00:34:09 That's right.
00:34:13 Well, of course.
00:34:16 I bet he said,
00:34:17 "Oh, by the way,
00:34:19 Can I skip the party?"
00:34:22 Don't worry.
00:34:23 He always shows up.
00:34:25 Oh, sure.
00:34:26 In the end.
00:34:27 What, Richard miss an award?
00:34:29 A chance to talk about his work.
00:34:31 I don't think so.
00:34:33 He'll show up.
00:34:34 You did the seating.
00:34:37 I did.
00:34:41 I don't believe it...
00:34:43 Is Louis coming?
00:34:45 Richard's Louis?
00:34:46 He is.
00:34:48 You put him next to me.
00:34:52 Why do I always have
00:34:54 Is this some kind of a hint,
00:34:56 And, anyway, shouldn't
00:34:59 of their own,
00:35:02 in ex-quisite agony?
00:35:06 I'm off.
00:35:09 Try not to pass out
00:35:16 Clarissa...
00:35:18 it's going to be beautiful.
00:35:26 Thank you.
00:35:28 You're welcome.
00:35:37 Why is everything wrong?
00:35:45 It didn't work.
00:35:46 Damn it!
00:35:47 It didn't work.
00:35:53 Hey, Scott.
00:35:54 Hi, Mrs. Barlowe.
00:36:09 Mommy, Mommy, there's
00:36:19 Hello?
00:36:22 Hello? Laura?
00:36:25 Hi, Kitty.
00:36:26 Hi. Am I interrupting?
00:36:27 Oh, of course not. Come in.
00:36:29 Are you all right?
00:36:30 Why, sure.
00:36:33 Hi, Richie.
00:36:34 Sit down.
00:36:35 I've got coffee on.
00:36:37 Um, would you like some?
00:36:38 Please.
00:36:40 Oh, look.
00:36:41 You made a cake.
00:36:43 I know.
00:36:45 Didn't work.
00:36:46 I thought it was going to work.
00:36:48 I thought
00:36:52 Oh, Laura, I don't understand
00:36:53 why you find it so difficult.
00:36:54 I don't know either.
00:36:55 Anyone can make a cake.
00:36:57 I know.
00:36:58 Everyone can.
00:36:59 It's ridiculously easy.
00:37:02 Like, I bet you didn't
00:37:04 I greased the pan.
00:37:05 All right.
00:37:06 You know, you have
00:37:08 other virtues... and
00:37:10 he won't even notice.
00:37:11 Whatever you do,
00:37:12 he's going to say
00:37:15 Well, it's true.
00:37:18 Does Ray have a birthday?
00:37:22 Sure he does.
00:37:23 When is it?
00:37:24 September.
00:37:25 We go to the country club.
00:37:26 We always go
00:37:28 We drink martinis and spend
00:37:31 Ray's got a lot of friends.
00:37:33 He does.
00:37:35 You both have a lot of friends.
00:37:37 You're good at it.
00:37:41 How is Ray?
00:37:42 I haven't seen him in a while.
00:37:44 Ray's fine.
00:37:46 Mmm.
00:37:47 These guys are
00:37:49 You can say that again.
00:37:50 They came home from the war.
00:37:52 They deserved it, didn't they?
00:37:55 After what they'd
00:37:57 What... did they deserve?
00:37:59 I don't know.
00:38:00 Us, I guess.
00:38:03 All this.
00:38:07 Oh.
00:38:08 You're reading a book.
00:38:10 Yeah.
00:38:12 What's this one about?
00:38:14 Oh, it's about...
00:38:16 this woman who's incredibly...
00:38:19 Well, she's a hostess, and
00:38:22 and she's going to give a party,
00:38:24 and maybe because
00:38:26 everyone thinks she's fine...
00:38:30 but she isn't.
00:38:40 So.
00:38:43 Well.
00:38:49 Kitty, what is it?
00:38:51 Is something wrong?
00:38:54 I, uh... I have
00:38:57 for a couple of days.
00:38:58 Kitty.
00:39:01 Yeah. I have, um...
00:39:04 some kind of... growth,
00:39:06 and they're going to go in
00:39:09 When?
00:39:10 This afternoon.
00:39:14 Well, I need you
00:39:18 Of course.
00:39:37 Is that what you
00:39:43 What did the doctor
00:39:47 Well, it's probably
00:39:50 About getting pregnant.
00:39:53 The thing is...
00:39:56 I mean, you know,
00:39:58 I've been...
00:40:05 And now it turns out
00:40:10 There was a reason
00:40:17 You're lucky, Laura.
00:40:19 I don't think you
00:40:21 until you're a mother.
00:40:27 The joke is...
00:40:31 all my life
00:40:35 I mean, I could
00:40:40 Except the one thing I wanted.
00:40:42 Yes.
00:40:45 That's all.
00:40:48 Well, at least now they'll
00:40:50 That's right.
00:40:52 That's right.
00:40:53 Mm. I'm not worried.
00:40:55 What would be
00:40:57 No, it's not in your hands.
00:40:59 But that's it.
00:41:01 It's in the hands of some
00:41:05 Some surgeon who probably
00:41:09 than Ray and...
00:41:10 Oh, Kitty.
00:41:11 I'm mean, of course I'm worried
00:41:14 Come here.
00:41:14 I'm doing fine.
00:41:16 Really.
00:41:17 I know. I know you are.
00:41:18 I'm more worried about Ray.
00:41:19 If anything,
00:41:23 Forget about him, hmm?
00:41:24 Just forget about Ray.
00:41:49 You're sweet.
00:41:56 You know the routine, right?
00:41:58 Half a can
00:42:00 check the water now and then,
00:42:02 and Ray will feed
00:42:11 Kitty, you didn't mind?
00:42:15 What?
00:42:18 I didn't mind what?
00:42:29 Do you want me to drive you?
00:42:35 I think I'll feel better
00:42:42 Kitty, it's going to be
00:42:47 Of course it is.
00:42:52 Bye.
00:43:14 What?
00:43:15 What do you want?
00:43:34 Mr. Woolf, Mrs. Bell
00:43:39 Not due till 4:00.
00:43:41 I can't help it.
00:43:50 You look a perfect angel.
00:43:53 Don't let the boys
00:43:55 Fly away, fly.
00:44:00 Virginia.
00:44:03 Leonard thinks it's
00:44:06 people who are invited
00:44:09 Oh, God.
00:44:13 Barbarians.
00:44:14 Well, we finished lunch
00:44:22 I've had to send Nelly off
00:44:25 Oh, Virginia.
00:44:28 You're not still frightened
00:44:32 Come on.
00:44:37 And how are you, sister?
00:44:38 Frantic.
00:44:41 It's been ridiculous in London.
00:44:43 Ridiculous? How?
00:44:45 Busy.
00:44:49 Why is busy ridiculous?
00:44:51 I would have invited you
00:44:55 but I knew you wouldn't come.
00:44:56 Did you?
00:44:59 I thought
00:45:03 That's because
00:45:08 Are you not forbidden to come?
00:45:11 Do the doctors not forbid it?
00:45:14 Oh, the doctors.
00:45:18 Do you not pay heed
00:45:19 Not when they're a bunch
00:45:22 So... what are you saying?
00:45:26 Are you feeling better?
00:45:28 Has this vastness
00:45:31 I'm saying, Vanessa, that even
00:45:35 Nessa! Nessa!
00:45:37 Nessa! Nessa!
00:45:39 Hello, changelings.
00:45:41 What have you got?
00:45:43 What have you found?
00:45:44 We found a bird.
00:45:45 Did you?
00:45:47 Yes.
00:45:48 Where did you find that?
00:45:50 I think it must have
00:45:52 Oh, my goodness.
00:45:53 Just look at him.
00:45:55 We might be able to save him.
00:45:57 Save him?
00:45:59 I think you have
00:46:02 There's a time to die,
00:46:03 and it may be
00:46:04 Come on, let's pick some grass
00:46:06 to make a grave.
00:46:08 - Oh, Julian.
00:46:10 Then at least there'll be
00:46:12 Come on, Nessa,
00:46:17 Nessa, come on!
00:46:18 Oh...
00:46:20 Very well, I'm coming.
00:46:21 Wait for me then.
00:46:23 Angelica, will
00:46:25 Stay with your aunt.
00:46:26 You're going too fast.
00:46:48 Do you think she'd like roses?
00:46:57 Is it a she?
00:47:00 Yes, the females are larger.
00:47:03 And less colorful.
00:47:07 What happens when we die?
00:47:10 What happens?
00:47:17 We return to the place
00:47:20 I don't remember
00:47:23 Nor do I.
00:47:29 She looks very small.
00:47:33 Yes.
00:47:35 Yes, that's one
00:47:37 we look smaller.
00:47:41 But very peaceful.
00:47:57 Oh, is it done?
00:47:58 Have we finished?
00:48:01 Is the bird funeral complete?
00:48:03 Yes.
00:48:04 Very well, then.
00:48:05 Are we to be denied tea
00:48:08 No, of course not.
00:48:09 Good.
00:48:11 Come on, Angelica.
00:48:14 Come on, come on, boys.
00:48:15 Let's get some tea.
00:48:16 Nessa, tell him to stop it!
00:48:18 Now stop it, Julian.
00:48:27 Virginia, we're going in.
00:48:32 Virginia!
00:49:50 Hey, bug.
00:49:52 I've got this idea.
00:49:54 We're going
00:49:58 We're going to make
00:50:01 What happened
00:50:07 And after that...
00:50:09 I think we should go out.
00:50:23 Yes?
00:50:24 Clarissa, it's Louis.
00:50:26 Louis Waters.
00:50:28 Louis? Oh, my God.
00:50:31 You're early.
00:50:32 Do you mind?
00:50:33 Is it all right?
00:50:52 Oh, why should I mind?
00:50:55 I'm delighted!
00:50:56 Well, now!
00:51:01 I feel like I'm interrupting.
00:51:03 Oh, why?!
00:51:04 No.
00:51:05 I know the ceremony
00:51:07 but I flew in this morning.
00:51:08 Oh, well, Richard's
00:51:14 He'll be thrilled
00:51:16 You think so?
00:51:17 Of course.
00:51:25 What are we doing?
00:51:36 Are you all right?
00:51:38 Yes. It's nothing.
00:51:39 It's just the party.
00:51:41 Oh, right.
00:51:46 Oh, wow!
00:51:48 It's looking beautiful.
00:51:49 Thanks.
00:51:50 Are you still with...?
00:51:51 Yes, I am.
00:51:52 Still with her. Ten years.
00:51:55 It's crazy.
00:51:56 Why is it crazy?
00:51:58 No reason.
00:52:00 Would you like something
00:52:02 Some water.
00:52:03 Okay.
00:52:20 Are you still an editor?
00:52:22 Oh, sure.
00:52:24 With the same publisher?
00:52:27 Mm-hmm.
00:52:29 How's San Francisco?
00:52:31 Oh, it's one of those cities
00:52:49 Richard said he thought
00:52:51 you were happy out there.
00:52:52 Oh, great.
00:52:53 So now the illness
00:52:58 You have to prepare
00:53:00 He's very changed.
00:53:05 I read the book.
00:53:06 Oh, God...
00:53:08 Exactly.
00:53:10 I thought you were
00:53:12 than just change people's names.
00:53:13 Well...
00:53:14 Isn't it meant to be fiction?
00:53:17 He even had you living
00:53:18 on 10th Street.
00:53:20 It isn't me.
00:53:21 Isn't it?
00:53:22 You know how Richard is.
00:53:23 It's a fantasy.
00:53:25 A whole chapter on
00:53:26 "Should she buy
00:53:29 And then, guess what?
00:53:30 After 50 pages, she doesn't.
00:53:33 The whole thing seems to go on
00:53:37 Nothing happens.
00:53:38 And then, wham!
00:53:39 For no reason,
00:53:41 His mother
00:53:42 kills herself.
00:53:44 Yeah, sure, his mother,
00:53:45 Well, I...
00:53:48 Out of the blue.
00:53:51 I know the book is tough,
00:53:54 I know.
00:53:55 Only one thing upset me.
00:53:58 What's that?
00:53:59 What upset you?
00:54:02 Well...
00:54:04 that there wasn't more
00:54:12 That's kind.
00:54:16 I went back to Wellfleet.
00:54:22 You did?
00:54:23 One day.
00:54:24 I didn't tell you?
00:54:27 No.
00:54:29 But then, I never see you.
00:54:32 You remember the house.
00:54:34 It's still there.
00:54:37 I think you're courageous.
00:54:38 Courageous? Why?
00:54:41 To dare go visit.
00:54:42 What I mean is...
00:54:45 to face the fact
00:54:47 that we have lost
00:54:54 Shit!
00:54:56 Clarissa?
00:54:57 Um...
00:55:00 I don't know what's happening.
00:55:02 I'm sorry.
00:55:03 I seem to be in some strange
00:55:04 sort of mood.
00:55:06 I'm sorry.
00:55:07 It's, uh, it's very rude of me.
00:55:12 I seem to be unraveling.
00:55:14 I shouldn't have come.
00:55:15 No, it's not you.
00:55:17 It's not you.
00:55:18 It's more like having
00:55:20 Do you know what I'm saying?
00:55:24 Oh, God,
00:55:26 about the party, you know?
00:55:28 Bad hostess!
00:55:31 Clarissa, what's happened?
00:55:34 Jesus!
00:55:36 What is it?!
00:55:38 Oh! Oh, God!
00:55:41 Do you want me to go?
00:55:44 No, don't go! Don't...
00:55:48 Don't go.
00:55:50 Explain to me
00:55:54 Don't... don't touch me.
00:55:57 Jesus.
00:55:58 It's better if you don't.
00:56:03 It's just too much.
00:56:06 You fly in from San Francisco,
00:56:09 and I've been nursing Richard
00:56:12 And all the time,
00:56:15 no problem.
00:56:17 I know.
00:56:20 One morning, in Wellfleet...
00:56:24 you were there,
00:56:29 I'd been sleeping with him,
00:56:31 and I was out
00:56:34 He came out behind me,
00:56:38 and he put his hand
00:56:43 "Good morning, Mrs. Dalloway."
00:56:50 That's...
00:56:54 That's when...
00:56:55 From then on, I've...
00:56:58 Stuck?
00:56:59 Yep.
00:57:03 Yeah.
00:57:05 With the name, I mean.
00:57:11 And now you walk in.
00:57:13 To see you
00:57:17 walk in...
00:57:20 Look at you.
00:57:25 Anyway, it doesn't matter.
00:57:29 It was you he stayed with.
00:57:31 It was you he lived with.
00:57:32 I had one summer.
00:57:47 The day I left him,
00:57:49 I got on a train
00:57:56 I felt free
00:58:17 So... tell me about
00:58:20 What's to tell?
00:58:22 I still teach drama
00:58:26 They can't all be idiots.
00:58:27 No, no. In fact,
00:58:29 I shouldn't tell
00:58:32 I've fallen in love.
00:58:34 Really?
00:58:36 Yes.
00:58:38 With a student.
00:58:40 With a student.
00:58:41 Exactly.
00:58:43 I know.
00:58:45 You think,
00:58:48 All this intensity,
00:58:50 doors being slammed.
00:58:52 Well, you know what it's like.
00:58:57 Are you feeling better?
00:59:00 A little.
00:59:01 Thank you.
00:59:07 You think I'm ridiculous?
00:59:11 Ridiculous?
00:59:13 Fortunate, too.
00:59:46 I'm going to leave you
00:59:49 I have to do something.
01:00:02 Mommy, I don't want to go.
01:00:05 You have to. I'm sorry.
01:00:07 I have something to do
01:00:57 Hello.
01:00:59 Hi, Mrs. Latch.
01:01:00 My boy's not very happy.
01:01:03 Mommy, I don't want
01:01:05 I have to go, honey.
01:01:09 Your mommy has things
01:01:11 Come in, I got cookies.
01:01:14 Okay, baby?
01:01:17 You have to be brave now.
01:01:20 Don't worry now.
01:01:21 It's going to be fine.
01:01:23 Well...
01:01:42 Honey!
01:02:03 Come on. Come on, darling.
01:02:10 Mommy!
01:02:12 - Stop it.
01:02:13 Darling, stop it.
01:02:14 Mommy!
01:02:16 - All right.
01:02:17 Mommy!
01:02:19 Mommy!
01:02:22 Come on.
01:02:23 Mommy!
01:02:26 Mommy!
01:02:30 No!
01:04:07 Breakfast is served
01:04:09 between 7:00 and 11:00
01:04:11 and room service is available
01:04:12 24 hours.
01:04:15 Thank you, ma'am.
01:04:19 Is there anything else
01:04:21 Yes, um...
01:04:23 No.
01:04:25 Not to be disturbed.
01:05:41 "'Did it matter, then? '
01:05:45 "walking toward Bon Street.
01:05:47 "Did it matter that she must
01:05:53 "All this must go on
01:05:56 "Did she resent it?
01:06:00 "Or did it not become consoling
01:06:03 "to believe that death
01:06:08 "It is possible to die.
01:06:14 It is possible...
01:06:16 ...to die."
01:06:20 There was a lovely coat
01:06:24 then nothing for the boys.
01:06:25 It seems so unfair.
01:06:26 Why should Angelica
01:06:31 Virginia?
01:06:34 Virginia?
01:06:37 Virginia!
01:06:41 What are you thinking about?
01:06:55 Are you still with us?
01:07:08 Your aunt's a very
01:07:13 because she has two lives.
01:07:16 She has the life
01:07:18 and also the book she's writing.
01:07:21 This makes her very
01:07:25 What were you thinking about?
01:07:54 I was going to kill
01:07:59 but I've changed my mind.
01:08:04 I... I can't.
01:08:20 I fear I may have to kill
01:08:31 Oh, Quentin!
01:08:34 We're ready!
01:08:37 A fascinating visit.
01:08:39 We enjoyed it thoroughly.
01:08:43 Do you have to go already?
01:08:46 I do wish you wouldn't go.
01:08:47 Oh, Virginia,
01:08:48 the last thing you want
01:08:51 My hopeless, clumsy boys.
01:08:55 Say good-bye, boys.
01:08:57 Bye!
01:09:02 You'll return to what?
01:09:03 Tonight?
01:09:04 Oh, just some...
01:09:10 Not even you could
01:09:13 But I do.
01:09:51 Say something, Nessa.
01:09:53 Didn't you think
01:09:55 Yes...
01:09:57 Yes... Virginia,
01:10:14 You think...
01:10:17 You think I may one day escape?
01:10:20 One day. One...
01:10:25 Nessa.
01:10:29 Nessa!
01:10:30 Come on, Nessa.
01:10:32 Come, Angelica, we must go.
01:10:35 Come on!
01:10:37 Good-bye.
01:10:38 Good-bye, little girl.
01:10:40 Angelica!
01:10:43 The train!
01:10:46 We're going to miss the train.
01:10:49 Come on. Hurry up.
01:10:51 Big step.
01:10:57 Come on, come on, come on!
01:10:59 I want to go home.
01:11:00 Yeah, all right.
01:11:01 We stayed too long,
01:11:04 Stay close.
01:12:29 I'm sorry, I know.
01:12:31 I tried to get here earlier.
01:12:33 I tried, okay? Don't start.
01:12:34 I know,
01:12:36 it's just incredibly important
01:12:40 Julia, how have you been doing?
01:12:43 I'm fine.
01:12:45 Come here.
01:12:46 What have you been doing?
01:12:49 Well, studying, Mom.
01:12:55 Um...
01:12:56 So, what should I do? Chairs?
01:12:59 No. Let's clear off the desk
01:13:02 You can take it
01:13:05 I bumped into Louis Waters.
01:13:07 Oh, you did?
01:13:09 Where?
01:13:10 In the street.
01:13:14 They're all here, aren't they?
01:13:15 All the ghosts.
01:13:17 All of the ghosts are
01:13:20 He's so weird.
01:13:23 Oh, what?
01:13:26 You can't see that?
01:13:27 You can't see that
01:13:32 I can see that he's sad.
01:13:35 Well... all your friends
01:13:41 You've been crying.
01:13:47 All it is,
01:13:49 and I thought,
01:13:52 All I want to do
01:13:55 And?
01:13:56 I know why he does it;
01:13:59 Oh, is this Richard?
01:14:02 Of course.
01:14:04 He did it this morning.
01:14:06 He gives me that look.
01:14:08 What look?
01:14:11 To say...
01:14:13 "Your life is... trivial.
01:14:18 You are so trivial."
01:14:21 Just...
01:14:23 daily stuff, you know.
01:14:25 Schedules and parties
01:14:27 That's what he means... by it,
01:14:31 Mom, it only matters
01:14:35 Well?
01:14:37 Do you? Tell me.
01:14:42 When I'm with him, I feel...
01:14:48 Yes, I am living.
01:14:52 And when I'm not with him...
01:14:56 Yes, everything does seem
01:14:59 ...silly.
01:15:06 I don't mean with you.
01:15:08 Oh, I...
01:15:09 God. Jesus.
01:15:13 Never with you.
01:15:15 It's all the rest of it.
01:15:22 Sally?
01:15:24 The rest of it.
01:15:31 False comfort.
01:15:33 Because?
01:15:36 If you say to me,
01:15:38 Mom...
01:15:39 "Tell me the moment
01:15:42 I know, I know,
01:15:45 Yeah.
01:15:48 All you're saying is...
01:15:59 I remember one morning...
01:16:02 getting up at dawn,
01:16:04 there was such a sense
01:16:08 You know?
01:16:10 Hmm?
01:16:11 And I remember
01:16:14 "So, this is the
01:16:17 "This is where it starts.
01:16:19 And, of course, there
01:16:25 It never occurred to me
01:16:28 it wasn't the beginning.
01:16:33 It was happiness.
01:16:36 It was the moment...
01:16:42 right then.
01:18:09 Ah, Nelly, good evening.
01:18:11 if you'd seen Mrs. Woolf.
01:18:12 I thought you knew, sir.
01:18:14 Mrs. Woolf has gone out.
01:18:53 Excuse me! Excuse me!
01:19:21 Mr. Woolf, what an
01:19:23 Perhaps you could tell me
01:19:25 exactly what you think
01:19:27 What I was doing?
01:19:29 I went to look for you,
01:19:30 You were working in the garden.
01:19:33 You disturb me
01:19:35 I didn't disappear.
01:19:37 I went for a walk.
01:19:39 A walk?!
01:19:40 Just a walk?
01:19:43 Virginia, we must go home now.
01:19:46 She's already had
01:19:49 It's just our obligation
01:19:50 There is no such
01:19:53 No such obligation exists.
01:19:55 Virginia,
01:19:56 you have an obligation
01:19:58 I have endured this custody!
01:20:00 I have endured
01:20:03 Oh, Virginia!
01:20:04 I am attended by
01:20:07 I am attended by doctors
01:20:09 who inform me of
01:20:11 They know your interests.
01:20:13 They do not!
01:20:14 They do not speak
01:20:16 Virginia, I can...
01:20:17 I can see that it must be
01:20:19 - Of what? Of my what, exactly?
01:20:21 your talents to see
01:20:22 that she may not be
01:20:24 of her own condition!
01:20:26 Who, then, is a better judge?
01:20:28 You have a history!
01:20:31 You have a history
01:20:33 We brought you to Richmond
01:20:34 because you have a history
01:20:37 hearing voices.
01:20:39 We brought you here
01:20:41 to save you
01:20:42 you intended upon yourself.
01:20:46 You've tried to kill yourself
01:20:52 I live daily with that threat.
01:20:54 I set up the press...
01:20:56 not just for itself,
01:20:58 not just purely for itself,
01:21:02 a ready source
01:21:05 Like needlework?
01:21:08 It was done for you!
01:21:10 It was done for your betterment!
01:21:12 It was done out of love!
01:21:16 If I didn't know you better,
01:21:20 I am ungrateful?
01:21:23 You call me ungrateful?
01:21:27 My life has been stolen from me.
01:21:33 I'm living in a town
01:21:36 I'm living... a life
01:21:45 How did this happen?
01:22:01 It is time for us
01:22:10 I miss London.
01:22:12 I miss London life.
01:22:18 This is not you speaking,
01:22:20 This is an aspect
01:22:22 - It's not you.
01:22:24 It's not your voice.
01:22:25 It's mine and mine alone.
01:22:26 This is the voice
01:22:28 It is not! It is mine!
01:22:30 I'm dying in this town!
01:22:36 If you were thinking clearly,
01:22:38 you'd recall it was London
01:22:40 that brought you low.
01:22:42 If I were thinking clearly...
01:22:46 If I were thinking clearly...
01:22:48 We brought you to Richmond
01:22:51 If I were thinking clearly,
01:22:54 I would tell you that I wrestle
01:22:58 in the deep dark,
01:23:02 only I can understand
01:23:06 You live with the threat...
01:23:08 you live with the threat
01:23:11 Leonard, I live with it,
01:23:13 too.
01:23:18 This is my right.
01:23:21 It is the right
01:23:23 I choose not the suffocating
01:23:27 but the violent jolt
01:23:29 That is my choice.
01:23:31 The meanest patient,
01:23:34 yes, even the very lowest
01:23:37 in the matter of her own
01:23:39 Thereby she defines
01:23:50 I wish, for your sake, Leonard,
01:23:53 I could be happy in this
01:23:59 But if it is a choice between
01:24:04 I choose death.
01:24:17 Very well, London, then.
01:24:20 We'll go back to London.
01:24:57 You hungry?
01:25:05 I'm a little hungry myself.
01:25:27 Come along.
01:25:30 London train on platform one!
01:25:32 This is the London train
01:25:41 You cannot find peace
01:25:54 This is the London train!
01:25:57 London train on platform one!
01:26:16 Mommy!
01:26:19 Mommy!
01:26:31 Hey. Hey, there, bug.
01:26:33 Hey, what's wrong?
01:26:35 Hi, Mrs. Latch.
01:26:37 Sorry I'm late.
01:26:38 He's fine.
01:26:39 He's been fine.
01:26:40 He's, he's just happy
01:26:42 Aw, it couldn't have been
01:26:44 So, you got it cut, then?
01:26:46 Oh, yes, yes. No problem.
01:26:48 Looks great.
01:26:49 Well, they didn't have
01:26:50 Well, we had a fine time
01:26:52 together.
01:26:55 Thank you very much.
01:27:01 So, that wasn't too bad, was it?
01:27:05 I wasn't gone too long.
01:27:06 No, you weren't long.
01:27:09 That's right.
01:27:13 At one point...
01:27:16 I don't know.
01:27:21 There was a moment where
01:27:26 But I changed my mind.
01:27:35 What is it, honey?
01:27:36 Mommy, I love you.
01:27:42 I love you, too, baby.
01:27:53 What's wrong?
01:27:58 What?
01:28:07 Don't worry, honey,
01:28:09 We're going to have
01:28:11 and we've made your daddy
01:28:21 I love you, sweetheart.
01:28:24 You're my guy.
01:29:03 Mommy!
01:29:05 Mommy!
01:30:04 Richard, it's me. I'm early.
01:30:12 What the hell is going on?
01:30:15 Richard!
01:30:19 What are you doing here?
01:30:21 Wha-What is going on here?
01:30:24 What are you doing?
01:30:25 L-I had this wonderful idea.
01:30:27 I needed some light.
01:30:31 Richard, what are you doing?
01:30:33 I had this fantastic notion.
01:30:36 I took the Xanax
01:30:38 It-it never occurred to me.
01:30:40 Richard...
01:30:40 Don't come near me!
01:30:46 It seemed to me I needed
01:30:54 What do you think?
01:30:58 All right, Richard,
01:31:01 Come. Come sit.
01:31:02 I don't think I can make it
01:31:05 You don't have to go
01:31:06 You don't have to go
01:31:07 You don't have to do anything
01:31:09 You can do as you like.
01:31:11 But I still have to face
01:31:14 I mean, the hours
01:31:16 and the hours after that...
01:31:18 You do have good days still.
01:31:21 You know you do.
01:31:23 Not really.
01:31:25 I mean, it's kind of you
01:31:27 I mean, it's kind of you
01:31:28 not really true.
01:31:39 Are they here?
01:31:40 Who?
01:31:41 The voices.
01:31:42 Oh, the voices are always here.
01:31:45 And it's the voices that you're
01:31:49 No, no, no, no.
01:31:51 Mrs. Dalloway, it's you.
01:31:59 I've stayed alive for you,
01:32:02 but now you have to let me go.
01:32:06 Richard, I...
01:32:07 No, wait, wait, wait, wait.
01:32:08 Wait.
01:32:14 Tell me a story.
01:32:15 What about?
01:32:17 Tell me a story from your day.
01:32:21 I, um...
01:32:22 l-I got up...
01:32:24 Yes?
01:32:26 ...and I went out, and, uh,
01:32:32 Like Mrs. Dalloway,
01:32:34 Yes.
01:32:36 And it was a beautiful morning.
01:32:37 Was it?
01:32:38 Yes, it was so beautiful.
01:32:41 It was so fresh.
01:32:42 Oh, fresh, was it?
01:32:44 Yes.
01:32:49 Like a...
01:32:51 like a morning on the beach?
01:32:52 Yes.
01:32:54 Like that?
01:32:55 Yes.
01:32:57 Like that morning when you
01:33:01 and you were, you were 18,
01:33:04 Yes.
01:33:06 I was 19 years old,
01:33:08 and I'd never seen
01:33:14 You...
01:33:15 coming out of a glass door
01:33:17 in the early morning,
01:33:20 Isn't it strange?
01:33:24 Most ordinary morning
01:33:31 I'm afraid I can't make it
01:33:34 The party...
01:33:38 doesn't matter.
01:33:40 You've been so good to me,
01:33:45 I love you.
01:33:53 "I don't think two people
01:33:54 could've been happier
01:34:05 Oh, God, no!
01:34:15 Happy birthday.
01:34:17 Happy birthday, Dan.
01:34:18 This is perfect.
01:34:20 This is just perfect.
01:34:21 Oh, do you think so?
01:34:24 Do you really think so?
01:34:25 Why, sure.
01:34:26 You must've been
01:34:28 Well, that's what
01:34:30 Weren't we, bug?
01:34:31 Been working all day.
01:34:33 This is just fantastic.
01:34:35 It's what I've always wanted.
01:34:36 Oh, Dan.
01:34:38 One day, Richie, I'll tell you.
01:34:40 I'll tell you
01:34:41 Don't.
01:34:43 I want to.
01:34:45 I want to tell him the story.
01:34:48 What happened...
01:34:49 when I was in the war.
01:34:50 At war, I found myself
01:34:53 thinking about this girl
01:34:55 I had never met her...
01:34:57 at high school,
01:34:58 this... strange,
01:35:00 fragile-Iooking girl
01:35:07 Yeah.
01:35:08 And she was shy...
01:35:11 and she was interesting.
01:35:13 And... well,
01:35:16 I tell you this, Richie.
01:35:17 She was the sort of
01:35:18 sitting mostly on her own.
01:35:19 And I'll tell you...
01:35:21 sometimes, when I was
01:35:24 the fact is
01:35:26 that I used to think
01:35:27 about this girl.
01:35:29 Dan.
01:35:30 I used to think
01:35:31 about bringing her to a house,
01:35:33 to a life.
01:35:37 Pretty much like this.
01:35:40 And it was the thought
01:35:44 the thought of this woman,
01:35:48 the thought of this life...
01:35:49 that's what kept me going.
01:35:52 I had an idea of our happiness.
01:36:23 Why does someone have to die?
01:36:29 Leonard...
01:36:31 In your book,
01:36:32 Hmm.
01:36:33 Why?
01:36:37 Is that a stupid question?
01:36:40 No.
01:36:41 I imagine my question is stupid.
01:36:45 Not at all.
01:36:48 Well?
01:36:52 Someone has to die
01:36:54 in order that the rest of us
01:36:59 It's contrast.
01:37:01 And who will die?
01:37:05 Tell me.
01:37:09 The poet will die.
01:37:12 The visionary.
01:37:29 What are you doing?
01:37:31 I'm brushing my teeth.
01:37:37 Are you coming to bed?
01:37:39 Yeah, in a minute.
01:37:44 Come to bed, Laura Brown.
01:37:51 I ran into Ray.
01:37:52 He said Kitty had to
01:37:56 I know.
01:37:58 Nothing serious.
01:37:59 He said just a checkup.
01:38:03 I'm terrified.
01:38:05 Why?
01:38:09 Only I knew
01:38:14 Maybe you could
01:38:15 go see her
01:38:25 I was going to.
01:38:26 I was going to stop by.
01:38:29 I've had a wonderful day,
01:38:32 and I have you to thank.
01:38:40 Come to bed, honey.
01:38:44 I'm coming.
01:38:55 Are you coming?
01:38:58 Yes.
01:39:19 What?
01:39:24 I was hoping
01:39:26 I am.
01:39:28 I am going to bed.
01:39:33 What, then?
01:39:37 All else is clear.
01:39:40 The outline of the story
01:39:43 now one thing only.
01:39:45 Mrs. Dalloway's destiny
01:40:29 You're Laura Brown.
01:40:32 Yes, I'm Richard's mother.
01:40:39 Of course.
01:40:43 I'm Clarissa Vaughan.
01:40:45 Please come in.
01:40:55 My friend Sally
01:40:58 and my daughter.
01:41:01 I'll take this.
01:41:03 We were having a party.
01:41:06 We were going to have a party.
01:41:09 I was lucky.
01:41:10 I got the last plane
01:41:12 So, that's the monster.
01:41:17 Hope I did the right thing.
01:41:19 I found your number
01:41:21 Yes, he had it.
01:41:25 We didn't speak often.
01:41:40 It's a terrible thing,
01:41:43 your whole family.
01:41:48 Richard's father died.
01:41:51 Yes, he-he died of cancer
01:41:55 And Richard's sister is dead.
01:42:02 Obviously, you...
01:42:05 Gives you feelings
01:42:10 You survive and they don't.
01:42:18 Have you read the poems?
01:42:20 Oh, yes. Oh...
01:42:24 I also read the novel.
01:42:34 You see, uh, people say
01:42:39 Uh... I know.
01:42:43 They say that.
01:42:50 I know.
01:42:55 He had me die in the novel.
01:42:58 L-l-I know why he did that.
01:43:05 It hurt, of course.
01:43:06 I can't pretend it didn't hurt,
01:43:09 I know why he did it.
01:43:15 You left Richard
01:43:21 I left both my children.
01:43:25 I abandoned them.
01:43:34 They say it's the worst thing
01:43:51 You have a daughter.
01:43:56 Yes...
01:43:59 But I never met Julia's father.
01:44:02 You so wanted a child.
01:44:06 That's right.
01:44:08 You're a lucky woman.
01:44:21 There are times
01:44:23 and you think you're going
01:44:33 Once, I went to a hotel.
01:44:39 Later that night, I made a plan.
01:44:42 The plan was
01:44:45 when my second child was born...
01:44:49 and that's what I did.
01:44:52 I got up one morning,
01:44:56 made breakfast,
01:44:58 went to the bus stop,
01:45:02 got on a bus.
01:45:05 I'd left a note.
01:45:12 I got a job in a library
01:45:23 It would...
01:45:27 be wonderful to say
01:45:31 It would be easy.
01:45:38 But what does it mean?
01:45:41 What does it mean to regret...
01:45:45 when you have no choice?
01:45:58 It's what you can bear.
01:46:07 There it is.
01:46:09 No one's going to forgive me.
01:46:17 It was death.
01:46:21 I chose life.
01:47:24 Time to take your coat off.
01:48:10 I thought you might like
01:48:13 Oh my goodness.
01:48:14 Thank you, dear.
01:48:16 I feel like I'm stealing
01:48:20 Um, we put the food away,
01:48:22 so, if you're at all hungry
01:48:23 just help yourself.
01:48:25 Oh, I will.
01:48:26 Where will you sleep?
01:48:28 Oh, the sofa.
01:48:29 Oh, oh, I'm sorry.
01:48:39 Good night, sweetheart.
01:48:43 Good night.
01:49:05 "Dear Leonard,
01:49:07 "to look life in the face...
01:49:12 "always to look life
01:49:18 "and to know it for what it is.
01:49:24 "At last, to know it,
01:49:30 "to love it for what it is,
01:49:33 "and then...
01:49:37 "to put it away.
01:49:43 "Leonard...
01:49:47 "always the years between us,
01:49:52 "always the years...
01:49:55 "always... the love...
01:50:01 "always...
01:50:04 the hours."